#And seafood noodle cup will heal later.

[nemxricultrix]

(I have to work until 5 because there's no intelligence involved in schedules at my work. Also because I have to run the night waste for a store with enough people to do it on their own)

[syrinq]

another bonus of being late diagnosed w/ any neurodiversity is that you get to play the fun little analyser and go ''how the FUCK did NO ONE NOTICE THIS SHIT''

aka sy thinks about all the fun little phases and collections i had as a kid mostly. or at least the ones i remember because i'm 99.9% sure there's a fuck ton i'm missing or plainly won't remember until it's dallying in front of me. anyway rediscovering joys of then & bringing back your inner child in your 20s for the fucking win baby!

SHIT I COLLECTED

particular pharmacy pamphlets on various illnesses just because it had cover arts of a cool green snake on it. my 6yo ass was running into the pharmacy every fucking time just to grab 1 copy of each new green snake pamphlet and get the fuck out

rocks. gems. beach shells. boxes of them after scouring them from the beach. markets. etc. my favourite remains (looks at wiki) donax variabilis because the shells were so fucking smooth

plushies of literally fucking anything but mostly animals. catch my 11yo ass upset that my room was empty as hell after my cat caught fleas

littlest pet shop. the headbobblerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. my stupid ass could already smell the cat & dog mould bias and thought it was so much fucking bullshit. my ass did not heal from selling most of my lps during my ''i'm so fucking cringe i need to grow up'' era. but rebuying and growing my collection in my 20s did :)

schleich figures. specifically horses because that's what they usually sold most of back then. i didn't even like horses all that much. what

other animal figures/toys etc. etc. because I LOVE ANIMALS AND THIS WILL NEVER LEAVE ME

my own art technically. aka drawing shit tons and shit tons and shit tons of shows/comics/animals/etc. i liked and having that shit plastered all over my room. fucking awesome

donald duck comics. those were the fucking shit & that was the only reason i looked forward to any sort of mail once a week

virtual pet animal things. when they had plushies. started with littlest pet shop vips at the bottom now we still at the bottom because every pet site fucking died < never got a webkinz

shitty 10 point deviantart adopts. that was such a good era. and then later that evolved into a general interest in writing ocs + worldbuilding. massive W

music. aka ever since i first got a hold on earpods i've never been the fucking same. NO BACKGROUND SOUND BABYYYYYYY GOOD NOISE INSTEAD i'll be dead in a ditch if i can't ever listen to music every single day of my life for the rest of my life

LE RANDOM XD PHASE (FOOD)

strongest longest living contender is cereal for breakfast 99.9% of the time since the age of 11 (basically 15 years ago at this rate)

raisins on their own as a toddler. nowadays my ass can't eat any raisins unless it's already in something else eg. my beloved cereal

noodles

noodles with cheese

noodles with a seafood mix abomination from iceland (THE UK STORE)

throat candy because the taste was nice even though i didn't have a sore throat but pop off king

peppermints for many. many. many years in middle school i was fucking eating these like drugs

nuts. specifically ones advertised as japanese/seaweed ones. this one had its resurgence in late 2023 and then fucking died off again

penne pesto from this one specific pizza joint because they just Did It Really Good. and also in a nice bucket

skittles & cup a soup (NOT TOGETHER) to get me through the horrors of high school. i also spilled cup a soup on myself like twice and then i smelled of chicken the entire day. awful behaviour

oh yeah. jelly beans too

oranges and tangerines. it's the Juice, Ok

these particular sugar cookies shaped like chicks from one specific brand store that were only sold during easter

doritos. but not the actual triangle doritos but the tiny bite-sized ones that looked like dog food pretty much and were sold in odd tubular bags

and to top off the gamer gg vibes there was also a mountain dew phase after i got tired of fanta

finally after 843920840923 years i got into regular hydration habit and now i'll freak out whenever i'm out and i don't have any water bottle on me regardless of being thirsty

LE RANDOM XD PHASE (EVERYTHING ELSE)

random XD phase that still lingers today because my humour is absolutely dogshit (affectionate)

mint toothpaste because the taste was good & then i was forced to get rid of it because UK prices for this specific brand and flavour were fucking abysmal (talk £7 a tube)

rage comics + lolcats phase after i freshly discovered the wonders and horrors of the internet

minecraft. one of such staples of childhood gaming moments

by that extension also papercraft because glueing together little cuboid creatures was fucking awesome

something about making tiny figures out of tin foil

pictures with 4382948329023 instagram filters slapped on

live laugh love tumblr girlie phase (god it hurts)

astrology phase for approximately 3-4 months

phineas and ferb (this one is very nostalgic). my little pony. gravity falls (this one i love legit). steven universe. we bare bears. miraculous ladybug. yeah in that order and yeah i got most of these from tumblr (skull emoji)

undertale. dark souls. fromsoft games in general. gundam stuff. monster hunter < lucky that i'm still into these

warframe is something that'll have to be ripped from my cold dead corpse to be dropped

HOW COULD I FORGET ABOUT MY MANS BLINGEES

browser game pet party was such the fucking bomb i legit made like 50+ alt. accs to fucking funnel FREE REAL DIGITAL FURNITURE to my main acc and it was so fucking awesome. and then the game died. i know party town exists but it's Just Not The Same

turning into a cat person with cat behaviours after getting my first cats because it Resonated So Well. headbutt will never leave my soul

watching isopods during recess under these specific tiles at school from approx. ages 6-9. usually? accompanied by other kids. bug watching party was awesome

okay that's all i remember tedtalk over. Bye

[chocobrotherapy]

Under the cut is the full conversation and headcanons Mod Pupper and I formed to fill in the gaps of Square’s poor use of Luna and the emotional impact and connection she could have had. It changed how Pupper will view the game with these things in the back of their mind now, so maybe it’ll do the same for you? Heck we may even do pictures about these things cause not to toot our own horns or anything, but these are god damn gold

Prepare to hurt!!

Mod Peach

petition to replace all lines using Luna’s name to fuckin onee-sama

Mod Pupper

FUCKIN PLEASE

YOU’RE MARRYING BIG SISTER LUNA?

BIG SISTER LUNA LOOKS AMAZING WHAT A QUEEN

big sister luna died sorry noct :(

Mod Peach

tbh if she was actually called that it probably would

have hurt so much cause they would have viewed her as a

sister figure and when she died it would rip hearts out

Mod Pupper

okay satan nobody asked

Mod Peach

I want to see the chocobros crying about losing their dear big sister Luna

Mod Pupper

tbh tho I would have loved that they were all childhood friends would have  given luna a more emotional impact

Mod Peach

ooooh wouldn’t that help explain Gladio’s violent reaction to Noct on the train? He just lost the only one who could really care for him the way a big sister did and of course, just like losing a lover, that pain gets misdirected and mistakenly taken out on someone else

Mod Pupper

because when she died it was just noctis who was a wreck, everyone else just

ohh shit

well noctis up to ya

Mod Pupper

everyone would have been just as devastated, and we didnt have to see gladio being a dick

hhh we just had to make a joke now we’re questioning the writing and what should have been so we could feel more

Mod Peach

It would have explained his dickishness if he had as much emotional investment as Noctis in Luna. Cause he’s so protective of Iris, I imagine it would be the same for big sis Luna too

when a joke can evolve into a full-blown AU and help

smooth over bad writing and plot holes

Mod Pupper

Exactly tho like

this is the development luna needs

she needs screentime with the chocobros

Mod Peach

honestly square just let us write luna’s dlc

we got this

Mod Pupper

or rewrite luna’s development

so people actually love her instead of not giving a shit

Mod Pupper

just imagining

Prompto crying over Luna because he lost one of his family, since

he’s one of those magitek things

Mod Peach

Prompto would probably scream cry over Luna’s death but we never got to see that or any emotional devastation

Mod Pupper

and Ignis is basically the same yeah? since we dont know any of his family Luna probably taught him manners that he should be teaching to Noct as they grow Gladio trying to be the older sibling but everyone prefers Luna

Mod Peach

yeeeees

Mod Pupper

And when Luna has to leave for whatever Oracle duty she has to do they get emotional because they know they won’t see her for a while

Mod Pupper

When the chocobros try to force Noct to eat his veggies, Luna gets mad and tells them to stop bullying him and you know

they’ll stop because

it’s big sista

Mod Peach

Luna being the one to teach a younger iggy how to do his hair and dress to impress, probably telling them that no matter what if you can walk in heels you’re going to intimidate someone Luna helping give Prompto some body confidence and just big SISTER LUNA

Mod Pupper

YES

also like prompto comes out with like his dream of being a photographer to Luna first because hes too shy

Mod Pupper

and she gives him all that confidence and to believe in himself

and when Ignis gets too carried away with his advisor duties

she’ll call him out

why cant ignis have fun

Mod Peach

She probably brings him things to practice taking

photos with and because she’s ~The Lunafreya, Blood of the Oracle~

she pulls some strings and gets Prompto a good camera, which is the

one he still uses all these years later

Mod Pupper

it’s irreplaceable and the most precious memento Luna left for

him because it’s what gave him the confidence to become the

silly photographer that he is

Mod Peach

just a scene of that, then it cuts to Prompto looking

down at the camera in his hands post-Leviathan would have worked so well

Mod Pupper

in episode ignis, they all run back to where Noctis, luna, and ignis were

But instead they all arrive together and they just see luna

healing noctis while he’s unconscious

They all run towards them to make sure they’re okay

As Luna stops healing Noctis she opens her eyes to see all three of them

Because the last thing she wanted to see is all four of them together

She’d look at them then a tear would shed down her face

They all looked relieved for a moment

Then she closes her eyes then her little oracle spirit appears

behind them as she gives her final farewell

Mod Peach

the chocobros crying out for Luna as she slips away or even one of them spotting Ardyn stabbing her and just running towards her repeating no

Mod Pupper

then they turn around to see her body is no longer there, and all you see beside Noctis is her favorite flower

Mod Pupper

Adding on to Prompto

Luna asks Prompto if he could show all the pictures he took

on his journey with the chocobros to her when they finally meet again

Mod Pupper

And in the end he never got the chance to so he put his camera away for some time until he got over it because he just couldn’t bare to look or take pictures

Mod Peach

and that becomes the main reason he takes photos and has Noct choose them because he wanted the very best to be given to her so that she can feel like she was a part of their travels and not feel left out

Mod Pupper

And you know what, this is perfect

Mod Peach

and it hurt Prompto so much at the end of the game when Noctis went to face his fate cause it would have been a good chance to have Noctis say the exact same thing that Luna did at the beginning and it hurt him cause it really made him realize that he’s going to lose Noctis just like Luna

Mod Pupper

By the end of the game Noctis asks for one picture to take with him

Mod Peach

but this time he does get to bring a memory with him

Mod Pupper

So that Luna can finally see a picture of their time together

PAINFUL

Mod Pupper

and at the back of the picture are just little messages the chocobros wrote for the two

Mod Peach

the message is just

“stand by me”

and little wet spots where Prompto’s tears wet it

or even “walk tall, we’ll see you soon”

Mod Pupper

“Sorry we missed the wedding”

Mod Pupper

When Luna sends out Umbra for those back and forth letters She also leaves stuff for the bros Like “Prompto is probably running out of film so can you give this to him?” “Gladio also loves cup noodles so I sent some for him too.” “And fresh seafood ingredients for Ignis, I also got him new spectacles for extra comfort”