#AND THAT MADE ME WANT TO DIE

[stargirldotcom]

-phoebe bridgers lyrics that make me wanna die

[depressedacademiatht]

Help o can't stop thinking of Malcolms "act like a man" and Macduffs answering "feel like a man" when he is told of the death of his family. Like ???? For so long there's been the idea of boys don't cry, but here is this war toughened soldier who says that he will grieve for his family properly, and THAT I'd part of what being a man is, allowing himself to feel the depth of his emotions gsbsgisis I'm not explaining this well at all but just know I'm thinking abt it

[stardustsymphony]

no shit I just realised that debut tv would be called Taylor Swift (Taylor's Version)

[hahafucksewingmachines]

surprise songs can’t hurt me anymore, I already lost the other side of the door

[planetsandthefates]

listening to long live taylor's version and im thinking about how close 1989 taylor's version and im thinking about "it was the end of a decade but the start of an age" and how next year will be a whole decade since 1989 og was released and how in just two days 1989 tv will be released and im kind of spiraling but oh my GOD I HAVE SO MANY EMOTIONS

[goldrushenthusiast]

No because most of All Too Well (10 minute version) (Taylor’s Version) (From The Vault) has that part of the song like “*I* was there, *I* remember it,” etc, and saying that she was there, but there’s that one part that’s just “you WERE there, YOU remember it” that always seemed to be that she was calling him out? like she seem crazy for being the one to remember the affair, but this is confirmation he does and he’s been denying it and it’s so rage filling.

that’s my favorite part of it honestly. it’s so real. like y’all know that one quote, “how humiliating it is to be the only one who remembers” or something like that?? ITS THAT. THAT EXACT FEELING, but proved she isn’t!! and it’s comforting because it helps me remember *I* probably am not, either! for most things at least.

Anywho, ATWTMVTVFTV is so good, and I love every minute of it.

[itsmecancelada]

“Aceptamos el amor que creemos merecer”

Leí las ventajas de ser invisible cuando tenía 12 años y desde que leí esa frase nunca analicé la profundidad que tiene hasta ahora, a mis 18 años.

Realmente aceptamos ese amor porque creemos que no somos merecedores de algo mejor que lo que se nos presenta. Porque creemos que no podremos encontrar algo mejor.

Como mujer que nunca ha tenido pareja, llegué al punto de aceptar cualquier hombre que se me presente, solo por el simple de cumplir con lo esperado y de sentirme devastada viendo al resto de personas de mi edad yendo a citas o hablando de sus recientes conquistas.

Siento que no puedo acceder a más. Que no soy lo suficientemente linda o carismática para poder estar con alguien que esté dentro de mis estándares. Siempre los veré como mi algo inalcanzable.

No puedo sacarme esa frase desde el momento que me di cuenta que acepto el amor que creo merecer y no el que realmente quiero.

[jonathanbyersphd]

Jonathan is now crying himself to sleep

[urfavfandomles]

gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was; til we were dead and gone and buried, checked the pulse and come back swearing it's the same after three months in the grave. and then you wondered where it went to when i reached for you, but all i felt was shame. and you held my lifeless frame.

[doveofmourning]

Where my girlies who feelin all too well at tonight

[bloodmoonlich]

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[tryinganythingtobehappyagain]

And you call me up again just to break me like a promise! So casually cruel in the name of being honest!!!!

[plowolffe]

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[tittyinfinity]

Doctor prescribing antidepressants: so this medication can cause side effects such as memory loss, seizures, eating disorders, stomach issues, rashes, fatigue, and could actually make you want to kill yourself even more. This is perfect for you

Doctor prescribing pain meds: Are you sure you don't want to try diet and exercise first? These pills are so bad for you. Yeah technically the list of side effects for this pain medication is a lot shorter than it is for your other medications, but the thing is, they might make you TOO happy. And we hate addicts. I just think destroying your stomach lining and liver with 2000mg acetaminophen and 1600mg ibuprofen per day would be a lot safer, because you definitely don't want "happiness" as a side effect of medication. Not being in pain and being happy is just too addictive and addiction is bad.

[barnes-and-noble-official]

Jojo Siwa: I'm creating a new genre called gay pop

me fr:

[stellarspecter]

Jon Matteson and Joey Richter in Nerdy Prudes Must Die (2023) / The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals (2018)