#ATGDGWelch

[chickenkurage]

*INSERT LOTS OF WOAHS*, CHAPTER 13 OF ATG, OKAY.....

WARNING FOR MENTIONS OF SA!!! DON'T READ IF IT MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE ONCE AGAIN!!! CONTINUE READING IF YOU WISH TO!!!

FIRST OF ALL, ASSUMING DJ ATE MORE OF THE CHOCOLATE THAT SATIN KEPT GIVING HIM WHEN HE RETURNED... LIKE DJ PLEASE KEEP YOUR GUARD UP ABOUT THIS, I FEEL LIKE HE CAN'T EVEN PROCESS THAT MUCH ATP FROM HIS BODY FEELING TOO WEAK AND EXHAUSTED TO TRY AND PROCESS THE SITUATION HE IS IN NOW, HE EVEN PROMISED ALAN DINNER TOGETHER WITH HIM LIKE THEY'LL ACTUALLY HAVE MORE BONDING TIME TOGETHER WHEN DJ ASKED HIM THE FIRST THEY WHEN THEY REUNITED!!! BUT OFC SATIN MAKES HIM SUCCUMBED TO SLEEP, ANYWAYS ALAN WHERE ARE YOU- BUT MORE FLASHBACKS BETWEEN THESE TWO THOUGH!!! MARY BEING OBSERVANT BUT ONE CAUGHT HER EYE THE MOST WHICH IS DJ, ALSO CORAL IS AN A*SHOLE FOR SAYING THAT TO DJ WHEN HE COULDN'T CATCH A FISH, LIKE WHERE ARE YOUR MANNERS??? BUT AT LEAST MARY IS THERE TO TRY AND REASSURE DJ... I THINK? I MEAN SHE WAS MOSTLY OBSERVING HIM BY HIS EMBARRASSMENT. WHAT THE F*CK... OH GOSH THE WRITING OF HER BODY FEELING BECAUSE OF... I LITERALLY GASPED AND COVERED MY MOUTH, LIKE THE AMOUNT OF PAIN SHE HAD TO TAKE BECAUSE OF THEM, SHE'S JUST A CHILD, SHE ISN'T SUPPOSED TO GO THROUGH THAT MUCH PAIN HER AGE!!?! SCREW THOSE PEOPLE WHO HAVE LITERALLY SA'ED HER, SCREW THE MOTHER TOO FOR LETTING THEM DO THIS TO HER BECAUSE WHAT THE F*CK... BUT THE WAY MARY'S PAIN SEEMS TO JUST "MAGICALLY" FADE AWAY WHEN SHE SEES DJ, LITERALLY GOING TOWARDS THE LIGHT INSTEAD OF THE DARK- SHE REALLY PREFERS TO OBSERVE DJ BEING HIMSELF. THE MOMENT WHILE THEY'RE WATCHING THE STARS AND MARY WANTED TO FEEL DJ'S WARM HANDS REALLY DOES REMEMBER ME ABOUT SATIN HAVING COLD HANDS BUT THAT SEEMED LIKE A LITTLE WHOLESOME MOMENT THOUGH!!! BUT OH GOSH THE WEAPON... HER WEAPON IS COMPLETED OH MY GOSH HOW LONG DID THAT EVEN TAKE- I FEEL LIKE IT'S DEFINITELY GONNA BE USED TOWARDS NOOGAI. BUT ALSO WHAT!?!? SHE'S STILL DOING THIS FOR MEN AND EVEN WOMEN AFTER ALL THESE YEARS OF HER CHILDHOOD??? JUST TO PLEASE MEN AND WOMEN AND LETTING THEM ALL DO WHAT THEY DESIRE ON HER... OH MY GOSH IT'S LITERALLY LIKE SHE'S THEIR MUSE, OOOHHH THE TITLE- I MOSTLY HEAR MUSE COKE FROM ARTISTS BUT OH GOSH THINKING ABOUT THIS REALLY MAKES ME SICK OH GOSH- BUT TYPING THIS PART NOW MAKES ME WONDER... WAS THIS BEFORE SHE REUNITED WITH DJ SINCE IT SHOWS NEXT ABOUT HOW SHE HAD SMEARED LIPSTICK FROM ALL THE MEN'S AND WOMEN'S SHE HAS LET THEM KISS ALL AROUND HER FROM THE SALIVA AS WELL, AND THAT HER MOTHER IS THERE WITH HER TOO SO I THINK THIS IS BEFORE SHE GOT HER OWN PLACE AND STILL LIVED WITH HER MOTHER- BUT WHEN SHE MENTIONED ABOUT THE COLLAR... IT HAS TO BE SOMETHING THAT I'M THINKING, OH GOSH HOW LONG HAS SATIN BE USED TO THIS OR SOMETHING!?!? GEEZ THE FAMILIAR TIGHTNESS AROUND HER NECK IT SAYS... OKAY NOW I'M STARTING TO FEEL BAD FOR HER BECAUSE WHAT THE F*CK... :(( BUT WE GOT ANOTHER WHOLESOME MOMENT BETWEEN THEM DURING WINTER, IT SEEMS LIKE MARY'S PARENTS DIDN'T EVEN GIVE HER ANYTHING AND LET HER FREEZE, GOOD THING SHE'S GOT DJ TO HELP WARM HER UP WITH HIS JACKET AND A GREAT HUG TOO!!! BUT HER TEARS... IS THIS LIKE SHE'S NEVER HAD AN ACTUAL HUG OR A GENUINE HUG BEFORE!?!? MARY... SHE SERIOUSLY REALLY NEEDED THAT HUG. MORE WHOLESOME MOMENTS OF THEM WATCHING THE STARS!!! BUT INTERRUPTED BY THOSE TWO, EVEN IF CORAL HELPED DJ FROM MARY KISSING HIM LATER ON SHE'S STILL AN A*SH- THEY WERE THERE FIRST YOU CAN'T CLAIM IT! AT LEAST THEY FOUND ANOTHER SPOT AND JUST RELAX INSTEAD THOUGH WHICH SEEMS NICE. NO... OH GOSH NO SHE WAS CHAINED UP!?!? AND THE BLOOD BY HOW SHE'S TRYING TO ESCAPE LIKE OH DEAR GOSH... BUT SHE ACTUALLY MET NOOGAI BY ASKING FOR HELP, NOOGAI LEAVING HER TO ROT AND JUST DRAG THE MOTIONLESS UNCONSCIOUS BLOODY FIGURES OUT INSTEAD OF RELEASING HER??? BUT SHE'S FEELING SOMETHING NEW AFTER SO LONG, HER RAGE/HATRED TOWARDS NOOGAI FOR LEAVING BECAUSE OF HER KIND- BUT SHE MANAGED TO FIND OUT THAT NOOGAI IS ONCE DJ'S BEST FRIEND AND OH MY GOSH WAIT... SHE CUT HER HAIR IN ONE OF THE CHAPTERS- IS SHE TRYING TO REASSEMBLE ALAN JUST SO DJ WILL GET CLOSER!?!? SO SHE CAN KEEP HIM BY HER SIDE FOREVER FOR COMFORT AND REASSU- OKAY EVERYTHING IS COMING TOGETHER THE MORE THIS EXPANDS BECAUSE WHAT IN THE ACTUAL F-

ALSO I SEE THAT NEW TAG, "KIDNAPPING" I DON'T WANNA ASSUME THINGS QUICKLY SO WHO THE F-

Yeahh poor Mary/Satin :(( Curse her parents... Curse the men and women who just looked at this child and chooses to do something like that. Just her being desensitized to these kinds of things makes me want to hug her??

Just EVERYONE in this fic makes me say poor them. Like words can't even describe how much I feel bad for them cause all of them are traumatized in their own ways cause hon, you can't look at these set of characters and tell me their the healthiest bunch. They can't even pass healthy ToT

This just made me realize that Mary and DJ could have been a duo if everything didn't go dumpster fire. Like look at the wholesomeness when they were kids! But then, it makes me question whether they'll be healthy for each other as time passes with how they think(?) Here is DJ "I need to be useful so I could be worthy of love" and Mary/Satin "don't need permission to show love." I get why they acquired that mindset and it just makes me feel T_T Also here is Noogai being too obssessed with building his ideal world that he neglects to see other aspects of their world's problem, kickstarting Satin's hatred and whatever goal she has, nefarious, righteous, vengeful, whatever it may be.

Hehe Satin DOES resemble Alan, doesn't she?

And KIDNAPPING? Where did that tag come from?? I wonder who it will be... Guess we'll have to wait - JM