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synchlora · 3 years ago

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no but u dont understand how fucking AUFSDYTSFUHDUFSYYDHHHHHHHH how messed up last life scars entire story is GOD he gave up all of his lives SO MANY FUCKGIBDSFNSSF LIVES DUDE to get everyone on the server off of red (although that wasn't the goal lmao) and yet he becomes the only red life as consequence. AAUGHHOSUSUGSHSGHVHHH im fucking Not Okay

#HES SUCH A FUCKED UP AND SAD CHARACTER #he just wants friends.. GOD.......#thats all he wanted #well #actually no he wanted a lot more than that lol #but man.. by the end there?? by episode 5???? he was so excited just to have the opportunity to make friends #even if it was via contract. even if they were more legally than emotionally obligated to care abt him #and still.. hes alone #hes the only red life and theres not a chance that anyone else will go to help him #they dont trust him. they have Reason to not trust him. especially now that hes red #so every single life he gave away-- all five of the contracts he had people sign-- dont matter #because hes red now. and those are null and void #something something scar being the only red life.. again. not the first but he is still Alone #utterly fully alone #even in 3rd he at least had grian who was there out of pity/obligation but also of genuine friendship. somewhat.#but in last? hes isolated. the moment he thinks he has friends back he is immediately plunged into isolation #AUGHHHH i need to stop thinking abt this man i have work tomorrow #dumbass thots #last tag #last life spoilers

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