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Happy Birthday Bev Bevan, drummer with The Move, Electric Light Orchestra & briefly Black Sabbath, born 11/25/1944.
#elo#electric light orchestra#Bev bevins#classic rock#rock#hard rock#rock and roll#heavy metal#'70s rock#'70s
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who up transfemming they faves
#the art tag#fop a new wish#fop fanart#fop hazel#fop dev#not tagging peri or wanda mwahaha#real talk what do yall think her prefered name would be#Dev is pretty androgynous but idk I feel like she would change it anyway#I was originally very partial to Dove and I think it would fit my future interpretation of her#but also what if she doesn't want to keep the first letter D that runs in her horrible family?#Bev works I think#short for Beverly or something?#Bevin...#I think I still like Dove more though#also unrelated but Hazel is a librarian in this future 🤓#okay im done now
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Pink Noises: Women on Electronic Music and Sound by Tara Rodgers
Get it from my Google Drive HERE
Pink Noises brings together twenty-four interviews with women in electronic music and sound cultures, including club and radio DJs, remixers, composers, improvisers, instrument builders, and installation and performance artists. The collection is an extension of Pinknoises.com, the critically-acclaimed website founded by musician and scholar Tara Rodgers in 2000 to promote women in electronic music and make information about music production more accessible to women and girls. That site featured interviews that Rodgers conducted with women artists, exploring their personal histories, their creative methods, and the roles of gender in their work. This book offers new and lengthier interviews, a critical introduction, and resources for further research and technological engagement.
Contemporary electronic music practices are illuminated through the stories of women artists of different generations and cultural backgrounds. They include the creators of ambient soundscapes, “performance novels,” sound sculptures, and custom software, as well as the developer of the Deep Listening philosophy and the founders of the Liquid Sound Lounge radio show and the monthly Basement Bhangra parties in New York. These and many other artists open up about topics such as their conflicted relationships to formal music training and mainstream media representations of women in electronic music. They discuss using sound to work creatively with structures of time and space, and voice and language; challenge distinctions of nature and culture; question norms of technological practice; and balance their needs for productive solitude with collaboration and community. Whether designing and building modular synthesizers with analog circuits or performing with a wearable apparatus that translates muscle movements into electronic sound, these artists expand notions of who and what counts in matters of invention, production, and noisemaking. Pink Noises is a powerful testimony to the presence and vitality of women in electronic music cultures, and to the relevance of sound to feminist concerns.
Interviewees: Maria Chavez, Beth Coleman (M. Singe), Antye Greie (AGF), Jeannie Hopper, Bevin Kelley (Blevin Blectum), Christina Kubisch, Le Tigre, Annea Lockwood, Giulia Loli (DJ Mutamassik), Rekha Malhotra (DJ Rekha), Riz Maslen (Neotropic), Kaffe Matthews, Susan Morabito, Ikue Mori, Pauline Oliveros, Pamela Z, Chantal Passamonte (Mira Calix), Maggi Payne, Eliane Radigue, Jessica Rylan, Carla Scaletti, Laetitia Sonami, Bev Stanton (Arthur Loves Plastic), Keiko Uenishi (o.blaat)
#book#tara rodgers#annea lockwood#pamela z#le tigre#ikue mori#Pauline Oliveros#Pink Noises: Women on Electronic Music and Sound
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genderbent losers club government names and how/why they go by the guy(girl for bev) versions of their names
(imo btw)
richie: rachel
stan: stacey
eddie: edith
bill: billie
bev: bevin
mike: michelle
ben: bethany
(special mention ! georgie: georgia)
richie was called ‘richard’ by kids at school to make fun of her *stage whispers* cause she’s gay !
she didn’t give a shit tho so she started going by richie
“if you’re gonna give me a guy name at least don’t make me sound old”
stan, eddie and bill started to go by their new names out of solidarity, and cause richie wouldn’t let it go, they had no choice
(stan was actually relieved that she wasn’t being called stacy anymore, cause every time she entered a room richie was she would start yelling ‘stacys mom’)
(cmon tho stan being called stacy is so perfect, like the song ‘stacys mom’ and her best friend being richie !! hello !!!)
later on when ben, bev and mike joined the gang they all got their new names as a kinda initiation thing
like the losers are all just in the clubhouse one day
richie, pointing at mike: omg ! micheal !! mike !!! mikey !!!!
mike: huh
stan: *sigh* it’s your boy name. welcome ig
richie: micycle !!! mikey d !!! mickey mouse !!!
stan, throwing a pillow full force at rich: SHUT UP !! anyway mike can you pass me the twizzlers
mike: yeah sure :D
georgie just wanted to be apart of the group so she got a nickname too !
#this was awkward to end lol#losers club#fem losers club#genderbent losers club#richie tozier#eddie kaspbrak#stan uris#stanley uris#bill denbrough#ben hanscom#bev marsh#beverly marsh#mike hanlon#it movie#it 2017#it 2019#george denbrough#georgie denbrough
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Fallin’ All In You - I made this Tumblr page just for you guys to be able to read my fan fiction of Shawn Mendes. I haven’t wrote fan fic in years!! It’s hard to get in to the story but I think you will all love it. Enjoy!!
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Bevin
I couldn't help but boogie along with the music Maddie had on while we were getting ready to head out. We both just finished our shifts at The Sunshine Diner and were eager to get a few pints into us.
'I'm so excited for this girls night, Jonah always ruins the night when he comes out.'
She wasn't wrong, my boyfriend would always cling onto me for the whole night, even when his friends were out as well. We've been seeing each other for 7 months. I moved to NYC from Ireland over a year ago. We did jump into things, but he makes me happy. I could hear my phone buzzing. It was a text message from Jonah.
'Enjoy your night babe. Talk tomorrow. I love you.'
I love you. I still haven't said it back. I've never been in love before, and I'm scared to say it because I'm unsure of what love is.
'What do you think?'
Maddie shouted over the music distracting me from my thoughts. She stood there in a tight dress and heels. She always over dressed when we went out, she says, 'How else am I going to catch the guys attention?' She looked great in everything. Her short brown hair sitting just by her chin.
I turned and looked at my reflection. My auburn hair waving over my shoulders down to my hips. Maybe it's time for a cut.
'So are you going to get dressed, or are you just going to stare at yourself in the mirror all night?'
I threw on a skirt, t-shirt and boots. I was always way more casually dressed than Maddie. It probably works out better in her favor in the end. Maddie was single and wild. She loved getting her hands on any guy she wanted. I always thought would I be like that if I wasn't in a relationship.
'Taxi is here, are you ready?'
I grabbed my jacket and off we went.
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The Tipsy Cow. A student bar that had karaoke then late night music. Maddie was in university so always dragged me out for the student nights. Because I'm a full time waitress I was lucky enough to get the day off tomorrow. Which meant I could drink to my hearts content. I mean without worrying about getting a hangover.
I followed Maddie over to the bar. She ordered us two Pink Gins and Tonic. Dangerous stuff.
'Oh Mads, G&T, you know how I get on these.'
'I know.' Maddie laughs as she walks over to our friends and takes a seat.
Three Gins down the line, there I was, up on the Karaoke. I understand now why Maddie had me drinking gin. The only time I will ever get up and sing is when I've had a few drinks in me. The table erupted in cheers when my name was called to go up on stage.
There I was grooving away to the beginning of Whitney Houston's 'I Wanna Dance With Somebody'.
*****
I was standing at the bar waiting to be served.
'Hey Bev, were heading out to the smoking area, meet us out there.' Maddie said into my ear over the music.
I waved her away, I couldn't see in front of me I just needed a glass of water. Everyone was dancing around and bumping into me.
Then I caught eyes with him. I didn't know if he was looking at me or at someone from behind. I turned around to check. He continued to stare, never losing eye contact. I looked at him in confusion, then he started walking towards me.
The closer he got I could see that yes he was coming over to me. His curly brown hair was hanging over his forehead. He stopped in front of me and smiled. His smile made my stomach fill with butterflies. It didn't help that I was highly intoxicated and was already feeling sick.
'Hi, can I get you a drink.' He smiled.
His Canadian accent made me weak. I couldn't help but feel guilty that I had these thoughts, but there was nothing wrong with a kind guy offering to buy me a drink. Was there?
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#shawn mendes#shawnmendes#shawnmendesfanfiction#mendes army#fan#shawn mendes fanfic#shawn mendes fic#shawn mendes imagines#shawn mendes fan fiction#fanfictionfallinallinyou
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Free Use Curse - 23 May 2022
Camryn was studying Linear Algebra with Catrell in preparation of their final when Cam heard the door slam shut. "Damn," she thought, "He was home early, I'd have to be careful." She knew she'd have to find a way to distract Bevin from his usual activities, or distract Cat from asking too many questions.
Bevin came into the kitchen, and saw the girls at the table. He smiled. "How was your day Cam? And who's your friend?" Cam replied, "It was fine. school was school, and this is Catrell but everyone calls her Cat." Cat and Bevin shook hands, then Bev went to the fridge to get a beer.
As Bev stood behind Cam, nursing his beer, Cam felt the telltale signs of her arousal. Cam always had that effect on her, ever since that fateful day. She knew what she'd have to do, and hoped her friend wouldn't ask the wrong thing.
Bev loosened his belt, and dropped his pants and shorts. Cat was engrossed in this problem, and Cam was doing her best to make sure that stayed her focus. All the while, she stood up and bent over, raised up her skirt, and pulled her panties to the side.
Bev's cock slid easily into her, effortlessly. He rested his beer on the counter and put both his hands on Cam's hips, pounding an incessant rhythm. Cam, for all her effort, was starting to feel herself drool, feeling the pleasure Bevin always seemed to give her despite her best efforts.
Cam did her best to point out the problem Cat was working on, trying her best to focus her attention there instead of the wild fucking taking place a few feet away. She struggled to hold her voice at a constant timbre as her breath was ragged with each stroke, her mouth wanting to let out a long satisfying moan.
Eventually, Cat's eyes rose and saw Cam's rolling slowly back in her skull, just seconds away from an orgasm. "What the fuck, Cat? What's going on." And at that instant, the question passed on the Free Use Curse to Catrell. She felt herself instantly wetten, not realizing what the repercussions were. Bevin knew though, and a smile crossed his face just as he came in Cam's screaming body.
Bevin was about to claim his fourteenth woman with this curse. Where his victim would always be ready for his use, pussy, ass or throat. Never able to refuse him. Never able to escape his will until the curse passed on, when another woman noticed and asked about it.
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Käytiin super-Bevin kanssa ottamassa ammattikuvia satamassa. Bev on britti ja hänestä tulee uusi superagentti yhteyssivu-rintamalle. Yhteyssivu siis kansainvälistyy ja tällä hetkellä plakkarissa on jo 11 eri kielentaitajaa tekijöissä. Suomessa meillä on sanonta: Noniin! Tsekkaa sivuni ja ota yhteyttä: mikaelkytonen.yhteyssivu.com #nonii #noniin #elämäniyrittäjänä #yrittäjänarki #yrittäjänelämä #yrittäjä #yrittäjyys #yrittäjät #yrittäjänelämää #yrittäjänvapaus #vapaus #mikael #mikaelkytonen #markkinoijat #markkinointi #mainokset #mainonta #mainonnantekijät #yhteyssivu #yhteyssivucom (paikassa Playa De Campoamor) https://www.instagram.com/p/BulL9G9hW31/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wzzxw8m5qi90
#nonii#noniin#elämäniyrittäjänä#yrittäjänarki#yrittäjänelämä#yrittäjä#yrittäjyys#yrittäjät#yrittäjänelämää#yrittäjänvapaus#vapaus#mikael#mikaelkytonen#markkinoijat#markkinointi#mainokset#mainonta#mainonnantekijät#yhteyssivu#yhteyssivucom
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Eveeet 1060 sayfalık bir maceranın 9 gün sonunda sonuna gelmiş bulunmaktayım.Her ne kadar artık bitirtiğime sevinsem de(başka kitaplar okumak için) bittiği için de içimde bir hüzün var doğrusu.Karakterler resmen hayatımın bir parçası olmuştu artık.Stephen Kingin okuduğum ilk romanı ve diğerlerini de okumak için sabırsızlanıyoruuuum djdbdhf
Her neyse he bi de şey var tabi bu kitabı it 2 'yi izledikten sonra aldım ve okudum zaten de şimdi düşünüyorum acaba film mi daha güzeldi kitap mı diye ikisi de ayrı ayrı çok güzeldi kesinlikle(filmle kitap arasında farklilıklar var)
Evet artık kitaptan bahsetmeliyim sanirım djdnkcnff neyse başlıyorum
Kitabımız adları Bill Denbrough( Kekeme Bill ve Koca Bill),Richie Tozier(Geveze ve Bip Bip Richie),Eddie Kaspbrak(her ne kadar sevmese de Eds),Ben Hanscom(Saman Kafa),Mike Hanlon,Stanley Uris(Stan) ve Beverly Marsh(Bev) adlı 7 çocuğun dans eden palyaço Pennywise(O) ile savaşının hikayesi.Şöyle ki bunlar Derry diye bir kasabada yaşıyolar ve bu öyle bi kasaba ki buradaki ölüm oranı tüm dünyadaki kasabaların ölüm oranlarının 5-6 katı falan.Ama sorsanız kimsenin umrunda değil.insanlar buna alışmışlar yani artık.Ama tabiki bu ölümlerin bir sebebi var:Kanalizasyonun dibinde yaşayaşan dans eden palyaço Pennywise yani nam-ı değer O.Bu ölümcül güçlü yaratık her 27 yılda bir ortaya çıkarak adeta Derry'de kıyamet koparıyor.Bir sürü çocuk ölüyor,ölmeyenler de kabuslarında bu ölümcül yaratıkla savaşıyor.Hikayemiz de böyle başlıyor.O'nun tekrardan ortaya çıktığı 1958 yılında etrafı sular sellere götüren fırtınalı bir günde George Denbrough yani sevgili Koca Billyciğimizin kardeşi,abisinin ona yaptığı kağıttan gemiyi akan yağmur sularında yarıştırırken maalesef ki O'nun ilk kurbanı oluyor.O küçük çocuğun kolunu koparıp öldürüyor.Ondan sonra da durmuyor tabiki bir sürü çocuk kayboluyor ve cesetleri parçalanmış şekilde bulunuyor.Tüm bu olayların arasında da işte bu bahsettiğimiz yedi çocuk yani "kaybedenler"(filmde ezikler olarak geçiyordu)var.Şimdi hepsinin şöyle hikayelerinden bahsedeyim hemen.
Bill Denbrough:Kendisi çok yakışıklı bir çocuk tasfir edildiğine göre,liderlik özelliklerine sahip(ki olmasa zaten hiçbiri hayatta kalamazdı)oldukça cesur ve kardeşi öldüğü için savaşmaya hazır olan da o doğal olarak tek bir kusuru var ki kekeme.Hele kardeşi öldükten sonra çok daha kötüleşmiş.hmm bi de bunun bi bisikleti var gümüş diye tam bi hurda olmasına rağmen saatte 60 km e çıkabiliyor.(birçok kez hayatlarinı da kurtardı ayrıca).Grubun lideri vasfını taşıyor.Hepsi ona saygı gösteriyor ve ne derse yapıyorlar.Ve hepsi onun yanında kendini güvende hissediyor.Ayrıca Bevle aralarinda bir çekim var.Bill bundan pek bahsetmese de Bevin ona aşık olduğunu biliyoruz.
Richie Tozier:Richie'yi düşününce şuraya upuzun bir random atasım geldi hdhfjjfj.Evet richieciğimiz de bir taklitçi.Grubun şeklebeği yani.Gözlük takıyor ve bundan hiç hoşlanmiyor.Ayrıca her şeyle dalga geçebilecek kapasiteye sahip.Taklitçi derken de şöyle bir şey söylerken mesela birden irlandalı polis oluyo falan ama en iyisi köle zenci rolü yaptığı zamanlardı djxbfjfn bi de bunlar richie çok konuştuğunda bip bip richie diyerek onu susturuyorlar. kısacası böyle işte çok tatlı bir çocuk.Ayrıca filmde eddieye aşıktı ama kitapta bu tam olarak belirtilmiyor.
Eddie Kaspbrak:Bu çocuk varya jdndnfn aynı ben (yani daha çok filmdeki hali)şimdi şöyle ki 2 eddie var çünkü kitapla filmdeki hali biraz farklı ama bu kitap özeti olduğuna göre kitaptaki halinden bahsedelim.Neyse eddieciğimiz astım hastası (aslında değil ama hastalık hastası annesi onu buna inandırmış),dev gibi bir annesi var ve babası yok.Annesi de bunu hep böyle her şeyden sakınarak büyütmüs.Aman onu yapma oğlum hastalanırsın aman o koşamaz falan filan işte.Bu yüzden de Eddiciğimiz biraz ezik ama asla bir korkak degil yanlış anlaşılmasın.En nefret ettiği şey de sanırım richie'nin ona Eds diyip yanağını sıkması djfnjfjf.
Ben Hanscom:Nam-ı değer Saman kafa grubun en şişmanı (belki tüm yaşıtlarının da) şöyle ki ben bunlara sonradan dahil oluyor orayi da anlatıcam tabiki.Richie buna saman kafa dedigi için adı böyle.Bunun da babası yok.Ve cok şişman bir çocuk.Kaybedenlere katılmadan önce de hiç arkadaşı yoktu.Vee Beve aşık hem de bayaa.
Mike Hanlon:Grubun siyahi ve en son katılan üyesi
Stanley Uris:Düzen hastası ve küçük burunlu bir yahudi
Beverly Marsh:Grubun tek kız üyesi.Manyak bir babası var (ve sapık) O Bill'e aşık ama tüm grup da nerdeyse ona aşık(yani hepsi hoşlaniyo diyelim ki bu normal çünkü belki de onlarla konuşan tek kız ve tasfire göre çok güzel)
Neys iştee bunlar bir şekilde bir güc tarafından bir araya geliyorlar ve O'la savaşiyorlar.Kazandıklarinı zannetseler de 27 yıl sonra o tekrar ortaya çıkıyor ve bunlar da o tekrar çıkarsa onu öldürücez diye yemin ettiklerinden yetişkin halleriyle tekrar Derrye dönüp O'nun işini bitiriyorlar.(Bu sırada birsürü birsürü olay oluyor tabi ama hangi birini anlatayım canım çok istiyosan tekrar aç oku valla ama en önemlisi sonunda Eddie ölüyor (Stan de intihar etmişti bunu hatırlarsın heralde)ve tabiki kötü adam (daha doğrusu kadın ya da dişi diyelim) da ölüyor ve ta daaa mutlu son (belki de değil çünkü tekrar bir daha hatırlamamak üzerine birbirlerini unutuyorlar)kısacası böyle muhteşem bir kitaptı beğenmediğim ve rahatsız olduğum tek bir yeri vardı o da tünellerden çıkmak için Beverly'nin hepsiyle şey yapması çünkü filmdeki çocuklarla o kadar özleştirmiştim ki yakıstıramadım yani ve beni rahatsız etti gereksiz bir sahneydi bence ama onun dışında her şey çok güzeldi.
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Get to know me tag.
nickname(s): Family calls me Bev
gender: Female
zodiac: Cancer
height: 5′5”
time: 1:35 pm
fave band(s): Thousand Foot Krutch, Lady Antebellum, Maroon 5 (the old Maroon 5, meh about the new stuff but good for them!), Foo Fighters
fave solo artist(s): Taylor Swift, Ed Sheeran, Adele, Harry Styles (I like me some classic rock sounds, don’t be a hater), I’m sure there are more but those are the only ones I can think of rn.
song stuck in my head: nothing rn, but it’s usually you know...like...the Paw Patrol theme song...thanks to my kids lol
last movie i saw: Ready Player One (SO GOOD YA’LL!)
last show i saw: Kodi Ka-Pow 😑
when i created my blog: Hmm it was right before Rep dropped so fall of last year?
what i post: Mostly Taylor Swift, some GoT, a dash of Star Wars and whatever else I feel like.
last thing i googled: How to remove sap from windshield 😑
do i have any other blogs?: Nope
do i get asks?: Nope
why i chose my url: idk, so when people want to send me asks they can start it with “Yo, Bevin” lol. Also cuz I don’t only post about Taylor so I didn’t want people thinking it was an ONLY TS blog. However, I do have a Taylor related blog named saved, just in case I ever decide to change it. I’ll be Callitagetaway cuz those two songs are popppinnnnnnn.
following: 123
followed by: 126 beautiful followers
average hours of sleep: Try to get 8 but... you know...I have a 1 year old
lucky number: Don’t have one
instruments: Piano + drums
what i’m wearing: Dark jeans and my nikes lol...also a black hoodie that feels like a blanket.
dream job: Something with IT or digital arts.
dream trip: Anywhere where there are museums. I’m a home body soooooo
fave food: Anything my mom makes
nationality: American
fave song: Holy Ground, CIWYW
last book i read: Currently reading The Stranger Beside Me by Ann Rule
top three fictional universes i wanna join: Star Wars, Ready Player One, idk
Tagged by: @hauntedromantics (who you should all follow if you haven’t already... half of my blog is pretty much reblogs of hers lol)
I tag: @paralyzed--by-it @deli-cat13 @someday-illbelivinginabigoldcity
(also no pressure doing this if I tagged you, I’m just bored and ya’ll are loyal af so I wanted to give you a little shoutout <3)
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CHARACTER INTERVIEW ! repost , don’t reblog .
NAME: Bevin Saga Walsh
NICKNAME: Bey, Bev
AGE: 21 (varies depending on the verse)
SPECIES: Magic-using Human
Personal
Has a young daughter (Shea)
Works full time in a book shop
Physical
BUILD: scrawny / bony / slender / fit / athletic / curvy / herculean / pudgy / average
HEIGHT: 5′5″
SCARS / BIRTHMARKS: Birthmark on her left thigh
ABILITIES / POWERS: Bevin is able to do real magic, but she’s not as reliant on it as a fair few magic users tend to be.
RESTRICTIONS: Needs to wear something that’s been charmed to help focus her magic in order to use it. Doesn’t focus on her magic studies as much as she should.
Favourites
FOOD: Her mom’s beef stew
DRINK: Vanilla Coke (rare treat), milk
PIZZA TOPPING: Pepperoni
COLOR: Baby blue, mint green
MUSIC GENRE: Rock
BOOK GENRE: N/A (she reads pretty much anything)
MOVIE GENRE: Thriller
SEASON: Fall/Spring
CURSE WORD: Damn/Dammit
SCENT ( S ) : Books, herbs, the clean air smell after it rains.
Fun stuff
BOTTOM OR TOP: Switch, prefers bottom.
SINGS IN THE SHOWER: All the fucking time
LIKES BAD PUNS: Loves them
Tagged by: @imworthfivedollars Tagging: anyone else who wants to do the thing!
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BEVIN
I didn't stay the night in Jonah's. I have work early in the morning. Oh the joys. I could hear Maddie coming home an hour after me. She comes running into my room.
'He is a virgin!!' she shouted, smiling.
'I cant believe you actually asked him.'
'You'll never find something out if you don't ask.' she said.
'Anyway!!! Me and Shawn have decided we are going to try our best to find Nate a girl to sleep with. We don't know how were going to do it yet, so we've planned to meet tomorrow before I go to work to discuss. Want to get involved?'
I stared at her puzzled.
'Who the fuck is Shawn and Nate??'
'Oh Nate is the guy I went home with last night and Shawn is his housemate, very handsome actually. Do you want to help?'
'No I don't want to help, I don't know them.' I laughed.
'Bore whore.' She walked out of the room.
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Up bright and early for my shift. Mornings were the worst only because I had to wake up to an alarm. The only good thing was, that it's always busy for breakfast so my shift will fly.
It's busier for lunch today then usual. Maddie isn't in for another two hours and it's only me on the floor. I can deal with it though. I walked over to a table with two young lads.
'Hi there, can I get you guys any drinks?' I said looking at my notepad.
'Yeah I'll have Coca-Cola please.' One guy replied.
The other didn't for ages. I looked up at one, then the other and dropped my notepad. It was the guy from the bar two nights ago. What the hell. I picked up my notepad and he handed me my pen with a smile.
I could feel myself going bright red.
'You're Irish.' He said.
'Yes I am, I moved here a little over a year ago.' I said through my best customer service smile. 'Do you know what you'd like to drink?'
'I'll have a Coke as well please, thanks Bevin.' He winked. Clearly looking at my name tag.
I stood there with my mouth open like a proper idiot. Then my brain finally made me turn around and walk away. My heart was racing. I couldn't get over his confidence, it made me even more attracted to him. As I was waiting for the drinks, I could see Maddie walking in. I watched as she went and sat with the two guys. I was very confused at this point.
I brought over their drinks, placing them on the table.
'Oh Bevin, this is Shawn and Nate, remember I told you about them last night?'
'Yes.' I couldn't keep my eyes off, now named Shawn. He kept looking at me smiling, but not a real smile like a smirk.
'This is Bevin guys, she's quite boring and never does anything fun, only if her boyfriend is involved.'
Why did she mention Jonah? I don't want him to know I have a boyfriend. Stop. Why was I thinking like this? I am happy with Jonah.
'Oh so you're loved up then?' Shawn asks cheekily.
'Y-yes. Are you ready to order your food?'
They ordered, I left to put it through. I could see he kept staring at me throughout his whole meal. Maddie's shift was about to start. And I was about to lay into her.
'Why were you so awkward at the table?' Maddie asked as she came into the back of the restaurant to start her shift.
'Why did you tell him I have a boyfriend?
'Because you do?' Maddie replied very confused.
'I mean, yeah I do.'
'Are you okay Bev?'
'I don't know, that guy, Shawn, he came up to me at the bar the other night after you left for a cigarette.'
Maddie was staring a me waiting for me to continue.
'He asked to buy me a drink and I stood there, wide eyed like an animal about to be knocked down by a car... and I ran.'
'You what?'
'I ran away from him. I left. And I'm so embarrassed now.'
Maddie couldn't contain her laughter. I was going as red as a tomato now.
'Please stop laughing its not funny.' I begged.
I walked away, there was only an hour left of work. Thank god he was gone, I felt way more comfortable now. When my shift was up, I was walking out the door when I spotted him standing outside. My heart skipped a beat. I turned around and looked at Maddie.
'Oh yeah, did I not tell you that he asked me what time you finished at.'
I stared at Maddie in shock. I can not believe this. I walked out the door, Shawn was standing smoking a cigarette.
'Nasty habit that.' I said. Where did this sudden confidence come from.
'But doesn't it make me look cool?'
'Not at all.' He put the cigarette out. And started walking towards me. I automatically took a step back.
'So this boyfriend of yours?'
'What about him?'
'Is he a serious one?'
'He's as serious as any relationship that you would be in.' I was shook, I couldn't believe he was asking me this.
'Are you happy?'
I stared at him in awe. How dare he. I didn't answer fast enough because he started smirking.
'O-of course, I'm happy. And it's none of your business anyway so, leave me alone.' I started walking away.
He shouted after me, 'I always get what I want Bev.'
'Not in this case.' I shouted back giving him the middle finger as I continued to walk away. I felt an adrenaline rush. I started laughing to myself. What was going on?
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I was so excited writing this chapter. I know it’s probably slow getting into it, but trust me there’s gonna be exciting things coming ahead! <3
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