#Blind date option♡

[crowned-peony]

@kingkatsuki Thank you for the support and I really hope your blind date♡ I probably did his character all wrong but just thought you deserve a pretty and sweet guy that thinks you are an angel and is in love with you♡♡ Also please pick a number between 1 and 6

Two friends were laughing and smiling running through the streets. One friend was holding the other's hand pulling her behind her.

“Jo hurry! They are going to sell out of the new drink again” your friend yelled and pulled you a bit more

“It wasnt my fault we are running late! You were one on your phone instead of getting ready” you yelled back and tried to keep up with them

“A cute boy sometimes is worth more than a drink” they said and laughed a bit

“Then why are we running?” you said with a smirk

“Oh shut up! We are almost there and I wont pay for your drink if you keep it up!” they said and turned back to glare at you.

They stopped in front of a small cafe. The door had a paper wreath made out of hearts. On the windows were large glitter hearts taped on. Both walked in and the aroma of freshly brewed coffee and vanilla filled the cafe. There were few people sitting at tables that had white table clothes, confetti hearts spread around a pink or red vase that was filled with white or red carnation flowers.

“ Jo you can go pick a table and ill go order the drinks okay”

You nodded and looked around the cafe while they got in line. All the tables looked cute and you were having a hard time deciding where to sit until one caught your eye. The flowers weren’t pink or red but a soft lavender color and the confetti was a mix of bows and roses. You made your way to the bale and got lost in looking at people holding hands, sharing drinks and even some couples were singing love songs to each other. Just nothing but cuteness and love surrounded you and you frowned a bit wishing it was you sharing a moment like that with some.

A pink drink with whipped cream and pink colored sugar was placed in front of you, bringing you back to reality.

“Oh that was fast! I thought it would take much-” you looked up to someone that definitely wasn't your friend.

He holds out a note and sits down with his own pink drink.

“Your friend said to give this to you”

You take the note and keep looking at him suspiciously before looking around and not seeing your friend anywhere. You give a quick sigh before deciding you are going to read the note and thinking of ways you are going to make your friend pay for leaving you and having a stranger sit with you.

Hope you have fun, beautiful! Please give him a chance! He is a really nice guy and i spent all morning setting this up! I really feel you both could have this spark! Ill txt you later! Love you :3

You had no doubt your friend did give this stranger the note, you recognized that tiny handwriting anywhere. He was just looking at you while taking sips of his drink. At least he looks cute and you don't feel like he would be a threat.

You both sat there in silence just looking at each other until he decided to talk.

“Are you Jo by any chance? Your friend talks about you but you are prettier than any words can do you justice, Im Chigiri. I hope you are liking your drink. Your friend said you been wanting to try it as she handed it to before they ran out”

“Oh yeah that's me and do they talk a lot about me? And it's pretty sweet so i'm really liking it”

“Yeah they talk about how you are sunshine, how you are a wonderful friend and give the best advice, how passionate about writing you are and just how fun and loving you are”

“Oh” was all you could say, blushing how the compliments sounded so lovely coming from his voice. You smiled at him and took a few more sips from your drink hoping it would give you some time to calm down.

“Its so good, i really hope it stays a while and just not a today thing”

He smiles and nods, thinking he would love to see you always seeing you smile. You look like an angel. He swears that the way the sun is giving you a soft warm glow is a masterpiece that belongs in every art museum. People should be honored to be able to enjoy your beauty. He feels his phone vibrate in his pocket and says excuse me as he pulls it out to see who it could be and ready to yell at someone for interrupting the moment. It was a text message from your friend

Chigiri! Hope things are well and you better be nice to her!! Could you please go to the front counter! There's another surprise for you both and please, please make your way to the heart by 3:00pm!! DO NOT BE LATE!!!!

A second later an image of a poorly drawn map was sent and it had a heart sticker on it. It looks to be a few blocks away. He hands you the phone.

“Any chance you know what's there? I'm not familiar with the area”

You shake your head and try looking for the place on maps.

“There seems like nothing's there or i couldn't find anything”

You both lost in thought wondering what could be there. Maybe a prank? At least you could walk there with a handsome man so if it was a prank at least it would be a bit worth it.

“Do you want to go see?” he asked, a bit nervous.

“Yeah, I mean like we can at least figure out the mystery together right?”

He just nods and realizes that message said to go to the counter. He was just about to excuse himself and get up when a worker comes up to the table and places a slice of cake down. It looks like something out of a magazine, the frosting looks so pretty and fluffy, the chocolate hearts are so perfect and look to be from expensive chocolate.

“Enjoy the rest of your date and you both are such a cute couple!” the worker said before smiling at you both and leaving while humming along to the song that was playing over speakers. You look down at the table blushing and flustered at the comment. His eyes sparkle with how cute you look blushing and he can't hold back his smile. You really are so precious. Once your heart calmed down a bit you took the fork that was on the plate and took some of the cake and a bit of extra frosting and held out the fork offering him the first bite. His heart beats faster and he swore that you must be an angel and just he must have cashed in all his good luck from past lives for this day. You hope that the cake is as yummy as it looks. He gently takes the fork from you with his non-dominant hand to be able to hold your hand. He loves how soft and warm your hands are, he loves how he feels like he is meant to hold it for the rest of his life. He wants to hold your hand forever and not let go.

Not letting your hand go he ate the bit of cake and smiled. “It really is good!” you were about to let his hand go to take the fork to try it when he goes and just like you did offers you a bit of it. You lean in and taste the sweetness of the frosting and wish you were actually tasting it from his lips and not from the fork.

You both took turn enjoying the cake and talking until it was about time to leave for the mystery place. He left an nice tip for the worker and held door open for you.

“Oh you look amazing, im sorry i forgot to tell you. Your hair is one of the prettiest i have seen and the designer of the dress would be honored that you are wearing it.”

“Oh stop it, and you look not bad yourself”

“Thank you” was all he said with a small blush and held your hand and tried figuring out what direction the map was pointing at. After a bit of wrong turns and you both asking around you finally found the place.

You both look at each other confused. There was no signs and the windows were blacked out.

“Should we knock?”

“I really am going to make them pay for the prank….”

The door opens and someone with a uniform comes out. Rockabye Arcade was in big letters on the shirt.

“Welcome to Rockabye Arcade! I am guessing you are Jo and Chigiri?”

Yep thats us!” you said happily. An arcade! You've been bothering your friend that you should go to one soon!

“Well come in! It might be a bit dusty but all the games work and the prizes were just put out today”

“Why isnt there a sign? We couldnt find anything on the map either” Chigiri asked him as you both went inside.

“Oh your friend paid a nice amount to have the place open a few days early just for you both! There's a few workers along with me today so just yell if you need anything or make your way to the prize counter there should be someone always there! Enjoy your date” he said and walked away from you both to the other side of the arcade.

“Wait?! We have the whole place to ourselves???”

“Your friend must really love you”

“I am buying them so much ice cream as a thank you!! Omg lets go try the racing games first!!”

You ran to the mario kart racing game pulling him behind you. He thought about how he will be buying your friend a coffee everyday for a while to thank them for this day. A small dent in his wallet is worth it to be able to remember this day forever.

He let you win many of the games but did get a bit competitive at some. He won you most of the squishmellows you wanted from the crane games and with the tickets won you both agreed on some small trinkets and matching plastic rings and bracelets. By the end of the date you had so much fun you didn't want it to end.

He walked you to your house and carried most of the squishmallows except for a red fox that you wouldn't stop hugging. You told him you had renamed him but refused to tell him the new name. Once you got to your house you asked for his phone and you added your contact to it and sent yourself a quick message with his name to later add his contact to your phone. You thanked him for the wonderful day and before you finally said goodbye gave him a kiss on cheek before going inside.

He was a blushing mess.

Right before you went to bed you sent him a selfie of you holding the red fox along with a message.

His name is Chigiri Jr. ♡ 💋

[margotw10bis]

Better Than Him.JJK [m]

roommate!Jungkook x reader

Genre: fake-dating; romance; smut; one-shot

Words: 19.6k (oops)

Synopsis: When your boyfriend cheats on you and decides to bring his lover to the wedding you invited him to, you take vengeance by pretending you have a new boyfriend: your hot roommate.

Warnings: broken heart; cheating; alcohol consumption; huge sexual tension between those 2 idiots; voyeurism?; masturbating; fingering; bigdick!jk; protected sex

You should have known. The signs were there but you chose to look the other way. Now, you have to face the consequences of your willful blindness.

Because now, there is no "look the other way" option when your boyfriend is standing in front of you and is breaking up with you.

"I'm sorry, what?"

He has already explained the reason but while your ears can identify the sounds coming from his mouth, your brain, on the other hand, has absolutely no idea how to make sense of the words forming the sentences.

Even if Taehyung has a huge craving of rolling his eyes, he doesn't and repeats himself again — he can't really act angered when he is ending a one-year relationship.

"I want to break up with you because I met someone"

The explanation is clear, straightforward, but so raw. Just as Taehyung didn't care about hurting you or that he never actually cared about you.

"Do I know her?"

You don't know why you want to torture yourself even more because you don't want to picture him with someone else. You don't want to picture the woman in his arms, on his lips, underneath him. But you have to be a little masochist because you still ask.

"Does it matter?" Taehyung sighs

It doesn't but maybe you have a faint hope that you're better than her. That he is so wrong about choosing someone over you.

"I deserve to know, don't you think?" Your tone is more hurt than aggressive

"Siyeon" He says after a long pause

Your heart drops instantly.

Siyeon.

The woman Taehyung has been teamed up with for a few months. The woman he told you not to worry about. The woman you saw in his apartment one month ago but he pretended it was a "professional meeting".

You were so dumb to believe it because who the hell have professional meetings at their home at nine pm with a good bottle of wine and candles?! You were so hurt that you denied the truth. Maybe you thought that catching them together would make Taehyung realize that what he was doing was wrong.

You didn't think that he would actually realize that you were the wrong one for him.

Ever since you saw her, you have been insecure because she is gorgeous. More than that, she is confident — something you know you lack and something you know Taehyung absolutely loves.

You feel humiliated. You'll have to explain to your friends why Taehyung is not in the picture anymore and it hurts. Everyone will know what happened. That you weren't enough for him. That he chose another woman over you.

"Now that you know it's Siyeon, you should also know that I'll go to Namjoon's wedding with her" He adds

What?!

That is mean. So fucking mean. Namjoon invited you at his wedding and Taehyung was your +1. And now he is going to the wedding you invited him with another woman, the woman he cheated on you with?!

You can't take it anymore. You want to strangle him and yell at him. You want to find the most painful words ever just for him to feel a third of your pain. But nothing comes to your mind and you only can stay pathetically quiet as the man you thought was the love of your life walks away with your broken heart.

. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀ ♡

Usually, when you come home, you feel soothed. Mainly because you rarely come home to an empty apartment.

After graduating from college, you were like many of your fellows: optimistic about the future but broke. Finding a job took more time than you expected and it was impossible for you to pay a whole rent by yourself if you didn't want to live in a very tiny studio — Seoul has a lot of great qualities but cheap real estate is not one of them. Sharing an apartment became your only option and you spent a few weeks looking for the perfect roommate. Until you found Jeon Jungkook.

To be honest, you didn't want to share an apartment with a man — for all kind of reasons, the main one being that you didn't feel comfortable showing your intimacy to a male stranger. However, as you saw Jungkook's notice, you fell in love with the place. It was luminous, nicely decorated, in a great neighborhood and the two bedrooms were very spacious. With a little apprehension, you met Jungkook so he could show you around your maybe-future-place, and it was even greater than on the ad.

Moreover, Jungkook was sweet and smiling. Very welcoming and you immediately felt comfortable with him. You didn't think twice before signing the lease. You even stayed after saving enough money to have a place on your own.

It's reassuring to live with someone like Jungkook. First of all, he cooks so well. Then, you can always ask him to help you change a lightbulb or refill your car oil. And, most important, he always comforts you when you feel down. He does so much for you that you sometimes wonder what you bring to him...

Yet, you are praying every gods for him to be absent as you're opening the front door. Naturally, it's not your lucky day so he watches you stepping inside with traces of mascara on your cheeks. For once, you wished he was with one of his hookups — it's not something he does much but he is enough of a gentlemen to have sex at the girl's place not to bother you. You have to admit that you didn't take as many precautions as him and you have no doubt he has heard you having sex with your (ex)boyfriend...

"What's going on? Are you okay?" He runs toward you with a panicked face

You blink the new tears away and mumble something like "don't wanna talk about it" before escaping to your shared bathroom. As you look in the mirror, you understand why Jungkook was so worried as he saw you: you look absolutely terrible. Yeah, your makeup is ruined but it's mainly your devastating expression that is obvious.

It's exactly the kind of things you want to avoid when you have to go to a wedding in five days...

The wedding.

Should you go? You're definitely not in the mood. Plus you don't have a date anymore. Plus your former date is going with someone else. Plus that someone else is the woman he cheated on you with. Isn't it the definition of a shitty life?

All of your friends will look at you with pity and you don't want that. You would very much prefer to stay at home and cry over your broken heart with a good vanilla ice cream.

On the other hand, you like Namjoon a lot. He is so great, one of your closest friends. And Tzuyu has become your friend too, she is the sweetest person ever. This day is so important for them and you can't be selfish enough not to go and be by their side. When you spot things this way, being the laughing stock of the party is not dramatic.

And you still have a few days to think about it. You know that your emotions are all over the place so you just have to take a good and hot shower, try to apply some ointment on your poor heart and convince yourself that going to this wedding is a good idea and your only option.

. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀ ♡

Your heart and your brain are not friends anymore.

The whole night you've been through pros and cons of going to the wedding. Your brain strongly defended the pros while your heart advocated the cons.

To be honest, your heart was really convincing, spotting that it's too soon to meet your ex again (and it could be the case for any kind of break-ups), that you're too hurt and fragile right now to face the cheater and his mistress and that you'll have to deal with the humiliation in front of all your friends. So yeah, listening to your heart, you shouldn't attend the wedding.

But your brain had good arguments too. First of all, Namjoon. He was there when, in your second year of college, you couldn't find any place to live. He generously offered his couch for all long as you needed, even though you weren't this close to him in the past because you didn't share any class — a normal thing considering you were a sophomore and he was a senior — and your only bound back then was the Newspaper of the University Club. Then, your brain reminded you that this wedding was more than just that: it was a whole trip with your friends. Namjoon, a well-known romantic, booked a hotel on a beach in a haven of greenery in the Philippines. For a whole weekend, you'll get to enjoy yourself on the beach with delicious cocktails made from fresh-cut fruits, and you'll be able to go the spa of the luxurious hotel. It's an appealing program to be true.

But the argument that convinced you was that Taehyung doesn't deserve to have such an impact on you. He doesn't deserve your tears or any kind of thought or attention. You should do what you want and you have nothing to feel ashamed of. He is the one sporting the shame with his actions.

That is why you're feeling a little lighter the next morning when you head to the kitchen in quest of a warm coffee. You're a little surprised to see Jungkook since he usually goes to the gym at this time "to avoid the crowd and focus on the right moves” — quoting. But he hasn't gone to the gym.

He is leaning against the countertop, his arms crossed on his chest — you try your best not to look at the way his biceps are brought out under his large grey t-shirt — and his black hair is messy. But what catches your attention is his tired face. It looks like he hasn't got any sleep last night and his big cup of coffee almost finished doesn't seem to help.

"Good morning" You greet but you wince at your hoarse voice due to your late crying

"Morning" Jungkook waits a few seconds, watching you fill your own mug with the brown liquid "Do you want to tell me what happened? I'm worried about you"

You sigh and your heart squeezes a little — not because of Taehyung this time but because the lack of sleep of Jungkook might have been caused by you.

"Tae cheated on me and then broke up with me"

A sarcastic chuckle escapes your mouth. When you present things like that, you feel ridiculous to even cry over him. You're pathetic and yet, how can you stop loving someone in just one night? You love Taehyung, you have been for a year.

"Y/N..." Jungkook tries to comfort you but he doesn't quite know what to say

You feel it and give him a faint smile when his big palm gently squeezes your shoulder.

"I'll be okay" You promise him and yourself "If I survive Namjoon's wedding, I'll be okay"

You notice the frown on Jungkook's face.

"What do you mean?" He asks

"He is going with..." You can't bring yourself to say her name, it's still too painful "Her"

You don't have to detail, it's clear enough.

Jungkook tenses and a big wave of anger builds inside him.

"The hell?!" He exclaims "He is such a asshole! He has been invited because of you! And now he is going with another woman?!"

It's exactly what you've spent the night telling to yourself and somehow, it's soothing to have someone by your side. Jungkook has the angry side of your pain and it's comforting. You know he won't belittle your feelings or your pain.

"I swear, I can punch the guy, Y/N" He offers

He looks so serious but it's so out of character for him to choose violence. Despite the numerous hours of box training, Jungkook has never fought someone — that you know of at least. You can't help a laugh at his hero behavior. 'Gosh, he is so precious' You think to yourself.

"You won't punch him. And I won't punch him either. I will just go, enjoy this weekend with my friends and show him that I'm completely okay without him"

"You're sure?" He asks, a little worried

You nod and give him a side hug to enhance your answer.

"I'm here for you" He whispers in your hair before pecking the top of your head

. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀ ♡

Plans have changed.

You clack the front door with wrath as you enter your apartment, shaking the whole wall, and growl when you take off your shoes. You make them fly around you without too much care.

All this noise attracts Jungkook and his eyes widen when he sees you throwing your bag across the room, hitting a lamp that falls on the floor and breaks. Tears of burning anger roll down your cheeks and your heart is pounding so loud in your ears that you haven't heard your roommate approaching.

"Hey, Y/N, what happened?" He gently questions, trying to guess how to act

It's the first time he witnesses your anger. Usually, you sport your disappointed face — a frown and pouty lips. Just like this one time when Jungkook ate the cake you baked for one of your friends' baby shower. Or when he broke your very expensive moisturizer in the bathroom. But you never yelled or appeared angry at him. He is not even sure you've ever raised your voice at someone. You're the kind of person who chooses dialogue to ease conflicts and always tries to see the others' point of view.

But right now, you look like at tornado of furiousness and Jungkook is quite taken aback.

"I swear, I'm going to kill him!" You scream

You really want to punch something, anything. You are so fucking mad. You've never felt like this before and your shaking body due to adrenaline is very well noticeable by Jungkook. He is afraid you'll have a heart attack.

"Are you talking about Taehyung?" Your roommate asks with caution

"This little... shit!" You yell

Jungkook's mouth falls open. Okay, the situation is damn serious because you never ever curse, let alone insult someone. He doesn't even know how to calm you down and he is sure that you could punch him right now — not that he can't defend himself but he would rather much avoid the fury of your delicate fists at the moment.

"He said I cheated! Can you believe it?! I cheated!"

Now, Jungkook understands why you're so angry. He would be just the same in your shoe. God, he is mad right now.

"He said to Namjoon that he would attend the wedding with her for moral support! I can't even believe it!"

Your voice has slowly changed from wrath to hurt and your screams shifted into sobbing. You're a mess. And your heart has broken a second time after Namjoon's call. Sure, your friend didn't believe your ex and he was worried about you. But still, Taehyung said that and you're sure that he has been saying his little story lie to everyone.

"Let me punch him" Jungkook begs, ready to defend your honor

"I wish but it won't be enough" You cry "I want to make him pay. I want to make him feel like the looser he is. Gosh, I want him to think that I actually cheated"

Your brain is going to all kinds of directions, trying to find a way to take revenge. Until your watery eyes land on Jungkook.

Jungkook. Hot, handsome roommate. Great at everything. Completely at the opposite of Taehyung with his tattooed arm, lip ring and brawny body. He is the embodiment of sexiness. And you know that your ex has always been jealous of him. You clearly remember a conversation you've forgotten for a long time.

"You're sure nothing happened between you and your roommate?" Taehyung asked

“Who, Jungkook?” The idea seems so ridiculous to you that you can’t help but giggle “Yes, I'm sure. He is my friend and I don't think we'll ever see each other other than that" You answered, way too in love with your new boyfriend to even look at another man — even if the said man is a sexy roommate who isn't afraid to walk around shirtless

"I have to say that I don't quite like the idea of you living with him" Taehyung pouted

"Why?" You squeezed his cheeks to tease him

"He looks at you funny sometimes"

"You're imagining things, Taetae" You reassured him "We've been roommates for three years. If we wanted things to happen between us, it would have already happened"

"Come to the wedding with me"

Jungkook is looking at you as if you were crazy. Well, you understand. You just came home furious, then bursted into cries and now you have a new, strong determination with fire in your glossy eyes.

“I—"

But you cut him off.

"Pretend you're my boyfriend"

"What?!" Jungkook exclaims, his doe eyes having doubled in size

"Taehyung has always been jealous of you. If you come with me and we say we're together, I'm sure he'll be mad. He'll think I've cheated for real" You explain

You know you sound crazy but you're too angry and too hurt to reason. You just want give Taehyung a taste of his own medicine. It's not fair to Jungkook because he has nothing to do with this whole messed up situation but he is the only one who can help you.

"Don't you think it'll create more drama?" Jungkook points out

He is not wrong but the risks are nothing compared to your willing of revenge.

"Maybe for him" You concede "But I'm sick of his behavior. He can't cheat, break my heart and act like I'm the villain. This is my friends' wedding and Taehyung is doing everything he can to ruin that for me. I just want to be with my friends and enjoy a nice weekend. For that, I need an ally. I need you. Please, Jungkook. We'll just have to hold hands, dance together and it'll be it. And there is a great gym at the hotel, I saw it on the website”

You’re looking at him with those puppy eyes that your roommate can’t resist. It’s an unfair fight, he knows it. He’ll never win against you and he would do pretty much everything you’d ask right now if it means it’ll heal your broken heart. 

Jungkook sighs. Fuck, you know him way too well for his sake. You didn't have to present the gym part, he would already say yes when you ask him to come with you the first time. To be honest, Jungkook has never really liked your ex. He found him too arrogant and a little bit mean with you sometimes. If Jungkook can be there to protect you and help you to get back at him, he is down for it. Spending time with his roommate in another scenery than your shared flat or the grocery store is just the icing on the cake.

. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀ ♡

Step 1 of "Getting back at Taehyung" plan — or "Making him realize that he is a complete asshole and you're too good for him" as Jungkook calls it— starts straight when you reach Incheon International Airport. Your closest friends are here — plus Taehyung and Siyeon — since you've planned to fly together in order to start the celebration weekend right after work. You were lucky enough to find a plane ticket for Jungkook last minute and you had to battle with him to pay — he conceded but promised to pay for the room in exchange.

Only Namjoon and his future wife, Tzuyu, were informed of your new 'date'. That explains the surprised look on your friends' faces and the pure hate on Taehyung's one. You gloat at his reaction, especially at his frown when he sees Jungkook taking care of your both luggages when Taehyung hasn't even thought about helping Siyeon.

"I'm so glad you made it" Hoseok welcomes you with a hug

"Of course, I couldn't miss Joon and Tzuyu’s wedding!"

You greet your friends, carefully avoiding Taehyung and his date, and decide to tease him a little when you introduce Jungkook — something that is absolutely not necessary because they have all seen him already during some hangings out at your place.

"I didn't know there was room for roommates on this trip" Taehyung mumbles

If the others chose to ignore him, Jungkook doesn't. A smirk paints his face and he scoots closer to you, circling your waist with his strong arm in a possessive manner.

"There isn't. But there's room for boyfriends, right love?"

Your cheeks immediately burn. You knew that you'll have to play a role but you didn't expect Jungkook to be this good at it. You're not good at pet names. Most of the times, you called Taehyung by his name or "Taetae" but the words "baby", "honey" or whatsoever have never crossed your lips. You always feel too shy to use them but you guess that the whole point of this is actually to give Jungkook everything you didn't give to Taehyung — honestly, it's not like he's ever deserved it while Jungkook might. Just to show him that he can't compete with your roommate.

"True, baby"

You pat yourself for not stuttering and Jungkook sees your efforts too so he gives you a kiss on your cheek. If he meant to soothe you, it does the exact opposite since you've never been comfortable at being physically affectionate in public.

This little warm up at pretending dating turns freezing when Taehyung turns around to kiss Siyeon on the lips. A bitter taste fills your mouth as you know that he has done it several times when you were still together. Does he like kissing her more than you? This kind of thoughts shouldn't affect you but it does...

"Come on, let's get through security" Jungkook whispers in your ear as he has witnessed the same gesture

You nod and keep your head low in order to hide your pained expression. You're happy Jungkook is with you because he takes care of everything. You just have to follow his instructions and concentrate on not crying in front of everyone.

Thankfully, Jungkook and you are seated a few rows before your ex so you don't have to watch their lovely interactions. And your roommate helps you forget the kiss by reminding you that the whole point of this plan is to show Taehyung that you don't care about him. Jungkook makes sure to choose one of the movies you like on the seat screen and shares his earphones with you.

You wrap your arm around his and rest your head on his shoulder, laughing at the most ridiculous scenes. You don't even acknowledge Taehyung passing by to reach the restrooms. However, the two men share a glance full of male tension. Jungkook watches with a proud smirk Taehyung's jaws clenching and decides to push a little further: he settles his hand on your thigh. As a man, he knows damn well that he would be pissed if the guy he always suspected his girlfriend to have a thing with did that. Jungkook can see in Taehyung's eyes that he suspects him to have touched you like that in the past — the past during which you were a couple and during which he cheated on you.

But this little game is not that important for Jungkook. He prefers giving his attention to you and watches you laugh with a way more tender smile. He hopes that you'll be as happy during the weekend. As least, he'll do his best for it.

. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀ ♡

This hotel is even better than on the photos. It's surrounded by the forest and the beach. There is even a beautiful waterfall nearby. All the walls are made of wood and classic glass windows are replaced by big openings, giving the illusion of being in the nature. It's magical and romantic, which means that it's perfect for a wedding.

Your eyes shine in front of the beauty of your location.

"It's amazing" You say to Jungkook, tugging on his t-shirt sleeve for him to look at the view

You squeak in excitement when a monkey appears in front of you, flying from branch to branch. Jungkook points at a tree, a little further, and you notice the gorgeous white flowers on it. You're not good at botanic but you think it might be a magnolia tree. It's the biggest one you've even seen. You are so glad to share that with your roommate because you know that Jungkook loves it just as much as you do.

"Gosh, Y/N, thank you so much for inviting me" He thanks you

You shake your head.

"Thank you for coming. And I'm sorry you had to cancel some of your customers appointments"

"That's okay, I can reschedule" He reassures you — you guess that it's one of the advantages of having his own tattoo shop — and guides you to the reception

Everyone takes their key and you don't miss Taehyung's upset eye when he notices that you and Jungkook only have one key, which means one room.

And the said room is just as perfect as the rest of the hotel. Wood is everywhere and the rest of the fabrics — bedsheets, curtains, towels — are white. If you had to picture heaven, it'd be it. It's perfect.

The bedroom is spacious, giving enough place for a king size bed, a wardrobe, a large TV and two comfortable white sofas. You explore a little more your room for the weekend until you reach the bathroom. Same wood everywhere with a large walking shower. Perfect. It's so beautiful you could cry.

"I don't want to leave. Can't we just move here?" You ask Jungkook, making him chuckle

"Don't tempt me, I might say yes"

You realize that for the first time since your break up you don't feel in absolute pain. You actually feel good. You don't want to be anywhere else right now. And deep down, you know that Jungkook is partly responsible for that. 

After a quick drop at your rooms to change into swimsuits, Namjoon has proposed to walk around to enjoy the beautiful nature surrounding the hotel. Of course, you asked Jungkook if it was okay for him or if he preferred going to the gym. You don't want to impose him any activity because he has been kind enough to accept this whole fake-dating thing. However, he stated that he wanted to see your surroundings and he doesn't regret one bit.

It's beautiful. Tall trees frame the narrow path to the waterfall. The sound of the water, the birds and the faint breeze in the leaves are magical. The little lake created by the waterfall seems to come from a fairy tail.

Jungkook stays close to you, playing his boyfriend role perfectly. He urges you to be careful and holds your hand. You clearly feel Taehyung's eyes burning your back but you do your best to ignore it, especially when Siyeon wears the smallest and more translucent dress ever. You wonder if Taehyung actually likes this style because it's surely not yours — the proof being that you've opted for denim shorts and an oversized t-shirt.

When you are right next to the lake, you throw an eye at your 'boyfriend' but you gulp when you spot the playfulness in his doe eyes. You immediately understand what's going on in his childish brain and you point a warning finger at him.

"I swear to god, Jungkook, if you do that..."

"Do what, baby?" He replies, with a faked innocence

That's vicious because the pet name takes you aback and you don't have time to react. Jungkook slyly wraps his arms around your waist and lifts you up, making your squeak. He is walking dangerously straight to the water so you secure your legs around his torso, just prevent him from acting upon his idea.

"Don't you dare!" You threaten him

"You said you wanted to go for a swim" He teases, pretending to drop you but immediately holds you tighter

"Jungkook!" You scream, burring your face in the crook of his neck

His airy laugh is contagious. You're happy he's happy. You were afraid this weekend would be an absolutely chore for him but he actually seems to enjoy it.

"Look at me" He says softly

You look at his shiny doe eyes. They've never been so pretty. To be honest, everything in Jungkook is pretty. And his wide grin is to die for. He has the most beautiful smile in the whole world.

His inked hand goes up to your face and you're surprised by the tenderness of his thumb brushing your cheek. Honestly, if you didn't know that you're fake-dating, you would be completely in love. But maybe your weak heart shouldn't react as much... It certainly a side-effect of having your heart broken by your cheating boyfriend and not at all because Jungkook is kind and handsome and sexy and everything that describes 'perfect'.

"I won't let you down" He swears and seals his promise with a kiss on your forehead before putting you down carefully

However, your little bubble explodes with your ex's annoyed and annoying voice. And you understand that Jungkook just put on a show because Taehyung was there. You put far, far, far away the feeling of disappointment.

"Can we go to the beach now? Everyone is waiting for you" Taehyung growls

You shrug your shoulders while you pass by him and Siyeon, not forgetting to grab your roommate's hand.

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Would you dare to say that the beach is even prettier than the tropical forest? Yes. The white and soft sand underneath your feet is warm and comforting. And the sea is painted in a turquoise color. It's official: you want to move here.

You don't resist anymore and you are quick to take off your shorts and t-shirt to jump in the water. Soon enough, your friends join you but you see no sign of Jungkook. Your eyes scan the shore and you almost choke.

Jungkook has taken his Hawaiian shirt off and his perfect chest is on full display. Gosh, he is hot. You take advantage of being away enough to ogle him. Your eyes lick his defined abs and pecs, then his strong biceps, especially the one covered by ink, and finish with his large thighs. You internally curse at his orange swimsuit.

"You've found yourself a great specimen" Tzuyu teases you, wiggling her eyebrows

You laugh it off but your red cheeks speak for themselves. You can't deny that you are flushed by the view of your 'boyfriend'.

You're not the only one to blush at this fine man: you can see some other female tourists whispering, certainly wondering if they should go talk to him. But they don't have time to make a decision since Jungkook walks to the water and skillfully swims to you. You didn't know that swimming could be sexy...

You quickly put your head underwater in order to get rid off your blushed cheeks but you're not sure it works. When you emerge, Jungkook is standing right in front of you with his handsome bunny smile.

"Come here" He urges you softly

Even though the water is too deep for you to plant your feet on the ground, it's not the case for Jungkook who can easily grab your waist and hug you. Automatically, you wrap your legs around his torso and your arms around his neck. You still have in mind your fake-dating plan and cuddling in the warm ocean sets the perfect scenery to play your roles.

You push his black wet hair back and use your 'girlfriend card' to admire his handsome face. Jungkook seems to glow with the drops glistening in the sun.

You swear, your roommate has decided to kill you because he attacks you with cuteness when he softly brushes his bubble nose against yours, making you both giggle.

"They're too cute together" Tzuyu beams, hugging her future husband

You've known Namjoon longer than her but she has become a true friend. She is always nice with you and supports you the same way your friend does. You're so happy for them to have found each other because they're perfect together — even though you're a bit jealous of their love right now.

You want to thank her but as you open your mouth, you're interrupted by none other than Taehyung, in his grumpy mood.

"Who wants to play volleyball?" Your ex asks, a little louder than necessary just to bother you

You roll your eyes, scoot a little away but still stay in Jungkook's strong arms. You know that if Taehyung has proposed volleyball is not mundane but it's because he is quite good at it. He used to play in high school and it might be the only sport he can beat Jungkook at. But he surely bets on your roommate's competitiveness to lure him into his trap.

However, Jungkook refuses — which surprises both you and your ex. 

"Nah, thanks. I just want to enjoy some time with my girl"

Namjoon, Hoseok and his girlfriend, and Taehyung join the beach to prep the game. The rest of your group floats around in the water or intend to swim to the yellow buoy.

"You're sure you don't want to play?" You ask

"Yeah, I'm sure" He reassures you and then bends over to whisper in yours ear "Taehyung is so mad right now, he keeps throwing stares at us. Is it okay if I kiss your neck?"

Your heart skips a bit and you nod, bitting your lower lip. It's suddenly very hot and it has nothing to do with the bright sun above you. You can feel your heart pounding with anticipation and you wonder if Jungkook can see the pulsations on your throat.

Jungkook's lips are soft, sending shivers down your spine when they slightly brush against your skin. The coldness of his lip ring contrasts with his hot breathe. You don't know what's got into you but you press him tighter against you and arch your back. Jungkook lands a first kiss to taste waters, then a second one, then a third one — more heated this time. You just wish he never stops and you don't know why you're feeling like that: it's not the first time someone touches you, even if it feels like it.

You close your eyes as you're trying your best not to moan but it's very hard to do when your fake boyfriend starts sucking on your skin. You have no doubt he can feel your pulse with his lips. His teeth gently bite the new mark before his tongue licks it to soothe the pain. You're very thankful that the ocean covers your hard nipples and that your wetness is indiscernible because one thing is sure: you’re aroused. 

Jungkook takes the time to admire his work. It might be one of the prettiest hickeys he's ever made and he has to admit that the purple mark suits you so well.

"Perfect" He states, more to himself than to you, and he licks his lips

When you open your eyes again, they land on Siyeon. She has clearly watched your interaction and you suddenly feel embarrassed. Sure, it was meant to be a show but weirdly, you would have wished this intimate moment to stay well, intimate.

An unpleasant shiver runs through your body at her death stare. You should be the one to hate her — she stole your man for god's sake! — and you don't understand why she acts so cold towards you. Not that you're willing to befriend with her but still...

"You're cold?" Jungkook asks

You use it as an excuse to run away  — or swim away — from Siyeon and her piercing eyes. You have the distasteful instinct that she has read right through Jungkook's and your lie.

You expected Jungkook to put you down but he actually walks to the shore with you in his arms, holding you tighter as the water levels down on your body. You hug him like a koala and Jungkook smiles softly at the image.

It's only when you are by your stuff that your fake boyfriend lets you feel the ground underneath your feet. He hands you your towel and helps you dry yourself. The gestures are sweet and you wonder if Jungkook is like that when he is in a real relationship or if he just plays his role.

He scrubs his wet hair with his own towel at a rapid pace, shaking his muscles right in front of you. You gulp and look the other way. Just like he wasn't an absolute tease, Jungkook lays on his towel to enjoy the sun. However, you notice his blushed cheeks and you know that a sunburn is close.

"You should apply sun protection" You advise

You thought that he would battle with you — it was usual with Taehyung as your ex-boyfriend often complained that you were babying him — but he doesn't and wastes no time to apply sun screen on his arms, legs, chest and face. You can't only chuckle when he turns white because of the dramatic amount he has put on.

"Can you help me with the back, please?"

"Of course, turn around"

Facing his large back is easier because Jungkook can't see how much you're blushing. You make sure to cover every inch of his skin, massaging his back lightly and insisting on his tattoos. You deny it but you take a little more time than needed just to enjoy his body under your fingertips.

When he turns around, Jungkook gives you his bunny smile with a scrunched nose and you know that many women have fallen under his charm. It's not that difficult to be honest.

"How about a game?" He asks with cheerfulness, holding his phone in his tattooed hand

You nod frenetically, so glad that Jungkook thinks about your habits as roommates. You feel like you both need it not to get too lost into your acting. You and him are used to spend evenings playing this stupid game on your phones, fighting for the win. You have to admit that Jungkook is really good at it but you know all of his technics now, resulting in stealing some victories from him.

You are both laying on your stomachs, typing like maniacs on your screens, gasping from time to time when the other kills one of your players. When you are taking the lead, Jungkook bumps your shoulder in order to distract you but you push him back and go further by typing haphazardly on his phone.

"Yah!" He yells, making you giggle

"Yes!" You exclaim as the victory is yours

"It wasn't fair!" Jungkook pouts and you poke your tongue out to taunt his sore loser side

However, Jungkook takes revenge by tickling you with no pity. You squeak and wiggle as much as you can to escape his devilish fingers but Jungkook's grip is strong. You're laughing so much that your tummy hurts and tears roll down your cheeks.

You don't really know how it happened but Jungkook is now above you. The intimate position stops the childish moment and the atmosphere swifts to something way hotter.

You might be imagining things but it looks like your roommate is staring at your lips. It even seems like he is getting closer. Is he going to kiss you? Oh gosh!

'Oh gosh!' because you want him to!

Your heart pounds and you try to calm down all the alarms in your brain screaming 'your sexy roommate is about to kiss you!' but the kiss never happens.

Because as Jungkook's appealing mouth is only a few inches away from yours, the volleyball hits his head with a comic 'boing' sound.

Furious, Jungkook's head snaps at the players and it's no surprise that Taehyung was the one who threw the ball.

"My bad!" He fakes to apologize

"The hell, man?!" Jungkook barks

You feel the tension between the two men, especially when Jungkook stands up, ready to throw punches. You grab his arm as you're trying to calm him down.

"Kook, it's okay" You say softly

"He could have hurt you!" He replies

"Don't worry, I aim good" Your ex mocks him, indirectly confessing that he did it on purpose — not that you had a doubt

Your roommate's fists clench and you're afraid all this thing doesn't end good. You sneak your hand in his, caressing the back of his hand to soothe him. It seems to work as Jungkook has stopped throwing death stares at Taehyung and is now looking at you.

"It's late anyway" You say "We should head to our room to get ready for dinner"

"Yeah, you're right" Jungkook concedes, eyeing Taehyung a last time as an idea lightens up his face "I can't wait to test this amazing shower with you, baby"

Poking his inner cheek with his tongue, Jungkook is clearly provoking Taehyung but it's so fucking sexy. Actually, you wouldn't mind testing that shower with him...

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"Oh my god!" You exclaim "You look really good!"

Your compliment paints a smile on your roommate's face but you have to say that he deserves it. As there is a casual diner for tonight — fancy events are reserved for the wedding tomorrow —Jungkook hasn't put a lot of efforts but he is great even, he always is. It's pretty rare you see him without his baggy clothes and yet, his skinny jeans and black shirt are perfect on him. It's like you get to finally see his musculature underneath the fabric.

Walking around at this man's arm is a boost for self-confidence, even though you had to try harder to look one third of his good-looking.

"You're great, too" He tells you, referring to your white calf-long shirt dress "Look, for tonight, I think we should get more... physical. It seems to really drive Taehyung mad"

"That's because I'm not very affectionate in public, it makes me feel embarrassed" You explain

"We don't have to" Jungkook reassures you "I don't want to make you uncomfortable"

"No, it's okay. I mean, isn't it the whole point of faking?"

"You're sure?" Jungkook asks with concern in his eyes

"Yeah, I'm sure" You nod, giving him a small smile

With a final nod from Jungkook, you both walk to the open restaurant. As you are getting closer, your fake boyfriend gets into his character, scooting closer to you and wrapping an arm around your waist. It's true that you are not used to public display of affection but, with Jungkook's warm body pressed against yours, it's not that bad. Maybe because you're playing a role too.

Unfortunately, you're the first ones to arrive... except from Taehyung and Siyeon already sat at your big table. The air isn't really friendly and you do your best to concentrate on the sophisticated table setting. There are huge magnolia flowers decorating the center and your fingers tickle to put them in your suitcase.

"What do you want to drink, love?"

Jungkook's question drifts away your attention. You're surprised not to have only reacted to his voice but also to the pet name and you know for a fact that it's dangerous for your heart.

As he has suggested earlier, he tugs a lock of hair behind your ear, taking the opportunity to caress your cheek. Instant blush and a dry throat take control of your body.

"I think I'll stick to wine tonight since we'll drink a lot tomorrow"

Jungkook nods, an impressed look on his face at your self-control. Now that he thinks about it, he has never seen you drunk. The few times you both drank alcohol, he clearly remembers that you had only one or two glasses. 'You are such the perfect girl for my parents', He thinks but it doesn't sound as ironical as he first imagined.

"What do you want?" You ask him, but also the two other persons around the table out of pure courtesy "I'm gonna order to the bar"

You just want to run away from your ex and the woman he cheated on you with, especially when they start kissing — in a very inappropriate way in public in your opinion.

"Two shots of vodka" Taehyung replies and you know that he does it on purpose

It wasn't rare that your ex wanted to have shots games, especially with vodka. However, you don't like shots games nor vodka. One day, mad and drunk, Taehyung called you 'no fun', spent the rest of the night with his friends and left you alone in that bar.

You try not to look affected and turn toward your supposed boyfriend.

"Like you said, we'll drink a lot tomorrow so just sparkling water for me. Thanks, baby"

Jungkook's smile puts some ointment to your wounded heart. Right as you stand up, he grabs your hand and pulls on it so your face is at the same level as his. You are both looking into each other's eyes and gosh, you love how shiny his black irises are.

For a second, you think that Jungkook is going to kiss you but at the very last second, his lips aim for your cheek, giving you a sweet peck. You don't know if your heart has stopped or beaten faster... Either way, you just need to hide your redden face.

You escape, exhaling a breath you didn't know you hold. You're a little worried about leaving your roommate alone with the evil couple but you also need time to get your head straight.

"So, how long have you been with Y/N?" Taehyung starts — this question has been on his mind ever since he saw two arriving together at the airport

"Not long" Jungkook answers with a deliberate vagueness, his tone nonchalant

Your ex scoffs, his anger rising slowly in his body. He can't believe that you cheated on him with your roommate! You told him so many times that nothing ever happened and would ever happen between you two and now, you're officially together. That can only mean one thing: you were together before Taehyung broke up with you.

"It's a big change for you, right?"

"What do you mean?" Your fake boyfriend asks with a frown, he really doesn't like your ex's tone

"Well, from what I've seen, you're a guy that likes having fun. Going out, hanging out with friends, partying and so on. It's not really something you can do with Y/N. Honestly, she's boring. But Siyeon, she is everything Y/N is not. Maybe Siyeon could introduce you to some of her friends, I mean, if you want to have fun"

Jungkook is seeing red. His fists clench as much as his jaws but punching Taehyung right now won't do any good. He can't believe that your ex is such a dick.

"Y/N is fun" He bites back "When you want to settle for good and start a future, you don't need to party every weekends. Y/N and I are planning things on the long-term, very long-term"

He swears he can see Taehyung's jaw hanging on the floor. His face is red from anger and Jungkook sports a cocky smirk.

The conversation ends here because you come back and soon enough, your friends arrive. Jungkook doesn't waste this opportunity to grab your hand and kiss the back of it, looking at your ex straight into the eyes. He even goes further in the provocation by gently caressing the forth finger of your left hand.

The diner ends with way less tension than at the beginning thanks to the presence of your friends and the spouses-to-be. Everyone makes an effort to spend a great evening with them and you're so happy, really. But you need some calm. Being around Taehyung and Siyeon this long and pretend like everything is fine is very hard to do. That's why, after everyone has finished their plates, you offer Jungkook a little walk on the beach. For your friends, it's just a romantic moment but for you, it's necessary to gain perspective.

And the light breeze and soothing melody of the waves brushing the sand help. It feels like heaven. Everything is so calm around you, just like you're stopped in time. A parenthesis of happiness shared with someone special...

You don't know how long you walk on the beach in silence. It's not like you need to say something. Not when the reflection of the moon on the ocean is so beautiful. It's peaceful to be around Jungkook. He doesn't have to say anything to comfort you, just him being here is enough.

"I don't think I've told you how thankful I am to you" You break the silence "Really, Kook, thank you so much. For coming with me this weekend and going along with my crazy idea" You both chuckle but the moment is full of emotions "But not only that. Thank you so much for everything you've done for me. You always support me and gosh, I'm so lucky to have you in my life" The intensity of Jungkook's black eyes on you spurs you to add: "As roommate"

Just for a second, his jaws clench before he nods and regains his soft features. That's why you think that you might have imagined it.

"You don't have to thank me. I'm happy to be here and I'm happy to help you whenever you want" He pauses before adding, like a joke or a dig "As roommate"

You both stare at each other for a moment. Jungkook is so handsome right now. He has this honey tan from the day in the sun. You realize that he has more of a man features now than when you moved with him. His jaw is more defined, his eyes more piercing and rarer in their doe shape. But he is attractive, that's for sure. He always has been but you don't know why you notice it way more now.

These thoughts disturb you but you don't have to think about them more because your roommate grabs your hand. His touch makes you forget everything else.

You just wonder why he is doing that: no one is around. You don't have to play your fake boyfriend/girlfriend roles. Yet, you don't move your hand away. On the contrary, you squeeze his big and warm palm and head, hand-in-hand, to your room.

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"Should I sleep on the couch?" Jungkook questions, clearly embarrassed

You have both put your pajamas on, ready for a good night of sleep after all the events of the day. That certainly explains why you haven't talked about the elephant in the room yet: the famous one-bed-situation. Since you're pretending to date, you obviously couldn't take two bedrooms but now, what are you going to do?

You're not kids anymore and the bed is big enough for the both of you. However, you're feeling... weird at the idea of sharing it with your roommate. For you, it's an intimate thing. Yet, you can't let Jungkook sleep on the couch while the whole thing was your idea. But, on the other hand, you can't sleep on the couch yourself when you'll have to be fully operative tomorrow for your friends' wedding.

You are both looking at the bed like it's your worst enemy. Yet, it looks so comfy. It's hard to resist to be honest.

The only solution is...

"We can share the bed"

Your voice is a little higher than usual and you don't think you've ever been this red. But it's okay, you're an adult. It's not such a big deal to have a very handsome and attractive man in your bed, right?

"I mean, if it's okay with you" You add quickly when you spot the surprised look on Jungkook's face

"Personally, I'm okay with it. But are you?"

There is playfulness in his tone and rather than soothing you, it actually makes your heart beat faster for undetermined reasons.

"Yeah, of course" You half-lie — you're not 100% sure you'll survive the tension

"Great then!" Your roommate exclaims but decides to complicate things for you when he takes off his t-shirt, leaving him in his grey jog shorts — because he obviously had to chose grey ones

Your staring eyes push him to give you an explanation.

"Sorry but it's too hot here to sleep with a shirt. But it's nothing you haven't seen, right love?" He teases

Yeah, it's too hot to sleep. Especially when those abs are on display.

You join the bed, using it at an excuse to run away from him. You bite your lower lip and quickly turn around to lay on your side. Facing the wall is the only way to control your want to caress his appealing muscles… You want to slap youself in the face for thinking that because Jungkook is your roommate. Fantasying on him will make living with him very hard and you’re not ready to give up the delicious kimchi fried rice that he sometimes makes in the morning.  

"Good night" He wishes as he jumps in the bed too

"Good night" You reply, your throat a little dry

"Are you okay?" Jungkook worries and scoots closer and rests on his elbow to have a look on your face

Gosh, you're clearly aware of his body right behind you. You can even feel the heat caressing your back. Your own body reacts — or one specific part of your body to be exact.

You nod and shut your eyes close, trying to find sleep as soon as possible. You hear Jungkook chuckles behind you and he gently caresses your shoulder while wishing good night once again and settles on the other side of the bed.

You have to fight every inch of your body not to press yourself against him. You have to remind you once again that Jungkook is your roommate and he only pretends to be your boyfriend. None of this is real. It's just pretend.

But your sleeping body doesn't seem to care.

When you wake up the next morning, your face is resting on his chest, your arm thrown across his torso and your leg clinched around his hips.

You carefully lift up your head and you exhale out of relief that Jungkook is still asleep. You move carefully and slowly to put some distance between your bodies but sleepy Jungkook growls and hugs you tighter.

"Baby..." He mutters in his sleep and gosh, your heart does backflips in your chest

It's just impossible not to die from his cuteness. But there is no time for that because a diplomatic incident between roommates is close.

The first step is to move your leg. But the second you do so, your eyes lands on his morning wood. Red rushes to your cheeks as the bulge is clearly visible in his pants. 'Okay, it's just a physical thing, it has nothing to do with you' You force yourself to remind.

Second step: you gently grab his arm around your waist and push it away. You stop breathing in order to detect any sign of awakening. Thankfully, Jungkook is a heavy sleeper.

Last step of your mission is to get out of bed. You move as slowly as you can and sigh in relief when you're on your feet. You rush to the bathroom, just to witness your blushed cheeks in the mirror. You have to stop reacting so much to Jungkook, your roommate.

But you squeak as your eyes land on your neck: the hickey is well noticeable on your skin. You already know that you'll have to put a huge amount of concealer to hide it — but someway, you don't really want to hide it. You easily convince yourself it’s to get back at Taehyung. 

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"How the fuck am I supposed to tie it?" Jungkook rants

You peak your head out of the bathroom, your mascara still in your hand. You burst into laugh when you notice Jungkook's tie in a very comical knot. You're pretty sure a 4-year old child would do better. Your roommate throws a death stare at you but it only makes you laugh louder.

"Can you stop?" He growls and tries to tie it again, without success

"Come on, I'll help you"

Your playful smile doesn't leave you as you are walking to him but your heart certainly doesn't miss how handsome Jungkook is right now with his black suit. It's elegant on his fit body, just like it was made for him.

"You're 26 and you don't know how to knot a tie..." You tease him while your hands works on the black fabric, soft as silk

"Yah! It's not like I wear it on a daily basis!" Jungkook defends himself, pouting slightly

Actually, you wouldn't be surprised if he told you that he bought his suit specially for Namjoon's wedding.

"Here you go" You announce when you're done

You swipe away some imaginary dust on his shoulders just to be able to touch him. You admire how the suit wraps perfectly his torso.

"You're beautiful" He suddenly says, voicing your own thoughts about him, and his voice has never been softer

The unexpected compliment makes your moves stop and your eyes lift up to meet his. You can see the sincerity in them and you pat yourself on the shoulder for choosing this long pale yellow with blue flowers dress.

"Thank you" You manage to say despite the tension drying your throat, even more when Jungkook settles his warm hands on your hips

Instinctively, your own hands tighten on his large shoulders and your body gets closer to his. This tension is too much for you and your weak heart. Once again, you have to remember that you are just pretending to date. It's not good for your sake if it looks too real when it's unnecessary because it'll give you hope and then, you'll have your heart broken. And you certainly don't want to have your heart broken by Jungkook because, without completely understanding it, you know that it'll hurt far more than when Taehyung did it.

"We should get going" You state, putting distance as much on a physical plan as on a emotional one

Your roommate clears his throat just like he wanted to clear his mind too and agrees with you. With a weird atmosphere, you two leave your room.

You have about a five-minute walk to pull yourself together and enter your 'girlfriend-who-is-so-in-love-with-her-boyfriend' character — which, you're afraid to say, it's not so hard to do...

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The wedding ceremony takes place on the beach, with white seats for the few friends that have accompanied you. You're not ashamed to say that you shedded a tear during the vows — giving Jungkook an opportunity to hug you tight and peck your cheek — and you're surely not the only one. The ceremony though was quite simple and quick because Namjoon and Tzuyu have rent one of the reception halls of the hotel.

Just like the rest of the common areas, it's all wooden and white curtains flying away with the breeze. It's not a huge hall but it has enough place for a dance floor, a bar and some tables for lunch. Honestly, it's your dream wedding since everything is so romantic. The only problem is that you don't have anyone to marry...

The man you thought you were going to spend your life with cheated on you and is right here with that girl. And the man you could want to marry is faking your relationship. You don't really know how everything went so out of control recently...

But it doesn't really matter because the said fake-boyfriend leads you to your table, a hand on your lower back. This very hand slightly goes down as you approach your ex. You don't hear it but Taehyung makes a not so nice comment about your roommate, complaining about how you could choose a tattoo artist — basically describing him as a delinquent — when you were with your ex, working at a prestigious law firm in Seoul. This comment makes Jungkook tense, especially his fists and jaws. He could throw punch but it wouldn't be smart — he doesn’t know why his fighting instinct jumps up every time he spots the stupid face of your ex. So Jungkook whispers, loud enough for Taehyung to hear it, something so scandalous that you gasp.

"Can I tattoo my name on your ass? It'd look so fucking cute"

How can he say something like that?! It's so scandalous, so... hot. Thankfully, by the time you should respond, you're far enough from Taehyung and Siyeon for them to spot your words.

"Jungkook!" You scold him but your red cheeks don’t do much to pretend to be firm "Don't say that!"

"Sorry" He apologizes but his proud smile is a clear sign that he doesn't regret at all "But the face Taehyung made totally worth it"

You roll your eyes playfully and push on his shoulder to make him sit down at your table. Since you'll have to say a few words — a little speech you've spent hours to write with Jungkook's help —, you are given the honor to be at the bride and groom's table.

You give a warm smile to Yoongi, Namjoon's best man. Despite knowing Namjoon for some years now, you've never spent too much time with Yoongi. It can be mainly explained by the fact that the black-haired man is not fond of social events and rather much prefers staying at home. The occasions on which you get to see this rare species are per se exceptional. However, Yoongi's beauty never fails to amaze you: his skin is so white, perfect like the most polished porcelain, but his hair is so black, just like his eyes. The contrast is strong, almost supernatural. Perhaps it's also the way that you can't read his face most of the times.

The way Yoongi stays quiet, looking intensely at you and Jungkook, makes you think that he can read right through you. Does he know that you're faking everything with your roommate? Even if he does, he welcomes you with a brief but friendly nod of head.

Jungkook seems to be more at ease around Yoongi than you are, starting the conservation without being offended by the silence from the other side of the table. Someway, a proud smile appears on your face when you watch your (fake) boyfriend trying his best to be friendly with your social circle. You know that, despite Jungkook's nature of friendlyness, he really wants to be appreciated by your friends. It warms your heart that he is doing more efforts in one weekend than Taehyung has done in a whole year of relationship.

You can't help a giggle at Jungkook being totally immersed into his story of how he went to the wrong apartment one time after drinking too much, in the wrong fucking building. You put your hand on his on the table and you're sure that your roommate doesn't even notice how intimately he intertwines yours fingers. He doesn't have to notice actually, because you do it for the two of you, blushing lightly under your makeup.

"It's good to see you happy" Yoongi suddenly says at you after Jungkook's storytime

You're a bit surprised by Yoongi's words though. First of all, because he doesn't talk much. Then, because you were happy before, you mean with Taehyung, right? Didn't you seem happy before? Are you happier now in a fake relation?

Those questions make you slightly frown and you just can respond with a nod of head. You try to deviate the conversation in order to think about that and ask Jungkook to tell the one time he has to take down the whole sink of the bathroom because you thought your ring was in it but it was actually in your jewelry box.

Thankfully, Namjoon and Tzuyu's arrival is a good distraction for your brain, and followed by the food served. You watch Jungkook frowning as he is chewing on his lobster, notifying you that he enjoys the meal very much. You even hear him exclaim a 'damn!' of appreciation.

On your side, Tzuyu elbows you to catch your attention.

"You look so in love. I'm so happy you found someone good after Tae" She whispers

You look in love? On the one hand, it's a good thing that you are fooling everyone but on the other hand, you're not sure to be that great of an actress. Do you look in love because you are? If that so, you are in a big mess.

"Well, Jungkook is nice" You choose to respond, carefully avoiding the part about you being in love with your roommate/fake-boyfriend

"He is whipped for you too, you know. He hasn't stopped looking at you when you weren't paying attention" Tzuyu giggles

Being taken aback is an understatement. You shouldn't pay too much care about what Tzuyu is saying because she thinks you are dating Jungkook. Maybe she just wants to be nice, or maybe your roommate's acting is amazingly believable for the people around you but you, on the other hand, shouldn't believe it too much. It's getting harder and harder to separate the genuine attentions of the friend with whom you've been sharing an apartment for four years from his behaviour as your pretend boyfriend. And you are messing with the two, too.

You clear your mind, swallowing the rest of your glass of wine. You don't want to think about that, you just want to enjoy your friends' wedding and enjoy someone 'loving' you for the weekend, even if it's just pretend and even if it ends tomorrow morning.

This new attitude allows you to recover your usual smile and you don't even mind Jungkook's arm on your chair when the diner is over, just like a protective boyfriend would do.

It doesn't mean that you get to leave your table just yet: now is the time for the emotional —sometimes embarrassing — speeches.

Namjoon is the first one to start. He thanks everyone for coming to the wedding and basically declares his love all over again to his new wife. Tzuyu can't help a few tears during her own speech, insisting that the wedding is just like she has imagined since she was a young girl and that all the guests — minus Taehyung you imagine — are welcomed to their house after their honeymoon.

You are intrigued by Yoongi's speech, wondering what such a quiet person will say in front of a crowd, even though it's just a gathering of a few friends. You are truly surprised to see how at ease he is. It looks like he is doing that exercise everyday, even adding a few jokes. Yoongi doesn't talk for long but that's not surprising. He just expresses his genuine happiness for his best friend and wishes the best for the newly married couple.

When it's your turn, you can't help but feel a little stressed. Jungkook must feel it because he gently squeezes your hand and gives you an encouraging smile.

You stand up and you immediately regret looking at your ex since he is making out with his girlfriend — in quite a disgusting way if someone asks you. You quickly look away, searching for a more friendly face and settle on Hoseok. His sweet smile gives you the courage to start speaking after clearing your throat and swiping your sweaty palms on your dress.

"I'm not used to give speeches but I'm used to talk about love. I think it's no secret for anyone here that I'm a huge romantic. I mean, romantic comedies have no secret for me!" You're relieved to earn a few laughs "And I have to say that I'm a little bit jealous about Tzuyu and Namjoon: it was love at first sight and they haven't stopped loving each other since then. I think we all want to have someone that loves us like Namjoon and Tzuyu love each other. I am so happy to be here to witness your love" You say to the couple, your eyes a little blurring because of your tears "I just want you to be happy every single day of the rest of your life together and I hope I'll be able to stand in front of you in the future and tell you that I found a love just like yours"

You can't stop yourself from looking at Jungkook when you end your speech. You only hear in the distance the cheering of your friends because you are too occupied to try analyzing your roommate's face.

He is looking at you funny and you don't know why. Did you say something wrong?

You don't have time to question yourself more than that since a crying bride hugs you tight and whispers in your ear how touched she is by your words.

When you get to look back at Jungkook, he seems to be the same as always: bunny smile and scrunched nose. You might have imagined everything, after all, you had tears in your eyes...

. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀ ♡

It's dance time.

You wouldn't usually dare to step on the dance floor but Jungkook has whined to you. You finally sighed and took his reached hand. And you don't regret because you are having a lot of fun, dancing with your friends. You don't even care that your moves are not very elegant because, except from Hoseok, your friends are not professional dancers.

You have to admit that Jungkook is pretty good but it's not surprising since the man has no weakness.

However, the whole mood changes when a slow dance fills the speakers. You hesitate to step out of the dance floor but your roommate gently grabs your waist and pulls you closer to him.

You rest one hand on his large shoulder and his tattooed palm wraps the other. Soft, warm and comforting. Just like his personality, you think to yourself. You feel coated in a strange atmosphere but it’s not unpleasant, not at all. It’s good, it’s perfect. You realize that you love dancing for Jungkook, you love how he holds you tight against him. 

“Taehyung is looking at us” He whispers in your ears and you’re surprised to have even forget about him while he is the very reason of you being in Jungkook’s arms “Can I kiss your neck?”

You don’t think twice before nodding — and not because of your ex. 

Your breathe itches when a soft pair of lips lands on your thin skin. Goosebumps cover your body but it’s not like you can’t think about it. All that you can feel is the tenderness of the kisses Jungkook settles on you. It’s divine, truly divine. You’re too caught in the moment and maybe Jungkook feels the same because his kiss turns into sucking. His hickeys on your neck heats to your body, builds tension in you and you’re having a hard time concealing a moan. You wish he’d never stop.

"Your speech was nice" He says lowly, almost out of breathe

He keeps his face buried in the crook of your neck so you don’t see the way his dark eyes shines with hunger. 

"Yeah, I changed the end a little bit" You manage to answer

You don't know why your heart beats so fast. It's not the first time you're this close to Jungkook during the weekend but it feels different. You want to touch him more gently, almost with love — which one, you're not sure yet.

"It was perfect. You were perfect"

Is he aware of what he is doing to you? Probably not. Your roommate doesn't know that those sweet, sweet words are the kind of things that makes you fall in love.

At this moment, you realize that you are, indeed, in love with Jungkook. Since when? You don't know and it's not even important. You have a way bigger problem: you are in love with your roommate, who is currently pretending to be your boyfriend. So, it's basically a you-problem and if you tell Jungkook the truth, he will just say that he was acting just like you freaking asked him to!

To sum up: you're doomed.

It's not like you didn't know. Like you said, you're a fan of rom-com. You should have known that you would fall in love at some point, especially when the guy is this attractive... And yet, here you are: just acknowledging that you love your roommate, in a middle of a slow dance, in the most romantic place on Earth.

You sigh at your stupidity.

"Everything's fine?" Jungkook asks with a frown

"Yeah, yeah. I just need to use the bathroom real quick" You let him know

You give him a small smile that disappears when Jungkook gets closer to land the sweetest peck on your cheek, very close to the corner of your mouth. The man is going to kill you.

"I'll wait for you" He promises and gosh, you wish he was talking about your love and not your pee

You nod and run away as quickly as you can, not aware that your ex has followed you.

Your fake boyfriend, however, has seen it clear as day. And he was ready to stop him when Siyeon came in Jungkook's way.

"There is no point" She says, sipping on her glass "You know that Taehyung wants her back, right?"

Even though Jungkook's jaws clench, he nods. He couldn't misinterpret the way Taehyung was looking as you. He was jealous of Jungkook but he was also hurt. And who Jungkook is kidding? You literally asked him to play your boyfriend because of Taehyung. If he asks for a second chance, will you say yes?

"She's with me now" He says with a dry tone

Jungkook doesn't know if he is trying to convince Siyeon or himself. He has a little hope that you won't fall for Taehyung again — for some selfish reasons but also because he doesn't want you to be hurt again.

"Yeah, and Tae is with me but here we are" Siyeon says with bitterness "If they are getting back together, why shouldn't we be together? We could have some fun" She adds with her seductive honey voice

Siyeon is beautiful, Jungkook acknowledges that. And she is damn good at flirting, scooting closer to your roommate, almost touching him. But Jungkook can't do that to you. He is supposed to be your boyfriend and it would be pretty fucked up if he was involved with the woman your ex cheated on you with. More than that, he is not attracted by Siyeon at all.

"Like I said, I'm with Y/N"

Jungkook's tone is a little harsher.

"And like I said, Taehyung wants her back"

Jungkook doesn't know why this memory comes to his mind right now. Maybe it's just defense mechanism: it comes to his mind to reassure him that you won't actually get back together with Taehyung. It's strange though because he has tried so hard in the past to erase it from his brain... But right now, it can't fight it and this night, the first time you invited Taehyung at your place at the beginning of your relationship a year ago, is clear as day.

Jungkook's earphones and video games were quite effective to conceal any noise coming from your room. Your roommate knew that you had a boyfriend, you had told him about it and you looked so happy and excited that he couldn't say 'no' when you had asked him if you could invite Taehyung here. It was also your apartment so you could bring anyone you wanted to be honest. But your caring nature still told you that the correct behavior was to ask your roommate first.

However, Jungkook knew that something would happen in your bedroom tonight, which was making things awkward for him. When you had moved in, Jungkook was very clear with himself not to see you as a woman, just for purpose of healthy cohabitation. He tricked his brain so he could see you like a little sister and it was very convenient when you would step out of your room in the morning with a sleepy face, messy hair and a t-shirt barely covering your panties. After witnessing that scene a few times, Jungkook adopted a new habit: going to the gym before you would wake up.

But now, with a man in your room, you were not your innocent self and Jungkook knew it damn well. It was hard to pretend you weren't probably naked and having sex. Your roommate did not want to hear a single thing about what was going on, which explained the maximum volume of the video game in his ears.

However, he had a problem: he was so fucking thirsty.

After debating for a few long minutes if he should risk it, he decided to be quick and grab a glass of water.

Opening his door, he peaked his head out carefully, waiting if he could hear something but it was quiet for now. 'That's my luck' He thought and basically ran to the kitchen. But well, it was not really his luck because, as he was waiting for his glass to fill up, he heard.

It was faint but he couldn't mistake it: you were moaning. Cute little moans that you wanted to mutter it seemed. From your sounds, it was hard not to imagine how you would look like all naked, pressed against him when he would fuck you dumb, making you scream his name and not those small groans. Jungkook could feel his cock hardening despite his scolding to his body. He didn't want to physically react at you having sex with another man — no, having sex, period. He was ready to run back to his room when he heard your conversation. He knew he shouldn't listen but his curiosity had won the battle.

"Did you finish?" You asked with a small voice

"Yeah" Taehyung replied between his pantings, his smile noticeable in his voice "And you?"

"Well... no" You were clearly embarrassed to confess it

Jungkook almost bursted into laugh. Not to praise himself but it was rare he wouldn't make a woman come before him. However, it was not a problem if it happened because some women just need more time to reach the high. He would just eat her out or finger her until both sides were equally satisfied.

However, he wouldn't have imagined your boyfriend's response.

"Sorry, doll, I'm so tired. Next time, okay?"

Your roommate had no problem picturing you nodding at him. You didn't like conflicts, you didn't like contradicting people. Sometimes it was frustrating for Jungkook — he even had had to take your phone when you had called the after-sales service for your computer. The employee had told you they couldn't do anything and, of course, when Jungkook had stepped in and clearly said that he wouldn't give up until you were fully refunded, the employee had seemed to be nicer all of sudden and a magical solution appeared.

"I'm going to the bathroom" You notified Taehyung

Jungkook panicked and was quick to reach his room, your conversation with your boyfriend replaying in his brain. He couldn't understand why Taehyung would do that. He also wondered if it was usual for you not to come when you had sex with him. That's things he knew he shouldn't think about but it was hard not to do when he knew you would have come with him... And Jungkook wouldn't let you sleep without at least two more orgasms just because you deserved it for being this cute and this pretty.

But his body froze when he heard you entering the shower. The bathroom was next to his bedroom and the shower shared a wall with his room. At first, Jungkook thought he was imagining things and that it was just the water running thought the pipes. But no.

You were masturbating.

Jungkook could hear your choked moans, probably when the showerhead was aiming your clit directly. And it was not good for your roommate. It was impossible not to have a boner.

"Oh god!" You moaned, a little louder and Jungkook was gone

He said "fuck it" and freed his hard cock from his sweatpants. He started pumping his dick at your groans, picturing you in this fucking shower pleasuring yourself. He imagined joining you and making you cum while your stupid boyfriend was sleeping in your bed.

"Fuck" You moaned again and it was even more arousing for Jungkook because you never cursed

You were such a good girl, and now you were masturbating right next to him. He wondered which naughty words could come from your appealing mouth when you were fucked good. Jungkook would have loved making you say all kinds of bad words, turning you into a sin when you were the perfect picture of an angel.

"Shit, Y/N..." Jungkook whispered to himself when your image became too vivid for his sanity

Your moans got a pitch higher and Jungkook knew you were close. He increased his pace, stroking his dick insanely fast but he couldn't stop. This moment was one of the most erotic ones of his life: you pleasuring yourself in the shower, having no idea that he was listening to you and jerking off on you.

"Come on, baby, cum for me" Jungkook spurred you even though you couldn't hear him

But it didn't matter because chance made you come right after, and Jungkook finished too, his cum making a mess on his fist and pants.

Even though it was one of the best masturbating sessions of his life, Jungkook promised himself not to ever think about it again because, at the end of the day, what he did was so fucking wrong.

. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀ ♡

You made a decision. You looked at yourself in the mirror and found a strength you didn't know you had. And you are sure about it: you are going to step out of this bathroom and you are going to confess to Jungkook.

So what if he doesn't share your feelings? Jungkook is a good man, he won't make a fool out of you and if anything, you know he'll just feel bad for you. But the most important thing is that you are sure of our feelings and you are not ashamed of them. Actually, it's a privilege to have such a friend and roommate in your life.

You give yourself some last words of encouragement and step out of your hideout.

Instantly, all the courage you've managed to gather fades away because you are facing Taehyung. You hate that he can destroy so easily the mere confidence Jungkook gave you. You wished you could just avoid him but he calls you out.

"What do you want?" You ask a little cold

"Give me another chance" He says out of the blunt

Your eyes widen as you wonder if you heard well. You certainly did not expect that. But you also can't believe his nerve: he cheated on you, came to the your friends' wedding with his new girl and now he wants another chance?!

Honestly, if he had asked a few days ago, maybe you would have fall again for him — because you genuinely thought that what you were feeling for him was love — but it's not the case anymore. Not after Jungkook. You acknowledge that it's a strange thing to say when you are actually not in a real relationship with the man and that you have tried real hard to convince yourself that your feelings were not what they looked like. However, now that you have stopped denying, there is no turning back.

You only manage to reply a chocked 'what?', still shocked by Taehyung's announcement.

"I made a mistake. A big mistake" Your ex explains, getting closer to you with hope in his — you hate to say it — beautiful brown eyes "Seeing you with someone else made me realize it. I am so sorry, Y/N, please just give me another chance"

"Are you drunk?!" You exclaim, half choking

"I'm not drunk!" Taehyung defends himself, almost offended "We could start again and forgive each other. You know that I—“ But you cut him off

"Forgive each other?" You scoff "I did nothing wrong, Taehyung!"

"Well, you lied to me when you said that nothing was going with your roommate and that nothing could ever happen" He states

He clearly looks pissed but it's not your problem. You can't believe he is placing on the same level his cheating and your fake relation with Jungkook — well, to be fair, Taehyung doesn't know it's fake and he probably assumes that you've cheated too if you are with someone else this fast after your breakup.

"But I didn't cheat!" You yell, unable to contain your frustration "You cheated on me and you broke my heart but guess what? Thank you because if you haven't, I wouldn't have noticed how bad you are for me. I don't love you anymore and I am not going to apologize for finding a good man who takes care of me. Jungkook is good for me and I'm happy when I'm with him. He makes me happy and I'm in love with him. So please, be respectful to Siyeon and I will act like this conversation never happened"

You turn away, proud of your badass moment but stop and squeak. Jungkook is standing right there. He. Has. Heard. Everything.

If the ground could open and swallow you whole, you'll be blessed. But it stays hard as rock for a greater humiliation of yourself. You didn't plan to confess — if you can call that a confession when you made it to the wrong person — this way.

You stop breathing, not knowing what to say or do. Everything went so wrong so fast.

But as usual, Jungkook saves the day and simply grabs your hand to escape your ex-boyfriend's stare.

. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀ ♡

After the little interaction with Taehyung, neither Jungkook nor you are in the mood for partying. Even though you feel guilty for leaving your friends' wedding party, you know that you'll only ruin the festive atmosphere. Your roommate seems like he doesn't mind and you're pretty sure he feels the same since he has not smiled once, which is rare, but you don't quite get why he is like that.

You don't have to talk to each other to agree with heading back to your room. Maybe being in a more quiet place will help to get your mind straight.

You still don't speak to Jungkook when you reach your door. You don't really know what to say and the same goes for your fake boyfriend.

The awkward air around you spurs you to lock yourself in the bathroom. Honestly, you pray that a hot shower will clear your mind and yeah, it does help a little. But when you grab the knot after changing into your pajama, you don't feel like you're strong enough to face Jungkook. The truth is that you’re embarrassed but you don’t even know why. Is it because he has heard you? Or because he has seen you loosing your temper in front of your ex? Or just because your feelings are all over the place and you don’t know how to deal with it?

He heard everything and you totally terrified that he'll break your heart, even though it's not what he wants. But one thing is sure: you can't hide in the bathroom forever. So you gather your courage and open the door.

You didn't expect to see a defeated Jungkook, sit on the bed with his head in his hands. He must have been like this all the time you were hiding because he is still wearing his shirt, even though he has loosen up his tie around his neck.

You hate to notice how hot he looks despite his... his what actually? Misery? It can't be that.

"Hey" You say softly not to scare Jungkook who is so deep in his thoughts that he hasn't heard you approaching

"Hey" He replies automatically

He lifts his head up and your heart squeezes at his beauty and sadness in his black eyes.

"I think we should talk" You start, not very sure if you're ready for it actually

"Yes, we should" He encourages you with a faint smile

You sit next to him and you wish you weren't that aware of the heat coming from his body. You are sensitive when he is around, it's like you can feel things ten times harder than usual.

"About what you heard..." You wince, embarrassed about how things went with Taehyung — and also you're not sure how much Jungkook has heard actually

"Yeah, don't worry" He cuts you off "I know that you had to act like we are together, so you don't have to mind"

You don't like that. You don't like how cold and hurt he sounds. You don't like that he thinks you lied about your feelings. It's almost painful.

"It's not really how I wanted things to go" You scoff, speaking to yourself more than to him

You're feeling frustrated. You run your hand through your hair and grunt when you destroy the bun you forget you had done. Everything is going wrong. You wanted to confess but it should have come naturally. Why Taehyung keeps messing with everything in your life?

You are so mad against him that you can't even stay sit. You almost jump on your feet and start walking back and forth in front of Jungkook who is looking at you like you are crazy.

"Listen to me, okay?" You find the courage to say after a long minute of silence

You stay straight in front of him, hoping that your feet locked on the wooden floor will help you to get straight to the point.

"I realized something" You continue "This weekend, when I got to spend time with you, I realized that I don't love Taehyung anymore"

You are almost out of breathe with how fast your heart is beating and even more when you see the surprise on Jungkook's face.

"I don't love him. And also, I didn't lie when I said that I love you"

You want to pat yourself on your back for finally saying those words that scared you so much.

"I really, really love you, Jungkook"

You hoped it was like in movies, that your confession brought his confession but he stays painfully silent. Is it the moment you're going to be rejected?

"Can you please say something?" You beg with a broken voice and tears in your eyes

"I don't want to be your rebound, Y/N" He finally says

What?

Does he really think that? Doesn't he realize how perfect he is? That you've never felt something this strong for everyone, not even Taehyung?

"You're not!" You promise "Jungkook, you're not my rebound. You are just... perfect. I don't even know how I could have been so blind. I love you not because of Taehyung, not because you pretended to be my boyfriend this weekend. I love you because you are you"

"Can you please stop talking?" He asks softly, bringing his inked hand to his face and breaking your heart at the same time "You're confused right now, I get it" You want to argue but he doesn't give you time "But you can't do that to me. If you say that you love me just to break my heart afterward, I don't know if I can take it, not after this long of dreaming you would say those words to me"

You're taken aback now. What does he mean? You're afraid to misinterpret and yet, you want to believe it so much.

"I love you" You can't help but say one more time, just because you can't contain your love inside you anymore

You love Jungkook too much for your own good but who cares? He deserves so much.

You just want to feel close to him now, and for that you walk to him and place your body between his manspreading. You cup his so perfect face, admiring his beautiful dark eyes, the little scar in his cheek and his lips. He is so handsome that you're having a hard time breathing.

"I love you" You repeat so lowly that it's almost a whisper

You seal your words with a kiss. And it's the best kiss ever, especially when Jungkook kisses you back. The sensation of the cold lip ring against your burning skin is new but not unpleasant —definitely not unpleasant. Slowly, your hands leave his jaws to tie behind his neck as you're afraid he'll scoot away. However, it seems like Jungkook wants to have you closer — which you are absolutely down for — and grabs your hips to urge you to sit on his lap.

This proximity is great to deepen your kiss. You press your chest against his and your fingers play with his soft and black hair. You honestly didn't know that kissing someone could be this good. And all the stars seem to be aligned for you since Jungkook loves your kiss too, the proof being that he wraps your body with his strong arms, making sure you'll stay against him.

It doesn't take too long for the romantic kiss to turn into something else. Something more... heated.

You just can't help your hips from grinding on his lap, earning a low grunt of satisfaction from Jungkook. He even grabs your waist just to press you deeper, feel you better. You both internally curse at your clothes but you don't want to leave the warmth and wetness of each other's lips.

With regret, you separate from his mouth to catch your breathe but the air is cut off your lungs as you look at him. He is insanely handsome. His hair is a mess, similar to when he wakes up but sexier since you know you're the reason why. He also has this cute side with his faint blushed cheeks, but his lips are what attract you the most: they are glossy by the mix of your salivas and swollen. You even wonder how his lip ring is still hanging on his thin skin.

"Are you sure you want to do this? Because I'm not sure I can stop if we keep going"

You're surprised by the raspiness of his voice. Sure, you know his morning and hoarse voice but right now, it's different. Deeper, sexier and addictive.

You can only shiver, wondering how this voice would sound saying some outrageous filthy words.

You look at him in the eyes and they've never been this dark. But they are beautiful, so beautiful that you stop breathing for a second.

"I'm sure, Kook"

You don't recognize your voice either. You're not sure you've ever sounded this desperate before and yet, you don't care. Because it's true: you are desperate for Jungkook. Everyone seems to know except him and that's frustrating. Doesn't he know that this kiss is the best one you've ever had? That you don't even want to feel someone else's lips on you? Why can't he believe you when you say that you love him?

Frustration from these questions pushes you to capture his mouth again but this time, your hands work on his shirt to open every button. You definitely want to feel more of his skin and it's like a relief when his shirt is open enough for you to caress his bare chest. His skin is soft and warm under your fingertips but his hard muscles are right under it.

You scoot a little over, abandoning his perfect mouth to look at his torso and gosh, what a sexy man he is...

You only have a little peak of his tattoo shoulder and only the upper part of his abs but you are blushing like crazy. Jungkook is too hot to handle, that's for sure, but you don't really care burning yourself.

You run your hands on his skin and you're surprised — and pleased — to feel his hardening cock twitching as you do you.

"You drive me crazy" Jungkook whispers but you're not sure he is talking to you or to himself

The tattooed man buries his face in the crook of your neck to enjoy your touch even more. The second you are getting back at your task on the remaining buttons, he starts setting wet kisses on your throat, which makes you loose your mind. You can't focus on your moves, you only feel his warm mouth on your thin skin, kissing and sucking.

Your roommate smirks a little when he spots the hickey he's done earlier and he can't help but suck on it again, making it bigger and redder. He really much enjoys your choked moans but one thing he doesn't know is how wet your panties are right now. You're happy to be sited because you perfectly know that your legs are as soft as marshmallow.

But this hickey is not enough for Jungkook, not when the shadow of your ex still flows in his head. He wants you to be his, and not only for this weekend, not only for pretending. And he needs a visible proof of that. That's why he creates a whole constellation of purple marks on your throat and it's addicting. If it’s childish, he doesn’t care. 

"Kook" You whine at some point when you reach your limit — you need him right now

"Tell me what you want" He teases you while he knows damn well that you're too shy you ask for it

You bite your swollen lips, driving Jungkook crazy. He really wants to kiss you again but he also wants you to answer, to see this new side of you.

"I-I want you" You decide to settle for, looking away but it's not enough for your roommate

"I'm right here" He says with a smirk

"Please" You whine, your eyes settling in his with all your courage

Fuck, Jungkook thinks. He doesn't even want to tease you anymore. You're too good for him and he can't wait any longer.

With ease, he grabs your waist and settles you on the comfortable bed. You blush even more when he gets rid of his shirt with urge. You brush his firm torso with your eyes and bite your lower lip at the noticeable bulge in his pants.

"Take your shorts and panties off for me" He asks and you deliver 

You're not the most confident person when it comes to sex but with Jungkook, you feel safe. And the way he looks at you, like you were the finest piece of art, gives you some assurance.

"Shit, your pussy is so pretty" He curses lowly at your glistening cunt

His rough fingers slide up and down your wet folds, making you whine. You just need more, you're too horny for teasing but Jungkook doesn't care.

His thumb slowly draws circles on your clit and you can't help but arch your back and grab the sheets in your fists. Jungkook absolutely loves watching you like this. You are so gorgeous all desperate for his touch — just like he is for your love. He didn't know he'd have the chance to see this part of you but now, he is not sure he can get enough of it.

"Kook" You moan as his thumb applies more pressure

"Do you know how beautiful you are?" He asks but slides two fingers inside you at the same time, preventing you from answering 

You gasp and moan simultaneously as the stretch feels so, so good and as his words are the softest ones.

"I'm gonna make you cum so good, baby" He promises

He enhances his pace, kicking the air of your lungs, and his free hand pushes your top higher so he can suck on your hard nipples. The cold metal of his lip ring on your burning skin and his teeth teasing your sensitive buds make it impossible for you to think straight — not that it’s time to do math anyway.

Your right hand goes up to caress or tug on his black hair or push him deeper against you — you can't know.

Your walls start clenching sporadically, a sign that you are close. But it's so good you don't want to stop. However, Jungkook seems to have a whole other plan since he slides a third digit in your dripping cunt.

"Oh gosh!" You chock

"Please cum for me, love"

You hate — love — that he is using the pet name because there is nothing you'd refuse when he does so. You reach the highest high ever, shaking underneath him and clenching on his fingers.

You have to take a moment to reach back to Earth but Jungkook doesn't urge you. He pull off his fingers from your hole and settles sweet kisses on your boobs, neck and cheeks. You're not sure you've ever felt so good. Jungkook is too good. You love him too much, so much that you want to cry but you gather all your strength to prevent your eyes from getting wet.

"You did good, baby" He praises softly, kissing your forehead

The smile that his words has drawn on your face disappears when you watch Jungkook leave toward the bathroom.

"Where are you going?" You ask, panic noticeable in your voice

"You cummed hard and you had a long day, you must tired" He explains like it was evident that you deserved some rest

"But... what about you?" You vaguely point out his crotch

"You don't have to worry about me" He smiles but you pout

It's not that you worry about him, it's that you want him. Yeah, you did come hard but you feel like you would never get enough of him, of his touch. And it took you a lot of courage to get to that point, you won’t chicken out now. 

“I want to feel you” You manage to say with burning cheeks

Jungkook hesitates but a little pouted ‘please’ from you convinces him to come back next to you and kiss you even deeper. You enjoy his weight on your body and you enjoy his warmth, especially when he takes off you top completely. You’re left totally naked under him and you want him to be just like you. You mentally curse at his remaining suit pants but your bodies are too close to each other for you to sneak a hand and free him from his clothes (your only reward is the fabric of his pants rubbing your sensitive clit delightfully). 

Your silenced wish comes true when Jungkook lifts up his body enough to undo his pants and slides them down along with his briefs and god, what a sight! You certainly didn’t expect him to be this big and this thick. You get it now when you heard him on the phone with his friends from time to time, bragging about his size. And still, he is damn modest! 

You stare at his hard member, not really daring to touch it even when you crave to do so. And Jungkook seems to read your mind as he delicately takes your hand and places it around his dick that immediately twitches. Just like the rest of his body, his skin is soft, velvety even, but rock hard — you’re not complaining at all. You are completely hypnotized and you instinctively start some light stroking.

Jungkook closes his eyes and breathes deeply through his nose since your touch is delightful. Better than he could ever be able to imagine. Even with his cock in your hand, he can feel your shyness yet your tenderness. You’re an innocent girl doing filthy stuff and someway, it makes him incredibly horny. Call it corruption kink, he’d call it love. Now that he has a taste of you, he doesn’t want anyone else to touch you because there is no way they won’t fall for you. 

“Do you like it?” You shyly ask when you brush his tip with your thumb, sending shiver down Jungkook’s body

“Yeah” He says in a shaky breathe

He cannot control a drop of pre cum from escaping, which makes his tip glistening — and appetizing for you — as you spread it with your fingertip. 

You lift up your eyes and meet a very, very hot Jungkook. His eyes are dark, intense but you still can spot some shininess. It tells you that he likes how you touch him. It’s what you needed to gain  confidence and enhance just a bit your pace around his dick. 

Maybe you’re an expert, or maybe you don’t realize it but you are caressing the very sensitive part connecting his tip to his length every time you go up, and Jungkook is two seconds away from losing it. With a low growl, he quite roughly cups your face and kisses you messily. The sudden force and urge that you feel from him is overwhelming and you don’t even know how to move anymore. That’s why your hand stands still on his member that you feel twitching from time to time — especially when the tattooed man captures your swollen lower lip between his teeth. 

“You are so precious” He whispers and his words seem so profound that your heart squeezes “Let me make love to you” 

You nod instantly because there is nothing more that you’d like but then you freeze as reality hits you. 

“I don’t have condoms” You say but disappointment is as noticeable on your face as in your voice 

Jungkook looks at you, amused. He gives a quick and sweet kiss on your nose before heading towards his bag where his wallet is. With a victorious “Ah-Ha!”, he brandishes a metallic square fold. 

It’s your time to look at him funny and, when he realizes it, Jungkook turns a little bit white — a sign of his panic. 

“It’s not what you think!” He exclaims with urge “I didn’t plan to have sex with you — or with anyone! It’s just that I always have one with me, you know, just to be careful”

You wait for him to stop rambling and open your mouth, amused.

“I didn’t say anything” 

The playful smile on your face cocks a brow on Jungkook’s face. 

“You don’t have to speak, woman, I know what you think” He states as his usual confidence comes back 

You playfully push his shoulder with your foot but Jungkook gently grabs it and settles a kiss on your inner ankle. The gesture is so tender, so intimate and so lovely that your heart could melt out of love. He can’t not realize that everyone would fall in love with him when he acts like that. Everyone is looking for someone that makes you feel this cherished and you just wish you were able to make him feel the same. 

The tension builds up when Jungkook marks his way up your leg with kisses. Each one of them draws delightful goosebumps and wets your pussy a little more. When he is close enough to your core, Jungkook kisses your inner thigh one last time before settling a sweet kiss on your clit and you can’t help but giggle like a stupid teenager in love — but well, you’re in love with him. 

You’ve never been this impatient while waiting for someone to put a condom on but Jungkook seems to shake your whole universe. When he is done and has settled his strong body between your opened legs, he looks at you just like he was wordlessly asking for your consent again, which you grant with a big smile and a light stroke on his cheek. 

He still teases you a little bit when he grabs the base of his cock and slides it between your folds. The pornographic moan that escapes your perfect lips drives Jungkook crazy, and he cannot resist anymore. He needs to feel you. So he places his tip at your entrance and almost faints out of pleasure as your tight cunt throbs around him. He has no other choice than to bury his face in the crook of your neck to prevent from groaning your name, which would be very embarrassing this soon. 

His tattooed hand finds yours and he intertwines your fingers in the best possible as he enters you slowly. You can’t help a gasp and squeeze his hand tighter because gosh, he is big. He is definitely stretching you, almost to your limits, and the pain blends into pleasure — something you’ve never felt. 

“You’re okay?” He asks, not without worry, his eyes scanning your face

“You’re big” 

“Sorry” He apologizes, almost embarrassed 

“It’s so good” You reassure him and you witness relief on his handsome face 

When Jungkook captures your lips again, you feel his urge coming back and he finally pushes his whole length into your cunt. You feel full. Jungkook is big and thick, and he fits so well in you. You wish you could keep him like that forever. Your legs wrap around his firm torso to keep him close, to cuddle him. 

When he settles a slow but passionate pace, you feel like in Heaven. You love how Jungkook makes love to you because he is gentle but he still provides deep and strong dick strokes making you see stars. You moan louder and Jungkook curses when you tighten around him. 

“You feel so right” He whispers in your ears before kissing the thin skin of your throat

His inked hand hasn’t left yours and his other one his gently caressing your boob. His hips know how to move to hit that special place inside you. 

“Fuck” You moan and Jungkook remembers how bad he wanted you to say that when he heard you masturbating

It’s even better when you curse while he is fucking you and that thought spurs him to enhance his pace. Long forgotten is the slow and romantic rhythm, Jungkook has turned into a sex freak. The air is kicked out of your lungs, you can’t even moan anymore: your mouth hangs open. 

“You’re so good for me, baby” He praises you “You’re taking me so fucking good”

His words make you clench and you know that he has felt it because his hand squeezes yours equally. You’re completely high on sex, your skin is sweaty and your brain is fogged. The sinfulness of your clapping skins and the light growls — due to his physical efforts and your magic pussy — in your ears arouses you beyond words. You’ve never been fucked like this before and you don’t want it any other way from now on. 

“You like being fucked like that, uh?” He smirks 

“Yes, yes” You chant, your brain fogged with pleasure of his dick pounding into you 

“Perfect little girl is taking a big fat cock” He grunts and god, how sinful he sounds

“More, more!” You beg

Jungkook looks at you with a mix of awe and surprise — since he can’t believe how naughty his little cute roommate is — but he is happy to provide. 

He digs his knees strongly into the mattress and lifts up his upper body, enjoying the view of your tits bouncing at the same time, and makes sure to pound into your dripping cunt rougher. Your whiny moans are so lovely that even if he would love to drive Taehyung mad by making him hear them, he is selfish enough to want to keep them for him only. 

Your brows are furrowed and your swollen lips are parted to let the most beautiful melody fill the room. You look ethereal and Jungkook is afraid he is dreaming. That’s why, with apprehension, he gently caresses your cheek. But you’re real. You are truly under him, his dick is truly sliding inside you and fuck, the way you are creaming it is insane. 

Your hands desperately grab the sheets while his fingers dig into the flesh of your thighs to keep them against your chest. It allows him to get a better access to your pussy and fuck, he is pounding into you even harder. At this point, you don’t even know how he hasn’t broken the bed yet — or you. 

“Look at you” He coos as his dark eyes land where your bodies connect — he swears he could faint at his dick in your cunt “So fucking cute. ‘Could fuck this pussy forever” 

You wish. 

“I’m gonna come, Kook” You notify him 

The first orgasm he gave you was amazing but coming on Jungkook’s cock is a whole other level. Your cunt wants to clench but can’t because of his fat dick, which makes it even better. However, the pleasure is almost unbearable. Your hand instinctively finds his and you intertwine your fingers in a strange way as your digits are trapped between his palm and your thigh. 

“Cum for me, love. I want to feel you squeeze my cock” His voice is so deep that it sounds like a growl 

Your eyes shut down and your toes curl as Jungkook fucks you harder to help you reach your high. You have so much pleasure that a tear rolls down and witnessing it, the tattooed man goes insane. One of his hands finds your sensitive clit, drawing quick circles that make your body shake, and the other one squeezes your cheeks not so gently to help him capture your lips in a messy kiss. His sudden power over your body sends you on cloud nine and you cum so hard that you almost faint. You might scream a broken “Kook” but you’re not even sure and gosh, Jungkook doesn’t even slow down. 

He keeps fucking you hard and fast, overstimulating you — triggering a sob from you. 

“Fuck, you’re so hot” He groans before burying his face in your neck to focus on cumming too 

“Please, Kook, I can’t” You tell him as you’re feeling way too sensitive now 

He stops his ministrations on your poor clit and caresses your boob instead, trying to soothe you a bit, even kissing your throat. He prays you to hold on just a bit: the way your walls throb around his cock is delightful and he knows he is close too. You try to help him by running your hands in his sweaty black locks, bringing tenderness into this wild fuck — something that you don’t know how much Jungkook loves actually. 

He growls at the same time he releases his seeds in the condom. 

“Fuck, it was so good” He pants “You did perfectly, baby” 

He kisses your forehead and your heart squeezes out of how gentle he is. You just wish that this moment never stops. That’s why you hold him tighter when he initiates a move to scoot away. You wrap your arms around his neck, hide your face against his neck. You just don’t want him to leave you — both physically and emotionally. It’s so painful to imagine that it’s the last time you get to cuddle him that you can’t help your tears. 

“What’s wrong? Did I hurt you?” Jungkook asks, alarmed

“Please, just stay like that five more minutes” You beg

Your wish is granted and even more since Jungkook’s strong arms circle your body and hugs you tight. 

“Please don’t cry” His voice sounds hurt “I hate when you cry, baby”

Gosh, the pet name is not helping you to accept that this moment was actually one moment. 

“It’s just that I love you too much” You confess and your words make Jungkook lifts his head up to look at you 

He looks a bit confused because your tone sounds like an apology. 

“Is that bad?” He questions 

“No but it hurts. But it’s okay that you don’t feel the same” You try a weak smile despite your aching heart 

“I've just made love to you, Y/N” He says, basically scolding you “I love you. I’ve fallen for you a long time ago” 

Your heart stops but this time it’s because you’re too happy to even believe it. You can’t stop yourself from hugging him again and Jungkook hugs you back, smiling wild in the crook of your neck. He settles sweet kisses and makes you both roll on the bed so you’re on top of him. It’s crazy with how much softness you’re looking at each other, grinning like two idiots in love — which you are to be honest. 

“Say it again” You ask

“I love you” 

“I love you too” You giggle and you swear you could fly right now 

“I have to do things right when we come back” Jungkook announces 

“What do you mean?” You frown 

“I have to take you on a date and do all the things cheesy couples do” 

He sounds oddly proud of it. 

“You want to be a cheesy couple?” You tease him

“First of all, we already are a cheesy couple” He kisses your nose, illustrating his point “Secondly, cheesy couples have the best weddings”

If you get to spend your life with such an amazing man, you’ll happily be the cheesiest couple ever. 

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⁀➷ ˖ unsolicited wingman

notes ─── happy birthday eli @spadecentral >_< not my best work but i hope you like it!!

DEUCE SPADE | SEBASTIAN ─ they weren't asked to interfere, but you left them no choice.

warnings ♡ fluff, gender neutral, mutual pining, lowercase intended, it's a silly fic okay

insufferable ─ that's the only word your friends could think to describe the dance of oblivious feelings between you and deuce. they didn't know if you were being blind on purpose; or if you truly were lost to the feelings deuce expresses on an everyday basis. (and whether or not you were oblivious to your own feelings for deuce, that were rather obvious to your band of first years.)

it's only more peeving knowing deuce is not only oblivious to your feelings for him ─ but to his own for you. he's clueless. (and ace is sure he is going to have a head of gray hair before he’s seventeen if he has to watch his dormmate be so stupid, completely unaware that he was head over heels for you.) it was like a puzzle, trying to figure out whether or not he was being obvious about his feelings towards you because he wanted you to know or if he truly hadn't realize what his feelings for you were. ─ and they'd prefer it if it was the former; they can handle third wheeling if it was deliberate but this is frustrating.

even their upperclassmen have noticed the obvious, often asking your friends if you guys have started dating, only to show genuine surprise in learning that you guys are only friends. ─ and yet you guys remain completely clueless.

it would be comical if it didn't leave the first years absolutely seething every time they have to sit there in the midst of the both of you with the same back and forth. (even grim understands there's something different about your relationship, and he only thinks about food and magic half the time!)

deuce has always been kind ─ or, tried to be. he showed his care and support for his friends in different ways, outgoing in his expression. but with you, it was just so different. ─ sure, perhaps there was a build up, but eventually it became so obvious that deuce treated you with feelings that weren't nearly close to the same platonic ones he felt for the others. 

jack and epel would think twice before throwing themselves into someone else's problems, and sebek had a lot more to worry about as malleus' retainer; but they too, have found the dynamic between you and deuce, put simply, frustrating.

and so they were all in agreement; they think it might be time for them to take matters into their own hands ─ and they are not happy about it (well, excluding maybe ortho).

the plan of operation matchmaker (dubbed by one ortho shroud, despite many protests to the idea of it being anything of the sort) was simple enough; confront deuce and tell him to do something about his feelings for you ─ or at least accept that he had feelings for you at all.

well, it was supposed to be simple, but it was much easier said then done, they realized, when they attempted to put it into motion.

but deuce, they forgot, is stubborn.

"you're in denial!"

"i am not!"

there were collective groans from the group in response to deuce's denial. it had been the same back and forth since they'd invited deuce to jack's room, where they corned him and told him he had to do something about his feelings for you. ─ even going so far as to present evidence to deuce (curtesy of ortho's many abilities) that he did indeed like you more than he once thought he did.

although it did seem to be working, for the most part ─ he did seem to realize what they'd been telling him was true, but instead of him accepting it, he seemed to turn to denial. (ace looked ready to pull out his own hair the more this back and forth of yes and no continued.)

they were running out of options here ─ they knew they couldn't force deuce to confess fo you, but at least not denying it would be a good step to easing the annoyance all of them felt when faced with the interactions between two pining fools (that being, you and deuce, of course).

but then ace decided to say something that went completely off script ─ derailing what they discussed beforehand entirely.

"if you're not going to confess, i'll do it."

"what?" epel whispered, staring at ace with an incredulous expression, and jack and sebek were no different. (meanwhile, ortho was more intrigued at the sudden turn of events ─ which made sense, he was quite excited at the thought of playing matchmaker. ─ even though that's not what they were doing to begin with.)

"what are you doing?" epel asked, addressing him in a tone almost accusing him of losing his mind (and perhaps he was).

ace waved him off, choosing to ignore the question in favor of staring at the spade. deuce was visibly confused, which was unerstandable ─ only ace really understood what he was talking about, while the others remained just as confused as the boy they had intended on confronting together.

"what are you talking about?" deuce asked, eyes squinted at the heart, "what does that even mean?"

ace huffed, pointing his nose up and crossing his arms, "i'm going to confess to the prefect for you."

oh.

"what!" it wasn't just epel who exclaimed this time, as collective shouts followed ace's words, coming from the group of first years in a mix of shock, horror, and excitement.

deuce glared at his dormmate, but ace didnt seem the least bit affected. "quit it already ace." ─ whether or not ace intended to really go through with his threat, deuce's words seemed to almost come off as a sort of challenge to the heart by the way his eyes narrowed in return.

and the others knew, this was not going to end well.

things were silent for a while after the failed meet-and-convince to get deuce to accept his feelings. it had become a back-and-forth between deuce and ace after the heart threatened to tell you about deuce's feelings for you. (the others assumed; this was ace's way of getting deuce to accept that he did like you more than platonically. and it worked ─ as well as the threat could ─ as deuce did stop denying it.)

there was no telling whether ace truly meant his threat; if he intended to act on it if deuce did nothing. but nonetheless, it lingered in the air, held over deuce's head like a fly that wouldn't go away regardless of how much he swatted at it.

with all the evidence laid out in front of him ─ his friends being the ones to realize something he didn't about his own actions and feelings ─ he knew it was true.

but what was he supposed to do now? you were one of his best friends! he couldn't confess and risk ruining that! he doesn't think he could live with himself if he ever made you uncomfortable because he caught feelings for you.

(he's hopeless, absolutely hopeless, ace thinks ─ it's so obvious in his expression.)

"you're hopeless." and ace was not afraid to make sure deuce knew that

"what?" deuce asked, blinking at ace. forced from his thoughts, deuce realized he'd been lost in thought as they sat in the cafeteria, waiting for the rest of their friends to show up. (he's been doing that a lot since he'd realized what his feelings for you were ─ spacing out.) he squinted his eyes at ace, who pursed his lips at him, as if he should know what he was talking about. "i didn't even say anything!"

ace rolled his eyes, "you don't have to, it's written all over your face!"

"what are you talking about?"

"the prefect totally feels the same, you know." ace shrugged, choosing to brush off deuce's question in favor of answering his thoughts that remained unvoiced.

before deuce could say anything in reply, he was interrupted as you sat beside him with grim climbing onto the table to take the second tray you'd been carrying. you smiled, seeming oblivious to the way deuce tensed beside you as you greeted them, "hey guys."

the spade cleared his throat, "hi, [name]."

"hey prefect." ace greeted halfheartedly, glancing between the two of you.

he smiled almost mischievously, and deuce caught it, sending him a glare that went completely ignored. "say, prefect," he drawled innocently, and you hummed in response. deuce eyed him suspiciously, but ace brushed off his stare as he continued, "you like deuce, right?"

"ace," deuce warned, although it didn't do much as his voice held panic, glancing between you and ace.

"well, he is my friend?" you said, frowning with visible confusion on your face.

ace sighed exaggeratedly, "that's not what i meant."

ace went silent for a moment, too which deuce thought (rather naively) that he had dropped the topic. that is, until ace pushed his chair away from the table, as if getting ready to leave, and sent a cheeky grin full of mischievous intent towards deuce that had the spade tensing.

before deuce could start to understand what the smile meant, ace turned to you and announced, "you know, prefect, deuce here is too much of a coward to say this but he really likes you. and obviously, you like him too, so, i'll leave you guys to it!"

and then he was quickly out of his seat, grabbing grim (who wasn't paying much attention to anything as he ate his lunch until ace scooped him up) and rushing off. grim's protests faded until you could only hear the bustle of the cafeteria, leaving you and deuce alone amidst the noise.

you turned to deuce, whose face was an expression of horror at the confession he surely hadn't had anything to do with.

"i'm sorry." he quickly apologized, his shoulders dropping as he lowered his head. he looked ready to disappear before you. ─ you can guess ace's intentions for confessing deuce's feelings; whether it was true or not (and it seemed to be by deuce' expression), neither of you two would've confessed your feelings, at least not any time soon.

you smiled, admittedly, finding it almost amusing at the sheer ridiculousness of the circumstances ─ of a wingman who obviously was not asked to be one at all, confessing feelings that weren't his to confess. you'd be upset if it wasn't like a scene out of a questionable comedy movie. but taking in the rather horrified and rejected expression on deuce's face, you thought to push those thoughts back to address the situation first.

you reached over to place a hand on deuce's shoulder, "deuce," you said, coaxing him to look at you, to which you gave him what you hoped to be a reassuring smile, "it's alright." you paused, looking away from and down at the table to gather what to say, before looking back at him.

"it's not exactly the idle confession, but i ─ in ace's words ─ obviously like you too." you grinned at him, less reassuring now and more with a tease to it, slipping in a joke that you hoped would help deuce feel the slightest bit better after the stunt ace pulled. "and," you added, straightening out your shoulders, "we can talk more about that later, but i think we should catch that fool first."

it seemed your attitude did help, because deuce snorted, his slumped form relaxing as he lifted his head to nod, "yeah, sounds like a good idea to me."

if abigail didn't know any better, she'd almost think you guys were doing this on purpose ─ a never-ending back and forth with neither of you acting on your feelings for the other (feelings that's she's one hundred percent certain is so obvious between the two of you.)

cowards, she's dubbed you both.

she can't understand how you ─ someone's who has fought monsters on a daily basis, braving even the volcano on ginger island ─ can't even face your feelings for sebastian.

she doesn't think she can take another day of incessant pining from either of you, when you both seem so set on not acting on your own feelings. and for what? ─ was it because you guys were afraid of things being different? ─ or perhaps you guys were so caught up in keeping things friendly that neither of you realized each other's feelings.

regardless of the reason, abigail has had enough.

abigail doesn't know when or how she became so close to you, second only to sebastian when it came to being your best friend. it became almost routine for one of you to show up at either's place to play games or chat. ─ she also doesn't know when you started talking about sebastian so much that she became suspicious of your feelings. but she does remember asking you point blank about your feelings one day, and you, rather awkwardly, admitting to having fallen for him. ─ of course, she knew, she just needed you to confirm it to her.

and she remembers what led to your present conversation quite clearly ─ you couldn't exactly hide from the girl whose father you often purchased supplies from. so, she asked if you intended on giving the bouquet you recently bought to sebastian and ─ well, now you're here.

you groaned, "i can't hide anything from you."

"nope." abigail huffed, nodding her head sternly as if to make it clear to you that you shouldn't try to keep things from her again. she looked back at you with an expectant expression, referring to her previous question upon revealing that she was well aware of the purchase you tried so hard to keep secret. "so?

you glanced away, smiling awkwardly and repeating, "so?"

abigail sighed loudly, slumping back against her bed from where she sat beside you on the floor. she understood that this would only go in circles. "you can't be serious. you bought the bouquet!"

"it was an impulse decision!" you quickly rebutted, elbows resting on your crossed knees as you buried your face into your hands, whether out of embarrassment or shame, abigail didn't know. "i can't give it him!"

"you can't─" abigail took a deep breath, cutting herself off from snapping at you. she thinks she might be losing her mind at this repetitive conversation that she's had far too often with you. (because yes, this is similar to every conversation she's had about trying to coax you to confess; but you didn't actually have a bouquet then, unlike now.)

"where's the bouquet?" she asked instead.

you took a moment to answer, before muffling through your hands, "at home, on top of my bookshelf so my cat can't get to it."

the girl nodded, going quiet as she thought to herself. ─ and she can't believe she's about to do this; but she would like to avoid going gray before she's thirty. ─ she stood to her feet with a stubborn look in her eyes as she began towards the door, calling back to you, "alright, let's go."

you looked up at her, and blinked, "where are we going?"

"just come on." she ordered as she opened her door, and you scrambled to your feet to follow in a confused chase.

turns out your destination was your house.

when you guys stepped onto the porch, you turned to her, ready to question what she was doing, only for her to cut you off with a hand pointing towards the door and a stern expression on her face, "go get the bouquet."

"why?" you asked, not moving from where you stood on the porch in front of her.

abigail held back a groan, "just go get it."

you stayed in place for a moment, eyeing her skeptically. she sighed and gestured at the door again, to which you finally gave in, disappearing into your house for a moment to grab the bouquet you impulsively bought that morning, before joining her back on the porch with the bundle of different colors neatly tied together. (you took extra care of it when you bought it so it remained in perfect shape.)

abigail eyed the bouquet and nodded, yet you remained confused; unsure of what your friend's plans and intentions were now that you had the bouquet in your hands.

"now what?"

she turned away and marched off the porch, "let's go." she gave you no time to protest before she turned opposite the way you guys came, and towards the backroads leading into the mountain. you followed her off the porch quickly, careful of the bouquet still in your arms as you called out to her to wait. she didn't stop to let you question her anymore, expecting you to follow her regardless of how confused you were.

"abby!" you groaned, catching up to her with the bouquet protected and secure despite your running.

as you followed her onto the path and into the mountain, you questioned her about her attitude, but she remained silent with a straight face. ─ a part of you was scared for whatever reason she might have in forcing you to get the bouquet and leading you towards the mountain where sebastian was. (and you hoped it wasn't what you were thinking.)

when the carpenter's shop came into view, you tensed. ─ it was around the time you'd often find sebastian outside, either taking a smoke break, or working on his motorcycle. and you believe you might have an idea as to why abigail was taking you up there now.

you stopped in your tracks and turned away to return to the sanctuary of your home. but it seemed abigail expected your reaction, as she quickly grabbed your arm and began to pull you further along. and while you knew you were stronger than her, you felt your strength leave your body as terror set in when you could hear the sound of tools being put to work, and the low sound of sebastian's music playing over a radio he often had going when he worked.

as you turned the corner, she finally stopped pulling you along, but her hands remained around your bicep, likely to keep you from running off. you could see sebastian, tucked under his motorcycle, and working away, unaware of yours and abigail's presence.

she turned to face you and quietly said, "give it to him."

you could feel your neck turn hot at the idea of finally confessing your feelings, eyes wide and quickly shaking your head in protest to abigail's orders.

abigail rolled her eyes, "if you don't, you'll never see your cat again."

"are you threatening to kidnap my cat?" your mouth went loose, and you had to stop yourself from gasping loudly.

"yes, so if you want to keep your cat, give sebastian the bouquet."

you deflated, staring at her in hopes she'd change her mind and let you run away like you've been doing since your feelings for sebastian had come to light. but abigail was unwavering, narrowing her eyes at you and nudging you closer to where he worked. you could tell you weren't going to win this, so you reluctantly nodded, leading to abigail releasing you so you could finally approach him.

however, you only took two steps forward, before turning back to her with a whine in your tone, "i can't."

abigail groaned, not trying to be quiet anymore as she grabbed your arm once more and marched towards the boy you were too cowardly to confess to.

"sebastian!"

sebastian reacted to the call of his name by sliding out from below his motocycle to sit up. he turned to you and abigail as you stopped in front of him, blinking and visibly caught off guard by your presence.

"oh, hey─" but he cut himself off when he seen the bouquet still in your arms, held protectively to your chest as you tried to look anywhere but at him. he glanced between you and the peeved abigail who pushed you forward, giving you nowhere to run to now that you were in front of sebastian.

"[name]." she said, almost as if warning you ─ and you knew you couldn't avoid it this time.

with a pinch between your brows and a slack of your shoulders, you turned to finally look at sebastian, whose expression was one of shock as you held out the bouquet. "um," you cleared your throat, but found yourself unable to say much with what felt like rocks lodged in your throat.

and then you managed to choke out, "this is for you."

you could hear a whispered finally from behind you when sebastian stood up to be face-to-face with you, visibly flustered as he took the flowers from you, smiling almost shyly.

"i feel the same way."

you'll remember to thank abigail later with her favorite food.

sebastian's part feels shorter :( is it shorter? sorry seb </3 that wasn't intentional

do not repost, translate, copy, or run my writing through ai

[luveline]

oh my, can we possibly have a james x shy!reader, where he gives her flowers but it's her first time receiving flowers? <3

OMG YES tysm for ur request ♡ fem!reader

There's a ferocious knocking coming from the front door. You look down at your naked thighs and decide not to answer. By the time you're dressed they would've already lost interest, a cold caller no doubt.

You sieze up and wait for them to leave. After a few minutes you relax and click play on your movie again.

"Shortcake, I know you're in there!" calls a familiar voice.

"James," you say, startled.

There's no way he would've heard you. His insistent knocking begins again. You practically fly off of your bed in your hurry to stand, searching your slightly messy room for something to wear. There's nothing, of course, because all of your trousers (pyjamas included) are currently on a high speed spin in the tumble dryer.

For lack of any better options, you pull on a hoodie that's always been too big for you and hold it against your thighs to avoid any potential flashing, and then you rush to the door.

"James," you say, opening the door just enough too see him.

Any plans of shooing him away go out the window when you see what he's holding, a bouquet three times the size of your head. It's literally bursting from its cellophane wrapping, a dazzling array of lavender, yellow, rose-red and greens. Fragrant enough to smell it clearly though he stands a good two feet away from you.

"Hey," James says, beaming at your startled expression. "I'm sorry to drop by unexpectedly."

"That's okay."

He graciously ignores your breathlessness and nods his head. "Could I come in?"

"James," you say again, sheepish. "I'm not," — heat like nothing you've ever felt washes over you, so embarrassed that you could just die on the spot — "wearing any trousers."

"Oh." He frowns at your embarrassment. "I'll wait here if you want to find something?"

He doesn't seem perturbed by the gentle rain outside. His sleeves have grown dark with wet, and raindrops play in his curls.

You shake your head and open the door. "You have to come in, it's raining."

"I won't look," he assures you.

You usher him very gratefully and wizz off to the tumble dryer. The jogging bottoms you pull out aren't really dry but you couldn't care less, more than aware that James has likely just seen a lot of skin that he's never seen before. Well, never seen before from you. He's likely seen a lot more than that of other girls.

You fluster yourself thinking about it. You're so distracted by the thought and trying to get rid of it that you'd totally forgotten about the flowers.

You're not sure what to say. Forbid you assume they're for you, you stop in front of James and his bouquet with a hesitant smile.

"They're for you," he says knowingly.

You smile and make a little gasp as you do, self-deprecating and overjoyed at once. "They're stunning. Really, really pretty. Thank you."

He hears the hint of confusion.

"Right," he says.

James runs a hand through his hair. "Would you want to go on a date with me? I know we've been for food after lecture and coffee and things, but I guess I'm trying to ask you out, uh, romantically?"

He offers the flowers.

You take them on instinct. James seems very encouraged by this, his smile near blinding. He presses his lips together and waits for you to speak. All your words have dried up like cotton in your mouth.

"I know you're-" He holds your gaze. He has a very gentle expression in place. "Well, I know you. You don't have to answer now. Or even say yes. But I think you're lovely, and I wanted to get you flowers even if you wanted to stay friends."

You're so happy you could cry.

"Nobody's ever got me flowers before," you say lightly.

"No? That's weird."

You cringe self-conciously. "You think so?"

"Absolutely I think so. Did you attend a school for the blind, before uni?" he asks seriously.

You sigh and raise the flowers up toward your face to hide your smile. His golden laugh rings out, and he closes the gap between you both to bend at the waist and peek at your face in the flowers.

"Yeah?" he asks through a laugh.

You nod, hoping he understands your enthusiasm even if you can't quite show it.

[brain-palace]

Just like my previous (sorry if you haven't seen it), this one serves as an archive for the fics I love. However, this one is for smaller things like headcanons, imagines, drabbles and scenarios. As usual, if you're looking for something new to read feel free to have a look I recommend everything here. I read many different characters/universes, so I'll list them all so you don't waste time looking at something that isn't relevant to you. If you find something you like please show the fics and their authors some love!

Disclaimer: None of the works below belongs to me unless it explicitly says so. © - All rights reserved to the authors. If a fic does not have a name I will make one up for the sake of archival purposes.

Characters/Universes

Criminal minds - Hotch & Ried | Stranger Things - Eddie, Steve | TWD (The walking dead) - Daryl & Rick | MCU - Peter Parker, Tony Stark | Sherlock |

Key ➸ Angst ☁ | Fluff ♡ | Crack ❈ | Smut 🔞 |

Spencer Ried (CM) ↴

Spencer's wife stitches him up after being injured on a case | by @radiant-reid | ♡

Spencer introduces his family's newest addition to the team | ♡

Tricking you for kisses | by @chrisevansleftpeck | ♡

Playing twister with Spencer | by @byersbootyshorts | ♡ ❈

♠ ♤ ♣ ♧

Aaron Hotchner (CM) ↴

Guess who has Hotch's initials tattoed | by @kryptonitejelly | ♡ ❈

Identity theft - Someone took the wrong badge | by @ssahotchnerr | ♡ ❈

Thought I'd make you breakfast | by @ddejavvu | ♡

Prompting insecurity | by @ptersparkers | ☁ ♡

Saving you from a bad blind date | by @ddejavvu | c

♠ ♤ ♣ ♧

Daryl Dixon (TWD) ↴

"If that’s yer light punch, yer real punch must hurt like hell...” | by @daryl-dixon-daydreams | ❈

"Parking that in my front yard wasn’t exactly subtle,” | by @daryl-dixon-daydreams | ♡ ❈

“The kids ambushed me!” | by daryl-dixion-daydreams

"Blood does seem to be a rather disturbing theme around here." | by daryl-dixion-daydreams |

"Nope, puppy dog eyes aren’t going to work this time!" | by @letterstotheflre |

"I'm not lost. I'm just... exploring my options" | by daryl-dixion-daydreams |

"Just some short and sweet pregnant reader" | by @babyyblues | ♡

♠ ♤ ♣ ♧

Eddie Munson (ST) ↴

Picking up a drunk Eddie Munson | by @munson-blurbs | ☁ ♡

Confessions in the Rain | by @appocalipse | ♡

Teaching you how to play the guitar | by @strange-mischief | ♡

Only you can touch my hair | by @bruisedboys | ♡

Boob talk | by @purplehazed-h | ♡ ❈

Need you around | by @silent-stories | ♡

♠ ♤ ♣ ♧

Steve Harrington (ST) ↴

Got my picture in your wallet | by @luveline | ♡

Signals | by @sanguineterrain | ♡

Cowboy Steve | by @sanguineterrain |

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Peter Parker (MCU) ↴

Drunken words | by @luveline | ♡

s'it okay? | by @inkluvs |

Bleeding on your bed again | by @bruisedboys |

"You're a very good kisser" | by @ddejavvu | ♡

Re-touching the roots | by @reidslovely | ♡ ❈

Got to let you go | "Peter will always pick the pain of letting you go over seeing you in pain" |☁

♠ ♤ ♣ ♧

Sherlock ↴

"The Game is Afoot, Indeed" | by @marvelousmando | ♡

Held at gunpoint | by @imagine221b | ❈

♠ ♤ ♣ ♧

Tony Stark ↴

Trial and error | by @mostly-marvel-musings | ♡

Notes: To see longer fics check out this post → The Archive list

[strawbrryrush]

I'm mobile, but here is my hidden valentines event starter and plotting call!! Imma limit it 3 request per mun pls, and a limit of 4 per muse so I don't cry. Anyways i hope this isn't too bad- but I'm FAR behind oops ♡♡

Elena Gilbert - going with elijah mikaleson- will be trying to get into this man's suit.. and will be drinking her aunt has no humanity on and is spooking her let her live. 0/4

Eric Northman- going with faye chamberlain- going to judge this event- clearly his club could do it better.- will be woofing and acting a fool for his wife- or fiance ?? Whatever he's committed. 0/4

Homura Akemi- going with madoka kaname! Homura; after the maze deserves a break.. and to have fun and dance with her ?? Girlfriend, she doesn't know what they are but knows madoka looks stunning - and she has butterflies. Bonus points if u get her tipsy it'd be funny. 0/4

jinx - going with stu macher! Not a shock- will probably be wreaking havoc and enjoying what the place has to offer.. im always down for jinx angst if anyone's offering :)) 0/4

nami - going with sanji!! Will be scoping the place out for some thievery - maybe don't tell sanji but come on it'll be a great investment !! Also low-key probably gonna be keeping an eye on the rest of the straw hats- they're idiots but she cares for them. 0/4

richard gecko - going with aerith! She's gorgeous he wants to eat his girlfriend up- will be enjoying his time with her. But also richie can use every and any plot please PLEASEE PLEASEEE lmk what u wanna do let's!! 0/4

Tifa lockhart- blind date with cassie ! Will be trying to have a good time- looking gorgeous while doing so. Why not get tifa tipsy it'd be fun! 0/4

lip gallagher,- going with rikki.. let's be real these kind of parties aren't really his thing- he's trying to live a life of sobriety so no drinks for him or I'll throw hands >:[ jk jk but he's trying to have a good time - even if he feels out of place. Let's make some friends!! 0/4

mabel pines,- in need of a date if any one wants to plot that! She's a sweetheart who will start a drinking game and lose and be plastered - come on it'll be fun.. imagine drunken kisses and waking up like what happened ?? 0/4

martha hatter - sunshine baby- in need of a date again if you wanna try anything lmk!! A true hopeless romantic will dance with your muse and make sure they're safe ! 0/4

nezuko kamado,- going with evie ! Her first masquerade party I can feel she's gonna be nervous, but will have fun or try to!! 0/4

harriet hufflepuff, - going with lily ! Eyes only on her girlfriend and she doesn't really do parties so they'll be ?? Awkward but lily does bring the best out of them who knows. 0/4

amber freeman , - going with Tara! A party girl at heart is gonna love this! Will try to be on her best behavior she doesn't wanna lose her gf buuut it's such a great opportunity for some stabby stab.. but alas she'll be good or try. 0/4

misa amane ,- in need of a date is a gothic baddie - will probably feel like she's making aly jealous but lbr KSLSLS she isn't but give this girl a time to let loose !! 0/4

marceline - in need of a date. A vampire Rockstar, a baddie, Will make this the funnest date ever 0/4

elaine st john, - going with henri.. going to be reserved - unless she gets hungry.. plenty of options u know - what's a little blood break. 0/4

harley quinn, -unsure of her date status! Pure chaos as usual- will be getting wasted and messing around. 0/4

edward elric,- went with ling as pals no homo! He's gonna stick out like a sore thumb - the coat stays on >:[ ur lucky he put on a suit.. it 100 percent ill fitted and is too baggy on his legs, but sh; he will be a grump. He doesn't want to be here.. but alas he's here and no short jokes unless u wanna lose ur knee caps.. or ur ankles 0/4

knives chau, - in need of a date.. legit give her a fun and pure time. 0/4

princess peach- in need of a date.. will be having fun! 0/4

Yor forger - going with shanks! Dressed like a goddess- kind of nervous but once she drinks.. it's signing up for disaster - will probably break some things on accident because she doesn't know her own strength. 0/4

Himi , - in need of a date.. a legit fiery sunshine - give her a nice date night ! 0/4

tabitha haworthe ,- in need of a date ! Will be fun! Ur muse will learn horror movie facts! 0/4

azula, -in need of a date is horribly jealous that Cindy has a date that isn't her.. but wont admit it might accidentally light a curtain aflame.. idk it'll be fun 0/4

isabelle, - needs a date- my baby girl is so cute needed a break from work.. maybe get her tipsy 0/4

draculaura , - needs a date... a vegan vampire who's the sweetest I swear she'll make a great date!! Tho she might catch feelings a little fast- shes a hopeless romantic like that. 0/4

Samantha giddings,- blind date with Zola!! Going to feel ridiculous she even did a blind date but will make the most of it!! 0/4

beth greene - blind date with Melissa! Pure pure angel- I don't think she's ever been to a dance before- deserves a wonderful time 0/4

Calcifer- going with drizella! U can't miss them he's in a red suit- will have a lit time.. punns idk 0/4

Carmy'- going with Sydney! Thankfully so he doesn't do fancy parties - he's stressed- count how many smoke breaks he's take.. u already lost count - will be confused on why he thinks sydney looks gorgeous but like all his emotions that shall be bottled up. 0/4

[theogonies]

♡ BLIND DATE MATCHUP FOR @aprillilypegasi ♡

THE DATE

i've arranged for you to meet your date at an arcade--specifically, during off hours when it's nice and quiet :) you're both a bit shy, so this will give you plenty of options for things to do together. plus, you can learn a lot about a person by the games they play--do they like classic arcade games or more physical stuff like table tennis and ddr? are they competitive, or do they prefer cooperative games? skill-based or cozy?

THE PAIRING

for your blind date, i've paired you with kokomi!

of all the pairings i've done so far, i think kokomi would be by far the most nervous to meet you. apart from being naturally introverted, she's a very busy and accomplished person, so i doubt she'd have the time to go on dates and get to know new people often.

i usually don't pair introverts with introverts for that reason--it can make it difficult to get the connection started! but you and kokomi seem so perfect for each other that i couldn't resist. you've both got a bit of a nerdy side, you're creative minded, and love sweet, old-fashioned romance like hand holding and flowers. and with how hard kokomi works, there's nothing she'd love more than to spend a quiet night in with you, working on your own creative projects.

plus, i think she would also like your shy personality. while she's an introvert like you, she's also a natural leader, and has a bit of an assertive streak--so, i think that she'd like doing things like getting your tickets, ordering your drink for you, taking the lead in conversation on this first date, and generally helping you deal with other people where you're too nervous. it would be a huge self-confidence boost for her, and she likes taking care of people.

if this first date goes well and you want to spend more time with her, i also think that kokomi would share your love for starlit picnics. she loves the romance, the intimacy, and how peaceful and relaxing they are. now that your nerves have been eased a little and the ice broken, a cozy blanket, some warm drinks and your favorite sweets, and a sky full of stars seem like the perfect way to end the night :)

THE PLAYLIST

thank you for the request and for your patience!! i hope this suits you and you had a happy valentine's day <3

[sungracd]

✔!

a quick and easy plotting guide ! ♡

DO I KNOW YOUR MUSE(S)?  yes | no | a little | tell me about your muse

SETTING: our verse | my verse | your verse | modern | alternate universe | other - genshin verse is always an option

PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIPS? yes | no | depends on the relationship

POSSIBLE RELATIONSHIPS: friends | classmate | co-worker | roommate | family, real or adopted | dating or blind date | married | friends with benefits | unrequited love | lending a hand | teacher - student | rivals | allies | partner-in-crime | enemies | protector - guarded | business partners | spy - infiltrated | manipulator - manipulated | star-crossed | first meeting | other

I'M IN THE MOOD FOR: fluff | angst | horror | romance | humor | crime | hurt / comfort | action | supernatural | slice of life | crack | dark threads | light threads | any genre | multi-para | shorter para | one-line | any length | plotted threads | unplotted threads | other

FEEL FREE TO: message me ooc | message me ic | tell me your ideas | write a starter | answer one of my opens | send a meme | reblog with your preferences

so the vibes i'm picking up are actually something along the lines of reluctant allies?? not outright enemies but not entirely friendly either cause adri can only tolerate his attitude for so long at a time lol. they don't mind working together if it's for a good cause but they won't stick around longer than that unless ratio chills tf out and maybe shows his authentic self for a change. :')

[crowned-peony]

As a thank you and a way to show my appreciation and love for you all I will be doing this cute event! You have 3 options to choose from!

Option 1: A personalized love note from your fave. Slots: 4/6

Option 2: A drabble about you and a fave going on a date.

Slots: 3/6

Option 3: A drabble where I play cupid and set you up on a blind date!

Slots: 2/6

I will open up a few slots at a time to not overwhelm myself

Please fill out the Google form and if you want multiple requests that is okay just please hold off on submitting a new form until after your first request is complete. Also might include some extra treats that will be a surprise ♡

Any and all fandoms are welcome!!

[softholand]

blind spot | tom holland

pairing: tom holland x reader

summary: as a snowstorm hits nyc, you find yourself trapped with your first (and only) one night stand

warnings: cursing, drinking, mentions of cheating, smut — minors dni

words: 8.2k

a/n: it’s here!!! this is my entry for @venomsilk’s valentines bingo ♡ the card will be posted by the end of the fic, as to not ruin the surprise. i hope you guys like it, pls don’t forget to reblog and tell me your thoughts, your feedback means more then you know to me 💌 ily all, be safe !

You woke up to soft snores coming from the space in bed beside you, where the guy you had hooked up with the night before slept soundly, making you let out a frustrated sigh. “Great!”, you thought to yourself as you remembered last night's events.

It was friday night and you were yet again at home, laying down on your sofa, while you scrolled through random tv channels. The sudden sound of the door opening startled you, making you quickly straighten yourself up and get your laptop, already knowing who it was and what was coming next.

Addilyn was your best friend and current roommate, and you loved her to death, but right now she was the last person you wished to see. “Hi, gorgeous!” She let it out upon entering, closing the door behind her. “Hi, Addie!” You faked a smile, pretending to look at something on your laptop.

After letting her stuff by the table, Addilyn approached you, “What are you doing?” She asked, trying to take a peek at your computer, where you had a tab with job offers already opened. “Ah, you know, the usual!” You shrugged, “Any luck?” Addilyn insisted, to which you dry swallowed, “Not really! I’ll keep looking though!” You said, watching as she gave you a pitiful look. “Please, don’t! I already know!” You let your laptop aside, knowing what was coming next. “y/n, you’re my best friend and I love you to pieces but you need to do something with your life. It’s been months!” Addilyn exclaimed, making you let out a deep sigh.

You knew what she was talking about. Who were you kidding? Of course, you knew this was the only thing in your mind for quite a while now. “Listen, I know I already told you this multiple times but I’ll say it again and again until you get it inside your head.” Your friend took a deep breath before continuing. “What Mason did was fucking awful, he cheated and that’s unforgivable. You needed time to recover and we gave you that, but you need to get up and go on with your life. C’mon, you’re young and hot as fuck! You need to get out of this house and just do something.” Addilyn lectured you, and once again, you knew she was right.

“I know, Addie! I just… don’t know how to.” You cried, wanting nothing more than to just disappear. “Derek and I are going to a party tonight. Come with us!” Your friend happily offered, to which you scrunched up your nose. “You know I’m not the partying type, Addie.” You said, watching as your friend rolled her eyes with frustration. “Well, plan B then,” Addilyn exclaimed, before reaching for your computer. “What are you doing?” You asked, completely oblivious.

After a few seconds of typing, your friend turned your laptop screen to you, the sudden brightness almost blinding you. It was only when your eyes focused that you realized what she was showing you. “A dating site, Addie? Really?” You scoffed, “Hey, don’t give me that look! First of all, it’s not a dating site, it’s a “one night stand” type of site. And second, it’s either this or you’re coming to the party with us.” Addilyn informed you, making you narrow your eyes at her.

You had two options now and to be completely honest, none of them sounded appealing to you nor were they how you expected to spend your friday night, but it was not like you really had a choice anyway. “Fine! Give me this laptop.” You grumbled, your friend letting out an excited squeal, before passing you the device. “I won’t promise anything though.” You clarified, making her nod.

After that, she left to get ready for the party, leaving you with no other choice but to start creating your profile on the dating site, wait, scratch that, the “one night stand” site. With some difficulty, you picked a username that wasn’t already being used, which ended up being harder than you thought, and a profile picture, rolling your eyes and skipping the part that asked you to write down a couple of words about yourself.

When Derek showed up to pick Addilyn up, she was ready to go, and so they took off, not before she made you pinky promise her that you’d at least try the website. And you did. After some weird guys tried to make you send them nude pictures, you found someone by the name “bestcuddlerever”, which you found funny and quite adorable.

Turns out, “bestcuddlerever’s” name was Tom, a british guy living in New York City, trying to start his career as an actor. Tom was sweet and funny, and after a video call, just to make sure he wasn’t an old man hiding behind this cute curly-haired boy profile picture, you agreed to go to his place, since Addilyn’s apartment wasn’t really your house.

And that’s how you ended up here, in Tom’s bed, waiting for him to wake up so you could finally leave. You realized, after three or four failed attempts of waking Tom up, that he was a heavy sleeper, another one of his charming characteristics. For the next hour, you did everything you could to keep yourself busy until Tom eventually woke up. You went to the bathroom and got yourself a glass of water from the kitchen, before going back to bed where you read a book you had found by his bedside table.

You quickly put the book back in its place once Tom started to stir beside you, a sign that he was hopefully waking up. He stretched his arms before turning his head to you, “Good morning, y/n!” He said in a raspy voice, still coated with sleep. “Good morning!” You said it back, pretending to stretch too, even though you had already done that earlier.

It was now or never, you thought to yourself as you watched him turn his whole body towards you, “Well, I had a great time last night, thanks for having me.” You said, propping your elbows up in bed. “You’re very welcome, y/n!” Tom smiled, watching as you got up. “Do you wanna grab breakfast or do you normally just take off?” He asked once you started to put your clothes back on. “Normally?” You asked, suddenly stopping your movements. “Huh?” He asked, seemingly confused. “You said normally. Like I do this so many times that I have a normal and an abnormal version of it.” You explained, going back to your clothes. “That’s not what I meant. I—I have no idea how often you do this.” Tom mumbled, “I told you last night that this is my first time making anything remotely like this.” You said while sitting down to put your shoes on. “Now c’mon y/n, do you really expect me to believe this was your first one night stand like… ever?” Tom’s tone was playful but enough to make your blood boil. “Yes, I mean the only reason I’m even here is that my roommate pressured the shit out of me…” you were saying before Tom cut you off, “Yeah, she sexiled you or whatever, right?” He said, to which you added, “Yeah, exactly! And yet I’m sensing some judgy vibes coming from you, which is odd considering the teamwork involved.” You said, putting another layer of clothes on.

Tom seemed to change his attitude then, “There are no judgy vibes. I— I honestly really admire what you did. I wish more girls were that forward.” He said, sitting up in bed. “Forward? There you go with the slut thing again.” You exclaimed, not wanting to believe this guy. “I’m not calling you slut. I’m calling you a girl who went over to a stranger's house at midnight to have sex if only there was a word for someone who does that.” Tom let it out with a chuckle, and that was the last straw for you. “Woah, you know what? Screw you!” You shouted, to which he quickly apologized, “That was a joke! I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”

“You invited me here, just… remember that.” You state, grabbing your purse and looking around to see if you hadn’t forgotten anything. “Uhm, that’s not quite how it happened but it doesn’t matter. Look, can we please just eat breakfast? I’m known for making pretty damn good oatmeal.” Tom offered with both of his hands up. “You know what? Save your oatmeal, I think I’d just take off but thanks for having me, it was awesome to get to know you, have a great life, Tom.” You exclaimed, before going in the direction of the front door. “Well, okay… bye! It was lovely having sex with you.” Tom waved, following right after you. “Oh, I wish I could say the same.” You lied, opening the door. “Uhm, you sounded like you were having a really good time last night.” The brunette let it out, a smirk now present on his lips. “You know what, Tom? Maybe you shouldn’t believe everything you hear.” You sneered, finally seeming to make Tom snap. “Okay, fuck you y/n!” He exclaimed, to which you said it back, “Fuck you too!” before slamming his door shut.

You took a few strides to the building’s door, being left with nothing when you tried to push it open. So, you tried it again, and again until your frustration got the best of you and you kicked the metal door, cursing to yourself. Taking a peek through the glass window, you could see the snow had covered the streets, as well as the door, impeding you from opening it.

Tom came walking down the stairs after a few minutes, a laundry basket in his hands, “Do you need some help?” He asked, an amused smirk decorating his lips. You rolled your eyes and got out of the way for him to try, already knowing it was useless. After a few tries, Tom finally seemed to give up, “Yeah, looks like it’s stuck.” He stated, making you let out another frustrated sigh.

Five minutes later, you were inside Tom’s house again, watching as the news guy warned everyone to stay inside since the roads weren’t safe to drive and there was an even worse snowstorm coming. You let out a frustrated sigh, not wanting to believe this was actually happening to you. “I’m gonna make some breakfast,” Tom announced before getting up and going to the kitchen.

While he was out, you decided to call Addilyn and at least let her know where you were. “Hey! Yeah, I’m fine! I’m at this guy I met last night’s house. No, it’s really not like that, Addie! Actually, it’s your fault I’m stuck here now.” You let it out, trying to keep your voice at bay. “No! He’s like an absolute asshole, he called me slut like two times just this morning.” You whined, “I thought we had already clarified that I did not call you slut!” Tom suddenly exclaimed, nearly scaring you to death. “Anyways, breakfast is done!” He announced from his place by the door, before going back to the kitchen. You could hear Alexa’s voice on the other end of the line, so you quickly said your goodbyes, sending her Tom’s address and making her promise to rescue you as soon as possible.

When you got to the kitchen, Tom was already seated at the table, eating a bowl of what you guessed was his famous oatmeal, another identical bowl waiting beside him. You didn’t know what to say, so you just sat and ate, until there was nothing else on your bowl. Damn, his oatmeal was really that good. “It was really good! Thanks!” You said while taking the bowl to the sink. “Yeah, sure!” Tom shrugged, washing the dishes you had just eaten from. The silence was defeating and actually uncomfortable, something you didn’t expect it to be.

Back in the living room, you sat on the couch, the tv in front of you showing a golf championship, while you tried to distract yourself with your phone. Turns out, staying in the same room with a person in complete silence was not for you so, after a few minutes, you finally decided to speak. “Can you say something, please?” You turned to him, leaving your phone aside. “For you to turn it around and say I’m calling you a slut again? I’ll pass.” Tom let it out, to which you rolled your eyes. “Look, I’m sorry, ok? You didn’t call me a slut!” You admitted, getting the brunette’s attention. He raised his eyebrows, surprised at your sudden apology. You didn’t want to let him win though, so before his smirk could grow even more in size, you added in a quick breath, “You implied I was, though.” Shaking his head, Tom threw his hands up, “Can we just get past this, please?” He sighed, “What do you mean?” You asked, turning your attention to him. “Like, I don’t know, pretend last night never happened. Like we never had sex.” Tom let it out, making you almost flinch at his last words. “And how do you think that’d help us?” You questioned, to which he shrugged, “As I said, we could at least try.” You thought about his offer for a second, concluding that whatever this is, it was better than staying in uncomfortable silence for the rest of the weekend. “Fine!” You breathed, rolling your eyes at him. “Great! Should we like, introduce ourselves again?” Tom asked, making you violently shake your head. “Please, don’t!” You exclaimed, remembering how awkward it was last night and how you did not want to go through that again.

Sighing, Tom seemed to think about his next question for a few seconds, before finally asking “What do you do for a living?” The question made you instantly close your eyes with a groan, “Really? That?” You mumbled, already tired of the question. “Look, I’m trying, okay?” Tom exclaimed, making you feel sorry for being such a pain in his ass. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry! It’s just, everyone seems to be asking that question to me lately and the answer is always the same: nothing. I currently do nothing except stare at my degree and think about the fact that even though I graduated, I still have no idea what I want to do with my life.” You let it out in one breath, getting Tom completely by surprise. “I’m sorry! That was… a lot!” You apologized upon realizing his astonished face.

Tom shook his head, “It’s okay, you don’t have to apologize, y/n! I mean, it’s not like I’m a perfect role model, you see, I’m a broke artist trying his best to start an acting career in New York City so, what would you be apologizing for?” He shrugged, averting your gaze. “Also, we’re still very young, we have so much life to live. We don’t have to know what we want to do for the rest of our lives right after graduating. It’s not like the degree comes with an instruction manual.” You were left speechless after his little rant, you just stare at him dumbfounded, trying to understand how a person like Tom would say stuff like that.

You cleared your throat after a few beats of silence, “Yeah, I guess you’re right.” You smiled, Tom quickly reciprocating. “So, what do you like to do in your free time?” The brunette asked, trying to lighten up the mood and to be honest, you were grateful for that. “Well, let’s see! I like going out with my friends, no parties though, that’s not my cup of tea.” You said, to which Tom nodded, seeming to agree with you.

“What else? I like visiting museums, yeah, I love that actually. Oh, my friend and I, the one that’s also my roommate, we like doing puzzles. In fact, we do it every single wednesday, it’s kinda like our midweek ritual.” You let it out, watching as Tom’s eyes suddenly grew in size. “See, this is already working. Now we have something in common, I also like puzzles. My whole family does actually, we even have a competition every Christmas when I go home.” Upon talking about his family, Tom’s smile seemed to grow wider, but also sadder.

Sensing it was a difficult topic for him, you tried to ask the next question in the kindest way possible. “Why did you decide to move here?” You felt bad as you heard Tom sigh. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have asked that.” You quickly apologized, to which Tom shook his head. “No, don’t worry! It’s just… hard. But why don’t we just start on a puzzle? I think I have a new one I haven't even started yet, and then we can keep talking. What do you think?” Tom asked, and to your surprise, you quickly nodded, without even thinking about it.

A few minutes later, you were sitting on the floor, in front of Tom’s coffee table, where a puzzle of five hundred pieces sat, waiting for it to be done. He came back from the kitchen carrying bowls with snacks and two beers, handing you one, “Here, this one for you. Cheers!” The brunette exclaimed while joining you on the floor. “Cheers!” You repeated after him, clicking your bottles together.

You started the puzzle by separating some of the pieces, not even realizing Tom was doing the same beside you. “So… family talk, huh?” He let it out after taking a long deep breath. “Tom, seriously, I meant it when I said you don’t have to talk about that. It’s fine, I shouldn’t have asked in the first place.” You stated, making sure not to force him to talk about something he didn’t want to. “No, it’s fine, don’t worry! It’s just that, you have no idea how many times I thought about how wrong the decision to leave my family and move here to pursue my acting career was.” Tom let it out in one big breath.

After a few sips of his beer, he continued, “I just keep thinking about all the things that I’m missing, birthday parties, my dog, watching my little brothers grow up, it’s… it’s a lot.” Tom sniffed, “Even more so when I achieved close to nothing while being here. I feel like I’m such a failure to them, you know? It’s like I can almost hear the people from my hometown mocking me, laughing at the little boy who went to New York City to become an actor and came back with nothing but more bills for his parents to pay.” Tom finished, and you could see he was trying his best not to cry in front of you.

Stopping your movements, you held Tom’s hand, his reddened face turning to you almost immediately. “Hey, look I don’t know your family, like at all, but I can assure you they don’t think about you as a failure. I bet they think you’re the badass brother, who left the comfort of his home to go follow his dreams.” You murmured, forcing a smile out of Tom. “You think?” He asked, to which you nodded. “I know it!” You winked, releasing his hand. “Thanks, y/n!” You nodded, before finishing, “And don’t even get me started on the people from your hometown, they’re just jealous ‘cause you got out of there and it’s living an adventure, while they’re stuck to their miserable lives, living in a small house, with two kids, working a 9-5 and not getting paid enough to even go to a nice restaurant once a month.” You quickly realized you had exaggerated, not being able to contain your laugh upon looking at Tom’s adorable confused face. “I thought you wouldn’t stop anymore.” Tom laughed. “Yeah, sorry! That was a lot, I… got carried away.” You let it out, your cheeks burning from embarrassment. “It is true though, so thank you for that.” The boy smiled, “Anytime!” You smiled back, staring at him for a little bit longer than you should. “It seems like we’re really good at giving each other’s advice,” Tom mumbled, staring right back at you. “Yeah, I guess we are.” You said trying to control your sudden nerves. “We really should start the puzzle now.” You said after a few seconds, “Yes! You’re right, the puzzle.” Tom seemed to come back from another universe at that, quickly averting his gaze from you to the game pieces in front of him, an action that made you chuckle.

A couple of hours later, you and Tom were still on the floor, talking about anything and everything while the puzzle lay halfway done on the table in front of you. “So, on your profile, it said “newly single”. Wanna tell me what happened?” Tom threw the question at you, making you almost choke on your beer. “Sorry! You don’t have to answer that.” He quickly added, but you shook your head, deciding it was time to talk about it anyways. “It’s fine, you just… caught me by surprise. Well, let’s see, where do I begin? I was in a long-term relationship with my high school sweetheart, we moved together in college, I got my degree based on him, he proposed a year later, I accepted, we graduated, he cheated on me, I found out and… now I’m here.” You blurted the words out, feeling kinda proud of yourself for the quick summary you had put together.

When you looked back at Tom, his face was a perfect mixture of shock and disbelief, “You were engaged?” He asked, to which you groaned. “Don’t give me that look.” You mumbled, “I’m sorry, I just wasn’t expecting that.” Tom explained, “No, I get it! People always look at me like that when I say it. But I don’t know, we were in love and felt like it was time so why should we wait? Well, I guess we should had follow everyone else’s advice and waited, maybe that way I wouldn’t have been cheated on and ended up on a strangers house on a friday night looking for sex.” You said, widening your eyes at the realization of what you had just said. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it like that.” You quickly let it out, but Tom was already laughing, “It’s fine! I guess I deserved that.” He shrugged off, making you laugh too.

“Speaking of sex…” Tom started after a few seconds, a smirk present on his lips. “I thought we weren’t talking about that.” You said, confused at his sudden change of mind. “You can’t just say that you didn’t like to have sex with me and expect me to forget it, y/n.” He let it out, making you chuckle. “So… am I really that bad in bed?” Tom insisted, and you could feel yourself start to grow flustered. “No, you’re not! You’re… you’re good in bed Tom. I just said that to hurt your feelings because you had hurt mine.” You exclaimed, your cheeks now burning from saying it out loud. “Thanks! I’m glad to inform you that you’re also good in bed, y/n.” Tom said with a cheeky smile, the tip of his ears showing you weren’t the only one embarrassed. “Yeah, yeah! Shut up!” You flipped him off, trying to go back to the puzzle.

The thing was, even though you tried your hardest to focus on the game, you couldn’t shake off the feeling of Tom’s eyes on you. “What are you doing?” You asked him once you were tired of ignoring his stare. “What?” He asked, wearing the same cheeky smile. “You know what.” You rolled your eyes. “I can’t look at you?” Tom insisted, giving you the most adorable look ever. “Not with those puppy eyes.” You exclaimed, throwing one of the puzzle pieces at him, but missing, unfortunately. “Hey, we’re going to need that,” Tom warned a smile always present on his face. “Ugh, fine! I’ll get it.” You showed him your tongue, before going up to look for the missing piece. “I’m gonna take this back to the kitchen while you do that.” Tom let you know, carrying with him some of the empty beer bottles you had drunk and bowls with half-eaten snacks inside of them.

You realized you had made a miscalculation when throwing the puzzle piece at Tom as soon as you started looking for it, ‘cause that little stupid thing was nowhere to be found. What you did find though was an old-looking record player, apparently collecting dust on top of a vanity. “You have a record player?” You called from the living room, carefully inspecting it. “Huh? Oh yeah!” Tom exclaimed from the kitchen. “It still works?” You asked, getting excited. “Yep, go ahead!” As soon as an affirmative word left Tom’s mouth, you were looking for something to play. Searching through a basket full of vinyl, you gasped when you saw the black cover you knew very well. “Shut up, you have a Cigarettes After Sex vinyl?” You asked, smiling when he said one of his brothers had got him for Christmas. “You can play it if you want!” Tom let you know from the kitchen, and you didn’t waste your time to start playing.

You began slow dancing around Tom’s living room as soon as the lyrics from Sweet started to come out of the player, while he, unbeknownst to you, watched everything from the door that connected the room to the kitchen, a smile covering his features. You had your eyes closed, the lyrics flowing smoothly from your lips, and Tom swore that at that moment, you looked like the most beautiful girl he had ever seen.

Careful not to scare you, Tom slowly made his way towards you, your eyes instantly open upon realizing his near presence. “What are you doing?” You asked as soon as you saw him approach. Without answering, Tom guided one of his hands to yours, his free arm skillfully hugging your waist, before he started to sway both your bodies side to side. You couldn’t help but laugh at that, “I didn’t paint you as the romantic type, Holland.” You joke, making the cheeky smile on Tom’s lips only double its size, the tips of his ears turning a light shade of pink, something about him you grew to find adorable.

It didn’t take long for you and Tom to grow impossibly close, your bodies almost flush with each other, your head laying on his shoulder, while he rested his on top of yours, the song now coming to an end. Neither of you wanted this moment to stop though, so when the next song started, you stayed exactly where you were, enjoying every second of it.

You could feel your heart beating rapidly inside your chest, and you swore you felt Tom’s too. It wasn’t like you didn’t have been this close before, after all, you two have had sex the night before. But there was just something about this moment that felt intimate, way more than what you had felt last night. Leaving a kiss on your head, Tom slowly started to pull away, just enough so he could look into your eyes, which perfectly mirrored his own, making him sure of what to do next.

Tom leaned in, capturing your lips on his own, his hands instantly making their way to your waist to hold you closer if that was even possible at that stage. You threaded your fingers through his hair, tugging at his curls, earning a groan from him, which only turned you on even more. Wrapping your arms around his neck, you deepened the kiss, moaning against his lips when his hands slid to your ass, giving it a gentle squeeze. You gave Tom full access to your neck by tilting your head back, his lips quickly making their way to the newly exposed skin. “Fuck,” you breathed when Tom sucked on your skin, the thought of him marking you making you squirm in your place.

To the slow tune of Opera House, you and Tom made your way to his bedroom, your lips still glued together, a few chuckles leaving your mouth when you stumbled on your feet, trying to get Tom’s shirt off. When you eventually got the piece of clothing out of the way, you left open-mouthed kisses on the expanse of his chest, kissing and sucking each one of his absurdly defined abs.

Going back to his lips, you captured them back on your own, while your hands worked on his pants, the loose material falling to the ground, leaving him in only a pair of boxers. “Oh fuck,” Tom let out a moan as soon as you started to palm him through his underwear.

Kneeling on the floor, you finally freed his hard cock, and without wasting any time, you wrapped your lips around it, licking the precum that had accumulated on his tip. “Holy shit!” Tom moaned when you slid all of him into your mouth, his hands coming to your hair, where he guided you through a makeshift ponytail.

You kept your movements slow but steady, pumping what you couldn’t fit into your mouth with your hands, the sounds that left Tom’s mouth making the wetness pool between your legs. “So pretty.” Tom let it out, his hands cupping your hollowed cheeks, his thumb wiping a stray tear from your face. In a quick movement, he helped you up, lips immediately finding yours, his tongue exploring every inch of your mouth. “Take it off,” he instructed, helping you get out of your clothes, before turning his attention to your breasts, his mouth sucking on your hard nipples. “Oh, shit,” you moaned, tugging at his curls, earning a groan from him. “Tom, please…” you breathed, feeling like you couldn’t wait anymore. You needed him.

Laying you both down in bed, Tom proceeded to leave open-mouthed kisses throughout your whole body, his teasing making you squirm in place. “So beautiful, you are perfect, y/n!” You moaned at his words, your hands going to his face, “Please, Tom…” you breathed, not even caring about how desperate you sounded. The next thing you knew, Tom was between your legs, leaving wet kisses on your thighs, before focusing all of his attention on your core. “Fuck,” you moaned at the feeling of his hot breath ghosting your heat, biting your lip to suppress a scream when he finally made contact with you, his tongue sucking your clit.

You whimpered at Tom’s touch when he, all of a sudden, slid a finger inside you, curving it just right to have you moaning his name. You felt your orgasm approach, the knot in your stomach growing tighter and tighter until you couldn’t hold it back anymore. “Fuck,” you let it out as you came, withering underneath his touch. Feeling overstimulated, you took Tom’s face away from you, bringing him back to your lips, tasting yourself on his tongue. “Fuck me, Tom.” The words came out of your mouth as a whimper, and the brunette didn’t waste any time.

Reaching his bedside table, Tom took another condom out, ripping it open, before throwing the package aside, where it joined the one you had used the night before. “Turn around, love!” You felt your legs tremble at his words. Doing exactly what you were told, you bent down, giving Tom a perfect view of your ass. Tom gave himself a few pumps before finally thrusting inside of you, the feeling so overwhelmingly good that you felt like you lost your senses for a few seconds.

With his hands gripping your hips firmly, Tom started moving painfully slow, your whimpers almost turned into cries as he kept bottoming in and out of you. “Tom, stop fucking teasing—” You groaned, the words getting caught in your throat as he started to pound inside of you relentlessly, the bed squeaking with such force. “What were you saying?” Tom whispered in your ear, a shiver running down your spine. “Oh my god,” you moaned, feeling your walls clench even more around him.

Taking you by the waist, Tom pulled your body flushed against his chest, a loud moan leaving your mouth as you felt he hit the perfect spot inside you, one of his hands going to your clit, massaging the sensitive bud. Turning your face around, you connected your lips to Tom’s, your tongue practically throwing itself inside his mouth. “Oh god, please, don’t stop! I’m gonna fucking cum.” You murmured against Tom’s lips, your second orgasm washing over you as he kept fucking your brains out.

You let out a gasp as you pulled away from him, your arms going to his neck, while your lips stayed glued to his. “You look stunning like this,” Tom mumbled as you tried to catch your breath, pulling some of your sweaty hair out of your face. “I wanna ride you,” you mumbled between his lips, Tom’s eyes suddenly going to the size of saucers at your words. Before he could say or do anything else, you pushed him down, straddled his lap, and positioned yourself on top of him.

You and Tom moaned in sync as you guided him back inside you, one of his hands kneading your breast while the other laid against your back, guiding you against his cock. “Fuck, y/n.” Tom moaned as you started to move up and down, rolling your hips until his tip hit the perfect spot. Gripping onto the headboard, you began to ride him faster, your moans practically turning into screams from how good it felt.

Tom helped your movements when you started to feel your legs tremble, the knot on your stomach tightening with each thrust of your hips. “I’m close,” you breathed out, the hand that Tom had on your breast now going to your clit, circling the sensitive bud until you were convulsing on top of him, your back arching as you reached your high for the third time that night. “Fuck y/n!” The feeling of your walls clenching around his cock was enough to bring Tom over the edge, his moans mixing with yours while waves of pure pleasure coursed through the two of you.

The next thing you knew, you were waking up in Tom’s arms, his grip almost crushing you, but comfortable nonetheless. Careful not to wake him, you slowly turned around, smiling upon seeing Tom’s face squished against the pillow, soft snores coming from his lips, the same ones that had bothered you so much the day before, but now you found them quite adorable.

You felt your heart thud as you watched Tom sleep, a mixture of feelings screaming at each other inside your chest. It was a few minutes later when he finally stirred awake, smiling upon seeing your face. “‘Morning,” he mumbled, voice still coated with sleep. “‘Morning,” you smiled back. “How long have you been watching me?” Tom asked with a smirk, “Hum, a few minutes.” You responded, to which he furrowed his eyebrows. “You creep!” He joked, earning a chuckle from you.

You and Tom kept lying in bed, neither of you moving a muscle, only the sound of your breaths cutting through the silence, “Your username was right, you know?” You let it out after a few seconds, “Huh?” Tom looked at you, seeming confused, “You really are the best cuddler ever.” You smiled, making Tom blush. “Shut up!” He chuckled, hugging you even closer. You leaned in first, giving him a small kiss, pulling away only for Tom to connect your lips again, deepening the kiss this time, not letting you go until you were both in desperate need of air.

You were suddenly interrupted by a gurgling sound, apparently coming from under the covers. “Was that your stomach?” Tom asked, laughing when you hid your head in his chest. “In my defense, you have only fed me snacks since I arrived here.” You pouted, to which he let out a laugh. “I can fix that,” Tom said, kissing your pouty lips, before getting up and ordering you to stay in bed.

About half an hour later, Tom was coming back to his room, this time he carried a tray with two bowls, filled to the top with steaming hot noodles, your stomach gurgling at the smell. “Special delivery!” He exclaimed, giving you one of the bowls. “I didn’t know you were a cook.” You joke, earning a loud chuckle from him. “It’s just instant noodles, y/n. There’s no need for credit.” Tom rolled his eyes at you, taking his first bite. “Well, you still put it in a bowl so, I guess that counts.” You both laughed, before eating the rest of your food in silence.

The snow seemed to have stopped, and you could actually hear the clean-up trucks working outside. “You know,” Tom started after a few minutes. “You’re not the worst person to be stuck with.” The brunette said, a small smile covering his lips. “I’m already in your bed, Tom, you don’t have to flirt with me.” You smirked, Tom’s cheeks immediately turning a bright red. “What a way to ruin the moment. I’m gonna get us something to drink.” Tom said, trying to fight the smile on his face.

Once he was out of the room, you felt a shiver run down your spine, the shirt you wore doing nothing to keep you warm. “Hey, can I pull the classic girl move and borrow one of your biggest and comfiest hoodies? I promise not to steal it.” You asked, biting your lip to suppress a smile. “Yeah, I’m coming!” Tom exclaimed from the kitchen.

You went to his closet anyway, eager to find something to warm you up but what you found in there made you suddenly stop your movements. Women’s clothes. A lot of them. Shirts, jeans, skirts, shorts, dresses, shoes. All neatly organized, color-coordinated even. You swallow hard, not wanting to believe your eyes, hoping that somehow Tom had an explanation for that.

As you opened the first drawer of his dresser, you felt a knot form in your throat, your eyes brimming with tears as you saw a picture frame of Tom and another girl kissing, the caption written on it making painfully obvious it was a present from her. “To my favorite person in the whole world. I love you so much, Tommy! Cindy xx”

When Tom came back to the room with two glasses of what looked like orange juice, he found you sitting in bed, still holding the picture frame. “y/n…” he started, but you cut him off. “Where’s Cindy?” You asked, your voice betraying you in the worst way possible. “Visiting her parents.” He mumbled, putting the glasses down, “Are you together?” You asked, feeling dumb for even questioning such a thing. “That’s a tough question to answer.” He let it out, to which you nodded. “You said enough.” You smiled sadly, before getting up.

Tom sighed, watching as you started to get dressed, “y/n, let me explain this.” You scoffed, “There’s nothing to explain here, Tom. You had the house to yourself and you used it. Fuck! ” You cursed as you struggled to put your pantyhose back on. “It’s not like that, please, let’s talk about it.” Tom tried again but you were seeing red. “You know, I always wondered what it felt like to be the other girl. Feels better, not great, but undeniably better.” You said, taking the rest of your clothes to the living room, where you turned the tv on to see how the weather was currently.

You kept putting more layers on, preparing to face the cold outside, when Tom appeared in the living room. “Can I show you something?” He asked, sitting right beside you. “Leave me alone, Tom. I’m not mad, I mean, how could I be? I didn’t ask and you didn’t lie. I wanted meaningless sex and I got it.” You mumbled, finally having put all of your clothes on. “Here, read this.” Tom insisted, showing you a piece of paper that, after reading, left you even more confused. “She dumped you but you’re still living together?” You asked, “She didn’t give it to me yet.” He said, “I-I don’t understand and honestly, I don’t care.” You tossed him the paper back. “Two weeks ago she asked me to get her wallet, and when looking for it, I accidentally found this. I didn’t know what to do, so I just gave her wallet back and the next day, she left.” Tom explained, before adding, “I made that profile so I’d have something to throw in her face whenever she pulled the trigger. And I know, I know that’s very immature.” He was looking at you, waiting for a response, “You could’ve broken up with her.” You simply let it out, “Yeah, I-I thought about that.” He mumbled. “Look, I did something stupid and I’m sorry.” Tom tried to reach for you but you have had enough. “Excuse me.” You said, making your way to the bathroom, where you could finally let your emotions out.

A couple of minutes later, you were getting out of the room with a puffy face and red eyes, startling Tom, who was still sitting on the couch. “Hey, y/n, wait.” He said as he saw you put your coat on, “C’mon, what was I supposed to do? I didn’t even know you existed.” Tom exclaimed, standing in front of you. “Look, I don’t want her. I want you!” The words left his mouth all at once and the worst part is that you believed every single one of them. Taking a deep breath, you finally looked at him, “And what makes you think I want you? You’re just a funny guy, who doesn’t even have a job. And I think you severely underestimate your ability to hurt people.” You stated, before walking past him and slamming his door shut.

When you got home later that day, you went straight to your room, where you locked yourself on for the next few days, crying yourself to sleep every night, feeling stupid for being so naïve and letting yourself fall for a guy again, only getting out to eat when Addylin was at work, that way you didn’t have to face her and explain yourself.

Two days later, you were mindlessly scrolling through TikTok when you got a call from an unknown number, that upon picking up, you discovered was from one of the companies you had sent your application to, and you simply couldn’t believe when the lady on the other side of the line said they wanted you to interview for the position later that afternoon. “Yes, I can! I’ll be there, thank you so much! Bye!” You let out a loud squeal as you ended the call, a sense of relief washing over you.

A few hours later, you had showered, done your hair and makeup, and put together a semi-professional outfit for the interview. To say you were nervous was an understatement since you felt like throwing up every time you took a breath. You decided to leave the apartment earlier to hopefully not be late for the interview since you knew how crazy the traffic was most likely going to be.

Taking your purse and shoving everything you needed inside, you took one last look in the hallway mirror before you opened the door, only to find the last person you expected to see today standing there, ready to knock. “Tom?” You said in disbelief, “Hi!” He mumbled while taking his fist down. “What-? How did you find me?” You asked, your heart flipping inside your chest. “Your- friend. She has a very unusual name so after finding her on instagram, I told her who I was and what had happened between us and she gave me your, or her, address.” Tom let it out in one big breath, your eyes going to the size of saucers with this new information. “I’m gonna kill her.” You gritted your teeth, deciding to ignore him and focus on closing the door.

“y/n, listen…” Tom tried to reach for your arm but you were quick to swat it away from his grasp. “What are you even doing here, Tom?” You asked, feeling a knot starting to form on your throat. “I came here to talk.” He said, to which you scoffed, “We have nothing to talk about!” You exclaimed, “Please, just hear me out!” He pleaded, making you pinch the bridge of your nose. “I can’t talk right now, Tom! I’m gonna be late.” You tried, but Tom wasn’t having it. “I’ll wait here until you come back, then.” He exclaimed, leaning against the wall, sliding his body until he was sitting on the floor. “Are you serious?” You snapped, “I really need to talk to you, y/n.” Tom stated, a sigh leaving your lips upon realizing that he was, in fact, being serious. “Five minutes.” You warned, pointing your finger at him before opening the door and inviting him inside.

After closing the door, you crossed your arms in front of your chest, raising your eyebrows, waiting for him to start talking. “Look y/n, I fucked up! What I did was immature and you didn’t deserve that. I’m sorry!” Tom apologized, his eyes holding nothing but sincerity. “It doesn’t matter, Tom. We got what we wanted out of it, let’s just forget about it.” You declared, to which Tom scoffed, “Don’t throw the meaningless sex card at me again y/n, we both know it was more than that.” Tom exclaimed, your heart almost swelling upon hearing his words.

Looking away, you tried your best to just shrug it off. “I know you felt it too.” He whispered, taking a step towards you, which you allowed this time. “Why are you doing this, Tom? You have a girlfriend.” You pointed out, shaking your head. “It’s over now,” Tom stated. “How convenient.” You scoffed, rolling your eyes to the back of your head. “C’mon y/n, you can’t stop this before we realize what it could be. There’s a lot of stuff I want to know about you and so much to talk about. I’ve spent two nights with you and… that’s not enough time. Give me more time, please.” As Tom stood there, waiting for an answer, all that was going through your head was how bad your last relationship had gone and how much you didn’t want to go through that again. “Are you done? ‘Cause I really gotta go now.” You finally said, swallowing the lump on your throat.

Tom’s eyes held a look of utter disappointment in them, your heart completely shattering at the sight. “Yeah…” Tom nodded as you opened the door for him. “I’m sorry. Bye y/n!” The brunette said, before stepping out of the house. You didn’t even realize you were crying until a few tears started to run down your cheeks. Cursing at yourself, you rushed to the bathroom to fix your makeup since you still had a job interview to do.

Thankfully, you were able to get to the interview just in time, and as you left the company an hour later, you felt a sense of pride and hope, something you hadn’t felt in a very long time. When you went to retrieve your phone from your purse to call a cab, you discovered a piece of paper that you didn’t recognize at first but upon further investigation, you realized it was a ticket to the MOMA with a few words scribbled on it. “I’m an idiot. I’m sorry! T”

You couldn’t help but chuckle at Tom’s messy scribble, your heart beating rapidly inside your chest, a sense of yearning taking over you. After staring at the paper for a few minutes, while your mind and heart fought with each other to have the last say, you decided to follow the latter, getting on a cab and giving the driver Tom’s address.

You felt your heart on your throat as you knocked on Tom’s door, tears building in your water lines as you saw his face again. “y/n?” He asked, confused as to why you were there. Taking a deep breath, you tried your best to say the next words without your voice trembling, “One chance…” you murmured with one of your fingers up, watching as his face lit up, “You have one chance, Holland.” You felt the weight of Tom’s body on yours as soon as you said those words, his lips colliding into yours.

When neither of you could breathe anymore, Tom reluctantly pulled away, holding your face in his hands, a sorrowful expression on his eyes, “I’m so sorry, y/n! I’m an idiot!” He mumbled, “I know!” You said, a chuckle escaping your lips, “I have a thing for idiots though.” You shrugged, Tom’s smile being the last thing you saw before your lips met again.

i got the card number 2 - sfw, and as you could probably tell i chose the middle row vertically ♡

if you’re curious, the film this fic was based on is called two night stand and i highly recommend giving it a watch if you haven’t yet

tagging some of my lovely mutuals ♡ @userholland @missnxthingg @celestialholland @honeyspidey @annathesillyfriend @duskholland @lauras-collection @heyhihellowhatsup0 @geekygoddesss @mrs-hollandstan @sunshinehollandd @uglypastels @tomhollandd @spiderboytotherescue @t-lostinworlds @veryholland @petesrparker @cutetomholland

[b000mbayah]

Blackpink members as types of love

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ 𓆩♡𓆪 ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥

Requested: Yes

Word count: 724

Warnings: None :)

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ 𓆩♡𓆪 ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥

Jisoo- co-worker love

As much as it was a shock, it was comforting. Regardless of the situation, you had to rely on one another for both support and affection. At least you don't spend too much time apart either. Jisoo is proud of your relationship development, and often boasts about the two of you to other employees. She loves to see you flushed pink from embarrassment, but will always apologise with sweet kisses and hugs after.

Jisoo loves when you both get days off to just relax. Could be at home or a nice nature reserve walk. Jisoo also appreciates the little moments you share at your place of work. Little lunches together, jokes and pranks in the practice room, and the small snippets of smiles you kiss each other with.

Jisoo can't wait to see what the future brings, maybe more furr babies, maybe even a ring. She'll wait for that day, and until then- Jisoo is more than content with the current situation.

Jennie- Soulmate love

When you first met, it was like an electrical circuit complete. You both felt cupid's arrow strike you in the chest, the sweet Melody of a harp plucking at your ears. It was like magic. You had everything positive present within the walls of your firm relationship. The communication was prominent above all else, with affection coming in as a close second.

Jennie loves to spend wasteless nights at your house, small parties, and hangouts with a few close friends. She also adores the small dog park dates you share, something about watching you chase around after her babies makes her feel all fuzzy and warm.

She often dreams of your future together, where you'd get married and where you'd have your awaiting honeymoon. It'll happen one day, Jennie just knows it.

Rosé- friends to lovers

She loves to cuddle up with you. Rosé would ignite PDA almost all the time when alone because she just wants to be that close to you. Rosés love for you had blossomed from a memorable friendship, she adores you even more now. You would've had to have made the first move. Rosé would be too timid to even attempt that act of bravery.

She loves spending her time watching movie marathons and going on long walks along a rear by river or beach side. These moments are precious, for they hold a fragileness to them. The time Rosé spends with you is undeniably her favourite of all. 

Picnics are her favourite thing to do for you, with you. Rosé would set up little surprises every now and then to spend her free time with you. Relaxing at home is another option she enjoys, too, but picnics are just too holesome for her love sick heart to avoid.

Lisa- teenage love

She wants to be with you all the time. Lisa is blind with this helpless love as the goofy atmosphere sets the perfect tone for her ideal life with someone. She loves spending whatever time she can get with you, squeezing the most out of any situation to make it that much more memorable. Lisa would take photos for memories, probably hanging them in a heart formation above her bed.

Bowling and watching movies are your favourite activities, offering endless laughs and plentiful hours of fun too. The dark room is always accompanied by some kind of disco light, adding that party theme. 

Roller skating is another of your favourite activities. Lisa surely appreciates it when you help her back to her feet every time she falls over..

[starzgaze]

𒀭 ˖ ࣪ 𓂃 70 FOLLOWERS EVENT !

scenario: your best friend that somehow almost knows everyone on this world sets you up with a blind date ! but its not any other ordinary blind date, youre being set up with one of the most popular or famous people on the internet !

there's some objects thats been laid down infront of you, your bestfriend said to pick one of these objects, they said that these objects will determine who will be your date and these objects reflects the person you're gonna go on a date with !

"now pick carefully, we dont want an awkward date now, do we?"

OPTIONS :

𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ Music sheets : it has a aroma of apple cider.

𓆩 ♡ 𓆪 Wine bottle : it has some swan-like designs on the bottle, and it looks expensive.

﹆ׂׂ ˖ ◗ Cocktail shaker : its a stainless steel one! it has a letter engraved onto the steel, letter "R"

࣪𖦆 ˓ Old Brooch : It has Chinese-dragon designs engraved onto it, it looks elegant and fancy. 

𖣠 𓏲·˚ ₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ Plush Narwhal : a tiny plush narwhal and with a cute tiny smile and a pair of beady eyes staring through your soul.

﹕₊˚ ✦ ( ^..^) Maple Leaf : just a red maple leaf.

♡ ﹕₊˚ ໑̶ A travelling souvenir : its a cute souvenir, it seems like you've seen this souvenir before like you received this before as a gift from a certain pair of twins

⛸️ ˑ 𖥻 ִ ۫ Tiny skateboard toy : its those tiny skateboard toys that you play with your hands, it has the Chinese nuo mask as its main design

⁀➷ ˖˚₊⠀Cleaning Supplies : its just a bunch of cleaning supplies, you thought that this person has to be a house wife or husband.

CLASSIC LOCATIONS

"Pick a location to spend the date ! be sure that the both of you enjoys the scenery ~"

꒰୨୧꒱ ARCADE : A good location for people who likes games !

` ⋆ ໑̶ PEOPLE WHO LOVES IT HERE: xiao, venti, childe

꒰୨୧꒱BEACH DATE : sand in your sandals, yuck

` ⋆ ໑̶ PEOPLE WHO LOVES IT HERE: childe, kaeya, diluc, lumine/aether

꒰୨୧꒱CAFE : a great meet-up spot !

` ⋆ ໑̶ PEOPLE WHO LOVES IT HERE: xiao, kazuha, zhongli, venti, lumine/aether

꒰୨୧꒱ AT HOME : at the comfort of your own/date's home.

` ⋆ ໑̶ PEOPLE WHO LOVES IT HERE: xiao, venti, tohma, childe, kazuha, aether

꒰୨୧꒱ FANCY RESTAURANT : expensive food, but the food is extremely good, but you have no idea how to pay this without your date's help.

` ⋆ ໑̶ PEOPLE WHO LOVES IT HERE: zhongli, kaeya, diluc, childe, tohma, kazuha, aether/lumine

꒰୨୧꒱ CINEMA : watching movies with your date with a biig screen !

` ⋆ ໑̶ PEOPLE WHO LOVES IT HERE: aether/lumine, childe, xiao, venti, kaeya

꒰୨୧꒱AMUSEMENT PARK : a park with lots of attraction.

` ⋆ ໑̶ PEOPLE WHO LOVES IT HERE: venti, aether/lumine, xiao, kaeya, diluc, kaeya

RULES !!

𖦆 ˓ NO NSFW

𖣠 𓏲·˚ If youre gonna rquest a date location that isnt up in the optiom please mention what is it in your ask

𖦆 ˓ You have two choices to pick to visualise your request: drawing or writing, of course you can pick or one but if you pick both please note it will take longer for me to finish/answer your ask

𖣠 𓏲·˚ if you request an object that isnt up in the choices, then i will have to ignore/delete your ask

𖦆 ˓ if you want to add yandere themes to your request please say it in your request !

𖣠 𓏲·˚ importantly have fun !

[jishyucks]

*✲ﾟ*｡⋆ nct dream fics *✲ﾟ*｡⋆

☼ – fluff ～ ☽ – angst ～ ✿ – popular ～ bolded – my favourites

S E R I E S

⇾ True Love Gave to Me — hyung line x reader

—  A Holiday Series of Short Oneshots Ah~ the holiday season—a season of giving, of joy and laughter, of overflowing love… Why not spread this festive warmth with 12 short stories set during this time of year?

♡ M A R K

⇾ Fish | 2 - ☽ hogwarts au; 0.8k

What was a Ravenclaw doing in the Slytherin house?

⇾ Me, You, and the View ✿ - ☼ f2l, slice-of-life!au; 5.5k

after being ditched by your entire friend group on an out-of-town trip, you and your (not-so-close) friend Mark are left alone to explore the destination together

⇾ Candy Cane Delays - ☼ implied f2l, classmates!au; 3.0k

Sure, it was disheartening seeing everyone receive a holiday candy gram but you, especially when you’re the one in charge of selling them at lunch. But don’t worry, yours is on the way. He’s just… running a bit late. — PART OF THE TLGTM SERIES

♡ R E N J U N

⇾ First-First Date - ☽ highschool au, best friends; 2.2k

Why was Renjun sitting alone with the bouquet of flowers he prepared for his date?

⇾ Walls, Brawls, & Sudden Rainfalls ✿ - ☼ e2l, slow burn, college!au; 23.6k

Your first impression of Huang Renjun wasn’t the greatest. In fact, the first two encounters you did have with him were enough for you to conclude that he was just some cold-blooded boy who genuinely didn’t care about anyone else but himself. That was, of course, before the (damn) universe brings you both together to work on the local daycare’s mural; Alternatively where first impressions blind the fact that you two actually fit quite well together.

⇾ if only - ☼ co-leads to lovers; 2.2k

Renjun's made one promise to himself ever since the play's production started: I promise not to fall in love with my fellow cast member. But after months of working alongside you, he finds that this promise was something he couldn't keep.

⇾ Happy Holidays! The Universe Hates Me. - ☼ academic-rivals-to-(implied)lovers, forced proximity; 3.7k

You don’t hate many things, but you could proudly say that you hate snow and Huang Renjun. And now that the universe has decided that it was a great idea to have you snowed in with the smartass himself, you’ll gladly add the universe to that list. — PART OF THE TLGTM SERIES

♡ J E N O

⇾ Better Late Than Never - ☼ highschool au; 1.4k

In which being late for a school trip gives you no choice but to sit next to ‘No-fun’ Jeno

⇾ If ✿ | 2 - ☼ e2l, royal!au; 6.1k & 7.1k

How irritating would it be for one to not understand their own feelings?

⇾ Dollarstore Mistletoe - ☼ f2l; 2.7k

Jeno looked up at the mistletoe then at you, cheeks heating up from the situation. So that’s why Hyuck had mistletoe.

⇾ After Tomorrow - ☼ slice-of-life, implied f2l; 1.8k

After waiting patiently for your schedule to clear up due to school, Jeno finally sees his chance to ask you out

⇾ Desk Deliveries - ☼ implied f2l/coworkers-to-lovers, secret admirer au, office!au; 5.6k

When gifts start appearing on your work desk on December 1st, you have no choice but to hunt down the man who’s been planting them. And with only 7 men on the floor, this shouldn’t be difficult… Right? — PART OF THE TLGTM SERIES

♡ H A E C H A N

⇾ Cat’s Out - ☽ highschool au; 1.4k

In which Donghyuck accidentally finds out about Y/N’s crush on him

⇾ Amortentia | 2 - ☽☼ hogwarts au; 2.7k & 15.4k

Donghyuck used the love potion for the fun of it. That warm feeling that he was starting to feel in his chest when he sees you isn’t fun; in which the use of a love potion backfires horribly

⇾ And They Were Roommates ✿ - ☼ roommates au, e2l; 10.7k

❝It was unbearable living beneath you and now living with you? No thanks.❞ ; alternatively where Donghyuck needs a place to stay and your place is the only option left

⇾ Meant To Be (Broken) - ☼ f2l; 1.5k

❝My promise… I’ll keep it if you want me to. But if you want me to break it, just tell me, and I’ll do it.❞

⇾ All I Want - ☼ f2l/co-workers to lovers; 1.5k

In which the mix of Christmas music in August and Donghyuck's surge of confidence almost does good for the both of you

⇾ Groceries are Overrated ✿ - ☼ meet-cute, sorta slice-of-life; 5.6k

After multiple encounters, you develop a crush on the boy working at your local supermarket. And who knows? Maybe the feeling is mutual.

⇾ Baby, Please Come Home - ☼ established relationship

They weren’t lying when they said that the holiday season was the busiest time of year. With finals rolling around, gift shopping for your family, and keeping yourself in check, you barely have time to give your boyfriend the attention he wants. Donghyuck, however, has a way to work around this; alternatively, in which Donghyuck just wants one kiss and you think it’ll be funny not to give it to him — PART OF THE TLGTM SERIES

⇾ on a whim ✿ - ☼ f2l?

❝What if… what if I kissed you?❞; alternatively, you impulsively suggest to be your best friend's first kiss

♡ J A E M I N

⇾ Beauty and the First Kiss - ☼ highschool au, f2l; 2.8k

Y/N doesn’t want her first kiss to be during a kissing scene in a school play, so her best friend Jaemin thinks of an alternative way out of this situation

⇾ Collarbone - ☼ soulmate au, meet-ugly; 1.8k

To your surprise, your soulmate’s that jerk you encounter at a club

⇾ It’s the Thought that Counts - ☼ f2l; 1.3k

In which you’re Jaemin’s plus-one to a wedding and questions start to run through your head rent-free

⇾ Yesterday Once More - ☼ implied f2l; 1.7k

You blinked at the faded marker ink on the card, recalling Valentine’s Day almost a decade ago, ❝He kept this all these years?❞

⇾ Crayon Confessions - ☼ f2l/co'workers’-to-lovers

You have two weaknesses—Gojo and men with kids… and you guess, Jaemin. That would make it three, but he falls under that second category; alternatively, in which you weren’t really planning on developing feelings for Na Jaemin but seeing him work with kids all the time at the local community centre is making it damn hard not to. — PART OF THE TLGTM SERIES

♡ C H E N L E

⇾ By Chance - {social media au}

Choosing the wrong mandatory elective seemed like a stupid mistake to Chenle at first. That is until he crosses paths with you. Discontinued as of now

°•. ✿ .•°

© 2023 jishyucks. pls do not copy/repost, translate, or claim as your own!

[strawberry-barista]

⚅ — @abstractreign asked: — ⚅

⚅ — ♡ ovo !! — ⚅

Romance Headcanons

♡ = Is there any kind of person that your muse will never date? 

— ★ ⚄ ★ —

⚀ Never is a pretty strong word. I feel like provided that he worked with someone long enough and formed a bond, the pool of people Hanekoma would not date after that would be very small indeed.

⚀ I think he would definitely never date anyone on the fly. So not someone he isn't already in love with, not in a romantic sense anyway. He'll take platonic dates with anyone all day long, but romantic dates would be strictly for someone he's already interested in. Blind dates are automatically rejected.

⚀ He would also likely never date someone who didn't respect him in a basic sense, but he'd likely never fall in love with someone like this in the first place. Even then, though... Maybe if he taught them to change their behavior and formed a bond during that process they'd be open for that option. So you see how slim this is? Aside from the already obvious answers like minors and abusers, etc. really the only legitimate answer to this is complete strangers. :T

[folkloreguk]

♡ WIPs ♡

(all wips are meant to be optional bias fics unless stated otherwise)

-> I will add new ideas whenever I come up with new ones!

-> Help me decide which one to write next by commenting / messaging me! ♡

1. hogwarts!AU, e2l, body swap, smut

-> you both skip class and accidentally swap bodies with your enemy, since you don't want to get into trouble you'll have to figure out by yourselves how to swap back - until then, it's time to pretend you're each other without destroying each other's image...

2. werewolf!au, e2l, smut

3. holiday!au, life guard!au, possible smut (in part 2)

-> you finally found your mate - only problem is, he is your mortal enemy from another pack just across town...

-> after an incident at the public pool where you like to swim you decide to only go there in the late evenings, when the pool is almost completely empty - except for the cute life guard...

4. best friend!au, meant to comfort you, fluff

-> your parents are gone for the weekend and you lock yourself out of your house, just as a storm is about to hit the city - good thing your best friend lives just across the street, waiting with open doors

5. s2l, sugarbaby!au but not really?, smut

-> you join your sugar daddy on a work trip - while he attends his meetings you hang out at the pool of the fancy hotel, where you meet another sugar baby, who is a billion times more interesting than older men and - not so surprisingly - steals your heart in no time

6. French Class Part 2, e2l?, fwb

-> you're now in a fwb relationship with the biggest fuckboy on campus - what sort of adventures could you possibly get into and were you going to keep up your previous good-girl-antics when you found yourself in his bed ever so often?

7. smut, humor?

-> you go on a blind double date with your friend - to your shock the hot guy you hooked up with three nights ago walks through the door and turns out to be your date - get ready for a lot of awkward sexual tension and every thing in the world that could possibly go wrong stopping you from getting home and into his bed at the end of the day

10. Swim Part 2, smut (female optional bias)

-> you finally make it back to her apartment, literally just pwp