#Aka me and literally 2 other people ever. I've been here for a year lmao

[vynnyal]

Unga bunga these take 3 hrs to make

[bhaalspwned]

𝐁𝐇𝐀𝐀𝐋𝐒𝐏𝐖𝐍𝐄𝐃. private & selective blog for omen, aka, the dark urge / durge from baldur's gate 3 ; written by fable ( she / they ).

stats & biography. memes. playlist. pinterest. the other dark urge.

rules below !

hi!! 👋 i'm fable, i'm 23 years old, my timezone is est, i've been in the rpc for ~10 years, and you could pour soup in my lap and i'd probably apologize to you. if the way these are worded makes me sound a little harsh, it isn't meant to come off that way!! i've just been in the rpc for too long to be vague or lenient. that said, a few common sense rules before we get into the lengthier ones that may need a lil explaining:

— don't follow me if you're a dick towards any group of oppressed people. — mun =/= muse, i don't condone everything my muse does or has done in the past, you get the drill. — vagueposting / guiltposting is an instant block from me. direct communication is free.

anyway !!

[ 1 ] for blogs that i can’t see myself interacting with, i will soft block you to keep my followers clean ( unless your rules specify that you prefer to be hard blocked ) and i ask that you do the same to me so that i don't accidentally send memes or whatever to someone i'm not mutuals with. personal blogs will be also hard blocked immediately unless a sideblog is attached to it and i can easily see that. also, do not unfollow and follow again and again to get my attention. i will just hard block you and call it a day.

[ 2 ] i will only write with 18+ muns. if you follow me and are a minor or your age is not listed clearly on your blog, i will soft block you asap. do not lie to me about your age, you will be hard blocked if i find out.

on a similar but less serious note, i also don't follow if i can't immediately see an alias. just...kinda wanna know who i'm following, is all.

[ 3 ] i get that plotting is kinda important for some people!! however, rarely will i ever fully plot a thread, and i heavily prefer using memes to start interactions unless we're comfy enough to where i can just hop in your dms with an idea. now, plotting for the general vibe of the thread and dynamic between characters? absolutely!! but frankly, if i relied on completely plotting threads, i'd kill my creativity and get even less done than i already do. i'm here for a fun time, not a stressful time.

[ 4 ] speaking of relying on memes, feel free to send me several at a time! there's no pressure, of course, but you're more likely to get a timely response if you give me variety to work with. if i get a meme i don't think i can work with, i'll probably just send several back to you to make up for it, but please let me know if you would rather i not do that!!

also, memes i reblog never "expire". if i reblogged a meme six months ago and you wanna send something from it, have at it!! just. maybe like the post at the same time or something so i can check the context of it, if it's important lmao

[ 5 ] i am 23 and omen is very much an adult, so nsfw content is likely to show up here in some capacity, but mostly through headcanons and musings. when it does, it'll be tagged as "nsfw //" ( or "suggestive //" if it's only implied ). however, i'm only going to write those topics with people i'm close to, and even then, very rarely.

[ 6 ] i love shipping!! i am the least picky person i know, omen is kissable, and chances are i'm gonna be down with anything as long as we've talked about it a little ooc and the muses have chemistry and it's, you know, legal. i am down to explore all possible paths of a dynamic ( platonic or romantic ), so literally anything is a-okay if we talk it over first.

[ 7 ] anon hate is cringe, so if you send it, it won't get a response from me unless it's to make fun of you. at this point i expect most of us to know not to answer it seriously otherwise the sender is just being encouraged, so if i keep seeing it being answered / talked about on the dash ( unless it's being poked fun at ), i'm probably just going to soft block for my sake because. y'know, you didn't wanna get the negativity, i don't wanna see that negativity, etc.

on that note, untagged negativity will also lead to me unfollowing. untagged posts in general will lead to me unfollowing if it's a frequent thing, honestly.

[ 8 ] if you need something tagged, tell me! i’ll do my best to remember to tag what i need to, but please remind me if i happen to forget. my memory is genuinely so bad, i promise it's never intentional if i leave off a tag. the system i use is just "trigger //", and as for what i need tagged, all i ask is that visuals of sunflowers and ic detailed descriptions of terminal illnesses are tagged, specifically cancer. i'm not gonna get on anyone's case for not tagging either of those or anything, it'd just be nice <3

[ 9 ] obligatory "let's just have fun" rule here, we're all on this godawful site to write our silly little guys, it really isn't that serious. just be decent, and we'll be chill!!

[tenderlyrenjun]

fics plan ... maybe, idk yet, we'll see:

arrival (renjun atla au; i really like this idea actually)

bambi (renjun based on baekhyun; biker au; forgot whatelse this was titled)

darling (kinktober fic, maybe, idk)

grocery store girl (kinktober fic, very hesitant)

trick or treat (also kinktober fic, extremely hesitant)

heart (seventeen fic; i'm literally not going to post this but i like working on it)

hot girl bubble (hockey au; mostly finished; could probably be posted next month if i actually commit to the smut part; no prequel, we die on the hill without the chlamydia party like men)

jaemin kinktober fic (will not be posting)

jaemin baseball au (i've actually been working on it; i could technically finish it by new years or end of next week if i wanted to)

inescapable (renjun star wars au)

know how (baseball au)

new axis (baseball au; i'm so hesitant whether i will ever post this but i really, really fucking love the twist and the end scene but that's just me; it's ........ actually pretty boring)

ok (baseball au)

the one with the roommates (yangyang part four; it's supposed to be funny but idk; i need to rewrite it to remove people and change some stuff - it also continues the chenle fic and the renjun fic but those didn't really gain traction so i need to delete more scenes and stuff)

plane au (not the jaemin ldr one; this is a different thing that i will not be posting here)

reverse married au (it's like mostly done and dips more into their college lives; jeno pov)

sorry heart/my first (renjun again; i like this au, sorry)

she's dreaming (baseball au; mostly done actually, i just need to finish a few scenes and figure out how to end this)

she's not afraid (doyoung x jaehyun's cousin)

signature (renjun museum curator au; aka shouldve couldve wouldve)

rrr/sorry heart (renjun au again; i think this one is neat and it fits the candy theme - i also have a completed candy fic based on baekhyun's candy but that's staying in the vault; peope did not like it when i posted it)

secret santa tell me (renjun; this one makes me cry lmao; it's structured like 500 days of summer btw but over the course of, like, 3/ish months, more like 2 weeks though)

taean tulips (renjun dad au)

research assistant (teacher's assistant part two; smut ver; i like this one a lot actually; it's cute)

three (jaemin, married au; i like this one)

and I think those are all my current fic ideas - if i tried hard enough, i could actually get most of these to 15-40k and finish all of them by maybe may (it takes me about two weeks to write and edit/ish 35k fics)

i also have the kinktober drabbles; like the jeno day 1 one is currently the thing that i like and jaemin day 5 is neat and haechan day 2 is great and i like the other renjun ones - actually, all the renjun drabbles are finished and formatted and just sitting in my tumblr drafts to be posted; jeno day 1 is currently just a thought but because its supposed to be a drabble, meaning that i write it in one sitting (it takes like 2 hours to write and complete a 1k drabble), but, like, yeah

[acerace]

...you have opened my eyes to a vast universe of VintageBeef lore that I was unaware of. I knew about the New Hermit Order, of course, and the UHC invention, and I've watched a few of his CTM things but -- I will take all the info and lore you feel like giving out because Beef is amazing and my knowledge is so small.

Vintagebeef my beloved <3

So the thing is, right, until about 2016 I only watched two (2) youtubers- Vintagebeef for Minecraft and aDrive for Pokemon (and funnily enough both of them are named Dan irl). So I've watched most of Beef's videos over the years and have a general knowledge of most of his stuff, except because it's been like a decade I don't remember where most of the lore comes from XD

The thing with him is that he doesn't do Lore tm the way other mcyters often do lore- he doesn't have an extensive RP series to draw from like Grian, doesn't have a solo world with steadily increasing amounts of lore like Etho or Zisteau, and while he's played on SMPs and been involved in storylines before it's not really the focus of his episodes unlike with Evo or Legacy or Empires

So where does that leave us?

IRL, Beef always has multiple series running at the same time. Often he's playing on an smp while doing a singleplayer, often modded, series as well as a CTM or modpack with a group of friends. For example, right now he's playing on Hermitcraft, doing weekly Pixelmon and Building a Zoo episodes, and a CTM map with Slip. And to me, this translates to one thing: Beef is an adventurer. He travels frequently- he explores a world and when he decides he's done, he leaves for the next one. That's the basis of my personal interpretation of his series and his character for my writing.

Ok so reading this back, this got extremely long and didn't explain much in the way of lore, somehow? If anyone has any additions to add please do so, I am very definitely leaving out a lot and would love to see what other lore people remember and are using for Beef! I didn’t include the Hermitcraft stuff since my memory of season 4 is blurry (his base was themed after the Martian, that much I know, and he and Iskall were buddies :D) and most of the s5 NHO lore is best watched from Bdub’s perspective from what I remember, and the only s6 stuff is a single line in Hermitgang and then the Area 77 arc with its possibility of an NHO reunion which we did not get rip. And s7 of course had the cloning machine and also the Podzol Party as the main lore. So all the original rambling is still below the cut though it is very long, and I'm gonna bullet point the main stuff here instead:

Actual canonical things:

Invented UHC and was the only survivor of the first ever uhc (Mindcrack UHC s1)

Married to an ender dragon (one of the UHCs I think), later father to a different dragon (Mindcrack season 3? I think?)

Might not have legs if you choose to take that joke as canon (Mindcrack s2)

Was a wizard (RAD)

is a zookeeper (Building a Zoo) 

Had a wife and kids (Sims in Minecraft)

Part of the Trial of the B Team court case (Mindcrack)

NHO founder, founder of the Podzol Party (Hermitcraft)

Created a cloning machine that sort of works (Hermitcraft)

Played the Forest which is I believe the first time he and Keralis played together (look up the trigger warnings for this one, it's a horror game)

Was the creator/owner of Sourceblock SMP (featuring some familiar faces if you know Legacy, Empires, or MCC) and there is literal magic from a mysterious sourceblock of water that teleports people and summons mobs and probably more stuff that I haven't seen yet since I'm still watching it myself

Things you can infer:

Good with animals (Life in the Woods, Pixelmon, Ark)

Is a car nerd (irl and all of the car games he's played)

Is a highly experienced adventurer who has traveled through dozens of worlds both vanilla and modded, across multiple dimensions (Twilight Forest, the Aether, the Betweenlands, Limbo), completed dozens of monuments, fought in blood sports, survived apocalypse after apocalypse, tamed dinosaurs, and played a lot of prop hunt and golf with your friends

If you're looking for what to watch for lore purposes, I'd say the Mindcrack UHCs and Team Canada's RAD series are pretty good, definitely Sourceblock and HC s5, plus the Diversity CTM maps and Ruins of the Mindcrackers maybe? And Mindcrack Prank Wars for the chaos and the origin of Team Canada. And if you can handle horror than the Forest is fun and if you don't do horror you can watch the Pojkband play golf or prop hunt they're hilarious I love them sm I want a Pojkband reunion So Bad 

Beef's first series was a singleplayer series in beta 1.4_01 though he had played the game extensively before that, and was a big fan of Guude, having watched his own Minecraft videos. The series was functionally a hardcore one where if he died Beef would delete the world and start again! I haven't actually Watched this series so idk if he died or how often lmao. When Guude made Mindcrack, which was btw one of the very first Minecraft SMPs, he also hosted a competition for people to join, and Beef submitted a video (which is still viewable on his channel I believe!) and won, and was added to Mindcrack in season 2 :D (fun fact, Guude said that even if Beef hadn’t won he would have added him anyway) 

Two running jokes emerged from Mindcrack- pulling a Vintagebeef and Beef doesn't have legs. The first is a reference to Beef dying of fall damage (I believe the exact instance was him trying to jump into his swimming pool and failing spectacularly) and after the incident, every time someone died of fall damage they were pulling a Vintagebeef. The second joke comes from Guude, who joked that the reason Beef wasn't going to a convention was because he didn't have legs, and then he pranked Beef's base by building a giant pair of legs at the entrance to his castle so you had to walk between them to get into the base. This joke has long since died and both Beef and Guude feel pretty bad about it iirc because there were people who genuinely thought Beef was disabled and were emailing him supportive messages and stuff oops. So if you go looking on the Salad or find old Mindcrack fics, you might see references to Beef having prosthetic legs!

Mindcrack also brought about the creation of several Player groups- Team Nancy Drew, Team Canada, and GOB to name a few relevant to Beef. Team Nancy Drew consists of Beef, Pauseunpause, Guude, and Baj, who formed to investigate a prank on one of the members but I forget who. They're named Nancy Drew after the detective! Team Canada also formed in retaliation to pranks, with it consisting of Beef, Etho, and Pause, the three Canadian members on the server (not including Adlington who moved to Canada but never joined the group). There was also a Team America who pranked them with American flags everywhere. GOB is Guude, OMGChad, and Beef, who played stuff like the Ragecraft, Pantheon, and Monstrosity ctms together but that's way down the line lol

Team Nancy Drew is also notable for inventing UHC. It was Beef's brainchild but it was the four of them who first played it! The first UHC had the four of them working to kill the dragon with no natural regen, with everyone dying but Beef, who "won" the UHC. The second uhc was still dragon focused and iirc is where Beef married the dragon? Memories are hazy but they do kill the dragon in this one I think. UHC was then revamped as a pvp event and became a regular Mindcrack game every few months, featuring most of the Mindcrackers and several special guests, including Dinnerbone, who as we know Thanos-snapped Doc's arm out of existence as a result of Doc killing him in one of them

In one of the seasons of Mindcrack, Beef invited swedish Mindcracker and good friend Anderzel to go caving with him and invented ABBA Rules caving, where the winner takes it all. ABBA Rules is a game where each ore (and also dungeon loot like nametags) is assigned a point value and the person with the most points at the end wins and gets to keep all the stuff collected from the game.

In Mindcrack season 3?, Beef punched the ender dragon in an... awkward area, so when the dragon died and left the egg behind, Guude said Beef was the father of the egg XD I don't remember if I watched s3 so I have no idea if anything Happened with this concept but *history of the world voice* you could make lore out of this!

So Team Canada has played a Lot of CTM maps (which fun fact were pretty much invented by another Mindcrack member, Vechs, with his Super Hostile series! Super Hostile has a bunch of things called "Zistonian", which are references to another Mindcrack member Zisteau, who has a very wild singleplayer series with even wilder lore but I digress). In Ruins of the Mindcrackers, they had a running joke that Beef was Etho and Pause's mom, which is a joke we can leave in the past actually /lh. They also played all the Diversity maps, Sky Factory, Terra Restore, Uncharted Territory uhhh and a couple more ctms and adventure maps! Each map kinda has its own story so in Diversity 3 for example they were trapped in a simulation? I think? Team Canada also recently played the Roguelike Adventures and Dungeons modpack, aka RAD, in which Beef was a wizard with a magic staff that could do anything from summon lightning to control hostile mobs.

Sourceblock SMP is a vanilla survival 1.14 series that ran for one season and the series starts with each of the Players being drawn to a strange sparkling water source that, once they touch it, brings them to the Sourceblock world. It also summons a giant zombie at one point. There's probably more lore for this series but like I said I haven't watched it all the way through yet 

He has a Patreon server called VintageCraft and has done a series or two on there as well, and played a few UHCs with them, so lore that how you will! 

Beef also played a few popular mods, notably Pixelmon, Life in the Woods, and Feed the Beast, with LitW being singleplayer and the other multiplayer. He's also recently played the Zoo and Wild Animals mod a lot. He did a short series with the Minecraft Comes Alive mod where he married one of the villagers and had two children, so that's canon now :D he’s played a Lot of Pixelmon starting when the mod first came out iirc (he chose Turtwig in his first series and built a Grass gym, then made a Normal gym in another series in uhh 2016) and he still plays to this day. Quite a few Hermits played on his Pixelmon servers with him, like Wels, Etho, Iskall, Stress, Slip, Zueljin, and also Guude and Phedran (a Mindcrack adjacent player and creator of the LitW modpack) and a few Mindcrackers on the older servers 

Mindcrack and friends played a lot of other games too- 7 Days to Die, Ark Survival Evolved, Unturned, to name a few, so you can pull a lot of lore out of these as well. Speaking of friends and non-Minecraft games, Beef teamed up with Pause, Keralis, and Slip (a former Hermit) to play the horror game the Forest, which saw them stuck on an island trying to survive against terrifying mutated human... things. They played it a few times as the game updated but as afaik it's the first time Beef played with Keralis and possibly Slip and since the game starts with the Player's airplane crashing, that could totally be how Beef first met them in-universe 

I... think? that’s everything I mentioned in the tags? There is probably way more stuff I’ve forgotten that stems from inside jokes and things that happen within each series, but I hope that was a) helpful and b) at least somewhat comprehensible lmao 

[werewolfashton]

random collection of things that i need to remember about this concert and the people there. this will be random but there's no better place to put it tbh soz (there're no spoilers for the setlist tho in case anyone decides to take a look at the following insanity)

gotta be sappy first. so i had A Day right. by the time i got to the venue i was ready to fucking bawl my eyes out and not in a fun way. so i was pretty preoccupied before the show. however, 5 minutes before showtime i had the realisation that 5sos have in fact been essentially my life for two years and led me to have an amazing group of friends. like. god idk where i'd be. so that was fun. i cried. these fuckers weren't even on stage yet. but yeah i just spoke to aria about it too, seeing these guys was so much different to seeing other bands bc they just mean so much more not only bc they are themselves an incredible band but also bc of all the people that are attached to them now for me personally.

fun stuff from the day:

alex (a restaurant next to the venue) playing only 5sos the entire day (i got to listen to never be when i went to use their restroom lol)

they also had this standing around:

best. fucking. time. i've ever had in a line. it was so fun. when we got to go move into a separate waiting area,, aka shortly before getting into the venue,, the entire first part of the line sang history by 1d. i've. yeah no that was a lot. some people also had a box with them so we listened to not only 5sos but also bmth. i had the time of my fucking life. my apologies to 5sos if they had the misfortune to hear us all butcher teeth and also yell along to don't stop.

oh my god on that note the music they played in the actual venue? impeccable. wonderful waiting time listening to starting line and also some superbloom stuff.

hinds was cute. they had their 8th anniversary <3

now onto some thoughts i can remember having from the actual show:

i can't describe the feeling of seeing 5sos for the first time. i literally just stared in shock tbh.

curls. bounce.

michael pretty

💫 best dressed band 💫

"you're wearing my favourite shirt of yours"

"lean green ... bass machine ... ?" [looks like he regrets his entire life] the man who wrote the entirety of wfttwtaf and take my hand everybody

more bounce

head empty only bounce

there was this moment, and don't get me wrong now i'm aware he wasn't actually looking at me, but luke was looking at sth close by me? or sth? anyway from my perspective it was like having eye contact with him and frankly i will never recover

5sos:

berlin: YELL

like no literally during michael's talking break he made fun of it (there are vids on twitter i believe lmao) which led to:

michael: starts to talk about certain songs they played berlin: WOOOOOOOOOOO michael: why do you cheer like the songs are people that are here michael: can i just do this michael: lists random songs they played also completely forgot what they played after naming like 2 songs berlin: WOOOOOOOOOOO

also,, cheering for a hamster <3 best time of my life i can't lie

michael was actively questioning our sanity i think

oh also breaking news i'm actually in love with michael clifford thank you for your time

cake

(basically luke's goal seemed to be to make calum laugh and i just. it happened MULTIPLE TIMES and i am not okay)

muke

.. guitar ..

apparently these dudes are real? shocked and upset

OH idk which song it was. but one song calum sung alone for a bit and i by chance looked at luke and this fucker had the audacity to have the cutest fucking smile on his face i just

arm [yeah just fucking guess who this is about]

oh and on that note: ashton fucking irwin

LMAO actually:

[pause] [longer pause] fucking

"have a good cry <3" thank you king i will

bounce

so much bounce

luke: jump jump jump everybody: jumps me: please for the love of everything do not jump on the toe i broke literally last night

.. i did feel very bad for not being able to jump. but also? standing there while everyone who's surrounding you jumps? kinda cool experience i can't lie

adorable guy who i met literally that day holding my hand and bawling his eyes out during the second to last song i'm still not okay

my voice is gone <3 i have no tears left to give <3 one of my top 5 concerts

some pics that are very low quality i didn't really care to take any others tbh

[thebigoblin]

For your ask - 2, 7, 8 :)

Hi!! Thanks for the ask ❤ and I'm already sorry for the excessive rambling about to do 😂

2. Agreements - this one is a crossover between Spn and Teen Wolf. Sterek, Destiel, and a hell of a lot of other ships. Have had this idea for a year, but idk if I’ll ever write it soon. Or ever. Idk. But I have it all outlined, 14 chapters and all, in my notebook. 

So let's get the basic down for this one: ABO, Royalty, Ensemble Cast. Like really. I tried to fit as many characters as possible—from both Supernatural and Teen Wolf. It was hard, but I did it!! I think I did a good job too 😂

I tried finding the notebook I wrote the whole outline in but uhhhh I didn't find it, so I'll have to recount everything from my very bad memory. I hadn't thought of this idea in so long actually lmao, I literally just saw the doc and went: "Ohhhhhhhh."

Anyways. The idea is this: There's unrest in the Kingdoms, like it originates from the Hale Kingdom—Triskelle—and flows around to Arch (Archangels + Angels aka the Novak fam's Kingdom), Lawrence (Winchesters + Stilinski's; Winchesters are Royal Fam while the Stilinski's are important members of the council) and a few others. I told you I tried to have many characters as possible, okay, I have made many Kingdoms 😂

See, this unrest is because of the War looming over them all that has been going on for years, and obviously the Argent's Kingdom is the initiator of the war. The sudden increase in tension is because the Hales' Palace burns down to the ground. Wonder how that happened. And also John Winchesters dies in the battle, because yes lmao. But that's bad for Lawrence, they're small and they're dwindling down in numbers very fast. Cue Mary agreeing to marry herself off in a bid for power to Crowley—Dean tries to take her place because he's also an Omega, but that doesn't happen. Mary had already once married for the sake of the people, she can do it again if it means that her children can find the love that she couldn't.

That's the main theme for the fic: forging alliances through marriage. It's all very "for my [kingdom]" but they all find love along the way. Well, mostly. There's also death... but that's uhhh a controversial character anyways.

Okay, so, Arch is the most powerful kingdom, right, and the remaining Hales—Derek, Peter, Cora, Malia + Lydia—set off for there. Coincidentally, Derek and Stiles + Charlie and Adam (Dean and Stiles and Adam are Omegas, so Charlie (Dean's twin, and the eldest Winchester sibling) goes as the "protector" just to appease John Stilinski (these kids can't keep secrets smh)) are also going to Arch, and they all meet.

They're vary of each other, of course. Charlie and Lydia (endgame) passive-aggressively flirt; Derek's "involvement" in the fire comes out after it comes out who they are; Derek and Stiles befriend each other while Dean activates his older sibling mode and glares at Derek all the while. The others are just along for the ride lmao. Then for some reason they split; can't remember why exactly, but then Peter and Malia meet Chris and Allison (past Petopher was a thing), and tension just keeps on building as new apparent secrets comes out to the readers.

It's all Very Soap Opera Type, actually. But in the end everyone is happy and the Bad Argents are dead and ohmigod I love this idea so much but I don't wanna butcher what little I remember of it so I'll just end here lol. But yeah, this includes possibly every trope ever and it's kinda like all over the place? But whatever I seriously love this idea and now I wanna write this someday 😭

7. Prompt: Stiles & Derek leave BH after Monroe stuff

Okay this one is easier!! Thank God lol.

@deepestbelieverstranger sent me the prompt, and so far I've written very little for this, but rest assured Monroe is dead (thank you Lydia) and the Sheriff is sending Derek and Stiles out of BH before he follows them. Lydia and Jordan might come too.

It's basically Sterek realizing about their feelings and working through their traumas and building a quiet life together.

8. Prompt: 5 + 1 Fic - 5 times Derek showed he loves Stiles and 1 time Stiles showed that he loves Derek

This one is for @raisesomehale!! She asked for a 5 + 1 Fic and this idea has been in my head for some time now.

1. Derek notices Stiles' absence from the Pack

2. Derek brings lunch to Stiles at work

3. Derek lets Stiles snap at him

4. Derek forgives Stiles (with some sass)

5. Derek tells Stiles not to come to fight the MOTW

+ 1. Stiles takes a bullet near his heart that was meant for Derek. (cue love confession scene)

[b-lessings]

Tag game ~

I was tagged by my sweet Gigi @rednet to play this game, but I personalized it a bit and made my own version of it O:)

1) why did you choose your url?

'bintafriqiya' is a description of who I am, a short bio lol. I love it because it could be interpreted or understood in a couple of ways that both describe me either 'African girl' or "the daughter of Afriqiya (that is that old name of Tunisia aka my home country)".

2) any side-blogs? If you have them, name them and why you have them.

@tounaghribiya my regional project to promote the culture of North Africa and Tunisia pricesly. I might have other blogs or had but this is my main and active one.

3) how long have you been on tumblr?

I've had this account since 2018 ( just like @rednet ) but I've been on tumblr since 2011!! so that's 10 years ! oh wow 'm an old G.

4) do you have a queue tag?

Sometimes I queue my posts as #qd but not really

5) why did you start your blog in the first place?

So with my first account, I was more active on my sideblog, and my main was literally empty which seemed weird for some people to have an empty blog following them, and they wouldn't follow back lol. And then I couldn't have "mutuals" per sey, so I made this one to be able to follow and get followed back without all the confusion, and here we are :')

6) why did you choose your icon/pfp?

Because in this blog we support Palestine #SaveSheikhJarrah

7) why did you choose your header?

It's one of my favorite verses from one of my favorite surahs. Surat Ta-Ha is my miraculous anti-anxiety pill.

8) what’s your post with the most notes?

Hmm, I think my "why we fast" quote from Ustadha Yasmin's book Reclaim Your Heart got very popular about two years ago, but currently, my post on @tounaghribiya is gaining popularity, which is really unexpected!

9) How many people do you follow?

+3400 blogs lmao (but I more like 3k of them either deactivated or are no longer active *sigh*)

10) have you ever made a shitpost?

Lmao, have you ever seen my posts?

11) how often do you use tumblr?

How often do I NOT use tumblr?

12) did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? who won?

I am not into that, I just ignore.

13) how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this post’?

Sometimes they are right. Idk.

14) which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

definitely @trepika but also a lot of the girls @eleminim @heruwrittencanvas @fa-sabrun-jameil @sahrawia @arabskaya-devushka @onwaba @haneen-1

My @riricitaa is super famous in her community and I am proud of her!!

15) do you have a crush on a mutual?

@amazighbuffyofrivia ehem.

Phone Photo Meme Game

rules: choose one picture from ur camera roll without downloading to sum up your personality and then tag 5 ppl

Not my personality but my current mood 😅

I tag everyone I already tagged in the questions above, and everyone who wants to play just go ahead and play 🌝

I would tag @lacantaloupa but only after she finishes studying !!

[niteshade925]

Ngl I didn't make any of this up lol. That "being able to vacation abroad is a human right" thing was almost the exact words someone here on Tumblr said to me. This person literally came to me specifically--which is very.....funny? Suspicious? Because I don't post or rb political stuff on tumblr all that often, not even on my personal blog, idk why they would target me lol. Did they think I'm an easy target or something? Lol. But no matter, it's not like I haven't been on those kinds of forums, I've seen too many others like this person. The reason I'm not on those forums now is because I think trying to start meaningful discussions with idiots is a complete waste of time and effort. Anyway, this person came to my inbox just to argue about cn's covid policy lmao. I was a bit suspicious tbh but I went along with them just to see where this would go, and ofc this person went to the textbook cult (you know which one) rhetorics. And I was like ah lol okay gotcha. And then this person blocked me. Lol.

Then about the 1 day "experiment" in Shijiazhuang. When it happened, someone from Shijiazhuang (again, someone I have never met) came to me on another site and said they're very anxious about Shijiazhuang just suddenly letting go, and wanted to ask how I lived in the us for the past 2 years without getting covid. I felt pretty bad for her honestly, but since I'm just a normal person with access to only your normal average resources (blue surgical mask, isopropanol, ethanol, clorox wipes, normal household stuff), I just told her to wear a mask when outside and avoid crowds and hope for the best, since that's what I did.

Anyway all this was quite interesting. Some people just love to blame their bad day on something else, and some people just love to whine. The people screaming about "opening up" would fucking lose it if the ~1% mortality rate fell on them or on someone near and dear to them. It's all just part of human nature tbh, aka selfishness. "Everything has to work towards fulfilling my wishes, and if they don't then I will get my panties in a wad". Like hello? You live in a society. Ever heard of a thing called the "social contract"? Lol.

Certain cn people online: gov bad for taking measures against covid! Being able to vacation somewhere else is a human right!

(Shijiazhuang let's go for a day)

The same people: OH NO WE ARE GONNA GET INFECTED OH SHIT WE DIDN'T KNOW LONG COVID IS A THING SHIT FUCK SHIT IF GOV DOESN'T DO ANYTHING WE ARE FUCKED THEY BETTER DO SOMETHING

(Shijiazhuang resumes covid testing)

(Rinse and repeat)