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lgwifey ยท 2 years ago
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hey would you ever do a part two to delusions (robert x reader). id love to read it! x
DELUSIONS PART TWO
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Robert keating x fem!hewson!reader
Summery : Y/nโ€™s being carted away to stay with her brother and coincidentally thereโ€™s only one person in when she arrives.
Warnings : not proof read, bad spelling โœจ, cringe xx
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PART ONE
2023
"I'm really sorry about you award tonight, I thought your new album was defiantly better than hers, smiley face"
Y/n turned around to face Anais and Issac whilst she lounged on their sofa in their living room where she had invited herself to stay for the night since Eli was in a strop and her dad was too concerned with him to notice she'd disappeared.
"How does that sound ?"
"Maybe rephrase the last sentence ? Something which is less," Issac paused for a minute before mimicking her frequent squeal, "I've been in love with you since I was thirteen oh my gawd you're so gorgeous."ย  His face turned to its regular serious after the dramatic second.
"So get rid of the 'your new album was defiantly better than hers' ?"
"Maybe something like 'I'm sorry about your award tonight, maybe try being a better musician ' ?"
The Irish girl turned to Anais with a mortified expression, quickly closing her phone.
"Maybe I should just leave it ?"
"Maybe ."
"Shut up Issac, no defiantly dm him at least, like he was giving major signs tonight."
The blonde gave the younger girl a suggestive wink before laughing, causing the other two to laugh as well.
"I'm not getting my hopes up anymore, but I'll just send a normal, platonic message to him which he probably won't see but what can ye do."
"That's our girl."
Issac have a small round of applause before leaving to go to the kitchen to get a drink after having to deal with the message rehearsals. Once he left the room, Anais made her way over to Y/n with a grin on her lips.
"What about a little snap, like just with a bra in the background ?"
Once again, y/n looked at her with a look of horror.
"My brother is with him !"
Y/n dragged her suitcases to the front of the terrace house, a glare to her dad who stood beside her. He knocked on the bright door whilst she gave another complaining huff.
โ€œLook you donโ€™t want to stay at your grannyโ€™s and your ma isnโ€™t dealing with you by herself for three months so Elijah is the last option y/n. Trust me it took a while for him to agree to it.โ€
โ€œIโ€™m 21 and being babysat by my brother. Are you even able to comprehend how sexist that it. He was touring without anyone at 20 !โ€
โ€œThatโ€™s different.โ€
Y/n just gawped in shock before letting out a very unusual noise that resembled something between a scoff and a choke.
Before her dad could say anything else, the door was swung open and none of the than Robert Keating stood there with wet curls and a towel wrapped around his waist.
Y/n flushed bright pink, immediately turning to look in the opposite direction, noticing the neighbours had a camera pointing at her as she did so.
โ€œOh sorry, thought yous where coming over tomorrow.โ€
โ€œWe where but plans changed, I texted Eli?โ€
โ€œOh the other three have been out all night, they ended up staying at some hotel I think.โ€
Y/n looked back to where the semi-naked 23 year old was stood, trying to make it look like she wasnโ€™t overly fussed by his presence.
โ€œWill you two be ok if I just leave her here, Iโ€™m already running behind.โ€
He looked over to where the younger girl stood staring intently at the wall next to him and let out a small smirk, barely noticeable since y/n had lost most of her vision from eye strain and Bono was busy with tour plans on his phone.
โ€œAi yeah, thatโ€™ll be fine, donโ€™t worry.โ€
โ€œThanks Bobby, Iโ€™l see you in a few months y/n, yeah ?โ€
She just behave a nod before pulling up her suitcasesโ€™ handles. As she went to pick up her duffle off the floor, another hand met hers, a slightly bigger and callous one. She looked up to meet the bright blue eyes of Inhalerโ€™s bassist and hugely her face go even redder.
โ€œUrmโ€ฆโ€
โ€œDonโ€™t worry love, I think I can handle a bag for you.โ€
He gave her a smile again and she knew if Anais was here sheโ€™d be eating up every second of this like Corrie.
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hewsongf ยท 2 months ago
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PERFECT STORM
pairing elijah hewson x fem! reader
trope established relationship
warnings pure fluff. nudity mentioned but not sexual
summary she gets caught in a storm and elijah helps her stay warm.
words 1.2k
Every part of her body was soaked. Her blouse had become see-through. Her skirt had become pounds heavier. Drops of water slid down her bare legs. Every time she walked, her Doc Martens squelched. Her socks were wet, and her feet were cold and pruny. She let out a shaky sigh as she walked up the stairs up to her apartment. Her soaked hair was in a clip that was digging into the back of her head.
He heard the sound of keys jangling. The door was unlocked. She came in and was already leaving a puddle of water on the wooden floor.
He chuckled. "What the fuck happened?" He asked, a bit amused but also concerned. He left his spot on the couch and walked over to her.
"I got caught in the rain. Didn't bring my umbrella."
"I told you to take an umbrella this morning."
"Yeah, whatever." She snapped. She dropped her bag on the floor. His mouth closed before making a snarky remark. She was obviously pretty annoyed. He watched her take off her boots.
"Come on." He said then took her hand and dragged her into the bathroom. He turned on the faucet of the tub. Temperature is pretty warm. "Sit." He commanded while motioning to the toilet cap. She did.
He pulled off her drenched socks. Then he unbuttoned her white blouse. He did everything tenderly. She kept staring at him. He looked tired. She knew he had been up very late writing. He took her bra off. Shame was no longer in the picture. He had seen her bare body many times. He wasn't even looking at her that way.
"You don't have to do this." She whispered to him. He finally looked her in the eyes as he pulled her up to take off her skirt. "I know." He replied, then unzipped her skirt. She felt warmth through her chest. That was in big contrast with the way her body felt. He always made her feel warm.
He helped her get out of her underwear. He also pulled her hair clip off and stuck his fingers through her scalp. He massaged her head, and she sighed. A moan escaped her, and he chuckled. Then he stuck the tips of his fingers in the water to check the temperature. It was a good type of warm now. He gave her a hand and helped her get in the tub. He caressed the top of her head.
"I'm going to go make you some tea. You're probably going to catch a cold." She was shivering slightly. Her nose was red, and she was sniffling. She nodded, and he stepped out of the bathroom.
He put the kettle on. He wasn't upset at her for snapping. Or the way she obviously was in a piss-poor mood. She tended to be a little moody. Whenever she ran out of patience or was annoyed at something, she was a bit intense. He never took it personal. It brought humor to him โ€” which she hated. He usually got her to come around, though.
The kettle was taking forever. He heard the sound of the drain. Hopefully she was warmer now. She left the bathroom and went to their room. He messed with the settings of their stove. Increasing the heat. Her small frame came into the kitchen. Sweatpants, fuzzy socks, and a hoodie she stole from him on her body. He was leaning back on the counter facing her. She looked shy as she got closer. They didn't speak. She was ringing her hands. He grabbed one of her hands and pulled her into him. Her face nuzzled into his neck.
"Sorry, I snapped at you. She murmured into his skin. He scoffed, the sound vibrating through her body.
"That was nothing. It didn't bother me."
"Still. I don't like it when I'm mean to you."
"You're always mean. That's why I like you so much." He kissed her cheek, and she smiled. He looked down into her eyes lovingly. He could decipher anything she was feeling by looking at those gorgeous big green eyes of hers. "Are you warm? Your lips are still kind of blue."
"I'm good now." She nodded while looking up at him.
"Want me to warm them up?" He asked with a cheeky grin, and she chuckled. He pulled her in and placed his lips on hers. His lips were soft and warm against hers. She could taste the remnants of a cigarette in his mouth. He had probably had a smoke earlier. He cupped her face. Calloused hands against soft, cold cheeks. He slipped his tongue in her mouth, and she shivered. This time it wasn't from the cold. He tasted her. She was his favorite flavor. She hummed. His hands left her cheeks and settled them on her hips. Pulling her closer. He could do this forever. He ran his hands up her sides. The kettle whistled. It scared them both, and their lips separated with a smack.
"Shite." He cursed, then grabbed a handcloth and placed it over the handle. He poured the hot water into the two mugs. Her favorite mug. It read, 'Dibs on the lead singer.' His was a U2 mug with his dad's face plastered on it. It was a gag gift from her. He made both their teas how they liked it.
"Careful. It's hot." He warned before he passed the mug to her. She blew on the hot liquid. Smoke fanned her face. They moved to the couch and just sat there in comfort and silence. Elijah and her could always relax together. Especially when he's in vocal rest. She can tell what he wants without him even speaking.
He was being so sweet to her. It made her eyes burn. He wasn't looking at her, but she was looking at him. Sometimes when she looked at him, feelings would choke her. Sitting at her throat, waiting to be spilt. They had been dating for around 6 months. She hadn't said it yet. The word had always made her uncomfortable. She had warned him about it. He said it to her first. Sometimes he drops it in conversations.
Right now though. The words were at the tip of her tongue. Ready to stumble out.
"Eli..." She let out breathlessly. His head turned. He saw her expression. His brow raised in question. "What is it?"
"I..." She gulped. She didn't know why this was so difficult for her. She cursed. He sat up straight. He could tell her. He just knew. Taking a sip of his tea before speaking.
"You don't have to say it. I know."
"What?" Her mouth agape. Eyebrows furrowed. He couldn't possibly know what she was about to say.
"Oh, come on. Did you think I didn't know? I see it on your face every day." He chuckled at her face.
"See what on my face?"
"Love."
"Fuck off." She rolled her eyes. He laughed louder this time. She crawled towards him. He smirked at her.
"You're such a bloody eejit." She sat on his lap. A peck to her lips.
"That you love."
"Yeah, whatever, fucker. I love you." He smiled widely now. Almost giddy. His cheeks turned pink.
"Are you blushing?"
"Yeah, whatever. I love you more."
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storiesabouteli ยท 2 months ago
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Masterlist (InhalerFics)
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1. Heartplace (Eli X Reader!) - About how you handle a light argument, where Eli said things he's truly sorry for and wants to apologize.
2. There He Was (Eli X Reader!) - Just a short fic about u2 (i'm sorry lol) realizing they're in love after you've had a bad date.
3. Amid Cares (Eli X Reader!) - You are sick (kidney crisis) and Eli stays with you! Dealing with the fact that you're used to not needing anyone, and Eli will have to handle that.
4. Romance (Vampire Eli X fem!Reader!) // Part1 // - Eli is a vampire who falls in love with a human. The story explores the passage of time and the challenge of maintaining a relationship between two very different beings. Itโ€™s a guide on how to date a vampire/human while seeking a place of comfort in someoneโ€”and all the complexity that this longing brings.
5. Acne Cares (Eli X Reader!) - requests: I was thinking maybe you could write one where the reader struggles with acne and Eli makes her feel not insecure?
6. BitterSweet (Eli X Reader!) - requests: (1) pre-relationship!eli with an incrediblyyy oblivious and socially awkward girl that kinda avoided him bc heโ€™s very charismatic and lowkey a fuckboy so she think heโ€™s fucking with her and eli is tryna pursue her and making it obvious that he takes her really seriously + (2) i was just wondering if you could write an imagine where eli helps the reader with her anxiety / through an anxiety attack or something similar?
7. Sugar Hits (Eli X Reader!) - requests: Rader supporting Eli at a concert or something. Like, he's nervous about playing the new songs (your house, eddie in the Darkness) because he doesnโ€™t know if the fans will like them and reader just comforts him before and after the show.
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dublinskeetz ยท 1 year ago
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could you maybe do a fic (donโ€™t worry if you canโ€™t ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿผ) with eli or bobby maybe enemies to lovers and the person is the bandโ€™s photographer or is on keys ๐Ÿค๐Ÿค
๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐จ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ž
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hii ofc, i wasnt sure if u wanted a smau or written soo i sort of did both since the reader is their photographer, hope u like it!! this is my first tumblr fic so im still getting used to how to work the app lollll, sorry if u don't like it but pls give me ur thoughts so i can learn to improve JAJA
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๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ โ€” ๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ง๐˜ง, ๐˜ซ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ข ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ด๐˜ต, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ต, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ง, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ'๐˜ด #1 ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด
๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ โ€” ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ป ๐˜น ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ
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yourusername dropping these flicks in honor of my fav boys (and bobby ig) letting me join them on tour to take cute pics of them ๐Ÿ™‡โ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ™‡โ€โ™€๏ธ
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joshjenkinson_ WOOO after months of begging
yourusername a little begging doesnt hurt when i have to spend months with devils spawn joshjenkinson_ bobby loves u dw bobbyskeetz why do you automatically think shes talking about me bobbyskeetz and i do not
bobbyskeetz so thrilled to have you.
inhalerfan1 wtf why is she always hating on bobby he does nothing wrong to her!!! how about you leave and like never speak to him again.๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ™„
inhalerfan2 saying this doesnt make bobby want u any more! bobbyskeetz how about you leave her alone? ryanmcmahon_15 aw look at u protecting her
elijahhewson the crowd erupts in cheers
yourusername by crowd u mean u, josh, and ryan LMAFO elijahhewson and bobby he just wont admit it
inhalerfan300 something abt the boys getting their pics taken by a sexy woman makes them even sexier tbh
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inhalerfan11 fuc the guys I WANT U
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"say, cheese!"
your lens shuttering was heard throughout the tour bus, trying to take candid, but not candid at the same time, pictures of the boys. tour was great, amazing even. you felt at peace when taking pictures of the band in their natural element. whether it be on stage, at a pub, or even just at time when it was just one on one hangouts. except, for bobby
bobby skeetz, you didn't know what you had done to make the boy dislike you from the moment he laid eyes on you. maybe it was your personality, the possibility to get on with everyone around you, happiness radiating off of you. or perhaps it was one night stand you had with him 4 years ago. but you chose to pick the former as the reason.
it didn't matter what you tried, his anger, regret, or whatever he felt never seemed to ease.
despite telling them to smile, bobby still had a grim look on his face, clearly wanting to be anywhere else but in front of you. rolling your eyes, you lowered your camera, dismissing the guys from the lens.
as the boys one by one retreated to their own areas, bobby stuck sitting in front of you as you placed your equipment away. you could feel his eyes watching you as you worked, and you found he often did this. though you could never force yourself to look back up at him, knowing his eyes would probably be full of dislike.
"is there something you need robert," you asked him, getting closer and closer to being fed up with his acts.
"no, just thinking."
"of?"
"why we would need another photographer when we already had lewis."
rolling you eyes, why do i even bother, thinking to yourself.
hiding behind a door was josh, ryan, and eli, silently watching the two of you interact. "i bet you they get together by the end of the tour," ryan spoke.
"oh you are so on McMahhon."
"dunno, maybe you should ask your mates. you didn't seem to complain too much when they asked me, repeatedly," you argued.
there was a thick tension in the air, these petty fights between the two of you were normal at this point, and despite your attempts to be professional, his pettiness was starting to get to you.
in reality, you didn't mind bobby at all, in fact, you felt a pull towards him. but ever since that mistake, that for some reason he can't seem to forget, he has made his presence unbareable.
"why must you make everything so difficult," you sighed, frustration evident in your tone as you continued to pack away your equipment.
"i'm not the one making things difficult, thats your speciality, isn't it," he snapped back. there was a mix of annoyance and indifference in his expression as he starred at you. "or maybe its the fact that you love to pretend nothing happened."
"what the hell are you talking about," you spoke, your patience so close to breaking.
bobby scoffed, "oh please, you know exactly what i'm talking about. four years ago when you left me!"
there was a heavy silence between the two of you, could he seriously be holding onto the past for that long? was this really the reason why he hated you so much? you can admit, you have your regrets on the way those things played out, but what were you supposed to do? act like sleeping with him didn't hurt you in ways you didn't even know you could hurt? the way he easily uttered those words to you, this doesn't mean anything, does it? it pained you, so really, what were you supposed to do?
but you were never really good with your emotions, so frustration bubbled inside you, "fine, you want to hold onto the past? go ahead, keating. but don't act like i'm the only one at fault here."
your heated exchange echoed throughout the bus, leaving an uncomfortable silence. but meanwhile, the other three boys exchanged knowing looks.
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yourusername tours almost ova so heres some flicks to prepare u for the drought
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elijahhewson pay up ryan
ryanmcmahon_15 ITS NOT OVER YET SHUT UP yourusername meaning?? elijahhewson NOTHING ryanmcmahon_15 NOTHING
inhalerfan11 NOOOO
inhalerfan23 god i have seen what u have done for others
trumanblack come take some flicks for us?
elijahhewson no joshjenkinson_ no bobbyskeetz shes all yours mate ryanmcmahon_15 rob shut up before i leak some information that i find very important. bobbyskeetz YOU WOULD NEVER joshjenkinson_15 TRY US bobbyskeetz JOSH NOT YOU TOO yourusername OIII all of u. out my comment section
inhalerdublin twas an honor having u with us, and for the rest of the tours!๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—
inhalerdublin whos us? yourusername robert get out
inhalerfan100 why do i get the gut sense that her and bobby do not like each other?
inhaler203 i dont think so, i was at their last shows and he complete heart eyes for her liked by ryanmcmahon_15 and joshjenkinson_ inhaler203 RYAN JOSH WHAT DO U KNOW inhaler100 their my enemies to lovers trope
oliviarodrigo im going on tour soon babes if u need a job๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜‰
yourusername omg.
inhaler45 im living for this comment section
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throughout the remaining of the tour, there was an uncomfortable tension between you and bobby, and with the last dates coming up, you weren't sure if you wanted to come back.
but then again, you were confused.
after your last blow with the bassist, there was a peace between the two of you, if thats what you could even call it. he no longer took every opportunity to be petty, in fact, you hadn't spoken a word to the man since.
but you saw the tweets, the comments, and even noticed the other three members of the band acting funny when the two of you were in close proximity. the possible thought that bobby felt anything to you besides utter dislike, felt impossible.
the group of you were lounging around before the boys had to go onstage, and you could still feel bobby's eyes piercing at you from behind. despite the other's chatter, there was still an underlying discomfort from the two of you. his gaze lingered on you, and looking back towards him, you noticed there was a mixture of frustration and something else.
attempting to break the silence, you sighed in defeat, "what's wrong with you now, rob?"
there was a moment of hesitation on his part, jaw clenching, "it's nothing," he muttered, but his tone said otherwise.
"doesn't seem like it," you countered. you were tired of fighting with him, you just wanted peace for the remainder of the tour. "look, tour is almost over and can we at least try to-"
but he interrupted you before you could even finish, "try to what? pretend like everything is okay," his voice laced with bitterness, "like nothing happened?"
you sighed in defeat, feeling an oncoming argument brewing, "you cannot keep dwelling on the past rob," you pleaded, trying to keep your voice steady, "what happened was a mistake, for you," you emphasized, "and for me."
"a mistake," he scoffed, "you're acting like it meant nothing, like i meant nothing."
there was a clear tone of hurt and resentment in his voice, his words cutting deeper than you could've imagined, "that is not fair rob," you whispered, looking away from his eyes. trying to avoid his gaze, you noticed the room had cleared, the three boys' chatter no longer being background noise to your conversation.
those little shits.
bobby noticed your avoidance, "you just left, without a word," he continued, his voice filled with an ache that mirrored your own. "do you have any idea how much that hurt?"
the weight of his accusations hung heavily in the air, did he really have no idea of how much he hurt you too? how much you look back to that night and wish things were normal between the two of you.
"it wasn't easy for me either," you confessed, voice barley audible. "but what did you expect me to do? especially after what you said."
the atmosphere became thick with emotion, your unsaid words confusing him.
"what are you going on about?"
"really? 'this doesn't mean anything'," you scoffed, your hidden emotions rising to the surface, "do you know how heartbreaking those four words were? god, do you know how many nights i spent thinking about that. then here you come accusing me of being at fault."
his eyes softened at your confession, "i didn't know. you never said."
"i thought you knew," you cut him off, "i shouldn't have to tell you how harmful your words were."
"i didn't know," he spoke softly, getting up and standing in front of you, looking down at you into your eyes, "you could've told me. i would have been there for you.
"and what would have you done? hm?" you quipped as you looked away, anger and ache still inside your tone.
he softly grabbed your chin for you to look back up at him, "i would've told you how stupid i was, how scared. you have no idea how afraid i was of it ruining everything, and look at us now, look at what it's done to us. look at what my stupidity has done to us. i would've been there for you, through everything because i love you."
your breath hitched, utter surprise written all over your face, a small smile beginning to spread across your face, "i love you, and you aren't stupid. its just your pettiness," you spoke, trying to make the conversation lighter.
"oi, you're one to talk woman," he laughed, cupping your cheek to pull you into a kiss.
and as if it was right out of a corny soap opera, you heard a cheery whistle from the side of you. turning you were met with those three little shits with grins on their faces, well except eli, who looked completely defeated.
"as much as i am happy for the two of you coming to your senses," ryan began, turning to eli, "pay up, hewson."
eli groaned in frustration, pulling out cash from his pocket and placing it onto the ryan and josh's outstretched palms.
"you shits placed a bet on us?" bobby questioned.
"was an easy bet, after you drunkenly confessed your love to me a few nights before tour," josh explained to you two.
bobby's cheeks heated up, hiding his face in the crook of your neck. "is that what your silly comments on my posts meant?" you asked the trio.
"uh, look at the time! c'mon keating, time to perform!"
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hii! not sure if youโ€™re open to requests but iโ€™m going to give u a few ideas! most of these are for elijah hewson๐Ÿ˜ญ
falling asleep on the couch, waking up to not only a blanket around them, but eli squeezed in behind them
being in the studio with the band and messing about?? making jokes and being silly!
kissing and dancing in the kitchen to an old singe they both like?
eli taking care of you when youโ€™re sick and just being super soft and caring!
spending valentineโ€™s day together!
something about the reader playing with eliโ€™s fingers to calm them down?
softly smiling at each other from across the room and also reassuring touches!
telling each other how much they love them
them cuddling in bed and pulling eachother closer
hope these spark your writing :))))
Kiss It Better | ELIJAH HEWSON
here's a short little thing inspired by this request!
PAIRING: elijah hewson x f!reader
WORDS: 1.5k
SUMMARY: eli's girlfriend is ill, elijah comforts her.
GENRE: hurt/comfort, fluff
WARNINGS: references to throwing up
I've never been so ill in my life. My nose is so runny. I've almost used every single packet of tissues in the kitchen cabinet right under the sink โ€” which used to be a lot and now is very little. I've thrown up my insides into the loo way too many times to count on my fingers. Bent over the toilet, eyes pricking with tears, I've never felt so useless. At least the thought of my boyfriend getting back after his gig gives me something to look forward to. But it's far too late.
I'm staring at the TV screen. I hug my knees to my chest, attempting to generate some warmth. The blanket is upstairs โ€” probably hiding in the space between the bed and the wall. Surely, if I attempt to stumble upstairs now, I'll just get stuck and end up falling asleep in the corridor.
I can't stop glancing at the door. I'm hoping for a doorknob twist, knock, ring of the doorbell, stamp of boots, low and raspy post-concert voice. But I'm just met with nothing. No signs of his arrival. He hasn't called me. He usually doesn't. He likes to surprise me. After having the worst migraine of my life, it would give me some comfort if he just gave me a hug. A warm Elijah Hewson hug would cleanse my mind.
Starting to realise that the TV is doing more harm than good, I switch it off. I'm beginning to see blurry triangular shapes and my eyes burn like they're on fire. The living room is pitch black. I'm freezing. I'm tired. I take two paracetamol tablets and chug some water. Curling up on my side, legs on the armrest, I close my eyes.
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I wake up. Sunlight gleams through the gaps in the white curtains. My body is wrapped in a duvet, soft and warm. Skin is against mine. Arms are around my body, squeezing me tightly. He's shirtless. I can tell by the tufts of chest hair flicking at my shoulder. His head is on my back, curls all over my skin, lips between my shoulderblades. I don't want to move. I don't want to speak. He's asleep. Gentle snores, deep breaths, in and out.
I must've fallen into a deep sleep because I have no recollection of his arrival or him ever taking me upstairs. I'm usually a light sleeper. This migraine fully knocked me out. That's the best nights sleep I've had in a while. I'm especially thankful I managed to escape from work for the rest of the week.
Elijah's normally the little spoon when we hug like this. It's funny how the tables have turned. I think I prefer this though. But lying awake and tracing the muscles in his back always seems to calm me down.
I want to ask him how the show went and the reason for his tardiness. He had been playing in Glasgow, thankfully only a few miles away from me and had bought me tissues, chocolate and gave me an endless supply of kisses before he had to run down to meet the band.
Opening my eyes fully, I take a peek over at the bedside table. He's brought me more tissues, face masks, more chocolate and a box of sleep teabags.
I realise Elijah's awake when his fingers start to walk along my bare stomach and his mouth is at the juncture between my back and shoulder. He pulls my hair to the side, presses his wet mouth to my neck. He smells clean. I'm sure he's showered. His hair feels a little damp.
He keeps pulling me closer. Arms tightening like he's a boa constrictor. Cool rings on my stomach, large hands tugging at the waistband of my shorts.
"You feeling better?" He asks, between kisses, tongue tracing my jugular vein. It's unsettlingly nice. His words are always gruff the morning after the show. All the singing takes a toll. Makes him sound more mellow. Sometimes I worry for his vocal cords.
"Not really." I groan. A mind-numbing headache is still prodding at my brain and the brightness of the sun makes my eyes burn. He's got a hand on my forehead, cool fingers against fiery skin โ€” checking the temperature.
"God, you're pale. And you're burning up. I should get the thermometer." He gets out of bed. The loss of weight of his body makes the mattress shift. I glance over at him. His hair has stuck up at the top, his bare back glows under the sunlight. He stands up. Sweatpants cling loosely to his hips, revealing the muscles of his abdomen and a chain circles around his neck. He leaves the room โ€” not even giving me time to utter a word of annoyance at the sudden lack of touch.
Then he's back. He crawls into bed. The thermometer is between his index finger and thumb. I look at the cross tattoo on his palm, see the concentration on his face as he plays around with the buttons.
"It's just a migraine," I say but he's already turning it on and pointing at my mouth. I roll my eyes and separate my lips. He gives me a sly smirk, just making me sit like that for a moment. Then he puts the device beneath my tongue and waits patiently. I'm trying not to laugh at how awkward this is. I close my eyes to evade his gaze but I can still feel the force of his stare.
"You've got a fever." Dr Hewson alerts me with his expert diagnosis although the furrow of his brows makes him seem unsure. He looks down at the numbers displayed, rubbing his face with worry. "A really bad one." He's now searching up on his phone what it means.
"Should I go to the doctors?" I shuffle away from him. I don't want him to catch what I have. He has gigs all week, I don't want to ruin anything for him.
He notices my movement. Shaking his head, he drags me back towards him, making me nestle into his chest. His eyes are still darting along a website.
"I think you just need to rest. I'll make you breakfast." Elijah kisses my nose before running downstairs with his mind set solely on making some decent food.
Through the corridor, into the kitchen. He's forgotten where half the things are in the room. Opening cabinets, searching through the fridge, putting water into the kettle. Most of the time he'll get his breakfast on the way to a show. Maybe a cafรฉ, maybe he'll steal some food from Ryan. Today, however, he's lucky enough to not have a gig and actually have time to look after his girlfriend. Although he's definitely going to make a mess of the place.
His final decision is to make omelettes. Oil on the frying pan, hamโ€”leaving it to heat up until it's a little crispy. Two eggs, cracked and swirled in a glass. Cheese on top, grated with masterful excellenceโ€”at least that's what he believes. Folds it over to make it fill half of the pan. Let's it continue to fry. Then he's running over to make a cup of tea. He uses one of the sleep teabags he bought. He's just about to plate up when footsteps echo behind him.
I have to stop for a second when I walk into the kitchen. It's a rarity to see Elijah here, cooking for me. We started dating at the beginning of the tour which unluckily means that he's hardly ever home. He has to leave early in the morning and gets back really late. Whenever he has days off, he takes me on dates and walks, or we just laze around at home, basking in eachother's presence. There's times when he brings me along to the recording studio so that I can reprimand all the band members or give an outside opinion of their new songs.
Elijah seems so focused on getting this omelette perfect. He's running around the place. He grabs two pieces of bread to turn his dish into an omelette-sandwich. I stand in the doorway for a while, just watching him. But, I can't stop myself from nearing him. As he cuts an apple into a slices, I slide my arms around his stomach, pressing my head to his shoulder. He sighs quietly. I breathe in his scent, his comfort.
"You should be in bed," he whispers, although he doesn't seem to want me to let go. I shake my head as he looks at me.
There's music playing on the radio. I turn it up. It's a song by The Smiths. I'm swaying to the beat, moving Elijah along with me. He's still carefully chopping fruit into perfect pieces. Watermelon, strawberries, mango. My mouth is watering just looking at the vast array of flavours.
Elijah drops his knife, turns around to face me. His hands find my waist, his lips find my neck, his head burrows into my chest like he's a mole hiding under soil. We dance along to the crackle of music, feeling the melodies trickle into our bones. Just his presence makes me feel better, every kiss turns my negative thoughts to mush.
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Right Back Where We Started From | Robert Keating x Fem!reader
summary: Flying home for Christmas seemed like a great idea until youโ€™re snowed in and stuck on an icy runwayโ€ฆ for the foreseeable future. Even worse? The person in the seat next to you is the guy who broke your heart a year ago
word count: 3.5k
warnings: angsty, exes to lovers (kinda), fluff, swearing, mention of alcohol, my bad writing as always, the usual really
authorโ€™s note: i have returned to my roots and am back with a robert christmas fic, everyone rejoice. this time a bit different. as you can tell, iโ€™ve rewatched normal people while writing this โ€“ to all my robert keating and paul mescal enjoyers, this one is for you x
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โ€œOh, youโ€™ve got to be fucking kidding me.โ€ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย 
You hadnโ€™t thought it would be possible, but your already bad day had just gotten worse somehow, which was kind of an achievement in itself.
It was bad enough that you had slept through your alarm this morning and had rushed into work over an hour late (the sudden onset of winter and heavy snowfall delaying your arrival even longer), which was followed by your suitcase breaking as you were about to leave your flat for Heathrow and you had to quickly find something to repair the broken zipper with. The bad luck didn't end there of course. When you did finally make it to the airport - ten minutes before check-in for your flight closed - you almost got run over by some busy businessman who didn't look where he was going and, in the process, rammed his metal suitcase against your knee, which had been pulsating and in pain ever since. Your flight being delayed by an hour and twenty minutes was truly only the cherry on top.
But even then, none of those things could compare to the mixture of feelings you felt bubbling up inside you when you realized who had just sat down in the seat right next to you and who was about to sit right next to you for the next hour and a half or so.
None other than your bassist ex-boyfriend whose band was almost everywhere these days. Of course, it had to be Robert Keating.
For a few seconds, you thought about the best way to approach this whole thing. Ignore him and pretend he wasnโ€™t there? Put on a happy face and try to be nice to him? Even though the mere thought of your breakup still made your heart ache and sting every time you thought about it, thought about him. None of those seemed like good ideas.
Before either of you could decide how to approach this awkwardness, a decision was made for you. In the form of the voice of a flight attendant over the intercom system.
โ€œWelcome on board British Airways flight BA 838 to Dublin Airport, due to the heavy snowfall and an icy runway, our start is delayed by at least thirty minutes,โ€ a murmur went through the crowd. โ€œOur cabin crew will be coming around, handing out free drinks and snacks, we apologize profusely for the delay!โ€
You mustโ€™ve really pissed off someone in your last life because there was no way this was real life. How could literally everything possibly go wrong in one single day?
โ€œOh, youโ€™ve got to be fucking kidding me.โ€
Robert echoed your words from earlier, the absurdity of it all was the last straw for you and you started uncontrollably giggling to yourself.
โ€œYou seem to be in a good mood.โ€ Rob sighed and you knew without looking at him that his face was pulled into a grimace. It was safe to say that he was not having fun right now.
โ€œOh, believe me,โ€ you stopped chuckling and turned your attention to your former lover, who did indeed look like he wanted to be anywhere but stuck on an icy tarmac right about now. โ€œIโ€™ve actually had one of the worst days of my life today.โ€ You shrugged your shoulders. โ€œAt this point, Iโ€™ve just stopped trying to make any sense of it.โ€
Before you knew it you told him about everything that had gone wrong for you up until that point. Broke suitcase and all.
You even showed him your knee that had been massacred by that man and his heavy suitcase and realised that it actually had started bleeding. No wonder it kept pulsating with pain.
Those damn businessmen and their way too expensive, way too heavy metal suitcases
โ€œI feel like I've been talking your ear off for way too long now,โ€ you smiled awkwardly. Seems like 'put on a happy face and try to be nice' was the plan you had chosen. โ€œNow tell me, why are you in London on the 22nd? Shouldnโ€™t you be already home with the family?โ€
You hated that you still knew what he and his family did every Christmas. You hated that you still knew a lot about him actually.
โ€œWouldnโ€™t you like to know?โ€ Rob replied. And just like that, operation 'put on a happy face and try to be nice' was fucked. โ€œWe had a label meeting a few days ago, with the big boss,โ€ He joked. Looked like you didnโ€™t mess up your chances of keeping this civil after all. โ€œThe lads all flew home on Wednesday, but I needed a day just for myself, to decompress or something like thatโ€ฆ It has been a long year you know? So much has happened in the last twelve months, and Iโ€™ve had almost no days for just myself.โ€
โ€œYeah, busy year,โ€ you acknowledged. You couldnโ€™t escape the band anymore; they were everywhere these days. And as much as it hurt to see or hear about him everywhere you went; it made you happy to see them doing so well.
You were about to say something when the voice of the flight attendant from earlier came over the intercom again, this time informing you that due to the weather, your delay would continue but that you had to stay on the plane for safety reasons. At this point, you wondered if you would even make it to Dublin before Christmasโ€ฆ maybe you just had to spend Christmas in London alone, so the bad luck that seemed to follow you around could not rub off on anyone else.
At least the cabin crew would โ€“ once again โ€“ make their rounds and hand out free drinks, food, and some blankets.
Realizing that you hadnโ€™t registered how cold it actually was on the plane, you made sure to profusely thank the brunette flight attendant, who handed you one of the British Airways branded blue fleece blankets, wrapping it around your upper body and legs you had pulled up on the seat after taking your shoes off. There was no way you were going to be (physically) uncomfortable today.
You turned your attention back to Rob, only to see him already looking at you. Actually looking at you and not the 'barely holding eye contact' thing he had done earlier, now he was staring at you, his eyes rapidly moving like he had forgotten what you looked like and was now trying to commit every part of you to his memory.
It made that mixture of feelings you had felt bubbling up inside you when you had first seen him earlier, return. Just this time, the feelings of butterflies in your stomach, that you always used to get whenever you had looked at him, were more prominent than any other feeling.
Fuckโ€ฆ great work! Thirty-five minutes spent next to your ex and boomโ€ฆ you were right back to feeling head over heels for him.
You sat in silence for a few minutes, neither of you knowing what to say now, because what do you talk about with your ex-partner when you didnโ€™t plan to see them never mind being stuck in an airplane that could not take off due to the sudden onset of winter. No one had ever written a handbook of how to act if you were ever stuck in a situation like this. No one. Especially not on how to act when you are actually still very much in love with said former partner, making the doubts you had always had about you going your separate ways, appear even greater.
The breakup had been mutual. You both barely had time for each other anymore and at that point in time it had seemed like the only reasonable decision to make. You had finished university that summer, he was practically always on tour or in the studio and when you had gotten that job offer for your current job in London you realized that things would only get harder from there on out. So, you moved to London, Robert stayed in Dublin โ€“ when he was not on tour โ€“ and then you broke up.
Of course, you had promised to stay in touch, to stay friends but you both knew that that was not happening. You couldnโ€™t stay friends with him, not when you were still head over heels in love with him.
Thatโ€™s why the breakup still hurt, even though you had not been with him in well over a year. You had tried to move on, had hooked up with a few people here and there, had gone out on the dates your new friends had set you up on but no one made you feel the way he did, so you gave up trying and slowly came to terms with the fact that you would maybe never be as in love again as you had been when you were twenty.
You sighed, trying to shake your thoughts as you fished your phone out of your jeans pocket.
20:21
Even with the initial hour and twenty minutes delay of the flight, you shouldโ€™ve been long in the air by now, scratch that you should be more than halfway to Dublin by now. You sighed again, before typing out a message to your mother, telling her that you were still in Heathrow and didnโ€™t know when you'd be home. Her answer came quickly, reassuring you that she would be there to pick you up from the airport when you landed, whenever that may be.
Putting your phone away you turned your attention back on Rob, who seemed to be so deep in his own thoughts, that even though he was looking at you, he was more looking through you.
โ€œAre you alright?โ€ You sounded more concerned than you were.
โ€œYeah yeah, Iโ€™m all right. Just a bit tired,โ€ He smiled at you. โ€œIt's justโ€“ you knowโ€ฆ I have missed you. A lot.โ€
Oh.
โ€œIโ€™ve been for a while actually,โ€ He chuckled awkwardly. โ€œThe last year has been one of the strangest of my life. The juxtaposition of all the success with the lads, all the sold-out shows, festivalsโ€ฆ all the fun and good stuff that has happened and then missing you all the time, missing us. It is a lot.โ€
Robertโ€™s admission hit you like a ton of bricks. Holy fucking shit.
โ€œDonโ€™t say that.โ€ Your voice was breaking. Why was your voice breaking?
โ€œNo, I mean it,โ€ Rob's voice wasnโ€™t steady, but he continued, reaching for your hands, and giving them a gentle squeeze. It was the first time he touched you that evening, leaving your skin feeling like it was on fire everywhere his met yours.
โ€œNo, you donโ€™t get to say that shit after I spent over a year being heartbroken.โ€ Your emotions were running wild now. โ€œNot after Iโ€™ve finally come to terms with the fact that Iโ€™ll probably never love anyone like I love you.โ€
There it was. Your confession. Out in the open.
โ€œWe both decided it was for the better to call things off,โ€ Robert cringed at the words. But he was right, it had been a mutual decision. โ€œYou canโ€™t put all the blame on meโ€ฆ if I had known how difficult this would be I wouldโ€™ve never done it.โ€ You could tell he was getting worked up over this, but you could not blame him for that. You werenโ€™t doing any better really. โ€œI wouldโ€™ve moved to this damn city for you!โ€
โ€œDonโ€™t say that.โ€ There it was again. โ€œRobert, you would have hated it here. You would have been away from the lads, you would have had to commute between London and Dublin all the fucking time,โ€ you tried to keep your voice as low as possible, which proved to be difficult the longer this went on. โ€œThatโ€™s no way to live, baby. We would have been miserable.โ€
He was silent for a while, his hands still holding onto yours as if you were the anchor keeping him grounded but he wasnโ€™t looking at you anymore. Now you squeezed his hands.
โ€œBobby there is no use in pretending you wouldnโ€™t have been absolutely fucking miserable here,โ€ You sniffled trying not to cry. โ€œI would not have had time for you, and you would not have had time for me. We would have lived two separate times, believe me, we would have resented each other after a few months.โ€
โ€œStill,โ€ he tried to argue. โ€œIโ€™ve been pretty fucking miserable this year without you too.โ€ He was finally looking at you again, his eyes slightly glassed over.
You didnโ€™t know what to say to that and before you could think of something, the intercom turned on again.
โ€œGood evening, my name is Richard Jones, Iโ€™ll be your Captain tonight and I am happy to report that weโ€™ve finally got cleared to take off.โ€ Finally. โ€œWe will be making our way onto the tarmac in about ten minutes. Since we are obviously not the only plane waiting to take off, we will have to wait for a little bit longer, but we should be in the air in the next thirty minutes or so. We, again, apologise for the delay, if you have any more questions our cabin crew will be happy to answer them. We thank you for your patience!โ€
You felt like a weight was finally being taken off your shoulders. A weight you had carried around with yourself for almost a year now.
You got your phone out again, sending another text to your Mum telling her that you were finally about to take off and actually get home for Christmas. And thenโ€ฆ then you took a deep breath turning your attention back to Robert.
Okay, here goes nothing.
โ€œWell since we are sharing,โ€ you smiled at him, still holding his hands. โ€œIโ€™ve missed you too. A lot!โ€
Before he could answer you, you got interrupted once again.
โ€œIs there anything I can get either of you?โ€ The brunette flight attendant from earlier smiled at you. โ€œAny drinks? Food?โ€
โ€œYeah actually,โ€ you turned your attention from Rob to the brunette woman. โ€œCould we get two red wines and a pack of salt crisps? Thank you so much!โ€
You took the two wines and crisps, setting one of the wines down in front of Robert.
โ€œI think we have a lot to talk about,โ€ You grinned at him, who would have thought this day would end like this? You certainly didnโ€™t. โ€œCheers!โ€
The both of you talked a lot. About everything that had happened since your breakup, about how much you missed each other, about your job and the band.
You told him how proud you were of him and the lads, that even though it had hurt to see them everywhere, your happiness for their success outweighed the heartbreak of โ€“ at the time โ€“ knowing that you would probably never get to tell them that in the way you had done for years before. That you missed your friends in Dublin but that your new job and friends in London were great. How much you had fallen in love with this city. And how much you hated not at least trying to stay in contact with Eli or Josh.
In turn, he told you about how much he loved touring, how he and the lads had grown even closer, how crazy eventful this year had been and how glad he was that they were taking a little break. Taking things slow but already working on album number three.
You talked about your confessions from earlier. That you both were obviously miserable without each other, that you still loved each other greatly and what it meant for you going forward.
With your head on his shoulder, you talked for the whole flight, in hushed whispers, laughing every now and again.
And if the confessions had taken a heavy weight off your shoulder earlier, this โ€“ the hushed talking, the little giggles, and the handholding โ€“ made you feel weightless. Made you feel like you were on top of the world again. All because the man you loved was still in love with you.
You were holding hands when you finally walked out of the airplane at 22:25. Finally back home in Dublin you thought. And you continued to do so when you waited to pick up your baggage, which of course took another fifteen minutes but at this point, what were those extra fifteen minutes? If anything, it was more time with Robert which you gladly accepted.
โ€œIs anyone here to pick you up?โ€ You looked up at Rob, while you were still waiting for your broken suitcase, to arrive on the baggage conveyor belt.
โ€œSent a message to my Ma while we were getting ready to land,โ€ He answered. โ€œIs that your bag?โ€ He asked pointing to the black suitcase, which was indeed yours. โ€œShe should be here by now and if not, Iโ€™ll just have to wait a few minutes,โ€ he grabbed your suitcase, grabbing your hand again and interlocking your fingers. โ€œYour Mum is picking you up, right?โ€
โ€œHmm,โ€ you hummed as you walked through the automatic doors. โ€œThere she is actually.โ€ Your pace got faster after you spotted her in between the dozens of other people who were waiting for their loved ones to finally arrive. โ€œCโ€™mon.โ€
You felt your fingers slip out of Robert's hand a few meters before you reached your mother, practically running into her open arms. Only once you were back in your motherโ€™s arms did you realize how tired you actually were.
โ€œOh my god Iโ€™ve missed you so much,โ€ you sighed. โ€œI donโ€™t think I have ever been this happy to be back home.
โ€œOh, it is so good to have you back, sweetheart!โ€ Your mother replied kissing your cheek before spotting Rob who had given your little reunion some space. โ€œRobert it's good to see you again darling.โ€
She pulled him into her arms, just like she had done with you earlier but not before side-eying you. This was going to be fun to explain later.
โ€œOkay letโ€™s get you home,โ€ your mother sighed, grabbing your suitcase. โ€œIs there anyone to pick you up, Robert?โ€
โ€œYeah, my Mums on her way,โ€ he smiled down at her. โ€œIโ€™ll wait outside for her; donโ€™t worry she'll be here in a few minutes.โ€
The three of you walked through the airport, towards the car park, your mother in the front with your suitcase, Robert, and you behind her with the rest of your baggage.
โ€œIโ€™ll get the car,โ€ Your mother said when you stepped outside, the cool air blowing through your hair. โ€œYou wait here I'll be back in a few minutes.โ€
Before you could answer her, she was already gone, leaving you and Robert alone. Smart woman, you thought to yourself.
You turned your attention back to Robert, smiling brightly, before resting your head against his chest. You stood in silence, the chilly wind still blowing through your hair. You did not feel the need to say something. Everything you needed to get off your chest you had talked about with Robert. You would rather just stay where you were right now, in his arms and pressed against his chest just like you had done a hundred times before.
โ€œIโ€™ll see you in January,โ€ he smiled, carefully grabbing your face, and pulling it from his chest to look at you. โ€œRight?โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ you hummed, hearing the honking of a car, and turning around to see your mother waiting for you. โ€œIโ€™ll keep my bed warm for you!โ€ You chuckled, leaning into his touch. โ€œI promise.โ€
โ€œIโ€™ll know you will love,โ€ Robert grinned, pressing a kiss to the corner of your mouth. โ€œIโ€™ll talk to you tomorrow,โ€ another kiss. This time his lips landed on your right temple, right next to your eye. โ€œI love you!โ€
The last kiss he pressed to the tip of your nose. Just like he had done on your first date, years ago.
โ€œI love you.โ€ You replied, kissing the skin right below his chin, before nuzzling your nose into his neck. It was crazy how fast you fell into old patterns.
Your mother honked again, which you took as your sign to let go of Robert and get into the car. Before leaving his warm embrace, you pressed a kiss to his cheek, his skin still feeling warm beneath your lips.
You walked to the car, put your backpack on the backseat and before she could even ask you answered the question you knew she was dying to ask you.
โ€œItโ€™s a long story.โ€
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divainecstasy ยท 2 months ago
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Free Now (R.K)
Summary: "It's a pain that I caught you at a bad time. It's a shame that I memorized your outline." - Free Now by Gracie Abrams
Word Count: 725
Warnings: Angst. (I'm sorry...)
Author's note: I haven't written in a while so don't expect too much... I just saw that there was a severe lack in Inhaler content, so here I am! Would love to hear feedback - my asks are also open for requests. :)
The flickering headlights were the only thing illuminating the dark alleyway. Her body trembled with the freezing breeze as she roughly grasped at her leather jacket, the buzzing of life softly heard from the venue inside. Two silhouettes huddled together, hushed whispering filling the quiet space.
โ€œBobby?โ€ she called out into the night.
His head turned to look at her, his features faced with the harsh light emitting from the lamppost. The other figure stepped away swiftly, their head bowed down in shame.
โ€œLove?โ€ he asked in return, his face presenting a look of shock, a deer caught in headlights one could say.
โ€œUh โ€“ I was looking for youโ€ฆ Couldnโ€™t find you in the green room, the boys said you were out here.โ€ she explained with a soft murmur.
โ€œWhoโ€™s this?โ€ she quickly added on with a dry, awkward laugh, her nails digging into the crumbling leather.
โ€œOh, itโ€™s Maya. She โ€“ uh โ€“ wanted to see us perform the new songs tonight.โ€ he quickly spilled out as the other figure stepped into the light, a small yet forced smile on her cherry lips and a soft wave of the hand greeting her.
โ€œOh, hi!โ€
โ€œHiโ€ฆ Uhm, Iโ€™ll be heading back in then โ€“ quite cold out. See you later, Rob.โ€ she mumbled before turning around and walking back into the small venue, not letting either of the two get in another word.
โ€œWait โ€“โ€œ was the last thing she heard before the doors shut with a loud thump.
The next thing she felt was a hand gripping her wrist and the doors flying open yet again, desperate eyes gleaming at her.
โ€œYou know it isnโ€™t like that, I would never.โ€
The words rushed out like water, loud yet fuzzy amid the echoing instrumentals of the opening act.
โ€œI know, Bobby.โ€ she responded with a sad grin and deep-set brows.
โ€œI know that youโ€™re removed. I can feel it when we talkโ€ฆโ€ she mumbled.
In response, he just sighed. His face now pained, a deep frown etched into his features as he knew she was telling the truth. They had started this way too early, too fast. He knew he was far away from healing and even further from letting anyone in, Mayaโ€™s voice haunting him even months after.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry. I wasnโ€™t ready and we both knew it. I guess we were going along with it โ€“ playing those parts. I just hope you arenโ€™t mad or hurt โ€“ thatโ€™s the last thing Iโ€™d want.โ€ he spoke out, ending it with a dry chuckle as his eyes shimmered in the light of the empty hallway.
โ€œI donโ€™t think youโ€™re a bad guy, Bobby. Itโ€™s a pain that I caught you at a bad time. Itโ€™s a shame that I memorized your outlineโ€ฆ You were always straight up with me, so kind. But I knew what you knew โ€“ great minds I guess.โ€ she spoke, a tear slid down her cheek as she laughed tearfully, the faรงade slowly crackling.
His hand reached up to cup her jaw, his palm warm yet rough against the surface as he slid it along the apple of her cheek, streaking the tear along. He smiled regretfully at the beginning of the end.
โ€œGod, I hate that this is how it ends.โ€ he chuckled, sniffling softly.
โ€œI hope you find somewhere safe for your baggage, Rob โ€“ I truly do. If you find yourself out one day โ€“ if there is a right time โ€“ chances are Iโ€™ll be here. But I finally know better than to wait for you back here.โ€ she admitted with a pained smile before embracing him in a desperate hug, her face pressed into the collar of his jacket as she smelled his scent for what might be the last time.
โ€œHave a good gig, Bobby. See you around, maybe.โ€ she murmured into his neck, her hands gripping the back of his jacket. His own arms hopelessly clutching around her, his sniffling and a sheepish nod the only response.
And with that, she pulled away and turned around โ€“ for the last time now. The only thing he was left with was the jarring noise of closing doors and the coldness of the night entering the hallway, resembling the bitter sting of the ring on his pinky finger โ€“ more noticeable than ever before, the small engraving mocking him.
โ€œRob! Stage in 5!โ€
Well, fuck.
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purfectstormzz ยท 1 year ago
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I wanna be yours | Elijah Hewson x reader
Summary: In which Elijah Hewson finds himself falling in love with the sister of a famous singer.
Pairing: Elijah Hewson x fem!Turner!reader
Warnings: Badly written story. (sorry guys)
A/n: the reader is about 24 so sheโ€™s way younger than Alex (hard truth; she wasnโ€™t planned)
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It wasnโ€™t a secret that the Turner siblings had a big age gap. At 13 years old, Alex was blessed with the birth of his baby sister. At first he wasnโ€™t thrilled but when his sister finally arrived he was more than happy. He couldnโ€™t deny the fact that he loved her more than anything, he promised his mother that he would protect and take care of her for the rest of his life. And he did, Alex made sure that every guy that came into her life treated her right and if they didnโ€™t they were in a lot of trouble. At 16 years old Alex started a band with his friends and 3 year old Y/n was his biggest fan. She was at all the band meetings, the repetitions and even at their first gig.
Throughout the years Y/n grew up and became more interested in boys. Whenever Y/n came home with a boyfriend or just a boy in general, Alex made sure that he was a good guy and if they werenโ€™t he made sure that they were too scared to even come back.
Y/n became older and Alexโ€™s band became famous. Y/n loved being at their concerts and made sure to tell everyone how awesome her brother was. When she was 17 she discovered her passion for playing guitar. With a little help of her brother, she became talented in playing the guitar.
Now a 24 year old Y/n and a 37 year old Alex were closer than ever before. The Arctic Monkeys were extremely successful and Y/n couldnโ€™t be more proud of her older brother. Y/n started her own music school for kids and teens who want to learn and play guitar just like her. But her full time job was supporting her brother at his concerts. Y/n tried her best to be at all of the concerts and she made sure to show everyone how proud she was.
โ€œSo have you guys found a new opener for your shows yet?โ€ Y/n asked her brother while pouring herself a drink in his dressing room. โ€œMatt found this new band who want to open up for us.โ€ Alex answered getting of the sofa to get ready for the show. โ€œOh and have you met them yet?โ€ the younger Turner asked. โ€œI havenโ€™t but Matt has and he said that theyโ€™re good so guess I have to believe him.โ€ Alex answered walking towards his closet and pulling his suit out. โ€œAlright sis I need to get dressed so Iโ€™ll see you after the show.โ€ He said giving his sister a kiss on her forehead. โ€œAlright, good luck.โ€ She said before walking out of his dressing room.
Y/n made her way trough the corridors to get to her spot for the concert, she looked around the big hallways and couldnโ€™t deny that she was lost. She didnโ€™t know where she was supposed to go. She turned around a corner and walked further along the hallway. After walking for what felt like half an hour, Y/n finally saw someone who might know the way to the concert hall. โ€œHey sir can I ask you something.โ€ She called out to the man in front of her. The guy turned around and y/n was met with the prettiest guy she had ever seen. โ€œSure.โ€ He answered looking at the girl. His brown eyes looked directly into hers. โ€œDo you maybe know where the private upper levels are?โ€ She asked nervously. The boy gave her a smile before saying. โ€œSure, Iโ€™ll lead you the way.โ€ The pair walked trough the hallways. โ€œSo, whatโ€™s your name.โ€ The boy asked trying to make the walk less akward. โ€œIโ€™m y/n.โ€ She told him. The pair turned a corner and walked further along. โ€œWhatโ€™s your name?โ€ Y/n asked the brunette in front of her. โ€œIโ€™m Elijah but you can call me Eli.โ€ He answered. โ€œWhat brings you here Eli?โ€ The girl asked. โ€œIโ€™m part of the band thatโ€™s opening for the band.โ€ Eli said. โ€œOh thatโ€™s awesome. What instrument do you play?โ€ Y/n asked. โ€œIโ€™m the lead singer but I also play the guitar.โ€ The boy answered. The pair chatted a bit longer before they finally arrived at the upper levels.
โ€œSo here it is.โ€ Eli said giving y/n a smile. โ€œI have to get back to the dressing room because we have to be on stage in 10 minutes.โ€ He said giving her one last smile before turning to walk out of the door. โ€œIt was nice meeting you Eli.โ€ Y/n smiled after him. โ€œI hope Iโ€™ll see you again Y/nโ€ the brunette said before walking away into the hallway.
Y/n took a seat in one of the chairs sitting next to Amanda, Mattโ€™s wife. The both of them talked for a few minutes until the lights went out. Four boys walked onto the stage and y/n saw Elijah walking up to his microphone. The band started the show by playing โ€˜These are the daysโ€™. Y/n sat in her chair admiring the boy that she just met. The crowd loved the band and the younger Turner couldnโ€™t help but smile looking at the boy.
The band ended their set by playing โ€˜My honest faceโ€™ and then disappeared behind the curtains. Y/n sat in her chair waiting for her brotherโ€™s band to come on stage. She couldnโ€™t stop thinking about Eli and how good he was on the stage. The girl was so lost in her thoughts that she didnโ€™t hear the door to the upper levels open. โ€œHey, is this seat taken?โ€ She heard a familiar voice say. Y/n looked up and saw Elijah standing there giving the girl a sweet smile. โ€œNo, no you can sit there.โ€ She told him smiling at the boy. โ€œSo we meet again.โ€ Eli laughed. The pair talked about the bandโ€™s performance and about how Inhaler got to open for the Arctic Monkeys.
Alex and the rest of the band appeared on the stage and the crowd went wild. Elijah still didnโ€™t know that he was sitting next to the sister of The Alex Turner. The band started playing their songs and Y/n and Eli sang along together. The both of them enjoyed the show a lot.
After the show ended Y/n and Eli walked out of the upper levels. They turned a hallway before Eli asked her. โ€œCould I maybe get your number?โ€ Y/n turned around looking at the boy. โ€œI know that we just met but I think youโ€™re really nice and I really want to know you better.โ€ Eli said looking the girl into her eyes. โ€œOh yeah sure.โ€ She said before giving the boy her phone to type his number. Y/n and Elijah exchanged numbers. โ€œIโ€™ll call you when I get to my hotel room.โ€ The boy smiled. Y/n couldnโ€™t help but admire how cute his smile was, she got butterflies in her stomach every time the boy smiled.
Y/n and Eli parted ways. He walked towards his dressing room getting ready to go to his hotel room while she walked towards her brotherโ€™s dressing room.
Alex stood in his dressing room waiting for his sister. He was ready to go to their hotel but just had to wait for his sister. Y/n walked through the door giving her brother a smile. โ€œYou guys were amazing.โ€ She smiled. โ€œThanks sis, letโ€™s go to the hotel now.โ€ Alex said giving his sister a tired smile.
The siblings arrived at their hotel and y/n went into her hotel room while Alex walked towards his. โ€œGoodnight Alexander.โ€ Y/n said knowing how much he hates it when people say his full name. โ€œGoodnight kiddo.โ€ He said back before walking into his room and shutting the door behind him.
Y/n sat on her hotel bed looking at her phone. She was waiting on the call from Eli. After waiting for a while, Eli finally called her. She picked up the phone and heard his tired voice through the phone. โ€œHey.โ€ Eli said, you could hear the smile in his voice. โ€œHey, did you get to you hotel okรฉ?โ€ Y/n asked him. โ€œYeah we got here pretty easy. A few crazy fans but nothing we havenโ€™t handled before.โ€ He laughed. The pair talked for another hour before Eli asked. โ€œDo you want to go do something?โ€ Y/n was speechless. She couldnโ€™t think anymore, was he really asking her out?? โ€œOf course I want to go do something with you.โ€ She finally answered after staying quit for a bit.
Eli and Y/n made plans to go to a cafรฉ tomorrow afternoon before both of them went to bed. Both of them fell asleep with the biggest smile on their face. They couldnโ€™t wait for it to be the next dayโ€ฆ
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kindestofkings ยท 1 year ago
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sunshine baby [1]
robert keating x reader (she/her)
faceclaim: gracie abrams (ofc hahah)
authors note: hello hello! this is a really random one, I am a broken record but I am self projecting in these hence why the reader is always home friends with the boys. also theres so many time skips lol
I really home you enjoy, would really appreciate any feedback or comments yee might have <33
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yourusername 2 months into lockdown we are playing, we are hot girl walking and most importantly we are hot girl drinking ๐Ÿ’…
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bobbyskeetz thanks for choosing the most flattering photos luv x
yourusername any time baby any time :))
yourbestfriend i miss you and your impromptu sing songs <3
yourusername no I miss you so much !! boys are really smelly sometimes ๐Ÿ˜€ yourbestfriend thats what you get for dating bobby SKEETZ bobbyskeetz heyy yourusername I know right?? bobbyskeetz HEYYYY
elijahhewson there is very little going on behind those eyes
yourusername the bulmers was very warm... and we just lost a zoom quiz
joshjenkinson_ keep our boy sane !
yourusername and whos gonna keep me sane?? whos gonna keep me alive? ryanmcmahon_15 did you put yourself on the line?
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yourusername as y'all know I dabble with playing some piano andddd my very cool, talented boyfriend and his friends asked me to play on a few tunes for their DEBUT ALBUM. thank you for briefly employing me :))
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joshjenkinson_ no thank YOU
ryanmcmahon_15 we owe you forever, this is so exciting !
bobbyskeetz as your boss can you make me a cuppa?
yourusername and your legs stopped working when?? also you're closer to the kitchen than I am rn!
bobbyskeetz they just cant take the weight of being such a musical success ๐Ÿ˜” friend1 @bobbyskeetz how does she put up with you? bobbyskeetz shh dont make her reflect on her decisions
yourmam so proud of you chicken!!
yourbestfriend and the start of your music career is when?
yourusername oh hush you heheh elijahhewson she asks the important questions yourusername why be a musician when you can be a broke college student right ๐Ÿ˜€
yourusername posted to their story!
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if the boys have zero fans, i am dead.
bobbyskeetz so extreme but I love you <3
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bobbyskeetz EVEN BIGGER NEWS !!! Our greatest hits debut album is coming out on July 16th for all you beautiful people to hear. We poured our hearts and souls into this and canโ€™t wait for you to listen . Couldnโ€™t have done it without @theantski @thedrewmanshow @johncatlin @andrea.cozzaglio and all the other talented people who helped get this record finished.
IT WONT ALWAYS BE LIKE THIS !
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bobbyskeetz ALSO @yourusername for the pretty piano playing
yourusername hushhh rn CONGRATS ON THE SUPERB album
inhalerfan1 i'm seriously so proud of you guys ๐Ÿ’™
inhalerfan2 finallyyyy
yourmam well done boys!! huge achievement
bobbyskeetz thank you :))
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yourusername it is very cool and a lil strange seeing my fella on posters while im on my daily hot girl walk....
it always be wont this like is out today woooo!
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elijahhewson I dont remember that photo being taken ๐Ÿ˜‘
yourusername you just release your debut album you gotta celebrate! yourfriend shes just too nice, you were locked.
yourmam lovely photo, why are yee outdoors though? ๐Ÿ˜‚
bobbyskeetz sure we're following covid restrictions! you're looking at four v responsible boys!! yourmam hmmm I don't know about that one now!
yourbestfriend no cause robert and sir hewson would wanna stop looking into my soul..
elijahhewson ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ bobbyskeetz ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ bobbyskeetz what about josh huh he's also throwin some looks yourbestfriend josh can do whatever he wants ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿผ (liked by joshjenkson_ and yourusername)
yourusername oh also everyone compliment ryan on his GORGEOUS hair
yourbestfriend such a power move I adore x yourfriend ryan how does it feel being coolest member of dublin's coolest band?? joshjenkson_ so fit, is he single...?
bobbyskeetz not sure if you got the album name exactly right there..
yourusername huh I dont see anything wrong ๐Ÿค”
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yourusername the trio is back and just in time to see the boys killing it at fairview park ๐Ÿ”ฅ
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yourbestfriend forget about them WE are killing it
yourfriend mmhmm we slay ๐Ÿ˜ค
yourbestfriend posted to their story!
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when the base player with a staring problem is away, the girlies can steal his girlfriend ๐Ÿค˜๐Ÿผ
bobbyskeetz oi oi get your feet of my dining table ๐Ÿ˜ค
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bobbyskeetz happy birthday beautiful.
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inhaler1 this is my thirteenth reason ๐Ÿ’”
yourusername miss you rockstar!
inhaler1 miss girl who are you? and can you please accept my follow request
inhaler2 nooooooo you're taken ?!?
ryanmcmahon_15 hundreds of girls heartsbroken with the softest of soft launches haha
lewevans the spooky powers of mr skeetz
yourbestfriend FINALLY you're letting him show you off
yourusername haha this is too much please stop ๐Ÿฅบ ๐Ÿฅฐ
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inhalerfan1 im so sad I cant
inhalerfan2 im afraid to ask but how long do you think they've been together
inhalerfan3 i ๐Ÿ˜ญ cant ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ think ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ about ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ it
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leaawrites ยท 20 days ago
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Guitar Sessions
Robert Keating x fem!reader
Summary: a quiet, peaceful night with Rob and his guitar.
Warnings: none, fluff
Wordcount: 0.8k
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The snow was falling outside her window, the temperature of the room decreasing with every snowflake landing on the ground. The soft lull of the guitar was still heard from the living room. The light peeking in, making sure she was okay, from under the door. Creeping into her sight every once in a while to say that he was okay too.
She waited for it to stop and for him to finally come to bed, though all she heard after a while was silence. No door creaking open or falling shut. No feet patting on the ground. No muttered words that came out louder than they were intended to be.
Sitting on the couch, Rob held his head in hid hands. Palms covering his eyes to drown out the soft light coming from beside him. He hadnโ€™t meant to stay stuck on the melody for too long, but now that he had one part finally figured out he couldnโ€™t just stop.
Pausing the recording on his phone, he groaned in annoyance, saving the file and sending it into the group chat to ask whether one of the other lads had any idea as to if it was any worth.
He had written a few songs before, but none of them were ever this serious to him. They didnโ€™t held the same meaning as this one did - or would (hopefully) in near future.
โ€œWhy are you still up?โ€ A tired voice asked from beside him. The girl sitting down next to him, head resting on the cushion, a blanket wrapped around her tired body. Eyes almost falling shut.
โ€œYou should go to sleep,โ€ Rob dismissed her question, pushing some hair out of her hair and smiling as she closed her eyes again. Willing to fall asleep next to him, no matter where or when.
โ€œYou should too,โ€ she said, slightly opening one eye and peeking at him. A smile forming on both their faces as their eyes locked. โ€œYou have rehearsal tomorrow, remember?โ€
โ€œAnd you have work, love. You need to stay up earlier than me, which means you should already be asleep now, getting enough rest.โ€ She loved how caring he was for her, always had been, the only problem was that he didnโ€™t care the same about himself as well.
Ignoring him, she instead asked, โ€œWhat were you playing?โ€
โ€œJust trying something, itโ€™s not really anything though.โ€ Looking at the strings and his fingers laying over them, he tapped a beat against the wood again, trying to find the perfect rhythm for the words he wanted to say; for the feelings he wanted to express.
โ€œPlay it to me,โ€ she said, getting more comfortable next to him. Snuggling deeper into the blanket and looking at him with half open eyes.
โ€œAs I said, thereโ€™s not much to it,โ€ he said once more, still tapping his fingers, mumbling something in his head.
โ€œWell, I heard something from bed,โ€ she said, raising her eyebrows in success. He couldnโ€™t talk himself out of this now. โ€œAnd besides that, I always sleep better with your voice in my head, makes me feel safer and more relaxed.โ€
The tension rose between them, a heartfelt information being shared that they hadnโ€™t yet talked about in particular. Rob hesitated a second, thinking over her words and tone, before eventually starting to strum the single notes into a melody he made up in his head.
Having her next to him, her gaze on his face and the soft breathing of hers echoing in the room, brought him a safety even in failing eventually that heโ€™d never felt before. The strings seemed lighter, the melody easier to construct. Words tumbled from his mouth while he played, always new stuff was added.
Leaning forward a bit, she started recording the moment on his phone. Falling back into tranquillity again after.
Her eyes fell shut a short while later, his voice had gotten clearer now, making her brain shut off completely. He was all she could think about and she never wanted it to stop. This was what she wanted to fall asleep to forever. Him and his voice.
โ€œI really love your voice, you know? It soothes my brain when you sing,โ€ She said as silence settled between them again, her eyes still closed but his were focused on her.
His gaze travelling over her face and how at peace she looked in that moment, a small smile decorating her soft pink lips as she replayed his voice like a song on her playlist in her head.
โ€œI really love you,โ€ he said back, making her chuckle softly and her cheeks turn red. โ€œLetโ€™s get you to bed.โ€
Picking her up, Rob carried her to bed, her head nuzzled in the crook of his neck, inhaling his soft scent of cigarettes and the perfume he wore.
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matildaanymore ยท 8 months ago
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๐’๐“๐€๐‘๐‘๐ˆ๐๐† : bobby skeetz x fem!reader
๐’๐˜๐๐Ž๐๐’๐ˆ๐’ : Your brother is Ryan Mcmahon, drummer of the upcoming band Inhaler. What happens when you sneak around with the Irish bassistโ€ฆ
๐–๐€๐‘๐๐ˆ๐๐†๐’ : cigarettes and alcohol (oasis).
๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟเญจโ™กเญงโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธต
I was awoken to a knock at my bedroom door. Not long after the knock appeared my brother Ryan.
โ€œGet up, we need to leave soon.โ€
โ€œDo i have to come with you?โ€
โ€œYes. You promised me last week that youโ€™d come to the showโ€
โ€œThat was last week. Iโ€™ve changed my mindโ€
โ€œNo. Youโ€™re comingโ€
And with that Ryan closed my door in annoyance which led me to groan knowing i had to stick to my word of leaving the house tonight.
It wasnโ€™t long before i hopped in the shower getting ready for the day. Frank Ocean blasted through the speaker on the counter as i washed my hair. When all of a sudden i got a text message. I turned off the shower and wrapped a towel around my body checking my phone to see who interrupted me.
Bobby - Bobert ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ
You - Y/N๐Ÿ–•
Bobert ๐Ÿค˜
You coming to the gig tonite? x
Y/N ๐Ÿ–•
Unfortunately. I promised Ryan iโ€™d come to this one x
Bobert ๐Ÿค˜
Um excuse me this isnโ€™t an unfortunately moment. x
Y/N ๐Ÿ–•
It is when iโ€™m gonna be stuck with 4 boys and one of them tries to convince others to play bird bingo for an hour. x
Bobert ๐Ÿค˜
I wonder who that could be cause it isnโ€™t me. Maybe Josh? We should really have a word with him about that cause thatโ€™s out of order x
Y/N ๐Ÿ–•
Whatever helps you sleep at night babes x
Bobert ๐Ÿค˜
Babes? Okay Babes. Letโ€™s have a talk Babes. x
Y/N ๐Ÿ–•
Bye. Gotta get ready see you soon. x
Bobert ๐Ÿค˜
See you soon babes x
I didnโ€™t realise I was smiling at my phone until the last message. Iโ€™d say Bobby and I have a close relationship. Iโ€™ve known him for a while and iโ€™ve always had a crush on him. I mean who couldnโ€™t. Heโ€™s 6ft with a mullet and plays bass in a band. And also my brotherโ€™s bestfriend and bandmate but we all have a secrets donโ€™t we. I walked into my bedroom and shut my phone throwing it onto my bed getting ready for the night ahead of me. I threw on a black midi dress that flowed in the wind at the bottom and paired with my fur jacket, black boots and black bag and topped it off with jewellery. I then started applying the finishing touches to my makeup before Ryan called up saying that we are leaving in 5. I opened my bag and threw in my packet of cigarettes, a small bottle of alcohol, charger, lip liner and lip stick and other necessities iโ€™ll need for the night before quickly making my way downstairs.
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y/nusername : dressing up > down
๐Ÿ“ท : ryanmcmahon_15
ryanmcmahon_15 : finally got photo credits for once.
โžฅ y/nusername : be grateful
user : where is the jacket from?
โžฅ y/nusername : itโ€™s thrifted x
bobbyskeetz : this jacket looks like a bird meaning you have to bird bingo.
โžฅ y/nusername : โ€ฆ can i not get a nice compliment without it including birds.
โžฅ bobbyskeetz : no sorry xxxxx
bobbyskeetz : ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ–•
โžฅ y/nusername : no. damage is already done ๐Ÿ’”
user : UR HOT.
โžฅ bobbyskeetz : thanks x
โžฅ y/nusername : fuck off.
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We arrived at the venue and entered through the back door. There were a group already queuing even though it was only 2pm. It was so crazy to me how people would spend their whole day waiting in a queue for a show that will only go on for a few hours (i am guilty of this). They all screamed when they saw Ryan enter the venue which i still need to get used to. We get led into the green room which was already filled with the other 3 irish lads.
It wasnโ€™t long before Ryan announced our presence โ€˜Hey! We made itโ€™
โ€˜Hey guys!โ€™ Eli stood up and started hugging the both of us followed Josh and Bobby.
Bobbyโ€™s hug lasted a little longer than i wanted it to but at the same time i could stay with him forever. Heโ€™s such an easy person to be around. You could either talk for hours upon hours about random ass shit. You could tell him about girl drama and he would make small comments like โ€˜Sheโ€™s a Bitchโ€™ or You could both sit in the same room together in comfortable silence. Youโ€™ve never gotten on with anyone so well in your life. It was relaxing to know that someone understood you in that way.
โ€˜We have soundcheck in about 2 hours so if anyoneโ€™s up for a round of bird-โ€˜
โ€˜Bobbyโ€ฆ Donโ€™t even mention the words Bird or Bingo today pleaseโ€™ He just laughed at my comment sitting down on the velvet couch placed in the middle of the room. He patted the seat next to him inviting me to sit down beside him which is happily accepted. The other boys were talking about god knows what when suddenly Bobby leaned over and spoke so only I could hear โ€˜Are you looking forward for tonightโ€ฆ babesโ€™ I lightly slapped his arm telling him to behave. โ€˜You know i really was up for it until i remembered you were in the band again. What happened to them finding a new bass player?โ€™ โ€˜You should be grateful iโ€™m stuck to bass, I was gonna be the leadโ€™ โ€˜Now you say it i am grateful youโ€™d do anything but sing.โ€™
โ€˜Hey guys are going to go get food you coming with?โ€™ Josh stood up and asked the both of us
โ€˜No weโ€™re goodโ€™ I looked at Bobby because i was really hungry and wanted food but i knew if id asked ryan heโ€™d get me something โ€˜Iโ€™ll stay here, Can you get me something Ryan?โ€™ โ€˜Yeah course, be back in an hourโ€™
And with that the other boys left and it was just Bobby and I. Earlier I mentioned how it was always a comfortable silence with Bobby however this silence felt different. It felt like there was something needed to be said or something needing to happen. And I feel like he sensed the same. He looked over at me opening his mouth like he was going to say something. That was until I looked over in his direction. He shut his mouth and looked the other way scratching the back of his neck. Strange.
We sat on our phones for about 5 minutes until I broke the silence.
โ€˜Bird bingo?โ€™ โ€˜I thought youโ€™d never ask!โ€™ I rolled my eyes but there was really nothing else to do.
Both of us sat either side of the small coffee table places on the floor as he set up the game. I sat opposite him waiting for him to finish. โ€˜Letโ€™s make this game differentโ€™ He looked up and hummed in response confused. โ€˜Letโ€™s do some forfeits, everytime one of us loose a round we do something the other person wantsโ€™ in reply he just smirked at me laughing a bit. โ€˜Donโ€™t smirk at me Robert Iโ€™m winningโ€™ โ€˜Weโ€™ll seeโ€™
With that the first round started. It started off with shots being taken to us telling eachother random secrets and doing a small Q&A. It didnโ€™t take long for it to get more heated and serious. โ€˜Next one i winโ€ฆโ€™ he lent in a bit till i could feel his breath. โ€˜We kissโ€™. โ€˜Okayโ€™ i just smiled not knowing what else to say in response. I really wanted to but Ryan would be so pissed off if he knew.
And he won that round. Thatโ€™s how it all started a silly game of bird bingo. That night when no one else was around we couldnโ€™t keep our hands off of eachother sharing kisses whenever we could and having small makeout sessions in secret places. The boys were performing on stage and Bobby couldnโ€™t take his eyes off of me when all of a sudden โ€˜Whoโ€™s your money on (plastic house)โ€™ started playing.
โ€˜Whoโ€™s your money on Dublin?โ€™ Eli announced to the crowd as they started yelling out names of the band. I looked over at Bobby and i saw him mouth to me โ€˜Whoโ€™s your money on??โ€™ I yelled โ€˜BOBBY!โ€™ which caused him to laugh and walk towards Ryan at the back who was playing the drums. I took my phone out and started recording them for a little bit of the ending since this was one of my favourite Inhaler songs. It wasnโ€™t long until the show ended and i was making my way back towards the green room when all of a sudden i got pulled through a door outside by the tour buses. Bobby stood there with the same look on his face heโ€™s had all night pulling out a cigarette lighting it and then holding it out to me. โ€˜I donโ€™t want this to be a one night thingโ€™ he said taking a puff and blowing it out making deep eye contact with me. โ€˜Neitherโ€™ I said taking the cigarette back into my lips this time he was holding it which led him to pull me against him as we smoked together. We both stood in silence until it was stumped out sharing a quick kiss which tasted nicotine before heading back inside before the fans started coming out or even one of the others.
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y/nusername : who the feck are inhaler? (and if anyone can tell me who this man is staring at me lmk so i can block him xx)
user : who are inhaler?
โžฅ y/nusername : idk. u tell me x
bobbyskeetz : that might be me? iโ€™m not sure though. just a thought.
โžฅ y/nusername : yeah it doesnโ€™t look like you x
user : damn 2 pics of bobby we are being fed.
โžฅ user : and im eating them all up
elijahhewson : the best band ever
โžฅ y/nusername : dream on.
graciebrns : my wife
โžฅ bobbyskeetz : back off shes mine.
โžฅ y/nusername : bobby.
โžฅ ryanmcmahon_15 : what.
โžฅ bobbyskeetz : oops.
๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟเญจโ™กเญงโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธต
Now here we are. Bobby and I secretly dating. Ever since that night weโ€™ve been inseparable. Ryan has been questioning why iโ€™ve wanted to come to the shows so much now recently or why i always want to be around him and boys but he couldnโ€™t know. You recently moved into your own apartment in Dublin still close enough to Ryan but also further enough to feel like you have your own space. Bobby has been round all the time even sleeping over. Weโ€™ve had a few close calls but now itโ€™s just our little secret.
๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟเญจโ™กเญงโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธต
Author : This one is a little bit better but still bad. Gimme prompts ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™ (with anyone, if ik who they r) - Matilda xx
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d0llfaac3 ยท 9 months ago
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No.1 party anthem prt.1
Pairing: Ryan McMahon x rockstar!f!reader
Warnings: light swearing and innuendoโ€™s
Social media au!
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Just a lil photo dump from the tour so far, love opening for @.inhalerdublin ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป
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Inhalerdublin: weโ€™re excited to see how the rest of the tour goes with you and you know who ๐Ÿคญ
User1: PARDON??
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Some pictures from the UK and Ireland tour, so much fun thank you all for coming โค๏ธ
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User1: omg will Ryan and Y.n just get together already!!
User2: girl the tour has only started technically, we still get to have months of this :)
Y.n.L.n: pop off ๐Ÿค
ryanmcmahon_15: โค๏ธโค๏ธ
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Iโ€™ll have a part 2 out soon ๐Ÿ˜‹
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petalprincessxoxo ยท 3 months ago
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would u guys be interested in a new bobby skeetz fanfic?
hereโ€™s what I was thinking for it:
fluff fic
based in england
keeps seeing her when sheโ€™s on a trip with her friends and heโ€™s in london for a show
sheโ€™s a guitarist for a pretty famous band
he completely falls for her from the moment he first sees her
*guys Iโ€™m really looking forward to the playlist for this one*
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sirenlulls ยท 2 years ago
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jackie & wilson โ†’ e. hewson
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pairing โ€”elijah hewson x fem!reader
summary โ€”a little peak into raising a girl with elijah (and her three annoying uncles)
inspired by this ask
everyone say thank you to @whoetoshaw for helping me with this because if there's one thing we will do, it is take baby fever to the next level
we'll steal her lexus, be detectives, ride 'round picking up clues. we'll name our children, jackie and wilson, raise 'em on rhythm and blues
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she's the most loved girl in the world but she was not planned ๐Ÿ˜ญ
THAT BEING SAID
as soon as it sets in with everyone that you're pregnant, they're obsessed with preparing to make her have the best life
the first thing robert asked when you told him was if you'd call her 'robin'
he kept asking
even after she was born and named
"you can always change it, you know. look at that smile, she's such a robin!"
she'd be such an angel baby
so beautiful too
UGH everyone is obsessed with her
josh is her fav uncle
the others take that very personally
the inhaler ig gets spoiled with the odd picture of eli holding her up like simba during soundcheck, her passed out on josh, ryan sitting her on his knee and letting her 'play' drums, and robert blank staring anyone who comes near him when he's holding her
speaking of
robert is such a clingy uncle
he'll always go on "she's always stealing my spotlight ๐Ÿฅฑ๐Ÿฅฑ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ™„" and then he's throwing a fit the second anyone tries to take her off him
fans are obsessed with her
if you're ever going into a venue and you've got her with you fans go crazy
respectfully ofc
at least one person has brought a special baby cowboy hat for her ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿฅบ
she'd be such a smiley baby
if you or eli ever need a break, and she's in a hyper mood, pass her off to ryan, and he'll have her giggling for an hour
but onto elijah
he's such a good dad
so so awkward in the beginning
poor guy is just afraid of messing up
after the first month or so he's a natural
he's obsessed with her
she'd be such a daddy's girl
he is wrapped around her finger
HOWEVER
when she gets older he can and will embarass her whenever she brings a date home
he'd fall 10 times more in love with you
like omg you were already the most perfect person but now you've given him a new reason to live??? are you even real?????
his family would be so helpful
they'd be giggling over him being so stiff holding her in the beginning but they'd help him and be so proud when he finally gets the hang of it
eve will not let up on him abt marrying you
"so when are you getting the ring?" just after she helps him put the baby down for a nap
soon xx
goes without saying that she's got at least one song written about and/or named after her
overall, you love your little perfect family and your little perfect family loves you ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿซถ
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killersfool ยท 3 months ago
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Medicine | RYAN MCMAHON
PAIRING: ryan mcmahon x original f!character
GENRE: romantic tension
SUMMARY: ryan - after the collapse of 'inhaler' and first year at TCD - is entering his second year of med school and meets a strange fresher who he desperately wants to get to know
WORDS: 5.5k
WARNINGS: swearing, alcohol use, smoking
Trinity college Dublin was not at all how Ryan expected. The first week's workload was like a punch in the stomach compared to his work last year. First year had been a nightmare, truly, but second year was on a whole other level. He had this sneaking feeling that the medicine course would go easy on him, that immunology and histology were a thing of the past. But as his eyes fixated on his timetable for the week, eyebags sunken and mouth dry as he pressed his back against the wall in the library, he couldn't help but suck in an anxious breath.
Josh had messaged him a few hours ago, seemingly in a similar state of confusion โ€” well you couldn't be too confused, they had both signed up for the course with the most contact hours per week and a workload that could leave you in tears.
A slight jealousy was the first pang in his chest at the sight of all the fresher's, naรฏve and blissfully unaware of all the hell that was soon to ensue. He looked out of the library window to see the influx of students. He could easily spot the medics. Huddled around the Med society pitcher, they weren't too hard to find. Each with their new stethoscopes and shiny shoes, all signing down their names for new societies, he banged his head against the window, part of him wanted it to shatter, to cause a scene, but he valued this future too highly. Being a doctor was all he wanted. After the failure that his band endured, he wanted to prove himself to everyone. He wanted his parents to be proud of him. Now, he had the chance. He needed to get on with his work and think about the final outcome. He needed to stop chewing on the past and focusing intently on the present. Second year anatomy would surely kill him but he knew he had to prod on, or he'd be wishing in a few weeks time that it hadn't piled up.
He had an essay due for Monday. He looked at the word document. Fifty words out of one thousand. It was Sunday evening. Maybe today called for an all nighter.
So he left the library with one thing on his mind. Find some caffeine, find a quiet space and get this essay done in as little time as possible.
He made his way through Dublin, his final destination was a corner shop which was quite the dump. The lightbulb had almost fallen of the hinges and was illuminating the room with flickers of a mellow light. He shifted through the group of teenagers looking at sweets and glancing over at the Vodka, probably resisting the urge to leap over the counter and run with it. Ryan's hand gripped the cool fridge door and he looked at himself in the glass. Pallid and tired. Corpse-like. He brushed away the insecurity that washed through him and grabbed two cans of red bull.
A sideways glance led him to look at a girl who was grabbing a few packs of cereal. She was wearing a 'Biosoc' hoodie (Trinity's medical society's merch) and oversized jeans that pooled over her Doc Martens.ย Typical fresher, Ryan grinned, thinking back to his first year self.
She was trying to decide between Cheerios and Coco Pops.
"I'd go for the Coco Pops." Ryan pointed at the bright yellow packaging, closing the fridge as he turned to face her. His eyes were still pressed upon her braided hair. "They'll stop you from wanting to kill yourself when you're cramming at 3am."
The girl froze, then slowly turned to face him, her eyes wide and startled. She hesitated, frowning slightly as she looked him up and down, clearly unsure whether to laugh or be concerned. "Is it really that bad?"
Ryan chuckled, though there was no humor in it. "Worse. They'll chew you up and spit you out. But hey, at least you'll look good doing it with your shiny stethoscope." He gestured lazily toward her hoodie, his gaze sharp and jaded.
The girl bit her lip, glancing back at the cereal shelf, then at Ryan. She put the Cheerios back, choosing the Coco Pops as if his off-hand comment had made the decision for her. "I guess I'll take your word for it."
Ryan raised an eyebrow. "You'll be wishing you hadn't soon enough."
Her hand froze on the cereal box, and for a moment, she seemed to waver. But then something shifted in her expression. "Maybe. But at least I'm doing something that matters."
That struck a chord. His sarcastic smile faltered for a split second, but he quickly masked it, letting out a soft laugh. "Yeah, keep telling yourself that. You'll need the delusion to get through first year. And second year. And basically the whole course."
The girl didn't respond immediately, her gaze flickering over his face as if trying to read him. "Why are you still here then? If it's so miserable."
Ryan felt his jaw clench. He wasn't in the mood for a heart-to-heart with a stranger in a dingy corner shop, but something in her tone got under his skin. "Because I don't quit," he said sharply, almost snapping. The tiredness was taking its toll. He instantly regretted how rude he sounded and looked to the side then back at her.
She held his gaze for a moment, something unreadable passing between them. Then she shrugged, breaking the tension. "Well, I guess I'll see you in the library at 3 a.m. then."
Ryan watched her turn and walk toward the counter, the cereal box tucked under her arm. He didn't reply, just stood there, feeling a strange mix of frustration and... something else.
With a sigh, he grabbed his Red Bulls and followed her to the register. As he paid, he caught her glancing back at him, almost as if she wanted to say something more. But she didn't. Instead, she gave him a slight nod, grabbed her change, and disappeared into the night.
Ryan stood there for a moment longer, the weight of everything settling back onto his shoulders.
He had an essay to finish. But all he could think about was her question.
Why are you still here?
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Ryan made his way back to the library, the girl's question still circling his mind. It wasn't like he hadn't thought about quitting before. There were nights where he'd lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, wondering if this was really worth it. Whether the hours of sleep lost going through ankis and doing questions were worth it. But each time, a voice in his head pushed him forward. He had to finish. He had to prove himself.
The library was a graveryeard now, the once-bustling late-night crowd reduced to a few souls hunched over their laptops, murmurs blending into the hum of fluorescent lights. Outside, the rain whispered against the windows, soft but steady, like the ticking of a clock winding down. Twenty-four hour libraries were a god send. Especially for the frazzled med students who were in here at least once a week. Ryan would probably win the award for most all nighters done throughout first year. He was pulling them almost every day during exam season. He hated to admit it but he was one of those people who worried too much about the possibilities of failure. He'd already failed once with his band. He didn't want to fail all over again. Especially after working so hard to even get into univeristy. Ryan found a corner, tucked away from conversations, set his Red Bulls on the desk, and opened his laptop. The blank screen stared back at him, mocking his lack of progress.
Fifty words out of a thousand.
He cracked open the first can, but instead of typing, his mind wandered back to the girl. Biosoc hoodie, Coco Pops, and that slight challenge in her voice when she asked why he was still here. There was something different about her, something that lingered even after she'd left. He wasn't usually one to think about girls. He kept telling himself he didn't have time for friendships and that falling in love would be the worst thing to ever happen to him. So he kept to himself most of the time. His only close friend was Josh who was quite the party animal. He was living life on the edge, in full sense of the phrase. He worked hard but he also balanced this with his love for clubbing. Ryan lived in a flat with Josh, another guy called Callum and Josh's girlfriend, Laura, who didn't actually pay rent but was always there.
Ryan wasn't in any societies other than the medicine one. Josh had told him countless times that he should join in some kind of band or orchestra to give him a way to destress. Ryan had told him that the drum kit in his room was enough. Once he'd finished his work for the day, he would either go for a long run through the park with his headphones on, Joy Division humming through his ears or would crash his drumsticks against the electric drumset in the corner of his room. This was enough to calm him down. But he did miss the feeling of making music with other people. He missed Elijah and Bobby a lot. Elijah was still at home trying to figure out what to do with himself. Ryan would visit him every now and then in Blackrock. It wasn't like how it was two years ago. It was quite sad. Bobby was all over the place, taking a trip across the world. It was hard to speak to him. It was rare for him to answer a phone call as timezones always made things difficult.
Another hour dragged by with little progress. Ryan's head was pounding, and the caffeine wasn't helping. It was making him feel ill. He needed air. He grabbed his jacket, shoved his laptop inro his bag, and headed outside, hoping a walk would clear his mind.
The cold night hit him as soon as he stepped out of the library. Luckily the rain had stopped now. Dublin was quiet, only the occasional taxi passing by, but as he turned the corner toward the river, he spotted someone sitting on a bench near the water. Familiar figure. Oversized hoodie.
The girl from the corner shop.
For a moment, Ryan hesitated. He could keep walking, avoid any awkward conversation. But something pulled him toward her. Maybe it was curiosity. Maybe it was the fact that she'd gotten under his skin in a way that didn't happen often.
He walked over, hands shoved in his pockets. She didn't notice him at first, her attention fixed on the water, the soft glow of the streetlights reflecting off the surface.
"Couldn't sleep either?" Ryan asked, his voice cutting through the night like a dull blade.
She jumped slightly, turning to look at him. A hint of recognition flickered across her face. "Oh, hey. Yeah, I guess not. Just needed a break."ย Her breath fogged in the cold air, disappearing as quickly as it came.
Ryan nodded, sitting down on the other end of the bench, leaving a comfortable distance between them. They sat in silence for a moment, both staring out at the river. He wasn't sure what to say, but the quiet wasn't uncomfortable. It was calming, in a way.
"So, did the Coco Pops help?" Ryan asked, breaking the silence with a smirk.
She chuckled softly. "Still haven't eaten them. I guess you were right about the workload. I've been drowning in lectures since I've started. I thought Freshers week was all about partying and not giving a shit but I know that if I go out I'll miss out on important things."
"Yeah, welcome to the nightmare," he sighed. "You should go out though. Me and my mate Josh did fuck all during the first week. I think we alternated between pub and club each night. It's an experience you'll never get before. But if you're not into that stuff, that's cool as well. There's loads of music venues and silent discos and costume parties if that interests you more. There's something for everyone really."
"Thanks." She smiles.
"I'm guessing you're not from around here?"
"I'm from Cork. I live in a little town on the coast called Schull. You've probably not heard of it."
"I don't think I have. Must be a big change being in such a big city."
"It is." She looks upset. "My flatmates are quite depressing as well. I'm not enjoying it much."
"In what way are they depressing?" Ryan is concerned.
"They just sit in their rooms and don't talk to anyone. Just your classic antisocial people. I don't think I know any of their names. I was sat on my own having dinner and just needed a breather. So I came out here to watch the river. It's beautiful. Reminds me of home."
"I'm sorry about that," Ryan wants to comfort her but he keeps to his side of the bench. "You know you can always ask to move flats. Or you could join some societies to make some more friends."
"It's okay. I think I'll leave it for now." She looks down at her shoes, watching how the light gleams off them. She turns to him, her expression softening. "You seem different to the other med students I've met."
Ryan raised an eyebrow. "Different how?"
"I don't know. Most of them are all intense. Like they've got everything figured out. But you... you seem more... real. A bit less robotic. More human"
Ryan couldn't help but laugh, though there was an edge of bitterness to it. "Real? I'm barely holding it together."
"Exactly," she said, her voice gentle but firm. "At least you admit it. Everyone else I've met in the years above look like they're on the tipping point but are desperately trying to hold it all in."
There was something disarming about the way she spoke, like she wasn't afraid to challenge him. Most people either ignored Ryan's cynicism or got uncomfortable around it. But she, she pushed back, in the softest way.
"So why medicine?" she asked suddenly, her eyes searching his.
Ryan leaned back, letting out a long breath. "Because I couldn't be a rock star, I guess," he said, half-joking. Her curious expression urged him to explain. "I was in a band in school. 'Inhaler'. Thought we were going to make it big. We didn't. So, medicine seemed like the next logical step, right?"
She tilted her head, intrigued. "Quite the career shift."
"Yeah, well. My parents were always pushing for it. Figured I'd give them something to be proud of."
"And are they?"
Ryan's throat tightened. He hadn't expected her to ask that, and for a second, he didn't know how to answer. "I think so. I mean, I haven't dropped out yet, so... that's something."
The girl smiled softly, but her eyes stayed on him, like she could see through the bravado. "You don't seem like someone who does things just to make others happy."
Ryan shrugged, looking away, out at the river again. "I don't know anymore. Maybe I am."
Silence fell between them again, but this time it felt heavier, like they were both teetering on the edge of something unspoken. The air between them felt charged, and Ryan found himself wanting to know more about her, wanting to pull her into whatever mess he was dealing with.
"What about you?" he asked. "Why medicine?"
Her lips parted slightly, as if she hadn't expected the question. "Honestly? I'm still figuring that out. I wanted to help people, I guess. I liked science a lot as a kid but also wanted to be able to speak to people. I didn't like the idea of being stuck in a lab for the rest of my life. But I don't know if that's enough anymore."
Ryan nodded, understanding more than he cared to admit. "Yeah. Sometimes it doesn't feel like it's enough."
For a moment, they just sat there, sharing the weight of their doubts, their unspoken fears.
Ryan shifted, turning to face her fully. "What's your name, by the way?"
She laughed, the sound soft and almost musical in the quiet night. "It's Emer."
"Ryan," he replied, holding out his hand.
She hesitated for a second, then took it. Her hand was warm, and for a moment, he didn't let go. Neither did she.
When she finally pulled away, Ryan could still feel the imprint of her touch, something electric lingering in the air between them. He cleared his throat, unsure of what to say next, but there was a spark in her eyes that made his heart beat just a little faster.
"What did you play in the band?" She found herself looking at his fingers, the silver rings pushed upon them.
"What do you think?" He tilted his head, giving her a challenge.
"I'm really bad at this. You said a rock band so let me guess... keys?"
"Close but drums."
"Ah. That makes sense actually." She could imagine him sat at the drumkit, sticks in hand and hair all over his face as the vibrations tap at the floorboards.
"You want to get out of here?" he asked, surprising himself with the offer. He still had that essay to deal with. He glanced at his watch, he had another 10 hours until it was due. Plus he had no tutorials or lectures on Monday, so he could just nap for the day. He also wanted to cheer her up. Show her that Dublin wasn't at all as dim and depressing as she thought it was.
Emer raised an eyebrow. "Where to?"
"Who knows. Wherever we can get in."
Ryan could see the spark of curiosity in Emer's eyes, which only encouraged him. "I mean, Dublin's full of spots that stay open late. I know a place with live music. Not many people know of it. It's usually clogged up with students from RIAM. They sometimes let you play if you ask nicely."
Emer perked up at the mention of music. "Live music? That sounds fun. Can you really just walk in and play?"
"Depends on your charm," he grinned, the cocky side of him flaring up. "I'm pretty persuasive when I want to be."
"Is that so?" She smiled back, and he felt that electric tension again. "Alright then, let's see if you can charm your way in. Lead the way."
Ryan stood up, shaking off the remnants of the library's stress. As they walked side by side, he couldn't help but glance at her. The way she moved with that casual confidence made him feel a little lighter, a little less like the burdened med student he'd been all week.
"Tell me about Schull." he asked as they crossed a street, the distant sounds of music drifting toward them.
Emer laughed, brushing a braid behind her ear. "Not much to tell, really. It's your average coastal town. Very scenic and calm. My Ma owns a cafรฉ on the main street. I used to sit down to do my work and listen to all kinds of conversations. We'd get quite a few tourists actually, every now and then. This summer I worked as a barista just to help out but I think it's helped me to open up a lot more."
"That's actually really cool," Ryan admitted, intrigued. "A cafรฉ sounds like a good gig. You must be great at dealing with people. That will help you a lot in this career."
"I like to pretend I am." She smiled. "I still don't think my skin is thick enough to be a doctor."
"Be a pathologist or a histologist then. You can avoid people all together."
"That's true." She nodded, although deep down she did like the idea of personally helping patients. "What do you seeย  yourself doing after uni?"
"Surgery, I think. I'm really interested in cardiology. So maybe cardio-thoracic surgery. But I think once we've done placements I'll start to make my mind up. Being a GP might give me more time to keep up with my music but I've always liked the idea of being a surgeon."
"I think you'd be an incredible surgeon. Most surgeons I've met are drained of any humanity. Let's hope you haven't lost it by the end of these five years."
"That's unlikely." Ryan admitted. The fifth year med students in Biosoc were complete bellends, especially the group who would do anything to become surgeons. He didn't want to become one of them.ย 
After reaching the end of the street, Ryan gestured towards an alleyway which was probably the darkest corner of Dublin Emer has ever encountered.ย 
"Ladiest first," Ryan said, stepping to the side so that she could pass through.
She peered through, anxious. "It smells. Of weed."
He laughed. "It's Dublin. What'd you expect?" He decided to walk through first to show her that it was not as terrifying as she thought. The look on her face told him she'd rather do anything that walk through there. "It's the last street until we get there, I promise."
"Alright." She followed through, hit by another lovely scent of urine and kept to the centre of the alleyway, worried about her clothes brushing the side and catching any piss. She stared at the back of his head as he made his way forwards. His dark blue jeans, his white button up shirt, his hair grown out at the back, curly strands falling from the bottom. She was surprised she had met someone so genuine in her first few days at uni. She thought she wouldn't make any friends and that she'd be stuck in her room for hours at a time, wishing that she actually tried to go out and get to know people. The big city made her nervous. She always resorted to thinking the worse. Especially because the streets and faces were no longer familiar.
"Here we are. The Harp and Clover." Ryan moved to the side so that Emer could have a look through the stone arches ending the alleyway. Green light escaped the pub through the almost-shattered windows and illuminated the cobbled pavement. Groups of teenagers were smoking outside and looked at Emer's hoodie with a frown. They were all dressed in dark clothes, with countless piercings and colourful makeup. Emer felt a bit out of place.
"Wow it's... not what I expected. But cool." Emer smiled. She continued looking at the decor. The words 'Harp and Clover' were placed at the top in dark green and orange. Very patriotic. A harp symbol and clover aligned just underneath.
Ryan read her expression. She didn't look very impressed. He knew how to change her mind.
They entered the pub, glares still shooting at them. The teens inside all had pints of guiness and there was a band on the stage, playing some kind of alternative-rock. Emer could imagine Ryan on the stage, playing the drums and smiling as the crowd jumped to the beat. She was interested in hearing him play or maybe even hearing the songs he made with his band back in the day. She didn't want to force him into anythingย  and decided to keep silent, instead taking in the music and the atmosphere. She pulled off her hoodie and placed it down on a bar stool, leaving her in a black tank top that made her seem at least a little bit more suited for the ocassion. The glares seemed to cease once they noticed Ryan with her.ย 
"Josh! Hey, didn't think I'd see you here." Ryan's attention drifted to a tall guy in the distance with braids who was speaking to a group of people.
The guy turned around and ran towards Ryan, careful not to drop his Guiness in the process. "Ryan, mate. What on earth are you doing here? I thought you hated this place. And who's this?" He had a drunken slur to his voice, dark brown eyes and a leather jacket upon his shoulders.ย 
"This is Emer," Ryan introduced his new friend. "Emer, Josh."
"Another med student I'm guessing?" Josh was quick to catch on, quickly shaking her hand.
"How did you know?" She questioned, surprised that he was also a med student.
"Dead behind the eyes." He joked.
"Rude,"ย she shot back, a playful smirk creeping onto her lips.
"Josh used to be in the band with me. He was the lead guitarist," Ryan interjected, shooting Josh a knowing look, who was now winking with unabashed enthusiasm, probably astonished that Ryan was actually talking to a girlโ€”a rare moment indeed.
"You guys should play together. For old times' sake," Emer suggested, nodding toward the stage, where two saxophonists swayed, and an older woman belted out a sultry jazz tune that filled the room with rich, smooth notes.
"I think I'll need a drink first." He hoisted himself onto the barstool, and Emer couldn't help but notice how he seemed to shrink next to the towering Josh. She had never really registered how short he was until now, and it made her want to smile. "D'you want anything, Emer?" Ryan caught her attention by tapping her shoulder. His fingers were cold against her skin. She jolted before turning sharply to meet his intense gaze.
"I'll have whatever you're having. Surprise me." She hoisted herself up beside him, spinning the bar chair around like a child.ย 
She watched carefully as Ryan spoke to the bartender, his accent deep and rough, a classic posh Dubliner. She wondered where he grew up, where he went to school, who his friends were, what he ate for breakfast, the songs that kept him up at night. Too many questions were rolling through her mind like tumbleweeds.ย 
He sat there in silence, his fingers picking at the wood falling off of the bar, absentmindedly thinking about his to do list that was pretty much infinite. He needed to finish that essay. Soon. He glanced at his watch. 8 hours. It was 12am and the essay was due at 8 in the morning. He'd be fine. Surely.
Emer chose a question out of the millions crashing through her head. "So, what's your favourite band?"
He stopped picking at the wood and turned to face her with a smirk. Her head was pressed into her hand. Her eyes darting across his features - each line of his face, every curl of his dark eyelashes drawing her in. She noted the bracelets adorning his wrists and the tattoos that peeked from beneath his rolled sleeves, stories etched into his skin.
"I could go on forever." He placed two fingers upon his chin, thinking. "I've been listening to a lot of Monkeys and Fontaines at the moment. Gets me through my revision. But I think Bowie is up there for me. Such an inspiration. I went as him for Halloween last year, actually."
"You've got to show me a picture," she insisted, mouth wide open.ย 
He reach for his phone and placed it down on the bar. Scrolling through his camera roll - which contained an absurd number of anatomy notes - and reached a chaotic collection of drunken party photos. He stopped on a polaroid of a group of lads who were all posing in a variety of costumes, Ryan in the middle with a bright orange wig and eyepatch. He zoomed in on each person and told Emer their names. Bobby through to Louis. 'Inhaler'.ย But then, something shifted, a shadow crossing his face as he powered off the phone, his gaze drifting away, fingers scratching at his ear.
He started picking at the wood again. Emer put her hand on his, trying to comfort him. "I bet you guys were incredible. But you can't keep thinking that you failed, Ryan. You're doing so well and you're working so hard. Even if this isn't exactly how you imagined your life would work out, you're not in a bad place at all, you've got an amazing future waiting for you."
His hand froze in place beneath hers, the warmth of her touch contrasting with the chill of his uncertainty. His eyes still glued to the wood.
"Two pints for Ryan." The barman slid over the drinks, landing perfectly in front of the pair.
Ryan glanced up at Emer, the tension easing ever so slightly. "Thank you," he murmured, giving her hand a quick squeeze before taking a hearty swig of the Guinness, the dark liquid disappearing as if it were water.
"This is going to sound so embarassing and un-Irish of me..." She put her hand around the pint glass, fingerprints marking the surface.ย 
"You've never had a Guiness,ย  have you?" He already knew by the terror that swam across her face. "It's better than you think. Has a unique taste to it."
Emer lifted the pint glass to her lips, hesitating for a brief second as the dark liquid shimmered under the pub's dim lighting. She could feel the cool glass press against her lower lip before tilting it just enough for the Guinness to meet her mouth. The first sip was slow, tentative. Her eyes widened slightly as the bitter foam touched her tongue, the creamy head giving way to the rich, almost velvety texture of the stout. It was heavier than she expected, its bold taste unfolding in layersโ€”first malty, then an unexpected bitterness. She pulled the glass away and swallowed, the aftertaste lingering. Her brow furrowed slightly, but there was a curiosity in her expression, like she wasn't sure if she liked it yetโ€”but wanted another sip just to be sure.
"What do you think?" He had been watching as her expression shifted but found it hard guage what was going on in that brain of hers.
"It's something." She laughed, this time she took a big swig of it. She wanted to clear her mind. "I think I like it. I don't know."
"That's how I felt when I had my first one." He had a quizzical look in his eyes. "So, what about you, what's your favourite band?"
"Wunderhorse. Without a doubt."ย 
"Really? Didn't think they'd be your style."
"Well, I also love Phoebe Bridgers and Lizzy Mcalpine. My taste is all over the place really."
"So is mine."
Ryan took another swig of his Guinness, the frothy head nearly spilling over the rim, but he didn't care. The warmth of the drink spread through him, loosening the knots of anxiety that had been tightening in his chest since he'd stepped into the pub. He looked over at Emer, who was now nursing her pint, the corners of her mouth curling into a smile as she talked about the bands she loved.
"What's your favorite song by Wunderhorse?" he asked, genuinely curious, leaning in closer, the hum of the crowd fading into a background buzz.
"Probably 'Morphine'. It's just so hauntingly beautiful. What about you?"
He nodded. "I'm going to be really boring and say 'Leader of the pack'."
"No honestly that's a classic. That's the first song I heard when I started listening to them and just fell in love. I'd be happy to send you a playlist with their best songs if you're interested."
"Sure." He passed her his phone. "Type in your spotify, I'll stalk it later."
She typed in her username into the searchbar and followed herself on his account, feeling a bit nervous about whatever stalking her account meant. He semed like quite the cultured musician. Some of her playlists were slightly embarassing to say the least.
"Ryan, come here, lad!" Josh shouted from the distance. The Jazz music had stopped and students were trying to get on stage, begging the owner if they could have a go.
Josh came over and dragged Ryan away. "Just going to steal him for a few minutes, sweetheart. We need a drummer."
Ryan clambered onto the stage with his friend. There was a girl up there with a bass guitar, a guy holding the microphone with a guitar over his frame and another girl on the keys. Ryan was passed some drumsticks, quite worried about what was to ensue. He didn't look like he'd played infront of a crowd in a while.ย 
Emer walked towards the stage and stopped by the wall, leaning her shoulder against the cold wood, watching as the musicians tuned their instruments. She used to play the clarinet back in the day, in the high school orchestra. She loved being part of the music and closing her eyes as it washed over her. But her studies prevented her from carrying on with that dream. In a way, she was similar to Ryan. But his passion for music was definitely at a whole other level. As he crashed the drumsticks together and the first note thrummed from Josh's guitar, Emer closed her eyes like she was in orchestra again, feeling the music through every bone in her body. All 206.ย 
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inhaler bf thoughts please please please please๐Ÿ™
an: AAAHHH YES IVE BEEN WAITING TO DO THIS!!! had to do ryan first because i love him so much.
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quality time!! he will 100% just pop over to your place so that he can be around you. he doesnโ€™t care if youโ€™re just sitting on the couch as long as heโ€™s with you
move dates! can totally see him wanting to try out different theaters and maybe even a drive in. also you totally make him watch the 1996 romeo and juliet OMG AND WHIPLASH!
#1 passenger princess. he doesnโ€™t care that youโ€™re the one that can drive he loves it
spa days were you guys do face masks
soooo many pictures of you on his phone. we all know and love his random aesthetic instagram stories and youโ€™d be all over them
park dates
late night music sessions where he constantly asks your opinion on lyrics or how something sounds
songs dedicated to you at shows - would put out when iโ€™m with you from the vault just to play it for you
constantly sending you songs that remind him of you
definitely have some sort of couples item like a matching necklace or ring. but itโ€™s something simple like a silver chain or a small band. nothing too crazy that screams iโ€™m matching with my partner
going back to the romeo and juliet part - definitely did a couples costume based off of their party outfit
definitely soft launched the relationship. he just wants to feel like yours and his and not another third parties
definitely wants to be the little spoon after a long day. you make him feel safe and happy and he wants to be fully engulfed in that comfort
reading together
wearing each other's clothes. because he's a short king you both can totally swap clothes super easy
sending him edits you find of him on TikTok - i KNOW he thinks they're super funny and secretly LOVESSS them
calls you before every show when you're not there
museum dates-- i feel like he would want to go to an art museum most of the time, but you would drag him to a science one at least for one of the dates
baking together-- he always tries to eat the cookie dough and you always tell him he'll get sick
painting your nails together
can 100% see him wearing a ring of yours on a chain around his neck. maybe your claddagh to be a bit cheeky
when he's sitting next to you he definitely will drum on you thigh or tap his fingers against to some rhythm that's stuck in his mind
dancing in the kitchen together late at night
such a big words of affirmation guy
music store dates where you guys try out interments and pick up a few new records
so so so many coffee shop dates
wine tasting in italy
an: the other three guys bf thoughts are already in the works. i wasn't sure if i should be a nsfw section for inhaler's but lmk if you guys would be interested in that!
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