#Ache Of Absence
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wickedzeevyln · 24 days ago
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Nova - Celestia
When the sun withdraws from the sky and departs dragging all warmth and the lands plunged in the shade of twilight shiver in its absence, it speaks of the lips yours have left. Looking through a bleary windshield under a rainstorm reducing the world into smudges and blotches of dancing glare and the grip on the wheels ever so tight and under the ribcage a heart is pounding as if it were buried…
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the-maw-consumes · 10 months ago
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we could've been...boops.
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feral-ballad · 8 months ago
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Taylor Byas, from I Done Clicked My Heels Three Times: Poems; “Don’t Go Getting Nostalgic”
[Text ID: “And I’m not above / crying over long-lost things, but this is where / it gets embarrassing. Your / name starts to bring tears to my eyes in / grocery store aisles. And when I hear certain / songs, I miss something I’ve forgotten the / name of. What a special kind of ache.”]
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thehungarythrophy · 2 months ago
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never forget what they're taking from us
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howifeltabouthim · 4 months ago
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. . . because although they were two very different things, they left you with an ache at their absence.
Kate Atkinson, from Death at the Sign of the Rook
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iamstandingwater · 1 year ago
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'Yet Edmund was beloved' absolutely kills me every time because all of it, all his manipulation, the deceit and the hate that tore people's lives apart and ultimately ruined him too is what happens when the desire to be loved becomes desperate and hungry. Edmund is a creature of jealousy, bitterness and a profound loneliness that has hollowed him out and left a great space inside of him, starving and empty. Here, knowing that he is dying, he wants to believe more than anything that he can be whole, that despite everything, he was or could have been loved.
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sluckythewizard · 11 months ago
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adventures from a rly fun magma i got to relaxe in today
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fallencalliope · 8 months ago
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For all those times we were apart,
I couldn't bare hearing anyone mentioning your name,
It was hard enough that I had to be left here in the dark on my own,
I had to have the courage to let you go,
The distance slowly killing me within,
Struggling to find ways to hide the pain,
I'm trying my best to find myself again,
Find my feet so that I continue on this path,
The only thing I could do was hope,
Keep a hold of the remnants that were left behind,
Believing that everything is going be alright,
For I have lost the safety of your love,
I have lost my light...
©️randik86
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pixelsjoy · 2 years ago
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Me playing Tears of the Kingdom: As much as I miss the champions, it makes sense they're not mentioned much. It's been a hundred years since they died. Even if they survived the Calamity, most of them would probably be dead at this point. The only exception being Mipha, who would have been the only one that would still be alive if she survived the calamity due to her age. The reason they're still remembered so much in Breath of the Wild is because the Divine Beasts, one of the last remaining connections to them, are still active and looming in Hyrule. Impa also said that their spirits feel uneasy knowing their task of defeating the Calamity wasn't done. They were at peace when the Calamity was defeated and passed on. They're not brought up from that point on because them and their era are over and can be laid to rest.
Also me playing Tears of the Kingdom: - holding back tears - Damn I miss the champions
#LIKE YEAH. I GET IT FROM A THEMATIC POINT. BUT FROM A 'SIR THOSE ARE MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS' POINT. I AM ACHING#I love the sages in TotK! Don't get me wrong!#I mean look at my icon tee hee#But I've grown so attached to the champions their absence feels so off. I'm fifty-fifty on it#I wanna be clear: Big agree with people who say the Sheikah Shrines and tech being suddenly gone feels off#It's unexplained and feels far too significant to easily write off#I feel similar about the champions and how little they're mentioned in game#I don't think Zelda even has a single line of dialogue that mentions them.#She and Link lived through the calamity and knew them as friends#At least a tiny mention would have made sense since she does briefly talk about the Calamity with Sonia and Rauru#I guess it makes a little sense?? In regards to the developers wanting to be hush hush about BotW spoilers for newcomers#But the way they went about it is like they tried to forget it happened. It doesn't feel right.#This might also be my biased speaking cause the original sages? Cool and all#But they feel so hollow compared to the characters that the champions had#Anyways I am still VERY in love with TotK. It's consumed way too much of my time#But I also wanted to talk about this gripe dhdjfjejfjd#Thank you for coming to my TED talk. I'm sorry this is a whole wall of spilling#Anyways will I cope by remembering Age of Calamity is a thing despite how much it obliterates the timeline?#Dang right#Tears of the Kingdom#Breath of the Wild#TotK Spoilers#LoZ TotK#Loz BotW#BotW Champions#Long Post
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human-timelord · 1 year ago
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Holding absence really knew what they were doing when they wrote 'theres so much life to live but ive lost my lust for it'
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simpleapparition · 7 months ago
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Lochie Keogh joining Holding Absence at Download Festival to perform Aching Longing
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euporie-art · 3 months ago
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sigh. the oc posting urges.
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nebulousbren · 11 months ago
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Yesterday I had to say goodbye to my darling boy, Kody. He was with me for 15 1/2 years and the best, most precious of boys. He passed at home in my arms, surrounded by family at 18 years old. I miss him so much, there will never be another like him.
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13lizardsinatrenchcoat · 2 years ago
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Hey is anyone available to cut my heart out of my chest? I am not strong enough to carry this grief.
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mydr3aminvi0let · 8 months ago
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really annoying and cruel and evil and messed up all my friends don't live in the same city. ive got so good at being alone ive convinced myself i could live the rest of my life alone and never be any less happy, and i still believe that, but then we have a good conversation or they make me laugh too much and it's like. oh. this is what it's all about. why can't we all live in the same building
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moe-broey · 8 months ago
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Brain still soup but like. I think making one or both (or more!) characters involved in relationships with each other aromantic makes the dynamic soooooo much more compelling. Because if you remove romance as a motivator, you really get down to the nitty-gritty as to WHY that character is seeking out/involved in those relationships in the first place. Whether that relationship involves romantic factors or is more of a queer platonic thing. Much to think about....
#like i WANNA give examples but also it's always so difficult for me to parse it out too#but sharena being someone who longs for love but can never quite grasp it for herself is sooo real to me#while maintaining her harem like. how she still seeks out these relationships anyway. BECAUSE she wants it so bad#because she can't quite grasp it fully herself.#also veronica taking one look at sharena and not even fully able to grasp it herself. and going 'sharena clearly doesn't know what love is'#recognition of the self through the other (derogatory)#also this is something i'm exploring aaaall the fucking time w moe/alfonse.#juries still out on if i hc alfonse as any flavor of aro (i do think it'd be funny/if he was i think he'd be demi)#but like. w moe being 2 for 2 demiro/sexual. you might think that would make things easier?#but no. bc it's also extremely romance repulsed. as much as it wants to spread love and cheer. it is a hater. fervently.#and then there are cases like lif/thrasir that read as a qpr to me. only having each other in this deep intimate way#that's devoid of any romance/sexuality.#BUT IT'S ABOUT THE OBSESSION. going back to moe. IT'S ABOUT ACCIDENTALLY BECOMING THE SAME PERSON#which i think happens to a degree w moe and ABSOLUTELY happens/happened w sharena/peony#it's also about asking what does this character WANT. what is the core of their desire#is it to fill an aching absence? is it to feel safe? to feel understood? to feel loved?#when your entire life you've felt you've been loved wrong/were unable to love correctly?#is it friendship? is it sexuality? esppp in the case of aro/allos!!!! like!!!! that happens!!!!!#and ofc! you have your aros who just don't. and that's okay!#but i never want being aromantic to be like. an easy way to write off a character who 'gets in the way'#or rewrite something you didn't like in canon. like. there are ways to do that second part#without doing the same shit i see people do w autistic people. writing off a character#or a hc in the most abliest way fucking possible. it's egregious.
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