#BUT AT LEAST SOME OF MY HSR MANIFESTATIONS WORKED

[baeshijima]

HAPPY WHITE DAY AND HAPPY BDAY JEAN 🫶🫶

[alicemitch09writes]

ALICE !! BUCKLE UP !!

I HAVE BEEN READING YOUR STORIES SINCE 2021 OR PRIOR, EVER SINCE 'BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR' HAD DROPPED, I HAD THE DELICOUS ANGST LOVING FATE TO FIND IT ON AO3 ( MIND YOU, THE STORY HAD ME HOOKED ON ANIME FANFICS ? ) IT'S LIKE YOU SHOWED ME THE ROPES OF IT.

AND AND AND NOT TO MENTION, I HAD BEEN THERE WHEN (UN)LOVING MIYA ATSUMU WAS STILL BEING PUBLISHED ; BEEN THERE TO WONDER IF SUNA WOULD BE AN ENDGAME WHEN HE CARRIED HER IN HIS ARMS ON THAT DREADFUL RAINY DAY BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL.

BUT I HAD ABSOLUTELY FOGOTTEN MOST OF WHAT HAD HAPPENED IN 'OUTSIDER LOOKING IN' ( I THINK I NEVER REALLY READ IT THOROUGHLY EITHER BACK THEN, AND 'M SORRY FOR IT !! )

SO FEW MINUTES INTO reading it, i was like, hmpph, he seems to be the type to go for possessive segss. and we both know how that had turned out 🤭 lmfao, this even jogs my memory of how when you had uploaded the spin-off, some readers were pressed about the story taking such a turn with all the devil's tango thrown in, and even though, i understand the audience can critique, but that is how i see suna, as well. given his character, that's exactly how his love would pour out after all these years. that's how it'd manifest. it'd be that carnal. like that's just him, you know? it was exactly how i had imagined him to be after yearning for so long. the spin-off was 😽 thanks for writing it once again ( thanks for writing in general !!l )

hehe.

i sill read 'be careful what you wish for' from time to time when i remember it exists. oh, oh, and that osamu fic ? love, i remember you posting it exactly when i had been wanting to write or read one featuring him where he'd be a silent accomplice in bullying, but later grow to regret it. even had a pathetic wip which never made it out of the gutter for you had once again, quenched my thirst for it, lovely <3

sigh, what else? let me think for a sec................oh, yeah !! i have to mention how detailed and researched '(un)loving miya atsumu' was. i remember you taking tips and pointers for your....student(?) back then (?) something like that, right? see, i had been there. 😔 you also had an inarizaki fox plushie, right? or was it an osamu plushie(?) i remember you uploading it while working on your wips for the fic on your desk and lappy-tappy.

i even loved 'enigmatic kalopsia' sm that i used to follow the artist who made some fanarts inspired from it. nobody wrote about our sachiro back then, urgh. thank god, you did.

and few weeks ago, when my sukuna obsession was bursting at the seams, i found a good oneshot on ao3. turns out you were the author and i had long read it on tumblr too when it came out, lol !

but alice, how come after everything i had never realized you were an exo-l? found it while snooping through that suna smau today 😵‍💫 hehe, do tell. ( orr, did i forget? )

anyway, last but not least, i love you, my darling sweets. 🎀

omo, hewwo, hewwo, hewwo~

thanks so much for reading my works all these years! it means so much to me ;w;

with how life is lately, squeezing writing seems nigh impossible (bc I'm hooked into genshin and hsr and desperately trying to catch up to some anime and books), but I haven't abandoned some of my works (believe it or not)

also, i'm sorry to disappoint but i'm not really into kpop ;w;