#AUGHH I CAN'T STAND HIM

[unicornpopcorn14]

Dazai with dark circles under his eyes my beloved

[scn-thedog]

hold on has anyone ever shared these here. to my knowledge they're official doodles but these come from the fandom wiki so i don't know. ANYWAYS HAVE MY FAVORITE AUGH AUGHHH AUGHH. DANDY WHEN I GET YOU. SHORTASS!!!!! he can't properly reach the counter EVEN WHEN HE'S STANDING ON THE BOX .AUGHHH AUGHH DANDY DANDY WHEN I GET YOU. i can carry him in my backpack DANDY WHEN I GET YOU GRRRRRRRR. DANDICUS!!!!!!! ohh my god. look at him. pathetic .LOOK AT HIM AGUUDGHHGGH

[delacoursshp]

you wanted me to explain, right? i'll explain.

fred weasley x fem reader- no use of y/n, reader is in gryffindor, both are of age

warnings: smut, 18+, doggy, hot steamy n roughhh, unconsensual consent, spitting, sort of blowjob

this is a short, straight to the point story 😭 but i hope y'all enjoy! @delacourss.hp

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"fred!" you yelled frustratingly, "fred, come here this instance!"

fred anxiously hurried from the boys dorm room to the common room where you had been standing.

"wussthematta?" he replied half-asleep, eyes heavily lidded with one hand rubbing his eyes, and the other scratching his firey red head.

the common room was entirely dark, except for your lit wand, which was pointing to a piece of parchment on the floor. your nostrils were flaring as your widened eyes and frowned brows signaled fred to look at the paper.

"uuhh," as he slowly realized what he was looking at, "uh, wow, wicked thing to do really, innit?" he yawned, pretending to be so oblivious.

"fred, gideon, weasley." you spoke in a dangerous tone. fred looked up at you, looking as if he was about to be cruciated. you pointed your still-very-lit wand up at him, making his face whiter than before and his vision blurred.

the piece of parchment showed a talently drawn woman, her clothes shed off and her tongue out. the woman seemed to look an awful lot like you.

"do i even have to speak? it's YOU who should do the explaining, fred!" you said angrily.

fred sighed and let his arms fall limp to his sides, still partly blinded by your wand. "how are you even assuming it's mine? you've got no proof whatsoever!" he told defensively.

you scoffed, drawing your wand away for him, muttering something that lit up the whole common room and then picked up the piece of paper, which now had clearly shown strands of red hair covering the thighs of the woman.

"oh come off it, it could've been george or- or ron!"

you gifted him a look of disbelief. "alright, so tell me you didn't do it then." you spoke firmly.

fred groaned. he had this issue ever since he met you, the one where he just fully can't lie to you. he closed his eyes in defeat.

"aaaalright, it was me. congratulations, now may i continue dreaming about perce eating rotten pies? it was a quit enjoyable dream" he asked, simply, as if this was nothing.

you yanked him by his ear, faces now cm's away from eachother. "i do, NOT, tolerate this piece of filthy work!" you grunted. fred 'ouched' in response.

you let go of his now red ear, picked up the piece of paper, held it next to your head, and handed fred your wand.

you waited impatiently, as fred just looked confused.

"well?? do it!"

"aughh", fred just groaned dissapointedly, "expelliarmus!"

a shot of yellowish red light flew towards the parchment, and it dissapeared out of your hands, leaving a few white dots on the floor.

you sighed in relief. "wasn't so hard was it? now, i'm expecting an explanation, so i hope you prepared one whilst i was waiting."

"oh, come on. you must have some idea why." fred said, tone low and soft, glaring at you like you were some sort of prey, "don't act so innocent, love."

your expression changed. can it be? no, that would be weird. you guys are friends after all. fred smirked and playfully winked at you.

"don't be silly, fred." you had decided to say. "c'mon, it's late, let's head to bed before anyone sees us."

you were glad you chose to change topics, it was getting a little awkward, which it never usually is between you and fred.

fred followed you but before you could land your feet on the stairs, fred grabbed you by your hips.

"you wanted me to explain, right? i'll explain."

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"oh fuck! oh yes!" the boy relentlessly pounded into you from behind. the force of his thrusts were beyond powerful."fredd- freddie! rightt.. fucking... there. ah!" you moaned. fuck, it felt so good you never wished for it to end.

"mhmmm, yeah? you like that huh, love?" fred shakingly spoke in your ear, sending you goosebumps, which only added to your incoming orgasm.

your back was flush with his chest, and you struggled to keep your legs still. he snaked his arm around your waist as he fucked into you, his other arm too occupied rubbing your little clit.

this sudden but slight change made you grasp his hair with your right hand, the other hand trying to push his pelvis away as the pleasure became overwhelming.

"mmh, don't push me away. you know you want this." he groaned.

"shit, shit, shit!" you kept gasping. the man showed no mercy, as he lifted one of your legs by your thigh, so he could be even deeper, if that was possible.

"too deep, freddie! too f-fucking deep!" you screamed. fred only chuckled at your helpless noises, feeling so proud of himself that he could get those sounds out of your pretty lips.

he sped up his merciless pace, skin-slapping noises lewdly contrasting against your high-pitched moans and freds deep grunts."yes! yes!" you kept whining, as he hit your g-spot over and over again. your eyes rolled back, and, for a moment, all your senses blacked out, and if it wasn't for freds strong grip on you, you would've fell.

"aah, fuck yeah." fred groaned, as he looked down to where you were connected to see a splash of white, sticky, hot liquid all over his and your pelvis.

he quickly pulled out, spinning you and immediately shoving you down on your knees.

your mind was still hazey as you were still coming down from your high. looking up at him, you saw him look back while roughly stroking his cock. finally understanding his gaze, you opened your mouth and stuck your tongue out.

well fuck, this was just like the drawing.

"mm, keep looking at me like that, sweetheart." he said, in a strained voice. "i'm.. almost.." he moaned, "...there."

the sight infront of you was so delicious, you just had to do something about it. you licked his tip, kissed it and then spit on it.

fred seemed surprised, and stroked faster then ever, before shooting his load onto your tongue."ahaa, oh yeah.." he sighed.

you made sure, once his eyes opened, that he saw your semen covered tongue, and then you swallowed.

not even caring what it tasted like, but caring about how fred reacted, you giggled as you saw him smirk and raise his eyebrows as if he was impressed by your actions.

"you get it now, beautiful? was that a good enough explanation?" fred said, lifting you up by your arms, and carrying you to the gryffindor bathroom.

"mhm, that was a perfect explanation, fred."

.・゜-: ✧ :-　　

aaaa! was this good?😭 goshh i hope so. gimme tips n stuff, i'd rlly appreciate it!! :)

[lxnarphase]

LUNAR!!! WHAT KIND OF LINGERIE DO UR FAVS WEAR :333 HOW DO THEY TAKE THEIR NUDES/ SELFIES LIKE WHAT ANGLES N STUFF :3333

oh sukuna is gonna HATEEE when my birthday comes around because im gonna tell him the gift i want is for him to take pictures in this cute set. LOOK AT IT, HE'D BE SO PRETTY IN IT, SO SHY AND FLUSTERED, HIS CHEEKS ALL PINK BECAUSE HE CAN'T STAND HOW FLOWERY AND CUTE IT IS, BUT HE KNOWS HE LOOKS GOOD IN IT BUT HE'S STILL SOOOO FLUSTERED IN THIS CUTE PICTURES

then pretty baby satoru is gonna be put in white angel lingerie, he's a gift from the heavens after all. its so CUTE AND THE LACEY GLOVERS AND CUTE THIGH GARTERS, MMMHH HE'S GONNA LOOK SOO PRETTY, THE CUTE THING IS GONNA EVEN DO HIS MAKE UP TO ALREADY KNOW, AND THE SWEET LITTLE VIEL, AUGHH MY LITTLE WIFE

and then ushijima is getting put in the cow fit, idc idc im sucking on his tiddied until he gives me some GODDAMN MILK !! the poor thing is probably so confused on how to take pictures BUT ITS OK ILL SHOW HIM HOW !!!

mmmhghgh TOJIIII !!! i didint know if i should include him bc would he wear it....BUT IM BEING SELF INDULGENT SO YES HE'S WEARING IT !! he's getting PUT IN THE KITTY LINGERIE I DONT CAREEE HES MY BIG KITTYYY

[arrowheadedbitch]

Okay everyone, get ready for a long as hell post.

Tw, suicide attempt, suicide, suicide talk

This is my really indepth Shawn hc that is more of just straight up a story at this point

So STRAP IN!

Okay, so during the ten years, at some point Shawn is super duper depressed. He's not going well at all. He's thinking of offing himself, and he has it all planned out. But, he calls his dad first, in hopes that despite their rocky relationship his dad will talk him out of it. But, as soon as his dad picks up the phone...well, you know Henry, he assumes the worst. So Henry is already yelling at him, why are you calling, what do you need now, blah blah blah, so shawn hangs up on him without ever getting a word in edgewise, he never gets to tell him why he called, and now it's just confirmed to him that he should end it and he's feeling a little spiteful too, so he downs a bottle of painkillers, one of the ones with the candy coating, yknow? He only survives bc he didn't care to lock his apartment door and one of the random girls he's always hooking up with came by to get something she accidentally left there, he doesn't answer but the door isn't locked so she thinks she'll just slip in an get her stuff, but instead she finds shawn and gets him an ambulance. After Shawn gets better, he either manages to charisma his way into convincing the doctors that it wasn't *really* a suicide attempt and gets realesed or does his regular sneaky shit and escapes and dips town so he doesn't have to do any therapy or go to grippy sock jail.

To this day, Henry doesn't know, GUS doesn't know, NO ONE KNOWS, *shawn tells NO ONE*

And he can't take advil anymore, can't stand the candy coating.

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Hear me out, him accidentally letting it slip during a big argument with Henry

I'm thinking Shawn says something that alludes to what happened during the argument without out right saying it so Henry gets to be more confused than angry as Shawn realizes what he almost reveals and completely shuts down refisung to elaborate

I'm imaging that scene in modern family where Alex accidentally mentions to her dad that she did stuff she wasn't supposed to as a teen and slowly backs out of the room

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And I could go on a whole rant about the candy coated painkillers, and I will!

The idea of picking something that's supposed to be sweet, that is supposed to go down easier

Because that's kind of the whole point of candy coating, and Advil tastes good as hell, I don't care what anybody says

He chose something that would be sweet and go down easy for his final moments

But it ended up sickly sweet

And it still got stuck in his throat

And it burnt on the way down

He started out tasting good (there's a reason Advils child lock game is so good) but it ended up tasting awful and burning

The burn and pain contrasted with how he thought he would go out

(Maybe even a perfect metaphor for his relationship with his father too....)

The taste is stuck in his mouth forever, a taste he can never forget

The sickly sweet burn of a whole bottle of candy coated painkillers

And even just the term "Candy Coated Painkillers" feels kind of perfect for Shawn, like aiygjvifjtjejjdksndh

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Also the fact that he never tells Gus? AUGHH hits me right in the heart

He doesn't call his mom or his best friend, he doesn't tell them, they wouldn't even know until after he was long gone

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Maybe Lassie finds out at some point, finally switching gears from looking for something in his criminal record to checking his medical history

Or as a favor for Juliet (thank you Sid/@obsidiancreates ) to find out the truth about a scar he won't tell her about

Lassie doesn't tell anyone, but he does switch out Juliet's stash of Advil for Tylenol, no candy coating.

Shawn finds out he knows because he gets protective of all the new suicide cases in a completely different way than before

Shawn has to tell him to tone it down before Gus starts getting suspicious

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And then of course, there's the major angst potential of an AU where Shawn /does/ die

Especially if told from Henry's perspective...

Especially if all of Psych is just Henry imagining what could have been if Shawn didn't die......

But that's all for now!

Enjoy, angst lovers!

[Thanks to @obsidiancreates and @mores0 for talking with me about this AT LENGTH in the Psych discord :)]

[oh-katsuki]

About the Tsukki thing - he swears he doesn't like you, he can hardly stand you in a platonic sense - obviously.

He doesn't like how your hair smells, he doesn't even notice it on the days you shampoo before you see him. He especially doesn't like that frilly lotion you got from the cosmetic shop the other day, the one that smells like lavender and lemongrass. He can't hardly stand you going on and on about some stupid book you've read, pouring over the details. It's annoying, watching your mouth move, seeing you smile and wondering how nice it would feel to feel you smile against his lips and - gross. You wear too much lipgloss for that, he reminds himself.

He can hardly stand how quiet your apartment is, tadashi is long gone, throwing a dramatic wink to him as he slips into his sneakers and shuts the door. You come back to Tsuki sitting on your couch all alone, "he's gone?"

"Yeah, he said goodnight."

You sigh a little to hide your giddy smile, "oh, well....okay..." you trail off and sit next to him. Knee a little too close for platonic, shoulders brushing a bit too often for friendly intent. Your apartment is dull - you have a table lamp on stretching a heavy orange gloom while you watch the VCR blink 12:00 over and over. The few drinks you've all shared keep you warm and light, you can still see the pink dusting tsuki's ears, whatever music you had on is turned down to almost-zero, "you're staring." He's quick to side-eye you. Raising his brows, he's waiting for a tease that you can't muster, "yeah well, what can I say," you're quick to tuck your chin into your chest and let out the breath of a laugh. Normally, he'd scoff but he finds himself melting towards you, slowly and surely trying to catch you in some sort of gravitational pull he hope will jumpstart his confidence. Jumpstart your gumption, the will you usually have in abundance.

You catch him in your peripheral, turning just in time to lick your lips, catching the corner of your bottom lip between your teeth and he starts to crack - his stubbornness is caught in your teeth, too. He's stretching his shoulder around and grabbing your chin just before he can catch himself. He's leaning down and down and down, and suddenly his lips feel that little smile and he can't help but laugh - "you're not laughing at me, I hope," it's so warm coming out of your mouth, he can't help himself, he's chuckling at you. The song changes.

You're sitting with your legs spread just enough to be uncomfortable, draped over his lap, resting on your knees. He's pushed so far into the sofa, you have to look over him. Your hands are running through his hair, down his face, settling on the back of his neck. His lips are swollen, and he can't bring himself to open his eyes. His head tilts back, and you take the opportunity to drag your lips across his jaw and down his neck, sucking below his ear - careful enough not to leave any marks, but just enough to feel him deflate a little more below you. His hands feel bigger on your hips than they'd looked all night. He's slow to move them to your back, he feels the fabric of your thin t-shirt drag under his palms as they move up and up, and eventually settle on your shoulders, pulling you further into his lap as he moves to sit up straight. He pulls away from you, staring up and directly into your eyes. He's suddenly embarrassed of himself, pulling you by your neck to meet him in the middle this time.

He still thinks you have too much lipgloss on. It's sticky and gross, as far as he's concerned. He'll say as much when tadashi asks tomorrow.

I'm gonna start ripping my hair out u have written him so sexily here. The way he's so self-aware around you... fucking heart pounding and shit. He's got this awful complex but it means jack shit when you get close and he doesn't know how to handle it im so AUGHH

He's kissing you and he's so aware of his motions. He's hyper aware of his every move, wondering if they're unnatural, if his nerves show. Kei can hear the music on the speaker, but he can't make out what song or even what genre it is. The sound of your mouths clicking together and the pounding of his heart drowns out any recognition or familiarity he might find in it.

Your skin is warm when he slips his hands under your shirt. Like the early morning light coming through his blinds, it warms his palms. Kei's hands are warm too. He slides them up your back to rest the flat of his palm against the spot just below the nape of your neck. There's a lot he wants to feel. A lot he wants to do, but he's so drowned by these nerves that he doesn't know where to start. They make his stomach flip, but he doesn't mind. Kei thinks for a moment that if you're just playing, he's glad to be the toy that you picked.

im so WAAGHH

i actually started a fic for this last night (bc i have no self control tee hee) it's at 2.7k and it's written with a pretty similar mood to what you've just created. Do you wanna come live in my brain with me?

[washa]

I listened to Guy's new audio and here’s my favourite personal comments! (you can tell how much i love both Honey and Guy in this)

ALSO THANK YOU TO @xanyiaz FOR HELPING ME WHILE MY PATREON IS DOWN 🙏🙏

This video just solidifies the whole Guy and Honey is just reverse Angel and David

Guy is so me, i have no idea what's happening in movies half the time

Rambling?? Guy kinnies stand up with me here

Honey is Sweetheart confirmed

ngl i was scared for an angsty Guy but then i was slapped in the face that this is Guy. what angst could there be.

GOD I LOVE THESE TWO URGH

Horror movies make no sense to me, like why are they always so stupid.

"Normal people do dumb shit!" So loud and so right Guy

Does Erik just play these movies in the back while talking? Cause if i was him i'd get so distracted.

He's such a flirt omfg 😭

"We love that for them!" I'M CRYING WHAT IS HE ON

MOST OF THEM ARE HOT???

Bisexual Guy Bisexual Guy 🙏

WHY IS HE SO UNNECESSARILY SMOOTH

Guy's giving that one photo of a dog as a bread loaf but high on serotonin and Adderall

PROSTRATE FORM?? ofc they've talked abt using the word prostrate

yes guy lovely mini skittles you have there

THE MOVIES TIMING ON THE "HEY YOU WANNA GET LAID" I CANNOT

I wanna see Guy scared so can the movie do it's thing rq

Guy's such a blond

oh no?? what is happening.

I love skittles too but this is funnier

WHAT'S HAPPENING?? I NEED TO WATCH THE DAMN MOVIE FOR THIS TO MAKE SENSE

The way Guy said "She is NOT beautiful" reminds me of that one vine where the guy goes "She's very beautiful to me!"

He has the maturity of a eighth grader sometimes, actually no all the time

His "mnm mnm" when the movie guy gets his arm was grabbed reminds me of cartoon character that's green shaking it's head while trying not to throw up.

WHY IS HE HALF SINGING I'M CACKLING

"ew ew ew ew ew OH GOD-! AUGHH NO NO NO EW I DON'T EW WANNA WATCH THIS EW EW EW" so real of him

there is so much happening in this audio

ofc he's retching

he sounds so genuinely broken and traumatized after the sounds

AWH HONEY'S HOLDING HIM??? I CAN'T, WAIT IS THE SUDDEN MUFFLING OF HIS VOICE HIM HIDING IN HONEYS CHEST?? 😭😭😭

I wonder if this is Erik's actually reaction to this bc it's was mentioned he doesn't like eye, nails and teeth related gore things.

Skittles Littles 🤞

Again Honey is Sweetheart. Peanut gallery my ass

I'd be laughing too if my boyfriend explained a horror movie with bones and snake looking things

HELP THAT WAS SO UNCALLED FOR?? WHY IS HE PREACHING AMENS AND STUPIDITY

Yeah what do you mean technically only one is dead???

HE'S RUNNING AWAY, OF COURSE HE'S RUNNING AWAY

IM CACKLING RIGHT NOW THE MOVIES AUDIO IS TOPPING THIS OFF

[leafiion]

+more playthrough thoughts. mostly tourmaline aka the bird chapter

first of all, for the people who want to know: you can actually cut off titania's walk-away when she says "you take west, ill see if i can get anywhere north" but she doesn't have collision so she just walks right through you into the next room.

anyway. taka's dialog here is always the best. ive said it already but it's really funny. titania: (ruminating paragraph) taka: ok. anyway titania tells taka what she wishes someone would tell her and we all run off into the sunset because every single one of us in this WTC is still doomed whether to die or otherwise. aughh i hate his little begging segment it makes me so sad. taka i love you really

big gap here to do all the quests and then quickly run through devon. i know a lot of people don't like devon bc it's kinda lame but from a narrative standpoint i think it's so fucking cool like just imagining it. it falls a little flat gameplay wise but the events are very memorable and extremely interesting to reimagine

tourmaline desert time HI TAKA. myguy.. help me not only does he hide behind/lean on that tree but he also walks super slowly over the sand dune. "i know i can't win, not against you... and not against them" every time i see those lines i die a little i think. something that hits me here is how much of a snap decision his "can i come with you?" is. and its very familiar. a la "i don't suppose i can just... tag along with you?" im a huge fan of taka in general... i have a hard time super analyzing him because i see him and i go yippee!!! i love his speech mannerisms we are literally friends.

no fucking way the forbidden lemonade stand AND it has a leafeon. fuck yes. He actually buys you a lemonadeeee cries... taka to me to lin communication taka to me to lin conversation. the narrative connections between taka and lin are insane actually but i wont get into that right now

+1 relationship points for calling him my boyfriend and he doesnt even want my ride chat

"the water isnt even drinkable.. i guess id try in a pinch" god please dont drink the corpse water taka. keeping this guy alive is so hard. for obvious reasons such as that one and other things he says and does. chiefly being him trying to kill me by being so cute. anyway now we have to go to the steel gym and put taka on the shelf :( killing myself is scheduled for right now.. his princess tower scene is sooo. can we get a little gayer justa little. asking for me. anyway fine go run off whatever..

[charbunnies]

you should talk about vett's post-edw stuff (being deliberately vague to set your brain on fire)

AUGHH. AUGH. GRIPPING MY HEAD. CRYING. YEAH OK

probably don't need to say this but EDW SPOILERS

oh vett's so fucked up post-edw. there's so much. like on the one hand he's Better (as in, not deeply angry and not lashing out at people and not, like, desperately clawing at the walls for someone to save him) but on the other hand he is DEEPLY traumatized lmfao. mid-endwalker he has his therapy arc (going to elpis) after blowing up at his sister because of the lopporits, and when he comes back he's like, more Stable at least, but still like. kind of a mess. because you don't exactly just get over four years of carrying the weight of the entire world on your teenage shoulders over the course of like a day.

but after ultima thule? lol. lol

like okay i've said it before that he's, like, Better after endwalker. like just generally. and partially that's true, because he's FINALLY given a break, and there's some semblance of normalcy and no world-ending conflict he has to deal with, so he can rest and recover after not really having the space for that since he was 13. but there's so much trauma. both physical and mental. so let's get into that!

for starters, there's the abandonment problem. because while vett can rationalize what happened in ultima thule and why everyone did what they did, he finds himself with this all-consuming fear that it will happen again. estinien left him. zii (his older sister, for those who don't know) left him. the twins left him. and they said it was for him. just so he could go on. so he could save everyone. but alphinaud did not listen when vett said that there was no happiness at journey's end without alphinaud and alisaie. didn't listen even when vett begged them not to go, even though there was no other way. and it's hard for him to trust when alphinaud says he'll come home after a trip to garlemald. he finds it hard to trust that alisaie will call every day like she says she will, even though she does. because they promised to go on together in ultima thule. because alisaie promised, back in stormblood, that they would carry on together. and then they left him alone there, to save the world by himself. and it's really hard to come back from that, even if he can rationalize it, even if they did come back, even if they do keep their promises. and it's going to take a long time for him to get over it. but for now, post endwalker, he's trying. :(

secondly! there's the dying. because vett has died 7 times, and been brought back. once to lahabrea in ARR, five times to ravana, and once to zenos in ultima thule. and thanks to hydaelyn and the elementals and his own strength, he got out of those first six with some gnarly scars and trauma but not much else. but the seventh time is the kicker, apparently, because when he wakes up on the ragnarok, he is NOT fine. the only reason he survived at all was meteion. her attachment to him was so strong that she tied her soul to his to drag his soul back from death, but his body was another problem entirely. when he returns back to etheirys, his ability to manipulate aether is MASSIVELY reduced, to the point where he can't cast any magic and in fact can hardly stand. he's bedridden for weeks, just trying to get back to being able to take care of himself, but it is an uphill battle that makes him miserable. he does physical therapy and practices small magic every day, but it takes weeks, if not months for him to regain a fraction of his original strength. he has chronic pain (sorry for projecting but it's fibromyalgia. i can do whatever i want) and chronic fatigue, but he's headstrong and can't stand to have other people taking care of him (because he's the healer! that's his job!) so he works very hard to get better. not that it ever goes away, but to make it manageable.

not to worry! he does get his ability to use magic back. and most of his strength as well! things just hurt more. he can't handle as much physical stuff as he used to. however!!! tataru gives him a fucking island. and tells him to take alphinaud (and meteion because she goes everywhere with him now) and go on a vacation. and vett isn't into it at first. he doesn't want to go. he's like "can't i just stay at home. i'm too tired for this" and tries to get out of it. he's depressed. but alisaie practically drags him out to go, insisting that he needs sunshine and alisaie knows that it'll make him feel better, and vett can't tell her no. so he goes.

and dammit, it does make him feel better.

the island sanctuary becomes one of vett's favorite places in the world. he tinkers with all the mammets because they were based off of models he made. he spends so much time tending to the garden and going out collecting stuff and tending the animals. all while alphinaud watches, usually from a distance while reading a book, peeking over the top to see vett practically frolicking around having fun and playing. and then alphy gets dragged down to the ocean, of course, protesting while vett drags him out into the water. :) they finally get to act like teenagers like they should've been able to all along. like they should've been able to when they met. and it makes me soooooo. wailing and crying

oh yeah, and alphivett wedding. :') which happened before island sanctuary but i only just remembered it now so it goes here. sorry i'll shut up about them in a minute i'm just wailing about my little guys a bit. it's my birthday i can be abnormal about them even if it's embarrassing it's fine.

so yeah vett gets his fairy tale wedding like he wanted since he was a toddler. he's a mess through the whole thing (trying not to cry constantly even though he's already crying) and it's very sweet and zii also cries through the whole thing. i wrote the vows once and it made me explode into a million pieces.

ANYWAY OKAY MOVING ON FROM MY SCRUNKLIES. as dawntrail draws closer and there is beginning to be some chatter about the warriors of light (vett and zii) going to tural, vett starts to panic. because he did not think about the idea of having to be A Warrior Of Light™ again. and the prospect terrifies him. because he is not as strong as he used to be. he feels like he can't go back to being that. yes he's still the most powerful white mage alive but that doesn't mean he's, like, strong enough to go traipsing around foreign countries and getting into trouble anymore. he's a disabled, traumatized, deeply tired 20 year old now and he doesn't think he can bear the weight anymore. when he was 16 and didn't know any better and just wanted to help, he would've been just fine, but it's different now. it's so different. he's been through so much.

so! from stage right! in comes vincent fowler. one of zii's childhood best friends. one of the two azure dragoons. a trustworthy scion and friend. an older and more experienced and endlessly kind man who vett believes in and trusts with his life. and with his sister's life.

he asks vincent to meet him in sharlayan one night. and they sit down by the docks and vett begs vincent to help him. to save him. to take his place. and vincent doesn't even hesitate to say yes. because at the end of the day, vett is a kid. vincent knew him when he was a toddler. it's so hard for vincent to watch him suffer at all, and for vett to trust him enough to ask for him to take his place is an honor, and took so much courage. and vincent loves him. so the torch is passed, and vett is free.

so, from now on, vett gets to tend his island, and he'll be doing the cosmic exploration in dawntrail with meteion, and maybe having a little cameo in tural just to see the sights, and he'll be eagerly waiting to hear from zii and alphinaud and alisaie and vincent, and most of all, he will be resting. he will be getting better.

closing this out with the art that mikhail (my lovely asker who i am so grateful to, both for the art and the space to talk about this AND just for being my lovely friend who i adore) gave me for my birthday. which made me cry so so soso much

they're BEST FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :') <3 okay bye if you read all this i love you forever mwah

[indecisive-dizzy]

Idk why but I need more Eddie and Holly Blue angst

But this time involve Daisey because why not

As we know, Daisey and Holly dated in the part, but Daisey broke up with her because it was too painful being with her after Eddie rejected them

Holly understood why Daisey did what it did, but she subconsciously took out her hurt and frustration about it on Eddie

Because Eddie just gets everything he wants and takes everything she has!

Eddie has a healthy relationship with his stepdad, Holly father, Wallace might favor him because he’s kind and doesn’t threaten people in a Waffle House, and now the love of her life can’t stay because they’re still in love with him and don’t want to have to put her through the pain of still being in love with her stepbrother

She hates him. She can’t stand the fact that he gets everything she’s ever wanted and he doesn’t even seem grateful for it

For Pete’s sake, she thinks Daisey was the best person she has ever dated, and even then she played second fiddle to that mailman. He can’t see how amazing Daisey is and he completely shatters their heart and ghosts them for 9+ years

He ruined her life

She hates him

sobbing uncontrollably rn cuz I saw this Again before crashing last night and forgot until just now cries I'm sorry bestie

Also still sobbing bc Babies! Noo! oof the sibling hate/angst gets me everytime I am losing it

I feel so bad for Holly bc she has reason to be angry! Though I don't know what Eddie could really do in the situation other than Talk 👏 To 👏 Daisey 👏

but there's the chance the Daisey really doesn't want to talk and he can't force them to! Aughh there is no winning for anyone unless Dasiey can Healthily process and (for lack of a better term) get over Eddie.

Even still! I have a feeling Holly would still hate Eddie for everything else. Solving the one issue still leaves the rest! one can only hope that things get better over time sigh

[zaine-m]

July 17th - I'm gonna ignore that it's technically the 18th. In this episode we start the love triangle between Rina and Rini which will be interesting. It's a couple episodes of Gina being really sad before she finds EJ

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Season 2 Episode 3: "Valentine's Day" thoughts:

Why would Ashlyn not be allowed to say devil?

Did Ricky not tell her he moved?

Also image some teenage girl coming and singing a love song on at your window when you're just like some adult

oof that YAC girl bringing Ricky back to reality

Kourtney maybe you should see if Big Red find it weird that you're his boss at his parent's restaurant. I feel like if he is that probably has a lot of underlying feelings of his parents not trusting him and choosing someone else over their own son which you might want to care about if you like care about your friends

I hate the whole "don't care about others" type movement

I hate the whole antagonistic meet cute thing where they fight as soon as they meet

It's just over-used

If the managers keep changing maybe it would be a good idea for their son to do it

Wait Ricky sounds like he's about to try to talk to her about the move, how it affected him and she's just like "don't worry I'm not mad at you"

Aww, Ricky not getting any sleep because he was trying too meet up with Nini. He puts so much work into their relationship

OK, why do they all have such valentines day centered outfits, like unless there's a spirit day no teenager is gonna dress up for valentines day

EJ calling Ricky "Bowen"

"You're dressed in all back" "Oh. Yeah, just happened, I guess"

EJ suppressing his emotions

"It's not just because of Stockholm syndrome" remember when there was that whole beauty and the beast is Stockholm syndrome but then people actually looked into it more and in most modern versions she doesn't have Stockholm syndrome

Why does Seb still have to do the piano. I guess now he's playing a smaller part so it's not as big of an issue

The little look Kourtney gives herself after she makes a mistake

EJ's look of concern when Ashlyn leaves. Give us more Caswell cousins

"that feels complicated"

Ashlyn finding the word Red is looking for is so sweet

I love how Carlos' gift to Seb isn't just expensive, it's also thoughtful

"something happened inside of me. Then I had to use the restroom" "You don't have to say every part out loud" Autistic mood pt 2

Why did Ricky leave his there. Red could've given him the pass code

Red's gotten himself stuck in lockers before?

Ricky hating some random child who was almost steamrolled

Aughh, Nini constantly changing plans with Ricky when he has issues with change

but he's trying to cope, but he can't

"You're her everything" The way Gina is constantly uplifting Ashlyn, like kiss already

"It's from my mom but you know 'love is love'" This is personally my favourite type of use of the phrase "love is love". I really love the idea that all kinds of love like platonic and familial love should be values just as much as romantic

Gina just standing there shocked at what happened with Big Red

not the throb again. Ashlyn should tell him to stop wearing it

Kourtney being a church singer is... something. It definitely fits into some kind of black stereotype about church

"I like to do my brain storming through improvisational music

Ricky getting super excited for Nini to come then finding out it's Gina and just being like "hey"

Her little smile when he opens the door

He so clearly does not want to talk about their conversation after the opening night

The look on his face os just "whoo boy I don't want to do this"

Wtf are "cherry Os"

After she makes the "nothing" joke he gives this "let's please continue to ignore the opening night incident"

I might be reading into his facial expressions too much

"You did?"

Gina going to Ricky for help then basically comforting herself through it

HIM SHUSHING HER WHEN NINI COMES ON THE PHONE

I love how she goes to him for help but then she just ends uo helping him/j

"You are quite as a mouse" "only when I have to be" I fucking love how evil and ominous she is

Miss Jenn seems to scared for the entirety of the conversation

Why did Miss Jenn tell her the whole story about her blankets in her car

Okay I love Lily but rhe "when they write a story about my life" part was cringe. Keep that shit in your head

Her just disappearing mid conversation

Wait grading midterms in February. For me valentines is like the start of the new semester

Ashlyn's "Hi...." when Red points her out in the crowd

"Could we actually just talk for a second" is quite possibly the worst response to a big public gesture

Big Red having no idea why Ashlyn is insecure 😭

Big Red adding "No offense" incase he made a social mistak

The end of the conversation is sweet and all but I feel like it doesn't have the Redlyn charm

"Oh. Dirt"

The gift is organic

"I thought we could have something that grows with us"

I love how organic the transitions are

This is the first time we see Mr. Mazzara laugh

But also you can do better than that Mr.M

"Your biggest crush" oh no, his dreams are bring crushed

But also "biggest" implies there are others

"I've heard good things about conversation

Okay the bug chocolates moment

The person who dropped then off was wearing dark blue and that's all we know

Why did he only send her the mildly happy emoji like this 🙂 instead of a happier one like 😀 or 😊 or 😃

The Kowie scene was fun but the shipping just feels like it was put on there so everyone would have a partner

Okay yeah idk how I feel about this whole mother son Kourtney and Seb relationship cause it feels so based on harmful stereotypes about black women being motherly and with gay guys are often infantilezed

Aww, they're dancing

"I hope nothing changes between us, ever" my boy, please get some therapy

I'm sorry but I just can't take someone who's playing a ukulele seriously

Aughh the whole love triangle, honestly they're kinda boring now

"We'll paint the town red, with our name in lights" No paint it red with blood