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survivordivergent · 8 years ago

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EPISODE 3 - “I LOVE LYING! BIG MOVES.” - OTTO

Me, when El gets votes: Uh, who thought that was the plan? I

okay so I took this damn idol clue and lost my tribe the 50 points, which actually doesn't matter because we wound up winning, yay us! BUT when people saw someone lost 50 points, they were so pissed, including Melissa and Kyle, so I didn't tell anyone it was me. They both think it's Riley. But anyway. Because I didn't tell them then, I can't go back and tell them now. And I'm so mad because I can't figure out this clue on the new blog. Like honestly. I thought, you know if I just take some time and think about it, I'll be able to get it, but I can't figure it out. And i need to before tonight because if not, wasting those 50 points will be for nothing because someone else is going to get the clue and I'm clearly not an erudite so they will figure it out before me. Ugh.

Okay enough about that for now because I'm livid at myself. So during the challenge I was able to talk to Jill a bit. I have my alliance with Melissa and Kyle and I'm sticking with them for a while, but I want to keep Jill close because first, I clicked with her on Candor before the swap, and second, she says she trusts me the most. She trusts me so much that she told me her advantage she won in the challenge (she also lost us 50 points, but Melissa and Kyle think it's Riley as well). Apparently Jill can look at someone's vote. Which honestly, she could be lying about, but I trust her because she came right out and told me she got the advantage when I asked. She also asked me to help her with the Erudite idol. She doesn't know I'm several steps ahead of her. My plan right now is to stick with Melissa and Kyle, and keep Jill close as well. We only need 1 more to have majority, should we go to tribal. I feel pretty okay right now, but I would really love that Erudite idol...

Tribal Council went about as expected, minus the self-vote (oops @ Lucy) and the El vote (wtf @ whoever's being a dink.) I'm pretty convinced that someone is doing chaotic things for the sake of being chaotic, which is obviously not ideal.

Rapid-fire tribe eval: –My two favourite people on this tribe, by a wide margin, are Dani and Payton. Next up is Lucy. Then Percy/El. Then Geo. And I don't know Peter at all.

–I miss Kyle. Nothing like a tribe full of relative inactives to make you appreciate how good allies matter. Hope we both make merge so we can (at least) explore the option of linking back up.

–Possibly just paranoia speaking, but if I had to place a bet right now I'd say it was probably Payton who took the advantage. Speculation is based on the fact that she was couching her support during the comp in somewhat negative terms (e.g., "if we don't lose" vs "if we win" or "when we win." Or saying "we're fucked rip </3" when we weren't near the end of the comp.) It's admittedly super flimsy reasoning. But with a lack of any kind of information, that's all I have to go on right now. And obviously whoever took it won't be telling me any time soon, given how quickly I blew up over it. That wasn't a smart move.

–That reward comp was fun, considering the sheer level of auditory assault. Geo and I did most of the work through Shazam (and whoever said it doesn't work couldn't have been more wrong.) I wish people would talk more in tribe chat, even if just to say "hey, I tried, but I'm not hearing anything." It would be a better way to gauge who's doing things vs. who's passively coasting. Only ones I know for sure are working hard are myself, Geo, Lucy, Payton and Percy. I don't think Lucy did too much on the music challenge, and I haven't seen Geo around for this Battleship comp yet, though. Hmmm.

–It might be time to formalize that alliance Lucy and I were discussing. We need a plan in case we lose this.

–The Erudite idol continues to elude me. I completed the puzzle on step two, but I can't figure out the next blog. Despite the first two clues being completely ambiguous and me trying every possible combination of the last two. Colour me stymied, y'all.

–My preferences, in order: 1. We win immunity in an ass-kicking, sending ripples of confidence surging through the tribe, and we go undefeated until the next swap/merge. 2. We win immunity in a close-fought battle, lose a comp or two down the line as a product of a well-divided season, and hit merge with a slight numbers advantage. 3. We lose here and dump Peter or El, who have both been kinda spacey and invisible. 4. We lose here and dump literally anybody else. 5. Nuclear heat death of the universe. 6. The Toronto Maple Leafs win the Stanley Cup. 7. Benedict Cumberbatch wins an Oscar. 8. I make a really embarrassing typo that's always mentioned whenever I'm around. Probably something about that time I one HvV2. 9. We lose and target either Peter or El, and it turns out that they have the advantage and it's an idol or something.

[6:11:56 PM] Melissa Fields: i went through it a few more times but shazam didn't find anything that wasn't already on the list [6:12:27 PM] Eliza: All I hear is Ariana Grande and white noise [6:16:27 PM] otto apollo: same @Melissa

btw I have not played the video at all. not even a second of it.

i love lying! big moves.

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INTERESTING

So Eliza is confirmed Amanda

Shook

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so far And I think betty might've been lexi but idk

Hey @everyone who's reading confessionals after the game because I've probably been exposed by now for the accident, but taking the advantage in that one immunity challenge was a mistake of me not reading the whole post. I wasn't trying to be selfish, it was me being an idiot. So I'm sorry for that, @six

Maybe a triple alliance of Me-Ed-Dani would work? Maybe? I'm gonna try suggesting it, it could work.

Okay, since the Inactive One is gone, I'm gonna do a full rundown of everyone in the tribe and my ~feelings~ about them:

2. Dani: Pretty good! I definitely see her as my #2 ally right now. She's pretty active and vocal in the tribe chat as well as 1 on 1 chats, which I think shows a LOT about how a person is game-wise.

1. Ed: Who is he? Just kidding. My #1 right now, and hopefully he keeps trusting me. I told him about the advantage but I was not honest about how I got it, but would you be? I think he and I could go all the way if we really trust each other. And if I'm never Exposed.

El: I like talking to him, he's pretty good, but he's not very active. He hasn't said a word this round. Yikes. Probably

3. Geo: Nice! I see him as #3 right now. He's moderately active in tribe chat and 1 on 1 chats, which is good. If Ed, Dani, Geo and I worked together, we could be a powerful duo after this vote.

Lucy: Who is she? I like her as a person, and she helped a lot in reward last round, but she self-voted and she's inactive. I wouldn't trust her as a helpful ally, but as a number she works.

Percy: Maybe a good ally? Talkative in tribe chats, closed off in one-on-one and dislikes talking game.

Peter: Peter, Peter, Peter. If you were more active, you could be useful. C'mon, I stood up for you last round and kept you here, could you be a bit more grateful?

Anyway, I think Ed and I could go to the end. He'd be a worthy person to lose too. I want to go to the end with him and I hope he trusts me.

Pat is calm and composed and relaxed. :)

BUT ED IS LOSING HIS DAMN MIND.

I figured out where I was going wrong on that other idol clue – I was trying to input it as a whole new blog, rather than a page on areyouproudofmejenn. Duh. Stupid. So I got through, got to the new blog, and...

Nothing.

The clue, in its entirety: "This is going to be a little different. You will be looking for multiple pages on this blog this time, following a few separate mind clues and puzzles. Each answer will be a separate page on the blog until you reach the link to the next blog Clue 1: 4+4+3+3+2+2+1 (26) "

So I'm like, oh neat! Basic math! I can do this! https://whattheactualfuckicant.tumblr.com/19 Nothing.

https://whattheactualfuckicant.tumblr.com/1926 https://whattheactualfuckicant.tumblr.com/19(26)

https://whattheactualfuckicant.tumblr.com/nineteen https://whattheactualfuckicant.tumblr.com/nineteentwentysix Nothing. And then I think maybe the (26) is there to act as a more full version of a formula. Like 4+4+3+3+2+2+1(*26)

https://whattheactualfuckicant.tumblr.com/494 Nope.

https://whattheactualfuckicant.tumblr.com/4433221 Nein.

https://whattheactualfuckicant.tumblr.com/4+4+3+3+2+2+1 Nada.

https://whattheactualfuckicant.tumblr.com/[insert every number from 0-200, manually inputted by yours truly] Non.

https://whattheactualfuckicant.tumblr.com/+1 (because there are two of every digit except 1. That's gotta matter, right?) Wrong.

https://whattheactualfuckicant.tumblr.com/24232211 (two fours, two threes, two twos, one one) Nyet.

I'm so FRUSTRATED and this is gonna to be a SUPER EASY thing that I am MISSING and I'm so NOT HERE FOR IT.

Bye I've already been outed by one person to my face, everyone else probably knows, I'm going to get 17th place because the illusion is DEAD and how they feel about DREW is going to kick in here, rather than how they feel about MELISSA. "If you're not Drew, you do a really good job of wording things the same way as him" HOW TF DO I WORD THINGS DIFFERENTLY AND STILL BE A PERSON, I tried for like a day and a half to "translate" away from sounding like myself and I hated every second of it. I guess there's no real reason to pretend anymore? Like obviously I'm not gonna start saying shit like "Bye y'all gotta go to my shift at the library" or "Michigan winters really are the worst" or "wow it's so nice to be 27 years old and a dude" like I'll still keep the bare facts about Melissa, but like this isn't even someone I have an alliance with, so if just the way I phrase even the most innocuous things like talking about comps in the tribe chat exposes me??? Yeah there's no point in fighting the tide on this one, what they get is what they get.

It was t.

It was literally just the letter t.

I'm dying.

Mercy is for those who aren't good with words - Ed Creegan

I feel REALLLLY bad lying to my allies but it has to be done. They're gonna hate me after this game, but I hope everyone realizes it was a mistake that I didn't mean to make. I'm sorry, Ed. I know you trust me.

I don't know if I trust Ed right now. He said something that makes me wonder.

I KNOW WHO PAYTON IS OMG I WAS RIGHT!!

This whole time, I was thinking, Payton might be Logan, they're very similar in personality. Loud, a bit self-deprecating. But the biggest thing is that they're both pregnant, hmm, it would make sense. However, today, we made an alliance chat with Dani, Ed, and Lucy. In the chat, during I was talking with Dani, Payton said to her, "Okay Darian." Who's somebody thats pregnant and hates Darian Groggin(?) Logan. I am positive that Payton is Logan. 100%

So here's the long ass confessional I promised. Tonight, I'm going to my third tribal council this season. I've literally been involved in almost every vote off so far and I guess this is where trust begins to be built.

I got added to an alliance with Payton, Ed, Lucy, Geo, and myself. That's majority, so good luck to Percy, Peter, and El! I am hoping that El goes home tonight because she hasn't brought much to the table and I want Otto to be shook that maybe the Dauntless Three are in some sort of trouble. Like I said before, if I can be the last Dauntless standing, that would be a perfect situation for me.

I know that the big twist this season are the aliases that we use to keep our previous identities secret, but there is also a lot of giddiness associated with wanting to reveal yourself to people, etc etc. It's used to maintain trust between allies, I suppose, and maybe revealing your identity is not necessarily a bad thing? But I am treating this like Christmas. Sure, you can open all the presents whenever you'd like, but then it spoils the holiday. Christmas morning for me will be the post-season when everyone is revealed to be who they are, and I'm trying to maintain that air of fun for others.

Right now, only one person knows who I am, and that is Ed. I knew who Ed was right off the bat and we've played games together in the past. He would be capable of figuring out who I am within a heartbeat, so I chose to gain his trust through my reveal while also exposing him so that there is no mistrust between us. We could ride this out to the end together, but of course I am not thinking that far ahead quite yet. Ed (also known as Pat) is truly my number one ally in this game.

HOWEVER, I know a ton of other peoples' identities because I am just that smart. Why wasn't I on Erudite, you might ask?! From what I've gathered, I think Otto is MJ; El might be some weird Australian so bye; Ed is Pat; Payton is Logan (but that was rly easy); Geo is Rob; and I think Lucy might be Nic but that seems really unlikely so I might ditch that sooner or later.

I'm honestly really bored with this round because we've had such an easy transition between two easy boots :/ We'll have to see how that goes.

#iwillbecomesomethingelse

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