#And Then When I Could Finally Admit That I Loved Him In Return He Didnt Believe Me And Now He's Back And He's Moved On And He Doesnt

[tenderjock]

spuffy really did All That in s7 of btvs and then. they didnt even have spike tell buffy he survived sunnydale. the fuck was up with that

[yuri-is-online]

(Scatters more Aceyuu birdfeed for the lovelies)

Imagine, when Yuu awoke in Twisted Wonderland, they didn't even have their own clothes--they were in the ceremonial robes--at best they're (probably) given a janitors uniform from Crowly when they first meet Ace. Fast forward a day or so when Ace decides to camp out at Ramshackle for the first time and he really sees your situation. You're not some nutjob and their badly trained pet who broke into the school, you are in trouble.

Cut to Ace finally moving back into his dorm after Riddle's overblot and Ace is going through his stuff (to make sure his roommates didn't mess with it) and he finds like, an old pair of pyjamas he doesn't really wear anymore. This shirt is pretty outdated fashion-wise too. And he has no idea why he packed this pair of shorts for school either! They could go to a good home, he supposed, before bunging his unwanted hand-me-downs in a bag and setting off back to Ramshackle. Trying to ignore the first signs of a pitter-pattering heart as he watches your face light up with realisation when you pull out his old clothes from an old sports bag. He knew you needed clothes but seeing how much this meant to you? Yeah, Ace is gonna be doing all sorts of things to take care of you now to keep that smile. And don't get me started about how he got butterflies the first weekend he went to see you and you were wearing his (ill-fitting) clothes!

After Book 4, Ace has another suitcase of "charity clothes" from home (if Yuu is fem presenting, then he might've asked his mum for her hand-me-downs so Yuu would have some more "girly" clothes, if that's what they want) only to come up short when going to deliver them too you as he sees Deuce wrapping his old leather jacket around your shoulders, or Jack giving you an old cardigan that you're just swimming in.

He can't help but feel betrayed, in a way, seeing you accept clothes from your other friends. Logically speaking, he knows you're not in a position to be turning down charity, but the sting of losing what felt like just a you two thing hurts. He's sulking and petty and got this stupid suitcase sitting in his room for weeks while he pouts, glaring daggers at Deuce for the betrayal (Deuce is just confused, he was just helping a homie stay warm since there's snow on the ground. Jack is at least aware of the connotations but likes returning the shit Ace sends his way).

Eventually it bubbles up to one day, when the group are studying in Heartslaybul, Deuce forgot his noted in his room and Yuu offers to grab them, noticing the suitcase they bring it up to the guys and Ace squirms as Deuce mentions how Ace brought it after winter break and hasn't touched it since. Everyone badgers him for what's in it and Ace won't admit it infront of everyone else there, you gotta get him alone so later on, Yuu broaches it again and he admits its more clothes but he felt stupid seeing you get more from everyone else (he plays it off like "didnt want you swamped with stuff you didn't want" or something) but Yuu perks up, asking what he brought and if he still wants to give them to them. Maybe accidentally admitting they still mostly only use Ace's old pj's because it smells like him because his stuffs just more comfy and they like his stuff more.

Something something small fashion show for Ace something something this got a lot longer than I intended uwahhhh.....

If Ace could go back in time he'd probably punch himself for all the comments he made before he started using his goddamn brain and LOOKED at your situation he would, but he can't so he instead does what Ace does best and looks out for you while pretending he's not doing that at all and does not care.

But the problem is of course that Ace does care. You open the door in his clothes and it really doesn't matter what you're saying anymore. He's forgotten why he's here, actually, instead there's a hum in the back of his skull that he likes. He likes seeing you in his pajamas, he likes spending time with you. Ace will never say it out loud, in fact he denies it every chance he gets, but he likes spending time with you and Deuce. The other first years are fun, and he likes the basketball club, but the two of you are the best use of his time. He doesn't even think about the others maybe wanting to help you out because he's the one who takes care of you. Not Deuce or Jack, him. Maybe he spends winter break thinking about you and going through his things. Maybe he has to hype himself up as he takes his duffel bag back because his mom teased him just a little too much about things running in the family.

Deuce giving you a leather jacket breaks something in him. Ace thought Deuce would have been drowning in attention based on the bad boy appeal alone and that jacket just cements it, even if the blank look his glares get sort of soothes the jealous ache somewhat. "Don't be rude Ace! No one likes having to rely on hand me downs-" Juice is so fucking stupid he doesn't know why he bothered being jealous. Jack's a different story though because on the one hand he "hates" the idea of appearing vulnerable but on the other hand there is a chance to dunk on Ace just waiting to be taken and that has to make up for temporary embarrassment. He could probably get Leona in on this too if he spins it the right way, wouldn't that be funny? Fine, Ace will just keep his things to himself since you... probably don't want them huh. Yeah, sure he swears you always wear his pajamas but that's because you don't have other clothes. You've got stuff now you don't need him. He's not the only person taking care of you... oh well!

When Yuu asks him about the suitcase he plays it off. "Just some extra stuff, you know. Parents am I right?" When everyone leaves he teases you about it because he's embarrassed and he needs to take it out somewhere.

"You really thought of me?" There's a look on your face that renders Ace speechless. "Thank you... I. You really didn't need to but if you have something similar to the pajamas..." You were wearing the shorts tonight. Come to think of it he hasn't seen you in Jack's shirt much. Deuce's jacket was meant to protect against the snow so it's not like he can

"You can have it." He mumbles, looking off to the side instead of into your eyes. "It's not like they weren't meant for you I just forgot about it you know?"

Maybe he'll buy you something next time, no one's done that yet right?

[r0-boat]

I.. I dont know why but every ask I send seems to get chewed up by tumblr one way or another.. this will be my last attempt. 🥲

Can I request Harpy!Larry learning how to give/recieve affection from his partner? And just general headcannons as he slowly gets used to having a mate? Your last drabble mentioned he didnt seem to understand why he felt so empty, it would be so cute to see more fluff from bird man!

If this doesn't go through again, I will fully give up. If this finds you and you write for it, I thank you in advance! 😭😭😭

Oh my God I got it!

Harpy Larry snuggly bird headcannons!

Sfw cut for length!

Larry x Gn!reader Larry cause the reader wife because he does not understand human marriage culture.

He has never had a mate before. And he has never had a human mate before. How does one give love to a mate that is entirely a different species from him? He showers you with gifts like any good mate should, and he watches you with the protective gays like any good husband should. You have no feathers on your body so how do you keep warm? How does a preen one with no feathers???

Despite your husband's hard-to-read face, his troubles do not go unnoticed by you. It's hard not to notice when the heart is adamantly deemed, and your husband seems so distant. Larry tilted his head when he saw you approach him. "Wife? Is there something you need? Are you hungry?"His eyes widened, his feathers fluffing when your hand caresses his cheek; the harpy is surprised but melts into your touch.

He never knew how much he needed the love of his wife until you touched him. He never wants you to let go. He hums into your palm wanting to feel more. When you glided your fingers through his feathers you swore you heard him whimper. His whole body of jet black feathering fluffing up.

You smile, running your fingers through his jet-black feathers. "You can touch me too." You mutter, "I do not know how." Larry finally admits. You gently take his hand and wrap it around you, making him pull you closer. "Humans like to be held close; they like to feel their bodies touching against each other..." You whisper only for him to hear. He watches you intently as he wraps an arm around his neck, pulling him into you for your lips to touch his. "And they like to kiss."

A 'kiss' that is something completely foreign to him, but it was nothing he had ever felt before. Your soft lips touching his own was addictive, making his heart explode with love.

When he finally breaks the kiss, he asks, "Is there more?" You're not sure if he meant more kissing or more or lessons for you to teach. "I'll give you more later."You smile. You try to return to what you were doing until he pulls you closer. "I'm not finished with you," he murmurs, sitting in the nest. He pulls you into his lap, wrapping his wings around you. "I want to preen you, what you were doing before." Oh. "I was just running my fingers through your feathers. They're quite soft."You smile. "I want to do that to you." He was a good boy going through your lessons even though you had no comb or brush. How could you say no to a face like that?

You tense when he presses his nose against your neck, nuzzling Into it, inhaling your scent. That is not something you taught him. His arms tight around your back, pressing against his chest, that does not mean something. "Where did you learn that?" Larry responds, mumbling into your shoulder, "This is what I saw some humans doing before. You like?" You do like it. You do like very much.

[vandalizingyourschool]

i kinda think that most ppl (including the writers lmao) have like REAALY misunderstood Loki and Sylvies relationship at first, its just curiosity cuz Loki and Sylvie both were scared that the other was far more superior (Loki is convinced after the battle of New York that even though they were defeated, they are still the best version of themselves. AND NO this is not narcissism, its just standing by yourself when the whole multiverse is against you) After spending some time together, they both feel understood for the first time in their lives. That scene in the train? Loki messing around with their newfound friend bcuz FRIENDSHIP. The scene by the lake? Thats just Loki showing Sylvie all that love and appreciation they missed out on in their childhood. SELF LOVE. Mobius mocking him for crushing on Sylvie? Loki was legitimately denying any romance between the two of them, and was just concerned cuz they knew that SYLVIE DIDNT DESERVE TO BE PRUNED. and Mobius might have been panicking cuz of his crush on Loki cuz he thought Sylvie was Loki's love interest. BUT SHES NOT U GUYS. Loki and Sylvies relationship really is just them having somebody who understands them for the first time in their lives. This is why the kiss in ep 6 dint make sense. Self love and selfcest are two entirely different things. And we know that Sylvie immediately regretted kissing Loki bcuz she makes no effort to return to the tva and reunite with them. Loki trying as hard as they can in s2 to try and find Sylvie? They wanted their friend back. They even admit it to Sylvie later. Its just that Loki has finally found people (primarily Mobius and Sylvie) who accept them for who they are more that Thor and Odin ever could have. That's why shipping Loki with Mobius makes more sense and is a lot more popular. THATS WHY the ending (as epic as it was) just HURT. Bcuz our cinnamon roll was finally happy Thats all ive got folks If this doesn't convince u idk what will

(for the record, i totally respect the sylki's point of view, i just wanted to jot down what i thought of it)

[blackdollette]

I dunno if your requests are closed but hear me out

Danny/gabe or Charlie being edged so long but accidentally has a ruined orgasm?

Maybe dacryphilia,begging,(degrading????)

I don’t know I just want to see them completely ruined and crying because they couldn’t feel their orgasm after a long period of time :(

i love this sm. and i haven't written for charlie in a hot minute.

"pretty when i cry." | charlie walker

pretty when you cry. - lana del rey

( @roryculkinluvr posted smth very similar to this. check them out!! )

dom!reader x sub!charlie

contents: stalking, masturbation, ruined orgasm, use of vibrator, degradation (just a little), crying, begging, blowjob, cum eating

not proofread.

charlie walker was a lot of things, but quiet surely wasnt one of them. you could hear the sound of him rustling in the bushes as soon as you started undressing. his soft moans and whimpers that you could tell he was trying to keep at a low volume pierced through your ears as he started to touch himself at the sight of you.

but you decided to just let him have it. you undressed slowly, taking your time to show him every part of your body. you got a little closer to the window as you heard his noises getting louder. the way his whimpers got more high-pitched was a giveaway he was getting closer to his orgasm.

you made sure to time the exact moment he was about to cum. as soon as his voice gave the signal, you stuck your head out the window, making him freeze like a deer in headlights. you smiled as you made eye contact with him. "such a naughty boy, charlie..." his cheeks flushed red with embarrassment.

you see his exposed cock, swollen and dripping with precum. he was painfully close to his orgasm, but now it had been completely ruined. you pouted with fake pity. "oh, poor boy was so close to cumming, hm?" you said. charlie nodded, ashamed. even though something inside of you wanted to punish him for being so needy, another part of you wanted to give him what he wanted.

"why dont you come inside? then i can help you with... that." charlie smiled as he made his way into your bedroom. he looked around like this was a completely new sight for him, even though he had watched you through that window a thousand times.

charlie shifted slightly as he saw a pair of your underwear laying on your bed, feeling his boner returning. he slipped the underwear into his pocket while your back was turned. they would be perfect for his jerkoff sessions. you turned around, holding something in your hand. "get on the bed, char." he didnt hesitate to follow your order.

you set the item to the side and sat down beside him, your hand trailing down his body. charlie couldn't breathe as he felt you touching him. he found himself getting dizzy when ever you walked past him in the halls, or made eye contact for a fraction of a second, so this was taking him to a new level.

you moved your hand down to his throbbing bulge, making his breath get caught in his throat. you were going to help him get off. his fantasy of so many years was finally going to come true. "get those pants off for me, charlie." you whispered.

his hands were shaking as he moved them to his fly, unzipping it quickly. his cock was partially out of his boxers after having tried to put it back in when you'd caught him. it sprung out, the tip angry and red, like it was about to burst. you picked up the vibrator that you had set to the side, switching it on.

you pressed it onto the tip of his cock, making him whimper as precum leaked from it once again. you ran it up and down his length, making his whole body shake. he never wouldve thought that you of all people would be willing to do something like this for him.

you had to admit, you were enjoying yourself too. you like seeing him squirm every time the toy reached the tip again. you liked how red his face got when you gently massaged his balls. it was taking all of charlie's willpower to not cum all over you at that second.

he started bucking his hips into the toy as he body started to heat up. you increased the vibrators power, trying to get a reaction out of him. he bit his lip as he let out a muffled whimper. he had never felt anything like this before. it felt so much better than just his hand doing all the work.

"m-mh... im gonna cum... i-is that ok..?" he asked between groans and whimpers. you nodded, but noticed that the vibrations were going down. charlie noticed to, and he tried to move against it as he desperately tried to chase his orgasm, but it was no use. the vibrator died at the worst time.

charlie's eyes welled with tears as his orgasm had been denied for the second time. "n-no... i was so close..!" you tossed the toy to the side. you looked at charlie as tears started streaming down his red cheeks. it was the most pathetic thing that you'd ever seen. but you kind of liked it.

"p-please..! you cant stop now... im so close, j-just please let me cum..." he whined as a little smirk crept onto your face. "wow. youre even more pathetic than i thought, aren't you?" charlie tried to wipe away his tears, but they just kept on coming.

you felt a slight sense of pity for him, so you got down on your knees in between his legs, looking up at him. you took his swollen cock in your hands, bringing the tip to your mouth. you started swirling your tongue around the tip, making charlie's mind run mad at the sight and the feeling.

the lowered your head onto it, taking the entire thing into your mouth. his moans were so high-pitched and whiny that you just wanted to keep on teasing him, but you knew that the poor boy had had enough. you deepthroated in entire cock, humming a little to send vibrations down his body.

"c-can i cum now..? p-please, i need it..!" you nodded at his request, bobbing your head up and down even faster. he threw his head back as his orgasm came pouring out of him. he emptied out all his load int you mouth, and it was a lot more than you had anticipated for.

you pulled you mouth off of his cock, swallowing all of his cum. charlie looked at you like you were the most beautiful thing on the planet, which you were in his eyes. "t-thank you. thank you so much." he said as he zipped his softening cock back into his pants.

you nodded, a little smile on your face. "anytime, char." he stood up from the bed, preparing to leave, but you cleared your throat and put your hand out. he sighed before taking your underwear out of his pocket and handing it back to you.

author's note: i havent written for charlie in a while, so this was a very nice refresher. and requests and still open, so keep them coming :))

[worriedvision]

Can I ask for a little bit of angst with Al-haitham? Like he just stoped being romantic and Put effort in the relationship because he thought he fell out of love, so eventually reader ends the relationship and moves forward with their life. By the time Al-haitham wants reader back, they're already in a relationship with another person (Maybe Diluc? 👉👈)

Sorry if my english isn't good 🥺

Gender neutral reader, angst due to the nature of Alhaitham being a bad lover lol. Going with Diluc here, enjoy!

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He had grown tremendously distant from you recently. It wouldn't have been noteworthy if it was anyone else, but Alhaitham was that monotonous that you knew when something happened. He didnt get you to sit on his lap as he reads anymore, he doesn't ask you if you wanted anything when he went to get his lunch, he only holds your hand in public.

You very much love him, and you wanted to have him in your life. You were determined to find out what exactly was wrong with the relationship. Being honest with yourself, nothing seemed out of place. You hadn't done anything that would upset him. When you got him his lunch one day without being asked, Alhaitham merely said 'you can have it, I'm not hungry now'. You went to hug him, and he didn't wrap his arms around you like usual.

Over time, the harsh feeling in your chest only intensifies. No longer could your heart take this, you had to talk to Alhaitham about him being suddenly distant.

The conversation didn't last long. Sadly, you found out he didn't feel the feelings he once had for you. He explains it wasn't any actions you did, he just no longer felt like he loved you. You take that as the final straw, breaking things off before walking out of his house.

--

You moved to Mondstadt permanently for work, realising Mondstadt was the best place for your company to thrive. A place where people were, generally, more relaxed. A place that wouldn't remind you of the broken relationship with Alhaitham, and somewhere you could possibly meet someone.

To your surprise, the 'someone' in this case was none other than the owner of Dawn Winery, Diluc. You heard that he was a stoic man, someone that was fully committed to his business and his work with the adventurers guild. You meet him through a business meeting, him negotiating good terms for your company to contribute to the Adventurers Guild. While there was not an immediate spark, you both did feel comfortable enough around one another to go for a dinner together.

One meal became another, and eventually Diluc was the one to admit he had fond feelings for you, romantic ones. You admit you return these feelings, and Diluc nods before he takes you on a nightly stroll.

Diluc knew about Alhaitham through your constant questioning if he actually loved you, and if he was going to grow bored of you.

Meanwhile, Alhaitham had been trying to find you. Being away from you, not seeing you every day, it made his heart grow incredibly fond. He wanted to confess his feelings, to make you feel as loved as you made him feel. The thought of losing you because he got that used to your affections that he stopped trying at all with the relationship disturbed him.

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Alhaitham was a wine connoisseur, and when he heard word of Diluc planning on having a talk in Sumeru regarding his wines and their properties (Well, mainly the free sampling of wine as well as possibly ordering more wine). As always, he kept an eye out for you everywhere he went.

On his walk towards the venue, he spots you taking in the scenery. He walks towards you, you turning to see who was walking so quickly, and your heart sinks as you see Alhaitham.

Before he can start to win you back, however, your boyfriend also walks over. He wraps an arm protectively around you, you leaning into his touch, and he makes eye contact with Alhaitham.

"How can I help you?" Diluc asks. "I couldn't help but notice you briskly walking towards my partner."

"Ah, I was simply hoping to catch up with an acquaintance." Alhaitham responds.

"And it has nothing to do with the fact you realised you still have feelings for them?" Diluc raises a brow, Alhaitham staring at him. "You're too late. They're with me now."

"..." Alhaitham thinks to himself. He looks over at you, realising you were being treated better than he could offer. "Treat them right." Alhaitham nods, deciding to just go home instead of attending the lecture he was previously looking forward to.

[paraliveimaginesblog]

im the apolo cheese person again,,

u are doing gods work omg i luv u ,, courting prompts 17 19 26 27 29 for yohei again THANK YUOU!! didnt forget to specify which prompts this time yesss

Yohei Kanbayashi:

17. ♥ What sort of characteristics or quirks draw them to someone?

Graceful.

Odd sense of humor.

Patient.

Good-Hearted.  

Intelligent.

19. ♥ What was their first impression about their partner/person they are courting?

You were just another customer at first. A pretty one, but still, Yohei didn’t think you’d be a recurring guest at Bar 4/7 or that you’d bond with Ryu as much as you did your first go around. He knew you were good at holding a conversation by how effortlessly you nodded and played along with Ryu’s antics; it almost made him laugh to see Ryu meet someone who could keep up with his nonsense. You definitely spark his interest more and more each time you come in, to the point Yohei began to look forward to your visits (which is consequently when he realized he might be in trouble).

26. ♥ What do they love most about their significant other?

Yohei loved that you were there for him. Maybe it sounded like bottom of the barrel desperate man finally having a love that was reciprocated, but he didn’t care about that. He wasn’t used to a consistent relationship like this, where he knew he’d be loved in return in the way he wanted (and needed). You were a consistent pillar for him and while he was too proud to admit it, there were many nights that he was painfully lonely. He wouldn’t fill that hole with just anyone, of course, and you had always been a special case, but he feels truly fulfilled when he has you by his side.

27. ♥ Have they had dreams about their partner/the person they are courting?

Yohei was plagued with dreams of you. Every time he closed his eyes he swore he saw your face, and he didn’t know why his own brain was doing this to him. Some dreams were purely innocent, with you just happening to be around, but others are solely centered on you and him alone. Those dreams leave him restless, feeling like he’s stuck and not knowing what he can do to help himself.

29. ♥ How do they express their love to their partner?

Yohei has always been the tough love sort, so if he’s calling you out on a behavior and demanding change, just know it’s from truly caring about you. He’s not going to waste his time on someone he doesn’t love. He’s always been a little gruff and he’s never been good with emotions but he wants to show that he’s trying to communicate, even if it doesn’t always work.

[ash5monster01]

Perfect To Love Part 14

Pairing: Steve Harrington x FemReader!PlusSize

Warnings: fluff, mentions of bullying, body image issues, fat shaming, angst, trust issues, language.

Summary: Beth Walker was used to living in the shadows. She had only one friend and anyone else who paid her mind usually bullied her for her size. So she learned to keep her mouth shut, her head down, and her heart closed because she had to accept the fact that she would be nothing more than the fat girl to people. That is until Robin decides Beth needs more in life and that might just include a boy who she never would’ve thought could see her for who she truly was.

word count: 2,848

Part 13 ←→ Part 15

Masterlist

Neither Alan or Allie fought Beth when she said she wasn’t going to school that morning. After all it was the day before Thanksgiving break so how much could she really be missing? So they both left for work, leaving Beth alone in her bed to stare out at the small inch of snow that covered the earth. It would probably melt and return a few times until winter completely swallowed them whole, but for now she would be heartbroken while the earth froze and for some reason that thought made her somewhat content.

Steve had called Robin in a panic, telling her that he had tried to call Beth only to be told she didn't want to talk to him. Robin had tried to call herself only for Allie to inform her of the same thing. She tried to recall ay moment, maybe something that happened at school that could make Beth shut them out, but she came up completely short. She assured Steve that it could be something else bothering her entirely and she would talk to her tomorrow. But when Beth didnt show up for school Robin found herself worrying more and more that maybe it was something that she did.

“She’s not here” Robin grumbled once she was sat in the front seat of Steve’s BMW his head on a swivel, searching each of the Escorts in the parking lot in hope to find hers.

“Something has to be wrong” Steve finally said and Robin sighed as she leaned back in the seat. She wasn’t used to being shut out.

“Obviously Steve, any clue what it could be?” she didn’t mean to sound so rude but the sarcasm and annoyance was unavoidable while she stressed about her friend.

“Not a thought” he muttered, eyes still scanning the parking lot in hopes she’d appear.

“What’d you do?” both of the teenagers jumped as Dustin appeared in the back seat of the car, slamming the door shut behind him.

“Jesus Dustin, what do you even mean?” Steve asked, a hand over his heart as he tried to calm its pace.

"Beth didn't show up to free period with me and Eddie and she would never miss school. So what did you do?" Dustin accused, pointing at Steve and ready to skin him alive for any wrong doing to his new friend.

"Nothing, I dont know. Me and Robin both called last night and her Mom said she didn't want to talk to us. We're just as confused as you" Steve defended himself but Dustin wasn’t fully convinced.

"Well we better figure it out before she goes to New York for Thanksgiving" Dustin said leaning back in the seat and buckling himself in. Confused looks plastered across both the older friends faces and Dustin almost rolled his eyes.

"She's going away?" Steve started to ask because he felt like this was something he should have known but maybe he just missed it, forgot. No way he could've forgotten.

"Look we'll worry about that later but I have a plan, drive to Beth's" Robin said and Steve obeyed, shifting the car into gear, and taking off down the roads covered in a soft layer of white snow. They all were relieved to see the Escort in the driveway but neither of her parents vehicles.

After a mostly silent ride, everyone experiencing different thoughts over this disappearing act Beth had pulled. Steve racked his brain and hated to admit that his thoughts always went back to Colin. He probably said something and ruined it, upset her, and he was fully prepared to kill him if need be. Robin worried that she got scared, scared of being with Steve, and not thinking she was good enough, and she was ready to prove her wrong. Where Dustin fully stood behind the fact the two idiots had done something whether it was intentional or not.

"So what's this masterplan?" Steve asked nervously, stomach doing somersaults over the fact she was just inside.

"This" Robin said as she grabbed a stack of books from her bag. "It's Beth work for over break, I collected it for her so I had an excuse to come here"

"Genius!" Steve praised and Dustin rolled his eyes. They were definitely both idiots.

"Look give me just a minute and then I'll give you guys a signal to join me" Robin said and they both nodded as she slipped out the car and into the cold. They watched as she stood on the porch, raising a nervous hand to ring the doorbell.

Beth groaned audibly as she heard the doorbell ring throughout the house. Quickly she tugged on a hoodie as she rushed down the stairs to see who from her mothers church group she'd have to turn away. Yet when she glanced through the peephole she was met with her twitchy and nervous friend Robin. Ex friend. "I don't want to talk to you"

"I'm not here to talk" Robin said after flinching from the response her friend had given her.

"Robin, you always have something to say" Beth sighed out, almost so quietly through the door she didn't hear it.

"Beth I have your school work, I'm worried about you, that's all" Robin counter offered and Beth pressed her forehead aginst the door wishing she would’ve just let whoever rang the doorbell go away.

"Just leave it on the porch, please" Beth said sounding a bit strangled from trying to fight off the tears that were burning to come out.

"Beth what did I do, why are you shutting me out?" Robin ignored her request and Steve and Dustin both noticed she was talking to the closed door, only assuming Beth was on the other side.

"Just leave it Robin" Beth finally cried out and Robin sighed as she leaned to set the stack of books at the foot of the door. Steve hit the steering wheel as he watched Robin retreat back to the car and jump inside to escape the cold.

"Let me try" Dustin said, pushing himself out of the back seat before Steve could ask what had happened. Dustin wrapped his arms around himself, the wind pushing his hat back slightly as he approached the door. He was about to ring the doorbell when he still heard Beth's soft cries on the other side.

"Beth, what’s wrong?" he called out and Beth gasped slightly at the sound of Dustin's voice, backing away from the door so he couldn't hear her.

"Nothing Dustin, don't worry about it, please" she called back and Dustin sighed as he tried to keep from shivering in the cold.

"We're all so worried about you" he said and Beth felt more tears burn at her eyes because choosing to leave behind Steve and Robin included everyone else including this sweet young boy who had become such a good friend to her. That thought broke her heart even more as she considered that in the friend divorce they would all get the kids she had come to know and love.

"I know Dustin, and you're the best for checking on me. I just need to be alone" and before Dustin could respond he heard her footsteps rushing up the stairs. The pair in the car watched his shoulders drop as he returned to the car himself after another failed attempt.

"That was a bust" Dustin said as he closed himself into the warmth of the vehicle. Steve's heater working over time. "She ran back upstairs before I could say anything else"

"Robin which room is hers?" Steve questioned and Robin gave him a confused look before pointing to the left window above the canopy of the porch. "I'll be back"

"Wait Steve, dont get hurt!' Robin called after him but he slammed the drivers side door shut while ignoring her. Dustin leaned forward to watch as Steve jogged up the porch. As if he had done this a hundred times before he was swigning a leg to stand on the rail. He used one of the beams to keep balance as he stood up, twisting his body to grip the edge of the canopy, and begin to pull himself up. Steve had always been strong because of swimming and basketball and now he was strong from staying in shape to fight monsters. Thankfully it came in handy as he finally got majority of his body on the canopy and he was able to walk across and face her window.

Before he tapped on the glass he saw her curled in bed, the room dark as she shook with tears and his heart broke. He wanted to know what he had done, what they could do to fix it. Giving in he tapped on the glass just to see her jump before looking at him with a tear stained face. Beth went against her better judgment and stood to open the window. Steve couldn’t help but smile as she revealed herself to him as he sat crouched out her window. "You're gonna get hurt"

"It was worth the risk" he told her and she sighed, using the sleeve of her hoodie to wipe her face clean of tears. "Can I come in?"

"I don't think you should" she responded and he tried to hide his disppoitnent in her response. Sighing he leaned closer into the window, heart accelerating at how beautiful her hazel eyes looked. So clear from the tears she had let fall. Beth wished he didn't look so handsome himself, hair fluffy and lashes covered in soft snowflakes. She wanted to kiss each one of them away.

"Why are you shutting us out?" Steve asked and Beth sighed, more tears fighting to come to her eyes. He wanted to reach out to her, hold her, but he was worried he’d scare her away.

"I stopped into Family Video yesterday" Steve gave her a confused look, clealry recalling she hadn't been there because she had work herself. Then it dawned on him that him and Robin had been talking about her at work, talking about their plan, that she had been using the back door lately. The exact one he knew you could hear crystal clear through because he had done it himself.

“Oh Beth, you don't understand-" but Beth was holding up her hand, stopping his defense because she didn't want to hear anymore bullshit from either of them.

"Did you know Colin told me he had feelings for me?” Steve was confused again as he let these words sink in. "He told me he hated himself for being attracted to me when everyone else bullied me for being ugly and do you want to know what I said to him?"

"What?" Steve whispered, never have seeing Beth this angry before. It was like he had pushed her past the sad part and now she was just frustrated.

"I told him I ended up with you because you got to know me without someone asking you too, and that made all the difference" Steve sucked in a sharp breath as she told him this, realizing that in a way they had done her wrong. The intentions were pure but maybe she was right. Maybe Steve would have never looked at her without Robin asking him too.

"Beth, please let me explain" she was shaking her head and Steve felt his heart collapse because she had already decided he wasn't worth it. Just like everyone else did.

“I don’t need an explanation Steve. I get it. Robin is your friend and maybe you have changed, it’s not your fault you can’t be attracted to me. You were just being a good friend to Robin” Beth said and Steve realized she had it all wrong. Robin may have asked him to spend time with her but falling for her was all him.

“That’s not it” he started to shake his head but the look she gave him made him stop.

“Please, I can’t be hurt by you again. Let me go” and as Steve went to open his mouth and stop her again she was sliding the window close, clicking the lock, and shutting the curtains. He let out a defeated sigh as she completley shut him out and tears began to rim his eyes. He was angry and hurt for her. He thought he had changed but maybe he didn’t because if he did he would've given Beth a chance and not just now but on that first day of freshman year.

Carefully he made his way back down the canopy and onto the porch where he jogged to his car now that he was completley frozen through. Robin and Dustin looked at him curiously as he settled in his seat, cheeks red and bitten from the cold. He took a moment to absorb the heat, keeping his eyes forward because he was pretty sure he was about to cry and he didn't want them to see that. He didn't want to be pitied because this was his karma, he deserved it for being an asshole all of those years. He was no better than his father, Tommy, Carol, or the rest of the assholes at that school.

"Well, did you see her?" Robin questioned and Steve sighed, glancing out the window to blink away the tears that came to his eyes.

"She came to Family Video yesterday" he said but it didn’t occur to Robin as quickly as it did Steve.

"No she didn't we had a dead shift, we spent majority of it putting away tapes and talking" Robin argued but Steve finally turned and gave her a pointed look.

"And what were we talking about Robin?" again she looked confused but then it dawned on her, realization covering her features.

"She thinks I made you do it, and you were pretending" Robin said and Steve nodded as she buried her face in her hands.

"Do what?" Dustin asked from the back seat but he went ignored.

"She's upet because she thinks I was using her and she's upset that you put her in that position" Steve said rubbing his hands together to regain some warmth.

"Oh God, did you try to explain that it wasn't like that?" Robin asked, heart now aching because she truly was the reason her friend was hurt and now she was no better than all those other kids that had hurt Beth all these years.

"Yeah but she didn't want to hear it. She told me Colin admitted to having feelings for her, that he hated himself for feeling that way, and she told him that the reason we ended up together is because I got to know her without someone asking me too" as Robin gasped Dustin started to piece together what exactly they were talking about.

"Robin you made Steve hang out with Beth?" Dustin whispered and they both turned back to look at him, uneasy looks on their face.

"It wasn't like that, I wanted Steve to get to know her and I figured if people saw Steve with her they'd give her a break. We planned nothing else, we swear" Robin told him and Dustin fell back into the seat with an annoyed chuckle.

"She has every right to be mad you guys, you used her. Your intentions may have been good but what if Steve didn't like her, he was pretending the whole time, and she found that out. That is so shitty of both of you. Of you doing it to her and Steve for going along" Dustin said as he began the shake his head, now angry with both of them too.

"I didn't think of it like that when we first planned it" Robin said, tears now rimming her eyes as well because she broke her best friends heart. That was all her.

"You shouldn’t of planned anything, you could've just brought her to movie night with no plan in place and hoped for the best" Dustin said now looking out the window and away from either of them. He had warned Steve not to hurt her and he loved his friends but he began to love Beth too. Now he was going to lose her because all of them were idiots.

"Let's just give her space, maybe when she gets back we can reach out again and apologize" Steve said putting the car into reverse as Robin quietly cried in the front seat. He was trying not to cry himself, driving through blurry vision because he had hurt beth whether he intended to or not and now Dustin was mad at him.

"If it's any consolation Dustin I did fall for her, whether it was intentional or not" he said as he drove in the direction of his house and Dustin just grunted in response because he knew Steve was telling the truth but that didn't change what had happened.

After all how do you convince the girl who thought she could never be loved that you really did fall for her?

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Our Friendship Wasn't Real, was it?

When all was said and done, you were left with one conclusion after the rogues most recent crime. Your friendship was a lie. A game. They pretended to be there fore you for their own gain. The thought drive you mad and humiliated you so you had to confront them. "It was a lie wasn't it? This was all some sick twisted thrill to you. Wasn't it? Our friendship wasn't real."

The Riddler: He stayed quiet at first and you leaned forward. "If our friendship wasn't real-" Edward cut you off hastily and almost offended. "Our friendship was real!" He snapped. "So maybe I took advantage of an opportunity. Yes. I admit that but you're twisting it, (Y/N)! You're making it seem like that was the plan all along and it wasn't. The Bat put me in a position and I took it but it could have been so much worse for you. You're unharmed and your life for the most part is untouched. I did that. I could have ruined your life but I went out of my way ensure nothing bad happened to you. If you feel used then so be it but don't feed into it and make it seem its something its not!"The Riddler ranted, taking no responsibility for your feelings.

Scarecrow: Jonathan sat there and let you rant at him. Although it was clearly not out of a favour. Instead it appeared he had the risk of being bored more than anything else. But he let you go off on him. Staying quiet. No interruptions. Even when you were done, he said nothing for a long time, just staring at you. Finally, you sighed. "It's been eleven months. I'm still trying to repair the damage you caused. You could at least answer me." You finally deadpanned. Still he said nothing. You scoffed and got up ready to walk away when you hear him response. "I really was your friend." He said. Jonathan didn't elaborate after that and it didn't give much closure. There was an extra sting knowing that as a psychologist, he could come up with responses that would give you closure. Yet he didn't. Like you weren't important enough.

Mad Hatter: "Can't you just give me a real answer? No games, quotes or ring arounds. Just give me the answer?" You were tired of his lack of transparency. He was almost as bad as the Riddler, never giving a real concise answer. It could he heard in your voice. Jervis turned to you and smiled. For once he didnt look through you, or briefly acknowledge you. You had his full attention as he smiled. After a moment he spoke. "You were very dear to me. You were my friend. My first real friend." For someone who struggled to stay in reality, Jervis seemed to be very aware that he may have lost you.

Harley Quinn: Harley seemed to struggle to just look you in the eye. She wanted to stay in her fairytale delusion that the only one who ever cared about her, who will ever care for his was the Joker despite his flaws. Yet here you were, the person she couldn't help but acknowledge what she had done to you in the meantime. You had cared about her. It was clear on your face and she abandoned you without second thought- s she always did- for the Joker. The truth being painful but fact. The second the Joker returned to her, she didn't need you anymore. So she left you behind without a second thought. Finally she spoke. "I really loved you once and I really was your friend."

Two-Face: He sighed, thinking over his answer. "Are you sure you want the answer?" Harvey asked quietly. You answered without paying the question much thought. "Yes!" You snapped. "Why would i ask if i didn't want to know!?" Harvey sighed again and tried to ignore the tears that threatened to fall. He hated seeing you cry. "We weren't playing you. Or at least I wasn't. I really was your friend at the end. Harv' was but I got attached, and so did he. That's the truth." Harvey said. You realised in that moment that the truth didn't always make everything better. Knowing the truth didn't fix any of your situation or your feelings. In fact, it just weighed you down, a sinking feeling in your gut. You wanted to hate Harvey, which would have been easier to do if it weren't for the knowledge that he had grown attached.

[kichikichiko]

For you, and you only

A/N: I hope you guys enjoy!

This is my first time writing for cyno so his is a bit shorter 😭

Heizou,Kazuha,Kabukimono and Cyno (seperate) x gen neut!reader

Headcanon,fluff,not proofread, Kabukimono is Scaramouche 😭

♡♡♡♡

HEIZOU ▪︎ analytical harmony

He loved solving puzzles and mysteries and you knew that when you started dating him

He'd take you to events that was specifically made for nerds who loved using their brains

You ended up just following him around though as he did all the puzzle solving 😭

Every once in a while though, you would solve a simple puzzle/crack the code/find a clue and he'd praise you like youre the smartest person ever

Proud bf coming through

But when events like that are not available, he'd make puzzle boxes and give it to you

Inside that said box, would be a little paper filled with sweet little nothings, or just a simple "have a good day today love :))"

Must admit, you look forward to getting those puzzles from him

Its that little thing which makes your relationship all the more sweeter

KAZUHA ▪︎ Scarlet Leaves Pursue Wild Waves

Gentle, poetic, a gentleman and handsome, he is truly the package

What more could you ask for anyways?

That man wants to let you know every waking moment that you are deserving of his love

And what other way would be more romantic than giving you weekly haiku's

He's settled on making one every week so he doesnt overwhelm you too much (which isnt true you love how he expresses his love)

And he wants to make a Haiku that truly resonates how he feels towards you

Kazuha only wants the best haiku's given to you

Alwaya puts his all into it

Because you deserve the world <33 (thats him he is world)

Sometimes, when he reads his haiku to you he'd give you a maple leave, or something he saw that gave inspiration for his latest haiku

You kept them all, youve got a shelf full of the trinkets he gave you as he recited his haiku

And placed his haikus in a special box

His goal for writing haiku's was not only to remind you of his love

But to also comfort you when he isnt around

Kazuha is a wanderer, a ronin, his home is in mother nature and he wants to travel

You understood of course, you would join him in some of his journeys when fate calls for it

But if you cant, reading the haikus he gave helps a lot as if he was truly there with you

His love is with you all the time no matter how far apart you both are

CYNO ▪︎ Judicator of Secrets

When you both first started dating and youre upset, Cyno usually freezes up and stares at you

Dont blame him though, he was afraid anything he did would make you even more upset

He never wanted to make you upset ever

You were his lovely partner he only wanted to make you smile and happy

It was really hard, especially with his serious personality

After a few months though, he finally found a way to comfort you

He'd sit down next to you in silence

Then crack up the most downright horrid joke ever with a blank face, looking straight at you

It never fails to make you laugh

He knew you were laughing at the fact that the joke was bad

But to him it didnt matter because he ends up seeing you smile

You were the only one who actually liked his stupid jokes, and listened to him as he explained it in great detail

You made him happy

It was time for him to return the favour

KABUKIMONO ▪︎ Puppet without a heart

He is a puppet, barely understanding human emotions but always trying his best to be just like them

When you both started dating, he felt more human than he ever did

He adores and appreciates you so much

He wants to be able to pay back all you have done for him

He doesnt know how to though, human emotions are complex and beautiful

Just like Kazuha, he wants to give his all when it comes to appreciating you and expressing his love for you

Sometimes, he'd walk by the shore of the beach

And if by some chance he's lucky, he'd find a seashell that reminds him of you

He doesnt pick a random seashell no, he'd collect all he sees as he walked around

And when he thinks he's found enough, he'll pick the prettiest one that reminded him of you

When he gave you a seashell for the first time and explaining in full detail why it reminded him of you

You almost cried, you appreciated it so much you made it as an accessory

He loved that you brought it around

That man started going out more finding more small things that reminded you of him

Half of the time he has his eyes stuck to the ground finding things to give to you

Everyone teases him for it, but Niwa would always defend him

Kuni just wants to see your eyes sparkle and see you smile when he gives you stuff

He wants to be the reason you smile

He'd spend his whole life time finding ways to make you happier than ever

♡♡♡♡

[galpalo]

No I’m not late, just took a break because school is currently busying my schedule.

if I could fit every screenshot here I would. But the limit. J my girl,,

ALRIGHT, finale episode huh? Yeah I’m not okay either

Ah good ol’ teacher with no canonical name (maybe, the fandom creates a new name for him every season) dudes so done with life he doesn’t care if the world is ending, I wonder if they extended the episode he might’ve had a much bigger role? Like he knew nori and khan before. Would’ve loved to see more of Alice,,

UGHHHHFGHEHDHD DAUGHTER MOTHER MOMENT. FINALLY. THE MOMENT WHEN “solver control me again?” “If you a little bitch” AND ITS SEEN AS PARENTAL ADVISORY. THEM.

he got more assertive with his emotions guys. He told her he was still mad about her whole “self sacrifice” thing back at ep 7. It’s so small yet so much. Guys. Development.

Ah. At least the solver was nice enough to send a message. The inaudible frustration afterwards was funny though-

This. Uzi literally admits being nervous over it because she can’t read the signs well because of how lonesome and isolated she was from her peers (my analysis, I suggest seeing a video or blog that talks deeper into her personality) and N saying that “that was the plan, yeah—“ UGHHSHWUSHUWSHJA

I’m. Gonna screa.m they mean so much to me chat.

The fact N literally gave her a drawing that said “I O U 1 SPACESHIP” is so damn adorable and her IRRITATION with it!! love it. I’m going to talk about this moment so keep it in mind real quick.

Can we appreciate the fact they applied the whole “gravity” space logic into this?? Even when uzi tried to talk with her mom earlier? I love when shows/games do this, hello Lizzy and Thad hope y’all like your time in the near-apocalypse. sorry you guys had to experience it 😭

“I’m fine! And CALM. and GO AWAY.” doesn’t seem calm to me J, lizzy rolling her eyes while Thad is concerned over their fate at that scene. PLEASE. Lizzys beef with that sentinel is like your two friends fighting on a daily basis for petty funsies.

JAW DROPPED. THE MUSIC WAS LITERALLY SO COOL WHEN THE BEAT DROPPED. AND SHES FUCKING BACK???!

YEAH NOT THE TIME TO GO “um actually” J. BUT PLEASE. PLEASE. WE ALL THOUGHT J DIDNT KNOW IT WAS CYN. BUT GUYS. SHE WAS. AND V IS FURIOUS. PLEASE STICK WITH ME THROUGH THIS.

Back at the camp episode, when V said “we do our jobs” it was what J told them all along. “And it leaves us alone/and that thing leaves us alone!” so the solver tricked them into thinking that once their job is over they’ll be left alone, remember when Uzi in the pilot told N that when the disassembly drones job was over that the “humans” would throw discard them? Yeah. Also am I the only one who thinks when J told her to “grow up” it’s like “grow up from the hopes of returning home/to the mansion and the solver leaving us alone”??

AND YOU WERE AWARE OF IT SIS? WERE YOU TRYING TO PROTECT THEM IN YOUR OWJ WAY? but seriously, while we did hate J in the pilot, when you think about it (far fetched but stick with me here) she was being mean and hard on them so they get the job done. So the solver would leave them be. Guys.

so remember how she and Tessa were super close? Yeah? Yeah it probably hurt her yeah. I’m fine. Don’t worry. I.m fine. Vs look of confused concern is no problem. Yeah.

See what I mean. It tortured J off screen. TAUNTED HER even. She even LOOKS upset by it. She wants PEACE. And she’s coping by calling the solver BOSS, THE NAME SHE CALLED TESSA BAKC AT THE MA.NSION.

“I never needed either of you.” leave my girl ALONE.

SCREAMS???THE STRESS IN THIS SCENE?!

fun fact: in the Russian dub when the solver says “you won’t talk to me because I have hurt you feelings.” It instead says “after all, I’ve been alive…” guys. Theorist. Do your thing. Right now my mind is scattered brothers. The same thing happens in the Spanish dub when the solver says “hi N!” It says it in Tessa voice. Guys. It’s taunting them.

And Vs apology before the solver literally IMPALES N. I’m gonna cry. She wasn’t aware the solver literally KILLED Tessa “Tessa is cyn!”

Hello? This moment that I see no one talking about?? Appalling. Maid Vs corpse?? So this is a flashback to episode 5 “home”, to where I assume the massacre already happened and this is when the solver (who canonically was said to have taken cyn as a HOST. confirmed by “Tessa”.) and while this might sound bizarre, is in the process of modeling the drones to disassembly ones??? Guys?? The fear and confusion in the mans eyes? He saw his former crush dead body and his supposed friend tear them both apart?? I pray for a season 2.

[sambambucky]

wip wednesday (3/?)

rules: post an excerpt from your most recent wip

here’s a little ditty from the summer romance au the sum of every moment that i definitely didnt just discover was incomplete because the last chapter was stuck in the draft:

Bucky is sitting on his porch alone, plastic bag hanging from his fingertips when they finally arrive. Sam gets out before the car is fully stopped, and closes the door on Sarah’s chiding. He has to do this fast. Take his things, say goodbye, leave Indiana.  Leave Bucky. Anything that needed to be said, should have been last night. In the back of Gideon’s truck, sharing idle kisses under the twinkling stars. I love you, he could have said at any point. Wanted to, even. The words were stamped onto his tongue, etched into the back of his throat, for hours. For weeks.  Gideon took him to Bucky’s house to say goodbye, yes, but he’s here to pick up some things, too. He and Bucky had so intertwined their lives over the past few months that it was taking some effort to return everything to their proper places.  Sam needed a final goodbye, figured the two of them deserved any modicum of closure they could get. And yeah, Bucky still had a pair of his sandals, a sweatshirt, and his gaudy toucan plushie.  Sam met him at the bottom of the stairs, and briefly wondered if Bucky dressed up just for this, if he wanted to be remembered in his messy top bun and Sam’s favorite worn-in jeans. He was always very particular about his outfits, even if Sam could never get him to admit it. “I almost kept the hoodie,” he said, holding the plastic bag of Sam’s belongings up between them. “Asshole,” Sam replied, a veritable waterfall of affection pouring from the word. Bucky tucked his hands into his pockets and grinned back at him. Almost the same way he had all summer. Almost. He rolled his eyes, and pitched forward like he was going to kiss Sam, then stopped himself. Or, Sam assumed Bucky was about to kiss him. Maybe Bucky was going to punch him. He only knew the guy a few short months, after all. Sam watched him drag his lip between his teeth, flick his gaze down to Sam’s mouth, and thought please don’t.  If Bucky kissed him then, Sam would never leave. He would figure out a way to stay in Indiana so he’d never have to say goodbye. “Can I –” Bucky started, hand clenching into a quickly aborted fist, his words so quiet Sam almost missed them. He looked anywhere but Sam’s face, nervous and unsure, a brand new look for Sam to contemplate. Sam felt cruel, suddenly. After months of joking like he was unaffected, trying and failing to keep this thing between them superficial, only a monster would leave Bucky fumbling and flailing in the very last moments. Sam stepped in closer, until the familiar mix of fabric softener and hair mousse filled his nose.  He didn’t kiss Bucky, he couldn’t.  But their arms came around each other in a hug too brief to mean everything, but too long to be nothing. “Have a safe flight,” Bucky said, his words too heavy for the simple platitude. Sam nodded, afraid to open his mouth at all. He focused on loosening his fingers on the grip of his shirt, put all his energy into letting Bucky go.

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[casey-complains]

I know the argument could be made that the Sides were roleplaying Inside Out and so technically they didn't need to sound like themselves but ooh boy, I watched newest Asides and when Roman appeared I had no idea who he was supposed to be. And when Virgil showed up I literally would have not known it was him if it wasnt the eyeshadow. Like the Sides in the 2016-2020 vids all have very distinct voice inflections and word usage that helps define them as their own unique characters but the only Side whose voice felt distinct and true to themselves was Remus to a degree.

Even when they were "themselves" again, they didnt sound like themselves. It was so bizarre, it was like watching one of those AI deepfake videos.

And as much as I'd like to see the finale, I'm not sure if I want to see it with these versions of the characters. And in regards to this past year's "content" like, yeah I would've loved seeing some lighthearted filler content with the Sides several years back that were non-main series related, but this current year of Asides content has made it increasingly harder not to feel like Thomas is ready to move on creatively from SaSi, but he isn't willing to admit that to fans. Or at least be honest with fans that he wants to pursue other projects and maybe one day return to SaSi to give a finale.

In contrast to other content creators who are honest with their fans that there was a time they created "x content" and now they find it more fulfilling to create "y content", it just feels incredibly shitty for him to string fans along knowing his Sides content does more views than anything else (and im sorry but my toxic conspiracy theory is that there was a genuine spinoff series featuring Sasi!Roman but Thomas scrapped it and "refurbished" the idea to be Roleslaying and misled fans into thinking it was the spinoff sasi series because it would get the sasi fans in the door) and act passive-aggressive when fans express interest in Sasi content since he hasnt outright said anything about his feelings regarding SaSi.

Something of interest to note, Thomas was on a recent Smosh vid a few weeks back and when they did their usual spiel of "what can people expect to find you", he didnt promote Sanders Sides at all, just Roleslaying and his shorts content, which is like,,,, absolutely wild. I know Sanders Sides is on indefinite hiatus but if that doesnt show that he really wants new people who finds him to focus on his ongoing dnd series than SaSi, Idk what will.

i literally have nothing to add, you said it all perfectly

[maelstroms-blog]

Another dabble.this time I subject Dream to PTSD nightmares.

Enjoy

Tw. Ptsd nightmares, panic attacks

Hob had gotten used to sleeping alone. The one constant in his long life was the prospect of a cold bed. After Eleanor passed, he just couldn't bear the thought of sharing his bed with another. Whether it was in a wooden cot, a pile of hay, or especially in a ditch, he would be alone.

Hob made peace with it.

Until, Dream returned.

37 years late, the word friend offered readily from his lips. And that friendship blossomed into something more. It only took a month [and 4 bottles of wine] before feelings were admitted.

Dream, in his usual stilted way, looking like an abandoned soggy kitten. Hob's answer came in the form of a hug, strong enough to sweep Dream of the Endless off his feet. 

He didnt know he could blush like that.

And with that, Hob relearned the joys of sleeping with someone else. Not just the carnal side, but the tender side. To turn over and have someone there beside him, to hold, to hug, to whisper sweet nothings into his partner's ear. And the sight of Dream, swaddled in his old jumper, curled up next to him, he would treasure for the rest of his immortal life. Especially when he stretched out, arching his back before snuggling back in.

King of all cats indeed.

And Hob, a man to act first, ask questions later, reached out and tucked a strand of black hair behind his ear.

Dream, as if sensing his touch, hummed in his sleep, and leaned into the touch.

Hob's heart fluttered. He couldn't resist placing a light kiss on his cheek. Undeterred by the cold, marble-like skin.

It wasn't unpleasant. It was like the chill that came with sticking your foot out from under the bedcovers.

Fitting, really.

Dream hummed and curled in further to Hob's side, seeking out his warmth. Hob pulled the covers up further, until only his pretty little face poked out.

Soon, his own eyelids grew heavy, the Dreaming pulling him away, though he tried to fight it, wanting nothing more than to keep staring at Dream's face. Th e pull proved too strong.

In his sleep Dream's lips twitched.

[Stubborn as a cat]

He finally closed his eyes, wondering where he would meet Dream tonight.

He never did.

Hob barely closed his eyes before something roused him again. He wasn't sure what it was at first, the hot puff of air on his neck, the rustling of sheets, no, it was the other sound, a sound that sent a spike of fear into his heart.

A whimper.

He turned and saw Dream, still asleep, but having some sort of fit. Dream lay beside him, still bundled up, writhing, as if in pain. Trapped by the sheets, his movements hindered, and in the moonlight shining in from the window, tears glittered on his pale white skin.

Hob knew instantly what was wrong. A nightmare. Dream continued to writhe, eyes still shut, nowhere near as serene as before. His pink lips parted, and a single sound escaped, one that an awake Dream would never utter.

A sob.

'Dream?'

Hob risked everything by reaching out, trying to find his shoulder. Dream didn't answer, twisting away from his touch. Under the thick cocoon of blankets, Dream's chest heaved, followed by another strangled sound.

Like he was struggling to breathe.

Hob frantically pulled away the blankets, it didn't help. In fact, it seemed to make it worse. When the cold air hit, he cried out again, curling into a tight, little ball, his thin frame shaking.

'Dream?' Hob tried again, 'Dream love, wake up.'

Dream just shuddered, his lips moving breathlessly, and yet, Hob could make out one word.

'Please...'

It was nothing like the deep baritone he knew and loved, not the voice that lulled sleepers into his realm each night. This voice was brittle, sharp, scraping its way out of Dream's throat. Cold hands surged forward, grabbing onto Hob's shirt, clenched hard enough to make the joints crack.

'Dream please!'

Hob sat up, desperately but gently, trying to rouse his lover.

After what seemed like an age, Dream's eyes shot open. Hob managed to catch a glimpse of a distant pair of stars before he shot up. He gasped, clutching his chest, still struggling for air he didn't need yet somehow couldn't get enough of. With his free hand, he reached out, blindly searching for something.

Logically, it would have been his bag of sand.

Hob didn't like to use logic.

On instinct, he reached for Dream, sliding slender fingers into his own hand.

Dream didn't notice, didn't even look at him. He just stared, stared at something Hob couldn't see. His mind somewhere Hob couldn't reach.

But maybe his words could.

'Dream, love, you're OK, you're safe,'

Dream gasped,

'You're here with me, Hob Gadling. We're in bed, it's a Monday night, we drank some wine and then you stole my socks. You know, my favourite pair? The one with ducks?'

Dream just gasped, but his breathing was slowing. Hob brushed his thumb against his knuckles, waiting for him to return. Again.

The stars blinked, once, twice, then faded away completely. Replaced with shiny blue eyes, shiner than usual.

With a motion that looked painful, he turned to look at Hob. Rigid and awkward, like a wooden puppet.

'Hob?' His voice, still thready, cracked. As if he couldn't believe Hob was beside him. Gently, Hob raised Dream's hand and invited him to touch his face,

'I'm here.'

Ice cold fingers graced his skin, soft as a whisper.

Before Hob could open his mouth again, Dream's eyes, still glistening, finally succumbed. He frantically knuckled his eyes but it was too late, the dam broke.

The tears came thick and fast, his shoulders shaking from the force.

Hob didn't bother asking what was wrong, he didn't try to say anything, no words would help.

Instead, he wordlessly opened his arms, waiting for Dream to notice the gesture. It took a minute, his vision blurry, then he looked at Hob. His brow furrowed, the blank look on his face spoke volumes, and further broke Hob's heart.

Then, slowly, surely, like a cliff weathered by a storm, Dream edged closer, shooting Hob quick glances, still unsure of what was real and what wasn't. Dream eventually closed the distance, laying his head against Hob's shoulder, he waited a beat, then wrapped his arms around him.

It was like hugging a tree. He could feel every bone and joint on Dream's slender frame. He felt his hands, faintly rising and bunching in Hob's shirt once again, seeking out whatever comfort he could get. Hob was more than happy to oblige.

He waited, silent, even as the tears returned, muffled now by Hob's chest. He ran his hand up and down Dream's back, softly, held him close and gently swayed.

It was a familiar gesture Hob realised. When he held Eleanor after her own nightmares, with Robyn after the passing of his mother, and when there was no one left to hold, he held himself, hugging his body tight, watching his son be lowered into the grave. Even when his own vision blurred, and sobs wracked his body like the cruel wind of winter, he kept his arms around him.

A poor excuse for another's embrace.

Hob wouldn't allow that to happen now.

As Dream's tears slowed, Hob didn't loosen his grip, he held on, pressing his lips to soft hair.

Finally, Dream pulled away, wiping his cheeks one last time and resting his elbows on his knees. He wouldn't meet Hob's eyes, that was fine, Hob could wait.

Dream blinked, then, with a sniff befitting a king, he cleared his throat.

'Apologies...' he spoke in his usual somber manner,

'I-I did not mean for that...to happen,'

Hob raised an eyebrow, of course.

'Dream, it's OK,'

'It is not!'

Hob blinked at the sudden change, Dream's voice like the crack of a whip in the quiet night.

Dream's eyes shined, not with tears, with fury.

'It. Is. Not.' He repeated, 'This should not have happened.'

He glanced down at his hands, glaring as if they were at fault,

'I am the Nightmare king. I should not be afflicted by my own creations. I should not be slave to my emotions. I should not...' his voice faltered,

'I should not- should not....Still be ...affected by-by...'

Dream faltered once more, lips pressing into a thin line.

Hob didn't ask, he didn't need to.

'I can still....' Dream stopped, swallowed, then spoke again,

'I can still feel the cold.'

His hands were trembling now, even when Hob held them.

He was right. His fingers were ice cold.

Slowly, he brought them to his lips and gently breathed on them, rubbing to try and get some feeling back to them.

Dream just sat there, looking on as he did it.

'Do you want a cup of tea?'

Dream shook his head,

'Do you want anything to drink?'

Again Dream shook his head, followed by a tremble,

'Do you...do you want me to hold you again?'

Dream looked up, as if startled, he pressed his lips into a thin line again. With a resigned sigh, he rested his head against Hob's shoulder once more.

'...yes.'

He sounded hoarse again, Hob gently shushed him,

'You don't have to speak if you don't want to, you don't have to explain anything, ok? You already did and you do not have to try and make any excuses for how you're feeling.'

Carefully, he tilted Dream's head, raising it so they gazed into each other's  eyes. Hob saw a number o f things in those eyes, he always did. Distant galaxies of stars, the possibility of the impossible, now, there was a tiny nugget of hope sparkling  somewhere deep in those baby blues.

'I will hold onto you for a long as you want, until you eventually get sick of me.'

A watery huff was his only answer, Hob counted that as a win.

'Come on, duck, lie down with me.'

Hob lay back down, Still cradling Dream and pulled the covers up over them. Shivers continued to wrack Dream's body, the vibrations travelled all the way to Hob's teeth. With a few more sweet words, and Hob's warm embrace, they soon stilled.

Dream was quiet, for a moment, Hob thought he went back to sleep, then, Dream shifted slightly, turning to look at Hob.

It happened in a flash but Hob saw it.

A quick twitch of Dream's lips, though it was sudden, Hob saw the emotion behind it.

Relief.

He pressed his lips to Dream's head, keeping them there, long after the sun rose. Hob watched through bleary eyes as Dream stretched in the morning sun, basking in its warmth.

It was a beautiful sight. 

[titan-senpai]

Even with my final breath..you shall not live another day.

You were the promised mate to Neteyam years passed and you still love him.. what would you do if the sky people returned?!

Warning; Angst, Fighting, Cursing, mention of Neteyams death, fight scene just gore. alot of cursing

A/N; I haven't written anything like this so it was quite interesting I gotta say. btw Quarich killed Neteyam not the other guy, so it's like out of revenge. oh and bye bye spider. ( I have something against him okay. ;-;) 

neteyam x Fem Omatikaya reader Angst!

Words; (1.1K)

after the events of that tragic day, losing your mate to be to the sky people, you shall never forgive them. Years passed since that tragic day and many warriors asked for your hand but your heart was with Neteyam.

it always will be so you rejected every guy left and right, training every day so you could finally kill the sky people again. even if it meant dying.

you closed yourself from the world, only talking to the Sully’s, Ao’nung and Tsireya.. these people knew how you felt, 5 years flew by and you grew into a lovely young woman around 20 quite attractive even Ao’nung said so but you just turned your head..

Tsireya finally ended up with Lo’ak and had a baby on the way, you were happy for them but you couldn't stop imagining what it would have been if you had mated with Neteyam, carrying the fruit of your love and a happy family..

you wanted that.. but only with neteyam, Kiri saw how sad you were everyday. “Hey.. you alright? “ Kiri said sitting next to you on the shore, “Yeah just thinking you know..same stuff” playing with the sand next to you, “It’s okay Y/N Its hard to let him go, I miss him too..everyone does” Leaning her head on my shoulder “ I just wonder what would have been if he was still alive..if i just pushed him aside..” tears started flowing out “Would we been happy? Have a child like those too? I want that feeling, a feeling of starting a family..” I started to admit, finally after years the burden was gone for a second.

“Oh Y/N… It’s okay he would have been so happy if you guys did.. I know it’s hard to move on but hey there are plenty of young warriors.. look at ao’nung he’s been chasing you for years you know.” She smiled softly standing up “ I'll give you a minute, i'll see you back at Maui..” she said walking off.

Maybe she was right.. I should let him go.. standing up ready to walk to the Maui i heard the alarm.. “THE DEMONS HAVE RETURNED.” I heard someone yell and more alarms in the background. now running to the maui pod running inside seeing everyone gear up “What's going on?” I asked worried “c'mon we gotta go fight sister!” Lo’ak threw my spear and bow at me, “You should stay my love..” kissing tsireya’s stomach as she nod and waved goodbye, Spider grabbed a spear as well and followed Kiri.

Calling out my Skimwing while everyone called their Ilu’s and Skimwings. quickly diving in as the cold ocean water hit our skin, giving my skimwing a few pats for good luck as everyone swam off. Kiki holding Spider as they rode an Ilu, Tuk following behind with an Ilu while the rest of the Sully’s used an Skimwing ( Except Neytiri-) 

We reached the rocks where they stood… taking a better look.. SH-t it was the same crew that killed Neteyam.. 

“Cmon Miles.. we gotta kill them this time..no time for games. “ one of them said holding a gun.. “Shut it.. last time i nearly died.” The tallest one said.. he looks familiar. I turned to Jake as he looked shocked how he didnt die..” That's Quaritch..” He pointed out.. Spider looked worried..because he saved him….Neytiri having the high ground on a mountain nearby ready to shoot when Jake gave her a signal. as he gave the signal she shot quickly and silently killing the one talking next to Quaritch. “Watch out! they are here..” A tall female said. pointing her gun to the direction. Quaritch took a closer look at the bow.. “Well..well if it isn't Miss Sully again.. lovely to see you again. He said pointing for his crew to shoot her.. Jake gave everyone a sign to not attack as he went slowly with a knife.. quiet.. silent.. so no one would notice but someone did. and everything turned into chaos.

“Attack!” Aonung yelled and everyone started to attack to protect their home..as I ran straight to Quarich “You bitch!” he yelled “ It has been a while princess hasn't it.. last time was..” He said as I kicked his gun away. “When you murdered my true love you little shit.” I yelled, smashing his head on the rocks, we kept rolling around as he pushed me against the ship they came in… “ You want to see him? Say hello to him for me..” He said, picking up his gun behind him.. “Even with my final breath, you shall not live another day..” I screamed, grabbing my knife as I ran into him, piercing him the same place he shot Neteyam and he dropped his gun. “ You have to do more than to kill me princess.” I smiled, “I know I just wanted to buy some time.” I walked back “Now!” I yelled as Ao’nung pierced his stomach with a bigger knife. 

all the blood rushed to his mouth as he fell to the ground when he pulled it out. I watched him in pain.. “Now you know what he felt..” I looked at him with disgust, ready to shoot an arrow into his head. as spider ran to me “Don't! “ He stood in front of me and him.. “Move spider, You gotta stay out of this.” I prepared to shoot again, “He’s my father please don't.” he said looking at me “ he's your father?  a great father i have to say.. Killing innocent navi’s and almost killing us.. HE KILLED NETEYAM FOR EYWA SAKE.” I cried out. “Miles..” I heard him say as spider bent down.. Soon Neytiri and Jake saw the commotion and me crying. “ Yes father?” He bent down.. “Father?! Spider Why didn't you tell us dammit.” Jake was fuming. “Please run.. from the Sully’s.. leave me behind, don't save me again..” he said with weakness in his breath. “again?! What do you mean…” Neytiri screamed, ready to jump spider. Spider turned furious. “So he’s my father can't i save him?! the last time i couldn't see him die and i saved him, so what.” he yelled to neytiri asjake held her back trying to kill him “HE KILLED NETEYAM WAKE UP '' I screamed Loading my bow again. “ Say goodbye bitch.'' I shot him in the head. “NO!” Spider yelled running to his side. “YOU DEMON. YOU STILl CARE ABOUT HIM AFTER EVERYTHING?!” Neytiri yelled with pain as Jake held her back. 

“I see you chose your side.. spider..” I walked away from him.. everything was back to silence, finally the sky people had passed. and the sully’s coming together and checking for injuries. “Where’s Spider??” Kiri asked, looking around “He..” I couldn't get a word out..”I'll tell you when we get back. “Jake said as everyone went back to the clan.

Maybe everything would turn back to normal.. without the burden on your shoulders this time.

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Oakshields (fluff)

Fandom: The Hobbit

Requested?: Yes, in real life by my best friend (i love you!)

Oneshot: Thorin and Kili sharing a soft moment

Words: 849

Escaping death was soft as an eagel's wing. Literally. Kili held tight to the eagel's feathers as he tried not to fall to death. Fili sat in front of him and held the face into the wind. The night was dark around them, the fire was burning bright behind the company but the howling of the wargs disappeared in the distance just like the blazing fire.

Kili laughed brightly. He was alive! He wrapped his arms around his brother and pulled him into a bone crushing hug. Fili turned his head to face him, Kili saw the deep worry in his eyes as he grabbed his hand and held it tight.

"Thorin." Fili whispered fearful. Kili looked around and then he saw him. Thorin's body was covered in bruises and cuts, hanging limb in the claws of one of the giant eagel's. "Thorin!" Kili yelled but the dwarf king didnt react. "Thorin! Thorin!"

The flight took long but not once did Thorin wake up. Kili dozed off against his brother's shoulder at some point during the night. In the morning, the eagel's landed on a high stone top. One by one did they drop off the dwarves as well as Bilbo and Gandalf. The eagel that held Thorin in his claws set him down on the floor with a gentleness that only a giant eagel could possess.

Kili reached up and patted the head of the eagel that carried him and his brother. He ran his hands through the absurdly soft feathers while Gandalf knelt down next to the dwarfking to heal his wounds. Thoring awakened gasping.

Kili ran over to him and pulled him in a bone crushing hug. He buried his nose in Thorin's coat as his uncle hugged him back, feeling his big hands on his back. Kili felt safe and sobbed into Thorin's neck.

The nightfall came quick, the company had slowed down a while ago because even though Thorin's wounds had been healed, his body was still weak, lacking strength to lead the way. Kili was trotting near him as Gandalf lead them through the forest, finally stopping when their path became too dark to continue.

"Gandalf, why can't the eagels fly us to the Mountain?" Kili asked, the questiong was bothering him all day. Gandalf chuckled knowingly. "The eagel's never fly towards the evil if it is avoidable." He said wisely. "Do they fear the dragon?" Kili continued to ask while Gandalf sat down on a fallen tree.

"No, my friend, a dragon does not attack animals. It is the gold they fear. The depths of the mines. The greediness of the people." Kili nodded silently. "Now, i believe Thorin would benefit from your presence." Gandalf vowed over to Thorin who was leaning against a tree, inspecting his sword.

Kili headed over and sat down next to him. He nudged Thorin with his shoulder as a greeting and Thorin put down his sword. "How are you?" Kili asked. Thorin contemplated the question for a moment. "Good. Living." He finally answered.

Kili rested his head on Thorin's shoulder, his hair tickling the dwarfking's neck. "You have always been a clingy one." Thorin said slightly annoyed but brushing Kili's hair out of the way. "Admit it, you like it." The young one said and smiled brightly at Thorin. He rolled his eyes but leaned back without complaining.

"Maybe a little. Your mother was way too soft with you and now you are all clingy." He grumbled. Kili nudged him angrily. "Sure but now we went out on adventure with our tough, not clingy uncle and we will return as men." He joked.

Thorin leaned away and slapped the back of Kili's head. "I only promised her to keep you alive, not to keep spoiling you." He grumbled but as he leaned back, Kili continued to snuggle up to him. "I wont get rid of you tonight, will i?" Thorin asked. "No way." Kili answered muffled into the fur of Thorin's coat.

"I was scared for you, laying there all lifeless." Kili whispered and looked up at Thorin. The dwarfking only shrugged in response, not wanting to think about it. "I fear the oakshield is gone?" Thorin said sternly with a slightly disappointed tone in his voice. "Kili nodded slowly. "What a shame. Stupid bird, it grapped my sword but couldn't take the shield with him." Thorin said monotonously. Kili burst out laughing.

"In defense of th eagel, it looks like a branch." He shut up as Thorin gave him a death glare. "Might as well be time to get you a real shield." Kili said smiling. "A shield worthy a king." Thorin huffed and rolled his eyes but smiled slightly towards his nephew.

"You have a lot to learn, young dwarf prince." Thorin nudged Kili. "A weapon is not worthy to you, you need to be worthy to the weapon." Kili smiled brightly and leaned his head on Thorin's shoulder. "Do you think that one day i will be worthy to have a branch too?" He asked jokingly. Thorin smiled at him.

"Maybe one day."

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