#Binghe goes straight for Shizun which is honestly even MORE terrifying!

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SVSSS ABO AU where A!LBH goes into rut because of some stupid sex plot device (my awful brain imagined it happening some point close to or even during if you want to be truly awful the Immortal Alliance Conference which...I guess can be pushed back to after LBH is 18 for comfort’s sake) and is alone and scared and begs his beloved Shizun to help him. O!SQQ gives in because poor Binghe! The poor boy has enough pain coming his way, he deserves something kinda good to happen!

After the Endless Abyss happens SQQ discovers he’s pregnant. But is also heavy in denial. 

He literally denies he’s pregnant until he feels them move. At that point he has to come to terms with the fact that he’s going to be a parent. 

This is pretty impressive considering he ends up delivering triplets (two girls and a boy, boy is the middle child, youngest girl is very small when she was born) (No names decided for the bbys yet though)

He raises those babies for about two and a half years (triplets are often premature) and he loves them while still trying to do the whole Peak Lord thing (literally imagine his kids calling him Shizun because his disciples all call him that and toddlers are parrots). No one knows for sure who their father is. He won’t say. (But there are some theories, some are even correct!) but he has help caring for them (LQG helps him a LOT)

Then LBH returns. And hears that in the three years he’s been gone, his Shizun has become a parent (!). He is, predictably, VERY jealous and upset by the whole thing. LBH wants to see his Shizun’s babies (note: he doesn’t know they are his because he misjudges how old they should be since they were born early. According to LBH’s timeline, SQQ would have been already pregnant when they slept together) because well...they are Shizun’s!

I have this very heartbreaking image of SQQ being torn on being afraid for his children (since he doesn’t know how LBH will react to being a father, especially when the other parent is the man who ‘tried to kill him’) but also wanting them to know each other because well...LBH is their father!

LBH would never hurt those children, even thinking they were fathered by someone else (he suspects LQG) because well...he was beaten and abused as a child and...they are Shizun’s babies! He actually kind of loves them from the first moment he sees them.

Maybe SQQ tells LBH that he can do whatever he likes to him, torture him, even kill him, just so long as he promises now he will take care of the triplets. Because they deserve to grow up with at least ONE of their parents!

And when Binghe puts two and two together and realizes HE’S those babies’ father!!??? Tears. Absolute waterfalls of them.