#Bah I'm indecisive!!

[sourtomatola]

Dilemma

Should I make "Taking candy for a fool" a fic, or keep going as a comic?

Pros to comic: I can keep it short, sweet, and simple, which is basically what I have planned. Cons to comic: Gonna be real, I have ideas for other characters like the original fnaf crew...and I really actually don't want to draw them so they may only be mentioned but never seen.

Pro's to Fic: Can add those character's I don't want to draw, possibly make it a more in depth story for those certain aspect I really don't feel like drawing. And I miss writing (Typing makes me feel like I'm going super sayen)

Con's to fic: What I have planned is fairly simple, and I might feel like I'm not putting enough in it to feel like an actual fic to me...

Could also do what I did for Y/N's intro a do a bit of both, but Its a little out of my comfort zone.

so...

[loveregrown]

hi perce.... i dont think ive ever asked this question sohere i am giggle. uhm who is ur favorite ra*bit or what's ur favorite ra*bit pairing (it can include someone outside of ra*bits as well) romantic or otherwise lalalalala

LENA...! 🥹🥹 I love you hi! This is very rambly. I love all of ra*bits and how they work together, as a unit, so much! I feel bad picking a favourite and am quite indecisive. Obviously I feel more connected to Hajime I feel due to others associations of him with me he lives in my heart, I'm so protective of Mitchuru like wow he's so wonderful and so awfully overlooked, and then Nito is Nito... ♡♡♡ but my favourite officially is probably Tomopyon?! He's stuck in my heart forever, a delightful boy who is so normal except no he isn't due to the ambiguous disorder! He's so silly and so beautiful, and he was my first favourite all because of Lena. Which is funny because your old all time ansta favourite then was Hajime, wasn't it? Yaoi, friendship, and ambiguous stuff below;

Uuu... I'm not anti polyrabits, it is not the devil to me, they can kiss if they want it is cute! It is I think about it! But I like rabits in general way more as it is, finding worth in it not being romantic when it comes to the themes at play and their dynamic. It's just way more compelling to me that way, the power of platonic love and friendship Saving You is so important that it almost feels a bit reductive, they can all love each other very much without it having to be romantic at all. If they look up to Nito and have puppy crushes it's kind of sweet... and mitsuhaji is cute. But I think they're really special & love is at the core of it all regardless, so it doesn't need to be made romantic. I so often think about how Nito was supposed to save them but they ended up saving him...

TOMOHAJI IS SO IMPORTANT AND SO INTERESTING TO ME THEY'RE SO CRAZY 🫠😵‍💫 I think they're the most romantic out of the rabits pairs to me although I love them as just friends too because THE THINGS THEY HAVE GOING ON AND HOW THEY TALK ABOUT EACH OTHER... GOT DAMN! It is very personal. Their long-lasting friendship, and how Hajime gets about it at times... BAH. It's kind of crazy. Tomohaji lookback scout? 🥹 ... "He's only been getting cuter lately, to the point where my heart would skip a beat at times... I think everyone would also fall in love with Hajime the moment they chat with him...♪" enough oh my gah. I like when hajime forced him to drink tea that was funny. Sometimes it feels like Tomopyon is blithely unaware of Hajime’s feelings... sad. But they're so special to me.

Outside of rabit x rabit... Mitsusorakasa got me CRUNK they're so CUTE and SPECIAL and it's funny how they are all honestly overlooked members of the units they're in ahaha and not quite taken seriously and it's sad, but they are just so sweet and should hold hands and have cuddle piles 😵‍💫😵‍💫 oh my gaw. Tomohokke is also so crazy everyone knows that you cannot take them anywhere. When Mitsuru was like "Didn’t you really like that Hokuto-senpai person? I guess it’s natural that you’d have some complicated feelings about this~?" & "Geez, he’s going to slip away because you’re dawdling you know! If you like him, you gotta let him know!" 😭😭😭 MITSURU!!!! TELLING TOMOPYON THAT HE'S FUMBLING THE BAG. I... Really care for Maguro and Mitsuru. I think about Maguro a lot. 🥹...

Teaclub. I love teaclub. AGH! It's so important to Ritsu & Eichi and Hajime plays such an important role and I feel almost bad for him, all alone in yumenosaki, teaclub-less & made to cope with the Eichi cut-out. 🥹😭 Ibahaji... I love how Ibara treats him as an equal... I love Ibanyan and Jimenyan (LENA MENTIONED!) I love bogie time I love how they still call themselves this to this day and what a positive impact it'll have on Ibara and perhaps even both of them, yuri or not, it's awesome they mean so much to me I will cry and die if no one's got me bogie time and ibahaji got me even though other parts of bogie time are so cute and funny too. I love Hajime and his friends so much! SUBAHAJI AND THEIR MOVIE DATE AND HOW HAJIME BLUSHED...? The talk about marriage?! They're crazy, although I'm not too invested in them romantically to the point I always think about them, but it's like, omg!!!! These guys never stop being yaoi!!! I think his friendships with Tsukachan and how Tsukachan would sometimes get jelly about him & Anzu is so silly and I love that card they have together my favorite cameos are Hajime cameos, and how cute and funny he and Midori are in biblio, bah...! I haven't invested too much time in hajitori but they're so cute together? Little pink and blue angels?! Mitsuru and Mama make me crazy sometimes. Track and field club!!!! I LOVE TEAM GOD ALSO I think nagisa sora and mitsuru should all be friends

Obviously theatre club when your circle small but all yall crazy. Wataru shouldve gotten a job to be quite honest. Just kidding because I love him. Their dynamic is so so funny

I love branco as a shuffle unit so much that I have pondered poly branco. I love that they are friends. I think Sora and Hajime deepening their bonds could be very valuable. Aichan is special to me as you may know, and the way Hajime compares Aichan to Tomoya due to their idol fan ways and spends time with him and calls himself Aichan's number one fan and asks him to never give up... 🥹 all of the branco interpersonal relationships are special to me!

I think it is really, really funny that Hajime loves Eichi and every other member of rabits would be happier if he died.

Shunazu makes me turn into the joker and I will forever be sick about it, from dragonfruit all the way to how Nito is still traumatized in certain ways that make my heart feel squeezed at, Mika's misplaced, complicated feelings towards Nito and all of the madness to do with Shu and Nito and how he was his muse and he still IS 😭 oh he still is! Nito just wants him to be happy... I see shmk fans erase Shu's past a lot. It is so important and shouldn't be, I feel, it only adds more value to valkyrie as it does to Nito I feel though I've complained about this before. So very nuanced... I've said much about ex valkyrie especially when it's about Mika's feelings about Nito I could speak about that specifically forever but I won't allow myself to right now it's just something diabolical to me. When Nito noticed Shu looked tired and asked if something was wrong and if he would help him, and also, Shu's feelings towards rabits... wah. People tend to forget human comedy is a rabits story too. The influence his time in valkyrie had over Nito's early unit leader behaviours and his projection onto the babits I think I will be sick. I would like to see them, especially shunazu, reconnect... I don't like how exvalk fans treat Nito at times & how they tend to reduce his character and only focus on when he was a shell of himself instead of celebrating how comfortable he is in his own skin now and how he can even be brutal at times, not that I dont love to focus on exvalk Nito, but there's something about how Nito-only nonrabits fans talk about him. You know? Shnz makes me smile still in spite of everything.

He was so funny during that livestream shumugi hosted and Nito was in the chat like "repentance" sure is an interesting theme ♪ and Shu shut his gay mouth and refused to make a comment. Imagine your ex pulling that move..!!! But seriously, they are so very fascinating and evil to me. The type of relationship that tears me from the inside out because both Shu and Nito make me sick.

A controversial romantic pair, I don't always like 1y×3y but tsumuhaji makes me crazy, I'm sorry, I have so many headcanons for them and everything. Even platonically, I think it's delightful! But uuu boyfriends. Tsumugi smells lavenders and thinks of him...

Ummm... I'm missing stuff here such as friendships and even pairings I have probably found cute before, but it is okay 🕊 thank you for the ask!

[frostycatblr-fandom-files]

Why I use _____ in my fics: Mando'a Edition:

My take on the thoughts of typical, popular fanon-use of Clones Using Mando'a:

Some of my fics like the upcoming Sorry, Wrong Comms! will have a lot more than in Rough Stuff but (hopefully) not overboard. I have a loose headcanon/reasoning for why I think the Batch uses Mando'a in Typical Fanfiction Writer Fashion™ in addition to other languages/slang across the galaxy because these people saw war on many planets. They're bound to pick some scraps of these languages up and incorporate them into their squads/batches/family units the Clones are likely to make for themselves. (Don't tell me Waxer and Boil of TCW didn't start calling each other, at the very least, Nerra thanks to little Numa after their mission to liberate the Twi’lek hostages on Ryloth in Season 1.)

[In my fics mostly specific to] The Bad Batch uses Mando'a familial terms most out of everything from the language because of Omega's series-accurate use of calling them and thinking of them as a family.

As such they probably learned a few other phrases out of curiosity mostly thanks to Tech. As he's the one who divulged Omega's status as a mostly unaltered clone of Jango Fett, to me it makes the most sense that he'll also be the one who digs into what can be found on their template for the purpose of my fics even if not explicitly stated. He probably taught little bits to the Batch.

I'd hardly call them fluent, though? If anything they'd probably bastardize the language because *they'll probably make it their own and it essentially becomes a dialect unique to them. Troopers of the 212th under Commander Cody will likely “sound” different than those of the 501st under Captain Rex even though they’ll all have the same base-language. I **know there just has to be unit-specific jokes, language-adoption, and the like, like real-life military units. (We can also get a little silly with it on this blog due to it being fiction-based but not outrageously wild.)

"Kamino is the closest thing we Clones have to a home." Forever breaks my heart as an emotional sap, thank you very much Captain Rex, but as such that line opens the door to interpretation of the "where do I belong and what sort of culture am I adopting now that this is all over, for better or for worse?" plotline question many Pre/Post Order 66 fanfictions take. (It's really all it is at the end of the day: it's not that deep because it's interpretation, and fiction first and foremost by nature so we can get silly and serious with it in equal measures.)

*They'll use lots of slang that stems from Canon/Legends use in and by the GAR (and the Jedi), naturally. (They're soldiers and have the training to be soldiers that will include a lot of military-rooted jargon. My brother is active military at the time of writing this explanation to fit into my masterlist. Even when he has leave or can make a call home he's still using military slang either habitually or in recounts of what he's **done with his unit since the last time he's talked with/seen us.) 

I also don't know what is and isn't Canon vs Legends material. It's part of why my "disclaimers" or explanations like this are so freaking long sometimes. There is simply too much lore for me and my hell-brain to keep track of. I do my best. Sometimes it's simply just "Canon In My Heart" and nothing else and I do my best to tag it as such.

I change my mind all the time lmao. Indecisive should be my middle name. Some headcanons I had a year ago when I was writing Rough Stuff are very different today.

Fics I share with others will have a lot less Mando'a than fics I'm keeping to myself but I also use it because I find the language fascinating. 

Like holy hells you're telling me the base "vod" [vohd] means brother, sister, and comrade(/'mate' seems to apply in an informal/unfamiliar sense) and "ba'vodu" [BAH-vod-oo] means aunt and uncle without making it specifically gendered outside of contextual conversation? Or the popular "ad'ika" [ah-DEE-kah] can mean any of kid, lad, boy, sweetie, darling, son, daughter, child likely from the base word "ad" [ahd] (ignoring the "ika" [EE-kah] diminutive suffix for a moment) meaning sons, daughters, child and it's similar word of "ade" [AH-day] simply just being children? To me that's all pretty neat. It's a verbal trail of threads connecting one thing to another that I've been having fun with from what I'm seeing in various fan-made glossaries I've referenced while working on things like Sorry, Wrong Comms! and the like.

Whether the status of certain bits of the Mandalorian culture that gets referenced in anything I write-to-share falls under Canons or Legends classification I won't even pretend to say I understand so if I look like I'm flying blind into the asteroid belt maybe I am oops-

I'm doing this explanation more for fun than anything really- nothing here is meant to be defensive or hostile. <3

[meownotgood]

I FINALLY GOT CHAINSAW MANGA AHHHH!!! I was being so indecisive about it but decided that Aki was worth it so I bought this volume for starters ❤️

Oh and I just wanted to share something about the background. I'm not sure how many people noticed, but it's actually a target card used in shooting. It's like foreshadowing that Aki would become the gun devil- And before you ask me how I know, I'm in my school's shooting club (we use air weapons and it's pretty cool but kinda monotonous after a while)

Now the funny thing is that the red highlighted circle starts from the number 6 in the background. But irl, for pistol cards it starts from 7 and rifle cards from 4 (for the cards I'm using at least). Using the number 6 kind of suggests that it's in between the two, which makes sense for Aki since he had a pistol on his head and a rifle on his arm when he became the gun fiend. It's just insane that such a small detail, a background no less, can say so much about his fate

OMG YES!!!! volume four is the best cover out of all of them obviously.... so that's a good choice... it has aki being handsome, and the color scheme is just too good, I'm obsessed with it. I don't have a lot of manga, but I absolutely needed chainsaw man for my collection. and there's something about reading the physical volumes that's super cozy, so I recommend you get the rest of the series 🙏

yes I noticed that!!! it's a super cool detail, I didn't know the thing about the numbers though, that's really interesting... makes me think about how aki's fate was all planned from the start. there's the whole "in the future, you will die in the worst possible way" thing, and aki's hairstyle was even meant to resemble the barrel of a gun... bah, so tragic

[serenityseventeen]

Woozi (이지훈):

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“Like Father, Like Son?”

synopsis: It's the first time that Jihoon is left alone to take care of his son, Juho. Jihoon is anxious at first because he has never taken care of his son without assistance, but he does surprisingly well as he recognizes the charms of his son.

genre: fluff, dad!au

characters: dad!jihoon, son!juho (ft. wife!reader)

a/n: I'm so so soft for dad!Svt too ahhh this one was just so cute + one of the things that Juho does, my baby brother also does it too. Now that my baby brother isn't home (I miss him so much!), this one was kind of inspired by him because he's such a dorky baby + The gif is too cute i-

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“I'll be back in like an hour or two,” you said, putting on your shoes.

Jihoon nodded nervously.

“If you need anything, call me.”

Jihoon nodded again. “Drive safely.”

You smiled back and turned to give him a quick hug.

“Take care of our son well, if you need anything, call me. You know what to do, right?”

Jihoon patted your back and nodded.

You let go of him and turned to the door. You took a glance at your husband and son, who had already returned to the living room.

A smile and chortle slipped from your lips as you closed the door tightly.

You wondered if Jihoon would be fine. It was his first time being alone and taking care of the baby. Perhaps they could use this alone time to strengthen their father-son bond at an early age.

The thought of it made you smile.

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Jihoon was sitting right in front of his son, Juho.

They looked like replicas of each other, sitting in the same position with their legs spread, their bums flat on the floor, their hands on their knees, a bit like a panda.

There was silence in the entire house.

Jihoon gazed at his son, who was just staring back with his cute, sharp eyes.

“Bah!” Juho suddenly babbled.

Jihoon laughed and moved closer to Juho, still feeling the nerve-wracking feeling of having to take care of Juho alone for the first time. Jihoon didn't really know what to do, aside from changing his son's diaper, giving him food from time to time, and feeding him milk.

Juho was only one year old. He could walk and run and of course, he could babble the formations of words.

The two were not sitting next to each other, looking like father, like son.

Jihoon smiled and turned to look at his son who was staring blankly at the walls of the living room. Juho had always been a rather calm baby so Jihoon didn't feel that worried, but being without assistance still gave him a bit of worry.

Jihoon tapped his son on the shoulder.

“So, what do you want to do? Are you hungry?” Jihoon asked.

Juho looked up at his father. Their eyes met for a quick second before Juho began to laugh. His sudden cute baby laughter caught Jihoon by surprise, making Jihoon slip an uncontrollable laugh too.

“You're happy now that your mom's gone, huh?” Jihoon nodded and stood up, taking his son into his arms with him.

The two walked to the kitchen. “What kind of food do you like to eat? Banana?”

Juho babbled something that Jihoon couldn't understand. He felt a bit anxious, not being able to understand the baby's language, but then just smiled and chuckled.

“Okay, I'll get you banana.”

Jihoon gave his son a peeled baby banana and watched as his son ate the banana. From time to time, Juho would just point at birds that flew past the window or look at Jihoon.

Jihoon was nervous at first but slowly began to feel at ease, with his son being so laid-back and cute. Watching his son devour that banana gave his face an undying smile.

“You're definitely my son. We match so well.”

Juho suddenly looked up at his father. For some reason, Jihoon was able to read his son's gaze.

‘Dad, want to see me make a mess?’

Jihoon laughed, internally panicking. “Don't- don't even think about it, Juho!”

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Jihoon had his son in his arms again, wondering what to do. He was wondering if he should just let his son play around or give him a bottle of milk.

Finally, being indecisive, he turned to his son.

“Do you want to play or drink?”

His son wasn't answering so Jihoon decided to bring Juho into the studio.

He turned on the electric piano and placed Juho in his lap. Slowly, Jihoon began to play a soft nursery rhyme on the piano, only to be disrupted by Juho.

Juho had begun slamming his small hands on the keys of the electric piano, making all sorts of noise.

Jihoon was a bit surprised but decided that he should just let his son do whatever he wanted.

Juho continued slamming his small hands against the keyboard. Then all of a sudden, Juho stopped playing and turned to his father, holding up his index finger.

“Shhh-shhh” was all that came out from Juho.

It seemed like he had hurt his finger and wanted someone to blow on it.

Just then, Jihoon began to wonder what kind of things you were teaching Juho.

However, because of his fluttering love for his son, Jihoon took his son's small hand and began to blow on that “hurt” index finger.

Satisfied, Juho began to play the piano again.

Jihoon laughed, massaging his forehead.

Seconds later, the small pointer finger and innocent eyes went to Jihoon again.

Sighing out of love, he blew, blew, blew.

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Jihoon had taken his son out of the studio after a while. Juho had his fun and as Jihoon went to grab a diaper, Juho, with his tiny legs, climbed up on the couch and laid down.

When Jihoon entered the living room, he smiled. He quickly changed Juho's diaper and picked him up. They threw away the diaper together.

Jihoon was about to get a milk bottle when he heard Juho's quiet, relaxed snores. Juho had already made himself comfortable in Jihoon's arms, resting his head on his father's shoulder with his arms around his dad's neck.

Just then, he heard the front door open.

You came in to see your son clinging on to his father, sleeping peacefully.

You quickly took off your shoes, retaining your laugh.

“When did he go to sleep?” You whispered.

Jihoon shrugged. He looked a bit surprised himself as if he just found out that his son was asleep.

“If he just fell asleep then Juho can fall asleep really fast!” Jihoon whispered.

You walked over to peek if Juho was asleep only to see his cute and pure eyes staring at you. You laughed out loud right then, clapping your hands.

“What? Is he not sleeping?” Jihoon asked, giggling.

“Nope!”

“He was snoring though- whatever. I guess he just wants to stay with me.”

You tried to get Juho to hug you but he refused to leave the arms of his father, making some angry baby babbles.

Jihoon laughed to himself, thinking about his dorky baby boy, who at times seemed exactly like him.

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© serenityseventeen

5/20/21 - 8:29 pm

[mettasing]

I'll... ramble a bit. About Genshin's Ch. II. Might roast on someone's fav characters (Ayaka & Kokomi, to be clear). If it will likely affect you, please don't read. If you have a life, please don't read. I can't get enough of this.

I stg I'll lose it when theories about Paimon betraying us will become reality. Because in Inazuma EVERYBODY HAD PISSED ME OFF, especially Ayaka's manipulations and Kokomi's carelessness, if not stupidity. After delusion factory I said to myself – I'm sorry for calling Paimon 'emergency food' earlier bc seems she is my only friend here. Everybody is using MC, and... that would be okay (grandpa's shenanigans in Liyue were really fun! also he had everything under control), if not the responsibility and all of the dirty work everybody were placing on random, worn-out traveler.

Ayaka says "Hey, can u help us in our civil war against a literal god?" And our traveler, if my memory doesn't fail me, couldn't care less: when Thoma said something similar, she/he brushed him off. Sure, Thoma helped; but participating in, I'll say again, civil war, doesn't fit the principle of equivalent exchange. Traveler literally lost her/his sibling. She/he doesn't know when they will reunite. All she/he wants is to find something about her/his family and move on. And then Ayaka fucking says – "oh, you don't want to help, bah! Do you know what happened to poor old people who lost their vision? You'll be a meanie too, if you'll check on them and won't agree to participate afterwards >:(" You don't say! I'm sorry for their loss, what happened to them is horrible, I agree! But it doesn't correlate with your words and actions, Ayaka. Traveler, who's, by the way, fucking tired of Monstadt's indecisiveness and Liyue's games (fighting fatui's harbinger and a literal demigod in some senior citizen's scheme is tiring), isn't some tool for solving every nation's problems (by everyone's words, I can see they're starting to get used to it), she/he wouldn't want to do your every bidding, fulfilling your personal agenda under the guise of "ah, poor poor people, help 'em pretty please". It's disgusting. I can see mhy tried to sorta explain why Ayaka is like this, and even, as I see it, excuse her behavior. Boo-hoo, she doesn't have friends, being rich and respected isn't fun (it's not a sarcasm, being on top is lonely). I don't have much friends, and most of them are online. Fucking pigeon kid doesn't have friends, except a couple of children and, well, pigeons. I do not see her situation as an excuse for manipulative behavior. It just kinda... kinda explains something, and that's it.

Then Kokomi. Oh, Kokomi. I... I don't know how you would OOC your own fucking character. In canon. In the main story. I hate her with burning passion. Do you know, what a brilliant strategist would do, receiving a mysterious letter from anonymous well-doers, who, along with rations and manpower, donated you some strange devices (looking like visions) with the only condition for their rebellion to dedicate itself fully to fighting with shogunate? OF COURSE YOU'D LISTEN TO THEM AND ACCEPT EVERYTHING, NO MATTER WHO THEY ARE AND WHY THEY WANT SUCH STUFF FOR YOU TO DO. Okay, she says that Watatsumi is in need. But... the quote alone, "only condition", "fully dedicate yourself to fighting", isn't it at least shady? It's the third party we're talking about. If the inhabitants of Inazuma archipelago heard about you, didn't they also heard about Fatui's shit, for example? About Stormterror situation (in which Fatui tried to participate), about crisis in Liyue (where you literally threw hands with one of the Harbingers and, though not publicly, had seen the second's schemes (again)). Yes, people can't know everything, but literally 1) on the one side, it's the Divine Priestess, de-facto ruler of Watatsumi Island and "strategy genius", Sangonomiya Kokomi, 2) on the other, the infamous Snezhnaya's diplomatic & military organization with powerful and talented vision holders and Cryo Archon herself in command. The second side goes with us hand in hand, it has its roots in every Teyvat region, as these masked fools decided to shake the world's foundation, doing everything beyond human morals and capabilities to achieve this goal.

I won't say I'm not just salty about Teppei's death. He was reckless, but he didn't deserve to die like this. If not for Kokomi's, dare I say, grave mistake, he and many others wouldn't be gone. And his demise made me dislike Kokomi so much more, just for emotional impact. I didn't do her own quest, and I wonder if my opinion of her will be colored in new tones. I doubt it will change.

And you know what? MHY could've made them problematic. They could've stated that Ayaka is manipulative (ok, her situation might be better here), focus on this side of her; they could've made Kokomi more naïve and lost, being forced to take huge responsibility in times of war – or, on the contrary, made her more heartless, uncaring and focused just on victory over shogunate.

It could change this chapter, yes, but it also could enrich it. Instead, the plot went soap military drama path, with it's clichés looking illogical and contradicting with story's flow itself.

EDIT: Seirai and Tsurumi's quests fucking SLAP. The atmosphere of these islands, ghostly, haunting, honestly terrifies me. It may sound stupid and strange, but I can be brought to tears just by being on them. The landscape, the story – it's just devastating. I feel hollow and alone. If only the main quest could be like this...

Edit: I finally completed Kokomi's quest and I fucking despised every second of it. In the beginning, when we attack the Fatui, she spits most basic shit about fighting in GI, and everything any player does without thinking that much (enemy near the explosives? fucking boom. you have the high ground? jump on them, hit with the plunge attack) she spells it all out, and the game says to us it's her STRATEGIC GENIUS. Ok, next, she doesn't have the strongest social battery. She says she isn't cut out for leadership. Hun, you can't even think behind the scenes, I still remember your big fuckup in archon quest, and I'm sure everyone do too. But moving on. The quest consists of two ingredients. First, we care for her as for the apple of eye owo uwu she got anxiety she shyyy. It's not a complain, it's just another thing in this hellish concoction of a character. Second, we're bowing before her beeg brain. For this, we've got Watatsumi soldiers being complete idiots, ready to fight for no fucking reason besides grudge. Your friends died, you wanna avenge them? Look no further- ah, I'm sorry, you've been brainwashed, just like your general Goro, who just fucking idolises her and reads her war fanfics 24/7 non-stop and has every voiceline being about the war (mind you, the decree was a thing FOR A YEAR). Just all edge and no point. And us with Paimon, praising her every time she opens her mouth. I just can't, I fucking ended when negotiations begin. What I'll write next is not a full-on complain, it's the fun stuff. We've got Sara Kujou. She may be a little problematic for me as I can't care for "blindly loyal" characters, who kiiiinda doubt all of the unjustice their liege does at best, and then they go on with their duty without major internal conflicts until the end of the story or until boom ded. But moving on. We still see that absolutely sickening Kokomi swag, and Sara is presented to us as an evol whamen who attacks our poor mermaid with her harsh tone and um... reasonable conditions??? wow how dare she. Keep in mind, before the negotiations Kokomi wrote a book for us WITH 186 VARIANTS OF EVERYTHING THAT CAN GO WRONG WITH INSTRUCTIONS HOW TO DEAL WITH IT. WHY??? Ok. Ok, some people have troubles solving problem on spot. Ok, some people cannot adapt for shit. It's alright, and these people know how to deal with it. For example, writing instructions. BUT IT'S NOT THAT. SHE JUST FUCKING THOUGHT AND THOUGHT ABOUT THE EVENT AND THEM CAME UP WITH IT. BECAUSE SHE'S A S T R A T E G I S T. She's not a strategist. She's a joke. This is fucking joke. It almost sounds like a flaw, you know, comically portrayed human flaw – her inability to adapt to the situation quickly in stress (as I imagine, her responsibilities are stressful), her attempt to save herself from breaking down in a crisis. But no, it's not – we know it because mihoyo said it's her strong mind and her brilliance. No. No, it's not. Ugh, I'm tired. It's 12am, my mind is swirling. But hey, I got 60 primos for that mindfuck of a quest.

For every Zhong Li there is a Kokomi, I guess.

[kannra21]

@sabyss Here's the long-awaited sauce. 😂 I'm sry this took so long but it's finally finished!

Tbh I'm lowkey embarrassed ab doing a self ship (-///////-). It's different than matchups and 'x reader' fiction and I feel a tad bit self-conscious haha! But I'll try to do this. So tnx for including me!

Your anime self ship person: Akaashi

Your ship name: Kankaashi

What do you call each other:

him- Keiji, 'Kashi, Akaaaaashi, bookworm menace, playboy foureyes, handyman, Casanova, vice captain, big guy, personal heater, all variations of handsome bc he is ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

me- also shortened versions of my name, all variations of pretty, pet names, especially bunny bc yk (-///////-), mby bby gurl or kitten bah I knew this is gonna be embarrassin' haha

Who confessed first: Him. We met on one of Fukurōdani games and we talked ab volley and stuff but then Bokuto arrived and was like "Akaashi who this?! She's so pretty!!", Akaashi mocked him for being loud but I laughed. Bokuto boasted ab being Akaashi's bff and he told funny stories from back in the days. Long story short we ended up exchanging numbers. A couple of days later he started calling me on coffee breaks and mini hangouts. He enjoyed my company and asked if the feeling was mutual so I said yes and we made this a regular thing. We met or called each other every day at least once and friendly messages turned into spicy ones. 🙈 We'd become more touchy and everyone would know that we're dating when we entered the gym while holding hands. They'd shout "AYEEE!!" like in those 'boys will be boys' videos, I asked if they knew this entire time and Akaashi just sighed that they pestered (wingmanned) him into asking me out when Bokuto spread the word (you can basically see Bokuto rubbing the back of his head sheepishly haha). "Of course I was annoyed. But now I know I did the right thing." We'd lock eyes and (-///////-) idk I'm a simp OK?

How long you have been together/ Living together/ married : Idk how to respond to this haha I think 8 months, still dating and we're v committed. I don't believe in "long-term guarantees a happier relationship" mentality. But mby he makes me believe otherwise.

Are you affectionate: all the time, outside it's subtle but inside 🙈

Kids: Mby I mean it's bound to happen at some point bc yk, we're freaks..

How your friend group looks like/ How you each get along with your friends: I have a couple of friends and small circle of close friends. They like him but they think he's a bit shy/serious. They don't know shit. 😂 With me it's the opposite. I'm talkative and funny so his volley friends understand why he fell for me but what I think we have in common is that we're giving off this "nice couple" vibe. Like "two nice people met each other and fell in love" stuff and they were happy/supportive of us.

Night in or night out/ Your favorite date day/night: It's a mix of sorts. Night out bc we don't have responsibilities so we can dress ourselves and go on a nice restaurant (or somewhere local, I'm not aching for expensive but it would be nice if bf paid bc manners). When we get home these clothes come off. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Afterwards we sleep or watch smtng idk I'm a cuddler. I mean we can go on normal dates, join an activity or stay indoors, I don't mind as long as we're together. But nights like this stay more memorable.

That's it. 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈

No pressure tags: @ink-mania @pastel-sugar-kitten @crazy-ass-bat @gimmeacupcake @indecisive-penguin @a-nuisance-called-senorita

Thank you so much for the tag, Finn @blondeboyfriend <3 I’ve been really excited to answer this one but it’s only now I get to sit down and verbalize my thoughts :3

Your anime self ship person: Mr. Toji Fushiguro Your ship name: Eruji 😛 What do you call each other: Just our names but when he calls me baby then I cant say no to whatever he asks. I dont make the rules. I hate being called one but he when says it……..I’m just sold. Who confessed first: Me. Told him I like him. He blushes but didnt responded a word. After that, I basically forced myself into his life until he got used to me. Im like a stray cat he took in. How long you have been together: Two. In a relationship for a year and a half. Yeah it took me half a year to get to his heart and yeah I confessed to him probably on our 5th unlabeled date. Are you affectionate: He’s not, I’m not. So, not at all. But girl……..in bed……I…… Living together/married: Technically no. But he has a place and I crash mostly there… again like a stray cat. I don’t think I’ll be moving in at all. It’s just nice to chill in his place even though mine is a lot more livable. Kids: Nada. I don’t want one but he says he does think of having one. Im just not too good with kids. I dont like kids. But he does….and I think he’s gonna be a good dad even though he does not think he is. What your friend group looks like: Do we have? The only other friend we have is from his work. The korean man who drops off some cash and noodles in his place once in a while. How you each get along with your friends: Only few of my friends from work saw him before but he easily scared them off so they aren’t exactly friends. I don’t get friends easily too so I don’t force him befriending them. With Shiu, I don’t like him a lot but he buys me soda with the noodles. So ok. Night in or night out: Night in. We’re both sleepy mfs. And if we have eaten dinner at a proper time at around 8 pm, then we probably snoring already by 10 because he might be off to work again around 2 am. Your favorite date day/night: We both like street foods so we spend a lot of our night dates just chowing cheap seafood balls and ramen. On free days we take the train to the beach. He likes chilling with a store-bought beer sea side, while I rent a board to surf on. The view, his body is the best view.

Tagging: no pressure bbies hehe but im tagging @cursedmoonchild @satosuguslut @amethystsoda @halspur @porcoslut @saccharine-darling @noritoshiikamo @laudthingcat @venussins @fairyfuyu @gojobunny @peachsayshi @nkogneatho @levi-lover