#AND I DONT UNDRRSTAND HOW

[skitskatdacat63]

I actually don't think I can do this how am I meant to do this how can I possibly do this

Please god, can someone give me the strength to write ANOTHER 900 word essay in German, I DON'T WANNA I DONT WANNA PLEASE NO

[yizhrt]

okay first: is that ay-yo's pants haechan? budget so low they had to reuse another era (not like we haven't seen chenle with his only shirt... beatbox dog shirt) second: HIS FUCKING HAIR, HIS FUCKING LIPS MARK LEE IF YOU EVER COME BACK I WILL FIND YOU AND POUNCE YOU and last: LEE FUCKING JENO ISTG GET OUT OF MY MIND. I'M LOYAL (at least i try to be) STOP MAKING ME GO INSANE HE LOOKS SO YUMMY 😋😋😋

[emo-is-sexy]

i wish that i wasnt a girl and was sometjing else sometimes because as i have gotten older the constnant reminders and knowledge that there are people who see me as automatically less deservinf of rights and human just becauseni have a fucking vagina and uterus and ugly fjvking tits has eaten me alive from the insdoe it hruts so badly like the constna t thought that a s i go about my day in public there are people around me who see me as less than human and as just my genitals has destroted me i fucking jate it hi hate uit so much ot makes me feel so horrible and ,akes me contemplate suicid e because i will never be seen as equal especially becajse o am not really attratctyed to men and i am not attarcted to masculinity at all and i dont conform to stereotypical beauty standards for women my age so i a, , m basically seen as useless and expendable it hirts so bad i constantlty think about it it makes mr want to just stay in my room and never leabe i wisj i wasn not a woman and it is just adeed onto by the fact that i ajm on the spectrim and a,m profoundlt mentally unwell i ahte it i am seen by evryuone around me as inhuman and intentiojslly ignored it hurts so bad knowing that everyone who irl has been a formwr classmate of mine or people who habe been friends or known me at certain times see me as stupid and embarassing and my 4existence as cringeworthy has destroyef me i cnt stop thinking about it i fukving hate having to be alivr and be percieved ad the way that it will never end no matter how hard i try to be normal and shrink away from everybidy i cant cha mge the perceptiomns of eho i am to them. what is the point of living anf going on with life if you conciously know tjat everyone around you degrades ypu in their mind like tis so muych more than just being a woman its that i am an autistivc woman with speech impediments and tongue thrust which has permanentlym warped my facial structure and way i speak and breathe and to some thst seems like an unneeded detaiul but i feel like its nneed ed because i am not just a shy awkward girl but insteaf a girl whos very existence is seen as embarassing bhy many. people are very cruel when you are diffrernt in any way but especially when just by appearance and how you carry yourself they see you as inhuman or frankly rheu assume you are too stupid or socially unaware to undrrstand how your very existence is a joke to them and that they are constantlt making fun of you. the sad part i st hat i didnt understamnd. i never understood. because i WAS unaware. that alwaysnhurt the most. because they werent even wrong. makes me just want to dissapear and go missing and never come back

[sixeye-sketch]

thank u to the anon who gave me a bsky key! i made an account and had a look inside. in the words of hannibal buress, twitter clones is the same

[tinogiehd]

Imagine you are trying to hit with dream but everytime he flirts he always bring out george

Like i dont undrrstand how dream's offline with no internet presence boyfriend hit it with him 💀

dream's offline boyfriend lives a miserable miserable life

[onyondump]

I also want to get this out of my chest :

Grace is really fuckin boring. Out of all of tommys love interest she's the one that got nothing going on exept her love for tommy. She got killed off too early, i really couldnt sympathize with tommy after losing her. I dont understand their romance at all at least with the rest of the love intrest I somewhat i understand.

You could say its love and your not supposed to undrrstand but graces death is the thing tormenting tommy throughout the entire rest of the series so I have to get the reason bro is so hang up on her otherwise what the hell is the point.

Part of the reasons i dont have any intrest in her is that she got nothing going on besides tommy, even the posts about them are comparing her with other women in relation to tommy instead of how her character is fleshed out as an INDIVIDUAL CHARACTER.

Im probably missing a lot of characterization of her but so far I havent seen an argument convincing me otherwise.

Out of all the characters in PB shes the worst case of being Tommy's tool to me

I wouldn't be so mad about her character if people stop being so anoyying about her and painting her as a sinless being from above. CHILLLL

(Dont even mention the revange thing or how she killed someone for the first time cause all those interesting character plot points are thrown down the window. Its like they want to make her fit in with tommys world but also still want her to be a saint. Did she even do anything after tommy almost got her assulted besides some harsh words? I dont want to rewatch the damn thing just to prove a point. Point is, im anoyyed)

[ghost-of-the-machine]

dinner was made like hours ago. im supposed to gog et some but i cant stop crying, theyll notice if im weird down there. its nothing they could undrrstand. i hate my heart, hate it to its core. i cant breathe, i hate being like this so much. im so sorry to anyone whos ever known me, and im double sorry for reverting back to that shit again. loops and cycles, routine. over and over, will i ever be free? im sorry that i love like this. theres a specific pain about that, though. how could i love any less? that feels like suicide, i cant do it.. even if i need to, it hurts too bad to think of. stop pushing! remember what happens when you push yrself away? you lost, again and again and again dont let it happen again

how do i cope with this? my chest hurts so badly, you know how the vacuum of space would suck the air out of yr lungs? its like that, emptiness so... vast, so vast it kills. it feels physical, im surprised i cant really reach my hand into this dark

[exhausted-dog-mom]

So, when my dad and I built my pc, we gutted my laptop for its harddrive. Once in the tower, it somehow sensed it wasn't in its original skin and kept telling me I'd stolen windows and could never ever update it bc capitalism or whatever. That's fine, I dont care as long as I can play my games. The little grey text in the bottom right corner was annoying but nbd. Today, as I reassembled my pc after moving back to Colorado, I sat and waited through the usual updates only to find that windows had also updated (some useless changes to edge that will never affect me, ever) and the grey text is now gone! Idk what happened, but I guess I'm a lawful owner of windows again.

[joestarfucker420]

If I really failed my English class I might just have to die

[seraphicwiing]

Sephiroth is clearly gay or at the very least bisexual. i dont undrrstand how you think hes straight when he clearly shows a sexual attraction to cloud during remake. you should analyse the remake scenes instead maybe you will learn somethibg

Thank you anon, I am more than enlightened.

[13eloisa13]

Hi Taylor💕 My name is Eloisa Webster, I’m 15 and I’m a British Swiftie// aspiring actor and I’ve been a fan of you and your wonderful ways since I was seven years old and dancing around my living room to te Speak Now world tour DVD with my Nana😁 I’ve not been a very vocal Swiftie as I struggle with anxiety quite badly, so if your reading this YOU DONT UNDRRSTAND HOW MUCH THAT MEANS TO ME and OMGGGGG HIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!! Your music has made me get up at times I never thought existed (5 a.m, who knew?!) just cause I wanted to be the first to watch your live streams, music vids and listen to your albums. Your music has helped me through so much and I can’t begin to explain how much you mean to me like there aren’t words I’m so sorry❤️ xxxxx I’ve not been to every show possible but when I first managed to save up enough to see you last year at Rep tour in Manchester I was so overwhelmed that my dad took a video of me trying to dance along to your Ready for It choreography but I’m crying so much that I’m just an absolute WRECK😂 You gave me one of the best nights of my life xxx thank you xxxx But apart from listening to your music acting has been such a huge part of my life. I started when I was 10 in a high school production of Les Mis and have gone on to perform at the Lowery theatre and achieve my Silver LAMDA award. Acting has also helped me with my anxiety and escaping my thoughts. Phoebe Waller-Bridge has been THE BIGGGESSSTTTTTT inspiration to me through acting, directing and script-writing as I would someday either LOVEEEE to work with her, work for her, be just like her or even just someday meet her!!!! Fleabag and her writing for Killing Eve has made me want to become an even better actor and script writer. (Favourite quote from fleabag being “I look like a pencil”) Hearing that you two are on SNL together the day after my birthday (October 4th!!!) when I’ll be 16 (My lucky number ☺️) I JUST CANTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY TWO FAVORITE HUMAN BEINGS ON A SHOW THAT IVE BEEN WATCHING SINCE I WAS 10 like whattttt!!!????? I just wanted to wish you guys GOOOODDDD LUUCCKKKKK!!!!!!! And I’ll be watching you NOOOOOO MATTTERRRR WHATTTT!!!!! (Even if it means streaming it at some other unknown time😂😍) I cant begin to explain how excitedand proud I am for you and Phoebe and I hope that you have the best time!!!! If you saw this then thank you so so so so so so so much for taking the time to read this and I love you soooo much and I am so proud of everryyyyyythhinngggg your doing right now! Lover is AMAZING and I can’t wait to see you again soon at tour hopefully 🤞💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 ~Eloisa xxxxxxxxxxxxx @taylorswift @taylornation #taylorswiftxsnl #taylorandphoebe

Ever since I saw Fleabag, I’ve been all ‘I can’t wait to see this woman host SNL’ and it’s happening now + I get to be there too = I am in shambles. 😭🙏 Oct 5th 🥳🎉