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the matter of fact is: sakura's always been an outsider. she'll always feel like an outsider. she's been an outsider since she was the child from a civilian family grouped with a batch of children from strong shinobi families. she's been an outsider since the moment s.asuke and n.aruto left her on her own, and she'd taken an apprenticeship under t.sunde in her effort to "keep up". ( matter of fact is: she thinks she never will. she will discover this later. ) she's an outsider even when other team from the konoha 11 would invite her into their group, and it'll be good for a while, and it'll be satisfying, but they will all have their own sensei and their original 3-man cell — she will not. she's an outsider even in the war, dismissed because she's simply not 'strong enough' to compete against s.asuke and n.aruto's rivalry even though she's quite literally in the team and have had similar pain to what n.aruto endured, but it confirms it, doesn't it: even in team seven, she can't quite fit in. she's always been an outsider, just as much as s.asuke and n.aruto is ( and k.akashi as well ), and her astute but-you-can't-really-see-until-you-notice-it loneliness will never not haunt me
#thinking abt s.akura discovering so much peace and easy love in her civilian family and humble background as a growing adult#where she doesn't need to be powerful to be loved.#h.styles' matilda is killing me fr#i can already tell the first gentle hand to touch her would break her right open [after her 348783 attempts at denying it]#her vision of love is so warped with abandonment and a lot of hurt and a LOT MORE absent#( from ssk and nrt and kkshi equally )#how can she genuinely believe consistency and tenderness is what she deserves when its not what she knows?#god shes in my mind rent free FOR REAL#GIRL PLS CHILL#I KNOW URE DESPERATELY LONELY AND THINK URE ALWAYS GONNA BE ALONE#BUT YOU'LL BE OKAY I PROMISE.#T.SUNADE AND S.HIZUNE AND I.NO LOVES YOU AND UR MOM AND DAD AND BROTHER LOVES YOU!!!!!#gen: out of character.
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guy who doesnt dance x guy who will drag you onto the dance floor
#theyre so sillay :3#i need to find irl ace attorney friends bc ive only met like 1 person who really knows what it is ToT#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#ace attorney#apollo justice#klavier gavin#klapollo#i put them in fancy little outfits bc they're at an event or smth idk#i just like making fancy outfits lol#i want to redraw my old pre 7 yr gap designs bc that fic still lives in my mind and i want to do smth for it#its: the phoenix and other early birds#and its SO FUCKING GOOOODDDD#if you like apollo and you dont mind his aa6 backstory you'll love it i promise <3 read that fic okay bye :D
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Jubilation.
SOPHIE BAYBEY. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. OKAY LAST BLSMP FANART FOR REAL. SOPHIE ACTIVATED A SLEEPER AGENT.
#bart#balloon smp#blsmp spoilers#blsmp#pandabana#sophiebaybey#I WAS IN FUCKING SHOCK AND THE SECOND SOPHIE SAID SHE COULDN'T SEE IT WAS FUCKING IVER FOR ME#JUSTICE IS BLIND AND SO IS ICARUS#WHAT THE FUCKKKK WHAT THE FUCKKKK#this the actual deadass last balloon smp fanart you'll see from me because im gone im done#IM LEAVING FOR GOOD THIS TIME I PROMISE#GIBSON SHE'S DOOMED I FELL TO MY KNEES#gore#SHE GOT CONSUMED COMPLETELY YOU THINK SHE GONNA BE COMPLETELY FINE?#IT DIED AND YOU BROUGHT WHAT WAS A COMPLETE PART OF THE BALLOONS CORPSE OUT#Gibson bbsampson and sophie who's fucked up beyond measure because of her and everyones choices#gibson has a friend and Sophie lost it all ten times over and did even get to see them go#WHO ARE THE BIGGEST LOSERS IN BLSMP AND WHY IS IT SOPHIE AND GIBSON MAN THIS IS SO#sophie getting put through the i have no mouth and i must scream wringer like okay get it#if the blue balloon didn't explode bc of the gift of empathy n motherhood by sophie she woulda been pissed that sophie didn't tell her she#thag she was proud if her because that blue balloon wanted that winged hubris to be PROUD OF IT IDGAFFFF#hubris + god mother basically + reincarnation via its corpse = Horrors! SOPHIE YOU ARE NOT SAFE!!!#balloon heart LOL
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Look, the bottom line is this. You're gonna be wrong and fuck up sometimes, that's just how being human works. No matter what you mean or how much you care, sometimes, you're gonna do something or say something that hurts someone or perpetuates bigotry you don't believe in.
The goal isn't to do no wrong, that's an impossible standard. The mark of "a good person" isn't that they always do good, it's that they're willing to admit when they've failed, done wrong, made a mistake, and they're willing to course-correct when they do.
It's important that you're trying. It's okay to be the bad guy. You don't need to get defensive, you don't need to stake your identity in "person who never does that kind of wrong." You just gotta be able to say "Fuck, my bad, I'm sorry," accept that your behavior didn't reflect your beliefs, and change your behavior so that it better represents who you mean to be.
The less time you spend lingering on whether it feels like people believe you are who you say you are, the more time you can spend getting better at being that person.
Some people will try to tear you down when you make mistakes, they'll try to pigeonhole you as a "bad person," someone whose very existence is defined by doing harm. This isn't your problem, and it's not your responsibility to prove anything to them. They don't have to believe you, and you don't have to appease them. So long as you're willing to accept when you *do* hurt someone, intentional or not, and you're willng to put in the effort to make reparations and change, you'll never "be a bad person."
Let yourself fuck up. All you have to do is course-correct when you notice your actions' impact have strayed from your intentions. The right people will notice that effort, and they'll be proud of you. And perhaps most importantly of all, they'll let you make that effort. Anyone who tells you it's too late to change, to discourage you from improving, or stop you from trying, is not your frend. You don't have to impress them. Ignore them, and let yourself change.
#I didn't manage to say it in the main text so you get it in the PS tag ramble#When you hurt someone by mistake‚ it's okay to feel bad and scared and want to make sure they understand you didn't mean it#But you need to set that aside for the moment. You need to let it be about the other person's hurt.#You can ask other people for support with your feelings‚ they don't make you a “bad person‚” but they're not appropriate to put on the#hurt party. When you accept that you can fix your mistakes and that you're allowed to be upset to‚ it gets less scary to make them#You know there's a protocol for this‚ and so long as you keep it together enough to follow it‚ you can mitigate the harm and fix things.#Don't get defensive. As tumblr says‚ that's the devil talking. Defensive is never the right move when someone says you fucked up/hurt them#You can maintain that it was a mistake‚ but keep that part short and sweet. Let them be hurt‚ let it be you that hurt them. It's hard but#I promise it'll make it better in the long run. People are more likely to forgive you if you let them be angry at you for hurting them.#It's normal to be upset when you hurt someone. It's normal to be upset when someone hurts you. These can and must coexist.#Let them be upset at you‚ apologize sincerely‚ and no more than three to five times. Let it be about them. It can be about you#with others‚ and when they've cooled down and approached you with a willingness to hear your side of things.#Sometimes you'll have to just sit with the feeling of having been wrong or seen as a hurtful person. It sucks‚ but i promise#it sucks so much worse when someone who hurt you is more focused on whether you hate them than if you're okay. Let them be upset#It'll be okay. I love you#mumblr#problemnyatic thoughts
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Angel Dust turns Human - pg4
"Alastor's & Angels background"
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The beginning of their meeting!!!o(≧▽≦)oYAYAYYA! Alastor finds an odd boy playing around w some leftover bones of an animals head and teaches him about domino's! We learn about Angel's childhood, or a glimpse of it (again, sorry it's OOC but this is all self-indulgent☹️🙏!) And Alastor gives Angel a nickname🙂♡
Anyways, super sorry for how LATE this is💔 my classes recently started & I've been getting accustomed w how my study schedule would align w my personal😔 I rlly like my class based on my major since it's interesting to me, but ppl aren't very open to talking in any classes so I'm usually just kinda sitting there😮💨
Also, ignore how different Angel looks at the very last drawing w his face looking a bit more chubby, I drew these in different time spans🙏 but you can also imagine that it's how Alastor sees him in his perspective🙂♡
Hope you like it🩷
Tag list: @diffidentphantom
I didn't even know what a tag list was before searching it up, I mistook it for just a hashtag!
#hazbin art#hazbin hotel#fanart#angel dust#alastor#no romance#comic art#fan comic#yandere#yandere parent#parental yandere#/platonic#parental alastor#parental figure#first meeting#backstory#college has really been new to me since Im a bit slow in the head so Ive been trying to find ways to keep up w the class :(#im doing okay though so :]#anyways angel is basically just seen as an orphan that snuck his way inside this house and decided to live there. Well thats what Pa sees#angels relationship w his siblings are very different than seen in fanfics. At least I think so🤨#Alastors wondering whos messing w the bones he dumps at the garbage🙂#You'll see yandere parental Alastor in a bit I promise..just let it build up since I find it very satisfying☹️
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Sometimes I will be drawing Whizzer and I'll be like "Oh this looks terrible" but then I remember it could be worse. I could be making him look like a twink.
#Absolute twink Whizzer hater btw#in case that wasn't clear#GIVE HIM BODY HAIR GIVE HIM WRINKLES GIVE HIM A HAIRLINE AND GIVE HIM A BOLD SPOT#GNAWING BITING GOING CRAZY!!!!!!#STOP MAKING HIM LOOK LIKE HE'S A TEENAGE TWINK PLEASE#If any new artists or anything like that are reading this#and they draw him like that cause they aren't used to drawing body hair or a bald spot etc#TAKE MY HAND#DRAW IT.#TRY YOUR BEST#YOU'LL GET BETTER#IT HAS TO LOOK TERRIBLE TO LOOK COOL EVENTUALLY#I PROMISE IT'LL BE OKAY#IF HE LOOKS A LITTLE UGLY#THAT'S OKAY#IT'S OKAY I PROMISE#KISSING YOU ON THE FOREHEAD HOLDING YOUR HAND#IT'S GOING TO BE FINE#falsettos 2016#falsettos#whizzer brown#whizzer falsettos#falsettos art
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nonhuman burr, washington, and eliza!!!
#okay yes proportions r funky ignore that please its design explaining time#burr has a squirrel tail bc he reminds me of the squirrels on the road when ur driving towards them and they panic. not really#i thought itd be funny. he has a deer nose and when he was younger had had those fawn spots on his cheeks. v cute#he also is like stony around his joints. uhm. bc he's grounded and unchanging and it just fits yknow#and then he has the horns that form a halo. he got that from his grandfather.#okay now washington isnt just eagle wings i promise he just hides everything else bc of some leadership physiological thing#he probably has some tree shit going on. maybe a dog idk yet#if yall have ideas let me know#okay so eliza !!!!!!! i wanted to give her wings from the very beginning so here you go#(does alexander have a thing for wings..... idk you'll have to wait and see my maria design /hj)#uhm horns and flowers/plants bc i felt like it???#she has lightning down her back btw. and a feather tail. cant see it bc dress#and she also has those orbs around her. for fun. its like those spirit lights you see in ghost/alien footage#i added the lightning bc of her personality from what i can tell.#amrev#amrev au#elizabeth hamilton#elizabeth schuyler#eliza schuyler#guys which one do i use she has a lot of tags#aaron burr#aaron burr fanart#george washington#george washington fanart#.... is that not a popular tag#anyway#amrev fanart#digital art#art#if youve read this far comment “i love eliza's flowerrr” or something similar.
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Part of growing up is realizing that the people you vibe with might not vibe with you just as much and that it's okay, even if it hurts. It's no one's fault so you should stop hurting yourself by having grand expectations of how your friendship should be because that's how you imagined it when you started talking.
It doesn't mean you're not friends or that you have to let go of that person. It just means you have to let go of the idealized version of that person and of your friendship that you had, and everythings feels much better when you realize no one's at fault for it. Maybe you just weren't made to be best friends or friends who talk to each other at all times but it isn't fair of you to push those expectations on the other person.
You didn't fail at making the friendship blossom. You will find your people who'll vibe with you as much as you vibe with them <3
#same goes for people you used to vibe with but don't as much anymore#stop beating yourself up for not matching one person's freak the way you'd like you to so you can be the friends you hoped#i know it hurts but grasping onto something that isn't there hurts much more#and it doesn't mean you're not friends! maybe you're not the kind of friends you hoped you would be and it's okay to feel sad about that#but you'll find people who match your freak and for whom you match the freak 🫶🏻#lots of introspection these days lmao#birthday blues approaching perhaps#i promise i'll go back to regular posting soon
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APOTHEOSIS
a fanmix for the Demi-Fiend who gained his Freedom.
The mourners play a melody, while the eleventh moon quietly rises. It was the start of a stormy night— fierce and drenched with blood, yet somehow overwhelmingly sad.
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MY APOCALYPSE escape the fate 👹 READY FOR THE WEEKEND calvin harris 👹 SUICIDEPROTOTYPE lucid [utsuP] 👹 RUN AWAY trevor something 👹 BROKEN ENGLISH rise against 👹 MOSH 'N CHURCH (DEMO) the used 👹 DOWN the birthday massacre 👹 DARK TIMES AT THE BERLIN WALL blaqk audio 👹 LAST TO DIE bruce springsteen 👹 THE FOUNTAIN pendulum 👹 I HAD A DREAM I DIED le loup
❝Call it what you will—A revelation from God, or a curse of the demon king. The fact remains that our world came to an end. A heretic called upon an unearthly light, and devastation ensued. Chaos crawled out of the depths of the ocean, from the black abyss. Death upon death… nothing but death in this barren land. Who can we pray to? There are only demons and fiends here…❞
(cover art done for me by the talented @jadesnapart. thank you again!)
#demifiend#hitoshura#smt nocturne#smt 3#smt iii#i don't know what tags people use. sorry#yarrowmix#god i miss 8tracks. anyway here this is. my labor of love#(looks at you with big wet eyes) promise me. if you listen to this that you'll listen to it in the order i made . it's important#the lyrics tell a story okay...... the arc of his journey....... i worked really hard on it..........#i made a youtube playlist too because spotify mobile shuffles all the songs on a playlist unless you have premium !#anyway. thank you. i hope you like it
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You guys should read 17776. It's best to go in blind. It's about how football will look in the future.
(Warning that there is a very fast moving part specifically in the beginning in case you have photosensitivity, and the story includes gifs and videos. If you are sensitive to unreality some parts may bother you.)
#i cant really say too much because part of the experience is the confusion and slight unreality.#there was a post going around sometime in... 2015-18? maybe earlier linking people to it#i havent seen it in circulation in a very long time and this is an extremely good thing to read.#so maybe we can get this into tumblr circulation again#if you like homestuck youll probably like this? it's a multimedia story. but its a hell of a lot shorter than hs lol#ri rambles#stories#recommendations#but yeah if you are confused it's okay you'll understand. youre supposed to be like ??? in the beginning. just fyi#it's not super duper long.#maybe a few hours read?#probably less#something is terribly wrong#17776 football#17776#im bad at guessing story length because i read really fast#it will make you feel things. i promise.#you WILL be confused.#but itll clear up
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Everything is going to be okay. Even when it hurts, when it stings, when it sears, when you want to shut off every single sense and feeling, just for it all to stop. It's going to be okay, I promise.
#do not worry about me personally this will pass i just need to verbalise it#this is also the blog with the biggest following and therefore the highest chance of someone seeing this. which is enough for me.#this isn't purely altruistic of course - i am trying to reassure myself as much as whomever may read this. but i do mean it#you - yeah you reading this. it's going to be okay. i promise to you it's going to be okay you'll be fine you won't be like this forever.#please get some water and a snack if possible. it's gonna be fine. just take care of yourself however you can and everything will be okay.
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#they bite just not that hard#i promise you'll be okay#scp#scp game#scp foundation#scp infohazard#infohazardgame#deskverse#scp fandom#scp infohazard game
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would you guys still love me if i posted object oc shit and ii shit.........
#sorry i've been dead the truth is i am mobile bound for a while#anyways i have so much. object shit to post.....#guys when i post like 400 times about silverbrush promise me you'll look the other way okay#ii 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#i feel so bad I've been neglecting my blog again ouuurjuuuouuuhh
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Nothing quite like banging out 3 new chapter drafts for a single story overnight, while sobbing to yourself through it because even you put yourself in the feels
Shameless fic plug here
#danny phantom#detective comics#fandom things#fandom#danny fenton#phandom#fanfiction#dc x dp#batman#dp x dc#multi fandom blog#AND I'M STILL WRITING#LIKE PLEASE I HAVE WORK TOMORROW/TECHNICALLY TODAY#I HAVE YET TO SLEEP#THE BRAIN GREMLINS WANT ME TO EMOTIONALLY VENT THROUGH DANNY#I'M SO SORRY DANNY BABY BOY#YOU'LL GET YOUR COMFORT I PROMISE#fanfiction writer#fanfic writers#ao3 fanfic#Like are you really writing angst if you aren't struggling to read the words through your tears?#no? just me?#okay 😔😔
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you should actually question yourself and your thoughts and your beliefs sometimes. it's good for you. likewise, sometimes your shame is justified and healthy. sometimes you need to change the way you think or the actions you take because of your thoughts. sometimes you will feel guilty and that is because you were in the wrong. shame and guilt are not always manipulative. self-questioning and thinking about things is not always compulsive. interrogating your thoughts is a fundamental aspect of learning new things, correcting incorrect beliefs, mitigating future harm. you are not immune to criticism because "thoughtcrime" or "moral police." some beliefs are wrong. some thoughts are harmful. your worldview is lacking if you refuse to question yourself and admit to yourself when something you've done or thought is wrong or bad or harmful.
preemptively: this post is not about intrusive thoughts or ocd. this post does not mention intrusive thoughts. this post does not mention compulsions. when it comes to ocd the best way to deal with intrusive thoughts is generally to acknowledge them and not interrogate them. this post is not about intrusive thoughts, though. the next person to use ocd to defend being shitty is getting put in the meat grinder. get out of my house
#text#discourse#for example: bigotry does not only exist as external actions. it also exists internally in preconceived notions and stereotypes#and part of being a good ally or a good activist or whatever is to think through those things with your brain so you stop for instance#doing a microaggression or saying shitty things accidentally or WHATEVER. you have to think about things you have to use your brain#and think about things sometimes i promise you'll be okay#OKAY IM DONE NOW. NO MORE OF THIS. FOR AT LEAST AN HOUR. PROMMY.
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first I designed japanese glyphs for comic sans
now I'm designing japanese glyphs for my own cool kickass font for my racing game Accelerogue. don't say Wip3out. I know.
(would love to hear opinions on this from native readers of japanese)
#i feel like i Sorta Kinda Maybe know what i'm doing when it comes to designing JP font glyphs? when i did it for comic sans i was like#constantly researching (googling) jp references on “would they do this” + also checking fontworks a lot#when oomf showed their jp friends my comic sans they had little to add except spacing & thickness (both of which i already noticed myself)#so i do think i've got the hang of it by now#font#font design#typography#fonts#i promise i wasn't intentionally copying wipeout 3 it was like. i designed the word “accelerogue” in this font first (for the logo)#then i was like; okay yeah i 100% fw it BUT this means I Have Found The Game's Aesthetic + it only feels right if everything uses this font#and then i was like hang on a second isnt this literally wipe3out. and so i checked. and it was literally wip3out (but mine has fewer bends#carcinisation but with racing game fonts#i am going to be honest there are several other things that i was unintentionally also copying wipeout with such as.#the planned name-entry screen for records is gonna have a grid on which you can connect dots with lines. a lot like 2097's weapon display#certain items' behaviour as well#anyway im giving my own original spin on this. you'll be able to feel wipeout influence everywhere tho. but also f-zero x and possibly MKSC#this game is basically just going to embody my taste in racing games all in a single package
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