#ALDJLSKSKS

[babygirlwolverine]

I was not expecting my lil sketch to get so many notes yesterday! that’s the most notes I’ve ever gotten on a sketch and i was convinced only like 15 people were gonna like it aldjlsksk thanks yall for being so lovely <3

also some good news, i finally started a doc for a new fic and that’s been something I’ve been fighting doing for ages and I think I’m finally gonna start writing today and it feels so good!! I’ve had this idea for so long but been fighting between being busy and having writers block and I finally feel like today is the day I break through all of that and start writing again! I was really nervous to write again because I was worried I’d lost my skills, but seeing my ficlet I posted last week get like 900 notes just complexly stunned me speechless and I love yall!

also also, just spent the last couple hours being sleep tired and just snoozing under my blanket and there’s no better way to spend a saturday then just being so relaxed and comfy! okay im done rambling now I promise aljdlsksk

[kraniumverse]

Please imagine jay as spamtoj, jay has already been a gaudy show host type guy twice now.

I HAVE IMAGINED. AND IT IS EXTENSIVE.

spoilers for spamton lore of course

my mind went to this immediately if you had another thing in mind please tell me because i want every possible configuration of this LMAO

-the ninja as the addisons

-all very popular and succesful

-jay never had any luck. he was the least liked, if he was acknowledged at all. too loud, too annoying, he tries too hard

-he always wished he could be as successful as his teammates... or even more so...?

-he received a phone call. and his wishes were granted

-it was gradual. as gradual as a week can be

-people started to notice him. to look out for him. to ignore the others for him

-suddenly he was very succesful! he was so happy! are they proud now?!

-they couldn't believe it. he was finally getting the recognition he deserves

-...why?

-they were all jealous.

-but they were happy for him! of course they were! so they hid their feelings

-jay basically spoiled them, giving them gifts he couldnt previously afford, took them out somewhere expensively nice to eat... but he was busy. very busy. their hang outs started to be less frequent. he did try to make space for them though!

-when they were alone without him... kai was the most vocal about his distaste of his sudden success. lloyd, zane and nya tried to defend him, saying that he deserved it. and cole... he agreed with kai, but kept out of their discussions most of the time

-jay didn't notice anything. he was overjoyed. numbers on the rise, the voice on the phone is helping him and he has his friends on his side<3

-he brags about it though, thinks the others notice he's half joking and never fully serious

-they don't

-they started making excuses to avoid hanging out with him. kai first, nya last

-he figured it out once the others straight up told him no

-there was a big fight. kai did most of the talking. well, shouting. things he didn't mean, things he did. jay looked around to find support, but they all averted his gaze

-he was left alone, but his success was still rising

-so, who needs them, right?

-gone from salesman to full on show host! good for him!

-not for long, we know that, dont we?

-the day his show was cancelled, they all went to check on him, even kai. because they still cared for him, and after the fight, they realised they could work it out

-and they probably could, if they would've found him. but there was no one

-he lives in a dumpster, his clothes are ragged and dirty, his hair is unkempt. bottom of the barrel

-I AM SO GONNA DRAW THIS, AM I? FUCK

-i think his look would be like, big shot era is him in his show host suit from s4 and jay neo inspired by superstar rockin jay

-because yes. theres gotta be jay neo. because spamton neo is my beloved and i want to think about him more

-also like i dont know how this au could work lmao. like are all of them like, legit addisons? or like. just humanoid enough. deltarne world? ninjgo world? um Yeah im not gonna think about this too hard im sick lets just say One Of Those Aus Were There's Self Contained Thoughts And Nothing More

[babygirlwolverine]

I followed you originally for your writing but I just became a big fan of your personality. Truly one of my sweetest mutuals <3

aldjlsksk im so glad my writing was worthy of your follow! oh my god. this is gonna make me sob oh god oh god I’m gonna cry into my blanket. big fan of my personality?? this is the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me! I am never going to recover from the sweetness of this! you’re the sweet one and I’m so glad to be mutuals with someone as lovely as you <3333

tell me why you follow me on anon!

[babygirlwolverine]

Hey!! You are not annoying at all!! Destiel kisses are the sweetest and your writing just makes me go awwww 🫠😍🥰 everytime.

hi!! thank you for saying im not annoying, oh god okay I needed to hear this! especially when I post more than one drabble in a day and I use peoples tracking tags and I’m like “oh I hope this isn’t bothering people” aldjlsksks. im glad you like all the destiel kisses!! melting into the floor right now oh gosh thank you alekejke im so glad my lil writing can make you have that reaction!! that’s all I can hope for is to make people feel all happy and giggly and giddy with destiel kisses and feels!! 🥺

[babygirlwolverine]

Hiii!!

First off, Im too shy to come off anon but i love love love LOVE your blog. Like 200% love it.

Secondly, you wanted asks in your inbox soo whats your favourite holiday and whats your favourite season?? 💕💕

hiiiii nonnie! <3

omg wait that’s so sweet aldjlsksks you can absolutely always message me on anon! but I promise I’m not scary, just a massive nerd who likes destiel kisses and working with animals. thank you, thank you, thank you endlessly and infinitely for saying you love my blog so much oh god you’re making me cry 🥹🥹🥹 I often feel like I’m annoying everyone with my posts, so hearing that you love my blog so much means the world to me! Thank you sweet nonnie!

Yes I did want some asks in mh my inbox hehe thank you so very much! My favorite holiday is Christmas (literally currently thriving since it’s my favorite time of the year!) and my favorite season is autumn! thank you for this message, nonnie! this was really sweet and I’m sending you lots of blanket-wrapped hugs!

[babygirlwolverine]

aldjlsksks always, I’ll message you right now 🥹

I do not need to save another kissing themed url. I do not need to save another kissing themed url. I do not need-

[babygirlwolverine]

[babygirlwolverine]

day 1 of writing a new project was a success! 1,230 words written today and I’m so excited about this idea aldjlsksks I hope y’all will like it too <3

[babygirlwolverine]

aldjlsksks did I just save 2 urls that I could use for nov 5th? why yes, yes I did 🥹

[babygirlwolverine]

aldjlsksks okay I did it. who wants to see the poem I wrote?

guyssss should I write destiel poetry right now while I’m drunk?