#Anyway gn my battery is dead lol | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

whoviandoodler · 1 year

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need to draw a comic abt the phenomenon of 'i care abt this person so so much even tho i know little about them and now have to behave normally around them because they do not feel the same way oh god they don't feel the same way please don't let them find out that they live rent free in my head there is no way to explain how i feel without sounding creepy and weird and my feelings being sorely misunderstood and so i have to pretend i care only a little (a normal amount) and slowly but surely cut them out of my life because i cannot bear the thought of them seeing me as a burden and i cannot bear the truth that i will never have the kind of relationship that i want with them'

#Had a good old cry abt Life tonight. And i want to never be near anyone again #This is platonic btw not romantic #Everything is hard and idk if i want to keep doing it. And trying on and on #In a state of mind where im like. Considering if i want to keep on existing #and teah mental illness and all but. Sometimss it's a matter of just. Idk if i want this job anymore #Im so tired of this person they have done nothing wrong but i dony want to deal w how i react to them anymore #Its tiring and starts me on spirals tgat are far larger and more damaging #And i constantly have to act this way and that lest they have a single thought i am Creepy and crossing Normalcy #Anyway gn my battery is dead lol

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