#Ardeo tgo

[thesovietonion77]

new tgo perdere lore drop and ranting abt my lil sis and the depths of her brain

also addressing this rq

i do not ship Eclin, but my little sister kinda does a little bit 😭😭 and shes the one who came up with the ideas for our fanfiction (the grand occult). she says she absolutely does not ship it romantically and i have heard her muttering in her sleep her little dialogue bits she does with her voice acting and it went a little smth like this(pretty sure this was in an episode but this sounded much more erm eh)

Eclipse: are you....scared..?~

Ruin: ..s-scared? W-well, you...could say i am a bit, eh, frightened*nervous laugh* by your appearance...erm..you...*noticeably scareder* you.....ec-Eclipse..?

Eclipse: *whispering* Are you...terrified of me..?~

and then she stopped for like two minutes before saying something that sounded so practiced she practically recited it from memory, with ruin and solar's voices on point as always(i stayed awake listening through all of this)

warning, kidnap mention and implied r@pe in the script below!! ⚠️⚠️⚠️

Sol: Ruin..?

Ru: Gh-!....Oh. Hello, Solar.

S: Hey...i, uh, just wanted to...see if you were okay. You know, with Eclipse kidnapping you and all.

R: I know. I was there. And...i'm fine. thank you.

S: ....are- are you sure..?

R: *heavy pause* *like you're boutta cry* ...no. not at all.

s: ...do you want to talk about it?

r: ...i was wondering why...why he would take me, of all people, to that awful place. i know he thinks i'm the one who rebuilt him, but i never knew... he...h-he would...*very shaky exhale*....and as it turns out, i was....i was only there for his.....pleasure. *shaky breath* god, that awful, blood-boiling, selfish prick!...i tried, Solar, i tried...my hardest, to fight back, but....i-i...i wasn't strong enough. i was too weak..to...to stop him. to do anything.

S: *realization suddenly dawns on him* you mean...h-he...? *very quiet gasp* ...OH....OH MY GOD.....Ruin, he...?

R: ...I already know what you think. i'm revolting. the fact i let him do that to me is repugnant.

S: N-no, that isn't at all what i was gonna say!- That- That is entirely not your fault, it's Eclipse's!....oh my god, it's....it's my fault too. Damn it, Moon and i should've been keeping an eye on you, we should have been protecting you in case, oh god, oh god-

R: Solar, it...it makes me feel worse when you're frustrated with yourself, please...

S: We have to tell Moon. Something that'll prove we need to pay more attention, we-

R: N-NO!-...i don't want anybody to know about this. You're not one to think less of somebody based on the things they've been forced to do, but i cannot....i cannot trust that of the others. i dont want them to think down of me, like i'm some...agh, i don't know! please, Solar.

S: But Ruin, telling someone would help you-

R: Solar.

and that was all i heard before she finally went back to sleep- so i asked her abt it the next morning and she said "Oh, that's part of Perdere's backstory now! that's why he hates Eclipses, especially Lord Myrik, because he gives off that vibe and you know why. And also why in the RHau he's terrified of Ardeo."

and so yep. That's Per now. Their Eclipse was a fucking asshole before they got the star, and now he's fucking dead. Also, Per's dimension never had a Bloodmoon (That's why he's so attached to sanguine in a stolitz kinda way)

thanks, my 13 year old sister's brain(?)

[thesovietonion77]

wrote a song y'all

i wrote a song about Perderé in the RH!AU and its cool, methinks it's called It Shows

(Verse 1) At first when it started I thought that it was all real how exactly did i feel When i never had departed

(Prechorus) found myself in a depression I learned it was all a sham After you forced me into submission Like the dog you think i am

(Chorus) And it's not fair, i know But theres nowhere i can go And forever to you, i'm tied I just wish that i had died And you don't care, i know I'm punished if i don't show And you use me and abuse me Just to order me to keep a ruse… And it shows

(Verse 2) I'm performing on a stage If i fall, i'm met with rage And it takes a while to gauge Just how much that i can take

(Prechorus) my feathers fall to the ground But you tell me to go back down And you're pulling on my tail Like i chose to enter this jail

(Chorus) And it's not fair, i know But theres nowhere i can go When they banished me, put me through strife I wish that they'd ended my life And you don't care, i know I'm punished if i don't show And i simply cannot break these chains My wings are clipped, you have the reins… And it shows

(Verse 3) And this little hotel noticed These nice ladies took me in Gave me a place that was free from sin I felt i could uncuff my shins

(Prechorus) And it's funny, really now All those years that i had bowed I realized that you're just some 12 foot tall french piece of sentient metal that i could stab if i wanted to

(Chorus) (Emotionally) I'll make things fair, you know And there's nowhere you can go As i laugh at all your cries see the terror in your eyes And I don't care anymore That you called me a little whore et je vais te tuer, espèce de salaud et je m'assurerai qu'ils ne trouvent pas ton cadavre rouillé-!…

(Outro) So it shows How i was treated Like a pet for you to beat and fight finally it all came back to bite you And now they all know That you were defeated I did it in a frenzy From you I'm finally free

And it shows

[thesovietonion77]

"Trapped." ⚠️(CW SUGGESTIVE!!!!!)⚠️

((That is OIL BTW- IF YOU GET PUNCHED TOO HARD IN THE STOMACH YOU COUGH UP BLOOD))

[thesovietonion77]

uh

can someone tell me if its okay that literally every stupid au i have has at least one abusive relationship in it like

TGO has Rays and Myrik(and before that Perdere and his Eclipse)

RH!au has Perdere and Ardeo

TCoX had Sark and Sink

TFF has Orion and Sage

like wtf my sister comes up with these and i just go "yep okay sure" LIKE GIRLY YOU HAVE TO START REJECTING THESE

robots and hedgehogs and platypuses and hedgefoxes galore, jfc

[thesovietonion77]

OKAY OKAY I ACTUALLY HAVE A PLAN

im going to make a parody of Paranoid DJ's Use Me Up(yes the angel dust song) but with Perderé from the RH!AU(the Hazbin Hotel crossover au)

so I rewrote the lyrics under the cut!! :) here you gooo 🤠

(Ardeo:) (Spoken) C'est quoi ce bordel, Perderé…? I heard from all the customers you refused…do you need a reminder of what your job is?~ Hmh. I guess you do, petit oiseau..~ My room…five minutes.~ Put on something nice for me…~ Don't be late, Per.

(Intro) (Perderé:) (Spoken) Go ahead, darling..~ Don't be afraid, I don't bite…~ Mhmhmhm, you do whatever… but be nice.~

(Verse 1) At first when it started I thought it was all real How exactly did I feel While you hauled me on the keel I know the name of the game I know I should be ashamed I'm not for you to berate I'm not for you to defame

(Prechorus) And you tell me I'm good I said I don't think I should But you hurt me and you left me Doing nothing I would Found myself in a depression Learned it was all a sham When you forced me to submission Like the dog that I am

(Chorus) And it isn't at all fair, I know But I swear there isn't anywhere that I can go And it's not my fault you think that I'm nothing but a ho Forever to you, I'm tied I just wish that I had died (Go on, tell me) But you don't care what I say, I know And there's nothing I can plead to you, not even no And you use me and abuse me and you won't let go Just to order me to keep a ruse I can't undergo So you tell me, does it show?

(And I ask you, does it show?)

(Ardeo:) (Spoken) Venez ici.~

(Verse 2) Performing on a stage I fall, and I'm met with rage It takes a while to gauge Just how much I can take And it's foolish to think That I can carry this weight But my name's written in ink You're pushing me to the brink

(Prechorus) My feathers fall to the ground But you tell me "go back down" And they twist and turn my body For a night on the town And you're pulling my tail Until I'm brittle and frail And you think it's so amusing That I'm trapped in this jail

And it isn't at all fair, I know But I swear there isn't anywhere that I can go When they banished me and dragged me through all that strife I wish that they had decided to just end my life (Please, just tell me) But you don't care what I say, I know And there's nothing I can plead to you, not even no And I simply am not strong enough to break these chains So both of my wings are clipped, you hold the reins But you tell me, does it show?

(Chorus) So I will show you fucking fair, you know And now there isn't anywhere that you can go (nowhere to run, hon) As I laugh at all your cries and see the fear in your eyes (the terror in your eyes) You can go fuck yourself, I'm already here (I've come so far, why stop now) And I don't give a shit about you anymore (no more) I will no longer be known as "Ardeo's little whore" (not your petite salope) et je vais te tuer, espèce de salaud et je m'assurerai qu'ils ne trouvent pas ton cadavre rouillé-!… And it mother fucking shows

(Outro) So it shows how bad you treated me Like a pet for your use with none of the "no, no, please" And it all came back to bite you in a crazed frenzy And now they will all know from you I'm finally free

wrote a song y'all

i wrote a song about Perderé in the RH!AU and its cool, methinks it's called It Shows

(Verse 1) At first when it started I thought that it was all real how exactly did i feel When i never had departed

(Prechorus) found myself in a depression I learned it was all a sham After you forced me into submission Like the dog you think i am

(Chorus) And it's not fair, i know But theres nowhere i can go And forever to you, i'm tied I just wish that i had died And you don't care, i know I'm punished if i don't show And you use me and abuse me Just to order me to keep a ruse… And it shows

(Verse 2) I'm performing on a stage If i fall, i'm met with rage And it takes a while to gauge Just how much that i can take

(Prechorus) my feathers fall to the ground But you tell me to go back down And you're pulling on my tail Like i chose to enter this jail

(Chorus) And it's not fair, i know But theres nowhere i can go When they banished me, put me through strife I wish that they'd ended my life And you don't care, i know I'm punished if i don't show And i simply cannot break these chains My wings are clipped, you have the reins… And it shows

(Verse 3) And this little hotel noticed These nice ladies took me in Gave me a place that was free from sin I felt i could uncuff my shins

(Prechorus) And it's funny, really now All those years that i had bowed I realized that you're just some 12 foot tall french piece of sentient metal that i could stab if i wanted to

(Chorus) (Emotionally) I'll make things fair, you know And there's nowhere you can go As i laugh at all your cries see the terror in your eyes And I don't care anymore That you called me a little whore et je vais te tuer, espèce de salaud et je m'assurerai qu'ils ne trouvent pas ton cadavre rouillé-!…

(Outro) So it shows How i was treated Like a pet for you to beat and fight finally it all came back to bite you And now they all know That you were defeated I did it in a frenzy From you I'm finally free

And it shows