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Do you believe in the concept of soulmates?
Maybe not in the traditional sense, destiny-bound to be with each other and all that. I do think there are certain people out there that one is bound to "click" with bc of different factors, and it's just a matter of finding them. As in, I think I think there are lots of people you could consider your soul mate, but it's up to you to find them. Also, there may be more than one. (I also think a soul mate could be platonic, or in your family.) I think of it as "someone you're close to with your soul", and that can mean whatever you want it to mean.
#wow that's a lot lol#i just woke up apparently i have a lot of thoughts about this#i just remember being with my ex and the whole time worrying like#if i break up with him will i be able to find someone else?#which#should have been a sign i wasnt invested in the relationship#but eh#but anyway yes#there's people out there just waiting to make deep#meaningful tight bonds#you just gotta find em#AND OMG its hard sometimes#esp with poor social skills#but i have a bff now and i could consider her my soulmare#my sister is my favorite person and she could be considered my soulmate#hell even the old lady at work whos like taken me under her wing#soulmate#ill stop now cause my dog wants me to get up so he can go outside#thank you for the ask! btw#asks#moots#also am i going to count this towards my 300 word daily goal?#hell yeah i am
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let me be clear i like veilguard but it does suck that no one disapproves anymore outside of like. three choices. i want to be fighting for my life earning approval back again someone has GOT to hate my ass. i should be careful about party composition and companion reactions again. i miss tactically taking fenris out of the party before i'm nice to merrill like those were the days
#please omg can someone hate my ass . not really. but in previous games it sometimes did feel like i was earning approval back#like a. 'even when we fight i still love you. don't forget that' way . i wanted some uphill battle and dav IS super sanitised#the difference is more staggering to old players than new ones. i think dav plays rly well for someone who doesnt know the franchise#but i keep asking questions like 'should the dalish not be more worried about solas/etc' 'the crows r not this nice'#'why wouldnt isabela ask about varric' 'there should probably be more fantasy racism here'#of course these r the devs who were slandering zevran weeks before release. however its also just. man.#I AM ENJOYING THE GAME THOUGH. just wish it had a bit (a lot) more relevance and respect to what its built up in the prev games#dragon age#dav spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dav#txt#like for example i think one of my favorite small writing moments is cass asking about the inquisitor's family in dai#where she approves if you are also estranged but disapproves if you say you want to go back#because for a split second she does not just see a so called 'herald' that she's forced to work with#it's someone just like her who never got along w their family and despite herself she likes the inquisitor more for it#or it's someone who couldn't be less like her and her dislike and initial mistrust becomes more certain#it just. there's is an amount of depth lost when vg tries this hard to make rook be loved as a default
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recent falklers from the past few weeks! (+ click the readmore for a SCARY suprise….) ❄️
BOO FALKLER JUMSCARE
#signalis#signalis falke#signalis adler#fklr#adlr#didnt realize how much of these i had 😨 oops#ah i feel liek i say this all the time but i really do love drawing them lots#its really fun!!!!#though whenever i break a certain threshold of images they get hard to format because the post gets really long … and it becomes like omg wh#at do i keep above the readmore……….#(<- usually i make it chronological (so like the most recent stuff is on da top) but sometimes awesome things get slapped under dere…..)#myth.art
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just thought of stamps treatment of elendira again ..no .. NOO
#what the hell did she ever do to them#i saw a twt abt trigun stargaze (?) stamp s2 (?)#and how its 2 yrs after season one and i first got sad bc i was hoping for her og design revival#but then i remembered they made her a CHILD????#& not even that but the ?? what was it . changed her into a half plant prototype ?#canonical trans woman changed into child laboratory experiment like what compelled you to do that.why#no i cant even think ab it too much or i legitimately get upset HELPP#LIKE SHES ONE OF MY FVAORITE CHARACTERS EVER AND THEY RUINED WUITE LITERALLY EVERYTHING THAT I LOVED ABT HER#ugh.xAIHHGGHJHG#elendira#sometimes i wish . soo hard that i could j be normal and like things and have fun#but im such a stickler abt consistency w characters and stories such that any deviation makes me like .no#i cant deal w it HELPPP we need to adhere by character bibles again . we need to maintain the general chronological order of events#wlfwood characterization is a mess across the board and introducing late stage concepts / characters / plot devices early#just messes w the story in irreparable ways imo😭#yess ‘stamp was never meant to be max’ i get it .. but 98 accomplished what stmp couldnt#with 16% the published og materialHELP#all of this AND u made legato ugly as fuck LIKEE GIVE ME SOMETHINGG.? rem too omg..
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My obsession with the Menendez case is insane
I'm watching the whole trial while I eat while I do my homework while I revise (seriously, why is it so easy to watch when revising chemistry)
But like, I'm trying to analyse everything, even though I haven't studied law and know nothing about the US legal/courts system. But I think it's good to do my research.
But I wouldn't recommend doing this when you are in year 11 which is such a stressful year
Anyway, I'm managing to do it which is good. Wish me luck
#the menendez brothers#erik menendez#lyle menendez#justice for the menendez brothers#free the menendez brothers#free erik and lyle#us court#law#trials#erik and lyle menendez#erik and lyle menendez trials#analysing#analysing trials#its actually hard#sometimes#omg i hate the prosecution#and the judge
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i think part of the reason people are so hateful about fat people is because theyre not fat, even though they put little to no effort into their diet and daily activity levels. even if they dont live healthy lifestyles and theyre not trying to, and theyre still a "normal" weight. and because theyre ignorant and resistant to learning about how peoples bodily functions vary wildly, anyone who is fat must have brought it upon themselves by being extra lazy or extra glutinous and if they were normal they wouldnt be fat and its soooo easy to not be fat because look at them theyre not fat. which is so fucking stupid because so many people complain about how skinny people exist without "earning" how skinny they are, theyre literally just like that even if they eat tons of food because they're trying desperately not to be skinny. but the opposite cant be true for fat people apparently. fatness is always a direct consequence of abnormal habits apparently.
#e.txt#tw fatphobia mention#i know people assume skinny people eat nothing all the time too but every skinny ass mf i meet is like omg i can eat so much and not gain#anything teehee#and i see so many skinny ppl will flood comments of fat positive ANYTHING talking about how they hate being skinny so much and eat so much#to try to gain weight but its not working#like skinny ppl wont shut up about how hard it can be to gain weight but god forbid a fat person suggest its hard to loose weight bc then#theyre just being lazy.#ppl will tell me i should eat less to lose weight meanwhile im living off an orange and a cup of nuts for brunch#and 1/2 salmon filet a cup of rice and veggies for dinner#and i walk 8 hours a day 3 times a week.#if i eat less i will get nauseous i will get dizzy i will get a migraine and i will be a bitch#yes obviously this is a personal grievance but like am i wrong?#rant#probably less than a cup of rice even i make a cup and then split it in half with my partner and sometimes dont even finish it
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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you ever wonder if the Glamrocks's face tracking acts up when they look at Glamrock-Freddy, like they'll look at his face, and the recognition will register as Freddy, but their systems for whatever reason or another think that there is a face overlapped on Freddy's do you think they see two small squares next to him, at his side, roughly child sized, but no one is physically there.... right...?
#fnaf#michael afton#five nights at freddy’s#glammike#crying child#elizabeth afton#i wanted to allude something to william but idk#would the glamrocks go into the sinkhole? maybe#maybe next to glamrock freddy alongside the weird overlapping face he has and the two kid height faces#there is a face tracking box next to him...standing#remember that post about the ghost hunters comin to the pizza plex? maybe the weird face tracking happens too...#im watching garret watts and Andrew's constant facial tracking anomalies inspired this post lol#anyways i really like the thought that despite being the most friendly Glamrock; Freddy has this......feeling about him#his AI was made just this year! programmed with cutting edge and top of the line technology!#then....then why does he go off script sometimes? why does he say things that wasn't programmed show dialogue?#how does he know about Mr. Afton? the killer from the 80's who committed heinous deeds?#Why does he speak as if he knew him personally? if his AI is just pulling stuff from online; Why does he speak with resentment about him?#IM SORRY I JUST LOVE THE CONCEPT!!#like just because this franchise has gotten more neon and sugery than ever; remember; lights can be blinding and sugar causes cavities#idk what that means just omg there is more horror potential than you think in the SB era of games if you look hard enough#off topic but back to freddy being a sweetie pie i think that its funny okay#freddy sasses adults okay okay but he isnt mean to kids okay maybe michael just idk; MATURED? maybe he just got some whimsy mkay?#listen if i was forced to be in a perpetual cycle of atoning for my own and my father's sins i would find any and all silver linings mkay#aw yeah this is sick i get to be a freddy mercury inspired glamrock bear WOOO#granted michael was probably tired of animatronic bands and pizza by fnaf 6 but ykkkkkkkk it.....could be worse? he could be his dad lmao#anyways headcannon michael listend to freddy mercury and this is the equivalent of cosplaying him scott told me so (trust)#tag rambles! theyre fun lol
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Day 158 | id in alt
The hater streak returns, your honor.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#fushiguro megumi#inumaki toge#NO BEAR KUGISAKI RN BECAUSE I WAS THINKING TOO HARD AND THE BRAIN WASN'T BRAINING#but yeah like Kugisaki will always hold that fuckass grudge and she should!!!#She will purposely say shit and look absolutely disgusted or pissed at the mention of yuta and i think it's fun#i am slowly giving Inumaki more lore like a freak you cant even stop me#i watched some insane wordplay and was like “omg Kugisaki would.”#(Kugisaki voice) Top ten smelliest smellers to unfortunately inhabit this planet with: First place is Okkotsu Yuta#oomf does not know that sometimes i draw entire things of Kugisaki in different poses in expressions that i never post#ITS ABSOLUTELY FUNNY#because sometimes i just finish something and just start doodlin nothin but Kugisaki#shes very fun to draw honestly idk how at the beginning i thought she was gonna be awful to draw(I thought her hair was gonna kill me)
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so....... what would you guys say if i said that........ ive been writing a fic...... thats not icft....... but its jungkook x f!reader being idiots in love...... friends to lovers........ with angst bc if you dont know already i am A SUCKER for angst......... and that it currently has 8k words and im just halfway through.................................
like........ what would you say.
#stxrvel talks#im still writing for icft dw!#i just get random ideas some days and am like i should definitely write this RN#sometimes i just get a drabble#this story was like 4k words yesterday#and im really liking it so i thought maybe i can finish it and publish it as a oneshot#cause i know already series are HARD for me#in case you didnt know i have a LOT of unfinished series#i can do mini series tho#thats why im trying to think of this one as a oneshot#it is actually its not that deep#i just wanted to write some angst with miscommunication because thats the common misunderstanding in my life#and im very familiar with that#sadly#well anyways i got carried away#i just wanted to know if you guys would like to read something like that#i know there are some more incredible authors out there that have similar concepts#but would you like to read it from my perspective?#i dont know now how ill be doing if i dont get your answers omg hahaha#so embarrassing#WELL ANYWAYS hope you have a great night or day#whenever you read this#ill put the hashtag just in case#jungkook x reader
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it's funny bc every single times i'm heavily obsessed with Dragon Age Inquisition especially, something fucked up happens to my Left Hand and leave me in pain.
Back when i first played i had this eczema eating my hand up to the point i was constantly bleeding from it and was the remnant of a deadly sickness, which hadn't calmed down in the next 6 years until literally this year, but then this summer i kept having cuts on my fingers out of nowhere on my left hand and i replayed DAI with bandages on my fingers everyday, and it's not counting other type of injuries that kept happening also specifically on the left and right now for like a week now my left wrist especially is fucking me over and is in major pain and it barely hurts in general except when i do specific movement or have to rely on my hand and then it is the most piercing pain in the world
And on top of that those all came out from like. expectations put on me in some way or another and having to deal through the pain even though it makes the pain worse
"DAI is unrelatable because no one has a magic hand like the Inquisitor that gives them a lot of responsibilities even though they're in pain and could die from it" talk for yourself this has always been the biggest of mood --
#sometimes when i play DA in general i also just have a major phantom pain on my left hand#like even without all the problems when i play DA my left hand hurt and not a pain similar to the Injuries#it's just genuinely funny to me#knowing DAI cemented its place in my heart as a precious game bc of Sera's codex entry in Trespasser#that was throwing a fit about how no one cared the Inquisitor's hand was in so much pain when they are trying to do so much for them#and it made me cry so hard on the spot bc i was in such a bad spot bc of my hand at the time#(was forced to do a lot of chores so my hand was constantly bleeding and my parents always told me to get over it)#(and like. this illness didn't go away in like 10 years and only did so after medication they specifically sabotaged me with getting so.)#there's just something beautiful about it#my precious game about having a fucked up left hand that is ruining your life (affectionate)#ichablogging dai#ichatalks about da#me: genuinely yelp in pain bc of my wrist while doing something / me: omg this is JUST like the Inquisitor.
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saw mortis post this last year and its been fun to listen to and pop in to see what theyre drawing..... smiles
^ janos cola meets zacharie and the cat brothers REAL! NOT FAKE
#original nonsense#image described#video#i love that one of the hosts found out abt mortis thru an osamu tezuka comics jam. and not off#omg hearing him talk abt his philosophy on art is so nice... (its like an hour in?)#you really do have to find a balance between having fun and putting in hard work when it comes 2 art....#there is a lot of stress to it sometimes and it can crush the love... so its important to find the fun and treasure it.
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karo + iga, sincaraz and shauger for the ship game - shapovalovvs 💌
karo + iga: complicated. fun. i think there is some intrigue. i have no reason not to like it and i like both of them so much that i'm inclined to say i do like it. but i don't find it that compelling. honestly more inclined to say they are queerplatonic. two gays looking after each other bc few others will. have more thoughts on it but they are not making sense right now. perhaps will unpack more later.
sincaraz: ashamed to say i find them kind of boring these days. they are 100% real gayboys in love but that is where it ends for me. i think with imaginative enough fic writers (of which there are many) i am very much on board. but just by themselves i am like :/ yes i know u are obsessed with each other. ok what else. unfortunately i need my ships to hate each other at least a little bit at some point to find them truly interesting. sincaraz too perfect. but they are valid. like them but in the way i like plain toast.
shauger: not familiar enough to have complex thoughts but felix is the original pretty boy in my mind and shapo charmed me after i giffed him in belgrade. and they make perfect sense...like i said i am more of an enemies to lovers or something akin to that but i think there is enough suffering between the two of them + canadian curse like please at least let them go through the horrors together
#my feelings on sincaraz flip flop a lot. sometimes im like omg so cute i love them and some times im like get off my fucking dashboard#overall they are like. a good ship u know. like a GOOD SHIP. but just not always interesting to me and sometimes its hard--#to not be interested in a ship and still see it all over your dash#which i do NOT blame people for i just mean i think that sometimes exacerbates the annoyance
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ok i GOTTA post about it or ill go crazy but anyway. *pulls out my soapbox* something im obsessed w about lleyth is just how much love and affection they have to give Despite It All and how the #1 way to tell if they love you is if they're always fussing over you and trying to take care of you. which is frustrating to some people but to the right people it's so so good
#💾#they do not strike me as someone who flirts obviously if at all#and instead is just very. hovering. worrying. checking in with u 24/7#they do this to harding & varric + viago in a familial way and ofc to lucanis in a romantic way#and i think sometimes it can be easy to miss but it's obvious when u know how to look for it#but they are just SO doting and affectionate sometimes it makes me sick. who gave them the right#like they have been through hell and the world has never been kind or gentle to them ever#but they are still kind and gentle to everyone they love and they always wear their heart on their sleeve 😭😭😭#and the worrying/fussing makes sense bc well. literally their biggest trauma is getting someone they loved killed#and that impacts their feelings in leadership bc the idea of being responsible for everyone else's life like that is terrifying to them#but ouughggsjhdjdkf the fucking. themes and motifs#lleyth being protective of the people they love is gonna be the death of me#and its just gonna get WORSE when lleythcanis finally pulls the cork on their relationship 😭 lucanis has NO clue what he's in for omg#🫵 you are going to be loved and cared for within an inch of ur life and ur gonna LIKE IT#i just have a lot 2 say about them. they have consumed my thoughts and im trapped on this rollercoaster
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Litteraly why do ppl always feel the right to talk about how other ppl spend their money. Bitch I can spend my last 2 dollars on a McDonald's it's not like those 2 bucks were gonna save me from having my rent being past due. Pretty sure rents like 1000+ not 2 bucks. But no tell me person who has no idea of my financial decisions, how I could have prevented this if I had just saved every penny since I was 11 and never spent any one my hard earned money on myself or on thing I want and make me happy
#and its still hard earned money if its donated or charity or anything idc idc#ppl have a right to spend money even then their poor.#orange is typing...#its like the “omg y does that hobo have an iphone lmaoooo” like an iphone is a lot cheaper than a house. we understand correct#that sometimes seemingly frivolous purchases do nothing more than make the person feel a little bit better for a bit thats their right
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OH prev now im thinking abt how shri'iia can come off SO obnoxious sometimes esp after she becomes an oath breaker where she's literally like 👍 pull yourself up by the bootstraps and believe in yourself!! 👍. shadowheart going through her own existential crisis and her own loss of faith and she's so shaken by saving the nightsong and by earning shar's ire, goes to shri'iia for solace but she just goes goes like well you made your own choice and you don't need any gods btw 👍 AS IF she didn't have her own mental crisis over losing her own faith
#like that's soooo obnoxious 😭😭 i pick the dialogue option that gives off that ^ vibe and i want to smack my own character#sometimes. like time and place omg ..#but i really like when she gets the radiates that particular brand of pompousness paladins have. like she can get so annoying sometimes#maybe it was better when she was faking her persona bc at least you don't have to hear someone going like 👍 it's all in ur head btw#just think positive thoughts its not that hard#but tbf i do think she cares. like a lot. she is very loyal and she expresses that own loyalty in her own way#she just doesn't have the right words to say when consoling someone bc she's not used to that kind of gentleness before#either giving OR receiving. but she's learning (:#shut up about bg3.#bg3 spoilers
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