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chaoswillcalmusdown · 6 months ago

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we adjusted my medication two weeks ago so the doctor was like "you might still get one more period bc there might be an ovulation in progress, but after tHAt we should really see an end to the periods"

and now 2 weeks on. when i'm getting a slight increase in the menopause symptoms after they finally started petering out....... guess fucking why?

yep. winter is coming.✌🏽🤪

the frequency of the nausea that i'm getting with this endo treatment is so irritating

and the head and muscle aches just keep returning when i think they're finally over

aaand now i've had 2 days of fucking cramps. i've been taking estrogen blockers for nearly 3 months !!!!!!!! i should not be getting fucking cramps anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#it's been happening every 2 weeks for the past 6 weeks so like.. i fucking get it.#it's not the doctor's fault #it ShouLD not happen 2 weeks from now or ever again until i stop taking this medication BUT !!#i've been enduring the gross estrogen blocker nose spray for 75 goddamn days and i've had 3 periods in the time period #AND the past 2 weeks i've had a constant headache plus muscle ache literally across my entire body and nausea #so having to deal with a period as well #............ if this man tries to sell me on any kind of treatment exceptt more surgery i might commit a murder #cause once he decides we can't keep taking the estrogen blockers......... idk what the fuck else they can even try #i feel sick on estrogen. i apparently feel sick on estrogen blockers aka low estrogen #maybe they can try the estrogen blocker shots instead of the nose spray but like #i'm out of options and 0 treatment makes my body grow tennis ball sized cysts #there's no way on earth i'm ever gonna consider a pregnancy after this and i should be able to sell him on that despite not having kids #cause i'm literally like. at the end of my rope #i want to be able to have a normal day to day situation #and i don't want to have health care professionals try to convince my to consider a future me who wants kids bc that person does not exist #and has never existed #and you'd think a 30 year old should be able to say that and have it matter #i have honestly had really good doctors overall but like #knowing that they literally would have done more if i'd had 1 child #and since i have 0 children they just hesitate and waste resources on trying to do minor things to help me in the meantime #is so frustrating #i've had 12 years of (undiagnosed) endo issues #but healthcare protocol says 'woman might some day reconsider her 17 year old thoughts on having children'#and regretting not having a biological child is apparently the worst thing that could ever happen to me #according to............ someone #okay. rant done. i'm gonna go exhale or smth

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