#AND WHEN I FIND BRONZE ONES I CAN REPLACE IT WITH I CANT FIND ANY FUCKING BRONZE HEART LOCKETS

[thxnks4themrms]

FUCK BRO WHY CANT I FIND ANYTHING IM LOOKINH FOR

[bloodycassian]

LEATHERBOUND PART 2 - Reader x Cassian

The bell at the front didn't ring when he stepped inside. The oddity of it made him stop in his tracks. That, and the pile of books you crouched over.  "What happened?" He gasped, taking in the small shop. There was broken glass inside, but the front window was already replaced. The shards cast a delicate shimmer over the entire inside. The mud caked onto the back wall where your desk sat reeked. "Are you okay?" Concern was painted plainly across his features. Rage roiled inside his gut at the thought of anyone who would do you harm. What if you had been inside when it happened?  He couldnt bare to think of it. Couldn't tempt himself to imagine what he would do to whoever did it. He would have showed them why the Lord of Bloodshed was named as such. His rage ceased when he saw the strain your wings showed as you tried to push one of the stacks of books back up. He rushed to your side and helped you push it up, only a few smaller novels fell out.  You waved him off, trying to ignore the way his concern made you downright giddy. "Some kids... It happens every now and again." You sighed, picking up the runaways from the floor. You were grateful your collection hadn't been damaged. Thankfully the spells had worked and warded against them actually entering the shop.  Cassian stooped to help you pick up the few that had fallen, then you noticed his boots. "Shoes!" You squeaked. He swore under his breath and kicked them off at the front, returning to help you. His muscle was a great help in re organizing. You got the piles straight this time, and without hurting yourself. You also didn't need a ladder to get the stacks all to the same height. "Anything else?" He asked, placing the final pile atop the last row.  "Ahh.." You glanced above the door where the bell no longer was. "If you could find me a new bell... I dont know what happened to the old one." The bell had been in the shop since it was your grandmothers. It did hold sentimental value, but nothing that would kill to be gone. It was on its final days anyway you told yourself.  "Any preference what kind?" He asked, flipping through a novel about Wyverns. He smiled a bit and set it back where it had been. The glass on the floor reflected rainbows all over the small rooms, it painted your skin with them. He tried not to stare at the beauty there. "One that works." You smiled. "I'm going to owe you that gold piece back for helping me."  "Dont worry about it. You can help me in return." You led him to your usual spot at the counter. He leaned against it casually, in a way that made him look at peace in your nook. Your heart squeezed at the thought of him being so at ease in your space. "We're looking for an old tome. Something that you would definitely recognize." He dragged a finger across the tabletop, along a long carved initial of some Illyrian child long ago. You hummed, thinking about the few tomes you'd encountered on your travels before settling in Illyria as a book merchant. "What year?" You asked, hoping to help in some way. Even if it was to steer him a different direction. You wanted to help him find whatever he needed.  "Unknown... it may be made from stone." He said, his voice quieting. You stilled at the words. The oldest stone tomes were the ones that meant no good was coming. The book of breathings had been one of them. You could feel the color drain from your face. He nodded, as if he knew exactly what you were thinking.  "It's important. If you know anything... please let me know." He gave you a grim smile and patted the desk. "And I expect that cake next time I come over too." He tapped the wood counter and gave you a quick goodbye. "If you need anything let me know!" He called halfway out the door.  You wished you could. You wished you did have some way to 'let him know'. you sulked in the back room for the rest of the day.  === "Where's my cake?" "It's been two weeks, I gave it to the shop next door." You scolded, putting the silvers from the last customer into your box. "It was going bad." You reasoned when he pouted at you. "Well was it good at least?" He pulled a blue and brown leather clad book from a shelf, observing it.  "I dont know, I didn't try it." You admitted, stepping back from the wall to see your newest decoration. A nice wooden clock that you had repaired.  He looked at you with an appalled expression.  "Despite you not making good on our deal, I made good on mine. Your bell, as requested." He presented the small bronze bell with a hook to you. You grinned, taking it from him and testing it. He watched your eyes light up at the sound. It wasn't just a bell. It was a chime. It rang out different sounds from each angle it hit. "Cass-" He stopped you, ready for your protests.  "You cant make me return it. I threw the box in the Sidra and they wont take it back without it." He was smug about it. And he didn't feel bad about making you take the gift either. His hope soared when you gave him a glare, but dinged the bell again.  "Well... you need to install it." You nodded to the empty hook above the door. He smiled wildly and got to work. If he was honest with himself, any reason to be around you more was welcome. Even if it was as simple as replacing a bell. Hell if he could read a book to you that'd be a dream for him.  He was addicted. He had to admit it to himself. But he didn't have the willpower to quit you. It was a strange feeling. He normally had resentment ever visiting Illyria, but lately it had been nothing but joy at the prospect seeing you. You went to the back room, weaving around stacks upon stacks of books. There had been more incoming lately, due to a temple in Summer court being destroyed. The books salvageable were sent all over Prythian, and somehow most ended up with you. The bell chimed, loud and musical. It would take a few weeks to get used to it. It filled you with a joy that sparked. "That sounds great!" You called, bringing over a book that you had set aside for him. It was one of the older ones in the collection, and one of the worst smelling. You wanted to show him in part just to see his reaction to the smell. It had been at the bottom of one of the stacks that had gotten knocked over when the window was broken. "The Ancient ones? Are you making an age joke at me?" He gave you a mock glare, but flicked open the book. You closed it sharply, giving him a look he didn't understand.  "If I was it would be an insult to myself as well. It's the only book I could find that even mentioned what you're after." You flicked the small bookmark you had indicated the page with. Your eyes locked on to his, marveling for a second at the deep hazel there. "You should look at it, later." Your eyes darted behind him where someone approached your door. Your heart dropped. Behind the woman stood a group of Illyrians across the way, pointing at the shop and making large gestures. "I'll be seeing you." You dismissed Cassian, holding open the door for the familiar old woman with shriveled wings. She gave him a nod and kicked her small slippers off with ease. The males across the way turned back into their own conversation when Cassian appeared at the doorway. His eyebrows knit together at your rushing him, but he saw himself out. The bell dinged behind him when he left. The coldness of the wind did nothing to ease the worry he felt for your reaction. Did you not want to be seen with him? Was he supposed to be keeping your meetings a secret? He glanced back to the large storefront window, where you showed the female a section of novels on the far wall. You didn't glance back.  The market bustled with life, several vendors calling out deals and different items they offered. A group of loud males spat at the snow slicked ground as he passed. He ignored the rumble of rage in his stomach, continuing on to the edge of a cliffpoint off the back of a shop.  He took off with a yearning deep inside the pit of his stomach.

[mahou-queen]

Since covid shut down everything including in-person meet ups and events around the globe, all my coords have been shoved back as well as all the new coords I have been planning in my newfound free time. Since I cannot wear any of my coords out right now, let me share them with you here! lets talk~ upcoming coords.

~lemon picnic~

a new version of my lemon coord that I cannot wait to wear.  JSK - lemon honey’s lemon soda in lavender blouse - mary lolita on taobao hat - an adorable offbrand find from big lots! I plan to add a big ribbon/bow around it in a white chiffon fabric.  socks, shoes - offbrand from yesstyle wrist cuffs - elfis on yesstyle  earrings - witchinbloom ring - halloween alice on taobao bag- to alice  I really wanna wear this to an outdoor event. I got these earrings not too long ago after searching for the right pair for almost an entire year. 

~violet princess~

a new coord with my dream dress, sweetie violet~~ I wore this dress to my comms ILD june tea in 2019 and I wasn't super happy with my coord. This one looks much more cute imo and light and flowy which I really like for this particular dress.

JSK - Angelic pretty’s sweetie violet in lavender blouse - lucky star on taobao bag - an offbrand bag I bought on wish shoes, socks - offbrand from amazon headdress and wrist cuffs - elfis on yesstyle (reviewing this headdress later this month stay tuned~!) ring- sym handmade on mercari jpn not pictured~ pink heart ring and pink heart crystal earrings - both gifts, offbrand I am really new to wearing these kinds of headdresses so I don’t know how I wanna wear my hair just yet

~valentines OTT~

I have been working on this coord for absolutely ever so there is a lot of lore here: I wore this skirt for the first and last time in 2014 to Otakon in the absolutely WORST coord of my lolita career. I spent YEARS trying to figure out how to coordinate this skirt and I finally got it with this one. I was suppose to wear this to my comms ILD december meet last year but half of my stuff did not arrive in time despite me ordering it in October. But that’s ok because I have improved it since then anyway

skirt- Angelic pretty’s dream doll in white blouse, shoes - bodyline bag - loris - custom color beret - offbrand from target beret clips not pictured - 2 pom pom heart brooches - handmade by me, bronze heart brooch - vintage  bracelet - offbrand from yesstyle earrings- the one’s I have are from candyfrizzstars on storenvy but I would love the one’s from WC necklace - offbrand from amazon socks - you cannot tell here but they have a textural heart pattern on them, offbrand from sears?! choker - handmade by me not pictured~ heart hair pin - offbrand, pink heart ring - gift, offbrand, red keychain - offbrand

~she’s a star~

I have worn this dress more times than I can count, but never like this. So this black x gold star themed take on bodyline’s carousel print is all new and very exciting!

jsk - bodyline’s carousel print in black blouse - not the one pictured, mine is from lucky star on taobao bag - loris shoes - sosic shop wrist cuffs - need to go lol, originally i planned to wear this with short sleeves so I don’t need those now, but they are my altered elfis wrist cuffs from yesstyle socks - offbrand from yesstyle gold star clip - 6%dokidoki star clip - angelic pretty star bow - elfis on yesstyle headdress - leaf sister on taobao choker - shimotsuki sakuya on taobao earrings - offbrand from forever21 my shoes are actually on the way as I write this lol

~selene~

I got this dress at the beginning of the year from xianyu and it’s one of my favorite dresses, the cut is wonderful! I have not been able to wear this yet due to covid so I cannot wait to get this out on the town

jsk - angelic pretty’s selena in lavender blouse - lady sloth bag - loris shoes, socks - offbrand from amazon pink bow, wrist cuffs - elfis on yesstyle purple bow - angelic pretty selena hair bow earrings - offbrand from forever21 star clip-6%dokidoki it’s a pretty simple coord but it’s a simple dress. I cant wait to wear

~princess peach~

I got this custom dress from glitter tale as you may know because I reviewed it here on my blog. I did not know how i wanted to wear this and a friend of mine suggested I coordinate it with sax to bring out the sax in the print which is something I never would have thought to do so I was great full for the advice. So this is what I came up with. Also this is my first OP ever and I did find it challenging to coord with no blouse. 

OP- glitter tale sugary peach sailor cut yellow bag - peach C (the reason I actually wanted a peach print) shoes, socks, necklace, earrings - offbrand from yesstyle wrist cuffs - elfis on yesstyle rings - halloween alice on taobao handmade peach clip which is not pictured cause I haven't made it yet - handmade by me lol

~spring and winter bunny babe~

Here are 2 versions of a new and improved coord for my cinderella bunny dress.

jsk - bodyline’s cinderlla bunny in lavender blouse - both are lady sloth (so excited about this elegant mesh blouse. It’s new and I haven't worn it yet) socks, shoes, bag, beret - offbrand from amazon earrings - offbrand from yesstyle keychain, bunny necklace - offbrand from wish bracelets - offbrand from target bunny clip, wrist cuffs - elfis on yesstyle pearl necklace - offbrand

I really love how everything goes together in the bunny theme. Even the keychain is a white puff like a bunny tail with a loop of pearls to match the pearls on the dress. The bunny hair clip even has pearls dangling from it. I wanted a blouse to replace the dusty rose high collar blouse I wore with this dress last time (2018) because it’s too small (it’s currently for sale on my LM)  I am so excited to wear this new blouse with these striped socks. I am actually super terrified of prints? lol so i never incorporate prints beyond the dress into my coords. This is still super safe but it’s a step.

~honey bear~

last but not least~ The dress I am still waiting on~ I have got a lot of ideas for this dress but this is the only one kind of pulled together right now. I am going for a sweet-classic look, which I have never done before. 

jsk - morning glory’s honey bear in milk tea blouse - little dipper on taobao shoes - bodyline socks - NOT THE ONES SHOWN, mine are much closer to the blouse color. sockdreams bag, hair clips - offbrand from yesstyle ring - sym handmade on mercari jpn beret -offbrand from amazon necklace not shown - handmade by me

So what do you think of my coords? concrit is always welcome and I love to hear new ideas. Have you been planning coords during quarantine? It’s definitely my main source of serotonin these days haha. Once we can go to meets and events again I will have to decide when to wear what. 

[thehooliganhangoutspot]

I Know What You Did In Vegas: THE ENDING (Sorry for it being so damn long literally)

*Bruno's phone rings* Bruno picks up phone: Hello Personal event organizer: Hey, Brunooo! What the fuck is uppp man! You having a good time at your little vacation Bruno smiles: Yea man, of course. Whats up! Haven't heard from you in a while... Personal event organizer: Well see, i hate to break up you guys fun butttt believe it or not, you need to squeeze in slime tour advertising. You guys have a sort of... Well you can call it "press conference" but theres only gonna be your biggest fans there. They ask you questions, you answer them then get the fuck out. Sound good? Bruno: Um, yea. This is kind of unexpected but ill reach the guys and let them know. When will it be? Personal event organizer: Tonight at 8:30 at The Old Organ House. Bruno: Alright. See you there man. *hangs up* Bruno's text to everyone: Hey guys, look, i know this is out of nowhere but i just got told we need to do some promoting. We have some kind of press conference shit to do tonight. Im gonna need you guys to all be there. Its at The Old Organ House at 8:30. Dont be late. *Times goes by and 8:30 comes* *Bruno sits outside of the building waiting for the others to come* *People start pouring into the building* *Phred and Jam show up first* Phred to Jam and Bruno: Whats up! Yall ready for this? *rubbing hands together readily* Jam: Yea Bruno: Yup Jam: We might as well go in and wait for the rest to come *they all walk in and take their seats in front of a microphone provided for them at the long table* *everyone in the room starts cheering soon as they sit down* *the men say their thank yous to everyone* *The rest of the band comes in and takes their seats* Man with microphone: Okay everyone quiet down, i can feeeeel the excitement in the room. This is the moment you all have been waiting for... *Camera lights flicker constantly on the whole band* Man with the microphone: Lets get the questions goinggg. No holding back. Letsssss start! I introduce to you all... Bruno Mars, Phredley Brown, Jamareo Artis, Philip Lawrence, Dwayne Dugger, Kameron Whalum, John Fossit And James King. Hereeee we go gentlemen. Lets begin. Bruno whispers to Phred: Where the FUCK is Eric! I specifically told everyone to be here ON TIME Phred: I dont know man, i haven't seen him since we parted ways when we got off the plane *John looks at Phred and smiles* *Fan stands up* Fan: Hi guysss. Omg this is really happening* fans eyes* okay. Sorry for the tears Bruno: *smiles* Its okay baby, keep going Fan: okay okay, This ones for Bruno...*clears throat* On a scale of 1-10, rate the upcoming tour Bruno: Damn, ill have to say 13 *crowd laughs* Bruno: At least thats what i think *looks at band* what do yall think? James: In my opinion, it all depends on who's shining this tour you know? Like it all depends on taking turns. Nobody likes a hog. Especially when the talent is dimmed down. I think you guys will enjoy the tour. Its guaranteed the front man will be changed Bruno looks at James: *scratches head* What do you mean by that... *Phil looks at James implying to stop talking* James: I mean like i just think that we need to push the real talent to the front. I mean... How far can one get on their looks when the vocals can be compared to less than rat shit Phil: NEXT QUESTION PLEASE *Fan stands up* *Bruno side eyes James* Fan: Hi boys Band: Hi Fan: Okay, i have a question for Duggy... Duggy: hit me with it! Fan: Okay, so i dont know howww true this is but my cousin called me one night and said she saw you around the street at night time. She said she saw you getting in multiple random cars. I just wanted to know, what were you doing and also what do i have to do to get you in my car *laughs* *whole audience laughs* Duggy's smile drops: No, no i don't know how true that could be. I mean like maybe your cousin was just tripping or something... Trying to get you all hype *fake laughs* but no sweetie. Im sorry. I wish i could say it was me. But no... *nervously screams* NEXT QUESTION Man with the microphone: Oh, looks like we've got a hand up over here all the way in the back *walks to the back* Finds fan, okay how are you ma'am. Come step up to the microphone... Stand so they can see you... *Storne stands up and straightens her shirt* Storne: Hey guys *Phred and John look in shock* Storne: This one is for Phred, What was going through your mind when you tried to dispose of me? *whole audience looks at Storne* Storne: Me, i was taken to a motel room with him and some other guy, was looked at as a piece of meat. Then when i didn't want to have sex with the two men... This one right here *points at Phred* knocked me unconscious with a telephone *audience gasps* Storne: I wake up in a dumpster in the dark. And walked home. I was too terrified to call the cops. I thought they'd come back for me... I stopped breathing for a minute when this all happened but as soon as i snapped out of it... I thank GOD that im here today to tell the story *audience claps and begins to boo Phred* Phred is shaking in his seat. Shaking so hard that the whole table is moving. The whole band sits there in shock just looking at him in disgust Bruno: My god, *looks at audience* i dont know what to say, im... Im speechless. I promise everyone watching at home that i didn't know ANYTHING about this and if i did, i promise you this man would have been fired in SECONDS *Angie rises from a seat in the back* Angie: You fuckin hypocrite. You're gonna really sit here and act like you haven't done anything in you're life as fucked up... *Jam looks into crowd* Jam whispers: ANGIE? Angie: Bruno, im pregnant. And the baby's yours. *Jam stands up and runs toward Bruno* Jam chocking Bruno: How could you you stupid bitch!!! Bruno: *gasping for air* Kam: *stands up and grabs Jam* CHILL MAN CHILL Bruno: Really? You just gonna come at me like that pussy? *takes off jacket* *Camera men move closer to the table* *Kam sits Bruno down* Kam: THATS ENOUGH, yall cut the shit! Phil screams out: I think we should stop the conference now. Please just give us some time to calm down Man with the microphone: I think this is quite juicy actually. Plus the show must go on... James: You always gotta stick up for him huh Phil? How much longer are you gonna ride that mans dick? Thats why your dream of taking over will never come true, you're too invested in being his little pussy ass sidekick Bruno: What is he talking about Phil? James: Tell him Phil, tell him how you really feel about him being in the spotlight. Tell him all the stuff you told me, about how you can sing better than himmmm and how you were always meant to be the front man... Bruno: Really Phil... You really think that huh? Phil: Yea... I do. Bruno: Fuck you man, you'll never be any better than i am. You're basically a nobody. They all come to see me. You mean nothing... Phil: What would your bitch ass do without me? *Pushes microphone over* Well now you'll learn today, I QUIT. Angie continues: I dont know why Bruno is playing dumb like he didn't know it was his. We always fucked around.. *Kam hold Jam back still* Angie continues: He used to always take me down to his little sex club he has here. He begs us to not use his real name to cover his ass. We have to call him "Master Bronze" Kam: Wait... BRONZE??? *Kam jumps up and starts towards Bruno, he gets a hold of his jacket and starts punching him, Jam now follows with grabbing the microphone and hitting Bruno with it on the head with it* *James sits back laughing* *John and Duggy grabs Kam and Jam* Phil: John, dont help him John: What man *continues breaking them off of Bruno* Phil: He's replacing you the day before we leave John: You lying, who would he replace me WITH??? Bruno: I called up Kenji the other night and let him know theres a opportunity to re-join the band John: What the fuck... Why? Bruno: You weren't holding up your end. *Phred still sitting there stunned* Kam: *plops down* Fuck this, fuck all of this shit *throws microphone on the ground* Im done Jam: ... Yall just gonna forget that Phred attempted to kill someone *John sits down* John: Shut up man... How u even know if she's just bullshitting Kam: Who would like about some shit like that, shes obviously telling the truth John: What proof does she have? James: Where's Eric? Storne: I swear he did it! Him and some other guy Phred: If you were so called knocked "unconscious" how the fuck do you remember all this? Storne:... I... I dont know actually John(gives her a look): Falsely accusing someone of something can indeed be a crime, you know that right storne... Storne: ... I mean like... I dont know who it was EXACTLY i guess Phred: I hate to jump in... But i think i saw Eric the night before coming out of a motel room *looks at Storne, pulls a small knife out of his pocket and shows it under the table where only she can see it* Bruno: WHAT? *Phred puts knife away* Phred: Yea, i swear it was him. He was dragging something to the back of the motel. I didn't pay any attention to it though, thought it was just trash.. Storne: Yea... *looks at Phred in fear* i guess that was the one Phred: Its okay. We all get confused sometimes Bruno: Eric would never do anything like that Phred looks at Bruno: Never say never, maybe he was so scared to come here today that he went home or something. I couldn't find him at all today. Man holding the microphone: Well thats all the time we have today... Bruno: WAIT... Is this going to be on t.v Man holding the microphone: Yes, definitely. Bruno: It cant be... It fuckin cant be. How much money do you need for that tape? ill give you anything *All men at the table adding in how much they'll be willing to pay for the tape* Man with the microphone: Im sorry boys but this is my job, whether everything you all said is true or not, i got to turn this in to the boss. You know how many ratings we'd get? Jam: Go to rule #7 in Brother code... Kam: What happens here stays between us only... James: And if a soul besides us finds out.. Bruno: That soul wont live to tell... *Jam and Phil pull out guns* *Starts to shoot at everyone in the audience* *everyone's screaming and running* *Phred runs over and locks the exit door* *The rest of the band pulls out guns from their waistband and starts shooting at everyone in the crowd including the man with the microphone* *eventually everyone is shot up and dead* *Bruno walks over to every camera and destroys it with bottom of gun* *John's phone rings* *answers phone* Eric: GET YOUR ASSES OUT HERE. IM IN THE BACK *John hangs up* John yells out: Yall come , Erics outside *Jam continues to shoot* James: COME ON!!! *Everybody runs outside to van parked in the front* *Everyone jumps in* *Eric start to drive quickly* Eric: Always gotta make me the one with the escape van! Kam: Admit it , nobody drives faster than you Eric: There always needa to be someone SMART left behind to save your asses. Im telling yall, we cant cover up from the world any longer... They're gonna catch on eventually Bruno dialing number: Would you shut the fuck up and drive *holds phone up to ear* Bruno: Yea, Yani... We need another clean up girl. The Old Organ, yea, its pretty messy. Yani from the other side of the phone: You got it big daddy Bruno: Like always, no evidence. Clean from the bottom to the top. Yani: Got you! *Bruno kisses phone and hangs up* Phil checking phone: We have exactly 13 minutes until the next plane leaves... Eric you gotta get us man Kam: Yea, we always leave fast after a "clean up" Eric: ill make it there. Just shut up and sit back *minutes later all the men are at the airport* *Everybody boards plane and a seat* John: You know what the best part about our trips are... Phil: WHAT? John: No matter what the bullshit it is that we go through, we always come back together as if we didn't hate eachother EVER. Bruno interrupts: You're still fired Phil: I still quit Jam: Im still gonna kill Kam: Me too *The rest of the band busts out in laughter* Phred: If i wasn't benefiting from you all, id kill all you *Everyone gets quiet* Phred:... A JOKE Everyone: ... Bruno: Welp, im just glad thats over. *Hoursss pass... the plane has just arrived back* Bruno looks at each of the band members: Brother code guys... Brother code forever. ill see yall ... *Everyone goes their separate ways* *Night-time falls and everyone is at home* *At the same time everyone's phone notification goes off loudly* *The screen says "One new message"* On each phone the text says: "I KNOW WHAT YOU DID IN VEGAS, IF YOU DONT WANT TO LET THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW YOUR SECRETS PLEASE DO THE FOLLOWING..." TO BE CONTINUED ONE DAY BUT NOT ANY TIME SOON

[unifycosmos]

Best Mediation Cushion in 2019 [Review of Zabuton or Zafu Pillows]

How do I know if I need a meditation cushion? And if so, what’s the best meditation cushion for me? Is there a cushion that can help me with my meditation posture, and if so, what is it?

I am going to try out 12 different cushions for my meditation practice and let you know which one works best for me. You might be able to determine which type of cushion you’ll need, too.

We all have different body types and need support in different areas, so while I might like one best, you might find another one that suits your personal needs better.

COMPARISON TABLE – Best Mediation Cushion in 2019

Searching for the Best Meditation Cushion in 2019

After tons of research (and a lot of sitting), I have narrowed my findings down to the top 12 best meditation cushions in 2019. I’ll answer all your questions along the way. Let’s get down to the nitty gritty.

1. Gaiam Zafu Cushion

What I love about the Gaiam Zafu Cushion is that it’s both organic and comfortable. Another great thing about it is I can adjust the cushion if I want it more or less firm, and it’s really easy to wash. I’ve had cushions that had no way of removing the cover, or it was very difficult to do so, and this one removes very easily.

The Zafu comes in black, purple, or teal, and the filling is organic buckwheat hull. It helps support your posture and relieves pressure on the knees, ankles, and back.

Pros

It has a handle, so it’s easy to carry

Easy to wash

Firmness is adjustable

Made of organic buckwheat

Relieves pressure on knees, ankles, and back

Cons

It’s a bit heavy, weighing about 5 ½ pounds

Comes in just 3 colors

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2. Waterglider International Zafu Yoga Cushion

The Watercolor International Zafu Cushion is great for sitting during lengthy meditations. It’s also made with the buckwheat hulls, which feels soft and similar to a bean bag. This particular cushion is sturdy and lasts a long time.

Pros

Ethically sourced from farmers in the USA

Great for soundwave therapy

Durable

Comfortable: firm enough to keep you off the ground, and soft enough to support your joints

Cons

Not machine washable

Some report seams coming apart with prolonged usage

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3. REEHUT Zafu Yoga Cushion

I really like this meditation cushion because it’s designed for all styles and meditation postures for yoga. I keep it in my “yoga corner,” where I can sit and listen to binaural beats. It really helps me reset myself and feel more refreshed during the day.

If you are flexible, you can order the smaller sizes at 4.5” height; if you need extra support, it’s best to go for the 6” height.

Pros

Cover is easy to remove and machine washable

Great for soundwave therapy and brainwave entertainment

Very comfortable

Variety of sizes available

Cons

Construction can be an issue with prolonged usage

Colors may vary slightly from the picture

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4. Peace Yoga Zafu Cushion

The Peace Yoga Zafu cushion is very beautifully designed, and has a phenomenal balance of pliability and firmness. As a bonus, this cushion can double as a yoga block, which makes it really helpful for stretching. That’s a really great way to save on yoga accessories.

Pros

Beautiful Designs

Dual purpose as a yoga block

Machine washable

Cons

The zipper can become an issue with prolonged usage

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5. Yoga Accessories Round Zafu Cushion for Meditation

If color is your thing, I’d go with the Yoga Accessories Round Zafu cushion. There are 18 different designs, all of which are very unique. It’s also listed at a lower price point, which can be helpful for many people.

Pros

Many varieties of colors and designs

Priced lower

Choice between silk or cotton for outer layer

Choice between round or crescent shape

Cons

Height can shrink over prolonged use

Is too firm for some

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6. Bean Products Zafu and Zabuton Meditation cushion Set

The Zafu and Zabuton meditation cushion set is just what you need to get into the ideal position for meditation. The combination of the small Zafu cushion and the larger Zabuton mat gives you all the space and support for maximum relaxation.

You can mix and match the Zafu and Zabuton meditation set however you like. There’s a broad range of colors to choose from, including black, white, navy, green, purple, burgundy, and many shades between.

The Zafu cushion comes in 14” and 18” sizes. Since the cushions are not sewn together, you can use either individually or as a set.

For an all-in-one solution, the Zafu and Zabuton Meditation cushion set is one of the best mediation cushion options around.

Pros

Two pieces for use separately or in conjunction

Wide range of colors

Comfortable bean filling that can be replaced when necessary

Great customization options

Cons

Difficult, if not impossible, to wash

Zabuton cushion can be firm, which may not suit some people

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7. Gaiam Meditation Cushion Zabuton

The Gaiam Zabuton meditation cushion is an affordable way to get started. Measuring 36”Lx24”Wx4” thick, it comes in three colors — black, purple, and teal.

This meditation cushion is light, comfortable, and properly aligned. It provides correct support for your knees, ankles and back, and can be combined with a Zafu cushion for maximum effect.

The body forming cotton baffing can be easily removed to wash the outer casing. Simply unzip, unpack, and throw the casing in the washing machine.

Pros

Comfortable body-forming cotton filling

Provides good support

Affordable entry-level Zabuton cushion

Cons

You might need to shell out extra for a Zafu cushion

Cotton filling can get lumpy and deflated after repeated use

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8. Zenjara Zafu Yoga Meditation Cushion

The Zenjara Zafu meditation cushion is an excellent option for those who don’t need a Zabuton — or who have one and want a Zafu for extra support.

Zenjara’s meditation cushion offering comes in three colors — blush pink, cloud grey, and sea green. It’s approximately 13” in diameter, with adjustable height.

The cushion contains an inner cushion stuffed with buckwheat. By removing filling from the inner cushion, you can adjust the height and firmness of the Zafu meditation cushion to suit your needs.

Unlike many meditation cushions, Zenjara has sewn an attractive, relaxing design into the cushion to add style to your meditation sessions.

Pros

Adjustable sizing to suit your needs

Textured cushion for style and comfort

Convenient carry handle

Affordable

Cons

Emptying and refilling the inner bag can be messy

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9. Tibetan Singing Bowl Set with Meditation Cushion

Nothing quite sets the mood like a traditional Tibetan singing bowl. The soothing tones are perfect for cutting out distractions and focusing on finding your peace.

This set comes with the bowl, dual surface mallet, and silk resting cushion. You can choose between black, brown, white and bronze colors. Each colored bowl comes with a different style of cushion to match.

The included mallet allows for hard strikes or softer ringing. To make the bowl sing, simple rub the mallet around the outer lip of the bowl. Faster turns produce higher tones, while slower circles produce lower tones.

Pros

Sets the mood for relaxation and meditation

Makes a beautiful decorative piece when not in use

Four different designs

Cons

Some buyers have had issues getting their bowls to “sing”

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10. Zafuko Yoga, Meditation, Kundalini and Pilates Cushion

If round Zafu cushions aren’t your style, this Zafuko meditation cushion might be what you’re after. Swapping the usual cylindrical shape for a box rectangle, the Zafuko Zafu pillow is a versatile tool to have.

Measuring 14″ x 7″ x 5, the Zafuko is compact and weighs just 1.2 pounds. I found it to be just as useful as a cushion as it as a block, pillow, or even a bolster. While it didn’t provide any relief for knees, it was simple enough to choose a sitting position to work around it.

The Zafuko meditation cushion comes in a wide variety of colors and styles, such as black and red, cherry peach, deep blue sea, green and violet, and much more.

This cushion is very eco-friendly, filled with 100% Kapok. Kapok is also known as silk cotton or Java cotton — a hygienic, vegan, hypoallergenic material that provides maximum support and comfort.

Pros

Small and easy to carry

Versatile

Comes in a wide range of attractive colors and styles

Cons

Filling can’t be removed for washing

May limit some available poses if used on its own with sore knees

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11. Leewadee Meditation Set: Zafu Cushion, Zabuton Mat

Leewadee’s meditation set is another 2-in-1 deal: both a Zafu cushion and Zabuton mat in one package, which can be used separately or together.

I found the double sets to be the best meditation cushion options for me, as it creates a harmonious esthetic for me to relax in. This set come in a variety of colors, such as orange, black, and blue. My personal choice was the Sky Blue.

This set does leave out some features you can find when buying items individually, though — like adjustable heights and firmness. Some may find the set a bit too firm for their backs for daily use.

Pros

Attractive, unified designs

Convenient all-in-one set

Provides great support

Cons

May be too firm for regular use for some people

Some smaller users may find the Zafu cushion too high

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12. DharmaObjects Traditional Tibetan Yoga Meditation Cushion

Rounding off the list is a traditional Tibetan meditation cushion from DharmaObjects. This Zabuton mat is an affordable, entry-level mat sure to provide much value.

My favorite thing about this mat is that it can fold in half to go from a Zabuton mat to a Zafu cushion depending on your needs. It provides all of the same versatile use of the Zafuko rectangular cushion above, but with the added use of a laid-out mat.

There are many colors and styles available, including black, blue, orange, yellow, purple, and various shades of each.

Pros

Versatile — great for meditation, yoga, or a support block

Lightweight and easy to carry

Attractive styles

Cons

Lacks the all-in-one convenience of sets

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Why do I need a meditation cushion?

A meditation cushion is paramount to spinal support. When we meditate, we often “go” to a different place, and we can lose focus on our posture. With the exception of a few types of meditation, zazen included, which train us to focus on the posture throughout the duration of the meditation, it’s really helpful to have some extra support.

If you’re practicing brain entrainment or listening to binaural beats, it’s especially helpful to use a cushion so that your focus is entirely on the meditation itself, and not on your back or knees.

The last thing you want while meditating is an ache that makes you interrupt your meditation, or worse, a numb foot that distracts you until it “comes back to life.”

How do I choose the best meditation cushion?

It’s always important to choose based on your body structure. Some cushions run a little larger or smaller, may have a different type of filling, or added structural differences to stand out from the crowd.

The best question you can ask yourself is how much support you think you’ll need. Some of us do great with a basic cushion with relatively little support, because they are able to sit straighter with just this quality.

Others need a cushion that’s almost in the shape of a chair in order to guarantee the best support. This can be a great option for those who they feel tired often, or for those who are new to meditating.

Check in with yourself and be honest – which shape suits you best?

Which Style Cushion is Best: Zabuton, Buckwheat Hulls, Kapok Fiber, or Zafu?

The Zafu cushions are great for holding postures, however if you need some extra cushion below the knees (or you have cold floors), you’ll want to add in a Zabuton cushion as well.

Zafu cushions aren’t for everyone. If you’ve never meditated using them before, you may find them small and uncomfortable. They aren’t meant as chairs; they’re meant to give extra joint and spinal support. So if you’re going for comfort, try adding on the Zabuton cushion.

Zabuton cushions are larger and square, and most people can sit comfortably on them. Zabuton cushions do not provide elevation like the Zafu cushions do.

Buckwheat hulled cushions are those that are filled with buckwheat. It’s an organic material that can give off a kind of “bean bag” feel, which helps relieve pressure on the joints and is more comfortable for some people. These are less firm than cotton filled cushions.

Kapok fiber is another filling for the Zafu cushions, which give off more of a soft and spongy feeling. It’s similar to cotton and can mold to your body. Some people don’t like the faint smell of the organic material.

Color Meanings

When looking for the best meditation cushion for you, you may want to look at colors. Whether you’re personally drawn to one color or another can say a lot about you.

For example, red can lift you up and generate energy, whereas orange can help bring on healing properties.

Black tends to draw the focus inwards, and violet give a feeling of calmness and balance. Green promotes a balanced feeling while slowing down the mind and breath.

There’s no wrong color to choose when it comes to your meditation cushion. Simply choose which one is best for you!

Frequently Asked Questions about Meditation Pillows

How can I clean my cushion?

While each cushion has different cleaning instructions, many of them have a removable cover.

If it does, you can unzip and remove the cover, turn inside out, and machine wash cold with the gentle cycle. Air dry to prevent shrinkage. As always, please read the cleaning instructions.

How can I remove the smell?

While it’s possible that your cushion will have a light odor, this will fade over time. If you have a cushion that has a washable cover, you can wash that out a few times to speed up the process.

It can also be helpful to air it out outside for a day or two if you’re really sensitive.

Can my kid use a meditation cushion?

Yes! Meditation cushions are great for all ages, and can benefit kids as well!

It helps them retain good posture while sitting, reducing the problems they may create for themselves if they aren’t using one.

Can a meditation cushion be used for other activities as well?

Sure! You can use your meditation when drawing, reading, knitting, watching movies, playing with pets or kids on the floor, or even when eating at a low table.

Is there a height and weight restriction?

While every cushion has a different weight limit, the weight limits are hard to reach.

What about mites or pest?

We carefully selected cushions that have a great reputation. 99.9% of the time, you won’t find any issues with pests or mites.

If they are found, please notify the manufacture and dispose of immediately. You’ll be issued a refund right away.

Can I use my meditation cushion with brain entrainment programs?

Absolutely! Brain entrainment programs are enhanced with cushions as they allow the body to deeply relax while staying in an aligned posture. This reduces aches and pains that generally come with sitting for long spurts of meditation.

Our honest opinion about a Meditation Cushion

When you’re meditating, using cushions is really great, whether you’re taking a yoga class, meditating at home, or even listening to binaural beats in your meditation corner. I use mine daily and I can’t recommend it highly enough.

I don’t have to focus on holding my posture a certain way, or making sure my feet, knees, and hips are in alignment because the cushion does it for me. I can focus only on the meditation without any distractions.

I definitely recommend having at least one cushion to meditate on.

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Double Helix with Fabio

Mountain Climbing Mecha Combat

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Highlighting the october 3320 Double Helix

Interview with Fabio Favaro 588209 

There was a Double Rainbow on K2, but as soon as I arrived Paulzilla ordered me back to the compound. Leaving my formation in the hands of trusted subordinates I rushed back to find out what was wrong. Perhaps the Collector`s had decided to launch a preemptive strike before the Clan Wars, or Unification had gathered for a renewed assault? It could also be that Drake`s clone army had started on his bid for galactic takeover. But it was worse than that, much worse. Standing at Paulzilla`s side was Brian Franks, and beside him was a huge stack of crates with red flimsies. My worst suspicions was soon confirmed. "I almost cant believe the indifference you displayed toward the administrative side during your tenure as commander! We are out of paper! But luckily Franks have made do and improvised. Here are the most critical items you have to deal with. Now bring it over to your office, and do your duty!" As I bent over the first load of crates my suspicion was confirmed. It was Franks cutup and glued together emergency forms. Made up of RED TAPE. I threw a murderous glare in Franks direction, promising promotion to sapper equipped with nuclear handgrenades the next time I was in command. As scramble time neared I had done quite a bit, and Lt Lee had done the rest. Time to head for the mountain and record the fighting.

My position had detoriated to lower foothills, and there were not enough medals to go around. The competition behind had about 1200 tons and 80 levels on me. getting a medal would be a real challenge. I struck desperately toward the top, but in unlimited I am chaff in the wind against opponents like those. Luckily enough it ended early, I held (un)lucky number 13 and got a bronze. Those who was at the tops and got Gold, fame, Nephilax and invitations to tougher climbs were:

Div 1 (22 players): Fabio Favaro, conFusion (5h,53m) Div 2 (18 players): Terry Cole, Leviathan (50m,6s) Div 3 (30 players): Ken Fuchs, Northwind Dragons (13m,39s) Div 4 (33 players): Roman Himmelhan, Death`s Collector`s (1m,47s) Div 5 (40 players): Brian Vaughan, Northwind Dragons (39m,31s) Div 6 (53 players): Grego, PHOENIX (39m,35s) Div 7 (34 players): Edmond Dantes. Steampunk Dragons (2h,12m) Div 8 (48 players): CarlCash, Death`s Acolytes (1h,54m) Div 9 (38 players): Steve Firebird, Death`s Jackals (20h,43m) Div 10 (15 players): Stug Hill, 144th Caissan Light Cavallery (44m,42s) Div 11 (4 players): clan_holder1, Heroes Heavy Brigade (1d,52m) Div 12 (2 players): Ian Smith (33m,39s)

Total Participants: 337, Total Medals: 156 (of 180 possible)

Again a serious lack of participants in div 11 and 12. A total of four silvers and twenty bronzes went unclaimed this time.

The scramble lasted for about thirteen minutes, two Golds changed hands during that time, three Golds were held for over five hours. Best Clan was Northwind Dragons who claimed gold in div 3 and 5. Unafiliated Ian Smith took Gold in div 12 against opponent more than twice his level. While none managed to get two Golds in a row this time either, Fabio Favaro got his SIXTH in a row. I am not sure if any other have managed that before, but I cant remember anyone since I started reporting.

With such an impressive string of victories the wanted intervee was a given. Getting the interview was a bit more troublesome, but I finally managed to syncronice timezones, and were told I had an thirty minute apointment. At the appointed time I aproached conFUSION`s HQ and walked right in. No challenge, no questions. I was obviously in the category known as "to insignificant to be a serious treath". Or the sensors had me on file and knew who I was. Fabio Favaro (#588209) was waiting for me in a shaded pavillion, fruits and sorbets were laid out and the seating was state of the art, with built in massage.

Sten Hugo Hiller Congratulations on your, I think 80th Gold. Do you know of any other that have managed to get six in a row before?

Fabio Favaro Thanks Sten. I know from Gary Allsop, who had taken 5 in a row, by Jaime Beltran I'm not sure. So probably I'll be the first

Sten Hugo Hiller You started out in `72, joined Bolthrowers in `74, was in various Smurf units from `78 to `05. Then you joined the supergroup Fusion in `06 and have so far gotten 13 CW/FW/SW Golds with them. What is the story after Allsopp retired. Are the rest of you just changing the name and continuing or is it new solo careers for you?

Fabio Favaro After Gary`s retirement we changed the name, because we are all at the same meaning to let the clanname Fusion in the hands from Gary to honor the great work he has done for us all. its a big loss for the galaxy.

Sten Hugo Hiller Another topic that have come up is the invitation from RND to top players to "change the game environment" by funding some clones. Is this something you could be interested in, or are you one of the clonehunters?

Fabio Favaro Haha this dang old smurf Drake. When I found this little Dr. I shoot him between the eyes.

Sten Hugo Hiller Well, he have been reported killed a lot of times, perhaps he is, or maybe just the poor clones took the bullets ment for him. As you have won everything in the KOTMS, (ok perhaps not the WARG WINTER yet), what would your favorite KOTM be if you set the rules?

Fabio Favaro I want to see a Clan KOTM over two days, this can replace the chronos.

Sten Hugo Hiller Ummm. could you explain a bit, I am not quite sure what you mean?

Fabio Favaro Rules are same like a clan war, but without divisions only a big fight between all Clans. The winner is the Clan with the most wins.

Sten Hugo Hiller Would be pretty hard for lower clans to get any wins or prizes, but from your lips to the Developers ears. Many have mentioned some issues regarding leveling all their mechs, especially in the upper divisions. Generally it seem to take to long time, or they have a lack of especially Ferrite and Crystal. Are this problems for you as well?

Fabio Favaro Ferrite and bios ar no problem, but I'm everytime short of crystals. I have 600 mechs to Level.

Sten Hugo Hiller Ah, that is almost 200 more than me, so I see the problem. What are your prefered Light, Medium, Heavy, Huge and BFM mechs?

Fabio Favaro I prefer BFM`s but thats why I`m at the upper end of Level. I like all scales and I try to be good in every spec.

Sten Hugo Hiller Not just trying, but outperforming the rest is what I would call it. Now, I doubt any other can copy your feats, but plenty of would be goldwinners would eagerly follow your suggestions of what mechs, equipment and weapons you think would improve the winning chance for them. Any advice?

Fabio Favaro Training! First of all you must know what the choosen Mecha is capable to do.You must know every single bolt of him, then you can equip it with Eq`s and Weps and dont forget your skillpoints. In my case I am a fire skiller so I do try to get the most firepower at the mechas I can get. If your equal with your skill points, try to get the mecha skills lifted, like trample, fork, widefork, etc.

Sten Hugo Hiller Thank you for those sound advices. Now it seem my alotted time is up, do you have any final words for the Readers?

Fabio Favaro Thanks Sten.Keep on moving and fighting, then we liberate this Galaxy from such evil DR. like Drake.

Sten Hugo Hiller Thank you as well. P.S. Are you gonna get ten in a row?

Fabio Favaro I will try Sten, but I must have some luck

And I went back to deliver my story and further back to the compound where Paulzilla might have some more to do for me. Any fresh winners that want to get interviewed can contact me after the

Upcoming event: Progressive Pileup In this format the top mech from your first line, the two top mechs from your second line and so on will fight. The rest are spectators. Moving them around to reflect this fact might be the difference between getting a medal, -or not. Equipment and weapons is up to you.

Event ends March 12 between 1700 and 1800 New York Time.