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Do you believe in the concept of soulmates?
Maybe not in the traditional sense, destiny-bound to be with each other and all that. I do think there are certain people out there that one is bound to "click" with bc of different factors, and it's just a matter of finding them. As in, I think I think there are lots of people you could consider your soul mate, but it's up to you to find them. Also, there may be more than one. (I also think a soul mate could be platonic, or in your family.) I think of it as "someone you're close to with your soul", and that can mean whatever you want it to mean.
#wow that's a lot lol#i just woke up apparently i have a lot of thoughts about this#i just remember being with my ex and the whole time worrying like#if i break up with him will i be able to find someone else?#which#should have been a sign i wasnt invested in the relationship#but eh#but anyway yes#there's people out there just waiting to make deep#meaningful tight bonds#you just gotta find em#AND OMG its hard sometimes#esp with poor social skills#but i have a bff now and i could consider her my soulmare#my sister is my favorite person and she could be considered my soulmate#hell even the old lady at work whos like taken me under her wing#soulmate#ill stop now cause my dog wants me to get up so he can go outside#thank you for the ask! btw#asks#moots#also am i going to count this towards my 300 word daily goal?#hell yeah i am
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just thought of stamps treatment of elendira again ..no .. NOO
#what the hell did she ever do to them#i saw a twt abt trigun stargaze (?) stamp s2 (?)#and how its 2 yrs after season one and i first got sad bc i was hoping for her og design revival#but then i remembered they made her a CHILD????#& not even that but the ?? what was it . changed her into a half plant prototype ?#canonical trans woman changed into child laboratory experiment like what compelled you to do that.why#no i cant even think ab it too much or i legitimately get upset HELPP#LIKE SHES ONE OF MY FVAORITE CHARACTERS EVER AND THEY RUINED WUITE LITERALLY EVERYTHING THAT I LOVED ABT HER#ugh.xAIHHGGHJHG#elendira#sometimes i wish . soo hard that i could j be normal and like things and have fun#but im such a stickler abt consistency w characters and stories such that any deviation makes me like .no#i cant deal w it HELPPP we need to adhere by character bibles again . we need to maintain the general chronological order of events#wlfwood characterization is a mess across the board and introducing late stage concepts / characters / plot devices early#just messes w the story in irreparable ways imo😭#yess ‘stamp was never meant to be max’ i get it .. but 98 accomplished what stmp couldnt#with 16% the published og materialHELP#all of this AND u made legato ugly as fuck LIKEE GIVE ME SOMETHINGG.? rem too omg..
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let me be clear i like veilguard but it does suck that no one disapproves anymore outside of like. three choices. i want to be fighting for my life earning approval back again someone has GOT to hate my ass. i should be careful about party composition and companion reactions again. i miss tactically taking fenris out of the party before i'm nice to merrill like those were the days
#please omg can someone hate my ass . not really. but in previous games it sometimes did feel like i was earning approval back#like a. 'even when we fight i still love you. don't forget that' way . i wanted some uphill battle and dav IS super sanitised#the difference is more staggering to old players than new ones. i think dav plays rly well for someone who doesnt know the franchise#but i keep asking questions like 'should the dalish not be more worried about solas/etc' 'the crows r not this nice'#'why wouldnt isabela ask about varric' 'there should probably be more fantasy racism here'#of course these r the devs who were slandering zevran weeks before release. however its also just. man.#I AM ENJOYING THE GAME THOUGH. just wish it had a bit (a lot) more relevance and respect to what its built up in the prev games#dragon age#dav spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dav#txt#like for example i think one of my favorite small writing moments is cass asking about the inquisitor's family in dai#where she approves if you are also estranged but disapproves if you say you want to go back#because for a split second she does not just see a so called 'herald' that she's forced to work with#it's someone just like her who never got along w their family and despite herself she likes the inquisitor more for it#or it's someone who couldn't be less like her and her dislike and initial mistrust becomes more certain#it just. there's is an amount of depth lost when vg tries this hard to make rook be loved as a default
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My obsession with the Menendez case is insane
I'm watching the whole trial while I eat while I do my homework while I revise (seriously, why is it so easy to watch when revising chemistry)
But like, I'm trying to analyse everything, even though I haven't studied law and know nothing about the US legal/courts system. But I think it's good to do my research.
But I wouldn't recommend doing this when you are in year 11 which is such a stressful year
Anyway, I'm managing to do it which is good. Wish me luck
#the menendez brothers#erik menendez#lyle menendez#justice for the menendez brothers#free the menendez brothers#free erik and lyle#us court#law#trials#erik and lyle menendez#erik and lyle menendez trials#analysing#analysing trials#its actually hard#sometimes#omg i hate the prosecution#and the judge
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i think part of the reason people are so hateful about fat people is because theyre not fat, even though they put little to no effort into their diet and daily activity levels. even if they dont live healthy lifestyles and theyre not trying to, and theyre still a "normal" weight. and because theyre ignorant and resistant to learning about how peoples bodily functions vary wildly, anyone who is fat must have brought it upon themselves by being extra lazy or extra glutinous and if they were normal they wouldnt be fat and its soooo easy to not be fat because look at them theyre not fat. which is so fucking stupid because so many people complain about how skinny people exist without "earning" how skinny they are, theyre literally just like that even if they eat tons of food because they're trying desperately not to be skinny. but the opposite cant be true for fat people apparently. fatness is always a direct consequence of abnormal habits apparently.
#e.txt#tw fatphobia mention#i know people assume skinny people eat nothing all the time too but every skinny ass mf i meet is like omg i can eat so much and not gain#anything teehee#and i see so many skinny ppl will flood comments of fat positive ANYTHING talking about how they hate being skinny so much and eat so much#to try to gain weight but its not working#like skinny ppl wont shut up about how hard it can be to gain weight but god forbid a fat person suggest its hard to loose weight bc then#theyre just being lazy.#ppl will tell me i should eat less to lose weight meanwhile im living off an orange and a cup of nuts for brunch#and 1/2 salmon filet a cup of rice and veggies for dinner#and i walk 8 hours a day 3 times a week.#if i eat less i will get nauseous i will get dizzy i will get a migraine and i will be a bitch#yes obviously this is a personal grievance but like am i wrong?#rant#probably less than a cup of rice even i make a cup and then split it in half with my partner and sometimes dont even finish it
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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you ever wonder if the Glamrocks's face tracking acts up when they look at Glamrock-Freddy, like they'll look at his face, and the recognition will register as Freddy, but their systems for whatever reason or another think that there is a face overlapped on Freddy's do you think they see two small squares next to him, at his side, roughly child sized, but no one is physically there.... right...?
#fnaf#michael afton#five nights at freddy’s#glammike#crying child#elizabeth afton#i wanted to allude something to william but idk#would the glamrocks go into the sinkhole? maybe#maybe next to glamrock freddy alongside the weird overlapping face he has and the two kid height faces#there is a face tracking box next to him...standing#remember that post about the ghost hunters comin to the pizza plex? maybe the weird face tracking happens too...#im watching garret watts and Andrew's constant facial tracking anomalies inspired this post lol#anyways i really like the thought that despite being the most friendly Glamrock; Freddy has this......feeling about him#his AI was made just this year! programmed with cutting edge and top of the line technology!#then....then why does he go off script sometimes? why does he say things that wasn't programmed show dialogue?#how does he know about Mr. Afton? the killer from the 80's who committed heinous deeds?#Why does he speak as if he knew him personally? if his AI is just pulling stuff from online; Why does he speak with resentment about him?#IM SORRY I JUST LOVE THE CONCEPT!!#like just because this franchise has gotten more neon and sugery than ever; remember; lights can be blinding and sugar causes cavities#idk what that means just omg there is more horror potential than you think in the SB era of games if you look hard enough#off topic but back to freddy being a sweetie pie i think that its funny okay#freddy sasses adults okay okay but he isnt mean to kids okay maybe michael just idk; MATURED? maybe he just got some whimsy mkay?#listen if i was forced to be in a perpetual cycle of atoning for my own and my father's sins i would find any and all silver linings mkay#aw yeah this is sick i get to be a freddy mercury inspired glamrock bear WOOO#granted michael was probably tired of animatronic bands and pizza by fnaf 6 but ykkkkkkkk it.....could be worse? he could be his dad lmao#anyways headcannon michael listend to freddy mercury and this is the equivalent of cosplaying him scott told me so (trust)#tag rambles! theyre fun lol
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Day 158 | id in alt
The hater streak returns, your honor.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#fushiguro megumi#inumaki toge#NO BEAR KUGISAKI RN BECAUSE I WAS THINKING TOO HARD AND THE BRAIN WASN'T BRAINING#but yeah like Kugisaki will always hold that fuckass grudge and she should!!!#She will purposely say shit and look absolutely disgusted or pissed at the mention of yuta and i think it's fun#i am slowly giving Inumaki more lore like a freak you cant even stop me#i watched some insane wordplay and was like “omg Kugisaki would.”#(Kugisaki voice) Top ten smelliest smellers to unfortunately inhabit this planet with: First place is Okkotsu Yuta#oomf does not know that sometimes i draw entire things of Kugisaki in different poses in expressions that i never post#ITS ABSOLUTELY FUNNY#because sometimes i just finish something and just start doodlin nothin but Kugisaki#shes very fun to draw honestly idk how at the beginning i thought she was gonna be awful to draw(I thought her hair was gonna kill me)
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so....... what would you guys say if i said that........ ive been writing a fic...... thats not icft....... but its jungkook x f!reader being idiots in love...... friends to lovers........ with angst bc if you dont know already i am A SUCKER for angst......... and that it currently has 8k words and im just halfway through.................................
like........ what would you say.
#stxrvel talks#im still writing for icft dw!#i just get random ideas some days and am like i should definitely write this RN#sometimes i just get a drabble#this story was like 4k words yesterday#and im really liking it so i thought maybe i can finish it and publish it as a oneshot#cause i know already series are HARD for me#in case you didnt know i have a LOT of unfinished series#i can do mini series tho#thats why im trying to think of this one as a oneshot#it is actually its not that deep#i just wanted to write some angst with miscommunication because thats the common misunderstanding in my life#and im very familiar with that#sadly#well anyways i got carried away#i just wanted to know if you guys would like to read something like that#i know there are some more incredible authors out there that have similar concepts#but would you like to read it from my perspective?#i dont know now how ill be doing if i dont get your answers omg hahaha#so embarrassing#WELL ANYWAYS hope you have a great night or day#whenever you read this#ill put the hashtag just in case#jungkook x reader
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I've got ganqing braintrot (read the tags) +ganyu with qilin tail^^
#last pic keqing: she seems to be in a good mood (ganyu wagging her qilin tail)#i think its something alluring thinking about keqing having a crush on a old mythical creature..and it should be studied more#even though ganyu lived long in li yue harbor according to her story quest she still finds difficult to blend in with society#i think this should be the key ingredient in ganqing ship dynamic#also i like it more when keqing is first to fall in love... i think its funny how out of qixing women she has chosen this adhd powered gal#with troubles with sleep food and hygiene (could it be “omg she is just like me fr” case??)#i think ganyu is extremely disastrous in keeping care of her body and its pretty sad but also understandable#btw ganyu's fatness has nothing to do with health and care issues. she is naturally fat#but she struggles with getting right amount of food and sleep and she forgets to wash her body sometimes because she is doesn't count that#her body is a human body and not mythical creature body#keqing is very straightforward when it comes to romance i think..at first she thought feelings would just go away but#she became more curious about ganyu outside of work and set the goal of get her to like her back..i think#but ganyu is not aware of the human concept of love i think...it maybe hard for her to grasp it#and their relationships might have their unexpected turn#thats how i perceive them thanks for coming to my tedtalk#genshin impact#ganyu#genshin ganyu#keqing#keqing genshin#ganqing#fat ganyu#fat art#my art#wlw art#sapphic art
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Litteraly why do ppl always feel the right to talk about how other ppl spend their money. Bitch I can spend my last 2 dollars on a McDonald's it's not like those 2 bucks were gonna save me from having my rent being past due. Pretty sure rents like 1000+ not 2 bucks. But no tell me person who has no idea of my financial decisions, how I could have prevented this if I had just saved every penny since I was 11 and never spent any one my hard earned money on myself or on thing I want and make me happy
#and its still hard earned money if its donated or charity or anything idc idc#ppl have a right to spend money even then their poor.#orange is typing...#its like the “omg y does that hobo have an iphone lmaoooo” like an iphone is a lot cheaper than a house. we understand correct#that sometimes seemingly frivolous purchases do nothing more than make the person feel a little bit better for a bit thats their right
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OH prev now im thinking abt how shri'iia can come off SO obnoxious sometimes esp after she becomes an oath breaker where she's literally like 👍 pull yourself up by the bootstraps and believe in yourself!! 👍. shadowheart going through her own existential crisis and her own loss of faith and she's so shaken by saving the nightsong and by earning shar's ire, goes to shri'iia for solace but she just goes goes like well you made your own choice and you don't need any gods btw 👍 AS IF she didn't have her own mental crisis over losing her own faith
#like that's soooo obnoxious 😭😭 i pick the dialogue option that gives off that ^ vibe and i want to smack my own character#sometimes. like time and place omg ..#but i really like when she gets the radiates that particular brand of pompousness paladins have. like she can get so annoying sometimes#maybe it was better when she was faking her persona bc at least you don't have to hear someone going like 👍 it's all in ur head btw#just think positive thoughts its not that hard#but tbf i do think she cares. like a lot. she is very loyal and she expresses that own loyalty in her own way#she just doesn't have the right words to say when consoling someone bc she's not used to that kind of gentleness before#either giving OR receiving. but she's learning (:#shut up about bg3.#bg3 spoilers
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I always think about if i ever had the money i'd 100% commission a artist just to draw a girl version of me JSNSNSNSBSB
#maybe a whole ref sheet too??#I've always thought about what a girl version of me looked like#its sorta hard to imagine in my head but sometimes i get a clear picture of it and i absolutely love it it's such a fun thought SJSNS#like omg iz me but women!!!
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do you happen to have any horimiya character hcs…👁👁
YES I DO I LOVE THEM SM I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM DONT MIND ME SCREAMING COMPLETELY RANDOM THOUGHTS I HAVE
I think tooru is a nepo baby. I don’t have prove but I dont have evidence against it either. I just imagine him casually dropping it in convo like “yeah my mom’s an actor of the best seller on theaters rn anyone wanna go see it I got free tickets” and everyone like ??????????? He tries denying the nepo baby allegations later when he is successful but he can't
Me on my Miyamura is trans agenda. I love him, he is so cool, he is trans bc I know him personally !!!
I think Sawada gets a girlfriend during college and she is like the complete opposite of her and she is like “I can only be Stan of Hori !!!!!” But then her soon to be girlfriend says something soft and she is like “I can only be stan of Hori and MAYBE my cool cotagecore girlfriend !!!!!”. She first tells Miyamura about it bc she lowkey wants advice and he plays matchmaker
(he fails to play matchmaker but he tries, he probably blurts something out like Sawada talks all the time about you !!!! And she is mortified, love a socially unaware king)
I also think Yuki is secretly a weeb and when she tells Tooru he thinks its gonna be some magical girl Sailor Moon show but then she pulls out some dark shit like Parasyte or something. She probably likes JJK a lot to, a Nobara Stan all the way she doesn't know if she wants to be her or date her.
I think in turn Tooru is really into K-dramas but he likes the cutesy soft ones that are romantic and shit and makes Yuki watch them. They probably alternate watching one of his shows and one of hers #equilibrium
I actually think Yuki and Tooru continue to date in college where they have a kind of breakup because they don't know how to communicate because they are dumb and I love them but they realize they love each other and finally are able to confess all their feelings in the cute awkward way they do. Tooru probably jokes about getting married after and Yuki would be the next few days like “was he /srs or/j 😀😀”. I could talk for hours about Yuki and Tooru they are so personal to me and they were done so dirty
I think Iura is the first to get married of the main squad. He probably meets someone on a bar during college and they get so infatuated they propose and get married in Vegas or something. He would be so real for that, being your simp is my full time job and I am dedicated is kind of his brand !
I think Shindou and Yuki could be best friends. They irradiate dumb x dumber energy I love them for that. I also think he has good reads on people so he would lowkey get her to open up more naturally and she is grateful although a bit hesitant at first to let it all out, but they do become good friends. I think she also helps him brush off his feelings less, I believe they both use #humor to cope and they are trying to get better about their emotions and being more real. I love them normalize your favorites becoming best friends because reasons !
I also think Miyamura lets his hair grow out back after high school but that’s just me saying it because I want him to grow his hair out again please I am begging
I think Yanagi is an ace king <33 I also think they use he/they pronouns
I also lowkey think Sengoku misses a lot of Hori and him being besties moments from childhood. Like they are still friends and all but they drifted apart but I think they do grow closer during their last years of high school and when Hori asks him to do a speech for her wedding or something he lowkey almost cries.
I 100% believe Iura is a gamer but he likes the gacha sort of games and they lowkey ruin his wallet. He probably plays Genshin impact and mains Kaeya and Beidou because they are hot, bisexual legend.
I also think he plays idol games, he is probably into Hypnosis Mic and Enstars. He kinda sucks at them but he tries his hardest. Sakura or Sengoku probably sees him playing one time and tries it once and beats his high score or something. He cries afterwards.
I think the following run social media pages:
Sakura —> probably a famous twitter that everyone looks for good takes on like, everything
Iura --> tries to runs an instagram meme account, fails.
Shindou —> runs a successful instagram meme account
Yanagi —> one of those aesthetic Tumblr blogs that reblog Sanrio shit and cutesy food, he is aesthetic like that.
Remi —> runs a Tik Tok, she probably knows all the famous dances and trends and makes bank from it. An entrepreneur if you wish
Miyamura —> runs a TikTok that blows up but he doesn’t understand how
I also have this random HC that Yuki goes into voice acting as a career and she loves that its something she is really good at. I just think she,,,,,,,,
They are all super random I know but I just…… I just think….. think that them….. Yeah….
#ASDFGHJK SORRY WORD VOMIT THOUGHT VOMIT RIGHT THERE BUT !!!!! Horimiya thoughts only#I love when the cast of found families are found and are families ya know?#omg if you have any hcs too would love to hear about them !!! They are all so !!!! important !!!!!#ASDFGHJ Sorry most are kind of about my fav characters but its because they live rent free in my head most times#I hope this made sense it makes sense in my head but writing is hard sometimes SKSKSKSK#horimiya#anime#ask#manga
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i agree with that u said abt bringing mine back i also could never imagine how a daigo and mine reunion would look like and why he’s been in “hiding” for like a decade if he did survive
maybe mine opened a bar in okinawa who knows at this point
#snap chats#fr tho a reunion between mine and daigo would just be so awkward wouldnt it#ESPECIALLY cause itd 100% be an accidental thing cause i know damn well mine'd try to stay away from daigo#yk the whole 'i wish i could be good enough for your love but im not' or whatever#wherein daigo would definitely go 'what the fuck' cause he is but i digress#its so hard for me to imagine what thatd be like cause initially id just expect it to be more somber than overly emotional#but reviewing how frantic daigo acted hearing about kiryus cancer .. my by more emotional than i realize sometimes#different circumstances i know but still..#anyway i love daigo omg hi king ......
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I really really really wish I could come up with a good ship name/tag for Mephi but its sooo hard to sum up the dynamic. I can't think of like a single line or phrase that suits it 😭
#like the barbs tag is so straight forward and perfect I couldn't imagine it being anything else#but for mephi i totally draw a blank#and it's worse cus the more I try to think of one the more excited I start getting over him#until I basically get so lovey dovey worked up that I forget how to word#then I have to wait til I calm down#and repeat.#like omg help me#having two primary fos is so hard like how am I supposed to concentrate when they make me feel this way?#i also kinda want a tag thats for like the polycule even tho they're only dating sunny#but sometimes id rather tag that instead of both of them idk#you may think its not that deep but it is for me#sunny speaks#ship: newspaper club
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