#And they went ''oh I knew that. I'm always right about astrology.''

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Ballet AU Drabble: Percy knows all about Annabeth's romantic history, now she wants to find out about his, and all the women in New York who are probably still fantasizing about his kind smile and pretty eyes and also his tongue.

Drabble got longer and spicier than I expected. Will probably post to ao3 soon. Set two weeks after chapter 12

Rating: M

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They’d been going out for two weeks, and Percy had spent half of those nights at Annabeth's apartment. Tonight was one of them.

He was half on top of her already, kissing her lazily, one of his legs slotted between hers. They hadn't decided if they'd take things further yet, but the idea was tantalizing. It was their two week anniversary after all. It was a good reason to celebrate.

But Annabeth couldn't focus her mind on his gentle touch or the teasing thigh up between her bare legs. She had promised Percy that she would work on her jealous impulses (and she was), but tonight she was losing that battle.

"I talked to Katie Gardner today," she started, pulling away from the kiss.

~

Katie was in the second cast of A Midsummer Night’s Dream as Hermia, and so she had been sharing all of Annabeth and Piper's rehearsals. On each five minute break, Katie and Piper went back to working out Piper's astrological birth chart. They'd offered to do Annabeths, but in her post-breakup months of soul searching she'd briefly dipped into crystals and astrology to no avail. She didn't like what the stars told her about herself, and the shiny rocks were too expensive for what they were -- shiny rocks.

Piper had been the one to suggest the figure out Percy's birth chart.

"He's a Leo," Annabeth and Katie said at the same time.

"I did his birth chart for him years ago," Katie said. "I don't remember his rising, but I remember he was a Cancer moon, because I was surprised at first," she looked at Annabeth, "but he really is very sensitive and sweet." It almost sounded like a Percy Jackson sales pitch, and Annabeth wanted to tell Katie that it was unnecessary. She was sold on Percy Jackson in every way. And he was the same with her. 

Annabeth just nodded. "Yeah," was all she managed to say.

Katie had gone on to explain -- either ignorant to Annabeth's bubbling jealousy or indifferent to it -- that she was so happy for Percy and her. "He's such a great guy," Katie said. And she would know. They'd gone out for six months a few years ago.

Logically, Annabeth knew Percy had been with other people. He was far too skilled to have been a virgin when they first slept together. But she hadn't thought about just how many company women he'd probably been with. How many of their mutual co-workers knew ... what she knew about her new boyfriend? His mouth alone … Christ. How many times would she have something like this conversation? Katie, thankfully,  politely didn't mention anything about Percy's skills in the bedroom.

"Why did you break up?" Annabeth asked. "If you don't mind ..."

Katie gestured with her hand as if to say it's not a problem. "We didn't have a lot in common. We had fun together, but when Nutcracker rolled around, we just didn't have enough incentive to keep seeing each other. Nothing dramatic." Annabeth didn't ask about the kinds of fun they had together. "But you two? You guys seem great together."

"A Cancer and Leo? Is that a good match?" Piper asked.

Katie nodded. "It's a lot of big feelings, but as long as you communicate, it should work out great."

Annabeth hated when the stupid stars were right.

~

"I talked to Katie Gardner today."

"Oh?" He asked. "Did she tell you anything embarrassing about me?"

"She told me you were a Cancer moon," Annabeth said.

Percy furrowed his brow. "What?"

"We were doing Zodiac birth charts," she said, trying to get back on topic, but Percy interrupted her before she could move on.

"Oh yeah, she was always super into those. Always seemed kind of dumb to me. No way the stars control who we are," he said. He kissed her again. "What's yours?"

"I'm a Cancer sun, Virgo moon, and Capricorn rising," she said, growing more and more frustrated and anxious to get to her point.

"What does that mean?"

"It means I'm an overly emotional control freak. Let's move on," she snapped at him.

Percy held back a laugh. "Yeah, see? Totally inaccurate." She rolled away from him, but he followed. "No, come back, I'm sorry. What did you and Katie talk about?"

Annabeth took a deep breath. "I didn't know you and her used to go out, is all."

There was a beat of silence between them.

"That was like four years ago," Percy confirmed. "Does it matter?"

"No, it ..." she rubbed her eyes with the heels of her palms, pushing her glasses up to her forehead as she did. When they settled back down in front of her eyes, she saw she'd smudged the lenses. "It doesn't matter. I'm not jealous of Katie -- and don't worry, I didn't say anything mean to her -- but how often should I expect to have that conversation?"

She was trying to approach this with some kind of grace, but she felt herself floundering.

"What sort of thing?" Percy asked.

"Look, you don't need to tell me if you don't want to, but you know how many other men I've slept with," really what singular other man I've slept with, but that didn't matter, "I was just wondering how many company women you've been with."

Percy smiled and kissed her forehead. "I don't mind telling you. Just company women or all of the women I've been with?"

Annabeth shrugged trying to act so casual about it. "Whatever you're comfortable with," she said. She was aiming for nonchalant, but she feared she was terribly chalant.

"I've gone out with technically two company girls. Katie and ... Piper," he said, "although Piper was just one date, and we barely kissed."

"You went out with Piper?" She asked.

"Yeah, but, you know that scene in Mean Girls where Janice and Damian kiss? It was a bit like that."

Annabeth almost laughed.

"Only two? Really?"

"Yeah, and then there was my girlfriend at SAB, Cally. I lost my virginity to her. She's a soloist out at PNB now. Haven't talked to her in years," he said. "And then there was Lily. She's a dancer on the Broadway side, and a friend of a friend. We went out for almost a year actually."

"What happened?" She asked.

"It was mutual. We weren't feeling it anymore. We broke up about a year ago. But she did pick up on the fact that I was getting feelings for someone else," he kissed her. "I told Lily it didn't matter. The woman I had a crush on was getting married, but that didn't help."

Annabeth laughed, realizing who he meant. "You're such a liar," she said.

Percy kissed her, a long, deep kiss that almost made her forget about their conversation. "I am not," he said. "It was 'Diamonds' rehearsals, and I," kiss, "couldn't," kiss, "stop," kiss, "thinking," kiss, "about you."

"What about me?" Annabeth asked.

Percy's hand slid down her side, toying at the waistband of her panties. 

"Where I'd take you out to dinner, what museums we'd go to, all the things we could dance together," he kissed her again as his hand slid under the fabric, "how I'd touch you, where I'd touch you," he slipped a finger inside her, curling it a little to find that spot that quickly had her seeing stars and coming apart in ways that turned Percy into a mad man. What little arousal she'd built up while kissing had been squashed by talks of his ex-girlfriends, but without much effort, Percy brought it back tenfold.

"Who ... who else?" she asked before she lost control of herself completely.

Percy stilled and slipped his finger out of her. "That's it," he said.

Annabeth shook her head. "No way."

"Way," he promised, moving to kiss her neck and collarbone.

"Three? You've only had sex with three women?" She asked.

"Four counting you," he said, his kisses moving up her neck to her jaw, "and we should count you, shouldn't we?" He asked, his fingers slipping back into her panties.

"Yes, but ..."

"But what?"

"How are you so ... good at it?" She asked.

Percy laughed. "I don't know, I just listen? I mean, for one thing Katie and Lily were bisexual, so if I was going to compete with women I needed to make a real effort. And I'm not kidding when I say Silena and Piper have given me so many tips over the years. When I started dating Katie, Silena pulled me aside -- middle of the day, fully sober -- and explained that when a woman said she was about to cum, it meant don't change anything about what you're doing. Don't go faster, deeper, harder. Just keep that pace."

So it was Silena to whom she owed a fruit basket.

"Alright," Annabeth said, "I believe you." He kissed her, smiling against her mouth as he finally got to continue touching her. "I don't know if I'll have anything to teach you for the next girl, though."

Percy frowned against her mouth, slowing his fingers but not stopping them or removing them.

"There's not going to be a next girl, Annabeth," he said. Her heart beat hard in her chest, and she couldn’t tell if she was thrilled and aroused or on the edge of panic at his words. 

"You don't get to possess me," she said.

"I'm not asking to possess you," he curled his fingers inside her, and she lifted her hips involuntarily, seeking him out. "I'm telling you that whatever you need, whatever you want, whatever will make you happy, I'll do it. Anything, Annabeth. Anything."

"I want ..." oh god, "I want," she was close already. She still had her goddamn panties on and she was close, "I want," her brain supplied a long list of dirty things she wanted from him in the moment, "I want," he was smirking. He knew he was going to make her soak her panties and her side of the bed, and he wanted her to do it. Well, if he was going to get what he wanted, then she was going to put him to the test, "I want the moon," she said with a smile.

He kissed her, his hard cock still in his boxers grinding up against her hip. "Alright gorgeous, I'll get it for you," he promised, before tipping her right over that blissful, toe-curling edge. 

~

Four days later, he handed her a light blue cardboard box with a bow on it.

"What's this?" She asked.

"It's a present," he said. They were in her apartment again. He had planned to stay at his own place that night, but she’d woken up with her period that morning. She was cranky and her back hurt. So Percy had come over to keep her company. She was on the couch sewing more pointe shoes while he'd done the dishes. Annabeth hardly expected more gifts than not needing to touch wet food.

Annabeth opened it. It was a pair of earrings, silver with little dangling stones. Gray, iridescent, and familiar.

"Gray moonstones?" She asked. In her brief crystal phase, her moonstone had been her favorite.

"I've sent emails to Elon Musk and Jeff Bezos about getting to the actual moon, but I don't know if they'll respond. So, I hope these are okay."

She pulled him in for a kiss by the front of his tee shirt.

"They're perfect," she said, tears already in her eyes. She started to take out the diamond studs she usually wore. "You know, moonstones are a sign of new beginnings? They support emotional stability, and inner growth?"

"Huh, you know, maybe all this," he held his hands out in front of him and wiggled his fingers as if to pantomime woo woo witchy shit "isn't so dumb after all."

"Oh no, it's complete nonsense," she said, clipping in the first earring. "But it's fun and pretty."

[itsweirdtiming]

10/2/24 Entry 1

Jesus, holy fuck.

I don't know why I'm in this position. I have no idea why. I want to do more with my life, with my body, with my time. But everything and everyone is so limiting.

I shouldn't complain, I know that. I know that. I know that. I know that I'm very fortunate, and that I've come a long way, that things are ultimately gettting better, yadayadayadayada.

It's just not enough for me.

It's not enough for the world, according to what I've been told my whole life.

Let's start with my job. Well, I think it's just fine. It's a fine job. I get paid more than any job I've had before, but that's just about it. I actually do really like my coworkers. They're very lovely people.

My boss doesn't like me though. And it's apparent. And I've had that problem with every job I've been at. The boss never likes me. I tried really hard this time, and I still try, but it just always ends up like that. I think it's one of my astrology placements, because one of my placements told me so a while ago.

Well, I wish I didn't have to work so much during college. I wish I had all the time in the world to be involved with the extracirricular activities that would have allowed me to end up at a better graduate school. And don't get me wrong, I love my school, I just wish I at least had padded my application enough to get a really good scholarship to have at least one less load off my back. I do have enough debt already, but not going to graduate school just wasn't an option for a degree like mine.

Oh yeah, and that brings me to that: I'm repeating the same problem. I'm working too damn much, not enough time outside of that. I'm grateful for these opportunties, but they all come with a catch that makes things harder on me in this moment.

I don't even remember the last time I finished a book on my own accord. The last time I read obsessively was in middle school. Over a decade ago.

I wish I didn't stay with my ex-boyfriend as long as I did. I kept putting off the pain of the breakup, and that drove us both in too deep before we knew it. I know that we both know neither of us are right for each other, but now there's this painful bond that will be there for the rest of our lives. This painful attachment to a person who doesn't care about us the way we wish they did. It applies to both of us. It hurts so badly, and I'll always miss him, but he will never be enough for me, and I will never be enough for him. I wish he would just find someone new, someone who is perfect for him, someone who makes him a better person. So I can watch him grow and not feel so guilty about doing the same.

Why is it that it all feels suddenly so horrible now that I'm getting enough sleep? Before two days ago, I have been consistently getting sporatic sessions of sleep. Maybe 5-7 hours on the week days, and weird timings on the weekends from having odd timing for days.

I miss getting high every day. NO, nothing crazy. Just shitty fake weed from the store. But it helped me. Now I can't even turn to that because of my job. Yes, it's worth it, but I miss it. CBD isn't the same. (Obviously)

And how pathetic can someone be? Falling in love with someone they have never met, and possibly will never meet? My delusion that one day I will meet her, one day I will have the chance to be her friend, and the possibility that it could blossom into a life-long love? Seriously? How fucking pathetic. The part of me that has faith it'll happen is there. I believe it wholeheartedly. That I could be the safety she needs. Or am I just projecting? Am I just projecting the years of tormet that I went through in my previous relationship to make myself feel better about the trauma that I still haven't processd yet?

It's been 8 days since I last texted my ex. Only recently have I become comfortable in calling him my ex. This is probably the longest we have gone without speaking since March of 2020, when we started talking. It feels like such a blur. I regret it so much. At least I learned to never compromise my standards and what I need for a man who doesn't even treat me the way I wanted to be treated.

I hate not being able to be unapologetically myself. Sometimes I wonder if I'm a lesbian with the world's most horrible case of comphet. I can't be openly myself here the way I could at my college town. (undergrad of course)

[cantfightmoonlight]

"Is it? Why?" She blinked over at him. Her brow creasing in confusion as she realized she might have put her foot in her mouth again. "Wait- they do?" Her eyes widened even more as he went on to say that people typically offered comfort in return. "Sorry, it's just that I know Ben does and Jonah and my parents used to, but I just thought that was one of those your loved ones will always see the best in you sort of thing? Like how your mom will tell you you're the prettiest person ever when in reality models exist and there are far more pretty people out there, but she has to say that because she's your mom and all. But, other people typically deny those claims? Well, shit. How terrible am I?" She sunk down into the bar stool across from him. "Anytime I ever say anything self depreciating people typically either say nothing or agree with me. Oh my god! I'm the bad singer only instead of having no vocal prowess, it's my personality. You know, when there is a singer so bad that when they mention they're a bad singer, you just laugh it off and say 'aw you aren't that bad', but don't compliment them and tell them they're good, because you both know they are in fact that bad? Is that me? Well, fuck," She was definitely going to have an existential crisis about this later. But, as he said, he wouldn't deny those claims, she gave him a wave of her hand, having not expected him to, even though, now she wondered if she should have. "Eh. You and everyone else apparently. Though, huh? You made it pretty clear you don't like people or me for that matter and how you'd make a terrible friend, but most of my friends don't particularly like me and would sacrifice me at a moment's notice, so what am I not understanding?" She asked genuinely not sure what she was missing in terms of why he wouldn't want her to.

"Boo. That's boring," Her bottom lip jutted out into a pout as she sunk further into her seat. "It sort of does though, concern you, doesn't it? At least the whole leader and advisor hook up sabotaging us, but word on the street is, they're stepping down. So, apparently, we're going to be having some changes when it comes to upper management," She let out a low whistle as she moved to smooth out the non-existent wrinkles in her skirt. "Personally, I think gossip gets a bad wrap. Its information and information is power, isn't it?" She offered up with a small shrug. "I couldn't tell you. Though, he's a piece of shit, that much is for certain. I'm just happy he can no longer command an army of rats from the afterlife and- yeah that's right! I'm talking about you! Deal with it," She told off the ghost of Kyle, even though she knew from Ken's perspective it would be as though she was telling off the air. "You're a good boyfriend," She observed. "Though, you should know, with Leyla, everything has significance. I'm honestly shocked she doesn't believe in the universe or more in astrology given how much she loves stars and all."

"Right. Okay. It's odd to hear it," Ken replied. "Usually, or at least from my observations when people self depreciate openly like such, despite however honest it may seem to be, others tend to say something that denies those claims in return. I'm not the person to offer you any words of comfort especially since you say you're just being factual. I understand why you won't give up, persistence and honesty aren't hard concepts to grasp, it's you that can't seem to understand why I want you to." He said nothing further on that, having to explain again his need for privacy and solitude felt futile.

Though he listened to what she said, Ken shook his head at the question, "I'm not interested in gossip, people's business is their own. Unless it concerns me, I don't really care of it. Especially relationships." And as long as it didn't affect the clan, which he knew didn't, he didn't care about the rest of the leaders either. Lifting a brow as he faced the obvious empty seat, Ken turned his gaze back to her, "Okay? I'm certain there's way to exorcise him, not sure why no one has done that yet." When she waved a metaphorical white flag, Ken allowed himself to relax a touch, body growing a little less tense than before. "I'm perfectly aware it's an object, I just go along with it for her sake. Car has a name after many attempts, but no, not refrigerator, I'm hoping it won't get a name, it doesn't have any significance."

[briandthemoon]

The chariot!

the chariot: thoughts on astrology?

I love it, honestly, it's good fun. I love those funky lil constellations!

Plus the power you wield when some Zodiac Elitist asks for your zodiac and you lie about it, then they're all proud of themselves "Oh I can tell! You're such a Virgo! I have a knack for these things!" while you're like, a Gemini is better than any endorphin rush.

[say-narry]

Note: English isn’t my first language. Hope you all like it. Please, give me your opinion with a reblog, fav or a note in my askbox :)

pairing: Louis!peaky blinders era x reader

warnings: explicit sex, unprotected sex (don't do that!), curse words, daddy kink, overstimulation, dirt talk, mention of jealousy, mention of astrology.

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Astrology

In my spare time I loved to read about astrology. It was a habit I adhered to since I was a teenager and now as an adult, it was my secret cringe.

So many times, the things described there met the personality traits of someone I knew and that made me believe it even more.

Sure, there were some holes in the script, but I had been in this world forever, so I just ignored that and kept it as a supposed truth and that was only affirmed when I met Louis.

Friends in common, I liked the way his accent sounded, a few drinks here and there, we shared the lighter to light the cigarette and ended up kissing at the end of the party at Calvin's house.

That was a year ago now.

I already knew all his quirks and as Louis lived more at my place than at his mansion here in London, he had to follow my rules, which was a little difficult even though he is Capricorn. Lately it was complicated to deal with him, because he seemed to ignore me and my weekly horoscope had already said that my relationship would be shaken by the smallest things and that I should be careful.

"Babe, don't leave your shoes like that. I already asked for them!" I complained as I placed our shoes side by side by the door. This was one of his manners that annoyed me deeply. "My friends will be here soon!"

"Nah." he muttered, not even looking at me.

I snorted and rolled my eyes, going to check the cheese and chocolate fondue I was preparing.

My friends Peter, Anne, Sam and Paul were coming over for happy hour. I am on vacation at work, an accounting office, so this is a perfect opportunity to hear what's new.

"Babe, is there any way to go to that grocery store down the street? I forgot that Anne has a gluten allergy and forgot to buy the gluten-free bagel." I stirred the melted cheese in the small pot on the stove.

No response from Louis.

Because my house is small, there's no way he couldn't hear me. I stretched my body back a little and in my half vision through the door, I could see that Louis was still concentrating on the smartphone game while gnawing on the corner of his left thumb.

I took another deep breath, it seemed that Louis became a child watching the games on the device and this was another flaw of his sign's characteristic, however I knew he was loyal and domineering, which eventually gave me an idea.

I turned off the stove and wrapped the fondues, putting them in the electric oven in warm-up mode so that they would not cool down.

My friends would arrive in half an hour, it was time to put my idea into practice.

I grabbed my purse, checked the pounds in my wallet, put on a sweatshirt and ran to the door.

"Luv, where are you going?" Louis asked without looking at me.

"Grocery store, babe." I put on my moccasins and closed the door.

It was dusk and for a change London was cold, for as soon as I passed the small gate in my driveway I sped to the grocery store.

As luck would have it, I found the guys a few meters from my house and ran to hug them.

"How are you, Y/N?" Sam, the blond girl with freckles and green eyes asked me as she released me from her hug.

"Fine! But I need a little help from all of you, specifically you, Paul and Anne." I pointed to them, who were inches away from me.

My couple of friends looked at me, Paul was a tall man with blue eyes, a muscular body and a beard. He was dating Anne, a tall, beautiful black woman with curly hair and honey-brown eyes with a mouth to envy.

"What happened?" Anne asked.

I explained to them that Louis seemed to be ignoring me as if I was just someone else working for him, but that he was the dominating type and so I wanted to tease him and see if we should continue with this relationship or if he was just distracted.

"I swear it won't go any further than that, I love Louis very much but this is killing me." I held the brown paper bag against me.

"Have you tried talking to him?" Peter suggested.

"Louis is a Capricorn, you know how it is. When he focuses on something, that's it." I rolled my eyes.

"That's fine with me, it will be fun watching a music star want to kill me because his wife wants me." Paul grabbed the bag from my hands and winked at me, and we laughed.

"It's fine with me too, you know I find it sexy to see men jealous." Anne winked at Paul, who closed his face, causing us to let out a few more low chuckles.

"I think there's a way we can help too." Sam put his arm around my neck and held Peter by the waist.

I had the best friends in the world.

"He simply came in halfway through the meeting with a huge mark on his neck. Emily wanted to climb the walls!" Peter commented on our co-worker.

We were all sitting on the floor of the room with the creams and fondue mixes on the coffee table. Louis was on my right side with black sweatpants and the jacket I loved so much, Paul was on my left side, next to him was Anne followed by Peter and Sam.

"But we know why Tom's nights out..." Sam looked at me suggestively and then looked at Anne. I straightened up waiting for what was to come.

Louis followed the conversation, sometimes hugging me around the waist and offering me something to eat. I just helped myself to a glass of red wine.

"Why?" Anne asked as if she didn't understand.

"Oh, you know, since the S/N went on vacation he has been gloomy, seems to have forgotten how to do calculations on the spreadsheets, and gets sad at lunchtime." Sam replied, alternating his gaze between Louis and me.

Louis, who was serving himself a piece of bread and cheese, grimaced, but said nothing.

"It's true, we know he's not over it yet."

I had the glass in my mouth trying to hold back the laugh I wanted to give.

"Get over what?" Louis asked me with a frown and I arched my shoulders, pretending not to know what they were referring to.

"Tom is in love with Y/N, Louis. Ever since she came to the office, he only has eyes for her." Anne answered by pouring herself some strawberry slices and pouring the melted chocolate on top. "You know, alluring and attractive men don't get over it so easily when they are dumped by a beautiful woman."

My eyes were watering from holding back tears of laughter. It was funny to imagine this situation, since Tom was a very well married gentleman, father of three children, and would soon be a grandfather.

"I'm going to get some more wine." I pushed myself to get up, because I needed to release the laughter that was stuck in me.

"I'll get it, babe." Paul took the glass from my hand, passing his hand through mine and stood up.

"Oh, thank you Paulie!" I smiled and sat back down.

Louis's face was red, he chewed angrily and stared at me. His blue eyes fixed on me in an uncomfortable way, as if he were reading my thoughts.

"What's up, babe?" I asked as Anne, Sam and Peter talked among themselves, I tried to stroke his face but he turned away.

"Nothing." he nodded, and I narrowed my eyes.

Paul returned with my full glass, I took it and thanked him again. Since I was sitting only on the carpet, I decided to do a little stretching. Purposefully, Paul looked at the open buttons of my black blouse that was thin and skinny long. Unconsciously, it was tighter than I usually wore which highlighted my breasts covered by the bra.

Louis seemed to notice, he huffed and ran his hand through his hair. I just ignored him and pretended to pay attention to my friends' conversation.

I felt his arm going around my shoulders and a few kisses on my neck, and I simply held myself together not to react, but it was so good his affection.

"We were talking about Tom before and now I remembered, can you believe that every day he comes into your office and wipes down your desk and computer?" Sam was sharp in the theater, I just wanted to thank her for that.

"And I'll tell you something else, he takes his shoes off before he comes in. " Peter continued.

Broadway was losing these actors to an accounting office. Louis leaned back on one of the sofas and crossed his arms with a brave expression.

"Tom has always been very nice to me." I commented, swirling the rest of the wine in my glass. "But I don't know..."

"I don't know, Y/N?" Louis spoke a little louder, turning his face abruptly to me.

"Yes, Tom is a nice guy but he is the kind of guy who ignores things I say, he was not organized and sometimes we almost missed deadlines... If he is like that at work, who will say to have a relationship with him."

I drank the rest of the wine and almost saw Louis erupt.

"Nothing beyond that stays between you?" I looked at Sam, who put his hand over his mouth, holding back his laughter, as did Anne, Paul, and Peter.

"Nah. " I repeated Louis' murmur from earlier and repeated his motion, leaning back against the couch behind me.

He ran his fingers through his bangs and chuckled gracelessly, denying it with his head. I narrowed my eyes in surprise at his reaction.

"It's getting late isn't it? Want some help cleaning up, petal?" Paul stroked my arm.

"I'll help my girl, Paulie." Louis imitated my voice when I called him and stared at Paul's hand on my arm, moving his mouth as if he were dissatisfied.

We talked some more, Louis was still silent and crossed his arms, his legs intertwined with each other and swinging rapidly.

I knew that Louis was about to explode, so I said goodbye to the guys who thanked me for the evening. Paul gave me a tight hug and a kiss on the cheek. They motioned for me to tell them by text what was going to happen, I silently agreed and closed the door.

Louis had gotten up and was removing things from the coffee table. I started to organize the room and finished taking the last dishes to the sink.

"You and this Tom guy, have you ever had anything?" Louis was sponging one of the dishes. His sleeves were rolled up, which gave me a view of the tattoos on his wrist that I liked so much.

I poured myself the rest of the wine and leaned back against the sink where he was standing.

"We only went out together once." Which was true, but it was with the rest of the office and nothing happened because his wife accompanied us and I saw him as a father or even an uncle. I would stay in my tantrum, yes, he was the one who should end his.

"Hm." Louis answered.

"Why the question?"

Louis remained silent, washing the dishes as if it were the most fun thing in the world.

"Louis? If I asked a question, I want an answer." I said angrily, tired of the tantrum.

He continued in silence. I took a deep breath trying to oxygenate my brain and continued to stare at him.

I drank the rest of the wine and left the glass in the sink. I walked slowly to the door, still trying to remain calm.

"Where are you going?" Louis asked.

I just turned and smiled, raising my two middle fingers in his direction.

"Fuck you!" I shouted nervously, pointing at him.

Without waiting for his response, I headed towards my room, but within three steps I felt something pulling me, two cold, wet hands.

Louis might be shorter than most men, but he still possessed great strength.

In one swift movement, I felt him turn me around and my back hit the wall to my right and my head bounced, causing me to grunt in pain.

Louis pressed his body against mine, my hands went up to push his chest.

"I don't want to talk, Louis." I said annoyed, almost in tears already.

"What's up, luv? Your babe wants to know... "Louis brushed his nose across my neck, soon after caressing my face by turning and pulling it slightly to the opposite side, my eyes automatically closed."What were those teasing things earlier?"

My body stiffened, I couldn't hide anything from him.

"Let go of me. " I asked, still pushing him slightly, but it came out more like a groan.

Louis let out a small laugh and began to distribute wet kisses down my neck, sometimes my body betrayed me and shivered.

Louis's right hand, which previously held my waist, lifted my blouse to gain access to the skin of my belly and with a rush, held my right breast, massaging it lovingly.

"I'm sure my girl is getting wet..." His warm breath hitched against the cartilage of my left ear. "You like to tease me by showing off those luscious breasts, but in the end you're all mine, aren't you?"

I groaned as if in agreement. My hands, which before had been pushing her breasts, had moved to her back, scratching the white fabric.

"Who's my little whore? Hm?" His teeth went to my jaw, scraping it lightly, and then down to my neck where I felt pressure being applied.

Oh, hell! He was marking me.

"I-I-I..." I answered weakly and brushed my crotch against his.

My body arched and I held on to his arms, I could already feel the throbbing in between my legs as they buckled.

"My silly little girl!" He moved a few inches away from me and I opened my eyes, staring at Louis's long lashes in front of his blue orbs that were almost covered by his dilated pupils. "I saw what you did with the whole Tom and Paulie thing."

When I regained consciousness, I bit my lower lip and smiled mischievously, returning my hands to his back.

"What are you going to do about it, stud?" I teased.

Louis's hands went around my waist as he made a point of kissing me fiercely and hotly. My hands grabbed his face, pulling him to me, afraid that he would just stop and leave me there, hot and needy for his touch.

His hands went down to unbutton my jeans and unzip me. I let out a moan in anticipation and I could feel him smile in the middle of the kiss.

Louis pulled away from me and spun me around, placing me face down against the wall.

"Louis..." I moaned softly, thrusting my ass toward him.

I felt his pelvis fit over my ass and his member was already hardening, I tried to make more contact, but his hands on my waist stopped me.

"I know, luv... I want you too." I felt his chest against my back as I closed my eyes and rested my head on the wall and pressed my hands against it, trying to support myself. "I want to feel your pussy squeezing my cock as I fuck you very slowly, because I know you like to feel my cock pulsing in you."

I was already dizzy, biting my lower lip trying to hide my moans, until Louis pulled away and his hands hooked on the hem of my jeans and pulled them down.

"Spread your legs, Darlin'"

I did as he cried out, with a little difficulty because my jeans were still binding my legs and the state of my panties was embarrassing.

His hand slid up and down my ass, and then slapped me with his open hand, which made me jump in surprise.

"My girl doesn't like to be neglected, huh?" Shivers ran through me, my breathing was heavy and my brows furrowed and more slaps came, making my skin burn and my eyes water. "You get needy for my cock when I don't fuck you, don't you?"

In one swift act, my panties were keeping company with my jeans. I pushed my hips even higher, rubbing one leg against the other in an effort to relieve the agony my clit felt.

"Daddy will take care of you, luv!" I heard some noises and then the glorious sensation of Louis's hot tongue running over my pussy.

"Louis!" I moaned loudly and his breath hitched against my exposed intimacy as he let out a laugh. His hands grabbed my thighs and spread them even further apart, leaving me wide open for him.

Louis's tongue ran from my sensitive spot to my entrance, sucking and licking. I swayed my hips trying to get closer, but whenever I did he laughed and ran just the tip of it all the way over. My eyes rolled back and a vibration came in the pit of my stomach.

He didn't last long there, but the sound of my wetness clicking on his tongue was something out of reality.

"Babe, please..." My right arm kept pushing against the wall while my left was bent and I massaged my breasts, trying to relieve myself somehow.

"What's wrong, kitten?" Louis groaned and blew against me.

I turned my head to the side and Louis had stood up, taking off his sweatpants along with his underwear and his white jacket, and threw them on the floor beside us.

"Daddy..." I murmured.

Louis' member was hard, and with the glans of his member shiny and pink, his left hand wrapped around it, going up and down slowly. Louis stroked my ass with his free hand, his lower lip was biting and his head eventually fell back as he sighed.

He knew how sexy I found the veins in his hands tensing up and showing as he played with his cock. The tattoos on his wrist added a special touch.

"Lucky for you I want to get it over with, luv... Otherwise you'd have to beg me to fuck you..." He spoke as his cock touched me, dragging and teasing me, making me almost fall to my knees on the floor. "I'm going to fuck your little pussy so hard, babe? I want to hear you moan for the rest of the night, do you want to feel my cock all the way in here?" His finger ran across my entrance, giving me mini shocks in that area.

I mumbled the only sound left in my throat. I turned my face forward and leaned my forehead against the wall. He knew how much I melted for his dirt talk.

My arm against the wall was aching, my forehead was sweaty, and my legs were almost giving way from the way they trembled.

Louis launched himself inside me without warning, burying his wet member until his balls slammed against my clit.

A scream tore through my throat, my nails digging into the wall. Louis didn't even give me time to get used to it, he immediately began thrusting against me. Back and forth, thrusting hard and trying to go all the way in. I was panting as was he, my eyes still closed, enjoying his member filling me.

I turned my face to the side opening my eyes and I could cum right there at the sight, my heart throbbed even more seeing Louis with his nails digging into my hips, his tattooed chest and arms tensed tightly and his head relaxed back with his mouth ajar.

"Fuck!" My eyelids fluttered and I could feel the anguish in my uterus rising.

"My girl is so hot, so warm and tight ... oh!" Louis went down again and if it wasn't for the euphoria, I could feel him almost ripping me in half with his cock slamming against my uterus.

I tilted my head back and one of Louis' hands grabbed my loose hair and formed a sort of ponytail. His hand forced my neck, causing my body to arch and my ass to bulge even more.

My back began to ache as his hipbones crashed against my muscles, he had never caught me this way before and I was already addicted to it. Louis let go of my hair and went back to kneading the sides of my hips.

I put my arm in front of me and bit down on it, feeling my face hit him lightly with the thrusts, my throat aching with the moans, and Louis murmured my name as he tried to sink even deeper inside me.

"Whose pussy is this, babe? Who fucks it hard and the way you like it?" Louis, still not stopping his thrusts, rotated his hips and a wave of ecstasy hit me at the cervix. My pussy clenching rapidly, I was getting there. Louis fucked me so fast that I couldn't even scream.

"You, babe! Only you, Louis!" I spoke softly and felt him kiss me on my back.

"Are you sure, babygirl?" Louis teased and again I felt his chest against my spine.

His cock was halfway out of me and seconds later I was already missing him, which didn't last long as I pushed my hips back against him, burying his cock back into me. I stood on my tiptoes and his member reached the hidden spot that Louis sometimes managed to reach.

"Come on my cock, babe! Because I'm going to mark you, fill you with my milk... Do you want it, my naughty little girl?"

My breath came out of my lungs in a sharp intake of breath. My body exploded inside, shuddering as Louis forced himself to orgasm. Small jolts ran through me, and the ground no longer seemed to be beneath my feet.

My man's nails sank into my skin, his thrusts became sloppy and a loud moan came from Louis' chest, his cock swelled even more inside me and I felt hot spurts fill me, joining my liquid. He groaned loudly and his hands gripped my waist tightly, easing the grip seconds later. Violent trembling came over my knees, causing me to close my eyes in shame as Louis continued inside me and hugged me from behind.

"What's up, Luv? Did I hurt you?" He pushed my hair away from my sweaty, flushed face. Louis kissed the top of my head and I could feel some shocks from the orgasm still being delivered and the delicious feeling of having him inside me.

I nodded positively and then negatively, answering his questions.

"Sorry about the last few days, I was so distracted, thinking about the new album, and then I realized that I didn't do the right thing to the point where my perfect girl insinuated herself to our friend and they talked about some guy at work."

"How did you find out?" I lay my face against the wall, feeling the frosty, chilling cold on my face. I was tired, almost closing my eyes.

"I know you, darlin'... You can't lie, your sign says so."

I covered my face in shame that he knew my shameful secret. Louis pulled his member out of me and already I felt it go limp, Louis tightened his embrace around my buttocks and his arms wrapped around mine, tucking me in.

"Thanks for not giving up on your Capricorn. He'll pay more attention to his girl."

I nodded and turned around, kissing him slowly, feeling his tongue caress mine calmly and tenderly. He was everything to me, giving him up would be the last thing I would ever do.

I pulled away still hugging him and could see his sweaty bangs.

"Thanks for the sex against the wall, it was amazing." I blinked, placing a kiss on his chin.

"Maybe tomorrow you'll rethink it." His face turned into a smile, kissing my cheeks.

I stared at him even longer, not understanding his statement.

"Uh... I may or may not have left some... marks." He gave me his best puppy dog face, squeezed my ass, and kissed my neck lightly.

I rolled my eyes eagerly to see these possible marks.

"All right, they're marks from my Capricorn..." I said, kissing him and jumping on his lap. "But if you ignore me again, you won't have sex against the wall or anywhere else." I shook his shoulder to get his attention and he agreed.

"No more Capricorn stuff!" He promised, raising his right hand.

Astrology thing or not, I loved the guy standing in front of me.

[i-want-a-bagel]

these two assholes officially rebranded to Box Boys after I fucking tagged everything as Lockdown Lads (the superior name) so fuck that, it's staying Lockdown Lads for me

soo... Lockdown Lads #2

*****

what a chaotic start already mhm

*****

Dan is 100% right, light mode is trash

specifically because this is about callingnout Phil

😂

*****

Phil, man

why are we being exposed to incognito browsing

from you

literally no one wants that

THERE'S DIFFERENT FORMS OF PLEASURE, DAN

🤔🤨🙄😫

*****

Baby names uh?

🤷🏽‍♀️

*****

What would we name them?

Dan -> Jacob, Alex, Chris, some fuckboy name

Phil -> Philip, seriously, he reminds me of every single other Philip/Philippe I know 😂

*****

Vincent and Otis????

*****

Monty 😭 I miss him

*****

Someone said Frank and William and yes, I can see that

Dan looks like a Josh and Phil looks like Phil -> 100% agree there

*****

Dan's such a little shit always

*****

As a teacher, I have to say that names do influence how kids are treated by their peers and by adults 🤷🏽‍♀️

so they could definitely have an impact on a person's life

*****

Thursday is PHIL DAY so what are we doing? games! of course 🙄😂

*****

Seven Seconds Challenge

Dan really went for anteater, of course

And Phil can't say the alphabet ffs

*****

Phil has fucking cued up the music omfg this boy is too extra I love him

"Oh, bro, remember that time I totally ruined your quiz??"

yes Dan, we ALL do

what the fuck, how could we forget??

*****

lowercase q vibes, a mood

*****

// I would say Tanooki

Phil is a lowkey raccoon furry

I also saw that Phil 😂

*****

// Too many of course, so 9? it's the stupid Twitter meta tweet

Ask the audience time, because of course the audience knows Phil's tweet

I have a life outside of these two boys unfortunately so Idk

angrydorito you fucked up 😂

and then whoever answered wrong

*****

// Henry definitely

"Henry was my brother's hamster"

*longest fkg silence*

"...cool." 😂

*****

// fuck licorice, liquorice? idk how to spell it but it's pure trash flavour, I'm gonna say red velvet because who would pick pistachios??

*****

what the fuck is this question

shout out to zucc

"stop showing us weird gay crap"

*****

// He did a bachelor and a master's, so probably 5? but Idk British schooling

"the idea of going back for season 2" 😂

that's also how I see schooling post secondary 😂

see, didn't know a master degree is only one year in the UK, it's two years here 🤷🏽‍♀️

Phannies not on your level Dan

*****

The audience probably knows the fucking shirt 😂

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// I think Lavender for some reason but 🤷🏽‍♀️

Cinnamon ones DO smell too strong, random audience person! you are right

*****

Dan asking for us to come forth with our saved instagram stories 😂

They're all tagged on here

oh wow, random person, is it milk??

holy shit, nope, you didn't tumblr search efficiently there, rando

😂

*****

Dan like "fuck them all, they can't be phannies if I'm not, they gave wrong answers that I knew!"

*****

Phil telling us he likes hosting games as if we didn't already know

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possums chewing bananas?

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Phil rated hedgehogs as 5/5

*****

Dan's fucking "awww" killed my ears and killed me simultaneously

*****

Dan and Phil's little jingles are just so lovely? like, it's so cute and happy??

*****

Coincidences are awesome because 🤯 what were the chances??? and it happened!! wow how cool!

so I agree with Dan there

*****

we love some toll boys in striped shirts ☺️

*****

Phil's fucking French sentences 😂

It's always the same ones and they're useless

"is there a play room?" "I'm 11 years old" 😂😂😂

*****

Of course, OF COURSE Dan spoke French at 5 yo

Daniel with two Ls means it's a woman (in French), Phil...

*****

THE S

Cotton Eye Joe 😂

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how did astrology lead to

"If you like being a witchy lesbian" Dan is so supportive 😂

*****

"pour all the water on top of me, cause that's what I am"

*Dan laughs*

"i think that's enough"

😂

*****

We really are fucked up, aren't we?

"You could win a cube" and we're all excited

*****

That was so lovely, less chaotic gay™ vibes than Tuesday imho, but that's okay 🤔😂

[moons-and-stars-and-shit]

Hi hi can i request a cake with haikyuu bois??

Pronouns, sexuality: she/her, straight

Appearance: 160cm, dark dirty blonde hair with black roots and I wear a black glasses, love wearing skirts and dresses, eyes colour is really really dark brown which only noticeable if that person is standing 1cm in front of me

Mbti, horoscope: ISFP-T, pisces

Personality: cold to new people but wild and weird around close friends, always act tough and bottle up my feelings but actually very sensitive and cry baby, independent hence I'm always too afraid to ask for help, stubborn and determined, kinda bit tsundere but can get very very clingy in a relationship, hot-headed/short-tempered, don't do well in stressful situation and will try to run away from it but I'm trying to change that, get shy and awkward and cringe at myself easily even if it's just me having a music jamming session all by myself

Hobbies: listen to songs, play video games or watch esport tournaments or pro players stream, sometimes shopping cuz i like fashion related stuffs

Random facts: very picky eater, always rage in video games and scream at my teammate who ruin my game but not to my friends, have a very cliche dream of visiting Musee de Louvre, MOMA, and the Van Gogh Museum in Netherlands, have a weird habit of crunching ice lmaoo

Values I look for in a partner: loyalty, sweet and caring, protective/dominance, able to accpet every part of me because I tend to change myself in a relationship if that means they will like me more

Thank you for answering my request!

🍰 for @lhlj

Romantic Matchup

Bokuto Koutarou

How yall met

you were a third year who had just decided to become a volleyball manager

So he knew you on that level

But he never actually KNEW you

You always seemed too blunt to conversate with

And you never really asked for help with anything

So he just never really made the effort to talk to you

Then one day he walked into practice and saw you talking to akaashi

Wait....

Were you smiling?

Omg your laughing now?????

Now that he thinks about it he has never seen you laugh before

After you left he ran up to akaashi

“Akaashi how did you get y/n to talk to you”

Akaashi looked at him like he just asked if the sky was blue

‘Oh you won't believe it, it's almost like i went up to her and just said some words” 😐

We stan sassy akaashi

No way it had always been that easy to talk to you

Right?

He decided to test his theory when he saw you struggling to grab the net from the storage closet

“Hey y/n you need some help there?”

Oh hey bokuto yeah if you could help that would be great”

Omg

It really HAD been that easy to talk to you

If he'd known how easy it was he would've tried befriending you MONTHS ago!

Well there's no time like the present am i right

He was shocked to see how differently you acted around people you're comfortable with

He always took you as a bit of a shy person

But turns out your even goofier than he was

And you were actually a really interesting person

Like he never knew that you wanted to go to the Netherlands!

And you were just so cool,and funny,and kind and-

Bokuto-san, you have a crush on them”

Huh?

No way

You were just his friend!

His really pretty friend that he couldn't stop thinking about`

Omg he had a crush on you…

It took him a couple of weeks to find the courage to tell you how he felt

Then one day he offered to walk you home after practice because he wanted to talk to you

So you agreed and started walking

Bokuto seemed off to say the least

Actually now that you think about it

He's been acting pretty weird for about a month or so

“Hey Bo you doing alr-”

“I have a crush on you y/n”

After he registered what he just said his face turned DARK red

“Ok gotta go bye”

“Wait Bo, i like you too”

I beg your pardon

You?

Liked him back?

Omg he could not be happier!

When you walked into the gym hand and hand the next day the whole team was just like

Omg about time 🙄

What they love about you

He loves how independent you are

He truly believes you can do whatever you put your mind to

However

He does wish you weren't so hesitant to ask for help when you really needed it

He's your boyfriend now!

If you ever need ANYTHING he'll be there for you

So pls pls pls ask him for help when you need it

He loves that your a dreamer

After you told him about your dream to visit places in the Netherlands

Bb boy started saving any extra cash he got in a jar

He will save up for YEARS if it means he can make your dream come true

Omg he LOVES how clingy you can get

We all know this boys love language is physical touch

So whenever you want to cuddle he literally ZOOMS to get pillows blankets and snacks

Yalls cuddle sessions are *chefs kiss*

Favorite things to do together

Honestly he just loves to spend time with you

So anything

Literally anything

You wanna play videogames all day? Bet

You wanna go to the mall all day and shop? Where's his wallet

You just wanna stay home and chill all day? Great! Anything for you

Random Hc

This man SPOILS. YOU. ROTTEN

If you so much as make the COMMENT about liking something in the store

Expect it to be in your hands the very next day

He actually was able to save up enough money to take you on your dream trip

You guys both went the summer after you graduated

One time he saw you just eating ice

And he was like “ooh let me try”

The second he put it in his mouth “ouch that's too cold :((((“

Yall have karaoke nights

It's basically you just putting songs on a speaker and jamming out while cooking dinner or sum

Astrology

Pisces + Virgo

Compatibility 88%

Virgo and Pisces represent the axis of the exaltation and fall of both Venus and Mercury.

This makes them partners with greatest challenges and the greatest potential for love in the entire zodiac.

They need to find a fine balance of rationality and emotions, each one individually and together through their relationship.

In many cases this is not a couple that will last very long, as their mutable quality makes them changeable enough to disregard the entire relationship quickly if they aren’t satisfied.

They need to realize that perfection they seek might not be presented in the form they expect. If they stay together for long enough to understand the benefits of their contact, they might discover that the love between them is the only true love they could find in this lifetime.

Overall Aesthetic

Surreal Dreamer

Songs-

Sunflower (Rez Orange County)

3 am (HONNE)

Little talks (Of Monsters and Men)

Out of my league (Fitz and the Tantrums)

[colour-outside-the-liness]

Oh Disneyland Paris sounds fun yeah! Were you and your roommate already close then? I went to Walt Disney's world with my aunt and cousin when I was like 11 but it would've been way more fun if I could've taken my best friend with me for sure. Maybe we can go to the one in Paris now that she lives just 3h away from me! Oh I see, sounds like LA was really fun for you yeah! your roommate didn't mind third wheeling tho? Hahaha

Yeah Canada is beautiful but what I liked about it the most was the massive improvement in quality of life I had compared to where I was living before and just being able to be who I am and people accepting me for it. Not being worried about violence 24/7 felt pretty fucking great too. So yeah I highly recommend living there if you ever get a chance. But I am loving Portugal so far, people are a bit more judgemental here tho but I like that it's easier to travel to a lot of countries I've always wanted to go to. Everywhere you go there are pros and cons tho so sorting out priorities is key. But Toronto is my favourite of all the places I've been, before living there for a year I had already been two times!

Jesus 50 states, sometimes I forget how big the US is. And you can totally do it if you plan it out! After watching Bly Manor tho I really want to go to Vermont especially during autumn season looks really pretty! There's this fic I love (only the sun by prestonarchives) where Dani and Jamie go on a road trip from Vermont to Maine and I did their entire journey on Google maps street view bc I was so obsessed with this one chapter fanfic I had to immerse myself entirety in it hahaha. So now I want to go there irl. Here's the link if you haven't read it before!

https://bit.ly/3BLy4WR

Omg I totally remember reading that on CBML and being a bit confused bc I was like why would she think you can't see the moon from the great wall of China HAHAHA but I thought it was really funny and endearing yeah it's even funnier now that I know you said it irl haha.

Oh so ENFP-T means extraverted, intuitive, feeling and prospecting personality with a bit of turbulence. Which just means you're curious, perceptive, enthusiastic, an excellent communicator, festive and good-natured. On the other hand you can be disorganized, unfucosed, a people pleaser, overcommitted, too optimistic and restless.

I wonder what Jamies and Danis mbti are as well as their zodiac signs 🤔 I think Jamie might be an ISTP-A bc she's definitely an introvert, very practical, stubborn, assertive, layed back and energetic at the same time. And Dani is either an ENFP-T like you or an ESFJ-T with the whole selfless thing going on.

AE already made it canon that Jamie's an aries (and it makes sense) but I can't figure Dani out. I've thought about her being a leo ♌ bc she's generous, passionate, warm-harted and dominant in her own way and THE HAIR haha. But she's got some pisces ♓ vibes going on too...idk. aaand I'm back at it again with the astrology signs haha.

To be fair your recent drunken exp it was dark and at least you didn't think the road sign was a bear or something (don't know what kind of wild animals you've got over there) that you wrestled with and ended up in a ditch and your best friend let you believe that happened for 3 years up until recently haha. 😂 but yeah some things happen for a reason, having life threatening health issues doesn't sound great tho, but I guess it's a good thing it stops you from drinking too much and making dumb decisions. And hey maybe I secretly want that to happen again idk maybe moving countries is not exciting enough, I have to go out and make a complete drunken fool out of myself in a completely foreign place hahaha. I guess that did kinda happen last month when my best friend came to visit me from Spain and we got drunk on wine, I got lost on the way back home and it was way past curfew. 🤔 shit I'm 29 will I ever learn...

Episode 9 is 😢😍🥰😰😭🤬☠️ just the worst roller-coaster I didn't even know I was on. Haha I was more pissed off than heartbroken the first time I watched it ngl.

Well then maybe the way you do accents is friendly and funny so people can't really get mad at you haha. Like Dani! Oh so that's called a Geordie accent! I see, it's really really cool. AE said Jamie is from Lancashire but that's a whole county isn't it? Idk if there's a specific accent to this region. Knowing you speak kinda like Jamie is something else tho, I think if anyone who spoke like her ever talked to me irl I wouldn't be able to pay attention to what they were saying 😂 just the accent haha.

Oh so you already have 4k something words for it nice. I'm kinda starting to feel an obsession with this medieval AU growing in me, I made a Pinterest board just for it ngl hahaha but I'm still resisting creating anything for it, I did a face study yesterday for Dani and Jamie to see if I finally pick up the idea and just do it but my brain was still like "I don't want to do this rn" and was just being a little bitch about it so I'll just let it cook for longer see if we can reach an agreement eventually (if ever) haha.

Glad to hear you had a good weekend! Even if it left you feeling exhausted in the end. And yeah it makes sense for you to say you don't have favourites haha! Have a great week Colour, take care! 👋✨

Yeah me and my roommate have been friends since we were like 14 so when we went to Disney Land we asked if we could be roomed together because we've been best friends for that long now... been best friends since school and now we live together. She's seen me at my best, my worst, has seen me in all my stages in life and has been there for a lot of the rough stuff I've been through and I've been there for all the stuff she's been through!! Nah she didn't mind at all we had some moments where me and my ex would just go and be a couple and have dates but my ex didn't want me travelling that far alone so invited my roommate too because she didn't like the thought of me flying 11hours alone or being in airports alone so my roommate came with me and we had a great time Awwh good I'm glad it was such a nice place and that you didn't worry about violence all the time but I'm so sorry you ever had to worry about that anyway that can't be easy. I would honestly love to live in Canada I really hope I get chance one day... I'm glad you're loving Portugal but sorry people are judgemental there but I am glad it's easy for you to travel around to other places... oh yeah every place has it's pros and cons I mean England has some pros but it sure has a lot of cons too so I know all about that Yeah America is SO big but I do want to get around all 50 states at some point and I am stubborn enough and determined enough to make it happen eventually even if I don't get around them all until I'm like 70 I'll make it happen haha!! No I haven't read that fic but it sounds amazing so I'll definitely check it out thank you for sending me the link Yeah... that really happened to me and it was just a dumb moment where I had this momentary lapse of knowledge in my brain and now I look back at that question and I'm just like... "you idiot" and this is why people are shocked when I get questions in quizzes right because I have said some really dumb stuff but I'm glad people found it funny and endearing... and I'm glad it makes it better to know I really said that haha Oooo I didn't know that, I like that and I think it's definitely fitting for me!! I think from what you've said about what ENFP-T means Dani could easily be that too and I don't know anything about the other one but I will take your word for it matching Dani because you know way more about this stuff than I do. I have no idea for Jamie though. And with zodiac signs I love that Amelia looked at Jamie and thought she was an Aries, as for Dani I have NO idea what her zodiac would be... in CBML she's a Leo but in MoU with what I have planned for her birthday she'd be a virgo but I don't know anything about zodiacs... all I know is all the pieces I've ever met have been the opposite of what Dani is so maybe that has something to do with their whole charts but I know a lot of other people always make her a Pieces and I trust what other people say about zodiacs more than what I know about them because I really know NOTHING about them haha Nah I knew it was a road sign because of how heavy and hard it was- nah we have no bears where I live... I don't think we have many dangerous animals where I live... got a couple of badgers that can be pretty aggressive but that's about it we don't have much that is scary here or at least not in the little part of England I live. Having life threatening health issues has been hard and since having my spleen removed in January (that was the surgery I needed to try and fix the issue I had) things are even harder now because I have to take antibiotics for the rest of my life to stop me getting any infections because if I ever get a chest infection now or a really bad cold it can be really dangerous but I take it all in my stride and not drinking is just a way to make sure the antibiotics actually work properly and to make sure nothing happens to me... and like you said, means I don't do anything dumb too... haha drunken stories are the best I have been lost a few times when I've been drunk... and I don't think you do learn, I have siblings that are

like 40 and still do dumb shit... I know at 27 I am still doing dumb shit too I don't think I'll ever learn haha 😂 Its such an emotional roller coaster and honestly I was just devastated the first time I watched it... no TV show or movie has ever made me cry the way Bly Manor did when I first saw it and it still makes me cry now. I can cry just thinking about that last episode. I definitely mean it in a friendly way so I hope it comes across like that. Yeah the accent in Billy Elliot is a Geordie accent and its my favourite accent there are other accents around the north that are called different things. Yeah Lancashire is a county and again in Lancashire there are loads of different accents I can't really pinpoint Jamie's down to a city I just know it's Northern. I'm from Yorkshire but don't have a strong Yorkshire accent I just have a Northern accent, like people never believe I'm from the place I'm from because I don't sound like I am but you can definitely tell I'm northern... honestly there are so many accents in England... you can drive for two hours in any direction in England and the accent will change like two times at least it's insane... see a lot of people say that but I am not a HUGE fan of the northern accent and I think it's because I grew up there. I much prefer Dani's accent to Jamie's but like I said to me, Jamie just talks normal there is no accent really haha Yeah 4k words for it but it's all jumbled up it's not like a chronological story yet it's just all over the place haha but I hope I can get it all structured properly soon!! Awwh good I'm glad you're already interested in this medieval AU!! That makes sense you're resisting creating for it but I think it's so cool you did a face study for Dani and Jamie even if you didn't wanna finish it I think letting things cook for a while is always a good idea if you're not in the right headspace right away I had such a good weekend but I am so tired and today I had a busy day too celebrating my roommate's boyfriend's birthday so I've had so many days that have been so busy and right now I am just really to sleep haha!! Yeah definitely don't have favourites but I have spent more time with one of my nieces than the others simply because I always look after her if her mum and dad are working and I'm not... like until I start this new job I am looking after her for an hour every day after school while she waits for her mum and dad to finish work but I don't have favourites haha!! Thank you so much I hope you had a great weekend and that you have a great week too!!

[niuniente]

That's a really sweet dream! And I think it was definitely a personal message, for what it's worth, no doubt about it. Recently I had asked my spirit guide to give me a sign, and to be very clear about it "cause I'm a bit stupid," I said. And boy did he deliver, first in the dream oh so clearly, and then with signs outside of it. For some reason, I just wanted to tell you that. I'm trying to look out for signs, and you inspire me to think of the little things

Wasn’t it! I was happy to see it in Twitter, a very first thing after waking up, which only underlines its importance as a message :3

It is always a good idea to ask a very clear message, something you can’t miss. I have a few examples of such messages,which I have told here years ago, but here we go again.

Example 1 - Right HomeI was looking for a new home. I asked that when I find the one that is mine, the universe would deliver me a white feather as a sign.

When I left from the house showing of this lovely 1 room flat in a peaceful and green area, my whole journey back to my old apartment was filled with white feathers!Surely enough, a day later I was called and asked to sign the rental contract to that apartment :3

I went to see other flats, too, but did not get feathers.

Example 2 - Thumps up!This happened after I had moved to the new apartment. I was unemployed and knew my savings would keep me head over the water only to end of the year. By December, I should have a new job. Too bad, the job markets are really bad in here due economic depression so all looked really, really bad. Even entry level jobs require years of education, different certifications and 5 years’ working experience (and that is for a post that lasts 6-12 months, then you are unemployed again).

Naturally, at the end of the summer, I was pretty desperate and worried. I asked for a sign; If I’m worried for nothing, just sulking in my fears, give me a sign within 48 hours and make it so that I get it.

The next day I got a friend request in Facebook. I never do get them. It was from an unknown woman, who was not friends of any of my FB contacts either. I went to see her profile to figure out where she had found me.On left, at friends’ section, there was a photo of a woman - and she was posing with Billy Idol! He had his thump up, too!I love Billy Idol, he is the Godfather of Creativity, Self-Confidence and Blind Faith in what you do to me. I see or hear him whenever the Universe wants to deliver me an important message.

I literally gasped “OH MY GOD! THIS IS THE SIGN!!” Took me a moment to realize that I was seeing :’D

Surely enough, in November, I got a job.

And something which happened just now!I’ve been listening to Rammstein with lyric, trying to get more familiar with German words and pronouncing. Literally just “Listen, Repeat, Listen, Repeat”. I plan to start German studies next year because I visit Germany every year and I feel it would benefit me.

The last time I studied languages was at school and I was never good in them. Exception was French (ages 13-15) because the teacher had a different teaching method. Instead of teaching us grammar (presence tense, accusative, illative etc.) he taught us how to say and write things. Simple as that! This is how you ask this question, this is how you answer the question, here is how you adjust your question/answer with different options. Then we wrote lots stories, spoke with one another in French, and watched French movies. Very “Hands in the sand and just go!”-method.

That works for me perfectly! I learn the best just by jumping head on into the language and start to learn it like babies do. I have learned food ingredient just by taking food packages in hand and going “I know that word, this too, but this I don’t know, let’s check. Ah, it is a cinnamon, now I know it”.

Now, I’m horribly afraid that next year, in whatever German course I will attend to, the teacher will have grammatical approach. What if I do not learn it? What if I do not figure them out because I keep forgetting what is accusative, what is illative etc.?

I was JUST thinking that horrible scenario with grammatical teacher, when I returned back to my laptop. Youtube song had stopped and it had this screen:

See: Billy Idol is there, together with 5 Rammstein songs! I have not listened much Billy Idol in Youtube lately, so this is an important sign. 5 is a number of joy, social activity, play, other people and it is good for communication! In astrological chart, room 5 is also for love relationships (7 is for marriage). So, no worries, forward to German studies with love, joy, play and happiness, knowing that the teacher is there to help me and not to think I’m an idiot :D 

Also, a right direction; Billy Idol never lies about right directions. Note there’s an meditation/Universe signal next to him.  

The Universe has its ways to deliver you messages, when you ask and are open  - and even when you are just open to them :D

[libraford]

Oh man.

So like 2/3 of the women at the flower shop were into astrology in some capacity and I'm one of them in a very... like casual kind of way. Like some of it is cool and interesting, but I don't base my life on it. But because I knew more about it than the average person and because I always knew what phase the moon was in for both gardening and witchcraft purposes, I became the go to on zodiac stuff. This is a role I embraced, but I mean... I'm always saying cryptic nonsense.

"Lee, what's this moon doing to me this week?"

"Taurus is having a showdown with your Libra to see who flinches first and it better not be you, but the China shop is gonna be a mess when the two of you are through."

"Woooooooooah...."

"Anyways, this needs to be at the funeral by 11."

Half of us are Sagittarius, and we kind of bonded over it.

One day, we hired a new girl who had to be the expert on everything. And I mean... everything. She was a Sagittarius, too, it turns out. But when peoole ask me my sign, I don't tell them. I let them guess, because it's interesting to see what they say.

"You're a Capricorn, I know it."

"Ah... no."

"Yes you are. If you're not then you have to be a Virgo."

"Interesting, what makes you say that?"

"I mean, just look at you."

???

She went through the entire zodiac almost until she finally reached the conclusion:

"Well I know you're not a Sagittarius."

"Why would you say that?"

"Because you're nothing like me and my Sag girls over there." Indicating the Sagittarius coworkers I've been working with for the past year.

"But I am. I'm a Sagittarius."

"No you're not, when's your birthday?" So I tell her and she makes a dismissive sound. "See, you're practically a Capricorn."

I share the same birth week as Scorpios. As I said, I don't really put much stock in the mechanisms of the zodiac, but I was not pleased to be kicked out of the Sagittarius Club. So I just kind of stared at her for a few minutes, trying to figure out how she came to that conclusion other than having to be right.

But any time she asked me to do something (and she was always telling me to grab things from the cooler for her) I tell her:

"Sorry, can't. Capricorn."

And it drove her nuts.

Eventually she had it figured out that I must not know anything about Astrology and tried to lay it into me about me not being spiritual or respectful of other people's beliefs (people assume I'm some kind of fundamentalist Christian for some reason) and that maybe if I opened my third eye I would see it. Which I just kind of shrugged off because I was tired of this person entirely and I'm not really into playing the 'more spiritual than thou' game with any one.

The driver that was always asking me astrology questions was waiting in the wings for it to be over, came to me to ask more questions about the upcoming full moon.

"Hey Lee, what's this full moon gonna be like for me?" Moon was in Leo.

"The Lion roars loudly, but don't forget that it's the work of the Pride that keeps him fed. The community he leads is greater than the sum of any of its parts."

"Oh man, that's too right."

The zodiac girl never spoke to me again about astrology, but I also quit like a month later for unrelated reasons.

Tldr; arguing about stars is exhausting.

Admitting my star sign was a mistake.

[aibrechts]

(1 of a lot probably) aaAAAAAND I'm back! This time only at 2am tho haha, and as for why, you see, I met this wonderful, talented young man a few weeks ago and I wouldn't miss talking to him for the world. In any case, on the confidentiality thing, please don't worry meu amigo bonito. I trust your judgement, and either way, I /am/ still masked behind anon y'know hahaha. It's all good

I KNOW ITS BEEN LIKE A DAY AND IM SO SORRY everything is happening all at once All The Time sighs honestly i wish i could just lay back and bask in ur sunny conversation, even if just for one day;;;

that’s true, that’s true, i think i have an idea of who you are (or rather, which blog you run) but it almost seems a shame to figure out... that being said, if you are who i think you are then your writing is absolutely breathtaking, and as golden as your heart

(onto #2!) Chester seems plenty lovable btw haha. And I gotta agree that it'd be nigh impossible to find a better home for him. What he has with you? That's the genuine article, and you take /extremely/ good care of him and the others to boot. I'm sure even a famous boy like him gets awestruck sometimes by how lucky and loved he is. Poor Wisdom though! Like /damn/ hahaha. Tough break, kiddo. Tough break hahaha. That's what he gets for trashing the joint tho. {~J}

chester is the perfect man, it’s true, and wisdom is an absolute brat but he has his moments lol. he’s growing on me, similar to that fungal infection thats growing all over his poor handsome face :( i gave him a special bath for it yesterday, and he LOVED it, he loves being pampered. fifteen minutes of me scrubbing at all his itchy spots and spraying water in his mouth to keep him happy when i have to hose his face, and he looks so lovely clean now!!!!!

i know, i know, its sounds gross lol but it’s really not so bad. we caught it very early and he gets those baths twice a week, so it’s cleared up really well!!! 

it’s simply the time of year, i think. hot and humid, ponies sweating under their rugs, too many of them with stupid injuries - fudge had surgery on two of his legs a few months ago, and he’s about to start rehab; lulu got a.... skin cancer??? cut out of her stomach, and that’s been delightfully gross to maintain; rudi’s vice is flies - he’s very sensitive on his legs, and kicks so hard that he cuts his own ankles, poor boy; nikki went lame somehow and no one knows how or why but she seems fine now???????; and we were SO WORRIED that chester had an abscess in his hoof bc a big chunk went missing out of it, but the farrier came for him today and everything was fine, the hole trimmed out clean and simple. 

BIG SIGH THEY’RE....... SO DIFFICULT. so much to maintain, and rumple is as sick as ever but he’s old so that hardly counts. the only ones who are really maintaining themselves are wyn and louie, and i honestly don’t know how louie does it with how he runs around like a maniac all day. BUT ANYWAY!!!!

3 never did end up coming through lol so i’ll move right on

(and then there were 4) What can I say? Your silvered light dazzles even the sun, and inspires the moon and stars with its iridescent brilliance. It'd be a crime to put someone so amazing on hold hahaha.

i dont know much lol but i know im a saggittarius. i seem to be surrounded by scorpios at this point in my life, and i can hardly find a thing to complain about. you’re all absolutely wonderful, and i always seem to be quite taken with your crew’s company ahahaha. 

rather, im surrounded by water signs in general LOL. my siblings are each pisces, cancer and scorpio, i met a bartender last night who was a scorpio, and kimmy is one too lmao yall are everywhere and im Loving it

(#5 comin in hOt) You were also right on the water-affinity thing though haha. I actually knew how to swim before I knew how to walk, believe it or not. Anyway, that picture is absolute /gold/. It really is. And the prophesy was fulfilled so completely that even Voldysmoldy was blown away. You look dashing, by the way! 120/10 best wrapping paper boob stuffer. On the subject of talking though, /holy hell/ don't tempt me I would /gladly/ talk with you all day without hesitation hahaha

LAUGHS thank you i certainly try my best. my brother’s a good sport, and i somehow feel like a strong mix between him and the sister im now living with (the cancer, if you’re curious ahaha). every day we’ll find ourselves saying the same thing at the same time, and every now and then she’ll give me a strange look and say i sound just like leo, or even that i look like him for a moment ahahaha. 

it’s interesting, it’s strange. i’ve always looked up to them so much (being the youngest and all), so it feels oddly like a compliment, whenever these things happen. 

(#6)(just think, two more of those and you get one of me hahaha). Onto the sleeve tho! The circle maze sounds /fantastic/, and I bet it looks really cool right now, though I'm sure the finished product will be absolutely astronomical. The design you have in mind sounds /epic/! (for real though tatts are so expensive I feel your pain there hahaha)(may the Force be with you I believe in you)(you got this)(you SO got this)(you're gonna kick this resolution's ass). {~J}

lmaoo thank you thank you, i intend to bust so much money on it this year. i still have my lower forearm to design, but i’ve thoroughly plotted out the rest of my arm; the maze is given to inception, the next installment will be vaguely reminiscent of kingdom hearts, and pokemon will take up the space from halfway up my forearm before turning into cc beyond my elbow. so it’s just that part on the back of my forearm that is a bit of a blank canvas rn ahahaha

(holy hell I might need more than 7) I regretfully inform you though that I can't and I shan't cease to flatter you, because you deserve to know the truth of how talented and wonderful you are. And I definitely agree on the balance thing. The devil is in the details and complexity is key, so all the more reason to be proud of how amazing your works are! And /20k/? /Damn/ that's impressive! (and even tho I prefer halloween, I for one will gladly plunge back into the tinsel for you hahaha) {~J}

it’s officially 22k but i haven’t had time to work on it the past couple of dayssssss BUT I FIGURED OUT THE LAST SCENE so it’s only a matter of spare time lololol

(#8 because what's second christmas without snowmen? lol) I'm glad to hear you've got a pretty solid sleep schedule by the way! (and it definitely /was/ worth the discomfort)(still slept like a rock the followin night tho hahaha). I'm really happy that Alma appears to be defying the odds by the way! True to their namesake, and all thanks to their wonderful father. Sheesh. I knew you were dynamically skilled, but this just proves you're magical haha. In your care? I know they'll flourish. {~J}

LOL i am LOVING these message starters btw. yesss tho my family has always been keen on growing things lol. mum had a magnificent herb garden, and i’ve never seen oregano as big as what’s growing in my garden rn. we just planted dahlias where the sunflowers used to be and i wasn’t sure they’d be alright, but they really seem to be flourishing!! im so glad!!!!

(9/9 for the new record hahaha) I'm so proud of both you and them! Not to be punny, but I'm a sap anyway when it comes to plants. or, well, all of nature really haha, and Alma looks really great from the pic I saw! Anyway, speaking of hocus-pocusing, I hope today has been absolutely magical for you, as you deserve no less than the wondrous and the fantastic. Talk to you soon, meu amigo bonito! {~J}

lmfaooo i love that. and yes, their leaves are so cute!!!! so small!!!!! thank u so much tho, the past couple of days have been pretty great. I’m wondering if i can worm a morning off out of my sister, considering she’ll have a day off on sunday and i’ll be working at the cafe from 7 lol;;;; i desperately want to finish starboy, but time really is my enemy right now ahahahaa

thank you so much for all this, i adore you and i hope you managed to get to bed at a reasonable time tonight!!!! sleep well, i’ll see you soon

[sakamichidiary]

Nice to Meet You, I'm 2nd Gen Hiragana Keyaki Member Matsuda Konoka (^^)

Member: Matsuda Konoka Source: 2nd gen Hiragana Keyakizaka46 blog Post date: 2017/12/08 00:22

Nice to meet you everyone! I'm Matsuda Konoka, a third year high school student from Kyoto prefecture who joined Hiragana Keyakizaka46 as part of the second generation members. I'm grateful that since December 1st, the 2nd gen Hiragana Keyaki blog has been carried out in a relay style and that I've been allowed to write in it! Since I'm quite sure that most people are thinking "Who is this girl...", please let me do a simple self-introduction! <Matsuda Konoka's Profile> <Nickname> Konoka, Kono, Kono-chan, Natto-chan (←from the SHOWROOM auditions) I guess that's how I'm being called nowadays?? <Birthdate, astrological sign, blood type> April 27th, Taurus, A type <Favorite food> Natto, green tea flavored candy, Mozuku seaweed, curry udon, soba <Disliked food> Pepper, celery <Favorite color> Green <Hobbies> Guitar, ballet, hot yoga <Favorite motto> Good fortune comes to the home of those who smile <Favorite thing> Laughing <Favorite word> Thank you That's the cliff notes of who I am! Have you gotten a better understanding of who the person known as Matsuda Konoka is now? (lol) From here on out, it'll get quite long winded. I'd be happy if people who have some free time could read this. Since this is my first blog post, I'm sorry for the long sentences. —————————————————— <About the Auditions> I originally didn't have much interest in idols. However, I was drawn to the Sakamichi group, gradually developed an interest in them, and before I knew it, I became a fan that went to handshake events and live concerts. When I learned that there were going to be auditions to add new members to Hiragana Keyakizaka46, I had the following thoughts: "I've been on the side of those who receive their energy from live concerts and handshake events but, it looks like it would be fun to be on the side of those who give it out~ Since there's a chance, I should take it~". My friends also suggested that I go for it, so I went for the auditions. What started out as uncertain feelings when I applied for the auditions, transformed into a more firm resolve, the farther along the audition process I got. Instead of "It'd be nice I could become an idol~", my feelings became "I want to become one!" That's why I'm so unbelievably happy at having the opportunity to write a blog like this with the other members. The SHOWROOM auditions were held in between the third round and the final round of judging. Actually, during that time period, I was supposed to be on a family trip. But since I didn't like it that our vacation destination didn't have the proper conditions where I could do broadcasts, I decided to stay behind at home, in order to the the SHOWROOM broadcasts. Since I had gotten this far, I took the decision that I wanted to "achieve the best results" as possible. On SHOWROOM, among other things, I played the guitar, danced, and talked to everyone! It was so much fun that everyday, I told myself "I quickly want to do a broadcast~"! I received a lot of comments, and there were really so many people who wrote them... I was really encouraged by all of them. I also received advice from people through the comments and I was able to learn from them. On the last day, while I was on the shinkansen for the final judging, I was reading the comments to give myself more confidence (lol). It's wouldn't be an exaggeration to say that it was thanks to all of you that I was able to give it my all. After the airing of "Keyakitte Kakenai?" or after a magazine went on sale, there were people who kept on encouraging me through comments... I thank you for your continued support. I always write the name of the people who give me comments in my sketchbook, are there people who remember that? (lol) BAM! I just wanted to take a normal picture with my sketchbook, but before I knew it, I was just messing around (lol) Since I took the pictures already, I'm posting them here! This sketchbook is my treasure. When I look at it, I feel good from remembering the times when I was just starting out. <About 2nd Gen Members> It's been about four months since we 2nd gen members joined [Hiragana Keyakizaka46]. Up until now, we've been given many opportunities to appear on Keyakitte Kakenai to get some airtime. We were in episodes for our self-introduction, the "Kaze ni Fukaretemo" 5th single success prayers campaign, and the sports festival. We were also given the chance to grace the pages of various magazines such as Weekly Playboy, B.L.T., and Nikkei Entertainment. But I think that everything we've done up until now was thanks to our senpai... When I look at the first gen members' greetings and attitude, there are a ton of things I have to learn from them. When observing them, we 2nd gen members often had worries such as if we would ruin the Hiragana Keyaki that the first gen members had built up, or if we would properly be able to rise up to their level. Even now, these worries linger on. But lately, I've been thinking that we shouldn't have these negative thoughts. We should instead have confidence in ourselves and give it our 1000% so that we don't slow the group down. We're still but mere newbies, but could you please look over us? If you could, we would be overjoyed. Please take care of us. This was taken quite a while ago, but this is a candid picture from the Weekly Playboy shoot! Since I wanted to post a picture of all of the 2nd gen together, this is what I chose! Back row from the left: Miyata Manamo, Kanemura Miku, Kawata Hina, Nibu Akari Front row from the left: Hamagishi Hiyori, Watanabe Miho, Kosaka Nao, Matsuda Konoka, Tomita Suzuka! Please pay attention to the blackboard in the background~!! (lol) And also, this is a picture of the fluffy family (Tomita & Kawata) vs. the food family (Matsuda & Watanabe)! When I think about it, we didn't have that feeling of sparks flying between us at all (lol) From the left, it's Tomita Suzuka, Kawata Hina, Matsuda Konoka, and Watanabe Miho! We took this picture during one of the periods where we were waiting~ ~Inside my Mind~ I want Nobuko's (Tomita) eye bags! I also like her lips. She's too cute. What's up with Hina's (Kawata) size! I want to become fluffy too! She's too cute. Miho's (Watanabe) face is too well prepared! Are we really both third year high schoolers? (lol) She's too cute. [The inside of my mind] is kind of like this (LMAO) When I look at cute girls, these are the kind of thoughts that come to my mind. All of you are also the same, right? (lol) I've started joking around towards the end here, but this shows how I really am. Except for Manamo (Miyata), everyone is younger than me. Everyone is oh-so-cute that I can't help myself! Of course, Manamo is cute too ♡ And also, that very same Manamo will finally be making her appearance in tomorrow's blog! Yay!! Manamo's birthday is actually just one day after mine (Manamo's is on April 28th)! Isn't that amazing? (lol) My next blog post will be on Saturday, December 16th! Please wait until then, okay? This was Matsuda Konoka who was in charge of today's blog! See you later (ᐛ)٩و (←Did you catch that this is the natto pose? lol) #1