#Brain 🧠

[xtruss]

What Life Is Like When Your Brain Can't Recognize Faces

The common neurological disorder affects roughly 2 percent of the population. Author Sadie Dingfelder shares her perspective navigating the world with it.

— By Sadie Dingfelder | August 6, 2024

An illustration adds an abstract look on top of a photo of author Sadie Dingfelder. Illustration By Matthieu Bourel, Photo By Oxana Ware

Fifteen pairs of eyes stared into the gloaming. An hour passed before someone spied the faintest wisp of smoke on the horizon. The wisp drew closer, becoming something larger, winged, and muscular: sandhill cranes the color of storm clouds, save for their smart red caps. They swirled around our bird blind, a converted shipping container set into the riverbank to hide us from the cranes, and dropped out of the sky in groups of two or three or five, landing gently in the Platte River in central Nebraska.

“It looks like one big mass of birds,” explained our guide from a conservation group called the Crane Trust. “But they actually stay in family groups for their entire migration.”

“How do they keep track of their mates?” I asked.

“They look alike to us, but I bet they look different to each other,” replied a woman in a green coat. I turned away from the birds to study her face. She had wide-set eyes, a ski jump nose, and short gray hair. Was she the same woman I was chatting with on the van ride here, the one who showed me pictures of her dogs?

She was flanked by two similar looking women, and all three were traveling with their own mates—men who were, to me, interchangeably outdoorsy, middle-age, and white. After the cranes melted into the inky darkness, we humans filed silently out of the blind and trekked across a muddy field, our careful footfalls drowned out by a choir of chirping frogs.

Back in the dining hall, we sat speechless, some of us near tears at the beauty we’d seen. As we began to put our collective wonderment into words, I noticed many of my fellow “craniacs” (our term for crane enthusiasts) were calling me by name. It wasn’t strange by any means. After all, we’d spent the past six hours together, chatting over drinks, getting settled in our cabins, and then packing ourselves tightly into vans. But, hard as I tried, I couldn’t draw forth any of their faces or names.

To my eye, humans are nearly as interchangeable as cranes, and I only recently discovered why. I have a neurological disorder known as prosopagnosia, or face blindness. Some people end up with this condition through brain injury, but most cases are genetic in origin—and this version, known as developmental prosopagnosia, affects 2 to 2.5 percent of the population. It touches nearly every aspect of our lives, from dating to networking to making friends, and yet it goes largely undiagnosed. This is because, like most people, folks with face blindness assume that everyone else sees the world the same way as we do. We don’t realize that other people perceive faces as distinctive and highly memorable. A case in point: Bill Choisser, who coined the term “face blind” in the late ’90s, once asked his partner, “Why do TV shows have so many close-ups of actors’ faces? How are we supposed to tell them apart if we can’t see their clothes?”

As a kid, all I knew was that I couldn’t seem to make any friends. I’d hit it off with someone one day and then treat them like a stranger the next. I later found out that my classmates, quite reasonably, thought that I was aloof, or weirdly hot and cold. To fend off loneliness, I would read constantly, usually series like The Baby-Sitters Club or Sleepover Friends. I dreamed of having not just one pal but many. I yearned for the safety of a flock.

In college I abruptly switched strategies—from treating everyone like a stranger to treating everyone like a friend. Walking to class, I’d stop and chat with anyone who so much as glanced my way. It was, I thought, a major improvement. So it went for another 20 years. I knew everyone without really knowing anyone, save a handful of best friends and a boyfriend, all of whom tended to be visually distinctive, or at least very loud. It never occurred to me that this might be a strange way to live.

Not long after I turned 39, I began writing down funny stories from my life, pushing to meet a personal deadline to write a book by 40. Since I was working at the Washington Post at the time, I sent drafts to friends who also happened to be award-winning journalists. They had questions: Why are you always lost? Why do you regularly have no idea who you are talking to? Why is your life shot through with so much ambiguity and confusion?

Other people might have consulted a neurologist, but as a science writer, my first instinct was to sign up for studies. One, run by researchers at Harvard, involved brain scans followed by nearly 30 hours of intensive face-recognition training. My scores in the program improved, but whatever skills I learned during the exercises did not translate to real life. Somehow, I figured out a work-around for tests that were all but impossible given my unusual brain—and this is how I (and most face-blind people) get through life. We figure it out. We adapt.

This is also true for the sandhill cranes. When humans replaced wetlands with farmlands, the birds adapted their diet to include crops like corn. The sandhills, however, are uncompromising in at least one regard: They need wide, shallow waterways to roost in—and that’s why, during much of the year, Crane Trust staff mow down saplings and prevent shrubbery from rooting along the riverbanks. As a result of this adaptability and assistance, sandhill crane populations have been steadily increasing every year.

While I don’t require much accommodation these days, except for the occasional name tag, I do worry about all the lonely face-blind kids out there—as well as people who have other neurological differences. What could we as a society do to make the world more hospitable to the largely unacknowledged diversity of human brains and minds? Where should we be clearing riverbanks?

It was late when we got back to our cabins, but I was still curious about the cranes. I skimmed a few papers before going to bed, and I discovered that cranes probably do look alike, even to each other. But their calls are distinctive. Each bird has its own signature sound, and their voices can carry for miles. This is how cranes keep track of their family members throughout their migration—not with their eyes but their ears.

I should have known. While the cranes looked the same to me, I noticed one particular bird that stretched its neck long and made a sound like an angry clarinet. “It looks like he doesn’t like where his family has roosted,” my friend in the green jacket observed. It was impossible to know, but I suspected she was right. The world is a cacophony of consciousnesses, all so different from your own. But sometimes, if you’re quiet, perceptive, and lucky, you can hear another singular voice piping through the din. I drifted to sleep that night feeling a deep kinship with the cranes, comforted by the knowledge that while my vision may sometimes fail me, my curiosity never will.

[healthcaredain]

Sharper Focus and Increased Energy: My Experience with Fast Brain Booster

Boosting Brainpower, Not My Waistline

Looking for ways to improve my focus and concentration, I stumbled upon Fast Brain Booster. Dietary supplements for cognitive function are a dime a dozen, but what intrigued me about Fast Brain Booster was its claim to enhance focus without the jitters or energy crashes often associated with stimulants.

A Natural Approach to Cognitive Enhancement

Fast Brain Booster ditches the artificial ingredients and relies on a blend of natural, science-backed nootropics. These include ingredients like Bacopa monnieri, known for its potential to improve memory and learning, and Lion's mane mushroom, which has been studied for its neuroprotective properties. While more research is needed, these ingredients seemed promising for someone like me seeking a natural cognitive boost.

Improved Concentration and Sharper Thinking

After incorporating Fast Brain Booster into my routine for a few weeks, I noticed a significant improvement in my concentration. Tasks that previously demanded a struggle to stay focused became more manageable. My thoughts felt sharper, and I was able to process information more efficiently. This newfound mental clarity helped me be more productive at work and tackle daily challenges with a renewed sense of focus.

Sustained Energy Without the Crash

One of the biggest concerns I had with trying a brain booster was the potential for an energy crash later in the day. Thankfully, Fast Brain Booster provided a sustained boost in energy that wasn't jittery or overwhelming. It felt more like a natural alertness, allowing me to power through my day without the afternoon slump I often experienced.

Easy to Take and Integrate into My Day

Fast Brain Booster comes in convenient capsule form, making it incredibly easy to incorporate into my daily routine. I typically take one capsule in the morning with breakfast. This simple addition has made a noticeable difference in my overall cognitive performance.

A Valuable Tool for Busy Minds

Fast Brain Booster isn't a replacement for a healthy lifestyle or adequate sleep. However, for those seeking a natural way to enhance focus, improve concentration, and experience sustained energy levels, it can be a valuable tool. Whether you're a student cramming for exams, a professional chasing deadlines, or simply someone looking to sharpen your mental edge, Fast Brain Booster could be a great addition to your wellness routine.

A Blend of Natural Ingredients for Brainpower

Fast Brain Booster appealed to me because it contained a blend of natural ingredients known to support brain health. These included Bacopa monnieri, known for its memory-enhancing properties, and L-theanine, an amino acid that promotes relaxation and focus. Additionally, the formula boasted B vitamins, essential for energy production and cognitive function.

Improved Concentration and Mental Clarity

After incorporating Fast Brain Booster into my routine for about two weeks, I began to notice a positive shift. The brain fog started to lift, replaced by a newfound sense of mental clarity. I found myself able to concentrate on tasks for longer periods without feeling overwhelmed. My ability to recall information also seemed to improve, allowing me to tackle complex projects with renewed confidence.

Enhanced Energy Levels and Reduced Fatigue

Beyond the cognitive benefits, I also experienced a noticeable boost in energy levels. The afternoon slump that often plagued me became a thing of the past. I felt more motivated and engaged throughout the day, allowing me to be more productive both at work and in my personal life. This revitalized energy came without any jitters or the crash often associated with caffeine.

Easy to Take and Integrate into My Day

Fast Brain Booster comes in convenient capsule form, making it incredibly easy to integrate into my daily routine. I simply take two capsules with breakfast, and that's it. The capsules are small and easy to swallow, and there's no unpleasant aftertaste. The simple addition of these capsules has made a significant difference in my overall well-being.

A Word on Sustainability and Long-Term Benefits

It's important to note that while I experienced positive effects within a few weeks, Fast Brain Booster is intended for long-term use. I believe the cumulative benefits will continue to improve cognitive function and overall brain health. Combined with a healthy diet and regular exercise, Fast Brain Booster has become a valuable tool for maintaining a sharp mind and an energized spirit.

Disclaimer: It's important to consult with your doctor before taking any dietary supplement, especially if you have any underlying health conditions or are taking medication.

Struggling with Brain Fog? You're Not Alone

Juggling work, family, and personal commitments can leave anyone feeling ...

A Natural Solution for Enhanced Cognitive Performance

Fast Brain Booster is a dietary supplement formulated with a blend of natural ingredients scientifically linked to improved cognitive function. Some of the key ingredients include Bacopa monnieri, known to support memory and learning, and Phosphatidylserine, which aids in brain cell communication. These plant-based ingredients appealed to me, as I was looking for a safe and natural way to sharpen my mind.

Improved Concentration and Mental Clarity

Within a few weeks of taking Fast Brain Booster daily, I began to experience a positive shift. The brain fog that had been plaguing me started to lift. I noticed an improvement in my ability to concentrate on tasks for longer periods. Information seemed to stick easier, and I felt more mentally alert throughout the day.

Increased Energy Levels and Reduced Fatigue

One unexpected benefit of taking Fast Brain Booster was the boost it gave to my energy levels. Previously, I would often experience a midday slump, leaving me feeling drained and unproductive. However, after using the supplement, I found myself with more sustained energy throughout the day. This allowed me to tackle my to-do list with renewed enthusiasm and reduced fatigue.

Easy to Integrate into My Daily Routine

Fast Brain Booster comes in convenient capsule form, making it simple to incorporate into my daily routine. I typically take it with breakfast, and it doesn't interfere with any medications or other supplements I take.

A Word on Consistency and Individual Results

It's important to remember that everyone's body reacts differently to supplements. Fast Brain Booster may not produce the same results for everyone, and consistency is key. I found the effects to be cumulative, with the benefits becoming more pronounced over time. However, maintaining a consistent intake was essential to experience the full impact.

Overall, a Positive Impact on My Mental Performance

Fast Brain Booster has become a valuable addition to my daily wellness regimen. It's helped me regain my focus, improve my memory, and experience increased energy levels. If you're looking for a natural way to enhance your cognitive performance and feel sharper throughout the day, I highly recommend giving Fast Brain Booster a try.

Boosting Brainpower.

Looking for ways to improve my focus and concentration, I stumbled upon Fast Brain Booster. Dietary supplements for cognitive function are a dime a dozen, but what intrigued me about Fast Brain Booster was its claim to enhance focus without the jitters or energy crashes often associated with stimulants.

A Natural Approach to Cognitive Enhancement

Fast Brain Booster ditches the artificial ingredients and relies on a blend of natural, science-backed nootropics. These include ingredients like Bacopa monnieri, known for its potential to improve memory and learning, and Lion's mane mushroom, which has been studied for its neuroprotective properties. While more research is needed, these ingredients seemed promising for someone like me seeking a natural cognitive boost.

Improved Concentration and Sharper Thinking

After incorporating Fast Brain Booster into my routine for a few weeks, I noticed a significant improvement in my concentration. Tasks that previously demanded a struggle to stay focused became more manageable. My thoughts felt sharper, and I was able to process information more efficiently. This newfound mental clarity helped me be more productive at work and tackle daily challenges with a renewed sense of focus.

Sustained Energy Without the Crash

One of the biggest concerns I had with trying a brain booster was the potential for an energy crash later in the day. Thankfully, Fast Brain Booster provided a sustained boost in energy that wasn't jittery or overwhelming. It felt more like a natural alertness, allowing me to power through my day without the afternoon slump I often experienced.

Easy to Take and Integrate into My Day

Fast Brain Booster comes in convenient capsule form, making it incredibly easy to incorporate into my daily routine. I typically take one capsule in the morning with breakfast. This simple addition has made a noticeable difference in my overall cognitive performance.

A Valuable Tool for Busy Minds

Fast Brain Booster isn't a replacement for a healthy lifestyle or adequate sleep. However, for those seeking a natural way to enhance focus, improve concentration, and experience sustained energy levels, it can be a valuable tool. Whether you're a student cramming for exams, a professional chasing deadlines, or simply someone looking to sharpen your mental edge, Fast Brain Booster could be a great addition to your wellness routine.

[chloeworships]

I also saw a man that looked like this but from his side profile.

Idk if this man is feeling suicidal or a death ritual was done against him.

What I do know for certain was that definitely felt a heavy sense of sadness wash over me 😞

UPDATE:

Apparently this was an X-ray 🩻 vision babes. This is new to me. This is a gift from God used for healing ❤️‍🩹 No death rituals. I received confirmation Thank you JESUS 🙏🏾

I’ve heard of this gift before

[zimandturtles]

Same

Me pondering whether or not to out myself as silly with it

[mecmikvarkhar]

[pr0cyon-lotor]

Shen Yuan is the type of guy to get proposed to and brush it off with a "yeah sure. if you don't change your mind when you're older I guess lmao"

Little does he know but he has a husband because that little former street rat isn't letting go

[amygdalae]

I'm flying high off a single compliment from a boy it's PATHETIC

[xtruss]

How The Buildings You Occupy Might Be Affecting Your Brain

— By Cleo Valentine & Heather Mitcheltree + BIO

Cutting-edge research in the field of neuroarchitecture is revealing the public health implications of building design

Have you ever experienced a space that made you feel uneasy or stressed? Perhaps it was a noisy and crowded shopping mall, with its neon signs, patterned tilework and boldly painted walls in franchise signature colours. Or the poorly lit work carpark with flickering fluorescent lighting, low ceilings and hard concrete surfaces that made your every footstep echo. Now contrast that experience with a space that made you feel at ease. It might have been that time you were sitting at the table in your friend’s kitchen – the sun coming in through the window, warming your skin and filling the space with light; the smell of fresh coffee brewing; and the first blush of colour in the buds of the pot plants on the windowsill. Or maybe it was sitting in your favourite spot at the local library – the comfy seat in the quiet area with the high ceilings, ample natural light and a view out over the courtyard garden.

Many of us have felt the effects of being in different built environments. Yet what this means for our health and wellbeing hasn’t received enough research attention. How do the offices, houses, hospitals, schools, neighbourhoods and spaces that we occupy day to day affect our health? Traditionally, our understanding of how architectural design affects the human body has centred around the transmission of communicable diseases, such as viruses. For instance, the postwar urban redesign of the UK’s tenements worked to address overcrowded, damp and poorly ventilated housing conditions that are associated with increased rates of infectious diseases such as tuberculosis. However, the health effects of the built environment may be significantly more far-reaching than this.

Enter the emerging field of neuroarchitecture – an interdisciplinary domain that explores how the built environment affects human brain function, behaviour, cognition and psychology. Initial research indicates that, beyond its influence on infectious diseases, architectural design and form might also actively contribute to increased levels of stress in the body, which in turn could increase the risk of so-called noncommunicable diseases (often referred to as ‘lifestyle diseases’), including neurodegenerative and psychiatric conditions such as Alzheimer’s, Parkinson’s disease, depression and anxiety.

A better understanding of how the built environment impacts our health in these ways could revolutionise building design and urban planning. Imagine being able to design spaces that not only don’t cause harm, but actually promote overall wellbeing. In many ways, this burgeoning field validates what many of us have long intuitively felt: architecture is not merely the backdrop to our lives, but a crucial determinant of how we live and thrive.

That converted loft apartment in the real estate magazine might actually be a home that could reduce your bodily stress

Rapid urbanisation lends an urgency to this research. The United Nations estimates that, by 2050, two-thirds of the global population will live in cities. In developed countries, people already spend most of their time indoors. Some vulnerable groups in Europe, such as the elderly, infants, young children and people with weakened immune systems, spend almost all of their time indoors. These numbers are likely to grow due to the extreme and increasingly unpredictable weather patterns caused by climate change.

Meanwhile, studies in neuroarchitecture reveal the impact of even small changes in architectural and urban design. For example, rooms with lower ceilings and smaller windows can increase stress responses in the body. Yes, that converted loft apartment with high ceilings, large windows, lots of natural light and timber floors in the real estate magazine might actually be a home environment that could help reduce your bodily stress.

Similarly, some high-contrast visual patterns in architecture, such as striped facades, acoustic panels and patterned carpets can cause visual discomfort, and in extreme instances can lead to migraines and seizures in vulnerable individuals. For instance, many hotels and cinemas use carpets with complex, high-contrast patterns in their hallways and lobbies to hide stains and wear and, in the case of facilities such as casinos, in a deliberate attempt to cause disorientation and impair decision-making processes. Additionally, the use of slatwall has become increasingly common in contemporary architecture. Once you notice this slatted wall panelling, you see it everywhere. Yet these structures, often arranged in repetitive, high-contrast patterns, can be visually overwhelming.

At the other end of the spectrum, visually monotonous environments can have a negative effect on people. Such spaces are characterised by minimal variation in the placement of windows and doors, and a lack of distinguishing features or details – a highly minimalist or functional aesthetic that is prevalent in some contemporary architecture. For example, think about the interchangeable architectural landscapes found in many commercial districts across the United States and Canada. In many instances, it is difficult to tell one city from the next. This is particularly the case in newbuild tract housing neighbourhoods, or shopping malls and retail centres. These environments tend to elevate stress levels because they fail to engage our senses. In contrast, settings with varied design elements and distinctive features, such as a streetscape with collections of smaller stores and restaurants, like Camden Passage in London, provide mental stimulation and a sense of interest, which can help reduce stress and promote wellbeing.

We spend a lot of time in places with spatial stressors and this could gradually affect our mental health

Understanding the full impact of long-term exposure to stress-inducing architectural designs on human health is a work in progress. New insights are emerging from neuroimmunology: the study of the interaction between the immune system and the nervous system. This shows that one particularly concerning consequence of chronic stress is inflammation of the brain. Neuroinflammation is implicated in several neurodegenerative and psychiatric disorders, including depression, Alzheimer’s and schizophrenia. What’s more, neuroinflammatory conditions appear more prevalent in urban areas, potentially due to factors such as pollution, reduced social cohesion, and increased stress associated with urban living. However, the established links between architecture and stress, and between stress and neuroinflammation, raise an overlooked question: Could bad architecture also be contributing to the development of neurodegenerative and psychiatric disorders?

You might think that being in stressful architectural environments isn’t that big a deal. But bear in mind research has shown that certain building features, such as room size, wall shapes and window layouts, can cause stress without us realising it. Moreover, we often spend a lot of time in places with spatial stressors – in offices, homes and schools – and this ongoing exposure could gradually affect our mental and neurophysiological health.

To explore this further, our team at the University of Cambridge is researching the impact of architecture on neuroinflammation. Most recently, we conducted a pilot study to examine how buildings with different architectural features affected markers of brain inflammation linked to stress. Specifically, we looked at something called biophilic design – the incorporation of natural elements into architecture, such as plants and natural light.

Participants looked at images of two different high-rise buildings for nine minutes each. The first building – depicted in photorealistic images – is a proposed development in Montreal, Canada that showcased a moderate degree of biophilia with its fractalised design patterns (these are patterns that repeat at different scales, as occurs in nature), organic building materials such as timber, a visually complex and interesting design, and vegetation incorporated on balconies and elsewhere. The second building, built in 2011 and located in The Hague in the Netherlands, was less biophilic because it lacked fractalised patterns, vegetation and organic building materials, though it was similar in terms of its height, colour and level of design detail.

The Farmhouse Cacade. Image Courtesy ©Studio Pecht

The Farmhouse Interior. Image Courtesy ©Studio Pecht

De Kroon Office and Residential Buildings Exterior. Courtesy Rapp+Rapp/Photo by Kim Zwarts

De Kroon Office and Residential Buildings Interior. Courtesy Rapp+Rapp/Photo by Kim Zwarts

At the same time as the participants looked at these two building types, we measured their electrical brain activity using electroencephalography (EEG), a non-invasive method that involves wearing a head cap with electrodes. We used an innovative technique to infer signs of acute brain inflammation by comparing our participants’ brain activity with historical data showing associations between blood markers of inflammation and EEG recordings.

We found that participants exhibited lower levels of brain inflammation when exposed to the building with higher biophilia. This provides tentative evidence that integrating more biophilic or natural elements into architectural designs may help reduce brain inflammation, and expands on our current understanding of their stress-reducing benefits. This makes sense from an evolutionary perspective: humans evolved in natural environments, so we are drawn to the kind of natural environments in which our ancestors lived and we are healthier and less stressed in them. If further research supports our findings, it suggests that increasing natural light, integrating green spaces and designing spaces that encourage social interaction may help mitigate the negative impacts of urban living on neurological health.

What might this mean for everyday spaces? Consider schools – while it’s easy to recognise tangible risks such as overcrowding, dampness, poorly ventilated classrooms or hazardous materials such as asbestos, we often overlook the less visible impacts on neurophysiological health. For instance, how does visual stress from poor natural lighting and fluorescent light flicker affect students, especially those with neurodivergence or ADHD? What might be the long-term effects of low-ceilinged classrooms that lack natural light and other biophilic features? These are crucial questions that remain unanswered but are essential to ensure the health, wellbeing and best long-term learning outcomes for our children. Similar concerns apply to hospitals, workplaces and numerous other spaces.

The emerging research linking architectural design to neurological wellbeing marks a pivotal shift in our understanding of public health. We design our world and, in turn, it shapes us. The built environments we interact with daily are not passive elements but active factors that can inhibit or – with thoughtful consideration – enhance our neurological state and holistic wellbeing.

[sebille]

The final close-up we get of Zenos in endwalker is a shot of him taking his last breath right after he reaches out to the wol. The sun-shaped button on his coat placed directly over his heart.

And like that may not have been done on purpose and it may mean nothing to the devs but it means something to me.

[mymitochondriaforpresident]

A glimpse into my mind right now

[if-i-eated-soaps]

big fan of whatever happened to me immediately after coming off of general anesthesia

[leaf-in-a-flower-garden]

Wdym the Isle is the only realm outside of Vault that has murals of their elder. Wdym that proves the people of the Isle held a high regard for their elder, furthering the angst of Dawn being disregarded by the others. . Wdym that the Isle clearly was so spiritual they would not desecrate sacred ground, even under pressure of the foreign realms. What. Do. You .mean that even after everything those murals of the other temples remained intact, in the sacred temple of the Isle, even after the betrayal they faced..

[rushedlad]

Here I bring, my drawing of Peri, because this man has truly infected my fixations with his new design—

[rebouks]

Previous // Next

Courtney: What..? Oscar: Am I not allowed to enjoy my wife’s smile? Courtney: I suppose so. [Oscar beamed, gladly returning Courtney’s smirk. He couldn’t put into words how relieved he was that she was feeling better; he’d been more worried than he cared to admit for a while now, so it was beyond pleasing to see the familiar twinkle in her eyes once again] Courtney: I still feel so guilty about-… Oscar: I’ve told you, that’s forbidden. Courtney: You’ve had to deal with so much on your own recently though, you must be exhausted. Oscar: Psh, I can do it all… Courtney: [snorts] I’m serious! Oscar: C’mon, Cookie.. how much shit have I put you through over the years? It’s only fair. Courtney: It’s not about being fair, I just feel bad because-… Oscar: Well, I’m telling you not to. Courtney: But-… [Oscar interrupted Courtney the best way he knew how, softly bopping her nose with his afterward] Oscar: I know, but it’s okay.. all I’ve ever wanted is for you to be happy, if that means doing a two-person job on my own for a while, then so be it. You’d only do the same. Courtney: I want to be happy too, I’ve been missing out on what makes me happy… I’m tired of crying and moping and feeling so.. bleh. Oscar: You don’t feel so bleh right now, do you? Courtney: No, but-… Oscar: But denied! One day at a time n’ all that. [Courtney scoffed with fond amusement; it was pointless arguing with Oscar sometimes-.. most of the time, actually] Oscar: In sickness and in health, right? That includes the smooth jelly sloshing around in there. Courtney: Did you just call me smooth brained? Oscar: Maybe. [Robin was glad his parents were enjoying themselves, but he knew where this was headed, and he’d rather be somewhere else until they were done. If he was quick about it, they probably wouldn’t even notice]

[inzombniia]

13hrs of my life im never getting back

yeah.

[bamnamuu]

airdropped right to my heart ⋆⭒˚｡⋆ c.yj

warnings: cursing, yeonjun is whipped as hell

pairing: choi yeonjun x fem reader

taking the train home was normal for Yeonjun, what wasn't expected was the pretty girl sitting in front of him. he knew he had to do something to get her attention he just didn't know how, until he remembered airdrop.

a/n: Instead of finishing the two Soobin and Gyu fics, i made a whole new Yeonjun one for funz and the lolz :p

[ part two?!!??]

wc: 800

(kinda proofread)

Running to the last train Yeonjun hoped he wouldn't miss it. It wouldn't be the first time he's had to run like his life depended on it, he once missed the last train of the night so he called his friend Taehyun in hopes he would come to pick him up, and oh boy did he regret it, as the younger boy pulled up to the station rolling down his window

‘’Come hop right in!’’ taehyun said with an evil smile, as Yeonjun walked up to the passenger's side taehyun drove up a little, and when jun would catch up he did it again, this scheme went on until Yeonjun was sprinting to the boys' car yelling profanities at his friend, while was taehyun his laughing his ass off.

Yeonjun knew Taehyun had made a list to embarrass him so he vowed to himself that he would never miss the train again, Yeonjun thanked god he had long legs because he made it with little time to spare, he looked around to find an empty seat, and luckily he found one, as he sat down he looked up to find a girl.

Yeonjun has never believed in love at first sight, 'How exactly can you be in love with someone you've never spoken to?' He would say to Soobin, but now he’s thinking the opposite because of her, god he felt stupid but she was, is just so beautiful. the boy couldn't help but stare at her eyes as she looked out the window then at her phone, then toward him They put the stars to shame he thought, if anyone could read his mind they would 100 percent call him a giant loser but he didn't care. He wanted to talk to her, but then again he didn't want to creep her out, so he thought of an idea, reaching into his pocket and pulling out his phone he went to his photos, finding the newest and best selfie he had, put a little note on it, then opened airdrop and hoped shed would be on there, she was on her phone after all. 

After scrolling through his options he came across one labeled ‘’ y/n’s phone’’, with very little hope it was her he clicked on the icon and waited. 

˚　　　　✦　　　.　　. 　 ˚　.　　　　　 . ✦　　　 　˚　　　　 . ★⋆. 　　　.   　　˚　　 　　*　　 　　✦　　　.　　.　　　✦　˚ 　　　　 ˚　.˚　　　　　　.　　. 　 ˚　.　　　　 　　 　　　　 ✦

Normally y/n would never stay out this late, but when her boss asked her to stay a couple hours longer to help put away some new shipment she knew she wouldn't say no. To her surprise staying later wasn't actually that bad, she actually had a great time gossiping with some of her coworkers she rarely ever sees, plus the walk to the train with the leaving sun, who was she to complain. Making it to the train platform earlier than she had calculated, y/n put her headphones in and started her music. Her ride to and from work is long and boring so y/n usually brings a book for something to do, but when looking in her bag she comes to find her book nowhere to be seen, groaning trying to remember if she left it at home or at work the train pulls in, getting on finding an empty seat in the back, y/n pulled out her phone and scrolled away. Too much time passed and y/n still hadn't looked up from her phone since she got on until she saw a blur of a man hop on the train right before they departed, She didn't get a good look at him since he was facing away from her, about to look away the boy turned around and sat in the empty seat in front of y/n. 

She knew she looked insane, crazy even, but she couldn’t help herself peeking through her eyelashes at the boy huffing two seats in front of her. between glances out the window and back at the boy y/n felt her phone buzz, mostly expecting it to be from her boss telling her she left some stuff there or whatnot, but it was something she would never have imagined in any lifetime, an airdrop notification from “juniethecutie phone” y/n couldn’t help but let out a giggle seeing the cropped picture of the boy in front of her, y/n knew she had never and will never hit the accept button faster then in that moment. Looking at the new addition to her camera roll, ‘’ You’re cute’’ the picture read. A newfound tint laid upon y/n's cheeks and she looked up at the boy who was waiting for her gaze, If he sent a photo it was only fair if she also gave him something y/n thought. Quickly taking a slightly blurred picture of herself with the simple caption of ‘’ Do you wanna come sit with me?’’, y/n found his airdropped contact and watched as he accepted, looked up to her then nodded his head and got up to sit in her booth.