#ALSO WHY TF AM I SHAKY RN

[made-my-peace-with-all-the-bad]

Does anyone know the feeling you get when your eyes kinda do the thing where they get spotty and kinda black in places (usually when you’re light headed)? Ok so what do you call those?? Because I called it the way pins and needles feel if it was visual and my friend looked at me like I was crazy

[miraofhearts2point0]

things i tweeted while rewatching aib s2 part two (eps 6-9) (final part!)

Chishiya ......... // sighs

forgot abt the whole docyor aww he has a heart🥺🥺 bit idgaf // wheres my "i'd probably ignore them both" response to Kuzuryū's "which group of people woyld you save" question

- Hayato....my baby Doudou..... i'll kill you Chishiya

- idgaf abt doctor Chishiya bruh like at all. i really cant bring myself to care

- this Beach origin Niragi erasure // Ann and Niragi were the first two there Kuzuryū came next dpmo

- im only watching ep7's first few minutes so i can be disappointed by the shootout then going straight to the Q♡ to see peak television

- MOMOOOOKAAA // Momoka😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

- forgot how lazy the decision to have Kuzuryū kill himself was now im pissed // THE POINT WAS THAT HE STILL BELIEVES ALL LIFE IS EQUAL. AND HE BELIEVES HIS OWN LIFE IS JUST AS VALUABLE AS CHISHIYA'S. YES HE REALIZED HE CANT MAKE THOSE CHOICES BC THEYRE SELFISH BUT WHEJ FACED WITH THE SAME DECISION AS HE ALWAYS HAS BEEN HES ABLE TO PUT HIMSELFON RQUAL FOOTING. HE'D RATHER DIE THAN GIVE UP THOSE IDEALS OF EQUALITY. HE WOUPDNT KILL HIMSELF FOR SOMEONE ELSE BC HIS OWN LIFE IS OF VALUE DPMO

- Kuinaaaa😭😭😭😭😭😭 // Ann😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 // Heiya😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

- Niragi shoe jumpscare help whyd that actually scare me // better thaj his bare feet to be fair but whys he dripped out bros dying

- i miss Niragi church scene 🙁

- why do i even watch this show when all i do is complain bruh

- where did Niragi even get a gun from brah makes zero srnse

- KUIANN😭 // Ann's stance smths purring

- i miss Chishiya's J◇ mahjong arc

- SHIIRABI MIRA MY BELOVESS

- straight up they could make it rain earlier so why couldnt they have done the same for the shootout i donf get it

- "you've changed a lot" girl how // bro has not done a single thing to warrant that response

- i miss my hope i had for this scene i really miss it // "we're scum" sincr when was Arisu selfish it's like they (the writers) dgaf im crying

- the way there are no stakes here i cant do this. i wish we got Niragi chasing Arisu underneath cars and shit and Chishiya shooting at Arisu to stay put like this is nothing // two flashbacks of selfishness girl bfr

- where tf was the screaming crying Niragi begging everyone to not let him be alone im sick anf tired this wss so stupid

- idgaf im skipping to ep8

- MIRA HERE I COME!

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- "i won!" and Usagi is just like "thats great man but irdgaf rn"

- MIRA I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH

- USAGI HAVING A HALO AROUMD HER HEAD TO PORTRAY HER AS THE LIFHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL IM SICK

- big fan of the mild body horror in this ep

- Usagi taking a piece of glass to protect Arisu this is so evil

- Usagi😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 but im fr crying

- Usagi and Mira calling him Alice fawk

- Arisu and Usagi being portrayed as dying on the ground together, Kuina and Ann having the same symbolism, and so did manga Niragi and Chishiya.......what does this mean

- Usagi probably thought she was gonna die alone......... // Usagi Niragi parallels go crazy im sick

- Usagi ...

- Mira crying over arisagi me too girl // actually bawling

- i might seriously cry through the rest of this episode

- Heiya's answer always makes me bawl i cant stop cryign // Niragi's "i dont want it" im gonna kill myselt

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- Tatta is so beautiful -> I THINK I JUST SAW HIM ON THE STREETWTF

- Kuina and her mama bawling again // Kuina in general just makes me sob

- i cried so hard im shaky now // i also did in fact, cry for the entire last 30 minutes. btw.

- second time i loudly yelled at my mom for being in the way of Niragi and Chishiya on the TV screen. maybe i am a real fujo -- hating on women for simply being in the way of the yaoi ship

[my-lunaberg]

OKAYYYYYYYY okay, Im about to watch Tommys The Last Stream vod after I go for another quick walk, after that its just Tubbos stream which is probably just the same thing but from a different pov anyway, then its just the Syndicate End vod and then its just a two minute video of Ranboos end and then Im finally free. I really wish I could do this properly on my blog instead of having to do this in my notes app but I simply cannot wait another day. Im so hopped up on adrenaline rn i dont think I can sleep tonight, especially if I dont finally finish this. Also I have therapy tomorrow when Im writing this and I need to calm tf down before I show up at the therapists office all shaky n shit because of some minecraft roleplay. Its almost 6 pm rn and I shall be free of this nightmare before the clock strikes midnight. Amen.

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Tubbitch boi

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I dont even have anything to say man

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This is so upsetting dude

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I made it through these first 15 minutes with basically no pausing and I just wanted to take a moment to appreciate that bc I just know the second that joker starts talking to Dream I'll be pausing every 5 seconds

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Why the fuck does the prison look like it was under water for like a decade and now theres just barnacles n shit growing on everythinh

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YOU SPIN ME RIGHT ROUND BABEY RIGHT ROUND

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DREAM

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Alright I took two minutes to mentally prepare myself now Im ready for this

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Wait why the fuck was he just hangin out in the main cell if he wasnt even expecting Tommy. weirdo behaviour

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PUNZ IS THERE AS WELL??? WERE THEY HAVING A DATE IN THE TORTURE BOX

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"IM READY TO FUCKING KILL THE BOTH OF YOU"

*long uncomfortable pause*

"Uhm... okay"

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It looks like Tommy is doing a good job stalling them so far so Im very curious how it goes from this to the stuff Ive read spoilers about

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Ouhhhhhh I wonder how hes gonna react to that dig at Spirittttttt.........

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Okay, no like verbal ouward reaction but that is what got him to start attacking Tommy

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I dont think Punz will care that Tommy tried to kill himself bc of Dream, I think hed find that kinda hot

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"The world doesnt fucking revolve around you"??? Bro Punz Boomer arc??? "Those darn zoomers wanting compassion and kindness after almost killing themselves

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"Youre insane to think everything revolves around you" hello?? says the guy who fancies himself a god and also thinks everyone but him and his boytoy deserve to die because theyre "simple-minded"

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OH NO i completely forgot, the nuke is not gonna hit them. this is allpretty much pointless

DAMN YOU JACK MANIFOLD

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Okay listen, Im a huge c!Dream sympathetizer and I know this is gonna end with him being presented in a sympathetic and pitiable light and Im gonna fall for it no matter what because of course I am but like, he has been so comically awful throughout this entire finale I am not expecting this to end in an actually satisfying way at all

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Oh that sly dog got him monologuing

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Girl help I dont remember pre-rp dsmp well enough to tell if Dream is embellishing shit and victimizing himself or not

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OKAY dream smp from Dreams pov lets gooooooo

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??? what.

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Bro Dream is not in his right mind hes so far away from his right mind he might as well be chillin in lmoonberg that guy is so mentally ill (source: I have like atleast 90% of his mentall illnesses for sure)

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what do you MEAN "know more"???

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Maybe Im just a simple minded nihilist but why does that matter man. Why die so you can "know more" when you can live and have like, a party with your buddies

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Honestly, I feel like Dreams motivations are so stupid at this point, like literally just make him someone who worships XD and is favoured by him or whatever and then also have him have this morbid curiosity about the stuff beyond the server and have him try and become god while appeasing his actual god in the hopes that he'll reveal his otherworldly knowledge to him or whatever idk man

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Hows Dream gonna grow old with the people he loves when he doesnt have fucking friends HAH got im

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No offense but why has most of this finale been Tommy philosophically waxing about how you should accept death even though all thats waiting for you on the other side is eternal torment with Dream responding by being like "but why though?? :(" when that has like, literally nothing to do with any of the Dream SMPs themes? Like, okay, theres been a ton of storylines obviously but the two main ones are definitely Tommy vs Dream (its essentially the throughline to all this bullshit) and Wilbur, Lmanberg and every single attempt at a country after that. Because of this I would say that the dsmps themes are Cycles of Violence and Legacy and when they intersect you occasionally get glimmers of this idea of History Repeating Itself.

The Legacy theme is insanely well executed, no notes, Im in love

The Cycles of Violence theme.... less so. I'll probably make a more detailed post about this in the future since I dont wanna waste too much time with this liveblog. But I personally think that if they wanted to pull this theme off while also making Dream sympathetic, he absolutely needed to be affected by the violence he inadvertently caused and the audience needs to actually see it in atleast one (1) scene that would be impossible to twist into something unsympathetic unless you were looking at it in bad faith. Dream being thrown in jail and subsequently physically tortured wouldve been a great opportunity for this kind of stuff like, I remember lurking in the fandom around this time, this was the point where plenty of people were starting to sympathize simply because of how inhumane the prison was. Like, if they werent gonna show him break a little in front of others for their perspectives, the least they couldve done was make like, a few short videos of Dream being alone, doing whatever, you wouldnt even need dialogue and then pepper those throughout the post-prison arcs. You could have one like two or three minute video right after Tommys visit where he maybe tries writing those stupid essays out of boredom before burning them and then some potatoes plop into the pool and you really get a sense for the emptyness and isolation of it. Another good one would be one showing how Quackity tortures him, or maybe one taking place right after one of the torture seassions with him starving and shaking and maybe trying to write a log or something but failing because everything hurts. Him being in the prison after hes escaped and made it his base again, watching it slowly decay and fall apart with him in it. They really dont have to be long, again, two or three minute videos wouldve done a lot of good here imo. And then you could also sprinkle in some monologues because as much as I like to make fun of the snake monologue in my head, it did give some much needed insight into Dreams perspective on all of this while making him a bit more sympathetic.

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Honestly, Dream is making some pretty reasonable points here (if you completely disregard all the context of the entire dsmp but still) but like dude, you cannot go around calling your teenage nemesis a pest that such obvious villain behaviour dude

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Im not gonna lie, i thought the very last final scene between Dream and Tommy would take place in a more, idk, intimate? place. Thats not the right word but whatever I cant think of anything else that fits. But like, they absolutely do not have a reason to leave so I guess this is just gonna continue with Tommy and Dream talking in this fucked up room of this fucked up prison while Punz is also right there

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Okay, I just got to the bit where Tommy says 'Im sorry' to Dream and I know a lot of people were upset by that bc they took it as him apologizing to his abusers for being 'abuse-worthy' if you wanna phrase it like that and thats not what I got from that at all. Like, its technically part of a very earnest emotional statement so his tone was kinda soft and apologetic but it really came across as an 'Im sorry you feel that way' kind of apology to me

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BRUH HE JUST KILLED HIM??? WHAT

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What the fuck is happening now

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Is this hell.

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NO ITS THE EARLY DREAM TEAM STREAMS THIS TRULY IS HELL

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Oh my god please tell me this wont go on for much longer I already watched like 30 hours of these boring ass guys dicking around back in late 2020 i cannot take a second more

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Bro why did they pick the part of the stream thats just Dream trying to figure out his fucking minecraft settings for this this isnt doing anything

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Please bring me back I dont wanna watch this boring shit

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What is ahppening

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Okay they revived him, are they gonna explain why his afterlife hell is just him watching the most boring minecraft streams on planet earth

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"It doesnt matter if I get horrifically traumatized because I'll just live forever :)"

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Okay I think Im starting to understand Dreams motivations here a bit more and they make more sense but its like, if you care so much about eliminating suffering why did you go out of your way to torment Tommy like that in exile. Like, i know its because you did want him to be your friend at some point and maybe you still do but you didnt like how he would never listen to you so you figured itd be better to just break him down mentally but like, I dont think that would be necessary for the long term goal of eliminating all death and suffering at all so, what

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Dude, he was not happy he was adjusting his minecraft settings

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What if he just started sobbed. Hes all smug like "well, im happy now :)" and then the dam jist breaks. wouldnt that be grand

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Hes fucking psychoanalyzing the green bitch this rules

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Im sorry man I was not envisioning this emotional final scene to be accompanied by Punz occasionally saying some bullshit in the background

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"George and Sapnap are still here" uh no, George literally isnt and last time we saw Sapnap he was making a deal with God to sacrifice his own life and afterlife to ensure that Dream would die and stay dead forever

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Oughhhhhhh this is great I can practically smell the insecurity coming off of him rn

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Oh god why is Tommy being like "you just wanted things to be simple [like they were in the past]" giving me a more complete understanding of myself as well this sucks I dont wanna be a c!Dream kinnie anymore >:(

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I dont think Tommy is wrong about what hes saying abt Dream at all here and I think this is a smart angle to focus on for making Dream seem more sympathetic but right now I definitely feel like its missing the crucial element of "yes, Dream just wants friends, friends who will do what he wants with minimal resistance because hes a control freak" yknow? Like, his need for absolute control all the time is one of his most prominent traits and him wanting to gain some understanding and control of death and other things beyond his comprehension actually lines up quite nicely with that, its just kinda getting muddled with Dreams statements about wanting to make everything better. Granted, he probably wouldnt want to admit that his version of "making everything better" is just making everyone listen to him bc hes god basically but still, I think his control freakiness needs to get addressed more explicitly and maybe it will be, weve still hot a few minutes but ehhhhh. I doubt it

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Honestly, ive grown to like Punz quite a bit eventhough he really hasnt done much but like, why the fuck is he here

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I realize that the dialogue in dsmp is always overwhelmingly improv but its just so odd and kinda bad in this conversation. I think its because out of context, the way both Dream and Tommy are phrasing things makes it seem like they were on more equal footing and both suffered equally during their conflict when thats just not the case and Im not a fan

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I think Ill tentatively take back all the stuff I said about how Dream shouldve been a worshipper of XD but i still think its a neat concept so I'll probably do something with that later

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Oh god why did they do that crown, Dreams skin already looks bad and silly enough. Oh well I take solace in knowing that all the fanart of this scene probably slaps

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OH I FORGOR ABOUT THE NUKES

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Punz is still there is he gonna say anything about the nuke thats about to hit

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Lookat these guys, never heard a nuke about to hit before

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Ohhhhhhh I thought that previous 'sorry' was the one Ive seen people upset about, but Im pretty sure its actually this one

Honestly, I still dont see why you would be upset about it outside of the fact that it is an abuse victim apologizing to his abuser but its like, idk man. I dont think a piece of media featuring a scene where that happens within a very specific context is doing abuse apologism, although I guess a lot of people would argue that the fact that Tommy is even reaching out to Dream after everything he did is abuse apologism and. Im not even gonna try to argue with them. I'll just say that I disagree and try to explain my perspective in some amount of detail, this will get pretty personal though, so watch out:

I was recently semi-diagnosed with a personality disorder and i probably have a bunch of other bullshit going on as well and not to armchair diagnose a fictional character but c!Dream definitely has that personality disorder and whatever other shit thats hiding inside my weird brain. His irrational, defensive thought processes, his contradictionary wants, his persistent need for control, his detached nature, his manipulation, the way he uses actual emotional pain as a tool for manipulation while keeping that pain at an arms length, even his weird monotone way of speaking, I relate to all of it. I have seen and related to a lot of mentally ill and neurodivergent and neurodivergent-coded characters and I have never felt as seen as now. He embodies my worst qualities turned up a few notches to make them even worse and then he has a weird god complex on top of all of that and yet, he still ends up being given sympathy, someone tries to understand him and offers him help. And idk, that just means a lot to me so I look at this whole thing a bit differently.

Also, while I get why some people are upset and I get peoples desire to critize this from a Doylist perspective because real people came up with this story in real life and that still has implications, even when the line between fiction and reality is thick enough to be considered a wall, from a Watsonian in-universe perspective its like, Dream is not a bad person for accepting help (or trying to accept help) when its being freely offered to him

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Okay wait but if the nuke still hit the prison and blew everything to shit what the hell did Jack do when he rewired the redstone at the launch thingy. Is the prison that close to the main smp I dont remember

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Oh man this is gonna take a hot second huh

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Okay we're back in Minecraft, Tommys punching a tree

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I hate the fact that Tommy doesnt atleast punch the entire tree down before making a crafting table

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OKAY IT IS DONE

I was gonna finish the whole series today but its almost 11pm and I a sleepy gal so i'll watch Tubbos pov tomorrow and the Syndicate vod and all that and also I'll probably give my thoughts on the ending in more detail after that. Right now I dont think I cant bare to write any more man, I just wrote like three or four decently detailed (for me) analyses about fucking bullshit basically in a row, my head literally hurts

So yeah, goodnight I'll be hopefully posting all of these posts tomorrow and I'll hopefully be peoperly liveblogging everything again

[wefeelfamous]

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[flowerx-lovex]

adore 🌟🍃 -Billie Eilish fic-

This was requested by @bratyee and it was such a good ass request ✨ i blow ass bc im so mfing slow I’m sorry 🥺🥺 btw lets say your ass is on stranger things and your best friend is Clairo bc i love her ass💀 basic I know but ily

New text from:

Claire🦋

Claire🦋: oh my god y/n have you fucking seen the interview where billie says your her celeb crush??? omfgggggg

Me: dude what??

Claire🦋: here I’ll send you the link you’re gonna flip tf out (link)

I open the link which takes me to a video of billie and an interviewer from teen vogue

It starts out with her answering questions about her music and what she plans on doing in the future and then it gets to more personal questions

“So we really want to know... who is your celebrity crush?” The interviewer asks her, Billie starts to blush and smirks a little

“Um y/n y/l/n no cap I’m serious I’ve had a crush on her ass since the very beginning of stranger things ugh she could GEETTT ITTTT” she starts laughing

“Oh my god” I say out loud, is she actually serious?

For a couple of months now, ever since ST3 came out, she’s been subtweeting/not so subtweeting about her crush on me which I’ve completely returned the favor too, I mean she’s billie fucking eilish and she’s hot as fuck of course I’m going to flirt back with her even if it’s on public social media

We haven’t talked or anything, I’ve wanted to reach out and say something but my shy ass could never

Some fans have caught on, but some haven’t, and of course the ones who haven’t certainly know now

I immediately close the video and go onto twitter to see if there is any commentary about the interview.. and of course... there is

‘Billie x y/n’ is trending on twitter, shit

I bite my lip and decide to message Claire back

Me: is this shit for real?

Claire🦋: i know it’s crazy asf you two HAVE to meet

Me: are you shitting me? how??

Claire🦋: message her on insta?? duh??

Me: oh shit lmao you right

I quickly go to Instagram but then stop myself, wait what the fuck do I even say? I don’t want to sound weird. What if I say something creepy and then she thinks I’m-

*ding*

Oh shit

billieeilish: hi... so you have probably seen the interview and we are trending rn im sorry if that shit made you uncomfortable

Me: omfg no actually I’m not uncomfortable at all, I’m flattered babe really

billieeilish: are you sure?

Me: very! tbh I’ve had a crush on you since your first album came out 🥺

billieeilish: deadass? you should have said something dude!

Me: ME? omfg im shy asfff and I saw you posting shit about me why didn’t YOU say something?

billieeilish: ...lmao i was scared you’re pretty as fuck

Me: we should like go on a date or some cute shit like that... jk unlessssss

billieeilish: oh my fuck yesssss we definitely should go on a date what are you doing tomorrow??

Me: literally nothing omfg am I actually going to see your ass tomorrow?

billieeilish: do you like coffee shops? let’s go to civil coffee their shit is soooo good and no one ever goes there

Me: adore them

billieeilish: then yeah tf you are seeing my ass tomorrow im about to fall the fuck over i can’t believe I’m going to meet you

Me: aww omfg same 🥰🥰🥰 give me a time and I’ll be there babe

billieeilish: is 10am okay?

Me: it’s perfect I’ll see you there yeah?

billieeilish: of course 🖤

Holy shit this is actually happening, I’m actually going to see her

I text Claire screenshots of the chat and she is legit flipping her shit but then again so am I.

This will be very interesting

*next day*

I drive to the little coffee shop in the lowkey part of town and park in a little parking spot in front of the shop there is hardly anybody here except like 2 old peop- oh my fuck I see her, she’s in the back and she’s sitting alone, aww she looks nervous ugh and I’m already shaking, why am I shaking? She’s a human just like I am... a really cute human, who I happen to have a massive crush on shit okay just chill the fuck out, take a deep breath... let’s go

I get out of my car and take another very shaky breath

I open the shop door and hear a little ding as it opens basically telling everyone I’m here.

Billie looks up when she hears the ding, our eyes meet and she smiles really big, I smile back and wave

I quickly walk over to the table and sit across from her

She’s even prettier in person, her eyes are the most gorgeous shade of blue and she has such a calm yet bold presence, it’s hard to explain but I’m already catching major feels and we haven’t even spoken yet

“Hi i was wondering if i could get your autograph I’m a huge fan” I say jokingly, my cheeks hurt so bad from trying not to smile too hard

She bites her lip, I can see she’s also trying not to smile like a crazy person either

“I can’t believe I’m actually in front of you right now I mean shit oh my god you’re real.” She said laughing, I can see her checking me out, in a flattering way and in an analyzing way

“I hope I didn’t disappoint.” I say and wink, she shakes her head and smirks

“You’re pretty as fuck like my heart hurts oh my god I know that sounds fucking corny.” She says, she smiles and rolls her eyes

“Shush stop you’re gonna make me blush and then I’m going to get really red and ew.” I say with a smile and look away from her for a moment

We talk about a bunch of different things, her music, what she did when she was little, what I did when I was little, why I got into acting, what I think about social media, what she likes and dislikes and a bunch of other random topics. It doesn’t hit me that we’ve been talking for legit hours until I hear a phone.

It’s her phone that starts to ring, she looks at the the screen and then to me

“Oh shit it’s finneas um can you give me a second babe?” She asks me, my heart does a little jump at the nickname

“Of course.” I say with a nod and smile, she smiles back then gets up to go to the bathroom.

I wait there for a couple minutes before she comes back, she doesn’t sit down tho

“I’m so sorry but I have to go, finneas just told me that I have some dumb ass interview tomorrow and I totally forgot about it.” She tells me, my smile drops

I get up from the chair I was in so we are now a little bit closer and face to face

“Okay um do you maybe want to get together again someti-“ she cuts me off before I can finish my sentence

“Uh Fuck yessss” she says, I laugh and nod

“Okay just text me yeah.” I tell her, she nods and bites her lip

I’ve been staring at her lips the entire time we’ve been here, am I honestly THAT whipped already? It’s only been 3 hours

She notices me staring and smirks a bit

“Follow me.” She says, she grabs my hand and our fingers interlock, I follow her as we go out the back door of the coffee shop and we stop at her car

“Get in babe.” She says, I smile and feel my heart start to beat a little faster

I get inside the car and start to laugh a little “What about finneas and your interview?” I ask her still giggling

She also starts to laugh and rolls her eyes

“He’ll have to come find my ass I guess and honestly fuck that interview they just ask you the same shit over and over.” She jokes

After we both got done laughing and calmed down we then sat in a comfortable silence

I can feel the tension growing a little

I look over a little to see her hand resting on her thigh, the rings on her fingers look so good... she looks so good, I bite my lip and start feeling bold

“I honestly really like you.” I say with a slight laugh, the laugh gets cut short because I can feel her hand gently turn my face to hers, our eyes meeting, and I can feel the coldness of her rings, oh shit I’m catching fucking feelings, she rubs my cheek with her thumb and smiles

“Kiss me.. I dare you.” She teases, she licks her lips and pulls her bottom lip between her teeth

My heart is beating fast and I smirk

“And if I don’t?” I ask, she leans in to me, our lips only centimeters apart

“Pussy.” She whispers jokingly, she presses her lips to mine and starts to kiss me softly

She’s so warm and soft, my heart melts and I’m on cloud 9, I’m way too soft for her

She pulls away, both of us a little breathless

She starts to smile which causes me to also smirk a bit

“Wow I guess I really can get it huh.” I say my breath still shaking a bit

“Oh my fucking god shut up, put your seatbelt on we are going on a fucking adventure.” She starts to laugh, she sits back in her seat and turns on the car.

My cheeks are burning and I can’t stop from smiling. She gets on the road and puts on music, she turns it up as loud as she can.

I get my phone from my back pocket and video her and I singing and acting like dumb asses and post it on my insta story and tagging her.... billie x y/n is going to be trending for awhile.

im sorry if this was bad 🥴 ew and I’m so slow lmao okay anyways 💞✨✨💞💞 😌oof and she’s(the story) also long tho

[w4yf1nder]

FIRST THING ON MY FIRST DAY AT SCHOOL I GET LOST IN MY FIRST PERIOD

Second period was French (yeah… no I don’t live in France I live in Quebec)

Got lost looking for the cafeteria with my friend

Third period was a continuation of my French class. BUT BRO MY TEACHERS A WEEB

Fourth period was hell. I had to do push ups, squats, jog from the end of the field and back to the beginning. Help. MY LEGS ARE SHAKY RN

Our bus was late lol

Took the opportunity to sit on the ground waiting for it. (Sat beside a pretty girl btw im no lesbian but holy shit she was so gorgeous 😍)

I am not mentally ready to do this for the next 100+ days

that was all v eventful omg GETTING LOST AT SCHOOL SKSJKS i haven't felt that in so long CRIES my school had everything from primary all the way till highschool 😔 so i have always been to the same school 😔 I DID END UP GOING TO A DIFFERENT ONE FOR THE LAST TWO YEARS OF HIGH SCHOOL AND I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO IT BUT THE TIMING WAS SO BAD HHH i did 2 years of high school online 💔💔💔💔💔 never got the chance to get lost at school 💔💔 it's fine tho i will probably get lost in college why tf are college campuses this huge

and omg guys look we found a canadian /j

ALSO HELPP felt 😔 this one time i went to the mall and saw this really beautiful person, v androgynous we love to see it AND I WAS LOWKEY SIMPING 😔💔 which is a very tough feat to accomplish 🤨 i only simp for 2d guys 🤨🤨 but safe to say i was smitten as a kitten 🤩😍🥰💞 so sad that I'll probably never see them again tho 😭

[internetdetectives]

12/2/19 - Chat with The Producer

The Producer 10:25 AM: "welp”

The Producer 10:25 AM: "here i am again”

The Producer 10:25 AM: "is this getting repetitive”

The Producer 10:25 AM: "i feel like this is getting repetitive”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:26 AM: "Welcome to the ID feeling”

The Producer 10:28 AM: "so much talking as of late”

The Producer 10:28 AM: "unfortunately it will have to make do until my masterpiece is complete”

The Producer 10:28 AM: "along with whatever else accompanies it”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:34 AM: "Oh yeah that magnum opus”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:34 AM: "You wanna see mine?”

The Producer 10:35 AM: "against my better judgement”

The Producer 10:35 AM: "sure”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:35 AM: "https://youtu.be/QJjd9UPSULM”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:35 AM: "That's my finest piece of art”

The Producer 10:35 AM: "sweet dancing douglas”

The Producer 10:35 AM: "he and kelbris really stole the spotlight away from the other two didnt they”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:36 AM: "Other two?”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:36 AM: "Oh”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:36 AM: "Yeah lol”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:36 AM: "Those two nerds”

The Producer 10:37 AM: "if only i could prolong the cycle”

The Producer 10:37 AM: "ad infinitum”

The Producer 10:37 AM: "maybe then we could see spencer groovin to some tunes too”

The Producer 10:37 AM: "or alex hall of fame”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:39 AM: "Alex hall of fame is a thing I need to see”

The Producer 10:40 AM: "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u34xC5o-Un8”

The Producer 10:40 AM: "enjoy”

The Producer 10:40 AM: "but be warned”

The Producer 10:40 AM: "this video contains substantial power”

The Producer 10:40 AM: "it might be too much to bare”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:47 AM: ":okay:”

The Producer 10:48 AM: "so”

The Producer 10:48 AM: "im assuming all lingering questions have now been cleared up”

The Producer 10:48 AM: "no more mysteries or loose threads”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:49 AM: "TF u mean”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:49 AM: "That's literally the opposite of how we are now”

The Producer 10:49 AM: "does this mythical video not answer everything?”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:49 AM: "I mean”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:49 AM: "It does”

The Producer 10:49 AM: "what confuses you in this moment”

otherLiam 10:49 AM: "What, you want a list?”

The Producer 10:50 AM: "sure”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:50 AM: "Nah liam”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:50 AM: "Now that I think of it”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:50 AM: "Everything is fine :jack_o_lantern:”

The Producer 10:50 AM: "ok”

The Producer 10:50 AM: "good to hear”

The Producer 10:50 AM: "well bye”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:50 AM: "Jk jk”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:50 AM: "Don't go prod”

The Producer 10:50 AM: "im kiddign”

The Producer 10:50 AM: "these are confusing times”

The Producer 10:50 AM: "a major shift is occurring”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:51 AM: "how is that beat you are producing going”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:51 AM: "Dropp it already it's firee :fire: :fire:”

Jos 10:51 AM: "Hey hi”

Jos 10:51 AM: "Hello”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:51 AM: "Hewwo”

Jos 10:52 AM: "Welcome”

Jos 10:52 AM: "To city 17”

otherLiam 10:52 AM: "For starters, we’re pretty fucking confused by you BUP bois. We’re pretty confused by the entire structure of how many timelines we’re dealing with. We aren’t certain exactly which Tyler or how many Tylers we’ve interacted with in the past. We aren’t even really sure what we did years ago when we went back in time and voted to kill.”

otherLiam 10:52 AM: "It’s hard to figure anything out when we have such a shaky foundation to work with )’:”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:52 AM: ":funkyfinger: :regi:”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:52 AM: "This nigga is hilarious”

The Producer 10:53 AM: "well, i can answer a few things”

Jos 10:53 AM: "Maybe its all a dream”

Jos 10:53 AM: "Jk”

The Producer 10:53 AM: "maybe”

otherLiam 10:53 AM: "Oh and also apparently we gotta learn magic now.”

The Producer 10:53 AM: "technically speaking, there are an infinite number of timelines”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:53 AM: "AND RUNES”

The Producer 10:53 AM: "i believe you witnessed this during the whole youshouldnthavedonethat fiasco”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:53 AM: "like we didn't know rune numbers where a thing until likw”

0h look! Its karkat! 10:53 AM: "Uh”

The Producer 10:53 AM: "of course only a few are so vital”

Jos 10:53 AM: "Wait so there is a timeline where my waifu exist”

The Producer 10:54 AM: "yes”

Jos 10:54 AM: "Im willing to follow this path”

The Producer 10:54 AM: "runes aren't really my department”

The Producer 10:54 AM: "also there are indeed many tylers”

The Producer 10:54 AM: "another thing seen during the confusing shit in 2016”

The Producer 10:54 AM: "im not sure how much detail i can go into on that”

The Producer 10:54 AM: "what exactly are you confused about”

otherLiam 10:55 AM: "So there’s our Tyler. And theoretically there’s also a Tyler in the AO timeline, or was.”

The Producer 10:55 AM: "yes”

otherLiam 10:56 AM: "But there’s sort of a split between us where we think that we’ve talked with other ones from other timelines.”

otherLiam 10:56 AM: "Like one that is trying to convince us all this is a game.”

otherLiam 10:56 AM: "One where all this actually is a game.”

The Producer 10:57 AM: "thats some dangerous territory there”

The Producer 10:57 AM: "indeed there is a tyler from your timeline and a tyler from the astral timeline”

The Producer 10:57 AM: "i dont really think im at liberty to say much more than that”

The Producer 10:57 AM: "there are more tylers”

The Producer 10:57 AM: "that much i can say”

The Producer 10:57 AM: "this really isnt new information, however”

The Producer 10:57 AM: "of course there will be more tylers - infinite timelines”

otherLiam 10:58 AM: "But you can’t tell us how many we’ve interacted with?”

ADULT_LINK△ 10:58 AM: "are any others relevant at al”

Jos 10:59 AM: "Okay so my little theory”

The Producer 10:59 AM: "can't say, sorry”

The Producer 10:59 AM: "more than two”

Jos 10:59 AM: "There is a third timeline where they are storing the tylers”

otherLiam 10:59 AM: "Well that’s actually useful.”

otherLiam 10:59 AM: "Thanks.”

otherLiam 10:59 AM: "Let’s change subject so we don’t get you in trouble”

Jos 11:00 AM: "Hows the weather over there?”

The Producer 11:00 AM: "oh jeez oh boy -pulls on collar-”

The Producer 11:00 AM: "the weather is fine”

otherLiam 11:00 AM: "I meant to another topic we’re confused on lol”

The Producer 11:00 AM: "a bit cold”

The Producer 11:00 AM: "a tiddle bit nipply”

otherLiam 11:01 AM: "Awhile back, we gained access to a “kill switch”. Can you tell us what effect using it actually had?”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:01 AM: "Fuck you know that feeling when you drink the air freshener”

Jos 11:01 AM: "A great while back”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:01 AM: "kill”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:01 AM: "That's me rn”

The Producer 11:01 AM: "Kill?”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:01 AM: "Yes”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:02 AM: "sl”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:02 AM: "slinky what”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:02 AM: "What”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:02 AM: "OH SHIT”

otherLiam 11:02 AM: "slink bless”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:02 AM: "YO PROD DONT TAKE THAT AS AN ACTUAL MOVEMENT JUST AS A MEME”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:02 AM: "DONT KILL ANYONE”

otherLiam 11:03 AM: "i aint even mas”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:03 AM: "slinky”

otherLiam 11:03 AM: "mad”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:03 AM: "thats not even the what”

otherLiam 11:03 AM: "this is just expected”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:03 AM: "Then what is the what”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:03 AM: "what the fuck do you mean drink the air freshener”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:03 AM: "You guys don't do it?”

otherLiam 11:03 AM: "what, you don’t, thorin?”

Jos 11:04 AM: "I do all the time”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:04 AM: "?????????”

otherLiam 11:04 AM: "it’s tasty.”

Jos 11:04 AM: "In fact”

Jos 11:04 AM: "Im doing it right now”

The Producer 11:04 AM: "are you ok slinky”

otherLiam 11:04 AM: "He thinks your meme actually killed someone.”

The Producer 11:04 AM: "no”

otherLiam 11:04 AM: "He’s used to accidentally fucking up.”

The Producer 11:04 AM: "i dont really have the power to kill”

The Producer 11:04 AM: "well i guess i do as much as you or anyone else”

The Producer 11:04 AM: "but not on the level of someone say like BUP”

The Producer 11:04 AM: "he likes to flex”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:05 AM: "So can you kill if you want”

The Producer 11:05 AM: "i mean anyone can kill if they want”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:05 AM: "But like not like Thanos just like a human”

The Producer 11:05 AM: "like just grabbing a gun”

Jos 11:05 AM: "You can always take a look out of the void and buy a sniper rifle”

The Producer 11:05 AM: "but i cant like retroactively create the death for someone else”

The Producer 11:05 AM: "but anyway”

The Producer 11:05 AM: "the kill switch”

The Producer 11:05 AM: "ill quote a nice old man”

The Producer 11:05 AM: "”Will you "turn off the power" so to speak. Will you kill it?. That poor amalgamation of a soul. That sick creature trying to control it for her will. Ben. Tyler. BEN. Mr.D also works. It was one title it went under.””

The Producer 11:05 AM: "even i dont fully understand the kill switch”

The Producer 11:05 AM: "but it did two things”

The Producer 11:05 AM: "temporarily cut luna off from our realm”

Jos 11:06 AM: "It create multiple timelines”

The Producer 11:06 AM: "and "killed" mr d”

Jos 11:06 AM: "Each kill switch”

Jos 11:06 AM: "2 decisions”

Jos 11:06 AM: "2 timelines each”

otherLiam 11:06 AM: "why is “killed” in quotes?”

The Producer 11:06 AM: "its hard to "kill" tenebris”

The Producer 11:06 AM: "”Rem - Kayd H.Can you really be sure that killing It will make it stop though?””

0h look! Its karkat! 11:07 AM: "Well then”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:07 AM: "Yo this special kind of air freshener tastes funny”

otherLiam 11:08 AM: "Tenebris is a zombie, confirmed.”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:08 AM: "More metallic like”

The Producer 11:08 AM: "its more like tenebris's current formation in that point in time was disrupted”

The Producer 11:08 AM: "the amalgamation died but the idea and entity persevered”

The Producer 11:08 AM: "again, to my understanding”

The Producer 11:08 AM: "he controls the giants”

Jos 11:09 AM: "So uh, guahs, what happens when you say yes or no?”

otherLiam 11:09 AM: "So all we did was unfuse those three.”

Jos 11:09 AM: "Guys*”

The Producer 11:09 AM: "after the kill switch was activated, they all dispersed and luna's summoning was halted”

0h look! Its karkat! 11:09 AM: "dispersed”

The Producer 11:10 AM: "i mean they did all disappear one at a time from the page”

The Producer 11:10 AM: "until kelbris gave his farewell speech”

otherLiam 11:10 AM: "Well... that seems like a useful thing to have on hand. Any chance we can get another one?”

The Producer 11:10 AM: "in his brief moment of clarity”

The Producer 11:10 AM: "I don't understand the full nature of the kill switch”

The Producer 11:10 AM: "I dont think its something you can simply replicate, though”

The Producer 11:10 AM: "things were going to be a lot more complicated back then”

The Producer 11:10 AM: "but from what i understand, times were tough”

The Producer 11:10 AM: "and what we saw is what we got”

The Producer 11:10 AM: "and right now”

The Producer 11:10 AM: "multiple forces are attacking from multiple angles”

The Producer 11:10 AM: "from different times and different places”

The Producer 11:10 AM: "but uh yeah”

Jos 11:12 AM: "Aaaah”

Jos 11:12 AM: "Temporal war”

Jos 11:12 AM: "I like it”

The Producer 11:12 AM: "thats what the kill switch did”

The Producer 11:12 AM: "fucked up tenebris and stopped luna for a bit”

Jos 11:12 AM: "I choose the title of time warlord”

The Producer 11:12 AM: "probably had more ramifications from that later down the line”

otherLiam 11:12 AM: "Well that’s useful.”

The Producer 11:13 AM: "i might have spoken too much about it but its ben a point of contention for a while now so fuck it”

otherLiam 11:13 AM: "Thanks, bruh.”

otherLiam 11:13 AM: "Helps a lot.”

The Producer 11:14 AM: "im happy to give out this information but it sickens me to do it in such a mundane way”

The Producer 11:14 AM: "feels”

The Producer 11:14 AM: "anticlimactic”

otherLiam 11:14 AM: "I mean you can always like... cipher it?”

The Producer 11:14 AM: "busywork”

otherLiam 11:14 AM: "You say we’re under attack from multiple factions. Are you BUP bois one of them? Cus like... this is a pretty weird attack.”

The Producer 11:14 AM: "there will be plenty of that later”

The Producer 11:14 AM: "each one of us kinda has our own thing going on while working towards one singular goal”

otherLiam 11:15 AM: "I get the feeling some pretty “climactic” shit is in the works. Clearing up past confusion doesn’t have to be an epic.”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:15 AM: "plenty of attacking?”

The Producer 11:15 AM: "if BUP chooses to attack then thats on him”

pakospooky 11:15 AM: "bup”

The Producer 11:15 AM: "plenty of ciphering”

The Producer 11:15 AM: "i meant”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:15 AM: ":BUP:”

otherLiam 11:15 AM: "So yall aren’t really one unified faction, just sort of a collective of individuals?”

The Producer 11:15 AM: "we are”

The Producer 11:15 AM: "The Collective”

pakospooky 11:15 AM: ":hando: BUP :hand:”

The Producer 11:16 AM: ":slendy:”

Jos 11:16 AM: "Lower your shields”

Jos 11:16 AM: "And prepare for assimilation”

Jos 11:16 AM: "Your culture will adapt to us”

The Producer 11:16 AM: "speaking of, i wasnt being literal with "the operator"”

otherLiam 11:16 AM: "Dude I’ll assimilate, y’all are way more fun.”

The Producer 11:16 AM: "that was just a reference”

The Producer 11:16 AM: "but apparently it does have some meaning as well?”

otherLiam 11:16 AM: "we out here borgin’”

The Producer 11:16 AM: "unintentional on my part”

Jos 11:17 AM: "Yeah, the Borg from star trek”

pakospooky 11:17 AM: "operator was mattR?”

The Producer 11:17 AM: "he went by that, yeah”

The Producer 11:17 AM: "i guess he wanted an epic codename”

otherLiam 11:17 AM: "i mean that’d be silly, having some kind of pseudonym right”

The Producer 11:18 AM: "yeah what kind of loser”

The Producer 11:18 AM: "he always did enjoy having a variety of names”

The Producer 11:18 AM: "Matt R”

The Producer 11:18 AM: "Ifrit”

The Producer 11:18 AM: "Rodney”

The Producer 11:18 AM: "I believe he's going by a new one now”

The Producer 11:18 AM: "but I can't be certain”

otherLiam 11:19 AM: "so your job is to “produce” stuff. Are you like, freelance, or are you under exclusive contract with BUP?”

The Producer 11:20 AM: "im the producer”

The Producer 11:20 AM: "i producer”

The Producer 11:20 AM: "and i love it”

The Producer 11:20 AM: "i love it so much”

pakospooky 11:20 AM: "what you produce”

The Producer 11:20 AM: "things”

otherLiam 11:20 AM: "Alright then. What’re your rates?”

pakospooky 11:20 AM: "weird things?”

The Producer 11:20 AM: "i dont charge but i only take jobs im interested in”

otherLiam 11:20 AM: "What does a spooky extraplanar producer take as a currency?”

The Producer 11:21 AM: "dogecoin”

otherLiam 11:21 AM: "yall would use crypto”

otherLiam 11:21 AM: "Would you produce things for us if we came up with something interesting?”

The Producer 11:22 AM: "uhhh maybe”

The Producer 11:24 AM: "alright im gonna pull a classic move”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:24 AM: "didnt dogecoin tank to the point of worthlessness?”

The Producer 11:24 AM: ""one more question then im outta here"”

otherLiam 11:24 AM: "A gamer move, even.”

The Producer 11:24 AM: "yes”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:24 AM: "and/or was that one of the other bajillion cryptocurrencies”

The Producer 11:24 AM: "next queshtown”

otherLiam 11:24 AM: "Aight someone else ask it, I’ve been hogging him.”

The Producer 11:24 AM: "also im not too familiar with cryptocurrencies tbh ptobably a lot”

The Producer 11:26 AM: "better hurry im almost done with my morning joe”

The Producer 11:26 AM: "https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/453323274496245764/651096797464363034/unknown.png”

otherLiam 11:27 AM: "...really? nobody else has a question?”

The Producer 11:27 AM: "im glad all of you questions have been answered”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:27 AM: "i've been trying to sleep for the pats like”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:27 AM: "5 hours”

otherLiam 11:27 AM: "hard oof”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:27 AM: "maybe 4”

The Producer 11:27 AM: "damn”

The Producer 11:27 AM: "someone play gorons lullaby”

ADULT_LINK△ 11:28 AM: "its 8:30 AM: " somehow so”

otherLiam 11:28 AM: "Okay, fine, I have a question. Is there anything you think we should be doing, other than just waiting?”

The Producer 11:28 AM: "currently, no”

pakospooky 11:29 AM: "here in Spain is the 5:30 PM”

The Producer 11:29 AM: "unfortunately all you can do now is wait”

The Producer 11:29 AM: "and chat with interesting people over Discord”

The Producer 11:29 AM: "kinda boring”

The Producer 11:29 AM: "but hey thats what we got right now”

otherLiam 11:29 AM: "Wouldn’t say boring.”