#But I am Haunted by this I should be sleeping but im like. Ohuhghhgg clup pengin video

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Oh man now I'm thinking about the script for the video again Ill have to rewrite the whole thing...... (also over thinking the fact like I don't wanna be seen as THE YouTube person. Some annoying guy. I don't even wanna be popular I just like making this stuff. I do want ppl to see it but like in a closed group of people I guess)

I also promised to talk about my opinions on newcp there was well but idk where I'll do that... I don't think it belongs in a video where I wanna talk about character design. But ye I'll share my thoughts on it someday somewhere maybe(which aren't just positive!! despite playing it quite a bit and making a whole video about an event. Then again it was kinda jokey like ah yes the experience. Lag and endless loading screens. Still one of the better priv servers I've played)

Tbh the only thing keeping me away from writing it is my brain's sudden swing back to datapack AU (not even development?? Just talking about it/thinking of drawings for it) but also not feeling like I know enough about club penguin and club penguin island... Like I know I'm here for just the designs and some characterizations but I'd need to like. See what they make all the characters act like in cpi and. I don't wanna do that I already said I can't stand it, 💀💀 so I'm wondering if I ONLY wanna talk about character design and only like... Portraying some character traits but nothing more

I Struggle With Being Insecure About My Knowledge With Special Interests Because I Know I Will Fuck Up And Someone Will Tell Me "oh you're wrong here actually" Even If It's Nice My Brain Will Break Down And I Die For Ever And EVER