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faerieostara · 7 months
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"Still we walk through the gardens, stealing sun from the flowers..."
This was an older piece that I never finished. I started it somewhere in June but got burnt out attempting to finish it. So, here you go.
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o0corruptedghoul0o · 4 months
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to clarify some things although I think most of you already took a right guess
yes I'm simomo
to put it short, after my cc got stolen and reuploaded on several platforms and I left for a little while, I enjoyed the game and actually played sims (what shocker) and in that time I decided to change the way I create hairs a little - a more simple style that matches the game aesthetic better. and with that change I had also hope those fuckers give up on stealing my hairs.
with the new name I simply hoped it would take them longer to "find" me again and... because it fits my new aesthetics more, since I don't wanna hold back anymore what I really like (gore, smut and all that jazz)
I don't create as much cc as before and often just do some simple gameplay, so I don't really see myself as cc creator on this platform anymore... just a personal blog with all things I like and when I feel like creating cc, I share it... just not as regular as before.
and for the love of god, don't send me asks about my old hairs please, they're all in the vault and there are big sfs folders with all my shit
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cerise-on-top · 4 months
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Nikolai with a s/o who always has a hand on his chest? With consent ofc, and it’s always to feel his heartbeat. I think of this all the time and it’s always super cute in my head.
Hello! That is pretty cute!
Nikolai Always with Reader’s Hand on His Chest
Nikolai is a pretty laid back and chill sort of man, so he usually doesn’t mind you putting your hand over his heart. Maybe not while you’re walking, though, he doesn’t want you to trip. It’s very sweet to him: You wanna make sure that he’s alive? That he’s still with you? That his heart is still beating? Trust me, not even death could take him away from you. He’d dig his way out of his grave after killing the reaper with his bare hands himself. You can always put your hand over his chest while you’re at home together, though. It’s nice to feel you. After a while it would be reassuring to him as well, feeling that you’re there, that you’re with him. He thinks it’s sweet that you always want to be touching him, because if it was up to you he’d do the same thing with you. After some time, once he’s realized that you’re always touching him whenever you can, he tries to get into positions that facilitate you touching him a bit. Usually lies on his back when you’re cuddling so you have full access to him. Can and will fall asleep like that, but will also want to hold you back. Will also put his hand over your heart as well so he can “get back at you”. In reality, feeling your heartbeat is also just nice and reassuring to him. However, he sometimes might lie on your chest in order to hear it as well, something like it lulls him to sleep, after all. You can put your hand over his chest in public as well, though, he doesn’t particularly mind cuddling in public either. There’s a good chance you’ll be nicely clothed, though, so you won’t feel his heartbeat unless you slip your hand under his clothes. You can do that, he doesn’t care about strangers staring in public. However, once it’s time to continue walking around, release him. You can continue your antics once you’ve found another nice bench to sit on.
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forestgreenlesbian · 11 months
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wedding this weekend
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starflungwaddledee · 4 months
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this is a long shot and i'm sorry to ask, but if you don't mind, can mutuals (or contacts or regulars... just... this community) of mine who aren't jumping ship like... let me know? will any of us still be here? is it over? i'm trying to know if this really is it or what's... even happening. i hate to reassurance seek but i'm feeling pretty miserable and confused.
edit: felt like i was being really pitiful and fragile making this but everybody is being so nice to me and responding so patiently with all your thoughts and i'm in tears of gratitude thank you thank you thank you 💖
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soaps-mohawk · 14 days
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I get the feeling the poor girl not gonna be able to walk for at least a week maybe a week and a half. Also I wasn't able to tell at the end of the chapter if she was calling out for Price or calling Simon alpha lol.
Also your work is just absolutely wonderful Love, keep up the good work! Also prioritize your health before all we can wait for updates❤️
Mhm mhm Dr. Keller bring a wheelchair our omega can't walk. nothing's wrong, Simon just fucked her so hard she lost all ability to use her legs.
I answered this already and missed this one, but it was Simon. Simon got the big A this time.
Aaah thank you!! I'm planning breaks from now on since that two days I took last week healed something in me surrounding this blog so...🫡 finally taking everyone's advice and taking breaks
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little lord cottonball gazing down from his ominous perch
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zebratimw · 1 year
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#svsss#scum villains self saving system#shang qinghua#how I be feeling these days ahdnfjgkg#I keep stressing about life in general and its seriously bumming me out hajdjg#how nice it would be to not exist#everyday I wake up and do the same things I hate#time hasn't felt real in years and it goes way before covid times#I haven't felt real in most of those years either#Look I'm lucky I'm not like depressed or whatever but frankly this derealization shit is seriously startin to get a little worrying at times#tbf I only really notice it recently so maybe its just a bias#I've been chugging along this way for years all thats changed is my perception of it#but at the same time I really want to do more too#I get I'm a very boring and unreliable person#and I know I just said its my perception of it but like I do genuinely think my social skills my general living just like me mentally ig#I'm kinda deteriorating in my stagnation ig? artistically too but more worrying in my life idbfjg#priorities sorry anyways I also think I do have adhd or something and that rejection thing dhfjgjg I really can't start things anymore#idk I really just feel so clueless in most things now and I'm too scared or too confused or both to start fixing things#like how do I even fix things? what do I even search for in this kind of thing?#Idk I'm just gonna go sleep ig god I'm so tired of everything#I haven't been able to draw I've really lost passion for a lot of things again and everything irritates me#I can't stand my phone sometimes but it's kinda the only thing getting me through it all ha#ngl I wish I were depressed sometimes if only so I'd actually have the balls to do smth but Ik that's just the Metnally Ail part speaking so#chug chug going along#I also have to make wushi before I die. haha#god my life is so empty#what am I even doing#I'm really so tired why can't my life end here already? modern lifespans are too long how am I supposed to keep going on like this?#so pointless and vapid and its just me ? why did it have to be me that was born? couldn't someone else have been here I hate it here so much#I strive for nothing but I have such a long life and so many people to disappoint haha maybe I should go outside more
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disdaidal · 3 months
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I got a sudden surge of inspiration (or insanity) last night, and I wrote most of chapter 2 for my omegaverse fic. I still have to write a little more to get to the end of it, and then I can start working on my least favorite part aka proofreading/editing it, so...
Give me the strength to finish it tonight? Please? 🙏
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zhongrin · 20 days
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it's hackathon week next week and there are so many things i need to do (passport renewal, accommodation stuff, dental appointments, packing for flight, chores, etc), so i apologize if i'm kind of inactive or off in this blog or discord!!
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coquelicoq · 2 days
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mystical-cinnamoon · 23 days
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today was fantastic and we're topping it off with a new litwtc ep
fuck yeah i am thriving
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wren-writes-things · 4 months
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Okay tired Wren is officially on activity ban. Because apparently the logic I reach is that 4-10 am is the perfect time to write 4 pages of angsty fanfic and then move on with the school day like nothing happened.
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galvanizedfriend · 6 days
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Hello, I hope you are well! 😊
I wanted to know if we would have the new chapter at the beginning of July? (I am so looking forward to the reunion between Eve and Klaus 🥰)
Have a nice day!
Hi, friend!
*Sigh* 😔 So my idea was to have had at least two more chapters by now, but I've been struggling a lot. :( I haven't finished the next one yet, don't think I'm even halfway through it. Truth is I haven't felt very inspired these days and work has really been hard. This is a very sensitive time for my job (sensitive year tbh) and it's getting busier and busier and in about a month's time I have a work trip, so it's only going to get crazier.
I really do hope to be able to finish at least the next chapter before that, but I can't make any promises. 😔
Sorry for the disappointing reply. 🥲
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flagsontheland · 9 days
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icewindandboringhorror · 11 months
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... why he sit like this
#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little#rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo#cats#It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually#getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol#Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime#I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad.#Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering#all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty#e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time#that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense#that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh#I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol#which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything#I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still#recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually#slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.'#ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever#reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished#any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky#and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly#going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et#etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make#stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin#.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care#and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists.#take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc#ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it#82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol......#ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol
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