#AllisonWalker

[whumptasticwednesday]

Lost in the past (Kit Walker -American Horror Story Asylum)

Alright so if you don't recall Kit remarried a girl named Allison after ax-murdering Grace and Alma lmao. So because I don't want to use y/n, I'm just going to use Allison considering that is the name of his Wife. Alright, that's all I wanted to say. Enjoy.

-Jimmy

Word Count- 1,795

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The night started as usual. Timmy and Emily were stationed on the living room rug playing with toys and such. Kit was in the kitchen, cutting lettuce and dicing tomatoes for dinner. Sunlight flooded in from the bay windows, and the euphoric sound of the record player in the dining room filled the space with a warm tone. Kit's mind was at peace, which is not something he can typically admit.

Since Briarcliff Kit's life has been a whirlwind of sleepless nights and flashbacks. Nothing is simple anymore. He can't spend the day out with his family without the perpetual fear of something triggering a flashback. The worst part is not knowing, having no idea what might send his brain into a paralyzing adrenalin rush. It's a terrifying reality. If he ever did anything that put his Wife or, god forbid his kids in danger, he wouldn't be able to live with himself. He would very well rather shove a bread knife through his throat than have to live with the immeasurable guilt of knowing he put his family in jeopardy.

In the garden, Allison took a deep breath, letting the sweet, warm air of spring calm her busy mind. She took a moment to appreciate the relaxing ambiance of the great outdoors as she headed back inside after picking some vegetables for dinner. A smile tugged on her lips as she admired the delicate pastel flowers she and the kids planted, just beginning to bloom. She took the time to enjoy the little things in life when she could. It helped her in dealing with the trauma Kit suffered and continued to suffer with. It can be a lot sometimes. But she knows that she has to stay strong for him. She closed her eye's for a moment, letting the air finally escape her lungs as she headed back inside to help Kit.

The front door creaked as Allison pushed it open, sliding off her shoes as she walked inside. She set the basket of vegetables down on the counter. Walking up to Kit, she wrapped her hands around his waist, trailing kisses down his neck.

"How was work?" She asked, giving him one last kiss before turning her attention back to the basket of vegetables.

"Slow," Kit responded, adding some uncooked spaghetti noodles into a pot of already boiling water. "But that's not a surprise. We're always slow."

"Mommy! When will dinner be ready?" Timmy asked, peeking his head over the counter. "I'm hungry!"

"Be patient, go back into the living room and play with your sister." Kit intervened, running his fingers through Timmy's shaggy hair.

"Daddy!" Timmy giggled. Emily came running over, pulling on Timmy's sleeve. "I bet I can jump higher than you," Emily teased.

"No you can't, I'm the best jumper in the whole world!" Timmy yelled as they ran out the sliding glass door and into the back yard.

"Don't go too far; dinner will be ready in 10 minutes!" Allison yelled after them. "It's like they never run out of energy."

"Reminds me of when I was their age." Kit said, staring out the kitchen window at his kids playing in the yard. A smile spread across his face. Those kids meant everything to him.

"Whatcha' thinking about?" Allison asked, resting her head on his shoulder as she looked out the window with him.

"Nothing." He took a deep breath, "The spaghetti looks about done, want to get the bowls ready?" She nodded, kissing him on the cheek.

"Here let me do that." Kit insisted, taking a stack of dirty plates out of Allison's hands. "You just relax."

"Alright, if you say so. But I wasn't the one at work all day." Allison said, sitting down on the couch next to Emily and running her fingers through her curly black hair. "You should be the one relaxing" Allison reached to the end table and picked up her copy of Little Women. The spine cracked as she opened it to where she had left off, as Kit began washing the dishes.

"Oh my goodness!" Allison exclaimed after a long moment of silence, catching Kit very off guard. Distracted, Allison didn't pay attention to the sound of colliding dishes and Kit’s disgruntled grunts. "I can not believe that Amy would turn down Fred's wedding proposal! They were meant to be together. Now, who is she go-"

"A-Allis-s-s-on, I-I think I h-hurt my sel-lf." Kit interrupted, Allison's eye's went wide as she realized what just happened. She quickly jumped off the couch as she saw his shoulders begin to quiver.

"Okay, Okay, calm down. it's alright." She started, running to his aid. He stood, frozen, in front of the sink. Wide-eyed staring down at a jagged cut across his palm, his blood ran in thick crimson rivers into the sink where the steak knife laid. She looked up at his expressionless face, his mouth was slightly parted, and his eyes seemed unable to look away from the seemingly neverending cascade of blood draining from his cut. His eyes suddenly shifted. Allison thought for a second that maybe it was going to be okay. That she would bandage him up and they would go to bed happy and peaceful. That he would be able to rationalize the severity of the situation and realize that he's okay, but it's never that easy. Not for him. Not for someone with a mind as damaged as Kit’s. In his mind, any unplanned event could cause a lifetime of traumas to flash before his eyes. She can see the panic begin to set in. It starts in his face, he grits his teeth and squeezes his eyes shut. Everything moved in slow motion as Kit fell to his knees, his hands pressed to the ground, blood splattered the peeling linoleum floor. His breathing accelerated, and his heart began to pound against his ribs like an animal trapped in a cage. "Kit, baby, I need you to breathe," Allison begged placing a hand on his shoulder. Kit's body jerked away as he backed up, his back slamming against the old kitchen cabinets. His chest heaved as his blood slick hands grabbed fistfuls of his dark brown hair. Blood slowly dripped down his face, staining his pallid skin. He looked up at her with his manic eyes, his breathing now distorting into a labored wheeze.

"P-p-please, don-nt" He started, his vision disfiguring as if he was looking through a fish-eye lens. "Plea-ase d-d-don't try t-to he-elp. I don-t-t wan-t-t to hurt y-you." Tears began to drip down his face; hiccups racked his body as he placed his hands over his eyes — blood smearing across his face.

"I'm not afraid of you Kit. But you need to calm down," Alison said inching closer to him.

"No! No, d-d-don't touch me" Kit screamed trying to back away further, but instead, slammed himself into the kitchen cabinet again.

"Mommy?" Emily whispered, sticking her head out from over the counter. "What's going on?"

"Emily, I need you to listen to me. Go get Timmy and go play in your bedroom," Allison said. Emily nodded as she wiped stray tears from her cheeks.

"Oh god, oh god w-what d-d-id I do." Kit exclaimed, pulling his knees to his chest and squeezing his hands into tight fists. His nail beds began to turn purple as his breathing became even more erratic. He squeezed his eye's shut and his face twisted into a distorted grimace as the flashbacks started. All of the torture he endured being replayed over and over again. He cried as if his brain was being shredded from the inside. From his mouth came raw gut-wrenching cries. Allison stifled a cry of her own. There was nothing she could do except watch. Watch as her husband sat on the kitchen floor, covered in blood, shaking so violently she thought he might single-handedly cause an earthquake. He felt like he was losing his mind; he was unraveling like a spool of loose thread. The whole world felt like a blur.

"You need to slow down your breathing. Take some deep breaths" Kit could tell Allison was talking to him, but no matter how hard he tried, he could not understand what she was saying. "You're not at Briarcliff anymore" He could feel himself screaming, saliva dripping down his chin. But he is trapped in what feels like an eternal silence. The only sound he can hear is Dominique playing over and over in his head. It's engraved it's self into his brain like the grooves of the record. "You're at home, with your family" He could feel his face becoming hot as pins and needles crept up his arms starting in his fingertips. Kit felt like he was gasping for breath, his esophagus spasming, sending him into a seemingly unending coughing fit. His cheeks began to feel cold, and his hands clammy, he couldn't even tell if he was crying anymore. His body was starting to go numb. He peeled his eyes open, but thick salty tears blurred his vision. He wiped the spit from his mouth, smearing blood across his lips. His whole body felt numb, and his head felt like a weight upon his shoulders. He didn't even notice Allison's arms wrapped around him, her hands rubbing soothing circles on his back. His body couldn't take much more of this. His vision began to lag. Next thing he knew, he had been completely engulfed in darkness. No more crying. No more screaming.  The only thing he could feel now was his heart, beating as if he had just run a marathon.

Allison looked down at the boy lying in her arms. Silent tears crept down her face as she held him. Drying blood matted his hair to his forehead, and stray tears leaked from his closed eyes. His chest rose and fell with labored breaths. The kitchen was scattered with bloody handprints that she hoped would wash off. But that was the least of her concerns right now. She wasn't sure what to do next. After a long moment of silence, Allison felt a small hand tap her on the shoulder. She wiped her eyes before turning her head around to see Emily and Timmy. They gave her a small smile and sat down next to her; she pulled them in closer. A sob she didn't even know she was holding back erupted from her chest.

"Is daddy going to be okay?"

“I hope so”

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Alrighty, that was... an experience. I don’t know how to feel about this but enjoy! 

[darkesthourblog]

Allison Breonna (Hines) Walker

- this post is intended for mature audiences. It contains a graphic description of a crime scene as well as mentions of murder. Reader discretion is advised. -

[Image by BG Daily News via https://www.bgdailynews.com/news/deputy-man-killed-sister-in-law-for-wrong-belief/article_823749da-7488-5578-a027-47dc2ce089a3.html]

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Allison Breonna "Ali, Al" Walker (née Hines) was a 24-year-old woman who grew up in Springfield, Tennessee, with her sister, Kristen, and her parents, Kenneth (a pastor) and Regina Hines. Allison wanted to go to Cosmetology school but eventually gave up on it, which lead her to not talk about any more of her goals and dreams according to Allison's cousin, Kayla.

Allison was last seen at the residence she had shared with her husband, Chris, and her brother-in-law, George, in Adairville, Kentucky, on December 21, 2015. Chris was the last person to have seen her at around 5:00 AM before heading out to work. Chris made a phone call to the police at around 9:00 that night and stated that by the time he came home later that morning at around 9:30 during his break, Allison was gone. According to Kayla, Chris stated that the police couldn't do much until twenty-four hours have passed.

The next day, December 22, Allison never came home. A detective, as well as the police, made their way out to the Adairville home, where they have started their search. While Chris seemed to have cooperated with the police during his interview, Kayla shared that the police stated that George seemed a little off during his interview as he was a little fidgety and nervous about talking.

On December 23, 2015, Allison's body was found near the Red River. Evidence that was found near the Red River suggests that Allison's body was thrown into the water body after it was covered with tarp. Other evidence shows that her hands and legs were tied with a white rope after having to have been strangled. George had been arrested that same day as he was charged with murder and tampering with evidence.

In January of 2018, George Walker was sentenced to 55 years in prison. To this day, he remains in Southeast State Correctional Complex.

Sending continued thoughts, prayers, and condolences to Allison's family, friends, and loved ones. May Allison continue to watch over them today and every day 😇🙏✝

[gothkaiba]

Lol I got into the wine too. Ok then, three questions: Do you read Yu-Gi-oh! fanfiction? If so, what's your favorite fanfic? And last, what's a Violetshipping fanfic you'd recommend to get someone on board with Violetshipping if they weren't already?

WE SAME wwww

1. of course i read fic! even tho im a fanartist first i am extremely, extremely into fic and i support fic authors until my very own end. who– who else writes thousands of words for free?! WHOLE BOOKS!!! WHOLE!!!! BOOKS!!!! WHOLE BOOKS ABT MY OTP????!!!!!! GODS OF FANDOM!!!!!!!2. well, this part is a bit more tricky because im… well, to be frank, i read a lot of smut fic. and since ive only been recently consuming them, thats what a lot of my faves are rn l-lolcurrently i am in the middle of reading ambivalence by allisonwalker who imo is definitely someone all violetshippers should take a look at (THO… apparently they had a falling out w a co writer of theirs on another work and i was so fucking bewildered by the authors note “we had a falling out and she made inflammatory posts abt me” i was on the FLOOR laughing) however my current fave fic is inspiration for optimum results, incredibly sexy, really love the characterization, love when kaiba and jou are unapologetically in a relationship and enjoying it ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡(ˇωˇ)♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡3. well. i really wish i knew what to say to this one. again, i personally rec allisonwalker’s works (same UN on ao3 and ffnet), but if i wanted to give a fic that would really punch someone in the gut towards violetshipping i personally rec fathoms, the exposition is great, i really love the yuugitachi’s dynamic, LOVE this kaiba and tho the smut was short it was so well written it hurt…. i also do like love, they say bc u know what? u know what? tender boys, also my heart broke by chapter 2….wahh…. ohhh i love this one… ‘things you said when x’ oh im weak….in the future i hope to have a fic rec page set up, these are just my faves as of this post. i love fic a lot and read it every day, also if u know any of these authors that have a tumblr please give them a kiss for me (ˇωˇ)

[galeaya067]

Chapters: 14/14 Fandom: Yu-Gi-Oh! Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Jounouchi Katsuya/Kaiba Seto | Seto Kaiba/Joey Wheeler Characters: Kaiba Seto, Jounouchi Katsuya | Joey Wheeler Additional Tags: puppyshipping - Freeform Summary:

When circumstance lead to Kaiba reuniting with Jonouchi in the United States, the context of their relationship becomes a challenge that Kaiba just can't seem to come to terms with. Post canon puppyshipping Co-written Finished

Me: Very nice read. A bit intimidatingly long, if you’re not used to these lengths, but it’s worth reading through everything. And ofc there’s the fact that Kaiba and Jou sing and dance to Baby One More Time and SexyBack in front of an audience... :D

[bufordtannen]

just scrolling through ao3 and see the name allisonwalker and i’m immediately transported to the petty bitch side of myself, but she has moderated comments on her latest fic. Like.... wasn’t gonna post flames, but ngl I did have to go and look at ambivalence on ff.net again cuz i felt like i was looking at the same long, boring story all over again. Also saw that she does still have fics up with her co-writer who I remember her just completely tearing to shreds like saying what an awful writer she was and that her characterization was terrible, and then they started cowriting again???? like bitch if someone had complained about me like that for months, publicly, i would never ever get back to writing with her again. rip septima but i’m different