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j-a-nuary · 1 month ago
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Date Roulette: Jiyong
Wednesday
Intro Week Start
Seungri Week Start
Daesung Week Start
Taeyang Week Start
Seunghyun Week Start
Jiyong Week Start
Previous
Next
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Warning level: suggestive
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Seunghyun had refused. He refused a lot of things. The only thing that I was truly annoyed with however was his refusal to tell me about how his conversation with Jiyong had gone last night. I knew that Jiyong wouldn't be able to resist telling me all about it though. He'd probably start by acting like I'd personally betrayed him too.
Such were the vague thoughts circling through my slowly waking mind.
But then I was pulled against a bare chest, and a hand started tracing up my side. His fingers skimmed along my skin, leaving the faintest touches behind like ripples.
I hummed, enjoying the attention washing over me.
The hand paused.
I made a whining noise in my throat.
The hand landed firmly on my hip, a throaty chuckle sounding behind me as lips met the skin on the back of my shoulder.
"You're awake."
It wasn't exactly a question, so I didn't exactly answer it.
Instead I turned, maneuvering so I could swing one leg over Seunghyun's hip. I ran my hand through his hair, stopping to grip the hair at the back. I directed his mouth to my own.
He laughed, letting a few kisses lane before turning onto his back.
I tried to follow him, such as it was, but he held me off.
"Hyun…" I whined, nuzzling against his shoulder.
"Baby, I have to leave before everyone gets up."
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Seunghyun slipped back out of the glass doors, trying to avoid the cameras in the hall. Somewhere, deep in my stomach, a stone dropped into the previously calm water. A feeling like shame rippled outwards, threatening to spill out.
I'm being kept secret.
I resisted the thought, deciding to get up and see what today's plan was.
As soon as I stood, I was taken over by dizziness. I immediately sat back down. Glancing around, I spotted the wine glasses that had been left on the vanity. I took a minute to steel myself before slowly making my way to the vanity. Lifting both glasses, I felt myself sway slightly.
It took another rest at the vanity, a second sitting on the closed lid of the toilet, four wine glass-fulls of water, and a round of catching up on texts before I could rouse the ability to get dressed.
From: Hugeboy I was thinking about you~ From: Hugeboy I keep thinking about you (♡◇♡) From: Hugeboy It makes me want to text you |ω・) From: Hugeboy You're always so busy (´Д` ) From: Hugeboy I'll see something and want to send you a picture but I feel like I'm bothering you orz
There were a few messages from Soo-ah as well. They were mostly a series of links to apartment listings, but she also included a photo of herself visiting Ttungbo in the kennel.
I spotted an expensive pair of sneakers sticking out from the bottoms of some baggy jeans behind her. There was no doubt in my mind that they belonged to Bobby.
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"Glasses day?"
I groaned, hoping the tone was enough to answer Daesung's question. Shuffling to the breakfast bar, I posted up on one of the stools and bent forward to lay on the counter.
"Ay, bendita…" a hand gently patted my hair, "drink too much last night?"
I turned my head so I could blink up at Daesung.
"What?"
He gave me a smile before turning towards the fridge. Opening the door, he bent at the waist as he spoke up again.
"Taeyang mentioned that he thought you and Jiyong went for drinks or something. Said," he stood up and turned towards me, a small hangover drink in hand, "you were acting weird. Here."
He cracked the seal, opening the bottle before placing it on the counter next to me. Task done, he turned and started opening cabinets.
I struggled to decide which end of the conversation to tackle first. A phrase about eating frogs floated through my mind.
Pushing myself to sit up, I pulled the drink closer.
"What else did Taeyang say?"
I chugged the bottle, hoping it would somehow soften whatever was said next.
He hummed, pulling a pan out and clicking the range on.
"That you seemed glad to be interrupted."
How diplomatic. I set the now empty bottle aside, leaning forward onto my elbows.
"He's not wrong."
I picked at my nails, not really wanting to go much further. Still, I knew it was somewhat unavoidable. The proximity of everyone, the nature of people… it would probably be better to just have a conversation than to let things get all clouded and smoky with assumptions and half…
Smoky.
My nose twitched.
Looking up, I saw Daesung standing in front of the stove top. He was staring at the pan in front of him, but obviously not seeing it.
"Dae," I called him quietly.
No response.
"Daesung." I was more firm this time, "the butter."
He shook his head, coming back to himself.
"Shit," he grabbed the pan and lifted it off of the range. He set it aside, onto an unlit section, before turning to face me.
I shook my head, "turn that off."
"Right," he turned back and fumbled with the knob until the flame disappeared. Kitchen no longer in danger of burning down, he set his sights back on me.
Thus commenced the staring match. I was willing to let it stretch as long as possible, but I could see him getting twitchy after a few seconds.
Sighing, I leaned back on the barstool.
"Just ask, Dae."
"What happened with Seungri?"
I stared at him. Did he really not know? And what was the point in knowing?
After a moment, I shook my head.
"Ask something else."
Daesung had the decency to look ashamed. He nodded to himself for a moment before taking a breath to speak.
"Did Jiyong…" he paused, apparently struggling to come up with the right words.
"It's not the same," I interrupted him, "it's more… just… confusing."
"Confusing," he echoed me.
"If I could explain it, I would."
Shaking his head, he turned back towards the stove.
"You don't have to explain," he pulled paper towels from the cupboard and started cleaning the burned butter from the pan. "As long as he didn't… hurt you."
I tried to decipher the vibes of the kitchen. He didn't sound too upset. That was part of it but he was being cautious too - understandable, given the topic.
I didn't exactly want to contribute to what I was interpreting as him being concerned, but I also didn't want to keep everything to myself.
"Not physically anyway," I said it quietly, giving him the option of pretending he hadn't heard, "and not on purpose, I think."
Daesung sighed, shoulders slumping. He kept his attention on the food he was preparing this time when he spoke.
"That doesn't exactly inspire confidence, pet."
I shrugged, laying down to once again press my cheek onto the cool stone of the counter.
"This is just how I have to live for now."
I let my eyes close, warding against the building ache in my head and slight nausea that was creeping its way through my gut.
Daesung let me indulge in the self-soothing that was laying on the counter in silence. I listened to him move around the kitchen, soaking up the sounds and smells of his breakfast. Sizzling, crackling, tapping, scraping… I didn't have the neurological predisposition towards ASMR, but this must have been pretty close.
A distinctly ceramic dragging sound and slight thunk sounded like it was directly next to my head.
"Eat."
I peeked a single eye open. My sight was greeted by a plate of toast. Not just any toast though. Daesung had cut the center out of the bread and fried it with an egg. I closed my eye again, smiling.
"You're wonderful," I mumbled as I forced myself to sit up. "A delight, even."
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"Do you mind if I just…" I indicated the mouse in the staffer's hand.
She nodded, rolling her seat back a little to make room.
"You're familiar with it?" She asked.
"I'm more familiar with CAD," I mumbled, focusing more on the screen in front of me, "but SketchUp is fine."
"I thought you were an accountant."
I swapped the sofa and loveseat for a sectional and a shelf, creating a half wall to clearly define the spaces for eating and lounging.
"After I switched majors, yeah."
She fell silent, her assigned purpose for the day made obsolete.
The idea for this experiment was to test compatibility through interior design. I thought that's what it was anyway. We were each paired with someone who understood the software, given a blank rendering of an apartment, and told to fill the digital space to our liking.
Somewhere in the back of my mind, I wondered if there was another date on the line. They hadn't really thrown something like that in since the musical with Seunghyun. Had it not scored well with test audiences?
"Ugh," I couldn't stop the sound from exiting my mouth.
"Something wrong?"
I looked at the staffer, brain drawing a blank on how to explain the noise away.
"Oh," I was not off to a great start. "I just… um…"
"The color? Here," she rolled closer and took the mouse back. She shot me a brief smile as she moved. Conspiratorial, almost. Knowing.
I gave her a smile that was half grimace. Why was she covering for me? Was it a skill that all entertainment staff had? Or was it that often mysticalized feminine bond?
"Do you often work like this?"
She glanced up at me, quickly settling her eyes back on the computer screen.
"Not really," she tilted her head, making a few adjustments to the furniture on screen. "This is my first time, actually. What do you think?"
She indicated the screen.
I was blasted with dusty pink shades to go with the green options I had chosen. I made an effort to reign in my facial expression.
"Maybe a cream color instead?"
She nodded, and turned back to make the change.
"So what sort of work do you usually do?" I asked.
It was nice, talking to a normal person for a moment. I didn't have to fake my curiosity, or cover up what I already knew.
A bit of musical theater popped into my head.
Getting to know you. Getting to know all about you.
"-artments for rich types."
Shit. I had totally spaced out on her answer.
"What about you?" She asked.
"Oh," I shrugged, "I mean… I was doing the teacher thing for a while."
She let a small laugh out through her nose. I couldn't tell if it was in derision or just because of how common of a story it was.
"Stereotypical, right?" I joked.
Another nose laugh.
"But I finished studying and taking the KICPA test while I was doing that. So now…" I shrugged, "I'm not really sure."
"That's pretty specific," she replied, "how can you be unsure? Like this?"
I looked at the screen again. This time I was met with a much more calming, to me anyway, color pallette. Deep greens, warm creams… something out of a young adult novel about elves.
"I like it."
"Picasso."
We both broke down in giggles at that.
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Apparently, Seunghyun and I shared a "sense of movement." At least, that's what the expert said.
The six of us sat in an office, being shown each others' designs, while a not-quite-yet-elderly man explained the ways I was similar - or dissimilar - to each of the boys.
Daesung and I both had designed spaces that looked a bit like hobbit holes. Both of us shared an affinity for books and something like organized clutter. Where I had plants, he had an aquarium, both being examples of bringing nature inside.
Seunghyun and I shared ideas about how to move through the space. We had all been given the same floor plan, so I had thought we would each design something fairly similar in that way. But apparently Seunghyun and I were the only ones who had lent much thought to what it would be like to physically inhabit the space.
Taeyang shared my affinity for plants, but that was just about the sum total of our matching. Where I had placed a bookshelf intended for board games, he had put an upright piano. I supposed that made sense.
Jiyong was clearly a minimalist, but we apparently both intended to host others in that imaginary apartment. His design was probably best described as being sterile, but accommodating. Extra seating in the dining area, that sort of thing.
Seungri's design… well…
If you had asked me to design a space intended to be secretly unwelcoming, I might have done something like his. He had a sideboard positioned in such a way that I could easily imagine guests bumping their hip on it as they passed. The entire thing was, in a word, haphazard. It may have just been because he didn't take the task seriously, but it unnerved me.
Where the expert saw a lack of design smarts, I saw an apartment that was built to keep guests off balance.
Maybe that was a less than generous way of thinking about it, but I didn't think so. Regardless, possibly for the sake of the cameras, the other boys teased him about his perceived shortcoming.
I declined to join in the "fun" with them. Maybe a month ago I would have teased him as well but, knowing what I knew now, I couldn't force myself to make light of it.
Instead, I just nodded, acting like the designer was offering some enlightening explanation. A treatise on the connection between personality and decorating.
"So, in conclusion," the man clasped his hands together for just a moment, "I'd say that you three…"
He gestured at Seunghyun, Jiyong, and Daesung in turn.
"... are the best matches for Miss Luna here. Just," he shrugged, "in different ways."
"We already knew that," Taeyang laughed.
"Did we?" Seungri asked.
I wanted to hit him. Good lord how I wanted to hit him and hit him and hit him and hit him and h…
"You don't agree?" The expert asked.
"I think opposites can attract each other," Seungri shrugged. He turned to me. He addressed me, directly, for the first time in… how long? Two weeks? Three?
"We got along pretty well at the beginning, right?"
Silence filled the room as I pointedly ignored him. I could feel his eyes on me. I could feel the others getting more and more tense. I saw the expert's eyes flicking about the room, landing on each of us briefly before moving to the next.
I chose to trust the editors to take care of it.
"That can be true," Jiyong finally broke the silence, "but some people can be too different."
"I don't think we're that different."
There was a smile in his voice - a smile that I refused to look to confirm. I didn't know what fucking game he was playing, but I refused to play it with him.
"Isn't that a contradiction?" Taeyang asked. "Saying opposites attract, and then saying you two are similar? What's this guy saying?"
Taeyang laughed. I couldn't be sure, but I thought it was a practiced sound - disingenuous, but not obviously so.
"The whole point of the exercise was to find compatibility," the expert reminded us. "If you're unhappy with the results, you should reflect on why it came out that way."
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An envelope was waved, a staffer announcing that there was another date on the line. Someone suggested I choose my favorite apartment design. Someone else said that would be too much like a spoiler for my final choice.
More suggestions, more rebuttals.
I backed out of the decision-making process, citing the aforementioned spoiler concern. Instead, I sort of… disconnected. Standing to the side, I was aware of the people around me. On autopilot, I rocked on my heels, waiting for a decision to be made.
In true Kpop reality television style, it came down to rock-paper-scissors.
Taeyang excused himself from the trial, saying it should only be the top three - as decided by the design expert. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I made a note to thank him for that. Not so much for removing himself, but for creating a situation where Seungri didn't really have the option to participate.
It took six rounds, but eventually, Jiyong approached me. He grinned, offering me his hand.
"It's fate," he winked as he said it.
I blinked, coming back to myself. I felt a bit like I was waking up - groggy.
"Is that it?"
The question came out quieter than I intended. My gut twisted briefly, a bit of self-loathing triggered by the demure sound of my own voice. Oh well. It would probably play well with some part of the audience.
He tilted his head, smile not faltering thanks to years of idol training. I could see it in his shoulders, though, his chest angling silently to put more of himself between me and the others.
"Of course, my love.”
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“I have to admit,” Jiyong said while waiting for his manicure to set, “I convinced production to switch what they had planned for the date.”
He had suggested that we go to a salon he knew to have a combination of getting ready and getting pampered.
“What had they planned?”
“The premier showing of that movie,” he paused, checking his nails. “I don't remember the name. The post-rebellion mega-corporation one.”
I nodded, ignoring the minor heat-spike of my own nails curing under a lamp.
“The one that people said looks like Black Knight, right?”
Jiyong hummed, “with Woobin? Yeah.”
I nodded, humming a small acknowledgment as I watched the nail technician apply starry stencils to my nails.
“Did you choose a color?” The technician asked.
“A deep pink would look good,” Jiyong suggested.
The technician stood, hand already reaching for the pink and red section of the display.
“I want green,” I called out.
The technician paused, glancing between Jiyong and me.
“Like an apple,” I insisted.
She still seemed unsure.
I grit my teeth to stop myself from saying something mean.
“That would be cute too,” Jiyong nodded.
Finally, the technician moved. She passed the reds, purples, and blues, coming to a stop where the greens and yellows were kept. Quickly selecting two bottles, she returned to her seat across from me.
“It's good that you two share tastes,” she commented. “Which one do you prefer?”
I blinked in the direction of the bottles, not fully absorbing the difference between the shades as I fought back a swirl of rage. I couldn't even pinpoint exactly which part of the interaction had annoyed me. The way Jiyong had spoken up - expecting his opinion to matter? The way the technician had clearly waited for him to approve of my choice? Sure, he had insisted he was paying, but these were still my nails. My nails, on my fingers. My body.
I realized I had been staring at the bottles for too long.
“The lighter one,” I decided just to be done with it.
“And for the accent nail?”
I actually did put a little bit of thought into that. I lifted a hand, looking over the stencils.
“You know those blush nails? Or aura?”
The technician nodded.
“That,” I laid my hand back onto the cushioned rest in front of me, “with the same green.”
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“How are you feeling?”
The manicures were done. I was sat in the passenger seat of a car that had previously thrilled me. But right now, it just annoyed me. It was ostentatious. It was meant to impress, and I had fallen for it.
“Fine,” my voice sounded empty, despite the overly practiced upward lilt.
“Good,” Jiyong busied himself with pulling out of the parking space, “I thought you might be tired.”
Here it is.
I was sure we had finally reached the point where he'd interrogate me about being with Seunghyun last night. The revelation of whatever they had discussed.
“I planned something a little quieter tonight,” he explained, “just in case.”
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I tried to ignore the semi-quiet of the restaurant. Jiyong must have done some form of reflecting on our past conversations because he at least didn't reserve the entire place. Still, it was clear that he wanted us to be alone. Thus, we had an entire room to ourselves.
I could tell from the layout that it was at least two sections. Perhaps three, depending on if the fireplace warranted its own division.
In light of everything I had come to know about Jiyong, I knew that this was probably the best compromise he could come up with. I, having repeatedly asked for normalcy, had the comfort of knowing there were other patrons elsewhere. He, wanting complete privacy, at least had the comfort of being out of view of the others.
“I feel like I should only whisper,” I whispered, “it feels like a library or something.”
Maybe I was playing up the naivete, but I knew the conversation was coming eventually. It was now my main mission to make it through the meal and back to the house while avoiding it.
Jiyong smiled. For a second, I saw the way he had looked at me while helping me get ready for the theater. The smile was all soft edges.
“Should we play a game?” He whispered back.
A thousand texts messages, cocky voices, and snapchats floated into one cohesive phrase in my mind.
If this motherfucker said twenty questions I would simply leave.
“What sort of game?”
His smile shifted somehow, going from soft to mischievous. I prepared myself to relive the cliche.
“Whoever stops whispering first loses.”
I glanced towards the decorative folding screen. behind it was the arched doorway that led to the bar and main entrance. The game was just stupid enough to appeal to me.
“What about when the waiter comes?” I asked, careful to keep whispering.
Jiyong pursed his lips, thinking over what sort of rules there should be. After a few seconds, he nodded.
“Okay,” he spoke even softer than before. “We must whisper when we're alone, but with others, we can speak normally.”
I nodded in agreement, “okay. Penalty for losing?”
Jiyong shrugged, “just a favor for the winner.”
I squinted at him. He looked only mischievous, not malignant. A puckish man that might play a joke but wouldn't full-on attack me.
I nodded.
“Okay,” I whispered.
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It was clear neither of us was planning on losing.
The meal passed quietly. The post meal drinks were near silent. The meandering walk around side streets was as hushed as a church.
“Are churches quiet?” I asked. Even my whisper sounded loud after an extended moment of silence.
“What?”
“I was just thinking that this is as quiet as being in church,” I shrugged, “but I don't go to church. So I don't know if that's true or not.”
He hummed, thinking it over before answering.
“It depends on the church,” Jiyong explained, “and what part of the service it is.”
That made enough sense. There were about four thousand different flavors of church. Some were bound to be silent.
I let maybe two more minutes of quiet pass before whispering again.
“I don't think either of us is going to give up on this bet.”
Jiyong stopped walking. His hands were clasped behind his back, and he was nodding slowly. He pursed his lips as he watched me stop and turn to face him.
“I think you're right,” he softly agreed.
“Should we call it a draw?”
Tilting his head, that mischievous grin spread across his face once more.
I squinted at him, waiting for his answer.
Staring at each other, I couldn't help but think of the silly editing that would no doubt happen for this moment. The thought made it difficult to resist glancing at the staff member holding a camera.
“No,” Jiyong whispered.
A split second later, he darted towards me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and lifted. Spinning once, he set me down with a victorious look on his face.
“That's not fair!” I complained, “you surprised me! Squealing doesn't count!”
“But you're not whispering now either.”
“You cheated!” I forced myself back to a whisper as I protested.
“This would have gone on forever if I didn't do something.”
He leaned forward, tilting his head with that practiced cuteness that all idols have. Camera training on bold display.
Camera… right.
I pulled away from him, smoothing out my outfit.
“Alright,” I said. My normal speaking tone still sounded so loud, but I ignored that. “What do you want for winning?”
Jiyong hummed, dramatically drawing the droning sound on. He took a step away from me in the direction we had been walking.
“You didn’t have anything planned?”
He turned to face me again, holding his hand out towards me.
I paused, just long enough to make him speak up again.
“Hold my hand while we walk.”
“Is that your request?”
Jiyong laughed, dropping his hand for a moment while he shook his head.
“It is a request, but not my prize,” he lifted his hand again, “will you humor me while I think?”
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My hand was still in his when we arrived back at the house.
I went to drop the hold when we approached the door, which, of course, only spurred him to grip my hand tighter.
“Wait,” he tugged me back from the door, to the side of the front stoop with a little less light.
“What?”
The rest of the walk until now had been quiet. It had been nice. I had asked a few times about what he wanted, but he had only said that he was thinking and would tell me when we got back to the house.
And here we were.
Jiyong dropped my hand, but only so he could quickly unplug both of our lapel mics.
“Ji-yah…”
He shook his head slightly, fingers quickly tugging the batteries out of the mic-packs.
Once he was satisfied with our relative privacy, he turned to face me. He tucked both of my hands into his own. Clearly, he wasn’t above pleading.
“Sleep with me.”
I felt my face twitch, opening my mouth to say… something.
“Not like that!” Jiyong quickly defended himself.
I narrowed my eyes but waited for him to explain himself.
“I just mean…” a less confident man would have stammered, “like before.”
I thought back, remembering falling asleep on his chest at the hotel. It had been nice, feeling the rise and fall of his body as he breathed slowly next to me on those few nights. Still…
“We’ve talked about this.”
For a moment, just long enough to make it impossible to brush off as nothing, anger rolled over his face. His hands, still gripping my own, tightened.
I could feel the pace of my heart pick up, my nerves tingling with alertness. With fear. I opened my mouth, unsure what was going to come out.
“Oppa…”
It wasn't a word I used often. I knew that many men disliked the way it sounded on a foreigner's tongue and that some others liked it a bit too much. But at that moment, I only remembered that it was the only way I could break my ex out of his ramping anger. My chest tightened, waiting, hoping, for it to have a similar effect on Jiyong.
It did its work.
My hands were dropped, and that look on his face quickly transformed into a much more familiar one of regret.
“My love…”
“I'll go in first.”
I couldn't let him talk. He was too good at talking. I knew he was. Given the time to talk, he'd convince me. By appealing to pity, sympathy, or something else, he would convince me. So, I pushed past him and made my way inside.
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There were some bodies in the common areas of the house, but I didn't take enough notice of them to match them to names. Within thirty seconds, I was pushing my bedroom door shut and locking it for good measure.
Then there was nothing. My body still wanted to run, but there was nowhere else to go. This was the safest place that was immediately available. There was a locked door between me and everyone else.
I glanced at the sliding glass door.
Scrambling over the bed, not taking the two extra seconds to simply walk around it, I rushed to make sure that it was locked as well. For extra security, I pulled the curtains shut tightly.
One locked door in either direction. I was invisible.
It still didn't feel like enough.
Which was how I found myself, fully clothed, sitting in the center of the giant tub. It was empty. But the bathroom provided an additional locked door, and something about the tub created a feeling of security.
I pulled out my phone and stared at it. Soo-ah would answer, but would she understand? Mino would definitely answer and probably offer to come get me - regardless of if it causes more problems later on. Seunghyun… were we really close enough for me to call him about being scared of one of his members? Would Daesung be able to resist telling the others what happened?
Shaking slightly, I kept running through possible contacts for a few minutes before finally deciding.
The phone rang through to voicemail.
“Damn it.”
I hung up, slouching over until my head hit the bottom of the tub.
Who else? There had to be someone else that I hadn't thought of yet.
My phone rang, surprising me so badly that I fell over from my kneeling position. Without even looking at the caller ID, I picked up.
“Hello?”
“Who are we damning?”
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vamp-doll-diva · 2 years ago
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The True Saviors - a Walking Dead fanfiction
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Title: The True Saviors
Author: vamp_doll/vamp_doll_diva
Characters/Pairings: Negan/OC, Kwon Jiyong (G-Dragon) , Kang Daesung (Daesung/D-Lite), Dong Youngbae (Taeyang/Sol) , Choi Seunghyun (TOP), Simon, Dwight, Regina, Gavin, Laura, Eugene Porter
Rating: M
Category: Romance/Fantasy?/Supernatural?
AU: Negan was infamous. Skylar was a witch. The world was post apocalyptic and only the strong, rich, and/or powerful survived. Skylar was trying to create a magical weapon. She didn’t know how much she needed Negan until the day they met. Negan gave her power and confidence. And she brought out his softer side. Negan’s group called themselves the Saviors, oh how wrong they were…
Chapter 1 @ fanfiction.net
Chapter 2 @ fanfiction.net
Chapter 3 @ fanfiction.net
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myoonmii · 7 months ago
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My second and final art entry for @bbcmerlin-reversebang !
Got to collaborate with the amazing @approachroach /Alex who took my guilty favorite prompt of injured merlin and created an absolute masterpiece of a fic with it!
You can read it here, I’m so happy to have worked on this with you thankyou for all your patience and hard work!! 💖
Fic summary :
“I was here a week ago,” Arthur blurted out. “Before, it was a desert—it almost killed me. Now it’s a rainforest.” Arthur stated. “I’ve only ever heard about rainforests in tales about magic, and in those stories, the magic was dormant. Its only purpose was to keep the forest alive. Here, I can even feel the magic in the air. And if I’m honest, it feels a little like coming home. It feels safe.” He stated it so simply Merlin almost didn’t realise the magnitude of what he was admitting.
His admission, if he was anyone else, would have him hanged.
Arthur Pendreagon is a lot of things; he is his fathers son. Camelot’s Prince. The Captain of the Knights. Himself, is rarely one of them.
What if, for once, he was not the things he was supposed to be and was simply, himself? He confesses something he had never really thought much of and somehow everything else does not matter anymore. He is himself and that is all that is important, he is finally, who he is meant to be; the Golden Prince
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metalfreaks86 · 1 month ago
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The first chapter of Bad Omens, project 002 of the @steddiebang2024 and written by the amazing @lihhelsing , is finally live!! This is my art piece for the prologue, and if you want to find out what is happening on that scene, come check the A03 link right here 💗
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hagnoart · 2 months ago
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It is still @steddiebb2024 time and this time we’re doing a Set It Up inspired Steddie fic hehe. CC you amazing human, thank you for everything and yeah can’t wait for you guys to read the first three chapters hehe
@steddiebang2024
*link to the fic will be added tomorrow*
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pato-roldnart · 1 year ago
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Woooooo one more year of @tododekubigbang !!!
Here are the pieces I did with my wonderfull partner @selfindulgentkitten 🥺🥺💚❤️💙
I hope you all enjoy what we did!
Read This Is (Not) for the Best here
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king-vecnass · 9 months ago
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'For thus merely touching you is enough, is best...'
An illustration/Cover for the fantastic work "you only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves" By Seasidhe/Sidhe, as our Collaboration for the Harringrove BigBang. A fantastic fanfic centered around poems and I just adore it. ❤️ I will link the fic as soon as it goes live, so keep an eye out, and thank you to Sidhe for being an amazing and resolute partner. (We made it!! ✨) EDIT: Link to the fic is HERE! you only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves - seasidhe (sidhedcv) - Stranger Things (TV 2016) [Archive of Our Own]
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targaryenrealnessdarling · 1 year ago
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Pearl of The Realm | Sneak Peek
Story Warnings: arranged marriage, canon-typical sexism, smut, 18+, loss of virginity, oral sex (f receiving), fingering
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x wife!reader
A/N: This story has some wonderful art done by @aegonx which will be available to view alongside the full fic when HOTD Big Bang is in full swing 😙 in the meantime, enjoy the teaser!
He knew that he would eventually have to marry someone, but it did little to take the sting away from it. Often, while his mother talked at him, he looked down at his boots, shifting his weight from his right, to his left, and to his right, again, batting little thoughts in his head.  What his mother didn’t know is what those ladies at court said about him while they supposed his back was turned. That he was of a violent disposition with a quarrelsome temper, one wrong movement or something as simple as a word spoken out of turn and he would dare not speak to the person in question for however long he deemed fit. That women thought of him as incapable of feeling something as beautiful as love, or even affection, given the sullen look he always wore, with barely-contained anger lurking beneath and an unexpressed pride in his position.  Aemond would never show that such words would have any effect on him with earnest. Sometimes it is better to not say anything at all, he concluded. This method had so often proven successful, it seemed little use to him to stray from it now.  He merely hoped that this woman his mother spoke of with such respect, was not one of the ladies at court. 
Coming to @hotd-bigbang in November '23!
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justtakeout · 5 months ago
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shamy highschool au :)
if you see this fanart, let's be friends. i don't have anyone to talk to about shamy. this is so sad :(
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this style is not really my strong suit. if you can send me requests to practice, that will be great <3
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urdreamgirls-dreamgirl · 11 months ago
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September 1986
It’s a Saturday when they finally make it up to Bloomington. Steve had to bribe Robin into taking his afternoon shift by promising he’d take three of her Monday mornings in a row. It sucked, but looking over at Eddie in his passenger’s seat, hair whipping around him as he head bangs to whatever music he’s got playing on Steve’s car radio, he thinks it’s probably worth it. 
It takes them an hour to get there and once they reach the city limits, Steve has to turn down the music so Eddie can direct him to the store he’s been coming to for the last ten years.
“Used to come here as a kid, when I first moved in with Wayne,” Eddie tells him as he gestures for Steve to make a left at the light. “The guy who owns the place—Greg—is an old friend from, like, World War II or whatever. You know, that homoerotic male bonding trauma shit.” Eddie nudges Steve with his elbow, winking when Steve looks over. “Wayne’s the one who taught me to play, did I tell you that?” Steve shakes his head. “Well, he thought it’d be a good way to get out all that energy, I guess.” Eddie grins. “Greg used to give me these tapes of the local music scene, stuff he’d been able to record at live shows or people renting out his booth in the back. There was some fucking awesome stuff in there, some of the bands have even made it pretty big. Oh, take a right here and then another right at the stop sign.” Steve sees it before Eddie points it out, a big red guitar on the sign. “That parking lot there, Stevie.” Eddie makes a big show of pointing, practically leaning out of the passenger’s side window like a dog, as if Steve needs the help at all.
Steve pulls into a spot right in front of the store and puts the car in park. Eddie practically leaps from his seat, slamming the door behind him and bounding up to the double glass doors, not even waiting for Steve to climb out of the car himself before he’s pulling the door open and rushing inside. Steve just rolls his eyes, locking the car doors before he follows.
The place is exactly what Steve expected. A little bell twinkles overhead as he passes through the entrance. It’s a little dimly lit, due to the way the storefront is arranged, but Steve can clearly see the rows of guitars hanging from the walls, the bins of sheet music underneath. There are other instruments, too, a couple of upright pianos near the counter in the back, some electric keyboards, a whole section of violins. He can’t help but think about how Robin would love this place and makes a mental note to suggest they all come up here together sometime. Steve follows Eddie’s voice to the glass counter where the register sits, harmonicas lined up on shelves lined in velvet in the case below it.
“—my friend Steve,” Eddie’s saying, gesturing towards Steve as Steve comes to stand beside him. Steve looks up at the man he assumes is Greg. He’s older, maybe a little older than Wayne even, laugh lines around his mouth and an easy smile on his lips. He’s got a long grey ponytail to match his long grey beard. A green flannel hangs off his skinny frame. Eddie smiles at Steve, his hand brushing along Steve’s bicep as he turns to introduce him. “Steve, this is Greg.”
“Hey, Steve,” Greg reaches his hand out for a shake and Steve takes it. Greg’s hand is warm and dry, eyes sparkling, friendly. Steve feels safe here. “Eddie says he’s teaching you to play guitar. Not sure how much you’re gonna learn from ol’ butterfingers here.” He points his thumb at Eddie.
“Hey!” Eddie yells in mock offense. 
Greg laughs. “When Eddie was first learning, he’d try to snack and play at the same time. Always the same thing, those Bugles, you know?” He holds his hands up in front of him, wiggling his fingertips. Steve nods, grinning. “Hands full of grease, couldn’t get a grip on anything.” 
Steve’s grin widens when Eddie rolls his eyes. “Yeah, yeah, okay, old man.” He lifts himself from where he’d been leaning on the counter, tapping is own fingertips along the glass. “How about you make yourself useful and do your job? Steve’s looking for a new guitar.”
“Awesome, man, first one?” Greg asks Steve.
“Uh, yeah, I’ve been borrowing a friend’s, but I’d like to get one of my own.” Steve runs a hand through his hair. “Nothing too fancy, I don’t know much about anything really.”
Greg grins again. “A real newbie, I love that.” He walks across to the front left corner of the store. “Obviously you want an acoustic, easier to learn on, especially if this dumbass is the one teaching you.” Eddie lets out a sound of offense. “These are your best bet. No bells and whistles, nothing fancy. You can get fancier once you know more.” Greg turns toward Steve. “Wanna try some out?”
Steve nods and Greg slides a stool over, gesturing for Steve to sit. He pulls the first guitar off its hook and hands it to Steve. Steve strums a few chords.
“How’s it feel?” Greg asks.
“It’s good,” Steve says hesitantly.
“Good but not great, right?” Steve nods. “Yeah, I could tell. That’s okay. You’ll know when you feel it.” Greg takes the guitar back from Steve, handing him a new one.
After about four or five rounds, Greg pulls the last one off the wall. It looks a little like Robin’s, but the wood’s a little darker, almost red, and the finish is a little shinier. Steve’s fingertips are buzzing when he takes it from Greg and feels the smooth strings under his fingers. 
“That’s it, right?” Greg asks, smiling.
“Yeah,” Steve breathes out. “This is it.” He returns Greg’s smile.
Eddie meets them back up at the counter, wandering over from where he’d been sifting through the sheet music. 
“Find one?” Eddie nods toward the case on the counter. 
“Found a real good one,” Greg tells him, snapping the lid of the case open to show him.
Eddie grins, dimples on full display. “Wow, Stevie.” Eddie looks over at Steve, face soft. “Looks great. Very metal.” 
Steve’s not entirely sure why that makes him blush.
read the new chapter of all of me changed like midnight. posted now
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j-a-nuary · 1 year ago
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Date Roulette: Jiyong
Tuesday
Intro Week Start
Seungri Week Start
Daesung Week Start
Taeyang Week Start
Seunghyun Week Start
Jiyong Week Start
Next
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Warning level: suggestive (higher end of suggestive)
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I woke up with my head smushed against Jiyong's shirt, and his arms wrapped tightly around my body. Which is to say: I woke up confused. I remembered everything, but I couldn't really make sense of it.
I was not the type to back down from a building argument. At least, I tried not to be. And kissing him again? I knew how I had gotten there, but in the light of day I just couldn't make the logic work out the same as it had last night.
But I could work that stuff out later. Right now, I had to peel a human banana clip off of myself and track down a production… assistant? Director? It occurred to me that I didn't actually know what Chul's job title actually was.
Again, not a priority at the moment.
I shook my head, trying to knock loose the cobwebs that had accumulated in there overnight. I immediately regretted the action as an invisible band tightened itself around my temples.
Muffling a groan, I rolled towards the edge of the bed, finding my escape from his clutches easier than I had expected.
Jiyong only let out a soft whine, but stayed asleep. I grabbed one of the pillows and pushed it towards his arms. He readily accepted it, pulling it into his body in a stranglehold.
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Once I was above deck, I located a staff person that I vaguely recognized. I had seen her around a few times, typically with an assortment of cords in her hands.
This morning however, she was leaning against a railing. In one hand she had some sort of snack bar, in the other she seemed to be scrolling through sns.
As I approached, she gave me an apologetic look - covering her somewhat full mouth and bowing. I waved a hand and shook my head, hoping I was coming off as nonchalant and not grimacing too much from the growing dizziness between my eyes.
"Sorry for interrupting," I started, "I just wanted to know if Chul is around."
"Mm," she paused, finishing chewing before continuing, "he's still downstairs. I guess he's got motion sickness pretty bad."
"Ah," I frowned, "I was hoping to talk to him before everything really got started today."
"Hmm…" she looked a little unsure.
"Please."
After a second, she nodded. "I'll show you," she offered.
I followed her back below deck.
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The room was smaller. Substantially so. Obviously meant as staff quarters.
It annoyed me, but I figured I'd gone on enough anti-capitalist tangents before. Besides, if Chul wasn't feeling well there was no reason for me to bring more negativity to him.
I also had something more urgent to address.
Chul looked like shit. He was rumpled. Hair stuck out at odd angles, wrinkled clothes, and that wince of illness. He was busy shaking some tablets onto his hand.
"Hey," I took a seat on an empty bunk, "anything I can do to help?"
He shook his head, wincing again.
"I've got dramamine and pain killers," he huffed, "I'll live. What's up?"
I sunk into myself slightly, feeling a little guilty that I was - once again - coming to him for a favor.
"I…" I paused as another staffer came in for a moment. They grabbed a bag and left without a word. Wordlessly, Chul handed me the bottle of pills. Taksen. I took two, nodding in thanks as he handed over a bottle of water as well.
I waited an extra second after swallowing the pills before starting again.
"I'm worried about this week."
Chul nodded, silently urging me to continue.
"I woke up and…" I blinked, brows dipping as I thought it over again, "I can't make sense of last night."
"Yeah," he agreed, "I didn't expect you two to get over things so quickly."
"Exactly!" I nodded - ignoring the headache, "it's like Ji… he just knows how to get past my guard somehow."
Chul hummed, a thoughtful look taking over his features.
"But… what does this have to do with me?" He asked.
"I… I don't know. I just wanted…" I frowned. What did I want? Someone to keep an eye on me? Someone to talk to?
"I just wanted to know if I was crazy or not for thinking it was strange."
He laughed. Not at me. More of a what can I say sort of laugh.
"The whole thing is strange. Has anything happened to you this last month that isn't strange?"
I rolled my eyes, huffing at him and crossing my arms.
"Okay," I conceded, "but this is extra strange. I couldn't stand his jealousy, but one conversation later I let him sleep in my bed?"
Chul lifted an eyebrow, teasing me.
"Shut up," I snapped, "nothing happened. Just sleep."
He shook his head, raising his hands as if showing his innocence.
"But it's still weird!" I pushed. "I remember the conversation. That one bit shouldn't have been enough."
He sighed, shrugging.
"This whole thing between you two has been a roller coaster. Maybe this is just another up."
I groaned, but didn't speak. He had something close to a point.
"You just have to survive a few days. Tomorrow is a group day, then Sunday as well."
"You know that this won't just end on Sunday," I grumbled.
"True," he leaned forward, patting my knee reassuringly, "but we can worry about that next week. For now, let's just focus on today."
"Fine," I agreed, "but just…"
I stumbled over my words again.
Luckily, Chul knew what I was getting at.
"Hey, I can always make up some technical interruption if you need me to. Not forever, but for five minutes at least."
I nodded. Standing up, I placed a hopefully not overly familiar hand on his shoulder.
"Thank you Chul," I squeezed his shoulder slightly, "seriously."
He nodded.
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I had hoped that Jiyong would be gone by the time I returned to my cabin. Or at least still dead asleep. Instead he sat up when I entered, pouting over my pillow at me.
I froze, just for a second. Thankfully, he seemed sleepy enough to have missed it.
"You left me alone," he croak-whined.
"I figured you could use the sleep," I shrugged. I sat on the edge of the bed and hauled my backpack from where I had stashed it on the little armchair yesterday.
His pout stayed in place as he shoved the pillow behind himself and lifted his arms towards me.
"Come back to me, my love."
I cringed at the endearment. It sounded hollow somehow.
"Luna?"
I looked up, meeting his gaze. His eyebrows were drawn together, and he appeared to be giving me a thorough looking over.
"Hmm?"
He didn't immediately answer. Instead, he sat up and leaned forward. Supporting himself on his knees and one hand, he reached forward and pushed the hair out of my face.
"Are you not feeling well? I'm sure I have medicine or something with me."
I shook my head, pulling away from his hand.
"No," I turned my attention back to my bag, "I already got something from Chul."
Jiyong crawled forward, invading the space next to me.
'What did he give you?"
I shrugged, still searching through my bag. "Just something for my headache. You know how it i- Ah there it is!"
I held my toothbrush aloft in triumph.
Jiyong smiled, presumably at my antics, but continued his questioning.
"But what specifically?"
"Why does it matter?" I retorted, moving towards the ensuite so I could finally brush my teeth. I laughed at Jiyong's expression, now looking extra concerned. "I doubt he'd try to drug me or something."
"Of course," he nodded slowly, "he'd have to be a psycho to do something like that."
He moved awkwardly, getting himself untangled from the bed so he could follow me.
"Still," he took up residence behind me now, sneaking a hand around my stomach as I brushed my teeth, "it might react poorly with that tea."
I rolled my eyes at him through the mirror. I felt crowded, but resisted the urge to push him away. Maybe it was the… was this a hangover? PMS? Regardless, there was an uncomfortable feeling lingering through my body that I couldn't help interpreting as danger.
Jiyong took my lack of rejection as encouragement. He hooked his chin on my shoulder and lifted his free hand to brush my hair back from my face.
"I want to make sure that you're safe, my love."
That was going to get real old, real fast.
I shrugged myself from his clutches, spitting and rinsing my mouth before speaking.
"It was just Taksen," I turned to face, fixing what I felt was the fakest smile I had ever worn onto my face, "I'm sure I'll be fine Ji."
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We had lunch on the boat, a vegetarian take on naengmyeon.
"You know," I broke a not quite awkward silence as we ate, "I used to hate soup."
Jiyong looked up from his dish, frowning slightly.
"I'm sure they could make something else."
"No," I shook my head, "this is fine. I just was against soup on principle."
Jiyong blinked, squinted, and finally placed his elbow onto the tabletop and his chin into his palm.
"On principle."
It wasn't exactly a question, but it was clear he wanted further information.
"Well," I lifted my spoon, observing its contents closely. After a moment, I downed the liquid before continuing. "Soup is different back home." I held the spoon up, now watching the way the sunlight reflected off its surface.
Jiyong patiently watched my antics.
"Mostly it just seemed like someone made a meal and then," I shrugged, "decided to put it in water."
Jiyong looked down at his own bowl, brows drawing together as he considered the food before him.
"How is that different than this?"
I shrugged again. "Soup here seems to be done on purpose."
His frown deepened for a moment. Then, after shaking his head, he burst out laughing.
"What?" I asked, unable to remain serious in the face of his outburst, "what's so funny?"
"I just," he shook his head again before leaning forward and resting his chin in his palm, "never know what you're going to say next."
A month ago - hell even a week ago - I would have expected that sentiment to be accompanied by a frown. Disapproval of what and how I choose to be. Now however…
He seemed to have forgotten his food, simply gazing at me with something like wonder writ across his face.
"Eat," I nodded towards his bowl.
His smile deepened. Shaking his head, his lips parted to speak.
"I-"
"Don't tell me you're full by watching me," I cut him off. "You need to eat."
He let out an abrupt laugh, but lifted his spoon regardless.
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I wasn't sure if it was exactly typical for yachts to pull up on Sindo. From what I could see, the boat that we were on was the only non-ferry visible. There was some discussion between pier staff, show staff, and even Jiyong himself at one point, before we were able to fully… park? I made a mental note to look up proper boating terminology.
Something about the way that Jiyong returned from the conversation sent a flag up in my mind. He looked sheepish, but happy - victorious, but a little shy. He had a bounce in his step that translated to his silly straw sun hat flopping slightly as he approached.
He looked like a dad on vacation that had just gotten a bargain.
"Is everything okay?" I asked as soon as he was close enough to talk to.
"Yes," he quickly answered. "I just have to, ah…" that slightly embarrassed look replaced his smile for a second.
"You didn't bribe them, did you?"
He laughed, but didn't answer. Not directly anyway.
"The manager's wife is a fan," he explained. "I just offered to sign a picture."
I squinted at him, trying to play up my disapproval.
"Jagi~," he stepped closer and wrapped an arm around my shoulder, "I got us a spot, right?"
I pursed my lips, letting out a "hmmph" noise.
"I did well," he wiggled my shoulders back and forth, teasing, "right jagiya?"
"I guess it's okay," I gave him a sidelong look, "as long as we're not breaking a law or anything."
A slightly confused look took over his features for a moment as he tilted his head.
"I don't think so," he murmured, "even if there is one, it will only be a fine."
I sighed deeply, remembering a phrase that my friends back home and I used to say pretty often: 'Punishable by a fine' just means 'legal for rich people.'
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We navigated renting some scooters, including two bigger ones that were more like golf carts for the staff and their gear, and headed out. It was already near noon when we had arrived, so we stopped in a small cafe for something to eat before heading towards Modo.
It was something like a break, but not really. Jiyong had suggested we share a scooter, but I had wanted a little bit of extra freedom.
"Think of the show," Jiyong pouted.
"I am," I countered. "Just imagine how fun it will be for the audience when I inevitably run off on my own and you have to chase me down."
I heard Chul snort out a laugh somewhere off camera at that.
"My love," Jiyong's pout deepened, "think of the way their hearts will flutter when you put your hands around my waist."
I shook my head, rolling my eyes for good measure.
"That's actually dangerous. If anything I'd have to grab your hips or shoulders," I shrugged. "Holding your waist messes with your center of balance."
The pout was gone. In its place was a blank stare, seasoned by a few blinks.
In the end, I allowed him to "convince" me. Truth be told, I was beginning to have a headache again, and I figured I might be better off if I let him "drive". I also begged another painkiller off Chul, who made a point of holding the back of his hand to my forehead and squinting at my eyes and hands.
"Do I pass the inspection?"
Chul's eyes narrowed, "for now. Here."
With that, I was handed a tablet, a bottle of water, and a helmet before settling in behind Jiyong on the little moped.
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The air on my face felt nice, doing a little bit to clear the ache in the center of my forehead. It also helped that most of what I could smell was salt, mud, and algae. I breathed deep, shutting my eyes to block any potential motion sickness from compounding the horrendously loud pounding of blood in my ears.
I was a little disappointed at missing most of the view while we rode. I had searched the island online when the plan was initially proposed and knew that I was surrounded by greenery and farms. I hoped I'd be able to see them on the way back.
At first, I was a little bitter about going to Modo with Jiyong. It was on my list, buried in my liked photos on my private Instagram. Somehow, I doubted Jiyong knew that though. Much more likely was the chance that he simply looked up day trips on the islands and things to do.
Not that that was a bad approach. I had simply been spoiled by Seunghyun and Daesung's attentiveness.
I allowed myself a moment of malcontent before convincing myself not to let petty details ruin Baemikkumi for me.
Getting an afternoon snack also helped. I excused myself to the bathroom after ordering, taking an extra moment to pat some cool water over my face and neck. The day was hot, extra humid due to being on the series of islets.
It also gave me a moment to respond to messages that I had been ignoring.
From: Hugeboy Any clarity on that mysterious situation you were in? σ(^_^;)? From: Hugeboy Ah… I know you're probably just busy but still it feels a bit… From: Hugeboy I want to call you From: Hugeboy But I don't want to be a bother From: Hugeboy I miss you 。・(つд`。)・。 From: Hugeboy Maybe I should be embarrassed about saying that From: Hugeboy No! I don't care if it's embarrassing! From: Hugeboy I! Miss! You! ♡♡♡♡♡ (*T^T)
I couldn't help but to half smile, half pout, at his messages. Reading back over them I couldn't help but feel a little bad about not having responded. Still, I supposed I had a pretty good reason. At least on Sunday.
To: Hugeboy Would you believe me if I said I miss you too? To: Hugeboy I had a sort of… medical issue?? To: Hugeboy Nothing serious. Just stress. To: Hugeboy Honestly, I think I'm still recovering.
For perhaps the second time ever, he didn't instantly respond. Well, that's only fair. I checked my other messages.
From: Zico You know what I'm going to say, right? ㅋㅋㅋ From: Zico I think he's really lost it this time From: Zico Seriously… are you a witch or something? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
That last message had been accompanied by a blurry video of what appeared to be Mino. He sat with his phone in his hands, staring at it with an obvious pout on his lips. I couldn't truly make out what he was saying, but I could tell it was something like:
"... doesn't… nothing…"
A few seconds before the video ended, a new message came in from Zico.
From: Zico
I would ask why Mino just texted me asking for advice on playing it cool, but I think I already know the answer.
I snorted a laugh and quickly typed a reply.
To: Zico Why should he start now?
To: Hugeboy I like that you're embarrassing~~ ♡ To: Hugeboy Better to be embarrassing and real than to be cold and uncaring From: Hugeboy Fine! I miss you more than makes sense (*T^T) From: Hugeboy When can I see you? To: Hugeboy I don't know. I'm sorry. From: Hugeboy It's not your fault \(_ _) To: Hugeboy Still… To: Hugeboy I have to go. I'll message you again soon I promise.
With that, I clicked my phone back to locked, and headed back outside.
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Jiyong insisted we rehydrate, a set of iced teas mixed with fruit juice already on the table when I returned.
"Making sure to take care of me?" I teased him.
"I always take care of you."
At Jiyong's suggestion, plenty of photographs were taken. Primarily of me. I did offer a few times to take pictures of him, but he'd simply shake his head and say he had enough photos of him to last a lifetime.
That seemed both reasonable and a little unfair. Not to him. He was right. Nobody needed more photos of him. But it was unfair to put me in the spotlight with so little warning.
Once we were in the park, it was every few minutes with him. He'd point at something and ask me to pose next to it. As if I knew the first thing about posing.
I tried to push the negativity out of my mind. For years I had been the photographer for my friends. Ninety percent of the photos that existed of me were mirror selfies, or taken using a makeshift tripod and the timer function. I took a moment to be grateful for the influx of proof of life provided over the last few weeks.
Besides, the picture of me being held in giant metal hands did come out nicely.
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Just a short while later, Jiyong was sulking.
Well, not actually. He was playing it up for sympathy, scowling as the yacht pulled closer to the dock on the mainland. I pretended that I hadn't noticed.
"It's a shame," I said as casually as I could.
I was rewarded with shining puppy eyes from Jiyong.
"We didn't even get a chance to go into the ocean water this whole time."
Jiyong grimaced. Obviously, this was not what he had been hoping to hear. No doubt he would have liked for me to say I wished we could spend another night on the boat. Or perhaps that I didn't want to return to the house.
Truth be told, I was itching to get into the giant tub in my room. I couldn't wait to stretch out in a familiar bed again.
But the summer sun was still well above the horizon, so I was willing to bet that the approaching dock was not the end of the day.
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We ended our day at a bar masquerading as a barbecue restaurant. Nothing fancy, thank god. Just a little meat, a few vegetables, and a small gas fire to cook them over.
And soju.
Of course soju.
I contemplated the mushroom tipped shaft before me, pretending to ignore the shot that Jiyong had placed beside my plate.
"Come on," he whined slightly, meat tongs now back in hand. "Don't make me drink alone."
I sighed, biting the earthy brown cap off the skewer in my hand before turning to down the drink.
"That's my girl."
I made a point of rolling my eyes at his words. He just laughed and tossed back his own drink.
He's in a good mood. We had been in that weird confrontation for so long that I had forgotten about this version of him. Relaxed, happy, not mistaking jokes for attacks - this was the version of him I had fallen for in those early days.
"Hey."
I blinked, shaking my head slightly as I came back into the moment. The cup next to my plate was full again. I reached out to take it, but two fingers fell across the top to stop me. Looking up, I saw Jiyong watching me with that soft look he had been wearing for the last two days.
"Where'd you go?"
The seat I was in didn't really have a back to it, otherwise I would have leaned back. As it was, I supported myself with an elbow on the edge of the table.
"I was just thinking. About the beginning."
A moment of silence passed between us then. For me, it was reflective. For him… well…
He shook himself out of it and set the food aside so it didn't burn. After making sure everything was safely set, he sat down facing me. He shuffled to the edge of his seat and reached forward to grab the legs of mine to pull me closer.
"What?" It felt like a reasonable enough question.
"It can be like that again, jagiya."
He picked up my hand from the table, winding it into his own. His thumb brushed over my fingers for a moment before he pulled my palm to his cheek. Quickly, he pressed a kiss against my hand before securely holding it against his skin.
"I can make it like that again," he stared, an intensity that made my skin flush but also crawl.
"Ji," I tried to pull my hand away.
"No," he renewed his grip, pressing another kiss against my fingers before continuing, "I'll do whatever I need to do to make you realize that it should be me."
I experience an odd mix of reactions to that. My neck tensed, hairs prickling up off my skin as if his words had sent a cold breeze across my back. I felt goosebumps raise over my arms.
On the other hand, my stomach swooped and fluttered. A warmth spread down from my gut, part of my body clearly reacting well to the earnestness of his words.
"Just let me prove it to you this week."
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I silently wished that we had taken one of the company cars to the pier yesterday. Not necessarily one of the giant vans, but just something with another driver. A chaperone.
As we hadn't, I was stuck in Jiyong's car with him. Not that I thought he'd do anything too scandalous. There were still cameras in his car after all.
No, it was a more internal issue than that. With an external cause. That I was internally incapable of solving.
Jiyong's hand was on my thigh.
Which was fine. It was fine. It was a respectful enough distance between my knee and my hip. It was simply resting there, largely inactive save for a few swipes of his thumb over my skin. It was fine. I could deal with this.
Except for that gut churning warmth from before that was still sitting behind my waistband. Except for the tell-tale sensation of my body preparing itself for something that it was not going to get.
But it was nice. In a way.
I glanced at Jiyong, which may have been a mistake. I don't like to think of myself as being shallow but good lord the budding tension would be easier to prune back if he wasn't so fucking pretty.
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Finally we were back home, as much as that word meant anything anymore.
I was glad to be back in the house. I tried to remember where I was in my cycle. Had I last had my period during Seungri's week? Maybe it had been Daesung's? It wasn't totally out of the question that my hormones were simply amped up.
It usually wasn't this noticeable though. I was overtly aware of the wetness between my legs. Every step I took was accompanied by a naggingly persistent glide of self-lubricated flesh.
In a number of different situations, it would be titillating. In this one it was almost concerning.
"I'm going to head to bed," I was perhaps a bit curt with my words, but I was aching to get into the bathroom and clean myself up.
"Are you feeling okay?" Genuine concern filtered through Jiyong's words.
Maybe I wasn't doing as good of a job covering as I had thought.
"I'm fine," I cleared my throat. Doing my best not to meet his eye, I came up with a weak excuse. "I'm just tired from traveling and everything."
In the periphery of my vision, I was aware that he was nodding. I pretended to focus on putting my shoes away neatly.
"Jagi," his hand found my wrist, "I…"
I forced myself to meet his eye. He really was so fucking pretty.
I wasn't aware that my mouth had opened until I felt his thumb brush over my bottom lip. When had his hand reached my face?
Against my better judgment, my tongue dipped out - primarily to wet my lips, but incidentally lapping at his skin.
He even tasted pretty.
This close, I could see the blemishes underneath his makeup.
"Oh you guys are back."
Jiyong pulled away from me, scalded by embarrassment or annoyance.
Taeyang stood in the openway, in all the glory of what I was sure was one half of a matching couple's pajama set, holding a glass of water. His eyes shifted between the two of us. There may as well have been chemical formulas flying around his head with how hard he was staring at us.
Good lord I was glad to see him. His presence had been exactly the shock I needed to escape whatever was going on with me. Hormones, alcohol… whatever it was, I was glad for the distraction.
"I'll go first," I mumbled, carefully avoiding touching either of them as I moved.
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My body bounced with the force I had thrown myself at the mattress. The inspection I had given myself in the shower had confirmed what I already knew. I debated texting Daesung, weighing the chances of us somehow getting caught. Typically I'd have no problem staying quiet, but with how amped up I was… there was really no telling.
Though I had teased him about tying him to the bed. What better time to try it than ri-
My thoughts were cut off by a tapping at the glass doors. Scrambling for decency's sake, I retracted my hand that had been making its way between my legs of its own accord. I tightened my robe around myself before pulling the curtain aside just enough to see who was there.
I was greeted by raised eyebrows paired with one hand holding a bottle, and the other holding a pair of wine glasses. The eyebrows jumped comically. Laughing, I took a step back and unlocked the door to pull it open.
"I thought you might need to debrief."
I shrugged, making my way to the seat by the vanity.
"It's legitimately strange how well you know me sometimes."
Seunghyun just smiled as he toed off his shoes and slid the door shut behind him. After being prompted by a pointed nod from me, he made sure the curtains were back in place as well - a shield for our private conversations.
"I heard he took you on a boat," Seunghyun stated it like a fact, but I could tell he wanted confirmation.
I hummed, watching him uncork the bottle and pour us both a glass. His fingers were deft and swift. They moved with confidence through the series of motions.
"-by? Yah…"
I shook my head, pulling myself back to the moment.
"Sorry," I frowned, "what were you saying?"
He chuckled, holding a glass out towards me. I stood to take it, standing perhaps a little closer to him than was absolutely necessary.
He held his glass towards me. Raising my own, I lightly tapped it against his.
He gave me a pointed look.
"No," I said, "you should drink first oppa."
He raised an eyebrow at that, but he also raised his glass. After allowing him to take his time to taste the wine and swallow, I spoke up again.
"How is it?"
"Jammy," he said after considering his words carefully, "a little tart. Not bad."
I hummed.
He had to have known what I was doing. No way was I subtle about it.
He didn't stop me though.
I couldn't really make out such details that would lead to the descriptor of "jammy", but I could taste the remnants of sweetness and sourness well enough on his tongue.
After a moment I pulled away. Lifting my hand, I thumbed away an invisible droplet from his lips. The thumb was then placed against my own, my tongue coming out to taste it in a much more acceptable adaptation of the earlier moment with Jiyong.
Trained as they were on his face, it didn't escape my eyes the way Seunghyun's attention was locked onto the movement.
"Put that away before you cause trouble," his voice sounded strained when he spoke.
"Hmm…" I smiled up at him, "don't want to."
He took a moment to carefully place both of our glasses further back on the vanity. Straightening up afterwards, he took another moment to look me over. One of his arms looped around my back, pulling me close as his eyes ran over my face, neck, and assorted other spots of exposed skin.
Eventually, his eyes landed back on mine.
"How are you feeling?"
What a loaded question. I had already been fighting a losing battle against an unexpected wave of arousal when he showed up. I was a little embarrassed that all thoughts of Daesung had been pushed from my mind until this exact moment. That of course led to a brief detour into shame. That particular spiral was then cut short by how good Seunghyun's fingers felt on my skin when he reached up to brush my hair from my face.
His stern features were soft. It was a look that I kept seeing from him more and more often. A look I could see myself getting used to.
A look that simplified my answer.
"Good."
He nodded, serious as ever.
"A little more…" I tilted my head, thinking of how to describe it, "awake than I expected," I admitted.
There was a moment then. We both seemed to be waiting for something, but I didn't know what that might be.
It turned out to be my tongue. Once again, I slid it over my lips. More from nerves than anything else.
Seunghyun dropped his head slightly to press his lips against mine.
I hoped he wouldn't hold the sound I made against me. It was embarrassing enough just to have such a strong reaction to him. My head spun, thinking about the ups and downs of our dynamic over the last month. Or maybe it was from the kiss itself.
We had kissed before. Obviously. But this was different. This was a fight against a riptide, and I was more than willing to drown.
"Baby," Seunghyun was mumbling against my lips.
I groaned, annoyed at the attempted interruption.
"Baby."
He forced us apart this time. It was like he was determined to ruin the vibe.
"What?" I couldn't help the annoyed tone that slipped into my voice.
Confusion flashed over his face for a moment before he hardened his gaze.
"What happened?"
I blinked. I was not following his train of thought at all.
"What… you mean with Jiyong?"
He nodded, solemnly watching me.
"Nothing," I shrugged. "We went on a boat, we went to a sculpture park, we…"
I cut myself off. Did it really matter? A momentary lapse in judgment in a yacht hot tub with a man who was functionally my ex?
"Baby," softer this time, "you don't have to hide anything from me."
"We…" I huffed, then started again, "I…"
Seunghyun maneuvered the both of us, moving so he could sit at the vanity and pull me onto his lap.
"Take your time."
I let him pull me into him. Resting my head against his shoulder, reveling in the feeling of his hands soothing down my back. Breathing deeply, I could smell some faint cologne struggling to cover up that ever present tobacco scent that clung to him.
"It's stupid." I was pouting again, but trying not to let it color my voice too much. I'd much rather go back to the kissing than talk about how Jiyong could seemingly climb inside my skull at will.
"What is?"
"Me," I moved against him, getting my head into a more comfortable position. If that position also put me in closer reach of teasing his neck and ear… he didn't seem to notice, "probably."
"We both know that's not true," he laughed.
I didn't protest, but I didn't agree either. Instead, I simply sighed heavily, trying to sneak my lips onto where I could feel his pulse in his neck.
"Baby," he gently admonished me. His hands pulled me upright to meet his eyes again. "You know I'd love to keep going, but you also know this is a coping mechanism."
I rolled my eyes, "don't pretend you know me better than I know myself."
That got a reaction out of him.
His hand raised, tightly gripping my chin so there was no way I could look away again.
"Listen to me baby," his voice had gone deep with the intensity of his message, "I would have no issue fucking you until you couldn't walk, if that's what you truly wanted."
Another embarrassing sound eked its way up my throat and out from between my lips.
Seunghyun paused his lecture to kiss me, rougher than I had expected. He bit my lower lip, pulling a groan from me as he pulled back.
"However," he shook my chin slightly, demanding my attention raise from his lips to his eyes again, "I will only do so when I am one hundred percent certain that it is what you want and not just a distraction."
What was there for me to do besides blink? And after that, what option did I have but to start crying?
"Baby," he dropped his grip from my chin and tugged me against his body in a tight hug. "Oh, sweetheart, don't cry. I'm sorry baby. Please don't cry."
"I… I just don't understand…" I sobbed, embarrassment no longer a concern. "How…. He… Ji…"
"Deep breath baby," he crooned into my ear. He started rocking slightly, obviously going all out in his attempt to comfort me. "Breathe for me. You have all night to tell me what happened."
I'm sure all eloquence was lost as I tried to explain through unintelligible sobs and the deep breaths that Seunghyun would occasionally remind me to take, but eventually I was able to explain my concerns. At least to the point that Seunghyun eventually started telling me that I didn't need to explain anymore.
"It's okay, baby," his voice was low, quietly reassuring me, "I understand."
"The worst part is I don't even know why I care," I whined, "I just want him out of my head."
By now, we had made our way onto my bed. Seunghyun laid on his side, arms pulling me protectively into his chest while I had rambled out my complaints.
"Just being around him is like getting drunk," I mumbled. "I feel defenseless."
"You-"
A knock on the glass doors interrupted him. He frowned, looking down at me questioningly.
"Did you invite Daesung down?"
I shook my head, nerves twisting my gut.
"Maybe he want-"
My text tone interrupted me. Shuffling to free my hand from between Seunghyun's and my bodies, I turned to grab it from where I had dropped it on the mattress earlier.
From: Llyong Boho Awake?
I shut my eyes, holding my phone up for Seunghyun to see. I felt the soft vibration of another message coming in while he looked at the screen.
Seunghyun's jaw tightened. He took the phone from my hand and sat up.
"Don't…"
He leaned down to press a kiss against my forehead.
"I'm not going to message him. Just wait here for a moment, okay? I'll tell him you're sleeping."
I nodded, wondering why he looked so tense.
He stood up and ran his hands through his hair a few times. Back and forth, messing it up and then smoothing it back. After a second he undid the buttons of his shirt, all of them undone before he misbuttoned one near the middle. He paused for half a second. Nodding to himself, he then took his belt off. He let the leather strap land on my floor before he turned his attention back to me.
"Unlock your phone."
I pressed my thumb against the fingerprint reader and handed it over to him.
"Thank you baby. Pull the blanket over yourself, okay?"
I did as he asked, going as far as turning to face away from the sliding doors so Jiyong wouldn't see my face.
I heard the plastic rattling sound of the curtain runners, followed by the whooshing noise of the sliding door opening.
"What do you need?"
"What are you doing here?"
The crunching of gravel, followed by the whoosh of the door. I assumed Seunghyun had stepped outside.
It was a little disappointing to not be able to hear the conversation. However, I could appreciate not being drawn into it at all.
After maybe fifteen minutes, there was that whoosh yet again. I felt my body tense up.
"Baby?"
I relaxed, turning over to look up at Seunghyun. He gave me a small smile.
"He went back upstairs."
I nodded, "you didn't have to do that."
He placed my phone on the bedside table before unbuttoning his shirt again.
"I know, but I'd rather I deal with him than make you do it."
He moved as he spoke, draping his shirt over the seat by the vanity before turning back towards me. He nodded at the space next to me on the bed.
"Can I?"
Rather than answer, I simply opened my arms towards him.
His smile was wider this time, as he bent down to crawl up the mattress and over my body.
Supporting himself on his knees and forearms, he brushed his nose along my neck. It was followed by his lips pressing against my jaw.
"Hyun…" I sighed out his name as what had started as me baring more of my neck towards him turned into a stretch.
"Yes?" He asked, pulling away to watch me.
I traced my fingertips over his ribs and onto his back, pouting slightly. "Don't stop."
He moved, working one of his knees between mine and coming in for a kiss.
Just shy of my lips, he spoke again.
"I'm still not going to fuck you tonight."
I whined, digging my nails into his back to further express my annoyance.
He laughed, leaning onto his side slightly so he could run a hand down the side of my body.
"If you need me that badly," he paused to kiss my cheek lightly, "there are other things I can do."
His fingers paused, dipped just slightly under the waistband of my pajama shorts.
"Would you like that baby?"
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vamp-doll-diva · 2 years ago
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Dream Girl - a K-Pop Fanfic
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Title: Dream Girl
Author: vamp_doll/vamp_doll_diva
Characters/Pairings: Kwon Jiyong aka G-Dragon/OC(Jung Ara), Taeyang aka Dong Youngbae/Min Hyorin, Gahyeon, JiU, SuA, Handong
Rating: M (For future chapters)
Category: Romance
Jung Ara is the leader of K-Pop girl group Dreamcatcher. Kwon Jiyong, better known as G-Dragon is the leader of K-Pop legends Big Bang. Ara has always had a crush on Jiyong, but she didn't know if he even knew he existed. Well, he did, and he actually was a fan of hers and liked her too. When Dreamcatcher get their first music show win, Jiyong is waiting for his moment. He takes it and sends a confession of his feelings. They find out they both have feelings for each other, learn things they know about each other or didn't know, and a new relationship begins. How will they handle their new relationship? Will they go public? Will there be a dating scandal? Only time will tell.... 
Chapter 1 @ AO3
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talictries · 1 month ago
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Logan stands on the balcony, the lights from Yas Marina Circuit still visible hundreds of floors below him, but not as bright as the stars above.
Oscar booked out the penthouse for them, Oscar who overtook the now retired Verstappen on the penultimate lap, Oscar who fell asleep before showering off, his Oscar, who is now a two-time World Champion.
Envy. It’s a cruel thing sometimes.
Especially to be envious of the person, Logan loves most.
He can’t show it. Well, he tries not to, although he’s sure Oscar notices. The stark difference in their professional lives is almost laughable, but even at the best of times, he can’t find a way to smile about it.
He sucks in a deep breath of the frigid early morning air, tipping his head up to the stars blinking down on him.
I want to win too.
Alternatively, it's 2028 and Logan makes a wish. It almost tears him apart.
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metalfreaks86 · 29 days ago
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"If you paid enough attention, you could hear Steve slowly falling in love with Eddie."
And here's my art piece featured in chapter 3 of Bad Omens 🫶 You can check it out here
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hagnoart · 2 months ago
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It this time of the year again hehehe. This is the banner drawing for one of the projects i am working on for the @steddiebang2024
I’ll add the link to the fic a bit later, but it’s written by the amazing @hitlikehammers who’s just the most wonderful person and yall are in for a treat hehe
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billyharringson · 9 months ago
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California Dreaming
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Here is my @harringrovebigbang fic! I made this moodboard to go with it after my art partner had to unexpectedly drop out but I think it captures the vibe quite well.
Also @maggotpuke is the amazing person responsible for the long haired Billy in the moodboard.
Rating: Explicit
Summary:
The decision to go back to the beach to watch the sunset had been a spur of the moment thing when it became clear that his parents weren’t returning for the night. He’d pulled on his boat shoes, grabbed his keys, and walked the five minutes to the public stretch of the beach before really realising that he’d done so.
He’d almost turned back when he first saw the boy, suddenly embarrassed despite the fact that this boy had no reason to notice him. He sat down in the same spot that he’d occupied earlier, watching out of the corner of his eye as the boy stretched before grabbing his board and running towards the sea. He was alone this time, and as he paddled out there seemed to be a seriousness about him that hadn’t been there earlier.
As the sun began to set the boy stopped, sitting astride his board, his back to Steve, facing the horizon.
And so, the boy watched the sun set, and Steve watched the boy, watched his perfect silhouette until darkness fell.
AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/53553550
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