#BUT IM SO HAPPY SHE GOT WITH YENI NOW :(

[xiakiyama]

SLAYY!!!! slayy....

𝙰𝚕𝚕 𝚃𝚘𝚘 𝚆𝚎𝚕𝚕 (𝙱𝚊𝚍𝚊 𝙻𝚎𝚎 𝚡 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛) 𝙿𝚝. 8

Synopsis: an audio of your argument with Bada was leaked out, Bada is receiving bad press and affecting team Bebe's overall performance and you decided to step in.

Warnings: this is just an emotional piece. some cursing but i swear this is gonna be a happy ending.

(A/N: We're on the last part of this series. Thank you everyone for supporting this story from the start until now. Love y'all and again, thank you so much for the support.)

Prologue | Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 |

Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8

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It's been days since that emotional encounter with Bada and the audio of your conversation with her somehow got leaked to the internet. Many people had criticized Bada, even throwing hate at the team members as well but then there were people criticizing you as well. Mean comments have flocked your social media that some of your friends have stepped in to defend you but you know what could get you and team Bebe out of this situation. As much as you would like to just let Bada get dragged through the mud from all this, it didn't sit well with you that her team is getting bullied by people who don't know what happened just because they're on the same time. It wasn't fair. It's yours and Bada's problem, not theirs. They were out of it.

"Yeni, I'm planning something. For my own peace and for team Bebe to not get involved in mine and Bada's mess.. It's unfair, they're suffering because we were stupid back then. It doesn't sit right with me." you told Yeni. You're not her girlfriend yet but you wanted to be transparent with everything. You don't want to blind side her about your plans especially when it involves Bada.

"Do what you have to do, alright? I'm just gonna be here for you. Do what you think is right." Yeni says and gave you a hug to comfort you. You sighed and hugged her back before giving Bada a call and telling her about your plan. She was a bit hesitant at first but her team's reputation is at stake her. She could lose everything but her team, her friends doesn't deserve that. If someone has to suffer, it should be her.

You met Bada at her apartment. It was the very same apartment that you used to live in with her. You sat on the couch and set up your camera as you waited for Bada to settle down. You wanted to do a live on insta so both of you can come clean regarding about your past. To put an end to the unnecessary rumors and criticism especially towards Bada's team because they're really just casualties from your mess.

"So uhm hello everyone. It's me, Y/N and Bada's here with me. We wanted to address the audio that's now circulating the internet that caused quite a stir among fans and haters alike.." you started and you glanced at Bada who looks like she in the verge of crying.

"Yeah.. To be clear, what happened between me and Y/N is from three years ago. I met her while I was in the states. We became friends as we met on a dance studio and because we were both koreans, we bonded. We've known each other for more than a year before I asked her to be my girlfriend when she graduated from uni. The problems started when I came back here, with her in tow." Bada narrates and you held back a sniffle as you remembered all too well what happened after that. You held her hand in a comforting way as she excused herself for a bit since she couldn't prevent her tears from falling.

"So uhh.. I told her that we needed to pretend that we're just friends because my parents didn't knew at that time that I'm lesbian. I didn't know how to come out to them at that time so I forced my girlfriend to lie to save my own ass. It just kept getting worse, I was abusive. I was toxic. God knows how much I regretted those times of my life, those times in our relationship. I didn't treat her well. I took her for granted, took her love for granted. Whenever she would try to leave, I'd come up with ways to make her come back to me. I wanted her to stay with me but I really didn't make much efforts to make her stay. All I did was continue destroying our relationship, hurt her and make her suffer." Bada confessed and looked at you, her eyes reflected guilt and sadness.

"I know, I had a lot of chance to leave her and to never look back but I couldn't bring myself to do it because I was so in love with her. I thought things would change, things would get better between us if I stayed but sadly, it didn't. So I finally left. It wasn't easy, there were times that I thought about going back and beg her to take me back. I was angry with myself, angry at her and angry at everything because of what happened. But now, as we sat together inside the apartment we once called home together, there were some things that I realized. That I've been angry for too long, that even if I said that I've forgiven her and forgiven myself from that incident, I still haven't. That's why that audio came to be. But believe me, the rest of team Bebe is out of this. They didn't know anything so please, we are begging you to stop harassing them and calling them enabler because they aren't. Please leave them out of this.." you begged and soon, you ended the live feed. You turned to Bada and she pulled you in for a hug. Both of you just stayed like that for quite some time before you pulled away.

You cupped her cheeks and wiped her tears away, you gave her a smile as you rested your forehead against hers. This'll be the last time you're gonna be like this with Bada. You wanted to be finally be able to step forward, have a new beginning with Yeni.

"We may have failed in this lifetime but if given the chance to meet you in the next one, I wouldn't think twice about loving you again. But right now, we both need to move on and let go. For both our sakes.. I love you but it's time that we really finish this. Goodbye, Bada.. It may not have been great but I genuinely loved you." you told her and she hugged you tight, just sobbing in your arms. When she calmed down a bit, she gave you a kiss on the forehead and tried her best to give you a smile.

"If given a chance that I meet you again in my next life, I would treat you better and love you right. It may not have been perfect but I loved you, Y/N. Thank you for loving me so unconditionally despite everything I did to you. Thank you for making me feel the realest love I've ever known." she says and you nodded. You gave her hand a gentle squeeze as you willed yourself to not cry anymore.

"I forgive you, Bada. I forgive you and myself for everything that happened. I hope that we both find peace and happiness even if it's not with each other." was your words before you finally left that apartment. It was bittersweet yet you know it was for the best.

After that live video, things went a bit better for team Bebe and people soon forgot about the issue. You continued to work as Jam Republic's translator and you started dating Yeni as you finally felt like you're ready for this fresh start and it was the best decision you've made. She treated you like the most important person in the world and made sure to give you everything you never experienced with Bada.

Meanwhile, Bada sold the apartment you once shared with her as she also wanted to move on. To let go of the guilt and the memories of you and her. She heard you were dating Yeni and she felt a pang of hurt at the news but she really hopes that Yeni won't make the same mistakes as she did. That hopefully you finally found your happiness in Yeni's love because you deserve all the good things in life.

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[kiishou]

1-98! Not 99

1) Sexuality?

I am pansexual and demisexual

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

I would love to meet Obama

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

4) What do you think about most?

I think about a lot of things but I think I mostly think about the beauty in life and how often it goes unnoticed.

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?

“Ok”

6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

I usually do because I tend to fall asleep in whatever I’m wearing (usually like jeans and a sweater)

7) What’s your strangest talent?

I took a quiz on what my talent is and I got “Secret Singer” so there ya go

p.s. my boyfriend says organization is another talent of mine

8) Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)

Girls are so pretty you should look at the nearest girl and admire her. Boys are misunderstood and raised to live up to some bullshit standards and should learn to be more forgiving and understanding of the world.

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?

“I’m working on it” - Shane 6:00p 22.03.2017

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?

um never i’m not a loser HAHA

11) Do you have any strange phobias?

Atelophobia, metamfiezomaiophobia, and i forgot the word but… fear of automatic toilets

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

when i was younger i stuck a grape up my nose

13) What’s your religion?

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

probably either going for a walk/enjoying the weather OR on my way back inside

15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

behind the camera

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

i have more like favorite artists of the month or a period of time so the one for this month is: in love with a ghost

17) What was the last lie you told?

“i’m not upset”

18) Do you believe in karma?

YES i do (it’s been kind of good to me lately)

19) What does your URL mean?

it’s my gamertag and literally just a dumb pun on my nickname

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

my greatest weakness: proving others wrong / impulsion

my greatest strength: cheering others up /  “fucking” selfless

21) Who is your celebrity crush?

Emilia Clarke

22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

nope it would be too cold

23) How do you vent your anger?

I cry out of frustration but I’m never really angry. I know things make me upset and sometimes I’ll take it out on myself by like self loathing and shit; other times I get upset at others as well.

24) Do you have a collection of anything?

I’ve been collecting figures and other nerdy shit over some time now (I can post a photo of my shelf), I’ve been collecting the C9 season posters but I’m missing two of them currently, and I also collect different skins in League of Legends/Overwatch

25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

I like video chatting because I think it is such a great invention and it should be utilized at all costs #WhatATimeToBeAlive

26) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

I’m starting to be happy with myself and being loving/forgiving of myself

27) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

I hate the sound of

28) What’s your biggest “what if”?

my biggest what if is “what if I didn’t exist”

29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

right arm: Jerry’s face

left arm: nothing

31) Smell the air. What do you smell?

I can’t smell i am noseblind

32) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

Neuvo Laredo, Mexico

33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?

Texas

34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

Childish Gambino tbh

35) To you, what is the meaning of life?

I don’t really know but I think that IS the meaning: trying to figure it out because it’s different for everyone. I think it’s trying to bring a little more sunshine in this cloudy world

36) Define Art.

visual imagination: images from the mind 

37) Do you believe in luck?

yes i do; i also believe that i am kind of unlucky

38) What’s the weather like right now?

it’s kind of sunny

39) What time is it?

4:00p

40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

I do drive, I’m not fond of it. I’ve never crashed but I’ve been crashed into.

41) What was the last book you read?

I am currently reading The Catalyst: Rogue One

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?

no it is too strong and my nose is sensitive (don’t tell it mean things)

43) Do you have any nicknames?

gen, geny, yen, yeny, gun kuhknee, dad, nina, flaca, chiquita

44) What was the last movie you saw?

Freedom Writers

45) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

I almost cut off an entire finger once

46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?

yes i’ve caught many actually i used to really like bug catching as a child

47) Do you have any obsessions right now?

right now i’m obsessed with sleeping and spending time with friends 

48) What’s your sexual orientation?

i was/am asexual but recently i’m learning that i am demisexual (my friends have a joke saying i’m Shanesexual)

49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?

probably but i don’t care enough to remember or think about it

50) Do you believe in magic?

ya i graduated from Hogwarts

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

I wouldn’t call it holding a grudge: i forgive people but i never ever forget what they have done

52) What is your astrological sign?

virgo

53) Do you save money or spend it?

depends on what i want or what i need to do

54) What’s the last thing you purchased?

spicy chick fil a sandwich, fries, strawberry gansito, sno-berry peace tea, and two scan trons 

55) Love or lust?

love love love

56) In a relationship?

yes i happily am in one

57) How many relationships have you had?

two and the one i’m currently in

58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

nope

59) Where were you yesterday?

@ my house

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

not currently

61) Are you wearing socks right now?

nope bc i wore cute flats today that hurt my Achilles 

62) What’s your favorite animal?

sharks, rabbits, cats, foxes

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

if i had one i would have more friends :^)

64) Where is your best friend?

she’s in another town rn 

65) Spit or swallow?(;

neither

66) What is your heritage?

i am hispanic w/ mexican heritage 

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

i was finishing my math review for an exam and watching a movie with soem internet friends

68) What do you think is Satan’s last name?

Santana

69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

nope

70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

the ones i have rn 

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

save the dog fuk the job i can get another one 

72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

I probably would only tell the one person closest to me about the situation. I would spend my remaining days with people i love and doing things i would miss. I wouldn’t be afraid.

73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

trust

74) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

Waterloo - ABBA

75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

0126

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

trust, honesty, and communication

77) How can I win your heart?

you can’t it belongs to shane, sorry

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?

maybe

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

finally doing things towards my happiness

80) What size shoes do you wear?

5 ½

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

“it was lit fam”

82) What is your favorite word?

pantooflas

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

shane

84) What is a saying you say a lot?

“it’s a warm up game”

85) What’s the last song you listened to?

idk the name but the last one i can remember is Sweet Dreams Are Made of This

86) Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?

gray, and pale yellow 

87) What is your current desktop picture?

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

trump

89) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

nothing tbh ask away i’ll always be honest

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

go to sleep 

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

the power to always be right

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

I think I would like to re-live the night of my first date with Shane (we went to the carnival and it was gr8)

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

i think they were all important in my growth/development so none

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

hmmmm im good dude 

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

Japan

96) Do you have any relatives in jail?

kind of?

97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?

no i think i would die of embarrassment 

98) Ever been on a plane?

yes but only twice