#ANWAYS I LOVE MAYA !!

[serresblues]

Maya Henry via TikTok - 06/10/2024

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"Talking about anything in the world: noooo.. talking about my ex over and over: yes" Ok, I'm going to address some of these comments and kind of break it down.

I've been seeing ones like this everywhere, and honestly ones that say "she needs to keep his name out of her mouth" "She's obsessed" "they broke up years ago". Well, I made a 5 second tiktok about something HE talked about on a podcast. He was the one airing out everyone's dirty laundry on a podcast. So it's ok for him to talk shit but the minute I make a 5 second video it's over, right?

Also you're calling me obsessed, "Oh, she's crazy", "This is what happens when you're with someone who's obsessed, bla bla bla" y'all don't even know what happens behind closed doors or in private. Ever since we broke up he messages me, will blow up my phone. Mind you, not only from his phone numbers, it's always from different phone numbers too, so I never know where it's gonna come from. He'll create new iCloud accounts to iMessage me, and it's always a damn new iCloud account. Every time I see one pop up on my phone I'm like, "Here we fucking go again". Also will email me. And he does this when he "gets his phone taken away".

Also, not only me, but he'll blow up my mom's phone! Is that normal behavior to you? But I'm crazy for making a 5-second tiktok about something he brought to the internet? And he's also messaging my friends. Not only was he messaging them, I found out later, when we were together so they could go over to his house apparently, but was also messaging my best friend to come over to his house when his girlfriend was gone. Was saying, "Oh, my girlfriend is gone, bla bla bla". He's the one that's constantly doing weird shit.

And also, might I add, literally said, "Oh, the reason I", you know, he has these people on his damn snapchat, which he has for years apparently, that he "messages" or whatever and on instagram, and he says that, he preys on one direction fans because they will always be loyal to him and they won't tell on him.

So it's like, ok, not only are you— And also you weaponize your own fanbase.

Oh and people are also saying, "she just wants money" bla bla bla bla bla, "who's paying her to do this"? I don't need money. What are you all not getting here? I never needed it when I was— it's just not even a topic of discussion. Also, "Oh, she's just with him for his money bla bla bla". I never needed his money, he never even paid for anything or me, I literally paid for everything myself. It's not like I was going shopping on his AMEX, like calm down.

But also the fans that ride for him so hard, I will never understand. Ok, support whoever you love, whatever. But when you constantly enable someone, they're never gonna realize what they've done is bad, or they do realize but they know they can get away with it. Which is what has happened to him for so many damn years!

Everything gets swept under the rug, everything gets hidden for him. I don't know who the hell is behind all of this, but nothing ever comes out about him. Because either, I understand, people are scared, but also, it's hard when you have these people who jump down your throat for speaking the truth on things that have happened. And quite frankly, disgusting things that have happened and disgusting things that he has done. And he knows that too! He knows that he can get away with anything. He's told me. "Don't you dare, don't tell anyone because they're not gonna believe you anyways. The fans always have our back. We can do whatever we want and they're always going to defend us".

And he's right! That's the thing, he's not even wrong and he knows and he uses that! So if that's who you all want to defend, have fucking at it. You're defending someone you don't even know. You literally don't know him, I lived in a house with him for years. I'm pretty sure I can speak on my own experiences. And then don't tell me "Oh no, no no, he would never do that". Do you hear yourself?

And then everyone's just sitting here saying, oh, you know— I mean, I'm not gonna go too much into me talking about the damn book but "oh that was all fake, bla bla bla". No it's not, I'm literally saying no it's not. But I think everyone wants to selectively believe what they want to believe.

Anyways, this 5-second TikTok just turned into a bunch of shit. But yeah, also, talking shit about your bandmates and then showing up to their concerts, but it's always fr your own benefit! it's not even because you actually just wanna go support, you wanna go stand up there and take the attention away from everyone and then you're standing there [dancing]. Really? Coz you know everyone's gonna be there videotaping you. Just like you did at Louis' concert the day my book came out. Don't even get me started, that's going to be another story, the day my book came out, and the lengths these peoplefucking went to. That's next don't even get me started with these damn fucking manipulations.

But yeah, it's like this whole thing happened and then, pops up at Loui's concert. I just have to tell the whole story because it's long, but anyways, to distract, because he literally knows that if he's with any of the boys it's gonna get so much attention and it's gonna go crazy on social media or whatever.

Also, is there a statute of limitations of when I can talk freely on TikTok? Y years later. Well if you knew everything tht happened, like [..] that's the thing, you just don't even know what's happened. So I have the right to fucking say whatever I feel on TikTok. First amendment right, Freedom of Speech, and it's not like I'm freaking lying so.

And also people giving me shit for writing a book, well people write songs. What's the fucking difference? You can express your feelings in a song, I can express what I went through in a book. I'm sorry but it's just such a double standard that is honestly just insane to me.

I'll never understand and it's actually disappointing that I wrote something of experiences that I went through not only to help other women not feel alone but tho hopefully give women the bravery to speak on these topics, coz they're topics that I feel like kind of shunned even though they're so universal, they seem to be so controversial at the same time!

So yeah, it's not about the money, I don't need to write a book to make money. I do it because it's something I love and something I went through and something that, you know, maybe a girl can read it and feel less alone in a situation she's in, whatever the case may be. That's my rant for today, I just had to address some of these comments because I keep seeing all this shit everywhere. I know this kinda had nothing to do with the TikTok that I posted but it all coincides with each other.

There's a lot more to the story, so I guess stay tuned, because I feel like I'll be answering more questions.

[themistressdomme]

is it me, or do I smell something going on with mistress and maya

🧐

hmmm.. anway

I fell off the table and running away from mistress, like a silly puzzle piece I like to be silly >:3

ps I want snuggles nd kisses but mistress wouldn't give em to me

:( so I decided to get them by being mischievous >:3

🧩 ~ ps I'm mio :3

Aw, cutie. Little Mio.

Maya and I are good friends. We've had some good fun punishing naughty little brats, I must say.

Aw, running away, darling puzzle piece? Don't be so silly, I'll catch you before you've even finished the thought of trying to run away.

And see, you could have had such lovely snuggles and kisses if you earned them, but instead, you're going to be mischievous, hm? That calls for a stern look until you start sweating in your seat, pretty thing.

🧩

[screampied]

Hi Vegas! So I started a new kdrama last night, "Boys Over Flowers" (2009) on Netflix and I'm going through it. Just started ep.6 out of 25.

So far, I'm having ideas for a JJK Men Harem College AU! Like seriously, this show is inspiring me rn 🤭.

But omggg. Why is it so damn hot?! I'm dying. I got a headache from the heat and one of my dogs keeps trying to cuddle 😭. Like, I love her but I don't need her extra body head. Anways, hru pookie? 🫶🏾💕

HIIIIII MAYA ooooo speaking of kdramas give me some recs pretty please 🫶🏽 i’ve watched almost everything i’ve been binging soooo much omg. boys over flowers !!!! 🥹 it’s such a good show lmk how you like it babie

aaaaaa really ? i love college au's i’m sure that’s gonna eat 😞😞😞. RIGHTTTT. except for me it’s so rainy and moist, this weather is soooo bipolar. aw i hope your head feels better !!! and awww the babies, i love dogs sm </3

i’m okay !!!! i’m out rn currently but can’t wait to crawl back in my bed 😫 have work at likeeee two am crazy crazy work

[covenofthegods]

snuggles and kisses! >:3

I demand them, hmph :p

🧩 mio.

(anway, i'll be going public here, maya's, and mistress' after I get my pinned post done.)

Of course, love. Always, hm?

C'mere. Mwah. x

Take your time, love. No rush, hm?

[lillylvjy]

TED IS THE ONLY FILM BRO EVER OMG literally I want to make out with him and be his co director like... please. I will even edit whatever the hell he makes and kissing me will be the only pay I'll accept.

(to Maya ofc :3)

Sorry I started laughing- ANWAYS! /aff

See kissing Ted yes- but like…. Kissing Charlie to shut him up bc he goes on long as rants even tho I love them and- I love Charlie but like- yeah

[milesdadworth]

feeling sooooooo normal thinking about phoenix and franziska’s weird-ass relationship i love them so much

[rickeajacksons]

sorry but maya is unreal???????????

[softforrhaz]

troubled.

hate is a very strong word.

But harry styles is sure he hates maya clearwater. With every bone is his body, he hates that girl. He hates her curly black hair, that she sometimes straightens (which he hates too). He hates the way she smiles her pearly white teeth on show for everyone to see. He hates the way her dimple show everytime she laughs, she laughs so loud people can her from a mile away. He hates the way people love her. How she has so many friends. He hates the way teachers praise her. The dictionary meaning of the word hate, is to feel an intense dislike for someone. And Harry’s sure he had more than a feeling of intens dislike for maya.

As for maya, she loved everyone. She was just easy to be around. Everyone she’d ever met, she got on with. Except for: Harry styles. She could never really put her finger on him. Why he always got so annoyed when she joined him and his friends. She had to admit, he wasn’t who everyone thought he was. But she was hopeful. Hopeful that he would change his ways, and be his true self. The one the fans think he is. But maybe that’s one of her so called ‘toxic traits’ always being hopeful and believing there’s good in people. Even with there may not be an ounce. Maya had been like that since she was a child. You might call her a push over or naive, but she always believed in second chances and seeing the good side of people. Even when they’ve made her upset or angry.

Maya and Harry had met at Sarah’s, Harry’s drummers, party. It was New Year’s Eve, everyone seemed to be getting on really enjoying themselves. Until maya arrived. Harry had disliked her since the moment she layed on her.

He was upset because she didn’t remember him. She never texted him back. And definitely looked much better than he did. They had met briefly before at a mutual friend’s birthday party, they exchanged numbers, maya promising him they would meet up again soon. But as Harry waited, there was no call or text. And that’s when he decided he would hate maya clearwater forever. And he would make everyone know about it.

And they did.

When maya and Harry finally had met properly, able to talk and actually say hello, Harry was the rudest he had ever been his life. Sarah was so beyond embarrassed as she had met maya only a month ago, and was really trying to get to know her more. Sarah apologised profusely to maya when she decided she would head home early.

“Maya, please don’t leave! I’ll sort it out!” Sarah said red in the face from embarrassment. Maya shook her hear bringing her new friend into a hug before kissing her cheek.

“I promise we can celebrate together another time. Please don’t worry about this, I’ve already forgotten about it” maya lied putting a fake smile “you should too” she continued nodding her head before grabbing her red coat and black back before hugging Sarah again.

“I’ll text you when I’m home” maya said before leaving the house.

So maya went home and cried. And then she put on her fake smile, and forgot about. This is what she did, she cried. And then it was forgotten. She didn’t like to dwell on things, and she was already insecure enough, she didn’t need heart throb Harry styles bringing her down too.

The next time maya and Harry met was when she was dragged to another party at her college. Of course she wasn’t expecting to see one of the most famous singers in the world today at her friends college party. She had remembered back to the words that he spoke at Sarah’s party, but she quickly put her thoughts to rest as her friend, Jane, brought her to the dance floor.

Harry saw her curly black hair and her red dress before maya realised he was here. He sighed bringing the beer to his lips. Why was she always where he was? Why was she always in his thoughts? Why can’t maya clearwater leave him alone?

Harry snickered to his friends as he watched her and her friend dance together. He nudged his friend tom, pointing over to maya. “She looks like a stick” Harry laughed and the boys all nodded laughing along. Maya stopped dancing and looked over at Harry with tears in her eyes. Jane was trying to get maya to dance, while maya stood there looking Harry in the eye, her brown skin glistening with sweat and tears. Harry almost felt half bad, but he soon forgot about that once he remembered what she did. He smirked at her sipping at his beer once more as he watched her walk away from her friend and leave the house.

Maya had cried one too many tears on this man. She had hardly even talked to this man! They had met twice, barely the second time.

She just wanted to know why he hated her so much. She had always tried to be the nicest person she could possibly be. That’s what her mum asked of before she died. You could say maya had a wild child phase, while her mum was sick. She just couldn’t expect that her mum was going to die. So she abused drugs and alcohol, and she became known as the towns whore. She was naive and she was defintly in denial. But maya thought if she did this it would numb the pain. She would forget that her mum could possible die while she was out having sex with any beating heart.

“Baby. I need you to be good when I’m gone. I need you to look after dad and toby, ok?” Her mum said tears in her eyes and maya grabbed her mother’s hand tears running down her face.

“I need you to be better. To love yourself. Respect yourself. And please, please. Treat people with kindness”

And maya never forgot that. She eventually calmed down, went to therapy. Helped her brother with school and stuff a mother and father should be doing. But her dad was depressed. He knew this was coming, but he lost the love of his life. But soon everything went back to whatever normal was. Her dad would smile. Toby would ask about their mum, but no one would cry. It took a good few years to mend their hearts, but they did that with, collette clearwaters words:

“I need you to be better. To love yourself. Respect yourself”

The next time Harry and maya met, Harry had crossed the line and maya had, had enough. She was completely done with Harry styles.

Maya had a rough day. She failed a maths test she thought she’d aced. Her roommate was moving out and on top of that her dads birthday was in two days and she couldn’t reach the shops because her car broke down, and she forgot to bring money for the bus. She had to walk to college, in the rain. All her books and clothes were soaked, and her poor straightened hair was no more.

She needed a friend, so she texted sarah before walking to her house. She never ever did this, just show up. But she needed some friend cuddles and a warm cup of tea. She arrived to Sarah’s house 10 minutes later with still no text. She didn’t want to be rude, but she really just needed someone. Maya knocked on Sarah’s front door.

Sarah opened it excited, confused and a little worried.

“H....hi.... i texted but you um didn’t reply so so i....i thought i could stop by, maybe?” Maya stuttered. Sarah smiled warmly at maya pulling her into a hug. “No need to text. I’m always here for you love, whenever” Sarah replied rubbing maya’s back.

“it’s just harrys here, and i know the two of you don’t really get on” Sarah stated and maya bit her lip. She really needed this. She didn’t want to be in a mood when her dad got home. So she nodded “it’s ok. I’m sure he can put his hatred for me away for today”

Maya walked in hand in hand with Sarah, Harry’s band looking up immediately. They all greeted you with an unsure look, looking between you and Harry. You smiled at them all including Harry, but he just scowled. Her smile immediately dropped, Sarah pulling her to the sofa beside her boyfriend Mitch.

“What’s stick doing here?” Harry asked with a half smirk. The tension was now very clear in the room. “I’m not a stick Harry” maya replied biting her lip once again. She was probably going to lead a lot of Vaseline after this conversation. “hmm y’sure” he asked rolling his eyes.

maya sighed leaning back into the sofa grabbing the pillow beside and tried covering her body with it. The room was silent and uncomfortable, before Harry opened his mouth again. “i asked you a question.” Harry said leaning his elbow on his leg, holding up his head.

maya shook her head, again biting her lip, and sighed. “I just had a rough day, needed some company. s’all” maya mumbled seeing Harry roll his green eyes once again.

“What are you gonna cry again?”

“Everytime i open my mouth, you cry. It honestly getting old maya! cut the act” Harry said leaning back. Maya sighed her eyes once again, filling with tears. “We don’t have time for this, go on home and cry to you mummy instead” he said and Sarah gasped.

“Harry” she yelled trying to grab your hand as you stood up with a sob.

“I don’t know what I’ve done to you Harry. But I’m so sorry. For whatever i did. I really am. But when you bring my family into whatever sick hatred you have with me, is where i draw the fucking line”. Maya said with tears running down her face. Harry looked almost shocked and upset?

“My mums dead harry”

The room was immediately silenced and Harry let out a curse as he stood up.

“M...maya”

“No! No! You don’t get to apologise and pity me once you figure out my mother is dead” maya yelled waving her hands around as he walked closer to her. “You have hurt me Harry. You really have. Don’t ever fucking come near me again” maya said grabbing her bag before running out of her friends house.

“Fuck”

A week later Harry had tried to reach maya a total of 456 ways. He had texted her and phoned her and tried to get her when she was out and about. He even went to her house. He even wrote her letters? This boy was truly sorry. He hadn’t stopped to think about the possibilities of her losing his number. Or him putting in the wrong number. Or maybe she just wasn’t interest. And lastly, maybe she did forget. And he should’ve been ok way that. But Harry wasn’t. He hated her. He hated her so much, and now he can’t stand the thought of her hating him. Of her doing the same thing he did to her.

The only way he was sure this apology would be written well, would be through a song. Something he was quite good at. You could really feel the emotion from the song when he preformed it with the band. It was named fine line. Quite depressing but happy and the same time.

Sarah wasn’t sure when Harry tried to persuade her into giving maya the song. But when Harry started crying her eyes widened and grabbed the paper before dropping the note in maya’s bag. She knew maya wouldn’t take it, even from her.

So she snuck it into her science notes in her bag, a place she knew maya would look today.

And Sarah was right of course.

Maya saw the note. And at first she wa confused. But then she read the note, telling her to plug the disc in and listen carefully.

‘ put a price on emotion ‘

Maya let out a strangled sigh as she heard the voice of Harry. Her eyes filling up with tears as she listened to the song.

‘we’ll be alright’

Maya picked up her phone sobbing as she looked for the number Harry rang her with.

She nodded when he picked up letting out a sob.

‘ we’ll be a fine line. We’ll be alright ‘

[bocchi-the-rocks]

she’s mean and i love her so much

[vostokovasmelina]

shut up, you’re making me SOB

— 𝐀𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝟑𝐂. (𝐬.𝐰.)

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐢  |  𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢 | 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

characters: fem!reader; sam wilson; archibald the tabby cat; sarah wilson

word count: 3.1k+

warning: mentions and descriptions of alcohol, death, grief, trauma, therapy, depression – i call this post-snap realism

series summary: after the blip, sam wilson gets home to an unpleasant surprise - his key doesn’t fit the lock anymore and his apartment is now inhabited by a stranger and a grumpy feline. however, the unusual encounter is only the beginning of their post-blip lives and the reader soon learns that what life takes away, it can give back in the most particular ways.

a/n: the ending is a dark unedited mess, so proceed with caution

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[darling-i-read-it]

HC's for Friends to Lovers W/ Dale Cooper

Dale Cooper x reader

Warnings: injuries

Requested; by @dixonsarrow, Hii Maya! How are you?? Im back on my twin peaks phase again so may I request a friends to lovers headcanon with Dale Cooper? With the reader as his partner in the FBI? Totally understand if you don't feel inspired to write it! <3

I don’t own these characters. They belong to author/director/creator

Author’s Note: dale cooper my BELOVED !!! I hope you like this babes, thank you so much for requesting for him!

-Dale won’t ever be with someone he wasn’t friends with first

- he likes to know that you’re compatible as friends first and takes very serious thought on if he wants to continue into the romantic sense of your relationship

- you and him had been partners for years

- he loved working with you because you were able to understand him in a way most people would never understand him

- you both could tell what the other was thinking just by sharing a look

- when you interrogated or did interviews, you bounce ideas off of each other and fit seamlessly into the conversation

- you got coffee and breakfast together

- you shared hotel rooms

- when you had to be away from each other he would tell Diane to make notes on things to tell you when he saw you again (despite the fact that you typically called each other every night anway)

- “Diane, remind me to tell Y/N that the coffee I had this morning was terrible but they had exactly seven creams, her favorite number”

- “Diane remind me that I have to tell Y/N that I saw a dog today!”

- “Diane I saw a wonderful necklace today that I think would go wonderfully with Y/N’s white work shirt”

- <3 thoughtful dale cooper <3

- it wasn’t until Twin Peaks that the two of you finally admitted your feelings to one another

- when Audrey started to flirt with him you couldn’t help but feel a little jealous, despite him making it clear he had no interest in someone so young

- Dale could tell it made you more uncomfortable than usual because Audrey was flirting with him

- Dale knew he really liked you but he was nervous about ruining the relationship you had

- but when you got hurt one day, searching for answers to Laura Palmer’s death, he had to face up to facts

- he sat beside you in the hospital bed, running his hand through your hair until you woke up

- he explained you had a broken arm and rib but most importantly he was in love with you

- you thought you had imagined it

- you really did

- but he said it again, just in case you hadn’t heard it

- you told him you loved him too, through a daze

- he had the brightest smile on his face and he had to stand up a bit to get out the jitters that came with the confession

- he told you that you were going to be fine, that the two of you were going to be fine, that you were gonna find who killed Laura Palmer

- you made him stay beside you till you woke up all the way

- and he stayed even longer, just to make sure that you were alright

[calumsash]

hellohello im here to update you on my story because i saw your reply to my last ask way too late but in my defense, i spent 6 hours doing homework. anyway! how does calum come into play, you ask. & i answer: by being the stupid main character in horror movies :)

despite knowing about the horrible creature that rules over the forest, he goes into the forest anway. why? we don't know. maybe he thinks that the monster has to be dead already bc the legends are very very old. maya, u wanna know a secret?

a lot of the years where there were no sightings of ashton, it was because he was simply asleep. that's where some other legends come in! there's the Peikko, who is a creature similar to a giant. this dude can sleep in the form of a rock for hundreds of years! how fucking cool is that. anyway the peikko also kidnaps wayward children so maybe i'll add that in too.

back to ashton/the Leshy! (sorry, this is so long again sigh). when a human is in the forest uninvited, the Leshy warns them by shrieking laughter, clapping or howling (which is why some people spread rumors that ashton is actually a werewolf!). when humans keep going, the Leshy lures them from the path & changes their surroundings & the person is never seen again..

calum doesn't though. & he goes into the forest many times. that guy has issues. ilness befalls those who cross a leshy but survived for whatever reason. calum doesn't!! gotta dive more into cal's character bc i've been so focused on ashton & the other creatures who live in the forest.

my sanity is... not sane. yeah that's all on the top of my head rn (i'm on the bus omw home lol and there's a dude who is very very cute)

hope u have a lovely day and thanks for putting up with this mess ly<33

please never apologize!!!!! im more than happy to get updates on this feel free to send as many as you want <3

"by being the stupid main character in horror movies" PLEASE I LOVE THAT AKSHSHSM 💀💀 cause yeah i love my dudes just a little dumb yk? boy got no fear he's going into that forest and no one's going with him cause they got common sense :( it's like he's getting the warnings but he's saying "fuck it" and going on his adventure <3 hey maybe he'll get a cute boyfriend out of it so i think his plan is smart <3

the fact that ashton just been. asleep. for the longest time is hilarious i love it. he wasn't dead he was just resting!!!! (wish that was me bro).

i love the involvement of several creatures in this and not just one, it's very interesting to develop into that!!!!

thank you for sharing your thoughts and i hope you have a wonderful day as well!!!!! (and that you see cute buss dude again maybe <3)

[kurainburdened]

POKEMON AU pls.... bc i know ur passionate abt pokemon and honestly Me Too

III LOVE YOU!!! I WAS PLANNING ON MAKING THIS A THING WHERE I ADD IN THE SENDERS MUSE INTO THE HCS BUT MAYA AND YOUR MUSE NEVER INTERACTED WHICH IS A CRIME!!! Dont tell edgeworth or she might get arrested lol. But anway!! I want to do stuff with you!!

ALSO THANK YOU FOR SENIDNG THIS BECAUSE THATS REALLY SWEET OF YOU AND IM REALLY TOUCHED YOU REMEMERED I LOVE POKEMON

Number 1

Mayas first pokemon, funny enough isnt a ghost type, but a normal type. See, in the pokemon verse Mayas background is basically the same. The Fey village is basically unchanged in this worly except for one thing. On a certain part of the mountainside is a forest that travellers tend to get lost in for ages. Many report hallucinations as being the main cause for this so it’s kind of cut off. Maya, being the rebel she is, of course wanders it in hopes of conquering it. Her sister is usually the voice of reason and really it would only take her being like. what if youre lost forever or something to scare her into staying but shes not ther so into the forest she goes! It’s there that she finds a waterfall and goes there to train constantly. She tries and tries to channel spirits and one day, she succeeds! Or so she thinks. The first time she thinks she’s channeled another spirit, she sees herself as the spirit she’s been trying to channel, sees her now-possessed body moving and acting on it’s own. When she runs back to the village to tell her story, she’s told that she couldn’t have channeled a spirit because if she did she would’ve been unconscious. 

Confused Maya goes back and tries again only to get the same result. After a bit of investigating Maya realizes the source of travelers getting lost and the hallucinations is due to a stantler. This Stantler saw Maya, this little girl training so hard that it took pity on her, and wanting to help in the only way it could let her see herself channeling a spirit. At first Maya is crushed and upset at the pokemon for giving her false hope but quickly forgives it and thanks it for wanting to help. The pokemon soon takes on this kind of caring role for Maya, along with also being her only playmate seeing as the other girls in the village are kind of distant with her. Her being the heir to the Master title and Morgan instructing them to listen to her and listen to all her selfish desires, leading to them being resentful of her. Anyway, also to build off of that. Once Mayas sister dies, she asks the Stantler to let her see her Sister again. And thats like a thing she did for awhile before telling it to stop because it became this painful reminder of something she could never do which is channel her sister. Actually fun fact she asked the stantler to show her her mother but was heartbroken when it basically gave her the answer that it couldnt because Maya didn’t have the memory of her mothers face anymore. Anyway. One time when shes particularly heartbroken and hopeless she laments in the forest to herself how shes so useless and cant do anything right. How she hates herself for being this way. Hates herself for not being able to compare to Mia or her mother. At this point she sees the image of her sister saying shes proud of her. Maya is angry at Stantler for showing her such a horrible lie and runs away. Only to later be told by the pokemon that it wasn;t trying to make her see her sister say that, rather it was the only way of communicating that even if no one else appreciated her, it was proud of her. 

ANYWAY ENOUGH OF STANTLER ON TO NUMBER 2

That’s right another in depth backstory for another pokemon hopefully not as long lol

The next on the list is a primeape that lives in the forest, training with sawk and throh. It kind of ended up getting abandonned by it’s trainer in a place where this breed of pokemon aren’t really found but it’s found it’s place with the sawk and throh so it doesn’t mind too much. It ended up earning it’s respect with good old fashioned fighting and is kind of in a ‘king of the forest’ position. Scary and intimidating and bent on establishing its dominance to all that challenge it! Anyway, while Maya is exploring the mountainside of her village she finds out about it and it’s plain to see that Primeape has a certain amount of respect among the other fighting types. After having seen a cool tv episode where the hero challenges the strongest of the strong a really young Maya decides to do the same, announcing loudly when the pokemon is alone that she’s here to challenge the pokemon to a duel to the death! She runs up throws her small fist at the might and strong pokemon!

To which, not wanting to hurt this strange small child, primeape falls over dramatically, clutching the side which she hit and lets its tongue flop out all goofy in the hopes of appeasing her. Maya, not really sure what to do, honestly not even having thought this far ahead starts getting worried for the pokemon and starts crying to which it quickly gets up in a panic to reassure her its ok. From there it kind of takes on this older brother position with her. Also playing with her, letting her grab onto it as she swings throughout the trees. 

Goodness this Maya is turning out to be much more of a wild child than her aa counterpart. She’s not exactly strong, but she’s more athletic I’d imagine in this version. More nimble but can definitely have her clumsy moments on occasion. 

putting last three under cut cause THIS IS LONG. IF YOURE ON MOBILE IM SO SORRY

Number three!

Goodness I stuffed way too much into those other HCs but onto Phoenix! Anyway this also remains for the most part unchanged. What you think the pokemon world doesn’t need lawyers? Anyway, quick tanget but trainers arent really…it’s not a sustainable lifestyle, most people do it as a way of coming of age before moving into the respective field they took interest in during their travels. So no, if you have a pokemon au you don’t have to be some professional trainer. Professional battles are like a sport and trainers are athletes. Sure people enjoy it on the side but it’s NOT the norm to make it a living off of it. You have to be smart and strategic in a very complicatedf sport that takes a LOT  of training and it’s not like in the game where if you spam tackle after walking around for 5 seconds you gain XP. its more like you’re a coach training 6 athletes in how to train their bodies in the best way possible while coming up with tons of game plans. 

anyway tangent over. Phoenix is a lawyer and this taking place in the pokemon world only lends itself towards there being much more factors to consider when thinking of how murders occured. Her life with Phoenix for the most part remains unchanged but as a side note Maya encounters a lot of pokemon along the way during her travels with phoenix. She thinks strong heroic looking pokemon are cool so she tends towards pokemon like sawk and throh or conkeldurr. OH AND IVE BEEN SETTING THIS IN SPECIFICALLY UNOVA AND ONLY RESEARCHING THE UNOVA DEX FOR MAYA ND THE POKEMON THAT SURROUND HER. 

I feel like.. Audino might enter theyre little group at one point? Like Stantler comes with her when she leaves the mountain cause Stantler is a worrywart and Maya is a mess and has never been down to the big city, but Primeape is more trusting in Maya and her abilities and knows shes much stronger than a lot of people give her credit for. He doesn’t come down the mountain to be with her until much later just cause he has a pack to guide. Actually the pokemon it leaves in charge is like another pokemon Maya is close with since it was primeapes apprentice and maya and this pokemon were kids together and kind of were the babies of the pack ANYWAY SORRY TANGENT. 

aNYWAY AUDINO. A while back Audino were attempted to be integrated into crime fighting in some way since the way theyre psychic powers work they’d be able to sense overwhelming…i guess malevolence or evil or bad intentions but like. It’s just REALLY unhealthy for them and it really signifigantly lessens their lifespans just cuase all the negativity eats away at them emotionally and one of the pokemon, it’s really old honestly like it was one of the pokemon that originally was part of this attempt to integrate these pokemon with the police force and was luckily enough like it survived long enough for them to end the program and it just…can’t endure being around negativity anymore like it’s really stressful so it enjoys being around Maya just cause she is really kindhearted and senstive and good and the Wright office is filled with kind hearted people so it just takes comfort being there. It doesn’t really leave the office though and while it’s there for everyone it really does belong to Maya for the most part. 

THATS JUST AN IDEA I HAVE THOUGH IDK IF ILL MAKE THAT PART OF HER CANON

Im kind of just going off on differen points in this one huh. Like the other wre a story here im just like SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS. 

Number 4 (where diana tries to stop being ADHD and hopefully doesnt fail miserably)

Honestly you’d think being part of a back of fighting types would make her more suited towards groups and make her less selfish. Spoiler alert. It didn’t  If you think Maya is good at making people do what she wants now you shouldve seen her when she was a kid. Though it also means shes got a entire pack of fighting types who will die for her and if you make her cry you better be sorry. and if youre not you’re going to be.  

Oh and also dont think that just cause Maya is a forest girl that oh shes strong and knows how to fight cause like. She really doesn’t. Honestly the pokemon around her kind of coddled her and outside of her gaining enough stamina to hold up against running around with her pokemon friends she’s not really….all that much stronger. She doesn’t know how to fight either. She can jsut run really fast and is more likely to attempt more dangerous things that she’s seen other pokemon do cause WHY NOT. She basically just has more dangerous influences lol

Number 5 cause i want to wrap this up a bit

Oh boy now what can i do for a fifth one lets see… see the thing is Maya is basically the same between the two versions of her except for certain like physical differents that I just listed. 

I guess here’s one but she doesn’t….she’s not a good trainer. Like her team, right now, is an old man of an Audino. A Stantler that can only do hallucinations and is kind of bad at fighting and then this powerhouse of a Primeape. 

The Primeape is a GREAT fgighter but tends to keep to the mountains unless it starts missing her and comes downt o visit real quick. Her other two are just…weak. Maya though is really good at thinking on her feet so she can use what her pokemon do have to come up with some great strategies. Thought his doesnt reall come out unless shes backed up against the wall. See the reason why everyone percieves Maya as stupid and useless is because that’s how she percieves herself. Maya for the most part does what she can in what she think she can do but doesn’t really let her true intellect show because shes convinced shes an idiot. She kind of jokes around with bad ideas but she really is quick on her feet and good in a clutch.

So the only time you see her good skills with her pokemon and coming up with inventive ways for these basically powerless pokemon to get her out of tight situations is when literally shes by herself, there’s no one else to rely on and lives are on the line.

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Music from Degrassi: Next Class Season 4

Since you guys seemed to like the music list I posted for season 4, here is all of the music featured in one of Degrassi's best seasons - season 3.

Episode 1: #BreakTheInternet

Opening montage / Miles reads his social media post to Tristan Faux by Novo Amor & Ed Tullett

Zoe gets the school ready to welcome the Syrians How We Live by Jilian Linklater

Lola and Shay send indirects to each other Just Like Us by Olly Anna

Zoe comes out to the school and meets Rasha / Lola and Miles in detention / End credits Outlaw by Sinead Burgess

Episode 2: #IWokeUpLikeThis

Zig and Esme making out in the car Bad Boys by Ofelia K

Maya tries to hold herself under water / End credits It's Alright by Fractures

Episode 3: #WorstGiftEver

Goldi takes off her hijab Bare by Wildes

Shay wins the race Found My Vibe by Sarah Bollinger

Miles pitches the play to student council / End credits Bridges Burn by Paul Otten

Episode 4: #PicsOrItDidntHappen

Maya performing in her room Yes by Olivia Scriven

Episode 5: #HugeIfTrue

Shay, Frankie and Lola hanging out in Frankie's room / End credits Let's Do Something Crazy by Crystalyne

The gang play Never Have I Ever The Girl, The Gold Watch, and Everything by Literature

Frankie and Jonah making out in Frankie's room Shades by Autolaser feat. Satica

Miles and Lola hook up One of These Days by My Name is You

Episode 6: #ThatFeelingWhen

Miles and Lola kiss at school / Winston asks Zoe to ask Rasha out for him / Miles oomfchats Lola I'll Take You by Daena Jay

Frankie confronts Jonah at The Dot Never Would Have Known by Field Mouse

Frankie tells Jonah she wants to take a break Sherman Oaks by Exes

Lola realises she's been taking her birth control wrong / End credits Can't Wait by Taylor Bense feat. Greg Paulus

Episode 7: #Unsubscribe

Grace texts Maya / End credits This Too by Claire Guerreso

Grace and Jonah go golfing Six Shooter by Coyote Kisses

Zoe and Rasha's scheme to keep Goldi occupied Background Radio by Lily Frost

Grace and Jonah talk about Grace's lung transplant Explosions in the Sky by Maxwell Winters

Zoe and Rasha hide from Baaz at The Dot Wild Ones by Crusoe

Zoe's Mom catches her and Rasha kissing Masters by Perlo

Episode 8: #IRegretNothing

Maya hallucinates herself walking into traffic Soft Shadows by Programm

Episode 9: #Woke

Zoe and Rasha talk about the wedding Feel The Love by Alma Mater

Zoe and her Mom at The Dot Move Along by Anwai

Zoe sees the tuxedo in the store window Church Bells by Escapists

Rasha arrives at the wedding Walk The Dog by Christopher Ashmore

The wedding ceremony / Maya asks Esme to take care of Zig / Jonah and Frankie talk at the wedding / Maya takes the pills / End credits Holding a Heart by Toby Lightman

Zoe gets into a fight with her Mom and Rasha When I'm With You by Sheriff

Episode 10: #ImSleep

Maya posts her last song / End credits Last Exit by Olivia Scriven

Maya swallows the pills / Maya wakes up to find she is still alive Homegrown by Haux

The party after the play Tonight is Alright by Bryan Finlay

Grace and Jonah decide to spend more time together Fire Me Up by Best Night Ever

[silks]

525,600

LMAO I HATE U FOR GIVING ME THIS NUMBER U MUSICAL THEATRE FREAK😤😤😤😤😤 BUT ANWAYS ur one of the few people I'm going to genuinely miss when I'm in college.. what am I gonna do if.i can't hear u use ur opera voice all the way from the other side of the building every day? u are honestly one of the most talented people I have EVER met in my entire life and honestlly the most talented in our class imo. ur such a beautiful person inside and out and one of my favorite pictures of all time is a polaroid of us at my bday party!! I can't express to u how happy I am that ur still here ., and I cant imagine how I would be if I never met you. probably a lot less kind hearted. I could tell you ANYTHING and I mean I could tell u my whole life story and u would say the right thing and I would be like wow u rite!! u have gone thru so much shit u dont deserve and if I could wish for anything rn It would be that I was incredibly rich but if I'm not allowed to wish for that my 2nd choice would be that u are always happy and healthy and successful.. i love u so so so much ok pls dont forget me @ college and send me updates!! I dont text u as much as I should. also u made me love hugs but no one gives better hugs than u thats a rock fact idk if u get that ref but I watched over the garden wall recently and u would like it. ur passion for theatre is so inspiring lmao ~theatre inspires~ and I think ur sooooo funny oh my god. u should have been jud. I love u so much, I miss u so much, I hope ur doing well and u will thrive at college. never forget all ur vocal runs those r so funny “I'm gonna kiII mySeeEeEElllfFf” always gets me laughing  so hard wow this is such a love letter to u but I mean it x100000000 I dont lie . ur so full of spirit and warmth and I love u...ur such an incredible person... I'm so lucky I know you!!!! so kind and selfless!! thanks for liking home school Jeff and fuck Maya!