#ANS THEN I HAVE FUN AND I FEEL SHIT AND I FEEL SHAME AND I FEEL WEIRD AND MY HEAD HURTS AND. Ok whatever Good night
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having new interests for me means that i feel like i'm dying a million deaths i love boys planet but i'm about to like actually like rip my lungs out and feed them to random ducks outside because i can't TAKE IT i have so many feelings and it's KILLING ME LIKE IT'S EXHAUSTING ME MY BODY IS GOING THROUGH THE DEPTHS OF HELLLLLLLL‼️‼️‼️‼️ why can't i feel things like a NORMAL PERSON
#like i fr forget sometimes how much my feelings exhaust me everyday like i just became so used to the intensity .#and i try to put myself away from situations that could potentially overwhelm me but it's also like damn why . can i just Live And have fun#ANS THEN I HAVE FUN AND I FEEL SHIT AND I FEEL SHAME AND I FEEL WEIRD AND MY HEAD HURTS AND. Ok whatever Good night
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TUA FIC IDEA (4)
This has perhaps been done a few times but I was having fun with it in my head so might as well note what I thought down
Post S1 AU
Klaus wakes up to find himself back in his 13 year old body. While sure, they all managed to escape the apolcolypse alive for another do over, it kinda sucks when Klaus is the only one who remembers.
Sucks more when the Commission is still after his family.
Klaus was never one for responsibility.
Klaus gasps awake, eyes wide and frantic to the sight a familiar cieling. Where?
What?
The last thing he remembers is everyone at the Icarus theatre, the fucking moon hurtling towards them and pale, bright blue light surrounding all of his siblings - all of them, hand in hand.
He frowns, his hands feel empty.
Klaus feels his heart stutter, once, twice, before finally calming down to sit up and -
He's in his room.
Or what looks like to be his room.
It's smaller - the size it was before Vanya left and he broke the wall down to make room. Knick knacks that usually cluttered his space were not as plenty - his closet, still opened, pnly revealed identical uniforms spilling out.
Small, children sized uniforms.
Fuck.
It worked?
Immedietly he jumps out of bed, glancing down to pat his body - his old pint sized body in shock.
Holy shit, Five did it?
They made it back in time?
Klaus lets out a surprised giggle, not completely sure whether he should be happy or freaking out.
He glanced down at his palms and pursed his lips at the missing tattoos.
A shame.
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Lots of sibling bonding cuz I live for it
Sibbie bonding moments:
Klaus only one who remembers
Commissions goes after Klaus, baiting him to join them or else they'll take Five and kills the rest of his family to only leave poor, volatile Vanya to end the world
Made worse because Five hasn't exactly told Klaus who the Handler was in the original timeline ("Goddammit Five," Klaus hisses. "The next time I see that shitheel we need to talk about a little thing called communication. Fuck!")
Made ironic is Klaus decides not to say anything to the siblings - he does try at first but is made to be maling up stories. In the end, he decides to do things on his own ("Who the fuck left me in charge?!" Klaus whines to himself, flopping backwards onto his bed. "Definitely wasn't Five. Fucker wouldn't tell me shit the last time." He lets out a huff, and stares up at his ceiling. "It was probably you, wasnt it?! Telling me it wasn't my time? Or is it just 'cuz you hate me - which, rude. What did I ever to you, huh? It's your fault you created me, not mine!)
Klaus and Five already have mutual companionship so Klaus tries to help convince Five to practice time travel with him (aka trying to prevent Five from running away that day.)
Eventually they come to an agreement to train in secret - Klaus believing that they need to work on physics (Klaus cringing, he never thought he'd be the one to convince Five, of all people, to study math. Five is just as skeptical that Klaus is the one advocating for this, which, fair. He's in disbelief as well. Hopefully this isnt a sign that the world is ending - again. He snickers.)
Quiet training together, as Klaus also attempts to practice his own powers as well. As Klaus is the most sober he's ever been, he attempts to summon Dave.
Five working through equations with Klaus, and them coming to the same conclusion that Five in season 2 - to work in seconds rather than years thing. Klaus is nervous that it'll fuck something up, but it's the only thing to appease the ever curious ans srubborn Five. It somehow ends up working
"Okay, so let's -"
"It worked," Five says suddenly, voice almost a whisper. He sounds completely in shock.
Klaus frowns. "What did?" He asks, but Five is staring down at his hands in wonder. Klaus takes a step forward.
"Five, buddy, you're kinda making me worrie-" but he was cut off by Five jerking his head up, smile wider than Klaus could ever remember. Happy, excited, proud - it makes Klaus take a second to stare. He doesn't remember Five looking so happy. Before he has another second, thin arms wrap around him - and just, what. Five has never been one for physical affection, even as a child. But just as the arms came, they went - Five probably thinking the same thing, judging by how fast he pulled away, face red in embarrassment. Klaus huffs out a laugh. "Care to explain, Five-O?"
Five looks away. Clearing his throat as he straightens his back. "I traveled. Back in time. Two minutes ago. Or...what was two-minutes ago. It, uh, worked essentially."
A beat before Klaus smiles, heart swelling with pride before deciding, fuck it and jumping to hug Five on his own. His brother hisses, trying to protest and pull away, but Klaus only wraps his arms tighter. "This is definitely hug worthy," he laughs. "A celebration!"
Klaus begins to check up on Vanya, seeing how she is. At first she is suspicious, resentful and Klaus could swear he can see the hidden white light underneath her dark eyes. He sighs, and instead asks if he could listen to her play. Opens up about the ghosts- it takes time to explain, the drugs and what not- especially to a sheltered 13 year old. But despite the anger Vanya has built up over the years in his original timeline, theres still time know. Time to fix and undo all the hurt. She agrees and starts to understand, espcially when Klaus hints at how the pills help Vanya stay "less anxious" (he cringes at it, but he will get Vanya away from those pills, he has a plan that he hopes will help).
At times she begins to get jealous of Klaus and Five hanging out more together - Klaus brings her to their training sessions. At first she is hesitant - ordinary Vanya for training on powers that she doesn't have?
Klaus brings Allison out to training one day, despite her annoyance. She didn't need any extra training, but Klaus and her have been closer when they were children and she was curious as to what both her and Five have been sneaking off to. During one of these sessions, he challenges Allison to undo any potential rumours on the three of them (Allison is offended at first but Klaus convinces her that they need to be on a blank slate, no after effects of any old rumours Father made her use while training or on accident). Rumour on Vanya is now broken (also some extra ones they didn't even realize they had - Klaus tries not to be bitter). Vanya doesn't realize this until much later
Klaus hasn't been on any of the hard drugs, only alcohol and weed - but the mind does not forget. He asks Allison to rumour him into staying sober - it has the desirable effects but also, his sanity feels at its limits due to the constant ghosts surrounding him (HE'S UNDER A LOT OF STRESS). He uses his time with Five to train his abilities as well
Takes Vanya to Griddys with Five and Ben (her closest friends) and talks about the pills. She has a self confidence ever since the rumours were removed and they give her the confidence to ween herself off as Klaus notes that drugs affect powers (Vanya doesnt feel ordinary anymore, so believes theres potential of her having powers). Klaus promises to stay the same (despite him already vowing to stay sober and thanks to Allison's rumour - but he doesnt say that. Content with Vanya trying to ween off the pills)
Klaus keeps watch, training Vanya with the others start. Klaus hinting at her powers and they start to show and hiding it from dad (maybe she remembers what happened after some things come to light)
Vanya coming to terms with their gender identity - opens up and asks to go by Viktor. (All pronouns from here on out will switch to he/him)
Klaus comic book powers start to come to light - getting stronger! Also able to banish ghosts - still not a lot but enough so
Ben and him bonding over powers, but Klaus struggles around Ben. Ben eventually confronting him about it as it did put a strain in their relationship. They talk about life, Klaus eluding to feeling alone and unwanted - Ben vowing that he's here for Klaus, through thick and thin. (A part of his heart breaks while another fills - its a conflicting feeling that Klaus does not yet understand. He can only smile, feeling the tears suddenly streaming down his cheeks. Ben, to his credit, doesn't comment, instead keeping his hand - warm, strong, secure - over Klaus's own. I know, he wants to say despite the lump in his throat preventing him from even taking a single breath. I know.)
BEN: Klaus sees Ben and remembers all the years they spent together in the original timeline. It hits him that Ben no longer has any memories together. If Klaus were to really reflect on it, it's probably a lot better for Ben that he does not remember, but somewhere in Klaus's heart he yearns for the brother that stuck with him for almost two decades. He has to move on (didnt he lose too much already?).
Vows to save Ben and let him live- not wanting his brother to confine to him anymore, even if it hurts. He grieves for a brother that once was. They all try to help Ben control the Horror in his stomach during training. *At some point during that mission, Klaus sacrifices himself to the horror due to his immortality. His body is obliterated - trauma for ben who wakes up covered in Klaus's blood. His body at this point needs to be re healed (takes time)
LUTHER: Time with Luther is a little awkward as the two of them have never been close in childhood and even less so as adults. Some part of Klaus feels like he has to save Luther too but he just does not know where to start, especially with the how the others are beginning to look at Klaus as a leader. Lots of fights - but Klaus remembers the Luther of his own timeline, isolated, manipulated and hurt. He keeps trying.
ALLISON: Allison and him were pretty close as kids often bonding over more feminine things that the others were not interested in. Trust is pretty simple to build there. One of these moments is where Klaus asks about the rumour soberity rumour
DIEGO: Diego and him were often the rebellious of the seven children. Their friendship as children was made stronger over their mutual hate for their father. There's a weird rift between the two now that Klaus has assumed a more leader position (despite the fact that Klaus did not want this position in the 1st place). At some point Diego calls him out for trying to be the new number one and "Daddy's bitch boy". Klaus decides that it is high time that he continues someone's rebellious streaks with Diego because because he may be a 30 year old man in a 13 year old body, but it does not mean that he does not know how to have fun.
Scene where Klaus finds out that, due to time travel and timelines, Klaus has not yet met Dave in Vietnam. He looks at the picture in a textbook (similar to the one in the Vet Bar, and sees that he is no longer in the picture). Klaus becomes depressed for a bit - sibbies are concerned. They try to cheer him up (they are closer now!)
Klaus stuff:
Still going thru special training
It was the night after a special training that Klaus begs Allison to please rumour his powers away. He did not need them - and at some point, he is tempted to take Viktor's medication (perhaps he does at one point to see if it could just his own off)
Despite his siblings now closer and bonding, Klaus feels completely alone. He's here, but he's completely disconnected and holding himself by the seems. He has to get this right because, otherwise, what does he have left?
Immortality shit comes in - meets God and has some words
Wonders how tf he got stuck on his own - wonders where the rest of his siblings are. Wonders if it's better that they are healing now, younger and more carefree compared to the ones he came to know years into the future. Is it bad to wish for the ones he once knew? Ones that he barely even spoke to, if only to have someone around to understand what is happening - what is going on? It is during these times he yearns for his brother, hating himself for preferring the dead sibling who has been there and understood him for so long over the very much alive, happier brother who barely knows a single thing about him. Honestly, he's so fucking selfish.
Commission stuff
Around where Klaus starts to make changes the commission tries to intervene with a mission to eliminate Klaus Hargreeves
Harder for the Commission to intervene when they are under the watchful eye of Sir Reginald Hargreeves. There's another shoot out attempt at the mansion - but Ben uses the Horror in the end to kill them all. The others think it's just someone targetting the academy itself, but Klaus recognizes the masks similar to his previous kidnappers. The Commission.
Initially tries to see if his father could help, but is proven fruitless
During a time out, perhaps with Ben and Diego, the Commission attacks them near an alley way. Both Diego and Ben fight back, Klaus who is not as skilled (thanks to not having years of combat training) (or have """useful""" powers in a fight) tries to fight back. One assasin manages to reach Klaus and effectively shooting him in the heart and head - instant kill
Cue diego and Ben screaming, the Commission leaving and believing their job is done - but not before Ben wipes them all out in rage, Diego trying to calm Ben down when the Horror gets too much while also trying to get to Klaus (who's dead , dead , dead)
Interlude - some divine revelation
Klaus waking up to the commotion and helping calm Ben down, who, along with Diego is shocked
The siblings learn about Klaus's immortality (reggie maybe finds out from Luther later). The Commission also finds out - this causes uproar at HQ. How do you eliminate something you cannot kill??
Determined that Ben would need to be eliminated as he is a major threat and was what forced the others to drift in the original timeline
Klaus, maybe at this point being able to have some control of the ghosts, catch wind about Ben being followed. Klaus sticks beside Ben, (Klaus kaughs at the irony of now him hovering over his once deceased brother, trying to keep him safe and alive. Oh how the tables have turned.) - may remove this though. Lots of fighting commission
The Handler comes to see Klaus but Klaus has never seen her before, The lady in red heels talks to him in the most condescending yet chirpy manner that leaves him feeling unsettled. She threatens to take Five away, condemning his brother to the same fate as before if Klaus were to not comply ("Your family for the sake of the timeline, Klaus," she says, smoke swirling from her lips. "You decide.")
"You're brother is a natural born killer," she sneers, her smile tight lipped and shark like. "All he needs is someone to just point him in the right direction." - Klaus get furious here, remembering all the times his Five was anything but.
Klaus going missing thanks to the Commission kidnapping him - manages to escape after a week. Siblings demanding to know what the fuck is happening with him
Klaus comes clean - siblings are in shock but also determined to help (perhaps this is like - a year or two after the time jump, ill figure out a timeline later). Lots of talk about Klaus intentions (Viktor asking if Klaus only befriended him because of the timeline - but Klaus promises him that he did it for them)
Ending????? Subject to change
All sibbies gearing up for the next time the Commission comes after them. All of them bonded and shit - they end up fighting with the Commission taking Klaus and putting him at HQ to be quarantined
Sibbies end up finding their way there where the Handler talks to Five like she knows him. Revealing to him what he once was, a killer and shit. She also shit talks all the other siblings - perhaps showing them glimpses of what once was. ("A shame," she laughs. Her hands are clutching Fives jaw and despite the fear he feels, he cannot shake her away. "I much prefer you when you were nothing but my murder puppet.") - potentially here is where their past consciousness start to trickle in (smthin about temporal anomolies idk)
They all fight, using their powers and what not, to escape and grab Klaus to head back. But they get ambushed - the handler back, Klaus in her grip. All the siblings are shot, sans Five, with a screaming drugged Klaus in her grip. She taunts at Klaus and Five, calling the former a useless junkie who could not save his family just like his brother. Five is injured and weak - same scene as s2 but links back to the scene with klaus where he goes back in time in minutes. Everyone is revived, they kill the Handler and Five just looks at Klaus, says something witty but a call back to that scene
He nods and they both pass tf out with their family surrounding them
Epilogue likely
Thanks to the Commission, the memories of the past merges together? Potentially
Either way, reggie is gone thanks to either Allison rumouring him away or "sudden death". Living at the Academy with their inheritance, happy ending woo!
#is this even legible#idk#maybe I'll get to this one day#luna fic ideas#tua fic ideas#tua#klaus hargreeves#again#not edited#wrotr this in one go on my phone and now my thumbs hurt#gjfjfjf
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I HAD A BRAIN WAVE MOMENT
DO YOU REMEMBER WAYYYY BACK WHEN EVERYONE HATED ASOKA? DAVE DID THAT ON PURPOSE SO HE WAS IN CONTROL OF WHAT PEOPLE HATED ABOUT HER. OK NOW THIS MIGHT BE A LONGSHOT THAT HOPEFULLY DOESN’T END UP LIKE LONGSHOT THE CLONE, BUT, IM HOPING THATS WHATS DAVE IS DOING WITH TBB. BEING IN CONTROL OF WHAT THE FANDOM HATES ABOUT IT AND THEN IMPROVING IT SLOWLY BIT BY BIT.
PLEASE IM DESPERATE FOR A EXPLANATION!
(also where’s my explanation about why the clones are white washed, dave? hmm? where is it dave?)
OMG LOOK.
It wouldnt excuse the whitewashing or the weak scenario, because he got us used to some good stuff now (tcw s7, Mandalorian, that kind of things)
But it would make sense - to a certain extent - to work that season as a "cliché team in a cliché scenario" and see how people react to be able for a second season (if there's a second season) to improve it
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Disclaimer: I'm a white, abled person so I'm not trying to speak on behalf of poc/disabled people, but I think it's important to support them and listen to the critics they make about SW and it's content
Also this is quite long I got carried away but worth it it is!
I linked some of @rebekadjarin 's post here because I read a bit through her blog today and agreed with her posts; and I invite you to check out the "#whitewhashed tbb" if you want more extanded and developed information about that matter! (As my knowledge on the matter is still quite limited/ incomplete due to my privileges, and this post is more of a summary than a real analysis)
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So here, we know that the fans are unhappy about:
- the whitewashing of the Bad Batch (especially since they proved they could animate dark skinned people/ more generally poc with the first seasons of tcw, Kanan in Rebels and the Separatist in the latest TBB episode)
It is a real problem and it shouldn't have happened in the first place. Even if they are different, the Batchers are still clones and it's really not that hard to show their enhancement while keeping Temuera's features and skin colour (I mean, look at all the artists who did and do it everyday on this app; no excuse here)
Star Wars has wasted a lot of potential on numerous occasions because they keep doing stuff like this; and it's quite ironic (and very sad) to see that racism, ableism and stereotypes are prevalent in a universe where people fight for equality and peace...
Here and here are two posts about it (if you're the author of these posts and want me to delete them from my post please tell me so; I took the liberty of adding them because I think they highlight quite well the issue and do a clear job at showing the whitewashing in SW/ around the clones)
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- the way Crosshair is treated; both by the Batchers and the writers, he's manipulated by the chip yet no one is talking about rescuing him and we see nothing about the effect of his absence on the Batchers (they don't mention him, don't try to save him, and Hunter is more distraught by Omega's absence than by his own brother's)
And don't get me wrong, Omega is a kid and she's nice, of course they have to take care of her and protect her
But they also don't know her purpose; why is she here? She could be a bad omen (maybe she doesn't even know it! The Kaminoans probably didn't tell anyone about her real purpose and I stand by the idea that the infos they got about her are all wrong and purposefully misleading) and I have the dark feeling that she will be the end/ death of the Batchers by the end of the serie, even if she didn't wanted it that way
But Crosshair is never mentionned, except for when he's needed in the scenario. Which is a shame, because he's a Batcher too even if he's mind-controlled and (for now) working for the Empire. He's supposed to be a main character, and he's a key element to the plot; yet out of 10 episodes we saw him in only 3, and only the moments where he was acting bad (i'm excluding the lonely moment at the end of ep2 because it had a lot of potential about him fighting the chip but that was all we had and i'm still bitter about it lol)
Here is a post about it
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- speaking of plot; I feel like it's always the same disk playing since episode 2-3: They have a mission given by Cid, they do it, things go wrong, Omega saves the day and they get the money.
Crosshair is doing bad guy stuff so no need to tall about him (haha right?)
Now. I'm a good public. I know when to activate the Dummie™ in me and enjoy a show about a found family doing crazy jobs for a criminal and raising a newly adopted daughter at the same time. It's fun, it's sweet, sometimes it get emotional and the animation is beautiful (the lights are amazing I am always in awe)
I can enjoy it and be in awe and see Echo sniffing food and Tech smiles and Wrecker playing with Omega and feel happy about it.
But I also expected more. I hadn't any clear idea because I didn't wanted to set expectations (how ironic) but I can't help but feel sad about the wasted potential around Empire! Crosshair and the rise of said Empire.
If you want to antagonize one of the main character, do it, but do it fully and do it well. Show us Crosshair getting really invested in a plan to catch the Batchers and suddenly making a scene for a tiny detail that could blow it up; show us Crosshair and Hunter fighting each other hand to hand after they disarmed each other, and Crosshair getting the upoer hand until something holds him back; just enough for Hunter to take control again
Show us a complex character who suffers but doesn't fully realise it, and show us brothers mourning yet hoping to get the family back again you know?
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- the way Echo is treated by the Batchers. And as much as it saddens me, they do him dirty in the show.
Echo is a war veteran, an ex- prisoner and a disabled character. He went through a lot; first he lost the Domino squad, then he lost brothers on Kamino (including 99 who was close to his squad), then the Citadel happened and he lost both his legs, an arm, his freedom, his brothers and probably any hope to be saved.
Then they found him in that freezer, and he probably realised that, if Fives wasn't here to save him, it meant he lost him too.
Then he left Rex to go with a team of 4 because he probably didn't feel like he belonged with "regs" anymore; he chose strangers over brothers because he thought he couldn't find his place there. Which in itself is sad and problematic.
And now he's with the Batchers, and they don't seem to grasp the importance of his trauma. I mean; they always had the 4 of them and never lost a brother (apart from Cross; which is another wasted potential here because they could have exploited that trauma and made a parallel with Echo being so used to losing brothers and them experiencing it for the first time on such a personal level you know) and they do some crappy stuff to him.
Selling him as a droid? Not cool.
Brushing off his trauma for a mission and some credits? Not. Cool.
And Echo can't say anything because he chose them, and now he has nowhere to go anyway because Order 66 happened; and he probably doesn't want to be a burden to Rex, and he probably doesn't want to abandon his brothers especially now that Cross is gone and they have a child to take care of
But yeah there are a lot of things happening - or NOT happening - around Echo and his trauma and his disability that are wrong and people are right to talk about it
Here is a post I read and I agree with it
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- Overall, the way the show and the characters are handled; they often feel very stereotyped/ cliché and the basic plot doesn't really help for character development or improvement
I read a post about it and it was really interesting; they linked the whitewashing of the characters with their abilities/enhencement
Tech and Crosshair are the smartest and the whitest in the group (which is bad)
Wrecker is portrayed as the Bid Dummie™ and he's the one with the "darker" skin and the features closest to Temuera/ Maōri features (also very bad)
Hunter is straight up a Rambo with a face tattoo, and Echo - and you guys know I love him - is whiter than a sheet of paper (all so bad)
Not only this, but there is no improvement in their personality or thinking
They don't seem to evolve, and just like their mission, they end up playing the same song over and over again
Hunter is the broody soldier and though people enjoy talking to him as a Dad (count me in) but he's not a good dad for Omega (he calls her soldier and is always acting awkward and uncomfortable around her)
Wrecker could be a better dad for her; but again they display him as a big dummie and give the impression he couldn't take well care of her
Tech is here to be the smart one, we only see him when they need someone to do the smart speaking and the complicated computer things
Echo is the grumpy reg, the "more droid than man" and sometimes the Mom™ but they never show him talking about the Empire or the trauma or how the I am not Freaking Out™ I did came back for this Shit™ he's just here to... Be here and be grumpy and bring the oldest clone wars fans to watch TBB
And Crosshair is almost non-existent.
Here is another post about it
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What could it be then?
So either Dave is pulling a Ahsoka on us; but he'll still have a lot of things to correct and explanations to give because I can excuse a bad plot but I draw the line at blatant racism ans ableism (especially when they KNOW the fans and they KNOW what people want and they KNOW it would probably bring more people to enjoy and get invested in the show)
- If he's doing this, he will probably work with the animator to correct the whitewashing (because it really is the only really wrong thing in the animation, the rest of it is quite good to be honest like the light, framing and all)
- Understand that Tbb and Mandalorian are two different shows and cannot be treated the sale way; so he'll get back to the main plot and hopefully work on Crosshair's arc and hos his absence/ him being controlled by the chip affects him/ the Batchers/ their relation
- He'll probably work more on displaying the effect of their trauma; collective and personal, and see how it reflects on their relations (and give Echo the healing he deserves)
- By extension, give the characters more depth and complexity, dig their stereotypical surface and reveal their true nature (show me a ruthless yet easily overwhelmed Hunter; a smart but constantly anxious Tech, a very emotional Wrecker playing the big explosive dummie to protect himself, etc.)
Well, that's what I would do
Or he's just... Doing this and not planning any changes; in which case I'll probably do what I did with SPN s15: stop watching, scroll through tumblr to get some infos and gifs and tell everyone about how dirty they did the characters, and they did us.
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But I really hope he's hearing us and taking our remarks into account; the show in itself had a lot of potential and I'm still hanging on the thin hope that the ending could "save it"; but I also have no expectations and am in fact waiting for a disappointing ending
On a brighter note, I'm glad the fandom exists because I see artists and writers and gif-makers and theorists and all kind of people creating and sharing their own content, headcanons, art, writing and they all feel right and better than the canon
Like yes, give me a in-character dark skinned clone who deals with his trauma and the sudden changes around him in a realistic way
Tell me about the real effects of the war on soldiers, and the truth behind the corrupted government taking over the galaxy, and the efforts everyone has to make to survive, exist and live together
If Dave and his team cannot do it, I know you guys can and that's why I'm glad to be here too; you give me hope when they fail to do so 💙
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I hope I like... Answered this correctly? 😂 I got carried away but yeah, though I'm usually not vocal about it and try to enjoy it with my Dummie Energy™ I still see and read about what you all think, and usually I agree with you; the show deserved better and we deserved better
Now back to ignoring the canon and writing a fic about my very much alive and beloved Fives 🥰
#star wars#the bad batch#tbb#mesa shitposts#mesa answers#namesmox 💗#thank you for your ask!#it's a long rent#but I'm glad I did it#if you feel like I said something incorrect please do tell me#I am still learning#and I want to educate myself about these matters because it's important#echo#crosshair#tech#hunter#wrecker#omega#personal opinion
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Hi there ❤️ can I request you some Headcanons for Ohma, Raian, Gaolang ans Saw from Kengan Ashura ! they are near the swimming pool and they noticed their crush coming in a very beautiful/ sexy Bikini. thanks !! ❤️
Iuhcduhefuhucheihiebd writing about sexy Fighters is 100% OKAY 🤤
• KENGAN ASHURA - THE BOYS SEEING THEIR CRUSH IN A BEAUTIFUL BIKINI AT THE SWIMMING POOL OF THE HOTEL •
OHMA TOKITA :
- well he isn’t really emotional in public, like damn the only time we saw him smile was when he was fighting or eating
- however THIS MAN CAN FEEL
- and when he saw you with this beautiful F/c bikini at the swimming pool, trust me he was definitely felling something.
- as you approach him to say hello, he will stare at you without any emotion but his brain is trying to analyse what his feelings are saying.
- Kaede is the first who is complimented you, followed by Lihito and our Ashura is still staring at you with piercing eyes.
- even when Lihito is starting to flirt with you he is not even pissed too focused on assembling the informations your awesome body was giving to his poor brain.
- “ this color looks good on you”
- still with his neutral face but now he is staring at your eyes like he is gonna eat your soul.
- I’m afraid this man doesn’t know how to flirt but you got it right.
- your Adorable “ thank you Ohma” made his day but he didn’t reply to you thinking the conversation was over.
- still watch you while you are talking with Kaede about coming to the Spa together
- he isn’t aware that he is staring at your chest, which made you a little uncomfortable but oddly you know that he isn’t a pervert.
- Lihito telling him discreetly to stop staring because it’s rude.
- now you’re all alone with him because Kaede went to her room to take her VIP card for the Spa you two are going to do and Lihito being Lihito accompanied her
- you are both silent while looking at each other
- you started the conversation by suggesting to go next to the beach waiting for them to come back ( because you were not comfortable with our Ashura’ gaze on you )
- before you walk back, he aggressively took your hands while pronouncing your name.
- BRUH HEART ATTACK
- INTENSE EYE CONTACT ( you’re dying inside )
- “ Y/n you look really Ho.....
- OHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMA ! ( bruh you know who it is)
- you being push in the water by Karla Kure ( damn she has a lot of strength for a teenager ) who is now stuck on Ohma’ Abs.
- him not realizing what happened started to freak out when he saw Karla’s lips next to his and ran away as fast as he can.
- he was not here anymore when you get out the water but oddly you felt really happy about what he almost said before YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT OR WHO push you on the water lol
⭐️ If you’re his crush and he doesn’t really knows you, he is gonna stare at you without any comment or shame in hope that you will notice him I guess. And then turn his head when he’ll get caught. Like a 10 y old boy basically
RAIAN KURE : my fav
- oh fuck
- Sorry.
- basically like “ This bitch is showing off” “ she is not that pretty hmph”
- he is gonna feel many emotions when he’ll see you sunbathing alone on a long chair.
- First he is gonna mentally insult you I guess like why do you have to be so pretty and all, tries to convince himself that you are just doing it for attention ( DONT TRY TO UNDERSTANT ITS RAIAN )
- is glaring at you like a Mad dog
- Second, while glaring at you he’ll analyze your look and how your hairstyle, skin and bikini fit perfectly
- his gaze softened a bit as you take your sunglasses off, so he can see your beautiful eyes.
- HIS BRAIN DO NOT WANT TO UNDERSTAND THAT HE GOT THE HOTS FOR YOU
- after this 20 long minutes at staring at you and trust me having those dark eyes glaring at you during almost half an hour is SUPER LONG AND SCARY. he finally accepts the fact that you are hot and he is attracted to you ( I mean probably only sexually ) he will finally see you as a prey or as a trophy if he noticed that other men were looking at you.
- will go to see you ( more bother you because Raian is fucking Raian )
- the rest of his family being like : WTF IS THIS KID DOING AGAIN
- the whole swimming pool froze as he started walking toward you. ( this man almost killed a man remember )
- you greeted him with a normal but awesome smile “ Good Afternoon Raian. What’s up ?
- your cool attitude pissed him even more because you’re not afraid or anxious about him being next to you.
- is gonna make mean or childish comments about you and your relaxing position.
- you responding normally because you’re used to the Devil’s manners.
- Him getting even more pissed because you’re not loosing your cool
- showing off his Abs for SUUUUUUUURE
- Raian wouls smirk at every boys that were looking at you while talking to you to make them jealous, inferior and frustrated ( you can’t see him because you’re basically almost sleeping )
- threatens you to throw you into the cold water ( and will fucking do it )
- really don’t try him
- Shit.. too late you are in the swimming pool completely wet.
- he jumped with you in his arms so he is also in the swimming pool with you but doesn’t seem to be affected by the cold water
- if you can swin you’re gonna look at him like WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM ?! Before laughing I guess
- if you cannot swim you are gonna hug Raian very hard because your afraid I suppose. ( + him being proud because your boobs are stick to him )
⭐️ if he doesn’t know you, he is gonna have the same reaction but will not come to you directly. He is gonna try to make you noticing him first so he can catch you and do a famous SEXY SMIRK + SHOWING ABS at you.
GAOLANG WONGSAWAT:
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- awww it’s your turn pretty FacePalm guy
- probably at the swimming pool with Saw Paing and some other fighters
- noticed you immediately but didn’t stare because he knows it’s rude
- expects his crush to see him and doesn’t do anything
- finally understand that his Crush saw him but is too intimidated by his group of friends so she is not gonna come to say hello to him ( Bruh they’re so tAll and could kill you a simple flick )
- Gaolang going to the bar alone so you can go to him without being annoyed by his friends
- PINAPPLE JUICE ORDER
- “ hi there Gaolang”
- is a little surprised by your presence at first but greeted you with a very warm smile
- invite you to take a drink with him ( it’s free for both of you because you’re VIP however he would have paid for you )
- interesting conversation
- talking about Japan in general because both of you are foreigners here ( if you are not then he’ll ask you many thing about Japanese cultures )
- is gonna talk about Thailand and ask about your country too
- you don’t even see the time passes because you two are enjoying yourself at the bar
- probably being interrupted by Saw Paing screaming somewhere so Gaolang has to go to stop his friend
- before leaving you he’ll give you a small cute smile meaning I’m coming back
- after stopping Saw Paing from terrorizing everyone he would come back to you and offer you to walk next to the sea while chatting
- You’re not crazy and you ACCEPTED IT OF COURSE
- after a long walk full of laught ( and romantical tension ) he would just says : I found you very pretty Y/n.
- BIG BLUSH ON YOUR FACE
- you didn’t expected that ans you didn’t respond right now which made him feel anxious poor baby
- is finally reassured when you thanked him and is probably blushing
- will make sure you’re back to your hotel room safe and may even ask you for another date later in the week.
⭐️ if he doesn’t know you, he is the type that would observe you from afar before maybe I said maybe try to talk to you if he got the occasion.
SAW PAING YOROIZUKA : babyyyyy
- do I really have to make this one ?
- Y/n YOU LOOK SO AMAZING !
- Screams the second he saw you
- you being scared at first but once you noticed that it was Saw Paing you felt reassured in a way.
- SHOWER OF COMPLIMENTS your ego is fucking boosted to the level 100 easily
- has no shame
- will drag you to the beach with him because a lot of people were glaring at you two and he doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable
- IS ACTUALLY A BIG FLIRT WITHOUT NOTICING IT
- take your hands h24 to drag you somewhere
- you two planned to surf, I mean you wanted him to teach you a little ( sounds like a Date Bruh just imagine )
- really want to help you and is very tender in a way with you like he helps you with your position and all by gently touching you.
- in his head he really wanna get close to you only by helping you and not really By hitting on you like others guys ( what a cutie )
- cute nicknames game between you two
- sees you as the perfect teammate
- compliments, compliments, compliments and ALSO COMPLIMENTS
- your Surf class will end up with you two playing in the water like children
- he is very energetic but doesn’t want to accidentally hurt you so he is more calm in a way but still SCREAMING
- “ I Really Had Fun Today Y/n lets doit again !”
- him wanting you to meet Gaolang for sure ( or if you two met because of him, I’ll like the three of you to spend more time together )
- secretly stare at your Ass and legs sometimes
- May threaten you to throw you into the ocean if you don’t give him little kiss for the lesson maybe
- having many fighters shipping you two together
- other thinking WTF IS SHE DOING WITH THIS CRAZY
- probably you two eating snack together at the end of the day
- he is clearly proud to be seen with you for some reason
⭐️ If he didn’t know you and just saw you at the swimming pool, I feel like he would compliment you from afar but SAW PAING BEING SAW PAING you would notice him immediately because he is so fuckin loud and give him a cute smile.
#kenganashura#kenganashuraxreader#kenganashuraheadcanons#kenganashuraoneshot#kemganashuraimagine#ohmatokita#ohma#Sawpaing#Gaolang#RaianKure#kenganashuraomega#kenganashurafanfiction
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Glee season 4 Episode 6
Soo Will only makes a few cameo's here so not much Will bashing here.
However, Sue is right! Finn should not be at McKinnley! Certainly not teaching Glee club!
The worst part of this whole episode is Kitty! Kitty the biggest bully is allowed to stay and participate in the musical even though she has been harrassing Marley in front of everyone. Kitty spends the Episode fat shaming Marley and her mother everytime she speaks. Marley can't understand why her costumes don't fit and it turns out that Kitty is beyond disturbing and has been taking the clothes in to make Marley think she's fat!! She tells Marley she basically inherited a fat gene and no one is speaking up for her!!
Marley is so worried she talks to her mum and even though her mum tells her she's thin and beautiful they both agree to go on a diet. Now I love Mama Rose but that was bad parenting, if you know you're kid is thin and doesn't need to diet DON'T encourage them to go on one with you! That's not healthy!
Freaking Finn! He apologizes to Sue by once again using the R word to describe her daughter! Then when Sue doesn't accept his apology he acts like she should of and now she's the problem?!! Because Sue booked the auditorium Finn thinks the best thing to do is to take the school kids to a dangerous auto shop to practice singing and dancing,?? Yeah Sue is right, Finn shouldn't be allowed around these kids!
Kitty once again starts to act in a disturbing way, she teaches Marley how to make herself sick stating she would do it if she has been born with a fat gene!!
My poor angel Marley 💔😢
Kitty then makes fun of Marley while Brittney who hates bullying, Tina who has been subject to it herself and Unique of all people ejo6 is supposed to be close to Marley join in!!
Wade's parents are concerned about her and didn't know she was set to play Rizzo, Finn didn't know this and he didn't know Wade has been assaulted but Finn is self involved and has no idea what's going on with the kids and doesn't see bullying when it's not happening to him! Oh hello Will Shuester 2.0! Wade's parents pull her from the show, not because they don't support but because they are scared for her safety, something Finn isn't real concerned about beyond saying he'll keep an eye on her.
Finn acts like this is all Sue's fault, Sue may want to take Finn down but she was right about being concerned for Wade's safety.
Are you freaking kidding me?!! Santana comes back to play Rizzo? She isn't a student there anymore! Poor Tina comes running in saying she's ready to play the part and Finn is like 'yeah sorry no' . Poor Tina was called selfish the year before for wanting the spot light for the seniors, now she's a senior Finn is stealing her opportunities to give them to non students who can't stop being creepy and hanging around the school!
Marley comes running up to Tina saying she's been starving herself and this goes over Tina's head as she's more concerned about the the costume. Enter freaking Kitty again who fat shames Marley and tells her to make herself sick. Only Ryder sees that there is an issue ans looks concerned.
Finn is proud of himself even though he's neglected to deal with the resident bully, doesn't notice Marley is having problems, put the kids in danger in a auto shop and stole the role of Rizzo from Tina to give it to a non student??
Ryder is the only one to notice Marley isn't around stops her from being sick. He validates her, makes her laugh and gives her some confidence back. He then kisses her when he seen her in her costume right after Kitty once again comes over to fat shame br and no one but Ryder cares.
Finn sees Rachel crying and wants to know why, he pushes and then guesses it's over a guy and proceeds to shame her for liking a guy after she broke up with him. Telling her then that he doesn't want any contact with her. Such an arsehole!
Bloody Blaine tried to justify his cheating again!
Conclusions?
Finn is just as unaware as Will is and rewards bullying and fails to notice it because he's self involved. He doesn't even notice Marley is missing and is throwing up in the bathroom. He uses the R word again and acts like Sue should just forgive him. He has no idea that Wade's parents didn't know she was in the musical or that she was being assaulted and he took kids to a dangerous place to sing and dance. He also acts like Will and makes Rachel feel bad when she's not crying over him.
Kitty is psychotic and goes beyond the realms of ordinary bullying. She's messing with Marley life and her health and fat shames her and her mum everytime she speaks.
No one but Ryder gives two shits that Marley is fat shamed and bullied openly by Kitty.
Ryder is a sweet heart.
Tina is the most neglected character of all time!
Wade/Unique didn't deserve bullying and bad the best supportive parents that just didn't want her hurt. But Wade repays Marley's love and support by laughing when Kitty is making fun of her, even though Wade is only at the sleepover because Marley refused to go without her.
ALL graduating students should stop turning up at the school!
#anti will shuester#anti finn hudson#marley rose#ryder flynn#sue sylvester#tina cohen chang#wade unique adams#santana lopez#glee#kitty wilde
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Not All Monsters Part 10
Sam X Reader
Summary: Moving in with the Winchesters and getting closer to Sam means confronting nightmares of the past. Finding new way to cope and of course hunting.
Warnings: Angst, violance, PTSD
The bathroom light was blinding in contrast with pitch black room. A massive silhouette took up a majority of the doorway its shape was short, rounder than either of the brothers. Aris watched as it made its way into the room but she could not move, her body felt heavy as if in quicksand, static inside her head made it impossible to think clearly. There was only a vague memory of being in a motel with the Winchesters. The man moved forward something was in his hand but she couldn’t figure out what. A primal instinct inside her sparked terror she hadn’t felt in months.
Each step he took toward her felt like a lifetime. There was nothing standing between them, nothing nearby she could grab, and that’s only if she could manage to move in the first place. As he grew closer the blood pumping in her veins became flooded with adrenaline. His hand reached out giving the aura of something slimy rotten. With his hand only an inch away she pushed herself forward grabbing for the blade she knew was under her pillow. Gripping the handle she prepared to fight. Gathering all that she had she dove forward at the figure. But when she should have collided with him it was only empty air throwing her off balance taking the lamp down as she fell into a wall.
Sam jumped from the couch pulling out a gun aiming it at where the crash had come from ready to shoot if necessary. Only lowering the gun when he realized it was just Aris. She sat looking around the room as if lost trying to figure out her surroundings. Thinking she might be hurt he went to her side.
“You ok?” He reached down helping her to her feet.
“Yeah I tripped. Sorry I didn’t mean to scare you.” She pulled away not wanting to look him in the eye. She couldn’t risk letting him know that something was wrong. “Were you sleeping on the couch?”
“You fell asleep at the table.I tried to wake you but you out for the count. So I moved you.” Sam said
“So why didn’t you take the bed, and put me on the couch? I’m like a foot shorter than you. You would have been more comfortable.”
Shaking his head he wouldn’t except it. “You needed it more.”
Aris looked at the clock it was 3 in the morning which meant that she hadn’t been sleeping for more than 2 hours. Her head burning with memories that couldn’t just be pushed away. Noticing that Dean was still gone she moved to the little kitchenette and began brewing a pot of coffee. Sam stood back arms crossed trying to decide if it was worth the potential headache of confronting her about why she was really awake so early. The twinge of irritation so plainly on her face made him think better.
“I think I know what we are looking for. In all the photos I could find of Miss Staine she wore a locket. The photo of her the police took it was gone. Chances are it’s still in that building.” Aris liked her coffee black with lots of sugar always commenting on how the warm dairy was a weird concept to her. “You want to do a little B and E?”
Having run on less sleep Sam didn’t see the harm. “I’ll call Dean.”
It became more and more difficult to concentrate on the task at hand as they searched for the locket. Each time Sam’s eyes fell on Aris he wanted to send her back home out of harm's way. She had been through enough, it was clear that what happened the previous morning was triggering nightmares, he knew her well enough to know when she was lying. The thought of apologizing had crossed his mind more than once but again he knew her well enough to know that she would just run or lock him out.
“What are you looking at?” Aris was focused using a flashlight searching threw a few items that had been in lost and found for a locket they had connected to the women.
“Nothing just thinking.” Sam took the second box of items shifting them carefully but coming up empty-handed.
“Ok it’s not here. Maybe Dean found it. Have you heard from him yet?” Aris paused recalling all that she knew about the Shauna. “If you were a single woman that only had her job and was going to kill yourself why wouldn't you keep the one thing you loved the most?”
“Well most people who are suicidal usually give away their most prized possession to someone they trust,” Sam added.
“Really? Not that I’ve thought about it but I would keep it close to have something to hold in the end.” Aris whispered catching the wide eyes worried look Sam had thrown her way.
Knowing better than to comment on what he had just heard Sam cleared his throat nervously. As they began to work through the building searching around desks and cabinets that may have the answer it occurred to him that now would be the perfect time to bring up what happened. They were alone, and as they were looking for something Aris could just walk away or hide.
“Aris.” Sam’s tone more hesitant. “We need to talk about what happened.”
Letting the frustration seep into her voice she carried on narrowing her eyes. “You really want to talk about this now?”
“Yes. I do” Sam continued to look over the desk before him. “If we don’t talk now your just going to continue to ignore it. And me. Which I’m not ok with.”
“Sam, really I can’t do this right now. Honestly it be best if you just drop it all together.” Aris pushed the conversation to the back of her mind hoping that that would be the end of it.
“I can’t drop it. I feel awful and I want to say sorry for making you feel uncomfortable or scaring you..” Sam had stopped looking for the locket momentarily stepping up next to Aris.
Gently placing his hand on hers ducking his head slightly to look her in the eye. Pulling her hand away she stared back him, brow furrowed in disbelief. Facing him head-on, the flashlight was placed on the desk, hands turning to fists, she shook her head to cast away the confusion.
“Is that what you think happened? You think you pushed me too far? That you scared me? No. It was fun, great even. But I’m not some delicate little flower that can’t handle herself!” Aris could hear her voice getting louder. “This is why I left my sister. Every time I acted out of sorts she tiptoed around me or tried to get me to talk about shit that’s best left in the past.” As her anger began to grow, the temperature began to drop but Aris was too frustrated to notice. “Yes I freaked out but none of that was because of you. I was too embarrassed after to say anything. I’ve been dealing with it on my own. So just drop it ok!”
With the last word, the chairs in the room began to spin a wind came from nowhere. It became clear they were no longer alone. Grabbing his gun Sam began aiming his gun around the room looking for the spirit, Aris searched hastily over the desks that remained. As she neared the last desk a force knocked her across the room. Standing before her was a woman in a dirty dress, hair mangled, with grey decaying skin. Each arm was covered in blood dripping from each wrist. The specter tilted its head taking tentative steps toward her. A gunshot rang out the room went quiet and still.
Pulling herself to her feet they looked more feverishly for now for the locket. Sam held the gun at the ready, only to have it fly out of his hand. The women appearing in front of him then sent him flying against the wall. Dean came around the corner welding an iron rod swinging hard through the woman's midsection. Once again she vanished.
“Took you long enough.” Sam scoffed taking his brother's hand.
“Yeah well, you interrupted something important.” Dean pulled his brother to his feet. “Thought you would be too.”
“Well not everybody gets a hard one the second they’re left alone in a room with something with a skirt.” Aris fired the verbal shots with a hint of dark humor.
“Oh come on I’m not that bad.” Dean retorted.
Sam snorted nodding his head. “This is the last desk.”
He began to dig through it when the women appeared again. Sending the group flying in different directions. The women went after Sam again, this time sticking her hand into his chest, Sam’s mouth was open gasping for breathe unable to fight back against the spirit he looked to Aris reaching for her, pointing to the desk. Rushing over to the desk, the locket was there sitting in the top drawer. She held it up.
“Dean lighter!” Aris shouted catching the zipo. Grabbing a trash can, she threw a few pieces of paper in lighting one before dropping it in. “Get your hands off my boyfriend bitch.”
The women went up like a roman candle a scream then she was gone Aris and Dean rushed over catching Sam as he stumbled forward. Inhaling sharply, his lungs burning as causing a coughing fit as he knelt on the ground. Aris crouched down in front of Sam hands on his chest.
“Are you ok?” Aris looked into his eyes taking in the hazel glow coming back to them.
“You called me your boyfriend.” He smiled, laugh turning to a cough again. Collectively they all breathed out a sigh of relief.
Aris reached up her arms around Sam’s neck. “Please, don’t ever scare me like that again.”
“Awesome. breakfast then home? I’m thinking Bacon.” Dean hit his brother back.
Light began to stream in through the window, as the sun started to rise. The room was a mess papers scattered, one chair was broken, fire started to dwindle in the basket. Feeling Sam in her arms waiting for his heartbeat slow before she let go. For the first time in two days, the guilt and shame that had been leading every decision began to lose its grip on her. Sam didn’t care if she got mad at him or yelled or pushed him away he didn’t take it as if it were some personal vendetta against him. what mattered in his eyes was that he had somehow caused her pain and needed to make it right even if it wasn’t his fault.
It was a lighter mood the drive back home, more joking, singing to a few different songs on the radio. Dean got a call from the HR women whose name was Daisy, he didn’t answer. Aris and Sam couldn’t help but act like a bunch of children making fun of him for avoiding the call. Everything was back to normal, by the time they stopped for a late lunch just outside of Denver. Taking the time off the road to stretch their legs Aris stole away by herself for a short time looking for support groups making a plan to attend one in two days time. Sam leaned over her shoulder assuming that she was just playing a game on her phone, catching a time and a date but missing the location before she closed it down.
It wasn’t late but they were all tired by the time they made it home. Each running on less than 2 hours of sleep in the past 2 days, meaning that no one was up for much other than crashing or watching Netflix movies the rest of the day. After a quick shower, Aris changed into her typical nightwear. As she was about to collapse on her bed from exhaustion a sound came echoing down the hall flowing into her room. Following the unmistakable sound of her favorite movie, The Goonies, Aris found Sam’s door slightly ajar. There was no need to wait for an invitation in. Leaning against the headboard in a pair of loose shorts and a tight t-shirt, Sam nodded.
Pulling as much courage as she could to the surface Aris sat down next to him on the bed they sat in silence for a while simply enjoying the old 80s movie. It was just another night in the bunker, Aris found herself starting to drift off each time her head began to nod forward she would jolt awake. It didn’t take long for Sam to notice the tug of war over Aris consciousness her body began to slip down leaning against him. Wrapping his arm around her hoping to make her more comfortable.
“Sorry,” Aris stated trying to pull herself upright, only to slouch back down again.
“Don’t worry about it. If you're tired just go to sleep.” Sam smiled trying to keep her calm.
“I mean about the other morning .” Aris' eyes were almost completely closed, the stress of the day taking its toll.
Sam looked down at the sleeping body beside him. Her hair cascading over her shoulders, the warmth of her body pushed up against his. She looked so at peace in her sleep more so than he had ever seen. Pondering what she may have dreamed about his eyes moved over her sleeping figure, falling on her midsection as the tank top she wore was pulled up slightly, and her low rise shorts were pulled down slightly further than usual. A jagged pale line starting at the top of her left hip bone plugging downward for about three inches, following along the curve of her hip before turning sharp at a 30-degree angle stopping just below her belly button.
It made sense now why she’d pulled away from him followed by two days of silence on anything other than the case. Sam could see how impossible it had been for her to understand that no one was trying to hurt her, physically or mentally. All this time he had been trying to find a way to get her to open up, now it didn’t seem so important. She was just starting to get comfortable with them, with him. There came a primal need to protect her, even from the monsters in her head the ones that still held her hostage. While he didn’t know for sure how the scar had come to be it didn’t take much to draw a conclusion to how it had gotten there. Remembering clearly the night they had met how rough Dan had been with her to hear that night. and so many others like it still played in her head constantly like a movie that wouldn’t end. Carefully he shifted kissing the top of her head.
“I've got you.” Holding Aris, in his arms, a shield against the night, it didn’t take long before Sam drifted off knowing that she was safe even if she did not.
#sam winchester#Sam X Reader#dean winchester#winchester#spn fanfic#fanfiction#spn#supernatural fanfiction#happy hunting#spn hunting#Dean#Sam#Sam and Dean#Impala#Supernatural PTSD#Aris#Not all Monsters#Gunshot#rock salt
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VERY SUBTLE line of questioning anon haha 💗💗💗—————————————————————13. Biggest turn ons: (I’m gonna stick to personality and not physical stuff) Ans: 1. I really like when someone is sweet like I know that’s a generic one bc of course everyone wants someone that’s nice but I just have a thing for people who you can tell are really nice and genuine, 2. I like when someone can hold a conversation and is interested in the things I have to say and the stories I tell and isn’t afraid to let me know and see that, 3. I like romantic and affectionate people bc I’m super romantic and affectionate (like I definitely want someone who loves to hold hands and cuddle and hug and all that jazz), 4. I also like people who can be silly and laugh at themselves especially when we’re being affectionate or in bed like if you can laugh at accidentally kissing my nose instead of my lips then that makes it so much more cute and comfortable ya know??, 5. I like when men specifically are a bit more dominant in the sense that they aren’t afraid to tell me how they feel about something or tell me/ask me if they want to kiss or sit/cuddle a certain way etc. and they can take charge and make the first move in terms of intimacy because due to my personality I sure am not great at that lol, 6. and I do like just a little bit of jealously or possessiveness but not A LOT I mean I think I like just enough to reassure me that you actually want me and no one else and in the same sense I like clingy people too but not overly clingy to the point where you’re headed towards more controlling and abusive behaviors obviously [I probably have sooo many more I’m just not thinking of but these are the ones that came to mind first]
14. Biggest turn offs: (I’m gonna stick to personality and not physical stuff) Ans: 1. I don’t really love when someone can’t hold a conversation but that’s not like a huge turn off, the bigger ones are: 2. when I can’t trust someone/their intentions, 3. when someone is a cheater/has a history of cheating or playing with peoples feelings, 4. when someone loves to talk about their “body count” (like I don’t care if you’ve slept with a lot of people and would never “slut shame” but if you see it as a game then that’s kinda telling me you don’t really care about or respect the people you’ve been with), 5. in the same way I don’t love when people are “serial daters” (men especially, like if you’ve dated A LOT of people and couldn’t seem to develop any of the relationships into something more than I probably don’t wanna date you because I’ll probably become one of those numbers in your tally eventually and I don’t want that lol), 6. when someone is very rude and obnoxious to others in general/for no reason, 7. when someone can’t learn from their mistakes and blames the people around them or the universe for how things aren’t going well for them when in reality it’s their own fault, 8. and lastly I HATE when MEN act differently around different people especially if how they act around you vs. how they act around their friends who are men is very different (like if you have to put on some bravado or cool dude act around your guy friends and are engaging in their typical conversations abt how hot they find so and so or how they prefer women with large tits or whatever while also then telling or showing me that you apparently hate that kind of talking and those types of conversations between men then obviously you’re full of shit) [again I probably have a few more I’m just not thinking of but these are the ones that came to mind first]
25. My idea of a perfect dateAns: I honestly love chill dates I don’t want anything fancy or crazy I like doing fun things like I really love the idea of going to an amusement park or board walk maybe, I also love those garden exhibits or outdoor art exhibits some places have (there’s some really big ones by where I live and they’re soooo fun to go explore and walk through), but again I’d also be happy with just going out for a movie and some food somewhere or even just getting take out food and watching a movie or show at home too!! (I really do love staying in for the night and those “at home dates” bc they’re cute and not stressful and you don’t have to go anywhere haha)
35. What I find attractive in men (I’m gonna state some personality traits but I’ll bite the hook and state some physical ones as well) Ans: personality wise: 1. I like sweet men who aren’t the very typical overly masculine guarded persona I really like men who are open and emotional and talk a lot and are just genuinely nice, 2. also because of my political opinions I obviously find men who are more politically progressive and identify more with liberal politics as more attractive because their opinions mostly matching with mine really does matter to me in the long run, 3. I like men who are creative and like to do creative things with their time like making art or writing or playing music, 4. I like men who again aren’t afraid to be silly and who can make me laugh (but this isn’t like a staple for me honestly it’s a plus if I find you funny but I’d take genuine connection and good conversations over someone being “funny” any day ya know?), 5. and lastly again I like men who can hold a conversation and are genuinely interested in me and what I have to say and aren’t afraid to tell me and show me that physically: 1. I tend to like men who are more broad and a bit muscular but I also love men with tummies, 2. I LOVE nice arms that’s like a HUGE turn on for me, 3. also of course the givens are that I like men with nice eyes (tho I find everyone’s eyes nice) a nice smile and nice hair (hair is a big thing for me I really think it can completely affect and change how you look), 4. I love TATTOOS (especially on the arms bc we’ve already established I love arms) and piercings (especially ear and nose piercings on men), 5. and I used to not love facial hair but it’s become something that definitely depends on the person like I’ve seen many men who really pull off the whole beard look very well so I’d say if a man can rock facial hair that’s something that I find attractive too
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also SO SORRY that this is from awhile ago and I'm just now getting around to posting this!! hopefully you’re still interested in the answers lol
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Comedy: Me 2?
By DeYtH Banger It's all about me.. and me… if you don't like the stories… feel free to leave the room at any time.. I think about me… I care about me.. and I am narcisstic bitch. Play with Point of views… that's what trivia… viral… in the writer society in my opinion it's first person point of view awesome… I know why people should be around and why I am important… So the answers… I repeat good shit to myself everyday … I use mirror and other type of positive thoughts exercise… so why not me? Why them? My mom definetly does not care… she thinks that I am master manipulator with suicode accidents and saying shitty stuff… probably after all body language… observation and learning communication skills gets a hole right in your ass. Here is the tryth when A woman is hard to get playing… you are now playing against her and the bitch shield which she has put in front of her. When I look in the mirror… the first thought which pops out is "You are not death… kill yourself… come on… put some commitmentband decipline into this shit.". R.L. Stine author Goosebumps his jokes are not funny… the best which I can suggest to him… is to jump from a bridge… he is going definetly do something slightly more efficient … and effective and good… he is going to end up in a documentary. HOW COOL IS THAT? What's my life or let's say what do I do? I binge movies and tv shows… I have pleny of tine waste from my youth so I am watching some good shit… I don't have time to panic and getting paranoid about guns and financial crisis and wars… cone on aren't supposed to be smart… you are intelligent abd now you are imitating an ape behavior… come on… come on… What's the next suprise of the day? Don't think? Having an opinion? Reading a book? Not a suprise at all To all fat fucks … run if you can… still go with run… because the moment you stop hearthattack is going to kill you. To smokers… great great… economy is growing the first step of helping economy is cleaning up the schmuck and idiotic society… once the clean up is done we are ready to go. Alcohol abusers… if you can drink and if you can't stop drinking alcohol… give a thought… give few thoughts… about process… probably got hates you. I don't do proper talk with girls, mainly because after a conversation I am strongly supposed to blame, judge and shame myself… I skip that step… mainly because… I feel weird about the whole process. My eyes are red… my eyes hurt… it's because I am using a skill which you have forgotten to put into work, it's called "learning". I just don't get fighting… what's the idea to learn something or to bend over!? Jokes about my size, oh it's so genius… how much carrots do you get as for daily reward? Fuck Max and his screw up game.. you suck… okay… go ans get rape. Sex is a new nuance… it's a rape method, I hate all this angry and full of conflict people… it turns my wheels around.. what's wrong with you? Your parents don't love you? You lost hope at young age? You can't masturbate? Ignoring and hate this is new thing which is going to motivate you, if you are not getting motivated probably you are mentally incapable human being. Before we start the fun, Have in mind those big screens in your home… are slpwly and effectively killing you. So stats say that Bill gates is current reading 3 books… he has started reading since 2010… Before that he hasn't been a fan to read books… so far do I… I became fan of books around 2016 year… Bill gates reads in a year right now 4.. he has read so far and for the previous year he has read 23… we are talking for a fucking speed reading shit. As for. Me right now 90 books I have read my goal is to make it 367… it was somewhere near that… I am not sure… I fonished a book with 500 pages for 3-4 days… for a week I can read 3 books… for 2 weeks we are talking from 4 up to 6 books… 3 weeks… 6 up to 9 books… for a month we are talking about 12 up to 16 books… so let's ignore the whole year.. Because I an going to Embarrass Bill Gates… it seems like that… I am hear not to say That I am the big deal… but this big pua fuck is no near to reading a book… stop sharing bullshit stories. I started today with streaming porn feature... I started watching that shit to see what people have, what I don't hate and the most important thing the dominance which they apply and it's missing in my life... I insidely fucked up... God fuck me up...
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Glee season 4 Episode 7
Ok, so the superhero thing is hilarious, unnecessary but hilarious.
Oh look, Jake acknowledges Marley when he feels like it but now that he can see Ryder is into her he's suddenly interested again?
😂 Supergirl fans will find it ironic and funny that Marley isn't on board with the whole 'superhero' thing!
Oh look both Ryder and Jake are treating Marley like she's a prize to be won!
Marley is an adorable angel , but she isn't doing much to discourage them.
Oh look, two boys from Glee club are fighting and Finn's solution is to simply tell them to get their arses to Glee club?? No! They need to go to the principal's office! Once again Finn is Will Shuester 2.0 and Glee club is more important than acknowledging actual violence!
Kitty is welcomed into the Glee club by Finn even though she is the biggest bully in the school and doesn't even make a secret of it. Tina calls Finn out and asks shouldn't they get a vote on Kitty of all people joining? Finn, completely oblivious because he's spent 4 years watching Will suck at being a teacher uses the excuse that Kitty was fab in the play and they need 12 members. Again, just like Will, Finn cares more about Glee competitions than the rest of the kids well fare and taking their safe place from them.
Tina takes a jab at Finn and says "well why not just bring Santana back since shes apparently better than anyone enrolled there'. Finn's response? "Tina, not now'. Did Finn take Will Shuester supplements this morning? He doesn't care about Tina anymore than Will did, if he had still been in Glee he would be going mad that if either he or Rachel were neglected. Remember when he gave Blaine a hard time just for being there? Why Tina hasnt gone insane yet is beyond me.
Finn's ideas prove he's an idiot.
Finn thinks he's above the kids wearing costumes!
"the kids don't see me as an adult" that's because you're 18!!
You know, the Warblers may have been arses, but they did always want Blaine to come back because they saw his worth. You could tell Blaine always wanted to go back but was loyal to the New Directions, he would have been better off going back to Dalton.
*sigh* Finn just put two boys who were physically assaulting each other as partners to sing together!?? Oh not only that but he makes Marley who is openly bullied by Kitty partner up with her. Well done Finn, Marley is there is to have fun and to belong and you're making her sing with the biggest bitch in there, taking Marley's safe place from ber because you're an idiot who is the new Will Shuester!
Oh God Ryder and Jake are being beyond cringe worthy and singing to Marley together like she's an object! Marley love, you need to tell them both to pack it in! Allowing this to go on and smiling through it is just encouraging them!
Oh look it decended into anarchy and fight and Finn is surprised???? The kids are even telling Finn to do something and he has NO idea what he's doing! Those boys literally punched each other in the face and how does Finn deal with it? He shouts at them instead of talking them to Figgins! He only cares that they will lose Sectionals if the boys don't get it together.
Ryder even tells Finn he doesn't like Jake or his womanizing ways. Which of course Finn ignores and decides making them work together AGAIN is a good idea. Finn, the 18 year old clueless, unqualified idiot decides to further damage these boys by making them reveal their biggest weaknesses to each other, sure Finn, when did you become a qualified Student counsellor??
Kitty is still bullying Marley, she is even still talking to her about making herself sick. Marley admits she's been making herself sick everyday that week!! Kitty is even encouraging her to carry on!
Oh Marley you sweet little angel!
Kitty is a psychopath!
Marley singing 'i need a hero' is so great! Especially for Supergirl fans now!
It takes until after Kitty and Marley perform for someone to notice Blaine isn't there ans for Finn, the teacher, to bother mentioning that Blaine isn't going to be attending anymore. Well done Finn! Such an idiot.
Sooo now Finn is qualified to take students to special teachers for extra help and tests without talking to the ACTUAL teachers?? Where are Ryder's parents?
Kudos to Jake for standing up for Mrs Rose again! Oh look Mrs Rose being fat shamed and Jake is being racially abused and NOT one faculty member is around to do anything, prompting the Glee kids to deal with the issue. Seriously Mrs Rose should have been protected!
Jake should NOT be calling Puck for advice on women! Puck essentially tells Jake Marley is an animal who will come to him when she's in heat!
Sam! Sam actually does something to help with Blaine! He actually cares about what Blaine is going through rather than just Glee club like Finn does.
Poor Ryder has to cancel his date with Marley because he has an appointment with his dyslexia doctor who can only fit him in in the one spot, Marley makes a point of verbally voicing her disappointment rather than supporting Ryder and being happy he's getting his life sorted out. She agrees to rearrange for next Friday, Kitty tells her he's not interested and once again sneaks in several fat shaming comments. Marley then marches off and act Jake out! NO!! Bad form Marley! You're supposed to be an adorable angel ans now you're just being a bitch enjoining the attention of two boys and not caring about one that is trying to get his life sorted out. This love triangle was always do stupid.
Of course Finn gets celebrated as the hero at the end when it was the kids that sorted their own issues out.
Conclusions?
Finn is unqualified and should not be making academic or personal decisions for these kids.
Finn is the new Will Shuester, he cares more about the club than the kids. He doesn't give a crap about Tina and doesn't give a shit the more are physically assaulting each other.
Only Sam bothers to actually care about Blaine.
Marley is being made into a bitch when she's actually a angel!
Kitty is a psychopath and no one is paying enough attention to see that she fat shames Marley ever 5 minutes! Finn doesn't dare he allowed the school bully into the club!
Mrs Rose deserved better!
At least the Warblers appreciated Blaine!
#glee#anti finn hudson#marley rose#ryder flynn#jake puckerman#tina cohen chang#blaine anderson#sam evans#kitty wilde
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