#Blue matte eyeliner

[sweetpupii]

　“so,” powder started, holding your chin and tilting it upward to examine your features under the light of her room. she didn’t want to risk any mistakes with the contouring or the symmetry of your eyeshadow.

doing your makeup for parties had become her thing now.

“do you want me to match your hair like I did with mine, or should I choose another color?” please let me match it to your hair, please let me match it to your hair… “since we're going bold tonight.”

navy melted beautifully into ocean blue across her lids, magenta lit up her inner corners, and indigo traced her lower eyelids in a soft, smoky line—softening her piercing blue eyes. berry colored lipstick and a tiny smile completed the look.

a damn sight for sore eyes—that’s what powder was.

“hm, which one would look better?”

yes! that was an answer she liked. let her do the thinking; you just sit there and let her transform your pretty face with her arsenal of pigments. glitter? the palette was already sprawled on the floor, waiting. natural colors? sure, pretty boring, but you do you! neon colors? oh boy, how she loved those.

“i’ll take care of it. just don’t move. if you mess it up we’ll be late.” like last time.

matte lipstick is not easy to clean up after a few ( whole lot of ) kisses. things got a bit out of control, okay? it’s not her fault you looked good!

…well, technically it was her fault because she did your makeup that day, but still. she wanted to kiss you before that.

“oh, come on, it doesn’t tickle,” she pointed out as your eyes fluttered slightly at the touch of the fine eyeliner brush. experienced hands meticulously painted your eyelids, determined to follow their natural shape and bring out the color of your pupils. “look up at me, gotta do the waterline.”

maybe asking you to look directly at her the whole time was a mistake. the closeness was suddenly too distracting—your lips slightly parted as your eyes went up to meet hers, and she carefully applied the pigment.

that shade of lipstick you picked would look real nice mixed with hers…

focus, powder. just do her makeup.

“what’s with the eyes, sunny?” the blue-haired girl spoke after a while, holding your chin still, almost done with the eyeshadow.

“what do you mean?”

“those doe-y ones you’re giving me right now.”

your scoff only made it harder for her to focus on the task ahead. “pow, looking up because you asked me to doesn’t mean I’m giving you doe eyes. It’s your own thing if you get distracted that easily.”

“distracted? pft, no way. I’m completely focused here,” she argued with an unbothered shrug and roll of her eyes, as if she didn’t care. She dipped her brush back into the shimmering shade, determined to keep her hands steady despite the warmth crawling up her neck.

instead of poking fun at her, you stayed still as her delicate hands worked, her features drawn into a look of concentration that was almost as mesmerizing as the makeup itself. eyebrows slightly furrowed as she focused on making the look even.

“‘kay, done with the eyes,” she announced after a moment, pulling back slightly to admire her handiwork. the colors on your lids blended seamlessly into one another, like a miniature galaxy. “and now for the lips…”

powder reached for the lipstick you had picked earlier but hesitated with a thoughtful sigh, her eyes darting between the tube and your mouth.

“you sure you don’t want me to choose a different color? this one’s nice and all, but…” her voice trailed off.

“but what?”

her manicured nails tapped against the lipstick cap while comparing it to the lipstick she had used on herself. “I mean… this shade’s good, but mine would… y’know, match better. just saying.”

definitely not an excuse to kiss you.

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@ananas26t @b3autyist3rror

[xprakzif]

LOVE YOU GOODBYE,

matt x fem!reader

summary: when matt’s career gets in the way of his relationship, his girlfriend simply cannot take it anymore. what better way to say goodbye than this?

warnings:: MDNI//SMUT, car sex, overstimulation, raw intercourse, kissing, angst, no happy ending.

“just one more time?”

the chilly breeze of the night rushed in causing both bodies to shiver. her short mini dress with lack of sleeves or a jacket only worsened the setting. the hair around her shoulders wasn’t doing her any favors by warming her up.

her tear stained cheeks illuminated by the street lamps occasionally flickering with him standing in front of her. so majestic yet full of shit, how could he stand there so beautifully after breaking her heart?

“face it, matt. i understand this is your job, i get that and i know you have to do this. you have to go hang out with other girls, you have to film and stream all the time, i know! but even when there’s time you don’t bother..” her heart pounding against her chest feeling like she was slowly sinking. she didn’t mean to come off this way. but it gets tiring after a while.

“i don’t know what you want me to do..” he didn’t even look her way, still looking out into the crowd of bodies that filled his shared home.

“yet you throw a party? shit, this is the closest thing i get to-“

“it wasn’t even my idea, y/n! you swear you get me but you don’t, ‘cause if you did, you’d know i don’t even want any of this! it was chris’s idea to invite some people over—shit, it’s not even a party for real. you always do this.. i’m just as tired as you are, alright?” his sudden outburst snapped a few heart strings, she felt herself breaking down quicker by the second.

the booming voices made her racing heart only beat faster. maybe she’s the problem. maybe her leaving would solve his worries, cut back the stress he’s dealing with.

“okay..” she whispered, face heating up as her eyes burned with tears. she continuously swallowed the nerves in her throat but nothing could stop the pain in her heart right now.

she moved through the room trying to find an escape, an exit. haven’t even noticed she let loose and sobbed, ruining her eye makeup.

finally reaching the front door, she stepped out trying to slam the door behind her, but something was in the way.

“cmon, y/n..” matt took ahold of her arm, which she ripped out of his grip to walk off.

from an outsiders point of view, it’d look like he was chasing her. her heels clicking against the cement as she made her way to her car parked a bit far from their house.

“please- wait!”

getting to her car, she finally spun around,

“no, matt! i’m done- with you, with us.. i’m sorry.” she managed to get out. he took in her figure underneath the glooming street lamp. it looked like a scene from a movie.

“what..?”

“i’m sorry.. i don’t wanna be in the way of your career anymore–please don’t convince me otherwise..”

he stood shut, a part of him knew she was right.

he felt his heart tense up as if it were being squeezed. thought they were both going through such heartbreak, neither of them could help but admire the other.

after all, she was his–or atleast used to be. it wasn’t unlikely for him to lust over her, now just wasn’t the right time.

both of them couldn’t deny how sexually frustrated they were. she was right, matt hadn’t spent enough time with her. neither of them were disloyal, so the days added on and on.

he couldn’t help but realize her beauty, even with eyeliner and mascara running down her stained cheeks. if anything it only made her more exquisite.

him standing there, dark purple bags under his eyes from the lack of rest he had gotten these past weeks, his bright blue eyes looking up and down her body. she felt the need as much as he did.

his slow steps toward her made her head spin. he placed a delicate hand to her cheek, caressing it while he looked into her eyes.

“just.. one more time?” he whispered. “as a goodbye..”

there was no need for context when they both knew what that meant. she grabbed the back of his neck, drawing him closer to smash his lips onto hers.

the world around them paused, no care for the party that was going on just a few houses away.

struggling by reaching in her purse, she searched with her hand for her car key unlocking it in the process. the lights flashing for a second took matt’s attention to pull open the backseat door; pushing their bodies onto the cushioning of the seats.

she laid on her back, matt crawling on top of her after closing the door. it was such a cramp space but neither seemed to care too much.

he reconnected their lips to move in synchrony, their hands roaming each others body.

“matt-” she whispered breathlessly, tugging at his hair.

his touch grazed over the thin fabric of her mini dress, trailing down to grip onto her hips. the opposite hand pulling up the material over her waist, revealing her lacey panties.

her hands began unbuckling his belt and undoing his baggy jeans. somehow, he’d shifted them so she was now straddling his lap.

he trailed his hands down to her hips, once again holding onto them while they moved with rhythm, grinding onto his crotch.

“fuckkk– y/n..” he dragged out.

the car filled with heavy breathing and the smacking sound of lips, causing the windows to fog. matt was sat up, back against he car door. she felt the stiffness in his pants through her panties that were damp and sticky.

breaking the kiss, she reached down to tug the fabric down her legs; it was difficult in such an awkward position, but her eagerness made it happen.

he watched her with gleaming eyes as if she were a display of art in a museum. pulling down his jeans, including his boxers, he freed his hardened cock that sprung up.

she aligned her entrance with his length, sinking down slowly; she gasped. he sucked in air between his teeth, seething at the feeling of her tightness gripping around him.

she was swallowing him whole as her hips dove lower to collect him fully into her.

“keep going— that’s it-ahh, take it all..” he groaned and she was fully sat with him deep inside her.

she began rolling her hips forward, reconnecting their lips in the process. the kiss was sloppy. her mouth opening constantly to let out breathless moans from bouncing on his cock.

it sounded like they just ran a marathon with the amount of heavy breathing. he tried his best to buck his hips upward to feel her deeper inside.

“fuck!–so deep—nngh- need to–”

he took everything in his power to thrust deeper and harder with a quickened pace to bring her closer.

she threw her head back with pleasure, clenching around his base as her orgasm washed over her.

“matt–ma– ah–“ she stammered out while she stiffened up with trembling thighs, digging her nails into his shoulders.

he wasn’t far behind her. groaning while slamming up into her, she was caught in a trance by the overstimulation.

“ohmy– nngh—fuckkk, i love y-you–i lov–” he echoed into the car, shooting white ropes of his seed into her painting her slimy walls.

there was a ring of a bubbly, white substance around his cock, a mix of both of there liquids.

they panted trying to come down from their highs. she felt a pang in her chest; the sudden realization hit and hit hard.

this was it. the last dance.

she started to remove her self from him,

“wai-wait. don’t leave yet.” he helped her off, “it’s late, y/n. just stay the night, please.”

she thought for a minute. he was right, though they weren’t aware of the current time, it was late. she thought about the dangers of driving so late on a friday night,

“alright.. fine”

after fixing themselves up, they found their way back to the house. the ‘get together’ the boys were hosting had already died down. no one noticed them slip into matt’s room.

“here,” he handed her one of his larger shirts, "wouldn’t want you sleeping in that..”

“thanks..” she accepted the offer, still feeling hurt with the tension from someone she was once so comfortable with.

she changed, slipped under the covers, and took a deep breath.

he got in right behind her, they were faced away from eachother, she thought.

“y/n?” he whispered, clear enough for her to hear.

“hmm?”

“i love you..” he watched her body expanded with every breath she took. he was facing her the entire time.

“i-i love you too..” she whispered, her voice steady but her eyes brimmed with tears.

the night fell silent. both bodies drifting to sleep after losing energy from their previous actions.

it came morning time quickly, matt shifted in his spot as the sunlight peeked through the curtains.

he recalled being with her last night, joy awakening him. he rolled over to the other empty side of the bed.

empty? this can’t be right, she was here..

he felt like he remembered a bad dream from last night. quickly grabbing his phone to call his girlfriend.

the line rang once.

“you have reached the voicemail box of—“ rang too loud in matt’s ears, he quickly shut it off. his heart began to race.

baby? •!Not Delivered

his mind soon flooded with the memories they shared, then it got to last night.

that wasn’t a dream after all.

[hctsummernights]

makeover ༺☆༻

summary: in which golden retriever!matt lets alt!reader do his makeup (part of the kissing in cars universe!) warnings: none!

matt giggled, swinging his feet softly as he sat on the edge of the tub. "I'm excited." he smiled.

you ruffled your boyfriend's hair cutely, setting your speaker on the bathroom counter and shuffling follow the leader by korn. you'd begged and pleaded matt to let you do his makeup, but the boy had always previously shyed away from it.

today though, matt decided to get over his fear. it wasn't that he was scared of you or the makeup. it was more so the intimacy of you straddling his lap, lovingly swipping your brushes across his face that made him get flustered and go red in the ears. matt had decided to be robert pattinson's version of batman for a halloween party tonight, and he had decided that now was the perfect time to give in to your request.

"ready?" you asked, splaying out a spread of black makeup and brushes on the ledge next to the tub.

the boy nodded eagerly, smiling up at you. "whenever you are."

you kissed his cheek lovingly, swiping your fringe off your forehead and grabbing a black pencil eyeliner. you began to tightline matt's eyes, gently running the pencil across his waterline as you straddled him.

matt had to fight back the urge to giggle, the tickling sensation unfamiliar to his bright, blue eyes. "so pretty, baby." you hummed, grabbing a pan of black eyeshadow and a fluffy brush.

your boyfriend blushed, his face going red at the praise. no matter how long he had been with you, matt was always eager to please you, relishing in your compliments. "thank you." he smiled sweetly.

it wasn't long until you had completely covered matt's pale eyelids with black shadow, giving him a messy, grungey look just as "freak on a leash" came on. you began to hum the lyrics as you finished touching up the batmanesque makeup.

"see if you like it." you grinned, sliding off his lap and beginning to pack up your supplies.

matt mad his way over to the mirror, glancing at his now-transformed reflection. "i love it. i look so fucking cool."

you giggled at his reaction, wrapping your arm around his waist. "you do look pretty hot."

"well duh, i look like you."

you chuckled at the comment, giving his ass a light swat. "hurry back from your party, batman. i think a certain girl needs saving."

a/n: i don't think y'all understand the way i need bat!matt

[mattslolita]

what are shy!matt and fuck girl!reader doing rn?

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"is it...is that how you do it?"

matt's shy gaze lands on you in the mirror nervously, gauging your reaction upon seeing the winged liner he attempted to draw on your left eyelid — a small giggle escapes your lips, your manicured nail daintily reaching up to touch the slightly crooked wing. his cheeks heat up as he sucks in a breathe, causing you to bite your lip slightly as you give him a nod.

"s'good, pretty boy," you grin up at him, and his cheeks warm at the praise, "a lil' crooked, but it can be fixed! now how bout you try the other eye?"

matt hums with a quiet nod, picking the liquid eyeliner back up with determination — he'd seen a video a few days ago where a girl's boyfriend did her makeup, and matt had only just scoured up enough courage to explain that he wanted to try this with you.

so there you sat, eyelashes fluttering every few seconds as you absentmindedly gazed up at matt's focused expression, his tongue darting out across his lip in concentration. he looked so cute. your legs were tucked under you as you sat in your vanity chair, and you lifted one hand up to trace random patterns along the slight stubble that decorates his jawline. his blue eyes widen slightly upon feeling the heat of your touch, and you can feel the warmth radiating off of him.

it's just too bad in public nobody ever got to see these moments between you and matt — the moments where you'd almost showcase your true feelings for him.

[spookystrns]

the patch

pairing : matt sturniolo x female reader

synopsis : reader and matt meet at a pumpkin patch

warnings : use of y/n, slight fluff, reader being kind of awkward, lowercase intended

a/n : ughh need this sooo bad

‘ cause blueberry eyes seem to make time still ’

going to the pumpkin patch was purely your dads idea. your younger siblings only agreed because he made it sound so fun, and of course you were forced to tag along. at first you were reluctant to go, but with the promise of a starbucks trip and canes for dinner, you agreed.

after slipping on a long sleeve that fits as perfectly as your flared jeans, you carefully curl your lashes and apply some mascara, as well as eyeliner, before styling your hair. you’re only going to a pumpkin patch, sure, but you still want to look cute.

you grab your phone and wired earphones before running downstairs and slipping on a pair of uggs, as well as your jacket. your dad and siblings are now all ready to go too, so you head out into the car.

you plug your earphones into the jack in your phone and hit shuffle on your fall playlist, buckling your seatbelt as you do. the song ‘dark red’ by steve lacy plays and you softly nod your head to the beat, looking out the window at the fog that covers your surroundings in a blanket of haze.

a few more songs from your playlist shuffle before your dad is parking the car and waking your siblings in the backseat. you take out your earphones and exit the warmth of the car, letting the fall breeze hit your skin. following your dad towards the wheelbarrows, you pick up one of your own. your youngest sister, eloise, runs after you once she sees you pick up a pink barrow. “y/n, can i please sit in your wheelbarrow? no one else will let me,” she begs, putting her hands together as she looks up at you. “okay, but you gotta help me get the best pumpkins,” you tell her a little teasingly, helping her into the cart. eloise lets out a squeal as you put her in the wheelbarrow before repeating multiple ‘thank you’s.

you get permission from your dad to go off with eloise and look for pumpkins on your own, walking in the direction of where your sister pointed.

“have you seen any good ones yet?” you ask the young girl sitting in the wheelbarrow. “no,” she sighs in return, looking at the passing pumpkins before quickly telling you to walk down a path.

you do as she says and turn the pink cart down an aisle of pumpkins, looking on the left side as eloise looks on the right. “wait, wait, let me get out,” she yells her demand and you briskly stop the barrow, allowing her to clamber out and onto the dried mud that makes up the ground. you watch as she makes her way towards some pumpkins that look okay before turning to look at some pumpkins yourself.

picking up a smaller pumpkin, you turn towards your sister to show her, only to see her talking to someone else — a boy. furrowing your brow, you place the pumpkin into the barrow and make your way towards her.

“hey, ellie, you found a pumpkin yet?” you ask, looking down at the young girl, choosing to ignore the boy in front of her. “yeah, but it was too big, so he’s helping me pick it up,” she turns and tells you with a smile, pointing to the boy. that’s when you get a proper look at him.

his brown hair is somewhat hidden under the red cap he’s got on, his sweater seems to fit perfectly, and his baggy jeans have a carabiner that keeps car keys dangling from it. after giving him a once over, you study his face; the soft smile that plays at his lips, the slight stubble that makes his cheekbones more pronounced, the way his nose is slightly pink due to the autumn air. but that thing that really makes your heart flutter is his eyes. his blue eyes that meet yours and time seems to slow as they do. it’s only then, however, when you realise how much you’d been staring. you blink out of your daze and listen intently as he speaks. “i’m matt,” he introduces himself with a smile, which you subconsciously return.

“yeah, matt’s helping me with the pumpkin,” eloise deadpans, clearly oblivious to the current situation. “this is my sister, y/n,” the girl then tells matt from in between the two of you. “y/n,” matt repeats with a nod before walking past you and putting the pumpkin into the wheelbarrow. “thanks matt,” your sister calls out, climbing in after the pumpkin. “you don’t need any help with anything, do you?” the boy asks you, once again snapping you out of your daze. “n-no, no thank you,” your reply is a little delayed, your mind choosing to focus more on his voice than the actual words he’s speaking. “okay, well i’ll see you around, y/n,” he smiles, turning around and walking towards two other boys who you assume are his brothers.

you focus your attention back to eloise, who is now requesting that you move the wheelbarrow in another direction, which you do after staring at matt a little more.

the rest of the time spent at the pumpkin patch, you’re just thinking about matt. his fit, his face, his hair, his voice, everything. you’re also thinking about how awkward you were, and wish that you got his number or instagram or something.

.・。.・゜✭・.

much to eloise’s dismay, once your wheelbarrow is full you head back to where you arranged to meet your dad. your brother and other sister also have their fair share of pumpkins — your dad collecting most of them. you follow them to the gazebo’s where you pay, eloise still in the barrow making it a little harder to push.

once the pumpkins are weighed, your dad pays and you head back to the parking lot to put them into the trunk of the car. there’s a particularly large pumpkin you’re struggling with, and just as you have it, it drops back into the barrow. just then, you hear footsteps in the gravel behind you. “need some help?” you turn at the familiar voice, a surprised look on your face when you realise it’s matt.

“oh, yeah it’s a little heavy,” you tell him, moving aside so he can help you. matt picks up the pumpkin with ease and carefully places it with the rest in the trunk. the sight alone is enough to make you weak in the knees — the way he so effortlessly moves the pumpkin you were previously struggling to lift. “thanks,” you say shyly, avoiding eye contact with the boy. “no problem. hey, i was wondering if i could maybe get your number?” he sounds nervous as he speaks, but you’re in no position to turn that down.

you look at him shocked at first, before realising you must look stupid and foolishly start nodding your head. “yeah, yeah of course,” matt’s eyes meet yours as he smiles softly, unlocking his phone to hand it to you. you enter your number and make a new contact, saving yourself as ‘y/n 🫶’ which matt makes no effort to change, he just simply slips his phone back into his pocket. “thanks,” he offers you a smile, which you return happily before he makes his way back over to his family.

the whole ride to starbucks you’re smiling, thoughts filled with matt flood your brain as soft music plays through your earphones. your dad pulls up to the drive-thru in no time, asking everyone what they want. you order a pumpkin spice latte, of course, and your siblings all get hot chocolates, your dad sticking to a black coffee. soon enough you’re at canes, and then back home.

once you’re in the familiar comfort of your room, you put on your favourite pyjamas. choosing to turn on an old halloween movie as you get comfortable in your warm bed. as the movie plays, you internally make plans for tomorrow — bake cinnamon buns, go to the mall with your friends, and search for halloween costume ideas.

when thinking about how badly you want to wear a matching couples costume with someone this year, your phone buzzes. an unsaved number pops up on your screen with one new message. you open it, and remember your exchange with matt at the pumpkin patch.

the text reads ‘hey’, so of course you send a ‘hii’ back before saving him as ‘matt 🫶’ and reading the new message he sent you. ‘you free tomorrow?’ and suddenly all plans are out the window when you text back ‘yeah, what did you have in mind?’.

maybe you could have a couples costume after all.

[blushsturns]

safe ♡ bf!chris x gf!reader

description: you’re going through a hard time, but chris always knows how to make you feel safe.

warnings: mentions of mental illness: anxiety, depression, emotional distress. kissing, pure fluff. that’s about it!

w/c: 1921

You haven’t had a good week at all. Everything was going wrong. Your anxiety was sky high and your depression was at an all time low. It hasn’t felt like this in a long time and you weren’t sure what to do about it. Living with anxiety on top of depression was a living hell and you were trying to live life to the fullest, but sometimes it was extremely hard. Your day at work was horrible. Things were extremely busy, customers were insanely rude, and all you wanted to do was hide in the bathroom and cry, but you couldn’t. You had responsibilities and you had to put your emotions on pause if you wanted to make a living, or well, money to afford to make a living.

Once you were finally clocked out from your grueling, never ending shift, you made it to your car and let the tears flow down your cheeks. You couldn’t help it, even if you wanted to. You’ve always been known to be a crier, whether it was for a good or bad reason, but crying sometimes helped you relieve any bit of stress of pain inside of you.

Your chest ached, the anxiety built up inside of you from the awful week that you had and all you wanted to do was go home and sleep. You wanted to see Chris so badly, but he was with Nick and Matt today doing something for a brand deal. He texted you as often as he could, checking up on you to make sure you were okay. You felt bad putting Chris through any worry or stress when you were feeling like this. He always reassured you that it was okay and that he loved you no matter what you were struggling with mentally. He had the patience of a saint and that made you love him even more if that were possible.

You texted him to let him know you were on your way home from work, but you stayed in your car for a couple more minutes to compose yourself before driving. You opened your sun visor to take a look at yourself through the tiny mirror, using the pad of your thumb to wipe the smeared eyeliner from the bottom of your eye. You looked like shit, but that’s okay because at least nobody was around to witness it.

With a deep, shaky breath you were able to compose yourself enough to drive home safely. Luckily, you didn’t live very far from your workplace and you could finally go in your bedroom and be with your own thoughts where no one needed you to do anything.

When you turned the car onto your street, you had to blink your eyes a couple times to make sure what you were seeing in front of you was correct. Chris’ car was in the parking lot of your apartment complex. How could that be? Your eyes narrowed in on his car once you got closer and noticed he wasn’t in the car. It was definitely his car, his silly pepsi keychain dangling from the rearview mirror. Once you parked your car into the parking lot, you pulled your phone out of your purse to see if he had texted you. He did and your face immediately brightened.

Chris: hurry home

You felt your stomach twinge with butterflies, excitement running throughout your body. This wasn’t the first time Chris had surprised you. He’s surprised you many times in the course of your 2 year relationship, but every single time felt special like it was the first. He’s never surprised you with his own presence before. You quickly grabbed your purse and walked into the house. Looking around, nothing looked out of the ordinary. It looked just the way you left it before you left to go to work in the morning.

“Hello?” You shouted out, feeling almost silly that you could possibly be talking to yourself and it just so happens that somebody else owns the same exact car and has the same exact key chain as Chris.

But that’s when he appeared with a big grin on his face, stepping closer to you and his arms immediately extending out with his pretty blue eyes brightening just from staring right at you. Your stomach was filled with butterflies, your mouth agape and jaw dropped in surprise as you stare directly at him. He’s here, he’s really here. “Hi, baby. Surprised to see me?” He asked you, a playful grin tugging on his lips.

All you could do was run into his arms, dropping your purse onto the ground and not caring what contents could have possibly fallen out of it. He immediately wrapped his arms back around you to hold you close to his chest, his hands resting against your lower back. You melt into him, your eyes squeezing shut with tears spilling down your cheeks. It felt like a sudden, instant relief to be in his arms again. You nodded your head at his words, your head resting comfortably against his shoulder, your fingers clinging against the fabric of his shirt as if you were threatening to keep him close to you forever and didn’t want him to leave. Not that he would ever want to.

“Missed you.” Was all you could manage to reply, salty tears hitting your lip as you start to coat the fabric of his shirt with your tears.

You don’t know why you were crying again all of a sudden. Maybe it was because of all the awful week you had and you were desperately craving this, craving him. Sometimes all it takes is a hug for the person you love the most and here he was, surprising you when you didn’t think you’d see him for another week.

He ran his hand up and down your back in smooth, slow circles to soothe you as you hiccup a sob that escaped the back of your throat, your head resting comfortably against his shoulder. He pulled away only slightly so he can look down at you, using one of his hands to place against your cheek, the pad of his thumb wiping away a stray tear that fell against your skin. “I missed you. I couldn’t wait to see my girl. Needed to see you and make sure you were okay.”

You sniffled, your cheeks blotchy and your nose stuffed up from crying as you locked eyes with him, melting into his embrace. You always felt so safe and protected when you were with Chris, no matter where you two were. Chris was very busy, always filming with his brothers, doing different brand deals, going on tour, planning merch and other future events, and even though you were so proud of him, sometimes you felt selfish because you missed him and wanted to spend more time with him. You were thankful to have any time with him though, of course.

You shook your head at his words, pulling your gaze away for a moment and bit down onto your bottom lip before averting your gaze back up into his eyes. His eyes were full of sorrow, worry, and overall protectiveness of you. “Not so good. It’s been such an awful week.” Your words were shaky, but you already felt better in his embrace and being able to talk about it. “How did you get home? I thought you had that brand deal to film.”

Chris let out a soft chuckle, keeping your head tilted just right against his hand, his other hand resting comfortably against your lower back. “They didn’t need me anymore. I did my part and asked if I could fly home early. Once I knew you were struggling, I just couldn’t stand it anymore. I had to see you, hold you, remind you how much I love you and that I’m here for you.”

He always knew what to say to make you feel safe and secure. You nodded your head, flashing him a small smile. “I’m so happy you’re here. I didn’t mean to worry you or anything. Sometimes my depression and anxiety gets the best of me and when things in life aren’t going right, I get so overwhelmed. I’m sorry, Chris.”

“No, no.” Chris immediately shakes his head, placing both of his hands onto your face, the pads of his thumbs caressing your cheeks softly. “You never have to apologize. I’m your boyfriend and I want to be here for you. I care about you and I love you. I know you aren’t having a good time. You’re so independent and you can totally handle things on your own, but it’s okay to not be okay and lean on me, okay?”

Your eyes stayed locked together in an intense gaze as you listened to his words, nodding your head slowly as he spoke. You’ve always been so independent and hated asking for help, but sometimes when you didn’t feel great mentally, it was nice to have a reminder that you weren’t alone. Chris was really good at being supportive. He always knew what to do and say to make you feel safe. “Thank you for not making me feel fragile like a piece of glass that could break in any given minute, or broken entirely already.”

He nodded his head, moving one of his hands to place a strand of your hair over your ear, smiling softly at you as he leaned his forehead against yours, his lips ghosting over yours. “I wouldn’t dream of it. You’re the strongest person I know.”

Your breath falls hot and heavy against his lips, your hands move to wrap around his neck to pull him impossibly closer. “Chris..” Was all you muttered out before his lips fell against yours instantly causing a soft hum to emit from your lips.

His lips immediately pressed against yours deeply as if he needed this, cradling your face in his hands as his lips begin to move against yours in a slow, passionate motion, tilting his head to the side to press his lips against yours a bit deeper. Kissing Chris was like the first time ever single time his lips were against yours. Your stomach twinged with butterflies, electricity shooting throughout your veins as your body melts into his.

After a couple more seconds, he pulls away from your lips and you catch your labored breathing. Your eyes flutter open to see him smiling down at you, your cheeks reddening just by his gaze. You could still feel his lips against yours, your body tingling from the sensations inside of you. Chris had that kind of effect on you, but you weren’t complaining. Not at all.

His grin only widened as he stared down at you, moving one of his hands to grab onto yours, intertwining your fingers together and squeezing your hand reassuringly. “Come on, princess. Let’s order pizza, watch some movies, and maybe if we’re still hungry we can eat ice cream too. Oh and cuddles and kisses. Lots and lots of them.”

Your cheeks only continued to grow a darker shade of red at his words, a soft giggle emitting from your lips. “You’re the best, did you know that?”

He placed your hands up to his lips, placing a soft and gentle kiss against your knuckle, his lips lingering there as he spoke. “I do, but I love to hear you say it.”

Cocky? Yes. The most protective, amazing, loving, wonderful, incredible, sweet, perfect boyfriend? Absolutely.

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a/n:

hi! thank you so much for reading. i wrote all of this at work today and decided to just go ahead and post it. i have been struggling mentally the last couple weeks and writing is an outlet i use when i’m feeling sad.

if you are struggling and need help, please don’t hesitate to reach out to someone you trust. my messages/inbox is always open if you want to talk. i know what it’s like to feel alone and hopeless, but i promise it’s going to get better.

you can also use this website that has tons of resources based on where you live and what you’re going through.

i love you guys. send any requests that you have to my inbox too. thank you for all the love. :)

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[saintfelina]

Pink Poodle Makeup

Let's face it. Coquette has become boring as hell. Gone are the days of tongue-in-cheek vulgarity and campy, over the top plays of femininity. I say we bring things back to the more fun aspects: garish and fun. And for this i'm taking inspiration from fabulous pink poodles. Think your grandma's kitschy pink house, bold eyes and lips and that gorgeous canine dressed in bows with a eye catching fur design. It's big, bold, glamorous and fun.

Base

A thin line between satiny and plastic. You want to have full coverage, avoid the skin peeking through, instead focus on getting a completely flawless finish. It's ok if you choose to go matte or demi-matte with foundation here as additional shine will be added later. Conceal how you normally would, but avoid harsh contour, or refrain from contour completely. This is also a great time to underpaint if you want a more kitschy look. When powdering, ensure that it's a pink or lavender loose powder. Remember: you're not trying to look natural.

Face

Blush should be bold, keep it to bubblegum pinks or peaches depending on your skin tone and apply on the apples to start then drag the blush upwards towards the cheek bone. Nyx Buttermelt Pressed Powder Blush in My Butta Half & Butta Together. This is also the step to add more shine to the face if you wore a matte foundation. Liquid highlighter is best, especially in pink/pearlescent tones. Apply to nose bridge, nose tip, brow bone, high points of the cheek and cupids bow. Try Benefit High Beam Satin Pink Liquid Highlighter or Fenty Killawatt Freestyle Highlighter in Wattabrat

Brows

You can do your brows normally, or you can go for a late 50s - early 1960s style brow. These brows are thicker, fluffier but well groomed. Don't think soap brow. Go for a relatively defined arch-- no straight brows. But the arch can be rounded or sharp depending on preference.

Eyes

Eyes are the most fun, as you can go two ways. First lets start with eyeliner, you can either simple follow your natural eyeshape with no wing (recommended if going for the first eyeshadow look) or go for again a classic cat eye. When it comes to shadow, the first option is leaning into candy colors: blue, purple and pink. Liquid eye paints like the Half Magic Chromeaddiction Matte in Sky Juice are perfect as they are vivid and don't budge. Apply all over the lid and then go in with your biggest, most flirtatious lashes.

Another option is the classic 60s cut crease. For this I recommend MAKEUP BY MARIO Master Mattes Eyeshadow Palette: The Neutrals. Start with a neutral base (relative to your skin tone), then with a cool brown shadow apply directly to the crease, wing it out if desired and again add you liner and lashes. For extra camp, apply lashes to the bottom lash as well. Be sure to blend with mascara (such as Too Faced Better Than Sex) or if forgoing lashes, apply thick coats of mascara. An eyeshadow primer is recommended.

Lips

Finally tying the look all together is the lips. My preferred look, is to do a matte cherry red like Fenty Icon Velvet Liquid Lipstick in H.B.I.C paired with the blue eye look and a bubblegum or peachy pink with the cut crease. For the truest bubblegum pink look no further than MAC Candy Yum-Yum. Or to tone it down with a classic 60s pink lip you can wear Revlon Pink in the Afternoon, famously worn by icon Audrey Hepburn in Breakfast at Tiffany's. A nice middle ground between the two would be Maybelline Super Stay Teddy Tint in Petalcore. To avoid going too matte, top with gloss such as 3D Hydra Lipgloss in 33.

[sirenedeslily]

VIDEO OBSESSION〻ᯇ # matthew sturniolo

✦ SEARCHING FOR PROFILES… two results found !

result ONE out of TWO — @FallenAngels

Y/N GREENBLATT, streamer known for her gaming skills and pretty visuals. seven stars cigarette. moon during a snowstorm. mtl › nyc. thé matcha 26. nyx cold brew lip liner. ‘03 stargirl. coy. cinephile. back tattoos. vanilla vodka infused. alluring. chrome heart uggs. silver jewelry. white orchid. dazed. tangled & wired headphones. black cat. sirene gaze. sullen girl by fiona apple. sweet talker. guarded. shows care in subtle ways. handwritten letters. sensitive. classic black eyeliner, smudged like a memory. mushishi. overpriced coffee. blue velvet (1986). her dream collab? a limited-edition hoodie with cibo matto album art, designed by a tumblr artist she once reblogged. midnight ‘silent hill 2’ streams.

VICTORIA WALKER, cheetah print. manicured nails. dean blunt. monchhicci. started off streaming with y/n, now focusing on her music. tumblr girl gone global. fur boots. london › nyc. betty boop. tom ford vanilla sex. pocket-sized camcorder. ‘01 baby. rick owens. reclusive but magnetic. spider lily. ipod nano. minecraft. angels by a$ap rocky. paradise kiss. 11:11. chrome heart grills. dream collabs? yves tumor, peggy gou, and a track with a.g. cook that’s “still in the works.” mismatched tiffany bracelets. unreleased a$ap mob.

AERI UCHINAGA, pink-haired enigma. macbook photobooth. mean lesbian. twitch streamer turned cultural icon. cherry blossom. prettiestproblem on and offline. perfect blue (1997). harajuku streetwear. retired scene kid. björk. self-released ep titled “petal circuit”—a mix of shoegaze and hyperpop with haunting vocals. tokyo › nyc. widowmaker main. paranoia agent soundtrack. byredo’s blanche. ‘00 doll. two weeks by fka twigs. synth lab streams with modular glitches. dating ning yizhuo; model. domo.

HAMZAH SALEH, slush puppie. bone comics. vintage quiksilver tees. duct-taped backpack. messy. tony hawk fingerboards. his youtube history? “how to ollie without looking lame”. polar bears. co-runs slushy noobz; a youtube channel. created a subreddit called r/CherrySlushiesAnonymous. circa ‘02. napoleon dynamite (2004). cherry airheads. sega dreamcast he won’t shut up about. ck one. spider-man pez. xbox 360. unbrushed curls. owns a lego keychain of marah; his girlfriend. scrawny by wallows. steve lacy.

MARAH ADEL, doll eyes. celestial paradox. possession (1981). iced lavender lattes, leaves the last sip untouched “for the spirits”. heaven by marc jacobs. medieval angelology. ethel cain. ‘03 angel. tattoo artist of the hidden soul, her studio, melancholie, drips in velvet, candied amethyst light, and the faint hum of dusty jazz vinyl. etruscan art. dario argento films. night drives to nowhere. secretly hid a chipped rose quartz under hamzah’s bed. antique heart lockets. soft leather boots. faded polaroids. sparse. mtl › nyc. messy bangs. labdanum no. 3. seperpentskirt by cocteau twins.

back to masterlist! - profile two @ChromeHearts

🖥️𓈒ིུ✧꫶᳜᳝͟ᰭ✿⃨ TRENDING NOW ! matt sturniolo was known for many things: his striking looks, his dominance in the gaming world, and his complete inability to keep his cool around beautiful women. so it’s almost poetic—almost—that his fiery temper explodes during an intense fortnite match, broadcasted live to thousands, only to discover later that the player who completely shattered his pride was y/n greenblatt, one of the most beloved streamers in the community—and undeniably beautiful.

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[sluts4matt]

Can you do a fan fiction with matt and the reader is a mixed (black and white) girl with shoulder length curly hair and brown eyes? Love your fan fics!

ANNIVERSARY

pairing: rough!dom matt x mixed!reader

summary: in which your two-year anniversary is a lot more of a big deal to matt then you thought it would be.

warnings: small age gap(literally a year), fluff, suggestive, SMUT, fingering, p in v (wrap it up boys and girls), praising, public, exhibitionism kink, degradation (if you squint), slight bondage, spanking and choking (if you squint)

word count: 2540

authors note: disclaimer the only thing to go off from the picture above is the dress, other than that, that's not how the character is depicted.

the sun peaked through the silk curtains hung from the windows. you groaned as the light hit your vision, your eyes squeezing back shut.

you grabbed your phone before disappearing underneath your black comforter with it. turning it on, you're hit with your phone brightness all the way up. you mentally curse yourself for forgetting to turn it down, clicking on your boyfriend, matt's contact name.

when you popped your head back out, a grin had overtaken your features. you planted your feet on the ground, shuttering at the coldness before standing up.

march 26th had been such a meaningful day for you. it was the day you moved to los angeles with your mom at sixteen to pursue your dream of becoming a model.

it was the day matt had popped the 'will you be my girlfriend question' a year later. now, it was your two-year anniversary. matt had always been a nonchalant guy, so him waking up before his usual time of 2 pm to do something with you made you feel special.

you made your way to your closet, deciding on a white and blue sundress, as it was nice, but wasn't too fancy. you had no clue what matt had planned.

you slipped into a pair of black boots, walking towards your bathroom to brush your teeth. when finished you took a seat at the small chair in front of your vanity, untying the silk bonnet that contained your curls.

you watched your brown curls cascade down your shoulders stopping right under them as you took it off your head, hanging it on the nob right next to the mirror.

you picked up a wide tooth picked comb, gently tugging it through your hair. you started at the bottom, working your way up to your roots as you dragged it through the curls, the comb getting stuck every now in then.

once you finished, you took a couple scrunchies. you parted your hair through the middle, parting it once more horizontally before beginning to assemble your space buns.

one break down and almost an hour later your hair was to your liking, your edges laying down as perfectly as you could get them too. you applied spf to your face, to protect it from the harsh rays of the sun before applying a thin layer of skin tint.

you blended it out, applying concealer to the underneath of your eyes, your chin, and your forehead to brighten those areas up. you blended that out, doing a small wing with your eyeliner.

you took a spully brush to brush your lash extensions out, making them appear fluffier. you added a bit of contour, blush, and highlighter before lining your lips and applying a coat of clear gloss over them.

you rubbed them together, pouting at the mirror.

"perfect." you whispered; a grin plastered on your face.

you stood, grabbing your black and silver cross body bag, your phone sliding right in. you grabbed a black leather jacket in case it got chilly, and adorned your wrist with a few gold bracelets.

your ears held gold hoops, and a gold industrial bar on the right side. your nose had a black septum ring in it. you smiled at your appearance, checking the time.

11:30.

you made your way out of your room, down the stairs immediately being greeted by your mom, a cup of green tea in her hand as she gazed out the sliding glass door, blowing smoke from her lips.

you watched her tuck her vuse back into her pocket, taking a sip of her tea. "you look nice, sweetie."

the grin on her lips was contagious, the corners of your own curling upwards as well. "thank you, matt's taking me somewhere," i grin, looking out the sliding door to see what she was looking at.

a few birds had been stood on the water fountain on your back porch, chirping in a sing-song fashion. your cat, fish, had been laid underneath the tree, soaking in the sun's rays.

"well have fun," she said, as the two of you heard a car pull up. "shit," you mutter, rushing into the garage. you come back with a blue bag in your hand, white and gold tissue paper sticking out the tops.

you slip the leather jacket on, sliding the bag onto your shoulder as you rushed out the front door, closing it behind you.

matt stood, leaning against the kia. his body was clad in blue jeans and a red top, his head adorned with a red and white snapback. his hands were stuffed in his pocket as he watched you approach the passenger side.

"afternoon," he smiled, opening his arms for a hug which you gladly accepted, your arms wrapping around his neck as he lifted you slightly. the bag hitting his upper back, brought you both back to reality.

"i have a gift," you grinned, pulling back. you handed him the bag, his face softening.

he took the paper out, a smile overtaking his face. inside was a few different rings, as well as squirtle, pikachu, and charmander plushies.

you loved the way his eyes lit up, as if he were a kid in a candy store. "baby squirtle," he says since he already had a bigger one.

he took the plush out of the bag, giving it a tight squeeze before turning his attention to you.

"thank you so much, angel. i love you."

you grinned, watching his eyes flicker to your lips. he glanced over your shoulder, most likely checking to see if your mom was watching. when he pressed his lips to yours, you assumed she wasn't.

you grinned into the kiss, the taste of spearmint on his lips as they moved against your own. his hand had come up to caress the side of your face, his thumb rubbing circles into your cheek.

"i love you too." you say, pulling away with a grin before sliding into the car. he closed the door, making it to the other side of the car.

he pressed the button, the car revving before pulling off. "where are we going?" you ask, glancing out the window.

"you'll see," he smiles, glancing at you before back to the road. he places his hand on your thigh, rubbing circles with his thumb.

you hum, the feeling sending chills down your spine as his thumb brushes against the hem of your dress. your heartbeat quickens, his hand slipping under the dress.

your eyes widen slightly, throughout the two years of your relationship anything sexual was done inside the bedroom, and inside the bedroom only. this was unlike him, yet it excited you.

he brushed against the lace material of your panties, his touch making you suck in a breath.

"matthew!" you say, glancing out the window. "you're being so bad right now."

"i know," he whispers, his fingers pushing the lace fabric aside.

he rubs against your slit, your breath hitching as a whine bubbles up in your throat. his touch makes you melt, his finger slowly circling your clit.

you feel your legs spread for him, and he grins. two of his fingers push inside of you, a gasp falling from your lips. your head lols back against the headrest, your eyes shutting.

you buck into his fingers, your hands gripping the side of your seat. "fuck," you whine, your voice shaking. "so cute, coming undone in the car all because of my fingers."

his words only made you wetter, your eyes opening and rolling to the back of your head. "matt, fuck."

you whimper, a knot forming in the pit of your stomach. "god, so close," you breathe out, moaning.

"are you going to cum, angel? are you going to cum on my fingers, huh?"

you nod your head, your breathing heavy as you bucked into his fingers. he chuckles before pulling his fingers away, "not yet princess."

"what the fuck?" you mutter, opening your eyes. the knot that had formed was slowly unraveling, and you needed it gone. "don't be mean," you pout. "oh baby," he mocks, turning into a park, parking lot.

it was mostly empty, other than a few people here and there. you felt embarrassed, the feeling of wetness seeping from you. you crossed your legs, a frown on your face.

he laughed, pulling into a spot. "aw don't be like that," he smiles, unbuckling himself. he gets out, going to your side to open the door.

you're still pouting, glaring at him. he laughs, holding his hand out. "don't be like that angel."

you undo the seatbelt, standing up. you fix your dress, closing the car door. "that was so mean," "i'll make it up to you," he says, guiding you towards a group of trees.

behind it was a small blanket, sat out with a picnic basket and a few candles. you gasped, a smile taking over your features.

"happy anniversary." he whispered, when you turn to face him. he's holding up a small heart shaped box, and you squeal.

you take it, opening it to reveal a silver promise ring, with diamonds decorating the band. "you can't be serious," you said, your eyes welling up.

"this must have cost you a fortune," you say, looking at him as you blink back tears. "you're worth every. single. penny," he mutters, kissing you in between words.

you kissed him back, your hands sliding to his neck. his hands slide to the underside of your thighs, picking you up.

your legs wrap around his waist, his hand pushing against the tree for support. his tongue swiped over the bottom of your lip, and you granted him entrance.

he kissed you slowly, taking his time to explore your mouth. though he already knew every inch and crevice of it, you were severely glad the trees had hidden you away.

his hand moved from under your thigh to the zip of your dress. he pulled away, looking you in the eyes.

"can i take this off, baby?" he asks, and you nod. he sets you down, pulling the zipper of the dress down. he watches the fabric fall down your body, polling at your feet.

his eyes danced over your skin, as if he was taking a mental picture. "you're so beautiful," he muttered, trailing his hands down the caramel skin.

he kissed you again, the passion between the two of you growing as he guided you to lay down on the blanket. he climbed on top of you, his tongue slipping into your mouth.

your hands slid to the hem of his shirt, tugging it up. he pulled away, allowing the article of clothing to come off.

his hand pushed between your thighs, your legs opening for him. you giggled as you felt his lips attach to your neck, sucking marks, that your mom would tease you about later, into the skin.

you moan, arching your back. "so needy, aren't you?"

you nod, your hands sliding to the buckle of his pants. he chuckled, taking the belt off. the way his eyes looked at your brown ones told you he had an idea bubbling in his head, "do it," you mumble.

he grinned, flipping you onto your stomach. your face flushed and you were glad he couldn't see it. he took the belt, and the strap that was on it, looping it through the holes.

you felt him wrap it around your wrists, leaving enough leigh way for him to be able to tug. once the belt was tied, he slipped his boxers off, throwing them to the side.

he tugged on the belt, a moan falling from your lips. "fuck, please," "please, what?" he asks, his voice smooth and velvety. "please fuck me, matthew."

"how can i say no when you ask so nicely," he mutters, slipping the lace panties you had on down your legs.

he pushes into you, and you let out a choked moan. your eyes roll to the back of your head, his thrusts are slow but hard.

his hand is gripped around the leigh way of the belt, the other resting on your hips as he pounded into you. "oh my god," you breathed, the knot forming in your stomach once more.

"please, right there," you whined, feeling him hit the spot that made you see stars. "yeah? right there angel," you squeaked out in response, pushing yourself against him.

"you like the way my cock feels inside of you?" you nod, not being able to formulate a proper answer.

"use your words," he spanks you, and the sound resonates through the woods. your body jolts at the unexpected contact, a whine leaving your lips.

"yes, fuck yes!"

"good girl," he praised, and it made the knot in your stomach grow tighter. "cum for me, angel. show me how much my little slut loves getting fucked where anyone could see her."

"oh fuck, matt, i'm gonna-" you cry, the knot finally breaking. white hot pleasure takes over your body, and your vision blurs.

your mouth falls agape, a silent scream ripping through you.

"such a good fucking girl, taking my cock like a champ," he mutters, pressing kisses to the back of your neck. his praises were enough to send you over the edge again, your vision blurring even more.

the tears had stained your face, and your chest heaved as you came down from the high. his thrusts became sloppier, the knot in his stomach tightening.

"angel, fuck, where should i-,"

"inside," you mutter, pushing back against him. his movements are a bit harder, his tip rubbing up against your g-spot each and every time.

"right there," you whine, and he continues the movements. your hands squeeze together, in attempt to find something to hold onto without being able to move your arms.

you feel the belt loosen around your wrist before it's falling to the side and matt's pulling out. a whine escapes your throat at the sudden emptiness before he's flipping you over and ramming back into you.

"wanna see those pretty brown eyes when i cum baby," he says, his hands wrapping around your throat. the feeling makes your back arch, his grip not tight enough to cut air off.

he moves in and out of you, his thrusts hard and fast.

"please cum, i can't-" "you can take it, just a bit longer," he leans down, biting into your shoulder. his teeth are sharp, the pain sending another shockwave of pleasure throughout your body.

"oh, fuck, baby."

your orgasm takes over again, and his hand clamps around your mouth, muffling the loud moan like screams that are emitted from you. his thrusts become sloppy, and soon enough his cum is painting your walls.

he rides out his high, pulling out once the both of you have calmed down. his lips connect with yours, his tongue moving against your own.

he pulls away, pressing kisses down your neck. "you shouldn't have gotten me anything," he mumbles, "i already have the best gift i could ask for right next to me."

a grin overtook your features, a giggle falling from your lips. "i love you, baby. happy anniversary."

"i love you more."

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[carolldesign]

👸🏻 Prom makeup set 👸🏻

This set contains: 👸🏻 A 9-swatch matte, colorful eyeshadow with glitter accents in rainbow palette. 👸🏻A 4-swatch graphic eyeliner in dark tones of black, brown, blue and purple. 👸🏻 A 4-swatch soft, glowy highlighter in pastel shades of mint, yellow, pink and white. 👸🏻A 4-swatch cheek blush in the shades of light and medium pink and orange. 

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[rafesangelita]

omgg can we get a makeup products your !readers would use (or your routine + products) ? i’d love to see the sweetheart readers n lamb since i got some sephora gift cards for christmas and idk what to spend it on yet !!

i’ll do my makeup routine products in the order that i use them, and then makeup products i think the sweetheart!readers and sheep would use <3 (you could find ALL of these products in-store at sephora, or on the app!)

my fav products in the order that i use them: glow recipe’s ‘watermelon glow niacinamide dew drops’ , glow recipe’s ‘plum plump’ moisturizer , milk makeup’s ‘hydro grip’ primer , makeup by mario’s ‘master mattes eyshadow palette’ (you could NEVER go wrong with this palette, it’s a staple for me) , nars ‘natural radiant longwear full coverage foundation’ , makeup by mario’s ‘softsculpt cream contour and bronzer stick’ , nars ‘radiant creamy concealer’ , nars ‘powder blush’ (specifically the one in the shade “orgasm”) , huda beauty’s ‘easy bake blurring loose baking & setting powder’ , and my lip combo just depends on how i’m feeling but my go-to more often than not is a pinkish brownish lip liner + a lip gloss, lip balm, or lip oil (i try to stay away from matte lipsticks and lipstick in general cause they dry out my lips) , the very last step is using patrick starrr’s ‘on ‘til dawn mattifying waterproof setting spray’ YOUR MAKEUP WILL NOT MOVE TRUSTTT

now onto the listed !readers..

pogue!sweetheart!reader: summer friday’s ‘lip butter balm’ (specifically the shade “pink sugar”) , elf’s ‘halo glow liquid filter foundation’

kook!sweetheart!reader: dior’s ‘backstage glow face palette’ , too faced ‘born this way super coverage concealer’ , gisou’s ‘honey infused hydrating lip oil’

sheep!reader: she takes a lot of inspo from the 60’s so think of light colored eyeshadows (blues, whites), dramatic lashes, eyeliner, a bold lip, etc…

[kenzsturniolo1]

Prom night M.S

Summary: your boyfriend of 2 years cheats on you at prom so Matt helps you out.

tw; Smut, Angst, semi-public sex, cheating, oral sex, swearing, underage sex.

Today was prom. you were terrified because this was your first prom since you were sick for your junior prom

You and a bunch of your other girl friends were getting ready and hyping each other up for prom. 

You’re doing your makeup as your best friend Alahna is straightening your hair and curling the ends. 

You put on some midnight blue eyeshadow that matches  perfectly with your dress that you haven’t put on yet. 

“Alahna can you do my eyeliner for me?” You say  which is out of your comfort zone “of course you're getting full glam I see” she laughs “I guess” you say shyly and giggle too “I’m jealous of chase” chase is your boyfriend of 2 years. Your relationship has always been rocky and especially right now but you’d do anything for him.

Alahna does your eyeliner and touches of your makeup 

“Thanks Lana” you say with a smile “of course,now go get your dress on, pretty girl” she pushes you away mirroring the smile on your face. 

You go into the bathroom at your friend choles house and get changed. 

After you get changed you hear a knock at the door “y/n/n can I come in” Alahna says “yeah” you say unlocking the door and letting her in. 

“Y/n, baby you look amazing” she says, making you blush. You look at yourself in the mirror “do you think chase will like it?” you say more nervous now “if he doesn’t he’s crazy,you look jaw dropping” Alahna says putting an arm on your shoulder “yeah sorry” “don’t be baby”

You Walk into the school gym that looks unrecognizable. There's lights and music and photo shoot backdrops with silly props.

You walk with alahna and look for chase and some other friends.

You see Chase at a table with the triplets and this girl named Payton who is known for being the school's snooty rich whore. You look at alahna confused when you see payton “what's she doing there with them” you whisper to alahna as you continue to walk towards them “i don't know?” you guys get to the table. “You look gorgeous” chris says getting up and kissing alahnas hand. Alahna giggles and says “thank you chris. You look alright in your lyrical lemonade suit” she says as she sits down at the table with chris.

You get a little jealous at alahna and chris because your boyfriend hasn't even said anything to you not even really acknowledging you. 

You sit down between chase and Matt crossing  your arms and slouching in your seat. Matt sees this, it's almost like Matt knew exactly what you were thinking “i think you look beautiful,y/n” he says looking down at you and you smile “matthew watch what you say to my girlfriend.” chase says sternly finally looking at you “sorry man” Matt says. Chase rolls his eyes and puts his attention back on payton. “At least Matt can pay attention to me” you mumble “what did you say '' chase says looking down at you “you haven't said anything to me at all! You knew how nervous I was for prom and you dont even care.” you say “im sorry baby, wanna go take some pictures or dance?” chase askes, and you nod.

You and Chase get up and go to the dance floor but it's just really awkward. You break the silence finally “I'm gonna go get like a  pepsi or something, i'll be right back” you say “okay, take your time” chase says looking at his phone smiling and texting someone. You ignore him and get up walking towards the cafeteria.

Once you get to the lunchroom you feel someone looking at you. You turn around and see matt. “Oh hey matt” you walk towards him “hey y/n, i wanted to make sure you are okay” matt says looking at your body and curves “im fine, thanks though matt. I appreciate it” you say to him and he just nods “who’d you go to prom with?” you ask him “oh umm i was gonna go with nicole but you know…..we broke up last week” matt says looking down “oh im sorry, i didn't know” you say walking closer to him “no your fine” “i mean she was also kinda a bitch” you say matt laughs a little at that “can i ask why you guys broke up?” you say looking up into his icy blue eyes “oh uh its kinda embarrassing” matt says looking down “do you think ill judge you” you say “no uhhh well she kinda broke up with me because…..she wasn't satisfied in bed” matt say as his face turns red “oh damn im sorry” you say “if i'm being honest you gave off big dick vibes” you say trying to comfort himc”i mean i wouldn't say i have a small dick but it's definitely not 12 inches or some shit” we and him both laugh

“Well shall we head back” you say and Matt laughs “we shall” you and Matt head back to the gym.

Once you walk into the gym your heart completely stops and you see chase and payton kissing.

You freeze for a second and then you run to the exit in the gym and you bash through the door. “y/nnn!” you here matt say running after you.

You lean against the brick wall of your school seconds later you hear the door open and see its matt “you alright?” you sniffle “no im not” you say crying. Matt pulls you tightly into a hug “i swear ill make him pay” matt says through clenched cheeks. 

You just cry into matt. He rubs your back and kisses the top of your head. He sighs “he doesn't deserve you”

You cry into his chest “what did i do to deserve this”

Matt wipes away your tears. “You did nothing wrong. You were the perfect girlfriend, he is blind and a douchebag. You dont have to tell me but how long have you guys been together?” matt says holding your chin “2 years next month” you say looking up at him heart broken

 “that must be hard, you were together for so long and this happens for the face of everyone at your prom… do you want me to tell him he's a dick, or do you want me to kick him in the balls in front of everyone?” matt says “nothing,i dont wanna make things worse.” you say quietly “how would that make things worse? I'm not gonna be gentle to him. I'm gonna make him regret ever meeting you. You are so loving and amazing and he just threw that away.”

Matt finally convinces you. “Could you maybe do that and then maybe… we could kiss just to get him back more?” you say nervously. He gives you a confused look then nods “that sounds good. Let's go back in there and i'll make him regert everything alright, darling?” you nod and wipe away the rest of your tears “uhh do i have mascara on my face?” matt wipes away the mascara under your eyes with his thumb “yeah you do, but you still look great.” your face fills with blush “did you get it all?” you say and he nods

Matt grabs your hand “lets go, and remember, only i get to kiss you, not him, not anyone else. You got that” you blush “mhm” “good girl”

Matt and you walk back into the party, matt looks around for your boyfriend. “There he is, i'm gonna tear him apart.” you stay in the corner and matt walks over and stares him in the eyes. “Youre a complete scumbag you know that? You do not deserve to be dating anyone. How dare you do such a thing to a wonderful girl like y/n? And in front of everyone” you can see matts angry you cant hear chases words but he looks scared almost.

Matt looks at your boyfriend with seething loathing eyes. “You are the biggest, most gigantic dick head on earth! You dont desever any love!” he looks at your boyfriend menacingly “if you ever hurt her again i will beat the living shit out of you, you pussy”

After he says this you see Matt walking towards me. Matt grins proudly, he walks up to you and wraps his arms waist as he pulls you close to his chest, glaring at his at your boyfriend.

You grab Matt's face and kiss him deeply and passionately.

Matt is slightly surprised but he kisses you back deeply and passionately. You sense that he is still a bit shaken by the argument with your boyfriend because he's a bit rough when kissing you. He pulls you close and keeps kissing you.

You slowly slip your tongue in his tongue. He kisses you deeply and puts his hand on your neck as he kisses you with passion and intensity.

You start to swirl your tongue with his. Matt breaks the kiss for air and looks at you with his lips curled as he wraps his arms around you and hugs you tightly. His heart is beauting and he feels his cock harder as he puts his lips back against yours and kisses you deeply and passionately again, his hands massage your back as he kisses you, holding you tightly against him feeling his hard on.

You run your fingers through his hair, never breaking the kiss.

You break the kiss for more air and sigh happily as Matt looks at you with joy and adoration.

“Darling, i love you…” he whispers 

Your eyes widen in surprise “i love you too”

Matt smiles excitdeally and picks you up, putting his hands under your legs and he lifts you up so he can kiss you again. He wraps his arms around you, and kisses your neck, while his hand travels to your hips.

“Lets go to the bathroom and continue this” you say more arousaled 

Matt doesnt respond, he just carries you to the bathroom.

You guys get to the girls restroom and kick the door open.

You lock the whole girls bathrooms.

The two of you are inside, the bathroom is empty. He puts you down on the sink counter and wraps his arms around your waist. He kisses you deeply while rubbing your back and he pulls you close to him.

The two of you are kissing passionately and roughly, matt is wrapping his arms around your wasit and holding your hips. He grips your hips and pulls you closer to him, not breaking the kiss. 

He pulls back for more air and looks at you, you both are out of breath.

You feel each other sweating, it is hot and you can feel the chemistry between you both. He kisses your forehead and continues to hold you close, his hands tracing your body and touching your neck and back, rubbing against your skin.

You pull him by his tie back into the kiss. Matt laughs a little and kisses you back passionately after you pull him by his tie to kiss.

You start to unbuckle his belt.

Matt relieves what youre doing and breaks the kiss with a chuckle. He looks in your eyes.

“So egar”

“Matt i need you know” you whine

He stares at you intensely and you can see the lust in his eyes.

You take off his belts and set it on the sink counter out of the way.

Matt grins, he can barely contain himself as he pulls you against him and kisses you deeply again. You can feel his hand trace your curves.

Matt breaks the kiss and starts to take off your dress.

He grabs the zipper on your dress and he pulls it down, as he smirks.

He pulls the dress over your head and looks at your body. “Youre so fucking beautiful”

You blush and your supprissed as matt quickly and roughly starts sucking oon one of your boobs and squeezing harshly the other one.

“Mmm matt” you moan out and then matt lightly bites the bud of your nipple.

He puts his hand in your panties rubbing through your folds “so wet already”

“Mmm matt more” you whine.

Before you even know it, Matt is on his knees right in front of your pussy.

He blows air on it making you shiver and moan at the same time.

He puts your legs up on the counter so they’re spred apart and very open.

He licks a long strip across your pussy. 

“Mmm aohh matt” 

He pulls your lips aparts and starts going crazy absolualy wild. He's eatting you out like its the last time he could.

He quickly licked and sucking your clit and licking all your pre cum. “Mm matt yes baby” you groan out 

He continues eating you out and starts to slowly put 2 of his fingers in your entrance.

“Uahh matt”

He starts thrusting his fingers in and out of you roughly and continues sucking your clit, slappping his tongue against it.

“Oh matt fuck, im gonna cum”  “no yet baby” matt says pulling away

“I need to fuck you first” matt says standing up

“Mmm please do” you go to your phone and pop off your phone case revealing a condom

Matt takes it from you “youre such a slut carring a condom on you” matt says 

“Im your slut” you say starting to unzipper his zipper “you got that right” matt says looking at your hands

You start to take off his pants with his boxers, Matt helps you.

His cock springs up and hits his stomach. 

You look up at him with a mix of lust and submission. 

“You ready.” Matt askes gripping your hip with one hand and holding his cock near your entrance 

You nod and moan as he pushes his 6.5 dick in you.

“Matt!” you scream and he slowly thrust in you letting you get used to it.

“Its okay, baby.” he holds your back and his thrusts start to get faster

“F-faster.” you say between moans.

“Fuck!” Matt goes faster, and he's balls deep in you.

You scratch his back and moan and bite his shoulder causing the buliding knot in your stomach to get tighter and tighter.

“I'm gonna come.” you stutter out and you feel his dick twitch.

“Come for me.” Matt groans and goes at an ungodly pace.

Your vision slightly blurry and you come undone.

Matts breaths are choopy and heavy and you hugs you pulling out.

You giggle and hold him. “Are you alright?”

“Yeah i just…. Really like you.” matt says into your neck

You giggle again and play with his hair.

A/N HIIIII!!! I'm aware this isn't the best isn't the best but I'm proud of it!!!! i think I may upload some of my old fics from AO3 on here if you want!!! I want to write more cause I just got on break from college and I haven't had time to write in the school year!!! send request if you want!!! XOXO.

[batneko]

A short fic about Sanji and Reiju and gender.

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It was not unusual for Reiju to find one of her brothers in her quarters. Even now, they had a lack of boundaries and a fondness for juvenile pranks. But none of it bothered her, really, and letting them get it out of their system got them out of her hair faster. So she didn't change her footsteps as she became aware of the presence in her bedroom, letting her heels clack on the floor and opening the outer door slowly enough that the hinges creaked.

She had not at all been expecting to see this particular brother.

“Sanji,” Reiju said, surprised. He was sitting at her makeup table, a handful of products in front of him, and when he saw her he shoved them aside and covered his face, though Reiju had already caught a glimpse of it in the mirror. “Are you… What are you doing?”

There was a pause, just a moment too long, and Sanji lowered his hands.

He was smiling, though it looked pained. “I thought it would be funny,” he said. There was lipstick on his teeth. “To- to see how bad I would look in your makeup. And I was right! It's hilarious, isn't it?”

His laugh came out like a sob.

“Who… who would ever think a man could wear this stuff? It's just ridiculous, isn't it? I- I should show the others. How funny it is.”

Bright blue eyeshadow was smeared across his eyelids, bubblegum pink lipstick on his mouth, and coral blush mismatched on his cheeks. Blotchy glitter highlights completed the look, such as it was.

Silence filled the room for several long seconds.

“Mm,” Reiju said, thoughtfully. “Yeah, makeup is pretty hard if no one ever sat down and taught you.”

She pulled over the poofy footstool at the end of her bed and opened a drawer, taking out a packet of wipes and a few little bottles.

“Let's clean all that off first, and start from scratch.”

“I just. It's just a joke.”

“I know,” Reiju said. She pulled out a wipe and took hold of his chin. “Close your eyes.”

Sanji obeyed, sitting there obediently as his sister cleaned his face. They both ignored the way his breath hitched with held-back tears.

“Okay,” Reiju said. “We'll start by prepping your skin. You're a smoker, and a chef, so you really cannot moisturize too much.”

“Men don't need to do that stuff,” Sanji muttered, words slightly slurred by her vice grip on his face.

“More men should,” Reiju said firmly. “They’ll age much more gracefully, and no one likes kissing chapped lips.”

“That… that's true…”

“Yes it is,” Reiju said.

She finished rubbing moisturizer on him, and moved on to eyes. “I like to do eyes before foundation, in case the eyeshadow drops on your cheeks. Today let's just go simple, is your heart set on the blue or do you want neutrals?”

“I- I don't care.”

“I'll use a cool-colored shimmer on top,” Reiju decided. “Eyeliner is optional for daytime looks, what do you think?”

“I don't care, this is… You decide.”

“Yes, then.”

After the eyes were done she moved on to primer and a sheer foundation, explaining each step, making sure Sanji learned every tip and trick - from pumping the wand to opening your mouth to make it easier not to blink. Sanji stopped protesting at some point, just sitting there and letting her use him as a dummy.

“There’s an advanced lesson on contouring if you ever want to learn that, but I think this is enough new information for one day.” She considered her work so far. “It's a good thing you and I have the same coloring. I'll let you know what products I use, but don't be afraid to experiment with new ones. And like I said, moisturize.”

“Okay,” Sanji said quietly.

“I'd do your lips but you're probably going to need a smoke soon, right?” She'd noticed his fingers shaking and gave him an easy excuse for it.

“I can wait a little longer,” Sanji said, surprising her. “Since. I'm already here, and you're already teaching me, so…”

Reiju smiled. “I like bold colors but you seem like more of a classical beauty type. Definitely go with a long-lasting one, maybe matte, but with the shimmer I think we want a gloss.” She grabbed his chin again, ignoring the bristles. “Open your mouth.”

When she was done, Reiju gave Sanji a quick powder, then surveyed the finished look. She sat back, and nodded to the mirror, indicating he should look for himself.

The fear in his eyes was almost painful to watch. This was her little sibling, the closest to her out of the pack of them, the one she'd already failed to protect once. If she hadn't pulled this off it might only hurt him worse.

Sanji swallowed and turned in the chair, facing the mirror.

His lips parted, slightly, and his inhale of breath wasn't quite a gasp.

“I… look…”

“Told you,” Reiju said, nodding. “Classical beauty.”

He swallowed again. “It's. It's not funny this time.”

“Of course it's not, you look great. Nothing comical about being a knockout.”

Sanji stared at his reflection for a long time, occasionally turning his head side-to-side to see the other angles.

“Do you want to stay here for a bit?” Reiju asked.

Sanji nodded, silently.

“Okay. I'm going to change in the next room, and then I'm going out.”

He nodded again. “If… I need to take this off before I go?”

Reiju got the wipes out again, and quickly explained how to use cold cream.

“Got all that?” Reiju asked.

Sanji nodded.

“Are you… good?”

“I'm okay,” Sanji said. He gave her a smile, awkward but more genuine than any she'd seen from him in a long time. “Thank you.” Softly he added, “For everything.”

“Any time,” Reiju said.

She hoped he knew she meant it.

[gnxosblog]

The new boy

Pt 3

𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 ✵ 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞, 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝, 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧?

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ⁂ 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐯𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥?

Matt x reader

Not proofread*

~

Y/n pov

The rest of the schoolweek was kinda boring. It was nice being with friends and other people everyday and not being home that much. I did have some eye contact with Matt and I smile thinking of the memory. His cute smile and those eyes. Wow. The week kinda flew by and there were a lot of fights at home as usual. I mostly spend my free time in my room listening to music and meeting up with Kira, Josh and Aiden. It was now Saturday the day of the party and I was very excited to just get out of the house and party. Jake didn’t really live that far away from me so I could walk to the party.

From Kira

Hey can me, Josh and Aiden come over later for the party?

To Kira

Yes ofc! What time did you have in mind?

From Kira

I can be there around 3 and then we can meet Josh and Aiden at Mac Donalds around 5:30??

To Kira

Perfect see you soon!!! Ily

From Kira

Lym girl

It was currently 2pm and I decided to take a shower before Kira came over. After the shower I put on a vanilla body butter and dried my hair. I put on some blue shorts and a pink top. I turned on my box and put on some rap music. I was jamming to the songs when I heard a knock on the door. I opened the front door and let Kira in. My dad was on a work trip and my mom was a weekend away with one of her friends. “Hey girl.” Kira said. “Heyy.” I said. “I’m kinda hungry, do you have some food?” Kira asked. “Oh so that’s why you’re here for food.” I said with a smirk. “Yeah sorry I didn’t want to tell you.” Kira said. We both started laughing. “No but like fr do you have food?” Kira asked. “Yeah I have some crisps I guess.” I said. “Yummy thanks.” Kira said hugging me. We watched a movie and danced to music till it was 5:15pm. “Oh shit we have to leave to Macdonald’s.” I say. “Oh shit yeah we don’t want Aiden and Josh to get mad.” Kira said laughing. We walked out of the door to my car and got in. We drove over to Macdonald’s.

“Hey guys.” Me and Kira say as we walk over to the table Josh and Aiden were sitting down. “Hi y/n and hi Kira.” Josh said. “Hey.” Aiden said as his attention was already on his girlfriend and he pat on the seat next to him signaling for Kira to sit down. “So what you guys gonna order?” Aiden asked. “Probably some nuggets and fries.” I say. “Yeah same.” Kira says. “I’m gonna order fries and a big ass burger yo.” Aiden says. We start laughing. “I’m ordering the same as Aiden but without the big ass.” Josh says. We laugh again. God I loved these moments just our dumb humor and living in this moment and not think about anything else. After a while we got our food and finished it up. “So me and Kira are going back to my place to get ready for the party, you guys can join us.” I say. “Okay we’ll come.” Josh says. Me and Kira got in my car and Josh and Aiden followed us in Josh’s car.

We arrived at my place around 7:30pm. Jake’s party starts at 9pm so we got enough time to get ready. “You guys can just chill in my living room while me and Kira get ready.” I say before walking upstairs to my room. “God what do I wear?” I ask Kira. “Maybe like a dress, I’m wearing my black one.” Kira says. “Ooh hot, yeah I’ll wear my navy blue dress I guess.” I say. “Omg yes that’s one hot.” Kira says. I put on my makeup and decided to do something different and add a little eyeliner and line my eyes with eye pencil. I thought it looked good so maybe I’ll do this more often. I liked my lips and put on a gloss. “I’m ready.” I say. “Gosh hot asf.” Kira says. “Oh shut up look at you.” I say. “Ooh it’s 9:05pm, we better hurry.” I say. We walk down the stairs and put on some heels. I put on ones were the heel isn’t to long so I could still dance if I feel like it. “You guys finally done?” Aiden asks. “Yeah sorry it took so long babe.” Kira says. We walk out the door and made our way to the party.

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We had only been at the party for 30 minutes now and Aiden was already a bit tipsy. Me and Kira were just dancing on the dance floor with drinks in our hands as I saw a familiar face. I saw Chris talking to Josh, my best friend Josh! Did that mean that Josh knew Matt? Did that mean Matt was also here? Why was Josh talking to Chris. I then noticed Nate, Nate was an old friend of Josh and they’d still catch up sometimes. Chris was probably friends with Nate but did that mean Matt was also? It suddenly got very hot inside and I made my way through all the sweaty dancing people. I walked to the back door and walked outside.

I let out a sigh as I walked over to a swing I saw in the backyard. I sat down my drink still in my hand. I went to take a sip as the back door opened revealing him. Matt was now walking outside and he didn’t notice me. It was quite dark so that made sense. He pulled out a cigarette and lit it up. I watched him as he inhaled the smoke, holding it for a bit before exhaling. God he looked good doing it. Why did I think about him in this way? I never liked anyone. I never thought of anyone like this. Of course I have thought about kissing a boy but I never found one that I wanted. Now I’m sitting here at 17, never kissed, never had a boyfriend, still a virgin and staring at a boy for the first time. Of course I’ve seen boys I found attractive but it was different, not like this. At this point he almost finished his cigarette. I was thinking about going up to him but what would I say. ‘Hey I’m y/n and I keep thinking about you and staring at you, I never thought of a boy like this but you’re different, nice to meet you.’ That would be weird asf, so I just decided to keep quiet and wait for him to get back inside. It was already later at night so the grass was damp. I tried to sit more comfortable but my heel slipped on the grass. Shit. A loud sound came from the swing I was sitting on. “You good?” I opened my eyes in shock as I hear Matt’s voice. God that voice is so attractive. “Hello?” Matt asked. I got shook out of my thoughts. “Uhm y-yes.” I say. “How long were you sitting there?” He asked. “Uhm 10 minutes or something. “Mmh so you were just staring at me then?” Matt asked. Oh God hell yes I was. “Uh no.” I said. Matt was now walking over to me. Shit. “Y/n right?” He asked. How tf did he know my name. My eyes widened. “Uhm yes.” I said confused. “How do you know that?” I asked. “You liked my insta post right?” He asked. Oh no he saw the notification, why did I unlike it oh god. I just looked at him my eyes slightly widened. “Or didn’t you?” He asked. “I got the notification but when I clicked on it I didn’t see anything.” He said. God I felt so embarrassed. I didn’t know what to say but the small amount of alcohol in my system still took the lead. “I was scrolling on insta and saw ur post when my mom walked in and I accidentally liked it, when I grabbed my phone again I unliked it ‘cause I figured it would be weird since you don’t know me.” The words flew out of my mind. Why was I so nervous? I normally didn’t have any problem talking to a boy. Maybe it was just Matt. His gaze, his clothes. His face, everything. He looked at me with an expression I couldn’t read. Oh god he probably thought I was weird. I fucked it up already. “Oh you didn’t have to unlike it, I didn’t mind.” Matt suddenly says. Oh. My. God. He didn’t mind? “Oh okay noted.” I said. God why did I say that such a loser. “I’m Matt btw but I think you already knew that since you’re in my class.” He said. I nodded. “Nice earrings.” He said. I looked back at him, he had a small smile on his face. “You too.” I said smiling. I felt my face going red. He noticed them omg. “Wanna go back inside it’s kinda cold?” Matt asked. “Uh yeah sure it is pretty cold.” I said. We made our way through the backyard back to the house.

As we walked inside the living room my eyes instantly met with Kira. Her eyes were wide and filled with shock. I didn’t tell her about Matt but she definitely noticed me staring this past week. “Hey y/n, over here.” I heard Josh saying. I walked over to him. Matt following me. “Hey, Josh.” I said. “Who’s this?” Josh asked. “Oh this is Matt.” I say. Matt shakes Josh’s hand. “Hey nice to meet you, Josh.” Matt says. “Yeah nice to meet you, Matt.” Josh says. “So how do you guys know each other?” Josh asks. “Oh we actually just met.” I say. “Yeah someone was staring at me.” Matt says. I push his shoulder. “Shut up I wasn’t.” I say. Matt laughs. “Yeah sure.” He says. Josh looked at me with a confused look. I just smiled at him.

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“Hey I’m gonna smoke again, wanna come?” Matt asks. “Uh yeah sure.” I say. We walk outside together. Matt grabs a cigarette and puts it in between his lips. God that looked so good. He grabbed a lighter and lit the cigarette. He inhales the smoke and keeps it in for a second. “Can I try?” I ask. I never thought those words would leave my mind but the way he was doing it made it look good. He exhaled. “You sure?” He asked. I nodded. He handed me the cigarette and I put it in between my lips. I already studied him while he was doing it so I just did what I saw. I inhaled the smoke and held it for a bit before exhaling. I coughed while exhaling. “First time smoking?” Matt asked. “Yep:” I say. “I see.” He says with a small grin. “So are you and Josh dating?” Matt asked. I laughed. “Me and Josh? No never he’s my best friend he’s like a brother to me.” I say. “Why you asking ?” I ask. “No nothing just curious, I saw the way he was looking at you.” Matt says. Looking at me what. “What do you mean looking at me?” I ask. “Well he looked kinda jealous when I told him you were staring at me:” Matt says. “Nah sure he wasn’t, he’s just protective over me.” I say. “If you say so.” Matt says. “Shut up Matt.” I say laughing. He inhaled the smoke from his cigarette again. “Why are you always staring at me while I smoke?” Matt asks. “I’m not, just observing.” I say. Matt laughs. “Observing, god. Name a better excuse.” He says. I just roll my eyes. “Can I try again?” I ask. He nods and hands me the cigarette. I inhale again, hold the smoke before exhaling. This time I didn’t cough. “Gosh you’re a natural.” Matt says. I laugh.

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Me and Matt hung out outside for about an hour. “I like this more than the party.” I suddenly say. Matt locks eyes with me. “What do you mean?” He asks. “Just being here outside talking.” I say. “You like hanging out with me more than the party?” He asks. I didn’t specifically say with him but it is what it is meant and he knew it. I nodded. “Well me too.” He says. His words make my face go red. Was he flirting with me? I don’t even know how that works or anything. “Y/n?” Matt asks. “Yeah what?” I ask. “Why were you staring at me for this past week?” He asks. I swallow. Omg he saw me. I felt my face go even more red. Matt noticed. “You didn’t have to feel ashamed, if I saw you staring it meant I was looking too.” He says. Omg. I look back up at him and he has a sweet smile on his face. “Y- you were?” I ask. “Yes how could I not?” He says. Omg his words make me blush even more. He steps closer to me, now hovering over me. I swallow. “Why are you so nervous?” Matt asks. I just looked at him words not being able to get out of my mouth. I was frozen. I have never been this close to a boys face before. I looked at his lips and then back at his eyes. Gosh the way I wanted to kiss him so badly even though I never did It before and didn’t know wtf to do. I saw him doing the same. Looking at my lips then back at my eyes. I moved even a bit closer. Before I knew it his lips were on mine. I was kissing a boy?! I was kissing Matt?! I kissed him back. I didn’t know what I was doing but I just went with it. I felt his tongue on my lips wanting access. I opened my mouth giving him it. I felt a weird feeling in my stomach. His hands were on my hips and mine were on his neck. After a long make out session, I pulled back. Our lips were both swollen and red from the kissing. I looked him in the eyes. I smiled at him and he smiled back. I wanted to say something when the door opened. “Y/n come quick we have to go home, Aiden just threw up in the living room.” Kira said in the door opening. I looked at her. “What Jesus.” Before I knew it I got pulled inside of the house by Kira. I looked back seeing Matt still smiling. I smiled back at him before I couldn’t see him anymore.

“What were you doing outside with him?” Kira asked inside the car. I saw Josh looking over at me. “Nothing just talking.” I said while my face gained a small pink blush. “OMG you kissed him?” Kira asked. Josh his eyes were now widened. I nodded softly. “Omg girl your first kiss.” Kira said pulling me in a hug. “How was it? Was it good? Was it with tongue?” She asked. “Kira.” I groaned. “Omg it was with tongue, lucky girl.” I looked away tryna hide my smile but it was almost impossible. God that kiss was so good. I couldn’t stop thinking about it. And I couldn’t stop thinking about Matt.

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A/n ooh. Lmk your thoughts. Leave feedback!!! And stay tuned for more parts! Ly x