#Annnnnnnnd I'm done
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Journaling time! Happy new year edition!
It's 2025 already! Happy new year! Kotoyoro!
Just a bit of blogging this time, not sure who it will interest but I am old and I miss journaling lol. Nintama related stuff of course, and things I'm excited to share in the future. Under the cut because there are a lot of pictures.
Between trips here and there, new year's celebrations, and a lot of napping under the kotatsu I haven't done a lot of translating...and I found I kind of miss it, it looks like I've gotten addicted to it haha.


...But even when I'm touching grass, cartoon ninja addiction never stops.
It's kinda hard to stop thinking about them when promo for the movie is everywhere!

We (the innocent friends I dragged there and I...) tried three different drinks at the Nintama collaboration menu at Dipper Dan ; the 6th years' matcha latte with boba, the 4th years' strawberry milk, and the 1st years' blue soda float. They were all decorated with cute toppings notably the very nintama like 3 colored dangos....All very cute and very sweet!
I got nice goodies I won't all go over, but most importantly I got this!

The soundtrack for the movie, which I already ripped of course lol and will probably share some tracks here! (idk if we'll dump it on Tasogaredokijou later?) It features familiar and new tunes, and some pretty heartbreaking humming... if you know, you know, ahem.
Speaking of, Tasogaredokijou has been pretty quiet this end of the year, everyone has been busy of course, but I hope to be able to get back into sharing stuff here soon. There are so many things I'm excited to work on, the episodes Amako Soubee wrote that aired recently obviously (I translated them all already! just need to be beta'd and subbed!!! Excited to share), content from the limited movie pamphlet, most notably the short story, annnnnnnnd, some more goodies I recently got my hands on...!!
Thrill and suspense...!!
I'm so excited to have my own version of the first movie, I already translated the script so it will probably be the first thing I work on when I'm back home. Comparing the file available on streaming services VS the raw available online is crazy...I'll post comparison screenshots in a bit.
Ahhh, nintama is a drug really -_-
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After 10 months š± many computer issues š and a big ol' starring role in "Writer's Block - The Musical!" š¤šI can finally say...
I finished the 7th chapter of "15 Minutes"
annnnnnnnd I have over 1K words done on chapter 8. Because I'm not going to leave ch7's cliffhanger just, you know, hanging there. That would be rude and uncivilized.
You know, like getting shot off a roof and then continuing to be Needled after you're clearly dead, GEEZ. Dang Jackals. You'd think they had a grudge against me or something.
Nope, don't know why. Can't think of a single reason why I'd be on their bad side. *revs forklift some more* šš
Anyway, still have a lot of editing to do before it's ready to post but I'm hoping it'll be before s2 starts, just 'cause.
Wish me luck! Love to you all! ššš
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tagged by @kkpwnall, and the challenge is to spell my url with song titles! i've already done this but I'm doing it again and i'm gonna use all different songs and i'm gonna make another playlist bc i will never not make a playlist if asked about music in any capacity.
Second Sun by Silent Planet
Take Aim by Sleep Token
Eleanor Rigby by Palaye Royale
Vore by Sleep Token
Ever After by Marianas Trench
Spillways by Ghost
Supernatural by Barns Courtney
Templar Dawn by Green Lung
Relapse by Wage War
Antimatter by Silent Planet
Phantom of the Opera (cover) by Ghost
Crying While You're Dancing by Dayseeker
overwhelmed by Royal & the Serpent
Let Me In by Blackbriar
(liminal); by Silent Planet
Emotions by 5SOS
Cyberhex by Motionless In White
This Is Love by Air Traffic Controller
Inkpot Gods by The Amazing Devil
One Headlight by The Wallflowers
Nothing Ever After by ILLENIUM, feat. Motionless In White
and as always, the playlist ;p
annnnd my no pressure tags are @scarcrossdlvrs @patchworkgargoyle @sentient-trash @thefreakandthehair @sidekick-hero annnnnnnnd @stobinesque
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Inhales
AXERIM LORE POST
Uhhhh before I begin! Eventually there will be a cut-off line. Underneath the line I will talk about torture, so uh BIG OL HECKIN CONTENT WARNING Y'ALL
ALL RIGHT HERE WE GO
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ALRIGHTY I'm not going into the entirety of the whole backstory of Kirix and Barlow's species but we kinda need to know in order to know why some stuff happens later on here
Basically, this all takes place in a REALLY BIG valley that no one can enter or leave due to the enormous frickin mountains surrounding it first of all (also it's a medieval fantasy)
200 years before this, something that was seen as a demon by 99.9% of the entire population of the valley blessed a villiage that lived on a mountain with uhhhh
Well she turned em all into dragon-peopls
And then cast a spell preventing humans from ever going in the mountain ever again
And then dipped.
Because of this sequence of events, everyone else in the four kingdoms of the valley assumed that the entire newborn species was just. Completely and entirely demonspawn, as the creations of the biggest demon anyone had ever seen ever in the valley (A dragon. She was a dragon. Who did nothing except be super scary and crush four houses, all by accident.)
FAST FORWARD 200 YEARS BECAUSE I HAVEN'T TALKED ABOUT KIRIX AND BARLOW ENOUGH YET
Kirix and Barlow are two of the descendants of the original dragon-people who were transformed, and they're at the age where they must pick a Ye Olde Careere Patheā¢
They are LITERALLY THE BESTEST FRENS EVER. AND THEY'RE IN LOVE BUT AT THIS POINT NEITHER HAD CONFESSED YET.
One day they were out hunting to... Practice hunting, and they accidentally crossed the barrier and got captured by humans, which they didn't expect! It had never happened before, after all.
The thing about these people is that they were trying to start a war. I actually explained this yesterday on discord! Lemme go copy and paste some stuff.
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"I'll continue now.
So.
A bunch of humans (AKA the Dorinian army (Dorian is one of the human kingdoms in the world)) were tipped over the edge of years of mounting tensions (it's a long story), which
lead them to REALLY want to just. **Slaughter** the entirety of the Axyerin (placeholder new name for the species). It's a really long series of events that hasn't really been developed that much, but the tipping point was when 30 children went missing on the mountain adjacent to the one the Axyerin live on annnnnnnnd Whuh oh several of them were really fuckin important oh noes
Well, the problem here in the Dorinian's eyes is that there was no real way to *really* make the big scary monsters who could fly and breathe fire maybe ate their children fear *them*.
Unfortunately for the Axyerin, Magic.
Magic in the valley is fuckin SCARY 66% OF THE TIME
If you are a human child in this place, you can be born with the ability to learn one of three forms of magic: Illusion-weaving, the ability to take control of some area of someone or something's body (like their hand for example), and Potion/general magical mixture-making.
Two of these things are terrifying in practice if done in certain ways.
Cue how bad can I be from the lorax /neg
But...
it would be very convenient if fear-based information were able to be gathered AND information to benefit everyone in general during an upcoming conflict could be gathered at once, hmm?"
Kirix and Barlow were to be the subjects of this.
They were both horribly tortured for months about something neither of them knew- how to break the mountain's barriers. Or at least bypass them.
Of course that didn't exist.
It had never existed.
Of course, they both lied a few times about where humans could break in, but that always resulted in just... An increase.
Until one day, Barlow was SUPER EXTREMELY DESPERATE and told the torturer of the day a not-so-random location- a place infested with mountain sprites that were protecting something no one had ever gotten to because they could cast SUPER EFFECTIVE FEAR SPELLS TO DRIVE PEOPLE AWAY. Barlow didn't have all that background info tho, all they knew was that it was the designated haunted area on the mountain that was just outside on the barrier.
A week later when people returned from checking if Barlow's claims were true, they realized very little was going to "work".
So what did they do?
They brutally murdered Kirix while Barlow was forced to watch.
And that is why the line, "Barlow had sent the humans to the haunted place.
The price was... Kirix."
Hits.
So.
Fucking.
Hard.
I left a lot of context out of this holy heck.
Uhm.
I'm just gonna
retreat into the shadows for a bit maybe
@holdmyteaplease hope you enjoyed? (Is this how you tag people I still have no idea what fkakfjsjjfjjfjajdj)
Farewell, readers
hiii how's the wriitng going?
if u want can you share a line that hits from your WIP? pleaaaswe
Going ok rn! I'm kinda working up motivation rn tho
Ok so a hard hitting line? WARNING SPOILERS AHEAD
"Barlow had sent the humans to the haunted place.
The price wasā¦ Kirix."
It kinda needs context to hit hard enough but I'm typing this frantically during lunch break when I'm not supposed to sorry :')
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15, please!
Thank you!!
āAnd on Christmas Day!ā A man who looks close to Harryās age but bears little resemblance to everyone else in the room adds. āPayno, you big dummy, what did you get yourself into?ā
#Let Our Hearts Collide#Annnnnnnnd I'm done#LEST I POST THE WHOLE THING#which I won't#I am very excite#And I'm very happy that people seem excited!#It keeps me going#<3 <3
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A wee cottage I built for this traits/supernatural-stuff testing neighborhood Iām putting together, because I am apparently incapable of not spending time building nice-looking houses even just for testing hoods. *eyeroll*
Features @honeywell-mtsās WIP neighborhood tree defaults in the background, too. (Which I really, really like! Theyāre a good balance between nice-looking and not eating too many system resources.)Ā
#sims 2#ts2 lots#annnnnnnnd now I'm off for a bike ride :)#haven't done that in a while#but it's kind of a Sunday tradition when we're in CA
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No matter what Miss says, Obi is definitely not going to do *that* again.
Obi loses himself in the alleyways, violence thrumming just under his skin as he twists one way and turns the next.
āObi!ā she calls, faint, from somewhere in this maze, the lilt of her accent even more foreign on these streets.
He pauses, his fingers curling into fists. He doesnāt want to be seen - not now. But it is dangerous. How could she just-
āObi!ā she calls again, this time closer and if- and if he wants to leave, he best do it soon, for she knows him far too well. She knows the corners he would bend to and from which he would stray.
āObi!ā the sound comes from just behind him and he turns, wide eyed as she runs towards him, her arms spread wide and it is only the span of a breath that he has to prepare before sheās knocking him backwards against the adobe, limbs wrapped tight around him. It would be foolish, he knows, to ask her to let him go.
And- and maybe- he doesnāt want her to.
#bubbleswrites#one sentence prompt#obiyuki#annnnnnnnd i'm done with my memes!#woooooooot!#happy sunday all!#<3 <3 <3#sabraeal
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Watching Mr and Mrs Smith
Huh, they're being interviewed
I love her correcting him on how many years they've been together.š
Uh-oh, if you're alone you're not safe.
Guess I'm dangerous *finger guns*
SHE HAS A WEAPON!
*explosions* "I'm Jane." "I'm John." š
FIREEEEE! Oh good, they're dancing. Annnnnnd They've had sex.
How did they get the sheet to start up like a dress? I could never do that.
Her missing on purpose with the gun game and then him getting them all, now her competitive side has come out
YEAH YOU SHOW HIM HOW IT'S DONE, JANE!
"Beginners luck." XD
I love her š
FIVE OR SIX YEARS LATER
THEY'RE GONNA CRASH! THE DRIVEWAY ISN'T WIDE ENOUGH!
They're fine.
*Watching them drive in separate directions* You can go your own wayyyyyyyyy! Go your own wayyyy
Oh, I low-key thought that black haired dude was gonna show up and Jane was gonna kil him, since they showed him in the office scene before.
John probably thinks she's the perfect housewife š
She fought a dude for curtains? Oh I wish I were a fly on the wall at the store to see that.š
"If you don't like them we can take em back." "Okay, I don't like them." "You'll get used to them." I'm with her dude.
HOW CAN SHE BALANCE LIKE THAT ON CHAIR WHILE IN HEELS?
Her not turning the light off and then saying 5 more minutes, brings back memories of being a little kid sharing a room with my sister who liked to read with the light on until lateš
That therapist is not helpful.
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, that's quite the ensemble to wear if she's dealing with someone who crashed a car. In a hotel room. And I suppose those handcuffs are because she's gonna arrest them?
John, I feel you lack subtlety.
Oh ok, not bad, but damn dude, those bros were just trying to play some games and you gotta be a party killer? Damn.
They really made her a dominatrix to kill her dude, but John got to play a game of poker to get his? Come on!
Oh my god, she's like an adult Nanny McPhee. I wanna purse like that.
Jane is me whenever I'm asked to hold a baby.
Damn, John really meant what he said about where he keeps his stuff.
I want that oven in my future kitchen. Fully equipped with those weapons.
Eddie listing the perks of living with his mom is so funny. š
FINALLY! We're getting to see some action of where they work!
JANE RUNS THE SHOW FOR WHERE SHE WORKS? YES!!
"Oh look, more desert." Mood.
Ok damn, she's really doing quite awesome with her stakeout point.š
John is very much an idot.
OH SHIT SHE SHOT HIM
OH SHIT HE SHOT HER
You definitely should not be allowed to buy those things.
Jane is pissed.
Why did I think Father was actually her dad calling cause he was worried?š
HE KNOWS!
SHE KNOWS!
He hid the knife only for her to come back with an even bigger one, he's panicking slightly.
She has another!
She is way better at being calmer than he is, he looks like a nervous mouse
She tried something new, I think he thinks she poisoned him XD
Oh no, the wine slipped!
Dude can't possibly catch up to her car
Hopefully he'll pay to have that fence fixed.
Annnnnnnnd he shot the windshield, that can not end well for him
Dude, do not run into the street to say it was an accident, thus putting yourself in the path of your angry wife.
Honestly? Can't even disagree with her decision to hit him with her car, dude has no self-preservation.
And he broke into the car, so she jumped outš
Eddie, tho stupid, is hilarious.
Men are idiots.
Eddie has such a way of cheering a friend up.āŗļø
GIRL YOU LOVE HIM, OTHERWISE HE'D ALREADY BE DEAD
The garden party looks like fun
John really took a neighbor as a human shield
THEY TOOK HIS WEAPON STASHš
He's in the vents!
I want that gun thing, it could be fun
Oooooooo they like each other!
Eddie really is funny
OH GOD THE ELEVATOR
IT BLEW UP
BUT SHE LOVED HIM
He's sulking š
I mean I guess I would be too if I was him
Aw, she's crying a single tear
and he's there
They're at the place he proposed š
They're disarming each other while they dance, I want that
He tried to blow her up?!
Oh it's ok, she tried the same.
I ship them so hard.
She hit his car so she could get into the drive first š Whata mood
And Jane's taken the house as her baseš
That poor house
The music š
"Who's your daddy now?" š
I LOVE THAT SHE SLAPPED HIM AFTER THE SEX SCENE
The neighbors at the door š
Oh shit, people are after them now
That is not good
Yeah John, why does she get the girl gun?
Much better
Yeah, steal the car from the Colemans!
I would react the same way as Jane if I found out the person I was married to was married before and didn't tell me
"What's her name and social security number?" "No, you're not gonna kill her." š
She hired a dude to pretend to be her dad omg
Also it's so funny that she never cooked anything š
Eddie getting rude about Jane and then her popping upš
They're matching outfits tho *chef's kiss*
Oh John is feeling funny cause his wife's body count is way higher than his!
"Who are you people?!" I love that they're bickering and Benjamin is in the background š
OH MY GOD IT WAS A TRAP AL ALONG?!
John: "This is a really good store."
Jane: *glares*
They're adorable
She threw a knife and it hit him in the thigh š
The elevator music is so cheerful š
Oh shit, Jane fell from the celling!
They've both been shot!
I swear if this movie ends with them both dying I'm gonna be pissed.
Oh thank goodness, they're wearing bulletproof vests
Me: *singing* "When I am with you there's no place I'd rather be no no no no!"
Oh my god, they're in therapy again š
They redid the house, the poor neighbors š bet they left the Smiths alone tho!
What a fantastic movie, was pretty worried it would be meh, but it was good!
And in conclusion, if I wasn't already thirsting for Angelina Jolie, I am now.
#TheSevenWondersOfAWitch watches#mr and mrs smith#angelina jolie#brad pitt#jane smith#john smith#my thoughts#movies#early 2000s#thesevenwondersofawitch#hitmen#hitwoman#hitwomen#hitman#assassin's#2000s movies#Mr and Mrs Smith 2005#angelina jolie movies#brad pit movies
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Hey Steph, I just wanted to tell you that I (and many more people, I promise, but right now be specifically) love you for running a blog like this, helping people out and keeping the fandom alive. I'm not searching for a fic, I just wanted to know how you are and if there's anything in life you look forward too? I wish you all the best in life, you seem like such a nice person and a delight to be around
Hey Nonny!
OH GOSH I AM SO SORRY I MISSED THIS. It got tucked away in between two asks and I only found it because I was searching for playlist suggestions.Ā
NONNY!!!! THIS IS SO SWEET, thank you!! <3 Wow!!!
Hmmm. Well, I lead a rather boring life with shit self esteem, so I really donāt look ahead much these days because it keeps me from being too disappointed. Hm. But Iām gonna try to make this a positivity post, because you were so kind to me and I think itās good to try to think positively sometimes.Ā
Hmm. Five things Iām (eventually) looking forward to:
Getting my purple sofa from IKEA. Iāve wanted this stupid sofa for a year now and I just... havenāt gotten around to buying it yet. This would be the opportune time to get it though... Iām home so I wouldnāt have to take time off for delivery... I just donāt have anyone to help me build it. That and Iām a tightwad, but I know I want this sofa, and I usually wait a bit to spend that kind of money on stuff to make sure I want it before I buy it. I want it. A lot.
Getting my own place thatās not a shit apartment with annoying neighbours. Iāve been saving up for 10 years for a condo of my own; I can use my RSPs as a down payment (in Canada, you can open up RSPs and take it out early if itās for first-time home ownership OR second education). I have enough for a down payment, but again, it comes down to... Iām a tight wad, I HATE spending that kind of money. But I know Iād be happier in a place that Iām not renting from shitty landlords.
My eventual Christmas Trip to Disney. For my fortieth year, I wanted to make a big Christmas trip to DisneyWorld; I even opened up a savings account so I would have enough to go in a year and a half. Iāve always wanted to go at Christmas, and itās been a long time since I last went. I even convinced my sister to come with me. Then COVID happened. That plan has been put on the back-burner for an indeterminable time; at the rate the US canāt fucking get their shit together, itās looking like at least 4 years until I can. I am NOT crossing the border to go to COVIDWorld, thanks. So for now, itās a dream trip, that maybe Iāll do for my 50th instead, 45th if they clean up their act.
Seeing my friends again, whether theyāre my real life ones or my 221B crew, I really miss everyone terribly. Also in this, seeing my sister again.Ā I havenāt seen her in 2 years; this summer was supposed to be our big Road Trip Summer, annnnnnnnd COVID. Jess and I are super close, and I try to see her at least once a year; last year I couldnāt because I worked all summer, and this year it was COVID, so yeah. Sad. I miss everyone. Iāve seen my K-Town friends on my 3 weeks off, so that was nice. Just a pain that all my close friends live far away.
Publishing ONE of the 6 fanfics Iāve been drafting for years. I constantly, when I canāt blog, or watch TV or draw, I just write little pockets of fanfics that one day will be finished, if I can stop starting new ones. 2 Sherlock, a TMNT one, and continuing with my Sonic series I never finished in my youth. THEN I got into Red Dwarf again and I plotted out 2 more stories; one of them is near done. I just canāt get the filler bits in any of them. I write all the good stuff LOL. Ugh. I love writing, Iām just... not popular enough for people to care so I guess the motivation has never gripped me. Itās just a hobby / stress relief for me, and not a serious thing, so I just do it when I feel like it. I draw most of my free time.
Thank you again, Lovely for this message! I actually feel better now that I wrote some happy things. Thank you for making me do that <3
Hope youāre doing alright yourself, Nonny, and Iām sorry again for missing this message. I usually post these kind of messages right away <3
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Alrighty! I'm going all out on this one soo be prepared for a long haul since my curiosity MUST be quenched: 1, 3, 4-6, 11, aaand 13-16 for the writing ask thing, please
OOOH! Awesome!!! Okay! [rolls up sleeves!] Here we go!
1.Ā Ā Ā Ā What's something you've written that you know is OOC and you just don't care? Omgā¦I thought my dark secret would never be heard. Me and Incubirb wrote a fanfic together in high school called Dealing with Chibis. Itās a YGO fanfic. We had fun and itās still posted on FF.net but the yamis are OOC. VERY OOC. Do we care? Nah, it was something we wrote when we were younger and itās a reminder of the good olā days and annnnnnnnd how we improved n,n Yes itās cringe but itās OUR Ā cringe damn it!
Ā 2.Ā Ā Ā Something you hate to see in smut. No build up! Okay, Iām all for PWP because sometimes you just want to read smut without having to read a story behind it but please at least give the audience some foreplay. Also and I used to do this, donāt say womanhood an manhood, just say cock, clit, vagina, and things like that. Because wellā¦sex is an experience, or Iāve been told, but itās also dirty and passionate so using the terms can make it a little better or I can just be a huge perv. Iām probably the latter. Finally, weird ass things that would be near impossible during sex. Shampoo is NOT lube, ripping out a womanās tampon and flinging it behind you is not sexy, sex in the shower/ on the beach/ is not romantic and Iām assuming harder than it looks. Ā Or something that is outright gross that is supposed to be romantic >< Iāve read of questionable shit and I just had to pretend I never read it. Justā¦but logical about it, please!
Ā 3.Ā Ā Ā Something you love to see in smut. I personally like non conā¦hear me out. Itās a fantasy, itās a good plot device, and itās just so dark. I also like a weird powerplay and pet play becauseā¦well no one needs to know that ^^: (stay tuned One Piece fans). I also like good chemistry with the characters, like the more experience boy or girl with another girl and descriptions. Like donāt just say āand they totally did it!ā yeah no, describe the act and the senses.
Ā 4.Ā Ā Ā Something you hate to see in dialogue. Using net speak in writing. Not making a conversation believable and writing an āaccentā in someoneās speech. Once again, I was guilty of this years ago, minus the net speak. The writing accent thing can be good in some cases but horrible overall. Like in HP, JK Rowling writing the way Hagrid talked. Iāll admit, it did kind of get you into the mood that Hagrid had an accent but when she did it with the French accent and Bulgarian one, it just became reallyā¦distracting. Have your readers imagine it instead of having to read/listen to an accent. Just say that they had a strong accent or if they do speak in broken English in order to emphasize a plot, by all means! Once again one of my fave authors did this well. In one of her stories, the characters were aliens who spoke Russian, this woman had RUSSIAN in the book so the reader was just as clueless as the characters in the story. Same story and one of the characters had a thick Polish accent made it difficult for him to make friends, so she emphasized it when him and is stepbrother switched bodies and he realized that one of the things his new brother had to face.
Ā 5.Ā Ā Ā What "don't ever do this" writing rule are you guilty of constantly breaking? I know I break a lot! Hell, thereās run on sentences and things like that everywhere XD But apparently the ,ā that a dear sweet nitpicker brought to my attention. Donāt get me wrong, Iām not like āOMG HOW DARE SHE!ā itās more of, she was just doing it to be an ass? Like really trying to find something wrong with a story? Anyway, that. I donāt know why I do it. I think itās a habit that I have to break but I didnāt know it was a habit? Like some writing rules says its okay. Some say itās bad, some people donāt even notice it. But thatās just how Iāve always write. No one else seems to care so I just kept doing it.
Ā 6.Ā Ā Ā What do you need to work on most? Rereading my work! I donāt get offended when my readers point things out! Like I welcome it because sometimes Iām concentrating on writing that I donāt see the mistakes or rapid typing that I forget to go back. Like I write in layers. I write the beginning, scenes in the middle, the end, refill things, connect things, and polish things before posting but even I overlook things. I donāt have a proofreader so Iām grateful for the extra pairs of eyes XD Seriously I donāt get offended in the least! Ā
Ā 7.Ā Ā Ā What aspect of writing have you had the most growth in? Character development! Seriously! It takes time and a lot of work to write a good character! My first real fanfic characters were OCs and one dimensional at most. Then again it was middle school and high school and emotions were high, things werenāt the best but still, they were my characters. They stuck with me in college and it gave me more than enough time to revamp them into proper characters. Also during that time I was working on a coping mechanism writing/story and learned how to really flesh out a character and giving them a back story on how they came to be instead of āthis character was just born AWESOME!ā
Ā 8.Ā Ā Ā We all project onto our characters. Where has your personality or life choices leaked onto the page the most? Well, with me and not so much in my One Piece fanfics but Hetalia, my issues with my family, especially my mother/ grandmother. Because of my family situation, I never really had a safe place to express myself freely and when I did it was always taken away. I was around a lot of adults who were affected by my grandmotherās own issues which resulted in immature adults with issues of their own where I had to always be the āadultā or the ābigger personā one to someone who was twice as old as I was when I was a preteen/teenager and they were full grown ass adults. Which sucked since being a mature kid really gives more problems and doing things just to please a family who wouldnāt care less but I did have a Dad who really took the time to really understand me which was nice. So a lot of my Reader-chans have either unavailable parents, awesome parents, or raised by people who arenāt parents but the best parents they could ever have because in my opinion, sometimes the best people who actually care isnāt your family and if these people accept you, treat you with respect and genuinely care about your well being then they are your family.Ā Ā
9.Ā Ā Ā What's the most ridiculous thing you've done to put off actually writing? Hmmmm Well Iāve always found time to write but usually now with the pandemic, itās mainly āI have to clean!ā which is partly true but malaise DX Well For one fandom at least. Not to mention Iām adding in a lot of filler so I can send a ton of sad fanfics without feel guilty XD
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