#Asuka Speaks

[miutonium]

I need everyone to take this quiz right now and reblog what element they get

[EDITED: The link is dead but I'm happy to see everyone's result and reaction to this 💗]

[miusato]

What would be the equivalent of the promise day (save and happy edition) in the highschool AU? Aigis finally getting a small moment with Kotone on the roof, then everyone rushes in to try and ask her out?

Hmmm I actually havent think of it so let me just type this one out on the fly lol

The logical one (and the one almost paralel to canon) is of course all of them graduating. Although in my AU, I honestly have trouble trying to string everyone together, especially since Aki and Mitsu will still remain as a senior. Not to mention in canon they at least have a reason to stick to each other for 1 goal and 1 purpose only which is to eliminate Dark Hour entirely, I just can't think of a very good reason rn why all of the cast would be friends with each other.

What I had in mind is there would be 2 groups seperating, with the outcast being Makoto, Aigis, Fuuka, Shinji and Junpei (sometimes) while the more favorable (or popular if I might say) is Kotone, Aki, Mitsu and Yukari. Shinji is pretty much in his own world and Junpei is pretty much has his own friend group as a school jock (but more of a manfailure kind of way lol). The idea in my head right now is that Kotone serves as a bridge between the outcast and the popular kids so like as time progress, both of the groups would bump into each other more often and maybe all of them will be involve into something, somehow, idk I havent think of that far yet lmfaooo

But god you made me think of something funny like what if Kotone actually has to move far away and Aigis knows this much earlier than others because Kotone told her and on her last week in town and last day at school she finally has the courage to ask her out on the rooftop but word got out about her going away so like everyone rushes to meet her to confess or ask her out as if they cant just text her lmfao that would be so chaotic like they would be "NO I KNOW HER LONGER THAN YOU!" "FUCK OFF I LIKED HER FOR A LONG TIME" "SHE DOESNT LIKE BOYS YOU BOZOS" "Im just her for the action" "YOU IDIOTS ARE PESTERING HER SHE CLEARLY LIKES ME MORE" something like that lmao im sorry its dumb and cheezy but mom said i can be cringe on the internet rawr XD

[tropicashining-in-alola]

Wow!!!!!! This app is so cool!!!!!! My name is Manatsu Natsuumi, and I'm a first-year student at Aozora Middle School!!!! I like melon bread!!!!!! It's so good!!!!!!!

Uhm... Manatsu? How did we get here, exactly? And where are we?

No idea!!!!! But what's most important right now is that you introduce yourself, Sango!!!!!

...Okay. I'm Sango Suzumura, and I'm in the same class as Manatsu. I like makeup.

Okay, Minori!!!! Your turn!!!!!!

...Are you sure about this? Revealing information like this online could be dangerous...

It'll be fine!!!!!!!!!!! Go for it!!!!!!!!

...Right. I'm Minori Ichinose, a second-year at Aozora Middle School. I'm not sure how we got here. I like to read.

I'm assuming I don't got much of a choice, in this, do I? I'm Asuka Takizawa, a third-year at Aozora Middle School. I like to cook.

Finally! You all take too long! I'm Laura Apollodoros Hyginus La Mer, and my goal is to become Queen of Gran Ocean!

...Okay, now let's go figure out where we are.

[Ooc info under the cut!]

Hey guys its @chaos-cousins I gave in to the shoulder demons and made a faller blog for a bunch of magical girls from Tropical Rouge Precure

I'll be using tags for whoever is speaking because there's 5 muses

Both the mod and the characters are minors

There will be untagged spoilers for who the mid-season cure is, so feel free to block this account if you don't wanna know.

[miutonium]

Yeah okay so-

Both of these drawing are 2 years apart from each other lol I think what I enjoyed the most is dressing up both Chloe and Utonium in alt clothes hghhh

for the artist selfshippers... how has your f/o changed in your style over time? like, first doodle vs most recent. I'm curious!

[elainiisms]

um i WILL defend evil and hated female characters until my last breath thank you very much

[mikokiara]

I am barely on episode 7 but like is this alright

[rosinkreutz]

how do u think asuka and faust would interact

Honestly I've tried to come up with a better, more nuanced answer but I'm really not sure... They could relate to each other on account with the struggles with guilty and identity, and Asuka would surely like to look into Faust's personal brand of magic. If Faust were in a more stable state I think they'd make excellent friends, actually, I just think that at present neither of them would be able to hold a conversation to figure that out. Give it some time, maybe?

[natashadewinter]

akechis your asuka

[nomoreusernames-sobs-0]

(Spoilers) In the devil man crybaby fandom a lot of people rave over the “why am I the only one talking” line and that’s fine.

But y’know what we all ‘ought to talk about? The line in the first episode when Ryo tells Akira after an animal (that was obviously not going to make it) he tried to save died “why are you crying? You knew it was gonna die anyway”/ “I’m not crying, I knew it was going it die”

and the last/ last few episodes of the show.

This line feels like it matters a little more to me because at the end of the show

‼️spoilers ahead ‼️

Ryo cries when he realizes Akira is dead. (Even tho he’s the one who killed him) Ryo knew that Akira was gonna die from the start, when Akira challenged him and before that. And even knowing that he still cried over him. Idk it was just a lot more impactful than the “why am I the only one speaking” line since it makes the whole thing kinda ironic in the end and makes Ryo feel a little more human and resemble Akira in a way.

[myactualblogisabbs]

[miutonium]

I wanted to come back and explain my hiatus over the past few months but I will post that note after I post this one because it's really important for me to type this out.

As everyone here knows, I am dealing with an online stalker for 2 years now. I'm giving everyone a recap in case people aren't aware of it. This will be a long post so please, skip if you dont want to read. I promise I will come back and make funny post or something idk, but this aint it.

Basically it all started with me not responding to their dms on instagram (and the reason I didn't respond is because the first text sounded like they're asserting their dominance over prof and it came off as passive aggresive) so I did not reply because of that. Then they continue to reply to my stories (the replies are harmless) but I continue to ignore because again, the first text already gave me a bad vibe so I rather not reply. But as time goes the replies seems to try to entice me to respond back and I do not like it when people forced me to reply, it's rude so I continue to ignore. The last reply from my story was a "Hello?" from them in my dms. Since then, they followed me, unfollowed me, blocked me, unblocked me and repeat the cycle. At first, I didn't notice it but then it became frequent and I keep seeing this same user doing it over and over again as if to grab my attention. It took me a while to block this user because whenever this happens, I was asleep (I'm in a different time zone) so by the time I wanted to click on the notification, the account is gone. I started being paranoid of interacting with people online at that time, I limited my story replies, messages and eventually my inbox. I was so unhappy with instagram because I really want to share my art without feeling anxious but this user made my experience so unpleasant. Eventually, my negative experience from others (unrelated to this user) and this user on instagram made me privated my art acc. I finally able to block this user because right after I privated my account, they send me a follow request. Not too long after that, I noticed they followed my twitter account too and I'm lucky I'm able to catch that because my notification used to be flooded and it's just luck I was able to see that name and block them. I have privated my twitter and currently on hiatus from twitter and I don't think I will be returning due to the recent block policy change. I don't like the idea of people I've blocked for my safety and comfort be seeing my post.

I have a public pinterest account that I made many months ago to post my Utonium art because I noticed my art got reposted there so might as well just start posting there so I posted just a few of my solo Utonium art there and then I forget about this account. Yesterday, I went on pinterest (under a private acc) and decided to search for prof and see that one of my post apparently gained traction and I remembered about that account. I decided to check my page and noticed I gained new followers. Imagine how upset and frustrated I am that one of the follower was this user that has stalked me.

At this point, I am so so frustrated and fed up. I have done everything to keep this person away from me. I stopped using instagram because of this user. I privated my twitter because of this user and I very much contemplated on privating this sideblog too because I could not stand that someone is actively tracking me down online, because I didn't response to their dms 2 years ago. Im just so frustrated because this experience really made me so so anxious and fearful and wary of interacting with people online. I want to keep sharing my art, I want to meet other people online that's into the things I like, but this experience really left me so anxious of talking to new people and has affected me mentally. I cannot say that this experience alone is the main factor of my mental health going to shit ever since I'm done with art school and I spend most of my days in my room just crying but I can say this is one of the reason why I have trust issues with trusting people because I don't know if any of you might end up doing this to me again, I really can't take that. I feel so alone because I don't have many friends irl and this situation really makes me think twice of making new friends.

I'm so tired of having to run away and hide from people , of not being able to enjoy my time online and im so done with this feeling of anxiety and fear over making my own space because of this situation. Enough is enough. I finally have the courage to message this person on pinterest today.

I won't post the screenshot (although I will show it to my friends here privately if they want to as confirmation that I am not making shit up and be the judge) but to summarize it (i format it like this so its easier to read):

- I send a lengthy message telling them exactly why I have blocked them everywhere and how their action has left me with severe anxiety and affects the way I interact with people online. I explained how me blocking them is a sign that I definitely DO NOT want to interact with them and them constantly tracking me down is considered to be stalking. I tell them to leave me alone.

- They replied immediately saying that I blocked them because I was jealous of other people having a crush with prof and said this is an issue of jealousy. They said they did that because they liked my art and THOUGHT (they wrote the thought in caps) they could be my friend. They mentioned that I didn't even give them a chance to know them and i dont even know them.

- I clarified that jealousy is absolutely NOT AN ISSUE and I always open to sharing. I have stated countless times that I am always open with sharing and openly supports anyone and draw people who ships with prof before. I have clarified that the reason i blocked them is because the first text they send me sounds like they're asserting their dominance of their ship to me is rude and of course I blocked them because they give me the wrong vibe and I dont even know them so of course I blocked them. I also said that them consistently following, unfollowing, blocking, unblocking and repeat cycle makes me think theyre forcing me to reply to them and it makes me very anxious. I stated that what they did was not normal behaviour and if I actively avoid them, that means I do not want to interact with them.

- They said I got their intention wrong. They admitted that they fangirled a bit too much because they have ocd and it came off to be rude (for the first text part). They said the reason they did the follow unfollow thing is because they got paranoid (huh?) And think I didnt want to talk to them because of the first text. They said they weren't in the good place in mind. They said they didn't mean to cause me any harm. They said they apologize for the rude first text. They asked we could start over again to know them but they understand if I dont want to do that and apologize for the first interaction.

- I replied that I am sorry that to hear this was all from misunderstanding their intention and their condition. I said that despite that, I could not brush over the fact that their actions has caused me severe anxiety with the way I interact with people online and I have to stress out that their action have cause me fear and anxiety being online. I stated that I am very grateful that them and other people liked my art but they cannot pressure me to talk and what they did with the following spam and tracking all of my socials online makes me think that they dont respect me and gave me the idea that they want to cause harm on me.

- They said they understand and sorry for causing me so much stress for pressuring me to talk to them. They said they admired my art style. They say the respect me and what they did gave me a wrong impression.

- I said that it's unfortunate that it became this way and knowing their intention now, I wished we have started with a good foot but I could not gloss over the severe stress and anxiety they caused me over 2 years and I dont think we can start over again.

- They said they're sorry that I feel that way even though I don't know them and NOW (that was wrote in caps) I know their intention wasn't malicious. They said they've been trying to reach out to me and say how much they loved my art and that's the reason why they did what they did which is to grab my attention. They wished we could've been friends but since I wouldn't give then that chance, it's okay (umm no?). They said if I have known their intention and give them the chance to that back then, it would saved us a lot of this.

- I said I appreciate the clarification and I am sorry that this is how it ended. I said that I need to prioritize my mental health so I dont think there will be any communication moving forward and I need to set boundaries.

- Their last reply is K, nice knowing me and good luck in life.

They then blocked me and I blocked them before I deactivate my pinterest account. In all honesty, I don't really feel there's a closure because there was no assurance that this will not happen again and I really feel that I was gaslighted into thinking this was a misunderstanding when in fact that they breached my privacy by tracking down my socials despite me having blocked them in my socials. The original text sounds more like blaming me that I got them wrong. I don't feel that they understand that their 'good intention' is deemed to be malicious to me due to the fact that 1) their insistence on finding me when I have made effort to avoid them and 2) We do not know each other at all and what they did is borderline Parasocial to me. I am also disappointed that they do not seem to understand how severe their actions has caused me towards my anxiety. Despite that, I am glad to know the reason with the 2 year of constant stalking and I do not wish (hopefully) to talk to this person again.

For now, that is the end of it (I hope). The reason I typed all of this is for people to understand why have I been so... distant from everyone. I am not as cheerful, sociable and vocal about anything these days is due to my social anxiety about interacting with people and this experience really exacerbates my anxiety to an all time high. I want to be okay and make new friends, it used to be so easy for me to do so but now I have to do second guess on everything like if this person is good or bad and if this person is going to get obsessive over me. It really sucks because I have been avoiding people for months due to this (and other stuff that I have mentioned in my previous post) and feeling so lonely because of that. But now, I really want to heal and be me again. I want to draw things that I liked and actually continue my overly delayed commission. I dont want anxiety to get the best of me.

I hope everyone understands me and be patient with me. I really appreciate people's kindness and I think I need to accept that I do in fact deserve that after terrorizing myself for months.

- Asuka

[apollos-boyfriend]

i was going to say “hear me out” but honestly there’s no excuse for this one

[tropicashining-in-alola]

Wow, Manatsu! You're a natural at Pokémon battles!

Thanks!!!!! It was really fun!!!!!! I want to do more!!!!!!!

We met this boy named Hau. He seems nice. He told us about a house nearby we could stay in after he battled Manatsu.

It's pretty late, so we're gonna meet with the Kahuna tomorrow.

[jils-things]

stevaide art done by both me (color) and asuka!! (@miutonium) (lineart) this was actually an alternative draft to our old art trade but i suddenly had that urge to color it - so i asked if i could color it and she said yes :3 thank you so so much for drawing them frfr 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💜💚💜💚💜💚

[sweetestdumpling]

{ I know I can't speak for anyone else, or characters in general, but thinking about Xiaoyu's connections with the Mishima family (primarily Heihachi and Jin) and what she may think/feel about them (especially considering the T8 story).

I've always thought that Xiaoyu had a soft spot for Heihachi, simply because he was the one that gave her Panda, allowed her to stay in his estate, go to his school, and even in turn meet Jin and Miharu for that. I truly think that she believed Heihachi was kind and she appreciated him for that. She didn't know about how bad of a person he was until T4, and it's stated she started distrusting him and the Mishima Zaibatsu.

What I've always done, at least in my own personal headcanon, is that despite this, Xiaoyu felt conflicted about the man. She knew he had done terrible things, hurt people closest to her and even his own family, yet he oddly looked out for her. She could have thoughts that maybe it was just for his own benefit, to he cared for her for some unknown reason. Xiaoyu still didn't trust him, not anymore, but those thoughts of him when she was 16 and having fun at his school where she met her closest friends can't be suddenly erased in her head.

It's kind of why I thought she would feel a bit sad hearing about him dying, even if she also thinks that it was only a matter of time. The whole entire cycle of violence could also be a reason why she feels sad about his death as well (or even knowing Wang's connection to the Mishima family before her). But even with these feelings, I don't think she will end up giving his actions a pass either, and this easily goes into Jin too.

Now, I totally understand some people's "concerns" about how T8 seemed to give Jin's actions back in T6 a pass. He started an entire war and caused so much pain and suffering to people around the world due to it all. But also, T6 was insane the more I look back at it and I have my own gripes with the story in that game (mainly about Xiao's portrayal) but that's not important right now lololol.

Anyway, point is, I get it. However, I wasn't actually mad about how they went about the story in T8. I don't think they were making it out to be that suddenly people would forgive Jin, ESPECIALLY those directly affected by the war (like Miguel. 1000000000% certain he won't ever forgive Jin and that's fair). I don't think the world will just suddenly forgive him, so even if some people in the story have, I don't think it's suddenly broadcasting that EVERYONE will forgive him. Some people seem to think that's the case but I digress.

Moving on, this brings me to Xiaoyu and her feelings for Jin. Now she knew him back in school, before everything went down. They spent time together and became friends, and I think she's seen a side of him that the world has never been able to see since everything got worse after T3.

So with everything that's happened after that, Xiaoyu mainly knew that side of Jin, not the one that created a whole entire world war. It could be considered her judgment being clouded (honestly wouldn't be surprised if people said this to her, or even things like "you never truly knew him, this was probably in him the entire time"), but she still stuck to her guns.

However, I'm also certain she had her doubts too, wondering if she was wrong about Jin or was this another instance of making wrong judgements about people, just like how Heihachi was. Even with Xiaoyu being reassured that Jin was still the same person she knew and loved deep down, she also couldn't just ignore the war and everything that came from it. She states it in T8 anyway, saying she was scared over the years that Jin wasn't the person she actually knew and had to find out the truth for herself.

I personally don't see her excusing the impact it had on people and the world, including herself. Love would not cloud her feelings of judgment either, but I do think that she would be by his side in an attempt to help him along his struggles after everything that's happened. She also won't blame anyone, or make excuses, for getting mad at his actions either.

I believe Xiaoyu is loyal to people she cares about, but she's not stupid. Again, maybe it could be considered a weakness of hers and she still wonders about the choices she makes, but she also chooses to stick with her gut feeling unless something proves her wrong otherwise.

It reminds me of her trusting Claudio, and even when he admitted his plan of intending to use her, she clearly accepted his apology and still showed care to the man and appreciated his help.

The TDLR is; people/situations are complicated but Xiaoyu wants to open up and trust the good in people regardless and help if she's able to.

[spot-of-tea]

EEEEE, I'm genuinely getting so excited for the first chapter of TSWWID (if you haven't aleady seen the teaser for chapter 1 you can see it here). So in honour of that here's a little more info about the au (that doesn't give too much of the story away).

Crime Sorciere became a satellite guild of Fairytail after becoming a legal guild and now helps rehabilitate dark wizards, giving them a second chance at life. They now mostly travel the country in an effort to prevent dark guilds from getting too big and creating a second Baram alliance.

Eric eventually left Crime Sorciere after settling down with Kinana. His reasoning was that he finally felt like he'd put his past behind him and now wanted to live a much quieter life with his wife and kid.

Everyone outside of Magnolia sees Natsu as a hero for taking down Acnologia and Zeref, he becomes very uncomfortable with the attention and is quick to remind people that he wouldn't have been able to fight either without help from the rest of the guild.

A new magic council finally replaced the emergency council that was comprised of the ten wizard saints. Many of the wizard saints were more than happy to finally leave the council although some elected to stay.

Asuka became the go to babysitter when more children began to crop up around the guild. She was more than happy to do so after remembering how much fun she had whenever Natsu got to babysit her.

I would add more but I feel at this point it would give too much away, so enjoy these little snippets for now. I'll definitely be adding more as and when I can.