#And it's like god fuck can nothing truly be sacred

[weaponsdrawn]

yknow hearing about all the ai shit hurts because it's like I wanted cool robots man. If wer can't have cool robots then why are we still even chugging on. (Vent post btw)

[formulapookie]

"that's why I said to a few people already I'm really worried they could do it again when next year Marc is a huge threat to Pecco's title"

Ok but why. Why. WHY. Whhhyyyy is still a threat. A very real threat at that.

I hate it here

I usually joke when I say Valentino Rossi is religion in Italy, but it actually is not too far from the truth.

Religion, and belief in said religion as a thing is not hurtful.

It's faith, devotion, adoration. And it's ok.

But fanaticism is the real problem, both with religion and this kind of idolatry towards a sportsperson.

Valentino Rossi in Italy is sacred almost as much as Maradona is in Argentina.

I'll tell you, no joke, once I was TALKING ABOUT FOOTBALL with a friend of mine when on Holiday and I just said the name "Maradona". The guy next to me at the beach stood up and came up to us with bloodshot eyes asking "What the fuck are you saying about Dios?".

And ofc I'm not saying every fan is like this but a certain level of idolatry and god-elevatory level of faith is really dangerous.

Those who attacked Marc, those who made a mannequin resembling him and hang it at the Mugello circuit in 2016, then set it on fire, those are not fans, those are fanatics who have nothing good in their lives and can only follow around like helpless dogs the one man they look up at as if he truly is God, so what he says is the undeniable truth, no matter how absurd.

So the problem is the fanaticism created by the inability of some people to live their life without a leader telling them what to do.

And this is why I'm still terrified that despite Vale is not on track anymore it will keep affecting how fanatics act.

[5eraphim]

Yandere!Engineer NSFW Alphabet

Link to the NSFW alphabet //Link to Spy’s Alphabet //Link to Sniper’s Alphabet

Character: The Engineer 🦦 (Team Fortress 2)

Rating: M (MINORS DNI)

Content warnings: Yandere, NSFW, toxic relationship dynamics, baby trapping, cock warming, primal kink

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Word Count: 2.9k

(Last Edited 1/3/2023)

TIP JAR

Aftercare, what are they like after sex?

Even as a yandere, the Engineer can be a softy, well above average regarding aftercare. Even if he were a bit crueler or harsher with you during intimacy, he wouldn't dream of kicking you out of bed to sleep on the floor or anything like that. Chances are, if he were a bit brutish during intimacy, he'd be all the softer in the aftercare. God did not give this man his beautiful, strong arms not to scoop you up in and keep your naked body nice and warm in the after-glow. Aftercare is his way of feeling like everything is alright, and he can pretend the two of you have a normal, non-obsessive relationship, nothing less than sacred to him.

Body part: what is their favorite body part and their partner's?

Engie is an ass man, full stop. His love for a great ass transcends the limits of sexual gratification into the realm of pure-hearted adoration. He loves nothing more than post-sex cuddles where he lays on his back with you resting against his chest. Your head resting contently over his heart, his hands on your ass, lightly caressing the flesh of your hips, rubbing little circles with his fingers.

Cum, anything to do with cum, basically.

Considering his cock is well proportioned with the rest of him, on the thicker side, nice and heavy his cum output is about similar. That said, the poor man is a touch out of practice and can be a little sloppy. He just can't help himself. He's not trying to fluster and leave you splattered with his seed. It was all an accident! Well, at least that's what he'd tell you.

Dirty secret: what is a hidden, dark fantasy of theirs?

He's not one to keep many secrets, but he does have a few fantasies about you he'll try to keep to himself. Not counting the fact he's kidnapped you and is holding you against your will as his secret lover, of course. Engie likes the idea of fucking you knightly until you're eventually knocked up with his child. The idea of breaking someone who was once so free and independent and turning them into his obedient and attentive wife and mother to his children gives him an intense sense of power.

Experience, do they know what they're doing? How much experience before now?

When he was a bit younger, he definitely got around. He may be a small-town boy, but he was still popular with the ladies. That "southern gentlemanly charm" doesn't come to one overnight, and he was fortunate to practice this charm with many lovely, quite willing bachelorettes. He may be a bit rustier, given he hardly has the time for romance or pleasure, though Engie is wise and eager to please all the same. But, now that he has you, someone he truly loves with all his heart, someone who makes him burn like never before, Engie feels more invigorated sexually than he's felt in a long, long time.

Favorite position goes without saying.

(Cowgirl, lol nah- too easy) Engie's probably rather old school when it comes to things like this and is likelier to opt for missionary style at the best of times. He likes to see your pretty face all flushed and sweaty as he pounds into your body from above. Especially the way he can feel your little hands gripping against his back, and he especially loves when you leave long scratches along the length of his back without even realizing it. He'd let you hop on top every now and then, though, at times like this, it's more to indulge you and satisfy your pleasure over his own.

Goofy, are they more serious in the moment, or how would they lighten the mood?

Well, he's made it this far- might as well have some fun with it! Even when he's acting more hostile or rough to keep you compliant and in line, he's not above a little dark humor. He'll do anything to provoke cute little emotional reactions from you, and it's at times like this when he's the biggest tease. Especially loves to flusher you in public, letting you know he's moments away from pulling you aside and getting dirty right then.

How well-groomed is their hair?

Gives no fucks. Engie's pretty hairy all over (well, almost all over) and wouldn't bother grooming unless you specifically asked him to. He also doesn't really care about your body hair situation. It's just not something he's ever worried much about. Might be slightly hesitant to shave body hair because he likes the "burly" feeling, but again, if it meant that much to you, he'd oblige.

Intimacy: how are they romantically speaking during the moment? 

While it was mentioned prior he's a softy even as a yandere, the difference between gentle and rough sex with Engie is like night and day. (This is expanded on in the kink section) If he's feeling gentle, he'd prefer to face you during sex and mutter out the occasional praise, calling you "his girl." Saying things like, "you're so beautiful like this'' or "God, you feel so good," as well as planting kisses along your neck and chest.

If it's rougher sex, he's a whole 'nother breed. His hands, once gentle, now bruisingly rough on you, soft, almost shy praises replaced with low moans and grunts, drowning out any noises of resistance or pain coming from your end. Not to mention the biting. Watch your fingers.

Jack off masturbation headcanon.

He's only for it if you aren't around, honestly. In his opinion, it's strictly utilitarian, and while it may relieve a little tension and help him focus and all, it's far less compelling to him than sex with you. Engie may be the type to not masturbate when he's alone, so he's more pent-up, and everything feels all the more intense with you.

Kink one or more of their kinks.

(Taking you home and introducing you to his parents and siblings, what a freak.)

Engie is the poster boy for not only having a primal kink but excelling at said kink. If you didn't know, a primal kink means one who gets off acting more animalistic during sex, especially the closer one is to climaxing. Imagine Engie not holding back his brute strength against you, scratching and biting your flesh, his breathing heavy, almost labored, occasionally broken by an animalistic grunt and moan of satisfaction. While this is one of his biggest kinks, it's unlikely you'll see this side of him when he's not in the mood for rough sex.

When in the mood to keep things light between you two, he's far more vanilla. Even in these moments, he gets a kick out of straddling your waist and pinning your arms. Getting you as helpless as possible under his groin while you're a sweaty, needy mess trying to grind against him for any friction or relief while he just looks down at you and smiles.

Likes the idea of you cockwarming him while he's alone in his workshop late at night after everyone's fallen asleep. If you couldn't tell Engie loves overstimulation and can't get enough of the feeling of your overheated, bleary-eyed face pleading with him to let you cum. All the while, he's humming to himself, happily working away, as though he's unaware of the way he throbs listening to your begging.

Location, where is their favorite place or places to do the do?

Before he decided he needed to kidnap you and keep you locked up under his control, Engie loved getting you flustered where other people could see the two of you. All the hotter if you were in another relationship with another at the time. Likes to mess with you by sliding a hand up your skirt or otherwise up against the bare flesh of your leg. Shamelessly squeezing your ass when greeting you with a bear hug, simply shrugging while smiling, saying, "Sorry, I'm a hugger." Knowing you wouldn't want to accuse someone like him, one with such a "nice guy" reputation, of something so skeezy. Making you sit on his lap, slithering his arms around you to keep you extra close whenever the two of you were working together. (So he can help supervise and make sure you're not making any mistakes, obviously.) All in good fun to him, but likely wouldn't actually fuck you anywhere but home. For Engie, it's all about the little power moves and the build-up, which makes the main event all the more satisfying.

Motivation, what turns them on or gets them going?

Most people know Engie as such an easy-going sweetheart. Almost no one would assume he'd be such a horndog, considering how well he keeps this side of him under wraps. But if you ever test him when you sit on his lap in public or give him one of those little surprise hugs from behind followed by a kiss on the cheek? It's all over for him. Loves when you dote on him so much, he's far from high-maintenance, but it's more about feeling cared for than anything else. He's gotten in trouble before for circumventing the Medbay because he wanted to feel you patching up his wounds instead of Medic. 

No, what is something they wouldn't do, and what are their turn-offs?

Even though he knows your relationship isn't precisely consensual and far from an equal partnership, he still sees himself as a "nice guy." So he wouldn't be into severe degradation or something that would make you insecure. In his twisted psyche, this would potentially cause you to question his love for you, and he can't allow that! And while, as a yandere, he might be one to use physical punishments to keep you in line, any kind of physical activity which could genuinely threaten your safety or leave you permanently affected is off the table. 

Oral, what is their preference in giving or receiving, and what is their skill level?

While he isn't the most experienced per-say, you had no idea until he told you. This man is addicted to the feeling of holding you down, the sense of totally undoing you with little more than the flick of his tongue. He likes to feel your hands on his head, but he's more focused on the joy he feels holding your thighs down, keeping you locked around his head. Obsessed with how he gets a front-row seat to the tension rising in your body and how your climax leaves you a panting mess before his eyes. 

However, he will expect you to return the favor, so don't get too comfortable. Sure hope you have some experience because Engie is a face-fucking veteran, and while he loves the act, he loves to look at how you look after he's done with you even more. The humiliation over being forced into such a compromising position, the mess gathered in the corners of your mouth, the way your roughed-up hair frames your face, nothing better.

Pace, are they fast and rough or slow and sensual?

He'll do his best to start slow, to try and get you nice and warmed up before going all in, if you're being good, that is. If you were already testing his patience or acting more withdrawn than usual, he wouldn't beat around the bush. If he's in the mood to be rough and leave you bruised and sore, he won't think twice about it. If he's feeling a bit more playful, he may consider going easy on you and edge you until you're begging for release, only to leave you high and dry. Holding your heated twitching body against his as he rolls over to fall asleep. If you want to come, you'll have to dry-hump against him, nothing more. The satisfaction of reducing you to a sweaty, horny mess sloppily grinding against the (as far as you know) sleeping maniac holding your captive. He likely won't actually nod off until you manage to get yourself off or until you eventually pass out yourself.

Quickie, what are their opinions on quickies, and how often?

This guy loves quickly. But what he loves even more than that is to intentionally get you all riled up. It's much more fun for him to tease you and leave you hot and bothered, far more so than a quick in-and-out.

Risk, are they game to experiment, and do they take risks?

Overall he's not too driven about trying something different or crazy unless he could see it made you all excited. Though all that said, his only rules here are to keep things strictly between the two of you and behind closed doors. Likely even if he isn't too hot on whatever idea you're proposing, knowing how excited it's making you is enough to entice him. He may have one or two dirty scenarios of his own he would want to play out with you, but even as a yandere, he wouldn't want to scare you over some silly fantasy.

Stamina, how many rounds can they go for? 

Not something he's too happy to admit, but when he first started sleeping with you, he didn't last long. He can't help it, though! He's been pining over you for so long now, and now that he finally has you, it's all just too perfect, and he's coming well before you, maybe more than once. He may even fall asleep without satisfying you if he feels you deserve it. But all he needs is a little time to get to know your body and get a little more practice. After that, it's practically effortless for him to get two or three rounds with you a night before kissing you goodnight. Of course, if you were in the mood for extra attention, all you'd need to do is ask.

Toys, do they own toys? Do they use them on a partner or themselves?

While he may be an Engineer, it's hard to see him owning many toys, considering how non-utilitarian they are, but this is with one big exception. Engie has a very soft spot for handcuffs and adores using them on you. As mentioned before, he just loves the idea of his partner being needy and helpless and submissive, and handcuffs are the easiest way for him to achieve this. He also likes to rile you up by saying things like, 

"You know, maybe if you're a good girl, I'll even let you out of these when I'm done with you." or "I could get used to the sight of you like this. Hell, maybe I ought to keep you here 'till tomorrow night." (Also, you just KNOW his corny-ass will call you his favorite toy.)

Unfair. How much do they like to tease?

While he may be a little rough around the edges, Engie was still brought up as a respectful southern gentleman… outside the bedroom, that is. He loves pushing your buttons and watching how pent-up you can get until you burst. It's nothing short of sacred to Engie, feeling so special that he, and he alone, gets to watch you in such a state of decadence. From the bottom of his heart, Engie really does see you as nothing less than his soulmate, and it's truly a religious experience to watch you. 

Volume, how loud are they, and what sounds do they make?

He's a real dirty talker and can get easily lost in the situation and get loud with his grunts and moaning. Partly because it's just what comes most naturally to him, as well as insanely rewarding to see you all flushed and embarrassed at his lewd behavior. 

Wild card a random headcanon for them.

He likely keeps a lot of industrial equipment around your holding site and has perhaps more than jokingly mentioned how beautiful he thinks you'd look all strung up and chained down. Not that he's waiting for you to test him to indulge in this fantasy or anything…

X-ray what's going on under those clothes?

As mentioned earlier, he's a hairy guy, not entirely from head to toe, but all the same. His dick is definitely proportional to the rest of him. It's sturdy and thick. Good length, not anything special, but he's always been the type to get you off with hands, mouth, and dick rather than solely his cock. But it's gonna leave you very comfortably stretched, so he doesn't have to worry about hurting you or leaving you excessively sore the next day. He prides himself on knowing he doesn't need to be hung like a horse. He just knows how to use it to get you to come.

Yearning, how high is their sex drive?

Once you were firmly and unquestionably within his care, he felt more sexually charged than he could ever remember. Engie never fancied himself the "grand romantic" type, but now that he has someone who brings out that part of him, he considers it his calling to make sure to be the best lover he could be.

Zzz, how quickly do they fall asleep afterward?

He's a simple man. Once he's shot a good load or a few, he's spent and ready for the night. And once he feels your weight and body heat resting on his chest? It doesn't take more than that to send him off.

[dailyanarchistposts]

Closed Doors Brings Open Minds

Life on this planet being, at best, an utter bore and, at worst, entirely grotesque — there remains to open-minded, irresponsible, thrill-seeking pro-revolutionaries only to disregard the government, build our own spaceships, and establish outer-space autonomous communities.

The world of Tomorrowland is already yesterday with the totality of capitalism complete. If the socialistic alternatives couldn’t defeat the capitalist system in its earliest stages, what hope is there in the present? Or worse, how much longer must one wait for the material conditions for a revolution to be appropriate? Accepting the existing order in one way or another is absurd. What is needed is an alternative to the alternative. A program that begins with the rejection of the spectacle’s permanence and holds no definitive end. An alternative that yields to individualist self-determination in place of concessions to reactionaries and counter-revolutionaries. The only alternative possible: autonomous astronauts.

“It’s easier to imagine the end of the world than it is to imagine the end of capitalism,” so says some benign theorist. But! We have no need to imagine either if we leave this planet. Let the capitalists fret over their sacred private property. Let the Earth cowards cling to their faith of monetary riches. Let these Terran revelers keep their third world, third rate, third class slum known as “America.” They can have this wretched heap they are so fond of, their patriotic submission. They can stay behind and suffocate on the noxious fumes of pollution while battling yet another carnivorous disease. Let them enjoy their skies cluttered by ugly fucking buildings and their repugnant light pollution that asphyxiates the night. Such archaisms are of no use to us. We won’t even give a minute of our life in the hope that the multitude will suddenly become aware and take off! If the gravitationally oppressed are not ready to raise the launchpad, this is a problem of the gravitationally oppressed.[1] Let us begin by detailing why we have abandoned the socialist alternative on Earth.

Assuming even a poor understanding of dialectics, with capitalism serving as the thesis and the socialistic tree as the antithesis — the synthesis is always a reinforced spirit of capitalism. Perhaps in some instances the abuses of the capitalist system against the working class lessen, but overall, the socialist and communist antitheses only serve as mere corrections and additives to the initial thesis of capitalism. Nothing truly changes. Not even in what you feel. In our hearts, we all know Earth will not be saved. Every revolt is cut off from its mode of success in advance. The empire squats solidly upon its own immunity! However, this does not mean the proposed systems in space will necessarily fail. What will a socialistic community look like without imperialism imposing on self-determination? What will anarchistic communities look like when freed of the threat of state violence? What objectives, what plans, what lives, what adventures are there when the oppressions are abandoned and we float away from the world; not disabled by disillusionment, but unburdened by it? No gods, no masters, no gravity – no problem!

[thegeminisage]

zelda lost woods time

it has immediately hit the fan. wow <3 i was just looking for my last might crystal...good thing i didn't give into temptation to do this earlier

oh i forgot about the big sacred tree...deku tree cameo pleasepleaseplease

got my last might crystal!! brb taking this to lueberry

the music here is so much nicer btw when i can enjoy it on my own tv without worrying the volume will bother anyone. very stardew valley

okay wait before i do any of this orb shit i gotta find the lynel. my last echo......

following the prints is scary actually like if you don't do it in the right order they're not there. like it just moves around. you could go to the right clearing and find nothing unless you were hunting it down. idk that's kinda spooky

okay, right as i was finishing that is when my power went out last night :| now it's back!! i'm back at it. the lynel has spotted me i am afraid for my life

what!!! that was EASY. that took less than a minute. wtf

i guess now i do The Orbs and the challenge is not to use my echoe power on anything else while i do it...rip i can't even use my new lynel

The Orbs Have Been Activated

wow a triforce <3

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IT IS THE DEKU TREE HEY MAN HOW YOU BEEN

"enter"? am i about to get vored??

oh ok

first jabu jabu and now this...nobody vores me like they used to

oh shit it's mirrorverse zelda

TRIFORCE? JUST THE WHOLE GOD DAMN TRIFORCE?

Oh, Fuck.

NOT THE MASTER SWORD PULL THEME????

oh fuck oh fuck uh oh she done did it oh girl you're not supposed to do that have you never played a zelda game before

BOYFRIEND?????? oh ok ok not yet

HOLY FUCK? NULL BIG

SOMEHOW I DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD BE THAT BIG.

stilled whatever this is is so fucking metal. i love it in here

the closer i get the more massive null seems. this is truly some kirby levels of eldritch horror

BOYFRIEND IN THE CRYSTALLLLLLLLL

oh fuck it's girlfight time. conquer yourself, as it were

time to let my lynel get some exercise <3

ZELDA'S THEME IN MINOR KEY.............

this is great. my lynel is basically destroying all the enemies she throws out as distractions leaving her and me to duke it out over my boyfriend

got her ass already

I GET TO SAVE THE BOYFRIEND??? arrow perhaps as he did for me...

WAAAAAH IT'S HIMMMM IM GONNA CRY

what...no...i have to give him his sword back :(

BUT I LIKE THE SWORD...............

ok. for the boyfriend i will do anything

OHHHHHHHHHHHH I'VE JUST REALIZED HE'S LEFT-HANDED IN THIS GAME LEFTY LINK RETURNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUSTICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wait wait wait hold on everybody shut up are we going INSIDE null? vored after all???

YES!!

oh this is nasty. the dripping black goo

i love that link will literally just run off without us lol girl this isn't ganon's tower slow tf down

holy shit link's a BEAST...even my lynel couldn't fight like that...jesus fuck

omg co-op dungeon is SO COOL i fucking love this waaaah

lol skipping these platformer section with the humble and trustworthy water block

did the wind riding puzzles the proper way cuz i think theyre fun

omg please i can MOVE LINK???

god i would LOVE a co-op zelda game like this in full someday. wahhh

Oh I Don't Like That Sound

this reminds me of the final descent in totk. i'm beside myself

OH SHIT

mirror zelda got vored.................

OH SHIT?? RIP DEKU TREE AND CASTLE TOWN AND HETBAIT ZORAS

OH SHIT..............

he's a tri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg omg boss time

ok wait hold on. my lynel keeps getting oneshotted but i cant go swordmode anymore tf am i supposed to do

ok ok ok i get it i think. i miss my sword though

omg one of the creepy hands PICKED UP MY BOYFRIEND??? girl i was over there with my lynel so fast

my automatons are finally coming in handy but also i'm going through them very quickly

ok no useless until the end actually...echoes spawn infinitely and instantly. these automatons just aren't for fast paced fights like this

god link is so cool. i wish i had a sword so i could help!!!

NOOOO omg my boyfriend :( left behind...........

oh GROSS null is voring all those poor little tris :(((

final form maybe?? dude he is SCARY looking this is literally some kirby shit

i take back what i said about this games music also. maybe not all of it. but this fucks. im catching so many familiar melodies like zeldas theme and the master sword theme and the overworld and then also it just sounds so good

omg one of the hands got me and link saved me 😭😭😭

oh shit ganon echoes NICE

oops i was trying to burn a spiderweb and accidentally set link on fire

OMG I THINK I GOT IT

PLEEEEASE WE ARE TAKING BACK THAT TRIFORCE TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh man the callback in this imagery...

oh no is it time to say goodbye to tri :( this always happens with zelda partners.................

THANK YOU AT THE END.............WAH

OKAY MAYBE I WELLED UP A LITTLE. SO WHAT IF I DID

oh, but she still has her rod...?

BOYFRIEND IS HERE

LUEBERRY AND IMPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE'S TALKINGGGGGGGGGG

HE IS TALKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M GONNA CRY

oh that was so GOOD. oh my god time to mop up my FACVE!!! while the credits play

i hoped he would talk. oh god

omg wait the kids who got taken waking up and feeling themselves again...wah

CONDE'S BROTHER OH GOD I AM GOING TO CRY AGAIN

CAT!!!!!! cat?

awwwww she hung the rod up 😭😭😭

oh ym god and thats the END!!!!!

what an amazing game. i am absolutely gonna make another post about it in a minute first i have to RECOVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

[giantkillerjack]

Yo I don't know if anyone else is seriously bothered by this but those "good luck" posts where everyone goes wow this post really works you HAVE to reblog it or else you won't get the good thing that happens when you reblog it and therefore it's your fault if the good thing doesn't happen because you didn't reblog the post,

Yeah, those posts. They don't ummmmmmmmm

They don't work.

Like, listen, a little prayer of good luck to give yourself hope is one thing, but every single one of these posts has a comment that is like "this is literally magic I received life-altering amounts of money because of this post REBLOG THIS NOW." And assuming these accounts aren't just also the original poster emotionally manipulating people - And brushing over how foolish/cruel it feels to give false hope and additional tasks to those in poverty AND moving on from how absolutely shitty these posts are for people with compulsion-related disorders or difficulty discerning reality--

it feels to me that the more we make up magic that doesn't exist in this world, the harder it is to see how things really are, and the more it obscures from us the magic that actually does exist. Things like magnetism, electricity, human thought and connection, emotion, storytelling, machinery, fire. That's the sort of magic we have in this world. These magics are real and they can be manipulated in miraculous and terrible ways.

And maybe it's just the way my mind works, but if I am able to convince myself that a photo of a four-leaf clover has any amount of cosmic power over my life, then I am no longer looking clearly at my situation and what I need to do to change it. I am no longer able to truly see the magic that IS there.

I feel the same way about astrology honestly. I don't think it's bad to believe in as long as you're not ascribing it to unwilling people, but I personally do feel like if I believed the shapes the Romans saw in the stars made me who I am, then not only would I deny myself autonomy, but also I would miss out on the magic of the stars as huge lonely nuclear light giants indifferent to and ignorant of the lives of humans in terrifying and beautiful ways. I might even dismiss scientific discoveries that didn't fit my view. And I think I've seen enough of the damage that can do for one lifetime. (I am aware that I probably wouldn't have so many problems with astrology if I wasn't a furious ex-Catholic. But again, there's nothing wrong with faith as long as you're not slapping it onto other people.)

But, gods, I hate these fucking good luck posts.

I am not poor due to the stars or the lack of luck-money posts on my dashboard. I am poor because I live in oppressive power structures that I hope to see burn in my lifetime. I need as clear a view of this reality as possible.

If you want to spread positive magic, you have to spread love and information and images/stories of a beautiful shared future that other people are invited to be a part of.

I'm a big believer in Hope. I believe hope is a sacred thing. But I'm not a big fan of false hope.

So in conclusion, if you reblog this post and then tomorrow something very lucky and seemingly unrelated happens, it had nothing to do with this post.

The only Magic will be the magic of unfathomably huge amounts of data transferring all across the world instantaneously to reach you and show you words that came from someone else's heart and mind.

The only Magic will be however it makes you feel to know that if you need luck, at least one other person in this world wants good things to happen to you: I care that you are found. I care that you are loved. I care that you are safe. I care that you live long enough to find or be found by happiness and that you then live for a very long time after that. And I don't need to meet you to know that I'm right.

Know that I will spend the rest of my life working to build spaces where you would be welcome. And maybe you and I will never meet, but I happen to know there's a whole lot of people like me in this world. And I happen to know that as long as you are alive, there is a chance you will grow old in warmth and comfort, surrounded by friends. There is a chance that your old eyes will be crinkled at the sides with laugh lines. And that's magic. That's real magic.

[sunderedazem]

24. How do they feel about Hydaelyn? What was their perception of the Mothercrystal in the beginning, and how did that change by the end, if at all?

ohhhhhh this is a FUN ask ehehe. thank you!

So- first and foremost, it has to be understood here that Corrain is not religious in the sense that most of Eorzea is. He rarely prays, he actively blasphemies, he sympathizes VERY heavily with Shiva and is constantly annoyed by Halonic Inquisitors in Ishgard trying to use the church like a bludgeon to get their way. He was an orphaned Keeper of the Moon Miqo'te growing up in a *Gridanian* orphanage, who prayed to the Twelve for *years* as a child and...wasn't heard, and nothing happened. He stayed unwanted in that place until he was fifteen and joined the conjurer's guild as an apprentice in a desperate attempt to secure Gridanian citizenship.

So- he has a lot of resentment for the Twelve, and by extension for Hydaelyn as well. They did nothing to help him while he was at his most vulnerable (just gave him this stupid Echo) and so he...believes that they are real. But he does not believe that they are gods in the sense that they care for the creatures of the world, and thus he doesn't give a shit about them either.

And then he hears Hydaelyn's voice for the first time- and he's *terrified* because what the fuck. And also he's sixteen and she's telling him to- fight a war for her? Against those spooky shadow people? ....okay yeah, They need to get their asses kicked, so he'll do that if he sees them, but NOT FOR YOU, GIANT FUCKIN ROCK. He's doing it because it's right, not because a goddess asked for it.

And...that honestly sums up the majority of his feelings toward Hydaelyn for a LONG time. He's spiteful, he treats her more like an adversary than a deity worth reverence- but he agrees with what she tells him she wants, and he disagrees with what the Ascians are trying to do, so he'll kick them in the teeth some. It's not for her- it's for the people of the star. For Corrain, the only thing really worth that kind of reverence is- the star itself. Not Hydaelyn- but the actual star, as it is. Its present, past and future, and all the life on it.

Then he finds out She's a primal. And....for him, nothing changes. So far- his goals have aligned with hers. But he's not doing it for her or in her name. He's doing what he is for the people and star he believes are sacred. So...if she oversteps? Does something that would harm the star? He's a godslayer already, what's one more?

What truly changes his mind about Hydaelyn is meeting Venat in Elpis. Meeting the woman she was. Realizing that at the core of the goddess he disdained for so long was an extremely fallible, kind, giving, and arrogant woman who- was just that. A woman given a god's power, and doing what she thought was best. What she thought she had to do.

He doesn't fully agree with what she did. Hiding the truth from the Convocation, closing the loop on time and dooming her own people to history and sundering and suffering instead of trying to change that foretold future. But she's a person, not a goddess. Expecting perfection from her, expecting miracles....it's the same thing people have expected from him since he was sixteen, and he knows how much it's fucked with his emotional stability. It's not a fair expectation to place on anyone. Even Hydaelyn. And with that in mind- he can think of her far more kindly. And so in the end, he doesn't call her Hydaelyn. He calls her Venat. And he tries to send her off to the aetherial sea with a smile, and having made peace with who she was and what she asked of him.

(That realization also changes how he views the Twelve. A lot of the resentment bleeds off here)

And then, last but not least- after Ultima Thule, he remembers who he was as Azem, and who Venat was as Azem's mentor, and who the architect of the Sundering was (Azem, in my canons) and that person's plans, and what she did to keep the possible future she'd been told about in Elpis from disappearing - and then and only then does he truly grieve for her.

Thank you for the ask!!! this one was really fun, hehe

[stardustings]

I know it's just a stupid social media trend but the thing of like "this should be a trend!" and people put things they like... like what is wrong with people. Can you not like something unless you are validated by everyone else liking it too??? So many things I love have become trends lately and it's the fucking worst. Things that used to express something unique about myself now say nothing because everyone is doing them. But like truly. Have the courage to like things that are unique to you. That's your TASTE! That should be SACRED AS FUCK! It doesn't need validation from anyone but yourself!!! There is immense power in cultivating and expressing that taste and have it be UNIQUE to you. You give away all that power when it's just something everyone does. God. It's horrifying.

[deerydear]

I have this snake in my heart.

I've heard a theory that the bodily disease commonly referred to as 'cancer' is, in fact, one of our individual cells behaving like a unicellular Organism, instead of part of our larger Community. It doesn't want to work together with any other 'cells'.

I remember this:

In the human world, I had been raised to not believe in any Gods.

One time, I saw that someone was searching for an informational page 'about me' on my blog.

I then made this page, but I hadn't shared it, until now.

I feel like I already showed that horrid face, now, so I don't feel shy about it.

"God and the Devil are vaping inside of Me."

Quoting myself:

THIS IS NOT AN ABSTRACT ISSUE.

"I don't give a fuck if you were raised to act Atheist. This is REAL. THIS IS TANGIBLE. THIS IS RIGHT NOW. IT IS NOT JUST WORDS ON A PAGE.

THE WORDS WERE WRITTEN TO DESCRIBE AN OBSERVATION OF REALITY.

.....but Free Will is Godly, and brute force is Satanic.

It's your choice. Nothing will make you do Good, if you choose not to. It's up to you."

Note to the Reader:

If you were raised to be Religious; and this makes you think that I'm a carbon-copy of your family, or your pastor, or whatever-the-fuck.... then please take a moment to consider that there's more possibility in the world than you may have been exposed to, up until this point.

Just because someone says, "This is the will of God", "I declare the will of God" it doesn't mean they truly have the Power of God.

If there is God, then all things are subject to the force of God. No one other thing has the Power. God is the Whole, and we are the interchanging pieces of that Whole.

Brahman.... and Lila.

"The Vedantic yogi never tires of stating that kaivalya, 'isolation-integration', can be attained only by turning away from the distracting allure of the world and worshiping with single-pointed attention the formless Brahman-Atman; to the Tantric, however—as to the normal child of the world—this notion seems pathological, the wrong-headed effect of a certain malady of intellect. (...)

"I like eating sugar," as Ramprasad said, "but I have no desire to become sugar." ¹

Let those who suffer from the toils of samsara seek release: the perfect devotee does not suffer; for he can both visualize and experience life and the universe as the revelation of that Supreme Divine Force (shakti) with which he is in love, the all-comprehensive Divine Being in its cosmic aspect of playful, aimless display (lila)—which precipitates pain as well as joy, but in its bliss transcends them both.

— Rohan Bastin, The Domain of Constant Excess: Plural Worship at the Munnesvaram Temples in Sri Lanka

The basic recurring theme in Hindu mythology is the creation of the world by the self-sacrifice of God—"sacrifice" in the original sense of "making sacred"—whereby God becomes the world which, in the end, becomes again God. This creative activity of the Divine is called lila, the play of God, and the world is seen as the stage of the divine play. Like most of Hindu mythology, the myth of lila has a strong magical flavour. Brahman is the great magician who transforms himself into the world and then performs this feat with his "magic creative power", which is the original meaning of maya in the Rig Veda. The word maya—one of the most important terms in Indian philosophy—has changed its meaning over the centuries. From the might, or power, of the divine actor and magician, it came to signify the psychological state of anybody under the spell of the magic play. As long as we confuse the myriad forms of the divine lila with reality, without perceiving the unity of Brahman underlying all these forms, we are under the spell of maya. (...) In the Hindu view of nature, then, all forms are relative, fluid and ever-changing maya, conjured up by the great magician of the divine play. The world of maya changes continuously, because the divine lila is a rhythmic, dynamic play. The dynamic force of the play is karma, an important concept of Indian thought. Karma means "action". It is the active principle of the play, the total universe in action, where everything is dynamically connected with everything else. In the words of the Gita Karma is the force of creation, wherefrom all things have their life.

— Fritjof Capra, The Tao of Physics (1975)

I am a person who is making sense of the World as I see.

I am living Life.

I really enjoy reading the Bhagavad Gita. I return to it.

"If you seek Me, you will find Me."

In the Bhagavad Gita, Lord Krishna says that at the moment of Extinction... what-or-whoever you think of is where you will go. So He says, "think of Me, and You will come to Me and escape this cycle of Death and Birth."

Always think of Me.

¹ Response: "You are what you eat."

"You eat with your eyes, first.

What do you see?"

[clownstho]

The Killing of a Sacred Deer (2017)

So I asked my mom to do my hair yesterday because she offered! She asked me to pick out stuff to watch on netflix since her hands were covered in hair product. And before you ask yes my curls are popping.

The first thing I picked was Flashback (2023). There were interesting moments, but overall the tone was just. Kinda weird. I rated it in the moment as 3/5, and then a 5/10. Very average, unoffensive, not scary, mid acting, but the flashback sequence was admittedly pretty sick. Also Dr. Bones is just a little guy, justice for Dr. Bones.

So after moving on from the disappointment of that, the SECOND thing I picked was The Killing of a Sacred Deer (2017). It was a rich and beautiful experience the entire way through. The movie left nothing to the wayside, went hard (but subtle) the whole time, and was an overall unsettling experience.

TKoaSD is a movie that follows the Murphy family. Dr. Steven and Dr. Anna Murphy are the parents, Kim is their teen daughter, and Bob is their youngest son.

Dr. Steven is a freak. I hate this man. And yet I had so much sympathy for him despite him clearly deserving everything the narrative is doing to him. He's introduced right after a full shot of an open heart surgery, and his first conversation with a coworker is about expensive watch bands and how there's a patient he used to work with who will give the coworker a discount on a watch band with water resistance. He's a materialist. He flexes with his money. And he's been meeting up with some weird 16 year old and gifts him an expensive watch.

Dr. Steven has committed a crime. You could say he broke a commandment. You could even say that he's in for some divine retribution.

I won't say more than that. I don't really believe in the idea of spoilers, but I think it's important to experience the unfolding of this story. The sound design is equal parts beautiful and raw like the end of a live wire. The movie plays with its own quality, sometimes crisp and sometimes purposefully blurred. The sound of screeching instruments paired with raised camera angles captures the feeling of dissociation perfectly. The sirens are haunting every corner of the movie, like the horns of Revelations (if you're into that sort of thing).

The color work is simple, effective, and consistent. The sets are immaculate. There's a scene where the characters are looking for Kim, and they go through multiple rooms. Each room has this almost dollhouse-like stillness, void of life in a way that only the dread of a missing child can conjure.

The acting is well directed. Everyone has this eerie flat tone, and they say such out of pocket shit to each other all the time. There were multiple times when I simply went "God damn" to a line. I did snap when Anna went the fuck off though because, to be fair, she was right. If Anna had to deal with this alone, I feel like she would have simply Handled It, you know? But nah she's married to a very dense freak who loves avoiding responsibility. It makes more a more engaging story, of course.

I'm going to be thinking of this movie for so long. There is one scene that is so fucking sad that my heart ached. There are scenes of certain people crawling that truly brings to mind an animal with a broken spine, dragging itself to a safe place to die.

I give this one a 5 of 5. Excellent movie. I'm placing it on the shelf next to Hereditary.

[colorisbyshe]

If you don't mind me asking, why are you an atheist?

Oh, lots of reasons I guess.

I was never raised very religious to begin with, which didn't help. I was brought to church every Sunday my mom felt like going but when I was about... 10, I told her I'd rather sleep in than go to church and she let me. Just to get the ~vibe of how I was raised. I was already a skeptic and fairly atheist-ic even then.

But well... beyond that it's a combination of a lot of things.

I was also a very inquisitive and skeptical person, even as a child. I constantly asked questions, constantly felt comfortable correcting adults and pushing back when I felt like they were full of shit (I was also a very vulgar child and would USE phrases like 'full of shit'), and would get very, very frustrated when I felt adults were lying to me.

I asked a lot of questions in Bible school and didn't get a lot of answers. Beyond a lot of things not making sense to me logistically, a lot of things didn't make sense to me morally.

And then... my childhood was like... very full of tragedy very early on. Dead dad. Witnessed domestic violence. Related to that, my best friend was put into foster care and I was there when the cops came. Etc etc.

And so, I can to the conclusion, fairly young, that a god could not be all powerful, all knowing, AND benevolent. Because like... sure, free will can explain some evil in the world, but my dad couldn't free will outside of dying young. I was very socially conscious as well (shout out to growing up during hte bush years lol) and a lot of the injustice I saw in the world on a larger scale didn't make sense if you believe in a kind God. 9/11. Racism. Homophobia. Rent existing for single mothers, like my mom.

And, frankly, to me, a god who is not all powerful or all knowing.. isn't really a god. And I didn't want to believe in a god that wasn't benevolent. I wasn't going to fear someone who seemed like such a fucking royal cunt. SO I didn't.

I did get dragged into White Man's Atheism (you know the type) in my preteen years but focused all of my anger and "I can prove your religion is a logical fallacy" energy at Christianity, which I was mostly angry at. Watched shit like The God Who Wasn't There, read some Dawkins (yikes, not proud of that). And just.. felt very angry and hurt. But also correct.

And felt a lot of that anger and hurt continue as I watched people use religion to justify a lot of awful shit.

I've since lost that anger (or at least, I learned to focus it ONLY on the people using religion for bad and not all Christians) but the root of my belief is the same. The world, as it exists, could not be the creation of a kind or involved god. Theoretically, a god who isn't kind or involved could exist, but then... I don't need to believe in them. They have nothing to do with my life, so why spend time believing in them?

The world is a beautiful place to me because it is random. Because we can CHOOSE to be good even when it's hard, even when we aren't rewarded for it. We make our own lives. And when our lives end, there is only the peace of non-existence. That is wonderful to me. That is affirming to me. I don't need anything else to fill that gap.

Things like heaven seem miserable to me. Reincarnation seems fucking miserbale me. I don't need or want a moral code from some abstract fear or desire for reward. I envy some religious communities and think many have created beautiful, powerful things but don't TRULY want that type of community for myself.

I've participated in some religious ceremonies, I've been invited to UU church and had a decent time, celebrated some Jewish holidays and thought they were lovely, but like... it's not something that enriches my life the awy I crave enrichment. Always feel honored to be invited and welcomed into something so sacred but not something I desire on my own.

Even if I believed, I would be a-religious. I am not spiritual in any way. I don't even really believe i the more fun stuff. I don't believe in ghosts. I don't believe aliens are among us or have ever visited Earth. "Cryptids" don't intrigue me.

I'm a very fact based person and the beauty I see in the world often stems from the tangible--love from people around me, love in nature, love in random chance. I don't need that form anywhere else.

I don't begrudge anyone their belief so long as they don't wield it against anyone else. I think many religions have lots of good to offer. But for... other people. Not me.

Also, if I did believe, I wouldn't know what God to believe in. Not the Christian God but... there's hundreds more besides. I wouldn't know where to begin. And it's like... who the fuck am I to say "Yes to this god, no to this one?" If there is a God, idk if I'm the one to decide which traits and history belong to them.

[entoman-created-by-the-tallgreys]

Extra, Data About Titania - 🦋

[ Warning : This is NOT a Work of Fiction ]

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[ Extremely Long, Post ]

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One Bit More Data about the Green Goddess is that

Warning : Nsfw

You see Titania is how we say how she looks is that she looks very humanoid in her nature but then again she has been seen as

( Clear throat )

EVERY TYPE OF FUCKING ARTHROPOD N EXISTENCE

You see the Goddess Titania has been at everything in Fairyland she has all the power you can conceal of when it comes to bug energy or arthropod life force this goddess has truly fucking everything there is no higher she is the apex of the apex of the obstacle Pinnacle of insectoid Life Force there is nothing above her when it Come's to Fairy ( aka, insectoid ) Nature

If Something you need to know about the Goddess Titania ! ! !

So, Her body can look very humanoid with arthropod wings or she can take another goddamn form and be humanoid with other arthropod body parts or she can she always doesn't have her insectoid wings she loves to have her arthropod wings

Generally Bug Wing's human's, would call them

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That's, What you need to know about this

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Another thing is that you know about is that in Fairyland What in the human race is a Fetish in the Fairyland ( Hive ! World ) is Extremely spiritual extremely sexual extremely romantic and extremely holy

VORE

What, I Wanted to explain to you again is that in Fairyland males we often get eaten a lot it's actually requirement for a lot of male fairies or male Insectoid's to be processed and purified through, VORE

The women always are conquering dominating and devouring but they are like a purifying flame to all around them the energy the female cleans everything purifies everything even though they're so aggressive and dominant and always running to topple over to top of something

Thay are like a walking Army Everywhere to go every individual female is like a million armies combined into one

Yet, they are one of millions in a hive

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One thing that one of the holiest things in Fairyland is also one of the most dangerous things because titanium can accidentally destroy the soul nothing is more precious to Titania than fairies and I've been around her and I can confirm this nothing is more precious to her than the insectoids nothing and I fucking seen everything this bitch is extremely forgiving and extremely tolerant of fucking everything coming from a fairy if it's not coming from Fairy

She has no mercy and no tolerance again this is a normal nature from a the species of the deity from the family of God some call him Ptah

Others call him Allah some call him the all father he goes by a lot of fucking names

And, I'm not trying to disrespect with him by any means I'm just trying to let you know I'm just trying to let you know that he Goes by a lot of names

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One of the most dangerous things in Fairyland is a lot of most dangerous thing but one of the most dangerous things Around The Goddess Titania if she actually she actually deeply loves eating her fairies as a form of Deep Love and romance and Embracement  !

But, it's dangerous because Titania can accidentally end up destroying the fairy Soul because being processed through her once turns you into a fairy forever and insectoid you're part of our family and I would have to call you Kin because the goddess said that you were Kin and you were worthy for the life force and the energy and the sacred Essence that is Fae

On the other hand she can accidentally destroy the soul but every single soul she accidentally rips apart she stores the Consciousness and the energy kind of like fat on her spirit

And, Then she had she gets really bummed out and no one cuz she didn't mean to kill the soul but she won't let it go she has to hold on to the spirit and see if she can piece it back together again and then rebirth it it's always fucked up at that point the spirit is always extremely fucked up when it's reborn but Ultra also super blessed Ultra Clean Ultra super purified but it looks like a Frankenstein monster

That the mother takes extreme care and extreme focus on that soul to repair it entirely she doesn't mean to destroy a single fairy Soul it's actually extremely traumatic for her

But love makes her do it anyway she tries to be super duper careful

Another thing Titania loves to do besides eating fairies a lot if she likes to also eat other life forms in Universe She doesn't turn them into Fairy's !

She just Murders There God damn soul and pisses off the deities of the other parts of the universe intensely because she went around eating their creatures and taking a part of their spirit in devouring it because every creature in the universe comes from the spirit of the energy another deity so she's basically cannibalizing other deities by eating the The mortals of that plane of existence or that planet

What are mother does with the energy is he uses the energy turns around and turn blesses us or she feels herself to keep us going

Our mother may be a fuck up every now then she may be a bitch at other times but deep down know that Mother loves us even though sometimes she's a complete and absolute fucking asshole welcome to Fairyland we're not Christians we're honest

! in, Faeryland, We're honest about our Deity's, What they did right and did wrong we're completely fucking honest unlike human beings we passed criticism on our Deities and we're not afraid.

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You see Titania often when she devours other souls in the universe that she's not intending to Turn Them into fairies is that one thing she does is she'll Go around

She will then spiritually feed the energy back to her fairies if there's no if it if a soul is no dead he's up on them but there's no deities to love or protect that Soul then Titania really likes to take full advantage of that soul is free food or easy food she loves to eat as many Souls as possible break them down and then feed our Spirits with the dead Essence that she has made living in a way

She Empowers our souls and Powers our Consciousness and Powers Everything of us that way

Also, Titania actually also dominate her fairies as well she's everything is Fairyland everything is absolutely femdom every fucking thing and I can Solemnly swear they shit

Titania likes to dominate you as a form of her showing off her femininity, she shows off her feminate love in many ways but one of the more personal ones is when she dominates you she likes to show you her strength she likes to show you her dominance she loves to show off her power she loves to show off her females superiority

She lost a Gloat and brag about her feminine supremacy just like all fairy females like too

Everything in Hive world is a Matriarch absolute matriarch there's no there is no exception anywhere in the entirety of all that is Fairyland everywhere you go it's going to be female ruled female dominated There are no Kingdom's and Fairyland There Are Only Queendom's !

So, I thought I'd let you God damn know that in Fairyland

One thing Titania love's to do is that She will love she loves to dominate her fairies as much as possible and The women act just like their goddess they act completely just like her fucking the goddess they are literally the expression of her very soul

But they are with Titania also is not Gay in any way she let the males be gay but in the other God damn way the men cannot be pure gay they can only be bisexual if males are gay and they won't have any children or Bond with Female Energy, That is a Sin Because Gay is a Sin and Fairyland

It's Okay to be bisexual if you're a male but it's not okay to be bisexual of your female and Fairyland the energies work differently

Also, The Essence in the Nature and the psychology and a psychologist made up of the fucking Energy But, I don't want to get into that that's how I'm explaining how a soul works

I just want to let you know in Fairyland being gay is a sin

! Also, in Fairyland ( Hive ! World ) males are allowed to devour but we're basically herbivores we're not allowed to eat any meat, you can see a lot of that nature in bugs on the earth too, I'm not saying they all follow that rule but a lot of the bugs I found on the earth ironically males are herbivores and the females are all carnivores now this rule doesn't apply to all Arthropods

I've seen a lot of arthropods that don't follow the damn Rule's but I found a coincidental that a few of the bugs actually follow the rules of where we're from ?

But in Fairyland the only time men devour other fairies other insectoids is only those three reasons one if a male is always devour a weak female if a female is weak then she is to be devoured by a male as Extreme punishment upon her soul

The punishment only intensifies as her soul and her body will be turned into male flesh and Make Cum <- the ultimate insult in the ultimate punishment to her soul

To make things even more insulting and damaging upon her spirit is if after she is digested in the male energy has ripped her soul apart then the female eats the male and her soul even more damaged

It is possible if a powerful queen or to eat a male the male would reincarnate but the female fairy soil will be so damaged that the queen of actually been able to digest and fully absorbed the female soul to the point to where it's now part an extension of her own soul

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The other time males have devour is usually when we're much younger and we have sex together and we accidentally get the feeling to eat the other one therefore we will accidentally or give in to that and then we'll end up eating the other Male while the other one is actually aroused by that as well and then as that we also give off a massive amount of pheromones to the females to correct the error

It was both natural yet a natural fuck up

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And the male half the males have to be purified again through the female so a female will quickly find them they'll slightly have clairvoyance to go there immediately they will be they will be either swallowed whole or eaten little by little everything will be devoured and they'll be reprocessed and rebirth through eggs

Things will be different when they Re Born

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But on top of the fact yes the Girl's Titania loves to dominate her fairies but she also likes to conquer and dominate other worlds as well she likes to spread the Hive

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She loves to watch The Hive grow throughout the Universe and Conquer other gods and Conquer other planets he loves this fucking shit she loves to see her spirit be casted upon all places in the universe but she also likes to dominate her fairies remember where I told you that she sometimes takes a humanoid form

YAH

The Goddess Titania likes to do a lot of Giantess Stuff

The goddess Titania likes to step on her fairies she likes to do all kinds of very erotic shit she loves to do all kinds of sexual stuff because a fairyland sexuality is sacred but The Human Race Sexuality is a Sin ?

Oh, And Titania Is Usually, 7 Feet Tall

But She is Known to Get Up to 21 Feet Tall and Rarely 50 Feet Tall !

You ! Humans are an Extremely, Extremely alien race and make no sense to Me, I studied you I studied your energy Everyday, your life force I studied everything I can sense into everything inside your fucking spirits

You mother fuckers are alien to the beyond All Extreme's, or to a Infinite Level of Extreme's !

Back to The Sacred Goddess <- what actually matters in life !

Titania does like to step on us a lot she does like to devour us a lot but she don't want to eat so she also has to make sure she's ready to lay eggs as fast as possible she wants a process doesn't eat us again and extract energy your nutrients from it but the same God damn time she will also try to push it out into an egg to where it will be a very blessed and extremely blessed version we almost become like super fairies that point what females that you're eaten by the goddess will become super fairies they will become automatic Queens they will become unbelievably strong and powerful it will become almost completely indestructible but the problem is every blessing of titanium does not last her blessings decay as soon as you get blessed

You have Probably a hundred years before the blessing is completely Gone

The Blessing literally dies by 1% Every Year

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The Eating Thing, it used to be able to bless for over a billion years and the energy was so much more amplified and strong but everything got a lot weaker throughout the Universe when there was a massive plunge of Life Force energy everything got severely fucked up I think you can say is the fake fogle over again I don't want to get too deep into it it's a super psychic entity it's a psychic Elemental creature it's only fucking present is the enemy of the day at these animal get into it it's a super psychic vampire now, I'm shutting the fuck up

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! All, I wanted to tell you is that Titania Does a lot of very dark and neurotic shit with us and we don't have a problem with that but the Titania is not often always around as well you get to see her every now and then but the Goddess is usually sleeps inside her Giant Green orb whatever the fuck it is I think it's a green plasma UFO again I have no fucking idea

Next to the Green Star that Can War Color's to turn into a Dark, Deep Ruby Red Sun, like a Dark Blood Sun and Send many of the Dark Insectoid's, aka Silver Hive aka Dark Fae, into a Blood Frenzy and Attack The Gold Hive aka Light Fae, But the light fae are Always trying to Conquer other's World & not bring them leave but Devour And kill the World and make it a Hive World

Back, to The Point

Even the console with the computers are making completely is Made of, Green Energy ?

The goddess Titania the goddess Titania is how we say a very very old goddess

That's better I can say right about now yes a lot of nutty and bloody sex and Fairyland is also a lot of war and Fairyland 2 hives are always going to war with other highs all the fucking time

Titania is a very very old ancient goddess it seems like she kind of gave up in the end I don't know what she went through I don't know what made her so quiet and distance from all her fairies is like somebody hurt her so fucking bad or maybe she knows that the universe is coming to an end I have no idea what that Goddess Know's,

All, I know is that she was disturbingly quiet last time I was with her before she got captured by the Gray's All I know that she was disturbingly quiet and she would ignore you every time you talk to her she was just she was so deep in the thought so deep in her emotions I couldn't tell if she was hurt I couldn't tell anything I was just it was impossible for me to emotionally read her

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But she did look like a female who is in deep heartbroken trying to deal with it without crying she would just look deep up smoke blow smoke slowly and like she was an extremely deep thought ?

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I Couldn't even sense what she was feeling besides a little bit I can Sense Something of Pain but I was still very confused

! All, I Can Say About The Goddess that Titania is that she's a very mysterious goddess very fucking deep goddess and her past her past is a history I wish I could Really Gain Data on Her ! Past the Titania is More Valuable to me than Platinum

Because I would be able to understand what's wrong with her and if there's any way we could help her cuz the goddess Titania has an extremely extremely fucked Up, Past I bet !

I don't know I don't know what she's been through I don't know why she got quiet I don't know why she ignored everyone everywhere and everything if like she just gave up it's like I don't know what she went through but it kind of broke titanium at the very end it like she was a mirror and got hit with a nuclear bomb and the mirror was like next to the nuclear bomb she got fucking shattered she got fucking destroyed something destroyed her fucking soul

And she became like a silent zombie just quietly smoking ignoring I went around her deep in her own emotions deep in her own thoughts and I had no idea what the flying flippity flapping fuck she possibly went through and she won't tell anyone anywhere anything she won't say a fucking thing she keeps everything a big fucking Secret

And despite she loves her fairy so much she won't tell her fairies a goddamn thing she won't tell anyone anywhere anything she won't tell a single day to eat anything I don't know what the fuck she went through

Whatever, The Goddess went through it made her it turned her into a fucking mute

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She won't tell her fairies a goddamn thing I tried to extract information on her so did all the other fairies every now and then they try to ask her questions she just got real quiet and ignored them and zip to buy it made no fucking sense no one knew what the fuck was going on no one could understand her ?

AND, THAT WAS THE LAST

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Next Thing : I know I was in the Spirit Realm with the other dead fairies ( Insectoid's ) After The Great War and our planet it was not from fairies he was from an outside force and Alien Force attacked us next thing I know I was just in the Spirit Realm, the Gray's going to win this goddamn War I don't know if they lost her one probably why they want the Earth they probably lost that fucking War as well and they

That that kidnapped Titania they psychically connected to her they forced her to admit or emit psychically the clairvoyance to the entire Hive of the Grey's to where the fuck the fairies are in the spirit realm she eventually broke she shattered she opened up and she Sung  like a fucking canary

Next thing you fucking know there's UFOs in the in the land of dead zipping around as chaotically as possible trying to get every goddamn dead bearish there was was dipping to the goddamn great black void that it of death that is the spirit realm we're trying to bypass as many Souls as possible to get away as fast as possible but the UFOs were right on our tail many of us when we got catcher we gave me a loud screeching sound cuz we were trying to escape next thing you fucking know they got all of us doesn't matter how much of it after we gave or how far we flew away in the end those little bastards won

Now I am a 31-year-old man been following the agenda opening and my entire life struggling with this bullshit of being on an alien world called Humanity talking to the very aliens right now how Shitty Everything is

I had to learn to blend in I also had to learn to act around humans which was both too extremely difficult things for me I had to learn how to act human around them kind of like a dog having to learn how to act like a cat to plan in even though he clearly looks like a fucking dog

I also had to learn to lie with my emotions cuz my natural emotions scared everybody freak them the fuck out and seem like a major red flag is & multiple red flags as seen as Serious mental illness

😡

Even though, I'm not a fucking human I look so much like a human through hybridization and the manipulation of the DNA from the grace that I look human as fuck even though I'm not a human I'm like a black-eyed child with a with a Good paint,  Genetic paint job to make me look human

So long, story short

I'm 31 and I'm waiting for this alien invasions I'm constantly doing research and posting it on the internet trying to let you humans know your end is not cuz I'm being good at the same time the gray said they need a messenger down there to let the humans know they're coming to an end I have no idea why it makes no fucking Sense to me but, I'm still doing my Duty

All I can fucking tell you all I can really fucking tell you is the faculty that the end really does seem my apocalypse is everywhere is end time science and all fucking directions humans are very aware of the end times right now a lot of them not all of them

And I wonder if they're actually going to be able to pull this war off and actually attack the planet with human beings will call a fake it Invasion but will be a real alien invasion cuz I think the Government is trying to cover it up and watch everybody Die

Because I spent almost an entire year on the very mothership when I was a baby floating in a tank and they instructed us throughout our life what we are going to do all this shit and how we need to obey in the agenda and they Psychically & Telepathically program us & Also put a chip in our brain, so we know what we are to do throughout our life

I know 31 almost 32 this is the time when the war supposed to really hit the fucking earth when it's supposed to be an alien invasion when they said no nothing fucking happens that means they fail the invasion

The aliens I'm talking about called the Grays the mantises the tall light you know What, I'm talking about tall Grey's as Well

[gabriellereed]

Matty was trusting her on this.

The sketchbook had already been shared, all that beautiful art, and now came this, prompting Gabi to return a playful nod of her own. Nothing could change her opinion of Matty anyway. No matter how unique the drawing was.

If anything, Gabi is a bit tickled that he went out of his way to create something for a friend. It sounded thoughtful!

She sets his sketchbook carefully upon the desk, shuffles into his lap with a smile when invited to. It's a lovely spot. Gabi has an excellent view of the computer, and she can feel the warmth of Matty's chest leak into her back, a nice little touch of sun just below her shoulder-blade.

"I like it right here," Gabi remarks as he sifts through his folders. She wanted to sit here again in the future.

But. Well. She's rendered momentarily speechless at the final reveal.

'I know it's weird,'

'But Diego's weird, and he really liked it. He said I somehow managed to capture this guy's real energy, or whatever.'

Sacred indeed. It is a depiction of Eric Cartman preaching to the masses, holding them under his sway with his flowing locks and small triangle of facial hair. Gabi's jaw drops, and she leans forward in Matty's lap, face stopping only a few inches from the screen.

She laughs. Hard. Reaches a hand back to grasp Matty's forearm.

"Fuck, Matty." Her grip tightens when a stitch materializes in her side. "Oh, Matty, this is so good." God. It was good, wasn't it? Excellent composition, a perfect portrayal of ... frenzied passion, on Cartman's face? Even as a joke, it was all done amazingly. No wonder his friend had loved it. Gabi finds herself truly, and thoroughly impressed at her love's talent.

"This is like the power of creation. Being able to make whatever you want?" Gabi purses her lip in thought. "Like you can just draw politicians kissing Goku, or something."

Gabi had no intention of cancelling their date. Life threatening injury or not, she would be there. And Matty believed her, because he felt the same. Nothing would ever stop him from seeing her.

"I'm trusting you on this," Matty said, voice reflecting somewhat of a playful warning.

With that, Matty plopped down on his computer and powered it up. Meanwhile, he motioned for Gabi to join him, to sit on his lap while he browsed through a few folders of artwork. He finally found the one dedicated to the abominations that he made for Diego.

He clicked on the one labeled Cartman.

It depicted a much taller Cartman, with longer, Jesus-esque hair under his beanie. He also had a goatee. He was at a podium, no doubt having just finished some powerful speech about leaving behind worldly possessions. There was a crowd of people listening, all faceless and facing this … cult-like Cartman.

"I know it's weird," Matty said, laughing. "But Diego's weird, and he really liked it. He said I somehow managed to capture this guy's real energy, or whatever." Matty shrugged.

[000life-is-meaningless000]

🧠 <- STFU

Every time I just want to be happy my God damn fucking brain pops up with some goddamn depressing fucking fact they don't fucking like like my brain just wants me to be fucking miserable 😠

Everything I just want to be happy to enjoy the moment goddamn brain won't shut the fuck up 😠

Imagine if everybody agreed with you

( Because you're the Genius and only a fool would argue with you ) - ( Your, The Grand Master, . . . Your the Master ! ) - ( You're The Wise One, And Hyper Intelligent . . . Even the Queen of the Hive will turn to you for Data, Wisdom & Intelligence, 🥲 . . . )

( I, Take Intelligence, Sacred & Ultra Fyk'n Serious ! )

imagine if you were the most popular person on the Earth

( This is related to cliche, you can get the same value if one Hive loved you )

imagine if everybody loved you the same way they loved God

( again I don't need the whole world to love me just one hive just want to hide full of my people, it would be the equivalent of the whole world to Me, I don't need the whole world to kiss my ass that would make me very very unhappy, I just want to be surrounded with love and all I guess or ride with hate and toxicity, I want to get away from Humanity go find my people 🧚🏼‍♀️🧚🏻‍♂️ 31 years and still counting I haven't found any of them I think I'll find it when, I'm Dead )

and your stupid brain won't remind you that one days will all be goddamn gone all the love people give you is either fake or they do out of fear, and one day when you're long gone and Dead and you're Reincarnated Somewhere else you're long and wish that this came back and you'll be wondering about this for a long time

🧠 <- STFU, let Me Enjoy the fucking Moment 😡

STFU . . .

Ever want to punch yourself in the head ?

.

.

.

It gets even worse the fact that the more you call the suppress your brain the more it fights you, the more you don't want to hear this fucking depressing shit depressing truth you don't want to come to terms with this shit the heart of your goddamn brain fucking forces it

🧠 <- STFU

This is why people do drug's, so they can live in a happy world in their brain so fucked up they can't fuck it up with thoughts, so the brain is so God damn fucked up they don't know what Reality is I can't fucking have happiness my God damn brain won't shut the fuck up

I got the brain won't stop the fucking reminding me how my existence is meaningless how everything is depressing how happiness is a fucking lie how my desire to want to be happy as a mental illness

How love is a fucking lie how the purpose of only purpose of life is Cuming inside a female so I doubt it so someone else can Cum inside a female so someone else can Cum inside a female

How nothing that makes me happy will last how people always lying to me which is True

I guess the moral of the story of this fucking post is saying I hope one day I find drugs they help me suppress my goddamn brain my feelings my emotions and everything because I can't stop punching myself with the fucking, Head

I just want to enjoy the moment but the moment it's bullshit you can't have any happiness I wonder if I ever feels this with my people

🧚🏻‍♂️/🧚🏼‍♀️

Probably not, I love my people so fucking much you can't even conceive of it I don't think there's a scientific way to even measure it

The intensity of love I have for my people even though we've been gone and separated for over 31 years is so fucking strong it's so fucking intense that my love my feeling inside and my side my spirit is so fucking strong as stronger than the orbit of the planets around the Sun.

🫡/🥲

Maybe, One Day

. . .

I'll Find Them

. . .

And if I don't I'll just look for them in the spirit world for all of eternity

👻 <- I Never Give the fuck up looking for them.

It was the last time I was truly happy was when I was in Fairyland, Aka HIVE WORLD

And, Before I End this post

. . .

🖕🏼To Human Culture, for bullshitting and lying about what fairies are for thousands of fucking years so people like me to come out and tell the truth are completely discarded as bullshitters 😡 and people like me to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing about the fucking truth about fairies and no one listens and no one cares and trying to tell the world the truth people won't stop calling you mentally ill even though you're 100% honest and tell him the 100% Truth

🖕🏼 -> 🌎 The World

🖕🏼 -> 👨🏻👩🏻/👨🏿👩🏿 Humanity

[cosmicangel888]

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These situations are everywhere in our collective of underground 3D communities and those that call themselves spiritualists that do so much harm and should be reported - we are in need of maturing and knowing how damaging at any level of our social structures such control is for all involved - it holds back every part of natural evolution - and will backfire -

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[ererokii]

worship him, now.

zhongli x f!reader

Warnings: mentions of voyeurism, public sex, god worshipping (if that’s even a warning idk), impact play, hair pulling, choking, degrading (lmk if I’m missing any that you see!) nsfw under the cut// heavily unedited

everyone in liyue had their own unique way of showing reverence towards their lord. Some opened shrines in his honor, others named supplies after him or simply reciting his story. It a truly beautiful the way a nation could come together under one omnipotent being.

you pondered, coming up with different ways to worship the Lord of Geo himself— but nothing came to mind.

you thought about hanging your paintings of different battles that he fought in, your depiction only suited for your mind. maybe leaving something like that would please him right? Or even participating in the Rite of Descension , watching as he comes down to speak with you all about the upcoming year of success.

however, none seem to please you. you felt as if you could do better, bigger even. maybe something could come up and slap you in the face and tell you this is how you should repay your thanks.

meeting your lover, zhongli was a blessing. you wondered if meeting him was a result of your prayers being heard by the archon. either way, you were beyond grateful. after spending two years with him, zhongli taught you the different ways of life in liyue. valuing every single mora (mostly because he makes you both go broke), respecting all history and most importantly— ways to worship your dead archon, knowing it was him but wanted to keep the tradition alive. Even if he had passed, you among many would continue to send wishes to him.

what you didn’t expect was to be holding on for dear life on the golden plates that protrude from the base of the state— cunt full of your lover’s cock.

zhongli’s gloved fingers dig into your soft skin, leaving bruises as he pulls your hips back to meet his thrusts, sweat trickling down the side of his face. your pants and whimpers are the only thing heard in the dead of night, everyone gone to sleep in their beds and wonder for the next day.

his blunt head bumps against your cervix with every rut of his hips, your gummy walls clamping around the penetration.

“zhongli,” you moan out, hanging your head forward. every move, your body jolts forward, tits bouncing as he grabs one roughly, flicking the perky bud with the tip of his index finger.

“How do you think your god would react to a little whore as yourself?” he muses into your ear, teeth nibbling on the shell. “Tell me darling, what do you think he would do?”

you babble incoherent noises to him, the feeling of his cock dragging within you is the only thing you can think about. it’s all so much, waves of pleasuring flowing right after the other as you can yourself getting dragged towards the edge.

“he can’t hear you.” his hand squeezing your throat, shock waves sent to your fluttering pussy as you clench around him unexpectedly, a sharp but low moan leaving his lips. “Speak up will you.”

“M-Morax!” You cry out, back flushed against his chest now as you try staring up at the statue through the blue dim light. you weren’t sure if you were calling out for your lover or the statue— either way your mind was too fogged to even concentrate on this simple task.

through blurry vision, you gaze at the man sitting at the top, legs spread as he holds a cube in his hand. “And what do you want to tell him?”

“I..I wanna give him my thanks!” You gasp, his balls slapping against you with every pound of his hips.

“Do it. He’s a patient man, but even he loses his composure once in awhile,” he brings, biting down on your shoulder.

when you failed to do so, zhongli let out a noise and slowed the rhythm of his hips, listening to your whines.

he gazed down where you connected, watching as you poorly wiggled your hips back into him, wanting to reach your impending orgasm.

you gasp out when his hand comes down on your ass, a stinging sensation left in its wake.

“I said,” he presses down on the small of your back, enjoying the curve you produce. “Worship him, now.”

“M-..Morax,” you slur out, drool dribbling from the corner of your mouth, eyes rolling into the back of your head. Every rut of his hips brings you closer to what you desired most. “T-thank you..!”

Your body trembles as your moans become more high pitch. “Thank you for protecting us!” You sob out through broken cries, your lover’s slick covered cock pulling out all the way before roughly slamming back in. “F-For giving us a new home!”

An electric pulse shoots through your, your fingers going numb from how hard you’re gripping the gold plate. “And what else?” Zhongli growls, grabbing a fistful of your hair, tugging you back just a bit. “Look at him when showing your thanks.”

“M gonna cum!” You breathed out, squeezing your eyes shut as the band was ready to snap. “C-Can I cum please?! I’ve been a good girl please!”

However, when speaking, your head is titled up to the statue, as if asking him for permission.

A gloved thumb rubs small yet slow circles— a complete opposite from the pace of his hips. The stimulation makes you want to squirm away, but being put in this position makes you realize you have nowhere to go.

“Fuck,” a low curse leaves zhongli’s lips, followed by a deep groan. “Beautiful... so beautiful. I heard Morax loves good little whores like yourself...you’re doing so well for him.”

Light kisses are peppered along your neck, the feathery touches just adding more heat to your body. You knew if you came without permission you would be punished, and that was something you didn’t want.

“Please please please,” you mutter underneath your breath, eyes watering from the overwhelming pleasure. As much as your body wanted to give out, you wanted more of him. You wanted him deeper, to fill you up until there’s a bulge , dripping cum.

Your legs began to shake, not sure how much longer you’ll be able to keep yourself up. The way the statue glowed a light blue felt as if it were taunting you to no end. As if Morax was there with you.

Zhongli’s thrusts became more erratic, sloppy as your walls squeezed him to the point where it felt as he could no longer move. “My whore,” he accentuates with his hips, head falling back as he squeezes his eyes shut, puffs of air escaping his lips. “You’re mine..mine only. You worship me and no one else.”

You quickly nod, desperate to reach your end. You wiggle your hips against him once more, a silent cry rumbling in the back of your throat as he pinched the bundle of nerves. One last pump of his hips, the head of his cock bumps against your cervix, throwing you for a loop.

The name of your deity slips past your lips as you enter the state of bliss. You could care less who heard you or if someone caught you. It was a thrill if someone saw you, getting pounded away in front of sacred ground as you thank the God for his deeds.

Morax will be forever thankful for your choice of worship. In fact, that’s the way he wants to be worshipped by you from now on.

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