#AND THIS APPLIES TO ANY ARTIST REALLY. I GET REALLY HAPPY WHEN ARTISTS FOLLOW ME

[meanbossart]

Ask compilation: Art & advice! Reference use, light, facial expressions and sketching.

Replying to a few miscellaneous comments & questions about my process, with a giggle thrown between every other question for good measure!

Hey! Sorry, I just post them as they are 😅 Can't say I've ever had any issues regardless of size.

That is HYSTERICAL and honestly with the amount of "I don't play bg3 but I follow you anyway" messages that I get, I hope I'm not accidentally giving people the wrong idea 😂

Thank you so much for the kind message!

Anything, really! I use Virtamate whenever I'm really struggling with perspective or an angle, or sometimes something as simple as stock images from google (especially for furniture and interiors) I do also use myself as reference a lot, particularly for hands. Admittedly you do get to a point where you need reference less and less, and can pull poses and anatomy out of imagination pretty easily but you never completely cut it out of art. Reference is a tool just like paper and brushes are, not a crutch.

For angles/perspective and poses (to a degree), yes! Absolutely. It is a wonderful tool that has paid its cost over a million times for me, personally.

I do NOT suggest referencing off its anatomy, however! If you already have a good grasp of how real bodies move, sure, you can use it without issue and just "fix" the anatomy as you draw, but virtamate's models, while more malleable than most 3d figures, still suffer from the usual limitations of it's medium. Musculature and fat in particular do not operate very well alongside said model's movements and don't look very accurate to life.

I will not rest until I have normalized toes.

Thank you so much!

Unfortunately, that is something I genuinely don't use reference for - well, kind of! I pretty much walk through the world making a mental note of how things look and how I would translate that visual onto (digital) paper if I had to. And I think I do that the most with light and shadow.

Light application largely comes from from understanding 3 things:

-Dimensions/planes. -How different materials reflect/absorb said light. -✨DRAMA✨

I suggest studying art from monochrome artists and comic illustrators and seeing how they manage to create the illusion of multidimensionality with a very limited palette. Drawing a lot of figures with only black and white also helps - that was pretty much my entire comic career prior and probably what I am to thank for my current understanding of light placement.

Watching and studying movies and shows that make use of colorful, dramatic lighting also helps a lot - Nicolas Winding Refn has honestly taught me so much just by watching his flicks!

Thank you! I have indeed been trying a couple of different things and I'm glad that you noticed it and that you enjoy it!

Thank you! I'm happy to say I plan on drawing much more of her as well 😇 at least as soon as I recover from the last comic!

Hello, happy to have inspired you even a little bit to get back on the horse!

I think referencing from yourself/real pictures of people's faces is always best, even if your style is pretty cartoony or simplified. That way you can actually take note of how facial muscles work and apply that understanding to your art when you create expressions from memory. Start detailed and then work your way down, removing elements until you are happy with the results!

Paying attention to moving faces when you see/interact with people is also useful. I often say this, but just looking at the world through the lens of an artist can be immensely helpful - taking mental notes of small details and later applying them to what you do, that sort of thing!

I first type them down in (usually) Times Roman and then trace it for that pencil-ed in look!

Hello, hope you are well yourself!

I have this post here that might help you a little visually, but I guess you are more curious about the inbetween stages of that first draft and the final art. I think a lot of it is muscle memory! I can move onto lineart pretty reliably after 1 or 2 sketches for most things, occasionally I will need 3 (not counting when I just change something entirely - that obviously requires the process to start over again for that element) but that hasn't always been the case!

However many sketches you want to do is however many you need, and depending on your art style and process that can vary wildly. Just try not to boggle yourself down with perfectionism - I'm sure you've noticed by now that, sometimes, when you draw something over and over again trying to get it "right" you end up sucking the life out of it. It can actually good to turn your brain off a little bit and TRY to line in the details on the fly, not only will you build confidence over-time but you may arrive at some really fluid shapes and movements as a result!

[number1jeonginstan]

Hiii!! I saw you take requests! I was wondering if could request something.

Really sweet sex with Chan x fem! Reader. You go out to a fancy party he needs to be seen at. He helps you into your dress and zips it up for you, he applies your mascara. Once they get back from the party, he just wants to show his love, you know? Really sweet sex with chan where he’s super gentle and sweet. I don’t have any preferences for that other than that at some point, he eats us out.

Also, can I be 🌻 anon?

-🌻

A/N: You gave me too much liberty with this fic. Something about Chan in a suit just makes me wanna go feral! I made it so he cough proposes cough because what’s cuter than that? Nothing! Anyway, I had so much fun writing this, it’s my longest fic to date and I’m so proud of it so I hope you like it and it does you justice! It just makes me so happy when people enjoy my writing!

WC: 3.5k (I genuinely asked myself what the fuck I was on when I saw that I wrote over 7 pages… this is the longest thing I’ve ever written)

Minors don't interact, 18+

Pairing: Non!Idol Bangchan x Gf(to a little more?)afab!reader

Warning: Tooth rotting fluff, like I felt like my teeth were falling out while writing this because I tried making it hella cute! Unprotected sex (Is it really one of my stories if they don’t have an underlying breeding kink?) 

“Hey babe, can you please help me zip this up?” you ran into your and Chan’s shared bedroom wearing a black tight-fighting sparkly dress. You guys were attending the Grammy’s where Chan was being nominated for best producer and songwriter. He was dressed head to toe in Givenchy, wearing a full black look. “Fuck baby, you look amazing,” he said while coming behind you and zipping your dress. 

He kissed your shoulder, his face falling into the crook of your neck. “So do you,” you said, turning around to admire him. He had kept his hair natural, his curls framing his forehead. “I’m so proud of you!” 

You kissed his lips, your lipstick slightly rubbing onto his, making his lips look red. “I’m so proud of you and everything you’ve achieved.” Chan had worked so hard to get to where he was in life and you would be stupid not to admit that. You know the time and effort he put into his work and you want him to see that what he has done has not been futile. 

You wanted to see him up on that stage, receiving the award that he has been working the last 7 years for. His close friends, Jisung and Changbin, were also going to be there, rooting him on. “We should get going, we don’t want to be late to you winning that award” you gave him a grin. 

“Babe, there are so many other more talented artists that are up for that award, I don’t think I’m going to win.” He groaned, following suit behind you, picking up your car keys from the counter. 

You stopped him mid-in his tracks. “Are you fucking kidding me?” you turned him around, forcing him to face you. “You are so talented and need to stop looking down at yourself” You fixed his tie, “You are going to win and then when we get home I’m gonna give you a reward.” You walked away from him quickly, hearing him jog to catch up to you. 

“And what would that reward be?” grabbing your waist as you were getting out of the door. “Now that is a surprise.” 

You both finally got into his car, you in the passenger seat while his right hand gripped your thigh, the other on the wheel. It was a comfortable silence, while you zoned out, looking out the window, he occasionally looked at you. He grinned to himself, what would he do without you. 

When you finally arrived at the show, you told him to walk the red carpet alone. “They don’t know who I am, but they need to know you, so please just go.” He wouldn’t budge, “I’m not going without you, I would rather turn around and go home. Jisung or Bin can represent me instead.” 

You groaned out loud, “Why, this is your moment, you should do this by yourself.” He stopped you mid-sentence. “This is our moment, I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you, so we are going together or not at all. “Fine, let’s go together superstar” you giggled into his ear, eliciting a laugh from him. 

You guys walked through the red carpet, cameras flashing all around you. You felt like you were going blind, but for Chan, it was second nature. Someone had called him over and he dragged you along with him. 

“So Chris, tell us what you are dressed in. If I may say, you look quite dapper.” The reporter stated, causing Chan to laugh a bit. “My girlfriend and I” he wrapped his hand around your hip, pulling you closer to him “are both wearing Givenchy.”  

“Wow, can I say, you both look beautiful, but now on to the serious question. How does it feel to be nominated for a Grammy? 

“I feel great, I’m so thankful to all my fans for putting me in the position where I can make music that they enjoy. I am also thankful for my family, friends, and most of all my girlfriend for always being there for me, giving me constant support, and dealing with my constant all-nighters” he poked your cheek, “to help me get to where I am and do what I love.” 

“Wow, well thank you so much for your time, I wish you the best of luck and I hope the two of you have an amazing night!” 

You both waved the reporter goodbye, wishing her a good rest of her night. You both walked around a bit, meeting big names and saying hi. Looking around Chris could feel the effort he’s been putting in for the past few years. 

The all-nighters, the never coming home, the days where he forgot dates with you or anniversaries. You stood beside him through all of it, you were the one that was constantly supporting him, and that’s why he wanted to surprise you when you got home tonight.

The ring he had bought to propose to you was burning a hole through his pocket. He prayed that you didn’t know, that it could be a surprise for when the two of you got home. He even got Changbin and Jisung in on it, convincing them to let him go home with you after in exchange for tickets to the after-party. 

“Wow, it is beautiful in here,” you said, looking at the room in awe. Then you pointed out the stage, “look that’s where you are going to get your award” you giggled, kissing his cheek. 

“How many times have we talked about this, I don’t know if I’m going to win or not” he groaned into your ear, the both of you walking to your designated seats, sitting down. “How many times have I told you not to think negatively? I believe you are going to win, so that’s good enough for me.” 

He sighed next to you, you had no idea how lucky he was to find you. He would have been lost without you, aimlessly swimming in the sea, if it wasn’t for you, his rock. When the two of you first started dating, you always told him to achieve his dreams. 

It was five months into your relationship, and you both were supposed to go on a date, but he was so wrapped up in work that he forgot about it. He also forgot basic necessities, like eating and sleeping, he was just too enamored with his work. You had ended up calling him and asking him where he was. He profusely apologized telling you that he had lost all track of time, that he would be right there, but you just told him to not worry about it. 

What he didn't expect was that you were going to bring him a basket of food he liked to his studio. “I told you not to worry about it!” you giggled, bringing his favorite dish. “I know how hard you work, so please don’t worry about it. It’s okay if you forget sometimes, I don’t want to get in the way of you and your passion, as long as you make some time for me!” 

That was the moment he knew he was in love with you. From then on, he tried to put a little less focus into his music, and some into you. He loved that after work, you would come to the studio with him, listen to his demos, and give input. His last relationship was nothing like this. He was constantly busy and the girl ended up cheating on him, making it hard for him to trust others again, but when it came to you, everything came naturally. 

It wasn’t just him that loved you, it was the artist he worked with. Jisung and Changbin also loved you, constantly asking to hang around with you. You were perfect for him, and he never wanted to let you go. 

“Are you excited, your category is next!” He had lost all track of time, just thinking about you. He just smiled, he wanted to win, but he also knew that if he didn’t he still had you. You would never amount his success to the numbers or awards he won, but the effort he put into his work. He just looked at you with his signature smile. “Yeah, I hope I win.” 

That was the first time he ever said anything like that and you beamed a smile at him. “I know you will” you whispered into his ear. As the commercial break was going on before the next award was presented, he took a sip of your champagne, trying to cool down his own nerves. You looked at him in shock, Chan barely ever drank. “Something to help with the nerves,” he told you and you just nodded. 

The infomercials had finally ended and they were about to announce the winner of the best producer of the year. You took Chan’s hand in yours in anticipation, “And the winner is… drum roll please” Your grip around his hand tightened “Christopher Bahng!” 

His face was one of shock, he was bewildered seeing the camera on him. You just smiled at him, clapping. He quickly got up and walked to the stage. The hostess passed him a mic while he stood with the Grammy in his hand. 

“Ummm, wow I was not expecting this at all” the room laughed, “I want to keep this short and sweet, but I don’t think I can. I truly appreciate everyone who has been with me since the beginning, it warms my heart knowing that so many people enjoy the music I make and I am appreciative to my close friends Changbin and Han who helped me make my music” 

You heard them shout behind you, while people stared in their direction. “I want to thank my family and especially my girlfriend especially because without them I don’t think I would have made it this far. I am entirely grateful for all the support, and please look out for new music. Thank you once again!” 

Everyone cheered as he got off the stage and you ran up to him, giving him a bear hug. “I told you, I know everything, I knew you would win.” Before you could even finish your sentence, he kissed your lips. “Thank you, for everything, truly, I love you so much,” he said, kissing your lips again. “I love you too.”

After the show was over, you were prepared to go to the after-party, but as you got into the car, you saw the map showing your address. “Channie, don’t you want to go celebrate?” you asked, a bit puzzled. “I do, and I want to celebrate with you, in the comfort of our home.” 

You just sighed, confused by his decision, but happy that he was going to get some rest at home. The drive back was just as silent, you falling asleep, face pressed to the window. You were tired from the entire day and were glad to get some rest, Chan was also glad because he knew the night you both had in store.

When you both got home, you were about to open your side when Chris stopped you. “Nuh uh” he said, wiggling his finger causing a giggle from your lips. He walked around, opening your side of the car. “Wow, I really am a passenger princess aren’t I?” 

“You don’t even know the most of it.” 

Before your feet could even touch the ground, he picked you up, carrying you bridal style to the door. As you got inside, he told you to enter, he had to get something from the car. You just nodded, taking off your shoes at the front entrance, and turning on the light to your apartment. 

You saw an entire row of pedals on the floor, covering every inch. You walked in still confused, seeing your living room covered with pictures of you and Chan, memories from your dates, even the napkin from your first date when you accidentally dropped coffee on his lap, profusely apologizing. “Channie, what’s going on?” 

You turned around to see him on one knee in front of you. “I didn’t expect to be giving two speeches today, but this one is more important than the one I gave earlier in the night. You have been here through thick and thin, you stayed up just to see me and give me a kiss some nights. You sat with me when I got the flu, you make me feel like I’m the only man in the world. That day when you brought food to my studio, I knew I was in love with you. You are the only person in this universe for me. Will you please make me the happiest man on this planet, and marry me?” 

You began to sob in front of him, “Is that a yes or a no? Because I had to bribe Felix to do this for me, and that was hard, I had to buy him a brand new CPU and GPU.” Before he continued to ramble on, you grabbed him, brought him back to his feet, and kissed him. “Yes, yes, yes, a million times yes.” 

He grinned into your kiss, placing the ring on your finger. “Christopher Chan Bhang, this is way too big, how much did this cost?” You looked at the ring placed on your finger, it was huge. “Not much for a Grammy award winner like me” he giggled, picking you up and spinning around. “Now please, let me show you how much you mean to me.” 

You simply nodded, allowing him to take you to your shared bedroom. “Though I think you look absolutely stunning in this dress, let me take it off you?” You simply nodded, allowing him to undo the zipper, slowly pulling the dress off you. You covered your tits with your arms, the dress having padding, making it so you didn’t have to wear a bra. You were just in your panties. 

“Fuck baby, you always look so beautiful,” he said, causing you to look at him shyly. No matter how many times you both have slept together, you always felt like it was the first time. He was so attentive, loving every inch of your body like you were heaven on earth. He placed a kiss to your lips, laying you on the bed. 

You tried to undo his pants as he took off his tux jacket, but he stopped you. “Tonight is about you princess okay? Be a good girl and let me take care of you.” You just nodded, wanting to speak up, but not wanting to stop him. 

“Fuck princess, you look so good. Always look so good for me, look at you.” He dragged his hands against your thighs, kissing you as he brought a hand to your nipple, playing with it. You moaned as he began to rub against it. “Fuck, always so vocal for me.” 

He placed another kiss on your lips before he went down, slowly opening your thighs with his hands. “Just want to taste you, baby”

He began to kiss your thighs, making you squirm underneath him. His kisses were wet and hot, but they felt amazing. He slowly worked himself to the place you needed him most. He placed a kiss on your covered cunt, taking his hand and hooking it to your underwear, slowly bringing it down your legs. 

You could feel the cool air on your pussy, causing you to moan. Before you could even react fully, he licked a strip on your folds, making you moan. “Fuck baby, you just keep tasting better and better, can’t get enough of your delicious cunt.” 

He began to dive into your pussy like a man starved, placing a finger on your clit while he worked in and out of your hole. You moaned and brought your hand to his hair. “Want you to sit on my face, can you do that baby?” You nodded, you had never done it before scared that you were somehow going to hurt him, but he looked at you with his pleading eyes. 

You couldn’t say no to him, it looked like he wanted to do it more than you. You got up, allowing him to lay down underneath you. He rid himself of his clothes first, the only piece of clothing on his body being his boxers. You placed your hands on the headboard as he lay underneath you, grabbing your things with his hands. 

“I have a pretty big nose you know, and it’s perfect for this.” Before you could even giggle at what he said, he began to eat your cunt out. His nose was rubbing against your clit, causing you to moan out his name.

“Fuck, so good Channie, so good, you feel so good.” He moaned in response, the vibrations being sent through your hole and to your core. His tongue was hitting that spot inside of you, making you feel wonders. You didn’t think you could stay up any longer. “Feels good baby?” He spoke into you, causing you to moan even louder. “So good, can’t control myself”

“It’s okay baby, get off on my face, cum all over it baby please.” You moaned, he took one of his fingers, adding extra stimulation to your clit, causing you to cum all over his face. He kept going, over-stimulating you. “Fuck baby, you taste so good, can’t wait to taste you for the rest of our lives. 

“Please Channie, need you, need your cock inside of me.” That was all Chan needed to flip you around. You were underneath him and you could still see your cum dripping off his face. He kissed you, his tongue entering your mouth, allowing you to taste your arousal on him. “Baby, I’m so excited for you to take my cock.” 

He took off his boxers, and let his dick slap his stomach. Chan’s size never seemed to surprise you, he was so big, but it was perfect. His cock was perfect for you, always hitting the specific spots inside you. “Give me a second baby, let me go get a condom” 

You stopped him, “Want it in me raw this time” You looked at him with your doe eyes. If looks could kill, Chan would be dead right now. He felt like he ascended to heaven right there and then. “Fuck baby, gonna fuck you so well then. You weren’t joking when you said you had a surprise for me.”  

He slowly entered his cock inside you, making the both of you moan at the same time. “Fuck princess, this pussy takes me so well, I’m so glad that this is going to be mine forever.” 

His cock was finally fully in you, he slowly began to fuck into you, already hitting that spongey part inside of you causing you to moan his name. “Fuck, so good Channie, you feel so good.” 

He kissed your lips again, you both weren’t fucking, you were making love. He started thrusting inside you faster as you wrapped your legs around him. It was your signal to him that you wanted more, that you wanted to be drilled into the bed, and that’s exactly what he did. 

You were both moaning, your pussy clenching around him and his cock throbbing inside of you. You both were close, your moans becoming more and more as his grunts became louder. “Want to cum with you okay princess” you just nodded, “want you to cum in me Chris”

That was exactly what you both needed to cum over the edge. His cock came inside of you, your walls covered in his cum as your walls milked him dry. The both of you lay like this for what felt like hours until he spoke up. “Let me clean you up”

You allowed him to, he picked you up after he drew a bath for the both of you. 

“What was that surprise you wanted to give me?” he asked as you guys finally got back into bed. “You will find out in the morning,” you said kissing his lips before the both of you fell asleep in each other’s arms. 

You woke up to hear screaming outside your room. “There is a puppy at our door!” you heard him shout from your shared bedroom. He ran into the room. “This was the surprise?” he grinned, his smile spread from ear to ear. “We have to start our family some way?” you said. He stared at the dog in awe, petting behind his ears. 

“What should I name you, huh?” he said in a baby voice. “I’m thinking wolfie, he kind of looks like a wolf, and you. That’s why I got him.” 

He came over, pecking kisses all over your face. “I love you y/n” 

“I love you too Chris” 

taglist: @sclassstay @minhosify @brooklynie

[orithyia-eriphyle]

Drive

Chapter 4: Railway Previous Masterlist

Word Count: 3.7k

Stray Kids x Fem!Reader (Street Racing AU)

Synopsis: Chan takes you to a fresh racing scene and you meet a handsome new face.

Warnings: (N/n) = Nickname, slightly suggestive, swearing, Chan.

Not proofread

Although you wish you could spend your entire weekend with Minho, you are an adult with adult responsibilities, which means you have to tend to those responsibilities. 

You had been placing job applications left and right. You were looking for something part-time since you made plenty of money from street racing and only wanted a job you could fall back on in case that time ever came. Most of the jobs you had applied for were mundane, nothing you really wanted to do. 

All but one job, that is. 

You had come across the website for a small, locally owned, record shop. You had always been a big music lover and were pleasantly surprised that they were hiring. You had never worked any music-related jobs but were praying that your experience as a librarian would suffice, hoping that organizing records and books wasn’t all that different. 

Sunday was the first day you had alone in your new apartment. For once, you had no plans and were not running into insanely attractive men who also happened to be street racers. 

You lounged on your couch, a cold glass of water in hand and a book that you had been meaning to read since before you moved. You pushed your reading glasses back up your nose as they began to slide down when you were startled by the loud ‘ding!’ of your phone. You lifted your phone from the spot on the couch next to you and noticed an email. 

You quirked a brow and opened the email, smiling when you realized it was from the record shop. The owner asked you to come in for an interview sometime this week. Your grin widened after reading the message, happy to get a reply so quickly. You were eager to respond, supplying the owner with a certain time and day that you would be available to be interviewed. 

After agreeing on a date with your potential employer, you began preparing to head to bed. As you applied your moisturizer, an Instagram notification popped up on your phone. It was a follow request from someone with the username CB97. You clicked on the account, taking note of the person’s grungy feed. Upon closer inspection, you realized it was Chan. His bio read, ‘Christopher Bang, tattoo artist by day, producer by night.’

You scrolled through his account, admiring the photos. You figured you would accept his request, considering you would probably be seeing him around at races and returning to him for your next tattoo. 

Almost as soon as you accepted his request, he had messaged you. You smirked at how eager he was and opened his message. You smiled as you read, 

“There’s a big race happening in Incheon tomorrow. I was wondering if you would wanna be my plus one?” 

You stared at his message for a moment, contemplating your response. You were interested in getting to know Chan better, and watching a race together was your idea of a perfect get-together. Coming to that conclusion, you were quick to type out your response.

“I’d like that. Time and place?”

Chan replied soon after.

“Race is at midnight. Expect me at 7. I’ll be driving.”

You quirked your eyebrow at his bluntness and replied smoothly.

“Cute, but you’ll need my address.” 

“Ah, I thought I was smooth. Mind telling me then, (N/n)?”

You chuckled at his admittance, before giving him your address and confirming the time once again. 

After speaking with Chan, you made your way to bed. You snuggled into the sheets and drifted off to sleep. 

You awoke the next morning around 8, rubbing the sleep from your tired eyes. You trudged around your apartment as you got ready for the day. You made a simple breakfast before heading to your room to do your makeup and change clothes. You chose a simplistic outfit, but it was still cute enough to see Chan in. 

You grabbed your keys and your purse as you headed out the door of your apartment, not forgetting to lock up. 

You descended to the lobby of the apartment complex with the elevator and quickly made it to the lobby and out to the parking lot. You made quick work of hopping in your car, haphazardly throwing your purse in the passenger seat, and firing up the engine. You felt the familiar flutter in your heart as you heard the exhaust crackle and pop. 

You peeled out of the parking lot and headed to your new favorite cafe. Despite not having a big appetite for coffee, a certain chubby-cheeked employee made you keep coming back.

You parked your car next to Jisung’s and practically skipped to the entrance of the cozy cafe. The bell jingled as you pushed the door open, a bright smile on your face. 

Your favorite employee peaked from behind the counter, his face breaking into his familiar smile as he greeted you, “Hi (Y/n)! I didn’t think you’d come in today.”

The man spoke with his usual cheerful and polite demeanor. You frowned at him playfully as you approached the counter and scanned the menu above his head, “Why’d you think that Jisungie?” You said curiously, testing out the new nickname on your tongue. 

Jisung flushed slightly, fiddling with a peeling sticker on the register. “Chan-hyung said you guys would be together today.” He spoke, slightly shy.

You quirked a brow, “Word gets around quickly with you guys I guess.” You said with a slight mumble. You looked at the man before continuing, “But yeah I’m supposed to hang out with him today, but that’s later on.”

You told him your order and spoke again as you paid in cash, “Besides, that wouldn’t stop me from seeing you,” You said with a flirty wink in his direction. 

Jisung sputtered slightly, dropping some of the change he meant to hand you, “O-Oh?” He questioned as he scrambled to pick up the scattered money. 

You nodded affirmatively, “Don’t bother with the change ‘Sungie, you can keep it.” The brunette perked up at your statement.

“Oh! Thanks (Y/n)!” He said cheerfully before stuffing the change in his pocket. It wasn’t much but the gesture was nice. 

You smiled before going to take a seat at your usual table as you waited for your order. You looked out the window until you felt your phone buzz in your purse. You pulled it out and read the message on your screen. It was from Minho.

“Hey (N/n). Are you coming to the race tonight?”

You replied quickly.

“I am. Wby?”

His response was immediate.

“Me too. Are you racing tonight?”

You smiled at his question.

“Why do you ask? Itching to get your ass kicked again?”

You watched as the typing bubble appeared on your screen. 

“I’d win this time, sweetheart.”

You rolled your eyes before typing out a response. 

“Sure. But no. I’m Chan’s arm candy for the night.”

The typing bubble appeared and disappeared repeatedly before Minho finally texted back.

“See you then.”

You huffed at the rather dry response but didn’t dwell on it too long. 

“(Y/n)!” Jisung shouted your name from behind the counter, a bit louder than necessary. You gave a playful glare to the man, who was giggling at you like a schoolgirl. 

“I think the bookstore across the street heard you, Jisung.” You spoke monotonously as you grabbed your coffee from his hands. 

“I’m taking advantage of us being the only ones here. Sometimes you just need to yell.” He said with an indifferent shrug. You smiled at him with a roll of your eyes. 

“Sure ‘Sungie.” You said as you walked to the door, shrugging your purse farther up your shoulder. You paused at the door before leaving. “I’ll see you tonight?” You questioned with a raised brow.

Jisung faltered at the sudden question before responding, “Yeah, you will.” He said with a dreamy smile and a breathy voice. 

You smiled and waved goodbye before leaving the cafe.

You watched the minutes tick by as the clock approached 7 pm. You were slightly nervous for tonight. Chan was attractive in an intimidating way. Not that any of the other men you met weren’t also incredibly attractive. It was all circumstantial. Chan’s first impression of you was when you were in a rather vulnerable state. You would like to say you’re tough and thick-skinned, but needles hurt like a bitch. 

You stared out your window at the city lights. Feint sounds of city life bleeding into your home. You were startled out of your trance at the sound of your apartment’s buzzer going off. 

You walked to the intercom and held down the button. “Who is it?” You questioned but already knew the answer. 

“It’s Chan.” The smooth voice on the other side of the intercom sent a chill down your spine. 

“I’ll buzz you in.” You said and let your finger off the button. 

Minutes passed until there was a knock at your door. You approached your door and swung it open to reveal Chan on the other side. 

The man was decked out in a black leather jacket that he wore over a white wife beater. He had black ripped jeans and leather combat boots on to match his jacket. 

You looked him up and down momentarily before speaking, “Right on time, handsome.” You said as you looked up into his eyes.

He smirked at you, “Ready to go?” He questioned.

You nodded at him with a smile, “Yeah. Let me grab my purse.” You said as you turned and walked to your side table to grab your bag. 

You walked back to the door, exiting the apartment. You turned to lock your door when Chan spoke, “You look cute.” He said with a charming smile.

You flushed slightly before turning to look back at him. “Thank you. You do too.” You said with a playful wink and began making your trek to the lobby. The elevator ride down to the lobby was filled with a peaceful silence between you and Chan. You looked at him with a sideways glance, admiring his chiseled features. The slope of his nose and his plump lips flattered him well, and you couldn’t help but appreciate that.

Chan led the way to the parking lot, stopping at a completely blacked-out Comaro with carbon fiber features littered across it. You could only imagine what the beauty looked like under the hood. 

Chan gave you a small smile before opening the passenger side door for you. You smiled and thanked him.

“Wow, such a gentleman.” You said teasingly as he got into the driver’s seat of the car. 

Chan playfully scoffed at you, “I was raised right.” He replied simply.

Chan put the key in the ignition and you grinned as the engine roared to life, the car’s display lighting up before you. 70s and 80s rock songs played softly through the car's custom sound system. 

“Where are we headed?” You asked rather quietly.

Chan hummed, contemplating whether leaving your destination a surprise or not. “Incheon. There’s a big race happening there tonight.”

You nodded. “I’ve never been to Incheon before. Is the scene any good?”

You watched Chan’s ringed fingers dance across the wheel, following the rhythm of the music closely. His rings occasionally clinked against the wheel. “Yeah, I’d say it’s pretty fun. A lot of Seoul drivers head up there when they get bored of racing here.”

You listened to his words closely, completely interested in anything he had to say. 

“Felix goes up there quite often. He says they’re nicer to him over there.” Chan added.

You tilted your head in curiosity, “Who’s Felix?” 

Chan smiled slightly at your question, “Don’t worry about it. I’m sure we’ll see him there. He wouldn’t miss a race like this.”

After about 30 minutes, you and Chan arrived at your destination. Once again, the race was on the outskirts of the city, to not attract too much attention from cops and the public. The atmosphere was bustling with the sound of music, people, and loud cars. 

Chan shot you an occasional glance, admiring the way your eyes practically sparkled as you gazed out the window of the area around you. He couldn’t help but also admire your beauty.

Eventually, Chan’s car rolled to a stop, in line with many other impressive cars. He turned the car off and walked around to your door, opening it for you and offering his hand. You smiled at him appreciatively as you took it and stepped out of the car. 

Chan smiled at you, holding your hand a second longer than needed before letting go. “C’mon, let’s look around. I might be able to introduce you to some people.” He said rather cheerfully. You nodded and followed behind him to avoid getting lost in the rowdy crowd. 

Shortly after leaving the car, you heard someone shout Chan’s name. The two of you turned to meet eyes with a blonde man waving at Chan. His smile was bright and his freckles even brighter. 

Chan grabbed your hand and tugged you toward the blonde man. “Hey, Felix!” Chan said excitedly, bringing the other man into a hug. Felix continued to beam at him, before turning to you.

“I’m going to assume that you’re (Yn)?” He asked, his voice rich and smooth.

You were taken aback at how he knew you but nodded anyway, “Yeah. You’re Felix?” You asked with a raised brow, though you already knew the answer.

He smirked at you, “The one and only. The others won’t shut up about you.” He stated, “I can see why.” He said with a playful wink, which made you chuckle and wave him off.

He continued to speak, “You racing tonight? Or did Chan just bring you to show off to you?” He said, teasing the older man, who just rolled his eyes.

You smiled. “Pretty sure he just wants to show off. But I’m fine with watching. I always appreciate a good race.” You said, placing a bit of an expectation on Chan. He scoffed and rolled his eyes once again.

“I always put on a good race, sweetheart.” He said confidently. 

“Don’t get too confident, Channie. You’re racing me tonight.” Felix spoke, staring Chan down. 

Chan quirked a brow at the blonde, “That supposed to scare me, Lixie?” He replied, hitting back with a nickname of his own. Felix chuckled, clapping Chan on the shoulder in a friendly manner.

“No, but you’re girl is going to think you’re pretty lame once you lose.” The younger teased Chan cheekily. Chan gave Felix a blank stare,

“Yeah, whatever. See you at the starting line.” 

Eventually, you were standing on the sidelines as the men rolled to a stop at the aforementioned starting line. Felix was driving a sleek Chevrolet Corvet C6 in all black. His windows were down, which gave you the chance to admire his good looks. His long, blonde hair was pushed away from his face. Your eyes followed along his sharp jawline and moved up his face slowly. Your eyes widened when you met his eyes and saw that he was already staring at you. He smiled at your flustered state and winked cockily in your direction, before turning his eyes back to the road in front of him. 

Your eyes left his face, and you gave your attention to Chan. His windows were also down as he waved you over. You gave a light smile before approaching his open window. Reaching the window, you leaned down to be level with Chan, placing your elbows on the edge of the car door. 

Chan’s eyes trailed your face, holding himself back from taking a glance at your cleavage as your folded arms pressed your chest together enticingly. 

“Yes, Channie?” Your sweet voice rang in his ears.

Chan’s gaze felt  heavier than usual, “Not gonna wish me luck, sweetheart?” He asked. His tone gruff

You smirked at him teasingly, “You seem like the kind of guy who doesn’t need luck.” You said with a tilt of your head, batting your lashes tauntingly. 

Chan pursed his lips and tongued his cheek. He thought before speaking, “I could always use luck from you, pretty.” He states firmly.

You simply nodded and reached into the car to grab his chin. His eyes widened in shock as your steady grip turned his face away from you and towards the windshield. You leaned forward, “Good luck, handsome.” You whispered into his ear and planted a sweet kiss on his cheek. 

You turned and walked back towards the crowd and Chan turned his gaze to follow your form, his jaw slightly dropped and his breathing heavy. 

You noticed a familiar face as you walked back to the crowd. 

Minho.

His stare was curious as he watched you approach. 

“That was quite the show you put on, sweetheart. You’ve got his fangirls jealous.” Minho spoke, a teasing lilt to his voice as he looked down into your shadowed eyes.

You rolled your eyes at his taunting, “I was just wishing him luck.” You said affirmedly, crossing your arms and turning to look at the two cars in front of you.

Minho kept his eyes locked on your form, looking you up and down, “Well, you look nice.” He said in a much softer tone. You smiled at him and thanked him, returning the compliment.

A woman with a makeshift flag walked towards the track, standing in front of the two cars. 

“I think it’s starting.” You mumbled. Minho nodded in confirmation. 

“Racers!” The woman called out in a light British accent. “Engines ready?” She asked with a tilt of her head.

Both men revved their engines in response, their hands gripping the wheel a bit tighter. The woman smiled, raising the flag for a moment before dropping it abruptly. “Go!”

The men sped off, their tires squealing and engines roaring. The two cars got smaller as they traveled further off into the distance. The crowd cheered and screamed, quickly dispersing to move to the location of the finish line. 

You and Minho moved together, his hand resting gently on the small of your back to keep you close to him in the swarm of moving bodies. His hand felt hot against your exposed skin, but you didn’t mind. 

You finally made it to where the two cars would come to a stop, and one would be a winner. 

“You gonna wish me luck like that when I take you to a race?” Minho suddenly questioned. You looked up at him and examined his somewhat feline features. 

“I don’t see why not, Min.” You said, poking at his side playfully. He swatted your hand away and tsked at you. 

The two of you continued to chat until the sound of two familiar roaring engines met your ears. 

The crowd began to cheer again as the two vehicles appeared in the distance, their headlights bouncing off their surroundings. The men were neck and neck. When one overtook the other, it wouldn’t last long. 

You smiled as the speeding cars approached and the crowd bustled with life. They looked to be neck-and-neck. You vibrated with excitement as they got closer and closer.

It almost looked like the men weren’t going to stop until they came to a screeching halt right in front of you. Your hair blew back from your face and you felt the heat from the running cars kiss the apples of your cheeks. 

You were staring too hard at the two through their windshields to notice who won the race. The crowd gathered around their cars as they cheered and hollered. You, however, didn’t move from your spot. You wanted them to come to you. 

Felix and Chan exited their cars, closed the doors, and locked them. They met each other in front of the vehicles. “Congrats.” Felix’s deep and velvety voice rang through your ears as he gripped Chan’s shoulder in a brotherly manner. Chan smiled and nodded at him before the two men made their way to you and Minho.

“That was pretty close.” You said lightly, tilting your head up at them.

They both grinned, “We never know who is going to win when we race each other. That’s why we keep doing it.” Chan explained to you.

You nodded in understanding, pausing when you felt a hand on your hip. 

“Care if I take her home, Chan?” Minho spoke suddenly to the eldest man. 

Chan’s brows furrowed as he glanced between the two of you. You were also rather confused.

“She came with me, Min. It’s only right if I take her back home.” Chan responded.

You watched the side of Minho’s face closely as his jaw ticked slightly. 

“She’s my neighbor. I wouldn’t want you going out of your way when it’s already so late.” He stated, “And besides, you work early in the morning.” Minho finished. His cat-like eyes locked onto Chan.

You could see the questioning look on Chan’s face as he stared at Minho for a moment longer before looking down at you.

“Well, it’s up to you, pretty.” He said.

You faltered. The interaction felt rather tense.

“U-uh yeah. I don’t mind going home with Minho.” You finally responded, glancing up at the man whose hand was still grasping your hip. 

You missed the sag in Chan’s shoulders at your answer. 

“Alright (Y/n),  say bye to the boys, it’s getting late,” Minho said, now smiling. You furrowed your brows at him, your lips quirked in confusion. 

“Are you my father?” You teased.

Minho rolled his eyes at your teasing, “No, but I can act like it.” He said, throwing back the same energy you had given him moments ago. 

You made a gagging noise and pretended to throw up, “I did not need to know about your hidden daddy kink, you nasty man.” You said with a sneer. 

The men around you laughed at the interaction, the air feeling much lighter now. 

You decided to finally say goodbye, bringing Chan into a hug and thanking him for the amazing night you had. 

“Don’t thank me. I’d love to do this again, sweetheart.” He said quietly in your ear. You couldn’t help but feel a little flustered. 

You then turned to Felix. You didn’t want to be as forward with him considering you had just met and didn’t want to make the man uncomfortable. However, you were shocked when he also brought you into a hug. 

“Next time, I’m racing you.”

Taglist:

@burningchaosdeer

@noone356097

@ateezkeepmysoul

@babyphotos0325

@foliea

@k-p0p-4ever

@obeythemasters

@multeciahucho

@my-dinos-life-is-good

@sirenthalia

@multeciahucho

@crybqbyme

@realrintaro

@lysira340

@emmmanaaa

@albedoalfredo17

@riveriki

Divider creds to @kodaswrld

[mchlgayser]

𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 [tattooist! yamato endo au]

⸻ cw: mention of getting a tattoo, needles, and slight mature themes (?)

qeena's brief note: tattoo artist yamato endo brainrot ໒꒰ྀི ≧ ᗜ ≦ ꒱ྀིა and chika takiishi cameo woohooo! i really love this one ngl, well that's cus i love yamato andd tattooist yamato endo?! wowz i exceed my expectations this time LOLL btw i may have not include this earlier but reader is written to be a female and exceeded minor ages and because it's an au, let's pretend yamato endo is no longer 18 which means timeskip! yamato endo(?) and truthfully idk whether this would consider mature themes but i added it on cw just in case rofl and that's pretty much it, thank you, i love you, and happy reading xoxo 💙.

The black haired-man ears perk up at the chime bell sound of the front door. He sat on his stool behind the counter until you came. You walk into his space, your alluring aura wrapping around him like a sultry embrace, leaving him captivated and mesmerized by your very presence. His eyes follow your every move as you glide gracefully towards him, "Hey," You noted, catching him off of his trance.

The taller male stood up, greeting you with a sly smile "Hey love', what can I help you with today?" Your eyelashes fluttered to your cheeks as you look down, examining every design the man had beneath his glass table "I'd like a simple design, anything. You have anything in mind?" Your voice appear small before him and that prompts him to smirk softly "Sure," He hands you a small book consisting simpler design. You browse through each pages, hoping to find something cool - even though meaningless, and pretty.

The pages almost ran out and as you skip to the last pages, one particular tattoo caught your observation "I'll have this one." Endo lean his head forward, "Ooh, nice choice, love'." It's an infinity butterly symbol, very minimal yet captivating.

The man whom introduced himself as Endo, or also known as the sole tattooist working in 'Noroshi Tats' assist you to a room, a small room with equipments and furnitures ready. He make you lie down on the chair and sat down on a wheeled stool beside you "Where would you like this again?" You look at him, biting your lips anxiously. Endo would've expected you to say on your forearm or your stomach, any places where it'd hurt less but when you said on your rib, his eyes widen "You sure, love?" He put on his gloves after washing his hands and putting hand sanitizer.

You nod your head, not hesitantly which makes him smile, and nod his head "Alright," He help you lift your shirt and put on some numbing alcohol pat over the place you'd like. He get the stencil of the tattoo you requested and transfer the design onto your skin and after prepping various of his needles and his tattoo machine, he gets ready "I'll start now, take a deep breath in, alright?" You close your eyes, flinched and yelps when the needles poke over your skin, leaving permanent ink inside you.

It's a long process, very long and painful process. You wouldn't count how many tears you shed throughout the entire session. Endo help getting the tattoo clean with antiseptic solution and apply a thin layer of ointment. When he showed you the result, you gasped, feeling a tad bit worried but mostly happy. No time for regret, you heard him said. After applying ointment and the solution, he wrap the tattoo with a bandage to prevent infections "... And, all done." You feel him caress the outer spot of your bandage and you jolt.

He laughs, helping you up from the chair. He told you about every possible precautions and aftercare you should do, not wanting you to mess up with the beautiful tattoo. He smile, guiding you out back to the counter "If you have any concerns or questions regarding your tattoo, contact us- me." He hand you his business card, not before he scratch the previous contact number on the card and wrote down a new ones "My actual number, contact me, okay, love?" By this, you're already immuned to his sweet-callings, grin at him and thank him.

He insert something on his computer, grinning at you when he's finished "After pretty woman discount, it's on the house." Your eyes widen, in disbelief by his words "What, no... I can't." He insisted, taking your hand which cause your whole body to tremble. His calloused hands against your much softer ones intersected for a while and then let go "Go on, see you again, lovie!" He wave, his wide smile adorning his beautiful complexion.

You got out of the shop, a flustered mess from both embarrassment and aftermath pain of your tattoo. And only then did you notice a wrap of caramel candy hiding in your palm.

"You make a customer left without paying again?" The long red to orange haired male questioned with a poker face. Endo grin, propping one hand beneath his chin.

"This is the last time, Takiishi, besides she's just too cute!"

[silentstaresfanficandfanart]

thinking about the mlp episode where cheese sandwich loses his laugh and pinkie cheers him up and helps him regain his lifes purpose, and he realizes that he didint want to spend all his time in a factory making gags, he wanted to actually go out and use those gags and actively see the joy his creations bring to others

and i cant help but think about that in a fandom space, how i kind of thought i might be selfish for wanting comments on my things and then i realized that the reason its so demotivating when you dont get those things and why so many people give up creating is because...

well isint there a huge difference between coming up with jokes and actually using those jokes?

a joke is a form of communication, and i think thats kind of obvious but we often forget that so is art and writing, most art forms even are a form of communication... so what do you feel like when you tell a joke and everyone ignores you?

if you get a laugh though, youre happy and your joke feels sucessful

its not a transaction or something, its just...readers and viewers are having a conversation with the person who created what they made

maybe i should do a video discussing the different ways of viewing the problem and such sometime, but like, its just interesting to me because its also why so many authors get so devestated when they find out other people are talking in private about their stories but not including them in any of them.

like man it WOULD suck if you told a joke, everyone ignored you, then later when you cant hear them theyre like man that joke was the funniest joke i ever heard! and YEAH! so and so is so funny!

like yeesh. that would really, REALLY suck. of course that is something that can be true at the same time its also true that its very important not to lose yourself in that and to find a reason to enjoy it if only for your own sake, focusing more on enjoying your own jokes and making yourself laugh is pretty much the only way to not lose your will to make jokes. (feel free to swap in your creative hobby of choice)

even if writing or drawing is something you love and you want to share that love with others, you have to conciously remember why you love it, and do things that are self indulgent as much as you can instead of worrying about pleasing others

trust me when i say its a lot more pleasant to write a story just to make yourself happy than it is to write something you know will make the algorythm or your followers pay attention to you

and if you can find something that hits a nice middle ground thats pretty epic :)

yes this does apply to any creatives, including translators who i know a lot of you guys specifically have been really struggling with not getting appreciation, i love you guys and appreciate you, the same to artists, writers, indie game devs, small youtubers, and so many more, i hope we can all find a happy place between sharing happiness with others and sharing happiness to ourselves, it still has value, and its still something worth making and i hope you wont forget that

[shaniacsboogara]

i think a lot of things i agree with are already being said about watcher tv, so instead of focusing on those, i'm going to try to highlight things i think need to be reiterated or haven't been discussed enough.

first of all, i've been a fan of watcher's content for a long time. i followed shane and ryan over to the network after unsolved ended, and since then have made a TON of incredible friends and memories because of their shows. to anyone at watcher reading this, i really hope you're doing alright. thank you for everything you've done to foster this incredible community. and to anyone here in tumblr who's followed me for my watcher content or to any of my mutuals, i hope you're doing as well as you can. drink some water, get outside, and make sure you're getting enough sleep. this has been a rough time for a lot of us, and understandably so.

obviously, watcher tv is a massive change, and everyone who feels upset or disappointed is extremely valid in feeling that way. however, the calibre of hate being sent to the watcher crew is kind of horrific. yes, this could turn out to be a bad business decision for them, but that does make them evil morally bankrupt capitalists who never actually cared about their fanbase in the first place??? honestly, i think this type of commentary is doing a disservice to everyone who's trying to discuss this situation from a genuine analytical standpoint. not only that, but these are real people??? sure, they're on the internet and have probably had people send hate comments their way before, but as a community there are so many more productive things we could be doing instead of tearing down the folks over at watcher.

it is disheartening for content you've enjoyed to suddenly be locked behind a paywall, especially if it's not something you'll be able to afford. i've seen a lot of people emphasizing that artists should be compensated for their art, and i think that definitely applies here, but that doesn't mean people don't have a right to be upset. the fandom community we've built here on tumblr is incredible, it's brought so many people together and overall been so positive, fun, and welcoming to be a part of, so it's understandable that a change threatening the stability of that fanspace would make people upset. i'm not happy about the possibility of the watcher fandom dissipating after this announcement, but i think it's highly likely. watcher TV has created a divide in the fandom, and no matter what it looks like after this is over, it won't be the same. what's going to happen when most people can't access watcher content anymore??? no matter what happens, being in this fandom was absolutely incredible while it lasted.

what's my overall take on the situation??? i don't know how this will turn out for them, i'm not sure the announcement was carried out in the best way (it was hyped up in a way i don't think it should've been, a slower lead up to this could've made it more digestible), i'm sad that a lot of people won't be able to enjoy content that used to mean so much to them, but if this is a business move they think they need to make, then think i understand that. i'm no business expert, i have no idea how this will work out, but i'm absolutely not manifesting their downfall. i think it's very important to discuss this in a civil manner, to critique and analyze the effects of this situation on both the community and the company, but letting that turn into blatant hate and threats to watcher employees is WAY TOO FAR.

these are just some of my thoughts. if you want me to clarify anything or know my thoughts on specific aspects of this situation, please don't be afraid to ask!!! my only request is that this post doesn't turn into a vessel for hating on anyone, whether that be watcher or anyone posting about the situation.

[noxsylvania]

I'm Opening Commissions Once Again!!!!!

Hey y'all! I'm likely gonna be running into work issues real soon and need to get some extra money. If you've been following me a while you've probably heard me talk about not planning on ever doing commissions again, but desperate times and all that.

ADDITIONAL SECRET SALE [aka I forgot to write it on there...]: If you show me proof of a donation of $20 or more to the PCRF, I'll knock 25% off of ANY commission.

More Details Below the Cut!!!

What I will and won't draw:

I will draw, mechs, furries, Sonic characters, complicated armor and clothing. However these may be subject to change in price for extra detail.

I will draw gore, blood, and mildly suggestive art (including partial nudity). However on account of gore, I will not allow self harm injuries or heatshot wounds.

I will not draw NSFW, porn, or fetish art. Sorry! Maybe someday!

I will not draw anything I find might be offensive and I reserve the ability to decline a commission request for ANY reason. Feel free to ask anything if you are unsure.

Payment

I accept payment through Paypal and Venmo, payment must be in USD. After I complete the initial sketch for your commission I will ask for a down payment of $5USD, this payment comes out of the final price! Tips are greatly appreciated as well, but please make a note of it so I know there wasn't a mistake on your end!

Additional Characters:

For lined drawings each additional character is the base price minus %30. For render style 1, each additional character is the base price minus 15%. Additional characters in render style 2 are however the same as the base price, digital paintings take a long time.

About Sales

I have two ongoing sales currently available, Sonic art and Final Fantasy VII art. All sales apply to the full price of the piece, so if you have extra detail or background charges, the sale will apply to the full price PLUS these charges. And of course, if you'd rather I draw a character that you or a friend created, so long as they are designed to be from either Sonic or FFVII, they are included in these two sales. For proof of donation to the PCRF I only need to see your email confirmation showing the amount you donated, feel free to redact your name if you want. All three current sales can stack to a maximum of 35% off! All sales however have a minimum of $5USD, you have to pay me at least SOMETHING..

All sales end on April 1st! If I start working on your commission before that date, the sale will apply to your total even if I finish it AFTER April 1st.

About Backgrounds

I am absolutely happy to do backgrounds, for a price! The price of backgrounds is highly dependent on what you want so I can’t really put estimates here. Please know this can vastly extend the time I would require to finish the piece which may affect refunds. By default, all of my drawings will be transparent PNGs with a solid color BG variant. If you would like a gradient background, those are completely free! Just ask!

Timeline and Refunds

Art takes time, for me as a disabled artist, it's a bit more time than many other artists I know. Commissions are first come first serve, so please know that I can only get to you when I finish anyone else on the waitlist before you. If I do not finish your piece in 30 business days, I will refund your down payment, regardless of how far in I am.

If you have any other questions just ask! Thanks so much!

[the-purple-shirted-tickler]

First Session megapost!

As requested, I’ll go into more detail!  Not only did I finally get to have my first tickling session, but I had the honor of being part of a group gang tickling none other than @yourlittlettoy !  Earlier in the day at that little gathering, @theswitchfinch and @mikoz6916 had taken their turns getting wrecked and were looking for some revenge, and Cece said she wanted multiple lers so they invited me to join them in destroying her!

She shyly admitted she didn’t want a safeword, so we agreed that when she was desperate enough to say “tickle” instead of “t-word” we’d take that as a safeword!

We started with her in spread eagle cuffs on a bed, mostly upperbody but all over really.  I’m more of a feet guy personally, but in this first session I was pleasantly surprised just how fun tickling Cece’s upperbody was!

Sometimes it was hard to tell who was getting which reactions with the absolute chaos of three lers overwhelming poor Cece, but on occasion I’d notice the other two had stopped to enjoy the show and what I was doing really was driving her nuts by itself!  You know that incredulous reaction lers have where they’re surprised just how ticklish a lee is?  Yeah, that’s real. (At least this time)

Cece wasn’t blindfolded, but half the time she might as well have been from squeezing her eyes shut and her hair getting increasingly messy from all of her thrashing.  However, I did treasure the moments where we’d slow down and she’d plead with her eyes for things not to get worse.

If you’ve followed Cece’s tumblr for more than five minutes you’ll know most of her reactions: loud laughter, “pleeeeaaaaase!”, “stahahahahahap!”, and the like.  There were plenty of those, and everyone in the other rooms at the gathering surely got to hear it live from where they were, but we discovered a new one too!  Eventually certain reactions included her giving this lower groan as if to say “UGH this is so embarrassing how flustered and ticklish I am right now” so of course we lers were happy to mimic and tease her for that as well!  Still not sure exactly what was prompting that reaction, so I suppose we’ll have to do more science later

Any tag readers on her page will know that Cece claims to be an escape artist.  That’s partially true.  She could occasionally get her arms free from the wrist restrains, but she was no match for the fact that at least one of the three lers would be more than happy to pin down her escaped limbs while the others continued to tickle the sensitive spots that couldn’t quite escape

Speaking of sensitive spots, totally don’t read the classified information in the following strikethrough but I noticed her upper inner thighs, neck, underarms, and soles got some great screams out of her

When she got to the point where she was begging and saying she’d “do anything” to stop her current predicament, I curled the monkey’s paw and had her agree to move over to the bondage table/stocks and have that be a breather for her as we applied the new bondage.

A previous session that day had broken the latch on Clay’s stocks, but the new shin straps on that setup were the MVP keeping her feet in place.  The toeties weren’t the greatest but I suspect Cece was a good sport playing along like her toes really were stuck there for a while because she loves it

I’m told one of the other lers was at her head for the table portion whispering teases into her ears to fluster her even more, but you’d have to ask Cece what was said!  I’m sure she’d love to tell you and won’t at all be blushing and flustered, right?

I went to grab the baby oil, at first originally planning to go straight to her feet with it, but then the other two suggested I should come put it on her underarms while they had them nice and vulnerable!  “Well, don’t mind if I do!” was went through my head.  And don’t worry, I was sure to make plenty of eye contact as I spread it, and Cece being the excited masochist she is was all to happy to reciprocate

I did wind up returning to her feet with the oil and got a good amount of finger tickles on them while the others continued with her upperbody, but I only got about five seconds of hairbrush tickles on one of her feet before the other slipped free from the previously-broken stocks and our session’s timeslot was up!  I think we need more time with that next time, don’t you?

While we were cooling down, Cece was saying "I hate you guys” and she was totally for real and we totally believed it, it’s not like she loves being a ticklish masochist or anything, right?

I did throw in a nice little foot massage during the cooldown, I hope you liked that Cece

Hope you had half as much fun reading all that as I did being part of it!  Thank you so much to everyone there for including me and finally making my dreams come true!

[suginami-division]

Shuu’s Thoughts on Kagoshima Division

Tetsuya Yashiro

“T-Te…Tetsuya is uhm… 190 cm and 88 kg… I mean, I didn’t think I would run into him again and again, but he just keeps showing up! I’m being honest, okay? I’ll just be doing work, and I’ll spot him following the same person! S-So since he’s stalking me… It’s only fair…”

“W-What do I think of him?! I uh… He’s caught my interest I guess? He doesn’t seem to have a job and even weirder, he doesn’t seem to have a past history. Not romantically, but like at all. It’s like he suddenly appeared one day. Just pop! And now he’s here… Well, not really here. I don’t know how I’d feel if he were actually in front of me… Besides, Tetsuya only seems to like me when I’m cross… D-Dressed differently. Something about my current suit makes him nervous for some reason. It makes me depressed, but if that’s what it takes to get closer to him…”

Min Jinwoo

“Uwah! So pretty! Min-chan, right? A stylist? Talk about the perfect guy to fix Ryu-chan’s gross hair… Hm? Oh, I said nothing!”

“Um, I don’t know him, but I’d be happy to meet him! I mean, I need to know what sort of relationship he has with Tetsuya. Like… Are they friends? Or something else? And how did they meet? Why did they team together? Not for any particular reason, I’m just curious why someone like Tetsuya would want Min-chan in his team. You know?”

Minato Kanzaki

“Wow~! This guy’s a visual kei artist? That’s so cool! I mean, he isn’t like Jyu-chan, but he looks like he has the potential to be just as famous! You just gotta find the positives! I mean, there must be a reason why he’s chasing after his dreams, right?”

“Oh, and everything I mentioned with Min-chan applies to uhm… Minato-chan! I mean, isn’t Minato-chan completely different from Tetsuya? Why would he associate with him? Don’t tell me, are timid, pretty guys his type? What is his deal?”

Sour Bomb

“Min-chan and Minato-chan feel completely different to Tetsuya… Seriously, why did they team together? I hope they aren’t too close to him. It would be irritating if Tetsuya was just being nice to me all because I looked pretty and cute. And seriously, why is he so afraid of me when I’m just being normal? I’ll figure it out soon enough… I just need to do a little more research is all! N-Not for my personal gain, of course! I just want to uh… Help my team out?”

[mzannthropy]

Anne of the Island Chapter 16

Subtitled: Thank the gods for knotholes, eh?

What a chapter! Back to school, Patty's Place, roommates, pictures, knick-knacks, patchwork quilts, Aunt Jamesina. CATS!

Anne is actually happy to return to Kingsport and college, which is good to see. I feel for her with regards to Averil's Atonement, but her promptly dropping a bundle of printed copies in the kitchen stove is such a funny image. In this case, I can laugh about book burning bc I know the situation and they were copies. Poor Anne!

“It is perfectly amazing, the price they pay for such lies, that’s what,” she said, half-proudly, half-severely.

This comes up more in the Emily series, but what the hell is it with people in LMM's works calling fiction "lies"? She's not spreading fake news, ffs. At least, unlike Aunt Elizabeth, Mrs Lynde doesn't refer to writing as "trash", so there's that.

I don't have any feelings about Moody Spurgeon MacPherson, I hope he succeeds in his studies but I don't care if he doesn't. He'll get over the head-shaving thing, I'm sure. (We're told he had to go about like that until his hair grew out again, but why didn't he just shave the rest of his head???)

Homemaking time! The chapter is filled with cosiness, but of course, that's what LMM does best.

As everyone who has had to deal with these animals will tell you, people don't choose cats, cats choose people. Rusty decided one day that he will own Anne Shirley, and so he did.

Now for that part that I've been thinking about for the last couple of years. When I first read the book I was in my teens and was not yet a cat person. I became a cat person later when my cat Pepper came to my life--I was in my 30s. When a fictional character says they don't like cats, I will not warm up to that character unless they have other features that will make me like them, or I will get disappointed when it is a character whom I like already (like Cristobal Rios in Star Trek Picard). I say that I never liked Katniss Everdeen from the start bc right at the beginning, one of the first things we find out about her, is that she tried to drown a kitten. So I've spent time wondering how the hell do I reconcile that with my love for AOTI. Yes, I know LMM was a cat person, but that's beside the point. So, this is what I concluded: 1. I just don't like Katniss that much anyway, 2. I like Philippa Gordon bc the story already gave me enough to like her prior to the chloroforming the cat episode, 3. LMM explains the necessity of putting a cat to sleep better than Suzanne Collins, she gives a whole backstory and the fact that the reason for the act is the upcoming arrival of another cat, whereas Suzanne just springs it at you on the first page (first screen even, if you read on Kindle and no, she doesn't give good enough a build up for it, not at that point yet), 4. I think in this case, the different times argument applies, even Aunt Jamesina remarks that kittens need to be drowned or they would overrun the world, 5. Suzanne is a bitch who killed Finnick Odair, so I am under no obligation to make allowances for her. I rest my case, Your Honour.

Although it is a sad moment, bc none of the girls really want to hurt poor Rusty, Stella quotes a poem, which Anne immediately follows up with the next line. (It's The Isles of Greece by Lord Byron, btw.) Makes the book feel more college-like, if you know what I mean.

No doubt it's funny that Rusty beats up all the Spofford Avenue cats, but I think it's better being on good terms with your neighbours. *shrug*

The part about Rusty meeting Sarah-cat and Joseph is PURE COMEDY. It's probably impossible to adapt to screen but I think it would make a good webcomic. (Any talented artist among the readers?) Aunt Jamesina was right, Rusty does need to learn he is not the only cat in the world. I love how Rusty and Joseph making up and becoming friends serves as a metaphor for adjusted relationships. (Look, I did the thing, I quoted the chapter title!)

Aunt Jamesina wins this chapter with her take on the devil being a handsome gentleman. Absolutely, my good lady. He's a hottie, lol.

[minimooberry]

June Darling : 19 - 21

LORE DROP 😤🙏

so rough idea of grown up june's story which is lowkey just me bullying shivaani is her going into the government.

basically what happens is that seth, as he gets older, gets increasingly less predictable and more 'rogue'. He's still under the orders of the AISE but he isn't the perfect agent anymore. He's reckless and more... deadly? Aggressive, if you will.

anyway the AISE has always used his family as a way to control seth and they know that shivaani is a little too old to be trained into an agent, so they set their sights on June who's 19 and in college in America at the time. The timing is pretty good too because Seth was on a mission in America at the time. They recruit June with some not so ethical ways and train her into an agent like they did to Seth when he was 21.

Seth isn't aware of any of this until he starts going rogue again and June shows up and basically says he needs to chill the fuck out or she'd have to sedate him. Cue really long silence and a shit ton of mental trauma !!

nobody is happy in this story 😭

OH AND HERES A TAG GAME :O

I was tagged by @honeybeenrw 💞💕

The Rules are simple! Tag people and name a character you want to know more about! If you want to let the person you tagged decide who to showcase, then don’t name a character and they can pick somebody. Easy! The person who is tagged will then bold the remarks below which apply to their character &, if they want to, include a picture with their reply!

[ PERSONAL ]

$ Financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty ✚ Medical:fit/ moderate/ sickly/ disabled / disadvantaged / non applicable ✪ Class or Caste: upper / middle / working / unsure / other ✔ Education: qualified/ unqualified / studying / other(school dropout) ✖ Criminal Record: no, for major crimes / no, for minor crimes /no/ has committed crimes technically but she is a government agent so she gets a pass

[ FAMILY ]

◒ Children: had a child or children / has no children / wants children ◑ Relationship with Family: close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) /has no siblings/ sibling(s) is deceased ◔ Affiliation: orphaned / adopted / disowned /raised by birth parent /

[ TRAITS + TENDENCIES ]

♦ extroverted / introverted / in between ♦ disorganized / organized / in between ♦ close minded / open-minded / in between ♦ calm/ anxious / in between ♦ disagreeable / agreeable / in between ♦ cautious / reckless / in between ♦ patient/ impatient / in between ♦ outspoken / reserved / in between ♦ leader / follower / inbetween ♦empathetic / vicious bastard / in between ♦optimistic/ pessimistic / in between ♦ traditional / modern / in between ♦ hard-working / lazy / in between ♦ cultured / uncultured/ in between / unknown ♦ loyal /disloyal/ unknown ♦ faithful / unfaithful / unknown

[ BELIEFS ]

★ Faith: monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic / spiritual ☆ Belief in Ghosts or Spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✮ Belief in an Afterlife: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✯ Belief in Reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ❃ Belief in Aliens: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✧ Religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious ❀ Philosophical: yes / no

[ SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC INCLINATION ]

❤ Sexuality: heterosexual / homosexual /bisexual / asexual / pansexual ❥ Sex: sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favorable / naive and clueless ♥ Romance:romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favorable / naive and clueless / romance suspicious ❣ Sexually: adventurous /experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious ⚧ Potential Sexual Partners: male / female / agender / other / none /all ⚧ Potential Romantic Partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all

[ ABILITIES ]

☠ Combat Skills: excellent /good / moderate / poor / none ≡ Literacy Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ✍ Artistic Skills: excellent /good / moderate / poor / none ✂ Technical Skills:excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

[ HABITS ]

☕ Drinking Alcohol: never / special occasions /sometimes/ frequently / Alcoholic ☁ Smoking: tried it / trying to quit / quit / never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / Chain-smoker ✿ Recreational Drugs: never / special occasions / sometimes / frequently / addict ✌ Medicinal Drugs: never / no longer needs medication / some medication needed / frequently / to excess ☻ Unhealthy Food: never / special occasions / sometimes / frequently / binge eater $ Splurge Spending: never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / shopaholic ♣ Gambling: never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / compulsive gambler

@crsentfairy @rhdweauni0 @wldestluv-rs @warmsol @salemssimblr @buttertrait @drkwaifu 💕💕💗

[animelover20]

🎶✨when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool)🎶✨ !

Oooh now this is the shit I like seeing at 6 in the morning😃 thank you, I actually really like talking about my taste in music. Sorry if I ramble on a bit too much than what you were expecting tho I'm just really excited.

I'm guessing these don't have to be in any specific order so they ain't. Btw artist names are in bold because it looked too confusing otherwise.

Most of these are either gonna be metal,loud as fuck/chaotic, just weird or sometimes even a mix of all of those.

1. Hand me my shovel I'm going in! - will wood and the tapeworms. It's fun as fuck plus the songs been theorised to be about mental health and how the person singing isn't 'sick' enough to get help. (Which is backed by a few lyrics especially "so I bookmark my DSM cause I need you to remember my place".) It's such a cool and fun song because of how chaotic it is and will wood and the tapeworms are one of my favourite bands overall so don't be surprised if they appear a few times😁

2. Death - Æther realm. You've probably never heard of it but it's really cool. You won't like it if your not a fan of death since that's the whole song. Essential made an album based off tarot cards which is such a cool concept(I love tarot btw) but I've only listened to this one so far. Anyway onto the meaning. It's an extremely positive song about death and it actually applies to a lot of my beliefs on death aswell. Instead of describing death as this horrible thing it's so much more peaceful. With a few lyrics being("if I had another chance to live I think id rather be dead" and the one that follows every chorus being "if this is really death then it's not so bad.")I really hate death being seen as a negative thing because frankly it isn't. It's a comforting concept. at the end of the day,no matter what you do,no matter how you live, death is going to come for you. And you know what that's ok. It's one of my favourite songs for this reason. And I know not everyone will agree with me but that's fine.

3. Per Aspera ad inferi - Ghost. I will just quickly mention, they are a satanist band,if you're not into that then ya know don't be mean,their songs go hard lmao. Anyway i am not apart of their religion but I respect it. Anyway the name is essentially a play on the Latin phrase 'through hardship to the stars' or Per Aspera astra.' (rough translation btw) whereas the song name instead translates to 'through hardships to hell.' which is so fucking cool. It's catchy as fuck song and I find it getting stuck in my head a lot.

4. Necromancin Dancin - Bear Ghost. It's just a really fun song,chaotic as fukc too. Plus the thought of people just being revived just to start dancin is really funnym. Added bonus that is song is in my doffy playlist (because of the whole controlling people I thought why not be able to do it to corpses aswell😃) it's actually the only song so far to be apart of said playlist but that may change as I go. I don't know if this song has any specific meaning either then necromancer making people dance. But it's pretty good.

5. Take me back to Eden - sleep token. Ok so I've been making this list up as I went which is why I said in 4 that there might be another song from my playlist and what I said could change and it did. This song is in my doffy playlist and it's actually the song that inspired the playlist in the first place so,hats off to it. Anyway yay metal. Loud, amazing vocals and metal? What more could you ask for. It's mostly been attributed to doffy because of the whole theme of being thrown out of this holy place and desperately trying to get back which...(If you know you know.) I fucking love this song so much and I am genuinely out of words to describe it.

And that's about it I think I'm happy with this. Anyway again thank you for making my morning and giving me something to do that I actually really enjoy. Sorry if this is a ramble I just really like music.

I hope you have a great day/night❤️

[cl0ckworkpuppet]

hey! so i’ve playing magiquest for a while but i just now found out about people customizing their wands. do you have any tips? my old wand (pink sparkle my dearly beloved) has unfortunately stopped working and i’d love to spice up the one i use in-game a bit. thank you!!!!

(also your magiquest content is AWESOME i have been going insane over it)

YES HI I SEE YOU IN MY NOTIFS!!! im so happy to see people going insane over my special interests

well, i know quite a bit about customizing wands (and also fixing wands!), so here's a few tips!

first of all, know what you want to do. you can take a picture of the wand you have, trace over it, draw over the picture, colour it, etc. to get a good idea of what you want the final product to look like. you don't have to follow it exactly, and it doesn't have to be super detailed, but i find it helps me a lot

if you are going to do a full body paint, remember to sand your wand before applying paint! it helps the paint stick easier (not necessary but a good idea)

GET A PAINT SEALANT. mod podge works good. anything that seals acrylic paint (which is what I would recommend using). i wouldn't personally get a spray version? i use one that goes on with a brush and it works like a charm

on the topic of spray, i would not use spray paint if i were you? i mean i guess you can but like

Painter's tape. Oh my god, use painter's tape. Actual lifesaver

when you are first starting out, be careful of the sensors, gaps, openings, and buttons of the wand. the IR sensor at the tip should be avoided at all costs if you're just starting out and/or you don't have a very thin brush (and a very steady hand). it's also important to not paint over the little slit near the battery compartment at the hilt of the wand, and the hole for the motherboard reset button. try not to get paint inside the topper hole either. again, painter's tape is your best friend forever

for the love of god do not do what i did and try to attach fabrics directly to the wand itself. you can? i used superglue and covered the visible trails with a little bit of trim for one wand, but i would not do it again. if you really want to include fabrics or other attached accessories, make sure they are removable, either through tying or velcro or buttons or whatever you'd like

is there a part of the wand you don't like the look of? just paint over it! ive done that so many times (the MQ+ steampunk wand used to be so ugly before i made her beautiful)

finally, honestly just have fun with it. the most charm i see in a custom wand is when i can tell the artist had fun

and as for your broken wand, i don't know what's wrong with it but it could very likely be a battery issue. make sure you always store your wands without the topper screwed on! it's even better if you know how to take the batteries out, but that's not absolutely necessary. there are tutorials on youtube for how to remove and replace MQ wand batteries! (you might need to hit the wand against a surface repeatedly to get some corroded batteries out. it's going to feel awful doing it. i did it on one of my rarest wands and it turned out fine. these things are really durable)

good luck on your journeys, magi, and may peace find you always!

[dropout-if]

hi izzy!! i’m not sure if you’re still doing the emoji asks hehe but can i ask for 🖍️🌈🌪️🌠☄️ for all the ros please?? thank you <3

Hi Nikka~ I'm still doing them yep🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️ I was looking forward to someone asking a few of those ty💕

🖍️ CRAYON - what advice would you give to them?

Generally, I'd tell everyone to see a therapist (I'm very tough-love-approach when it comes to giving advice so picture me saying all this menacingly).

Jade/Jean- it's okay to not be perfect, it's okay to not be needed.

Uma- your pain is valid but so is everyone else's. You should communicate more openly.

Statler- take a break. You deserve it.

Wanda- you think everything is dandy, but ignoring your problems doesn't make them disappear.

Kai- eat your veggies. Please. Take better care of yourself.

Travis- sometimes it's better to talk things out instead of bottling it all up.

🌈 RAINBOW - what advice would they give to their younger self?

Jade/Jean- “Don't be afraid to take risks and follow your dreams. Trust yourself more and remember that setbacks are just opportunities to grow stronger. And don't forget to cherish the moments with loved ones along the way.”

Uma- “Explore your creativity fearlessly. Don't worry too much about what others think. Embrace your uniqueness and let your heart guide you. Your journey is your own, and it's worth every twist and turn.”

Statler- (they're the kind of person who gives advice but doesn't really apply it to themself) “Don't be afraid to express your feelings and show vulnerability. People value your compassion and support.”

Wanda- “Don't be so trusting of people who promise you the world. Be safe. Love yourself. Take chances, have fun, and don't be afraid to express yourself. Follow your passions and let your infectious energy inspire those around you.”

Kai- “Be more confident. Care less about what people think. It's okay to be different and march to your own beat. Embrace your curiosity and dive deep into your interests.”

Travis- “Trust in your intelligence and your ability to achieve your goals. Focus on your long-term vision and don't get too caught up in petty conflicts. Your determination will lead you to success.”

🌪️ TORNADO - what is the biggest change you've ever made to them? how have they changed from their original version?

Jade/Jean- I think J has always been J in a way. They were the first character I created for dropout and I've always had their character very clear. There's one thing that's spoilery to say but I did change their main conflict.

Uma- wasn't a tattoo artist originally, just a struggling artist trying to get through life. Uma wouldn't really want a life in which they didn't work through art, so tattooing was a very fitting solution (I was also cleaning one of my tattoos when I thought of it lol).

Statler- has probably changed the most? They used to be very stuck up and unkind they were honestly a little annoying to write? Their high school version retains some of those qualities but I like this self-sacrificing version of Statler much more.

Wanda- Gabi's dad was an important character in Wanda's plot but to my own daddy issues I completely erased him from existence lol.

Kai- wasn't originally into the whole sleeping around thing lol. They completely rejected people, even the idea of friendship. Kai atm is much more approachable, they want to be around people (but not too much).

Travis- there used to be no grievances between Travis and MC. He was the third best friend but as I developed his backstory... things changed. It's made his entire disposition towards MC generally more angry.

🌠 SHOOTING STAR - if they could make any wish with no repercussions, what wish would they make?

Jade/Jean- unparalleled success and recognition. Also enough motivation to finish their book.

Uma- inspiration to finally create a painting worthy of being in an art gallery.

Statler- world peace + the ability to heal and bring happiness to those they care about.

Wanda- to change the past.

Kai- to travel the entire world for the rest of their life.

Travis- complete control over his own destiny and the ability to shape the future.

☄️ COMET - what do people assume about them? are they right?

Jade/Jean- J is always confident and has their life together. It is accurate to an extent. While J exudes confidence, they also struggle with their own insecurities, moods, and past regrets.

Uma- people often see Uma as carefree/careless and aloof. Uma is indeed a little serious toward strangers, but this is not the case with their friends. They also have a deep emotional complexity beneath their carefree exterior.

Statler- their life is perfect, as Statler themself is perfect. People also assume Statler is always the dependable and caring friend. They are most definitely not perfect, nor they have had the perfect life. Statler's caring nature is genuine, but they also grapple with their own challenges, including Noir.

Wanda- people tend to think Wanda is careless and naive due to her bubbly/vibrant personality. Wanda generally portrays a positive disposition, but she faces her own struggles as a single mother and has her own set of concerns.

Kai- a carefree fuckgirl/boy who doesn't seem to care about anything or anyone but themself. In reality, Kai's adventurous spirit hides deeper emotions, and their relationships have more depth than meets the eye.

Travis- people assume Travis is cold and unforgiving. Though they are partly right (he is somewhat spiteful) Travis' thought process is a little more complicated than that.

[oraclekleo]

Gikwang (Highlight / Solo) - Kinky Tarot Reading

Disclaimer:

All celebrity readings have purely entertainment nature

I don’t know any of the celebrities personally

Don’t base life decisions purely on tarot readings

I can never guarantee any of what’s said in the reading

Feedback: Feedback is very important for content creators and for me it’s even more important. Please, let me know whether the tarot readings resonate. If there’s anything you dislike or find off about my readings (like wording, topics, focus), just tell me. I don’t want you to write 1000-word feedback, very simple comments will do for me to stay motivated. I don’t know why I have to keep repeating this but this is something I do for you, guys, and when I don’t feel motivated to do tarot readings, I have many other things to do. The more motivation I get, the more readings you will get to read. The logic is very simple but it’s two sided.

Reading Info:

Rating: 18+

Reading Type: Single - Couple

Requested: Yes - No

Requester: /

Deck(s): Dark Wood Tarot, The Wild Unknown Animal Spirit Oracle

Spread: Kinky

Questions:

Position

Libido

Turn On

Kink

Dirty Secret

Celebrity Info:

Full Name: Lee Gi Kwang

Stage Name: Gikwang

Group: Highlight / Solo

DOB: 30.03.1990

Blood Type: A

MBTI: N/A

Sun Sign: Aries

Chinese Sign: Metal Horse

Life Path Number: 7

Masterpost: Solo Artists

Gikwang (Highlight / Solo)

Full Name: Lee Gi Kwang Stage Name: Gikwang Group: Highlight / Solo DOB: 30.03.1990 Blood Type: A MBTI: N/A Sun Sign: Aries Chinese Sign: Metal Horse Life Path Number: 7

Spread / Question: Kinky Deck(s): Dark Wood Tarot, The Wild Unknown Animal Spirit Oracle

Position - II The High Priestess, Bat

Gikwang is really not seeking some powerplay in the relationship. All he wants is for him and his lover to be authentic. He’s truly longing for a person who would accept and love him as a whole genuine person and he would offer the same to them. When Gikwang enters a relationship, he’s following his intuition more than logic or reason. He’s reborn with every new relationship and he’s usually serious about it. He might often feel very devastated when a relationship ends.

Libido - 10 of Swords, Peacock

Gikwang is the type of lover who accepts his partner fully with all their charming points and flaws. For Gikwang, even the flaws are beautiful. Peacock type of personality isn’t only focused on looks, they accept beauty in all forms and coming from within. Whatever happened in the past, whatever disappointment Gikwang went through, he’s not holding grudges or living with resentment. He walks on, he’s open to all the beauty and love that can come into his life and embraces it in all forms. When it comes to love life, this means Gikwang feels no shame about his desires and lust. They are part of him and manifestation of his soul. He’s likely the type of lover who will make his partner feel especially beautiful and special. He’s both gentle and meticulous. His kisses heal.

Turn On - XIX The Sun, Swan

Gikwang is indeed a special person. He’s likely to feel attracted to someone with high levels of creativity. Maybe a writer, poet, content creator, script writer, lyricist, painter, craftsperson - anyone who uses their imagination to create beauty. The Sun card suggests he’s more likely to fall in love with a person whose works are full of light or healing even, rather than an author of horrors or thrillers. This person is likely to illuminate darkness, bring clarity to what was foggy and chase away negativity while replacing it with happiness.

Kink - 4 of Swords, I The Magician, Butterfly

With Gikwang there’s always certain softness and fragility combined with deeply rooted acceptance and openness. It applies to his kinky side as well. Gikwang might be a real switch when it comes to his intimate life with his lover. Some days he likes to be the one doing magic to his lover and pampering them, some days he will appreciate them taking the lead, strap him up and make him their toy, while knowing they won’t truly hurt him. Gikwang might really become addicted to especially intense experiences when he feels like he’s releasing old tension and transforming into a better, more loving self through the act of sex.

Dirty Secret - Ace of Cups, Unicorn

Speaking of Gikwang being special, here comes the Unicorn card. Lol! Gikwang’s secret isn’t that much dirty but it’s surely a difficult goal to achieve. He’s likely wishing to find a lover who would be as special and unique as he is, someone who can spread as much love as Gikwang himself, someone with a pure and loving heart. The rarest creature in the world. 

A little ending note: There are a lot of air element related cards in Gikwang’s reading which might denote his “head in the clouds” type of energy. It might be him being good with words, creative, intelligent and highly sensitive to stimuli.

I'm sorry. I know. Gikwang is not requested but you know how I love older idols. Gikwang is just so sweet and hot at the same time. 🥰

Thank you for reading!

Hit the Like 💖

Comment! 💬

Reblog! 🔁

Follow for more! 💌

Any Feedback is Welcomed ✅

Consider supporting me on ko-fi 💖

Check out my k-pop and astrology themed activity book for adults - HERE! 📘

[definitelynotshouting]

I CAN CONFIRM THAT BLACKBERRY JAM IS A GOD-TIER FILLING. THE DONUTS ARE SO GOOD :DD I made mini ones this morning and the household promptly demolished half of them 😭

:oo i am 👀👀ing at your recommendations and noting them down ty. If i ever spot the cheesecake or petits fours when im out i will be sure to try them :D

Im so excited for the Hotguy comics zine!! The Scarland artbook was the first project similar to that that I followed & downloaded and it was SO incredible to see sm artists come together like that and create something so special :))) Can't wait to see more of them like the hotguy zine in the future!!

I am so 👀 at the s6 oneshot. VERY interested to see what that dynamic is like, and I have huge faith in you using every emotion from the oneshot against us in the main fic and vice versa

The flight went... idk we landed safely so i guess i cant complain LMAO. Did not manage to sleep and we arrived in the early morning, except it's summer here and my body refuses to sleep when the sun's out so instead of getting to catch up on sleep after getting home I just curled up in my bed and spent the next 5-ish hours phasing in and out of existence 😭

Ive only seen snow once so an ice storm sounds. Terrifying?? Im glad your power stayed for the most part, i would not want to go through that without heating

SEASON 10 HYPE!!!

-☀️

LETS GOOOOOOO GLAD THE BLACKBERRY DONUTS WERE A SUCCESS!!!!! :D ironically im answering this ask while eating blackberry yogurt so the trend continues SKDNAKCNSKDKSK

YEYE absolutely!!! And both can be made at home with the jam depending on what ingredients you have :] ive seen decent recipes for both before, altho i dont have any immediately on hand.

Im so so happy everyone seems super hyped for the HOTGUY COMICS Zine!!!! Ive been working hard to keep it running smoothly and my fellow mods have been doing some absolutely INSANE work, especially on the various graphics. Somehow our team ended up with three graphic designers in three different directions and then me as the one writer/editor SKDBSKNDKSD so we've got a ton of our bases just automatically covered. Its been a lot of fun to mod so far and i cant wait to see who else applies!!!!

OOF sounds like the plane ride home wasnt quite so pleasant as the first one there 😭😭😭 glad it went safely though!!! Oughhh and that sounds so brutal with the summer, too-- VERY different from ice storms 😂😂😂😂 we were fine luckily, heating and everything stayed perfectly intact the entire time, and the temp has started rising again so the ice is melting, which is great bc i need to order groceries LMFAOOOOO

I still think its funny how quickly i adapted to the weather up here-- being born and raised in the south you'd think i'd get super cold really easily, like my partner who's from cali, but nope, im still out here in tank tops and shorts right up until the ice starts to form. perks of being a little furnace i guess FJSHDJSNDJSJD

As for the s6 snippet 👀👀👀 well im sitting down to finish it right neow, so wish me luck!!! :D