#Augh I wish I could be a normal teenager!! Please!!
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hey I don’t like being a smart gifted kid anymore. can I please be normal I’d much prefer that
#vents#I felt a lot more strongly about this like an hour ago but I sat around and watched hockey and played sudoku with my dad for a bit now I’m#Better 👍 still need to write this down though#anyways. I do not want to go to special classes. it’s not like I’m not being challenged by my regular ones?? Like they see my grades#it’s not like I’m acing every test.#This would also mean choosing classes to go towards university. that means choosing what I want to do when I’m older now#Which I don’t want to do#I want to be normal like my friends please#I want to be able to live my teenage years and not have to worry about all this#cause this would mean meticulously planning everything around a future career#and if I end up not liking it I would definitely feel too guilty about wasting years of my life and my parents money that got me there#I would go through with that career I hate because 1. I would not let myself change 2. My parents would not let me change#I just wish I could live my life as a fucking kid please#I don’t want to go my whole life never having a sleepover cause I went straight from being super sheltered to too academically focused#Shit I’m crying now#I’m also super indecisive and I DONT KNOW what I want to do. Law seems cool but that’s mostly because of my ace attorney obsession#I would also never personally want to be a real life lawyer. Too much pressure and also paperwork#Why can’t I just be a teenage weirdgirl assistant best friend forever. I’d love that as a career#anyways to brainstorm stuff. Something science could be one but really the only field that fascinates me is space and idk what I’d do there#I’m never being a doctor I don’t care how hard my parents push I’m not doing it ever#anyways I do genuinely think my parents think this is what’s best for me. And they could be right#But right now I hate it I hate it so much#I’ve never even implied I WANT to do this. At least my friend is doing this of her own accord. for me this is all my parents#Augh I wish I could be a normal teenager!! Please!!#I literally went to watch a movie alone with my friend for the first time last week and that’s only cause we didnt tell my mom we were alon#(She wasn’t really mad which I’m super thankful for)#Augh#I guess I am no longer ok#Time to push this to the depths of my mind and not think about it ever again (impossible I will think about it like every day because the#The thought is unavoidable)
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8 skz songs to get to know me | tagged by @juiceofmoons <3
mega rambly post ahead be warned
1. wolfgang - my malewife of a song. everything about this song makes me want to chew rocks, from the atmosphere, to the sick ass intrusmental, to the lyrics, the where, how and when it was created, to line distribution, to overall meaning, everything ok. they are barking in this bitch i love that so much i cant express it without going feral. i gen can like ramble about it forever but i will refrain for the sake of this post
2. 0325 - THIS IS THEIR START LINE. DO YOU EVEN GET IT. the jumps and cuts and backflips and forward flips and mortal combat combos this song makes are sooo brain scratching for me its such a masterpiece for me i love it i Love it forever and always Augh
3. 3rd eye - haha get it bc 3rd eye. anyway. this song makes me want to free fall from a building. the highs and lows of this song. the meaning. searching for kindness in between and finding violence wanting to be more than you are to see yourself the real you and not being able to but still showing mercy to yourself to your third eye ooooh im insane.
4. hero's soup - hero's soup resealed on the album i am you. i am my father's son. i am you. i am. my father's son. hero's soup..
5. muddy water - MUDDY MUDDY MUDDY WATER ‼️‼️‼️‼️ LOOKIN BACK WHAT YOU SAID BEHIND MY BACK DOESNT MATTER CUZ IM A WINNAH STRONG BELIEVAH ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
6. beware - i just love the growl of this song..i love the grittiness and the unapologetic rage in it. i love it so much and i wish my angry teenage self could have had it
7. awaken - WAKE UP ‼️ earworm of a song. just wonderful. when are they fucking dropping their rock album already Please PLEAAAASEEEEE
8. ssick - CORNER OF MY MOUTH TURNED UP LIKE SSICKKKK.... such a confident song. sooo siick..... sooo cool... the instrumentals make me want to be put ina. microwave mmmmmmmmmm beeep beeep beep !
anywa.y ... sorry for all that ← not rlly.... i love skz music a normal amount.
i tag @winterfloral @skz-minchan-enthusiast @missyedits & whoever wants to do this just say i tagged u <3
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