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fairyniceyeah · 5 months ago

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⌛🐶⛰️Day 12: "I can't stand seeing you like this"

Dehydration/Grief/Coma

@juneofdoom

Part One: Day 9: "I made a mistake."

Day 11: "We're out of time."

Summary: Yunho watches San destroy himself over the accident.

CW: below text to avoid spoilers

Whumpee: Yunho + San Caretaker: /

San hadn’t moved from Wooyoung’s bedside in days. None of the members had been able to drag him away - none of them really had the heart for it. They were just as worried as he was.

Yunho remembered the wild fear in Hongjoong’s face when he got the call. He had been with the oldest hyungs in the living room of the dorm Hongjoong shared with Wooyoung and Jongho, watching a movie. He had listened as Hongjoong talked first with San and then with the nurse, his face getting whiter with every word, clutching Seonghwa’s hand so tightly the older’s hand had been slightly bruised afterwards.

It had been Yunho’s responsibility then, after Hongjoong and Seonghwa had called a manager to drive them to the hospital, to tell the other members. He had hated it, seeing their joy and happiness turn into worry when they saw Yunho’s face and then into defeat and sadness as he spoke.

He had gone to Yeosang first. It had felt right. He was so close with the two and he was, after all, Wooyoung’s oldest friend. Yeosang had been making himself some coffee, reading over his script for the next episode of The Show when Yunho had walked in. The younger had been whistling, singing some song under his breath but when he saw Yunho in the dormway, he had frozen.

“Yunho, what’s wrong?”, he had asked, putting his coffee down with a worried frown on his face.

At first, Yunho hadn’t been sure what to say but then he had just whispered: “There’s been a car accident. San-ah is okay, mostly. Wooyoung-ah … he’s in surgery. The nurse couldn’t say more.”

Yeosang hadn’t even cried, just forced Yunho with him to tell Mingi and Jongho, so they too could go to the hospital.

Mingi had burst into sobs the moment they told him. They had interrupted Jongho’s vocal lesson and they had never seen the maknae look so worried and scared.

Now - three days later - Seonghwa and Hongjoong had been forced home by Yunho. The two hadn’t left, neither wanting Wooyoung nor San to be alone. Yeosang, Mingi, Jongho and Yunho himself had gone to the hospital in shifts - dropping in and out but due to visitor restriction not allowed to be there all the time. Not even Yeosang’s puppy eyes had made the hyungs or San budge.

San, no matter how much Yeosang had begged and Hongjoong had pleaded and cried, had refused to leave Wooyoung’s bedside. The second youngest had come out of surgery five hours after the accident - with a list of diagnoses that Yunho couldn’t all remember. Concussion. Whiplash. Broken femur. Spleen that had to be removed. Something like that.

Wooyoung looked so small on that hospital bed, wrapped in bandages everywhere. Parts of his hair had been shaved away for surgery, leaving bald spots behind - visible due to lack of hair outside the bandages in that area. A neck brace swallowing him whole. Leg stretched out in a brace. More scars and injuries below the blankets, hidden from sight. And so many different lines and cannulas running into his body. An artificial coma so he could heal and the swelling in his brain go down. No, the doctors didn’t know how long it would take for him to be taken out of anesthesia. Yes, it was a good sign he was mostly able to breathe and his own.

San, with scratches over his face and whole body, had not let go of Woyooung’s tiny hand other than for going to the bathroom or being sick. Shock and guilt, mostly. The nurses were worried about his mental state, they did not do a good job of hiding their worry.

Woyooung’s and San’s parents had been informed of their sons’ accident and had been staying at a hotel close by. Yet, San’s parents had to leave for work soon again and Wooyoung’s parents - hurting to see their energetic son so still but having to take care of his siblings - had left the day after. Instead, Hongjoong’s eomma had come to Seoul, looking over the members at the dorms.

“San-ah”, Yunho tried.

No reaction.

“San-ah.”

Yunho sighed and stepped closer into the room. He hated seeing the two like this - like Jongho who hadn’t been able to really stomach the sight of his injured hyungs - he had not been at the hospital as often as he had expected of himself. He had chosen to worry about getting Yeosang to sleep, keeping Mingi from spiraling into panic attacks and forcing Jongho to eat - all while trying to keep in contact with Hongjoong and Seonghwa and trying to make them come home.

Now, only San was left.

San with his vacant stare as if seeing right through everybody but Wooyoung.

San who had not left his best friend’s side.

San who was injured himself.

San who had neither eaten and drank much or slept at all since the accident.

San who was killing himself with guilt.

It had been the last thing he’d said before he refused to speak to any of them. “If he dies, it’s all my fault. If he never wakes up again, it’s my fault. If he can never be an idol again, it’s my fault. It’s all my fault.”

Yunho wasn’t proud of it - but he was getting angry at San. He wasn’t the only one who was suffering. He wasn’t the one who received the phone call, scared his younger brother was dead. He didn’t get to act like he was the only one suffering from this.

Seonghwa had cried so much for him but Yunho was angry.

“Choi San”, he yelled and for the first time in days, San moved. Well, he jumped in his seat, scared. His eyes wide he turned around to stare right through Yunho.

“Eat”, Yunho begged him, “San-ah, eat. Drink something. Sleep. Please.”

There was no further reaction.

“Just eat a bit, please. Aren’t you hungry? Or at least drink a bit of water. Your head must be hurting from lack of fluids, doesn’t it? Try to rest, just a bit. You can do that here even, please.”

San just stared, blinked, and turned around again, looking at Wooyoung.

“Choi San”, Yunho called, voice loud and angry, “San. Anything please. Just react to us. We’re so worried about you. Just react to us. Don’t shut yourself off like this!” Wetness hit his lips and, oh, Yunho hadn’t even realized he was crying.

His knees buckled and he fell to the ground.

“San-ah. I can’t stand seeing you like this”, Yunho sobbed, “please, just react to anything. Please. I can’t lose you too. Please.”

San bowed his head but there was no further reaction.

“Yunho-ssi”, a female voice called and a nurse entered, a hand coming to rest on his shoulders, “I know, it’s hard seeing your friend like this. But please keep your voice down for the sake of other patients.”

Yunho nodded, wiping at his eyes and more and more tears flowed down his cheeks. “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I just … San-ah, I can’t keep watching you grieve Wooyoung-ah like he is already dead.”

CW: mentions of death, guilt

Part Three: Day 29: "I'm so cold."

Day 13: "Wait!"

Masterlist link: Fairy's Full Masterlist Fairy's June of Doom 2024

Notes: People, I am so sorry ....

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nonclassyparty · 11 months ago

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tuesday, 13:25, 18:02 (j.wy)

title; can you meet me halfway, right at the borderline, that's where i'm gonna wait for you, i'll be looking out, night and day, took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay

summary; wooyoung is your sworn enemy but hooking up with him becomes a habit you just can't seem to quit (gen v au)

notes; part five of a drabble series called 'rule of thumb' set in the gen v universe where y/n is a bigender superhero and wooyoung is a blood bender. drabbles are posted in chronological order, there is no updating schedule.

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san grumbles when wooyoung sticks his arms out between your two bodies and pushes you two apart to make room for himself in the middle.

you were showing san the drawings for an assignment that you had in one of your subjects where you had to design superhero merch. it wasn't really a useful class but you took it solely because you thought it might be fun and take some pressure off of you rather than taking something difficult for your elective to try and impress anyone.

it's not that you weren't ambitious, you'd like to be, but a bigender superhero was rarely a fan favorite and you were kind of tired this semester. if it wasn't for your friends dragging you to social events and putting your name out there, this school wouldn't care about you otherwise unless it was to use you in promotional videos to make sure everyone knows this is an 'inclusive' establishment. bullshit.

although, giving you a single-bed dorm already in your freshman year was nice. sometimes you could make due with the institution being performative.

wooyoung plasters himself to your side, looping his arm through your elbow, looking at your notebook and your brows furrow at the weird look san gives the two of you.

"oh, the little bald ones are so cute." wooyoung laughs, pointing at your top two drawings.

you frown, "that's starlight and queen maeve."

you were going to draw their hair on, of course.

he stifles a laugh, eyes holding something achingly close to endearment as he looks at you. "well, your bald starlight and queen maeve are very cute."

you pout again staring the drawings down. they weren't supposed to look cute, they were supposed to be badass.

"how were your exams?" he asks, fingers playing with the zipper of your hoodie as he presses even closer, all up in your business. you've gotten completely used to him hanging all over you, he does it to all of his friends. wooyoung is a naturally touchy and affectionate person.

"fine." you sigh, "i think i messed up one of the problems on my aerodynamics of human flight exam. it might bring my grade down."

wooyoung winces, "i doubt that's your fault, the class is a nightmare and brink always gives shit that he expects you to know even though he barely mentioned it during class or the study material."

"you got a 95 on it last year." you mumble, again embarrassed to reveal that you often compare yourself to wooyoung in terms of your academic success. you compare yourself to san and hongjoong as well but with wooyoung it's simply more personal. sworn enemies and all.

"you know that?" you stay quiet, not in the mood to disclose that you remember wooyoung jumping out of his seat last year filled with glee when the exam results were uploaded into the system.

he seems to bite back a smile, moving even closer that his nose almost brushes your cheek and you stubbornly refuse to look at him overcome with shyness. he continues quietly, "if you're not happy with your grade, i can help you prepare for the makeup exam in january, okay?"

you want to say something but you don't out of fear it'll come out choked, so you simply opt for a little nod as you pretend to do touch-ups on your (apparently) bad drawings.

"uh," you both turn to san who you completely forgot was even there, and who looks positively weirded out now. "i have class."

he turns to mingi (who you, also, forgot was even there), sitting opposite of you, "mingi you have class. let's go to class."

mingi looks up from his notebook, too engrossed in his work to pay attention to anyone else, "my class isn't for another ho-"

"you need an hour to get there, come on." san insists, already standing up and poor mingi has no choice but to pack his things up and get a move on.

san is still standing, staring at wooyoung and you, and you tilt your head to the side wondering if he's alright.

wooyoung stares blandly at him. "bye."

san opens his mouth before inevitably giving up and waving goodbye with a headshake.

well, that was weird.

"is san okay?" you ask, packing up your coloring pencils back into the pouch.

he takes your yellow pompompurin pencil case and looks at it with a small smirk before his expression turns puzzled, "what? oh, yeah. he's just an idiot."

you chuckle at that and he snorts as well when he sees the smile on your face.

"do you have anything else today?"

you shake your head.

"you wanna get food and go to my dorm?"

"okay."

it's a stupid question, really.

but it's been bugging you for some reason in this particular moment while wooyoung presses you against the pillows stacked up on his bed and his tongue slips inside your mouth.

he didn't give you a reason to ask it either, it was just something you were...curious about.

"are you sleeping with other people?"

wooyoung blinks at you a couple of times, face barely an inch away from yours, before he starts kissing down your neck. "no."

"why not?"

"hm?" his lips on your neck cause your breath to hitch as the warmth starts pooling in the lower pits of your stomach. you don't blame him for not following the conversation, you're barely keeping up as well.

"why not?"

he bites at your earlobe and you lightly push his arm as a reminder that you're waiting for an answer. "i don't want to."

"oh."

your lack of physical response to his advances makes him pull away. "what's the problem? do you want me to sleep with other people?"

your lips naturally tug downwards at that but you keep your thoughts to yourself. of course you don't fucking want him to sleep with other people. "it doesn't matter what i want, we aren't anything."

wooyoung groans at that, body still on top of you and holding himself up by his arms stuck on each side of your head.

"i was just curious as to why you're not?"

"and i just told you. because i don't want to."

"okay." you clear your throat feeling like you're about to walk into busy traffic on your own terms, "because you can, if you want. i don't want you to think that, like, you're not allowed or something."

"jesus christ, y/n." he gets completely off of you and sits on the bed with his legs tucked under. "okay, i get it. we're not anything and you have no problem with me sleeping with other people. i get it."

"okay." is all you can say in a much smaller voice because you kind of made him get the wrong idea. you certainly would have a problem with it but you'd never tell him that either because you know that a time will eventually come when wooyoung will find someone he actually wants. and he'll date them.

he stares at you with a frown that gets slightly deeper. "are you sleeping with other people?"

"of course not." you tell him honestly and don't miss the way his eyes glance at the left side of your chest where your heart resides. he was checking if you were telling the truth. you frown, did he really think you could want anyone else when you could be with him?

"then why do you think i am? you think i'd do something like that to you?"

"i'm not saying that." you sit up, feeling like the conversation derailed from the path you wanted it to take. you wanted wooyoung to know it was okay to have options, no matter how much it bothered you. you didn't want to be keeping him away from anything. "you wouldn't be doing anything to me, we aren't any-"

"we aren't anything, yeah, i know but i still don't want to." he firmly states, eyes gauging your reaction.

you swallow your own insecurities down and lean against his headboard. "it just makes it sound like we're exclusive or something. that's all."

"okay, maybe we should be."

"what do you mean?"

"exclusive. maybe we should be exclusive. it would be safer, for example."

"oh." you let out, scratching your cheek as you look around his room. the curtains are moved to let the sunlight in. "you'd want that?"

"i just suggested it, didn't i?"

"mmm..." you think about it, blush rising to your cheeks under his watchful gaze as he moves closer so that his leg is thrown over your thigh and he's nestled into your side.

you feel like being exclusive will only hurt you more in the long run but then again it will hurt in smaller fractions as well if wooyoung sleeps with other people.

one big hurt versus a dozen of smaller ones...they might inflict the same amount of pain if calculated properly. so you might as well decide to do it all at once when the time eventually comes. hopefully, it will feel like ripping off a band-aid.

"okay. we can be exclusive or...or if we decide to sleep with someone else we should tell each other. y'know, for safety reasons."

wooyoung's head picks up so he can look at you again, chin resting on your shoulder as he stares at you in frustration. "those are two entirely different things. i want to be exclusive, i don't want you to sleep with someone else and then come tell me about it."

you huff, "i won't be sleeping with other people."

you can't even imagine it really. you think wooyoung might've ruined you for other people. asshole.

"good. neither will i." he says simply, hand rubbing over your clothed stomach. "great. now that that's out of the way, do you want to pick up where we left off or do you want to do something else?"

you want to ask 'what else would we even do?' but you know that it will hurt his feelings again and you hate yourself for hurting him. it would be pretense either way. despite all the walls and boundaries you've put up, he's somehow managing to weasel his way through them one by one as the time goes by.

it would be a lie on your part to say that wooyoung and you have the same relationship you've had at the beginning of the semester let alone last year.

you've grown significantly closer, maybe even too close to the point where it's hard to distinguish where the friendship ends and wishful thinking begins. and you know the longer you allow for this to go on, the harder it will be to not get completely wrapped up in your delusions where wooyoung and you could be something more.

for now, you just kiss him though. you run your fingers through his soft hair and try to pour everything you are too afraid to say into the kiss, hoping he might understand. or hoping he might not.

it would be okay if whatever you tell him through kisses remains your little secret. he doesn't have to know.

#ateez angst #ateez x reader #ateez imagine #wooyoung x reader #wooyoung imagine #wooyoung smut

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atinycafe · 1 year ago

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LIME SORBET — special 01 [hatchan live!]

PROMPT; reader finally comes back to s. korea as she finished her training in los angeles, ready to debut as a solo artist under kq ent! exciting right? well her sunbaes seem to like that idea too.

FEAT; alpha!ateez x omega!idol!reader

IN THIS BONUS; reader goes live 4 the first time with sannie, she introduces herself to atinys

RELATIONSHIP STATUS; unmated

WRD COUNT; 1k

NOTES; this is a bonus, not a chapter!! i'm gonna have many of those, the bonuses are just random chapters that don't fit the main story's timeline. contrary to the main chapters, the bonuses can be reactions, most to least, blurbs and can be requested

TAGLIST; @marievllr-abg @cookiechristie @sugarrush-blush @hiraii-gf ; lmk if you want 2 b added 2!

atiny-34r: omg first time i arrived this early for a live?? chwewoosan: where's my baby mingi 119smallhwa: i heard that they're gonna make an announcement hoong2ho: hongjoong finally went bald ig

"Did the live start already?" a soft voice echoed from the surroundings as the girl gracefully reached down to retrieve her delectable sushis from the delivery bag.

With a contented sigh, San settled himself in front of the camera, playfully balancing chopsticks in his mouth, "I think so."

mounta46in: omg san!!! 2jeongyw: where's woooo 10-bulgoriya: whose voice was that? amatzfangirl: is there a girl with u??

"Hey, y/n could you grab the soy sauce it's right behind you on the counter."

Obliging without hesitation, she swiftly retrieved the sauce bottle and gracefully made her entrance on screen, taking a seat beside San. Clad in a modest black t-shirt and vibrant red pajama pants, her tresses cascaded elegantly over her shoulder, partially concealing her neckline and the collar adorning it.

"Hello atinys!!" she murmured in a gentle, hushed tone, leaning closer to the camera to peruse a selection of comments.

teddyjongho: who is she omg she's so cute yeohehetsangie: WHAT IS HAPPENING ddeonghwa: san acc gets bitches no way??? 1117haneul: twitter stans are gonna go crazy at this

"San do the intro for me," she finally turned towards him, delicately plucking the chopsticks from his mouth.

San's hands applauded with enthusiasm, as though beckoning for everyone's attention. "Atinys!" he exclaimed, his voice brimming with excitement, "Let us welcome the latest addition to the KQent family, new idol Hatchan!"

The girl gracefully inclined her head in a gentle bow, thanking the viewers for their time, savoring a delectable piece of sashimi as she deftly picked up the other phone from the table to look at the incoming comments. Upon stumbling upon a particularly humorous one, she burst into laughter, playfully tilting her head backward and directing her mirthful gaze towards San, showing him the amusing remarks.

yunhenergizer: lmaooo this is so ghetto, budget of 200₩, slay tho captnjoong: oh okay just like that, this better b real balmainboi: no fucking way, they must be trolling a2thez: so we get an ateez comeback and a bad bitch, life is so good rn

"So basically, my formal introduction will take place alongside my KQ fellaz season just like the boys had, which is set to release tomorrow at 5 PM. But, my manager kindly granted me permission to greet you all beforehand," the girl chuckled, her eyes twinkling as she once again perused the entertaining comments. A tinge of blush graced her cheeks, a testament to the fans' delightful humor.

Curiosity piqued, San leaned closer to her, peering over her shoulder at the phone nestled between her hands. He couldn't help but notice the subtle intake of breath she shyly took at their proximity, causing a mischievous smirk to play upon his lips, hidden behind her hair.

"What's so funny?" he inquired, his voice laced with curiosity.

Gleefully, she replied, her smile widening as she reached for another succulent piece of sashimi, "Someone said that KQ's budget was two hundred won!"

Just as she was about to indulge in the delectable piece of rice, San swiftly seized her wrist, playfully taking the food and nonchalantly taking a bite as if nothing out of the ordinary had occurred.

The girl, taken aback by the unexpected act, turned towards the camera, a mixture of surprise and amusement evident on her face. She pointed at San, a bewildered expression still lingering, and addressed the viewers, "Did you guys see what just happened? Did he just steal my food? Should I beat him up?" she asked the last question in english.

jjongapl: get him! princssminki: personally i wouldnt take that level of disrespect san0810: nooo don't hurt our baby puppyunho: ROCK HIS SHIT!!

"Atinys are telling me to beat you up."

"What?!" San exclaimed, feigning innocence. "But why? What did I do?" He turned his gaze towards the camera, employing his trademark puppy eyes and adding a slight pout to his expression, hoping to elicit sympathy from the viewers.

"You used your big alpha strength to steal food from a poor omega," she melodramatically sighed, casting a mockingly exasperated glance at San. Then, she swiftly redirected her attention back to the camera, her tone laced with playful amusement, "are you all seeing this, should we cancel him?", she inquired, her words tinged with jest as she playfully entertained the notion of holding San accountable for his mischievous deed.

woosmole: she's an omega??? noticemehwa: she's so funny hahahaahbha yosongfan: did she just say omega? gueri11a: omega????

"Oh you guys didn't notice it?" San playfully pushed her hair back, revealing a subtle glimpse of her neck, and gently placed his hand at the base of her neck. Meanwhile, she began tapping on the black collar with her meticulously manicured nails, a mischievous glimmer in her eyes, "should we bring Seonghwa oppa here for an ASMR session?"

The unconventional act of an alpha touching an omega's neck in such a manner did not go unnoticed by the keen netizens. Given the societal norms and the implied significance of such an interaction, speculations and assumptions about the two idols' relationship began circulating among the public even before the girl's career had officially commenced. The unexpected gesture fueled curiosity and led to conjectures about their relationship, setting the stage for intrigue and anticipation surrounding her journey in the industry.

"So what did they say?" San asked her as soon as she ended the call on her phone.

Both of her managers had immediately called her out when they finished with the live, expressing their dissatisfaction with the unscripted interaction. Their words carried a weight of admonishment, but she chuckled, feeling a tad defeated.

"They chewed me out a little bit, but it's all right," she confided in San, her voice tinged with a mixture of resignation and amusement, as she recounted the aftermath of their impromptu on-screen moment.

"Sorry, it's my fault," he pouted, his expression reflecting a mix of remorse and frustration. "You know how I can get touchy sometimes," he admitted, acknowledging his tendency to act on impulse and physical affection without considering the potential consequences.

"It's all good oppa," she reassured him, playfully punching his shoulder with a light touch. "You're going to get me trending even before I've officially started. I should be thanking you for all the attention," she remarked, her tone laced with a hint of playful gratitude.

#lime sorbet #lime sorbet special #ateez #mingi #hongjoong #jongho #poly #reverse harem #san #wooyoung #x reader #yeosang #seonghwa #yunho #omegaverse #ot8 #fluff #soulmate #smau

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appynonna · 3 months ago

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Our Universe

Chapter 10: DreamScape Pairing: Poly!OT8xoriginal chararters Rating: 18+ Word Count: 2,974 Words

Trigger Warning: pet names, Name calling, Dreamscape domestic violence, Slut shaming, Violence with Cigarettes, Hitting, Blood, Panic attacks, Forced hair cut, Hitting, If I miss anything please let me know.

This is a work of fiction. By no means is meant to be taken seriously and does not reflect on the people used within the story.

Previous Chapter -> Here

Master-list -> Here

Arthur notes: *PLEASE READ* Hello, Deary Just a heads up before you start to read this chapter, There is a dream sequence that is a part of Ari's memories that happens this chapter that the trigger warning is for. It does depict domestic violence, so if that makes you uncomfortable or is triggering in any way, please just skip over it.

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The last time I saw Django act like this was right after the house was built, with one of the contractors still in the house.

I quickly got up grabbed my gun and followed Django. With the safety still on, I had the gun up and ready with a finger on the safety. Following Django up straight for Ari's room. Shit, I thought as we rounded the corner into her room.

Ari was still in her bed. I cleared the room and then headed to her closed closet door. Going to the side of the door, I opened and cleared the empty room. I checked the bathroom, and it was also empty.

Looking back to the bed, Django was up on Ari's bed nudging her face. I quickly went to her side. I was easily able to hear a gurgling sound coming from the unconscious girl.

Quickly rolling her over liquid came out of her mouth onto the bed. I held her like that until her breathing evened out again, propping Ari up I moved the pistol off the bed. Heading to the bathroom to get a wet rag.

I could faintly hear a phone ringing downstairs, Yeosang by the sound of the ringtone. A moment later a phone in the next room started to ring. I placed the rag in the sink and walked back to Ari's room. Her phone was on the side of the bed, up by her head. Most likely, it is where she normally puts it.

It read YeoYeo I laughed at the silly name that he never cared for. It was a cute photo of him. He was sitting on a white blanket in the park holding a canvas looking pleased with himself.

I answered the phone placing it to my ear and turning back round towards the bathroom. Next to the bathroom door was hanging the same canvas along with his signature at the bottom.

"What happened?" Yeosang said before I could say anything. "She's fine, But first how did you know something was going on?" I asked him walking back to the bathroom, Ringing out the rag, and grabbing a dry one.

" There is an alert system in the hall that Django is trained to use when something happens, it sends an alert to our phones" He explained " Jongho also is watching through the cameras" I turned and looked at the opened door going out to the hallway, Waving to the guys through the little camera hidden in the picture.

"Hi boys," I said turning back to Ari, wiping the side of her mouth "Hi pretty girl" Mingi shouted through the phone, The a loud thump was heard

"Do I ask?" I asked Yeosang, He laughed " It was Hongjoong kicking his seat" Then there were some rustling sounds, and then something closed "ok it's just us, what happened" He asked again. "Ari was choking, I don't think it was throw up only drool came out" I sat the phone down next to Ari moving hair out of her face.

"I'm not surprised," He said "Normally when an overdose like this happens you go into a 24-hour watch in a hospital" He added " Joong was worried about the questions it would have brought up if we took her to the hospital" It sounded like water was running and then he started to speak so soft I was straining to hear him on speaker

"He's beating himself up right now, He refused to eat dinner or drink anything," Yeosang told me. I sighed " He worries too much it going to make him go bald. Will you please take the phone to him? I asked standing up from the bed and turning the phone back on speaker.

A moment later a short "What" came through the phone, I laughed at that. He sounded like a pissed-off child "You need to calm your Titts" I told Hongjoong "I have your girl. She will be fine, and you will be back home before you know it." I set the phone down and then pulled the blankets off Ari "Can you do that for me Joong?" I asked him, He let out a breath "Please keep her safe" He whispered. I nodded, Even though he couldn't see me "I will, and we will both be here when you get back home" It was silent for a moment "Thank you" was all Hongjoong said before hanging up.

I shook my head putting the phone into my pants pocket. Pulling Ari's legs over the side of the bed I hoisted her onto my back. "Up we go sleeping beauty" I did a small hop making her go higher onto my back.

"Django, gun," I said walking out of the room carrying Ari back down the stairs to my room. Carefully laying her down I climbed over to lay on her opposite side. Siren jumped up into the bed with us "No, down" I told him.

Siren looked at me for a second before getting back down and lying on the floor next to the bed. I laid back down closing my eyes.

When I was awakened again it was from movement in the bed, I sat up looking at Ari. Siren was nudging her with his nose trying to wake her up. Tears were running down her face.

I let out a sigh laying back down on my side. Carefully pulling Ari over to me, I could feel her shaking as she cried in her sleep. "I got you, You're ok," I told her and patted her bedhead down after a few minutes she calmed down and was resting again.

I looked past Ari to Siren, who had his head lying on the bed. "Come," I told him, He jumped up laying down next to Ari.

It was going to be a long night.

I wasn't sure what woke me up first. Dune's pacing or Ari's screaming.

My brain went into overdrive. In a matter of seconds, I took everything in like I had been trained to do.

Dune was pacing back and forth on my side of the bed, Siren was in the bed on the other side of Ari nudging her, and Django was just off to the side watching with Rocky outside of the door. With none of the dogs alerting, I knew nothing was physically wrong.

I set up on my knees, Taking Ari's face in my hands making her stop shaking her head and look at me "Ari?" I asked, She didn't respond.

I pulled her into a sitting up position taking her face again "Ari?" I asked again slightly louder. She tried to pull her face out of my hands. I could see the white of her wide eyes as she tried to pull away. I through one of my legs over her leaning down so I was eye level with her, It didn't take much.

Ari started to push at my arms, I could tell her panic was growing "Ari wake up," I said louder trying to pull her out of the panic. Her hand collided with the side of my face, making me fall back slightly.

Just enough for her to get out from under me and run out the door.

I watched her leave, She stood right outside the doorway for a second looking around. The red and white Hello Kitty pajama bottoms looked almost funny on her with the oversized shirt falling off one shoulder. She took off towards the stairs.

Did she slap me?

Opening and closing my jaw a few times, it didn't hurt. "I swear when all this is over, I'm taking her to a gym!" I mumbled to myself getting out of bed and walking out the door, I went upstairs where I saw Ari running.

Off the top of my head from what the guys (mainly Yunho) have told me after Hongjoong and Seonghwa, she was the closest to San. The two rooms were on opposite sides of the log hallway from each other.

Going to San's room first, I pushed the door open. His dark purple and black room fitted him so perfectly that it was almost freaky. It had a lot of just random things in it as well but the room was simple. With two stuffed animals lying on the bed and a matching set of cats.

One was purple and the other black.

I closed the door behind me was walked down the hall into Hongjoong and Seonghwa's room. Matz was off his post and standing in front of the closest door pacing.

I leaned down picking up the oversized fur ball. "Is that where the scared baby is?" I asked Matz in a 'baby' voice. The cat gave a deep meow back. "Don't worry she will be ok," I told him once more and then placed him on the master bed. Walking back over to the entryway I turned on the over headlight, and made my way back to the closet.

Slowly opening the door I reached my hand into where I knew the light was, Then fully opened the door. In the back right corner, Seonghwa's good expensive fur coat lay on the ground. "Ari?" I could see the coat shaking "Ari please come out it's just me, It's Yechan" I tried to reason with her.

"no" her voice was shaking, "they're gone" It sounded like she was still in a state of panic, not realizing what was going on "Who is gone?" I asked her curiously "Ari, Who is gone?" I asked again. "My loves, They left me. Just like she said they would" She then gasped "I'm all alone" She cried.

"oh bunny" I slowly moved towards the girl "I'm going to take the coat off of you now," I told her reaching my arm out slowly "ok, I'm taking it off now" Ari gasped again, as I stated to pull the coat down over her face

-A few minutes Prior - *Dreamscape*

" you ungrateful little slut" It was my mother this time "You think you can just spread your legs for anything that breaths and you will just magically be alright" Her hand connected with my cheek, the stink felt so real.

"I'm just going to have to teach you a lesson" She grabbed my hair pulling me to the kitchen. My feet dragged, and I was kicking my legs trying to get her to let go " Be still you little whore" She dug the burning cigarette into my exposed shoulder, and I hollered.

"Shut the hell up, You're going to wake the dead" She threw me onto the kitchen floor, Turning towards the counter. She kept mumbling to herself as she dug through the drawers. "Ah, here they are," She said holding up a pair of silver scissors.

"Let's see how your stupid lovers like it when you have no hair" She came towards me holding the scissors like she was going to stab me with them "M..momma please" I stuttered but her hand flew against my cheek again, I bit the inside of my cheek.

The taste of blood filled my mouth, A moment later my mother grabbed my face forcing my mouth open. She shoved the burning cigarette into my mouth "Don't you dare spit it out" She spit in my face, then let go of my face walking around behind me.

I reached up to wipe the spit off my face, a hand collided with the side of my head "Sit on them fucking hands" my mother yelled at me.

I did as she said.

"I don't care if you are 18 now, You are my child and I can fucking do to you as I please" She grabbed a chunk of my hair hard and tight then started to cut.

"If you want to spread your legs so badly, I know a few people who would love for you to." She laughed "For a price, of course" I started to cry again, the hand and scissors hitting the back of my head hard. My vision started to spot.

"What's wrong, the little slut embarrassed she got caught?" she asked me as she cut another chunk of hair letting it fall on the floor in front of me.

I didn't know how much more of this I could take between the hair pulling, the slapping, the words my mother kept speaking, and the cigarette in my mouth I couldn't breathe. "Aww is the little whore getting sleepy," She said in a fake kind voice. She let go of the last chuck of hair, dropping it into my lap.

I fell over landing in the hair on the floor. "Arabella, Wake up you little whore" I could hear my mother calling but it sounded so far away. I was still able to feel her grabbing my face "Ari?"

-the real world-

I woke laying on something soft, Laying still for a second I tried to take in my surroundings. I gasped, The air alluding to my lungs. Pulling and Stretching at my neck I tried to get a breath in.

"Ari?" A sleepy voice called out. In my panic not recognizing the room I was in, I was pulled into a sitting position. Looking around still trying to breathe, It was dark. My ears were ringing. Only the sound of my blood rushing could be heard.

I was unable to place the things around me. I didn't know where I was or who was around me, I could feel my heart racing.

A pair of hands grabbed my face and then there was weight just above my legs. I swang my arms out trying to get them off me. Feeling the weight leave my body I bolted towards the sliver of light.

I was in my living room, I was at the house. Standing for a second, Looking around I didn't see anyone or any of the dogs. Looking out the French doors to the patio, It was dark outside.

I turned and ran upstairs. Heading into Hongjoong and Seonghwa's room, I pushed the door open. The bed was empty, and the bathroom light was off. Matz was nowhere in site.

"Oh gosh" I cried out 'they left me" was the only thing I could think, 'they found out and left me'. My mind was racing.

I could hear footsteps coming up the stairs, Looking around I bolted to the closet. Closing the door behind me, and backing further into the small room.

I slowly slid down the wall to the floor, feeling something fuzzy behind me as I did. Seonghwa's fur coat. I tried to calm my raped heart as the footsteps made their way around the room outside of the thin door.

-Yechan's POV-

Pulling the coat off Ari's head was almost a shock for me, this was not the same Ari I had spent the day with.

Her eyes were still glazed over and as wide as a dinner plate. I could see her breathing was rapid ' She needs to calm down before she passes out again' I thought.

"Ari, Sweetheart can you look at me?" I asked, Her eyes shot over to me making her look like a Cornered animal. She didn't say a thing, just tried to move further back pulling the coat tighter to her.

Taking my phone out slowly. Switching my phone to silent, I messaged Yeosang.

Are you awake - I asked I am - he replied, Do you know who's all awake? - I asked again. A moment later he replied - Mingi, Woo, Jongho, and Hwa - a second later a second text came in - What's going on? - He asked.

Before I could reply my phone started to ring. Yeosang. "Yechan what is going on, I can't see you in the cameras," He asked after what sounded like a door shutting. He spoke low.

I whispered back, Trying to not set Ari off further. "Ari is awake and freaking out. She has Cornered herself in Hwa's closet under his fur coat" I told him

"Hold on," He said switching the phone to a video call, I could hear him call out to Seonghwa.

A moment later Seonghwa came into view, Yeosang gave him the rundown of what was happening while I was trying to calm Ari down. She just kept shaking her head. Anytime I tried to move closer she just tried to back further away.

"Yechan, Is she claiming down any?" Hwa asked, I shook my head. Ari's head turned towards me, Leaning over slightly. I could hear her mumbling Hwa's name and something was a "sorry" in it. She also kept jumping back and forth between English, Korean, and French. Sounding like complete gibberish.

"Hwa, She confused. She keeps talking about you leaving and apologizing for something" I told him. Looking at the poor girl, she was starting to cry again but made no move to wipe the tears away as they fell.

I could hear her Hiccuping softly "If she keeps going like this, She's going to pass out," I told Hwa.

"I know" He stated with a sigh " See if you can lay the phone down next to her," Yeoson said in the background. "okay," I told them looking at the phone holding the phone sideways in my hand. Turning the volume up slightly, I scooted closer on my hands and knees, stretching as close as I could to Ari without pushing too far. I sat the phone Infront of her on the ground.

She was just staring at me with glazed-over eyes, Ari's body might be here but her mind wasn't. The panic was sitting in and controlling her mind.

I looked away to try to give them some privacy.

#ateez #choi jongho #choi san #jeong yunho #jung wooyoung #kang yeosang #kim hongjoong #original character #original worlds #park seonghwa #ateez fanfic #atiny #mafia au #sang mingi #original content #poly!ateez #polyamory #polyamorous

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🦇 Bring me to life - seongjoong au 🦇

A vila aterrorizada pelo vampiro que morava aos arredores, acredita que um rapaz foi levado como sacrifício pois os ataques cessam após seu desaparecimento. Um dos caçadores que surgiam por ali, descobre que talvez a história não fosse como parecia.

Capítulos 4 e 5

⚠️ gatilhos (menções): ideações suicidas, abuso, sangue, morte.

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4. A ameixa

Era lua cheia e Seonghwa aproveitava a claridade para cuidar do seu jardim. Já havia adubado e regado as roseiras e agora estava nos pés de ameixa, às vezes se perguntava se aquele lugar já era tão infértil assim ou se tinha ficado com o tempo. Também se perguntava se as rosas e ameixas tinham sido plantadas pelos primeiros moradores do castelo ou se alguém havia morado ali antes dele.

Ouviu passos bem distantes e não se incomodou, pois já conhecia aquele jeito de andar. Desde que aceitou as visitas, Hongjoong aparecia todos os dias, sem falta. Não admitiria com facilidade, mas gostava da companhia do humano, ele o fazia sentir coisas que mal lembrava quando foi a última vez que sentiu.

Como quando se tocavam sem querer, sentia o calor da pele do outro irradiando por todo seu corpo. Ou quando ele demonstrava interesse em saber da sua história, das coisas que já tinha vivido, e sentia algo diferente no peito, quase como se seu coração fosse começar a bater novamente. Era estranho, mas tão agradável.

Sua vida era um tédio, todos os dias ficava a maior parte do tempo no castelo e cuidando das plantas em sua propriedade, raramente se encontrava com mercadores pela estrada, e às vezes, quando a pessoa já aceitava seu destino, conseguia trocar algumas palavras antes de se alimentar de alguém. Então não tinha com quem conversar, ou alguém para lhe ensinar algo novo.

Mas depois de Hongjoong tudo era tão divertido. Ainda tinha sua rotina diária, mas agora ansiava por suas visitas — que nunca eram num horário fixo —, e ficava feliz durante sua estadia. Era tão bom, que muitas vezes se via pensando se a vida eterna com o rapaz também seria tão alegre dessa forma, mas logo os pensamentos iam embora quando lembrava do principal motivo de ser visitado. Iria se sentir solitário quando ele não estivesse mais ali.

— Hoje você não está cuidando das rosas? — sentou numa das pedras que tinha por perto.

— Eu prefiro mexer com as rosas quando ainda tem luz solar.

— Entendi. — pegou um galhinho seco no chão e começou a brincar, desenhando na terra. — O castelo é cheio delas, você realmente gosta de flores. Já pensou em plantar outras?

— Não nascem. — cortou alguns galhos secos e juntou em um balde. — Já tentei plantar outras, mas não vingam, não importa o que eu faça. — olhou para as roseiras e sorriu. — Não são minhas preferidas, mas acabei aprendendo a gostar de vê-las espalhadas por aí.

Hongjoong sorriu junto. Quando começou a visitá-lo raramente via aquele sorriso, o que era uma pena, porque se Seonghwa já parecia um anjo quando estava sério, com o olhar melancólico de quem já viveu demais, quando sorria diante de coisas tão mínimas como pequenos sinais de vida, a claridade da lua cheia não era suficiente para ofuscar a luz que irradiava daquele lindo rosto. Poderia ficar admirando sua beleza por toda eternidade.

— E qual sua flor preferida?

— Hibisco.

— É a sua cara. — Seonghwa o olhou confuso. — Lindo e misterioso.

Seonghwa balançou a cabeça ainda sorrindo.

— Você tem alguma flor preferida?

— Crisântemo.

Flores de enterro, era óbvio. Questionava se o rapaz não conseguia ver beleza na vida mortal? Na urgência de experimentar tudo pela finitude da sua existência? Se bem que ele via beleza em si, então não podia exigir que seus pensamentos seguissem uma linha convencional.

Voltou a seu trabalho para tirar esses pensamentos da cabeça, começando a colher algumas ameixas que estavam maduras, guardando-as num cesto, que foi assaltado por Hongjoong.

— Eu nunca provei ameixas que não fossem secas. — comentou analisando com cuidado a fruta em sua mão.

— Devia provar, dizem que são deliciosas.

— Você nunca comeu? — soou surpreso.

— Eu não preciso comer, então prefiro gastar meu paladar com o que mais me agrada. Nesse caso, morangos.

— Também não crescem aqui?

O vampiro fez um som de confirmação, e Hongjoong ficou pensativo por alguns instantes antes de finalmente dar uma mordida na fruta. Seus olhos brilharam. A ameixa estava tão doce e suculenta que não parecia ter saído daquele solo que parecia tão infértil.

— Seonghwa, você precisa provar! — exclamou animado, esticando a fruta na direção do outro. — Está delicioso!

Seonghwa olhou para o humano, os olhos brilhantes e o sorriso bonito adornado pelos lábios avermelhados e molhados por causa da ameixa. Aquela cena acendeu algo dentro do vampiro, algo que nunca pensou que sentiria. Desejo.

Desejo de algo que não era só sangue. Desejo que vinha do corpo. Desejo de algo que também não apenas físico. Desejo de sentir o que estava sentindo naquele momento. Desejo de viver a vida que Hongjoong o apresentava. Com ele.

Se aproximou devagar e segurou a mão de Hongjoong usando dois dedos para pressionar seu pulso, e os outros para apertar levemente a fruta, de forma que escorresse parte do sumo pelo braço do rapaz. Mantendo o contato visual durante todo o tempo, se inclinou para dar uma mordida nada delicada na ameixa, tendo a certeza de que mostraria suas presas. Em seguida, lambeu o líquido que escorria pelo braço alheio e ajeitou o corpo.

— Realmente, está delicioso. — comentou ainda sem deixar de olhá-lo nos olhos.

Hongjoong ficou alguns segundos em silêncio, completamente fascinado e imóvel, quase da mesma forma de quando o viu pela primeira vez. Quando o sentiu se afastar, piscou os olhos várias vezes até voltar ao normal.

— Por que você está me seduzindo se não vai me matar? — questionou indignado.

Seonghwa virou os olhos e se afastou mais um passo, voltando a mexer com as plantas.

— Já parou pra pensar que eu posso estar te seduzindo por outro motivo?

— E por qual outro motivo um vampiro seduziria alguém?

— Eu não sei. Às vezes não há sedução… — seu olhar ficou vazio. — … e às vezes eles não querem te matar.

Hongjoong sentiu seu peito pesar. De vez em quando entrava num assunto que fazia Seonghwa ficar mais introspectivo, ou perder o brilho que tinha durante suas conversas. Ficava curioso, mas tentava não ser invasivo. Só que dessa vez, não resistiu em perguntar.

— Isso é sobre a sua transformação?

— Sim.

— Como foi? — perguntou se aproximando devagar. — Só fale se quiser, não precisa…

— Voce sabe como é a transformação de um vampiro? — o viu negar com a cabeça. — Quando se está prestes a morrer, precisa beber sangue de vampiro, muita quantidade. Mas você está inconsciente. — soltou o ar que parecia prender. — Quem me transformou me achou atraente, e quis "me ter para ele" para sempre.

— Seonghwa…

— Agora está tudo bem. — deu de ombros, parecendo não se importa, o que Hongjoong sabia ser mentira. — Ele foi morto por um caçador há muito tempo. Mas eu fugi antes, fiquei sabendo por outras pessoas. — fez um gesto vago, como se estivesse ilustrando. — E vivo sozinho aqui, desde então.

— Deve ser triste e solitário. — comentou olhando em volta.

— Já foi. Não mais.

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5. O vampiro

Era noite e a maioria dos moradores da vila estavam dormindo, porém não estava com sono. Queria dar uma volta, talvez aparecesse para incomodar Seonghwa, pois não importava que horário aparecesse, ele sempre estava acordado.

Sorriu ao pensar no vampiro. Quando foi atrás dele para pedir que o matasse, não imaginava que fossem se tornar amigos, o que aos poucos sua vontade de morrer se esvaísse aos poucos. Na verdade, não esperava que o vampiro fosse tão interessante e agradável, doce e lindo… e que fosse se interessar tanto pelo que um cara pobre e ignorante, como ele, tinha para falar.

Escutou um grito assustado muito alto, e correu na direção do som. Assim que virou a esquina, ouviu barulho de ferramentas e um som animalesco que o fez se arrepiar todo.

— CORRE! É O VAMPIRO!

E logo em seguida, algo passou por Hongjoong fazendo seus cabelos e suas roupas esvoaçarem com o vento, e ao olhar em sua direção, Seonghwa estava parado sobre o telhado de uma casa, seus olhos brilhando num vermelho escuro, as presas ainda mais protuberantes, e sua expressão não parecia nada com a que conhecia. Havia sangue em sua roupa e seu braço, e quando seus olhos se encontraram, o vampiro se transformou em um morcego e saiu voando na direção do castelo.

Hongjoong não estava entendendo nada, então olhou para trás, buscando informação. Viu uma moça mal se mantendo em pé, com uma mão escorada no batente da porta e a outra completamente ensanguentada em seu pescoço. Atrás dela, estava um casal, provavelmente seus pais, a mulher praguejava contra o vampiro, e o homem carregava uma foice, também cheia de sangue.

Seus olhos se arregalaram ao perceber exatamente o que tinha acabado de acontecer e passou a saiu atrás de Seonghwa, ainda escutando os gritos, xingamentos e pedidos para voltar. Correu desesperado pela estrada, se desviando de forma desajeitada de alguns obstáculos. Até mesmo quando caiu e machucou o pulso em uma pedra, levantou rapidamente e continuou correndo, nada o impediria de chegar ao seu destino, o castelo.

Chegou na propriedade em alguns minutos, e tirou as trepadeiras com as próprias mãos, mal se importando em fechar a portinha logo que entrou. Subiu a escada de dois em dois degraus, e foi direto no corredor escuro adornado por flores, procurando em cada quarto. Notou uma luz que vinha de uma porta semiaberta e se encaminhou para ela com mais pressa.

— VAI EMBORA! — a voz soou como um trovão de tão forte.

— Seonghwa, sou eu, Hongjoong! — gritou de volta, com preocupação em sua voz. — Eu vi o que aconteceu na vila. — explicou ainda se aproximando.

— EU DISSE PARA IR EMBORA! — já não havia tanta agressividade na voz, mas continuava alto. — EU NÃO TE QUERO AQUI!

Conseguiu chegar na porta, mas antes que pudesse sequer olhar para dentro do quarto, ouviu novamente a voz do vampiro, que dessa vez soava angustiada.

— Hongjoong, eu consigo sentir o cheiro do seu sangue desde que entrou na propriedade, por favor, vai embora enquanto eu ainda consigo controlar.

— Você ainda está com fome?

Hongjoong questionou confuso, entrando no quarto e vendo um rastro de sangue que levava até a janela, onde o vampiro estava encolhido e ofegante, segurando o próprio braço. Não pensou duas vezes antes de se aproximar, retirando seu casaco e o usando para cobrir a ferida do outro.

— O que está fazendo?

— Parando o sangramento, temos que cuidar disso.

— Não precisa disso, eu vou me curar em breve. — fez um gesto irritado para o afastar. — Agora vai embora.

— Eu não vou, você precisa de ajuda. — insistiu e se aproximou ainda mais, fazendo o vampiro ficar inebriado pelo cheiro de sangue.

— Hongjoong, eu… — começou ainda mais ofegante — …eu não me alimentei… — virou o rosto para o outro lado — …preciso que você vá embora…

— Pode se alimentar de mim.

— Não… quero… — fechou os olhos apertados.

— Não tem opção. — segurou o pulso do vampiro, impedindo que se afastasse ainda mais. — Ou você quer atacar qualquer um da vila?

— Eu não… quero atacar… você também…

— Se você recusar, vai ficar pior. Não foi isso que me disse daquela vez?

— Hongjoong, por favor… — lamentou parecendo muito frágil.

O humano não hesitou em colocar o pulso mais perto do rosto de Seonghwa, atiçando ainda mais sua fome, at�� que não pudesse mais resistir. Teve seu corpo jogado e preso no chão, enquanto sentia uma ardência quase insuportável da mordida, e seu sangue fluir para fora de si, até que perdesse a consciência.

Hongjoong abriu os olhos, estava deitado numa cama confortável, como nunca tinha deitado na sua vida inteira. Era um quarto diferente do que encontrou Seonghwa, pois lá não tinha móveis. Ao seu lado havia uma mesinha de cabeceira, com flores, pão, ameixas e água.

— Você devia comer, para se recuperar. — Seonghwa avisou, parado de braços cruzados, próximo da porta.

— O que… aconteceu? — sua voz estava rouca e falhada.

— Eu consegui parar antes de ser tarde demais. — lembrou-o do que aconteceu depois de perder a consciência. — Você dormiu por três dias.

— Três… dias?

O humano estava confuso. Não parecia que tinha passado tanto tempo, apenas que tinha dormido por algumas horas.

— Sim. Pode ficar aqui o tempo que precisar para ficar melhor, depois vai embora, por favor. — pediu dando alguns passos para o corredor. — Eu não quero te machucar de novo.

— Não. Seonghwa… — começou a tossir e engasgar com a boca seca, o que fez o vampiro vir correndo para lhe dar a água na boca. — Obrigado.

— Por favor, não faça esforço desnecessário. — colocou-o deitado de volta no travesseiro. — Você vai precisar de mais alguns dias de descanso.

— Eu não sabia que era possível você se alimentar de alguém sem precisar matar.

— É possível, mas não dura muito tempo. A fome volta mais rápido do que se beber todo o sangue de um humano. — explicou se arrependendo quase instantaneamente.

— O tempo que demora para sua fome voltar, é maior ou menor do que para eu me recuperar? — questionou erguendo parte do seu corpo.

— O que você está pensando? — olhou-o desconfiado.

— Só me responde.

— Maior.

— Seonghwa, me usa. — sentou-se de uma vez, sentindo-se tonto. — Se você me usar, não precisa mais ir na vila para se alimentar.

— Eu não vou fazer isso. Não vou te colocar em risco.

— Eu não estou em risco! — levantou-se e quase caiu, sendo segurado pelo vampiro.

— Eu quase não consegui me segurar, Hongjoong! — retrucou com o tom de voz angustiado. — Eu não suportaria se por minha causa… eu não consigo nem terminar de falar.

— E eu não suportaria que acontecesse algo com você sendo que eu posso impedir! As pessoas já não tem mais medo, querem te enfrentar! Aquela foice era de prata!

— Não posso permitir.

— Seonghwa, me deixa te proteger. — segurou o rosto do vampiro, usando seus polegares para acariciar suas bochechas.

Aquelas palavras entraram em seus ouvidos como uma onda de calor que preencheu todo o seu corpo. Nunca tinha encontrado alguém que estivesse interessado em lhe proteger, ainda mais alguém disposto a colocar sua vida em risco. Seus olhos encararam os de Hongjoong, que estavam tão convictos, como se dissessem para confiar nele.

O humano olhou a expressão perdida e fragilizada do rosto tão próximo do seu, e percebeu que talvez só seu olhar de confiança e palavras de conforto não seriam suficientes para expressar tudo que estava sentindo naquele momento. Então Hongjoong beijou Seonghwa como se a vida de ambos dependesse daquilo. E de certa forma, naquele momento, dependia.

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Capítulos 2 e 3

Capítulos 6 e 7

#seongjoong #seonghwa #hongjoong #fanfic #ateez #vampiros #light angst

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9800sblog · 1 year ago

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ATEEZ tarot reading - 2026 contractual renovation plans

-> Korean talent agencies can only legally sign their artists for 7 years straight, then they must come into consensus again about the contracts. ATEEZ started promoting as a musical group in 2018, hitting their 7 years mark in 2025, 2 years from now (30/05/2023 GMT-3). I am curious what do the members and their company have in plans for them, so I asked tarot and this is what the cards showed me and how I interpreted it.

-> reminder that these are my choice of words for the messages they gave me through energy reading, all these answers can change at any minute and/or be completely wrong + I am exclusively talking about the year of 2026 in this reading.

-> "do I have the collective agreement to do this reading and post it online?" I got the 6 of pentacles for that question and I asked for each member too.

-> KQ Ent. (their agency)

they're definitely planning on keeping the contracts, they might reveal many things like the storyline, things like that. no matter if ateez stays or goes, they wanna keep a relationship with those men, be it the people still interacting and keeping their bonds or the company keeping the group somewhat alive even if it ends or reshapes in 2026. it doesn't matter what, they're not gonna keep doing the same things as before, it will be a new beginning, i don't think they're gonna squeeze that group/concept til it's last drop. they might keep like the heart of the group alive, but I got the opposite of peter pan so they're definitely killing the pirate concept no matter what. I think the plan is for KQ to kind of give up creative control in 2026, like ateez has proved themselves, they worked hard for the careers they'll have in that time and it's now time to just let them be, I think the artists themselves would be more involved in the shaping of their own careers and if they wanna continue as a group it would be more about the music they wanna make with the concept they want. it's like they plan on admiring the gems they created >U< yeah I think the plan is to end the storyline in 2025 and then support the members as much as they need and want.

-> Park Seonghwa

there is again that thing about revealing, he wants to hide nothing, he seems really excited about it. I don't think he wants to stay in KQ after 2025 and it seems that his plans for 2026 is military service, I think he sees it as like vacation or something, but he is NOT into the bald look, he is dreading that part. he thinks that he will be free after ATEEZ expires, because he is no longer the little boy he was when he started this journey, he is a very grown and experienced adult and he really looks forward to having the ability to be independent. he doesn't wanna keep doing the same things he does in the group, he plans on challenging himself and just being himself from that point moving forward. it seems he is afraid of the future because he has never not been dependant of this company and these same people, he is afraid of flying solo but he doesn't wanna stay in KQ, i think he wants to take the time in military service to explore or expand his options and that's why he sees it as vacation, not because he thinks there's nothing to do there, but he thinks it will be a time of refreshment away from fame.

-> Kim Hongjoong

hongjoong is also very excited about this new journey, he is also excited to be independent, I think he is looking forward to moving out and having his own place to live. his plan is to spend a lot of time with his favorite people, i think he wants to go to his parents' house and spend quality time with family and maybe childhood friends. he doesn't wanna do much, he doesn't wanna be the boss of nobody, he wants nobody to be his boss, he wants to feel on the same level as all people around him. I think he wants to mourn for a while, the end of such important project and people in his life, it's difficult for him to imagine a life without these, but it won't be a dramatic ending for him, he is preparing and he's not gonna let anyone speak for him, he will create his own destiny. hongjoong plans on staying in the company; if the group rebrands, he wants to stay; if the group ends, he wants to stay in the company as a guide, producer and/or solo artist. he is a little unsure about the ATEEZ part because it depends so much on so many other people, not just himself, but he would love to keep these good vibes going.

-> Jeong Yunho

yunho did not fit well in KQ and doesn't wanna stay any longer than necessary, I see him taking his friends with him for life but leaving the ATEEZ project behind. I can see him going back to another company he trained at when he was a kid, music will definitely continue to have a huge impact on him, I think mostly through dancing tho. he thinks that after ATEEZ ends he will have some type of revenge by being independent from the company, he plans on doing some soul searching traveling, he wants to connect with himself and enjoy the fruits of his labor. there is really a lot about personal power here, he plans on letting nobody tell him what to do, he is the owner of his own life. it seems he wants to enjoy time in nature, he might go away for a bit where there are no cameras, like a countryside or a beach, I think he wants to tan his skin after that, he thinks he will literally come out of the dead after the contract expires which reminds me a lot of tanning too, because his skin is unnaturally pale now, like a ghost.

when you least expect it this man is gonna show up in your dreams

-> Kang Yeosang

you know what message I got, intuitively? the 2017 movie Get Out but it's Yeosang and xikers (don't take this too seriously, it's an easy anology that my brain made because i fucking love that movie and i am a huge fucking fan of Jordan Peele).

I also got this message:

so far, yeosang has gotten the craziest messages, I think he wants to live the exact opposite of what we see in ATEEZ - he's a pretty uptight, quiet and serious guy in front of cameras. anyone that has seen yeosang's pre debut pictures thinks he is far from being socially conventional tho. and don't forget he's a fucking gemini! I'm swearing a lot more than I usually do in tarot readings and I think that's an important message too. basically, yeosang wants to go absolute batshit crazy, ok? long story short, he does not wanna stay in ATEEZ, he does not wanna stay in KQ, it's like being himself brings him trouble in this environment and he's waiting to not have the legal obligation of depending on people that don't care about him, he's like a teenager waiting to become a legal adult. looks like he wants to party a lot, go to clubs and listen to those human thoughts he doesn't have space to listen right now, like he wants to fucking cuss without having to worry about someone hearing and drink until he can't stand anymore, that's what I'm seeing, he wants to make a big mess, throw everything in the air, he wants to feel like a regular person that can make mistakes and look ugly and not be seen as a role model. he has a special person in mind who has a more female energy (yin/moon), this person looks very fondly at him, like he's a little kid and he feels safe and nurtured with them; he plans on being with them in that year, spending lots of time together, and I think this is talking about his mom, he really misses this person a lot, they are his strength.

just to be clear, I wouldn't say yeosang thinks the members of ateez or the workers of kq hate him, but he think his work and legal obligations to it are oppressive to him. unfortunately, that's the experience of majority of people that work a job.

I also got this song as a message and so many other club songs, I really thinks he wants to party a lot!

-> Choi San

san almost refused to add anything to the post, he wants to feel respected and in power of his narrative.

I don't think he plans to continue ATEEZ after it's due date, but he would definitely stay in KQ, as long as they work well in collaboration with him, I think he would be a solo artist, there is a lot about someone shining with the help of others in the background; I see him doing more soul or r&b inspired songs. I think he likes the opportunities that the company provides and he thinks they have made him so much stronger than he was when he came in, he is really thankful. his plan is to renew the contract but make it a different journey. I see he doesn't want to start a new project straight away, he wants to take a break, work on his relationships, spend time away with those he holds the closest to his heart, he also might go back to his hometown, like the house his grandparents' used to live, I see a lot of family in here, very clearly: father, mother, sister and san. that's it! he seems really private :)

-> Song Mingi

mingi looks forward to explore other options, he doesn't wanna keep the contract, but he loves his people so much, he wants to keep the group alive in each other's lives. everyone! staff, members, everyone! they have built this from nothing, so there is a lot of emotional attachments on his side. he doesn't feel empowered in ATEEZ tho, his obligations may keep him from doing many things, so he wants to know what else he can do as a career move and also socially, he wants there to not be hierarchies and competitions between him and his friends. he wants to have full control of himself, his passions, hobbies and his words. I feel like when 2026 hits, mingi will disappear from KQ, like they will never hear from him again. apparently the plan is: spend some time with his family and friends, then go do the military service asap. he doesn't wanna do much, he wants to ground himself, take care of his spirit, nurture himself and his body, maybe sleep a lot, I see him spending a lot of time at home, living his life to his own rules for a while, laying in bed thinking "what to do now?", then going for government service. he plans on spending a lot of time in his head, just daydreaming, imagining all the outcomes, in order to make a good decision; listening to chill music, watching TV, doing his nice little hobbies, letting his hair grow, creating art without any pressure - that's exactly what he plans, letting all the pressure of years go away. he wants to get closer to his faith too (mingi is a Buddhist). I really think mingi wants to get away from the public for a while, there is something about running away from fanatic behaviors, he wants to be out of that environment, he does not wanna be celebrated for superficial things, does not wanna hear screams, it seems he really feels overwhelmed with fame and he can't wait to escape it, he does have a lot of love for his job and his people, but he is living in a way that is unnatural to him because of cameras and demands. he wants to feel real emotions and connections, not being contractually obligated to be fake, but he can't yet (his message, my choice of words). there is also a message of mingi planning on maintaining the door open for a relationship; it doesn't look like he has that special person yet, but he is very hopeful of fated romance, so he tries to plan in a flexible way, he doesn't want to accidentally close himself for important changes in his life. so his plan is literally to just chill alone, but still have a social life (not casual sex, literally a social life), he seems like a very balanced person.

-> Jung Wooyoung

I got the 8 of swords card and the song message "I always feel like somebody is watching me and I have no privacy" I will not do this reading!

-> Choi Jongho

he wants to go solo the second ATEEZ expires, he would love to be remembered as Jongho from ATEEZ/from KQ, especially because he already has solo songs released in KQ, but I don't see an emotional attachment to the company, he really wants to continue the friend group of 8, keep the group chat alive forever, but doesnt want to expand his business with KQ any further than they need to.

jongho wants to dance more, continue singing, of course, but he wants to be able to focus more on moving his body than he is able to on ATEEZ; he carries like 50% of the vocals and high notes in ATEEZ so he needs to save his energy and breath, however, he is an outstanding dancer and he enjoys dancing a lot. I'm seeing mostly old school kpop (1st gen) and dance pop from him - Bruno Mars' 24K Magic album, H.O.T.'s Wolf and Sheep album.

#ateez tarot #kpop tarot #free tarot #Kim hongjoong #park seonghwa #jeong yunho #Kang yeosang #Choi San #song mingi #Jung wooyoung #choi jongho #♡

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holy-yeosang · 1 year ago

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Yes I am the KQ stylist. I'm also considering tomato Hongjoong for the next comeback where he'll have a red bowlcut with one little strand dyed green that can be tied into a little pigtail. Is there anything else you'd like to see? :)

Bald! Seonghwa....

#do it #give me baldhwa #anon

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BAEKSY! I just realised my message didn't go through and now it's gone cause I can't remember what I said, but I'm currently at Osaka airport waiting for my delayed flight to Thailand and I have some things to say!

First of all, bald Kai I- 💔 I watched a bit of his fanmeeting livestream and two of my friends went, it was so bittersweet, ehhh. This is such a fucking mess overall. Idk if SM is to blame, but I think we should blame everything on that shitass company! And fucking Armchairs on Twitter are a bit too brave shitting on Kai now that BTS started their enlistment era. Just saw his goodbye pics with EXO 😩😩😩😩

Also people keep talking about Taeyong's enlistment I CAN'T STAND THIS!!! Hopefully not this year cause I'm gonna jump!!! At least we're getting TOLO 🤧❤ (and hopefully Ten's solo too, otherwise SM is going to burn) - btw why is everyone coming back in June?! Happy Pride or whatever lmao, but I won't be able to keep up...

Continuing my SM hate posting: SHAWOLS WON, now it clearly wasn't that hard to find a good venue for Shinee's fan meet, huh? Took them a few days to book an arena for two days BULLYING COMPANIES WORKS!

And now: LUCAS OUT FINALLY! 🥰 but the statement is so??? Nothing about the accusations, did they just forget and hoped we all moved on as well? Delulu Lumis are saying it's a confirmation of his innocence and I'm asking: WHERE?! Even someone I know who's rather neutral towards him thinks so too... he literally admitted to doing some bad things, but what kind of bad things? We'll never know. And he's still at SM for what? He's basically done for in China and Korea. And imagine him at all the SM family parties lmao? Realistically I know some if not most NCT members are probably in touch with him, but it'd be awkward regardless 😬

But I feel like I've manifested his departure so I'm celebrating anyway <3

Speaking of, I saw WayV and they're definitely not flopping after selling out 10k capacity venue for two days in a row - contrary to what some Lookass fanatics think. And I also witnessed some hoery for sure 😭😭😭😭 when they performed Nectar in velvet tank tops?! Saw so many arms and nipples...

Uhm and what?! https://twitter.com/allkpop/status/1654604798027612167?t=Pc2ErSTf2E-xRvpBqqk30g&s=19 - Go to jail!!!

And ofc I saw Atz too, even though my seat was meh, still better than I expected, but I was dying of period pains so my experience was 📈📉📈📉 I also didn't have good company so rip. But yes, I had Hwa tunnel vision (shocking nsjajsjabwjjsjsjan), Mingi and Hongjoong were so cool too! Poor Wooyoung though... he seriously needs to rest, he was clearly pushing himself too hard :/

Anyway justice for Hwa pls, I have plenty of space at home, just live with me <333 https://twitter.com/hwalilac/status/1655905041272950786?t=Zy51BJ8vRsBCvoBx_BpM6A&s=19

Now cast him in a historical/fantasy drama asap!!! https://twitter.com/sansikcheo/status/1653612125347278851?t=rMsN2BwEbJFpP3ahXPM2CA&s=19

Stays tho 😘https://twitter.com/onlychangbin/status/1654810925088530433?t=jQpm4-U3r3hvI8iMrUN2sg&s=19

His impact https://twitter.com/aquilandromeda/status/1652336195827900418?t=AmQt2CQwxg7EBU2nHbVlEA&s=19

Anyhoooow, what's up in the Baeksy land?! 👀 - DV 💖

hello!!!

AAAAA no worries!!! the recent updates w tumblr has made it hard to receive asks! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA OFF TO THAILAND!! pls let us know if the food is really really spicy <3 also hope u landed safely!!!

exo, ot8, lasted for 4 weeks.

4 weeks.

the first full comeback in 4 years, the world tour, the promo, the solo concerts-

saw the post from exos acc and the “the weather is nice” and i already knew what was gonna go down

THE SK PRESIDENT DIDNT EXIST SO WHY DOES KAI HAVE TO 😭😭😭 kai has had multiple surgeries on his back and waist???? has herniated discs that he still hasn't received treatment for because his schedule won’t FUCKING allow it, broke the same ankle twice??? has nerve damage, poor eyesight and poor hearing??? WHY IS THE ENLISTING??? WHAT EXCUSE DOES THE PRESIDENT HAVE 🔫

A MESS !! THIS IS THE WORST ENLISTMENT TO DATE OH MY GOD AND ITS ALL PEICE OF SHIT RAVI AND SM’S FAULT I DO NOT CARE ravi already fucked things up w his evading, sm- oH they piss me of so much, they ruined my entire year,,,, oh im so, i want to attack the person at sm ohhhhh i AM FURIOUS.

he was gonna apply for the 3rd delay for the comeback and all,, had a gucci event in kr where he was the main person for, was gonna have solo concerts in august- he.

i hope u saw my meltdown post, i was GOING THROUGH IT. WE CAN NEVER, NEVER HAVE NICE THINGS W EXO 😭😭😭 WHAT FUCKING LUCK DO THEY GOT BC IF I WAS THEM I WOULD NOT HAVE SURVIVED ALL THEIR YEARS WHAT THE ABSOLUTEFUCK HAS MY LIFE BECOME QJKDQHK AND HES GOING FOR 2 YEARS 😭😭😭 FUCK!!!! FUCK SM FUCK RAVI FUCK EVERYONE!!!!!!! IT WAS GONNA BE EXOS YEAR 😭😭😭😭

saw armchairs forget how to do math bc i saw many saying bts will finish enlistment before exo and 😭😭exo has 2 left and we know abt the others 😭😭 all the 93 liners roaming free put my guys in the barracks lessgo team bonding <3 getting too brave too brave, the victim complex is coming out, saw them make fun of him bc he was crying, which they all misspread and 🔫 and this on god fucking disgusting

HIS FAREWELL PHOTOS HOW IS THIS FUCK SO HOT EVEN WITH HIS HAIR CHOPPED???? WHAT THE FUCK saw this post and cried my eyes out,, saw a post saying his members and managers and friends prepared everything for him bc it’s usually the father who prepares everything and i. sobbed. and now sehun would have to go to i do not know how to handle that after this <3 bro had chelsea fans saying good luck to him 😭

but like is he kinda fine with that bald look

TAEYONG, FUCK! FUCK! IM SURE TAEIL IS ALSO GONNA GO THIS TIME AROUND TOO FUCK THE MILITARY 😭😭😭😭 SM NEEDS TO BURN TO THE GROUND

SHAWOLS REALLY SAID 90 (+5’) HOW HARD WAS IT TO FIND A BIG VENUE??? LIKE THERES SO MANY?? THE KSPO DOME??? THE JAMSIL STADIUM?? KOREAS THE LIMIT??? DO EVERYTHING FOR THEM?? BULLYING SM REALLY WORKS AND UNFORT ITS THE ONLY WAY FOR THEM TO WORK 😭

omg i genuinely somehow did not expect this i was expecting him pulling up to the next cb like nothing happened sO I AM SURPRISED 😳 confirmation of the innocence when the dude literally withdrew???

we’ll never know fr fr! YEAH ARW THEY PLANNING TO LAUNCH HIM AS A SOLO OR ACTOR IN CHINA?? as far as i know,,, china don’t want him either 🤨 not wayv unfollowing him so fast after he left fbwndbks manifested it LITERALLY

OH THEY DEFINITELY ARE NOT!! WAYV ARE STILL GOING STRONG, their vocals 🤌🏻😮‍💨HOERY FOR SURE FBWNDHSK it’s not a nct concert if someone is not stripping fbwkdjsk

i need lee soo man to fuck off, ban this man from korea, he has ruined exo’s cb, shinee’s fanmeet, ruined my year,,, stop begging for a company to get u back, like come on?? have some self respect and fuck off??

noooooo i hope it’s better now!!! NO COME ON TERRIBLE CRAMPS, SHIT SEAT AND TERRIBLE COMPANY???

seonghwa tunnel vision, i had absolutely not they had a whole concert ngl fbwkfbwk i just saw the pictures aND REASONABLY TUNNEL VISION FOR HIM AND HIM ONLY! omg yeah it must be devastating for him to not perform but hopefully he gets better soon!

Anyway justice for Hwa pls, I have plenty of space at home, just live with me <333 https://twitter.com/hwalilac/status/1655905041272950786?t=Zy51BJ8vRsBCvoBx_BpM6A&s=19 /// Now cast him in a historical/fantasy drama asap!!! https://twitter.com/sansikcheo/status/1653612125347278851?t=rMsN2BwEbJFpP3ahXPM2CA&s=19

LMFAOOOO ANON THROWING RIZZ AT HWA 😭😭😭 SEONGHWA IN A PERIOD DRAMA WITH LONG HAIR! AND A SWORD W HANBOK?? A NEED A WANT!

now… this is very specific 👁

Ahuauwwhwabshaaha https://twitter.com/taemcatboy/status/1654935684212314113?t=hNIZSQNcuxqys6uT2BCzbg&s=19 - Okay but this bitch saying this insane, because he won't do shit, he can't even sign anything without people holding the pen for him BE SERIOUS //// Stays tho 😘https://twitter.com/onlychangbin/status/1654810925088530433?t=jQpm4-U3r3hvI8iMrUN2sg&s=19

LMFAOOOO THHAT WAS THE BEST OART FOR THE CORONATION + kate and her daughter’s matching tiara’s >>> NO SERIOUSLY I KNOW DIANA IS WATCHING FROM UP THERE SHE DEF SENT THAT STROM THE DAY BEFORE,, SHE’Ll fumble SOME STRINGS,,, want william to be the king bc it rly would be like it’s a diana reincarnation on the throne,, LMFAOOOO KPOP FANS ARE SO UNSERIOUS I SAW SOMEONE SAY “te amo” AS IF IT WERE VLIVE 😭😭

Btw Taeyong https://twitter.com/taeoho/status/1652946027429740545?t=uaJxDmZqPiqvrDal4g5vAg&s=19 man is so delusional... don't worry TY, you can always count on me! ❤ love when idols get parasocial, I'm like "get a grip, mate!" /// His impact https://twitter.com/aquilandromeda/status/1652336195827900418?t=AmQt2CQwxg7EBU2nHbVlEA&s=19

Anyhoooow, what's up in the Baeksy land?! 👀 - DV 💖

taeyong’s just like me fr, LMFAOOO WHEN THEY SAY “do not look at any other men” yes sir. definitely not. taeyong will always have our eyes, everything i can’t wait for his tolo,, i hope he follows his predecessors taekai and goes dark !!!!

GATEKEEP SEONGHWA FORM NON KPOPPIES BFWKJDKWDHK but srs what a handsome face ???? every time he just looks so ethereal, will never get tired of him

baeksy land is full of baeksy crying over kai <3 judging the met gala, having a scary prof (he looks like voldemort im so srs) and writing in class hiding under the tables <3

have to live thru this now 😭😭 this ai thing is so weird bc why is bruno mars singing so good in kr???? he better learn it now bc wtf,, rosé singing an avril song?? my mind kinda go crazy

SPEAKING OF RECENT COMEBACKS ,,, ÆSPA AND GIDLE??? pls is this not a 2000’s romcom ost reminded me a big of why can’t i and oNE I CANT PUT MY FINGER ON IT BUT I THINK HONEY HONEY FROM MAMMA MIA TOO!

but how has ur travel been so far!!

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon

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