#Afternoon Struggles
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Beautiful City
Beautiful city, beautiful city dressed in stone and glass,where people sleep on cardboard boxes showered with spit from a dirty look of a man in suit, Beautiful city, beautiful city dressed in stone and glass,where people line up for scraps we know as jobs and promised a morsel of bread and the rest to for taxes, Beautiful city, beautiful city dressed in stone and glass,where potholes are likeā¦
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#Afternoon Struggles#Angry Hold#Beautiful City#Cardboard Boxes#City Escape#Desert of Hopelessness#Dirty Look#Erwinism Short Poetry#Everyone#FYP#Highlight#Job Scraps#Man in Suit#Morsel of Bread#Neon Lights#Painted Noise#Poem#Poems#Poetry#Polished Cairn#Pothole Acne#Race Out#Red Lights#Stone and Glass#Tax Promises#Urban Blemishes#Weary Cars
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āSekai de ichiban ohime-samaā - the skinamarink
#project sekai#tsukasa Tenma#saki Tenma#mine#lmk if cws are needed šŗ#tsukasa#saki#my art#me watching a movie like how can I make this about my current hyperfixation#donāt recommend the movie if you have the adhd attention span and already struggle to sit thru movies like me#like yeah interesting directing and stuff but this did not need to be 100 minutes longā¦#at least 40 of those minutes are just nothing happening#paused it to go to the bathroom looked at the time stamp assuming I was halfway thru and it was at 30 minutes#boring. jingle some keys or put up some subway surfers footage next time.#just. should have been shorter. u know.#scheduling this for the afternoon#tenmas
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Happy Pride! This might sound ridiculous, but Gene helped me understand genderfluidity a lot just byā¦ being himself. Of course we love those moments where Gene expresses femininity, but itās in these moments too where heās celebrating being a bro with Logan. Gene is Gene no matter what gender heās enjoying at that moment. This isnāt to say gender headcanons canāt differ from mine, Iām just grateful to Geneās character for giving me more perspective
#babsbles#bobās burgers#Gene Belcher#logan bush#logan barry bush#logan berry bush#bobs burgers#late afternoon in the garden of bob and louise#Gene used to be the character I struggled the most with but I feel like I've gotten a better grasp#especially after I let go of the 'character must be one thing' thinking a few years ago#Gene is Gene
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Where is all the Rose Daughter fanfic
The book ends and
Beauty has learned she could be at least a geenwitch; does she want to? Can she not? How does she learn?
Beast needs to learn how to not live in an enchanted palace and also is he still a sorcerer?
The family and townspeople need to get used to Beast
Does Jack Trueword cause problems?
AND THIS IS A CLASSIC MONSTERFUCKING BOOK AND YāALL ARE SLEEPING ON THAT
What is going on
#rose daughter#robin mckinley#could think of more things but Iām struggling to type#ironically because I was impaled in the thumb by a very large rose thorn this afternoon
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wanderer isn't crazy about history, but he does reminiscent about it a lot.
he's not of or in inazuma anymore but it's still a big part of who he is, a part of him that as much as he wants to let go, he can't because it's already deeply intergrated into him ever since he was born.
being back in inazuma would bring him nothing but painful memories back (really guilty as i mained him and a lot of my commissions are in inazuma) but he can't help but enjoys the beauty of the nation and the way the cherry blossom blows along with the wind.
it's not that he hates inazuma as a whole but he does have complex feelings when the topic is brought up-- its very evident even in the outfit he wears he still somewhat hold inazuma close to his heart, even if he's not physically or considered himself belongs there anymore.
"I am not there anymore, but it is still an essential part of me"
oh on a topic of this-- ever since i read about his character story where he tried to recreated the doll and is now carrying it along with him in his sleeve, i just have this very big headcanon about him being good at arts and craft-- specifically creating dolls or small little trinkets, something that he shares with ei-- caring for the smallest details, making sure all and everything is as perfect as how his mind wanted it to be.
at first i think, when he was still in the fatui, its something he refrained himself of doing-- seemingly way too troubled by his past that doing any and all things reminded him of his estranged creator would bring him immense emotional pain-- however, now that he has gotten a new life, he begins to make that talent of his in his own way-- making it his own, his own way of crafting, his own technique, his own process-- all differs from her's because he refused to abandoned something he enjoyed just because of his past...
"I do not attach myself to it, but i do find fondness in doing it"
#its also why in the modern au i just very heavily heacanoned one of his fav place is a japanese antique shop#just a lot of lil trinkets daruma dolls and all the history items just makes him have a lil nostalgic trip#mostly uh#based on my own experience funnily enough#i still often think of all my struggles and all the thing i did bad i did in my pasts#instead of beating myself up i just think 'thats not me anymore ive grown' and just think of it as a nostagic thought of how much ive grown#UAGSAHSHQHDHSHDH THIS POST IS JUST MY EXCUSE TO RANT ABOUT HIM AGAIN#HELLO GOOD AFTERNOON AND MORNING TO ALL MOOTIES HERE#.txt
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I swear when doing these challenges thereās always at least one fic that drives me nuts no matter what I try
#I think Iāve got it now#(hopefully)#but Iāve bounced between three different povs#rewritten the beginning like twenty times just this afternoon#I know what I want it to be#but have struggled to get it there#trin rambles
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no firmer reminder of being an animal than when i do some moderate physical activity and my mental health is elevated by like 1000%
#we have been Struggling to get back into our good habits guys gals and pals#i intentionally started re-ordering my routine to do said physical activity in the afternoon instead of first thing in the morning#since summer heat is coming l m a o and oof it has been difficult to actually make myself do it#but i'm getting better!! thanks to keeping a tally of how many days i do it every week#babbles
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absolutely had to recolor stede's outfit from yesterday š
#mine#ts4#sims 4#the sims 4#simblr#sims#ofmd#gentlebeard#ofmd sims#i usually work 9-1 m-f#but my cubicle is getting new carpet and won't be accessible until this afternoon#so i'm working 12-4 instead and i hate it lmfao i have to wait 4 more hours#for my shift to START lmfao weeeeeeeeeeh#have not taken my adderall yet and i am Struggling to stay awake lol but i dont wanna go into work at what is arguably#my worst time of day#right when itd normally start to wear off
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idek why but this is Peak Romance(TM)
#the ending of Emma! is so warm and so funny#and so good#every emotional beat is so true#I also love the part where Emma learns that Harriet is engaged and sheās so overflowing with happiness#because one of her two obstacles to happiness has been removed#(And sheās working on the other obstacle her dad)#and it says she has to move around and talk to herself and laugh before she can be around anyone again#and I justā-aksjsjjsjdjdjdjd#I love it SO much. I have experienced that before!!!#just times where the overflow of happiness makes you so giddy and almost foolish you have to be alone#ALSO. Iāve been reflecting because years ago I read a piece of literary criticism that said that Emma never learns or changes#sheās Sad and forced to face the consequences of her Actions for like one afternoon#and then everything she wants to happen happens#and she gets to sort of just dance away with a sparkle in her eye#and the criticism was like āgood for her but this is not a journey of change or growthā#and Iāve always been haunted by it because there is something true about it? Emma is still Emma is still Emma#and also because when I teach it I sort of have to be like āEmma has changed! and feels bad about stuff!ā because thatās just kind of#how you have to do it with teenagers/and/or itās what THEY say#and I canāt contradict them but it doesnāt feel exactly true either#and I donāt know. itās sort of hitting me this time around that there is just a deepening of Emmaās sweetness#in the second half of the novel and thatās why it always feels so warm#like. with Lizzy the change is so big you can absolutely feel it! itās undeniable and it rocks her entire (internal) world#Darcyās letter forces a change in her worldview. in her views of her family and her sisters and Wickham and Jane and just everything#but the box hill scene isnāt that with Emma ābut it does pierce through ā¦. something#some kind of flippancy maybe? coldness? she IS more likable in the second half of the book#and yet she is no different. idk Iām struggling to name it exactly#maybe it is a kind of growing up. it never feels quite as simple or as obvious as ānow she has learned and will never do it againā#I actually think Emma will do it again a LOT lol (the small joke about shipping Mrs. Westonās daughters with her nephews that Austen makes)#but itās likeā-the lifeblood of her heart has started flowing differentlyāif that makes sense#she crosses a threshold on the drive home from Box Hill when she sits in the back of the carriage and cries silently
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Plz send good vibes to my classroom we will be down three people this afternoon with a full class and I will be stuck with the most useless teacher yet and two subs and somehow have to survive. Gonna be wild.
#francis irl#special education classroom#especially with no services today#and my student (the reason i was moved to this classroom) has been struggling in the afternoon#and there's just so many kids we can't put subs with#due to aggression#sigh gonna be a long one
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bitch flower
#hina.txt#we're Struggling lads#everything from th past week caught up with me and i was so exhausted this afternoon all i did was sleep#still if i only get 2 panels done today itll be a tragedy#shakes self by the shoulders u do NOt have 2 render every fuckin petal bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#U Make The Rules!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so much of art is just reminding urself that u ultimately have full control#and yet
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I finallyā¦ after like 10 yearsā¦ got a doctor appointment for anxiety & maybe depressionā¦ā¦
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hmmm hit a bump in dog meat,, this one section is really flat and boring and i canāt write around it
#itās just like they have a nice day and iām trying to cut it down bc nothing happens and thereās no push for the plot or any feelings#but itās just reads like a shopping list :/#like i wish i could get rid of it entirely but i need the time jump and the beginning and end of the day - its just the middle that needs#skipping#hoping when i go back to edit it i can spruce it up a little and liven up the pacing#but itās set a precedent for the rest of the fic and subsequent scenes ://#struggling suddenly on the last lap when this has been one of the easiest fics for me ever considering its length#i refuse to fall at the last hurdle so im going to try and push through to a scene that goes a little easier - maybe a smut one will be a#nice change of pace - and see if that helps#otherwise ill give it a rest and have a look tomorrow afternoon or in a few days time to properly write again#first chapters done at least so i have a full week to get this last 5k sorted and edit the full chapter#stelle yaps
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Sigh......the struggle of having friends in different timezones......sigh
#guys i miss u#so very much#i miss the chaos#this is why i sleep in the morning and wake up in the afternoon#/hj#oh the struggle#talking :3
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hiyaaa new anon here, i'm normally a silent reader but my brain go brrr and i need an outlet
sagau impostor au except any defining features of creator!reader's divinity are not obvious in the beginning (like bleeding red when injured).
in the face of death, they think "finally, it's all over," except the minute their heart stops, they wake up again on the same shores beneath starsnatch cliff.
using this second chance, they do their best to avoid any and all forms of civilization, yet somehow they find themselves with a sword in their face once more.
just like before, they die, only to wake up on the beach again.
and thus a horrific cycle begins. with every breath given anew, a new blade comes to snuff it.
except...with each iteration of the death loop they're stuck in, signs of their divinity slowly become more apparent.
no one notices the tints of blue that gradually begin to color the impostor's blood until they've already been killed so many dozens of times.
ohhhh this is such a good thing in sagau, iāve only read like two fics with this but itās such wasted potential tbh
like maybe your blood only shifts once you start to absorb elements from teyvat, only once youāre back where youāre supposed to be, surrounded by your creations. it only changes once you start to gain some of your diving energy back, which is far easier when youāre walking along forest paths with elemental beings that adore you, when an unseen weight is lifted off your shoulders, like youāre finally breathing fresh air. even the cleanest parks on earth canāt compare to this feeling of ease, of comfort, of-
of betrayal?
when you die, you donāt notice the shimmer to your blood, only focusing on finding the most secluded area of teyvat to hide in. maybe sumeruās forests? those seem pretty dense.
you try to cut through liyue, but all you get is a spear through the throat.
your ādeathsā donāt really hurt physically, surprisingly (why would they? teyvat would never dream of causing you pain, and you were never meant to be harmed by your creations) but they do hurt mentally. itās hard to live when your beloved characters want you to die, when you have to face the weapons you wished for and ascended, when the fruits of your labor are bitter and poisoned.
teyvat is panicking, itās people going berserk at the intensifying signs of divinity, growing more and more desperate to clean the earth for their god, not knowing that every imposter killed is another wall between them and your trust.
youāve died. youāve died. youāve died. āfriendsā are a glimpse you see in a pool of your own blood before you fade, the sparkle in your veins blinding to the ones that carry your ācorpseā away so you can heal. bubbles of hillichurl water wash it away, leaving you undamaged and clean again, fully knowing that within a week, someone will have to do it again.
theyāre getting more vigilant hunting you, you know. just hope one of them spots the gold on their blade before it meets you again.
(also. you said hi new anon but didnāt sign. would you like to-?)
#m1d : [chats]#m1d : [secrets]#death loop anon#howdy itās 2 in the afternoon but iām still struggling to talk to people#first class (livin the life) babyyy /j#/ref too#this is shitttttttttttttt ugh
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this is the current griff drawing. btw. O__o
#man i struggled with the anatomy SO BAD#i spent all fucking afternoon trying to figure out shoulders just to not like them anyway and cover them w hair#all while meticulously trying to copy my ref.#while gay#(clearly)#opost#my art#griffith#berserk#suggestive
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