#Aftermath of Torture

[martyr-inthedark]

Favorite Food

Tw: food whump, aftermath of torture, unreliable narrator, unreality

"Whumpee, what is your favorite food?"

Whumpee's eyes snapped to look up towards Whumper (not at him, never to look at him).

"S-sorry, sir?" It's best to ask for clarification than to do anything too soon. It was a lesson that caused Whumpee to chip a few too many teeth. Their heart pounded in their ears. It's been so long since they've heard their own name.

"I said," Whumper's fingers tapped the table he was sitting at, and his nose crinkled, "Whumpee, what is your favorite food?"

Dread swelled in Whumpee's chest. There was a right answer, surely. They took a breath, a whimper escaping their throat. Did they really have a say? Was this just another trick? A test Whumpee was doomed to fail? There were two options. They could be honest, and risk Whumper ruining another part of their identity. Or, they could lie, and Whumper could punish them for lying (he knew every time, the bastard-).

"Everything okay?" An intense blush filled Whumpee's pale face. Shit. Shit, they took too long. There was a right answer to this riddle. There had to be.

"Sorry, my lord. I am only deserving of what you give me," Whumpee finally choked out. They did not see but rather felt Whumper's eyes fall on their face for the first time all day. They could do nothing under his gaze except tremble on their knees and silently pray for mercy. They sat listening to the gentle 'hmph' from their master.

Whumpee flinched when Whumper stroked their hair, their first sign of affection in a long time. Whumpee wilted into their hand as cold finger tips traced down the side of their head, pushing hair behind their ear, falling down their cheek and finally landing under their chin. Whumpee's lip trembled as their gaze was directed to Whumper's fierce expression.

"Oh, my poor doll," Whumper tsked. Whumpee's new tears followed the same route Whumper's fingers did just moments before. "Whumpee, what is your favorite food?"

"I'm sorry," Whumpee started, mostly to soothe the risk that Whumper was getting frustrated with them, but also to buy themselves a moment to think. They had not thought of their favorite food in so long, after realizing that going home was not an option (anything to ease the pain of loss). Thinking back to a time that felt far away, it came to them, what they missed most. "I'm s-my apologies, sir. Um. I really love... it's hard to pick. Potato soup, or really any soup. Mostly potatoes. Sir."

"That's really interesting." Whumper let go of their chin and their eyes finally fell to their rightful place on the floor.

"Sorry," Whumpee whispered, falling quiet once more. They braced themselves for a bitter insult, a smack on the back of the head, anything, and nothing ever came. They continued to silently cry. What was Whumper going to do? They answered the question. Was it right? The not-knowing was killing them. How could they be good for Master if they didn't know what he wanted?

...

Evening rolled around and Whumper beckoned Whumpee to sit at the table. Dinner had been set, and Whumpee sank into their seat, not wishing to further annoy their master. It wasn't unusual for Whumper to want Whumpee to sit with them. However, it was rare that they had a plate or bowl, and the conversation from earlier still haunted their day. Whumper gestured, and Whumpee lifted the cover off their meal, and—

Potato soup.

Slack-jawed and wide-eyed they dared to look up at Whumper. This wasn't for them, it couldn't be. Whumper had already started eating, and though he had his mouth full, he commanded Whumpee to eat. Tears swelled in their eyes and they shook their head. They weren't supposed to eat until Master was done.

"Whumpee," Whumper warned.

Whumpee flinched. Whumper's chair scraped against the floor as he stood up. Whumpee shuttered at every slow step toward them. Finally, Whumper crouched down below Whumpee, taking their quivering hands.

"Look at me, sweetheart," Whumper said, gently stroking Whumpee's forearm. Whumpee sniffled and did as asked. Whumpee, for the first time all day, saw Caretaker's loving and concerned eyes. "The soup is for you, Whumpee. Just for you. You can eat it, or not eat it. Whenever you want. If you want to wait for me to leave, that is okay. If you want to eat it now, that is okay, too. Your decision is safe here, okay?"

Whumpee nodded, and wept. And they wept hard. No sniffles. No simple tears. They properly wept as Whumper-no-Caretaker pulled their starving frame into a hug.

"I'm not going to hurt you."

"I'm so sorry, Caretaker." All Whumpee could do was breathe out the words between sobs. They never felt more broken, more irreparable, than right there in the reality of Caretaker's arms.

"I know, doll, I know. You don't have to be."

"I thought—I must be an awful person—I thought you were him."

"You're okay. You're not in trouble. I'm glad you see me, now. I'm glad you're here."

Whumpee felt sick of themselves. They wished for a day they could wake up in the morning and feel whole. They wished for a day they weren't afraid of blinking wrong. They wished for a day where they could just eat their favorite food and it not be cold from waiting on them to get over their meltdown.

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Can we talk about one of the overlooked duties in a Caretaker's life? Informing the others what happened to Whumpee afterwards? Because it's a whole 'nother flavour of angst that I'm here for.

Caretaker having to call Whumpee's partner, family, friends. Bonus if they call from Whumpee's phone and they hear a cheerful 'hey love' or 'why you calling so late', and the tone just shifts when they hear a shaky voice that's not Whumpee's.

"Are they okay?!" And Caretaker turns to the still figure in the hospital bed and goes: "Well, they're alive and out of danger."

Maybe Caretaker just breaks, their own pent up stress and fear finally releasing, and they're sobbing on the phone, either in relief or in "I don't know if they're going to be okay." "Please come quick."

Or a calm "They're going to be fine." Long pause. "Physically."

[mj-iza-writer]

Whumptober Day 30

Recovery - Hospital Bed - Holding Back Tears - "What have I done?"

Warning amputation... quadruple amputation.

Quiet moans left Whumpee's lips as Caretaker adjusted them to a sitting position and tucked pillows around them to keep them sitting up.

"How are you feeling this morning?", Caretaker sat down in a chair next to the bed, "did you sleep well?"

"S-still sore from the procedures", Whumpee whispered, "I still feel them", Whumpee's eyes began to water.

Caretaker reached for a tissue, and dotted at Whumpee's eyes.

"I know" Caretaker sighed, they looked down at what was left of Whumpee's arms and legs. They had been removed by a madman with a power saw. After their rescue, doctors had to go in and correct the amputated limbs, making the stubs even shorter.

"Is it okay if I apply the medicine ointment now for you?", Caretaker smiled weakly, "I know those phantom pains are horrible. Would a little massage help you?"

Whumpee shook as they tried not to cry, they nodded to let Caretaker start.

"Here take a drink first my dear", Caretaker reached for a cup and placed the straw to Whumpee's lips.

Whumpee took small sips, they felt their was a knot in their throat.

Caretaker set the cup down and cupped Whumpee's cheek.

"You don't have to hold back tears in front of me.... you know that right? You have every right to cry, scream, and be angry. What that person did to you... what they took from you... I understand. You are uncomfortable and trying to be brave, but you don't have to do that, not any more."

Whumpee huffed a few times, trying to contain themself. They looked down over themself. Their missing arms and legs. Just stumps.

"Wh... why did this happen... who does this to someone?", Whumpee whispered, "please Caretaker. Help me understand?"

Caretaker looked over them, "I know you are use to me being the fix all the problems person. I unfortunately don't think I can fix this with just talking, and I don't think I have the words that can even start explaining how sorry I am that this happened to you. The guilt I feel that I wasn't their to protect you. I'm so sorry."

Whumpee sniffled a little.

"Can I, can I have a hug", Whumpee whispered.

"Yes you can absolutely have a hug", Caretaker stood from their chair and leaned over the bed, "you know you can always have hugs."

Caretaker lifted Whumpee up and pulled them close.

"I'm here for you. I will help you to the best of my abilities", Caretaker cuddled Whumpee, "I promise you."

Whumpee nodded. They buried their face into Caretaker's shoulder and started to cry.

Caretaker gently ran their hand up and down Whumpee's back.

After a few minutes Whumpee looked up.

"H-how am I supposed to live like this. The doctors already said prosthetics wouldn't work for me. I can't even correctly ride in the car."

Caretaker nodded, "well, in a few days, we will receive a harness seatbelt. This will be able to be installed into any cars you ride in. It will keep you safe", Caretaker started to lay Whumpee back down, "for everything you can't do... you have me to help you. Oh, and you will get a few nurses to help you as well. You'll have one every other day."

Caretaker started to massage the ointment on, "after this and breakfast, what would you like to do? We have some free time today."

"I don't know", Whumpee watched them, "I don't have a lot of energy right now."

"Well I get that. We can have a low energy day if you like. How about we find a series to watch. I'll order some snacks and drinks; we can cuddle if you like", Caretaker smiled.

"I don't know if I can stay awake long enough to watch movies", Whumpee started to get upset again.

Caretaker looked at them with concern, "hey", they whispered.

"I'm sorry", Whumpee sobbed, "I don't... I don't mean to be mean, but..."

"Whumpee you don't have to feel bad or anything. If you are not feeling up to it, that's fine. I'm just talking out loud for if you wanted to do something", Caretaker smiled, "we don't have to do anything at all if you don't want to. I will quite literally sit beside you all day and keep you company or climb in that hospital bed to cuddle with you if you want me to. Anything you want."

Whumpee sniffled a little, causing Caretaker to grab another tissue.

"Cuddles would be nice", Whumpee hiccuped from crying.

"Yeah, we can cuddle. I'll get breakfast in you, then you can pick where we will cuddle", Caretaker smiled, "do you want me to read to you?"

"No", Whumpee looked down, "can we just talk? Like we use to."

"Yes absolutely", Caretaker nodded.

Caretaker laid Whumpee into their bed. Then climbed in with them.

"Alright scoochie, scooch", Caretaker joked as they squeezed in. Whumpee's bed had guard rails on the side so they wouldn't roll out. This made their bed a little snug.

They laid on their side and hugged Whumpee close to them.

One hand wrapped around Whumpee in a hug. Caretaker played with Whumpee's hair with their other hand.

"What do you want to talk about?", Caretaker smiled, they leaned in and placed a gentle kiss to Whumpee's forehead, "I'm all ears."

"Anything except for the amputation", Whumpee sighed, "but I might warn you. I may fall asleep."

"That's fine", Caretaker chuckled, "you need your rest. I may fall asleep as well. We can have a sleep day today."

Caretaker thought for a few moments.

"Ah, I know. That writer you like.. they are coming out with a new book, and I've already pre-ordered it for us", Caretaker smiled, "while you were resting in the hospital I went ahead and read the series as quickly as I could to get an idea of what was going on. I am completely caught up, and I understand why you enjoy the series."

Whumpee's eyes twinkled, "you did?"

"Yes we still have a month or so until it ships to us, but we can read it together if you like" Caretaker smiled, "or if you want, I'll help flip the pages for you while you read. I'll read it after you're done. Whichever you want."

"That would be fun to read it together", Whumpee smiled.

Caretaker grinned, that was the first smile since the accident.

Caretaker watched as Whumpee's eyes closed and opened again.

"I think you are getting tired", Caretaker sat up for a blanket.

"I think so to", Whumpee smiled weakly as Caretaker pulled the blanket up and covered them both.

"I think I am too", Caretaker yawned back, "do you want your bed back, or do you want me to stay here?"

"Please, will you stay with me", Whumpee pleaded.

"Yes of course I will" Caretaker went back to playing with Whumpee's hair, "I'll stay right here for as long as you need me to... I promise."

Whumpee nodded.

Caretaker left another gentle kiss on Whumpee's forehead when they finally fell asleep.

'I'm so sorry', Caretaker thought to themself as they cupped Whumpee's cheek, 'you have been through something I would never wish on anyone. You are being so brave, but I know you Whumpee. You are so scared. Even a little ashamed. You are always so self-conscious.'

Caretaker lovingly watched them sleep.

"I love you so much", Caretaker whispered, causing Whumpee sleepily smile.

Caretaker leaned up one last time to kiss Whumpee's forehead.

"I promise... everything is alright."

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[wolfjackle-creates]

Bring Me Home Arc 3 Part 3

Again the winner of last week's poll! There won't be a poll this week because I'm planning something a bit different. I hit 1000 followers this past week and have been wracking my brain about how to celebrate! Wasn't up for doing prompts or adding more projects to my list, though, so I didn't want to go that route.

But I did come up with something that I think everyone will really enjoy. Especially those of you who have been voting for Carry Your Heart (I see you in the tags!). So look out for that post.

In addition, I've just posted the first chapter of Arc 2 on AO3! Link below.

Story Summary: Jack and Maddie install a new ghost shield on the house which activates the moment Danny tries to step into his home. His secret is out and his parents are determined to excise the ghost from their son.

Luckily Danny isn't alone. The Young Justice, Sam, Tucker, and Jazz aren't going to leave him to suffer.

Arc 1: AO3

Arc 2: AO3 (incomplete); Tumblr - First, Final

Arc 3: First, Previous

Word Count: 1.4k

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Fire rushing through him jolted Danny awake. His back arched as he cried out. He screwed his eyes tight, not wanting to see what torture his parents were going to come at him with next when he realized what the sound of his cry meant: the muzzle was gone.

As were the restraints. And he was lying on something soft. Trying hard not to hope, he opened his eyes.

Sam and Jazz were leaning over him, concern clear on their faces. They were in some sort of ambulance or van.

“How are you feeling,” demanded Sam.

Danny took a moment to answer, his chest was pure agony. He didn’t even want to think what it would feel like to sit up. And even past that, everything was sore. Though the fire that had woken him up had dissipated, the tell-tale feel of ecto-dejecto. “Pretty much the worst I’ve ever felt,” he answered honestly.

Sam and Jazz both winced and his sister grabbed his hand. He squeezed her fingers weakly.

At the foot of his bed stood Tim in full Red Robin getup and Kon as Superboy.

He couldn’t hold back the smile as he met Tim’s gaze. “You came,” he said.

Tim didn’t smile back, but some tension eased out of his shoulders. “I always will,” he said. “Been telling you that since we were ten years old.”

“I know. I’ve always known. Thank you.”

Jazz squeezed his hand again and he looked at her. “Red Robin and Superboy are going to take you away from here. Robin will help you recover.”

Sam nodded. “Yep. And the rest of us are gonna focus on making sure Amity is safe for ghosts once and for all.”

Danny shook his head. “I should be there with you guys, fighting.”

“Nope!” interrupted Jazz. “Not even a little. You’re going to focus on getting better, got it, Danny? That’s all we want from you.”

“But the ghosts—”

Sam covered his mouth with her hand. “Stop it right there. Tucker is working with Impulse and Wonder Girl to get the portal locked up. No one will be coming through. No one—ghost or human—will be in any danger while you’re gone. I promise.”

Danny slumped into the bed. Even the slight change in position caused waves of pain to radiate from his chest even through the healing ice he could feel implanted in his body. He whimpered and closed his eyes until the throbbing receded just a bit. “I trust you. I do, it’s just…”

“You’re used to taking care of everyone,” finished Jazz for him. “We know. So let us take care of you for a change. We love you, Danny.”

“Love you, too, Jazz. Sam.”

“Be good for bird-brain there, got it?” ordered Sam.

Danny gave her a half-smile. “Are Tim and I ever good together?”

She laughed. “Well, don’t burn down Gotham, capiche?”

“Capiche.”

“We have to go now,” said Jazz.

Danny gripped her hand tighter. “Don’t leave me.”

Jazz winced, but leaned down to kiss his forehead. “We need to make sure the Guys in White aren’t going to get involved further. And you need to get someplace safe.”

Danny huffed a half laugh. “Gotham is safe?”

Jazz rolled her eyes at his poor attempt at a joke. “For you it is. Now, I’m leaving Red and Superboy with a case full of ectoplasm for you and our entire supply of ecto-dejecto. I just gave you your first injection. Please try and eat something and drink your ectoplasm regularly.”

“Yeah, yeah. Whatever you say, Jazz.”

Jazz sniffed and it was only then that Danny realized it was wetter than usual and her eyes were watery. He tried not to feel bad for his jokes when she replied, “Yes, it is whatever I say. Glad you agree.”

Sam cackled, and now that he was paying attention, Danny could hear the hysterical edge to it. “You’d better text us multiple times a day, ghost boy. Don’t try and lie to us, either. Kon’ll tell me the truth about your condition. And as soon as we can arrange it, we’re coming out your way for a visit.”

“Course I will, Sam. Give Tuck my best?”

“Duh. He wishes he could’ve come with us, you know.”

Danny nodded. “But he’s better with the tech stuff and that is just as time sensitive.”

“Yeah. Now, get some sleep,” Sam ordered. “You’ve got a long drive ahead of you.”

Danny gave the rote answer after too many all-nighters taking care of ghost attacks before school, “I’m dead, I don’t need sleep.”

His sister squeezed his hand. “Ghosts who just went through what you did need their sleep. Love you, Danny. Get well and I’ll see you soon.”

“Love you, Jazz.”

She kissed his forehead one more time, followed by Sam. And with another two rounds of farewells and love yous, he was alone with Tim and Kon.

“Thanks for coming,” he said again.

“Obviously we weren’t going to leave you there,” said Kon. “Being a lab subject isn’t fun. Especially not that kinda lab experiment.”

Danny couldn’t quite hold back the flinch at that description. It was accurate, but blunt.

Tim walked over until he was sitting by Danny’s bed. “Just listen to Jazz and get some rest. We’re going to be taking the long route to Gotham by going south to start. If we stop for food in a few hours, think you could handle a smoothie?”

Danny shrugged and bit back a yawn. “Could try.”

“That’s all I ask.”

Kon moved towards the front of the vehicle as well. “Looks like it’s time for us to skedaddle. I’ll keep the road from jostling you, ghost-boy.”

Danny gave a small smile and let his eyes close. As he did, he tried to mumble his thanks and he hoped it came across.

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The next time he woke was more gentle. Someone was tapping on his shoulder and calling his name. But even so, as he was pulled closer to awareness, the pain made itself more and more known. He tried to cling to the darkness, but the tapping wasn’t stopping, nor was the person calling him.

He blinked open his eyes to see Tim’s concerned face. He wasn’t wearing the domino anymore, or his costume. Just a sweatshirt and jeans.

“Hey, Danny,” said Tim. “I’m going to need you to try and eat a bit right now. Kon got us those smoothies I mentioned. I’ve also got yogurt if that’ll be easier for you. But the smoothie will have more nutrients.”

Danny closed his eyes. He wasn’t hungry and didn’t want to eat. Why did Tim have to bring him back to consciousness for this? He hurt and just wanted to sink back into oblivion.

The tapping on his shoulder began again. “I know, Danny. But you have to eat something. And you should take some ectoplasm, too. So just stay awake for a few minutes.”

“Mm ‘wake,” said Danny without opening his eyes. He shifted his weight, hoping to push himself up to eat, only to scream in pain as his chest protested any movement.

“Shit! Don’t move,” said Tim too late. “I’ve got a spoon here. I’ll feed it to you, okay? So just stay exactly where you are.”

Danny gripped his sheets, unable to do anything else as wave after wave of pain over took him. Tim kept up a litany of reassurances and stroked his hair. Eventually, Danny was able to think past it again.

“Don’t think I can sit up,” said Danny.

“Of course not,” agreed Tim. He held a styrofoam cup between his knees and carefully took off the lid and straw. “Just let me. Take at least a few bites. Swallow as is, don’t try and chew. Just do what you can, okay?”

“Okay,” agreed Danny and Tim fed him the first bite.

Danny hated this. Hated it so much. Here he was being spoon fed like a baby all because his parents… He shut his eyes and took the next bite. He wasn’t going to finish that thought. Tim was here and that’s what mattered.

Danny wasn’t sure how much he ate, but it couldn’t have been much. His eyelids were getting heavier and heavier and the pull of oblivion stronger.

“Wait, Danny. Stay awake just a little longer, okay?”

Danny groaned but forced his eyes open again.

Tim showed him a bottle of ectoplasm. “Just a few swallows of this, too. Okay?”

He didn’t want to. He’d rather just go to sleep again, but he opened his mouth obediently. By the time he finished his third spoonful, he couldn’t fight it anymore and slumped into the bed. The pain receded back into blackness for a time.

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Danny is going to be getting all the comfort throughout this. All of them will, tbh. Because no one is happy and they all need a hug or five.

Let me know what you think!

[aceofwhump]

Torchwood 4x07 "Immortal Sins"

[ro-sham-no]

Sam’s wall breaks, and he won’t stop screaming.

it's his birthday so you KNOW i had to whump my boy

It’s been two days and fifteen hours and Sam won’t stop screaming. 

Blood droplets fly out of his mouth with wracking coughs as he chokes on hurried inhales, mucosal spit gumming up his trachea.

It’s been two days and sixteen hours and Sam won’t stop screaming.

The only times he’s been silent in the last two days and seventeen hours is when he’s unconscious. The first bout - four hours and twenty-three minutes of silence - Dean’d just clocked him in the jaw when it was clear Sam was going to scream himself into involuntary suffocation - diaphragm and abdominal muscles locking up from the abuse. Dean knocked him unconscious for those four hours and twenty-three minutes, after six hours of his weeping and gnashing of teeth.

By the time he had woken up, Dean had shots of sedative and they were two hours into a twenty-eight-hour drive to Bobby’s - if nothing else, Dean’s efficient. Sam didn’t take notice.

And if the sounds he won’t stop making can be described as screaming, then the sounds he makes when Dean has to touch him while he’s awake can only be described as a death wail. Wailing and scrambling to get away from Dean with a fervor that earns them both violent shades of bruises.

It’s been two days and twenty hours and Sam won’t stop screaming.

During the drive, whenever Sam’s anguish would escalate back into hair-tearing, along with beating his fists against his arms and thighs and threatening to bash his head into the windows of the Impala, Dean would pull over to force another dose of sedative into him. 

The sounds he makes while Dean tries to subdue him… Well, even in the most remote location on their route, Dean was afraid the farmer whose house they could just barely see in the distance would be able to hear. It had to have been at least three miles away, with how flat the land was, and Dean was still worried that someone would hear. 

Sam won’t stop screaming, and his screams are deafening- except when he’s unconscious, from the shots Dean gives him, the screaming is just in Dean’s mind. A haunting kind of tinnitus that rings in Dean’s ears, just as nauseating as the real deal, but a touch less heartbreaking.

He only allows himself to sleep for the first few hours of Sam being down for the count, despite the catatonic state that seemed to have taken over him. Dean wasn’t about to risk Sam waking up without him. They sleep together in the car, in the weeds and the bramble off of back roads, hidden from view. Baby’s paint has never been so scratched up.

It’s been two days and twenty-three hours and Sam won’t stop screaming.

They’ve been at Bobby’s for the last twenty-four of those, trying to hold back on the sedative, because god knows they can’t keep it up forever or Sam’s heart is liable to just straight up quit, so they’ve been rationing it. Walking the nerve-wracking line between acceptable amounts of incomprehensible human suffering and causing an overdose that could just kill Sam, for good this time.

On the 72nd hour - that’s two days and twenty-four hours, or three days and zero hours, or 4,230 minutes and zero seconds, or 259,200 seconds and -

It’s been three days and zero hours, and Sam is awake, but he stops screaming.

And on the third day he will be raised…

Dean rushes over to check on him, but Sam is still breathing, heart still beating, body still holding itself upright, and he’s stopped screaming.

Now, though, two lines of salty tears trail down his face. For all his hysteric shrieking over the last three days, through all the rocking and swaying and the occasional distinct syllable of “no” over and over again, he hadn’t actually shed a tear, until now.

It’s been three days and zero hours and Sam’s tears are silent. 

He’s staring far off into the distance - into the wall that’s four feet in front of him - and he is silent. Even his gasps are inaudible. No sniffling, not a single huff or quiver of breath. Just tears.

It’s been three days and zero hours and two minutes and both Dean and Bobby are in the room now, staring at Sam with undisguised fear-horror-confusion. 

They stare at him and he begins to shake. Lightly, at first, but it grows. It always grows. Sam is silent, and he’s shaking, and his eyes stream tears with the consistency of a downpour, and Dean moves back in front of him. He’d stepped away to yell for Bobby out the door when it looked like Sam would live after his abrupt descent into silence. Dean steps back in front of him and reaches out to touch Sammy, and now Sam’s not silent. A three-minute silence and now it’s broken by Sam scrambling backward with a gasp that’s really more of an inhaled moan of fear, hastening back so far that he pushes off of the bed he’d been sitting on.

He crashes to the floor, out of Dean’s reach even as the man leaps forward with a cry of, “Sam!”

But Sam’s flight had been too fast, so he crashed to the ground and has now fallen silent again, but Dean can’t tell if there are still tears because Sam has wedged himself into a ball in the crease between the floor and the wall, form-fitting his back and ass over the baseboards hard enough to bruise. He’s hiding his face in his knees, still trembling, but still silent, so Dean can’t tell if the tears have stopped. He isn’t sure if that would be better or worse.

Because now it’s been three days and five minutes, and Sam’s curled up in sublimation. 

He’s crammed against the wall, his knees are up in front of him, spread only far enough to shove his head between them - but down quite far, uncomfortably so, contorted - but his hands aren’t curled up like the rest of him. Instead, his hands are held out around his legs, stretched around them and then upward, palms out like he’s receiving something sacred. Or like he’s giving it away.

It’s been three days and six minutes and Sam is trembling in sublimation.

The room is silent, Dean and Bobby don’t know what to do, but he isn’t hurting himself and he isn’t screaming so they wait him out.

It’s been three days and thirty minutes, by the time anything happens.

At first, Bobby thinks it’s the creaks of his house. At first, Dean thinks it’s the creaks of his soul. They’re both wrong, they realize, as the sound is actually coming from Sam, but it reverberates in such a way that it’s equally loud from every corner of the room. Dean wonders, faintly and somewhat hysterically, when Sam learned ventriloquy. 

It’s a low but resounding utterance, indistinguishable at first, but becoming more distinct with every syllable, losing its eerie ambience and beginning to actually come from Sam as its focal point. Whatever Sam is saying, deep into his chest in a tone that aches, becomes clearer, but neither of the other two men can understand it.

Sam’s palms are still held up in front of his shins. His head is still shoved between his knees, and he’s still trembling. He finishes his recitation but doesn’t fall silent. Instead, he switches to a language that Dean realizes with a jolt that he can understand the words, seconds before Bobby realizes it, too. 

“Pater noster, qui es in שְׁאוֹל, sanctificetur nomen tuum. Adveniat regnum tuum. Fiat voluntas tua, sicut in שְׁאוֹל et in terra.”

A sickening aura falls over the room as both lucid men hear the exceptions to the otherwise familiar prayer. “On earth, as it is in שְׁאוֹל,” Sam had said. Sheol, the subterranean final resting place. The pit. “The place of no return, the land of utter darkness and deep shadow.” 

Hell.

Our Father who art in the pit of utter death and darkness…

It’s been three days and one hour by the time Sam finishes his contritions. 

By then, he’d recited that first chant in the same unknown language twice more, alternating it with the Latin rendition of the Lord’s prayer.

Hallowed be thy name…

Dean has a gnawing, sinking feeling in his gut that he knows exactly what that other language is.

Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, on earth as it is in שְׁאוֹל, the deep shadow.

The cadence, the tone; they’re the same. Distorted by the foreign, guttural tones of the other language, but they cut through Dean with the same taste. Sam is repeating the same thing over and over again, just in alternating tongues. The familiar Latin combined with the unfamiliar, grating timbre of the other. 

The repugnant language of the wretched Divine.

Those accursed, winged beasts, just like the one his brother, his Sammy has been locked up with for an earth-year. And who knows what that timeline looked like, in the depths? Nothing sears in your mind quite like the crushing realization that virtually no real time has passed when you return from it, Dean remembers. The rock constantly lodged in the base of Dean's chest, taking up space where his lungs are supposed to go, which screams out, your pain was never real.

Did time distort further the further down you went in hell? Was Dean’s 40-year stint a mere blink in the face of the time Sam had been locked up with that thing that did this to him?

The only reason Dean’s stomach isn’t on the floor in front of him is because his stomach is empty, the pervasive ache of the last few days locking it up tight. Sam has been screaming and Dean hasn't been eating, but he's never been less hungry in his life.

It’s been three days and one hour and Dean’s been crying for every single second of them.

The wailing and screaming had gouged at him, in that way little baby's cries gouge at unsuspecting figures passing by, striking that deep, maternal cord within them. The same way little toddler-Sam’s cries had always gouged at Dean. The same way, too, that not-so-little teenaged Sam’s sniffles into his pillow that he thought were muffled had always gouged at Dean. 

If the screams had been gouging at him, this reverent recitation was gutting him. Viscerally, like a fish being pulled sharply off of a too-big hook that it had somehow managed to swallow down too far. Catch and release turned into a pitiful horror.

But it’s been three days and one hour, now, and Sam’s finished his latest round of the Lord’s prayer - Latin this time - and he’s fallen silent again.

His hands are still held out, despite how bad it must make his shoulders and wrists ache with the tension of his stillness. Before Dean can think to do anything, though, Sam continues, but he breaks the pattern. Instead, his voice is much shakier now, and he starts to plead, the only term applicable to the tone of voice Sam has taken on: wretched, and full of supplication. Pleading, in Latin still,

“Elohim, Messiah - Please take this temptation from me. Please, as you have so graciously promised, benevolent Savior, tempt me not with this Sin of the Flesh. I am too weak, Father. This temptation is too great and I cannot bear it.

Temptation? Father?

The formal tone rankles. The self-deprecation vexes. The use of Father to refer to the most foul being to ever walk above and below the earth seethes and horrifies. Dean is rankled. Dean is vexed. Dean seethes, and he is horrified.

“Take Him from my sight, יהוה, keep me away from His fraternal presence, please, Lord. Balm though He is to my soul, grateful though I am for this offering, I am too weak to refrain from Sin.”

Fraternal? Sin?

“I would naught but bastardize this precious gift, and thine hand wilt be forced against me, as thou shalt flay me apart; dissect me to make penance for my transgressions. I do not wish this, Father, so please: Take Him from me, do not allow my wretched Sin to pervade in thine realm.”

Just because Dean’s stomach is empty doesn’t mean it isn’t trying valiantly to make an appearance. At the word “fraternal,” Bobby had started pushing him out the door. Stunned, Dean hadn’t fought back. There’s bile on Bobby’s hardwood floor outside the bedroom Sam and Bobby were still in.

Sam spoke as if Dean’s presence was the temptation, one too great to bear. And he spoke as if to God, but Dean knew better, he knew where Sam had been. Where Dean let him go. No gods to be seen, not there. What Sin had Lucifer contrived between them, to make Sam pay penance for? What occurred between them for Sam to be… Flayed alive. Dissected. 

Dean’s not stupid enough to believe that's anything but literal.

Bobby swings the door mostly-closed just in time for Sam to finish his pleas and lower his arms.

It’s been three days and one hour and ten minutes, and Sam raises his head.

Dean watches through the crack in the door, concealed in the darkness of the hallway. He’s holding his breath and he’s not sure he’ll ever forgive himself for not rushing right back to Sam's side. But something is holding him back, and he doesn’t want to name it. 

(Fraternal… Sin?)

Sam raises his head but keeps his eyes scrunched shut - tears and snot are dripping down his face, which is a blotchy red but somehow still pallid with fear. He’s shaking worse than before as he straightened his back out, sitting up and letting his legs fold down so he’s cross-legged. Not relaxed, but no longer contorted. Finally, he releases a shaky breath and opens his eyes, pointing down at the floor.

Bobby shifts his weight purposefully and Sam’s eyes fly to him with a wild flinch of fear. It hangs in the air uncomfortably long before he recognizes the man in the room with him, and he lets out a sob of what Dean hopes is relief.

He quickly bows his head and shifts up onto his knees in a simple prayer position, hands pressed together in a booklet of gratitude as he sobs out, “Thank you, Messiah, Morningstar. Thank you.”

Then, with a big sigh, he allows himself to look back at Bobby, but his gaze is clinical, observing. He whispers, through his hitching, wet breaths, “He did it. I can't believe he did it. He’s gone. I don’t have to do it again, not yet.”

Sam’s face crumples as he’s hysterical with relief, and Dean’s clawing his own arms raw and bloody outside the door, desperate to get to the crying baby and soothe it, desperate to kiss toddler-Sam’s scraped knees, desperate to tell teenage-Sam that nothing will ever change the way Dean feels about him, despite whatever darkness he seems to think is inside of him. But still, he’s held back by that unspeakable Sin between them. Lucifer didn’t contrive it, Dean knows that. He holds himself back.

Bobby speaks up then, gruff and wary, “Don’t have to do what, yet?”

Sam startles before finally, really looking at Bobby like he’s a human on the same plane of existence as him, not like he’s a mildly interesting fixture on a non-existent wall.

“Nothing, don’t worry about it, Bobby. It’s good to see you,” Sam cracks a smile, and it encapsulates one thousand shades of grief.

Sam continues quieter, once again to himself, “I wish it wasn’t like this. I’m sorry. So, so sorry. But you’re not Him, so it’s fine, it’s fine…”

Bobby squints at him long and hard, eyeing his more relaxed posture and at least somewhat lucid speech - odd though it may be - before he glances at the crack in the door and gives a tiny eyebrow raise that says, get your ass in here.

Dean slowly cracks the door open and calls out to his baby brother, just as he comes into view, “Sammy?”

His reaction is violent. If Sam was pallid before, he’s now a putrid shade of green, face twisting up in horror as he shakes his head, wringing his hands and mumbling out at first, devolving quickly into yells into the aether, into the corners of the room, “No! No, no- please, you promised, no-”

He collapses into himself on the floor, half hidden behind the bed, putting it between him and Dean. The trembling returns with moans and cries incessantly pouring out of Sam’s mouth as he buries his head in his hands, gripping at his face and whatever hair is in reach with too much force, wailing out a constant stream of no, no, no!

Dean takes an involuntary step forward into the room, drawn in by that maternal wretchedness. Desperate, always desperate, to comfort his baby brother. 

When his boot sounds on the carpet - muted but oh-so-loud to Sam’s ears - the cries lose their shape, hiccupping wails of no quickly becoming unintelligible and increasingly frantic, building and building until it can only be described as a howling scream.

It’s been three days and one hour and fifteen minutes, and Sam won’t stop screaming.

[thoughtsonhurtandcomfort]

day 11: escape/breaking the conditioning/safe and sound + daero

Prompt from the Augusnippets @augusnippets challenge!

Path of Comfort: day 11: escape/breaking the conditioning/safe and sound

Could loosely be read as a follow-up to this, with the same caretakers

Content Warnings: demon whump, aftermath of captivity, aftermath of torture, trauma, nightmares, comfort, rescue, recovery, pain medicine

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A week later and it still doesn't feel real.

The two humans tell Daero that he is safe and sound. That there will continue to be food and water, that their hands won't strike him. Their touches are soft, their voices quiet. They smell like citrus and cinnamon.

But still Daero flinches when either one enters the room. He still expects to wake in that damp dungeon, chained, beaten and starved.

Nightmares plague him, disrupting his much needed rest. On the worst nights, like tonight, his cries wake the humans and they are quickly by his side.

He is just awake enough to hear and feel them. One soothes him with kind words while wiping his tears away. The other holds a spoonful of pain medicine to his lips until he drinks. Then they sit on either side of him and wait.

In the moments just before falling asleep, when the medicine kicks in and he melts into the cushions, Daero feels something like peace.

[promptsforyourwhumpfic]

Whump Prompt #1256

Submitted by Anon - thanks!

TW: starvation | disordered eating

If a character has become accustomed to prolonged under-nourishment, they probably won't be "fine" as soon as they can eat adequately. Of course there's the psychological recovery from whatever experience(s) they had, but also their body may not remember how to deal with normal amounts of food.

A few things they may experience when they start eating more (severe cases can be dangerous and require medical intervention, these are just in the "unpleasant" range):

Poor appetite and rapid/disproportionate satiety

Bad stomach aches

Increased lethargy/fatigue, in general but especially after meals

Suddenly needing a lot more sleep

Dizziness/shakiness/weakness if they haven't eaten for a few hours, even if they don't feel hungry.

[hurtcomfortguaranteed]

Bheem works to rescue the best friend he wrongly believed had betrayed him, in the masterpiece of bromantic cinema that is RRR.

[whumpshaped]

Whumpees who only have each other for comfort and care in between the sessions of hurt

Bonus points if they can't stand each others guts

also fuck it im gonna plug this story here bc i feel like its similar enough lol

tw reluctant caretakers, captivity, multiple whumpees, implied torture, aftermath of torture

“Sit still,” Caretaker hissed.

“Oh, I’m sorry. Next time when you’re digging around inside my open wound, I’ll–” Whumpee froze with their mouth agape, almost allowing a pained whimper to escape. Fuck, it hurt. It hurt badly.

It wasn’t often that Whumper allowed them actual medical supplies. They were very clear on the fact that this was a privilege, and truth be told, Whumpee was sort of glad that Caretaker was there to help them with it. If only it was anyone else but them, it would’ve been just perfect.

“Do you want me to clean this or not?” Caretaker asked, annoyed that Whumpee kept unintentionally trying to pull away. “I said sit still, or I’ll just give you the stuff and let you do it yourself. Do you want to die of an infection?”

“You’d love that, wouldn’t you?” they choked out. Caretaker scoffed.

“Nothing better than sharing a cell with a decomposing body.”

Whumpee tried their best to stay put, letting Caretaker roughly treat their wounds. They were pretty sure their reluctant medic had quite a bit of fun hurting them under the guise of helping, but they didn’t blame them. Whumpee would’ve had some fun in their place, too.

“Fuck, finally,” Whumpee sighed when Caretaker let go of them. “You take fucking ages to do this.”

“I can undo it much quicker, if you like.”

Whumpee made a face and crawled out of arm’s reach, leaning against the wall. “Yeah. That’s something you’re good at, at least.”

Caretaker took the rest of the supplies and started treating their own wounds, applying ointments and struggling with bandages one-handed. Whumpee watched for a while, occasionally making a comment about the clumsy attempts, before motioning them over.

“I’m not letting you touch me,” Caretaker grumbled.

“Oh, fuck off. I’m not gonna kill you.”

“Not on purpose.”

Whumpee rolled their eyes and dragged themself back to where Caretaker was sitting, snatching the bandage roll out of their hand. Caretaker didn’t resist, not really. “Sure. As if I want to spend days with a rotting corpse, you fucking idiot.”

[whumpyreader]

Price of Peace

TW: NSFW (18+ please), graphic torture, aftermath of torture, male whump, non-con nudity, sexual abuse

Fachtna was only twelve when he fell in love with his childhood friend, Ravi. Ravi was a sweet-hearted kind of boy, taller than most, who looked as though he could be bullied. But if he or anyone he loved were bullied, the bully would pay a price. That was Ravi–a lover but a no-nonsense kind of authority who ruled the schoolyard as a child. Fachtna was not so simple. He was the son of a tyrant–abused and quiet. He had learned too many times that he was stupid and it was best never to interrupt, love, or have an opinion. Maybe that’s why Ravi took him under his wing when Fachtna would visit the school. Fachtna was only ten and Ravi was a brave twelve-year-old. The two went together like a stoic soldier and an easy target. 

In the fifteen years that would pass in the blink of an eye, Ravi became ruler of the streets and Fachtna was stuck in the castle, learning the evil deeds of his father, King Amalgaid. On the eve of Ravi’s twenty-seventh birthday, an uprising began. To Fachtna’s relief, Amalgaid retreated to his higher kingdom, leaving Fachtna alone in the castle of his childhood. But to Fachtna’s doom, the next three years were spent fighting over who should be king. Fate gave the thrown to Fachtna. All was calm after the last bloody sword was laid down, but all was not well because everything Fatchna stood for, everything he was taught to be went against what Ravi believed. Ravi planned to uprise and then…Ravi disappeared.

…

Fachtna was a bastard. The unwanted child of King Amalgaid. Hence the rotting box before his throne.

“Your father–” Murienn began.

“Do not call him that!” Fachtna hissed.

Murienn rolled her eyes. “Perhaps Amalgaid is upset. You were to have no power. Now he has lost half his kingdom to you.”

Fachtna sneered. “And more will be lost to him soon.” He reluctantly placed his eyes back on the box. Musty, wet, rotting, and nestled between the feet of two messengers from that twisted, horrid Amalgaid. Whatever it was was sure to be an insult. “Rid me of it,” he commanded.

The two messengers glanced at each other. “We were commanded to open it in your presence,” one stuttered. 

“Is this a threat?” Murienn growled.

“No, no!” a messenger gasped, stepping back. “Only a…” Another glance to the other messenger. “An ask for peace.”

“I’ll bet,” Fachtna chuckled. “Amalgaid was never a peaceful beast.” He sat back on his throne, tapping a finger to his chin. “Open it. And if it be some weapon or some lug who jumps at me, both of you will lose your heads.”

Neither messenger hesitated. A hammer creaked against the wood, each moaning and demanding the other bend until wood splintered and a large crack popped through the lid. 

Fachtna’s knuckles turned white against the armrests of his throne. Whatever Amalgaid had in mind for peace could only be two things. Either a joke or the most wanted criminal on Fachtna’s list. And Fachtna wanted neither.

Only half the lid had been pried off but organic matter was already visible. A thigh? Thin, grey, oozing. Fachtna held a hand to his nose. A wanted criminal then, he thought bitterly. “If this be some dead criminal, toss him into the sea. I want nothing to do with Amalgaid’s torture.” Nor would he want to be known as a tyrant just as bloodthirsty as that hellish nightmare. 

The messengers finished prying off the lid without a response. The moment the lid was removed, the messengers stepped back, their faces turned downward. 

Fachtna could not see it all and curiosity had him lifting himself off the throne and craning his neck to see what Amalgaid had done. It was only then that Fachnta realized the box could not be more than four feet in length and maybe two feet in width. Inside was indeed a human. Naked, lying on their back and eyes opened only slightly due to black swelling. Rope kept their neck pressed to the wood beneath. Their arms appeared to be tied behind their back, a gruesome form of torture if the human had been alive. Their knees were bent, their ankles forced upward, under their body, most likely tied to their wrists. Their shoulders were grotesquely touching their cheeks to accommodate the lack of space. No movement in the chest. But, how could there be?

Fachtna’s soul had hardened. “What is the meaning of this? Why bind a dead man?”

“He is not dead, King Fachtna,” a messenger whispered. “Probably in shock.”

“In shock?” Fachtna challenged. He glanced again at the body. Burns ran from hip to hip, throat to groin. Bleeding whip marks cascaded down their chest to their knees. Bones jutted out, revealing starvation. “I want,” Fatchna’s voice was low and dangerous, “you two out of my kingdom. Take whatever food you’ll need for your journey. Fresh horses if needed. But I want you gone before the hour is done.”

The messengers did not argue. “One more thing,” one said. They pushed a letter into Fachtna’s hands and left the throne room.

“King?” Murienn questioned.

Fachtna snapped his head up from the cruel handwriting of Amalgaid. “Have a guard make sure they leave for good,” he snapped. “Return immediately.”

Murienn saluted, all but running from the throne room, leaving Fachtna alone. Out of view, with no need to uphold his facade in public, Fachtna’s knees gave way. His hand grazed the molding box as he pushed himself up to view the dying human.

“Can you hear me?”

No movement.

“They say you are alive but I do not believe them. Surely, no one survives Amalgaid.” Except me. 

A slight wince at the edge of the dying’s nose came at the mention of Amalgaid’s name. 

“I hate him, too,” Fachtna admitted. “I want to get you out of the box. Will you let me touch you?”

Unconcealed fear flashed through the dying’s unseeing eyes although no part of him moved.

“I will not hurt you,” Fachtna added.

The dying’s lips curled, their chest stuttering with soundless sobs. The rope against their neck unleashed droplets of blood. Fachtna grimaced.

“I will release your neck,” he forewarned before unsheathing his knife and cutting through the thick rope across the human’s throat. 

Ugly sobs were now audible as the dying sucked in breath after breath. 

“Just breathe. I’m not going to hurt you,” he added for good measure. He sat back on his heels, regarding the rotting box. If he could tear down the side, he could roll the victim over to unbind him without having to lift him. If Fachtna knew one thing, he knew it was never worth it to touch whip wounds. “Some noise,” he warned. Barely any body weight was needed to push down the sides of the box. Once down, the entire box collapsed and the dying lay gasping at his world suddenly expanding.

“Catch your breath,” Fachtna smiled. “Then I’m going to unbind you.” Fachtna sat himself down and gathered the letter into his hands. It was addressed My Beloved Fachtna. He wrinkled his nose in contempt. 

I knew always of your future. You were destined to uprise and threaten my reign. I am not threatened by you. Ruling is meant for the strong. It is lonely. I expect you to be overthrown before long. 

Seeing as you are my son, I have sent you a sign of peace. In your possession is the greatest threat to your reign, and mine. Our greatest mutual enemy lies in that box. I took care of the threatening part of him but, I wanted you to have a whore to keep you company. He will do anything you ask – I made sure of it. 

You may remember him. He goes by one name – Terror. 

Though you may remember him by Ravi.

Fachtna chose not to believe it at first. How many times had Amalgaid lied just to threaten Fachtna to the point of submission? Once he glanced back at the dying, their head was turned toward him. Although their eyes were too swollen to see, Fachtna swore the dying knew who he was. Their face and head were shorn, unlike the grizzliness Ravi enjoyed. The swollen black eyes were unrecognizable along with the rest of the face hidden by layers of blood. Swollen lips. And if Amalgaid were trying to play with him, going for Ravi would be the way to do it.

“It can’t be,” he gasped, nearly fainting. “Ravi?”

The dying let out a whimper, squeezing their eyes shut despite the swelling and turning their face to the side as their only defense.

It was answer enough. “I’m not going to hurt you.” Fachtna couldn’t repress the lump in his throat nor the tears running down his eyes. He could not wait any longer to free the man. He rolled him onto his side, biting his lip when Ravi stuttered out a cry of pain. Ravi’s back had no skin left, nor did his buttocks and the soles of his feet. Fachtna sliced through the rope tying all four limbs together. There was no way to catch them all when they were released and Ravi screamed when an arm fell forward and a leg fell, forcing the knee to straighten.

“I’m sorry!” Fatchna kept the two limbs he had managed to hold bent. “I’ll go slowly. I did not mean to hurt you.” It was a slow process, unbending shoulder and knee, pausing at any noise Ravi let out, until Ravi lay on his stomach, his legs lying in their natural position. Fachtna assumed both shoulders were dislocated but he had only ever fixed his own dislocated shoulders.

“That scunner,” he muttered. “Ravi?”

The dead stiffened. A shoulder joint attempted to move, maybe to protect himself. Ravi cried in agony as the shoulder cramped and could do nothing but suffer through it. Even his fingers were too swollen and paralyzed to offer protection.

Fachtna’s stomach ached with pity. “I’m not going to hurt you.”

Ravi let out a sob.

“Do you remember me? It’s been years. It’s Fachtna.”

Ravi’s mouth opened. “I-I kno…” Their voice died in their throat, their words barely able to leave their tongue. Either way, it was obvious that Ravi had not been surprised to learn it was him.

“You knew they were sending you to me?”

“You…had…me…tortured,” Ravi rasped.

Fachtna’s lungs nearly snapped. Of course, Amalgaid would make up a story like this. “It isn’t true,” he attempted to explain, as gently as possible. “I’ll explain more once you are not actively dying. Can you…stand?” He instantly regretted asking.

But Ravi nodded, using his forehead instead of his arms to push himself onto his knees but he never had the strength and Fachtna should have known better than to push Ravi too far. Ravi writhed on the floor in agony.

“It’s okay!” Fachtna stepped in, hovering over Ravi. “Please don’t hurt yourself further. You don’t have to move anymore. I’m here. Let me take it from here.” He gathered what was left of Ravi in his arms, lifting him to his chest. Ravi cried, his eyes too swollen to see the safety, his fingers too swollen to grip the safety, and his body too in pain to feel the warmth.

It was not lost on Fachtna, as Ravi fought weakly in his arms, that Ravi assumed more torture was in store.

“Shh. I said I will not hurt you and I promise that.”

Ravi nearly collapsed, breathing heavily, resigned to endure what his captive had in store.

“Let’s get you somewhere warm,” Fachtna soothed, picking up his pace toward his own chambers. “And cleaned up. I’ll have a broth made and you can sleep in my bed as long as you need.”

Ravi only sobbed, his cheek pressed against Fachtna’s chest. “M-mercy,” he pleaded.

“Shh, none of that,” Fachtna chided. “You should know better than anyone. I am a person of my word.” He stepped inside his chambers, already ready for himself to settle down for the night. A servant stood near the steaming bath. The bed already made, the pillow fluffed, and a warm fire that had engulfed the room in pure, blissful comfort.

Ravi sucked in breath, sensing the warmth.

“Can I set you down in the tub? The water should be cooled off some.”

There was no way for Ravi to respond except a tiny whimpering “yes” that left his lips.

“This will be sudden. You’re colder than ice so it might feel hot. I’ve got you. Just tell me if we need to pull you out.” He lowered Ravi’s body into the water in intervals, letting his lower half become accustomed to the temperature, before lowering him all the way. Ravi’s back arched and he sucked in breath through clenched teeth.

“Should I-”

“No,” Ravi groaned. “Just…my b-back.”

Oh, of course. Shredded to bits. It would sting worse than any beehive Fachtna knew about. Ravi’s face slowly returned to mildly pained and Fachtna decided it was time to clean. “Let’s get you cleaned up then you can lie in bed for fifty years,” he attempted to joke. “Or…long enough to feel better.” He dragged the rag across Ravi’s skin, wincing when Ravi winced, and having to wipe a tear or two. The servant assisted him in pulling Ravi’s slippery body out of the water and to the bed. The servant held him upward while Fachtna applied some salves and bandages across Ravi’s back. He wrapped his ankles and wrists then nodded his approval. The servant lowered Ravi onto his stomach, shooting an alarming look at Fachtna when Ravi cried out.

“S-sorry…jus-st…” He clenched his jaw shut as if Fachtna would slap him for complaining.

“It’s okay, just tell me.”

“Ribs,” Ravi said simply.

“May I?” the servant ventured. 

He only moved once Fachtna nodded his approval. He rolled Ravi onto his back, flinching when Ravi moaned and writhed from his whip wounds. 

“I know,” the servant soothed. “I won’t leave you on your back for long. But lying on broken ribs is worse. Breathe.”

He placed a hand on Ravi’s ribcage, keeping it there until Ravi stopped flinching and finally relaxed. 

“Some pressure,” he warned. 

He pushed his fingers into the misshapen ribcage and Ravi wriggled in agony. 

“Take as big of breath as you can.” 

Ravi attempted to obey, giving up and crying loudly toward the end of his breath. 

“Good, good.” The servant turned to Fachtna. “If we put him on his stomach again, we must pad his chest with pillows. His ribs have taken too much of a beating.”

Fachtna nodded, grabbing several more pillows while the servant rolled Ravi over and lifted him up. Fachtna shoved the pillows under his chest, watching Ravi relax into them and…panic?

“What is wrong now?” Fachtna asked.

The servant shrugged. “He should be in less pain.” Then, the servant paled. “Sir…” His voice broke.

The servant only pointed just as Ravi said, “I just n-need a f-few days…then–”.

Fachtna followed the servant's gaze, gasping once he saw it too. “Oh gods.” To his relief, it was the servant who moved with precision, as if he knew what to do. He knelt behind Ravi, placing a hand low on his thigh.

“I don’t want to hurt you,” the servant warned. “I need to get this out.” The servant’s fingers pinched the plug buried deep inside Ravi and Ravi yelped, burying his face in the pillow. The servant pulled, grimacing at the resistance. Ravi screamed and finally, finally, it budged, pulling with it five inches of rough material. The servant pulled it out and threw it in the fire. “Barbarians,” he cursed.

Ravi gasped for breath, keeping his face hidden.

“I’ll go fetch the supper,” the servant said, wasting no time to flee. But blood was gushing freely and only Fachtna was there to apply some pressure.

“Ravi, I’m so sorry. I have to stop the bleeding.” He pulled out some more bandages, rolling them into a ball. “I’m sorry,” he said again, maybe to warn Ravi before he pushed against the opening, being the cause of Ravi’s screams.

Who knows how much time went by before Ravi was once again relaxed and Fachtna ventured to check the bleeding. When he moved, this time Ravi didn’t flinch. The bleeding had stopped for now and, Fachtna figured as long as Ravi didn’t move, the bleeding would be at a minimum. 

“Are you hungry?”

With Ravi’s swollen eyes, it was impossible to tell if Ravi was even conscious. He kept his face turned toward the fire, obviously aware of where the heat was.

“Ravi?”

“Y-yes.”

“A meal is on its way. What do you need? What else can I alleviate for you?”

Ravi drew in breath. “I–”

“Go on,” Fachtna insisted.

“Whatev-ver you’re planning…I beg yo-ou only a f-few days to r-rec-cover.”

Fachtna pushed himself in front of Ravi’s face, forgetting Ravi couldn’t even see. He grabbed Ravi’s face in his palms and pushed his forehead to his. “Oh Ravi…you think me capable of such things? I do not blame you but…cease thinking like that at once. I cannot handle it. You will get nothing from me but care and warmth.” He paused to watch Ravi sob. “Do you believe me?”

“I-I’m a-t-t you’re m-merc-cy,” Ravi cried.

“Yes,” Fachtna agreed. “But it is gentle mercy. You will never have to pay for it.”

The servant bustled in with a tray of food.

“See?” Fachtna wanted to talk Ravi into it. “Food. Let me feed you. Don’t move,” he added when Ravi’s arms flexed. To prove everything he had said, he ladled some broth into the spoon and held it to Ravi’s lips. Ravi’s nostrils flared, the steam of the broth hitting his nose. His mouth fell open and he slurped the broth down. Ravi did not stop until the broth was gone and his breathing deepened.

…

Fachtna had sent the servants to bed and sat, watching the only human in the world that had once loved him back, writhe and moan in his sleep. For someone like Ravi to be bedridden and terrified, the torture was sure to have been agony. All in the name of peace.

Fatchna harumphed, forcing his mind elsewhere. He mindlessly dunked a rag into the water, watching the rag gulp up water and placed it at Ravi’s lips. Even in sleep, Ravi was cautious. He flinched at the sogginess on his wounded lips then opened his jaw with a moan. He drank from the rag for minutes, until Fachtna was sure the bucket of water would be emptied. Ravi was fevered, sagging into the pillow after his last gulp of water. Fatchna did not have to touch him to know this. But a servant had fetched the healer before bed and the healer would be here by dawn. Fachtna only had to get Ravi through the night.

Now satiated, Ravi was crying, his lips tightened, his eyes scrunched. It must be anguish for Ravi to rip and pull at the wounds already plastered on his face. Fachtna reached out a hand, dragging it through Ravi’s hair.

“I never forgot you,” he hummed quietly, hoping Ravi could only pick up on the tone of his voice, rather than the words. “I wondered what you were up to…during the war.”

Ravi relaxed, taking in gulps of air, listening, maybe, to Fachtna’s voice. He groaned as he moved his arm to reach Fachtna’s hand, placing it on top.

With Ravi’s weight on top of his hand, there was no hiding the excruciating heat coming from his temple. “You’re sick, my friend. How could I not know you were dying? I could have come to save you.”

Ravi moaned.

“I would have come to save you over and over again. You’re safe now. I’ll take care of you until the day I die. We just…” Fachtna glanced up at the window. Small light had already ascended. “We just have to get you to dawn. Then you’ll feel much better and I can…hold you once again.”

Ravi’s fingers tightened around Fachtna’s. “Mercy,” he exhaled. 

“Yes, mercy,” Fachtna said. “Then once you’re healed, your justice will be deciding if I receive mercy or not. For not coming to your aid. For letting them…defile you.”

A throat cleared behind Fachtna. “Excuse me, sire.”

Fachtna startled, turning, relieved the healer had finally come. “He’s in the throes of fever. Hotter than I’ve ever felt.”

The healer stepped forward, pulling Ravi’s arm down and placing his own hand on Ravi’s forehead. “Mmm. This is bad but what I expected. I will prepare the herbs. You undress him.”

Ravi was already unclothed so he pulled back the blanket and cradled Ravi close to his chest.

“Ah,” Ravi gasped, jerking from the pressure on his lacerations.

“Time to get your fever down, my love.”

“Yes,” the healer jumped, rushing toward the door. “Bring it here.”

Fatchna strained his neck to see the buckets of snow and ice being hauled to his feet.

“This might ruin the bed,” the healer muttered.

“I do not care,” Fatchna barked.

“As you wish. Lie him down.”

Once lying on the mattress, the healer took away any pillow and blanket. He laid a sheet over Ravi before placing snow and ice around him.

Ravi whimpered as snow pressed against his back.

The healer stepped back. “There is tea on the fire for infection. Leave him like this for the rest of the hour.”

Although Ravi was shivering, Fatchna watched as he sank into sleep.

…

Ravi had never seen Amalgaid up close but Amalgaid was intimidating. Ravi smirked because he knew he was more intimidating than the king, at least a foot taller and muscular from a summer spent digging tunnels and running from the law. He had been turned in…it was the only way he was standing in front of Fatchna’s father. Although he had not seen Fatchna for some time, it wouldn’t have been Fatchna that turned him in. Unless Amalgaid had brainwashed him.

“I am pleased to see you are the Terror I always imagined,” Amalgaid smiled. “Very sure of yourself. Intimidating.” The king chuckled. “I like this a lot.”

“What do you want of me?” Ravi smirked back.

“Nothing,” the king shrugged. “I will do nothing to you. In the dungeon, you will rarely be touched. It is you that will torture yourself.”

Ravi’s nose twitched.

“Your pride and dignity will tear you apart.”

Isolation? Ravi could survive that.

“After a few days, I will visit you again. Then we’ll chat.”

Ravi was jerked away from the king and wrestled down into the dungeon. But instead of being led to a cell, he was stretched onto a table, too tall for his limbs to reach and he screamed as his joints protested. A brick, or something of the sort, was jammed underneath his back just between his shoulder blades, forcing his chest to be higher than the rest of his body. He was blindfolded and his mouth was pried open, a tube being roughly shoved halfway down his throat. It filled with water, flooding into his throat. Whoever or whatever pushed on his chest where the water pooled against his sternum lit his world in pain so intense he struggled and fought with all the strength he could muster.

Once an hour for three days.

By the time he was untied, his body slipped off the table as if he were a gutted pig. He was weak with hunger but mostly weak from no sleep and constant pain. He was picked up from the floor and taken to another room. They only had to chain his wrists to the floor to keep him still enough to brand him. He was barely strong enough to scream. His face and head were shaved and he was bathed. Then someone fitted a loose robe over his body and he was pushed into a dim room full of men.

It was unusual for Ravi to feel shorter than most people. But his body was in shock and he could barely lift his shoulders to his normal height.

A chuckle rang from the side and Ravi turned his head to see Amalgaid.

“You look exhausted.” The king stepped forward, taking Ravi’s elbow, and leading him to the center of the room. “Survive tonight then you’ll have a break.” 

The king continued to smile as he took Ravi’s arms. His wrists and elbows were bound in a way that once Amalgaid pulled him upwards, the rope pulled his elbows and his forehead touched his forearms. He gasped as his shoulder blades stretched apart. The robe he had been dressed in was ripped from him and he stood, exposed, in front of men who stared at him with hungry eyes.

“Twenty lashes?” Amalgaid asked the group. He tsked as some cheered. “No? Thirty, then.”

Ravi was already spent, as much as it humiliated him to admit. Three days without food or sleep had taken the fire from him. One lash was enough to pump out the adrenaline he was used to feeling almost constantly. But it did not last long. By the seventh lash, he was sagging against the rope, his shoulder blades tearing against his weight. By the tenth, his mouth hung open in shock and the men that surrounded him blurred into the walls. Blood dripped down his back that pulsed like one giant wound. The whip paused. But a new pain entered his world. A cane, against his lower half. Amalgaid started with his calves and, at the feel of something so sharp, Ravi yelped, his sight and adrenaline returning.

Humiliation washed over Ravi but there was nothing he could do about his pathetic screams. It was like taking a punishment at school in front of his classmates. Only, this time, he was naked and bound and these were not his schoolmates. His screams broke into a higher pitch as the sensitive flesh of his buttocks was struck. 

Amalgaid panted, declaring twenty and paused. Ravi became aware of himself trembling, his hands fisted tightly and shaking against his will. He sputtered in breath, peeling his eyes open.

“The whip, one last round?”

Ravi’s vision flickered in and out but it was clear the men were excited.

The whip once again hit him, this time hitting the sensitive places not touched. Like his neck, his ribs, his ankles, and one even landed on his ear.

There was no way to tell it was over. He was lowered slightly then bent over something wooden. His shaking arms were released then pulled to the sides. He forced his neck upward and opened his eyes. A set of blue eyes stared back at him but he must have been too out of it to be lucid because the eyes looked kind. His legs were pried apart and tied and a hollow gag was shoved into his mouth.

The energy of the room heightened and Ravi realized what this meant. Survive tonight. There were at least a dozen men. There was a chance he would not survive. 

Pain exploded behind him as Amalgaid grunted and pushed into Ravi. Ravi could not hide the scream with his mouth open. Amalgaid’s fingers scratched at Ravi’s wounded back and the more Ravi bucked against the pain, the more Amalgaid moaned.

There was no relief once Amalgaid came and pulled out. It was permission to the rest of the group that it was their turn. Men filled him at both sides and all Ravi could do was endure.

Even though he was conscious for all of it, he flinched when the last man stood in front of him. All others had left and a gentle hand on his cheek brought him out of whatever trance he had been in. 

“Easy. I’m not here for that.”

His mouth was released first but his jaw refused to close. He could not cough or swallow against the incredible pain in his throat.

The man wandered behind him, releasing his legs. Ravi slid down, held up only by his wrists until the man unwound the rope against his wrists and caught him before he hit the ground.

Ravi had been sick before but he always had had enough strength to at least raise his head. Tears fell from his eyes at the shame that swallowed him, knowing he could not move or talk. Whatever this man had stayed behind for, Ravi could do nothing about.

The man held him in his lap. “You can barely breathe. This will hurt.”

Ravi was pushed to the side. The man’s finger entered his mouth then pressed against the back of his throat. Ravi squeezed his eyes shut against the pain. His throat was hot and swollen. He could not get himself to swallow. Now the man was forcing him to vomit. Against his will, his throat constricted and his mouth filled with saliva. He choked on the vomit as it left his mouth and throat. Once the man’s hand moved, Ravi’s throat was clear and he gasped in breath. With how swollen his throat was, he could barely suck in enough but it was better than before when his throat was full of semen.

He lay gasping to the side, hanging from the man’s grasp.

“That’s better. Try to drink.”

Ravi wanted to protest. The pain he knew would come with trying to swallow did not feel worth a measly sip of water. The cup was at his lips despite his attempt at protesting. 

“Just a sip to clean out your mouth.”

Water filled his mouth but Ravi could not get his throat to work. The tube had already rubbed it dry and now skin had been worn off from the men. He gritted his teeth and forced his throat to swallow. His back arched and he would have screamed if his voice could work.

“Just breathe, just breathe.”

When Ravi opened his eyes again, the stranger still held him, kneeling over him and staring into his eyes. Ravi’s eyes fluttered shut.

“You won’t be able to talk for some time. Until the swelling goes down. This is only the beginning, you should know.”

Ravi jerked his head, nodding. He suspected as much.

“There’s something you should know.”

Ravi forced his eyes open, frowning at the stranger.

“The more you fight, the longer he will keep you. I do not know where he will send you but he plans to send you as a gift of peace to another kingdom. It might be better there. Maybe it won’t be. You will have to decide.”

…

Thankfully the healer had sense enough to cleanse Ravi while Ravi was unconscious. Still, Ravi squirmed as the alcohol dripped into his wounds. He was washed again and bandaged while Fatchna cleaned up the bedding and returned the pillows and blankets. Once Ravi was returned to him, Ravi’s breath was light and his hand felt around the bed. Fatchna offered his hand, smiling slightly as Ravi gripped his hand tightly. 

“May I lay with you?” he whispered in Ravi’s ear.

Ravi gripped him harder.

“Take some clothing off,” the healer said and Fatchna blushed that the healer had heard. “It will help him regulate his temperature.”

Fatchna waited for the healer to leave then took off his cloak, his tunic, and trousers. He crawled over Ravi and piled the blankets over them.

“Where can I touch you?”

Ravi lay so still on his side, facing Fatchna, maybe he had fallen back asleep. But he pulled Fatchna’s hand closer to his.

“A…anyw-where,” he whispered. “I…”

Fatchna caressed his hair, fighting the pull of a smile as he soaked in the fact that Ravi was with him. “You what?”

“Trust…you.”

Fatchna frowned as Ravi’s brow tightened.

“What?”

“I-I’m going…to…” Ravi’s hand went limp.

“Sleep then. I will be here when you wake.”

…

The heat was gone by the time Ravi’s mind surfaced again. Although blurry, the swelling around his eyes had reduced enough for him to make out his surroundings. The fire that had warmed his cheeks after frigid temperatures in the dungeon was still burning bright and warming the room. The window was frosted. An enormous blanket, stuffed with some sort of wool, lay over him, cocooning him in luscious warmth. But it was too warm to just be his own body heat. He rolled over, groaning at the aches in his body. But it was tolerable this time.

Fatchna moaned beside him.

A smile tickled at Ravi’s wounded lips as calmness washed over him. It truly was Fatchna he was sent to! It had not been his fever playing tricks. He pushed himself onto his side, his nose an inch from Fatchna’s naked shoulder. Fatchna’s neck was bared and Ravi watched the artery that pulsed in a steady beat. Ravi longed to kiss him again.

Fatchna had aged some. Stress lines left their print at the corners of his eyes. Ravi wondered what Fatchna had been thinking about all these years. If maybe Ravi had taken up any space in that beautiful skull.

Ravi had waited too long for this moment. And when he had been tied down for a time every week, there was not much to think about against the pain besides lying next to Fatchna. He grunted as he pushed himself up enough to lay on Fatchna’s shoulder. But he shouldn’t have because he could not prevent himself from breaking down. He sobbed against Fatchna’s chest, surprised then relieved when warm arms wrapped around him and a hand brushed through his hair.

“I missed you.” Fatchna’s voice was deep and scratchy.

Ravi sobbed all the harder. A pool of tears had gathered between Fatchna’s pecs. “S-sorry,” Ravi croaked. The arms that held him squeezed him gently.

“I have longed for you for so long. Please don’t move. Let me protect you. And once you are healthy again I am going to kill Amalgaid.”

Ravi’s breath caught in his throat. Amalgaid was untouchable. Whatever Amalgaid wanted, Amalgaid got.

“It’s what I spent my whole life learning. It’s what Amalgaid trained me to do. He thought I was weak but I couldn’t let him see who I really was. He will never suspect it. Then you will be safe and I will have my vengeance.”

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Summary:

Thor can’t even recall what it was that he had been seeking, that day. Of some plot, some scheme, only the Norns know. But he had ended up in front of Loki’s cell in the pits of Asgard, separated by glass as if they were warden and prisoner, not brothers. 

After the events of the Avengers (2012) Loki is tried and sentenced to imprisonment in the dungeons. Thor avoids seeing his brother in there, until he does not.

Fic written by @mayonaisie for the Thor Gotcha for Gaza for @/scribbles_pen's prompt: Hurt/comfort, Thor does something to trigger loki's flashbacks to when he was being tortured by the black order. This turns into a panic attack and it takes multiple attempts for Thor to properly calm him down. It's also eye-opening for Thor, realizing he really doesn't know how much lokis been through.

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That wave of shock that hits Whumpee full in the chest when their Whumper is declared 'not guilty'.

They shrink in their seat while Whumper stands tall, proud, confident because there was never an option of another outcome, right.

The little smile, the brief eye contact when Whumper walks past them, saying either as little as 'well then' or as much as a silent promised 'We'll talk soon'.

When they are told that, sorry, your detailed testimony wasn't enough. Or worse: the jury didn't believe your testimony.

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Whumptober 2024 - Day 17, SW

Summary:

After taking Luke from the medical facility he was imprisoned at, Vader brought Luke to the Executor. Luke is still processing the change. Day 17: NOWHERE ELSE TO GO Ruined Map | Shipwrecked | “We had a good run.”

A continuation of my 2021 fic Safety's A Breath Away

Excerpt:

Luke furrowed his brow, daring another glance down the durasteel hallway.

Since when had there been stormtroopers everywhere, and so many officers? Of all the people that had walked by, he didn’t think he’d seen a nurse once. Was there some kind of inspection? Takeover?

...it was an Imperial facility, right? Who else would get a former Inquisitor?

No, no; he’d definitely seen the Imperial cog around.

He shook his head as if to clear it. The new staff didn’t matter. What mattered was getting out, now matter how difficult the building suddenly was to navigate.

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Stitches

Augustofwhump day 22: stitches / robbery / insects

James is forced to stitch the cuts on his own again, but the extent of the damage yo his hands is starting to become apparent.

contains: aftermath of torture, stitching of wounds, nerve damage.

“Come on, James. You really should do it. You're better at this than me, it’s part of your job, after all.” Harrison smirked and leaned back in his chair as he watched him.

This was very different from his job, much more difficult than his job but James didn't argue, instead he looked down at the needle. All the pain, especially the stinging pain from the fresh cuts made it incredibly hard to focus, James really wanted to just pass out so he didn't have to feel all of it. With a shaky breath James tried to pick up the needle but his hands trembled so badly that it was really difficult, and the partial numbness in his fingers didn't help. James let out a frustrated groan and tried again. Eventually he managed to get the needle up but that was just the first part, no matter how hard he tried to keep his hands steady they just wouldn't stop shaking. Even though he had noticed it before James hadn't realized just how serious it was and that caused a sinking feeling to settle heavily in his chest.

“I- I can't do it.” James stammered with tears in his eyes, afraid that it would make Harrison angry. His captor often didn't take kindly to not doing as he was told.

Harrison rolled his eyes. “Just calm down, take a few deep breaths and try to get your hands to stop shaking.

James shook his head. If only it was that easy… It wouldn't have been the first time his hands were shaking from fear, but that wasn't what this was; James knew that. The numbness and that prickling in his fingers that wouldn't go away proved as much. It wasn't something he wanted to tell Harrison, but lying would be worse. “It's not that, I-... Something’s wrong.”

Realization seemed to flicker in Harrison’s eyes and a smirk settled in his lips. “Oh, is it? Well, I guess I’ll have to do it, and then we’ll examine this further.” James hated how pleased Harrison sounded and all he could do was to look away and try not to scream at the pain as Harrison dug the needle into his skin and stitched the cut together.

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Kane & Jim #49: Sunny Days

Chronological masterlist / Writing order masterlist

content: vampire whumpee, whumper turned whumpee, whumpee turned caretaker, recovery, comfort, captivity, starvation

takes place early in the present arc, in-between For the Wash and Papercut. i usually just go forwards in the present arc as opposed to jumping around, but i figure let’s take a look back at the early days for this one!

@amonthofwhump​​ March Trope-A-Thon Day 2: Captivity / Creepy Captor / Conditioning / Pet Whump / Sunny Days

Somehow, everything was okay.

Kane had been Jim’s prisoner for two weeks, and Jim still hadn’t taken any kind of revenge yet, not once. He’d just been allowed to... exist, in peace. It was like a breath of fresh air after so long with every day full of pain and terror.

He wore the bomber jacket every day, usually with the hood up. The blanket found itself wrapped around him half the time- more if he included his sleeping hours, but his waking ones as well. He seemed to have found himself in ample possession of soft things to cover himself with.

Which was good, because he was terrified of the windows.

Jim was a lenient jailer, allowing most things. Kane was allowed to wear the blanket upstairs, he was allowed to sleep as much as he wanted, he was allowed to sit on the couch and watch TV and play cards. He was allowed possessions, multiple changes of clothes and a toothbrush among his favorites. He was allowed to heal, his injuries from the hunters fading a little more day by day, the hunger becoming more prominent than the pain of his wrists.

One thing Kane wasn’t allowed was to be upstairs during the nighttime. It was a practical rule, one that might have made sense if he stood any chance of escape- which he didn’t, given his starved state.

But that meant that if he chose to go upstairs, he would be in the presence of windows. Those with blinds were shuttered and those with curtains were pulled, because Jim was nice like that, but they were still terrifying. All it would take would be for those curtains to be brushed aside or those blinds to be lifted, and the sun would shine brightly through, burning him all over again.

It took a lot to recover from a burning, in his state. Were he fed and healthy, it would be perhaps two days of agony, but his body needed a lot longer to heal, the way it was now. It would be a week before the worst of it healed, and a month before he was entirely healed. He was loathe to return to that state, now that he’d finally been allowed a much less painful existence. He wrapped his blanket tighter around himself at the thought, laying comfortably in his bed.

Kane knew all too well that Jim had every reason to burn him, far more reasons than even the hunters. He knew he deserved it. But, perhaps selfishly, he just wanted it to be over.

The basement door opened once again, Jim having awoken. “Hey, man. How you feeling? You wanna come upstairs today?”

And yet, he couldn’t stop himself from accepting Jim’s invitations. Kane was terrified of him, but against all logic, Jim had been kind so far. And he was desperate for any scrap of kindness. He’d been denied any for so, so long.

Just like how he’d denied Jim kindness. His heart sank at the thought.

“Better, thank you. My wrists don’t need the bandages anymore.” He sat up, blanket still wrapped around him, and peeked a hand out from under to show Jim. His wrist was still ringed with the healing injury, but it was far less severe than that night when Jim had first bandaged him. “I’d like to, yes.”

“That’s great! Alrighty, c’mon up.” Jim held the door open for him and led him to the bathroom. Kane had a bathroom downstairs, but his was just a sink and toilet, no bath.

He still couldn’t believe he got to take a bath every single day here. When Kane came out fresh and clean, Jim shackled the kind restraints onto his ankles. The padded ones with the silver on the insides instead of the outside.

“My wrists don’t hurt too badly anymore,” Kane pointed out. “You could put the wrist cuffs on too, if you’d like.”

“You planning on needing ‘em?” Jim asked, standing back up.

Kane practically choked, panic slamming into him like a truck. If Jim thought he needed them, then Jim thought he was going to be bad. And if Jim thought that too much, he might decide to send him back. “No, sir! I- I would never, I mean, I would never now, please believe me! I’ll be good, I just thought-”

“Hey hey hey, shh. You’re alright. Shit,” Jim said, voice gentle. “I wasn’t being serious. That was, uh, a bad call on my part. I know you’re trying. I’m trying too. This is just gonna take us both some getting used to, yeah?”

Kane put his face in his hands, starting to cry. “I’m s-sorry.”

“You’re okay,” Jim repeated. “Not gonna hurt you. No one’s gonna hurt you. No hurting in this house.”

“Thank you,” Kane whimpered, starting to calm down a little.

Jim reached forward and pulled Kane’s hood up. “There. You’re safe. And I don’t think you need the wrist cuffs either.”

Safe. He did feel safer like this. He nodded gratefully, wiping his eyes.

“I get it,” Jim told him as they walked back to the living room. “Sometimes something just sets you off. I get that too. Used to a lot more, but still get it sometimes. You’ve only been out for two weeks. Your brain’s still in nightmare mode. You’ll get there. You wanna go grab your blanket?”

“Yes, please.” Kane shuffled back down to the basement, minding his ankle chains and making sure not to trip. He wrapped it around himself again, all nice and covered like he hadn’t been since the hunters took away the last of his clothes. By the time he got back upstairs, he was out of breath, legs shaking a bit from the exertion. He didn’t usually have to go up and down the stairs this much back-to-back, even if Jim’s staircases weren’t that long.

Jim patted the couch. “Hey, come sit down, you look like you’re about to keel over. Fuck, I should’ve gotten it for you. You okay?”

“I’m okay,” Kane confirmed, obediently sitting where Jim indicated.

His eyes drifted to the nearest window, curtain pulled closed. Kane could see the glow of the sun just on the other side of it, waiting with malice, ready to burn him. He shivered under his blanket.

It would be preferable to going back, at least. He would rather be punished with the sun than go back to the hunters, if Jim were to finally decide to take his well-deserved revenge.

Jim noticed his obvious staring. “It’s staying closed. No sun while you’re up here. Hey, if you’re not feeling up to it right now, you can go back down. It’s up to you. Maybe take a breather first before you tackle the stairs again.”

The earlier panic combined with the sunny window was too much for him. “I think, um, I think that’s a good idea. Thank you for letting me.”

“Yeah, ‘course. Whatever you need.” Jim patted him on the shoulder, the rare kind touch from another person muffled by the blanket shielding his shoulders.

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