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Six Sentence Books Sunday
hello y'all! i've been having a busy week, trying to get all my christmas shopping done before December even begins, because otherwise i know the entire month will escape me and i'll wind up realising i've missed someone on christmas eve. despite my efforts, i still haven't got anything for my dad- usually he's the easy one to buy for, but this year i'm just stumped.
i'm also putting my billy goat Hadrian out with the girls (Juno, Daisy, Lucy and Mina) in just under a week, but Daisy was getting pushed around and picked on, so i separated her last week so she can put on a little weight and relax beforehand, because if she's stressed, she may not come into season. then it snowed. goats are herd animals, they prefer to have company, so i made sure she could see the others through the fence, but it turns out she is absolutely loving having her warm little hut to herself while the others all share the big shed, while Hadrian has a corner of the hay shed to himself, with wickets keeping him from the hay.
flattering photos of the handsome chap and damsel in distress before the snow hit:
sorry for the ramble. anyway! writing! well... i haven't been doing much lately, to be honest. when i'm in a writing slump, i like to read instead, and i view it as putting words in my brain so that it can make it's own words. it also helps me pick out things i do and don't want to emulate in my own writing. so instead of sentences, here are six books I read this year which i took something from:
We Solve Murders by Richard Osman, from which I am taking that it's okay to just use "said" instead of using a billion synonyms, as it blends in to the background and allows the story to flow more naturally. unless the way something is said is really relevant, it's better to show a character's feelings another way.
American Hippo by Sarah Gailey, which has such easy to follow yet engaging action and fight scenes, which I aspire to.
Home Fire by Kamila Shamsie, which had me sobbing inconsolably at the end. if a book prompts a physical reaction in me, that's an instant 5 stars. it's based on the ancient greek play Antigone, and though you don't need to know the play to enjoy the book, it really does deal an additional sucker punch to know how that story ends and yet hope so desperately the whole time: maybe it will turn out okay this time? a masterclass of foreshadowing and implication, somebody can literally die and it go unsaid, but you will know and it will destroy you.
Alcestis by Katherine Beutner. I hated this book. Plot? I barely know her. Consent? What's that? Resolution? Nah, pass. I learned what not to do from this garbage.
Percy Jackson: Wrath Of The Triple Goddess by Rick Riordan. I actually read both of the new pjo books that came out this year and honestly, they've shown me that sometimes a book can just be fun. There's no world ending drama, but still emotional moments and tension, and the whole story takes place over a matter of days. It doesn't have to be perfect, it can just be a good time.
The Amber Fury by Natalie Haynes. As somebody who writes a lot about grief, this book really helped with that by depicting it in such a raw and honest way, allowing the audience to connect with it even if they've never experienced the kind of loss the main character has. I do draw on my own experiences, but this helped me put it into words. It also shows how healing is always possible, no matter how severe the grief, so long as you have the right support system, something I am still muddling through.
an invitation to share some sentences or some books: @forabeatofadrum @cutestkilla @run-for-chamo-miles @roomwithanopenfire @prettygoododds @bookish-bogwitch @ic3-que3n @blackberrysummerblog @j-nipper-95 @youarenevertooold @larkral @that-disabled-princess @orange-peony @aristocratic-otter @thewholelemon @alexalexinii @confused-bi-queer @shrekgogurt @comesitintheclover @raenestee @hushed-chorus @you-remind-me-of-the-babe @noblecorgi @shemakesmeforget @ileadacharmedlife @supercutedinosaurs @artsyunderstudy @otherpeoplesheartachept-2 and @ninemagicks
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He's so sad and depressed!! â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
#I like drawing sad and tired Francis#Don't worry though he's not sad ALL the time#Only most times#Luis helps him out#at least I think he does đ#This is from a rough concept of a comic so might finish it up and actually clean it up#geckos art#Also been trying to draw but like I said busy week#But I'll be back in no time when it comes to drawing!
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Birds and Mice and Tea Parties 20
Masterpost
AN: B really was trying his best to protect Danny last time, he just was missing too much information. Poor Danny...
No reading over. We suffer and post at 2am.
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It had been two weeks since the last rogue Wayne visit.
Danny hadnât intended to keep track. There was no reason to. One visit from Cass and one from Tim did not a pattern make.
He tried to dismiss the observation. He had plenty to do; it wasnât like he didnât have friends. The bi-weekly trivia group would start meeting again soon. He also had a TTRGP session that did its best to meet around all that life threw at them. Tucker and him played online games when they could make schedules match and he and Sam talked when she was stateside. He even had regular lunches with coworkers!
Still, there had been something different about spending time with the family.
So no, Danny hadnât meant to keep track, but he still knew it had been two weeks and a day. But of course he wouldnât see the Waynes that often. Bruce was a very busy man and most of the children would have no reason to come to W.E. They had their own lives with work and school and being kids or young adults. The other visits had simply been flukes, as nice as the visits had been.
The subtle feeling of melancholy that had settled over him was ridiculous and he wasnât having it. His mood was simply off because of the whole Ancient thing. The way it was affecting his health didnât make feeling better any easier either.
Danny leaned against the wall of the elevator as he tried to catch his breath. He really shouldnât be walking right then to get lunch, not with the way that he felt, but he hadnât had anything at his place to make lunch with. He hadnât had the energy to go shopping. Heâd just go somewhere close instead of walking to anything on the other side of the park.
The natural reverb of the lobby assaulted Danny as he stepped out of the elevator.
He just had to get through the lobby, the street, the restaurant, back through the street, and through the lobby again. Then he could hide in his office and eat. Or he could hide in there and eat as long as Lucius didnât find him. Maybe even Lucius would give him a break today though.
âDr. FentonâŚ?â
Danny looked up from rubbing his neck.
It was Tim. Damian was at Timâs side, flanking him like a little guard dog and scowling. Tim was frowning too. Danny immediately wanted to fix whatever was wrong.
âLook at that, a pair of Waynes. How are you two?â
âThat is unimportant,â Damian said with a little sniff. âYou are clearly unwell. I assume you are returning to your apartment to rest?â
âOh, no, Iâm just going to go grab lunch. Iâm alright, really,â Danny said and put on the best smile he could muster.
Tim and Damian looked at each other in some sort of silence conversation. Danny started to edge away from them, thinking he could escape before they came to some sort of end. He really needed out of the lobby and its echoing sounds.
A startled shriek from the entry way cut off that plan.
Danny twisted to face the sound as he stepped in front of the kids.
Of course it was a rogue, what else would it be in Gotham? It was a rogue, but at least it was the Mad Hatter and his squad of likely mind controlled goons. He usually wasnât prone to death and destruction like some of the others were. But still, Danny felt his metaphorical hackles rising. The kids were here.
The kids were here and sure to draw the Mad Hatterâs attention if he saw them. Danny stepped slowly backwards, herding the kids away from the scene. At least they werenât far into the lobby.
âBack up to the stairwell,â Danny said lowly, trying to cast his voice behind him.
âTch. We canââ
âThe elevator, the back left one,â Tim said quietly but firmly over his brotherâs protest. âI have a code to take it to a safe room in the basement.â
âIf he kills the power,â Danny started.
âThe elevators have emergency back up.â
âThatâs not very good behavior for a tea party, is it?â the Matter Hatter shouted at someone.
Danny bit back a rising noise of anger in his throat. His fingers twitched to act. But he couldnât. The best plan was to get the kids out of there away from any action.
âYes I see, Damian,â Tim hissed. âWeâre almost to the elevator.â
âCall it as soon as you can,â Danny said. Was there a reverb to his voice? It felt like there was a reverb to his voice. No, no, he couldnât, he had toâŚ
âThatâs better! See? This is how you behave when someone invites you to a tea party! Now where is that little dormouse?â the Mad Hatter called. âI know I saw him come in here! With an even littler one too.â
He wanted Tim.
âCalling the elevator.â
âAnother mouse? A rat? A cat?"
The Mad Hatter wanted Tim and Damian.
âHere mousy mouse mice⌠where are you?"
Danny would not let that happen.
âOh there you are! Hiding back by the doors, of course he is!â The Mad Hatter said. The crowed parted in fear. His wide, manic eyes looked right past Danny and he grinned. âGet them. We have a tea party weâre late for.â
âOver my dead body,â Danny growled.
The Mad Hatter blinked at Danny like he just noticed him for the first time. His goons rushed past him and through the crowd. âOh, who are you? Never mind, if death is what you want, we can make that happen.â
Danny couldnât hold back the chortling laughter. âSee, thatâs where you have a problem you donât even know you could have.â
âAnd what is that?â
âYou couldnât handle my dead body,â Danny said just as the first goon reached them.
Danny stepped forward. He ducked under the swing of the punch and used the momentum to spin the goon around. With a push of his ghostly power, he sent the attacking goon careening into the next one and they both went tumbling.
âDanny, itâs here!â Tim shouted.
Not turning his back to the attackers, Danny stepped backwards into the elevator. Tim slammed a button and the doors basically snapped closed, much faster than they should. Danny was left staring at the polished metal surface of the elevator. Luminous green stared back at him. Soft black feathers dotted his temples. His fingers ended in talons. And he could feel it.
He could feel the skin on his back started to split.
Wings.
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The Bet | Aaron Hotchner
Synopsis: The team bets Aaron that he won't be able to find himself a date for Dave's annual summer barbecue. Little do they know, he's already got his eye on you.
Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x F!BAU!Reader
Warnings: Fluff, Hotch being perfect
It's half past ten, the smell of paper and brewing coffee permeates through the bullpen, and your eyes were narrowed at the small little circle surrounding Emily's desk.
"Okay, I'll bite. What are we talking about?" You finally lean over to ask, rolling your eyes fondly when Derek flashes a mischievous grin at you. He had been giving you numerous glances over the past ten minutes to try and draw your attention, possessing the giddiness and subtly of a puppy.
"Rossi's barbecue is next week." Emily muses, a bright glint in her eyes.
You nod slowly and cautiously, not sure what you were walking into. "Right..." you drag the word out a bit. "And? What are you planning? You only have that kind of smile when you're up to something, Em."
"Well, Rossi's making plus one's mandatory this year." Derek says with a sly grin, crossing his arms as he leans back against Emily's desk.
You raise your eyebrows and glance to Spencer. "Oh? And we're all in agreement with this new rule?"
"I believe Rossi's exact words were 'you people need to get out more,' so..." Emily laughs softly, shrugging as if his words had become law.
Spencer frowns a little and nods. "He also said that it would be good to bring someone we actually like and know because 'a man who doesn't spend time with his family can never be a real man.'"
"Did Rossi really just quote the fucking Godfather at us." You deadpan and glance over to Emily who raises her hands up and shrugs again. "Okay, fine. Now I'm a bit scared to ask, but why are you guys laughing?"
Derek smiles brightly before answering with an amused tone. "Because this means Hotch has to bring a date too. Rossi's already made a bet with him that he won't be able to find a date, and we're all getting in on the action too. Losers owe a hundred each."
"Wow, Rossi's not wasting any time. So, what did you guys bet on?" You ask with a near unimpressed tone and raise an eyebrow.
Spencer glances between the three of you guys before giving you the Sparknotes version. "Well, the three of us are betting with Rossi. Penelope's still deciding, and we haven't gotten to JJ yet."
"Well, I'll bet you twenty that JJ decides to sit out on this. I mean, guys, please, are you all really convinced that Aaron Hotchner of all people can't score himself a date?" You raise your eyebrows, unimpressed by the wit of your three friends.
You have to refrain from speaking further, knowing it'd turn into a spiel of how attractive you thought your unit chief was. Plus, you weren't trying to deal with them profiling the HR nightmare-sized crush you harbored for Aaron.
"You're going against the grain, sweetheart?" Derek chuckles, lips tugged into an excited grin.
Emily shakes her head and interjects. "Okay, but there's no way he's going to be able to get a date before the party. He was hand delivered like two weeks worth of paperwork this morning."
"It's Hotch. He's full of surprises." You grin, glancing around the bustling bullpen. "And anyway, you guys already have dates?"
Derek clicks his tongue and nods with a pleased smirk. "Yep. You guys remember Savannah, right?"
"Oh yeah, I like her." Emily chimes in before groaning and leaning back in her chair. "Ugh, I don't know if my guy is going to be busy."
You shake your head and smile, teasing her with a sympathetic tone. "Well, if he has any sense, he'll drop whatever he's doing to come with you."
Emily flashes a grin at you, silently telling you that she'd talk to you later about outfit details. Spencer is lost in thought for a second before you see him frowning.
"Spence?" You ask slowly, tilting your head.
He hesitates for a moment before looking at the three of you. "Do you guys think Rossi will let me in without a date?"
"No." Rossi's voice suddenly rings out as he walks by, blowing on his steaming coffee to hide his grin as he beelines to his office.
Derek snickers and claps his hand over Spencer's shoulder. "There's your answer, kid."
Later that day, you're hunched over your desk and nursing your headache with a cup of tea as you read through some reports. Just as you were about to reread the paragraph you zoned out on, you hear your name being called.
Raising your head up and blinking away the blobs swimming across your vision, you see Aaron standing in front of his office door, hands on the railing as he eyes you. "My office."
Standing up slowly, you feel your muscles aching as you stretch a bit. When you've made your way into Aaron's office, you see him leaning back against his desk, arms crossed.
"Yes, sir?" You ask and slowly come to a stop in the middle of his office.
"You've heard about Dave's party next Saturday, yes?" He asks lowly, eyebrows drawn together.
Nodding in confusion, you wait for him to continue.
"And his terms for the night?"
"Uhm, yes, I have. Is this about the bet being made, sir?" You prod gently, wanting to know if he was trying to sleuth out who was betting what.
"Yes." He answers with an unyielding gaze, looking unsure of himself for a moment. "I was wondering if you had someone you were going to bring."
"Oh." You blush a little and smile smally. "No... A lot of us are still trying to find dates."
Aaron huffs in amusement and nods. "Yeah, Dave's really stepping on our necks this year."
"He just wants an excuse to cook more, I'm sure." You chuckle softly.
"It wouldn't be the first time..." He smiles before clearing his throat and straightening up again. "Well, I was wondering if you'd like to accompany me that evening as my plus one." He says, looking at you gently.
It feels like the wind is being knocked out of you as you stare at him owlishly. "Me?" You ask dumbly.
"Yes, it's okay if you would prefer not to though, I know this is very sudden." He reassures you.
Blinking rapidly, you see the slightest bit of pink creeping across his ears. "Oh, no, I would love to be your date for the party." You answer quickly, not wanting to let the opportunity slip through your fingers.
"Really?" He says with a bit of relief, the stress immediately dissipating from his face.
You nod and smile shyly, fiddling with your fingers. "Yes. I'm happy that you thought of me."
Aaron nods back and tries to compose himself a bit. "Of course... and I'm happy that you agreed."
Grinning softly at him, you chuckle a bit. "Well, I'll call you this weekend so we can settle the details, if that's okay..."
"That's perfect." He answers quickly, his eyes warm and filled with an indistinguishable emotion.
"Great! Well, I'll, uh, leave you to it then." You slowly back out of the room, shooting him a reassuring smile and fleeing back to your desk in disbelief.
When the night of Rossi's party finally turns up, you're anxiously pacing around your apartment, checking your outfit for the fifth time. Aaron had insisted on picking you up, ever the gentleman.
Time trickles by slowly, and when you finally hear a gentle knock on your door, you're practically flying toward it. Checking the peephole for a split second, you swing the door open and your eyes immediately dart down to the bouquet of roses in Aaron's hand.
"Oh!" You sputter out in shock, taking a moment to gather yourself. "Wow, they're beautiful. Thank you..." Blushing brightly, you smile as he hands you the bouquet.
"You look beautiful." He speaks gently, but his gaze is intense as he takes you in.
"Thank you. You look amazing..." It's clear that you're a bit flustered as you hurry to quickly put the roses in a vase, eyes continuing to flicker to his figure in your doorway.
He was in a black button up that hugged his arms and torso in ways that had you almost faceplanting with every step.
You're amazed that you manage to make it down to where his car is parked without your knees giving out as his hand ghosts over the small of your back the entire trek there.
He opens the passenger door for you and waits for you to get in before gently closing the door. It was driving you up the wall how gentle and warm he was being, and you almost wanted this to be a real date.
As he drives you both to Rossi's mansion, you speak softly to him, trying to ignore the way he steers with one hand on the wheel.
"Spencer texted me yesterday. He's bringing a girl he met at a coffee shop." You smile softly, meeting Aaron's gaze as he rolls to a stop at a red light.
"Really? That's good." He responds quietly, smiling fondly at the mention of Spencer.
"I know. He was worried about it all week, but I don't think he realizes how many women are attracted to him." You chuckle softly, nodding subtly toward the windshield as the stoplight turns green.
Aaron nods and grows quiet. A few minutes of silence pass before he speaks up, voice laden with nerves. "I'm grateful that Dave made the bet."
"Really?" You respond in surprise, wondering if it was because he was going to be a couple hundred dollars richer by the end of the night.
"Yes because it gave me the push I needed to finally ask you out."
Your lips part a bit at his words, butterflies swinging around your stomach and buzzing to the tips of your fingers. "Aaron?"
"I don't want tonight to continue with the pretense that I only asked you out to win the bet." His voice is mellow and growing more confident by the syllable, eyes occasionally flitting to yours as he drives on the highway. "I've admired you for a long time as an agent and a friend... and it didn't take long for that to turn into something more for me."
"Why are you telling me this now?" You muster up the courage to ask, leaning a bit closer to the center console between your seats.
"Because I realized these feelings were only growing everyday I saw you. Even if it's selfish, I want to be honest with you." He braves another glance at you.
You let out a heavy breath full of relief as you smile brightly at him, the setting sun casting a glowing pool of pinks and oranges across your beaming face. "I like you too, Aaron. I have for a long time as well."
Aaron's free hand reaches for your hand, and you happily let him tangle his fingers with yours. It was clear that nothing more needed to be said between you both, the connection between your hearts growing stronger with every ounce of relief and adrenaline that filled you both.
The feeling of his calloused hand in yours keeps a buzzing warmth coursing through your body for the rest of the drive.
When you pull up to Rossi's opulent house, neither of you notice the curtains of the window by the front door moving as your team take turns peeking outside when they realize Aaron's car has arrived.
Aaron walks with you to the front door with his arm around your waist, a bright glint in his gaze as he's radiating unadulterated joy.
Neither of you even pretend to be sheepish when the door swings open and Penelope's squeals meet your ears, everyone piecing together the puzzle when they see Aaron holding you close.
"We were starting to think you both got lost." Rossi's voice rings out as he chuckles and beckons you both in, looking at Aaron with an impressed smirk.
"Thanks for having us, Dave." Aaron grins, squeezing your waist before loosening his hold to let Penelope tackle you in a hug, Emily and JJ's enthusiastic questions not far behind.
"When did that happen?" Emily gapes, excitedly poking your side and raising her eyebrows.
You hug JJ and answer her from over JJ's shoulder. "The day you all made the bet. I told you guys that Aaron's full of surprises."
"Remind me to never bet against you in the future. Well, someone get Derek over here." Emily shakes her head in disbelief as you all slowly migrate toward the kitchen.
Aaron's hand finds yours again as you triumphantly smile, "Oh right, I hope you all brought your wallets! It's time to pay up."
"My man!" Derek's voice echoes around the house as he emerges from the wine cellar, beaming at Aaron. "Where's your date?" He asks, clearly unaware of the proximity between you and Aaron.
Aaron holds up your joined hands and chuckles. "I think this means I win?"
Morgan nearly drops the bottle of wine in his grip as he swivels his head for a double take at you both.
Rossi leaps toward Morgan, arms extended forward as panic seeps into his eyes. "Careful! That's 1860 Madeira!"
Morgan groans and lets Rossi wrestle the bottle from his grip. "Will you ever let us win at something, man?"
Aaron's chest rumbles with a chuckle as he rubs your knuckles with his thumb and shakes his head in amusement. "Not a chance."
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ArtFight came to a closeâŚ
...and with that I would like to thank everyone for an incredible month of fun, excitement, and the fastest art growth/improvement I think I ever experienced in my life. This year's AF was incredibly engaging, you guys attacked me 48 times, and out of those 37 were Pioneer-themed (!!!). I apologize I didn't manage to revenge everyone, but at the very least I saw and commented on every drawing that I received. Thank you so much! It still blows my mind that this blog has gained so much following in less than three months. I'm glad to see people enjoy my silly little scug and the adventures she gets up to.
That said, this year's AF has also been very busy for me, and my poor drawing hand is in a bit of pain. I'm taking a short break from posting here on this blog, and I'll use that time to finish the script for my AU. This is also for the sake of my health - I need my body to rest and repair after a month of shrimping. Some of the artists I look up to had RSI flareups due to AF, and I'm desperately trying to avoid the same fate.
I'll return to answering the asks once I'm well rested, probably around the middle of next week. After all that I'm hoping to get back to the regular posting schedule of 1-2 posts a week.
Sincerely,
-- Kali (the admin)
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I Don't Want You Like A Bestfriend - S.H
Pairing - Bestfriend!Steve Harrington x Fem!Reader
WC - 2.3k
Warnings - mentions of anxiety, reader not liking large gatherings, swearing, alcohol (reader works at a bar). As always, let me know if I missed anything!
AN - Part 2 of the Dress mini series! This could technically be a standalone fic, but for the full context I would recommend reading part 1 :)Â
Dress Series - Pt 1, Pt 2
December 1987
2 bowls of popcorn and 4 movies later, youâre laying on opposite ends of your twin bed with your best friend; gossiping lazily with droopy eyelids.
âI cannot go to their wedding without a date, Rob.â looking at her exasperated, âThatâs like, totally embarrassing! Steveâs gonna have this Madonna-ey, bombshell blonde and with giant boobs and I'm gonna bring who? My cousin? Not happening.â You say with finality.
âWell forgive me,â Robin deadpans. âI only know like,â She gestures dramatically, trying to count in her head, â7 boys!â
May 1985
Immediately upon opening your eyes, youâre met with the blinding pain of your too big brain bouncing around inside your skull and a foreboding sense of dread upon recalling the way you behaved the night before.
You could only remember bits and pieces of the wretched night, but you were humiliated nonetheless. Had you said something you shouldnât have? Your stomach churns at the thought and briefly you fear you might yak again.
A few weeks later, you were walking the stage, diploma in hand. Steve had broken up with Nancy Wheeler the week following prom. Feigning some bullshit about him leaving for college; not wanting to do long distance. Those cliche, overused excuses that everyone knows loosely translate to âI donât love you anymore.â
Steve didnât even get into tech, unbeknownst to Nancy. He was dodgy when you asked him about their breakup. âI just felt like we didnât make sense anymore, you know? But it-â he sighed, âitâs just, itâs not like I could say that to her.âÂ
You didnât want to push the subject further, despite your bewilderment. Part of you felt desperately guilty at the idea that you may have been the catalyst for what happened to their relationship. You didnât dare ask, though. Maybe you didnât want to know, or maybe you just didnât want to make it about yourself.Â
December 1987
The Wandering Dog was especially busy tonight. Folks trying to escape their in-laws for a few hours during the holiday season, college kids home for break trying to get wasted; and all of it was your problem. The pay was nice, you made good tips bartending. Right as you watch someone knock over an entire tray of drinks, a familiar head of hair makes its way to sit in front of you at the bar. Distracting, but not enough to suppress the groan that leaves your throat when it dawns on you that those drinks are your mess to clean up later.
âSteve-o,â you force a smile at him, âwhat can I do for ya on this..lovely evening?â
âCanât a guy visit his favorite lady without needing a reason?â He lilts.
You try not to let on how flustered you feel at his usage of âfavorite ladyâ.Â
âYou hate this bar, youâre also technically banned-â he cuts you off with a wave of his hand âStill? Seriously? It was one time-â Your turn to interrupt, âNo actually, year prior? That was your first warning.â Youâre met with a roll of the eyes, forgetting how utterly sassy heâs become in the last few years. You canât decide whether you love or hate the development.
âI actually uh,â he runs a hand through his hair- a nervous habit, âI wanted to ask you something,â. You look at him quizzically, unable to pinpoint what's caused such a sudden shift in his demeanor.
âOkayâŚâ you draw out the last syllable, more confused than unkind. âSpill it Hairspray, youâre kind of freaking me out.â you give an awkward chuckle. Your friendship is hardly what youâd consider serious. Sure, youâve had your share of late night, existential conversations; but you can count on one hand the amount of times youâve made the other actually nervous.
He clears his throat, âsorry yeah, sorry. I was wondering uh, ifyouwouldbemydatetojoyceandhopperswedding.â
The rest of his sentence comes out as one jumbled word. You do a double take when you finally process what heâs asking, and you choke a little on the Coke you were sipping. âWhat?-â
â-As friends!â he blurts loudly as his hands shoot out in front of him in a defensive gesture, âobviously, as friends. Thatâs- what I meant.â his words lose confidence every time he opens his mouth.
You stare for a little too long, mouth hanging open like a trout. âYou donât..already have a date?â You hope he doesnât take offense to the inquiry. Steve Harrington can most certainly find a plus one to a simple wedding.
âYeah I- something like that,â his mouth opens like heâs going to explain further before deciding against it; settling on a lopsided smile instead. Heâs terrified heâs blown his cover. If he had given any effort at all to the endeavor, surely he wouldâve been able to find a date. Fancy car, rich parents, million dollar smile and his infallible charm. The problem was that he didnât want to go with another Heidi. Another Jessica. Another Stacy.
He wanted to go with you.
Even if it meant just as friends. You two were just friends.
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Joyce and Hopperâs wedding was at Pokagon State Park, and the drive up was less than stellar. 3 hours stuffed inside a cramped BMW with Robin, Eddie, and Vickie. You were fortunate enough to be riding shotgun next to Steve for the trip, Eddie muttering something about âdate privilegeâ.
When you arrived at the cabin youâd be sharing with your 4 friends, you were a little mortified. There was a room for Vickie and Robin, and Eddie claimed the pullout couch almost immediately. This leaves one more room. With one bed. For you and Steve Harrington. Itâs possible Joyce may have misinterpreted the reality of your situation when booking the rooming accommodations.
If it bothered Steve, he didnât show it. You guys had had sleepovers before, but almost never in the same bed. His house had a plethora of guest bedrooms, and your father would be found dead before he let a boy sleep in your room, even at the ripe age of 20.
Weâre adults, you think. We can be mature about this.
There isnât much time to dwell on it before youâre being stuffed by Robin into a too tight, wine red bridesmaid dress.
âI feel sick,â you say, groaning. âDo not barf on me,â she warns with a stern look, though you can tell sheâs not really annoyed. âI really like these shoes.â Despite the itchy fabric of the dress and the obnoxiously loud color, you do look breathtakingly beautiful. Red has always been your color.Â
âHey dingus! Stop gawking and zip me would you?â Robin lightly kicks you with her bare foot, taking you out of your own head. When you exit the bathroom, youâre immediately met with the 2 boys. Even Eddie, who you donât believe youâve ever seen not in ripped jeans, cleans up nice.
Steve looksâŚstrapping. Not handsome in the boyish way youâre used to. Heâs all slicked hair, cufflinks and well-pressed wool. He meets your gaze and you swear his pupils dilate just slightly. An arm is offered to walk you to his car. He smells like cinnamon and cedar, woodsy and spice. He opens the passenger door for you and God, heâs a gentleman.
Itâs going to be a long night.
-Â
The venue was terribly charming. Floor to ceiling windows highlight the snow falling outside in big, fat flakes over the water. The room was lit entirely by yellow string lights, casting a permanent warm hue over the lodge.
On a table clad in lace, there were 5 notecards scribbled on in cursive ink. The one that adorned your name was directly adjacent to one that read Steve Harrington. They were paired with party favors wrapped neatly with a white silk bow.
Steve wanted to pull out your chair for you. He wanted to sit beside you with his hand in yours. Hell, he wouldâve bought you a corsage if he thought it appropriate. A death by a thousand cuts; he was again reminded of the fact that you were not his, and he was not yours.
You were unable to identify the source of the nagging anxiety you felt. You were never partial to big gatherings like this, but the unease you were experiencing now was different. All you could do was relax, and try to enjoy the reception. Try not to pay mind to the stark, masculine presence sitting beside you.
The newlywedsâ first dance was to the beloved âNever Tear Us Apartâ By INXS. You think about how remarkably fitting a song it was for them and everything they had endured together. The restlessness you had previously felt started to steadily fade after that; laughing and chatting with your friends. It started to feel..normal, for a while.
Just then, like some sick esoteric joke, you hear the unmistakable beginning notes of âIâll Be Over Youâ by Toto. When you turn to your left, Steve has a poorly concealed, shit-eating grin on his face.
In the most sober tone he can muster through his unseriousness, he asks, âCan I have this dance?â while extending his hand to you. He prays you donât notice it trembling slightly. Itâs the undeniable corniness of his request that manages to strangle a laugh out of you.
 âI thought youâd never ask.â
With one hand delicately placed on your hip, he threads the other one with your own fingers as he starts to sway. You clumsily try to match his rhythm; so nervous that youâre becoming uncoordinated. His chest is nearly touching yours, and your noses are a hairsbreadth apart. It feels profoundly intimate.
'as soon as forever is through, I'll be over you.'
He leans his head down so his lips just brush your ear as he whispers, âYou okay?â
You scoff, unconvincingly. âYeah, why wouldnât I be?â You know he can see right through you. Itâs fruitless to try and deceive him.
âYou just seem,â he gives your waist a small squeeze, âa little tense.â You swallow hard.
âJust say the word and I'll take you home.â âHomeâ meaning back to the cabin. Not the comforting safety of your own bed back in Hawkins. You appreciate his earnestly either way.
âI know, Steve.â you lilt, trying to lighten the intensity of the moment with a teasing tone. You rest your head against his shoulder, if only so you donât have to keep holding his all-consuming gaze.
-
Despite the thermostat being set at a comfortable 75 degrees, you were still shivering slightly. You always ran cold. You stood in front of a dusty vanity mirror trying to extend your arms behind your back far enough to unzip this godforsaken dress.
You felt him more than you saw him. Steveâs presence displaces the air in the room as one does to water when they sink down into a steaming bath: noticeably, and comfortably. You pay him no mind as you continue to struggle with the zipper. Mulling around the same room; busy with your separate tasks, this was familiar to you. Not often did you have to acknowledge the other for them to know you were grateful for their company.
âNeed a hand with that?â he asks, slightly amused as he saunters over to you.
You hesitate for a moment before looking over your shoulder and offering him a shy smile, âYeah, if you wouldnât mind?â You know he doesnât.
His scent envelopes you like a thick fog when he approaches you. His calloused fingers pinch the clasp and pull it down its tracks slowly. The sound is piercing in the quiet of your shared room; your senses dialed up to 11. You can feel his warm, freshly minty breath fan over your shoulders and the nape of your neck. Your arms erupt in goosebumps at the sensation.
He stands there, he realizes, longer than he needs to.Â
âOkay Iâm gonna-â âThere you go-â you both speak at the same time.Â
You huff an awkward breath of a laugh before you finish your thought, âIâm gonna..go change.â you throw a thumb behind you in the direction of the ensuite. âRight, yeah,â he shakes his head as if to escape his own thoughts; his turn to act shy.
-
Lying in bed, youâre suddenly grateful that Steve has always been something of a personal space heater. The warmth he radiates makes you want to curl into him, against your better judgment. The silence in the room is deafening; the only sounds to be heard are rhythmic breathing and the creaking of the ancient plumbing.
âCan I tell you a secret?â Steveâs voice is hoarse, no doubt from the boisterous singing heâd been doing earlier in the evening. Still, youâre grateful for the crack in the wall that's been plastered between you.
âI like secrets,â
âI hate weddings.â
The stiff fabric of the pillowcase crinkles as you turn your head to look at him.
âI am happy for them, itâs not that,â he starts, âitâs just, what if itâs never me up there ya know?â Â Itâs not that heâs scared heâll never marry; itâs that heâs scared heâll never marry you.
You want to reach out for him then. Hold his face in your hands and tell him you understand. There are so many unspoken words between you. Things unsaid, but implied. The desire to yell and scream and confess how much you love him is overwhelming.
âSteve. Youâre only twenty,â smiling lightheartedly, âthereâs so much time for you. There are plenty of women out there that would be delighted to swear themselves to you for eternity. Believe me.â You chuckle and pretend like the reason you know that to be the truth isnât because youâre one of them.
âI know, I know,â he brings a hand up to card through his bed mussed hair, âyouâre right, itâs silly.â
âI didnât say it was silly,â you elbow his side gently, consequently moving your body closer to his.
He doesnât say anything then. Instead, his hand cautiously moves over the bed until itâs touching yours; intertwining your pinkies. He doesnât breathe, as if any sudden movements might scare you like a frightened doe. If he breathes, you might remember youâre not supposed to be doing this.
âIf weâre not married by the time weâre,â he pretends to ponder, â32, will you marry me?â
You laugh, the unexpected loudness of it making you cringe a little, âyes,â
âPromise?â He sounds deadly serious.
You tighten your pinky around his, âPromise.â
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What have I been up to?????
Hey all! I'm sure you're all cycling rapidly through the stages of grief like I am, but I thought I'd just check in and let everyone know what's going on with me and when they can expect more comics!
GOOD NEWS: I got a concept art job! I've been working freelance for a client for about two months now and things are going great! Honestly working on short assignments with weekly deadlines has been an amazing break from the slow, constant march of longform comics. I am surprising myself every day and haven't been this excited to learn and grow as an artist in a very long time. Moving forward, I would like to find a full time job in games and stay there, rather than continuing to hustle full-time in comics. I've paused my Patreon for the foreseeable future.
THAT BEING SAID: I will always be making comics!!!!!! I love them a lot, they've been good to me, and I have all these ideas in my head that NEED to be let out. I want to start making them in my own time, rather than as my main source of income. We'll see how long it takes to find true stability in concept (maybe never, lol) but in the meantime I will keep drawing my silly little guys and posting them online for everyone to see. I have to! I have to keep going and making the art I want to see in the world! We have to keep going!!!!
SAKANA: hoping to get back to the fish boys sooner rather than later. I've been stuck on whether to end the latest chapter right away or get a few more pages in there. We're moving into a HEAVY part of the plot, which will be trickier to write, so I've been procrastinating lol. Please don't take my extended absence as proof that I'm walking away from the story: I've just been busy with a new job and I don't know exactly how to get to the next chapter yet!! (also, jsyk, the Webtoon mirror is something I was doing for fun! not a priority!!)
RR: I actually have a few different projects started for RR! Chapter 2 is like 9 pages in, but then I paused and started work on a 20ish page minicomic, which is like 7 pages in. I'm going to finish the mini first and hopefully upload it to itch.io. For Chapter 2, I created this really elaborate environment in an effort to force myself to learn Blender, but then I got a job....so I have no time to learn Blender lol. Still trying to figure out whether to simplify or push forward.
OTHER: yeah...I am a comic artist at heart so obviously I have a million things I want to do. But SAKANA and RR are the highest priority right now!
UPCOMING: I am pursuing other freelance work for shorter, more manageable projects! If you need somebody to redline all your thumbnails, critique the first draft of your synopsis, or make a 20-40 page comic, please keep me in mind!
In closing: I'm locking my twitter accounts tonight and moving away from the platform for now. I'll be here, Instagram (@/mad_rupert), and BlueSky (@/madrupert). Thanks for sticking with me, let's hold onto and support each other in the coming weeks, months, and years! Let's keep going!!!!! I love you all so much!!!
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Lady's Honor || ksj
Pairing: Seokjin x ReaderOther Tags: Lord!Seokjin, Lady!Reader, Lord!Jimin, Lord!Jimin, Lord!Yoongi Genre: Regency!AU, Strangers to Lovers, Angst, Fluff, HEA Word Count: 16.8k+ Summary: What unfolds when a gentleman's noble effort to help a lady in distress inadvertently tarnishes her reputation? He finds himself bound to protect her honor at any costâeven if it means risking his own life. Warnings: Attempted assault on reader, society at this time was very judgement, practically forced marriage, but they like one another so it's fine, everyone has a title that is different from their true names, because they're Earls and own land, Eisen is disgusting, Jin is a gentleman, mentions of sex, illusions to sex, light teasing, need for an heir, Jin has a 'My Lord' kink, kissing (scandalous at this time), pregnancy, child birth, minor character death, dueling, main character injured, let me know if I missed anything... A/N: I've been trying to write in new styles and dive into different themes outside of fantasy, and so I really stepped out of my comfort zone to write this one. Rereading some Jane Austen was also helpful. Hope you enjoy.
Perhaps it was the oppressive heat radiating from the hundreds of flickering candles scattered throughout the ballroom that made him uneasy. But more likely, it was the desperate air of the young woman heâd just finished dancing with. The Earl of Rushmore felt a prickling sensation crawl up his spine, a warning he couldnât quite dismiss.
âThat was ever so splendid, my lord,â Miss Rose Tyrell tittered, bouncing on her toes like an eager puppy. Every exaggerated movement seemed calculated to draw his gaze to her dĂŠcolletage. âYou dance exquisitely.â She leaned in, flashing a smile that he could only interpret as desperate. It turned his stomach.
âIt was my pleasure,â he replied, forcing his lips into a smile that barely masked his irritation. The corners of his eyes tightened as he nodded to Sir Gerald Tyrell, her father, standing awkwardly on the periphery. With that, he made to escape the stifling encounter.
Yet just as he turned to leave, the shrill voice of Lady Tyrell pierced the air, dragging him back into tedious conversation. âMy lord, we are organizing an outing to Vauxhall Gardens next week, and one of our gentlemen has had to leave London for urgent family business, leaving us one short.â She fluttered her fan with all the grace of a chicken flapping its wings. âWould you do us the honor of joining our group?â
A familiar panic clawed at him, a suffocating sensation that had haunted him through countless soirĂŠes with the daughters of ambitious families. It was as if his sordid reputationâof womanizing, reckless drinking, and gamblingâhad become a beacon, attracting those looking to snag a title for their daughters. The very thought made him itch with the need to flee.
âIâll have to check my availability,â he said, the words falling from his lips with the practiced ease of a politician. âI shall send word on the morrow. Good evening, ladies.â He bowed stiffly to Miss Tyrell and her mother before making a purposeful exit, each step a declaration of his freedom.
The musicians began to play the next set, and a wave of relief washed over him as he realized he was free from the obligation of dancing with any particular young lady. The evening had thus far been a parade of vapid chatter and trivial pursuits, save for one notable exceptionâMiss Y/L/N.
He had heard whispers of her modest debut the previous season but had only caught a glimpse of her tonight. There was something about her, an ethereal beauty that shone through the murk of societal expectations, and a vivacious yet modest personality that intrigued him. She shared his passion for stargazing, a rare treasure amidst the sea of watercolor painting and embroidery that most young ladies feigned expertise in.
He spotted his mother among a gaggle of women and approached, forcing a smile. âMother, Iâm going to take a stroll in the garden.â
âOh, my dear, I had hoped to present you to Miss Webber,â she said, her tone a blend of disappointment and guilt.
Resigned to the endless parade of introductions and dances, he craved a brief escape. âI shall only be gone for one set,â he promised, his voice laced with indulgence.
âAh yes, and then youâll disappear into the card room, and it will be impossible to find you a suitable wife. Really, Rushmore, you are two-and-thirty. Itâs time you settled down and set up your nursery.â
Her words pricked at him like thorns, and he fought the urge to unleash the torrent of frustration bubbling inside. He knew she meant well; her intentions were rooted in love, but he couldnât shake the feeling of being trapped in a gilded cage.
âYes, Mother, I understand. If you will excuse me?â He nodded to acquaintances as he maneuvered through the ballroom. Stepping out onto the terrace, he finally felt the weight lift, if only slightly. The coolness of the evening enveloped him, a comforting embrace that allowed him to breathe freely.
Only the crunch of his gleaming Hessian boots broke the silence as he wandered along the gravel path that wove between hedgerows and blooms. He was weary, so utterly weary of the relentless pressure of the marriage mart. A heavy sigh escaped his lips, the sound mingling with the night air.
After a few minutes, he wandered beyond the glow of the paper lanterns dangling from the trees, halting to let his eyes adjust to the enveloping darkness. He tilted his head back, searching for constellations, but the encroaching clouds obscured his view.
In these precious moments of solitude, he could cast aside the weight of his title, the incessant pleas of his mother for an heir. Here, he could simply be Seokjin, not âRushmoreâ or âmy lord.â He wasnât sure how long heâd been absent, but he knew it had been long enough for his mother to send a search party to drag him back to the ballroom for another tedious encounter.
The rebellious spirit that had defined his youth flared within him. He would be damned if he shackled himself to one of these vapid fortune hunters. When he married, it would be on his terms, in his time. In a final act of defiance, he chose a longer route back, hoping to prolong this rare moment of freedom.
As he strolled, he noticed a section of the path where the stones had been disturbed and the flowers trampled. He frowned, planning to speak with Lord Min; the gardener needed a firm reminder of his duties.
He had not taken but two steps past the ruined path when he heard a rustling from the rhododendron bushes to his left. He paused, hesitant to interrupt whatever clandestine meeting might be unfolding there. When silence fell once more, curiosity gnawed at him, urging him closer.
Peering through the foliage, he caught sight of an abandoned dancing slipper, its owner nowhere in sight. He almost dismissed it, the corners of his mouth lifting in a wry grin. It had been far too long since he had shared the company of a woman who intrigued him.Â
But then the unmistakable sound of sobbing pierced the air, and his heart twisted in an unexpected pang of concern. The battle within him waged on, but as he took another step, he spotted a young woman crawling on the ground, frantically searching for that missing shoe.Â
Instinct propelled him forward. He stepped off the path, making his presence known through the rustling bushes, startling her in the process. She scrambled backward, eyes wide with panic, as if he were a specter come to haunt her. Her skirts were stained with dirt, and her hair hung in disarray, obscuring her features.
âMiss? Are you hurt?â His voice broke the tension, filled with concern.
She whimpered softly, the sound twisting his gut. What had happened to her?
Looking around, he saw no one else nearby, no lurking assailants or companions to provide solace. Crouching down, he made no sudden movements toward her.
âPlease, miss, I have no wish to harm you. Do you have a companion or chaperone you would like me to summon?â When silence stretched between them, he tried again, softer this time. âLet me help you back to the ball. Weâll find a discreet entranceâsomewhere hidden.â
At last, she raised her head, and he sucked in a sharp breath. How had Y/N Y/L/N ended up in such a predicament? By all accounts, she was the embodiment of propriety, not one to engage in scandal.
As he took in her appearance, he noticed the tear in the bodice of her gown, the clutched remnants of a pair of drawers that were also damaged. Rage ignited within him, a hot ember that flared into a blaze. It was one thing for a man to indulge his desires with a mistress, but to force himself on an innocent like Miss Y/L/N? That was an outrage beyond measure.
"Who did this to you, Miss Y/L/N?" he demanded, his voice low, strained, as though the question had been pulled from the very depths of a dark pit within him.
She shook her head, her entire body trembling, a fragile thing caught in a tempest. "No one, my lord," she whispered, her voice barely above a breath.
Her reticence ignited a fury in him, a volcanic rage simmering beneath the surface, but he clamped down on it. He wanted to shake her, to rattle loose the truth from her lips like a confession from a guilty soul. But he held back, aware that rage could consume him whole.
"So you mean to tell me that you've ruined your hair, shredded your dress, and torn yourâ" He faltered, words dying on his tongue as he caught sight of the cruel red welts marring her cheek, vivid streaks of pain that seemed to shout a silent accusation at the dark night. His nostrils flared, drawing in the scent of roses mingling with something more sinisterâfear.Â
"And you did this all to yourself?" he asked through gritted teeth, the effort to contain his fury almost painful. "Forgive me if I find that scenario a little hard to swallow. Tell me who has harmed you, and I will see the blackguard brought to account for his actions."
He stood up, a sudden restlessness seizing him, his hands clenching and unclenching as he flipped the tails of his dark blue superfine coat behind him. The air crackled with the unspoken promise of violence, a storm gathering within him as he paced, thoughts colliding like thunderheads in a darkening sky. Abruptly, he stopped and pointed at her drawers, still clutched tightly against her chest. "Did he manage to...?"
The words hung in the air, thick and suffocating. He couldnât voice the horrific possibility that loomed over them, and for a fleeting moment, he marveled at the violent protectiveness rising up from the depths of his heart. It felt foreign, primal.
She shook her head, her gaze dropping to the ground, a broken bird struggling to mend its wings. A small whimper escaped her lips, and his heart twisted painfully at the sight. She winced as she shifted her weight to her unshod foot, and his anger flared anew. Who had she been dancing with after him? The names flooded his mind, but one stood outâa dark specter of a man who lurked at the edges of polite society.
Jonathon, Lord Eisen.
In the grand tapestry of reputation, Seokjin would be the saint compared to the notorious Viscount Eisen, a man known for treating young ladies like pawns in his cruel game. Wealthy, yes, but at what cost?Â
"Did Lord Eisen do this?" he pressed, the words a growl. "Did he lure you into the gardens?"
Her eyes widened, a silent acknowledgment that echoed like a bell tolling a grim fate. In the distance, a chorus of voices called her name, the urgency cutting through the night like a knife. They were looking for her, and the dread of discovery hung in the air, a heavy mist curling around them.
"Miss Y/L/N, please, let me help you back before weâre found in this position. Thereâs no reason to ruin your reputation by being seen with someone like me."Â
She blushed, ducking her head, and for a moment, he thought he glimpsed a flicker of a smile. But then, she faltered, her fragile façade crumbling. "I cannot walk, my lord. I fear I have... s-sprained my ankle."
Reality crashed over him as he realized that the chill in the air had seeped into her bones, amplifying the shivering that gripped her. With a quick determination, he shrugged off his topcoat and draped it around her shoulders, enveloping her in warmth, an oasis in a desert of despair.
"Put your arm around my neck," he instructed gently, bending down to meet her eyes. When she complied, her drawers still clutched in the other hand, he lifted her as though she weighed nothing, an echo of the strength he didnât know he possessed. As he carried her toward the house, the softness of her body against his ignited something deep within him, a rush of feelings he was unprepared to face.
"Why did he stop?" he asked, the question an uneasy tremor in the quiet of the night.
She inhaled sharply, her breath hitching, and laid her head against his shoulder. For a heartbeat, he thought she wouldnât answer, but then, with a voice steeped in trembling fear, she whispered close to his ear, "I fought him. I kicked and scratched... Thatâs when he slapped me. I think he heard you coming."
The revelation stirred a darkness within him, igniting a fierce desire for vengeance. "He will pay for this," Seokjin vowed, his heart pounding with a dangerous intensity. The very air crackled with his determination to protect her honor. She had a brother, a man more than willing to seek revenge, and yet, here he was, feeling like a moth drawn to the flame of her vulnerability.Â
As her head rested against his shoulder, a curious weight settled around his throat, tightening like a noose, a reminder that he had no business becoming entangled in her fate. But how could he turn away when the shadows had crept into her life, and he felt the unmistakable tug of something deeper than dutyâsomething that felt like destiny.
What a coil! thought Y/N, a frenzied swirl of confusion and unease tightening in her chest. She had only intended to stroll with Lord Eisen along the terrace, the moonlight casting a soft glow over the manicured gardens. But when he asked about her interest in the stars, her passion ignited, and she began chattering like an eager canary, the words spilling forth in a rush, a desperate bid for connection.Â
Lost in her own celestial musings, she hadnât noticed the subtle shift in direction until it was too late. The secluded part of the garden loomed before her like a trap waiting to snap shut. In an instant, the air around her thickened with a sense of foreboding, the fragrant blooms suddenly oppressive.Â
It was all she could do to keep her wits about her as he forced her against a tree, the bark digging into her back, bruising her lips with punishing kisses that felt like a betrayal of her very soul. She raked her fingernails down his cheek, a desperate act of defiance, but instead of pulling back, it only seemed to stoke the fire in his eyes, a dark hunger awakening within him.
She burrowed her face into Lord Rushmore's shoulder, desperately trying to will the shame of what Lord Eisen had done to her to dissipate like morning mist. Had she behaved wantonly? No, she had acted every bit the lady, hadnât she? But the tightness in her throat mounted, tears prickling at the corners of her eyes. Cursing her overactive emotions, she knew she needed a moment to compose herself before returning to the ball, to that cruel world of social masks and whispered judgments.
As they entered the lit portion of the garden, her brother's voice bellowed her name, booming through the night like a thunderclap. Panic surged in her chest, and she cast about for a more private place, somewhere she could gather the scattered pieces of herself.
"Lord Rushmore's, might we sit at that bench for a moment while I attempt to put myself to rights?" she implored, her voice quivering.
When she looked up into his eyes, she felt that same fluttering sensation that had gripped her during their earlier waltz. His eyes, an unsettling shade of green, seemed to pierce through the façade she tried so hard to maintain. She couldn't help but notice the strength of his arms, how effortlessly he carried her, as if she were nothing more than a feather. And if she were being completely honest, the way his coat hugged his broad torso and how those buff-colored breeches molded to his powerful thighs made her heart race in a way that was both thrilling and terrifying.
Heat flooded her cheeks as that thought twisted inside her like a serpent coiling tighter, and for a brief moment, she thought she saw something flicker in Lord Rushmore's gazeâa fleeting spark that vanished as quickly as it appeared, leaving behind only his mask of calm.
He nodded once, a movement fluid and deliberate, and made his way to a weathered stone bench nestled behind a grouping of lilacs. The flowers whispered secrets in the night breeze, and she felt both comforted and exposed in their presence. With utmost care, he deposited her onto the bench before turning to stand guard, his posture protective, a fortress against the horrors she had just endured.
Hastily, she donned the torn drawers, feeling the fabric scratch against her skin, but it was better than being seen carrying her undergarments. As she fussed with the bodice of her cream chiffon and lace gown, the reality of her disheveled state crashed over her, a wave of hopelessness that threatened to drown her. The earlier magic of the evening had been shattered, leaving only fragments of what could have been.Â
But perhaps not completely. The thrill of being in the arms of such a handsome man still pulsed through her veins, even if he wasnât the type a respectable girl should find appealing. The allure of a man with a dangerous reputation was like a moth drawn to flame, intoxicating yet perilous.
It was silly to think such thoughts, she chastised herself. He was merely doing his gentlemanly duty, ensuring her safe return. Any notion that he might entertain feelings for her was absurd. Besides, the gossip among the parlors of the ton painted him as a confirmed bachelor, much to his motherâs dismay.
She twisted one last piece of hair, pinning it into the mass of curls and braids atop her head. "Do I still look as though Iâve been tumbled in the bushes?" She rested her hands in her lap and looked at the Earl, who seemed lost in thought.
He took several deep breaths, and she wondered if he, too, felt the weight of the moment pressing down on them. His nostrils flared, lips pursed, as he studied her appearance, and the intensity of his gaze sent a fresh wave of heat rising in her cheeks. She cast her eyes down, biting her lower lip to keep from trembling under the weight of his scrutiny.
"Well, your color seems to have returned," he said, a smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth, reminiscent of her brother's teasing ways.
"May I examine your ankle?" he asked, shifting to sit next to her on the bench.
Without waiting for her consent, he leaned down and lifted both of her feet, drawing them across his lap. A furious heat shot through her, screaming in indignation, How dare he? But as his warm hands slipped off her dancing shoe and began to probe her foot, any righteous fury fled her like a shadow at dawn.
His touch was gentle, exploring the instep, his fingers moving with a calm assurance that sent shivers racing up her spine. She hissed when he pressed on a particularly tender spot, and he nodded softly, his eyes focused and intent, then replaced her slipper without lowering her feet.
"It has begun to swell slightly, but I donât believe it to be broken." His words were curt, almost clinical, yet they held a honeyed warmth that seeped into her bones, loosening the tension that had coiled tightly within her.
"And my hairâ is it even remotely presentable?" She caught his gaze, feeling ensnared, unable to break free from the magnetic pull between them. The sweet scent of lilacs surrounded them like a fog, and even though she was wrapped snugly in the Earlâs topcoat, a chill raced through her.
For a long moment, the world around them fell away, leaving only the two of them in that secret garden, an electric energy drawing them closer together.Â
"Far more than presentable," he murmured, inching closer, his breath warm against her skin.
His hand lifted, tentatively brushing a stray lock of hair behind her ear. As his fingers lingered against her jaw, she felt the weight of his gaze, a tether pulling her into the depths of something she could neither understand nor resist.Â
Her heart thundered in her chest, a wild drumbeat that seemed to echo the chaos of the night. In that fleeting moment, as the lilacs danced in the night breeze, the world faded away, leaving only the two of them standing on the precipice of something undeniably profound.
âSis-...Kim! Unhand my sister at once!â
Like the fragile sheen of a childâs soap bubble, the magic enveloping them burst the moment Anthonyâs voice cut through the nightâa jagged shard of ice in a world of warmth. In what felt like a heartbeat, Anthony surged forward, seizing the Earl and slamming him against the rough bark of an ancient elm, his forearm digging into the Earlâs throat with a grim resolve.
Lord Rushmore's retreating form was replaced by her father, who seized her by the shoulders, his gaze sweeping over her with the intensity of a hawk eyeing its prey. "Her dress is torn," he shouted, as if those words could mend the fraying fabric of her dignity. The sheer horror in her fatherâs tone twisted the knife in her gut, causing Anthonyâs grip on the Earl to tighten, his elbow pressing cruelly into the Earlâs neck.
âAnthony, stop! This isnât what it seemsâŚâ Panic clawed at her throat as she saw the search party gather, shadows converging on their secluded haven. Her heart sank, heavy and leaden, as if it were chained to the ground.Â
âWhat has that scoundrel done to you, my child?â Her fatherâs voice was a fierce whisper, laden with unspoken fears.Â
To his credit, the Earl of Rushmore merely grasped Anthony's arm, a desperate attempt to stave off asphyxiation, doing nothing to fight back against the encroaching storm.
In moments, the terrace teemed with onlookers, the whole ballroom spilling out into the moonlight, the murmurs and gasps igniting an electric buzz that thrummed in the air, each sound a reminder of their encroaching doom.Â
âAnthony, summon the carriage and fetch your mother,â her father commanded, voice clipped and taut.
Anthony nodded, stepping back, the heat of anger still radiating from him. He straightened, eyes ablaze, locking onto the Earl with a fury that promised retribution. âThis isnât over, Kim. Weâll speak tomorrow at Parkeâs.â With that, he turned and stormed off, leaving chaos in his wake, people scattering like leaves before a gale.
The music from the ballroom swelled, Lady Min's voice announcing the supper dances, a cruel mockery of their plight. In mere moments, the crowd thinned, but it was clear that The Honorable Y/N Y/L/N, daughter of Lord and Lady Y/L/N, and The Earl of Rushmore would become the latest gossipâa scandal writ large against the night sky.
By dawn, Parkeâs gentleman's club buzzed with wagers, bets slung like daggers as men debated Lord Rushmore's fate: Would he indeed find himself shackled in matrimony? How quickly would he wed Miss Y/L/N? And would her brother, Mr. Y/L/N, take the Earlâs life for this affront?
âTough lot there, olâ chap,â Lord Newton said as Seokjin strode past, his voice laced with mockery. âToo much trouble for a bit of muslin, wouldnât you agree?â
Seokjin turned, ready to unleash fury, but two strong handsâone muscular, the other wiryârestrained him, anchoring him before he could lash out.Â
âSave your fists, Kim. Thereâs nothing to be gained from boors like Newton,â Namjoon, Lord Halston, his cousin, interjected, grounding Seokjin with his steady presence.Â
The fight ebbed from Seokjinâs body as Halstonâs words sank in. Jimin, Lord Whitmore, gave his shoulder a reassuring pat before releasing him, the trio turning from the cowering Lord Bolton as they slipped into a more private parlor.Â
Both Park and Halston had witnessed the disastrous ball, no explanation needed for the morningâs stirrings around the betting book. Seokjin had already divulged the details of the nightâs chaos, though in truth, it mattered little. Reputation was a delicate thing, and in the eyes of the ton, heâd become the villain in Miss Y/L/Nâs tale.
âWill you go make your addresses to her father?â Park asked, his tone serious.
âI fear I must,â Seokjin replied, frustration twisting in his gut. âBlast it, I never meant to land myself in this mess.â
âCome now, Kim. The chit seems biddable enough. She wonât put up a fuss if you want your freedoms, will she?â Halston suggested, shaking open the daily news with a flourish.
Seokjin groaned, raking his fingers through his hair, the weight of propriety and duty pressing down on him. âThatâs not how the Kim men are bred. Blast!â He tapped his fingers against the table, cursing the moral fibers woven into his being.
A light touch on his forearm brought his attention back. Parkâs finger pointed to the door, signaling an approaching visitor. Seokjin looked up to see Anthony Y/L/N enter, flanked by two unfamiliar young men.Â
âKim,â Anthony greeted, his tone frosty.
âMr. Y/L/N,â Seokjin replied, offering a curt nod, the air thickening with tension.
âIâm here to settle the matter of my sisterâs honor.âÂ
âI assumed as much. I assure you, Iâll speak to Lord Y/L/N and Miss Y/L/N tomorrow.â
âDid you compromise her on purpose? What was your design?â Anthony stepped forward, rage simmering just beneath the surface.
Seokjin sighed, rising from his chair, emboldened by the silent support of his friends. âI did no such thing. Did she explain what happened?â
âShe did, but you should have known better than to be caught in such a position with herâespecially with her appearance in such a state. You knew that tongues would wag, and wag they have.â
Seokjin could see Anthonyâs fists clenching, breath coming in sharp bursts, his face a mask of barely-contained fury. Heâd heard whispers of Anthonyâs quick temper but had never imagined standing on the receiving end.
He took a step closer, his finger jabbing into Anthonyâs chest. âSee here, Y/L/N, Iâm prepared to offer the protection of my name and title to your sister. What would you have had me do? Walk away and leave her vulnerable? If I hadnât intervened, Lord Eisen would have ruined her reputation, violated her very person.â
The words struck a nerve, twisting Anthonyâs expression into one of frustration and disbelief.Â
âHer reputation will be salvaged,â Seokjin pressed on, âand in a few weeks, another scandal will eclipse this one. What more do you want? Will you have your pound of flesh, too?â
They stood nearly nose to nose now, the air between them electric with tension, fists ready to unleash fury.Â
âYes, thatâs exactly what I require,â Anthony spat, his voice low and dangerous.Â
âAnd if you kill me, where does that leave your sister?âÂ
Seokjin should have known better than to expect any form of civility from the brutish Anthony. The man was a wall of muscle, a shadow looming over him like a thunderstorm ready to unleash its fury. Sure, Anthony had height and heft on his side, but Seokjin was no stranger to the dark art of combat, having spent countless hours in the ring at Gentleman Jackson's boxing saloon. There, he had learned the subtleties of tactical fightingâthe way a well-placed jab could shift the tide of a bout. Confidence flowed through him like the heavy liquor that coated the floor of the dimly lit establishment.
"Well, then, let us do this in grand fashion, shall we?" Seokjin said, a smirk dancing on his lips, concealing the tremor of anxiety curling in his gut like a serpent ready to strike.
"What did you have in mind?" Anthony grunted, his voice deep and gravelly, like rocks grinding underfoot.
"A match at Jackson's. Until one of us is rendered unconscious or yields." Seokjinâs heart raced at the thought, part anticipation, part dread.
Mr. Y/L/N paused, glancing between his companions as if he were deciphering a silent code in their expressions. After a momentâs consideration, he crossed his meaty arms over his chest, the muscles bulging like a tightly wound spring. "Agreed. When?"
"Tomorrow afternoon. I shall call upon your father and sister in the morning." The words hung in the air, heavy with implication.
"Very well," Anthony replied, the growl in his throat barely concealing his eagerness for confrontation.
As the brutish figure turned to leave, Seokjin felt a sudden surge of courage. "Mr. Y/L/N?"Â
The response was a low, menacing growl. "What now?"
"I do have one small request."Â
"And that is?"
"Try not to do too much damage to my face. I would hate to have two black eyes and a crooked nose on my wedding day." He forced a chuckle, but it echoed hollowly against the walls of the club.
"You'll be lucky if that's all I leave you with," Anthony grumbled, the threat hanging in the air like a storm cloud. He turned and strode out of the club, his companions trailing like lost souls in his wake.
Once the tension subsided, Seokjin let out a breath he didn't realize he had been holding.Â
"Park?" he asked, turning to his friend.
"Yes, Kim?"
"Do you still have a connection with a certain Bow Street informant?" His voice was a low murmur, as if the walls had ears.
"I do. Shall I put him on the lookout for Lord Eisen?" Park asked, his brow furrowing.
"If you would be so kind, but nothing official, mind." Seokjin felt the weight of impending doom settle over him like a shroud.
Jimin nodded in understanding, murmuring, "Of course."Â
"And cousin, will you stand as my second on the morrow?" Seokjin's heart raced at the thought of what was to come.
Namjoon slapped a heavy hand on Seokjin's shoulder, the gesture grounding him. "You needn't ask, my friend. I should be honored to watch you knock some sense into the man."Â
Y/N sat at her dressing table, her maid working diligently to pin up her hair. As she gazed at her reflection, the visage staring back was a stranger, a ghost of the girl she once was. Her eyes felt like sandpaper, dry and weary, the dark smudges beneath them growing more pronounced, shadows of a soul haunted by secrets.Â
The day after the ball had stretched on in suffocating isolation, each hour dragging like a lead weight. She preferred the company of her book of prayers, each line a refuge from the storm brewing outside her door. It was far better than facing the ire of her father, who would surely unleash a torrent of censure and berating upon her head.
She had attempted to explain the events with Lord Eisen, how Lord Rushmore's was more the hero than the villain in this twisted tale, but her words had fallen on deaf ears. Ignoring her motherâs advice to stay on the terrace, she had strolled with Lord Eisen, allowing the specter of scandal to wrap its cold fingers around her throat.
Her mother had nearly succumbed to a fit of vapors upon hearing the details. The tips of her fatherâs waxed moustache twitched with barely suppressed rage, while Anthony, her brother, remained frighteningly silent. Once home, she had been ushered into her fatherâs study for a thorough dressing down, sent to her room like a recalcitrant child.
With a final pin, her maid bobbed a curtsy and exited Y/Nâs bedchamber, leaving her in a silence thick enough to suffocate. Lady Y/L/N had dispatched her own maid with orders for Y/N to don her most modest day gown and report to the formal parlor. With trepidation, she slipped into a simple, light blue frock that covered her to her collarbones, devoid of any embellishments. Her hair twisted into a knot, soft waves framing her face, a fragile semblance of grace.
She took her time nibbling on toast, each bite a reminder of the world outside her door, where shadows danced with whispers of her impending fate. Checking her appearance once more, she steeled herself and made her way to the parlor.Â
There, she found her mother waiting for her, worry etched into every line of her refined features. Lady Y/L/N had once been a beauty, but the years had wrought their toll, drawing tight the skin around her eyes and pursing her lips into a thin line.
"Good morning, Mother," Y/N said, leaning in to place a gentle kiss on her motherâs cheek, the contact feeling more like a farewell than a greeting.
"Your father is speaking to the Earl of Rushmore. I suggest you prepare yourself for his offer. Youâll be the luckiest girl of the season if he does what is proper and expected."Â
Stunned, Y/N felt her heart drop into the abyss of despair. This was only her second season, and she was barely prepared for the storm brewing on the horizon. Marriage? To a man she hardly knew, with a reputation as murky as the depths of a shadowy lake?
"Mother, I cannot marry him. I do not even know him. Iâ"
"Do not entertain any notion of rebellion, Y/N. If he offers, you shall accept. It is the only way to salvage your reputation, which is, at this moment, in tatters after your comfortable coze in Lady Minâs garden." Her mother's voice was sharp, laced with urgency.
"But I... I had hoped to have some kind of affection for the man I married." Her voice trailed off, nearly swallowed by the silence, as tears threatened to spill over.
The rustle of her motherâs voluminous skirts approached, and she felt the settee dip as Lady Y/L/N sat beside her, a gentle finger lifting Y/Nâs chin. Their eyes met, and in that moment, she saw the weight of her motherâs own sacrifices reflected back at her.Â
"My child, I wish it were possible for us all to marry for love. But circumstances dictate otherwise. If you do not accept Lord Rushmore's, your prospects of a good match will vanish. And there are far worse fates than becoming a countess, don't you think?"
As if summoned by fate, the door swung open, and a footman announced Lord Rushmore's and Lord Y/L/N, their arrival heralded like the final note of a dissonant chord.
"My lady, if you will accompany me, there are a few matters we must attend to," her father said, glancing at her mother with a look that brooked no argument. "Y/N, the Earl has a matter of utmost importance to discuss with you."Â
The footman closed the door, sealing her in a cage of expectation with Lord Rushmore's.
He was breathtakingly handsome, a figure draped in a dark brown topcoat, gold embroidery catching the dim light like whispers of wealth and power. Beneath it, a tan waistcoat clung to him, a gold watch fob glinting like a promiseâor a threat. The crisp, white linen neckcloth, simply knotted, was elegant against his throat, while breeches hugged his thighs sinfully until they disappeared into polished boots, a facade of civility masking the predator within.
It seemed that Seokjin had made a valiant attempt to bring order to his hair, but it had either been ruffled by his own restless hands or simply refused to be tamed, a wild, untamed creature defying all attempts at restraint. If one were to judge solely by his disheveled appearance, one might assume he had just rolled out of bed, a thought that sent Y/N's mind spiraling into a frenzy of embarrassment and shame. What was she doing, allowing herself to entertain such visions of him in her most private moments?
As she cataloged his tousled locks and haphazard attire, she caught him doing the very same, his eyes roving over her like a thief scouting for hidden treasures. Suddenly, she felt exposed, vulnerable before this man whose presence filled the room with an unsettling energy. She ducked her head, her tongue a heavy weight in her mouth, unable to find a single word to break the silence.
"Miss Y/L/N, I ⌠How do you fare?" His voice was hesitant, laced with a nervous edge that made her heart race.
She glanced up just in time to see him pinch his eyes shut, as if steeling himself against a tempest of emotions.Â
"I am as fine as can be expected," she replied, her words feeling hollow in the charged atmosphere.
"Yes, well. To the matter at hand, then." He cleared his throat, the sound echoing like a distant thunderclap, and positioned himself in front of her, a statue of formal propriety. "Your father and I have discussed the situation, and I am prepared to offer you the protection of my name. I should have exercised more discretion at the ball, and for that, I apologize."
His hands clasped behind his back, his tone dripping with cold formality, the chill of icicles punctuating his every syllable. This was not the vibrant man she had encountered amidst the chaos of the ball. No, this was a figure of duty, an automaton wrapped in layers of ice, and she hated him for it.
"The protection of your name?" she echoed, her voice trembling slightly. "And what exactly would that mean?" She widened her eyes, feigning innocence, though she was no naive girl fresh from the nursery. She understood that marriage in their society came with varying degrees of commitment, some more binding than others.
His forehead wrinkled as he coughed, the sound a harsh rasp, before he paced toward the fireplace. Leaning on the mantle, he turned his gaze toward her, and she stood frozen in place, her spine straightening, shoulders squared, meeting his eyes with an intensity that seemed to draw the very air from the room.
"You would be my wife," he said, words flowing from him like a river, cold and unyielding. "The Countess of Rushmore. You would receive a generous allowance to purchase whatever you desire, and any scandal that may have tongues wagging today would practically disappear once we are wed."
"Do you wish to marry me?" The question escaped her lips before she could cage it, catching him off guard, a momentary flicker of surprise crossing his handsome face.
"Of course I do. I feel immensely⌠protective of you. I care a great deal for you." His eyes bore into hers, but she sensed a wall between them, one built on duty rather than desire.
"And is there anyone else for whom you care a great deal?" The words trembled on her tongue, and she felt the atmosphere thicken, charged with unspoken truths.
"I beg your pardon, but I donât follow," he replied, brow furrowing in confusion.
She twisted her fingers together, summoning every ounce of courage as she faced the specter of societal norms that haunted her thoughts. "Do you support a⌠a mistress?" The word slipped out in a whisper, the weight of it heavy as it filled the space between them. She glanced up and saw his eyes widen, then quickly cast her gaze down, words tumbling out in a rush. "Because I do not believe I could stand such an arrangement. I would rather be a ruined woman and marry a nobody and live in the country for the rest of my life than to share a husband with another woman." Her voice faded into nothing, grounded firmly in the floorboards beneath her.
"I do not have a mistress," he replied, the certainty in his voice like a lifeline. "Once we are wed, I will remain faithful to you and you alone. You have nothing to worry about on that score."Â
Relief washed over her for a fleeting moment before the weight of his words sank in. If he had no mistress, then he would expect a marriage that was not just a façade but a binding of souls, in name and in deed. She swallowed thickly and nodded, her heart a tumultuous storm of fear and longing.
"Y/N," he began, then hesitated, as if the weight of her name held more gravity than he anticipated. "May I call you Y/N?"
"Yes, my lord."Â
He had moved closer, now standing directly in front of her, the space between them charged with a palpable energy. "Will you call me Seokjin?" he asked, his voice dropping to a soothing tenor that wrapped around her insides like a warm embrace, calming the quivering nerves.
Tentatively, she peeked up from beneath her eyelashes, finding his gaze steady, a promise held within its depths. She nodded, a silent acceptance.
"Very well. Y/N, will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?" His words, heavy with intent, settled over her like a shroud.
"Yes, Seokjin. I will marry you."Â
In that moment, as the promise hung in the air, she felt the world shift beneath her, a groundless fear mingling with an unexpected thrill. What lay ahead was shrouded in shadows, and yet, she found herself stepping forward into the unknown, hand in hand with a man who, in this moment, could be both her salvation and her doom.
It had been two days since the boxing match with Y/N, a brutal affair that had gone better than Seokjin had dared to hope. Anthony had landed only a single glancing blow to his jaw, leaving a faint bruise that shadowed his skin like a lingering ghost. But the rest of him was a veritable tapestry of painâblues and purples smeared across his torso, greens and yellows blooming like grotesque flowers. He had given as good as he got, though, and after twelve grueling rounds, Gentleman Jackson had declared the contest a tie. Both men had stood, panting and bloodied, a testament to their resilience and foolishness.
As he climbed into the high-perch phaeton, wincing at the pressure on his bruised ribs, he took the reins from his tiger. Concealing his injuries from Y/N would be no easy feat. The drive to the Y/L/N home was filled with thoughts that gnawed at him like a persistent rat. He couldnât shake the notion that he had unwittingly fallen into a parsonâs mousetrap, the kind of snare that snapped shut when you least expected it.
It wasnât exactly a shock that Y/N had accepted his proposal. Had she not, London would have turned into a bleak wasteland for her and her family, the whispers of scandal echoing like a funeral dirge. No, the real surprise was the absence of panic that usually clawed at him like a feral animal. He felt no urge to flee, no desire to escape as he had with every other prospective bride. Not even the promise of fidelity had made him balk. Instead, he felt an unsettling calm settle over him, a strange sort of acceptance.
But one thing did trouble him: the absence of Lord Eisen. The man who had wronged Y/N had become a phantom, slipping through the cracks of societyâs brittle façade. Seokjin felt a duty to call the villain to account for his behavior, and if an apology was not forthcoming, a duel would have to sufficeâa duel to defend her honor, the stakes set high against the backdrop of the London social season.
To his surprise, Y/N was ready only moments after he entered the foyer. His feet seemed to sprout roots, anchoring him to the spot as he watched her descend the staircase. She wore a fashionable lemon-colored dress that clung to her slim waist, the kind of style that screamed sophistication, while her straw bonnet was adorned with a delicate spray of white and yellow flowers. Yet, despite the beauty of the scene, her smile was an unsettling maskâforced, like a stage actor trying desperately to remember their lines.
Perhaps she was not as pleased with her lot as she ought to be. Wasnât every young woman supposed to dream of snagging a peer for a husband? Seokjin didnât think himself a hardship to look at, and he had promised her generosity. It left him genuinely perplexed at the cloudiness of her demeanor, like storm clouds brewing overhead. He would have to suss her out during their drive.
âGood afternoon, Miss Y/L/N. You are as lovely as a summer day,â he said, taking her gloved hand and pressing his lips to it, a gesture that felt both tender and fraught with unspoken tension.
âThank you, my lord,â she replied, that delicious blush creeping into her cheeks, bright as the dawn.
âHave you driven in a phaeton before?â he inquired, trying to gauge her mood, the air thick with an undercurrent of something he couldn't quite name.
âNo, I have not. Is it terribly high?â she asked, a hint of uncertainty creeping into her voice.
âThe highest,â he grinned, tucking her hand through his arm, the warmth of her presence grounding him amidst his swirling thoughts.
They crept along Rotten Row, the most fashionable hour for seeing and being seen. Nods and exchanges flitted between them like whispers in a crowded theater, laughter and gossip hanging heavy in the air. Park and Halston stopped to chat, their words a playful torment that turned Seokjinâs ears to fire. To her credit, Y/N managed to handle his friends with a practiced expertise, her demure laughter a welcome balm.
But as they parted ways, an open barouche approached, filled with the resident dragons of the beau mondeâwomen so high in the instep they would snub even their own kin if it threatened their standing. Seokjin braced himself, prepared for the cut direct that would slice through the pretense of civility. He turned on his most charming smile, tipping the brim of his hat to them, a mask of confidence. To his relief, they nodded at him and Y/N, their plumed hats bobbing like strange birds pecking for seeds, momentarily offering her the protection that came with his name.
He directed the phaeton down a less congested avenue, glancing at his fiancĂŠe. âIâve acquired a special license to marry. I thought this Friday would give you enough time to have your maid pack your things and deliver them to my home. Is that enough time for you to prepare?â
Her gaze drifted, unfocused as she twirled her parasol in lazy circles, caught somewhere between anticipation and anxiety. âYes. I believe that will be enough time. Mother has a modiste working âround the clock, but my gown should be ready by then.â A laugh erupted from her, bright but edged with a hint of disbelief. âThe poor woman nearly fell over herself for the privilege of making the new Countess of Kimâs wedding dress.â Her voice trailed off, shyness washing over her as if she had stepped into a cold river. âWeâll be going to Bond Street tomorrow for my other bride clothes, so there is little else for me to assemble.â
He was disarmed by her effortless humility, the sincerity of her words only adding to her appeal, like a faint light in the darkness.Â
âDo you have any opinion on the location? Somewhere small and private, perhaps?âÂ
Had this been a typical courtship, he would have expected them to reserve St. Georgeâs in Hanover Square, the kind of place where fashionable ton weddings occurred. His mother wouldâve insisted upon it, a parade of acquaintances, all eager to witness the spectacle. But this was no ordinary wedding; it was a necessityâa desperate plea for normalcy in a world that felt increasingly chaotic. A smaller chapel would better serve their needs, he thought, yet he couldnât shake the sense that their union was more than just a formality.
âWhatever you think best,â she said, her voice flat, as if she were reading from a script that had long lost its meaning.
Seokjin snapped the reins, the sound echoing like a gunshot in the silence that enveloped them. He tried to ignore the unease pooling in his gut, still grappling with the enigma of Y/Nâs enthusiasmâor lack thereof. Just then, the wheels on his side of the phaeton jolted over a substantial pothole, and Y/N slammed into him, the impact hard enough to make the breath hiss from his lungs.Â
The sudden gasp nearly made him curse, but he swallowed it down, letting his hand drift to the bruised ribs that throbbed beneath his shirt. âIâm terribly sorry, my loâSeokjin. I didnât think I jarred you so.âÂ
âNo, itâs not your fault. I⌠Iâm just careless with the ribbons,â he replied, teeth clenched like a vice.Â
Her brow furrowed in confusion, as if she were trying to decipher a foreign language. He waved away her concern, forcing a smile that felt more like a grimace. âWhy do you seem so displeased with our arrangement?âÂ
She sighed, her mouth curving downward, eyes fixated on something far beyond the horizon. âItâs rather silly, really.âÂ
âNothing important to you is silly,â he countered, slowing the horses until they came to a stop beneath a canopy of fragrant trees, their leaves whispering secrets to one another. He turned to face her fully, heart hammering like a ticking time bomb.Â
âI suppose I just feel⌠very inexperienced.âÂ
âShall we try and remedy that, my darling?â He took her hand, cradling it gently as if it were something fragile, something that might shatter at the slightest misstep.Â
âWhatever do you mean?â Her voice dropped to a whisper that danced over him, sparking warmth in the chill air, stirring something deep within his chest.Â
âMay I try something?âÂ
She blinked, once, twice, the uncertainty in her gaze unraveling him. âYes?âÂ
He leaned closer, slowly, carefully, as if drawing nearer to a wild creature, waiting for it to either flee or surrender. Patience enveloped them, thick and electric, rekindling that tension from the ball, drawing them together like moths to a flickering flame.Â
When her eyes fluttered shut, he crossed the distance and pressed his lips to hers. It was a gentle exploration, soft and hesitant, the taste of sweetness enveloping him like a shroud. Her rigid posture melted against him, a warmth spreading through his veins. He relished the sound of her breath hitching, the quiet gasps of surprise that filled the air like a prayer.Â
But reality loomed, a footman lurking at the back of the phaeton, the world of Hyde Park still swirling around them. He savored the way her hands clung to his biceps, the way she leaned into him, trusting and vulnerable.Â
As their kiss lingered, he pulled back, heart racing, and squeezed her hands gently. âDespite what you may have heard of my reputation, I want you to be happy. Itâs my foremost pursuit. Youâve come to mean the world to me, Y/N. Once we are wed, I hope you will let me court you properly.âÂ
She bit her lip, turning her face just enough to hide a smile beneath the brim of her bonnet. âThat sounds lovely.âÂ
A week passedâan entire week!âsince their wedding, and Seokjin had done nothing more than kiss her lightly before she retreated to her separate bedchamber. Days melted into one another in their Mayfair townhouse, filled with light conversation about likes and dislikes, books, and the shifting tides of politics. Each night, he would escort her to her door, kiss her as one might kiss a sibling, and disappear into the silence of his own room.Â
Y/N had mentally prepared herself for the duty all wives were expected to perform, and the absence of that first night stung like a phantom limb. With each passing day, her fondness for Seokjin grewâperhaps even loveâbut every time he sent her to bed alone felt like a deeper wound, a rejection wrapped in tenderness.Â
Staring at the heavy brocaded tapestries above her, she fumed, a tempest brewing in her chest. Enough was enough. She threw off the covers, slipped into her dressing gown, and marched through the hushed rooms until she found his. His valet must have retired, for the air was thick with stillness and the promise of secrets.Â
Without so much as a knock, she flung open the door to his bedroom and halted. There he stood, just out of reach of the fireâs glow, a vision of raw masculinity with one hand resting on the counterpane of his bed. Her breath caught in her throat, captivated by the lean muscles of his back, the dimples above his shapely behind. But then she saw the shadowsâfading bruises that painted his torso like a cruel map of his suffering.Â
âGood Lord,â she gasped, horror mingling with concern. âWhat happened to you?âÂ
His shoulders slumped as he shrugged into his dressing gown, the fabric whispering secrets against his skin. He approached her, tying the sash, hands sliding into the pockets like a man trying to hide the evidence of his pain.Â
âItâs nothing, my sweet. Please donât concern yourself.âÂ
âIs this why you have not touched me since our wedding?âÂ
âI didnât want you to see me in such a battered state. If I were to do more than kiss you, I wouldnât be able to control myself.âÂ
âWhat happened?âÂ
âAn overly enthusiastic sparring partner at Jacksonâs boxing saloon.âÂ
Timidly, she spread open the top of his gown. Her heart raced as she traced her fingers over his bruised skin, circling the marks of violence like a moth drawn to a flame. âWho was your partner?âÂ
âI⌠canât say asââÂ
âPlease be honest with me. I cannot abide liars.âÂ
He paused, gaze shifting from her eyes to the floor. âIt was your brother,â he confessed, the weight of his words pressing down like an anvil.Â
âAnd he is the one who gave you the bruise here, I suppose?â Her fingers brushed against the stubble on his jaw, memories of their earlier kiss flooding back, tainted now by the knowledge of violence.Â
âYes.âÂ
âWhy?âÂ
âHe felt the need to defend your honor. I was the only target available.âÂ
Her grip tightened on his lapels, a surge of anger coursing through her veins. âHow positively stupid! You had already offered for me, and I had accepted. Why would you let him pummel you so?âÂ
His soothing voice gripped her, but she wanted no part of it. She stepped away, feeling sick, as if the world had spun off its axis. âAnd what good would that do? Will you beat him into unconsciousness?âÂ
He winced, a sheepish smile flickering across his face like the dying light of a sunset. âWill you challenge him to a duel?â she asked, her voice laced with disbelief. When he said nothing, her breath hitched, and she gasped, âYou would leave me a widow less than a month after our wedding? A marriage we havenât even consummated?â
His eyes flared like flames licking at dry wood, and he stepped forward, closing the distance between them in one swift motion. His hands gripped her arms, pulling her face to his, their noses almost touching. âDonât for a second think, Y/N, that I donât want to consummate our marriage. Iâve burned for you since the moment we crossed that threshold as husband and wife.â
Then, in a rush, his lips crashed against hers, an urgent storm of desire. His hands slipped from her arms, gliding over her shoulders, up her neck, cupping her face with a tenderness that belied the tempest brewing within him. He kissed her, nipping and sucking at the tender flesh along her neck, each brush of his mouth a brush against the very core of her being.
Dizzy, she felt their bodies meld together, pressed tightly from knees to chest, sensations swirling like a maelstrom. When his lips reached her ear, he whispered, âItâs a matter of honor,â and with that simple phrase, she snapped back to reality, the haze of desire dissipating like fog in the morning sun.
âGo then,â she said, her voice sharp as a knife, pushing away from him. âSeek your satisfaction, but do not come to me. I could not bear it if I gave you my entire self only to have you killed over something so trivial now. Y/N Y/L/N is no more; only Lady Y/N Kim, Countess of Rushmore, remains, a woman of standing, one of the most sought-after guests in London.â
With that, she turned and fled to her chamber, locking the doors behind her as if sealing away the chaos of her heart. She collapsed onto her bed, sobbing until her tears ran dry, feeling the weight of her world pressing down upon her.
Seokjin waited for over an hour, but she did not join him in the breakfast parlor. He could feel her vexation in the air, thick and heavy, like a summer storm hanging just before the downpour. If only she could understand how her honor intertwined with his own, how he could not simply walk away from the challenge that had been laid before him.
The prospect of a duel with Eisen loomed, but Seokjin preferred other avenues to address the scoundrel's transgressions. He was ready to confront the man, but only if words failed. Until then, he could only wait, his heart heavy with concern and unspoken words.Â
He left the door to his study open, hoping to hear the sound of her footsteps. The empty fireplace crackled softly, but the only thing he could focus on was the gnawing worry about her silence. Just then, his butler knocked and announced Lord Whitmoreâs arrival.
Seokjin rose to greet his friend, who brushed aside the butlerâs offer to take his coat and hat.Â
âI donât believe I shall tarry long, Forbes, but thank you,â Lord Whitmore said, glancing at Seokjin with a look that could only be described as appraising.
âMorning, Park. To what do I owe the pleasure?âÂ
âYou look terrible, Kim. Is the little wife not pleasing you?âÂ
âSpeak another word on that subject, and you may find yourself missing a few teeth,â Seokjin growled, tension flooding his veins.
âEasy, friend. I have other news. Eisenâs been spotted.â
At the mention of the manâs name, Seokjin felt his entire body tense, a primal instinct surging through him, the urge to fight. He flexed his fingers, pacing the length of the room. âWhere? Has he returned home?â
âNo, he was seen last night at a gaming hell near Covent Garden.â
âYour Bow Street friend is tailing him, I presume?â
âOf course.â
âThen what are we doing standing around woolgathering?â
When they found Jonathon Bartlett, Viscount Eisen, he lay slumped over the gaming table, still dazed from the previous night's indulgences. The weary proprietor explained how heâd tried to send the viscount home, but Eisen had threatened violence if anyone laid a hand on him. It went without saying that the authorities werenât called in, given the establishmentâs questionable legality. But that didnât deter Seokjin; he was resolute in seeking justice for his wife.
âLord Eisen, I would like a word with you.â
The viscount lifted his head, eyes bloodshot and watering, about to lay it back down when comprehension finally broke through the fog of drink clouding his mind. âRushmore? Is that you? Poor sot you are, shackled to a fish like her,â he began to laugh, but before he could rise, he slumped back down, surrendering to the inebriation that held him captive.
âYou behaved in a most heinous way toward my wife, Eisen,â Seokjin said, his voice steady as granite, muscles taut like a bowstring. He stood with his arms braced on the table, the weight of his indignation anchoring him against the crude laughter of the man before him.
Eisen leaned back, his arrogance filling the space like stale smoke. âYou see, Rushmore,â he continued, as if Seokjinâs words were mere whispers against the roar of his own hubris, âitâs not good form to take the chit astride you in plain view of her papa. One must be smarter about these things. At least I had the decency to carry her off to a nice, dark corner of the garden for some real fun.âÂ
âEisen, I warn youââ
âDoesnât she have the creamiest thighs youâve ever seen? A right shame she had to ruin everything by carrying on like a hellcat. What I would give to sink into thââ
In the heartbeat it took for the air to thicken with tension, Lord Rushmore's fist connected with Eisenâs nose, a sickening crunch echoing through the room as the viscount crumpled to the floor, blood spilling like a crimson secret onto the polished wood.
Seokjin would have launched himself atop the man, would have rained down blows until his fury found satisfaction, had it not been for Jiminâs firm hands grasping his shoulders, holding him back like a rabid dog on a leash.
Jonathon, now upright but wobbling, wiped the blood from his face, confusion mingling with rage. âWhat the devil are you playing at, Rushmore?â
âYou will apologize to Lady Rushmore.â
âShe barely got what she deserved, the tease. Making eyes and overtures all night, then turning into a proper little prudish thingâŚâ
Seokjin slowly removed his leather gloves, peeling them off with a deliberate precision that bespoke his simmering wrath. He straightened each finger, each gesture methodical, before slapping the gloves across Eisenâs face, satisfaction blooming within him as he noted the three pink scars Y/N had left on the viscountâs cheek.
Eisen let out a sick, hysterical bark of laughter. âYouâre challenging me, then?â
Seokjin remained a statue, unyielding.
âWhatâs it to be? Another bout of fisticuffs at Jacksonâs? I assure you, I wonât spare your pretty face like the Y/L/N lad did.â
âPistols, tomorrow at dawn. Who is your second?â
Eisen narrowed his eyes, scanning the growing crowd in the club with a predatorâs focus. âLord Alec Winters,â he replied, a cold gleam dancing in his gaze.
âLord Halston will be in contact with him to determine the field of honor. Good day.âÂ
As they mounted their horses, Lord Whitmore turned to Seokjin, his expression grave and weighted with concern. âAre you sure this is what you want?â
âWhatâs done is done,â Seokjin replied, each word heavy with the inevitability of consequence. âI cannot recall the challenge without appearing a coward.â
âVery well, my lord. I shall stand at your side with Halston.â
Seokjin spent the rest of the day cloistered in his study, though hiding would be a more accurate term. Y/N was noticeably absent when he returned home after issuing his challenge. The butler had handed him a note stating that his wife was spending the day with her particular friends, Ladies Jeon and Jung, but it made no mention of when she would return.
He ate his meal alone, the silence in the room amplifying the thrum of his thoughts, before returning once more to the sanctuary of his study. After pouring himself a generous glass of port, he opened the case that held his dueling pistols. He examined the moving parts, ensuring everything was in proper working order, the metallic tang of the weapons grounding him amidst the swirling chaos in his mind.
It was well after dark when he heard her voice echo through the foyer. âIs Lord Rushmore's at home?â she asked, her tone light but edged with something he couldnât quite decipher.
âYes, my lady. He is in the study,â came the butlerâs formal reply.
âThank you, Forbes. That will be all.â
Before he could consider the implications of the pistols laid out on his desk, she appeared in the doorway, her presence a sharp contrast to the darkness of the room.
âSeokjin, I just wanted toâŚâ Her voice faded as her gaze fell on the dueling pistols, an expressionless veneer sliding over her features like a heavy curtain. âI just wanted to let you know I was home.â
âY/NâŚâ
âGoodnight, Seokjin.â
Her words hung in the air, heavy and suffocating, as she turned and left, the door closing behind her with a finality that echoed like a gunshot in the night.
She couldnât sleep a wink. The moment sheâd spotted the gleaming pistols on Seokjinâs desk, nausea twisted in her stomach like a coiled snake. All night, she lay in the dark, listening for any sound from his bedchamber, but there was nothing. The silence stretched, oppressive and thick, until her unease multiplied, leaving her trembling, a leaf caught in an unforgiving wind.
In the pre-dawn darkness, she lit a single candle, its flickering flame casting long shadows as she made her way to the kitchen, seeking a biscuit or something to settle her roiling stomach. But as she crept into the dimly lit space, her heart plummeted when she overheard Forbes speaking to Mrs. Cope, the housekeeper.
âHeâs goinâ through with that bloody duel?â Mrs. Copeâs voice dripped with concern, thick as treacle.
âIt would seem so,â Forbes replied, his tone grave.
âThe poor girl,â Mrs. Cope continued, her voice low, âshe was so out of sorts yesterday, and just when I thought they were beginninâ to warm up to each otherâŚâ
Madness. Absolute madness. How could she sit idly by, waiting for news that might shatter her world, wondering if her husband lay dead in a field of honor? Clearing her throat, she startled the two servants. âForbes, please have a footman saddle my horse.â
His eyebrows raised slightly, but he schooled his features, nodding with a single, curt motion.
âAnd when youâre done with him, bring him here and Iâll box his ears,â Mrs. Cope added with a wink, a twinkle of mischief in her eye.
Y/N knew the housekeeper had cared for Seokjin since he was a lad of seventeen, just stepping into the world as an Earl after his fatherâs death. Sheâd watched Mrs. Cope fuss over him like a second mother, a bond forged in years of loyalty and affection.
âYou can count on it, to be sure, Mrs. Cope,â Y/N promised, her resolve hardening.
She rushed back to her chamber, dressing in her riding habit without a momentâs thought for her maid. Tying her hair into a simple queue, she ignored the elaborate hats hanging in her dressing room, knowing they would do little to comfort her.
Forbes held the door open, and as she passed, he murmured, âHyde Park, just north of the Serpentine.â
âThank you, Forbes,��� she replied, determination coursing through her veins.
The groom helped her into the side-saddle, and she urged her horse into a slow trot until she found her seat. Then she pressed the beast into a gallop, the wind whipping around her face as the world blurred by. The gray mist of foreboding cloaked the park, but she pressed on toward the bridge, morning light peeking over the horizon, the air crisp and biting.
As she crossed the bridge, her heart raced at the sight of a gathering of gentlemen, tension crackling in the air. Two men stood poised to fire, and she could faintly hear Lord Halston calling out, âReady. Aim. Fire!â
Time slowed as she careened toward the group, her voice piercing the morning hush. âNO!â But it was too late; the shots rang out, echoing in her ears like the toll of a death knell.Â
She leapt from her horse, barreling through the crowd of men, her heart pounding like a war drum. âSeokjin!â she called, desperation clawing at her throat as she broke through the front line. Lord Eisen stood to her left, his pistol still raised, confusion painted across his face. To her right, she saw Seokjin, his arm raised to the sky, expression a tempest of fury and concern.
âI am satisfied,â he declared, his voice steady despite the chaos, âLet it be known that Lord Eisen is a debaucher of innocence and a dishonorable blackguard.â He lowered his pistol, striding toward her with purpose.
But before he could reach her, another gunshot shattered the stillness, a sharp crack in the fragile morning. Horror twisted in her gut as Seokjin howled in pain, crumpling to the ground, blood blooming like dark petals through the fabric of his breeches. Disapproving murmurs erupted from the gathered crowd, a cacophony of gasps and curses directed at Lord Eisen.
Her focus narrowed to Seokjin, writhing on the ground as blood seeped from his wound. She fell to her knees, hands trembling as they fluttered over his injured leg.
âStay back, Y/N, this is no place for you,â he gritted out, his voice strained with pain. âPark, take her back home.â
âNo. Iâm not leaving. I can help.â
âDammit, woman, why will you not do as I say?â
âBecause I love you!â she shouted, her heart pounding like a drum in her chest. âAnd I wonât leave your side.â She cupped his sweat-dampened cheek, searching his eyes for any sign of hope. âLord Whitmore, is there a physician present?â she asked, desperation lacing her voice, unwilling to tear her gaze from Seokjin.
âHere, my lady. Iâll just see to binding the wound,â a gray-haired gentleman replied, a black satchel slung over his shoulder.
Seokjin threw his head back on the grass, a roar of agony ripping from his throat. âBe quick about it. Iâm not sure how much longer I can remain conscious!â
Once the physician bound his leg, Park and Halston helped Seokjin into the doctorâs carriage, then Park handed Y/N inside, her heart hammering with fear as they made their way home, Seokjinâs head resting on her lap, his warmth a fragile reminder of life.
When they arrived at Kim House, Halston administered copious amounts of brandy until Seokjin was thoroughly foxed, the alcohol dulling the edges of his pain.
The doctor worked efficiently, extracting the bullet with practiced hands, though he was the recipient of a lengthy string of vitriol from the Earl. âCurse you, Eisen!â Seokjin spat, his voice thick with indignation. The doctor promised to return the following day to check the dressing and promptly exited the room.
Y/N remained at Seokjinâs side, mopping his forehead with a cool cloth, his features a pale shadow of their usual vigor. He was insensible from both the liquor and the laudanum, yet he managed to crack his eyes open, a flicker of recognition igniting within.
âDid you mean it?â he asked, voice slurred yet filled with an urgency that made her heart leap.
âWhy was your pistol raised when I arrived?â She couldnât help but question, a mix of fear and frustration welling within her.
âI shot into the air,â he scowled, eyes narrowing. âThe cur wasnât worth even a single bullet.â He paused, searching her gaze with an intensity that made her breath hitch. âDid you mean what you said? That you love me?â
âYes, you ridiculously honorable man. I love you,â she confessed, her heart swelling with the truth of her words.
âAs I love you,â he replied, his voice softer, a gentle lullaby beneath the tumult of the day. ââTis why I had to confront him the way I did.â His words were heavy with sleep, yet fervent as though each syllable was an anchor in the storm.
âWell, youâre going to have to come up with a different way of expressing it. I donât think I could bear to see you⌠For a moment, I thought you were dead.â The weight of those words pressed down on her, a chill creeping through her veins.
âI shall never leave your side again, my love.â His voice softened, eyes fluttering closed, his breathing slowing like the ebb of the tide.
For a heartbeat, she thought he had finally succumbed to sleep, but then she felt the gentle pressure of his hand around hers, a tether that bound them even amidst the shadows, a promise whispered in the dark.
"I fear I shall be a useless husband for the next several weeks until the wound is well on its way to healing." Seokjin's gaze pierced through her, an intensity lurking behind his words that took her a moment to grasp.Â
A rush of crimson crept up her neck, and she quickly averted her gaze. âDonât be vulgar. It is far too early in the morning for such talk.â
"I will require a great deal of nursing and special care, you know." His voice was a teasing whisper, laced with something more primal that made her heart race.
"Yes, the doctor explained what would need to be done. I shall take extra special care of you, my lord," she replied, tracing a delicate finger over the smattering of hair on his chest, the softness of the moment shattered by the storm brewing beneath the surface.
"Vixen," he murmured, eyes fluttering shut, a smile playing on his lips. "These next weeks will be torture."
"I do hope so," she shot back, her tone teasing but edged with sincerity. "Perhaps next time you wonât be so quick to engage in something as foolish as this."
She leaned in, pressing her lips to his, the kiss igniting a warmth that spread through them both. Seokjinâs hand found the back of her neck, holding her gently in place as he feasted on her mouth, nibbling and sucking, each sigh from him a reminder of the thin line between pleasure and pain.
With a soft thud, his head dropped back onto the pillow, and he looked deeply into her eyes. âWhen my leg has healed, the first order of business will be to see to the matter of an heir for the Earldom.â
âAgreed,â she whispered, lying down next to him on the bed for the first time, a sense of gravity settling over them.
Meanwhile, Lord Rushmore stood with his hands casually clasped behind his back, watching a stable boy lead a striking pair of chestnut horses around the yard at Tattersalls. He had no real intention of acquiring any new horseflesh; he had simply agreed to meet Lords Park and Halston there, his mind elsewhere, adrift in thoughts of a summer retreat at Willow Hill, his country estate.
It had been an arduous month, the wound inflicted by Lord Eisen a constant reminder of his vulnerability. Kim hated being an invalid, but Y/Nâs determined care was a salve to his wounded pride, particularly when she offered to help him bathe. Yet now, as he was finally cleared to bear weight on his injured leg, her shyness returned, casting a pall over the intimacy they had shared.
âKim!â Namjoonâs voice cut through his reverie, yanking him back to the present.
âHow goes it, Halston?â Seokjin asked, forcing a smile.
âWell, very well. And how does the livestock look?â Namjoonâs tone was light, masking the concern lurking just beneath.
Seokjin circled the courtyard, moving smoothly as Namjoon trailed slowly behind.Â
âStill walking like youâve got a dry stick in your boot instead of a leg, I see?â Lord Whitmore called from behind, his friendly jab punctuating the air.
Seokjin turned, a rueful grin tugging at his lips. He had long since stopped limping, yet the familiar teasing felt like a balm, a reminder of their shared camaraderie.
Jimin stepped up beside Seokjin, tilting his head slightly. âTheyâre preparing the gallows at Newgate,â he said, his voice low, the gravity of his words palpable.
âI see,â Seokjin replied, his brow furrowing. âAnd has your Bow Street source heard anything that would be of particular interest to me?â
Jimin shook his head, frustration evident. âHe wasnât able to get a look at the list of condemned.â
âAfter shooting you in the leg and then strangling his new bride to death, it would serve him right to dance upon nothing. I shudder when I think of the reports that were given as to her physical condition before death. The man is a monster.â Namjoonâs voice grew impassioned, his anger simmering just below the surface. He despised violence against women, a sentiment that burned hotter with each word. âIf I had the chance, Iâd dispatch Eisen with my bare hands.â
âI couldnât agree more,â Seokjin replied, the heat of righteous indignation flaring in his chest. âThough I must admit, it would take Herculean effort to prevent a towering rage from overcoming me if I were to find Y/N with another manâand in the very act, no less.â
Namjoon opened his mouth to protest, but Seokjin raised a hand. âNo, friend, I understand. Her dalliance certainly did not merit her death. If Eisen is to be hanged, he has certainly earned his fate.â
The three stood in a tense silence as the auctioneer began the bidding on a black thoroughbred racehorse, the tension in the air palpable.
âHalston, are you bidding today?â Jimin asked, his voice light, yet curiosity tinged his tone.
Namjoonâs brows pinched together, shaking his head. âNo, I havenât seen anything that strikes my fancy.â
âShall we be off to Parkâs, then?â Jiminâs brow rose expectantly, glancing between Namjoon and Seokjin.
âNot for me, lads. I must see to a few last-minute preparations before we leave for Willow Hill.â
They strolled a short distance away from Tattersalls, where Seokjinâs coach awaited.Â
âWe shall join you in a weekâs time,â Namjoon said, a promise hanging in the air.
âI look forward to a few weeks in the country,â Seokjin replied, a smile creeping onto his lips despite the heavy weight of recent events. âThough I daresay this house party will be quite different from those of past years, with Lady Rushmore now leading you about by the nose.â Jimin chuckled, nudging Namjoon with his elbow, their shared mirth a small reprieve from the shadows of their reality. They exchanged a pitying glance with Seokjin, who merely smiled, shaking his head, caught in the bittersweet nature of love, loss, and the unbearable weight of impending fate.
"I'll have you know that in addition to her Mama and Papa, Lady Rushmore has also invited the Jeons and the Jungs. I would not doubt she has matchmaking on the mind." The words tumbled from Seokjinâs mouth, heavy with implication, each syllable dripping with the kind of mischief that hangs thick in the air before a storm.
Jimin scoffed, shaking his head. "The day I fall into a parson's mousetrap, as you did, is the day I shall kick the bucket from under my own feet and take a short drop."
"Ah, my dear Park, there are a great many advantages to having a wife," Seokjin replied, climbing into the carriage, the sound of his voice echoing like a warning bell against the backdrop of laughter and banter.
"Does that mean you're no longer living the life of a monk?" Jimin called after him, his words laced with a teasing edge. As Seokjin gave two swift raps to the roof of the carriage, the laughter of his friends faded, oblivious to the rich tapestry of pleasure that a loving wife waiting at home could weave into a man's life.
The scene that greeted Seokjin upon his arrival home was chaos incarnate. Maids bustled about like frantic bees, arms laden with linens and other household goods, while footmen heaved large trunks and portmanteaus down the stairs, the very air vibrating with urgency.Â
He nodded as he passed various servants, each one bobbing curtsies or bowing stiffly before resuming their frenetic tasks. But as he reached the top of the stairs, a familiar voice cut through the cacophonyâY/N, directing her maid with a calm authority that belied the frenzy around her.
"I'm afraid I'll need the basin with me inside the coach. Heaven help me if I should cast up my crumpets during the journey. Lord Rushmore's has yet to witness such a distasteful episode. I fear I shall die of mortification if he were to witness such unpleasantness."Â
A flicker of irritation sparked within Seokjin at the thought of her hiding an illness from him, a dark cloud threatening to obscure his sunny disposition. He had every intention of chastising her for keeping silent about her health, but that resolve evaporated like morning mist when he rounded the corner into their bedroom.Â
There she was, bent over a valise, sorting through her chemises and nightdresses, a vision of domesticity that stole the breath from his lungs.Â
The maid was the first to notice him. He raised a finger to his lips and nodded toward the door, signaling his desire for privacy. She nodded once and slipped out, closing the door without so much as a whisper.Â
Seokjin moved across the room, his footsteps muffled by the plush woven rug beneath him, until he stood directly behind his still-leaning wife.Â
"Liza, have you already packed my tan kid gloâ" He gripped her hips, pulling her backside against him, eliciting a shriek of surprise. When she spun around, he caught her in his arms, her wide eyes a mirror of astonishment.Â
"Hello, my love."
"Seokjin! How you startled me." She swatted her hand against his chest, but the smile creeping across her lips melted the tension from her flushed features, leaving only warmth in its wake.Â
"I am sorry for that, but I was loath to interrupt my view of your delightful figure."Â
He stroked his finger along her cheekbone, which bloomed with a telltale blush. She studied him as he trailed the same finger down her throat and around the back of her neck, delighting in the shivers that coursed through her at his touch. Leaning down, he followed the path with the tip of his nose, stopping momentarily to graze the tender flesh behind her ear with his lips.Â
"My lord," she whispered, and he felt the weight of that title hang between them like a breathless promise.Â
"Yes, my lady?"Â
He continued to kiss and nibble his way across her jaw and up to her lips, savoring the sweet aftertaste of honey that lingered from her tea. She responded with equal enthusiasm, suckling his lower lip and tilting her head for a better angle. After what felt like hours, she finally pulled away, gasping for breath.Â
"Seokjin, there is too much to do." She leaned away from him, perhaps expecting him to release her, but he tightened his grip around her waist, kissing her again, lost in the moment.Â
"We have a moment, do we not?" he murmured against her lips, the world outside fading into insignificance.Â
Suddenly, she stiffened in his arms, and he instinctively relaxed his hold. Her hand flew to her mouth, and her eyes widened with a dawning horror. He let her go as she rushed to the washstand, emptying the contents of her stomach into the basin.Â
With purposeful strides, he crossed the room and laid a gentle hand on her back, offering comfort as she heaved, the sound echoing in the quiet of the room. When she was finished, he extended his handkerchief and waited, heart pounding in his chest.Â
She shuffled to the tea tray, returning to the basin with a cup full of lukewarm tea. Swishing mouthfuls and spitting them back into the basin, she did her best to maintain some semblance of delicacy, but her weariness was palpable.Â
When she finally turned to face him, the rosy flush had drained from her cheeks, replaced by an ashen pallor that sent a chill through him. How long had she been hiding her illness?Â
"Must you look at me with such pity?" she asked, setting the teacup down and twisting her hands together, a nervous habit that made his heart ache.Â
"My sweet, how long have you felt ill? We can postpone our departure until you are well. Everyone coming to Willow Hill will understand." He reached out to caress her cheek, but she turned away from his touch, brushing past him like a ghost.Â
He watched, concern knitting his brow, as she paced the room, muttering under her breath, a whirlwind of anxiety. Finally, she cast herself onto the bed, curling into a tight ball, tears spilling down her cheeks.
Seokjin was taken aback, concern spiraling into panic at the sudden shift in her demeanor. Every instinct screamed at him to rush to her side, but he remained frozen, captivated by the raw vulnerability laid bare before him.Â
As if pulled by an unseen string, she sat up, wiping her eyes before their gazes connected, and he felt propelled into action.Â
He hurriedly knelt in front of her, grasping her hands in his. "What is wrong, Y/N?"
"I did not⌠It was supposed to be⌠Oh botheration. I must look a fright." She dabbed the handkerchief at the corners of her eyes, a picture of fragility.Â
"Should I summon the doctor?" he asked, dread pooling in his stomach at the thought of his wife being gravely ill.Â
The lines of worry etched on her face began to soften, replaced by a look of adoration that made his heart race.Â
"I have already seen the doctor."Â
"And what is his diagnosis?" Seokjinâs heart plummeted, a darkness settling over him at the very thought of her suffering.
She wriggled one of her hands free from his graspâhe hadnât realized he was squeezing her so tightlyâand cupped the side of his face with a tenderness that caught him off guard. âIâm afraid you were quite successful in your quest for an heir,â she said, her voice trembling like a leaf in a storm.
His brow furrowed as the meaning of her words sunk in, slowly creeping through the fog of his mind like a dark shadow. âDo you mean⌠I say! Are youââ He sprang to his feet, a surge of exhilaration propelling him to nearly drag Y/N off the bed in his excitement.
âI am increasing, and it is all your fault, you insufferable man! I donât feel the least bit well, and of course, thereâs nothing to be done for it but nibble dry toast when the nausea strikes.â Her voice had a sharp edge to it, yet there was a sparkle in her eyes that ignited something primal within him.
Dropping to his knees, he surrounded her with his arms, resting his head gently against her still-flat abdomen. The thought âI am going to be a fatherâ echoed in his mind, a mantra that swelled until it overwhelmed him like a tidal wave.
Y/N threaded her fingers through his hair, massaging soothing circles on his scalp, murmuring sweet nothings that drifted like whispers in the night until, finally, she grasped his chin and gently lifted him to his feet. âI wanted to tell you at Willow Hill. The doctor confirmed the pregnancy only this morning.â
âWhen will it be here?â he asked, his heart pounding like a drum echoing through an empty hall.
âHe shall be born in early February.â
He smirked, a wild gleam igniting in his eyes as he led her back to the bed. With a tenderness that seemed to transcend reality, he cradled her in his arms. âYou are sure, then, that I have produced an heir for the title of Lord Rushmoreâs?â His voice danced with mischief.
âOf course. It is my greatest wish that the lineage for the earldom be secured, butâŚâ
âBut what, my darling?â
âWhat if it is a girl?âÂ
âIt gives us all the more reason to practice the arduous task of producing a male heir.â He kissed her soundly as he laid her on the bed, hovering protectively over her, his body a fortress against the world.Â
âThere are still so many things to prepare, Seokjin.â
âHush, my dear. Let the housekeeper do her job. The world will not fall apart if we steal a few moments of quiet together.âÂ
She pressed herself into his side, and in that fleeting moment, as if they had stolen a slice of eternity, he felt her body relax, her breaths evening into those of a slumbering angel, wrapped in the cocoon of their shared warmth.
The next morning unfolded like a symphony of chaos as the coaches were readied for the departure of the Earl of Rushmoreâs household. When Forbes gave the word, Seokjin tucked Y/Nâs hand in the crook of his elbow and led her to the carriage. Once she was settled, he followed her in, sitting close enough to feel the warmth radiating from her skin. His gaze flicked nervously to the basin opposite them, stacked with lavender-scented handkerchiefs and towels. He hoped her sickness wouldnât turn their journey into a nightmare.
The carriage lurched into motion, rattling off through the streets of London, bound for the quieter Hampshire countryside. The sun barely peeked over the rooftops, and the cool breeze whispered secrets through the open windows. He closed his eyes, savoring the moment of calm until Y/N spoke, shattering the fragile peace.
âSeokjin, why are we going in the wrong direction? This is not the road to Hampshire.â
He opened his eyes and sat up straighter, unease coiling in his stomach like a serpent. âI have a small matter of business I need to see to before we leave town.â
She frowned, her brow knitting together in concern. âI thought you took care of all your business yesterday.â
âYes, well, one other matter came up.â
âI see.âÂ
She shifted away from him, her attention drawn outside. His heart sank as he realized where they were headed. The closer they came to Newgate prison, the more agitated he became, as if an unseen force was tightening around his throat.
âIs something wrong?â she asked, glancing at him with a mixture of curiosity and concern.
âDo you not have a book or some kind of embroidery with which to occupy yourself?â
âI fear I would grow ill if I tried to read, and heaven forbid I should attempt any kind of needlecraft. I would most likely end up sticking myself and bleed to death.âÂ
He sighed, defeated by her stubbornness. Minutes ticked by, and the rattling wheels on the cobblestone streets were replaced by the jeers of a growing mob gathering for the hangings.
âSeokjin, why is there such a crowd at this early hour?â Her voice was laced with dread, and he could feel her eyes boring into him, demanding answers he couldnât provide.
He stood, head bent, shoulders rounded, and leaned over his legs to peer out his window. The prison loomed ahead, and the gallows stood like a grim sentinel against the morning sky.
As they approached, the carriage slowed, stopping some distance from the raised platform, yet they had a perfect view. When the gaoler stood and raised his arms, the crowd fell silent, anticipation crackling in the air like static before a storm.
As he read the names of the condemned and their crimes, a chill crept down Seokjinâs spine. One by one, the hooded figures were brought forth, the nooses cinched around their necks as the crowd hissed and jeered, throwing stones and objects at the prisoners.
âAnd last we have, Jonathon Bartlett, Viscount Eisen, condemned to hang by the neck until dead for the murder in cold blood of Louis Montford, Marquis of Calais.â
Y/N gasped, scrambling backward into her seat, her breath quickening as panic washed over her like a wave. She waved her hand in front of her face, but that same wide-eyed look of distress he had witnessed the day before seized her. She lunged forward, retching violently into the basin.
Once again, he handed her a clean square of toweling and waited, a heavy weight pressing down on his chest.Â
âI had heard of the scandal. Lady Min was quite thrilled to share the news with your mother. But⌠he is not condemned for the death of Lady Eisen?â
Seokjin shook his head, his heart pounding like a war drum. âNo. Had he only killed her, he most likely would not be in this position. When he murdered the Marquis in front of his entire household, he sealed his fate.âÂ
Though he glossed over the details for her benefit, the gruesome images of Lord Montfordâs lifeless body, throat slit from ear to ear, lingered in his mind like a dark specter. It was damning, to say the least.
Seokjin peered out of the carriage window, the air thick with a tension that prickled at the nape of his neck. It was nearly time.
âPlease, Seokjin,â Y/Nâs voice quivered, raw with dread. âI canât bear this. Letâs go.â
He nodded once, the sound of his heart thumping painfully in his chest. With a sharp rap on the carriage's wooden panel, the horses whinnied in response, and the vehicle lurched forward, rattling down the cobbled streets.Â
As they rounded the corner, the roar of the mob reached a crescendo, a grotesque symphony of triumph and bloodlust. It echoed in his ears, a haunting reminder of what awaited them. Y/N leaned heavily against him, her body trembling as she covered her face with shaking hands, bent double as if the weight of the world bore down on her fragile frame. For a moment, he feared she might be sick again.
After a silence that stretched like a taut wire, she slowly lifted her head, her eyes glistening. âI donât understand why Iâve turned into a watering pot.â
âItâs the good and kind nature within you,â he murmured, though he felt the tremor in his own voice.
âItâs never good to revel in the death of one of Godâs children, even if he was a very bad man.â She sniffled into her handkerchief, and gradually, the plush upholstery of the carriage seemed to embrace her weary form, pulling her back from the brink of despair.
âTrue. He was indeed a most depraved individual, but now we shall never have to worry about him again.â
âDo you think he really would have followed through on his threats against me?â She looked at him, eyes wide with fear.
âItâs hard to say for certain. But if his madness regarding his wifeâs lover is any indication, Iâm relieved to think you need not worry about his intentions any longer.âÂ
28 February 1816
11:54 pm
âI swear to God himself, if I am not allowed to see my wife this instant, I shall break down the door!â Seokjin's voice reverberated through the upper halls of Willow Hill as he pounded on the door to their shared bedchamber, desperation clawing at him.
Y/N had been laboring for nearly twenty hours. The doctor had even consented to allow the local midwife to assist, though his reluctant agreement came with warnings laced with disapproval.Â
Just as Seokjin was about to start kicking the door, he heard the soft click of the lock. A frightened, doe-eyed maid opened the door, stepping aside just in time as he barreled past her into the room.
Y/N sat hunched over on a peculiar chair, sweat beading on her forehead and clinging to her hair. On either side of her stood their mothers, both wearing matching scowls, while Siobhan, the midwife, whispered instructions into Y/Nâs ear, her voice thick and accented.Â
When Siobhan glanced up, her eyes sparkled with an unsettling gleam. Her hair was a wild halo of gray curls, and her face bore the deep lines of age, looking like an apple left too long in the orchardâwrinkled, desiccated.
âThe babby is almost here,â she crooned, âbut she be waitinâ fer her own special day. This'un is sure to be full oâ spirit.â Her words slurred together, but the meaning hung in the air, heavy and ripe.
âHow do you know itâs a girl?â Y/N grunted, a fresh wave of pain coursing through her. âOoooh, anotherâŚâ
âBear down and push, lovey. âTis almost done. Are ye ready to catch, doctor?âÂ
âHush, witch. I know how to bring a child into the world,â snapped the doctor, irritation coating his every word.
âKim, come take my place,â Seokjinâs mother urged, but he hardly heard her over the pounding of his heart.
âWeâve only ever talked about names for a boy,â he murmured, glancing at the doctorâs bloodied hand reaching for a towel.Â
âOch, there he goes,â Siobhan said, her voice laced with disapproval, and that was the last thing Seokjin remembered before the world around him faded to black.
Everything became muffled, foggy, like he was submerged in deep water. He tried to reach for Y/Nâs voice, but his limbs felt like lead, unresponsive.Â
Then, a sharp, acrid smell invaded his senses, burning his nostrils. His eyes shot open, heart racing as he scanned the room, confused and disoriented. He was on the floor of his chamber, the strange chair gone, the chaotic mess of moments before replaced by eerie calm. How long had he been unconscious?
A familiar wrinkled face appeared above him. âAh, there ye be. âTis why we donât let the papas in until after the wee ones are born.â
âY/N!â he gasped, shaking off the haze. âWhere is my wife?â
âIâm right here, my lord.â
He rose unsteadily, dread curling in his stomach, and turned slowly toward her voice. Y/N lay on the bed in a fresh, white nightdress, hair neatly plaited over one shoulder, and cradled in her arms was a tiny bundle wrapped in blankets, a serene infant nestled against her.
He stumbled forward, drawn by an unseen force, and perched next to her, awe washing over him. Siobhanâs departing words barely registered as he soaked in the sight of his wife and child.Â
âY/N, my beautiful Y/N. How do you fare?â he whispered, his heart swelling.
A knowing smile danced on her lips. âYou fainted, my lord.â
He felt the warmth of laughter bubbling just beneath the surface. âI have no idea what youâre talking about.â He remained silent, mesmerized by the tiny rosebud lips of their child. âI hope everyone has sworn an oath to take the events of this room to the grave.â
âOh dear, I do believe we forgot to summon a magistrate for such proceedings.â
âThen I will assume the entire township, nay the whole of Hampshire, will know of my weak constitution by midday.â He sighed, resting his head on her shoulder, feeling the weight of the world lift just slightly. After a contemplative silence, he asked, âWas she right? Siobhan, I mean.â
âDoes it matter?â
âYou are alive. The child is alive. Of course it matters.â
He watched as Y/Nâs fingers traced the soft strands of reddish-brown hair that crowned their daughterâs head. âShe was right. You have a daughter, my love.â
âA girl,â he breathed, the word heavy with meaning. âWas she indeed born on the twenty-ninth?â
âYes, she waited until it was two minutes past midnight. Siobhan was right on both counts. She wanted to have her own special day.â
The thought struck him like a chill in the night airâhe would never survive having a daughter. Anxiety twisted in his chest, coiling around his heart until it clenched painfully with every beat.
Y/N must have sensed his turmoil, her gaze steady and soothing. âPlease donât give yourself an apoplexy thinking of suitors and her coming out. We have many, many years before that becomes an issue.â
âYou know me too well, my sweet. But it changes nothing. I would go to the ends of the earth to protect my ladiesâ honor.â
He extended his arms, lifting the stirring infant into his embrace. âWhat shall we call her?â
Y/N tucked the blankets around her legs, her smile illuminating the dim room. âI was thinking perhaps, Lady Caroline Marie Kim, in honor of your late father.â
âPerfect. My mother will be deeply touched.â He marveled at the strength of the little fist that curled around his finger. âShe will need a brother to protect her. When shall we start working on that endeavor?â
Y/N arched an eyebrow and shook her head. âYou may address that subject with me in three or four yearsâ time. Until then, do I need to cloister myself in a separate bedchamber?â
Seokjinâs grin took on a mischievous edge as he shook his head. âI donât think I can bear to sleep without you, my love. I promise I will behave.â
But beneath the surface of their laughter, a dark shadow lingeredâa reminder that the world outside could be as dangerous as it was beautiful. And it wouldnât be until the twenty-ninth of February 1820, that a boy, the next Earl of Rushmore, would arrive.
Š chimcess, 2024. Do not copy or repost without permission.
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artem.wing requested to follow you!
when you pull out your phone, you have to check the notification twice to make sure youâve read it correctly. you even go so far as to tap it, watching curiously as your phone opens paxâs newest social media app.
this couldnât possibly be your artem wing. your fellow senior partner at themis artem wing, who once called social media positively mind-numbing.Â
but it is artem, a cursory glance at the profile picture confirms. not only is the picture he uses the exact same as his identification badge, but his account is already verified â no doubt due to his association with marius von hagen.Â
you purse your lips in an attempt to stifle your laughter as you stalk study the rest of his profile.Â
Artem Wing Senior Attorney at Themis Law Firm [email protected] (serious inquiries only)
itâs professional and clean, with all the aspects of an account made for business purposes. was this the firmâs latest marketing strategy? you really must have zoned out during the last staff meeting.Â
smiling, you accept his follow request and send one back just as celestine returns from the restroom.
âwho has you smiling at your phone like that?â she asks, taking a sip of her iced tea. âis it your secret boyfriend again? when are you going to let me meet him?â
you take a bite of your salad, shrugging. âi told you, heâs shy.âÂ
she sets her glass down, resting her elbows on the table. âyeah, but youâre always gushing about how sweet he is! you said he was a lawyer, right? is it howard syter? from baldr?â
last week, youâd let it slip that your secret boyfriend was also a lawyer. since then celestine and kiki had been hurtling name after name at you, trying to guess his identity.Â
itâs not like you wanted to keep his identity a secret forever. it was just that the two of you were happy in this little bubble of yours. the gentle, intimate mornings spent swaying in each otherâs embrace to his morning coffee playlist. the private date nights at his apartment that are spent cooking dinner together.Â
âah,â celestine giggles. âyouâre thinking about him again, arenât you?â
you try and fail to fight the heat crawling up your neck, thankful when your phone chimes with a notification in your bag.Â
âit might be about my civil suit,â you tell her, eager for the distraction.Â
you dig your phone out of your bag, checking the notification.Â
artem.wing tagged you in a post
your heart skips a beat, and you hesitate before tapping the notification.
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artem looks up when his office door is thrown open. heâs glad to see that itâs you, even if youâre wearing that look on your face, the one you put on when youâre crossing a witness in court.
âmr. wing,â you greet tersely. âdo you have a moment?â
he rises from his seat and buttons his suit jacket, smiling. âfor you, always.â
âoh, stop being cute,â you mutter. âwhy did you tag me in your thirst trap?â
âthirst trap?â he echoes, genuinely confused.
âartem,â you whisper harshly. âyou posted a shirtless picture of yourself at the gym and tagged me in it! now everyone will know that weâre dating!â
âbut my account is on private,â he frowns. âand i only tagged youâŚâ
âeveryone you let follow your account can see that picture!â you explain. âthat includes celestine, jeremy, kiki, rosa, luke, dr. richter, mariusââ
this is the last time heâll ever let marius von hagen peer pressure him into anything.Â
âsoâŚyou didnât like the photo?â he asks, rounding his desk to stand in front of you. he seems entirely unfazed by this ideal, despite the fact that everyone on his follow list has now seen his abs.
you seem taken aback by his question, avoiding his gaze. âi didnât say thatâŚâ
you both startle when celestine pounds on the glass wall of his office, holding up her phone.Â
âi knew it!â she shouts through the glass. her shouting draws the attention of kiki, rosa, and just about every other employee in the firm.Â
youâre absolutely mortified, but artem simply takes your hand, pressing a kiss to the backs of your fingers before pulling you in to wrap his arms around you.Â
you donât fight him, simply sighing deeply and hiding your face in his chest as celestine cheers loudly.Â
âiâm sorry, love,â he murmurs, lips brushing the shell of your ear. ânext time iâll send my âthirst trapsâ directly to you via text.â
âyou owe me,â you mutter, but youâre smiling as he presses a kiss to the side of your neck, your cheek, the corner of your mouth.Â
âi suppose now we have to take that very romantic walk down to hr.â
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sharp or dull
pairing- Lando Norris x fem!reader
summary- Lando has begged you to stream with him, you will on one condition- it has to be an ASMR stream
wc- 1.7k
a/n: I wrote this in one sitting bc I cooked this up as a nighttime scenario, because I am an ASMR hoe, hope you enjoy! I also tried something a little new, I added the 'chat' section of the stream, you'll see what I mean. idk if I'm a fan of it or not.
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Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response, or better yet known as ASMR, had taken TikTok, YouTube, and nearly every other social media platform by storm. To you, ASMR was a calming and relaxing way to unwind after a long day. And as an ASMR-artist you were constantly trying to find new ways to bring that experience to your viewers
Lando, however, could never understand the appeal of ASMR. He didnât find it relaxing, calming, or anything of the sorts. He much preferred to fall asleep in pure silence, maybe the sound of a fan once in a while. While he didnât understand it that didnât mean he didnât support you and your âartâ.Â
âBabeeee,â Lando whined.Â
âWhat?âÂ
âStream with me, pleaseeeee.âÂ
You rolled your eyes for what felt like the hundredth time. Lando had been begging you for days to with him. Why? Well, when you asked him his exact words were, âBecause I get lonely.â And while you loved Lando, sitting there while he played whatever random game he could find just to keep him company, did not sound appealing.Â
âLandoooo,â you draw out in response to his whining.Â
âBaby please,â he begs again, âIâll even let you choose what we do, I swear.âÂ
A lightbulb goes off in your head. âAnything?âÂ
âYes?â He replies, curious to your response.Â
Your face breaks out into a grin, âAnd you promise youâll do it.âÂ
Lando takes a big gulp, âWhat are you planning woman?âÂ
âPromise?â You hold out your pinky and shake it at him, awaiting his answer.Â
He takes your pinky in his, âPromise.âÂ
Its a week later when Lando is finally able to stream and you couldnât be more excited. You still havenât told your boyfriend of your plans.Â
âBabe, what are we doing? I need to know so I can set up.âÂ
âDonât worry about setting any of your games up. We are going to be doing something else,â You tell him.Â
Lando shoots you a confused look, âCare to let me in that pretty head of yours.âÂ
You giggle, âWell since you said we can do anything of my choosing we will being doing an ASMR stream!â You throw out your hands excitedly.Â
Lando looks less than thrilled, âNo.â He says flatly. âI meant like you could pick out the game or a challenge. I am not doing ASMR.âÂ
âYou shouldâve specified the terms then Norris. And if I am remembering correctly you pinky promised on âanythingâ, canât go back on that.âÂ
âBabe I'm not doing ASMR.âÂ
âFine then you can stream by yourself.â You cross your arms across your chest and give Lando a pointed look, you were not backing down.Â
âNo.âÂ
âYou wouldnât even have to do anything! I would be doing all of it!âÂ
âNo.âÂ
âNot even a head massage?âÂ
âNo.âÂ
âNot even sharp or dull?âÂ
This is when you know you have him hooked. Lando can tell everyone that he doesnât care for ASMR, that he doesnât find it relaxing, all that jazz. But you know something they donât. You know that this man is a sucker for the âsharp or dullâ genre of ASMR, and since Lando has sworn you to secrecy you were unable to share this juicy piece of information with the world.Â
â... fine, I am only doing this because I love you.âÂ
As Lando was setting up the stream you were busy gathering your supplies that were spewed about Landoâs streaming room, which at times doubled as your recording studio when you filmed for your YouTube channel.Â
Lando went live, muting his mic while being black-screened. You could see the comments flooding the chat:
landonorizzzzzzz- LANDO STREAMMMMMMM pizzaparty124003- about time!! we were in a drought! carlando4lifeeee- HEâS BACK FROM WARRRRR justaninchident- WE CANâT SEE YOU papayaboyzzz- LANDOOOOOOOOO
Lando unmutes his mic, âI know you canât see me chat.âÂ
You whack his arm, âLando, be nice.âÂ
carlando4lifeeee- IS THAT WHO I THINK IT IS???? landoandy/naremyparents- MOTHER IS HERE justaninchident- DEFEND ME MOTHER PLEASEEEEE sofishdicatedaf- OMG WE ARE GETTING A Y/N AND LANDO STREAM??
Lando finally turns on the camera and chat continues to lose their mind, âYes chat, Y/N is here.âÂ
You wave at the camera, âHiiiiiii!âÂ
âDo you want to tell them what we are doing today or do want me?âÂ
âI can tell them. Chat, today we are doing something I am a literal professional at.â Lando rolls his eyes, âDonât roll your eyes at me mister, you begged me for a literal week to stream with you.âÂ
landoandy/naremyparents- HE BEGGED HER TO STREAM WITH HIM?!?!! y/nismymotherfrfr- RELATIONSHIP GOALS papayaboyzzz- lol simppppppp
You glance at chat, laughing at their reaction, âYes, heâs been begging for me to do this for a long time! I only agreed once he pinky promised that we could do whatever I want. And I chose,â you pause in suspense, âto do ASMR on my lovely boyfriend.âÂ
âYay,â Lando says enthusiastically.Â
âStop. You are going to love it.âÂ
âIf you insist.âÂ
You launch into explanation, âSo as some of you know I run an ASMR account on YouTube and TikTok and today Iâll be doing a couple different âtriggersâ on Lando.âÂ
âA couple? I only agreed to one,â he interrupts you. You shoot Lando a pleading look and it takes only a few seconds before he is admitting defeat. âFine, only a couple though.â He glances at the screen where the chat is displayed, âCall me a simp all you want, at least I have a girlfriend to simp over.âÂ
âChat, donât mind him, he only found out what I wanted to do like 20 minutes ago. But as I was saying before I was rudely interrupted is that Iâll be doing a couple different âtriggersâ that are pretty popular amongst my audience such as- sharp or dull, head massage, hair brushing.âÂ
After your explanation you get up from your seat and gather your supplies as Lando messes with the camera and mic.Â
âLan, can you scooch back just a tad?â
âHmm? Oh, of course baby.âÂ
âThank you,â you give him a small kiss on the crown of his head.
âSo I am going to start of with the head massage and hair brushing first,â you explain to chat, moving to speak in your softer, slower tone that you use while filming, âThen for the grand finale Iâll do the sharp or dull.âÂ
Lando always turned to putty when you played with his hair, you werenât expecting this to be any different, well minus the fact that a bunch of fans were watching. At first you werenât sure if the mic was even picking up on any of noise but one quick glance at chat seemed that they were all enjoying it. For multiple reasons, you were sure of it.Â
After five-or-so minutes of head scratching you decide to check in on your completely silent boyfriend. âStill doing okay baby?â You ask, voice nearly a whisper.Â
âYeah, Iâm doing great,â Lando response at full Lando volume.Â
papayaboyzzz- MY EARSSSSSS sofishdicatedaf- tell me why I had my volume all the way up and this man decided to talk FULL VOLUME WHAT THE HELL LANDO ass-mr- this man has no idea how to asmr asmrismycrack- no bc why? his gf is literally an asmr PRO
You chuckle at the comments, âBaby you have to be quiet.âÂ
âWhat? Why?â He turns around, looking at you confused.Â
âBecause having people talk loudly, or practically screaming in your case, isnât really relaxing to listen to.âÂ
âOh, sorry,â Lando drops his voice to a much quieter tone, giving you a sheepish smile.Â
âThatâs okay baby.â
You go move through a couple other triggers, and around the 20-minute mark you decided to wrap things up, âOk, since I donât want to bore all of you we are going to move onto the sharp or dull. Then, I donât know, maybe a Q and A or something.âÂ
Once again you explain the sharp or dull concept to Lando and the chat, âBy the way chat this is Landoâs favorite genre.âÂ
âLies, I donât watch ASMR.âÂ
âYouâre the only one telling lies. You love sharp or dull ASMR, itâs the only one you watch.âÂ
âBabeeee,â Lando whines, âYou were sworn to secrecy.âÂ
You shrug your shoulders, âWhoops.âÂ
âNow no one will think Iâm cool.âÂ
âI donât think you needed any help with that.â Lando looks at you offend that you would say such a thing, you grab his head and turn his face back to the camera. âOkay close your eyes and tell me if this is sharp or dull,âÂ
You alternate between poking Lando's face with the Q-tip or the toothpick that you have in your hand. Lando gets every guess correct but as you go on you can tell by how his voice gets quieter that he is getting more and more tired. Maybe doing this stream late at night wasn't the best idea.Â
âOk, I think thatâs enough.âÂ
Lando groans at his cut off, âChat I donât think Iâm gonna make it.âÂ
You giggle at his sleepiness, âNext time we can do something you want, but for now I think itâs time for bed.â
Lando hums in agreement, âGoodnight everyone! Thanks for tunning in!âÂ
You wave at the camera, âGoodnight!!âÂ
Lando shuts down the stream along with his PC and slumps in his chair, âWhat did you do to me. Iâm ready to pass out.âÂ
âItâs the magic of ASMR.âÂ
âFine, I guess it was the magic of ASMR,â Lando sighs out.
âDoes that mean you like it now?â You ask, pulling him out of his chair.Â
Lando collapses against you, his arms wrap around you as the two of you waddle towards the bathroom. âI only like it when you do it. Thatâs it.âÂ
âIâll take it.âÂ
The two of you brush your teeth in silence, you watch as Lando can barely keep his eyes open. His sleepiness at your ASMR was a compliment in the highest regards. Lando reattaches himself to your back as you make your way into your shared bedroom.Â
As you climb under the covers and reposition yourself in Landoâs arms you can feel his breathing steady out.Â
âBabe?â He whispers.Â
âLan?âÂ
âYou meant what you said?âÂ
âMeant what?âÂ
âThat we could do whatever I want next time you come and stream with me?âÂ
âWell, anything within reason.âÂ
âPromise,â Lando wiggles his pinky.
âPromise,â you whisper back, interlocking his pinky with yours.
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If you arenât too busy, is it possible for you to do a small one shot of Batfam meeting Fenton! Damian for the first time? đĽšđĽšđĽšđĽš
(Iâm not sure if you meant a drawing or a piece of writing, but Iâm going to assume itâs writing. Also, Damian met them at separate times, so Iâll just write the scene that I imagine what happens when Damian meets Tim and Steph, since itâs one of the earlier scenes and most vital.)
Damian was darting through the streets when he felt Shadow brush against him, ears perked up as they tilted their head and looked behind them.
Damian paused and turned around. A figure in red and black, and another in purple, looked at him with curious tilts to their heads. He flinched but stayed calm as he tried to relax underneath the vigilantesâ searching gazes.
Robin and Spoiler had just arrived.
They stared at each other.
Then Damian said, "Uh, hello?"
Robin gave a small smile. "Hey there, kiddo. Itâs dangerous to be out here at this time. Where are your parents?"
Damian frowned. "I'm fine. I have my dog with me."
Spoiler then asked, "Oh! You're the kid on the roof that Nightwing met!"
Damian said, "I'm not on a roof right now, though."
They chuckled and Robin said gently, âStill, itâs not safe out here. Youâre not from Gotham, right? You should go back to your parents.â
âI canât,â Damian said, stressed, and the looks on the vigilantesâ faces changed into something harder and more protective. Quickly realizing that perhaps they were reaching for a bad conclusion, Damian quickly continued, âI have to find my friend. He moved to Gotham a few weeks ago and he hasnât contacted me since then. I heard that his parents died, but I canât find him.â
âWhat about your parents? Shouldnât they know? Or help you?â Spoiler asked.
Damian fidgeted with his shirt. Truthfully, he didnât want to tell Jazz. Jazz was quick to worry and already tired from whatever daytime work she was doing, but if she had helped, the search would have definitely been faster. It was just that Damian liked doing things on his own and he hated stressing her out.
âI donât want her to worry,â Damian said, âAnd I would like to do it on my own.
Spoiler nudged Robin, and then pulled him aside. Damian crouched to pet Shadow, trying to pretend he wasnât listening in as he stroked Shadowâs velvety, mist-like fur, while the two whispered to each other.
âPatrol is going slow⌠So how about we just stay and help him? We protect a kid, hopefully help another, and we can avoid B for awhile!â
âWellâŚ. I think Iâm on thin ice with B. Iâm not sure I should go out on my ownâŚâ they looked at each other for a brief moment and without another word, both turned and Robin grinned at Damian.
âOkay, so how about we help you? Weâll come with you to find your friend, and in 2 hours, weâll bring you back to your home and try again tomorrow, alright? Do we have a deal?â
Damian tilted his head, but Shadow barked, a hoarse and crackling sound. Both vigilantes stared warily at them, but since Shadow agreed, Damian had no real reason to say otherwise.
He smiled, reaching out to shake Spoilerâs gloved hands. âDeal!â
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Pairing: Jason Todd x Reader
A/N: iâm like the only one wearing a halloween themed shirt on campus rn so im kinda sad no one wanted to be festive đ but HAPPY HALLOWEEN â¨đ⨠iâve been busy with exams this week, so sorry for the short drabbles lately, but ENJOY :) comment if your comfortable, reblog and u will get some flowers đ and like if u can <3
Tags: MATCHING HALLOWEEN SHIRTS, worried jason, reader is going to give jason more white hair, pumpkin carving
Check out pt. 1 here!
You grabbed the two round pumpkins, setting them on the table right next to each other. Each picked with the intention to carve them.
âMaybe we shouldâve grabbed some carving tools cause all Iâve got are the stuff from my patrol.â Jason came out, wearing the same Halloween themed shirt as you did, holding onto very sharp and dangerous knives that he kept somewhere deep in his utility belt. âTheyâre clean by the way.â
You glanced over to where he was standing. You watched how he effortlessly handled them.
âDo you trust me with those?â You asked him, raising an eyebrow in question while glancing at the glistening edges of the recently sharpened knives.
âUhâŚâ Jason contemplated, staring at your eyes shining at the opportunity to handle something so deadly. âMaybe I can run to the store.â
He started to safely put them away.
âTheyâve practically replaced all the Halloween stuff with the next holiday items, so we have no choice.â You started to reach for the utility belt.
âAnd leave you with a knife dangerous enough to cut through Batmanâs grappling lines? Yeah, thatâs a great idea.â Jason started to turn around to put back his patrol gear.
âWait! I have you. Youâll help me.â You tried to reason. âItâs also Halloween, we canât go to the store, there will be nothing there.â
Jason looked back at you, mentally listing all the dangers. His white streak of hair drooping as low as his frown when he couldnât find a sliver of reason.
âPleaaaase.â You kept persisting.
Jason sighed.
âThis is a horrible idea.â
âYay!â You cheerfully walked back to the table, getting out a sheet of paper, inking Red Hoodâs emblem on it. You were originally planning to do a ghost design, but you had to make sure Jason would let you carve this pumpkin tonight, no matter what.
And if that meant being a suck up, then you were carving that emblem like your life depended on it.
Jason sighed again as he pulled out the chair next to you, watching you draw.
âYou really arenât holding back.â He pulled your chair right next to his, resting his arm on the back to minimize some distance between you.
âOnly cause Red Hood is the most handsome, amazing as hell, sexiest vigilante in the entire world.â You smiled wide, patting Jason affectionately on the cheek to seal the deal.
He grabbed your hand, pecking a small kiss to the inside of your wrist.
Gleefully you leaned back, turning your head to kiss his shoulder. The fabric of your matching shirts meeting the edge of your mouth.
You got back to your art piece, trying to make sure the design was perfect.
As Jason watched you, you just let the thoughts of your mind run out. Dinner plans, did you get enough candy for tonight, how you planned to watch all the horror movies you could.
It was questions filled with excitement to Jason as he nuzzled into you, giving as fast of responses as he could, but a big smile was on his face as he listened to you talk and ramble.
âMaybe I could dress up as you next year.â You thoughtlessly said, puncturing holes in the pumpkin for your outline.
Jasonâs eye widened. He strangely really liked the idea. A little too much.
âCould you imagine me saving you?â You chuckled to yourself, imagining trying to carry Jason in your arms to safety. âI might have to start exercising to build up the muscle.â
You started your plan in your head. Your eyebrows lowering and nodding as you were starting to like the plan.
âThen I can take a photo of me carrying you, dressed as you.â You looked back at Jason, seriously meeting his gaze.
He was taken back, at your intensity and the clear devotion you were willing to put in.
âYou canât carry me.â Jason lazily shook his head, reaching up to rub the back of your neck affectionately.
âJust you wait. Iâm gonna do it.â You turned back to carving. Determination seeping into your veins.
Jason let you get back to mentally planning as he worriedly watched your every move. This was a very dangerous activity. He shouldnât have let you do this at all.
Once your arms were getting tired from carving, you put the knife down.
âIf I canât even carve this, how will I carry you?â You leaned back into your chair, back into Jasonâs side.
âI can finish it.â He kissed your temple.
âNo, Iâm determined.â You puffed.
Jason was going to break out into a cold sweat.
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After much arm strength and a piece of candy, you managed to carve out the pumpkin, but it wasnât that good.
There were knife marks in areas you didnât mean to put, it was a miracle that you managed to get the general shape of the bat symbol.
âMaybe Iâll let you be the one to handle the knives from now on.â You put the candle in the hallowed center, gently lightning the carving.
You admired your work despite how clumsy it looked.
âItâs perfect.â Jason was finally breathing, he held every breath each time you stabbed the pumpkin.
âLetâs put it outside!â You placed the pumpkin outside your front door.
Jason had managed to carve his, the iconic pumpkin face next to yours. He finished his as quickly as he could since he didnât want to leave you unsupervised for too long.
He definitely wonât forget another carving kit after this year.
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Hello! I would like to ask a Latina reader with bf Max where is Christmasâs and her aunts keeps asking her where the boyfriend at and why she doesnât have a boyfriend until max shows up and greets everyone, also can we make her cousins fans of f1, can everything be based in Mexico? Please wand thank you, this is my first request and Iâm kinda excited, I love your writing! â¤ď¸
Thank you for the love!! Google translated Spanish
Imaginary Boyfriend
{Reader's POV}
If you asked my mother if I had a boyfriend, she would say that I was lying to stop her from setting me up with the nice men who were looking to get married. But really, I did have a boyfriend. It's just that my boyfriend had to travel a lot for work and our schedule's never matched.
It had been a while since I had been home for Christmas, having spent most of my time slaving away at my job. "mi nieto, I'm getting old. You should come visit soon with your boyfriend for Christmas" my abuela suggested. "I will try this year, prometo" I promised her. I could hear my parents laughing in the background.
"Maxie, my abuela wants to meet you" I said playing with his fingers one day. "Really?" he asked. "Yup" I smiled. "Can't wait.....so when are we going?" he asked almost bouncing. "Christmas" I replied. "Can't wait to eat delicious food" he said fist bumping the air.
After the season end, we packed our bags and I took a few weeks off and we were back at my home. Max would be flying in a day later since he had some work at RedBull head quarters. I just had to survive one day with all the nagging. Then it would stop forever, once they meet Max.
When I got home, "Where's that boyfriend of yours?" my mother teased. "He has work, he'll be here tomorrow" I said. "It's ok to be single, just don't live in fantasy land" my father told me. I just shrugged and greeted my abuela who was reading the news paper. My abuela was the only one who understood that my boyfriend had work and would be here the next day. "The poor girl is tired get her food, she said she'll bring her boyfriend. Mi nieto never lies" she defended me like she always did growing up. I kissed her cheek and went up to get changed.
My aunts weren't any better. Their questions were relentless. "Where's that boyfriend of yours?" my father's sister asked. "He'll be here soon" I replied with a smile. I heard someone whisper about how I always said I had a boyfriend but they had never seen or heard from him. "I can set you up with my neighbour's son, he just started his own business, great kid" my mother's sister said patting my back. "No thank you, that would be cheating" I explained. She turned her nose up and walked away annoyed. I think I would've popped a nerve had Max not walked in the moment he did. He threaded the crowd of people to find me and gave me a hug and kissed my forehead. "How'd you get in?" I asked laughing. "You're cousins" he said pointing at the group of teenagers who had opened the door for him. "I think I would've committed a felony if you didn't come now" I whispered breathing his scent in. The room had gone silent. My abuela walked up to Max with her walking stick, "You must be Max, mi angel talks about you a lot" she said. My cheeks were red and Max smiled and greeted her. She gave Max a hug. He was soon surrounded by my relatives who wanted to make sure I didn't just pay him to be here.
My cousins looked like they wanted to ask both Max and I something but didn't. Max had bought gifts for everyone which we distributed after a while. When it was my cousin's turn, "You're Max Verstappen, right?" he asked. "yes" Max nodded. "No way!! My cousin's dating a Formula One champion" he shouted drawing attention to us for the second time tonight. The room had gone silent. My family wasn't huge on motor sports, being football fans themselves. But they knew what Formula One was because of Ayrton Senna.
The younger kids surrounded Max asking for pictures and autographs while I was taken away by my mother and aunts, "Why did you tell us?" my mother asked. "You never asked" I stated. She face palmed herself, "this is stuff you tell, I don't need to ask" she said. "You're dating a rich and famous athlete and you didn't tell us?" my mother's sister prodded. "It never came up in conversation. Plus, I make my own money, I don't need Max's" I said. "yeah we know, but having a rich man helps" my father's sister shook her head. "At least now I can stop worrying about you, make sure you marry him though" my mother laughed patting my back. I was thankfully able to escape them.
My abuela was sat watching everyone like always, I sat next to her. "You must miss abuelo" I said. "oh, I do, every minute of everyday" she sighed. "I miss him too. He would've loved Max" I said. "I know, that's why I know he's a good choice" she said. I smiled hugging her. "I miss you too abuela when I'm away" I said still hugging her. "I miss mi nieto too" she said pecking my cheek. "He's a catch, reminds me of your abuelo when he was younger." she smiled fondly. "Whether you marry him or not, I hope you two are happy for the time you two are together. Whether life or death tears you apart, I hope your love never dies" she said. "That's the best blessing I could've gotten" I smiled. "I always pray only for good things for you" my abuela said wrapping me in a hug. Max had finally freed himself of the crowd and was standing in front of us. "Take care of her" my abuela said placing my hand in his. "If you hurt her, I'll beat you up with this stick" she said holding up her walking stick. Max gulped hard and nodded. "Bend down" she told Max, he did. She pressed a kiss on his forehead. "Now you're my grandson too" she stated patting his hand. I saw tears well up in his eyes.
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Office Fuss
genre. small hint of [A] ?, [M] SMUT, [F] at the end, [AU]
warnings. established relationship, swearing, SMUUUUUTT, 18+ MDNI, unprotected sex (p in v), semi-public sex (?), slight breath play, marking, groping, fingering (f rec), biting, spanking, praise, dirty talk, breeding kink, creampie, edging, thigh riding, brief nipple play, begging, hair pulling, Pet names (in no particular order): babe, baby, babygirl, sweetheart, needy girl, good girl, pretty, sweet girl
additional notes. Female! Reader | You/Your pronouns, a few other idols make a brief appearance, I.N as Jeongin and Lee Know as Minho in one part, use of Christopher, this was proof read once so good luck LOL MDNI warning a couple times cause you cant be too safe ya know
pairing. CEO!Bang Chan X reader
w.c. 5.7K
synopsis. You're working, so what does your boyfriend want???
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You were roused from your sleep by a familiar feeling. Plush lips pressed against your face repeatedly. The familiar heehee of your boyfriend when he caught you trying to hide your smile from him like music to your ears.
âChannie,â you breathed in as you stretched in bed.
âGood morning,â he said into the crook of your neck, leaving a final kiss there.
He pulled back a bit to look at you, the both of you lying in serene silence. You brought your hand up to tangle in the mess of his curls, still a mess from last nightâs escapades. Reaching for your hand, he brought it down and placed a tender kiss to your palm.
âDo we really have to go in to work today?â you whined.
He grinned brightly at your reluctance.
âAs much as I want you all to myself, we have to. I have a couple meetings scheduled and then I have to draw up an expense report for last weekâs business trip.â
âOh, poor you~,â you teased him.
You yelped out in surprise when his arms suddenly wrapped around you, bringing you closer only to laugh out loud as he began to blow raspberries into your skin.
âQuit! Chan, youâre getting your slobber all over me!â you wriggled about, trying to get out of his hold but it was no use. His steel grip on you did not loosen.
Both of your alarms chose then to go off, the two of you groaning at the electrical intrusion. Pulling apart, you sat up in bed as Chan went to turn off the offending noise. You watch him silently as he maneuvers around your apartment as if he lived there. He stayed over so many times though, he might as well have. And vice versa with you staying at his apartment, even his doorman no longer had to call him up to make sure you were allowed in.
It had a been a reoccurring conversation between the both of you, moving in together. It was a big step in your relationship. You were hesitant but not because of how Chan was. Lord knows he was one of the better relationships youâve ever had. No, the issue was your landlord having a problem with you leaving your contract early, but you finally managed to come to an agreement this past week.
All that was left was to tell Chan the good news.
You were brought out of your thoughts when Chan released the breath he was holding while stretching.
âThereâs also going to be âsurpriseâ inspection in your department after lunch today,â he said, using quotation marks with one hand while pulling up his jeans over his toned legs with the other. It made you snort until his words sank in causing your brows to furrow.
âInspection? In the graphic design team? Why?â
âI donât know, I think the CEO just wants to check that his workers are being productive down there.â He said with a smirk.
Matching his smirk with a sarcastic one, you met him as he bent down with a giggle to give you a kiss. Before either of you could get into it any further, his watch beeped on your dresser.
âOk, I really have to go now if I wanna shower at home.â He said with a hint of sadness that you hadnât picked up on. âIâll see you at the office babe, I love you.â
Pulling away, Chan slipped on his shirt from last night but not until after giving you three more kisses goodbye.
âBye, love you!â You called after him.
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âHey Y/N, how was your weekend? Did you do anything fun?â your desk mate, Jeon Jungkook, asked as he sat down next to you.
âNope, nothing exciting. Binge watched yet another murder documentary,â you replied while not looking away from your screen. Though you could already tell he had a disgusted look on his face.
âI donât understand how you can watch those back to back,â he said wrinkling his nose, all you could do was laugh at his reaction.
It was a secret, your relationship with a certain Bang Chan, current CEO of SKZ Enterprises. If word got around that he was seeing an employee who knows what that would do to your position at the company and they dynamic with everyone you worked with.
The two of you had met during a wild outing one random Saturday night a couple years ago. He was actually doing a body shot off of your friend when your eyes met. And he did not take his off you for the rest of the night. You thought he was the hottest guy in that club at that moment. Had you eye fucking the shit out of him on that bar top as you tried to control yourself.
You blamed your period tracker for saying your ovulation was at its peak that night.
Next thing you knew, you were practically devouring each other in the bathroom stall. Which led to you taking him home and him taking you out for breakfast the morning after. It wasnât until a building wide assembly where Chan had to give a speech roughly four months into your situationship that either of you found out about the otherâs career. Before that youâd only given each other a vague idea of what you each did for a living, so it was pretty surprising for both parties.
You then had a mildly awkward sit down with after that and had a heart to heart. You two tried to break it off leading to roughly a month apart. Emphasis on rough. It was ultimately for nothing since it all came crashing down when Chan showed up to your apartment soaking wet from the pouring rain and another heated night was spent together. From there you both confessed your actual feelings for each other and then promised to keep it hush hush while in the office.
âY/N-ah,â a voice called behind you, pulling you from your thoughts for the second time that day. Turning around in your chair, you saw your department head, Hwang Hyunjin waving you over.
Heading over to meet him, you could see the way his hands were fidgeting and how his teeth basically mutilated his bottom lip. Raising an eyebrow at his behavior you asked him, âWhatâs up boss?â
âHow are you coming along with the AT.EEZ files?â he asked.
âOh, Iâm almost done. I just have to refine some of the lines and then add the watermark. But it should be good to go before lunch. Why? Everything ok, you donât look good.â
âThatâs great. Wait, I donât? No, Iâm fine. Iâm ok. I just got an email from MY team leadâŚâ
He trailed off but you had worked with him long enough to know that he just wanted you to ask about it. If he wasnât a brilliant artist, you were sure he would have made it big in the world of drama.
ââŚAnd what was in the email?â You mustered faux concern, already having an idea on what it contained.
âI canât tell you,â You waited a beat before he continued. âOk but you canât tell anyone yet. I just got word that the head of the company is going to come down here today.â
âWhaaaat,â you blinked more than usual, trying to appear shocked by the news. Bringing your hand up to cover your mouth, you tried your best to shield your smile as much as possible. âWhat time is he supposed to come down here?â
âAfter lunch. So are you absolutely positive that you can be done with the files by then? Theyâre one of our top clients, we canât let the higher ups have any reason to be breathing down our necks about them.â The wrinkles he gave himself was enough for you to not tease him anymore.
âYes, Iâm sure. You can count on me Hyunjin,â you promised while giving him a little salute. You could see him visibly deflate in relief.
âOk, ok good. Weâll present your stuff in the meeting room first then. Seulgi, JK, how are the RKIVE drafts?â he questioned, moving past you towards your other co-workers.
With a final nod to yourself, you made your way back to your seat and continued working.
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You worked well until it was time for lunch yet just as you promised, you finished what you needed to. JK wanted to wait for you to go to lunch but you told him to go ahead knowing full well that Jeongin from Accounting would come and find you to go down together.
And just like clockwork, â Hey Ugly, letâs go.â
âIâm coming Stupid,â was your automatic response.
Your relationship with Yang Jeongin was what people would consider siblings. But if they were the type of siblings that were born too close together and would constantly get on each otherâs nerves. Even though you were older than him by a few years, he was able to bring out that twin energy out of you.
The two of you made it downstairs meeting your co-workers Soobin and Beomgyu along the way. Both happy to see you. With them working on the other side of the building, it was nice when you could meet up with them like this.
You thought you had caught a brief glance of your boyfriend but before you could double check, Beomgyu grabbed onto your arm telling you to hurry up, pulling you along with him.
Now, you were sat in the communal cafeteria. In the process of fighting off Jeonginâs chopsticks, which were trying to steal the last piece of meat off your tray, when Soobin distracted you.
âDid you hear that the CEO is going around some of the departments today?â
You looked at Soobin and subsequently lost your last bit of food. Frowning at the brunette, he just continued to chew with a smile much to your dismay. Beomgyu only laughed hysterically, clapping in delight at the scene before him.
âYeah, I heard about it. Hyunjin was super worried.â
âHeard heâs looking for people to fire,â Jeongin inputted after swallowing your stolen treat.
âHe is not,â you said incredulously.
âIt could be true! I work in Accounting.â
The three of you just silently stared at him before you reached up to flick him on the forehead. He cried out in pain as he reached for the spot you hit.
âAht!â
âWhat the hell does that have to do with anything Stupid?â
âIt means,â he quickly got up from his seat startling everyone at the small table. âShut up, thatâs what.â He ended up flicking your forehead back before taking off to the trash cans near the entrance.
âHey!â you cried after him.
âMr. Yang, how many times do I have to tell you, no running!â Minho, the Director of Accounting, yelled after his subordinate.
The lunch shenanigans died down quickly with Jeonginâs departure. You, Soobin and Beomgyu conspiring as to the real reason why the head of the company would be checking around the departments. With neither of you coming up with any viable ideas, you had parted at the elevators to return to your respected floors.
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You were currently sat in Conference Room #3 waiting to get the presentation over with. The rest of your small department slowly trickling in. You were next to JK, him raving about what the meeting could be about.
âIâm just saying he could have given us a warning!â His head plastered to the table in front of him. Hands making a mess of his already shaggy hair.
âThen it wouldnât have been a surprise visit now would it,â you replied immediately to his behavior.
âIâm just saying!â He swiftly lifted his head, you leaning back in your seat to not get hit with the larger manâs limbs.
âSorry noona,â he said while patting your head.
You waved him off, already used to his antics. Crossing your arms and closing your eyes, you leaned back in your chair, an afternoon nap sounded amazing right about now.
âLike who does he think he is! Making everyone freak out at the last minute, a good boss wouldnât do that. Donât you think so noona?â He went quiet, probably waiting for you to respond.
âOh yeah, canât stand working for that guy. Hate him sooo much,â you said halfheartedly.
You felt a presence loom over you. So when you didnât hear a peep from the younger man, you cracked open one of your eyes and came face to face with your boyfriend. Shocked, you almost fell from your chair had Chan not immediately supported you in your seat.
âCha-Chr-Mr.,â you stuttered.
He was close enough that you were able to see the tick in his jaw.
Oh he was pissed.
âMiss. Y/L/N, follow me,â he got out, voice hard yet face unreadable as he turned back to the door. He paid no mind to the other people in the room.
âBut the presentationâŚ,â you uttered weakly.
âNow,â he hadnât waited for you as he left. Stumbling after him, you caught a glimpse of JKâs worried face.
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You followed Chan as he went to his designated elevator. Being the CEO of the company had its privileges after all. Various workers looking at you in concern as you trailed after the head of the company.
The entire ride up was silent, you werenât sure if you were supposed say anything or not. And since he wasnât saying anything, you just followed along. He continued to lead you down to his office once the two of your reached the top floor. His assistant barely casting a glance in either of your directions.
âHan, cancel all my meetings for the rest of the afternoon.â
Han didnât say anything, just gave a grunt of acknowledgement as he typed away at the computer before him, doing as his boss asked.
As the door shut behind you tried to explain yourself, âChan, Iââ
You didnât get much out before you were swiftly pinned against the door, Chanâs hand wrapping around your throat. His fingers dug into the soft flesh there, applying pressure as he squeezed, your heart skipping a beat at the very familiar action. Though his grip wasnât tight enough to cut off your air supply, it was enough to get your insides going fuzzy. He trailed his nose along your chin and up to your ear as he nipped at the soft flesh. His other hand firmly attached to your hip, massaging circles with his thumb since your button-up shifted.
âYou hate working for me, baby? Baby, baby, babyâŚ,â his voice gravely and dangerous as he moved his leg in between yours.
âChan, w-what are you doing, weâre at work,â your eyes fluttered as you tried to move away from his teeth but another squeeze against the sides of your throat stopped you. Instead a quiet sigh fell from your lips as you brought your own hands up to grab at his shirt. Whether to stop him or bring him in closer, you werenât sure yet.
âIâm not a jealous man Y/N-ah, but twice today I saw other guys have their hands on you.â
âNo, they didnâtââ
âYou gonna try to lie to me baby?â He questioned with another slight squeeze. You tried not to give him the satisfaction of showing what he was really doing to you. Biting your lip to keep your cool, you took a deep breath.
Then he leant down and bit onto the space between your neck and shoulder gently but firmly, and you were a goner.
âChan,â you whimpered out as you began to rock gently against his thigh. The hand that had been massaging your hip now guided you back and forth. Heat pooling in your core at the motion. Your mouth opening and closing, wanting a kiss from him. âWhat if Han hears us?â
âDonât think you can keep quiet babygirl?â He asked while pulling back from you slightly.
You shook your head no, trying not to pant. âWant a kiss Chan, please?â
âWhat manners my needy girl has,â he said while giving you a quick peck. The grin on his face was evidence that he knew that wasnât what you had in mind and he knew it. âDonât worry, the roomâs soundproof. You can be as loud as you want.â
In one motion he had you grinding in a particularly rough fashion and you could feel yourself coming closer to the edge. You could no longer hide your panting from the man.
âSâthat feel good baby?â He questioned in your ear.
âUh huh,â you managed to get out quietly, basically white knuckling his shirt in your fists to bring him closer. âSo good baby.â
Then he pulled away and you were left dazed and crying out in confusion. Almost toppling over unsteadily by the door as he made his way to his desk. You shook your head to clear the haze of lust that had made its appearance.
âWhat the fuck, Chan?â
âCome here baby,â he said leisurely while patting his lap after sitting.
You focused on him as he sat back in his plush desk chair, spreading out and making the space his own. His suit jacket and tie had been discarded on the couch in the room. The sleeves of his white button down were now rolled up and the top couple buttons were now undone leaving his chest and collar bone exposed. His hair tousled from how many times he ran his hands through it the entire day.
On shaky legs, you made your way over.
Swallowing thickly, and with a now slightly clearer head, you understood what was about to go down. You just had to be sure, once more, if it was ok as you took the hand that reached out for you. âAre you sure we should be doing this here?â
He didnât say anything as he guided you to straddle his lap. His eyes darkened as he looked up at you, gently pushing a strand of hair behind your ear.
âWe shouldnât, but fuck if it isnât tempting,â he gets out with a smirk.
Before you could protest further, he brought you down for a searing kiss. More teeth and tongue than anything. A degrading moan coming from who knows who.
âWanna take your shirt off for me pretty?â He asked after breaking away.
Staring deep into his eyes, you trailed your hands over your body. Upward to the top button of your work blouse. As much as you tried to portray that you werenât becoming a mess, the both of you could tell by the way your hands slightly shook. Fumbling with even the first button.
Chan, deciding to give you mercy, helped you with the first two instead. Eventually you did take over unbuttoning the rest as he sat up slightly in his seat. Trailing butterfly kisses along your collar bone, leaving a nibble here and there. A necklace of red marks appearing in his wake as he went.
Pulling the fabric off your shoulders, Chan slowly brought your shirt down to pool to the floor. Exposed chest on display, he reached behind you to unclasp your bra and tossed it to the side as well. With how cold it was in his office, your nipples immediately pebbled soon after being uncovered to the room. As much as you wanted to hide away from his hungry gaze, you knew heâd reprimand you in some way if you did.
âSo fucking gorgeous, and for me only,â he said with a possessive growl.
With one hand supporting your lower back, he leant down, taking one of your nipples into his mouth and sucked hard, causing you to groan to the heavens. His tongue swirled around the hardened peak, occasionally pulling it slightly with his teeth. Chan was there for a bit, massaging away at the flesh with his mouth as his free hand latched onto the opposite breast. A wet pop was heard as he released the bud from his mouth and switched tactics with the other one. Giving it just as equal attention as you squirmed in place.
His arms held you close, keeping you flushed against him as he gave your nipple one last lick. Your own arms came up to wrap around him as well, one hand tangling in his hair as the other clutched at his shirt. The hand situated on your back moving down to cup your ass through your skirt, allowing you to finally move on his lap.
Like magnets, your lips connected together again.
âYouâre such a good girl for me,â he said through the bruising kiss.
You shivered under his touch and praise, letting yourself fall further into the sensations. His other hand reaching down to rake your skirt up to bunch at your waist. His fingers teased the edge of your underwear before finally slipping underneath. His thick digits sliding through your folds easily with how slick you already were.
âFuckâŚyouâre so fucking wet baby,â he groaned against your lips, breaking the kiss to trail hot open mouthed kisses down your neck. You heart was pounding in your chest as the blood rushed to your ears.
âChannie,â You mewled out.
âWhat do you want sweetheart? Huh, use your words.â
This feeling was sinful. Though Chanâs door automatically locked, just the idea that anyone with the code could walk in on the two of you was enough to make you dizzy. You practically felt his cock twitching underneath you, straining against the fabric of his slacks. The way his fingers only brushed against your clit, driving you insane.
âFiâŚ,â You couldnât think clearly as he squeezed your ass periodically the way that he knew would torment you.
âHmm? Donât you want to be my good girl?â
You nodded at his words immediately.
âMy good girl would know how to use her words,â he teased while giving your ass a slap causing you to push forward. His fingers slipping in slightly deeper than before.
âThere! Need you there!â
He smiled brightly at your eager form. His dimples popping out more than usual.
âHere?â He teased as your hips ground against his palm, you just knew your juices covered his hand.
And then he drove two of his digits inside. Your mouth falling opened in a silent gasp of pleasure. His mouth mirroring yours as he watched you intently.
âYouâre so warm, baby. Is this all for me?â
You nodded in response, too caught up in the moment to respond properly. Your eyes becoming hooded as he curled his fingers just right inside of you. Each upward motion sending jolts of electricity through your entire frame. You couldnât have pulled him in closer even if you tried.
âOh goood~,â you finally managed to get out in a desperate cry.
âThatâs it sweetheart. You ride my fingers so well, only I know where to touch you, ainât that right, baby. Show me how much you want it.â
With the two inside you, his thumb moved in a certain way for it to land on your clit making you moan immediately into his neck. Rubbing at the swollen bud, his fingers continued to pump in and out of you.
âGod, I canât wait to feel you wrapped around me. You feel amazing every time. Wish I could stay in here forever baby. I can feel it, just how close you are sweetheart. Youâre squeezing down on my fingers so hard.â
Your cries echoed around the room, signaling your growing orgasm. Chanâs smile grew wider, his fingers working relentlessly between your folds, teasing your clit, and probing deep into your aching pussy.
âYou love this donât you baby? Being filled up by my fingers, making a mess of me at work.â He asked mockingly, voice, low and menacing.. âItâs addicting isnât it? Maybe we should do this all the time. Just have you come up here every day. Let me have my way with you and no one outside of this room would know.â
Your moans grew louder, borderline screaming. A part of you hoping that Chan hadnât lied about the room being soundproof. After being edged earlier and the slew of filthy words that kept coming from his mouth, it was no wonder you were on the brink of coming undone so fast. It was as if he could read your mind by the way he started to slow his arm motions down.
âNoo, ChannieâŚbaby please,â you pleaded with him not to stop, collapsing fully into him. âFuckâŚIâm so close babe.â
The feeling of his fingers suddenly coming out of you was just appalling. The empty sensation enough to make you desperate, you needed to be filled with him.
Now.
âChan pleeeeaseâŚIâve been good. Iâve been so good, pleaseâŚdonât do this.â You barely managed to cry out into his skin. He didnât listen, only brought his glistening fingers to his mouth. You stared up at him, gaze still hooded, as he licked and sucked on his own digits. Your own tongue copying what his was doing to himself. The low groan he let out shooting straight to your frenzied core.
He smirked around his fingers as he tasted you on himself. With a final satisfied groan he licked them clean. Watched as you stared back at him, mouth parted. His eyes filled with lust that more than likely mirrored your own. You bit at your lip, body trembling with anticipation.
âI know you have been, my sweet girl. You ready for your reward?â He rubbed himself through his slacks, visible wet spots in the fabric created by both of your arousals. By now, his cock could have been compared to a steel rod with how hard heâd been this entire time.
âMmhmm,â Mewling quietly, you nodded. With one hand he brought you in for a deep kiss, his tongue exploring your mouth. The other began to undo his pants, freeing his throbbing cock from its confines. You moaned softly as he teased at your entrance, gliding between your folds before thrusting in without warning. The both of you groaning in ecstasy.
âFuuuuuckâŚChristopherâŚ,â his size was one you would never get used to no matter how many times youâve fucked already
Chan reveled in the feeling that was just you.
It drove him insane just how much he wanted to be deeper inside of you with each thrust that he did. The way you bounced in his lap as he pounded into your tight pussy with a force that should have broken the chair immediately. Your tits bouncy in his face making him loose his mind even more.
âThereâs my good girl,â he growled. âIâm gonna give you everything you need. No one else can fuck you this good, baby.â
âNo one!â You echoed.
His hands, now holding you, tightened around your hips, holding you steady. The sound of your bodies colliding with each other echoing throughout the room too. His cock slid in and out of your folds with ease, coated in a slick layer of your combined juices.
Without warning, Chan brought his hand down across your ass, the sharp crack of flesh against flesh filling the air. Feeling the sting of his slap, you cried out, your body jolted forward from the impact. But instead of pulling away, you pushed against him, seeking more of that same sting.
âSo good baby!â You cried breathlessly.
As he gave your ass another spank, you couldnât hold back the moan that left your throat. Your backside began to turn pink under his hand.
Neither of you cared.
You could feel Chanâs cock throbbing inside of you. His hand left your ass to tangle inside your hair, tugging at it roughly. The movement caused you to gasp raggedly into the air.
âGonna fill you up baby, gonna breed this tight little pussy. Make sure no one mistakes who you belong with. You hear me?â
âYes, yes Christopher! Want youâŚfill me upâŚâ
He grabbed onto you mid thrust to place you on top of his desk, not even breaking his rhythm. This new position allowed him to reach deeper, his cockhead practically kissing your cervix with every thrust inside.
âAhhâŚahhâŚahh..â you gasped out, unable to contain your noises or desire.
âThatâs right baby, you love to be filled with my cum donât you?â
âY-yeaaaah~â
Chanâs powerful thrusts continued to drive his cock inside your warm folds. You were in haze of bliss, surrendering to the feeling that was Chan.
âFucking hellâŚ,â he groaned, his voice thick with lust as he pounded into you with reckless abandon. Each thrust brought the two of you closer and closer to the release you so needed. Already he could feel your tight walls clenching around him, milking his cock for everything it was going to give.
âYou ready baby?â He asked, the strain in his voice signaling that he was on the brink of losing it.
âChannie!â You choked out as you finally got to come underneath him. Your body trembling as wave after wave of ecstasy wracked your form. Legs locking around your boyfriend to keep him close to you.
âFuck, I love you!â He yelled; his voice filled with pure ecstasy. His body tensed as his dick throbbed when he came, his cum hot as it painted your walls white. He groaned loudly as his vision went out briefly. He swore, if anyone had asked, he would have said he saw stars behind his eyelids.
He lay there, collapsed in your embrace. The both of you panting, breaths intermingling. He placed little kisses into your skin while you each calmed down from your highs. You trailed your fingers through his hair, feeling awash with serenity.
âI love you too by the way,â you said softly now that you werenât being fucked out of your mind. You could just feel his smile as he tried to hide into your neck, much like he did earlier that morning.
âOh no, donât try to act all shy now!â You playfully chastised, pushing him away slightly to see his face better. âNot after what you literally just did to me.â
All he could do was laugh out loud, eyes disappearing behind his grin. His face becoming red in embarrassment under your hand.
A shuddered groan escaped the both of you as Chan finally pulled his softening dick out of you.
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After allowing yourselves a moment to clean up after the debauched act, you were sat in his desk chair, him in front of you. Your legs on his as he sat crossed legged on the mahogany item.
âAlright babe, spill. Whatâs wrong?â you asked.
âWhatâdâyou mean? Nothingâs wrong,â he evaded, playing with your legs.
âYou did not just pull me out of the department meeting over nothing,â you said with a skeptical look. He avoided your stare, choosing instead to trail invisible lines across your skin.
Heâs pouting.
âChannie?â You encouraged.
ââŚâ He did the thing that he typically did when he was thinking about what say. Mouth pursed to the side, eyes moving back and forth unfocused. So you waited until he was ready. âDo you not love me?â
âWhat!?â Floored is what you were. Especially since you literally just told him you loved him back. But there was a feeling in you that could tell that there was something more to this question. Something that had probably been eating at him if his slumped posture was anything to go by.
âOf course I love you Christopher,â The use of his English name was to solidify just how serious you were. âWhy would you think otherwise?â
He tapped your leg as a nervous tick before speaking, âI justâŚwhy donât you wanna move in together?â
Oh. Thatâs not what you thought he would say.
âThis morning I just felt like thatâs what it would feel like if we lived in the same place together. That Iâd be able to wake up to you by my side, bed head and everything. And my heart just felt so full in that moment.
I understand that you want your independence. Itâs one of the many reasons why I love you. But seeing how you are with your co-workers, I donât know. I guess it scared me in that maybe the reason you donât want to move in together is cause youâre not sure about us. Which is dumb I know!â
âOh babyâŚâ
âI know you love me. I know you do, itâs just an insecurity I have to work with,â he continued.
âThatâs right, I do love you. So very much Chan. And, for the record, itâs not that I donât want to move in together. Itâs just a matter of affording to break my lease early,â With a smile, you held your hand up to stop him from interrupting you. âBefore you start, Mr. Fancypants Rich McGee, no, I donât want you paying for it. Thatâs not what our relationship was built on and weâre certainly not gonna start now. I wanted to tell you this this weekend when I go over to your place, but I guess nowâs a good time as any, considering. I finally have the amount necessary.â
âWaitâŚ,â the hopeful look in his eyes was so precious to you.
âI can start packing my stuff up to move in with you.â
âBaby!â
Chan quickly climbed down from his sat position, immediately scooping you into his arms. If that didnât show he was excited, the multitude of kisses was sure another sign of how happy he was at the news. The both of you giggling like you didnât just have a filthy fuck session in his office.
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As you walked out of Chanâs office, after double and triple checking that you looked decent enough to go back to the meeting room, you realized something immediately. Han Jisung sat red in the face at his desk and was doing everything in his power to avoid looking at the two of you. Which could only mean one thing.
Bang Christopher Chan really did lie about his office being soundproof and his assistant just heard everything that went down.
FUCK!
a/n. This in no way reflects the actual persons involved/based in this fic, nor their actual character. This is purely fiction.
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wait: you the moment Muzan was asking that person if they looked sickly? before he killed them I mean what if, that happened again with someone else(reader, perhaps?) but they end up being blind (and he didn't know until reader subtly points it out)? like he asks and reader says 'I'm not sure what you're asking, but you sound pretty healthy.' all genuine smiles and all
I would change the scene a bit for it to make sense, but Muzan encountering blind reader is a lovely idea.
So, also I did this one before others I still owe cuz I'm literally sick, and I always become lazy when sick, and it was the one I needed to think the least. I should feel better by Monday, but I wanted to keep the promise of 2 post per week.
Muzan encounters GN Blind Reader in the scene of the alley
Warnings: Mentioned non-character human death, Implied life-threat to reader and Open ending.
You were born blind. Your mother more often than not said you cried a lot, both as a baby and as a toddler, scared, because you couldn't see anything. The second you didn't have someone touching you you feared you got lost or abandoned, so you cried. You stopped crying when you started to grow up, thankfully your parents were quite wealthy, so you never had problems with being sustained, even if with your current condition living a normal life, like getting a job and starting a family, is harder than normal.
You never let that bother you, though. Also, your other senses do help you around a lot. You can hear, smell and touch your way through most places, so as long as you have your loyal can, you are more than fine. This night, you can sense due the lack of sun rays in your skin, is a busy one. You don't even know what took you so long, since you were only buying some sweets in a shop you go a lot. Since the woman that makes the sweets knows about your condition, sometimes she sneaks some more samples, thinking you don't realize the rations are bigger than normal. Still, it's an endearing gesture.
But the crowd tonight is making it harder to go home, it's too loud and full tonight, so using the temperature of the walls you guide yourself to an alley, there the stones are colder since they didn't get the sun's heat during the day. Then... there is a scent of blood. You know how it smells, since you were little you were able to recognize your mother's periods to the smell in the kitchen when the cooks are cutting the meat. But in those times the smell was diluted, but now it's strong, pungent. Is someone bleeding out? Should you call for help?
No, if it's so bad, it's probably a murder in the alley, if you draw the attention to yourself you might be the next victim, so you make the best to calm yourself. You are blind, so as long as you pretend to be oblivious to what is going on, you might have a chance to flee. You have done this before, not with MURDER, but you have had your fair share of stories of finding people having sex in alleys, and pretending to not know.
"What are you doing standing there like a freak? Can't you see what is going on?" Says a voice, it's rather sweet and soft, clearly manly, you would dare to bet it's a healthy man from his twenties to his mid thirties. In any other situation, you might have even been smitten by the voice. But now.... "No sir, as you might have realized... I can't see. Did I interrupt on something?" You ask, trying your best to keep your nerves under control. You hear steps, shoes with platforms from the west? Is the murder someone wealthy? They are comming towards you. And you know it's not the victim. The victim would beg, run, shove you to scape... not walk calmly towards you.
You move your staff on the ground, making little hits from side to side, hoping it will make this person keep it's lenght as distance. He stops when you hear the edge hit his leg. You stop the movement. "Scaping the crowd, huh? Seems we are not so different from one another. I'm sorry for my tone earlier, I needed some time alone, the city can be upseting at times." Before he sounded as if he was containing his anger, but now... it's gentle, even nice. You can feel hands, not so big or thick, but very strong, in your shoulders, as he guides you to turn around back to the streets. "This alley is infested by pests, let me help you in the way out. Let's go sit somewehre else." You let him, because you are afraid of what he will do if you don't.
You do relax in the crowd for once, though, since is improbable he will do anything to you in front of other but... no one is reacting. Shouldn't he be covered in blood? Then again, he doesn't feel wet, even id the faint smell is still there. Also, he moves you gently, making sure you don't trip or bump into anyone or anything, constantly telling your the name of the streets you are going and describing them for you to know where you are, more or less. He is precise, you know exactly how to go home from here. Part of you wonders if you should tell the authorities, but... would they believe you?
"Here. Here we should be able to rest." You both sit on a bench, there is something off about this man, but you don't know what. "So, what is your name? You don't have to tell me if you don't want to." You nerviously grip tight the bag where you have your sweets, not knowing how to react. "Y/N...." you answer, if only to be polite. "Y/N. It's a pleasure to meet you. Do you live nearby? Have anyone who is supposed to pick you up?" You don't give the exact location, but you asnwer "I live near by. With your descriptions I should be able to get home from here by my own."
"Is it really? Then, I have other matters to answer to, so I will stop keeping you. We might see each other again." He says and... gone... you use you staff after some seconds of silence to check and he is really gone. Or farther than the staff's full lenght's reach. How? You didn't hear any steps or sense any movement. He is just gone. What? How?
You stay in the bench for a while, could it be that you have gone mad? Is this a dream? Was it part from your imagination? Was the man a ghost? You stay a while trapped in your thoughts before going home. Some days pass, weeks, more than a month, and you get to almost forget about the experience. It probably wasn't what you thought, and you will never se that man again, so why worry.
Then, one night your father tells you to go to the main room to meet his new business partner adopted son's. He is a lot younger than you, around half your age, but it seems it will be your job to entertain the child while your parents make business. The kid is very quiet while everyone else is here, it makes you wonder if he is even there. Then, you hear it again. "I told you we would meet again, Y/N." You freeze, it isn't coming from the child, is it? "How would you react if I told you I can give you sight?" You are blind under the situation, no pun intended... Just who the hell is this guy?
"My name is Kibutsuji Muzan, never repeat it."
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NO TIME TO DIE PT.3 | OP81
an: lando my sweetboy, what can i say
summary: a continuation of the skyfall series, following a peaceful few months away from the world they were so used to, they were found again. this time neither of them knew what could happen.
wc: 10k
warnings: mentions of death, comas
part one | part two |
The dim light of the safe house barely penetrated the heavy curtains, casting long shadows across the room. She sat at the small kitchen table, her hands wrapped around a lukewarm cup of coffee, the bitter taste grounding her as her thoughts swirled in chaos. Each tick of the clock seemed to echo the weight of the past weekâthe long, agonising days spent waiting, hoping, and working tirelessly to bring Oscar back.
After the incident in the medical room, the team had kept Oscar under close observation, sedating him whenever necessary, but he was still trapped within the confines of his mind, the programming deeply embedded. Every time she thought of him, her heart would clench with pain; she could still see the look in his eyes when he had attacked her, the absence of recognition, the fear that he might never return to her.
The door swung open, and Lewis entered, looking worn but determined. He had been working with George and Toto, analysing everything they could about Oscarâs condition, desperate to find a way to reverse the effects of the conditioning.
âHey,â he said softly, taking a seat across from her. âHow are you holding up?â
She shrugged, not trusting herself to speak. The truth was, she was hanging by a thread. Each day felt like a battle against despair, but she refused to give in. Not now, not when Oscar needed her the most.
âWeâre making progress,â Lewis continued, his voice steady. âToto and George are looking into a more effective way to reverse the programming. But itâll take time. We canât rush this.â
She nodded, forcing a smile. âI know. I just⌠I want him back. I hate seeing him like this.â
Lewis leaned forward, concern etched across his features. âWe all do. But pushing too hard could do more harm than good. You need to take care of yourself, too.â
âI canât think about myself right now,â she replied, her voice stronger than she felt. âNot while heâs⌠stuck.â
Lewis sighed, running a hand through his hair. âI get it. But we canât afford to lose you, either. Youâre going to need your strength for whatever comes next.â
She leaned back in her chair, staring at the table. âNext? Whatâs next? More waiting? More hoping? What if he never comes back to us?â
âDonât think like that,â Lewis urged, his voice firm. âWeâre working on a plan, and weâll do everything we can to bring him back. Just hold on to that hope a little longer.â
Before she could respond, George entered the room, his expression serious. âWe need to talk. Toto has some new intel about Zakâs operations. It might give us an advantage.â
She straightened, her heart racing at the mention of Zak. âWhat is it?â
âHeâs planning a shipment of high-tech weapons,â George explained, his eyes scanning the room as if checking for eavesdroppers. âWe think itâs happening soon, and it might be our best opportunity to gather intel. But weâll have to split up. Itâs dangerous.â
Her heart sank at the thought of more danger, but she also felt a surge of adrenaline. âWe canât let Zak continue this. We need to take him down.â
âExactly,â Lewis chimed in. âBut we need to approach this carefully. The last thing we want is to put ourselves at riskâespecially with Oscar still recovering.â
As they discussed their strategy, she couldnât shake the feeling that if they could dismantle Zakâs operation, it might create a distraction that would give her the chance to work on Oscarâs recovery in the chaos.
âCan we use the mission as a diversion?â she suggested, her voice rising with excitement. âIf we can draw attention away from him, maybe I can slip in and try to get to him while everyoneâs busy.â
Lewis and George exchanged uncertain looks. âItâs risky,â George warned. âWhat Zak kills you on sight?â
âI have to try,â she insisted, her heart racing with determination. âI canât just sit here. I need to do something.â
âOkay, but weâll need a solid plan,â Lewis replied, placing a hand on hers. âWeâll help you, but promise us youâll be careful.â
She nodded, a newfound resolve swelling within her. âI promise.â
As night fell, they gathered to finalise their plans in the safe houseâs dimly lit living room. Maps and blueprints were spread out on the table, the atmosphere charged with urgency.
âOkay, hereâs the plan,â Toto said, his voice commanding. âWeâll split into two teams. One will create a distraction near Zakâs main facility while the other infiltrates to gather intel. If things go south, we need to be able to regroup quickly.â
She listened intently, her mind racing with the possibilities. But the thought of Oscar still weighed heavily on her.
âWhere will Oscar be during this?â she finally asked, her voice steady despite the anxiety gnawing at her.
Toto glanced at her, his expression conflicted. âWeâll keep him under guard in the safe house. Itâs the safest place for him right now.â
âSafe?â she echoed incredulously. âYouâre planning to put him in a place where he can wake up and not know whatâs happening? I canât let that happen. I canât risk him being left alone with guards who donât understand his situation.â
âWe need to prioritise the mission,â Toto countered, his voice firm. âIf weâre successful, we can deal with Oscar afterward.â
âAfterward?â she repeated, her voice rising in disbelief. âNo, I wonât let you do that. I wonât leave him behind.â
Toto sighed, rubbing his temples as if fighting a headache. âYouâre being irrational. This is about strategy, not emotions. We need to be practical.â
âIâm being practical! If Iâm there when he wakes up, heâll have a better chance of recognising me. I can help him. I can talk him through this.â
He opened his mouth to argue, but Lewis stepped in, holding up a hand. âToto, what if you stay? He knows you and weâre more than capable of holding our own.â
Toto looked at the three of them and settled his gaze on her knowing her mind wouldnât change. Looking down at the map one more time, he took a deep breath. âFine.â
That night, as the team prepped for their roles, she felt a mix of nerves and anticipation. Lewis and George would be part of the distraction team, while she would go in and deal with Zak herself
The boat rocked gently on the dark water, the soft lapping of the waves a deceptive contrast to the electric tension in the air. She stood at the helm, the moon casting silver reflections across the surface, illuminating the night just enough to see her own breath. This was no ordinary mission; this was a high-stakes operation that could bring down one of the most dangerous figures in their worldâZak.
As she crept through the dimly lit cabin, her senses were heightened, attuned to every soundâthe hum of machinery, the distant chatter of crew members, the echo of her own heartbeat. She felt the weight of her teamâs hopes resting on her shoulders. After everything they had been through, she was determined to see this through.
Turning a corner, she was startled to find Lando standing there, leaning casually against the wall, a mischievous glint in his eyes. He raised a finger to his lips in a silencing gesture, an unexpected and unsettling calm radiating from him.
âLando,â she whispered, confusion washing over her. âWhat are you doing here?â
He merely smirked, his expression enigmatic. Then, without a word, he stepped aside, allowing her to pass. She hesitated, caught between instinct and curiosity. She had no idea why he let her pass so simply. But time was short, and she couldnât afford to dwell on the oddity of his actions.
Pushing the encounter from her mind, she focused on the task ahead. The path narrowed as she moved deeper into the boat, dim lights flickering overhead. The air felt charged with anticipation, her pulse quickening with each step she took.
Finally, she found the room she had been searching forâa cramped space at the rear of the vessel, where Zak was likely plotting his next move. She took a deep breath, steeling herself before pushing the door open.
The sight that met her eyes sent a chill down her spine. Zak stood at a table littered with blueprints, maps, and weapon schematics. His back was turned, but she could sense his self-satisfied energy, as if he knew he was always a step ahead.
âZak,â she called out, her voice echoing off the walls, strong yet laced with anger.
He turned slowly, a calculating smile creeping across his face. âAh, the brave little spy has come to face me. I was wondering when youâd find your way here.â
âWhat have you done?â she demanded, her voice rising with indignation. âYour operation is over. Iâm not letting you escape this time.â
âEscape?â He chuckled softly, a sound that grated on her nerves. âYou donât understand, do you? This is just the beginning. Iâve built something bigger than you can imagine. Youâre just a pawn in a game far beyond your comprehension.â
âYouâre delusional,â she spat back, fists clenched at her sides. âYouâre hurting people. This needs to end.â
Zak stepped closer, his expression shifting from amusement to a cold menace. âAnd what makes you think you have the power to stop me? I control everything now.â
She held her ground, feeling a rush of adrenaline. âIâm not afraid of you, Zak. I came here to finish this.â
Suddenly, there was a deafening bang that shattered the tension in the room, shattering the glass. Zak staggered back, eyes wide with shock, his hands instinctively reaching for his chest.
âWhaââ he gasped, confusion etched on his face. Then he crumpled forward, crashing onto the table, knocking over the maps that had guided him for so long.
âWhat the hell?â she breathed, her heart racing as disbelief washed over her.
But before she could react, she glanced out the now shattered window and felt her stomach drop. There, standing in the shadows, was Landoâhis rifle aimed precisely at Zakâs fallen form. The realisation hit her like a punch to the gut.
âLando!â she shouted.
He straightened from his position, rifle still smoking. With an almost theatrical flair, he saluted her, a grin spreading across his face. The light flickered, casting eerie shadows on his features. Then, without warning, he toppled backward off the edge of the boat, disappearing into the inky black water below.
âNo!â she screamed, rushing to the edge, dread pooling in her stomach. The chaotic swirl of emotions made her head spin. âWhat just happened?â
As her mind struggled to process the events, she looked back at Zak's body, the horror of his lifeless form sinking in. Why had Lando done that? Was this part of some twisted plan?
Her comms crackled to life, Lewisâs urgent voice breaking through her shock. âWhatâs happening? Report!â
âLando shot Zak!â she shouted into the device, her voice trembling with disbelief. âHeâs dead! But Landoâheâs gone. He just fell into the water.â
âGet out of there! Weâre coming to you!â Lewis ordered, urgency evident in his tone.
The room felt like it was closing in on her, the weight of the moment settling heavily on her chest. She turned her gaze back to the water, her heart racing. Was Lando really gone? What was happening? The implications of Zakâs death and Landoâs actions churned in her mind, a whirlwind of confusion and dread.
âCopy that,â she said, trying to sound steady. âIâm moving out.â
As she retreated from the room, adrenaline surged through her veins. She had to escape, to regroup with her team, and to figure out what had just transpired. She dashed down the narrow corridor, her footsteps echoing in the silence.
Panic surged as she made her way toward the exit, the weight of what had just occurred pushing down on her. She had lost Zak, but what had Landoâs actions meant for her?
Just as she reached the exit, an alarm blared through the boat, red lights flashing ominously. Her heart raced. They knew she was there. The mission had been compromised.
Rushing onto the deck, she scanned the horizon, looking for her team. In the distance, she could see the faint outlines of their boat approaching, but she needed to buy herself time.
Suddenly, gunfire erupted from behind her, bullets whizzing past as she ducked for cover. Her instincts kicked in, and she moved swiftly along the edge of the boat, using the crates as shields. The chaos surrounding her felt surreal, the adrenaline surging with each heartbeat.
âStay low!â she shouted into her comms as she crouched behind a crate. âIâm pinned down!â
âOn our way!â Lewis replied, his voice steady despite the situation.
She could see shadows moving on the deck, agents sent to intercept her. They were closing in fast, and she knew she had to make a choice.
Drawing a deep breath, she steadied herself and sprinted toward the railing. With a leap, she dove into the water, plunging beneath the surface, hoping to evade her pursuers. The cold enveloped her, and she kicked hard, propelling herself away from the boat, desperate to reach the safety of her team.
Surfacing, she gasped for air, her heart pounding. The distant lights of their boat flickered like stars in the darkness, a beacon of hope. As she swam toward it, her mind raced with questions.
What had Landoâs actions meant? Why had he let her go? Was he playing a double game, or was there something more complex at work?
When she finally reached the side of the boat, hands gripping the edge, she hoisted herself up, gasping for breath as she clambered aboard. Lewis and George were waiting for her, concern etched on their faces.
âWhat happened?â Lewis demanded, urgency in his tone.
âZakâs dead. Lando shot him,â she said, trying to catch her breath. âBut I donât know why he did it. He just⌠vanished into the water.â
George exchanged a glance with Lewis, confusion evident. âAnd youâre sure heâs gone?â
âI saw him fall,â she insisted, a knot tightening in her stomach. âBut why? What was his plan?â
âFirst things first, we need to regroup,â Lewis said, glancing back toward the now-quiet boat. âWe need to figure out what just happened and how weâre going to deal with the fallout.â
âWhat if heâs not dead?â she muttered, her mind racing with possibilities. âWhat if this was all part of his game?â
Lewis shook his head. âWe canât think like that. We need to focus on what we do know: Zak is out of the picture, and thatâs one less threat we have to worry about.â
âLetâs get back to the safe house,â she said, determination settling in her chest. âWe need to figure out our next move.â
As the boat sped away from the scene of chaos, its engine roared as they made their way back to the safe house. The atmosphere was tense, filled with the unspoken questions swirling among the team. She leaned against the side of the boat, heart still racing as she tried to piece together the fragments of what had just happened. One thing was sure.
Shit just got complicated.
âDo you think Lando was playing us?â George asked, his brow furrowed. âOr was this all a setup?â
Lewis shook his head, clearly frustrated. âWe need to focus on Zakâs death for now. If Lando shot him, it changes everything. We need to report to Toto. Heâll know how to handle this.â
As they arrived at the safe house, a modest cabin tucked away in the woods, the familiar scent of pine mingled with the anxiety that hung thick in the air. She stepped inside, scanning the room, her heart still heavy with uncertainty.
Toto was already there, pacing back and forth, the shadows dancing across his worried face. âWhat the hell happened out there?â he demanded as soon as they entered, his eyes narrowing at her.
âZak is dead,â she said, voice steady despite the turmoil inside. âBut Landoâhe shot him and then just⌠disappeared. I have no idea why he let me go.â
âDisappeared?â Toto echoed, disbelief flashing in his eyes. âLando is a loose cannon. He shouldnât have been there in the first place! Heâs always been unpredictable, but now this?â
Lewis stepped forward, urgency evident in his tone. âHe shot Zak, but we have no idea where he is or what heâs planning. We need to find him before he decides to make another move.â
âLando has always seemed to have his own agenda,â Toto said, running a hand through his hair, frustration mounting. âIâll contact our sources. We need to know if heâs gone rogue or if heâs working with us.â
She felt a sinking sensation in her stomach. What if Lando was working with them? What if he had a plan of his own?
Before anyone could respond, Lewis opened the door to the kitchen, all heads turned to the sound they heard, guns instinctively drawn.
But what they saw stopped them cold.
Lando sat casually at the table in his tactical gear, hair wet, legs swinging like a childâs, a half-eaten biscuit in his hand. He looked utterly relaxed, a stark contrast to the chaos of the past few hours.
âI really thought you were better at this,â he said with a playful smirk, taking another bite of his biscuit.
âLando!â she exclaimed, shock mixing with anger. âWhat the fuck are you doing here?â
In an instant, all of them had their weapons trained on him, fingers hovering over triggers. Totoâs eyes were wide with disbelief. âYou shouldnât be here. We thought you wereââ
âDead?â Lando interjected, chuckling softly as he raised his hands in mock surrender. âNo need for any of that.â He leaned back slightly, his expression shifting to something more serious. âI come with the antidote.â
âAntidote?â Lewis echoed, still aiming his gun at Lando. âWhat are you talking about?â
âFor Zakâs plan,â Lando replied, the lightheartedness fading from his voice. âI knew he had something cooking upâsomething dangerous that would have put all of you at risk if you hadnât stopped him. I just didnât think youâd be this reckless in the process.â
âReckless?â she snapped, frustration boiling over. âYou shot him! Whatâs your angle?â
Lando shrugged, still relaxed. âI didnât want him to have the chance to activate whatever he had in place. Thatâs where the antidote comes in. Iâve got the means to reverse his effectsâhe had plans for you, you know. Something that couldâve turned you into a puppet for him.â
The room fell silent, confusion mingling with curiosity. She could see doubt flickering in Totoâs eyes, and it was clear that Landoâs presence had thrown them all off balance.
âWhat do you mean?â Toto finally asked, lowering his gun slightly, though still on guard.
âZak had an entire operation designed to brainwash agents,â Lando explained, his tone now grave. âYou wouldnât have even known you were under his control. I had to take him out before he could flip the switch.â
âWhy should we trust you?â she challenged, her heart racing. âYouâve been a wildcard this entire time.â
Lando sighed, clearly exasperated. âBecause Iâve saved your asses. Zak was a threat, but he wasnât the only one. I couldnât let you fall into his trap. If you think Iâm playing both sides, then fine. But Iâm here to help, whether you believe it or not.â
âWhatâs the antidote?â Lewis asked, scepticism still evident in his voice but curiosity piqued.
Lando leaned forward, his eyes locking onto hers. âIâve got the formula, and I need your help to distribute it to the right people. We need to move quickly. The longer we wait, the more dangerous this gets.â
She exchanged glances with her teammates, weighing their options. Could they trust him?
Finally, Toto nodded, his decision made. âAlright, letâs hear what you have to say. But know this, Lando: one wrong move, and we wonât hesitate to take you down.â
With that, Lando leaned back, a hint of a grin returning to his face. âNow thatâs more like it. Letâs get to work.â
As the tension in the room began to ease, she felt a flicker of hope. They might have lost Zak, but if Lando was telling the truth, they had a chance to stop whatever he had planned next. The stakes were high, and the clock was ticking.
âLetâs get the details sorted,â she said, determination flooding her voice. âWe need to be ready for anything.â
As they gathered around the table, she couldnât shake the feeling that this was just the beginning of a much larger gameâa game that would test their loyalties and strength in ways they had never imagined.
The antidote was handed off to the medics without hesitation, each of them glancing nervously at Toto before they hurried to Oscarâs room. The atmosphere was taut as a wire as the team waited, tension thick in the air. She stood by the door, her eyes following the medics as they prepared the injection.
âYou have 100% faith this will work?â she asked Lando, voice low but seething with barely contained anger.
Lando looked back at her, his face unusually serious. âYes,â he said firmly. âIt will help him. Iâve seen it work before. Everyone has their own reaction, but it works.â
Before she could respond, one of the medics announced, âAdministering the antidote.â They pressed the syringe into Oscarâs arm, and the room fell into a charged silence. Every eye was on him, watching for any sign of change. For a moment, nothing happened.
And then, in an instant, Oscar convulsed, his body seizing with such violence it took two of the medics to hold him down. His eyes were squeezed shut, his face contorted in pain as they tried to steady him. She felt her heart drop, terror racing through her as he gasped, choking on his own breath.
âWhatâs happening?â she demanded, her voice rising in panic. âIs this supposed to happen?â
âWe donât know yet,â one of the medics muttered, beads of sweat forming on his brow as he worked. But before anyone could say more, Oscarâs body stilled, and he sank back against the bed, his chest barely moving. The heart monitor next to him let out a slow, irregular beep.
One of the medics shook his head, looking at her with pity. âHeâs slipped into a coma.â
The words were a punch to the gut. She turned to Lando, fury blazing in her eyes. âA coma?â she spat, stepping forward, fists clenched. âThis was your cure? This was your help?â
Lando started to speak, but she didnât let him finish. Rage overtaking her, she swung her fist at him, landing a blow against his jaw. He stumbled back, and she followed, pushing him against the wall as she fought the urge to keep swinging.
âDo you have any idea what youâve done?â she shouted, voice cracking as her hand trembled. âYou said you had the answer. You swore this was the cure!â
Lando looked up at her, hand to his bruised jaw, eyes narrowed with frustration. âIt is the antidote! Iâm sure of it. Heâs not in danger; his body just needs time to adjustââ
âTime to adjust?â she cut in, practically trembling with fury. âYou said it would help him, and now heâs comatose!â
Landoâs jaw tightened as he straightened up, his expression a mix of frustration and desperation. âI didnât want this any more than you did!â he snapped, his voice rising to match hers. âDo you think Iâd go through all this just to hurt him? Youâre not the only one who cares about him, you know. Heâs my friend too! Iâve sabotaged my entire career, my life, over him too.â
She felt her anger falter, replaced by a raw, painful mix of confusion and disbelief. âYou⌠what?â
Lando looked away, exhaling harshly as he struggled to control his emotions. âI did this because he matters to me,â he said, voice thick with a sincerity she hadnât seen in him before. âIâve been one step ahead of Zak because I knew the only way to keep him safe was to take control. I wouldnât risk him for anything.â
She searched his face, looking for any hint of deception, but all she saw was a bitter sort of pain. Her anger cooled slightly, replaced by a tense, uneasy silence.
âThen prove it,â she finally said, voice low. âIf you really care, youâll stay by his side until he wakes up, and youâll take responsibility for what happens if he doesnât.â
Lando nodded, his expression resolute. âIâll stay. And he will wake up. I promise you that.â
She held his gaze for a moment longer, then turned away, feeling her pulse gradually steady as the anger drained from her. Whether or not she believed him, there was nothing she could do now except waitâand hope that Landoâs gamble was worth the risk.
The room fell silent as the medics continued their work, each of them carefully monitoring Oscarâs every breath.
She left the medical room, her body feeling heavy and her mind whirling from the past hour. Pausing just outside, she glanced back through the small window in the door. Lando had positioned himself on the floor beside Oscarâs bed, his back against the wall, legs pulled up, and his face buried in his hands. The cocky edge he usually carried was gone, replaced by something sombre and unguarded.
With a heavy sigh, she continued down the hall to the main briefing room, where Toto, George, and Lewis were waiting, eyes filled with concern. She took a moment to steady herself before joining them.
Toto was the first to speak. âHowâs Oscar?â
âIn a coma,â she said, feeling the weight of each word. âThe medics are watching him, but⌠we donât know when heâll wake up. Or even if heâll fully come back.â
Totoâs jaw tightened as he took in the news. âAnd Lando? You still trust his story?â
She folded her arms, unsure of her own answer. âHeâs⌠by Oscarâs side. Says he cares about him, and that everything he did was to protect him. I donât know if I believe him, butâŚâ Her voice faltered. âI think heâs telling the truth.â
Lewis scratched his chin, considering this. âWell, weâve seen Landoâs loyalty to Oscar firsthand. Heâs one hell of a sniper and kept Zak off our backs tonight.â
She shot him a look, her expression incredulous. âYouâre not saying he should become one of us, are you?â
Lewis shrugged. âHeâs burned all his other bridges. And heâs already risked his own career to keep Oscar alive. The question is whether we can use his skills and if heâd even be willing.â
George nodded, though he seemed more hesitant. âHeâs ruined all his other chances trying to save Oscar. We donât have many people with that kind of dedication. He might be reckless, but heâs got guts.â
Toto looked thoughtful, weighing their arguments. His gaze lingered on her, as though searching her face for a decision she hadnât yet made. âIf we bring him in, weâd be responsible for him,â he said finally. âYouâve seen more of him than the rest of us. Whatâs your call?â
She hesitated, the weight of the choice settling over her. Landoâs decision to shoot Zak had saved their lives tonight. Heâd turned his back on everything for Oscarâs sake, yet the damage heâd caused left her conflicted.
âWe donât know what heâs planning,â she said carefully. âIf heâs willing to share what he knows, and if he proves heâs in this for the right reasonsâŚâ She trailed off, glancing back in the direction of Oscarâs room. âMaybe we give him a shot. But only if he earns it.â
Toto nodded, folding his hands as if heâd expected her answer. âThen weâll keep him close for now. If he wants to help, heâll follow our rules and go through our training. But the minute he shows any hint of crossing usâŚâ
âWe take him out,â George finished with a grim nod.
She glanced one last time toward the hallway, an odd sense of foreboding mixed with the lingering weight of relief. Lando had put them all at risk, but if he truly wanted redemptionâand if he could deliver on his promise to save Oscarâmaybe they could turn his loyalty to their side.
Lewisâ voice broke her train of thought. âSo, whatâs next, then? We wait on Oscarâs recovery, and keep an eye on our new âallyâ?â
âKeep him close,â Toto agreed. âGet him familiar with the teamâs layout, but donât let him see the real intel until weâre sure. And if he even thinks about double-crossing us, we donât hesitate.â
As they spoke, she caught Georgeâs eye. He gave a slight nod, something between caution and reassurance, and she realised the others had reached the same uneasy compromise she had.
Just then, a door down the hall creaked open. Lando emerged, looking worn and strangely vulnerable, as if he had left a part of his hardened exterior back in the room with Oscar. He glanced around and spotted them in the briefing room, his expression unreadable. For a moment, they all stood in silence, tension thickening the air once again.
She stepped forward, arms crossed, and met his gaze. âLando. Toto has decided to give you a chance. But let me be clear: this is a test. Youâre only here because you saved our lives tonight. But if you put us in jeopardy again, you wonât get another chance.â
Lando nodded, his eyes momentarily flickering with relief. âI understand,â he said simply, hands at his sides, an unusual openness in his demeanour.
Toto gestured toward a chair by the door, his voice sharp. âSit down, Lando. I want to hear exactly what you knowâno edits, no omissions. Start with Zakâs plans, and leave nothing out.â
Lando took the chair, leaned forward, and clasped his hands together, his gaze unwavering. âWith Zak gone, a scramble will start. His lieutenants are already positioning themselves to take over. Thereâs a handful who have been waiting for an opportunity like this. If they consolidate control, they could be more dangerous than Zak ever was.â
Her interest piqued as she listened, nodding to herself as pieces of the puzzle clicked into place. âSo we cut them off before they can regroup?â
âExactly,â Lando replied, meeting her gaze. âOne of his top lieutenants is already planning to take over. A man named Andrea Stellaâheâs ruthless and has been at Zakâs side for years. If he consolidates Zakâs power base, weâll be dealing with a much bigger threat.â
Toto considered this, a gleam of determination in his eye. âThen Andrea is our target. We dismantle whatâs left of Zakâs network from the inside, starting with the lieutenants.â
Lewis cracked his knuckles, a glint of excitement sparking in his eyes. âFinally, something straightforward. Cut off the heads, and the body will fall.â
George chimed in, more cautious. âBut Andrea will have protection, likely Zakâs best operatives. We need a plan that uses every bit of Landoâs intel.â
Toto nodded in agreement, looking at Lando with an expectant gaze. âThis is your chance to prove yourself, Lando. You know Zakâs people better than any of us. Map out Andreaâs assets, his known allies, and his weaknesses.â
Lando nodded, already reaching for a piece of paper. âAndrea has two primary safehouses, one in Berlin and one in Prague. The Berlin safehouse is easier to accessâitâs where he keeps his logistics team. The one in Prague⌠thatâs where heâll go if heâs expecting trouble. Itâs more fortified.â
Toto looked back to the team, his expression resolute. âYou have your targets. Weâll split into two groupsâone to hit Berlin and disrupt Andreaâs logistics, the other to prepare for Prague in case he tries to make a run for it.â
She nodded, adrenaline beginning to stir. The mission had just taken on a new level of intensity, with Zakâs death opening up opportunities for both freedom and danger. Her mind flashed briefly to Oscarâs room, where he lay unmoving.
But if they dismantled Andreaâs power structure, Oscarâs chances of waking up to a world without Zakâs shadow grew that much stronger.
âAlright,â she said, sharing a determined glance with her teammates. âWeâre doing this. Letâs finish what Zak started and make sure no one takes his place.â
PRAGUE - TWO NIGHTS LATERÂ
The night air was sharp on the rooftop in Prague, the glow of city lights casting a soft haze over the streets below. She sat next to Lando, both watching the entrance of Andreaâs safehouse across the way. Silence stretched between them, punctuated only by the distant sounds of traffic and a lone dog barking. Theyâd been up here for hours, waiting for signs of movement, waiting for Andrea to show.
As the minutes dragged on, she glanced over at Lando. His face was unusually still, a hardness settled in his eyes that seemed more complex than the usual determination of a mission. She thought back to the last few days, how heâd lingered by Oscarâs side, how heâd gone against everything to bring the antidote, even at the risk of his own life. It gnawed at her, how little she really knew about him, and before she could stop herself, the words slipped out.
âWhyâd you do it? Betray Zak, go against your own ordersâŚrisk everything?â
Lando didnât answer right away. He kept his gaze on the street below, then let out a quiet sigh, as if the question had settled into him, forcing out an old wound heâd long since hidden. Finally, he spoke.
âOscar and I⌠we came into this at the same time. We were both eleven when we met Zak. They donât usually bring kids into this life that young, but we werenât typical recruits. Came from broken homes, no family, no stability. We were Zakâs new toys. The latest in his collection. We listened, we obeyedâŚwe did it all.â
She felt a pang of somethingâsympathy, anger, a sense of understanding she hadnât expected. Zak had taken them so young, so vulnerable, moulding them into tools, spies with no choice but to follow his orders.
Unlike her, she had a choice and she took it at 18.
She wanted to say something but stayed silent, knowing he had more to tell.
âOscar looked after me,â Lando continued, his voice quieter now. âI was older, but he always⌠protected me, in a way. On the days I screwed up and wasnât allowed dinner, heâd sneak half his plate my way. Stubborn kid,â he added with a half-smile. âNo matter how much I told him to take care of himself first, he just⌠wouldnât. He thought of me as family, andâŚwell, that changed everything.â
She was taken aback, her mind spinning as she pieced together the full weight of what Oscar had meant to Lando. Oscar had never spoken of this side of his pastâof how heâd been moulded, of the sacrifices heâd made, even as a child. And here was Lando, older, colder, but quietly haunted by a loyalty that ran so deep it had shaped his entire life.
âWhat Zak did to us,â Lando continued, his voice rougher now, âI donât think you can ever walk away from that. Not completely. But Oscar⌠he still found a way to be good. To care. He wanted a way out for both of us, even before we knew there was one.â
She felt something sharp twist inside her chest. Suddenly, Landoâs actionsâthe betrayal, the risks heâd taken to bring Oscar backâmade sense in a way she couldnât have imagined. To Lando, saving Oscar was more than just about loyalty; it was about holding onto the one piece of humanity he still had left.
She swallowed, her voice barely a whisper. âI never realised it meant that much to you.â
Lando shrugged, the hardened expression slipping back into place, but she caught the brief flicker of vulnerability. âOscar was the only real family I had. Heâs the only person Iâd risk this much for. And now⌠with Zak gone, maybe it means heâll finally get the freedom heâs wanted all his life.â
They fell into silence again, but it was heavier, fuller now. She felt her own loyalty to Oscar deepen, if that were possible, understanding how heâd shaped not only her but also those around him.
Just then, a light flickered across the way, snapping them back to the mission. Andrea was moving through the entrance, surrounded by bodyguards. Their momentary reprieve was over.
Lando straightened, pulling out his weapon, a renewed determination in his eyes. âWeâll do this, and make sure Zakâs legacy dies with Andrea.â
She took a steadying breath, nodding as her focus sharpened. âAlright. Weâre doing this.â
She hesitated, looking at Lando, the weight of their conversation pressing against her chest. After a pause, she reached out, placing a hand on his arm. "You deserve to be happy too, you know. After everything Zak put you through⌠you deserve a chance to live your own life."
Lando gave a small, almost sad smile, the kind that made her heart ache. âIâll be happy once you and Oscar get your lives back. Thatâs the least he deserves. I owe him that much⌠maybe more.â
Before she could respond, a shadow moved near the safehouse door, and they both tensed, their hands instinctively going to their weapons.
âAlright,â he murmured, glancing down through the scope on his rifle. âThatâs Andreaâs main man, heâs going in. Andrea is coming around. You go down there, hold his attention. Give me a clear shot, and Iâll handle the rest.â
She nodded, steadying herself, and slipped off the rooftop, making her way down to street level. Every step forward tightened the knot in her stomach, but the memory of Oscarâand now Landoâs storyâpushed her forward. Andrea was the last piece of Zakâs empire that could threaten them, and she was ready to end it.
When she stepped into the dimly lit alley beside the safehouse, Andrea was waiting, his face flickering with recognition.
âYou,â he sneered, his voice low and threatening. âI should have known theyâd send you.â
Feigning a smirk, she held his gaze, keeping her tone casual. âWhat can I say? Some of us are harder to kill than others.â
Andrea chuckled, stepping closer, his eyes narrowing as he sized her up. She could almost feel Landoâs crosshairs tracing Andreaâs movements from above. She just had to keep Andrea talking, keep his attention on her.
âI know youâre alone,â he said, voice full of confidence. âYou think youâre clever, but youâre just a desperate little soldier without a leader now. And Zakâs network? Itâs not going anywhere. There will always be someone else to fill his shoes.â
âReally?â she shot back, a calmness washing over her. âBecause from where I stand, the empire youâre trying to build looks a lot like a house of cards. One wrong move, and itâll come crashing down. Starting with you.â
He opened his mouth to respond, but in that instant, she saw his expression change, his eyes widening slightly. She felt the tension in the air, braced herselfâand then the shot rang out.
Andrea dropped, a clean, decisive shot to the head. She looked up, catching a brief flash of movement as Lando lowered his rifle, nodding toward her from the rooftop.
Taking a deep breath, she spoke into her earpiece. âTarget down. Andrea is gone. Letâs get out of here.â
Lando joined her a few moments later, his face calm but resolute. She caught his eye, a shared look of relief passing between them.
âItâs over,â he said quietly. For the first time, she saw a glimmer of something lighter, something like hope, in his expression.
She let the words sink in, a strange mix of relief and disbelief washing over her. âIt really is, isnât it?â she murmured, more to herself than to Lando. The empire Zak built, the one that had stolen her life, Oscarâs life, even Landoâsâfinally, it was over.
They slipped through the shadows of the narrow Prague alleyways, leaving Andreaâs safehouse and the remnants of Zakâs power crumbling behind them before someone saw them. As they neared the extraction point, the silence between them grew heavier with unspoken thoughts, both of them reflecting on what lay ahead.
Once they reached the dimly lit side street where their car waited, Lando slowed his pace, his gaze distant.
âDo you thinkâŚâ he began, then stopped, shaking his head slightly. âDo you think Oscar will be able to let this all go? After everything?â
She took a deep breath, thinking about the man sheâd loved and the ways Zak had shaped him, twisting his loyalty and kindness into a weapon. But Lando was right; there was still a part of Oscar that had always hoped, always wanted something more. She smiled faintly.
âIf anyone can, itâs him. Heâs been through hell and still kept his heart intact.â She looked up at Lando. âBut that goes for you, too.â
Lando chuckled softly, shaking his head as he opened the car door for her. âI think I lost my heart a long time ago,â he said with a smirk, but she caught the flicker of doubt in his eyes, a vulnerability that had been stripped bare over years of loyalty and sacrifice.
She turned to him, her gaze unwavering. âMaybe. But you just put yourself on the line to save someone you care about. Thatâs not something a heartless person does.â
Lando considered her words, giving a small, reluctant nod as he settled into the driverâs seat and started the engine. The car rumbled to life, and they pulled out onto the narrow, winding roads of Prague, slipping through the quiet city as it slept.
The weight of Andreaâs death, of the missionâs success, lingered in the air between them as they drove, each lost in their own thoughts. She watched the cityscape slip by, mind drifting to the futureâone that felt less like a dream and more like something she could almost touch.
Finally, Lando broke the silence, his voice quieter. âYou and Oscar gonna leave after this?â
âYeah,â she replied, feeling a swell of emotion she barely kept in check. âIâll go back to him. Help him heal, be there while he figures out⌠what comes next.â
Landoâs gaze softened, a strange sense of peace settling over his features. âThen I guess⌠Iâll see this through too. I donât know whatâs waiting for me, but I know what Iâve been running from. Time to stop running.â
She reached over, giving his shoulder a light squeeze. âThen maybe you should come back with us. At least for now.â
Lando looked at her, a flicker of surprise giving way to an almost boyish smile, a glimmer of the young man heâd once been. âMaybe I will.â
They fell into silence once more, but this time it was comfortable, a quiet peace settling between them as they left Prague behind, ready to face whatever came next together.
The drive back was long and filled with an anxious hope as they wound through the countryside toward the safe house. The missionâs success hadnât erased her worriesâOscar was still fighting for his life, and no amount of victories over their enemies could fix the fragility of his recovery. When they finally arrived, a medic was waiting at the door, his face carefully neutral but carrying the slight, telltale signs of positive news.
âHeâs stable,â the medic reported as they stepped inside, âand his vitals are improving. But heâs still unresponsive.â He glanced between her and Lando, understanding their urgency. âYou can go in. It might help him to hear familiar voices.â
She nodded, glancing at Lando, who offered a small, encouraging nod in return, as if grounding her. Together, they made their way to the infirmary room where Oscar lay, silent and still, his face more peaceful than it had been in a long time. She took the seat by his bed, pulling it close, her hand instinctively reaching for his. Lando stood at the foot of the bed, quiet and watchful.
The room was filled with the soft beeping of monitors, a rhythmic pulse that was both a comfort and a reminder of the stakes they still faced. She brushed a strand of hair from Oscarâs forehead, her fingers lingering, gentle and protective.
âHey,â she whispered, her voice trembling just slightly. âWe did it, Oscar. Andrea is gone, and Zakâs empire⌠itâs finished. Youâre safe now. Weâre safe.â
Beside her, Lando watched, his expression unreadable but softened. After a pause, he moved to take the chair next to hers, leaning forward, elbows on his knees as he looked at Oscar, his voice low but steady.
âYou always had my back, kid,â he murmured, his voice rougher than usual. âEven when I didnât deserve it. Now Iâve got yours. Iâll be here⌠just like you always were for me.â
Silence fell over the room, each of them lost in memories, in hope, in unspoken promises. She leaned closer to Oscar, her fingers entwining with his, as if willing him to feel the warmth of her touch, the weight of her presence.
The medic came back in, checking Oscarâs monitors, his expression calm but unhurried, like heâd done this a thousand times. âIf heâs hearing anything, itâs the voices of those closest to him that will bring him back,â he offered softly. âIf anyone can do that, itâs the two of you.â
She glanced over at Lando, who nodded in agreement, the intensity in his gaze softened with something like gratitude. Together, they sat vigil by Oscarâs side, filling the room with quiet stories and shared memories, fighting their own exhaustion, hoping that somewhere in the dark, he was making his way back to them.
The hours blurred together in the quiet of the room. Shadows stretched along the walls as night settled in, but neither she nor Lando had moved. The medic had come and gone, checking Oscarâs vitals with reassuring nods, but the wait was wearing on them. She squeezed Oscarâs hand, brushing her thumb gently over his knuckles, as if the warmth of her touch alone could pull him back.
As the clock ticked on, she began to speak again, letting her voice fill the stillness.
âDo you remember the cabin on the coast?â she murmured, her voice soft and soothing. âThose mornings we had, just us⌠No missions, no agencies breathing down our necks. Youâd make that terrible instant coffee, and weâd sit out there like nothing else mattered.â
She smiled, eyes misty as she thought back to the peace theyâd found there, however brief. She could feel Lando listening beside her, his presence a quiet reassurance.
âYou kept saying you wanted a place like that for real,â she continued, voice breaking slightly. âSomewhere we could disappear to, where no one would ever find us. Well, we made it through, Oscar. You got us there.â
For a moment, silence fell again, and the only sound was the steady beeping of the monitor, each pulse a tether to the man she loved. She closed her eyes, breathing slowly, letting the weight of exhaustion press against her but refusing to surrender to it.
Lando, who had been uncharacteristically quiet, shifted in his seat, leaning forward, his eyes fixed on Oscar.
âOscar,â he said, his tone low but full of determination. âLook, I know weâve been through hell together, but I think youâre just showing off now. Making us sit here, wondering if youâre gonna wake upâŚâ He paused, taking a shaky breath. âCome on, mate. Just⌠open your eyes.â
The words lingered in the air, heavy with unsaid things, a lifetimeâs worth of loyalty and brotherhood distilled into those few sentences. And just as she was about to give in to the quiet again, something shiftedâa faint squeeze, barely there, but unmistakable.
Her heart skipped as she looked down, fingers tightening around his hand. âOscar?â
The first flicker of life in Oscarâs eyes felt like a miracle. She tightened her grip on his hand as he blinked slowly, his gaze beginning to focus, like he was pulling himself back from somewhere distant and dark. His fingers moved in hers, weak but warm, and her heart leapt.
âOscar,â she whispered, leaning closer, barely daring to breathe. âItâs me.â
His eyes, still heavy with exhaustion, met hers, and a faint, familiar warmth flickered there. His lips parted, but the words came only as a faint rasp. âYou⌠youâre here.â
At the sound of his voice, she let out a shaky breath she didnât realise sheâd been holding. Tears blurred her vision as she nodded, holding his hand to her cheek. âWeâre here, Oscar. Iâm here.â Her words caught in her throat, a tangled mix of love, relief, and all the things sheâd thought she might never have the chance to say again.
Beside her, Lando had been standing at a respectful distance, a quiet, steady presence. But as Oscarâs gaze shifted, recognizing him, a small, amused glint appeared in his tired eyes.
âYouâre⌠both here?â Oscar murmured, a faint smirk tugging at his lips, and she heard the hint of teasing in his voice. âThatâs⌠quite the welcome party.â
Lando let out a quiet chuckle, but the smile didnât quite reach his eyes. âWouldnât have missed it, mate.â His tone was light, but his expression was taut, almost uncertain, as if he wasnât sure whether to stay or slip out and let them have their moment.
Sensing this, Lando began to step back, nodding toward her. âIâll give you twoââ
âNo,â she said softly, her gaze turning to him, the conviction in her voice quiet but steady. âStay.â
Lando stopped, visibly taken aback, his expression betraying the slightest hint of surprise. For a moment, he looked at her as if he hadnât quite heard right, his usual stoic exterior cracking just a little, his eyes shimmering with something raw and unguarded. He gave her a nod, a subtle motion of understanding, though his voice caught slightly. âAlright,â he murmured, sinking back into his chair beside them.
Oscarâs fingers tightened around hers as he watched the exchange, a tired but knowing look passing over his face. He took a shaky breath, shifting his gaze between them. âSeems like⌠I owe you both.â
Her grip on his hand tightened as she glanced from him to Lando, the weight of everything theyâd endured heavy in the air between them. âOscar⌠you donât owe us anything,â she whispered, the intensity of her own words surprising her. âWeâre just glad youâre here.â
Lando nodded, his gaze locked on Oscar. âYeah, youâve been doing enough for everyone for too long,â he said, voice soft but steady. âItâs your turn to just⌠be. Heal.â
Oscar looked at them both, an unspoken gratitude shimmering in his eyes, but there was also something elseâa deep trust, a quiet acceptance that the three of them were bound in ways words couldnât capture.
He exhaled, letting his head rest back against the pillow, his eyelids heavy with exhaustion, but for the first time, a faint, peaceful smile graced his face. And in that moment, with Lando at her side, she felt a quiet reassurance settle in her heart. Together, they would help him heal, each of them carrying a part of the burden, just as they always had.
Oscar looked between them, eyes flickering with a familiar sharpness, though the exhaustion clung to him. âAlright,â he rasped, his voice a little stronger, âso whoâs gonna tell me what the hell I missed? Because knowing you two⌠Iâm guessing itâs not nothing.â
She smiled, warmth and relief evident as she exchanged a glance with Lando. âWhere do we even start?â she said, squeezing Oscarâs hand gently. âItâs been⌠eventful.â
Lando let out a quiet laugh, shrugging as he leaned back in his chair. âEventful is one word for it.â
With a bit more strength, Oscarâs lips quirked into a smirk as he focused on Lando. âSo, go on then. Give me the rundown, you muppet. What did you do?â
Lando winced, laughing softly. âI had it under control. Mostly.â He paused, looking slightly sheepish. âI may have⌠bent a few rules.â
âBent?â Oscar raised a brow, incredulity softening into amusement. âMate, you blew the rules to pieces, didnât you?â
She laughed, nodding. âHeâs right, you did. We had Zakâs whole operation on our backs, remember?â
Lando rolled his eyes, though there was a hint of pride there. âWell, it was necessary, wasnât it? Zak needed taking down, and it was⌠efficient.â
Oscar shook his head, the faint smile lingering as he squeezed her hand. âEfficient. Thatâs what weâre calling it now?â
She nodded, filling in the rest. âEfficient and risky. Lando worked out a plan to intercept Zak, took us on an intel dive across three countries, and then pulled off a takedown that⌠well, letâs just say it wasnât part of any mission plan.â
âGot Zak out of the picture,â Lando added, shrugging like it was nothing. âAnd got you the antidote.â
âAbout thatâŚâ Oscar tilted his head, eyeing Lando with a spark of mock accusation. âYou just couldnât resist a grand entrance with that antidote, could you?â
Lando feigned innocence, lifting his hands. âHad to make sure youâd remember it, didnât I? Besides, I didnât hear you complaining.â
âOnly because I was unconscious,â Oscar shot back, laughing weakly, though he winced as the laugh brought on a wave of fatigue.
âAlright, you two.â She leaned forward, brushing Oscarâs hair back gently, her eyes filled with a warmth that anchored him. âLando might be a complete muppet, but he did it for you, Oscar. And we all made it out, somehow.â
Oscarâs gaze softened, moving from her to Lando, his expression one of profound gratitude, quiet but unmistakable. âI canât⌠thank you enough. Both of you. For everything.â
âNo need for that, mate,â Lando said, his voice unusually gentle, a slight tremor in it. âWe donât leave our own behind.â
SEVEN YEARS LATER
The soft light of the late afternoon settled over their hillside home, casting a warm glow across the kitchen where she stood, gazing out at the endless blue sea. A gentle breeze slipped through the open window, bringing with it the faint scent of wild thyme and olive trees. She placed a hand over her stomach, feeling the subtle curve thereâa quiet reminder of all that had changed in these last few years.
She smiled to herself, so lost in the peace of the moment that she didnât hear Oscar approach until his arms circled around her waist, his hand coming to rest over hers. He leaned in, pressing a tender kiss to her shoulder, and she felt him smile against her skin.
âHey, mama,â he murmured, voice soft and full of warmth as his hand gently rubbed over her growing belly. âYou two enjoying the view?â
She leaned back into him, feeling a quiet contentment settle over her as she placed her hand over his. âAlways. Though, I think I might be enjoying it a little more than this one.â She gave her belly a gentle pat, smiling. âFeels like Iâm carrying a future kickboxer in there.â
He chuckled, the sound vibrating warmly against her. âTakes after you, then,â he teased, brushing a kiss to her temple. âStrong, resilient⌠and definitely a little stubborn.â
She turned to face him, her eyes softening as she looked up at him. âAnd maybe a little of you too, hmm?â She reached up, tracing a hand along his jaw, her gaze reflecting the love and gratitude she felt for the life theyâd built here, the peace theyâd fought so hard for.
Before he could respond, they heard the front door swing open, followed by a familiar, slightly exasperated voice calling out from the hallway.
âOi, mate! You wouldnât believe what happened down at the market,â Lando announced as he walked in, holding up a few bags of fresh produce. He wore an incredulous expression, his eyebrows raised as he looked between them. âI canât tell if the butcher wanted to sell me fish or⌠shag me. He followed me halfway up the street. I swear, I need to learn Greek. Or find a disguise,â he added with a grin, dropping the bags onto the kitchen counter.
She laughed, shaking her head as she took in his flustered expression. âMaybe he just appreciates your⌠charm?â
âOr he thought youâd look nice in a seafood display,â Oscar teased, his hand still resting gently on her stomach.
Lando let out a dramatic sigh, shaking his head. âYou two are impossible. I get followed home, and this is the thanks I get?â But the corners of his mouth tugged upward, and his eyes softened as he took in the peaceful scene before him.
The three of them fell into easy laughter, the warmth of their friendship filling the room as the sun sank lower on the horizon, painting everything in golden hues. This was the life theyâd fought forâa quiet peace in a little corner of the world, shared laughter, and the promise of a new future nestled safely between them.
As their laughter faded, Oscar tugged her a little closer, his hand still protectively resting over her stomach. She placed her hand over his, meeting his gaze with a soft smile. He looked at her as if they were still those two undercover agents stealing moments in the shadows, as if this life they'd built still felt too good to be true.
Lando raised an eyebrow at the two of them, smirking. âYou two are disgustingly cute, you know that?â
âOh, weâre just getting started,â Oscar replied, turning to give Lando a pointed look. âWait until youâre on baby duty, Uncle Lando.â
Lando feigned horror, hand over his heart. âAlright, well, letâs not get ahead of ourselves. Thereâll be no nappies in my future, thank you.â
She laughed, the sound warm and unguarded. âOh, I donât know. I think youâre going to be brilliant at it. All that practise dodging bullets and undercover work? Changing nappies will be a breeze.â
Lando scoffed but couldnât hide his grin. âYou two are going to turn me into a proper family man, arenât you?â
âThink itâs a bit late for that, mate,â Oscar teased, squeezing her hand as he glanced over at Lando. âYouâre already here, complaining about the market and fighting with the neighbourâs rooster.â
Lando let out a dramatic sigh, but the affection in his eyes was unmistakable. âFine. Maybe Iâm going soft in my old age.â
A comfortable silence settled between them, each of them taking in the moment. Lando moved to the window, staring out at the golden light on the water, his face softening in a way she hadnât seen often. She felt a swell of gratitude for him, for the way heâd fought beside them and shared in the dreams they had hardly dared to voice.
âSo,â Lando said after a moment, breaking the silence as he turned back to them, his tone light but his expression serious. âWhat are we having for dinner? Because if I see one more olive, I swearâŚâ
She laughed, feeling that warmth in her heart grow. âWell, since you were so brave at the market, I think itâs only fair you get to cook tonight. Maybe something without olives?â
Oscar chuckled, releasing her hand to ruffle Landoâs hair. âYou heard her. Best get to it, chef.â
Lando grumbled but headed toward the kitchen with a grin, opening cupboards and muttering as he began gathering ingredients. âI swear, first Iâm babysitting, and now Iâm cooking⌠What did I sign up for with you two?â
They shared another laugh, the kind that felt like home. She leaned against Oscar, contentment filling her as she watched Lando fuss in the kitchen, chopping and stirring, the whole house filled with the scent of fresh herbs and the laughter of family.
It was everything sheâd once thought impossibleâa simple life, a house full of love, a future unfolding in ways sheâd never dared to imagine. And as the evening wore on, with candles flickering and laughter filling the room, she knew that this was the true victory, a happiness that even the most dangerous missions had never prepared her for.
As dinner simmered and the warm evening air drifted in through open windows, they gathered around the small kitchen table. Lando had put together a rustic stew with the marketâs freshest ingredients, grumbling the entire time about how he was âwasting his tactical precision on chopping vegetables.â
She sat beside Oscar, resting her hand over his, feeling his steady warmth as she laughed at Landoâs commentary on the local produce.
Lando set the steaming pot on the table and glanced between them with a mock glare. âAlright, feast your eyes on what a former sniper can do with a tomato and some herbs. Just donât tell me itâs not as good as the local food, or youâll be getting rations next time.â
Oscar took a dramatic sniff, sighing as he ladled a bowl for her first, then one for himself. âLando, I think youâve found your true calling. That market blokeâs got nothing on you.â
Lando groaned, rolling his eyes. âOh, so this is how itâs going to be nowâtwo parents and a live-in chef?â
She grinned, shooting him a playful look. âOr uncle and professional bodyguard? You can even work on your Greek as a side gig. The locals will be lining up to hire you.â
âOh, Iâll be unmissable,â he said, laughing as he took his seat across from them, a glimmer of real contentment in his eyes. He glanced over at her, nodding toward her belly. âThis little one will be lucky to have you two. Even if their mum is as fierce as they come.â
Oscar gave her hand a gentle squeeze, his thumb brushing over her fingers as he smiled softly. âWell, maybe a bit of fierceness runs in the family.â
Dinner passed in easy conversation and laughter, each of them sharing memories from years past, trading stories that used to be about survival but had now softened, like old scars. The three of them spoke of the future, sharing dreams they once hadnât dared say out loud, not because they didnât believe in them but because none of them thought theyâd make it this far.
As the evening wore on and the stars began to sprinkle the darkening sky, Oscar rose and took her hand, guiding her outside to the small terrace. Together, they leaned against the railing, looking out over the quiet landscape that stretched into the night. She felt his arm slip around her waist, drawing her close, and she leaned into his embrace, sighing with contentment.
Behind them, Lando stepped out onto the terrace, leaning against the doorframe with a rare, quiet smile as he watched them.
Oscar turned, catching his eye. âNot going to bed yet?â
âNah,â Lando replied, shrugging. âCanât leave you two alone to get all mushy. Besides, someoneâs gotta make sure weâre safe.â
She smiled, feeling a warmth spread through her that had nothing to do with the soft summer air. âThank you, Lando. For being here. For everything.â
Lando met her gaze, something unspoken passing between them as he nodded. âWouldnât be anywhere else.â He paused, then added with a grin, âAnd besides, Iâve got a good gig here. Food, friends⌠and I donât even have to dodge bullets anymore.â
They all laughed, a shared understanding in the sound, and for a moment, it felt like they were the only people in the world. The three of them stood there, beneath a canopy of stars, basking in the kind of peace theyâd fought so long to find.
As the laughter faded into a gentle, comfortable silence, Oscar leaned down to kiss her forehead, murmuring, âThis is it, isnât it?â
She looked up at him, her hand resting on her growing belly, and nodded. âYes. This is it.â
the end.
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