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miryum · 3 years ago

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It all started with a threat (Newt x Reader) 4

Newt pov

"What happened exactly?" Jeff asks me again for the fourth time.

I sigh and rub my temples, "I told you! She started breathing heavily, gagging, and then she passed out!"

"Was she behaving oddly at any other moment in time?"

"Other than running into the shucking maze?"

"Yes." Clint sighs before continuing, "Listen Newt, I know this is frustrating, but other than some cuts and bruises from the maze, we can't find anything wrong. You were the only person to be by her for an extended period of time. It's a shock that she came out of the maze this healthy! She should have several broken bones or worse!"

"Well then," I breath, "Maybe she's just a better glader than any of us."

"If she was a better glader, then she wouldn't have passed out!" Clint yells at me.

I bristle before shouting back, "She's probably just tired! She spent a full night in the maze! With no sleep! And a child!"

Clint takes a deep breath, probably to stop himself from going off on the second-in-command.

Just then, little Ana wobbles into the med-hut, followed closely by Thomas and Gally. She goes up to the cot where Y/n lays, unconscious. "Mama!" She cries, reaching her hands up.

"No." I chuckle, picking Ana up, "That's your sister. We don't know where your mama is."

"Mama?" Ana reaches towards Y/n. I set Ana down on top of Y/n carefully.

Y/n shifts in her sleep, but Ana snuggles right up to her.

"Clint," Jeff says, looking at Ana, "I think you're wrong."

"Excuse me?" Clint raises his eyebrows.

"There was someone else with Y/n for an extended period of time. Ana."

Clint opens his mouth, but nothing comes out. He glances at me before kneeling down in front of Ana, who is still content on Y/n's chest.

"Hey Ana?" He whispers to her, "Can I ask what happened in the maze?"

Now, I'm going to warn everyone, there will be a lot of spelling mistakes, but only to capture Ana's inability to speak to her full extent. It's all on purpose.

"Oh!" She sat up, and before she could fall off the cot, Clint picks her up and hands her to me.

I accept her gladly.

"Mama ran into da maze." Ana starts.

"I'm sorry." Gally interrupts, "Why is she calling the girl mom? Did she actually birth her?"

"The girl's name is Y/n." I say, "And we don't know. She just does. Also, in the politest way possible, why are you here?"

Gally shrugs, so Thomas speaks up, "He just tagged along. I couldn't get him to leave Ana."

I raise my eyebrows, but Ana speaks up, "Exuse me! My turn to talk."

Thomas huffs a laugh and motions for her to continue.

"Mama ran into da maze and den a big monster came. Da monster was really scary and had a lot of spikes and claws and a scary face and-"

"And then?" Clint prods her on.

"Wight. So mama started climing on the vines and when we get to da top, she drows her knife down. I don't really remember what 'appened after dat. I was really really tired so I was almost asleep. All I remember was dat den we swung down- like a swing! And hit da wall really hard. It hurt a little, but den da monster was asleep, so we didn't 'ave to worry 'bout it anymore and so mama slid down da wall and den the doors opened and we saw you guys!"

Silence.

"Uh-huh." Thomas says.

"That was helpful." I say, trying to take it all in. Ana has apparently discovered her ability to speak. And now, none of us are going to get any sleep.

"That actually was." Clint says, "What if the problem is on the inside?"

"Like a bruised rib?" Jeff asks, both med-jacks hovering over Y/n and starting to check her body again. (Alright, I know how this might seem, but all of your clothes are still on, and I promise that they won't do anything creepy or bad!)

"Let's hope that that's all it is." Clint mutters.

"Why?" I ask, "What could it be?"

"Well," Clint says, "The rib could have broken and punctured a lung. Then it would be really bad. We might have to open her up or she might die."

My eyes grow wide and I glance at Ana in my arms. "Clint!" I say, as Ana starts to cry.

"Mama?" She asks.

"Gally, Thomas." I order, "Get Ana out of here and try to distract her."

Gally and Thomas both nod and lead Ana carefully out of the med-but.

"Sorry." Clint murmurs.

"We should be able to know within the half hour." Jeff speaks up.

"Could... could I stay here?" I ask hesitantly.

"Sure?" Clint says. "Why?" He asks after a pause.

I shrug, "She's the first girl. Someone has to watch over her for when she wakes up."

"I guess."

I sit on a stool next to Y/n's cot. Clint and Jeff scurry around, sometimes checking her pulse or something else.

I snap out of my daze as I see Clint pick up some scissors.

"What are you doing?" I ask sharply.

"Mate, we have to cut open her shirt." Clint says.

"Why?" I stand, moving closer to the cot where Y/n lays.

"How else do you expect us to see if she has a broken rib?" Jeff says from across the room, "The ribs are located on the chest." He jokes, moving towards us.

"But-But she's a girl!" I protest.

"Do you want her to die?" Clint says harshly, pointing the scissors at me, "I don't shucking care if she's a girl. This is what med-jacks do, and she is not dying on my watch."

I open my mouth, but Clint beats me to it, "Newt, I don't care that you're second-in-command, but if you're going to protest, I need you to get out."

I close my mouth and swallow. My jaw clenches, but I sit back down on my stool.

"Listen," Jeff says softly, "I'm sure she has a bra on or something."

I growl, "Just do it."

Clint nods and cuts open Y/n's shirt. He carefully peels it open, to reveal a light brown bra. (It's a sports bra, but I don't think that any of the boys in the glade would know that. Because of the memory loss thing.)

It also reveals a dark purple bruise, formed right along the bottom of her ribs. It circles around her side, and is a disgusting shade of blue and black in some places.

Clint starts gently pressing along her bruise, stopping when she shifts uncomfortably in her unconscious state.

After a couple minutes of them doing tests (that the author doesn't know because they aren't a doctor and don't know what type of equipment they have in the glade), Clint and Jeff sit back, sighing.

"What?" I ask, "What's wrong."

"Chill, man." Jeff says, before nodding to Clint.

"We think that she only has a bruised rib, which would explain the symptoms and the cause. We can't be sure it's not broken, but we can almost say for sure that it hasn't punctured anything."

I sigh in relief and place my head in my hands, "Thank the lord."

"Why are you so concerned about her anyway?"

"I-I don't know!" I say, "She's the first girl and she brought a child with her then she spent a night in the maze and came out-"

"Newt." Clint slows me down, "Do you remember anything?"

"What?" I whip around to look at him, "What do you mean?"

"From before the maze and glade."

I pause... "I- I don't know."

#tmr #the maze runner #tmr frypan #newt x y/n #newt #newt x reader #thomas #minho #alby #baby

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joezworld · 4 years ago

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Mind Reading, Soul Stealing, Red Eyed, Diesel Electric Monsters!

June, 2000

A new millennium dawned on the Island of Sodor, and with it came many changes that would have been unthinkable just a few years ago.

British Rail was no more, and the North Western Region was now the North Western Railway, free to operate as it pleased.

One of the first things that The Fat Controller did was purchase a new express train.

Gordon was apoplectic at this news, but the Fat Controller explained that this new service was to be a through train to London - steam engines hadn’t been allowed on the mainland rails for decades, and under British Rail, a new locomotive would take the coaches to and from London. Now that BR was no more, it was more economical to purchase a dedicated trainset and avoid the locomotive change at Barrow.

Furthermore, Gordon would still be rostered on the midday express and the Limited, both of which only went as far as Barrow.

Pip and Emma had visited Sodor once before, and had been well received by the other engines. However, once it was revealed that Gordon would be displaced from some of his trains, some engines became suspicious...

The engines had speculated that the Fat Controller would purchase a new diesel locomotive to haul the train, and were very surprised to discover that he had instead bought a high speed train!

"Ah canno' put ma buffer on it," Douglas admitted. "But they're doing something! Just look at how they act - the lasses must be scheming or something!"

"Ah'm tellin' ye - they are up ta something!" Douglas said to the other engines in the shed.

"And wha' might that be Douggie?" Asked Donald. Unlike his brother, he had no issue with the diesels, and was confused as to why his brother was so vehemently against them.

"Those two have been nothing but polite and cordial this entire time, and- oh bollocks." Duck began, before his eyes widened in realization. "Do not tell me that you have been listening to Oliver again!"

The other engines groaned - Oliver's escape from the mainland had put him in contact with some of the worst diesels that BR had ever fielded, and he still didn’t trust them as a result. Furthermore, his relatively isolated duties on the Little Western meant that his only real contact with diesels was limited to BoCo, Bear, and Delta - three engines who had all 'escaped' from the mainland in one form or another. He held a pessimistic view towards other diesels, and most of the engines had learned to tune him out as a result.

Apparently Douglas had not. "Ah have - and he's right! That's how it starts - they come in all peaceful and nice, and then Boom! All diesels all the time! Ah saw it happen once and ah'm not about to let it happen again!"

"Oh my god" said Donald and Duck in unison. They were going to have words with Oliver the next time they saw him.

Across the yard at the newly-built diesel shed, the diesels were listening to Douglas' ranting.

"Well, I'm glad that we haven't actually done anything to upset him." Pip said after a moment.

"I was worried that we'd said something." Emma chimed in from the back.

Bear rolled his eyes. "Yes, well, let me be the first to say that I am glad that you aren't actually evil monsters out to destroy steam traction."

Everyone laughed at that, and evidently did so just a little bit too loud, because...

"AH KNEW IT! They're conspiring against uz!" Douglas shouted from inside the shed.

The diesels stopped laughing and stared at the shed, while the steam engines began berating Douglas.

That brought a fresh wave of shouting from within the shed, while the diesels looked at each other incredulously.

The other engines weren't audible, but Douglas certainly was. "Well maybe no' on purpose! But ye don' know what these new things ken do! They might 'ave mind control powers or something!"

"Mind control powers?" Bear said with a raised eyebrow. "Where does he even get that from?"

"Is that normal?" Said Pip, suddenly concerned about having to work with these engines on a regular basis.

"Not especially." Said Delta. "But when it does happen, they're like this until they suffer a karmically appropriate pratfall, at which point they realize that they've been stupid and apologize."

The others stared at her.

"What?" She protested. "Why do you think I never get too big for my wheels if I can help it? I've read the books! I know what happens to the rest of you!"

Bear and BoCo exchanged a significant look, while Pip looked thoughtful.

"So, that pratfall," she said slowly, a sly look spreading across her face. "Do you lot feel like speeding up when it happens?"

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And so they did.

Henry and James were soon involved in this scheme by virtue of being 'involved' with Bear and Delta, and spent the next several days figuring out exactly what Oliver and Douglas were saying about Pip and Emma. They eventually compiled a long list of imagined abilities, including mind control, telepathy, soul-stealing, invisibility, and the ability to lie with a straight face.

(The steam engines disputed that last point, but all the diesels agreed that it was the only thing on the list that was true.)

A week later, they first sprang their plan. Douglas was idling at the big station as Pip and Emma loaded their passengers. He made a conscious effort to ignore the HST set, which was helped somewhat by Bear backing into the track in between him and them.

Then things began to go strangely.

"Oh, not much. How about you?" Bear said in response to nothing.

Douglas looked around to see who he could be talking to, and found nobody else.

"Very interesting." Continued Bear. "I'd never considered that before. Is that new?"

After a moment of silence: "I see."

A pause.

"I wonder how that would work on this Island?"

Silence.

"Really?"

More silence.

"Well I would have never guessed!"

Douglas began to wonder if he was losing his mind when Pip's guard blew his whistle and the HST rolled away towards Barrow.

After a long moment, Douglas spoke up. "Bear, who were ye talking to?"

"Pip?" Bear said, confused.

"No ye weren’t!" Exclaimed Douglas. "Ye were talkin' to thin air!"

"I was not! We were having a most interesting conversation. I'm surprised you didn't hear it, considering we were right next to you."

"Ye said nuthin!" Douglas protested.

"I think you need to get your hearing checked." Bear said as he pulled away with his goods train. He broke into a wide smile as soon as he was out of sight.

Next it was Oliver. He made a rare trip beyond the Little Western to collect a train of China Clay from Wellsworth. BoCo was asleep in the station's bay platform when he arrived, so Oliver quietly collected the clay wagons.

As he waited at the signal to leave, Oliver noticed that BoCo was mumbling in his sleep.

"No... mustn't... listen... to... evil... no one... controls... me..."

"BoCo?!" Oliver yelped, suddenly concerned by the diesel's mumbling.

"Huh?!" BoCo sprang to wakefulness suddenly, and Oliver would have sworn that for a split second, there was a red glint in BoCo's eyes. "Oh, hullo Oliver. Fancy seeing you out on the main line."

"You were talking in your sleep!" Oliver said, forgoing any pleasantries.

"I suppose I might have been." BoCo confessed. "I haven't been sleeping very well recently - none of us diesels have."

As Oliver began even more concerned than he had been mere seconds ago, the home signal on the main line dropped to 'clear', and Pip and Emma roared through the station bound for Tidmouth.

As they passed, Oliver jumped slightly - Pip, who was facing him, glared at him as he passed. It was especially unsettling because modern diesels had their end-of-train lamps built into their eyes, so Pip's pupils were bright red as she glared back at Oliver and BoCo.

"She's up to something..." Oliver said to BoCo.

BoCo said nothing in return, and when Oliver looked over, he almost jumped off the rails - BoCo's eyes were the same red colour as Pip's and he was staring into the middle distance.

"She isn't up to anything Oliver..." BoCo said hollowly. "Why would you say that...?"

Oliver squealed in terror, and fled onto the main line as soon as his signal dropped.

BoCo waited until Oliver's train had vanished from sight before turning his lights off and laughing hysterically.

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This continued for some time - Oliver and Douglas would see one of the diesels, and the diesels would act strangely at the mention of Pip and Emma.

By the end of the week, Oliver was jumping at shadows, and Douglas was telling his conspiracy theories to any engine that would listen.

"So then Delta gets this faraway look in ‘er eye an' she clams up!" Douglas crowed one morning at Knapford station. “An’ there was no other engine there! She musta’ been talking to them while they wuz invisible!”

Thomas was spellbound. "And then what happened?"

Henry was not. "And then Douglas discovered that there was a reasonable explanation to whatever just happened and learned not to tell tales to impressionable tank engines."

"Ah am not! They. Are. Up. Ta. Somethin'!" Douglas railed at the green engine. "Look, there's Bear now! Let's just see - he's gonna do somethin' if we watch him close enough."

Bear tooted his horn in greeting as he rolled by with a slow goods train. Seeing Oliver and Henry, he quickly flashed his red lights and dropped his engine down a gear as he rolled between Henry and Douglas.

"Play along!" He whispered to Henry as he went by, the noise of his engine masking the words.

Henry blinked. That was an unexpected move... He watched the goods train roll by - it didn't feel right, pranking Douglas like that.

The goods train hadn’t even gone past yet, and he could already hear Douglas ranting about how Bear was a "red-eyed scheming devil!"

Oh, so that’s how it’s going to be. He thought as he listened to Douglas make blameless accusations about his fiancé. To hell with it then.

"What did he say?!" Douglas bellowed after the train passed. "Ah heard 'im say something to ye Henry! What did the devil say to ye?!"

Henry, trying his best to keep his face neutral, looked at Douglas in shock. "Oh hello Douglas! When did you get here?"

Bear's train cleared the signal block, and Henry steamed out of the station, leaving Douglas raving about "memory alterin' beasties!"

The engines looked up as Donald steamed up to the diesel shed.

“Ah knoo ye lot are doin’ this - knock it off before ma brother completely loses his marbles.” He said firmly.

“Is he going to stop saying that we’re mind controlling demons?” Bear retorted.

The steam engine sighed deeply. “Ah want ye to know that he wasnae sayin that before ye started, but ah’ll talk to ‘im. Mebbe we can work something out.”

He steamed back to the sheds. Within a few minutes the sound of Scottish-accented shouting burst from the sheds.

This continued for some time, to the point where Henry had his driver pull him out of the shed to escape the noise.

Eventually, both twins emerged from the shed, Donald looking aggrieved and Douglas much more subdued.

“Ah’m sorry.” The twin eventually said. “Ah think that ah might have let this whole ‘new diesel’ thing get to me a bit more than ah should’ve.”

There was some muttering from Bear and Pip before BoCo shushed them. “We accept your apology Douglas. Sometimes we can all go a little overboard -”

“I don’t.” Interrupted Delta.

“You hid from the Thin Clergyman.” BoCo glared at her before continuing. “We all can go a little overboard at times, so I’m glad that we can now put this behind us. Friends?”

“Friends.” Douglas said after a moment.

“Good!” Cried a voice from inside Donald’s cab as Siobhan poked her head out. “Now that we’re done torturin’ me Da’ for being thick, I wan’ to know somethin - how did all of you manage to make yer eyes turn red like that?”

“Oh, this?” BoCo said as he turned on his red lamps, making his eyes glow red. “It really is just something we were built with.”

The other diesels blinked theirs as well to show that it was not an unusual thing to be equipped with.

“Oh that is so creepy.” Siobhan shivered. "I love it!"

“Oh no.” Oliver gasped as he watched the diesels flash their mind-control rays at Donald and Douglas. “They got to them.”

“What do we do?” Whispered Thomas from the next platform over.

“I don’t know!”

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After the truce between Douglas and the Diesels, life became much more peaceful on Sodor.

Unless you were on Thomas’ branch line.

Because only Thomas and Daisy regularly travelled down to the big station at Tidmouth, the rest of the engines on the line learned most of their news from the main line engines when they met at Knapford station. This meant that information was slow and sometimes unreliable on the best of days.

Now that Thomas actively believed that Pip and Emma had mind-controlled the rest of the engines, that information stream became warped and distorted very quickly.

Matters were made worse when Daisy was sent to the works for several weeks to have her engine rebuilt. To keep up with traffic, The Fat Controller sent an engine to assist, and Oliver was the first to volunteer.

The branch line quickly descended into hysteria.

Looking back on this series of events, it is mind-boggling that none of the big engines noticed, however, they had assumed that Douglas had told Oliver that it was all a prank, and that Oliver was an engine that could be reasoned with.

Furthermore, Gordon, now displaced from the morning and evening express, was insistent on trying out other passenger runs to see if he enjoyed them. This meant that the engines who normally pulled those trains were also displaced from their duties, meaning that the engines who usually met Percy, Thomas, and Daisy’s trains on a regular basis were instead arriving at Knapford on random days and times. The sudden paranoia of the branch line engines was therefore overlooked or dismissed as ‘tank engines being tank engines’.

Matters were made worse when Daisy returned from the works, allowing Oliver to return to the Little Western.

Daisy was due to return around lunchtime, and so Oliver took his train to Tidmouth, and then immediately continued on with a train to Arlesburgh, while Daisy took the return service to Ffarquhar.

The other engines on the branch were busy with trains at the north end of the line, and didn’t know that Daisy was returning that day. From their perspective, Oliver was ‘vanished’ by ‘them’, and replaced with a diesel interloper.

The fact that Daisy had been on the branch line for almost fifty years at that point was immaterial.

“How do we know that you’re really Daisy?” Percy asked late that night. “What if you’ve been mind-controlled by them to make us into your thralls?”

“Because if I was,” Daisy hissed, acid practically dripping off of her tongue. “I would have done it already. Go. To. Sleep!”

No more was said that night, but the other engines continued to view Daisy with suspicion.

Daisy, now thoroughly unamused, began asking the big engines if mind control was something that she could actually do - just so that she could get some peace and quiet!

This did not ease the branch line engine’s concerns at all.

Daisy found that sleep was much harder to come by as a result.

Things eventually came to a head when an extremely sleep deprived Daisy backed down onto the milk van a little bit too hard. The shunter had failed to set the van’s brakes, and it rolled away down the hill towards the next station.

Percy and Thomas had, as the result of a lost bet, switched jobs that day, which meant that Percy, Annie, and Clarabel were halfway up the hill behind Daisy when the milk van rattled into view.

“Horrors!” Percy cried as his crew applied the brakes and jumped clear.

The damage to Percy’s front wasn’t catastrophic, but it was bad enough for the breakdown train crew to put him on a flatbed so he could be taken to the works to be looked over. Clarabel, who was behind Percy and took a nasty bump in the collision, accompanied him.

Wendell was sympathetic as he collected them, but Percy was still wary, especially because his flatbed had been coupled up to Wendell facing backwards, meaning that neither he nor Clarabel could see if the diesel had been mind-controlled.

Wendell’s shocked laughter when Percy told him this was not encouraging.

The trip went normally until they arrived at Kildane. There, another engine was waiting, and attached itself to the back of the train. Percy and Clarabel eyed it suspiciously. It looked like a diesel, but one they had never met before, and had a strange metal contraption on its roof, which it lowered before they set off again.

“Hi!” The engine chirped as the train set off. “I’m Abbey! Who are you?”

“Percy...” He said cautiously. Clarabel stayed silent.

As it turned out, Abbey was an electric locomotive. She wasn’t new to the island by any means, but she had arrived after Percy had begun working on Thomas’ branch full-time, so they’d never met. She was very chatty, very curious, and had no idea what Percy and Clarabel were talking about.

“Mind-Control Rays?” She laughed as they rolled towards Kellsthorpe Road station. “How would that even work?”

“I don’t know, but what I do know is that if their eyes turn red and then they look at you, you’re done for!”

“Red eyes?” Abbey looked thoughtful. “Do you mean reversing lights? We have them built into our eyes so we don’t need lamps!”

“What?” Percy was baffled.

“Yeah! It’s something that all engines have nowadays.” Abbey’s brows scrunched together in thought. “I think that mine has an emergency backup battery... let me try...”

After a moment of squinting, the pupil of Abbey’s left eye flickered into a very familiar red gaze.

Wendell was not paying attention to the conversation behind him at all, and was startled to attention when Percy and Clarabel began screaming.

“What in the world is going on?!” He shouted, trying to look behind himself and see what was happening.

“I don’t know!” Cried Abbey. “They just started screaming!”

The commotion drew the attention of Wendell’s driver and second man as well, which meant that nobody on the train noticed as the Kellsthorpe Road home signal suddenly dropped to ‘Danger’ as they drew nearer to it.

The train rumbled past the signal without stopping, and approached the station at speed. Wendell finally looked forward, and saw members of the station staff waving their arms at him as they tried to right a massively overloaded porter’s trolley that had fallen over on the foot crossing.

“Diesel and Oil! Stop the train! Stop the Train!” He shouted, drawing his driver’s attention, who applied the brakes as they entered the station.

“I want you to tell me what happened one more time.” The Fat Controller said as seriously as one could while standing ankle deep in tin foil. The station was covered in the stuff, as was Wendell, Percy, Clarabel, and Abbey.

“The porter’s trolley was a consignment of tinfoil going to a restaurant supply store in town.” The stationmaster started. “It came in on the last train, and then it fell. We tried to make them stop-”

“I threw the signal! I did!” The signalman interjected. “They just didn’t see it!”

“No, we didn’t.” Wendell’s driver admitted, shamefaced. “We were trying to see why -”

“Percy was screaming.” Finished the Fat Controller.

“Yes sir.”

“Why was Percy screaming?”

“We don’t know sir.”

“Abbey might!” Wendell chipped in while trying to blow flecks of tin foil out of his nose. “She was talking to them when they started screaming.”

As it turned out, Abbey knew exactly why Percy (and Clarabel) had been screaming, and was willing to talk about it at length.

The Fat Controller's eyebrows rose into his hairline and stayed there as Abbey kept talking. Percy and Clarabel remained silent, although it was impossible to determine whether it was out of fear, stubbornness, or embarrassment.

“Mind Control powers? Really?” The Fat Controller wanted to be upset, but just could not manage it. “Where on earth did that come from?”

“Oliver sir!” Percy finally spoke up. “He said that the diesels were taking over the island with their evil powers!”

A surprised sounding "oh no!” rose from the next platform - Henry was waiting with The Limited, and had heard most of Abbey’s explanation.

“Do you have something to add to this?” The Fat Controller asked Henry, unsure how this story could get any more ridiculous.

Henry did have something to add.

“Sir, are you all right?” His assistant asked as they returned to the car.

“I’m fine.” The Fat Controller managed. “I just need a moment.”

He shut the door to the car behind him, and as soon as he was alone, he laughed until he cried.

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strangertheory · 4 years ago

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i’m sure this has been talked about somewhere but regarding the will has DID/created the upside down theories, what are people speculating the source of his powers to be? like was he experimented on at a young age, or did they come from lonnie/joyce, or what? this has probably been covered but i’m not sure where to find it

I can share with you the two hypothetical interpretations that I myself have considered for the source of characters’ powers in the Stranger Things universe. I don’t want to speak for any other fans that are discussing the possibility that Stranger Things is about a DID System because we all have our own unique thoughts on the way it might play out within the series, and I have yet to speak to a fan that is entirely enthusiastic about the second layer of hypotheticals that I’ve personally considered regarding where characters’ powers come from.

To me: Stranger Things is like an onion. This story has so many possible layers. And as we peel back the layers of what is going on in the story there are new possibilities revealed at every single layer.

I’m going to tell you about the two different layers that I’ve considered regarding where characters’ powers come from and how those powers manifest themselves within the story.

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My “first layer” theory regarding where characters’ powers come from in Stranger Things is that they might be like the X-Men or the espers in Akira and have genetic mutations or evolutionary predispositions to developing their abilities. Agent Connie Frasier appears to be seeking to identify intelligent children in the Hawkins area when she asks Mr. Clarke if he has any students at Hawkins Middle that would be interested in an Indiana AV Club program. It’s implied that the Lab seeks out precocious children for their work because they believe there is a correlation between intelligence and psychic ability. Stranger Things basically offers us the “first layer” explanation that the events of the story are inspired by the historic experiments (and abuses) done by MKUltra on human subjects in the United States in its efforts to unlock the potential of the human mind and potentially control that power and wield it against perceived domestic and international threats. Within this “first layer” theory we can speculate that perhaps children with latent psychic abilities are more likely to learn to control their powers at an early age when they are pressured to do so under extreme circumstances. For El these extreme circumstances could be the abuse that she experienced at the Lab, assuming that she was there her entire life. For Will these extreme circumstances could be Lonnie’s abuse during his early childhood, or extreme circumstances that Will experienced elsewhere (perhaps also at a medical facility or at the Lab.) A person’s instinctive need to have control over their powers while responding to a threat (or after attempting to use those powers very intently and with deep focus within a perfectly calibrated lab environment?) could account for those powers being recognized, used, and trained.

Within the DID Theory the question of which circumstances were the origin-point of El’s powers becomes more vague. Was El created as an alter within the DID System while Will was being abused by Lonnie? Is the Lab and El’s backstory actually a distorted trauma memory that has been fictionalized by the DID System as a defense mechanism? Does the Lab exist as an explanation that the mind subconsciously invented in order to explain to itself the terrible things that happened in a way that it was willing to face and cope with? Or, perhaps, was there a point in time that El emerged from Will’s mind into the real-world and then imprisoned by the lab and experimented on by Dr. Brenner? Do El’s memories of the Lab and Dr. Brenner reflect memories that she experienced as an alter in a DID System while she was still sharing the same body as Will, and Will’s consciousness was dissociating and depersonalizing a traumatic experience that would have otherwise been his own? Or are El’s experiences at the Lab completely separate from Will’s own story?

Before I leap to my “second layer” theory, I’d like to comment that I strongly suspect that we will find out precisely how El and Will’s stories intersect in season 4. I believe that we will find out the way in which Will and El are connected to both Dr. Brenner and the Lab and each other. I look forward to seeing how the writers peel back that layer of the Stranger Things onion. I think it’ll be a huge plot twist and most fans will not see it coming.

Now. My “second layer” hypothetical regarding the way that characters’ powers may (or may not) work in Stranger Things is based on the circumstances that are often faced by alters in a DID System that are called "fictive alters.”

Fictive alters have a fictionalized sense of who they are that is not grounded in the rules that exist in our “real” world. Fictive alters may have superpowers. Sometimes they might be based on a character from a movie or a book or a song that the child was familiar with. The fictional aspects of their identities will be often very real and accessible to them when they are conscious within the internal worlds of the mind and inside the DID System. However, whenever a fictive alter is “fronting” (meaning: when they are conscious of the outside “real” world) then that fictive alter will no longer have superpowers: they will only have whatever abilities that they have learned as an ordinary human person in our world. Within the mind they have their superpowers, and in the real world when they are conscious they will not have superpowers because they are in an ordinary human body with the limitations of an ordinary human body.

Now: why am I summarizing information about fictives? Because one possible hypothetical scenario that I could see being the case with Stranger Things is that it is a story-within-a-story. Perhaps the story that we are watching, which has each of its episodes named as a “chapter,” is being written by a character within the Stranger Things universe. Perhaps this character is telling the story of “what happened.” Maybe what we see in Stranger Things is an imaginative representation of the experiences of alters in a DID System that is explained from their perspectives or explained by a friend retelling their story.

And if this is the case, then I propose a “second layer” hypothetical: perhaps there are no “real” superpowers within the Stranger Things universe at all, and the supernatural events of the series are either taking place within an internal world exclusively or some of the supernatural aspects of the series are supernatural because the character that is writing the story of “what happened” is embellishing the events with their own imagination as they write it. This could mean that although certain characters do have powers within the DID System, their powers only manifest when they are interacting inside internal worlds that exist exclusively within their mind. Or, as another possibility: perhaps their “powers” are merely imaginative explanations that the writer who is sharing “what happened” is granting these characters in order to explain circumstances that they artistically prefer to represent in a more fantastical way. (Ex. My mom threw a plate at me. vs My mom threw a plate at me with her mind.)

Am I effectively saying “many events in the show might simply be taking place within the mind of certain characters?” Yes. Sort of. Am I saying that all events in the show might only take place within the mind of certain characters? No. And even if they did: the “realness” of the story is still, to me, intact. Even if these events are taking place within internal worlds of a DID System the events that we are seeing in the story are based on real memories and experiences that the characters experienced at some point in the “real” world. In this “second layer” theory, I am proposing that characters’ real experiences and memories are being transformed into a creative and fantastical re-telling of “what happened.” This might be part of the mind’s way of coping with traumatic experiences.

I know that many of you reading this are probably thinking “No, no! That’s way too meta for my taste. We need more grounding in the story than creatively-embellished memories alone!” And I completely understand and respect that reaction. It would be quite a dramatic departure from what we currently understand as “true” in the series: even more than if we interpret the story as being about a DID System whose alters (and internal worlds) have supernaturally escaped the mind and become flesh and blood in our real world because characters have the ability to bring them to life.

Even when I do consider the more extreme “none of the powers are real” hypothetical I still think that many characters that we’ve grown to love would be introjects (or NPCs) based on figures that the DID System knows in their “real world.” I argue that those relationships would still have emotional weight and importance and meaning because they are based on real experiences and real feelings: but they might not manifest quite how we expect them to in future plot twists.

I understand if most fans visiting my blog prefer to take the “first layer” interpretation of the DID theory: that there are real psychic powers in the Stranger Things universe and that through supernatural means the alters from the DID System have escaped the mind and have become “real.”

But I wanted to address the “second layer” interpretation that I have considered because if we imagine that all the alters share not only one mind but also one body just like those who have DID in real life: how does that impact our interpretation of each of the events in the series when we re-watch it? To me, the incredible way that certain scenes in the series are transformed by this “second layer” theory’s lens make it worth contemplating this second layer as a possibility whether or not it’s actually what’s going on in the show. Many scenes in Stranger Things take on added depth if you watch them with this concept in mind. I think some scenes become much more powerful within the “nobody has 'real’ powers” interpretation, whether it’s what the creators of Stranger Things had in mind when writing the series or not.

Keep in mind that I entertain multiple hypotheticals at any given time, and sometimes my thoughts regarding what is happening in Stranger Things might appear to contradict each other. I like considering multiple possibilities all at once. I am not devoted to my interpretation that there are no “real” powers. I am equally charmed by the idea that there are real powers and that the alters have escaped the mind into the “real” world in Stranger Things.

Thank you for Asking!

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thecrownedlioness-archive · 4 years ago

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Michael has several meetings that day to start scheduling out the day of the actual Apocalypse, which is a wildly complicated thing. It lasts well into the night, so they don't see each other.

Kitten wakes up the next morning excited to greet the day. She puts on her regular old denim shorts and her slouchy black shirt, and steps into her boots. Maybe she can spend the day just continuing to explore the building, to see if there are any departments she'd like to work in. She doesn’t want to just be arm-candy if she can help it!

But before she can even get out the door, there's a swift knock. She makes a confused face and goes to open it.

Two security guards are standing there. They look very unfriendly.

"Yeah?"

"Ms. Sanchez, we've been told to escort you to the board room immediately."

"What's the board room?"

"Please, come with us."

Kitten shrugs. It can only be Michael summoning her, so she follows willingly.

They take her to the elevator and, to her surprise, press the down button instead of up towards Michael’s office and executive suites. She shifts her weight uncomfortably, but says nothing; these guys don't look like they're in the mood to fall victim to her charms.

Finally, the elevator opens, and she finds herself in an extravagant underground portion of the Cooperative headquarters—the Cooperative headquarters itself, which she has never seen.

The security guards continue walking, and she follows with little clicks of her boots on the marble to a set of doors. When they open and let her inside, what Kitten sees nearly makes her urinate on herself in horror.

The doors close behind her and she's frozen to the spot.

Nearly three dozen people, dressed all in black, are sitting along a giant silver table. They are wearing silver masks, all of them. There is not a single human in that room that she'd be able to recognize, and they all turn to "stare" at her... at least that's what she thinks they're doing beneath their masks.

"Step forward, Ms. Sanchez," comes a voice from somewhere in the pack of wolves waiting to feast on her flesh.

She wrings her hands and does so, her golden eyes wide, in her denim shorts and her slouchy black shirt. She feels positively naked.

The underground headquarters is in a Neo-Gothic style, looking exactly how one would expect a secret society to look. Ancient, intimidating. One silver-masked hooded figure steps out from the pack, the designated spokesperson for this event. “Ms. Sanchez, we have heard rumors.”

"R-Rumors suck," is the first thing she blurts out.

The room is silent but she gets the feeling that a few are stifling laughter. “They do indeed. Would you help us to clear a few of them?”

"I'll do what I can!" she chirps, putting her hands behind her back so they won't see her winging them.

The spokesperson folded their hands together, “Perfect. A few of us are going to step forward and ask you questions. Please answer them to the best of your ability.” Their tone is condescending. “First—what is your relationship to Michael Langdon?”

She hesitates, then remembers exactly what Michael told her to say. Kitten lifts her chin. "I am with the King."

A few turn to each other to murmur. “With? Could you elaborate on that?”

She hesitates. She'll have to be clever here. "No."

"And why not, Ms. Sanchez? Is the nature of your relationship to Mr. Langdon shameful?”

She narrows her eyes, but she's trembling anxiously. "No. It's just that..." Kitten chews the inside of her cheek. "... we're together. I can't be any clearer."

They nod, “I see. Let’s move on then.” Another steps from the crowd, as if they are going to name each one of her sins. Though they won’t be as kind as Michael.

“Before you came here, were you either a stripper, prostitute? And bear in mind, I mean: did you take money for sex either for yourself or others?”

Kitten thinks hard about the question, tries to figure out any way out of it. But every ounce of her street-smart cleverness is no where near the capacity of their brutal, (literally) evil intelligence and ruthlessness. "N-Not usually money. Favors sometimes. Goods sometimes. Alliances..." She realizes she might be digging herself a deeper hole in trying to hedge. "Yes."

“Thank you.” It’s said with the slightest hint of disgust.

The next comes forward. “How long have you been a devoted Satanist? What work have you done in his infernal name?”

Kitten hesitates again. It's obvious to them that she's trying to figure out how to deflect, but the way they're asking their questions makes it impossible. "I'm not a devoted Satanist and if I'm honest I ain't got the slightest clue what it means to be one. I believe in Michael Langdon and I know how to say Ave Satanas. I did figure out the other day that nema is just amen backwards and to be honest I think that's a little hokey but that's y'all's business."

“I see.”

Another. “Is your relationship to Mr. Langdon sexual in nature and have you received or been offered anything because of it?”

"Why? Does Mr. Langdon seem like he needs a prostitute?"

The retort seems to offend everyone in the room. “Answer the question, Ms. Sanchez.”

She thinks about his offer to buy her new clothes so she can fit in better around here and swallows hard, getting confused and panicked. "Y-Yes to both?"

“Is Mr. Langdon aware of your past?” The implication being: if he doesn’t know, how disgusted would he be to find out? If he does know, what possessed him to choose you?

"He reads minds," she answers dryly.

“What makes you qualified to be here?”

"Because Mr. Langdon says so."

“Why does he say so? In what way have you proven your worthiness as the rest of us had to do? Or was it your sexual relationship that sweetened the deal?”

"I didn't spend millions paying my way in like all y’all, if that's what you're asking," she snaps.

“It’s not and you’re not so stupid to think it is.”

"He... he's never really said why. You'll have to ask him that."

Another steps out. Her sins are growing as her judges step forward. “Why should you be with Michael Langdon?”

"He's with me for the same reason anyone is with anyone. Because that's what he wants. I ain’t gonna speak for him.”

“Let’s switch gears.” Another member joins the group at the front. “Was your precious employer a drug-lord and kingpin of Miami and were you also sexually involved with him?”

She can't help but tremble in fear. Not for herself. For Michael. They'll all know how unworthy and disgusting she is and it'll reflect poorly on him for choosing her. "Yes."

“As I thought. You seem to enjoy putting yourself in the beds of men in power. Was your father also a kingpin... and were you sexually involved with him?”

Kitten wants to vomit, shaking her head, the panic setting in. "It... it wasn't like that!"

“You didn’t have sex with your father?”

Tears prick at the corners of her eyes, but she tries to keep the weakness out of her voice. "I did, but—"

“Your father hired many of his sons, did he not? Did you have sex with your half-brothers?”

"I... It's... I didn't... you don't understand!" She sways on her feet, her face pale as a sheet.

“I think we understand perfectly well, Ms. Sanchez,” the spokesperson says, “We understand your type.”

"And what type is that?" she asks, wishing like hell she had anything to lean on, to physically hold onto that might keep her from crumbling to the floor.

“A junkie whore,” one of them spits venomously. They’ve all gathered against her.

If she glanced behind them, she’d see a hint of golden hair suddenly appear among the sea of black.

“One last question,” Michael says, causing them all to gasp and stiffen, or back away from him entirely. The atmosphere is ominous. “Why wasn’t I invited to this party?” It’s obvious they chose a time when they thought he wasn’t going to be around for this nonsense.

"Sir," one of them says, pointing a condemning finger at her as she stands there about to be sick with humiliation. "This... I hesitate to even say woman... isn't worthy to be here, much less to be with the Antichrist."

"Do you know anything about her?” another says. “Have you even read her file?"

"Sir... if it's female company you need, there are many devoted Satanist women who would be honored by the opportunity to serve you. But resorting to a prostitute—”

Michael lifts his hand, poised in a flicking motion, his face indicating he’d have no issue killing them right then.

Everyone falls deadly silent, except for Kitten, who is sniffling pitifully.

He slowly puts his hand down and begins walking towards her, the crowd parting as if even touching him would kill them. He reaches up and cups her tearful face, his blue eyes kind and loving.

She blinks, and the tears that had been clinging to her lids finally streak down her smooth cheeks. Her golden eyes shimmer with fear and sadness. "I tried. I’m sorry."

He kisses her forehead, “You passed your tests a long time ago, my only. They’ve done nothing.” He puts his hands back behind his back, “Could you lift one of your hands for me?”

She slowly does as he asks, fingers shaking.

He turns back to the Cooperative, “Do all of you see her hand?” It’s not rhetorical.

"Yes, sir," they all quietly answer, practically in unison from behind their masks.

“Good. It is stained with the blood of hundreds of men. The difference in our ability to kill lies not in talent or ferocity—but in fractions of seconds.” He starts to prowl around them.

Kitten does not lower her hand. The Cooperative members glance at each other and then at her slight, trembling form incredulously.

“Do you require proof?” He demands, “Bring the strongest man from the Sanctuary and she will decimate him,” he stops and stares down one of the members, “Or would you like to volunteer yourself?”

None of them do, not even the young men with enough money for boxing and wrestling and fencing lessons in their free time—rich bastards—afraid that he will blow their heads up during the fight to make a point. It's not her they're afraid of. It's still him.

“I didn’t think so. But I think I’ll still make my point.” He looks at Kitten, “Choose one of them and break their wrist.”

Kitten's tearful eyes clear up and flash dangerously. "Which one of them called me a junkie whore?"

He looks over the crowd. “Amelia Harper.”

The woman begins to tremble, but walks forward anyway. “Please, Your Majesty, I was only thinking of you! You deserve someone better!”

“I defy you to name one better than her,” he says, “Kitten.”

Kitten steps over to the woman calmly. She reaches up with a speed no human eye could follow and rips off her silver mask, revealing her face, a pretty blonde wincing in shock that this whore would have the audacity—

"I'm not sorry," Kitten snarls.

She lashes out again, snatching the woman by her wrist and spinning around, twirling her at the same time. The redhead reaches back and grabs her by the back of her neck, and uses the momentum of both their bodies to flip her over her back and slam her right down onto the floor, hard enough to knock the wind out of her.

The blonde lays there, shocked and gasping, and as an afterthought, Kitten reaches out and takes the woman's hand, turning it on its side and giving her whole arm a very precise, simple flick. There's a loud crack, and Amelia wails, grabbing her wrist once Kitten tosses her arm back. The Cooperative stands there, stunned.

Michael smiles. “I have deemed her worthy because she is worthy. If you have doubts, bring them to me yourself. Don’t hide behind your masks,” he offers his hand to Kitten, stepping over Amelia’s still whimpering form.

Kitten takes his hand, looking out over the little assembly. She knows this isn't over. They'll only despise her more after this, and see her as even more of a threat; they'll spread rumors that the Antichrist is affectionate towards an incest-loving prostitute. But this first altercation is over, and it's unclear who won.

“Return to your duties, ladies and gentlemen. You’ve wasted enough time.” He leads her out of the room, back into the hallway and towards the elevator.

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caepaecaesurae · 7 years ago

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> CC+SE: Discuss Cae’s “Anon”

Last Tuesday at 10:06 PM sugaryexcess )(ey!~ )(ow's it going?~ Last Wednesday at 2:37 AM caepaecaesurae Complicated, mainly caepaecaesurae Lovwely to hear from you though sugaryexcess Yea)(, magic anons are pretty yikes~ caepaecaesurae Aren't they just

sugaryexcess At least you know it's temporary, efin if you don't know t)(e tide limit~ caepaecaesurae ...I got upset and took some powver suppressors off in a fit. I did it myself, unfortunately. sugaryexcess O)(!~ Well t)(en~ caepaecaesurae It's a lot like a magic anon, though. I'vwe got deas for howv to set us back together as soon as the half wvith magic can be trusted wvith them off agn though. sugaryexcess But unlike an anon you've gotta do somefin instead of passively waiting it out~ I'm sorry, dear~ Fucking )(ope powers~ Dears~ caepaecaesurae WVell.. Odds are good as soon as he takes the thing off and loses concentration wve'll be together again, so it's much the same. I'm garbage at maintaining wveird transformations. ..Alternian side, here. Apparently Beforus is fine letting me talk to you unsupervwised. sugaryexcess Is it "comfortable letting us talk unsupervised", or uncomfortable talking to me, becod Beforans?~ I guess it doesn't matter, for me~ sugaryexcess Are you )(olding up okay, love?~ caepaecaesurae I think hes mainly uncomfortable letting me talk to people out of fear I'll manipulate them, so thinking you can handle yourself is likely part of it. I asked him and he smiled a bit, so I think he likes you too. sugaryexcess Aw, I'm glad~ And yea)(, isle be fin~ caepaecaesurae I'm doing much better than he is. He gets emotional at the drop of a hat, wvhich seems to be wvhat wve'vwe been doing for a wveek or more nowv. I'm ovwerthinking the exact terms of this "anon" and wvhat exactly I am, a bit, but beyond that I'm alright. sugaryexcess You're a c)(ronic overt)(inker, it's your one flaw~ caepaecaesurae Aye to that. There's nothing to b done hough, so I'm trying to jut go wvith it. (( *..typos )) sugaryexcess )(ey, love, idk w)(at you being Alternian you really means as far as practical fins, but I know you not telling people w)(at you need becod you're afraid it'll make you look weak is classic Alternian~ And just fyi Nads and Kankri and me, none of us will begrudge you needing stuff at us~ -Even if you're not openly weeping~ But yea)(!~ Just go wit)( it~ 38) You'll bot)( be just fin before you know it~ caepaecaesurae That's...a fair insight. I trust them wvith my wveak side but going out of my wvay to express things isn't a habit I seem prone to at the moment so I'll think on that. I think I'm wvorried it wvould stress them mostly, wvhile they're dealing wvith the one that does cry openly. He says t's nice to hear from you by th wvay. And something about not crying, wvhich is false. WVe'vwe settled on "manly tears" as a description for a thing that he is not currently doing but has done in recent memory. sugaryexcess If t)(ey weren't up for stress, t)(ey wouldn't be dating, and certainly wouldn't be committed to anyone, becod it's stressful~ Also, Nadaya's poor face w)(en )(e discovers )(e could've been kelping you wit)( somefin all along but you didn't let )(im~ caepaecaesurae hey wvowv guess wvhose turn it isnt anymore sugaryexcess Awww, omg~ )(ey!!!~ caepaecaesurae hi i'm fine and you're good, howv goes sugaryexcess It's okay, you're super manly and )(ardcore and crying isn't even real~ caepaecaesurae exactly, fuck sugaryexcess I'm doing pretty okay, love~ I'm almost done doing my dumb travel fin~ Do you want fancy c)(ocolate?~ I just toured a c)(ocolate factory plus museum~ 38) caepaecaesurae i havwe no idea howv wve'd sneak it in here wvithout puzzling anyone, it's kind of ah sugaryexcess O)(, du)(~ caepaecaesurae he thinks they might let him slip out actually, but im not sure caepaecaesurae still, though, details aside, im glad shits goin well wvhat kind of place wvas it? sugaryexcess Nadaya would retrieve t)(em for you if you asked really nicely, considering )(e even did so w)(en I~ asked, w)(ic)( is wild, but moving on!~ caepaecaesurae that is wvild sugaryexcess T)(e place I'm at rig)(t now is smallis)( and compact, but ebberyone's ric)( enoug)( t)(at it pings as quaint summer )(ive instead of anyfin worse~ It's really fucking pretty, lots of old fancy looking buildings~ caepaecaesurae colorful fancy quaint, or more of the blocky straight "tall things havwe gargoyles" quaint? T)(is may answer your question~

caepaecaesurae Oh, shit, that looks like a wvhite derse shit that brings back memories sugaryexcess Good ones?~ caepaecaesurae The tall asshole says he likes the architecture and the wvindowvs sugaryexcess )(ee)(ee~ caepaecaesurae i mean, ones. not bad ones. it wvas a kind of happenin place for a couple swveeps in there Some of t)(e otter windows are more traditional, )(istorical and myt)(ological figures and stuff but I pike t)(ese~ -Every window s)(oal be like t)(at, winds)(ields included~ caepaecaesurae see, that shit's classy like, not wvindshields, but wvindowvs that are just for light instead of a vwiewv, definitely caepaecaesurae there wvere a lot of those on derse and in sgrub, usually about my friends sugaryexcess It's so mean to contradict me!~ (T)(is is a joke, it's fine to contradict me)~ Man, I don't really wis)( I'd ever played, but I kinda do~ Just for t)(e experience, and so I got efin better life powers~ But our game woulda been glitc)(ed to s)(it anyways~ caepaecaesurae guess i just havwe opinions like that! wvhat a scamp. and hey, mine wvas broken, so, twvinsies? i mean probably not as broken, but still unwvinnable, so The second session wvas broken as wvell, though that may havwe been just me. I needed a fewv patches here and there. sugaryexcess T)(e scampiest dude around~ Twinsies!!!~ I swear, like t)(ree people were ever actually ~destined~ to play and win, some sessions just )(ad better c)(eaters~ sugaryexcess Okay brb I need to deal wit)( a )(ig)( maintenance baking fin real quick~ caepaecaesurae cheatings a pretty important part of the game in retrospect. i kinda wvish wved knowvn to do that hey, good luck! rooting for you! ill uh, let you havwe the orphaner back once youre done with that nice seeing you! sugaryexcess Okay, I'm back!~ caepaecaesurae Ayy caepaecaesurae So, speaking of wvherevwer wve wvere or wvhatevwer you feel like talking about.. sugaryexcess O)( )(ey, I sent it in a transitional period, so did you reed my if t)(ey wanted to not be stressed message?~ Just real quick, before we go back to otter stuff~ caepaecaesurae I did, I'm reading ovwer his shoulder evwen wvhen he wvon't let me type. caepaecaesurae He's a bit more intermittant about wvhat he reads. sugaryexcess I figured, but just making sure!~ caepaecaesurae .. There's different levwels of stress, though. And wvith Hope things, someimes it's easier to just not wvorry. WViser. sugaryexcess Sure, but people like to be given t)(e koice to worry or not, about t)(eir beloved~ caepaecaesurae I'll try to bring it up at a quiet moment, if I find one. Sometime wvhen I'm not supporting them by being the stable one. sugaryexcess Love~ It's not your job to, rig)(t now~ T)(e big )(orrible fin )(appened to you really recently~ Neit)(er of t)(e two of t)(em )(ave )(ad anyfin like t)(at as recently, as far as I know, but I guess if I'm wrong it's none of my business I'm just saying~ T)(ey get to support you~ You can support Beforan you, if you really want, but t)(ey don't need you like you need t)(em~ caepaecaesurae mm. WVatching the beforan side break dowvn repeatedly is wvearing on them. sugaryexcess And you, love?~ caepaecaesurae And they're the empathetic sort, so that effects them deeply. I'vwe managed not to say anything too frustrated at him, so my patience is holding at least. sugaryexcess Well, if I can kelp, let me know~ I sink t)(ey'd be better at it, but you can't claim t)(at I'm brimming wit)( empat)(y induced stress~ I mean I obviously care!~ But I'm not all stressed about it yet~ I know long distance isn't as good~ caepaecaesurae You're a wvonder, as alwvays. caepaecaesurae Is it strange that I feel alright? Sometimes I havwe disagreements wvith people about that, and I nevwer knowv what to think. sugaryexcess It is a little strange~ W)(en I "disagree" on t)(at, I try not to be all pressurey about it, but it's becod I sink you're lying in a way t)(at isn't kelpful, or I sink you suppressed your feelings in a way t)(at'll be detrimental in t)(e long term~ It's not statistically likely, w)(en you consider )(ow otter people react to circumstances you've been in (poorly)~ Also, w)(ile it's possible t)(at you're okay for realsies t)(roug)( and t)(roug)(, and I'd like t)(at to be true, it seems like t)(e potential negative outcomes of not c)(ecking on you are MUC)( more severe t)(an t)(e ones for doing so~ Jfc, so many words, sorry~ caepaecaesurae Pff, almost like I directly asked a delicate question. "Suppressed" is quite a wvord. caepaecaesurae ...I don't knowv. I'm some part of 'me' that the Cronus half vwiolently rejected badly enough to send me out of our mind and into an entire extra troll. I think 'seeming vwaguely in control' might be part of wvhat he rejected, but I'm not sure. caepaecaesurae I think 'The Alternian Half' is a familiar shape for the part of myself that wvas expelled, but I don't knowv if that's accurate exactly. caepaecaesurae I don't evwen knowv if he's missing any parts of us, or if I'm just extra. Though wve seem to be bothered by different lists of things, wvhich is reassuring. sugaryexcess It's definitely not~ Neit)(er of you are w)(at you were before being toget)(er, first off, so you're naturally a w)(ole new fin~ )(mmm~ I mean, )(e's missing t)(e ability to suppress )(is feelings super well on demand~ caepaecaesurae He's more wvorried about making mistakes, and I'm more wvorried about external threats, I think. hah sugaryexcess Fuuuck, and )(-E )(as t)(e )(ope powers~ Coddamn~ caepaecaesurae Thank you, yes he is. caepaecaesurae He certainly does! I'vwe tried. I'm innert. sugaryexcess You'll bot)( be just fin~ caepaecaesurae As soon as I can get the powver suppressors off him wvithout something exploding. sugaryexcess Sometimes stuff explodes!~ It's just one of t)(ose fins~ caepaecaesurae Ideally not people, but you wvork wvith wvhat you'vwe got. sugaryexcess Fingers crossed for no exploded people~~ caepaecaesurae They stopped him from trying to expell his Beforan half too. Gods only knowv wvhat wvould be left ovwer then. sugaryexcess Fuck, dude~ sugaryexcess T)(at sure would've been FUCK, dude!!!~ caepaecaesurae Quite. Kankri and Nadaya are on the ball, and there's a constant twvo person wvatch keeping spirits up nowv. Three, if you count me. I'm better at scolding than being supportivwe, though. At least I can prevwent more of wvhatevwer this is sugaryexcess Scolding is still useful, especially tempered by t)(em~ And I only kinda count you, becod of some reasons~ Do you sink t)(ey wouldn't be able to, wit)(out you?~ caepaecaesurae I think they're immensely capable, I'm just a last line of defense for if they both happen to be across the room at the same time. .. Being powverless is an awvkwvard feeling, admittedly. sugaryexcess It'd be wildly irresponsible for t)(em to leave )(im alone for efin a moment~ Mm, yea)(~ 38( sugaryexcess W)(y so, sugar?~ caepaecaesurae I can't make things, spontaneously. I can't teleport. I'm being wvatchdogged by wvhat is essentially my omnipotent, emotionally unstable evwil twvin. sugaryexcess Neit)(er of you is t)(e evil twin~ To t)(e best of my admittedly limited knowledge~ caepaecaesurae One wvho, if he evwer resumes reading this, I wvould like to note is not making mistakes or malevwolent, just stressed and frantic and not making the most measured of decisions. WVe both are or neither are. sugaryexcess Neit)(er, obvs~ caepaecaesurae Flatterer sugaryexcess T)(at's me, known for saying only t)(e nicest fins!~~~ caepaecaesurae You're lovwely, sorry for being a dowvner. sugaryexcess Baybe, you don't ever need to be sorry for feeling feelings or expressing t)(em in words in a similar context to t)(is one~ sugaryexcess Man t)(at's a vague and )(eavy caveat, but you know SOM-ETIM-ES expressing feelings wit)( some words is pretty yikes~ But you're doing just fin, as alwaves~ 38* caepaecaesurae You are an excellent griping partner sugaryexcess I'm just doing my best, my love~ It's a job I'm )(appy to do!~ caepaecaesurae Right back at you dearest caepaecaesurae > Part of the Orphaner wonders if she realises she used the word love. He fondly refuses to acknowledge it directly. sugaryexcess >It keeps happening!!! It's okay though because nothing is real until both parties talk about it in explicit terms for at least an hour. That's the Romance Rule. caepaecaesurae > No homo, technically. The best kind of no homo. caepaecaesurae I'm going to pull through this alright, chaos or no. sugaryexcess Du)(!~ We all know t)(at~ caepaecaesurae It bears repeating nowv and again. sugaryexcess And not just becod you put up a good front, eit)(er, becod t)(e s)(itty fin aboat )(iding vulnerabilities is t)(at sometimes people don't see t)(e ones t)(at're gaping wounds~ But t)(ose of us w)(o know a realler you know t)(e same~ You are going to be just fin~ I'd bet my name on it~ caepaecaesurae Quite the bet sugaryexcess It sure is!~ I make bold moves!~ caepaecaesurae You are a light in the dark, and I wvish I had the space and time to sing something for you sugaryexcess You're so sweet~ 38) We can find t)(e space, and we're seadwellers~ We've got plenty of time~ caepaecaesurae WVatching the stars until they growv apart and cold, and sharing a kiss before movwing on to a newv set of stars caepaecaesurae Maybe not literally, but in spirit sugaryexcess I wis)( I was as eloquent as you~ Gods~ You're so good at t)(is~ caepaecaesurae I havwe to be good at something caepaecaesurae Havwing different specialties makes for a good pair, I think. One for good advwice, one for flattery. And wve can swvap off as needed. sugaryexcess You don't )(AV-E to be good at somefin, but you are~ 38) Idk, you're clearly muc)( better at flattery t)(an me~ But )(ell yea)(!~ People otter complement eac)( otter~ And also compliment eac)( ot)(er~ Bot)( are good~ caepaecaesurae Fond of all sea life, evwen the mammals? sugaryexcess Well, dolp)(ins are on t)(in fucking ice~ Orcas aren't, t)(ey're under it~ 38P caepaecaesurae Pff. caepaecaesurae Your flattery tends to hit its mark. It's lovwely and people are lovwely and I am appreciativwe. sugaryexcess I keep looking back at t)(is and smiling, sorry I'm not too talkative rig)(t now~ You're a delig)(t~ caepaecaesurae Far from the wvorst thing to havwe open in a tab sugaryexcess Yea)(!~ sugaryexcess My tabs are a daymare rn, it's cotton candy recipes to distract Ringleader from kissing Rigger, some flower bulls)(it, and seventy bajillion tourist nonsense fins for plaices around )(ere~ caepaecaesurae Rigger is not paid enough sugaryexcess I don't know t)(e number, but it otter be quadrupled at L-EAST~ caepaecaesurae WVe should send him flowvers and a nice condolence card. caepaecaesurae WVith ringleader's title wvritten in place of key wvords sugaryexcess We absolutely s)(oald~

#emotions/#vaguely implied self-hate/#vague unreality/#mention of rigger right at the end #sugaryexcess #no homo/#ooc eyes only

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ambootyos · 7 years ago

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Cast A Spell On Me Pt. 2

Part One

A/N: Okay, so the AU got some good feedback, so I decided to keep going with it. Lemme know what you think, and if you wanna be tagged! Also, there’s like 4 gifs in this post, because I suck. I’d make a collab gif if I could. But, I don’t think I can. Sorry!!

Characters (so far): Luxe Lockhart (OC), Will Ospreay, Dalton Castle, Marty Scurll

Word Count: 2,015

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“Uh..Please do.”

I said, as I rubbed my eyes.

“You’re dreaming! None of this is real!” He smiled.

I rolled my eyes, and shook my head. “Nice try Will. But, I know how my dreams go, and this isn’t it.” I replied, a bit on edge. I mean, who wouldn’t be, if they’d just saw their best friend change from a cat back to a human.

He chuckled. “Oh, come on, you’ve never ‘ad a dream, about me naked? I know that’s a lie Luxe..” He teased.

My face hardened, and I crossed my arms. “Will. Don’t change the subject. What’s going on here? What did I just see?!” I asked, becoming a bit frantic. “And come on! Cover yourself up!” I exclaimed.

He grabbed a cover, and wrapped it around his waist, before sighing. “Okay Luxe, listen to me..” He trailed off, before taking a deep breath. “I’m a familiar.”

My eyes widened. I don’t know why, but I believed him. Should I? I mean, it’s crazy. But, Will rarely lied to me. And even when he did, it was easy to tell. He was dead serious about this.

I tilted my head, and furrowed my brows. “A familiar? Like a witch’s pet?” I asked.

His face dropped, and he exhaled sharply. “Companion. A witch’s companion.” He corrected, seeming a bit offended.

“Oh..my..gosh...wait!” I exclaimed, before my face started to scrunch up. “We’ve had sex. D-Did I have sex, with a cat?! That’s disgusting!”

He seemed to get more offended, and I felt bad.

“No, wait..I’m sorry..you’re not disgusting Will. It’s just..it’s weird.” I said, thinking over.

“Look, ‘m not a cat. I’m a man, a human man, that ‘as the ability, to turn into a cat.” He explained. “And maybe a few personality traits are ‘va same..” He mumbled.

“So then..you’re Zazzles, aren’t you?” I asked, suddenly understanding why the cat was never around when Will was.

“Yes. And I freaking hate ‘vat name. Also, you can’t just pick me up whenever you want! And, the food you’ve been leaving out, is really bad. I’d prefer somefing that tastes like..food maybe?!” He ranted, taking me by surprise. Then he sighed. “Sorry, I just..needed to say ‘vat.”

I breathed a laugh, before clearing my throat.

“Will..who’s your witch..?” I asked, already suspecting the answer.

“Why do think ’m always here? Why we’re so close? Luxe..you’re a witch.” He explained. “You’re my witch..”

There was so much going through my mind right now. Do my dreams have something to do with this? I felt like I was gonna pass out. I hoped this was a dream like he’d suggested earlier. But I knew better than that.

“Do I have powers?” I asked.

He nodded. “Yes, you do. But you have to learn them first. Typically, in cases like yours, we wait until you find out for yourself, and then if you want to be taught, we teach. Or you can ignore it, and move on.”

“Cases like mine..?” I questioned.

“Well, you never knew your parents. They were both witches. But, you didn’t grow up being one, so you never ‘ad training from a young age. In cases like mine, I’m..what you would call half-magic I guess..” He explained.

I only grew more confused. “What? How are you not a witch too..?”

“Well, you see..whenever only one of your parents, or neither of you parents, are magic, but you are, they make you test to see if you’re a witch, or somefing else. I’m somefing else. The animal, a familiar becomes, depends on the human’s personality. Well, I act like a cat I guess.” He replied.

“Are there more like you?”

I wasn’t trying to ask him all these things, that I’m almost sure he didn’t wanna answer. But I had to find these things out somehow.

He nodded. “Yes, there are more like me. It’s a shame they weren’t the ones I befriended when I did my magic training. In fact, everyone I was friends ‘wif, turned into coven leaders..and stopped talking to me.” He frowned.

“Oh..Will, I’m sorry. I-I didn’t know.” I said, feeling horrible for making him talk about it.

“No, it’s fine. I’m very okay with how ‘fings turned out for me. I probably would’ve made a horrible witch anyway.” He smiled.

“So..covens? Do I have to join one?”

He shook his head. “No. Even if you decide to pursue magic, you don’t ‘ave to join a coven. You can be a freelance witch. Make your own decisions, and choices. ‘Va only problem with that is, your enemies are your own. You don’t have anyone else backing you up. Except ‘fer me that is.”

I rubbed the temples of my forehead. “T-This is a lot..Does this have anything to do with the guy across the street..?” I asked.

Expression fell from his face, and he nodded. “Yeah. He’s one ‘ov the friends I mentioned earlier. His coven deals in dark magic. ‘Ya don’t wanna join him. Trust me.” He stated.

I nodded. “Okay, okay, if you say so..” I sighed. “I-I’m gonna get some sleep, and call in sick to work tomorrow. I need to process this.” I said before walking towards my room.

He followed behind me. “Am I still allowed to sleep next ‘ta you..? I know it may take some getting used to..so I understand..” He frowned.

I sighed. “It will take some getting used to..” He looked at the ground, about to walk away, but I grabbed his arm. “But, you can sleep next to me. If, you put some clothes on.” I smiled.

He breathed a laugh. “Understandable.”

He followed me into my room, before dropping the blanket, and putting on a pair of boxers, and some sweats.

I laid in bed, and he climbed on top of me, and nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck.

“Will, your cat is showing.” I chuckled, as I ran my hand through his hair.

He smiled softly. “Well..there isn’t much point in hiding it now.” He whispered, before drifting off to sleep.

I was used to Will’s affection, but, this was new. He was being incredibly sweet. Maybe he knew I was going through a lot with all this, and this was his way of consoling me without having to say much.

Or maybe he needed the comfort, just as much as I did. If not more. I don’t quite know why, but he was on edge about something. I’m guessing it has something to do with why he ran in through the cat door.

I wonder if something happened with that old friend of his..

My mind was flooded with thoughts, and questions I’ll most likely never get the answer to.

I finally managed to fall asleep, and then the dreams began, but this time, it was different.

There were no voices calling my name this time.

Just the guy from earlier, he wasn’t saying anything though. He just smirked, and held out his hand.

I couldn’t explain my attraction to him. There was something different about him that, I couldn’t understand. I knew he wasn’t a good guy by any means. But he was definitely intriguing.

I took his hand, it was a dream after all, I didn’t have any control over it, he pulled me to his body, and grabbed my other hand, lacing his fingers with mine. He put his mouth next to my ear.

“Nobilitatem potestatem..”

He whispered. I had no idea what that meant, but it didn’t sound good. He let go of my hands, and put his hand on my chin, and made me look up at him. He winked, before leaving in a cloud of black smoke.

I woke up, as the sun started to shine. Will, was still on top of me. Asleep, and humming, which I now see was like purring for him, but in his human body. I ran my hand down the back of his head, before gently moving him off me, so that I could sit up.

I called my boss, and faked being sick to get out of work. Then, I decided to look up the phrase from my dream, I was still curious as to what it meant.

I cocked my head at the result.

Power over nobility.

I found out it was a Latin phrase. Before I had another second to think about it, I heard the doorbell.

I cleared my throat, before getting out of bed to answer it. I half expected it to be the guy again, but when I opened the door, I saw a face I didn’t recognize.

The man was handsome. He had beautiful brown eyes, and longish brown hair, that looked soft. He smiled.

“Luxe Lockhart, I presume?” He asked, I cocked my brow, a bit confused, as I nodded.

“Yeah..that would be me..” I replied.

“Can I come in?” He questioned.

I shook my head, unsure of him, and why he was here. “I’d rather you didn’t. Considering I don’t know you.” I smiled, earning a slight chuckle from him.

“Right! Where are my manors? I’m Dalton Castle. An old friend of Will’s. And, to answer your next question, yes. One of his witch friends, though, I may not be as close to him as you, I’m sure.” He smirked and then brought it upon himself to walk inside.

“Um..excuse me? How did you know I even knew about witches?”

He put his hands on his hips. “Well, you have that ‘I just found out my whole life is a lie’ look on your face. Plus, even if you didn’t know, it’s about time you did Luxe. You’re someone the covens have been waiting on for a while.”

“And, are you apart of some coven that wants to recruit me or something?” I asked.

He smiled. “No. I’m a coven of one. I don’t do the whole answering to a leader thing. Ugh. Who would want that?” He explained.

“Then, do you wanna talk to Will?” I asked, still not sure why there was a stranger in my house.

He shook his head. “Oh, no. Not even a little bit. I’m here for you Luxe. I’m here to give you this.” He explained, handing me an invitation. “Marty, you know, the guy across the street, is throwing this stupid party for magical beings. I’m gonna guess it’s to try and talk you into coming to the darkside, and letting him be the one to teach you. I’d say skip it, but you really shouldn’t, there’ll be other options there. Maybe you could give them a chance?”

I sighed as I looked it over.

“Or, there’s always the best option, staying out of coven business, and being in charge of yourself.” He added.

“Well..Will says that’s dangerous, because you won’t have anyone by your side against your enemies..” I replied.

He cocked his head.

“Are you planning on making enemies Luxe..?” He asked.

I shook my head. “Well no, but-”

“That’s what I thought. You know, I don’t have any enemies. Sure, I may not have many friends either, but that’s the price you pay. And it’s worth it.” He interrupted.

“But..isn’t it lonely?” I questioned, knowing it had to be. He let out a sigh, and stared at the ground for a few seconds in complete silence, before glancing back up at me.

“I really don’t know you well enough to explain my entire lifestyle to you right now. But, I look forward to seeing you later tonight. Black tie is mandatory, just so you know.” He explained, before winking and heading towards the door, just as Will came out of my room.

“Dalton?” He asked, as his eyes widened. Dalton smiled.

“Ah, William! I’m afraid I’ll have to catch up with you later. You and Luxe, have some things to discuss.” He replied before walking out, shutting the door behind him.

Will turned his attention to me.

“Well?”

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chuyenvienmatrixfield · 5 years ago

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(#2) THERE ARE 6 FORCES: 1a) Electromagnetic Force. 2b) Weak Nuclear Force. 3c) Strong Nuclear Force. 4d) Isaac Newton First Half of Gravity (1643-1727) Pull Gravity. Isaac Newton Might have mistaken PULL GRAVITY is as GRAVITY, Due to Rotation; Unfortunately, REALITY might say PUSH GRAVITY before ROTATION (Motion) and AFTER ROTATION (MOTION) might be as REAL GRAVITY . . . . . . . . . Isaac Newton has missed Causality and Effect (Results) to Proceed and Process back and Forth to Double Checks on Forces and Gravity, even Today Science and Today Physics have missed such Causality and Effect to Proceed and Process Back and Forth to Double Checks on the Observation OF FORCES & GRAVITY after 2018 - 1643 = 375 years if I used Isaac Newton Birth Year as my Mark of time! It is even worse Isaac Newton has mistaken PULL GRAVITY is as GRAVITY; instead, PUSH GRAVITY supposed to be as REAL GRAVITY before Rotation and After Rotation (Motion in General) !!!!!! Galileo Galilei and Isaac Newton cannot and could not and Fail to realize that Gravity is more complex and Complicated than what they could see at their Time. IT involved: Equilibrium and Rotation (Motion), Plus (+) and Minus (-) in Electric Domain, Pull Gravity and Push Gravity, Positions and Timing, Planet Field and Solar Field . . . . . May be Isaac Newton should have some visions in terms of Yin and Yang . . . . Let use some movements of Jet System in Space to analog about Pull and Push Gravity along the way Earth Move around the Sun in its Orbit, it is about 904,778,684.2 km = 565,486,677.6 miles . . . . It turns out to be sometime Push and sometime Pull and sometime Push and Pull Gravity together or sometime none, etc, etc, etc . . . . Do not forget Mars and Venus! Besides, Isaac Newton and Today Science and Today Physics have missed a very Important Law of Space for 375 years as I list below: "There are always 2 sides of Space to begin with, No Matter What!"-Tho Huynh Law of Space I take examples to explain: Front Space-Back Space, Above Space-Below Space, Left Space-Right Space, Top Space-Bottom Space, Up Space-Down Space, Inside Space-Outside Space, In Space-Out Space, etc, etc, etc . . . There are more Laws of Spaces; however, it is enough for Today! It is even more interesting with Projection Earth Motion on Suface to see Cycloids defined Earth Gravity and Forces . . . . . . Note: Do not think or misunderstand PUSH GRAVITY is as EQUAL FORCE and OPPOSITE REACTION of PULL GRAVITY as I have pointed out above and as ISAAC NEWTON THIRD LAW has pointed out 375 years ago!!!!!!!! THEY ARE STILL HAVING TO OBEY ISAAC NEWTON THIRD LAW, BUT THEY ARE INDEPENDENCE FROM EACH OTHER Relatively!!! DO NOT LET THE NAMES FOOL YOU OR PROCESS OF THINKING FOOL YOU . ..!!!!!!! As I expose above, now we can say Rotation or Motion in general has caused PULL GRAVITY and Isaac Newton has explained Parts of it 2018 - 1643 = 375 years ago; however, with QUANTUM FIELD has been found, then M = 1kg might mean M = n.nn x10^27 Quanta and it will change F = ma for better with Forces in Quantum Field Universe; besides, RELATIVE MATHEMATICS IS AS ANOTHER FACTOR TO CONTRIBUTE FOR BETTER FORCES IN PHYSICS, TODAY PHYSICS AND TODAY SCIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The Next Question is : "What Causes PUSH GRAVITY and How PUSH GRAVITY works on its objects?" IT MIGHT BECOME A GREAT QUESTION IN 21 st Century TO BE ANSWERED BY TODAY SCIENCE AND TODAY PHYSICS! The Answer might be Full of Surprise in Modern Science and Today Physics in 21 st century!!!!!!!!!!!!! 5e) Tho Huynh Second Half of Gravity (2018) PUSH GRAVITY. 6f) The 6 th Force (Temporary Name Called to keep my secret and copy right) (#3) Mind is as Medium for Universe, Universe is as Medium for Life, and Life is as Medium for Mind, so on and So forth . . . . The Mind might project the Universe, the Universe project Life, and Life Project mind . . . . AND VICE VERSA . . . They are all the same and they are Nothing! Life might have 500! Facts of Life might lead to Possible Combinations of 500 Facts in Life, PCo500FIL: PCo500FiL = 500! = 1.220136825 x 10^1134 It is Larger and Bigger than 10^200 Possible Combinations of 121 Different Kinds of Minds and Max Universe 10^140 Quanta and 10^370 Possible Realities Quantitatively in Quantum Quanta Field of the Universe; however, Life is Limited Space if I base on Facts of Life on Earth and Observe facts of Life on Earth, then Life Space is smaller than Mind Space and Max Universe Space and Possible Realities 7.89 x 10^370 PR Space, then Limited Space will put Life facts in some compacts and Limits to develop or Developments!!!!!!!!!!!!! Note: Please do not say what I have said if you are not me, because it might cause Negativity on you! Nothing does not mean 0 or Empty Space or Absolute 0 or Nihilism or Emptiness or NO from YES! (#4) MY COMMENT------THO HUYNH COMMENT BELOW: As I said before some where else, I would say again HERE with My List Below: 1) Einstein Space Time missed Quantum Time. 2)Einstein Gravitational Space Time missed Equilibrium States! 3)Einstein Ring missed Dynamics (Transition) from Cubic States to Spherical States! Not Just By Only Gravity, But Combination of Both) 4)Einstein Knew Time Dilation, but Einstein did not know Time Oscillation! It is even worse, Albert Eintein has confused about Space and Speed, Distance Functions and Space Functions! Albert Einstein is also confused about Dynamics and Observations and Observers within "All Laws of Physics should be the same for all Observers and Observations"; he missed Direct Dynamics to Indirect Dynamics! Time Dilation is Right Idea; however, Einstein manners to explain Time Dilation with Speed Of Light is not as OKAY!!!!!! It is terrible Manner! Einstein supposed to have Time Dilation and Time Oscillation together to have whole set of time in his Relativity; unfortunately, he missed them together! 5)Einstein Vacuum Medium and Aether (somebody else proposed and Einstein accepted) did not work! 6) Einstein did not Realize Isaac Newton Missed PUSH GRAVITY! 7) Einstein did not realize Space 0 is not Equal Quantum 0 Basically and Dynamically ! ! ! 8)Most of All, Einstein failed to reach THE MATRIX or ThoH Particles Field of the Universe or Simply as Particles Field of the Universe OR IT IS JUST AS QUANTUM QUANTA FIELD OF THE UNIVERSE OR IT IS AS THEORY OF EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!! (NOTE: Without THE MATRIX or THOH PARTICLES FIELD OF THE UNIVERSE or simply as PARTICLES FIELD OF THE UNIVERSE or it is just as QUANTUM QUANTA FIELD OF THE UNIVERSE, then there is no such thing is as THEORY OF EVERYTHING! With THE MATRIX, there is no need for THEORY OF EVERYTHING; however, if you can call SPACE IS AS THEORY, NOT A REAL THING, then you can call THE MATRIX is as THEORY OF EVERYTHING! If you call Space is as A THING, REAL THING, then THE MATRIX is not as A THEORY, THE MATRIX is as A REAL THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Due to Business Lately! I would call THE MATRIX IS AS THEORY OF EVERYTHING any way; even though, I did not agree WITHIN MYSELF in some Data and facts related to THE MATRIX FIELD NAME and THEORY OF EVERYTHING . . .) (#5) NOTE: Law of CAUSALITY and EFFECT (RESULTS) has existed in the Universe for Billions of years, it might be long as the Age of the Universe. Siddhartha Gautama, The Buddha, has found Laws of Causality and Effect 2600 years ago today, I am as the First to look at CAUSALITY and EFFECT in Manner of Science, I am as the First Person who use Science to observe CAUSALITY and RESULTS. I am also as the FIRST PERSON to Observe CAUSALITY and EFFECT Scientifically!!!!!! However, Siddhartha Gautama way is better than Scientific way, because Siddhartha way is for Happiness, Enlightenment, and Free; meant time, Scientific way will lead to Dead End one way or the other way, simply this Universe or Quantum Quanta Universe is BIG, really Big, Bigger Universe, but it is Limited, Really Big Limits for Time Being!!!!! Tho [email protected] QUANTA FIELD OF THE UNIVERSE FOUNDER Florida, Brooksville, USA, 34602. ‎Sunday, ‎September ‎30, ‎2018, ‏‎12:50:37 PM Above it is as First Day AND BIRTHDAY for Science of Natural Law Causality and Effect (Results) on Earth. (#6) Scientists, Science, and Physics said Higgs Field gave Mass to the Particles. Tho Huynh said: "Higgs Field is not Quantum Quanta Field of the Universe! " Quantum Quanta Fields of the Universe are not Higgs Field "Quantum Quanta Fields are the Mass of the Universe. "Quantum Quanta Field gave Mass to Particles, simply because Quantum Quanta Fields are the Mass of the Universe! (#7) Life is Suck! Suck is Good! Good is Life! -- 3 Steps to Life Good! Life Sucks! Suck Good! Good Life!- 3 Steps to Good Life! What is Life? Life is Like Atoms, you do not know them, they will lead you where they supposed to! Life is as Atoms, you know them, you will lead them where you want to or set them Free! Tho Huynh-Life Good-Florida, Wednesday 12 December 2018 USA (Page 8 of 8)

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devouer · 7 years ago

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unusual asks: 1-100,,,,, All of them,,,,,

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?

spotify!!!

is your room messy or clean?

clean usually, although it’s weird right now with moving back home and getting rid of pretty much everything I owned before this year

what color are your eyes?

dark brown!

do you like your name? why?

i like elma ling but not elma very much just because of the flow + because my host family used it to differentiate me from my host sister emma so I associate it with warmth and familiarity + it’s cute and reflects my heritage?? idk I feel like it fits me well enough

what is your relationship status?

marrying @katsudaddy and adopting our dog cranberry and our cat sock and living in a cozy apartment together

no but rly im single but so involved in my friendships that like... honestly I put no difference in commitment between them and romantic relationships

describe your personality in 3 words or less

grateful, I think, more than anything! I hear things like sincere and mature pretty often too, but I think love and thankfulness define my perspective towards others more than anything

what color hair do you have?

dark brown

what kind of car do you drive? color?

I don’t drive

where do you shop?

a lot of MUJI and uniqlo ngl + a bit of zara/h&m + school apparel + thrifting

how would you describe your style?

minimalist but dreamy? kind of a mix of european and asian styles

favorite social media account

instagram probably! I use tumblr and snapchat quite a bit too

what size bed do you have?

I mean, I had a twin in france + at school, but here I have a full which makes me very sad it’s too big for one person so I’m trying to switch rooms/beds with my brother

any siblings?

my brother, who’s 13! I also have five host siblings even if they’re not my real family :’)

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?

honestly, considering the languages I know right now, I’d want to live on the west coast of france – there’s nowhere I feel more at home in terms of the people and lifestyle, and I love the way the light endures in the evening and the delicate beauty of patchwork cities and gardens... I’d love to live for some time in Russia, China, and Japan for language acquisition, though!

favorite snapchat filter?

I never use the filters omg but hm I love when @katsudaddy sends me bunny filter snaps she is cute

favorite makeup brand(s)

colourpop is the bomb! + nuxe, la roche posay, and the body shop are good for skin and beauty things that aren’t makeup

how many times a week do you shower?

probably around 5

favorite tv show?

YURI ON ICE

shoe size?

36 EU/6 U.S.

how tall are you?

5′2″!

sandals or sneakers?

sneakers!

do you go to the gym?

I work out regularly, but not at the gym bc it was too expensive in france >:( I’ll probably start going now that I’m back, though!

describe your dream date

picnic and museum or exploring tbh... or going to the sea at a quiet hour... anything rly what matters is the other person!!

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?

around $40 I think

what color socks are you wearing?

not wearing socks atm, but was wearing grey socks earlier!

how many pillows do you sleep with?

one usually

do you have a job? what do you do?

I’m camp counseling this summer!

how many friends do you have?

probably a good dozen, although I have around 4-5 really close friends!

whats the worst thing you have ever done?

clarify worst

whats your favorite candle scent?

LAVENDER I LOVE EVERYTHING LAVENDER it reminds me of home and early autumn in the loire and the fields of provence and my favorite honey :’)

3 favorite boy names

remi, alexeï, antonin

3 favorite girl names

irene, tereza, kiyoko

favorite actor?

the 12 year old in me is still hopelessly in love with orlando bloom

favorite actress?

katherine reber class of 2017

who is your celebrity crush?

nathan chen......................

favorite movie?

i rly love amélie!

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?

i read a decent amount, but used to read all the time before hs! my favorite book is The Unbearable Lightness of Being by milan kundera!

money or brains?

um brains lmao I don’t like having many physical possessions

do you have a nickname? what is it?

elmy, elm tree, elmdog, soup dumpling, soup, xiao long bao, red bean, elma ling was a sort of nickname that became my normal name, french bitch

how many times have you been to the hospital?

none lmao

top 10 favorite songs

rachmaninoff piano concerto no. 2 (esp. the second movement!)

rach 3

rachmaninoff ave maria from “vespers” (can you tell that rachmaninoff is my total comfort music)

debussy arabesque no. 1

theme for a taiwanese woman in lime green by devendra banhart

immobile by cliché

you only live once by the strokes

chosen by blood orange

astor piazolla tangata

getting to know you by spazzkid

do you take any medications daily?

nope

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)

normal-ish? i have acne which is annoying but it’s been getting a lot better since I’ve come back I’m convinced bretagne water was just really bad for my skin

what is your biggest fear?

losing my ability to learn with the ease needed to continually better my understanding of the world and others (lest the progress of time bypass my ability to view the flow) and thus have unsatisfiable ambition and love

how many kids do you want?

none rly

whats your go to hair style?

half-back, sometimes french braided

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)

decent-sized family home, but I can’t wait to get out and live in an apartment I rly hate having space idk

who is your role model?

MY TEACHERS especially my physics and french teachers I rly adore them and could never express my gratitude for the dedication of their lives to my growth

what was the last compliment you received?

friends’ parents saying they believe I’ll do great things in the future and wishing me good luck at uni :’)

what was the last text you sent?

“OH MY GOD TOO FAR”

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

idk little me was caught between knowing better and remaining purposely ignorant out of a nostalgia for wonder in total unknowing of infancy so

what is your dream car?

i literally don’t ever want a car of my own

opinion on smoking?

very harmful, never something i’d try... like, I have a lot of friends/classmates who smoke and I’d never judge their characters from that, but idk I think it’s a rly bad habit

do you go to college?

yep, uchicago!

what is your dream job?

i’d love to be a journalist or writer with international involvement but idk really! I’m very flexible when considering my future!

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?

RURAL AREA like anywhere but the suburbs tbh like a city would be ideal, but at least in a rural area, I could have a thoreau-esque retreat

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?

no i never use them

do you have freckles?

yes i have so many spots on my skin idk it just pigments very easily

do you smile for pictures?

i do now (even though i prefer candids by a long shot) but i would refuse to when i was very little maybe until i was like 6-7

how many pictures do you have on your phone?

7133

have you ever peed in the woods?

so many times lmao i hike i have no qualms

do you still watch cartoons?

.........does yuri on ice count

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?

idek the difference

Favorite dipping sauce?

curry sauce!!!

what do you wear to bed?

if it’s cold i bundle up in sweatpants + a patagonia, but if it’s decently warm, i just wear underwear

have you ever won a spelling bee?

what are your hobbies?

piano, painting, picking up new languages bc i’m a loser, organ, photography, hiking, teaching english from time to time + writing + editing

can you draw?

decently ehhh

do you play an instrument?

piano, violin, and organ!

what was the last concert you saw?

probably the marriage of figaro at the prague opera if that counts lmao..... i don’t go to non-classical concerts idk

tea or coffee?

tea usually, but I love a good espresso

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?

neither

do you want to get married?

@katsudaddy and I are already married

what is your crush’s first and last initial?

KIDDING lmao no i’m not really into anyone romantically right now

are you going to change your last name when you get married?

depends on what sounds nicest tbh... I don’t like the sonority of my last name much so...yeah probably

what color looks best on you?

deep red looks nice, but I prefer wearing neutrals + greens/blues

do you miss anyone right now?

my family (host fam)

do you sleep with your door open or closed?

closed, but i used to leave my balcony doors open sometimes in france

do you believe in ghosts?

what is your biggest pet peeve?

PHONES OUT DURING MEALS

last person you called`

my dad

favorite ice cream flavor?

hmm I had a honey-almond gelato near marseille that I rly liked!!

regular oreos or golden oreos?

i don’t even remember what they taste like

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?

rainbow bc they’re gay

what shirt are you wearing?

white t-shirt with a loose denim dress on top

what is your phone background?

aljkdfsh fanart of yuuri kissing viktor on the head... very cute

are you outgoing or shy?

honestly i think the best way to describe me would be intense? like, i rly swing between extremes with this depending upon where I direct my energy, so like... idk I’m naturally quite private but come off as outgoing bc I put up that front in public events when I have to

do you like it when people play with your hair?

ppl don’t rly play with my hair but I like playing with others’!!

do you like your neighbors?

idk the neighbors in PA or even in France, but at school, I lived with my classmates and teachers, and I loved the majority!!!

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?

both!!!!

have you ever been high?

nooooo

have you ever been drunk?

yes, but I stay pretty in control

last thing you ate?

strawberries!

favorite lyrics right now

idk I don’t really think I have any! the sonority of music has always been a lot more moving to me than the lyrics

summer or winter?

summer, but the dawn of spring is my favorite time of year

day or night?

the last hours of day in the northern summers where the sky will be light almost until midnight

dark, milk, or white chocolate?

DARK like 85%-95% is good

favorite month?

maybe march or april... it depends on the weather each year!

what is your zodiac sign

taurus but idk it’s Very inaccurate for me (like i constantly crave change and take initiative to throw myself into uncomfortable and new situations, and I eschew material possession... at least i’m rly loyal though?) tbh my chinese zodiac (dragon) is much closer to my personality

who was the last person you cried in front of?

dave, my physics teacher :( I was thanking him one last time for showing me a way of surviving, u know? like there’s so much love and passion in what he does and idk I always worry about losing spark and so it’s like... idk he reminds me that there is always life in love if that makes any sense

#goth-dyke

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avoresmith · 8 years ago

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Hair Thoughts

AV I want to do A Cool Thing With My Hair Bu-

DO IT. DO THE COOL HAIR THING*

(*From this point on we will assume I’m talking about people in situations where Doing The Cool Thing Hair will not result in you losing your job, place to live, or for some reason otherwise be dangerous to you, and isn’t about a white person looking to culturally appropriate some other culture’s rad hair styles.)

I have the fortune to live in Seattle where I can do what the fuck ever I want and people will be positive and receptive, and most places of businesses honestly don’t give a shit (I see LOTS of customer service people with Real Sweet Hair.), but I still really often get ‘I want to do X but I’m afraid to for Y reasons’. So let this be a general purpose post of reasons you should do the thing and tips on how to do some of those things.

Your hair grows back

Beauty standards that tell you that you can only look attractive with a certain style of haircut are bullshit

Frankly all notions of ‘bad hair cuts’ are just perspective, but fearing them limits you from having hair you TRULY LOVE

There is an ENTIRE INTERNET full of DIY guides and youtube channels for all manner of self hair care so you can do things relatively cheap.

Yes you’ll fuck up sometimes but good news: hair grows back, and you get better with practice

Bodies are hard, they suck, you can’t always control much about them. You can’t be short if you are tall, other anatomical changes may be possible with a lot of dollars but having a lot of dollars is hard, maintaining weight and muscle mass is a daily struggle and long term commitment. Meanwhile, hair? You can do that shit in a few hours, if you don’t like it you can change it, if you really don’t like it it will fix itself given some time. You can change your mind about how you want it to look every few months, or every day if you get really good at Doing Dos.

Basically it’s like make up, but with a little more commitment, a little more sticking power, and I (personally) think a lot more ability to empower you to Feel Good About You.

YOUR HAIR GROWS BACK

NOW, I, PERSONALLY. Am white with an undercut and I dye my hair various multihued bright colors on a regular basis: pics here

So I can offer various tips on those things under the cut:

ON BLEACHING

Color won’t take to natural hair very well, though obviously lighter colors will do better. But part of the process of bleaching hair opens up the hair to let color IN, so if you skip this step it fades faster.

Bleaching yourself is honestly real easy. Find some DIY guides, do the thing.

Bleaching is bleach mixed with volumizer, you can buy ‘bleaching kits’ for specific hair types that give you measurements, or just by powdered bleach and large bottles of volumizer in bulk. I do the latter.

If your hair is blond to medium brown, don’t use a volumizer higher than 20 for any reason, you can probably get away with using 10. (I use 20).

If your hair is darker than that, research it, but have also used 20 on my friend’s hair and just watched it closely and kept it wet. I’ve used 30 as well but 20 works as long as I keep an eye on it and make sure it stays wet. I can get very dark brown hair to a bright gold with this.

If you have Very Dark Hair and absolutely MUST get like White or Platinum Blond. Dooo your research, do hair tests, find several DIYs specifically targeting your natural hair color AND desired hair color. Possibly save up to have a professional who works specifically with what you want do it the first time, then ask them what products they use/pay a lot of attention so you can repro at home.

Bleach works as long as it’s wet, if you let it dry it stops bleaching your hair and is only poisoning it, keep it moist while it is on, it also works better if warm.

DON’T BLEACH ALREADY BLEACHED HAIR. Don’t do it!!! All of the horror stories about people melting their hair is from either leaving it on way too long or bleaching multiple times. You bleach once, and then you dye, then you let that color wash out until it’s light enough that you can dye again. Just bleach your roots when they come back in and otherwise let it go.

Obviously when you bleach your roots there will be a litttle bit of overlap into already bleached hair, this has never hurt me. If you want to know if your hair can handle a second bleaching google tests for that, but what I’m mostly warning against her is ‘don’t try to bleach the dye out of your hair that is a Bad Plan’.

If you are dying your hair some bright colors with vegetable dyes, bright yellow is totally good enough. If you want to dye your hair like Mint Green you’ll need to get it to a platinum blond THEN tone it to white, which I don’t know anything about other than that it’s more work than I want to deal with, but you can totally google this! There are lots of white hair dye guides on youtube!

ON DYEING

VEGETABLE DYES FADE! No matter how bright and saturated you get them and how hard you try, it will run out. This is fine! You will be MUCH HAPPIER if you go in liking blue and also lighter blue and also blue green and all the different ways you hair can fade than being married to one specific tone that must never budge.

Tho that said, if you are coloring your hair That One Hue, it’s pretty easy to work some dye into your hair washing regimen every couple of weeks to keep the color alive, or mix the dye with your conditioner so every time you condition you’re getting a bit more of the color back in!

Dye fades FASTER from warm water and shampoo

As such, when I am maintaining a color I shampoo every four days with cold water, and when I want to wash it out so I can move on to the next color, I shampoo every other day with warm.

The color will probably never fade entirely, as such once you apply a dye you have basically changed the color of your canvas for future dyes.

I.E.: The first time you’re going to be putting say, red on yellow, when that fades, maybe you are putting blue on pink, this blue will fade into the pink so you may end up with a pale purple instead of pale blue.

Some basic color theory helps here. If you dye your hair purple and it fades to pink, don’t put green over it next time. You need to work around the color wheel. So if you put a blue over it and when that fades to a blue/purple you can put a green over it and it will fade to light teal. Don’t put contrasting colors that are gonna gray each other out on top of each other.

Similarly, if you want a PINK CHUNK and a GREEN CHUNK on the same head, you can do that. but when you wash your hair/when the hair is wet, separate them so they don’t bleed into each other. (This isn’t as much trouble as it sounds like, I constantly have contrasting chunks on my head).

You can mix vegetable dyes like paints (that’s basically what they are) to get the color you want. The color you get will usually be a bit lighter and brighter than the dye itself.

I use manic panic, which are about 12 dollars a jar and perfectly fine for me. I haven’t noticed a difference between the jars and the special Amplified version except that the shit in squeeze bottles is way easier to open.

The vast majority of the time, my hair only stains if it is wet, and only for the first week or two. So I sleep on at towel if I go to bed with my hair wet and otherwise don’t worry about it. There has been ONE exception to this, Rockabilly Blue, which will stain my hands if I run them thru my hair too much for the first week after dying.

Color Faves

Manic Panic’s Vampire Red is the Reddest Mc Red Blood Red color of red I’ve found. Other reds tend to be a little more orangy or pinkish or kind of muddy.

Manic Panic’s Rockabilly Blue is the bluest mc blue pure deep bluest blue I’ve found. But see above about the staining.

I use Electric Lizard as a green base a lot, mixed with other darker greens it can have more body to the color but still that bright green sheen that lasts a long time.

That said with the exception of reds sometimes being disappointing, I’ve really never found a color I dislike?

I change my hair color roughly every 6-8 weeks. THe longer you let it fade the easier it is to put a different color on top and have it stick. But dye isn’t bad for your hair, it’s actually a conditioner, so you can change the color basically as often as you want and the only risk of ill effects is creating a muddy color, which you can avoid with basic color theory.

If you do want to get a color stripped as quickly as possible, just wash regularly with hot water and johnson’s baby shampoo or any shampoo that advertising stripping color and then put something new on top.

Yes, you can also dye back to a ‘normal’ hair color, tho color theory still applies (if you want to go brown, which is orange, and put it over pale blue hair, the resulting color will be a bit grayed out).

NONE OF THE ABOVE APPLIES TO BLACK HAIR, which is REALLY HARD to ever get out, tho I have seen professionals do it.

ON UNDERCUTS

HAIR GROWS BACK!!

Undercuts can be hidden surprisingly easily. In fact, buzzing off the under layer of a hair is one method to help hair lay flat (IE if you want a smooth bob).

So I have over half of my hair shaven off (right left and back) but if I part it down the middle you can only see the undercut up near my ears.

So if you keep your hair undercut somewhere that you can drop hair over it, you can have an undercut and ‘hide’ it from your workplace or family or whatever pretty easily.

If you have thick hair, undercuts are amazing. I literally will never go back to a full head of hair. I like long hair but I never need that much of it again.

I buzz my hair about once a month to keep it where i’m more or less happy with it. Lots of hair places will advertise like 10$ buzz cuts in the window and take care of that in about five minutes.

I’ve also recently learned it’s pretty easy to buzz my own hair. It’s not quite as clean as if someone else does it but it’s less effort and money for me.

IDK undercuts aren’t complicated but they are kind of scary. But if you’ve ever wanted to do it, you should do it!! I find it very empowering. Fuck you hair you aren’t the boss of me and you’re soooooo soft and fun to touch when buzzed down.

I think that covers basically everything I generally get asked but feel free to hit me up if you have questions.

DO IT, LIVE YOUR HAIR DREAMS, WHATEVER THEY ARE.

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yahoo-roto-arcade-blog · 7 years ago

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Important to value production over name in Fantasy Hockey

Vegas Golden Knights center William Karlsson, right, has been a great fantasy value. (AP Photo/John Locher)

By Janet Eagleson, RotoWire Senior Hockey Writer Special to Yahoo Sports

What constitutes a fantasy star? Sometimes, a star is a star. But sometimes – especially in single-year leagues – the name doesn’t matter as much as the production.

Hear me out.

I own both of these players. They both play on their team’s second lines. Each has about 200 NHL games under his belt (give or take). Player A is 21 and owned in 91 percent of Yahoo leagues, while player B is 24 and owned in 64.

Here are their current stats:

Player A (LW): 17G/13A/-1 in 39 games; 111 shots, 10 PPP Player B (LW/C): 17G/12A/+13 in 36 games; 73 shots, 6 PPP

Player B boosted me early – he had 23 points, including 13 goals, in 24 games through the end of November. Player A exploded out of the gate with seven points, including five goals, in his first five games. But he then went to sleep with just four goals and three assists in his next 16.

Sure, this could be about playing streaks. I get that. But there’s more to it than that.

Player A was my seventh-round pick, ahead of Jaden Schwartz and Vladislav Namestnikov. Player B? He came off the wire.

I’m struggling in the Friends and Family league where I own both, in large part because I play too many formats and I haven’t paid close enough attention to my team.

But until very recently, William Karlsson (Player B) has helped bail me out because he has been as good or better than Nikolaj Ehlers (Player A).

And in the middle, Jason Zucker helped me bridge Ehlers’ slumber with 18 points, including 11 goals, in 17 games.

Most people wouldn’t even consider a trade of Karlsson plus Zucker for Ehlers. But when you take away the names and look at the contributions, there is no comparison.

Maybe there will be at year’s end. But we’ll have to wait to see.

Now, let’s look at who caught my eye last week.

Anton Forsberg and Jeff Glass, G, Chicago (26 and 1 percent Yahoo owned, respectively) – Corey Crawford is out “indefinitely,” so it’s on Forsberg and Glass to shut the door in the Windy City. It won’t be easy – Forsberg has just two wins in 21 NHL appearances and at 32, Glass finally made – and won – his NHL debut Friday night. Chicago may suddenly be in the market for some help, but until then, one of these two will be starting. Both are dicey plays, but getting a starting goalie off the wire is free money, even if they occasionally hoark up a hairball. And who knows – these two might actually have value if their mates can reclaim their 5-on-5 dominance, which would take some pressure off their inexperienced ‘tenders.

Sam Gagner, C/LW/RW, Vancouver (3 percent owned) – Three weeks ago, I flagged this guy to you as a speculative pick – somebody had to fill Bo Horvat’s skates. Well, Gagner is doing just that. He’s skating between Brock Boeser and Thomas Vanek, and is on a four-game, six-point streak. The team isn’t good and they struggle defensively. But Gagner is getting prime minutes at even-strength and hopping the boards on the second power-play unit. That and his ability to slot into any forward spot make him surprisingly valuable in deep formats.

Riley Nash, RW/C, Boston (1 percent owned) – Nash had a HUGE night Wednesday against the Sens – three-point games don’t just happen to guys like him. And heading into the weekend, Nash has five points, including two goals, in his last four games. He won’t keep this pace up, but he might set new career marks. So, he might just bring value in extremely deep leagues.

Calvin Pickard, G, Toronto (3 percent owned) – Pickard has been tearing up the AHL this season to the tune of a .919 save percentage. Now, he gets to show that off as backup to Frederik Andersen, at least for the next 10 days. Why 10 days? Pickard will need to clear waivers if he’s up any longer than that, so the clock is ticking. Unfortunately, the Buds don’t have any more back-to-back situations during that span, but there’s always a chance he gets another start. He was serviceable against the Avs on Friday night. And he will get a lot of leeway with a high-potency offense in front of him.

Jesse Puljujarvi, RW, Edmonton (11 percent owned) – Puljujarvi has all the tools to become Garth to Connor McDavid’s Wayne. Excellent! The Finn is fast enough to play with McDavid and has the skill and size to help make that line more than a one-man show. Puljujarvi is still just 19, so it’s little wonder his maturity is the knock on his game. But he’s starting to show a bit of the flair that made him a World Junior fave at 17. Right now, Puljujarvi is finding some chemistry with Ryan Nugent-Hopkins. But his value will spike if he pulls out his Garth gear. I’m monitoring and I think you should, too.

Thomas Vanek, LW/RW, Vancouver (16 percent owned) – The enigmatic Austrian is on fire right now, in part because of the peculiar chemistry he has with Sam Gagner (see above) and Brock Boeser. Vanek’s pedigree – intense talent with inconsistent effort – remains. But can you overlook 10 points, including five goals, in his last four games? Thought not. Don’t miss out.

Sami Vatanen, D, New Jersey (11 percent owned) – This guy was all over the ice – in a good way – Friday night. Honestly, I was surprised by how many times commentators said his name. Vatanen seems to be finding his courage and his fit with the new-look Devils (yes, Dan Pennucci, your Devils ARE good). Vatanen fired eight pucks on net Friday night and has 18 in his last four games. Yes, 18. He only fired 22 in 15 games as a Duck! Vatanen has a new role on the east coast and I think he could be a big second-half fantasy surprise. Those shots won’t all be goals, but there will be a whole lot of rebounds for guys like Taylor Hall, Kyle Palmieri and Nico Hischier to tap in. He’s on my roster and I’m waiting.

Nikita Zadorov, D, Colorado (3 percent owned) – This is another hunch. Tyson Barrie’s busted hand just took him out of the Norris Trophy running just before Christmas, so the rest of the Avs’ D will need to adjust. Zadorov has three assists in three games since Barrie’s injury. And while the big Russian isn’t known for his offense, he does have some power-play experience in his past. That, coupled with my disgust for Erik Johnson’s game, means I’m putting my money on Big Z to pick up some of the slack.

Back to a name.

My Friends and Family team has suffered from awful performances from my early-round picks. Maybe I should have known better – Cam Talbot was my second rounder and Wayne Simmonds was my fourth. Conor Sheary was clearly a stretch at 10.

Spit.

Thank goodness for Filip Forsberg (fifth), Schwartz (13th), Mika Zibanejad (14th) and Namestnikov (19th).

But none of it has been enough to offset my goaltending – Talbot and Mike Smith? One seemed like a sure thing and the other, a sure bet. Now I’m third from the bottom in all goalie categories.

They seemed like good names. Right?

Wrong.

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thedietian · 7 years ago

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soundadviceavi · 8 years ago

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My Science of Sound

In my lifetime, I’ve seen thousands of technology advancements, but none have had a more joyful impact than having entertainment content at my fingertips, wherever I am (as long as I get a good Wifi or Cellular signal). However, just because I can call up any song or video within seconds, this doesn’t always guarantee a good listening and/or viewing experience.

Let’s face it, most earbuds I see attached to people’s ears while they do what they do, pretty much suck, and it doesn’t have to be that way. In fact, I’ve now made it my life’s work to provide consultation and installation of smart, integrated entertainment solutions for homes and businesses. It’s been a passion of mine since I was a teenager mowing lawns for entire summers to save enough money for $600 speakers in 1977. Yes, my Dad thought I was insane. And now, I get to share that passion with customers who just want a better entertainment experience – whether that’s in their home or when they’re out and about.

There are a number of variables that go into an enjoyable listening experience:

1. Content: digital vs analog, compressed vs lossey, all that stuff

2. Equipment (is it able to reproduce the full range exactly how the artist/producer wanted without distortion?); and finally

3. Environment – is the room causing ill effects on the first two?

4. Psychoacoustics – does the sound enhance the experience: can you feel it?

More importantly, one doesn’t need to be a hardcore audiophile to be able to achieve all three without busting a budget. In fact, some of this stuff is free.

I’ll eventually get to each of these variables individually in future blogs, so I’m actually going to start with #3 – Environment - because to me, this is where some incredibly exciting things are happening, and can have eye and ear opening impact.

Along with technology advancements that have brought us unlimited content at our fingertips, comes digital processing that can actually compensate for some of these shortcomings, but very few people are aware of how easily integrated this technology can be. Let’s be serious, does anyone really think about the shape, surface material, and resonant qualities of a room when they install a home theater or speakers? If you’re like most of my clients, they just want the equipment to disappear into the room and for it to work perfectly. Fair expectations, but at Sound Advice AV, it’s our goal to deliver perfection but also visceral impact.

One way to do that is to use impulse signals (similar to test tones on surround sound receivers) to measure the room acoustically, and have it provide guidance on creating filters that will limit a room’s ability to negatively affect sound when it arrives at the listener position(s). Dirac dirac.com , a Swedish company focused on dramatically improving sound, licenses its technology to a number of manufacturers that we work with here at SAAV, most notably Emotiva and Oppo. The impact this technology can have on your listening experience can be dramatic. And, with simple AB comparisons, we showcase this to our clients with impressive results.

If you have purchased a receiver in the last 5 years, this might already be familiar to you. Auto calibration is a form of digital processing that does exactly that. But, mostly in rudimentary ways that equalizes channel levels so dialogue comes from the TV and not the sides as an example. But, it doesn’t have to end there.

In my own home, I have two similar 7.1 systems. One being a 20’X14’ dedicated theater with sound treatments on walls and ceilings, and one in our family room which is a more open design and is connected to the kitchen. Equipment wise, the two systems are similar, but acoustically the spaces are substantially different. As a result, the fine tuning necessary for each room is unique and quite individualized in order to optimize the listening experience. This is where Dirac technology can create curves unique to each room and “tell” each equipment how to deliver the best audio experience.

What I can tell you is that this process makes music and movies sound substantially better. And, one of the biggest advantages is better intelligibility (ability to clearly hear) with dialogue. Just about every couple I talk to have differing opinions on volume levels when watching TV or a movie. Men tend to like it louder, women quieter. In many cases, once a room has been “tamed” by Dirac, you can actually lower the overall volume level because the dialogue is clearer, and doesn’t get overpowered by explosions or other loud passages.

But, one of the easiest ways to “tame” a room is to consider how it is decorated: are the floors hardwood or stone (highly reflective surfaces), are the walls bare (adding more reflection)? If the answer to these questions is yes, then consider placing an area rug, wall furnishings, or even bookcases. Books in fact, with their varying sizes and depths when placed on shelves, can be an excellent way to deaden sound reflections. There are also sound treatment panels that can be put on walls and ceilings that have fabric swatches that can match your décor and color of the room.

The easiest way to see how reflective or “live” your room is to perform a simple clap test. When you clap your hands, does it echo or resonate? More importantly, do it in other rooms in the house like a bedroom, and you’ll instantly notice how things like carpeting, bedspreads, and other furnishings can have a profound effect on sound. If the room where you listen to music or watch video is very echo friendly, you might consider some of these things.

Reflections are not your ears best friend. They confuse on multiple levels: the can change the shape of sound curves, they can change the timing of when the sound reaches your ears, they can even make you hear things that weren’t meant to be in the recording. All bad things. Another way to hear this effect is by listening to live music – music that was recorded in a live setting. The microphones pick up all the reflections and embed it into the recording itself. That’s why live recordings sound, well, live. If you listen to a live recording in a live room, this just compounds the effect, and degrades the quality of what you hear. Do the test, and see what you have around the house or what your wife might be thinking. The difference might surprise you.

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puppiesleashesandkittnensca-blog · 8 years ago

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Oh Baby!

Hey everyone! I’m back! Today, I will be discussing a major concern/fear of these puppies off their leashes and kittens out of their cages: unintended pregnancy. While this can be a bit of a controversial topic, I will do my best to extract my personal opinions and simply provide all information and options.

A lot of incoming freshmen are joining the Aztec family from a variety of different cultural/educational backgrounds. I know depending on what school you grew up in determines what kind of Sex Ed you received and I’ve heard it all. Some students haven’t taken any sex educational courses, some had an incredibly minimalistic section of Sex Ed in their health class, others were solely taught abstinence, and some—very few—received a rather extensive education. Hopefully, I will offer a little comfort and some extension on whatever base knowledge you currently possess. But first, a story…

It was the fall semester of my third year of college. I recently moved into a student apartment with four complete strangers. Three of these room mates were starting their freshmen year at the community college. They exhibited all of the freshly released puppy/kitten behaviors: going out every night for the first several weeks, stocking the kitchen with horribly unhealthy junkfood and cheap alcohol their older cousins would buy them, going weeks without doing laundry; washing the dishes; nor taking out the trash. Don’t laugh, these are all very typical freshmen tendencies and if don’t behave like this, odds are you will be living with someone who will. Lucky you.

I believe there is a degree of rebellious invincibility in Freshmen. “Nothing’s gonna happen to me, so I can do what I want.” Nothing has ever gone wrong before, mainly because some guardian has always been able to step in when things got risky before. Either Mom and Dad prevented it from happening or cleaned up the mess. Now we’re on our own. This was definitely the case with one of my new housemates. We’ll call her Katie.

Only six weeks into the semester my boyfriend—yes the one previously mentioned. My poor choice in men has enough content for a whole other blog. Stay tuned for details—my boyfriend and I were cooking dinner, complaining about our days. Suddenly, we hear a surprised squeal echo from behind my housemate’s room’s door. It didn’t seem too suspicious considering these two girls where constantly making noise. So without a second thought, I scooped out my portion of noodles and ushered him to the sanctuary of my own room. We had just settled in to watch Netflix when there was a knock on my bedroom door. Odd.

I opened the door to Katie and her roommate.

“Hey, can I meet everyone in the kitchen.” Katie had a bit of blank stare and she seemed to talk through me rather than to me. Before I responded, she turned and walked away. Within that moment, accompanied by the earlier squeal I deduced what was transpiring. However, I thought it best for Katie to announce it in whatever way she saw fit.

The rest of the girls quickly emerged upon request and all six of us stood around the kitchen, awaiting the news.

“Uhm, guys….” Visibly nervous, she stuttered

“Guys, I’m pregnant.” The remaining occupants immediately erupted:

“What--?!”

“Are you serious?”

“How?”

“Are you ok?”

After the initial shock died down, one important inquiry hung in the air and everyone, especially Katie, feared to voice. Finally, my emotionally stunted boyfriend bluntly broke the silence,

“So, what are you going to do?”

What was she going to do? What would you do? Do you even know your options? Information and knowledge is power. You can never know too much when acting upon life changing decisions—and for a college girl, an unexpected pregnancy completely changes her course. Allowing weight to the magnitude of the situation, let’s calmly review options.

Let’s start with the Calpulli center. By now, I may seem a little over fanatic regarding this facility, but still I’d like to reiterate: the Calpulli Center has pregnancy testing! This might be a more attractive option than going down the road to Rite Aid or Target and buying an at-home test. Just like STD/STI testing, be proactive. The sooner you know you’re pregnant, the more time you may allocate to making the big decisions.

While the Calpulli Center itself does not offer OBGYN services, the staff will offer information and referrals to a nearby doctor on covered by your insurance. Regardless of your choice of action, it would be beneficial to see a doctor.

Prenatal Health Care Tips

First off, what exactly is prenatal care? It sounds intimidating, but basically it’s an all-encompassing term referring to the care of you and the baby during pregnancy. This includes everything from doctor visits to eating habits. If you choose to take the pregnancy to full term here’s a few good-to-knows provided by womenshealth.gov

· Find an OBGYN right away. Establish a relationship with your doctor, and make sure you pick a doctor with whom you feel comfortable.

· Look into a daily multivitamin, prenatal vitamin, or a folic acid supplement.

· Always consult your doctor when altering medication usage. (Stopping medication, changing dosage, or starting a new medication)

· Avoid X-rays

· Consider a flu shot

· Eat a balanced diet

· Avoid saturated fats

· Drink plenty of water

· Make sure you get enough iron

· Avoid mercury rich fish

· Consult Doctor on healthy weight gain

· Break those bad habits (smoking, drinking, drug use) Ask your doctor for help on quitting.

· 2 hours and 30 minutes of moderate aerobics a week.

· Avoid very hot baths, hot tubs, and saunas

· Consider a childbirth education class

While these are just a few tips, I greatly encourage you to research all you can for your specific needs. Consult with a trusted doctor on how best to proceed.

Abortion

There are several reputable women’s health clinics offering abortion services in the San Diego area. The closest one to San Diego State campus is a Planned Parenthood at 4575 College Ave, San Diego, Ca 92115

Website: https://www.plannedparenthood.org/health-center/california/san-diego/92115/college-avenue-sarah-weddington-center-2324-90110?utm_campaign=college-avenue-sarah-weddington-health-center&utm_medium=organic&utm_source=local-listing

You can book an appointment online, gain all the necessary information about the procedure, and much more from exploring the website. I would advise recruiting a trusted ally to help with pick-up after the procedure and possibly stay with that individual. It’ll be important to have a support system to help through any physical or emotional maladies that may follow.

Katie decided to have an abortion at this very clinic. She stayed with her cousin and rested for the weekend, but returned to school on Monday. Luckily, these services were offered to her and she could continue with her college career as originally intended.

It’s a tough decision, and I know none of us take it lightly. However, I want to highlight your personal ability to decide. Often times we search for answers outwardly. Other people instill their beliefs and decisions on us, making the already difficult task even more confusing. Trust yourself. Whatever you decide, is OK. Really you, and you alone, know the right answer.

Until next time…

Warm Wishes,

Jenna Erickson

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Monday, at 8:40 AM (n.nn x 10^120 Quanta, m.mmx10^140 Quanta, and q.qq x 10^190 Quanta) 85x2=170 more particles after particles of standard model (THEORY OF EVERYTHING AS THE NAME I REFUSED TO USE) Dark Waves Founder (It might lead to some kind of MAN MADE LIGHT PARTICLES and then questionable Maxwell Equation about Light Waves) Science of Reincarnation (Brand New Science in the World on Earth) (Reincarnation has been known for Thousands of years in Buddhism and Hinduism, nothing new, however, Science of Reincarnation is Brand New first day in 2017, Thanksgiving Day, Thursday, 23 USA by Tho Huynh as Founder) (Everybody deserves to know Where and Who He/She will be next scientifically and physically!) Teleport First Information From Reincarnation Science. "Teleport is as Reincarnation in short cut" "Reincarnation is as Life Time Teleport" Tho Huynh Science of Reincarnation First. Birth and Rebirth Processing Book for $11.00 USD. Mojo Books & Records Address: 2540 E Fowler Ave, Tampa, FL 33612, USA. Hours : 10:00–22:00 Telephone: (813) 971-9717***************************** Universe of Time or Time Universe a newest discovery from The Matrix Field. Time T = 0 is as instantaneous Time that Universe of Time can use to make things beyond Human Imagination! or something for Time Travel ability that not seen in the world before! "Nothing is neither created nor destroyed in Physical Conditions Universe" "Everything is formed or gone by Preconditions or/and Conditions continuously!" "Everything is Formed or gone Dynamically or/and transformally continuously!" Tho Huynh Newest Law of Nature and Life. 18CEO, 18COE, 18ECO, 18EOC, 18OCE, 18OEC SUPER VIRTUAL REALITY GOGGLES Copies PRODUCER! (Quantum States and Time Universe) Isaac Newton Gravity another Missing Half. Tho Huynh PUSH GRAVITY There are: 8.1 x 10^200 Possible Combinations of 121 Different Kinds of Mind = 8.1 x 10^200 PCo121DKoM. 121DIFFERENT KINDS OF MINDS MIGHT LEAD TO 7.89 X 10^370+ - 10^3.58 POSSIBLE REALITIES. Mind and Possible Realities are Both Larger than MAX UNIVERSE at n.nn x10^140 QUANTA quantitatively in QUANTUM FIELD OF THE UNIVERSE (MAX QUANTUM FIELD OF THE UNIVERSE IS ABOUT n.nn x 10^120 Quanta up to m.mmx10^190 Quanta in Quantum Universe by the way) THERE ARE 6 FORCES; INSTEAD OF 4 FORCES! [email protected] [email protected] [email protected] Note: (#1)Science of Reincarnation I mentioned above is at Limit Scientific and Physical only, I did not observe anything about Spiritual yet! Even if I might learn something about Spiritual Part, I still did not want to say anything about it! Only Scientific and Physical Parts of Science of Reincarnation for now !!!!!!!! (#2) THERE ARE 6 FORCES: 1a) Electromagnetic Force. 2b) Weak Nuclear Force. 3c) Strong Nuclear Force. 4d) Isaac Newton First Half of Gravity (1643-1727) Pull Gravity. Isaac Newton Might have mistaken PULL GRAVITY is as GRAVITY, Due to Rotation; Unfortunately, REALITY might say PUSH GRAVITY before ROTATION (Motion) and AFTER ROTATION (MOTION) might be as REAL GRAVITY . . . . . . . . . Isaac Newton has missed Causality and Effect (Results) to Proceed and Process back and Forth to Double Checks on Forces and Gravity, even Today Science and Today Physics have missed such Causality and Effect to Proceed and Process Back and Forth to Double Checks on the Observation OF FORCES & GRAVITY after 2018 - 1643 = 375 years if I used Isaac Newton Birth Year as my Mark of time! It is even worse Isaac Newton has mistaken PULL GRAVITY is as GRAVITY; instead, PUSH GRAVITY supposed to be as REAL GRAVITY before Rotation and After Rotation (Motion in General) !!!!!! Galileo Galilei and Isaac Newton cannot and could not and Fail to realize that Gravity is more complex and Complicated than what they could see at their Time. IT involved: Equilibrium and Rotation (Motion), Plus (+) and Minus (-) in Electric Domain, Pull Gravity and Push Gravity, Positions and Timing, Planet Field and Solar Field . . . . . May be Isaac Newton should have some visions in terms of Yin and Yang . . . . Let use some movements of Jet System in Space to analog about Pull and Push Gravity along the way Earth Move around the Sun in its Orbit, it is about 904,778,684.2 km = 565,486,677.6 miles . . . . It turns out to be sometime Push and sometime Pull and sometime Push and Pull Gravity together or sometime none, etc, etc, etc . . . . Do not forget Mars and Venus! Besides, Isaac Newton and Today Science and Today Physics have missed a very Important Law of Space for 375 years as I list below: "There are always 2 sides of Space to begin with, No Matter What!"-Tho Huynh Law of Space I take examples to explain: Front Space-Back Space, Above Space-Below Space, Left Space-Right Space, Top Space-Bottom Space, Up Space-Down Space, Inside Space-Outside Space, In Space-Out Space, etc, etc, etc . . . There are more Laws of Spaces; however, it is enough for Today! It is even more interesting with Projection Earth Motion on Suface to see Cycloids defined Earth Gravity and Forces . . . . . . Note: Do not think or misunderstand PUSH GRAVITY is as EQUAL FORCE and OPPOSITE REACTION of PULL GRAVITY as I have pointed out above and as ISAAC NEWTON THIRD LAW has pointed out 375 years ago!!!!!!!! THEY ARE STILL HAVING TO OBEY ISAAC NEWTON THIRD LAW, BUT THEY ARE INDEPENDENCE FROM EACH OTHER Relatively!!! DO NOT LET THE NAMES FOOL YOU OR PROCESS OF THINKING FOOL YOU . ..!!!!!!! As I expose above, now we can say Rotation or Motion in general has caused PULL GRAVITY and Isaac Newton has explained Parts of it 2018 - 1643 = 375 years ago; however, with QUANTUM FIELD has been found, then M = 1kg might mean M = n.nn x10^27 Quanta and it will change F = ma for better with Forces in Quantum Field Universe; besides, RELATIVE MATHEMATICS IS AS ANOTHER FACTOR TO CONTRIBUTE FOR BETTER FORCES IN PHYSICS, TODAY PHYSICS AND TODAY SCIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The Next Question is : "What Causes PUSH GRAVITY and How PUSH GRAVITY works on its objects?" IT MIGHT BECOME A GREAT QUESTION IN 21 st Century TO BE ANSWERED BY TODAY SCIENCE AND TODAY PHYSICS! The Answer might be Full of Surprise in Modern Science and Today Physics in 21 st century!!!!!!!!!!!!! 5e) Tho Huynh Second Half of Gravity (2018) PUSH GRAVITY. 6f) The 6 th Force (Temporary Name Called to keep my secret and copy right) (#3) Mind is as Medium for Universe, Universe is as Medium for Life, and Life is as Medium for Mind, so on and So forth . . . . The Mind might project the Universe, the Universe project Life, and Life Project mind . . . . AND VICE VERSA . . . They are all the same and they are Nothing! Life might have 500! Facts of Life might lead to Possible Combinations of 500 Facts in Life, PCo500FIL: PCo500FiL = 500! = 1.220136825 x 10^1134 It is Larger and Bigger than 10^200 Possible Combinations of 121 Different Kinds of Minds and Max Universe 10^140 Quanta and 10^370 Possible Realities Quantitatively in Quantum Quanta Field of the Universe; however, Life is Limited Space if I base on Facts of Life on Earth and Observe facts of Life on Earth, then Life Space is smaller than Mind Space and Max Universe Space and Possible Realities 7.89 x 10^370 PR Space, then Limited Space will put Life facts in some compacts and Limits to develop or Developments!!!!!!!!!!!!! Note: Please do not say what I have said if you are not me, because it might cause Negativity on you! Nothing does not mean 0 or Empty Space or Absolute 0 or Nihilism or Emptiness or NO from YES! (#4) MY COMMENT------THO HUYNH COMMENT BELOW: As I said before some where else, I would say again HERE with My List Below: 1) Einstein Space Time missed Quantum Time. 2)Einstein Gravitational Space Time missed Equilibrium States! 3)Einstein Ring missed Dynamics (Transition) from Cubic States to Spherical States! Not Just By Only Gravity, But Combination of Both) 4)Einstein Knew Time Dilation, but Einstein did not know Time Oscillation! It is even worse, Albert Eintein has confused about Space and Speed, Distance Functions and Space Functions! Albert Einstein is also confused about Dynamics and Observations and Observers within "All Laws of Physics should be the same for all Observers and Observations"; he missed Direct Dynamics to Indirect Dynamics! Time Dilation is Right Idea; however, Einstein manners to explain Time Dilation with Speed Of Light is not as OKAY!!!!!! It is terrible Manner! Einstein supposed to have Time Dilation and Time Oscillation together to have whole set of time in his Relativity; unfortunately, he missed them together! 5)Einstein Vacuum Medium and Aether (somebody else proposed and Einstein accepted) did not work! 6) Einstein did not Realize Isaac Newton Missed PUSH GRAVITY! 7) Einstein did not realize Space 0 is not Equal Quantum 0 Basically and Dynamically ! ! ! 8)Most of All, Einstein failed to reach THE MATRIX or ThoH Particles Field of the Universe or Simply as Particles Field of the Universe OR IT IS JUST AS QUANTUM QUANTA FIELD OF THE UNIVERSE OR IT IS AS THEORY OF EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!! (NOTE: Without THE MATRIX or THOH PARTICLES FIELD OF THE UNIVERSE or simply as PARTICLES FIELD OF THE UNIVERSE or it is just as QUANTUM QUANTA FIELD OF THE UNIVERSE, then there is no such thing is as THEORY OF EVERYTHING! With THE MATRIX, there is no need for THEORY OF EVERYTHING; however, if you can call SPACE IS AS THEORY, NOT A REAL THING, then you can call THE MATRIX is as THEORY OF EVERYTHING! If you call Space is as A THING, REAL THING, then THE MATRIX is not as A THEORY, THE MATRIX is as A REAL THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Due to Business Lately! I would call THE MATRIX IS AS THEORY OF EVERYTHING any way; even though, I did not agree WITHIN MYSELF in some Data and facts related to THE MATRIX FIELD NAME and THEORY OF EVERYTHING . . .) (#5) NOTE: Law of CAUSALITY and EFFECT (RESULTS) has existed in the Universe for Billions of years, it might be long as the Age of the Universe. Siddhartha Gautama, The Buddha, has found Laws of Causality and Effect 2600 years ago today, I am as the First to look at CAUSALITY and EFFECT in Manner of Science, I am as the First Person who use Science to observe CAUSALITY and RESULTS. I am also as the FIRST PERSON to Observe CAUSALITY and EFFECT Scientifically!!!!!! However, Siddhartha Gautama way is better than Scientific way, because Siddhartha way is for Happiness, Enlightenment, and Free; meant time, Scientific way will lead to Dead End one way or the other way, because science, today science is as conditional science, conditional science will go around and fool around, then come around without a way out.This Universe or Quantum Quanta Universe is BIG, really Big, Bigger Universe, but it is Limited, Really Big Limits for Time Being!!!!! Tho [email protected] QUANTA FIELD OF THE UNIVERSE FOUNDER Florida, Brooksville, USA, 34602. ‎Sunday, ‎September ‎30, ‎2018, ‏‎12:50:37 PM Above it is as First Day AND BIRTHDAY for Science of Natural Law Causality and Effect (Results) on Earth. (#6) Scientists, Science, and Physics said Higgs Field gave Mass to the Particles. Tho Huynh said: "Higgs Field is not Quantum Quanta Field of the Universe! " Quantum Quanta Fields of the Universe are not Higgs Field "Quantum Quanta Fields are the Mass of the Universe. "Quantum Quanta Field gave Mass to Particles, simply because Quantum Quanta Fields are the Mass of the Universe! (#7) Life is Suck! Suck is Good! Good is Life! -- 3 Steps to Life Good! Life Sucks! Suck Good! Good Life!- 3 Steps to Good Life! What is Life? Life is Like Atoms, you do not know them, they will lead you where they supposed to! Life is as Atoms, you know them, you will lead them where you want to or set them Free! Tho Huynh-Life Good-Florida, Wednesday 12 December 2018 USA (Page 3 of 3)

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