#Ask Mello

[official-mello]

I've hired this autism to stare at you

This is harassment.

[official--mello]

@matt-jeevas-official

I'm leaving you.

[ask-the-mafia-boy]

Words said by Matt quote for quote

"Uhh, shit don't tell him I said this okay?.. One time he was having a really bad meltdown and ended up shooting at me because I walked in our bedroom when it was happening. He thought he missed but uh... he actually did graze me, hurt like hell but I pretended I wasn't hurt to not cause more of a panic."

TW‼️‼️‼️ VERY VERY BIG TW

*he was stunned and terrified….skin cold to the touch..he wanted to cry , scream , apologise, cut and genuinely die at the same time but he couldn’t do anything at that moment in time…. He couldn’t believe he would hurt Matt, hurt one of the only people who ever gave two fucks to care about him….he made Matt hurt…he should hurt….he needed to hurt to make up for what he did…*

[mellosdrawings]

Could we have a drawing of Leona driving and the others just goofing off in the car during the event LOL I love how much people are shocked by the fact that this lion man has a license

The first thing I thought about when I read that scene was that damn Draw the Squad meme template, thank you for giving me a reason to do it xD

(OG here)

[zimt-deathnote]

I’ve been imagining Mello being so awkward around Matt sometimes 😭just sitting on the couch next to him and neither of them speaking

idk they seem pretty cool with chilling in silence to me

It's just a matter of time until one of them starts talking. Their heads are full and Matt's mouth is loose. Some silence is very much appreciated sometimes.

[eviilhomozexual]

Erm. I might of gotten carried away- BUT I SWEAR THEY JUST KISSING!! ONLY SMOOCHING!! NOTHING MORE!! AAAAAAAA

[mysicklove]

guys has a man ever made you orgasm pls let me know if it’s a myth bc i have never experienced it

[imninakk]

PLEASE DRAW MELLO AND MISA BUYING CLOTHES AND NEAR ONLY STSNDING LOOKING AT THEM AND THEY'RE LIKE we're DIVAS💥

🖐😧🖐

[saiintvalentiine]

SAIINT THE FOXFIES IS NOW INFESTING MY BRAIN WHAT HAVE YOU DONE.....

here, have this little guy while im suffering

i love foxes and i love wifies so foxfies is like.... im on the floor sobbing over him saiint.... i might even... i might even like him a little bit more than dogfies im so sorry guys 😭 LOOK AT HIM

HE'S SOOOOOO CUTE MELLO OH MY GOODNESS......... HIS LITTLE SCHEMING FACE IS SO CUTE I LOVE HIM

mello I am so glad you're joining me in this journey bc I need you to imagine as it gets cold his hair gets whiter and whiter and then as it gets warmer it starts getting dark again and isn't that just so cute (<- big "wifies should be graying" enthusiast)

[official-mello]

Hello. I heard you were…concussed. I decided to come check in. How are you fairing?

- @official-l

Finally someone’s talking quietly… My brain hurts… When did you get another head…?

[official--mello]

Matt said Near is gorgeous

Gorgeous? That fucking twerp??

@matt-jeevas-official Is this true?

[ask-the-mafia-boy]

💥‼️-“Who the hell are you..?”-‼️🍫

“what do you want, I’m fucking busy..you wanna ask me questions? Oh- this was the thing Matt was telling me about- an “ask blog” or something . Fine go for it ask me whatever-“

Ooc: hi hi! I’m @squ3akerp33ker This blog goes by a few small rules, no nsfw and keep it kind! Evil characters are aloud but nothing downright mean!!! Anyway personal head cannons! Matt x mello is cannon here! Also got a Gay FtM mello to interact with! Have fun! (Btw my oc lady sasaki (see on @ask-miss-lady-sasaki ) is his godmother and is cannon here!)

~ other Dn blogs I run

@ask-the-greatest-detective - L

@ask-the-mafia-boy -Mello

@ask-kiras-little-sister -Sayu

@ask-rem -Rem

@ryuk-the-pet-rock -Ryuk

@ask-the-old-man -Watari

@busy-playing-with-toys -near

@the-yagami-household lights parents

no NSFW please! And be kind!

[mellosdrawings]

Who’s the bug killer for Jamil? Vil or Leona?🤔

Vil wouldn't touch a bug, who do you think he is? But he would blast it if it was only him and Jamil.

Leona though would catch bugs without issues. He's got incredible reflexes and, if he's anything like a cat, he would get those flying little critters just for the fun of it haha

[zimt-deathnote]

Happy to announce that I finally settled on a gang name for "the mafia", so I can fucking finally stop calling them "the mafia":

LOS VARANOS

Those are just some goons with canon appearance but holy hell we desperately need some more diversity in here......and tattoos.

The name Los Varanos (which is spanish for monitor lizards btw) is a little nod to my Atrea version of Rod. Monitor lizards are nasty fuckers and I thought it suits the gang.

I had some fun with finding cool fonts for the name. Some members 100% have one of the Fraktur fonts tattooed.

I could talk about the gang all day.

[empressofthewind]

what makes you think that mello doesn't want near dead? i think so too but I'm not entirely sure

Great question!! I have a lot of explanations for this.

There are two main practical reasons why Near dying would be catastrophic for Mello. Firstly, Mello and Near are designed such that they are stronger together, and functionally cannot succeed without the other. People generally understand that Near couldn't have caught Kira without Mello, but I think a lot of people miss the fact that actually neither of them could've done really anything without each other. Mello used a spy in the SPK to establish that Kira's weapon of choice was a notebook, which kicked off his plan to hunt the book down. Near used Mello's information after the explosion to determine that there was a Shinigami attached to the notebook, and that the 13-day rule was fake. Mello used Near to investigate Mogi, and subsequently, when that fell through, used Lidner to access Near's information about everything except the exact identity of X-Kira. Then, of course, Near needed Mello to kidnap Takada and subsequently reveal the true location of the Death Note. It's very much a back-and-forth, and even if Mello doesn't necessarily accept the idea that they can achieve more when working together, he definitely seems to understand that he needs Near to get ahead in some capacity. Dead Near = no information.

Secondly, there's the fact that Mello's entire motivation is to catch Kira before Near. I could talk about this extensively but I think, at its core, this is pretty straightforward. Mello wants a satisfying victory, and it doesn't really work if there's no one left alive for him to beat. There's a possibility that he could catch Kira on his own, but what would be the point of that if no one else he deems a worthy competitor is even trying to? He doesn't want handouts. He doesn't want a win by default. He wants to win fair and square, against a rival who is alive and well and in his right mind. Dead Near = no competition.

Then on a more emotional note - and this might be slightly more speculative but - it really doesn't seem to me like Mello actually hates Near??? When he talks to or about Near, it's either focused largely on himself/his personal desire to prove himself ("I'm always number two... no matter how hard I try..."; "I'll be number one") or actually pretty positive stuff about Near being better than him ("Near will calmly and unemotionally solve the puzzle"; "I know you're good at that stuff"). This is not to say that he likes Near either, but rather that he recognises that Near is very skilled in his own right, and what drives him is specifically proving that he himself is just as, if not more, skilled than Near. This makes more sense to me than him having a genuine vendetta against Near as a person and wanting him to suffer. He flies off the handle and aims a gun at Near when he feels like Near is treating him as a pawn, but by the end of that scene, he's smirking and talking about "waiting for [Near]" at the finish line, which seems like a weird thing to say to someone you a) were genuinely trying to kill a moment ago, and b) still actively want dead. I think this was a knee-jerk reaction to a phrase that struck a nerve and made him feel disrespected, rather than a legitimate assassination attempt.

I feel like to really understand Mello's feelings towards Near, you have to understand where they come from in the first place, and it's not because he feels Near has done wrong by him. It's not because he finds Near generally annoying or unpleasant to be around. It's because he was raised as a potential successor to L, and he hinges his self-worth on the notion of becoming L. While L was alive, his metric for success was to be personally chosen by him, but since L died without ever choosing, Mello set a new objective that would determine who is most worthy. Try to solve the one case that L couldn't, and whoever could do that first would win. So I think his goal actually has a lot less to do with Near as a person and a lot more to do with Near as a symbol, for all he represents and the ways in which his existence shapes Mello's own self-perception. With all this in mind, there's actually no explicit reason for him to want Near dead. For L and Light, the rules of their game were such that the winner would be the survivor. For Mello and Near, their game relies on both of them being alive.

My final note about all of this is that Near is pretty insistent that Mello doesn't want him dead ("If you want to shoot me, shoot"; "Mello wouldn't try to kill me"). Near demonstrates a very deep and accurate understanding of the intricacies of Mello's motivations, so I feel like that counts for something, too.

[mysicklove]

is this a safe space to talk about sounding