#AMAAN

[uzaklarbizimolsun]

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[vallahibak]

Yeni bir devir, önüne geleni devir.😂

[garfiremld]

neuse ayakkabiyi da hepimiz begendigimize gore

[mel-inoe]

hayatında olmazsam üzülecek tek kişi var, diğer herkes sadece bulunduğum pozisyonun boş kalacağından endişeli gibi.

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artworks by Amaan Jahangir

[cosmonautroger]

Amaan Jahangir

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did u know. that you can easily find the motivation to make funny casualty as text posts. simply by procrastinating on finishing the casualty fic u are trying to write? come back tomorrow for more fun facts wirh toby.

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[tornadotree]

Whether done intentionally or not, I like how the ways of Rida and Jodie trying to help Cam just allowed him to push them away whereas Siobhans allowed him to feel safe talking to her so much so he went towards her rather than pushed her away.

Jodie and Rida are worried about him, but they comment on his state in a way that I feel makes him defensive. Jodie sarcastically asks if he has a busy day ahead. Rida comments on it not being normal to watch so much daytime telly.

Jodie states "Look at the state of you," she says that he's "wallowing," that "it's been weeks since baby Chloe died" and questions whether something else is wrong after telling him they've all lost patients and they've never acted in such a way.

"Are you sure there's nothing else?"

He's unable to tell them there is something else and he feels worse for this because his friends seem burdened by his behaviour. He's not acting his usual self and this is brought up as a nuisance for Jodie and Rida from Cam's perspective rather than a concern.

"You should come to the Schwartz later." It's what he should do. Not what he wants, but what he should do to stop being so burdensome.

Siobhan, however, validates his struggles, telling him it's okay to feel that way. She offers a way for him to open up, reassuring him that "whatever it is, it's okay."

When he pushes back, she doesn't try and pull it out of him. She takes his word and tells him that they can talk about the babys death again-no "it was weeks ago" or "we've all lost patients." She doesn't try to make him feel worse for feeling this way. She tells him that everyone is in the same boat, reinforcing the fact he is not wrong for feeling this way and he is not alone.

She asks him if he'll attend the Schwartz later, telling him he doesn't have to do it for himself, but he can do it for the team. He hates everything about himself right now but this gives him something outside of himself to focus on. She confirms with him that Schwartz have helped him in the past, so maybe this may help him feel better too.

It's not to stop being so burdensome on those around him, it's for him.

When he's approached in the pub by Teddy, Jodie and Rida, they question whether drowning his sorrows is a good idea, another critique that he'll no doubt hate himself for. They tell him "We'll put you in a taxi-" they don't allow him a choice in the matter. Jodie tells him its a problem to drink when he is "the way he is at the moment"- again something he will take as a jab due to his fragile state.

And then he breaks.

He's been crowded by people with good intentions but who are allowing him the room to push them further and further away. And he takes that room and shoves them completely out of it.

But then Siobhan arrives.

She reassures him. "This isn't like you Cam." She wants to understand and she allows him that space to reflect. She knows he's not himself, and he needs to get out of the mindset that this is just how he is.

"Something else?" She's careful not to make any assumptions. She wants him to be able to get to a point where he can open up. She allows him that space to tell her.

"Tell me if I'm wide off the mark" again allowing him that agency he was denied with Jodie and Rida to talk about his feelings. She asks if he believes Bobby. He doesn't respond and she doesn't press him to. She tells him she can see he's hurting-again validating how he's feeling.

He says, "I trusted him."

She responds, "Of course you did."

She's relieving that blame on himself ever so slightly, she's soft and gentle in her approach, and she shows him the warmth and validation that he's needed all these years.

[bi-perva]

🌊 "İki gün önce ikindi vakti camiden çıkarken ayakkabıları giymek istediğim an arkamda birinin beklediğini hissedince yol vereyim de bekletmiş olmayayım diye düşünerek kenara çiklidim kapıdan çıkarken yaşlı bir dede arkamda şöyle seslendi; ' sizleri kıskanıyorum' biraz şaşkınlıkla dönüp baktım. Gülümseyerek yine 'sizleri görünce kıskanıyorum yani imreniyorum dedi'. Biraz mahcubiyetle estağfirullah dedim. Yaşlı dede kendime üzülüyorum keşke bende sizin yaşlarınızdayken namaza başlasaydım, şuan size bakınca kendime üzülüyorum. Dedi.

Biraz şaşkınlık ve mahcubiyetle o an acaba ben göründüğüm gibi birimiyim diye düşündüm. Bir yandan eksikliklerine üzülen ben bir yandan da beni görünce kıskanıp üzülen başka biri. Yine çıkmaz düşüncelere daldım o an baktım ki çıkarı yok bu düşüncelerin. Allah sonumuzu hayr eylesin deyip başka çıkmazlara daldım.."���

[midwest-lndigo]

Rida letting Jodie rope her into ganging up on Cam have they all forgotten what happened to Rash??

[naylormarch]

STEVIE NASH

so i have some personal thoughts or headcanons and the like i wanted to share about our girl stevie nash and i was keen to hear some of your guys’ thoughts, even if you don’t agree, though if you don’t please be kind about it.

primarily i think i wanna talk about my main two in this post.

first of all i think stevie may also have autism, at least i headcanon her that way anyway. i am autistic myself, so it’s self projection to an extent i know, but i do see some of the traits i have in her, and traits of others i know too. i did mention my personal autistic stevie hc in a comment section on tiktok and got rinsed for it which was a bit sad. the general gist was “stevie’s not autistic, she can’t be. she’s just very _____ & so _____” i didn’t bother to point out that what they were describing were indeed often strong indicators of autism or other neurodifferences, because why bother with people who get combative over a difference of opinion lmao so anyways..

secondly, i feel that she gives off very sapphic vibes, some of the women i ship stevie with/could also see it are:

faith cadogan

jodie whyte

rida amaan

nicole piper

ngozi okoye

jac naylor (yes i know she’s dead rip)

zosia march (yes i know she left holby)

sahira shah (yes i know she left too)

any polyamorous combination of the above

[kunikidas-lost-glasses]

Believe it or not. I still horribly miss the Triple Cone Cup update of crk.

Whenever I open the game I think about it. I wish they would bring it back...

It was very dear to me and I absolutely loved the characters as well as the fact that suddenly a super healthy poly ship got popular. The story itself was also something I absolutely adored. The whole update was amazing. It was my favorite Crk update and I have played it since winter 2021. I miss it so much.

[thedarklinkfell]

BBC Casuality: Holby City Hospital Staff of 2024

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