#Anyways I have an actual species that has the same complex horns kind of thing that I will probably post sooner or later
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recently I have been obsessed with drawing way too complicated and extravagant horns
#dragon#myart#And this time you don’t know if I’m making excuses because it’s only the head#Is it a dragon? Or wingless glorified lizard?#You don’t know#what even are the qualifications for a dragon?#the real dragons were the friends we made along the way#the scales and all that stuff. Fluffy dragons are ruining this though#Cold blooded then?#Dragon anatomy is terrifying#How does it breathe fire if I’m deciding they have to be cold blooded#You know what#creature#dragons are so hard to describe someone’s going to pull up to the function with a flamethrower picture and I’m cooked#Or just like.#A gecko#Anyways I have an actual species that has the same complex horns kind of thing that I will probably post sooner or later#Also do I call all of these creatures I draw OCs if I never ever even think about them again?#One time thing does or does not deserve the title of OC#Because it IS just raw out of my brain I just dont use them again#(Excluding the Roblox stuff that is not relevant (why did I have to get hooked on a ROBLOX game. ROBLOX.))#I think I should maybe stop tagging this
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thoughts on the horsea line? i love kingdra
For as complex as seahorses are visually, Horsea is ironically very simple. It has a seahorse's signature tail, an elongated noot-noot snout, some ridge-like structures on the side of the head, and a segmented cream underbelly accented by the single cream fin. The blue color indicates its water typing and the red eye draws attention to the face. It's a bit bland at this stage, but it sets things up for the evolutions and is pretty cute as well.
In Japanese mythology, seahorses are thought to be baby dragons that will transform if they live for a century (with their Japanese name literally translating out as "dragon's child"). Horsea's evolution references this with Seadra here. It's not super overt, but the shape of the head and the fins, the scales on the underbelly, and the "wings" on the back all loosely invoke dragons.
Visually, it keeps most of the same elements from Horsea minus the red eyes. The shape of the wings and head fins mimic each other, and the cream underbelly is now matched by cream only on the tips of the back fins, which breaks up the amount of blue a bit and gives the fins a sense of movement and somewhat naturalistic patterning.
My only real problem with Seadra is that I think it starts to be a bit too busy. The combo of two head fins and two back fins starts to become cluttered; it may have been better if they just stuck to one or dropped the head fins entirely. The circular nature of the tail also now feels a bit more at odds with the angular-ness of the rest of the design. Similarly, I think the vertical nature of the underbelly scales contrasts a bit against the underbelly color, which cuts straight across them in an unnatural way. None of these are major issues, obviously—its still a pretty cool design all around.
Out of the line, Kingdra's my personal favorite. While still a dragon, it actually includes progression in the seahorse front by advancing it to a weedy seadragon, a seperate-but-related species:
What I like about Kingdra is that it still mixes dragon elements with seahorse (or seadragon) elements, but it does so in a much more elegant and streamlined way than Seadra does. The various frills reference Horsea's head fins, but also serve to form a pair of dragon-like horns. Meanwhile, the shape of the head invokes the long whiskers Eastern dragons are known for. It also still invokes a dragon's scales, but this time by simply including some lines over the body instead of individually drawing them out. It's beautiful, it's easy to read and understand, and it looks powerful.
My only nitpick is that the more saturated colors, while beautiful, do make the orange underbelly stick out. It might've made more sense to make the eye orange instead to draw the color through, seeing as Seadra already lost the red eye anyway.
All of that said, I do have to point out one thing: to me, it looks much less like a Seadra evolution, and much more like a Horsea evo. Horsea has red eyes as does Kingdra, but Seadra looses them; Horsea and Kingdra have one light-colored back fin, Seadra has two primarily blue fins; Horsea and Kingdra are all smooth curves while Seadra is all spikes. Horsea and Kingdra have smooth lines for scales, Seadra's scales are ruffled, etc. etc.
In that regard, I kind of feel like Kingdra and Seadra would've worked better as branching evos from Horsea. Kingdra to me looks more like an Eastern dragon while Seadra looks more like a Western, so it makes thematic sense. Likewise, Horsea has a simple design that's not super invocative of one species, which then would lead into it evolving into either a seahorse or seadragon. Obviously it's not a big deal that it doesn't, and it doesn't ruin the line; it would just make more logical sense to me. (Also, both could be dragon/water with different stat distributions; it feels weird that Seadra is a dragon but lacks dragon-typing.)
Kingdra also has this beta design, which is worse in just about every way. I will say that it's a bit easier to see how this evolved from Seadra (elements like the blue back fins becoming a cape, the head spikes being kept, the progression from seahorse -> seahorse/dragon -> Actual Literal Dragon, etc.), but the realistic dragon head feels very out of place and doesn't fit well with the body. I'm glad they refined this one some more.
Overall, this is a solid line. I do think the progression could've been a bit stronger in terms of how the line is structured, but the actual designs are all very nice and the theme is clear. Now all GameFreak needs to do is actually pay attention to them once in a while.
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-same anon here ✨
Nah you’re all good! I was genuinely just curious to know your thoughts hehe. I’m also a biologist so I can see the argument for Foxian behavior going either way. There’s a lot of room for headcanons to add onto HSR’s pre-existing lore.
I’d like to think they only have some kind of instinctual behaviors but not many? If that makes sense. In a reproductive sense I feel it’s much less important: I can see the median average of Foxians having only 1 kid… very rarely 2. But for the sake of their species as you said, it’s not really an important thing to procreate or have those animalistic traits.
Red foxes supposedly have behaviors that can indicate monogamy in males but it can be iffy and isn’t always an exception the rule of irl foxes. Though, it’s been observed that some male foxes never have/refuse to have another mate if their original dies. Also, good point about Yukong’s dead friend that I didn’t think of!
Jiaoqiu is a very complex character that I can see being very attached if he allowed himself to meet someone who broke down his walls and “mend his broke heart” I.e. someone who brings out positive emotions in him in a romantic way. As an “old fox” (as he’s described himself) I don’t see that as being something he’s too concerned with, but it’s just an added plus for fanfic writers to give some happiness to the grumpy, cunning, traumatized guy :( lord knows he needs it, even if just a platonic “found family” sort of way— (I’m not over 2.5 and his backstory as you might be able to tell)
Anyways, sorry for popping in so randomly and rambling here. I do appreciate you taking the time to respond and give your thoughts! It’s always a pleasure to chat with fellow writers and brainstorm some stuff with fandoms! ^.^
Oh my gosh, a fellow biologist! Hello! 😄
Much like you, I can see foxians having some instinctual behaviours. Even if we weren't shown or told about any in the game, I recon some exist, though not to the extreme that we might observe in wild foxes in real life. Plus, as you pointed out, HSR's world building leaves plenty of room for players to insert their headcanons into the world, so anything is possible.
I bet some employees at Mihoyo have ideas about foxian physiology and reproductive behaviours that they can't include in the game. Considering how they made Ganyu's horns canonically sensitive, I wouldn't put it past them...
Nature has a way of always creating exceptions to whatever rule we as humans develop about a species. I didn't know that some male foxes are monogamous, but it sounds like they're similar to humans in that way. Some stay with a single partner for life, and some do not. It comes down to the individual.
Speaking of, I do think Jiaoqiu might have had a partner in the past since I believe he experimented with relationships when he was younger, but it wasn't anything serious. However, the war changed him a lot. The war left him numb inside (I actually saw a cool theory on twitter about Jiaoqiu potentially being a Self-Annihilator), so he eats spicy food because the pain makes him feel alive, and by extension I think his emotions have become dulled, including love. It could just be that he grew jaded and bitter after the war, lost about his own worth as a healer, or perhaps he's fearful of growing attached and having his heart broken again. Regardless, I completely agree that he would grow attached to someone who helped heal his trauma, gave him a purpose again, made him feel alive and appreciated, etc (much like Feixiao does for him right now), and he would bind himself to them for life. Again, just look at Jiaoqiu's loyalty toward Feixiao and the lengths he's willing to go for those he truly cares about.
That 2.5 quest was uncalled for. All my favorite Hoyo men have self-sacrificing tendencies, and I am tired of constantly worrying about them aahh
I'm certain post-war Jiaoqiu would devote himself to a single romantic partner. It would take a special person to breach his barriers and mend his heart, and not just anyone would fit that bill. Just the fact someone cared that much and put in the effort for his sake would touch Jiaoqiu deeply and leave a strong impression, that I don't think he would be able to take on another partner after, nor would he want to because nobody can replace them. I think this applies to any of us in real life, too. If someone is there for us in our lowest moments, shows us care and affection, then we'll feel an attachment to them.
Jiaoqiu is on the older side, but I don't think he's as old as Yukong (who has a silvery tail compared to Jiaoqiu), so he still has lots of years left to live. Even if he's not concerned about finding healing, I still hope he does manage to overcome his heartbreak and find purpose in life again beyond just healing Feixiao.
No need for apologies, I'm happy to receive character analysis asks! Thank you for taking the time to send them in and for indulging in this discussion with me, it's a lot of fun hearing others' ideas.
If you also write for Jiaoqiu, I'll be very happy. He's so underrated and deserves a lot more love than he gets from fandom. Majority of my faves end up being unpopular, which is why I took to making my own content about them. The more Jiaoqiu fics that exist in the world, the better 😤
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Not sure when you're done, but for when you'rein your asks: talk about your stockpile-adaptation tradeoff theory
Ok So, this turned out very long and very rambly but i finished my homework after midnight and i won’t be stopped from posting this. Let’s call it a mix of “Stockpiled- adaptation tradeoff theory”, “Pocket’s thoughts on how the quirk singularity isn’t a thing”, “overhaul doesn’t understand evolution”, and a bit of “rubbing into AfO’s face about him not being as grand as he thinks he is”
First, let’s talk about Copy vs AfO
So, the thing about Copy is that it lets Neito reproduce the plus alpha factor in it’s entirety- all the mutations needed to activate it, and at least some what a way to instinctively turn it on and off. He copies Eri’s quirk, he gets her horn. He copies Eri’s quirk, and he’s able to know for sure that he’s activated it, but nothing still happens. That’s because for all he is now perfectly adapted to using her quirk, he doesn’t have her stockpile, or even a copy of her stockpile.
Now, AfO. He takes a quirk, but unlike Neito, his comes with whatever was stockpiled. We know this, because he was able to retain the tags that Ragdoll had on students inside of Search while he stole it, and when it was passed to Tomura. He also appears to be able to use mutation quirks, but we haven’t actually seen him take one for himself- he switches a mutation for a quirkless man, and it’s very possible that every ‘body altering quirk’ he uses at Kamino is in fact a transformation quirk, not a mutation. Let’s call this Subset A of the theory, that AfO might be able to give others mutations, but not use them himself. Whether or not that’s true, or if he just activated then deactivated the mutation, there’s the fact that after using air blast against All Might at Kamino, he shook out his hand to jog back feeling and get over the pain of the quirk’s recoil. A pain that, with one’s natural resistance to their own quirk, he shouldn’t have to really worry about- not to mention all the other ones he has to deal with.
But, for some reason, while AfO can yank everything in a stockpile quirk, he can’t yank the adaptability with it. If someone has a body suited to a fire quirk, and a fire quirk, then AfO can take the quirk, but will not have the resistance for it. This means he’ll have to seek out another quirk- he’ll have to seek out fire resistance specifically tied to a person’s plus alpha factor, rather than anything in any other part of the body.
There’s a couple of reason why, but first, lets acknowledge the slightly horrifying fact that following the rules we see with Search and from Monoma’s example, this means that if AfO stole Fatgum’s quirk, he would also be stealing every fat cell in his body linked to it- which might be all of them. which would be very very bad for one’s health. Anyway, nightmare aside, it also means stockpiled things are stored in the quirk factor. This is likely why Eraserhead is able to erase a stockpiled quirk like any other kind, but probably couldn’t temporarily stop someone from having heat resistance as a byproduct.
So, the why. Let’s talk about evolution. and lets ignore everything Chisaki said about apes because he’s a stupid man who knows nothing.
As a species, you might be inclined to say that humans are more evolved than apes. or more evolved than moss. You would be not really correct. Humans are evolved differently, but we’ve all been growing from the first living cells the same amount of time, just to suit different roles and niches. a moss is just as good at being moss as a human is at being a human. But, you could make the argument that your generation of human is more evolved than your ancestors’ generations of humans- you have, after all, been going longer. But really, in a few generations? That’s not a lot of time, really.
Even with the quirk singularity theory, there’s a lot of holes in the Doctor’s argument. Sure, Eri and a lot of the other kids are ridiculously powerful. But Kouta really isn’t. And AfO has an insane power despite being likely a first generation quirk holder. So really, its probably a lot less ‘people are being born with stronger powers’ and more ‘people with stronger powers are being allowed to live longer.’ Are the kids stronger? Or are they just in a society where they can get better training at a younger age? Survivorship bias, i tell ya, it makes for strange things. Remember, Inko’s weak telekinetic quirk is fourth gen, supposedly only one generation off from where it would be too strong to handle. That... doesn’t seem to add up. even if she had a child who had telekinetic twice as powerful as her, in omnidirection, there’s nothing really in that that sounds like it would be injurious to the holder. Thirteen can create black holes that probably killed people when first manifesting, and is old enough to be a generation above Eri. Speaking of human stations being mistaken for inherit genetics, quirk marriages where people are worse off because they meddled in a science they knew nothing about to try and do new eugenics- the todoroki children are basically unnatural and poor examples of ‘quirk singularity’
Quirks generally get more evolved in each generation, yes, unless you get no quirk or an identical set to a parent. But ‘more evolved’ doesn’t mean stronger, it can mean more complex. Case in point, back to AfO and Copy.
Why doesn’t AfO’s quirk allow him to steal resistance? Likely because the resistance for a quirk is stored in a different gene than in the plus alpha factor itself- hence Touya can get an ice resistance gene, and a fire producing quirk gene- and his quirk isn’t built to interact with that. Past that, it’s because AfO doesn’t need to interact with that- he can just go steal another quirk that covers the problem. Storing all that extra non-quirk gene would probably wreak havoc on his body- warp it like a nomu, so his quirk is evolved efficiently.
Copy, on the other hand, is certainly more complicated than “Move Quirk Factor Around”. It means mimicking a quirk, growing all necessary parts to it, and instinctively activate and deactivate. He doesn’t have immediate skill, but he does have immediate use. It also comes with whatever mutations and resistances a person has- a horn, an engine, a protection for headache relief or electrical resistance.
So, what? Why is it important
Well, let’s compare
Situation A: Monoma copies Dabi’s quirk. Monoma gains both Dabi’s flames and his ice resistance for a temporary amount of time.
Sitation B: AfO steals Dabi’s quirk. He gains the blue fire, but his natural, normal reation to both ice and heat are unchanged. Dabi is quirkless, but still has the same amount of cold resistance as before
Situation C: Monoma copies Suneater’s quirk. Monoma is able to manifest anything in his stomach, but nothing from Suneaters.
Situation D: AfO steals Suneater’s quirk. He also gets everything in Suneater’s stockpile, so whatever was in his stomach that the quirk had ‘active’- which might be everything inside, or only what he was currently using. Suneater is now quirkless, again, but also hungrier and stop being mean to my son.
So, again, why? Basically, humanity hasn’t had enough time for quirks to really streamline yet, and every quirk has its limits for a reason. AfO likely cant touch other resistances or vestigial mutations, and might not be able to even wield fully mutation quirks. Monoma, from a more evolved but not necessarily stronger generation can, because he has no other way to get the copied quirks active, and his evolutionary line solved that sometime before him.
Also, the idea of a quirk singularity is not widely accepted in universe for a good reason. There are other factors, and frankly a lot of what the doctor was talking about was how AfO finds it harder or riskier to use quirks after the fourth generation. This isn’t necessarily because they’re stronger or deadlier, it’s just because they are more complicated and rely more on other parts of one’s dna that he can’t steal.
Because he’s got the ability to take stockpile, but not adaptability, and for some reason that seems rather fitting for him- not able to adapt quite enough to ever really kill All Might, even when duplicating quirks to boost the number in his stockpile, is he?
#recent manga spoilers beware#anon#pocket talks to people#also this kinda opens up whether or not an eraser bullet should erase a stockpile#as it must be stored in the plus alpha factor#but#tamaki didn't mention getting hungried and we don't really see anyone else getting shot#and also i don't trust overhaul on knowing exactly how the bullets work anyway#but the other hospital people said it destroyed the quirk factor. so#if shot with an eraser bullet dabi may or may not lose his ice resistance#it depends on what else is rewond#but he probably wouldn't. probably. at least a temporary bullet#bc those dont do any other damage to other parts of your cells#that said#a permanent one could be different#anyway. they're all horrifying possibilities#but also im just gonna drag AfO here#and ujiko#and overhaul#and endeavor#we taking shots at all of them#where's the thor gif about meddling where you don't understand#thats me
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I have a question about your fantasy worlds. Are there the same type of illnesses (mental and physical) as in our world or is it something that's different between each species/race?
me, whenst getting a question about anything vaguely related to fantasy stuff:
This isn’t something that I’ve thought about too broadly (in the sense that usually I think about illnesses for each species as I’m making them, rather than on the large scale of the entire world as a whole) but I can give some general details about it so far ,,
(this actually isn’t too long, and is much shorter than my other posts where I ramble about stuff, but I guess I’ll put it under a read more anyway just because I’m not sure about whether the length of it would be annoying to people who don’t want to read it or not lol)
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MENTAL ILLNESS
The humans of our world (earth) and the humans (and other humanoid species) of Nanyevimi are generally pretty similar, at least in terms of brain structure and some other biological things. Though the worlds aren’t connected at all (since.. Nanyevimi is an entirely separate fantasy universe lol…), humans and other creatures in my world I guess just happened to evolve under somewhat similar circumstances, as the worlds are fairly similar to one another, at least in certain environmental and atmospheric ways and stuff. (also obviously just.. as an earth human, when creating a fantasy world I’m going to base humanoid creatures there kind of off the humanoid creatures that already exist around me lol)
Though, in Nanyevimi, modern humanoid species have been around much longer than earth humans have been on earth**, and also magic and stuff exists in that world, so since they’ve had much more time to evolve and outside factors influencing them that are different than on earth, obviously they’re not all EXACTLY the same. While some are very close (like a human or an elf from Nanyevimi could probably be understood well by a regular earth human doctor or something, since physically they work nearly the same), others (especially older or more magical species) may not be as similar to us.
**( Though most history in Nanyevimi any further back than 2million years is pretty much lost due to the Mysterious Time Gap, there are still a few scattered remains of ancient things. The already advanced* state of society 2million years ago when modern records ‘’begin’’, implies that though the details of it are lost, there definitely would have to have been years of development before that time. So most people assume advanced* humanoid life (magical species like Jhevona and elves and etc.) has been around in Nanyevimi for at least 3-4 million years, and earlier less evolved forms of them (maybe more animalistic forms, similar to how some primates are with humans) have been around even longer. So they’ve had a bit more time to change and split off from each other, and have more diversity than humans on earth do among themselves (though obviously that’s not the only reason, since.. there are a lot of things like magic that also influence their evolution being different from human’s evolution on earth, even if they occurred in environmentally similar ways and etc. )
*(“Advanced” in the sense of having complex communication and social structure, etc. Even 2 million years ago there were obviously huge cities and trade routes and advanced transportation technology and elaborate government systems and religions and cultural traditions and etc. etc. like what we see in the modern human realm today. Which again is why obviously civilization in Nanyevimi is older than 2million years, even if records stop at that point, all those things don’t just spring up out of nowhere lol, just nobody seems to remember what came before them.)
ANYWAY,
basically most of the brain parts and functions are fairly similar between humans and many supernatural species. Supernatural species are more likely to have variation in physical areas other than the brain, such as having extra organs (or less), different skeletal frames, different limb structure, processing food in a different way, different patterns of hair growth, horns, other anatomy things , physical changes that vary due to magical properties, etc.
But the brain structure in most cases will be fairly alike between all (earth humans, nanyevimi native humans, elves, jhevona, etc. While there are some recognizable differences , definitely in terms of structure and parts present it’s usually very similar between them), thus for the most part, mental illnesses in their world actually would be quite similar to ours, as the minds of supernatural creatures don’t operate too differently than our own and still have many similarities in their responses to things and the general way that the brain works.
Though of course, this is something that varies by species, as some have mental illnesses that would be very specific to their own kind/people who experience the same things due to their species, such as groups with very unique psychological experiences, or etc.
Like for example, due to inherently being open vehicles for spirits most of the time and also having the rare ability to create their own pockets of reality, the Verrucalt likely have some mental illness classifications that could be unique to themselves as it would be hard for the diagnostic criteria to apply to any other group since the problems would be so specified and unique. Or they could maybe have the same diagnosis that a human has but in a very specific way, such as a severe phobia but specifically centered around their constant loss of control of their bodies to spirits or something that wouldn’t be applicable to any other species (especially not humans who don’t even have any remotely similar abilities), since by nature they are literally unable to experience the same scenario as the Verrucalt.
And an extension of that would be that it could also vary by skill set some, and not just species (though a majority of abilities or one’s inherent powers are at least partially determined by their species). So like perhaps due to the unique nature of their situation, those who do soul magic commonly could have issues specifically related to that, like a very recognizable collection of symptoms that seems to occur only in people who use this type of magic, that may or may not be recognized as an illness but is debilitating to their functioning and exists solely due to their specific circumstance or things that only people who do that type of magic would be able to go through and have resulting issues from.
Like maybe people who practice soul absorption (extremely rare) have a specific name for the mental symptoms and trauma that results from essentially merging the souls of others with your own having your minds connected for a while as they fade away inside of you, etc. Which literally just wouldn’t be applicable to anyone else except for those who have had that precise experience.
–( sidenote: Though of course a lot of this depends on how specific you want to be with classifying a mental illness, and how broad you want to keep the criteria. Like usually diagnostic criteria are not extremely specific to situation (kind of like how OCD is a broad label, even though every person with OCD has their own unique obsessions and compulsions and way that they experience that, and there are some trends in what those may be about, there’s still not like, multiple entirely differently classified disorders solely depending on precisely what your obsessions/compulsions are about or something, they are all just classified together under the broader label of ‘OCD’), so I might be being a bit over specific here, at least when viewed through the lens of human mental health knowledge. But I think given the lack of broad connection in the supernatural realm and how isolated smaller cultures and groups can be, they would have their own classifications for sometimes very specific things.
Like for example, Jhevona who practice dream magic having their own label for basically ptsd that is SPECIFICALLY ptsd relating to trauma experienced during the course of being in a dream realm. As they personally experience that differently than they would in waking life, and perhaps conceptualize it differently , and feel it necessary to make a distinction between the two. Even if in our world we would look at it and just say “those are the same thing, they both just fall under the label of PTSD”.
idk I try not to view their cultures through much of a lens of my culture (though obviously I still do, some element of framing from your own references is inescapable) so I don’t want to just say “oh well idk if the mental health system in my own country of the USA on the planet of the Earth would make a distinction between those things then they should be the same for elves as well”. When I really think in some cases, especially in isolated groups, it wouldn’t make sense for them to all conceptualize their health systems in the exact same ways. But I still wanted to clarify just in case anyone reading this would be like “but wait aren’t you being overly specific with mental illness classifications?”, like probably, in the context of our world,, but for an isolated group of demons only pulling from their own culture with their own specific innate magical abilities and own unique experiences, idk , they would probably make some distinctions that we wouldn’t. ))–
But yeah, generally, a majority of humanoid supernatural creatures are prone to most of the same mental illnesses that humans are, though the way they conceptualize it and the rates of them will vary drastically by culture/species. Despite some more global areas, most groups and cultures are still quite isolated in the supernatural realm, and there is no real centralized mental health system, so each group of people with a common experience (so mostly same species, or sometimes same ability set) would possibly have large differences between the way they conceptualize the same idea or the language they use even if they’re talking about the same thing. Or like mentioned above, they may draw more or less separations of specifics (like one culture would consider two similar sets of symptoms to be completely different disorders, and another group would perhaps classify them as both falling under the same thing, etc).
But classification differences aside, their brains are pretty similar so they are prone to just about all of the same things humans are, with perhaps the addition of a few specialized mental illnesses resulting from their unique experiences that humans could never experience.
Similarly, depending on the species, some mental illnesses may be more common while some may be nearly non-existent in the population, just depending on the genes and especially environment they are in as a group.
Like for example disorders seen in those who have been through repeated severe trauma would likely be pretty common in the Avirre’thel , mostly in the older generations, given the many periods in their past involving nearly constant violence coming from the Fanyin Elves, and also the unique issues of their immortality.
They can’t die and they’re mostly unable to pass out from pain alone, so like no matter if a gang of elves is beating you and your friends to ‘death’, you just have to live and experience it, and then you have to lay there for days/weeks in the woods in excruciating pain, just sitting there alive waiting for your own body to regenerate to the point that you can walk again, hoping they don’t come back and find you and attack you a second time,, etc etc.
Being unable to die, means you’ll often live through things that are meant to kill you or would have killed you. Not that dying is a good thing, but just that you’re living through tons and tons of experiences that most people would never have to live through, because for them, the experience would have reached an end at this point (even if that end is death).. But since that’s not an option you just have to keep on living through it. You could get violently “murdered” and have your limbs ripped off and be burned alive 3 times in just the span of a month and you’d still stay alive and mostly conscious through all of it, now retaining the details and memories and trauma from the entire experience.
Also, not dying means longer life span, so where most people only have like 100 years or so of experiences to deal with, you’ve got thousands of years. Where most people would die during being attacked, or die naturally at a fairly low old age, you just continue on forever, accumulating more and more (potentially harmful) experiences, with no break between them. You could probably go 70 years without having too much bad happen to you, but every extra year you live is another year something could happen, and by the time you get to like 700 years old it’s almost definite you’ve been through something traumatic at least once. Which obviously you wont remember every experience in your lifetime perfectly, but the longer you live, just statistically, the more time you have to experience harmful things and live through them now being affected by them, especially if you’ve spent those thousand years in a mostly hostile climate where elves are trying to burn your village down all the time and shooting your children with arrows for funsies.
So anyway, the implications of the high amount of adverse experiences they’ve been through due to their environment, in combination with all of this being nearly inescapable for them (you can’t just die and have it be over with), would probably mean a much larger percentage of the population suffers from a variety of trauma related symptoms and illnesses than other groups would on average.
Whereas, a group like the beach dwelling Verrucalt (as they are unaware of their hunted status and living in pretty much complete peace) would likely not experience hardly any of those same issues, given they’ve never had many conflicts in their environment and do not have much violence or even interpersonal conflicts culturally (like even abusive relationships and etc. are hardly even a thing, given their culture and also the small number, it’s easy for everyone to keep an eye on everyone as a community). It’s rare that a beach verrucalt would experience really much trauma in their lives in general (especially since they are largely not as affected by the spirits as other verrucalt seem to be, and have their own way of rationalizing it/dealing with it culturally), aside from maybe accidental injuries or having a loved on die or something (and even then they would likely have a very strong and caring support system to help them cope with it), but definitely not on the scale of like widespread turmoil and violence etc etc. They’re a tiny isolated community with strong social connections and practically no outside or internal conflict, so they’d probably have much lower rates of trauma related symptoms than average.
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So like anything, it would vary some by population, but in the supernatural realm it’s just that population is much more likely to be dependent on what species you are (due to general isolation), so the rates of particular issues in a population, and the issues (and issue classifications) themselves, would be likely to vary by species and cultural environment, as well as unique abilities or experiences a group may have. But other than that, they’d be similar to us in most basic ways at least.
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PHYSICAL ILLNESS
Physical illnesses on the other hand would be much much more varied, given that the biggest thing supernatural species vary in is parts of their anatomy and etc, which is why they may have many more diseases unique to them . Like a human could never get a Jhevona disease featuring infection of the horns, because humans don’t have horns, etc etc.
Also, given that species in the supernatural realm are too genetically different usually to even breed, diseases are pretty much determined by species, as it would be really rare for a demon disease to show up in elves, or a vampiric disease to affect a ythrili, at least not in the same way (like if virus or something even did rarely hop species, it may be totally nothing to one group but devastating to another, etc.).
This is part of why, outside of EXTREMELY isolated populations, most people in the supernatural realm are pretty educated on species to species interactions (usually not ALL species because that would be A LOT of info, but at least how interactions would work with their OWN species and others that are significant (such as a species who’s blood they would be deathly allergic to or etc.)).
With so many different groups there is a lot of potential for harm (such as most people in one species being carriers of an infection that doesn’t affect THEM but that would make an elf extremely sick, or a certain subspecies of demon having blood** that if a mere drop of it is ingested could make a vampire violently ill for years or etc)
**(Blood is weird but thought to possibly contain magical properties or something because it seems to be a Big Thing in the supernatural realm, like blood of certain species can be helpful or harmful to you depending on the species you are. Whereas in the human realm it seems like, most blood is just blood..like you’re not going to drink some dog blood and drop dead on the spot or drink a monkey’s blood and suddenly feel more energized than you’ve ever been in your life. But with supernatural creatures (especially magic capable ones, which is why it’s thought to be a result of magic properties but not scientifically confirmed by anything scholars can detect) a lot of their blood can have specific combinations of interactions (MOSTLY harmful) depending on what species you are and what species the blood is from and how it comes into contact with you (like some blood is only harmful if ingested (like eaten), some is only harmful if mixed (like if you had an open wound and somehow got another persons blood in it), and some can be harmful even externally (like just having a drop of their blood on your skin could be harmful (though this is more rare)).
Though still, the realm is kind of isolated so you usually only know about the species you come into contact with or the ones near you (like an isolated moth species down in the south wouldn’t know how they react to the blood or diseases of a species of northern elf they’re never even heard of in their lives). But even most isolated groups go out of their way to obtain some amount of information, at least about the people they’re most likely to come into contact with, and are usually very very cautious about letting outsiders in but especially about breeding or coming into contact with blood or getting close enough to them to catch a virus or something
(which is part of why the supernatural realm, despite having such a wide variety of people and technology and magic and things that would make it easy for people to communicate, tends to be so isolated and inconsistent (like one area using glowing flowers exclusively for lighting and you go maybe 200 miles north and this other group has advanced electrical grids and then 1000 miles away from there people are just using fire and steam for everything, a little while further and people just use their own magic for lighting, etc. ) , since there have been many times in most groups where outsiders came in and things Didn’t Go Very Well (mostly like illness and etc.). Though most groups are not hostile to outsiders or harmful towards them, they do tend to be very cautious and distrusting about it, which gets in the way of trade or attempts at globalizing certain technologies and ideas.
~(side note: most people are okay with this. Like it’s not like there’s huge movements to globalize things, other than having the few central global areas and hubs of trade and stuff. Due to species differences and how large cultural gaps and stuff tend to be, most people, even in more global areas tend to have a cultural belief of like “well they’re not doing anything harmful to anyone and seem to be happy how they are so why intervene and try to introduce our own way of doing things”. Though there are some groups who feel the opposite (many elves are bad about this, especially Fanyin and their allies), I’d say a majority of cultures in the supernatural realm do not hold ‘assimilate others to our ways’ as a high cultural belief or moral standard, thus even if it weren’t for the diseases and more biological basis for isolation, they would likely stay fairly separate anyway, aside from occasional trade and maybe intervening if some group is murdering people or something. There are not many attempts at globalizing technologies in the first place, etc etc etc
(though it’s hard to know if this belief is naturally occurring or if the ‘just let other do what they’re doing as long as it isn’t harmful’ mentality being culturally common is in some ways actually a result of it often being historically bad to enter random groups because of disease (so like people who like to get in other’s business end up catching weird diseases and die, while those cultures who prefer to leave others alone don’t get into the same issues with genetic incompatibilities or viruses they have no immunity to and end up surviving to pass on the ‘hey why not leave people alone’ mentality etc. etc))~
So anyway, diseases and physical illnesses can vary a lot between groups, and occasionally can end up being harmful to other groups if spread..But this isn’t much of a problem, since most groups in the realm are fairly isolated and have little contact with other species or cultures to begin with, and on top of that, most species are too different from each other for their illnesses to even be applicable to others . A majority of groups in the realm are so different they can’t even breed with each other, don’t have much in common culturally, live on different time scales (like an immortal species living next to a species that only lives 300 years), so aside from usually having a base knowledge of whether species around you are harmful to interact with or not (if the blood or naturally carried diseases of your neighbors can kill you, etc.), the health and physical aspects of other groups/species aren’t going to affect you much, unless they’re somehow applicable to you as well.
Though supernatural creatures can still technically have some conditions that are also common in humans, it just depends on their anatomy specifically. Like some Jhevona don’t have digestive tracts so they likely wouldn’t get like, human digestive issues or whatever, but they do all usually posses hearts which function mostly the same ways as human hearts, so a heart attack or other heart condition could be something that a Jhevona may have, just like humans do.
There are a lot of species specific health problems though, but I haven’t planned a lot of them out yet lol. Other than like, the ‘glass sickness’ in the Ythrili , and I have mentioned that due to the deals with the ancient demon during creation with the originals, the Avirre’thel/vampires do have a lot of disease in the population (as I think that was one of the curses/cons to their agreement with the demon) but I haven’t planned many of them specifically, other than maybe mentioning that thing where they often grow too many extra fangs (like wisdom teeth but Worse) and have to have a lot of surgery to remove them lol.
It’s definitely a Thing that all species will have their own unique health conditions or common complications, I just, don’t have many established examples because I haven’t written that far for some of my species lol !
But yeah, most diseases in the supernatural realm are species specific, or specific to only a few species, which is why it’s really common for doctors to be specialists only within a certain group (such as treating elves exclusively or etc.). Though there can be broader range healers, especially people who do healing magic. Usually with higher level healing magics, what you heal isn’t dependent on your knowledge of their anatomy and is more of a general repair spell, so expert magic healers can sometimes deal with a huge variety of smaller illnesses or surface injuries and such, regardless of species. Though there are still many injuries that would be too complex/take more magical energy than most healers have/require some extensive knowledge of the species’ anatomy in order to fix, as healing magic is not uniform or broadly applicable for all injuries at all, just many, and depends heavily on skill level or exact nature of the magic. And especially in global areas, there are many doctors who specialize in as many species as possible to know about and treat all forms of diseases and injuries even in those with totally different anatomy or etc.
But for the most part, medical systems are centralized to the people they are related to. Like in Navyete (where the Avirre’thel live) most doctors are vampires or demons specializing in vampiric or demonic conditions, because those are the two largest populations in Navyete (though of course also some doctors for humans and elven refugees coming in from Fanyin)... but like if you’re like a Ythrili or something and you end up in Navyete somehow, you’d have trouble getting medical care, unless it’s a more simple injury that could be helped with regular healing magic. Diseases and other physical ailments and general illnesses tend to be heavily specific to a person’s individual species.
Though there are many broad conditions (like most everyone can get broken bones or heart conditions or a brain injury), every species is going to have a lot of illnesses and especially viruses and diseases and such that are specific to one group or a few similar groups and not anyone else.
Sometimes there can be slight variation within a species (like between sub-species or etc.), but that usually has more to do with differing rates of health issues than having different health issues entirely (like maybe one sub group within a species has like slightly higher immunity to something than the rest of their species, but wouldn’t have their own specific diseases that don’t affect the rest of the population).
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SO YEAH,,, uh,, the main point I guess is: Yes, technically species in the supernatural realm can have some of the same mental and physical illnesses as we do in our own human earth
but:
Mental illnesses are the most similar, though still have some amount of variation by species or other classifications of similar experience (and will be conceptualized very differently depending on culture)
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Physical illnesses CAN be the same as ours depending on the species (like whether they have the same body parts we do or not), but do tend to have much much more variety, and health conditions are usually specific to species and their own unique genetics and anatomy (and will also be conceptualized differently by each culture).
Hopefully this makes some amount of sense and isn’t just me rambling forever, like usual when I feel the need to do too many side tangents lol, sorry for this being so long (and despite it’s length I still feel it’s too basic.. like I should have more specific examples of health conditions planned out but I don’t so it feels Incomplete lol… curse me for not having like, an entire list of supernatural health conditions on hand > : U ) ! But hopefully it answers the question well enough ! If you have any more questions, feel free to ask! Thanks for giving me an excuse to talk about things I like to think about too much lmao
#worldbuilding#also like all of this is probably kind of just repeating the obvious and etc. like#.... i couldnt see a world realistically not operating this way?? in the sense that everything is varied and etc.#but then also i guess for a lot of uh... Fantasy stuff the goal is not.. realism... hence the name lmao#the only issue i guess with trying to maintain some element of realism in fantasy stuff is like... everyone will read it and be like#okay cool so exactly how anyone would expect it to work... nice... ?? lmao... like i feel like it's not Fantastical Enough#but at the same time i jsut can't conceptualize any other way it would make sense or doing some shint like 'oh actually mental illness#doesn't exist! they can all do magic! so nobody gets sick!! : ) ' because that seems TOO unrealistic to me like they have to have#limitations.. but then because i give them all seemingly reasonable limitations i feel like people will find it too predictable#'oh of course rates of diesease vary by population... just like what happens in the world i already live in'#:' )#aaaaAAAAAAA
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Prompt #1
So. Lets combine Soulmate "first words on the wrist" style, with Dungeon and dragons.
- I like the idea of lichdom being akin to TaaaaaZ's style of liches. More spectral, able to possess things, if you have a spare body you can inhabit it. Most of the time, the transformation from mortal to lichdom ends with its soul anchored onto something. More often then not, this is knowledge. Its why so many liches are labeled under the evil category, because logic can be cold when its left alone. But also, most of the time, wizards that turn to lichdom do so out of a search for knowledge. And in turn, that knowledge is what they anchor onto, leaving them with only knowledge to run off of. My boy? Nah homie he went the chaos route. Without a flesh suit, he's anchored himself onto emotions. Which is like, while its going to keep you sane much, much longer, its also going to be an absolute BITCH to control most of the time. He runs entirely off of emotions, and it takes a lot not to be what you think of when people compare others to water. Always changing, always turning. He has NO control over that. Anyway, he also just has a hard time thinking straight (Which like same) as a lich. So until he gets back to his body, he's going to be rambling nonsense.
I'm aware this is not how lich work in actual DND. I do what I want.
- As for soulmates, I'm more fond of the idea that soulmate isn't inherently romantic, so much as it means that it will be someone important in your life. More over, for an au like this one, you can have multiple soulmates, either romantic, platonic, ect ect ect. So it's like. Your soulmate isn't guaranteed to love you. After all, love takes work and time, and effort, and sometimes fate just doesn't guess a personality right. However, no matter what they will come into your life. Somehow, somewhere. And they WILL impact it. And thats the important part. (That said, you know this beotch a SLUT for shipping, come AT me with that shit) Oh, also I like the idea that the sentences on your skin evolve to fit the words you know. So babies down have much but like, a line. Toddlers will have broken up words and phrases, younger kids will be more simplistic. Though, about by the time most are 13, their full statement should just about be there (Unless, you know, somehow the soulmate drops a word they wouldn't know until that exact moment)
Finally, Slight warning. The main plot of this rp deals with a Atropals, which is like literally a god fetus that's been aborted. So like, if you're uncomfortable with that kind of enemy. Whoops
Anyway, that world building and warning aside. So, who thinks that a good way to "stop a not so all the way there ex from resurrecting a dead god fetus to raise it to it's true potential" is by becoming a lich and working entirely on your own because involving anyone else might get them killed, but also you don't feel so bad about getting YOURSELF killed. Well. Certainly Thales Depressed Ass.
Notedly, he's a LOT more finicky when he's not attached to a body. He either has a one track mind, or his mind is all over the place. Once he's back in is body (and while he is able to leave it) He acts a lot calmer, and far more collected. But he's still kind of, new to this lich thing? Like you know those liches that have been at it for at least a hundred years and have their shit together and just kinda wanna devour souls? Yeah no that ain't him, he's been at it for a year and a half and he is ALL over the place. However, when he has a body to possess? All of his stats went into like, Intelligence and Charisma. Dex and Wisdom got like a little more. Constitution and strength?? Oh no. Oh noooo....
He's a fuck boy. Just like, a fuck boy that can die multiple times, so.
In his human flesh suit, Thales is 6'2, with smooth long hair about down to his mid-back. He has a tendency to lean twards glam fashion over anything else, because whats the point of having magic if all eyes aren't on you? Paints his nails, hairs always in a different style, deffo has at least four or five rings on the same finger sometimes. Would in fact wear the wizard hat. Lich wise.. its as I mentioned. Think more, spectral skeletal figure mixed with dementor, type of deal. His magic is silver based, so I imagine his spectral would end up leaning to the same. Have the like, bright red eyes though, and keeps that distinct skeletal figure. He has a twin brother that he ditched, that probably will end up becoming relevant sooner over later. That chump is fucking pissed.
As for the character type I'm looking for.. Species and gender wise? I'm not picky. Personality wise? I'm kiiiinda leaning to characters that are more on the chaotic end of the spectrum? Like. Maybe not ENTIRELY assholes (though I love asshole characters and would never dare to deny them) but you know. Characters that got a little umph to them. Maybe some with just as questionable morals. That said, this is /not/ set in stone. The idea of this Chaotic Neutral Gremlin getting paired up with some Lawful Good chump thats just standing there HOLLARING as he grows ANOTHER body is also VERY appealing to me. So. Hm, Guess I'm not picky about personality type either then, just something that can be amusing.
Also, your character can have as much or as little an idea of whats going on with this situation as you want. Did they start snooping where they shouldn't have?? Just kind of pick the wrong guy to argue with at the bar? Kicked out of the Cool Kidz Cult for necro-crimes? All up to you, world is your oyster. Ect Ect Ect.
Theres a line of gold on his wrist.
It matches his brothers perfectly. It's not something he questions, for the longest time. You don't question the freckles on your cheek, nor the color of your eyes. It was something that was just /there./ It was apart of them, and to question its existence wasn't even an offense, so much as unthought of.
He points it out to his twin one day, when he realizes that no one they've met has one quite like theirs. It's basic, for all intent and purposes. Just a bold line of gold, shines against the light like a bracelet. Like paint, even. "Ma doesn't have a band around her wrist," He says, as he traces the line in his own skin, "'Lae don't either. I think it's just us."
Their mother answers them with a smile when they ask. "Well, You were always together," She points out to them, as they hold out their wrists to her pointedly. She gives them a small smile, and carefully holds each of their hands, "It's never been important, for you to know what you'd say to eachother. It's simply important that you know it's there. And well.. There you are," She lets go of their hands, lets a soft breath out, "People love to talk about the bonds of family, but its rare for family to actually be bonded by fate. Don't ruin what She gives you, boys,"
Their mother was smart, and they were not. So they nod along, even if they don't fully understand. And it takes them years to truly realize what she meant.
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Theres a red one on his wrist, snug carefully under the golden line on his wrist. Its crimson, and brilliant, and he finds himself mouthing the words to himself time and time again.
His brothers has a very ugly word on it, according to their tutor. He blinks at it time and time again. "I'm not even sure how you know that word," His tutor frowns, then - "Ah Right. You're Kioko's children. Your mother should take more care to watch her mouth around the two of you."
"Ah, you're that motherfucker that the word has been about as of lately around?" His mother laughs herself silly at his brother's bond, when he asks. Sticks his arm out right to her. It's obviously not fully formed, the words are simple, still changing. But the swear stays thick on his arm, and she tells him not to repeat it with a pat on the head.
He rubs his own at night and wonders about it till dreams take him away.
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He dates a girl when he's 16, and then a boy when he's 20.
The girl, she's beautiful. She had these beautiful, teal eyes that just lit up when she spoke about something she loved. She had a passion for hammers, knew how to swing a punch. He'd once saw her deck someone straight across the room. She finds her romantic soulmate because of him, ironically enough. An Aasimar woman, skin bronze that has an affinity for flames. Their first words are
"I know I'm a little drunk right now, but I think I just saw an angel." "You shouldn't act so surprised, It's just the alcohol talking."
They've no hard feelings between the two of them, and once or twice they take care to take a job or two together.
The man is more complex. A centaur blessed by the forest in whispers and prayers. His figure is thin and hind reminds him of a dears, and he's eve got these elegant horns to show. He's a bit older then himself, maybe six years or so. He studies magic, all the same as him. Gets lost in his studies and forgets about things easily. He has this beautiful blonde hair, and a hand carved stave, and- Their break up is sloppy, and leaves him torn up for months.
"You shouldn't look at people like that, they might get the wrong idea, lad." (He never does find out how his conversation goes. Maybe he should return to that forest and find out one day.)
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He starts researching necromancy not for use, but for archiving.
It's an easy lie to play off of. He wouldn't make the lie too broad an say that the magic did not, at least, fascinate him. And certain spells are easy to incorporate into his magic pool. False life is incredibly handy for when they come across being that see them as little more as targets. Vampiric Touch has given him a sharp heal far more then he'd like to admit, and he finds himself using Circle of Death on men far more menacing then he.
But he keeps himself in the clean. Between himself and his brother? They like to travel. And as he travels, he writes down the oddest, most unique spells he can find in a singular book. He's never been sure what for, not immediately. But maybe one day he'll get use out of it. Maybe one day they'll actually know what to do with it.
They're 16, young, and dumb, and if you'd told him at the time he'd get use out of the most dangerous spell he'd collected he would have laughed in your face. (They separate, later. Some stupid fight over some stupid issue. But he keeps the book near and dear to him, and doesn't let go.)
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The third man he dates is by far the most interesting.
By then, Thales is maybe 23. Allsuns... gorgeous. Again, a few years older then him, but thats to be expected with high elves. His soulmate has long since passed, something about a magical accident on the coast line. He laughs it off, tells him that it was a long time ago. Grabs his hand as he tells him not to worry. It should have been his first warning, perhaps. It had always been weird when he'd phrased it like that.
Not to worry.. Not to worry....
But he's always been easy to trick with a pretty face. (Trick wasn't the right word. He always knew, of course, the man was dangerous. It was just easier to ignore when he had such a nice smile to him)
The man is really the reason he really begins to delve farther into necromancy. The push he needed into the pool.
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"Did you know there was suppose to be another goddess of fate."
Thales raise an eyebrow in Allsun's direction. They're in a library, reading over some book to dig out Information for the man's latest project. He always told Thales, you'd never believe how much knowledge you can find in the pages of a book. It might not be what you're looking for, but you can apply knowledge anywhere.
And you know. Thales was included to agree. But he was tired, and the book offered him little use. "Odd topic, but I'll humor you. Go on,"
"Not odd at all. In fact, I dare say it to be relevant," the man snaps his book shut, pushes his hair back on his head, "Lady Istus was with child. However, a great sin was cast upon it. Poisoned, if it were, by an overly zelous god. Stricken by grief, she goes to her good friend," A wiggle of the eyebrow, metaphorical air quotes "The raven queen, and begs her to help. So, the goddess rips it from her womb!" He swings his arms up, and Thales can't help but hide a snort into his hand, "Problem solved, right? Wrong! Now they need somewhere to put this child, and-"
"An unborn child to a major god? That's just Her story," he tilts his head, lets an easy grin cross his face, "Try again."
"Im not! Consider it- Perhaps. Perhaps it is, fate, wouldn't you put it? That her child suffers the same route as she," and suddenly, it happens. He'd always been easy to read. The emotion showed best on his ears, and there was nothing more amusing then sitting back to watch But this? This was different. This was serious. It was a tonal shift that might as well have shocked him awake, straight into a new conversation.
"See, the fetus? They needed to put it somewhere. What better place then the lands they rule? It was left to rot here-" he taps the floor with his staff, "not here, specifically. But here, on this plane, on these grounds. And know what? It fuels our fates, Thales. Istus thinks she's in control of our bonds, but she simply records fate."
"No, no. It's spoken to me. It is the one that ties the strings between us and and the gods," there's a pause in the man's voice, and it's in that moment he catches the glint in the man's eye. It's bitter, and numb, and the pretty face that hides his intent is gone. He was serious. The joke was gone. This wasn't hypothetical.
"But it is so, very angry. And instead of rotting, it feeds." Allsun's smiles, and the casualty of it chills his spine.
"/We're/ going to raise a deity, Thales."
Hey.
What, the fuck.
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He's use to traveling with his brother, is the thing.
Between the two of them, they're quiet good at getting attention on themselves. Thales has magic that's different from your everyday wizard. Knows how to put his own touch to it. His brothers a bard. His entire job is to entice crowds. And though he doesn't come off as such, his brother enjoys having the attention on him, on stage.
They're good at what they do. Put on shows, make some gold.
Allsun is different.
He uses his words, gathers crowd not by story, but by motivation. He tells people what they want to hear, sways them in his direction. At first, it had been interesting to watch. He'd sit back and scribble in the notebook how the man swayed the last crowd, watch as more people turned their attention to his gaze. Once he begins to hear the poison behind the honey, he knows he can't stay. But Allsun has already planted his seen in the world, and its only a matter of time before he watches it take its root.
And he's terrified as to what this man can do.
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Despite this, He stays with him as long as he can.
At first it's easy. Don't show him what you've found, things that could possibly help his conquest. He likes to think he did some kind of damage to it. That he put it off for just a LITTLE longer. But it gets harder. The Allsun quickly finds followers, finds people who gather under word of mouth. It's far faster then he ever expects them to gather, and by then he's no stop to the resources the man has access to.
It's not just Allsun that is dangerous. This, thing. Allsun had been all too eager to explain to concept. Explain what it could DO and how it could grow. He's not an easy man to rattle. Despite this, he doesn't see why the man is so eager to rise such a being. But he knows, if anyone can do it... Allsun can.
Desperate times call for desperate measures. And he is so, incredibly desperate.
He turns the pages of his book of forbidden magic, magic he's collected after years on years of travels through ancient ruins and tucked away cities. Magic only people that have been forgotten by the sands of time would practice.
For now, he runs. Begins accounting for what he'll need.
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The spell is not simple.
Of course, anyone could tell you that. If necromancy were easy, if just any ol'chump could do it, then they'd have immortals casually wandering about. He thinks, maybe Mystra made the magic neigh impossible not as a test, but to test the bounds of morality. Ask any who defy the laws of nature, why were they doing it? For what purpose did they have, thinking they could go against the gods and the order of things as they stood.
But he is no simple wizard.
No, no. He's motherfucking Thales Maheras. If anyone is going to become a lich, it is him.
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He wonders, sometimes, what his brother is up to.
Bet he found his soulmate by now.
His thoughts linger on it for a moment, but that hesitance does not linger for too long. He had more important things to deal with.
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If life is a knit scarf, staying alive is keeping on strings
With every attack in battle, another string is cut. And most of the time, when you fall in battle- Loose all your hp, so to say, the strings are given to death to tie. You're pulled to the next realm with guidance or by force. Or perhaps you're pulled to a new body, if you're quick enough.
However, becoming a lich... it's taking those strings, and wounding it around your soul. Time and time again, until theres no where you can go but here. For that, being a lich is dangerous. Theres nowhere to go when you die, when you truly die. You're trapped to wander forever, or vanish into nothingness.
He finds that, maybe. The idea of nothingness isn't horrible after all.
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Lichdom suits him well.
He manages it with far less struggle then he'd imagined he would. The hardest part was getting the supplies. Necromancy was not a cheap class, and he finds himself stealing more then he finds himself buys. He knows, he could possibly turn to his mother for money. Knows that she would not hesitate to send him a couple thousand gold should he ask. Might ask out of curiosity, not out of accusation.
But it feels wrong. He can't ask her for money, something that he'd be using to buy the supplies that would inevitably kill her son. He spends the money on bigger things. A clone pod, a new stave, a new wand. He keeps the stave in his house, a little place on the mountains, where snow just falls and falls. It's cold, its unforgiving, but its private. You need to know where to go to get there. Has a teleportation Circle in place, just to make things a little easier to manage. Getting there is harder then leaving.
Its also, private. Privacy is important, and if people are around to hear his screams, they think its the wind.
But once he has the supplies, its as simple as... following steps. Practicing his magic. Something he's done for years, shoved himself into time and time again. It only takes him a year. Between jumping around, collecting the supplies he needs, practicing the magic he sways, and avoiding men on his trail, it only takes him a year to become a lich. He supposed, if there were anything to be smug about, that would be it.
(When he looks down at the words on his wrist, they've turned black. They're the color of death. He wonders if he's severed his connection with a lover. He wonders if this is his punishment, for messing with fate. He was hoping she'd understand, but.. bah. He has more important things to deal with)
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He leaves to find Allsun.
Allsun has grown powerful in two years. Both in influence and magic. He has men to do his bidding, watches him create men to do his bidding. If he's ever felt bad about his necromancy, he knows not to now.
And. It clicks, one night when he's just.. watching. Far enough away not to get caught, but close enough to see. A warlocke. Not a wizard, a warlocke. The man is a warlocke, and he's made a deal with something far outside his pay-range.
Then again. So has He.
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He burns through his first new body on accident.
He's lucky. His old body hardly had even decomposed
It teaches him to be careful with the blood and body he carries, however. There could always be another incident. He didn't have control over his powers, and snapping from something like possession to burning
If he lost his body entirely, this would be so, so much harder.
His second body had been slaughtered.
He's foolish, with the second one. Doesn't wait until the third has finished growing to actually start doing shit. He's lucky the process only takes three months. He even considers, for a time, finding another clone pod to bid on- steal. But one was bad enough to take care of.
So, he quietly learns not to proceed with a plan until his body has grown once again. He needs not to be left without a body for three months again. It gives him time to practice his abilities, sure. But it leaves him alone, with no one but himself.
The third
And the fourth is.... Well...
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He was killed again.
Allsuns men got to him. He knows, then. Damn, he'd thought he'd been sly, too.
He's patient. Patient enough not to blow his cover, patient enough to linger in a limp body, allow himself to be carried and ditched. It's a long wait. His body grasps desperately for sleep, to leave in a state of ignorance. But he can't let Allsun know about this, his lichdom is the one thing he has up his sleeve. The power that comes with it, is the one thing that he has up his sleeve. And he continues to wait. He allows himself to bleed out. Normally, he'd not suffer the pain that comes with dying so slowly. He'd sever the threads of life that remains, taint his own living body until his soul could rise and lash out on its own accord. But he needs to know there's no one near by. He knows their men will linger, knows it's safer to let himself die a slow, agonizing death.
In a sort of Mccob way, it's.. beautiful. Relaxing, even. Hanging onto the last threads of life, just long enough to feel the way few settles on him. Long enough to feel himself settle into the earth, something he knows very well he will not do for a very long time. His breaths are fleeting, shorter with every passing moment.
He knows it's nothing more then a calm before the storm, and It's when the last string of life leaves him, does his world turn to flames.
His screech is one of murder, one of absolute hatred and anger. It's absolutely animalistic, and bloody, and filled with a poison he didn't know he had in him until he'd died.
It's hard to keep himself composed. He /doesn't/ keep himself composed. Its moments like this he's envious of those that run on logic, that run with their mind fully in gear. But here? It's a pure show of emotion and power. His rage meets his magic, and together they create a spectacular show of light and flame. It circles around him, dances on the grass and trees, sparking like electricity and dazzling like glitter. It's not entirely harmless, but he takes as much care as he can manage not to burn this body. He's been careless before, and there's nothing worse then needing to slice your skin on a fresh body, just to grow another. The memories of it don't exactly give him control, but it stops him from burning his immediate surroundings to a crisp. And when he's done he's left... Alone. His power falls off of him in waves, a display that was only moments ago a spectacular display now chilling him to the bone (haha.) It falls off of him in waves, trailing off into smoke, which quickly turns into heavy mist. It settles in the ground around him, lingers in between the blades of grass and fallen leaves. But it's harmless, now. Any necromancy taint is minimal, And he's left alone, at the mercy of his own emotions.
...
Except.
He's not alone.
As his anger dies and the flames fall, leaving him floating there, he actually notices them for the first time They're sitting close enough to him that they couldn't have gotten caught in the cross fire, but absolutely must have felt the heat of it. They look.. terrified? Pissed? It was hard to tell. He couldn't connect dots or emotions in this state, just knew that emotion absolutely should not have been a positive one. His eyeless gaze flickers over them, taking in the sight of them on the ground (broken leg? Bruised body. Possibly beaten by Allsuns men. What the hell did they do to them?)
They speak to him.
He blinks. Everything snazzy he'd thought he'd say in this moment- if his soulmate was the one to speak to him first. It's gone out the window. Something.. Vore. Something about wanting to be tied up. Something FUNNY. He just feels dizzy. Thats hard to manage, when you've no physical form.
"Oh Huh," He says, thoughtfully, glancing down at his own, skeletal wrist. The words are still there, engraved in black under a dusky grey, "You know, I wondered how I was going to tell whatever poor bastard got stuck with me about /this/." A pause, and he doesn't even acknowledge that is on their arm forever, ("Guess that cats out of the bag.") The laugh that follows is sad, and to a degree cruel. He wonders if they've been given a new soulmate yet- Another one. How ironic would that be?
Though, he thinks, perhaps this is istus' way of punishing him for his sins. Not by not giving him a soulmate. By tormenting them, his /soulmate./
Its not something he needs to be concerned about.
He hovers for a moment, glancing down at his own body. The strings that keep his soul tied to it have far since been severed, leaving him without a husk. Its a nonissue. He has another one grown, and he'll have another one soon enough. "Look, as excited as I am to meet my soulmate. Thrilled, really, honestly, like genuinely it's hard to express this right now but- Fuck it. Okay," Keeping his voice from the terror it demands to be is hard, cruel even. He manages, "We don't have time for formalities. We need to leave. I burnt through this body faster then I thought I would," something about that is wrong. He knows, he knows he needs his body. He can't just fight without it.
"Come on, it's not safe." He casts false life on them.
It's no pure heal, but it should fix them up long enough to get them out of here.
(It's a shame. The words "So, what are your thoughts on vore?" Would have been /hilarious/ on someone's arm.)
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As history repeats itself, we must stand in our collective power, and never allow the fear brought by the harm from the past become the thing that rules us.
“You say you want a revolution, well, you know, we all wanna change the World…”
(The Beatles’ Revolution)
You who read this blog regularly had to have known that this one was coming. No matter how fearful many of us are, the truth of the matter is that we now have this moment in time, in history, that all of us were and are a part of. No matter how much we might not like what has happened, and no matter how dearly afraid any one of us is, the bottom line is that a lot of us are refusing to be afraid.
We are choosing, instead, to be brave, to rise up and to become part of what so clearly this now is – A Revolution, and to hell with the book of Revelations, because what no one who listens to that rhetoric is thinking about is that this is our do-over, this is our chance, and our time, to stand up, make a noise, “Metal Horns Up” for all of the rest of us who have come to that point in our very lives that the only thing that we really want is to get along with each other. And if no one else wants that, then to hell with them – we don’t need them anyway.
Fear of the Unknown
This is a huge thing right now, but, what we do not know, we cannot fear, and what we are not thinking about is that we have this collective energy, right at this moment, where it feels like every tiny little thing that we say or do or want to say or want to do has some sort of lasting impact, if on anyone at all, our very weary and singular selves.
We have been made to be afraid, to not want to protect that which is our own. This time, right in this moment, yes – beginning today – is that magical moment in time when you come to realize that what weirdos like me have been saying for quite some time now has been the truth: One day, it was going to happen – we were going to get what was coming to us, in terms of using our most important tool of all – our voices.
It was not about the things that are going on in this world, right this moment, and as I write this. It was not about what everyone else was and is doing right now, was not ever about anything more than showing the very all of us that we have got a LOT of work to do, have a lot of thinking those thoughts of “if I could do just one thing, could perform one damned miracle, what would it be?”
And have we not, at this point in history, up to this point – have we not all and already had the enough of what we are told we are going to do, enough of what we ought to think, enough of who is in charge of who, enough of all of this bullshit that keeps other, unworthy people, in charge of what it is that we are, by our right as human beings and the idea that we are all born into this lifetime with certain, unalienable rights – they are called human rights. No one wants, it seems, for other humans who are not just like they are to get ahead. The reason that this is is because if someone else gets ahead, it means that we are, somehow, lacking and lesser than others.
The time for this thinking is over with. It was done with because there still are, on this planet, people with a superiority complex, which is partnered with their own inner and seething inferiority complex, and the one that has caused multitudes of humans, all over the world, to stop and think about the truth of right this moment.
“You tell me that it’s revolution, well, you know…we all want to change the world…but when you talk about destruction, don’t you know that you can count me out?”
The way that we have been taught, for generations, is the way that we get what is needed in our lives and for the collective, is to bully, to control, to take and to steal, and then, blame those who were robbed for being too weak to defend themselves. This is wrong, guys. This is wrong on so many levels and we have been living in this decrepit energy for far too long now…say, since the 1700’s (had to throw it in there). Like John Lennon and Paul McCartney both state in this song that is so appropriate, right this moment, for the things going on in our world.
Too many want to destroy, when what is the truth is that we have already been destroyed, a million and one times, over and over again, and to help fix ourselves, a lot of people think we have to destroy others, because those unenlightened fools seem to have it in their heads that we need to be destroyers when really, it is time to do that 8th house thing, after all of this destruction, and REBUILD.
Don’t you know seriously, that it’s gonna be alright?
It will be -watch, because it is no longer this back and forth with people who would not bother to see the human element in all of this – only the ideas of being a winner or having the opportunity to call other people losers. The only loser in this time in history is the same damned one from all those generations ago – IGNORANCE.
“You say you’ve got a real solution, well, you know, we’d all love to see the plan. You ask me for a contribution, well, you know, we’re doing what we can…but if you want money for people with minds that hate, all I can tell you brother is that you have to wait…”
Or actually, don’t bother waiting, or hating, but for sure keep on stating things – because this is not that kind of revolution.
You who are monied, while you think you have all the power, it is actually very limited – that is the beauty of material means versus the means which are provided by the collective heart and soul of humankid – we can choose NOT to war, and we can choose instead, to Love, and to do so with the idea in our heads that in doing so, we will create the biggest changes – the ones within our own selves. This is really what this is all about – who we are to ourselves, and also, of course, who we are to those in our lives – because we actually live a shared life with the entire planet, to this point, and to this point it has seemed as though someone else was in charge, that there were these unspoken rules that make us all feel as though there is nothing left to lose but hope.
Don’t you dare !
“You say you’ll change the Constitution, well, you know…we all want to change your head. You tell me it’s the institution, well, you know….you’d better free your mind instead…”
We have been told over the last few months and weeks that we are going to do this, that and the other, and the collective of us shook our heads, not in disbelief, but, from being tired of all of the back and forth, of all of the name calling of each other, and indeed, we are all part of this, even me, when I state things about getting in each other’s faces, proverbially and for real, and telling one another what we think is wrong with each other, without first thinking about what the hell is wrong with our damned personal selves?
I mean, really – who the hell is anyone at all to tell another human soul who and what they are?
We can sit here, remaining in our Jesus Christ pose, and we can continue with this ongoing ridiculousness that has been the thing that we have called our life blood, but, it is what is killing us, is dividing us, is making us seem like we have to hate on one another when really, all you need is Love.
CANNON BALL, ND – NOVEMBER 24: Water protectors join hands in prayer at the end of the day’s protest as police line the hill at Standing Rock on Nov. 24, 2016, during an ongoing dispute over the building of the Dakota Access Pipeline. (Photo by Jessica Rinaldi/The Boston Globe via Getty Images)
“…but, if you go carrying pictures of Chairman Mao, you ain’t gonna make it with anyone anyhow…”
We must not ever give up who we are, not matter what. We are the global family of those who are here to make a difference, through our character, our integrity, our ability to use all of our senses, including the sixth sense. We are the people who were brought into this lifetime, not just to see to it that what is ours stays ours, but more, that we never ever forget who we are.
We are the Collective, the people who make everything happen. We are the ones who live everyday, trying hard to get past all of the rhetoric, and when we have found ourselves not able to get past it, we chose, and still choose, to instead raise our voices, take a stand and tell the world that we are not afraid.
We are not afraid of change, because we are who will exact it, protesting as we will, making certain the wrongs of the Universal Energies are no longer what we live in fear of, live hiding from, live to survive but another day because of. We were not brought into this lifetime to be afraid of other mere humans, at all, and we will do ourselves no real service when we should also choose to just not care, to just stand there in the proverbial line of fire and absorb the hubris of the machine-like masses, poised to believe that their small numbers, and their small thinking, and their smallness of soul is any match for the collective of us who are here, NOT to take away anything from anyone else, but to add to the Universal energies of peace, tolerance, acceptance, and most of all, Love…the sort of the higher energy.
We have become a species too quick to hate that which is not like us, and we have become an imposing energy, together, at one time, creating change as I write this. No matter what it is that we think anyone at all has taken from us, we must not ever forget that we are who makes the difference in our own lives, and not some guys in suits who seem an entire galaxy away from the each of us. When we think about it in those terms, it seems like things are all in a dream state, are all in that place within us where for real, fear exists alongside Love.
And when we have that, the standing-next-to-each-other of fear and Love, we have what is called a balance, a knowing of what is not right for us each, and a belief that we are here to create the change, and that the things happening right this moment are not meant to scare us, but rather and only to make us think.
Today, folks, is the best day for the each of us to don the warrior spirit, the heart of the Goddess, the soul of the angels….and take that energy, and make it our own, and use it, not to destroy, but to rebuild and heal, from the soil to the sky…
Aloha Mai E….
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REVOLUTION (NOT Revelations-Yeesh!) As history repeats itself, we must stand in our collective power, and never allow the fear brought by the harm from the past become the thing that rules us.
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