#AGAIN I AM SHAKEN
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medley 3/8/24: it's not a side effect of the cocaine, i think it must be love on acoustic guitar!!!!!!
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day 32
#unfortunately my iPad hates to cooperate with me and refuses to turn on#indefinite black screen! yay!#no digital art until i figure out how to get it working again#apologies#and i still am a little shaken by this since i had many important files and wips on there#so art quality will not be the best until i get it fixed#sorry for that too!#if anyone here is good with this kinda technical stuff any help would be appreciated!!#homestuck#homestuck fanart#homestuck art#art#hs aranea#aranea serket#homestuck aranea#aranea
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GUYS GUYS I AM GOJNG TO PASS THE FUCK OUT

SHE FUCKING SAW IT AND SHARED IT OMFGGGG
#*takes a deep breath* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#leigh speaks#fantasticalleigh’s art#Rhea Ripley#I was literally just reading celebrity gossip on Reddit when the notification popped up and I went 😱😱😱#I’m sorry if this sounds braggy I’m just shaken!!! first Naomi and now Rhea my two faaaves *sobbing*#SENPAI ACKNOWLEDGED ME 😭😭😭😭 is this a dream?!?#please god don’t scroll down and notice my punkintyre posts LMAOO#IM THIRTY A FULL GROWN ASS ADULT AND IM PISSING MYSELF OVER THIS. AGAIN.#I AM CRINGE BUT I AM FREE 😭
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marineve in the ending

#but in the end WE WIN.#I’m still riding the marineve high. WHREW. I love you come into the water by mitski#I think after blighted neve returns and after the [you really missed me?] line that’s when she realises she DOES love her#but for marina after losing her and in her time in the event which I am imagining had more shit going on regarding her past too#fade**** not event wtf#she’s a bit shaken and even hesitating when she was the more self assured one between the two of them#hesitant in a sense that she doesn’t know if neve is going to push her away or run away again and in that moment i don’t think she can take#that. so she’s a bit withdrawn…….. it’s really but would you tell me if you want me? bc I can’t move until you show me………#so like their last scene in the lighthouse she was really so surprised when neve came in her room 😭😭😭😭😭😭#my SHAYLAS AUGH#shut up about dav.#dav spoilers
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Queer organization I volunteer for: hey what's ur adress? We wanna send you a christmas package.
Me: that's very nice of you. You won't include names right? Because not everyone is out to their surroundings and housemates and that could greatly endanger people, even beyond regular risk of receiving a package from Queer Organization?
Qo: nooo ofc not. We don't want to endanger anyone. :)
Me, hesitant, knowing how shit and transphobic this thing is set up rn: ok... Here's my official name..
Qo: here is your package with the name you gave us on full display and a thank you note specifically naming the queer organization you are volunteering for. Also we are misdelivering to at least one neighbor, outing a volunteer to their neighborhood.
Me:
Qo: hey so how do you feel about birthday cards
#I luckily wasn't outed to my dad bc I was hesitant but this has severely impacted my already fragile trust#and given me real fear. again not for myself#because I don't have much risk in my setup. my sister is already out to mt dad and he knows I'm queer#if not trans and poly. but still jesus christ this is scary as fuck.#if the situation was just slightly different that could've serious put people in danger#like physically. though mentally is not to be ignored either#dw we are already going to address this in the next meeting but what the fuck.#this is even dangerous for just the gay cis 60+ people leading this place if they're not out yet#fuck I am shaken. what the hell.
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WIP
hi, I'm bori, I'm gonna turn this into a proper intro when I have time but in short! i'm a 21yo girl, I have noticed my views started to shift, and I made this account to explore the ideas of radical feminism, open up a dialog and seek out the opinions and guidance of other women. so far, I've always been in very q*eer circles both irl and on line. a huge portion of my irl friends and close ones are trans/q*eer - this change of views is truly a huge deal to me. i feel as I am betraying those I love, but the internal conflict is gnawing at me, thus driving me to make this account. I hope it'll bring me peace; a conclusion.
besides that: im bi, a slav, vegan, i love nature, birds, reading, some fandoms I dabble in, being silly, kindness in the face of struggle and so on and so forth. i am mentally ill, and a SA victim, but I'm not disclosing more than that for now. toxic yuri can save the world. bye! :)
#~bori?!#about#making this so I don't look like a weird empty lurking blog... although I suppose I am lurking in a sense#the truth being I feel as if I am being shaken by internal turmoil; either a huge change is about to happen or ill end up more reassured#in my 'current' believes - with a better understanding on the other 'side'#dunno... did any of you also feel like this? change is supposed to be uncomfortable but I love my friends and close ones#~yuri; save me yuri!#~oh; us women...#~reading; again and again#~resoucers aplenty#🪴#🦄
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so. what the fuck just happened
#yall. i feel so fucking weird rn#like. a weird thing happened. and it wasn't very scary or dangerous. and im 100% safe.#but it was very weird. and i am still shaken from how unexpected and weird it was. i also got woken up from rem sleep for it so :/#god this sucks. what the hell#again i am safe and will be ok. but i want to be held 😭#also i feel like i need to cry to help process the stress. but im too tired/disoriented to cry............. god. god this SUCKS.#mutuals i know some of you just read through all of this and i love you so so much for that 💜💜💜#ugh. punches something#i should be able to get back to sleep soon. let's hope#rowan rants
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random but here's my atlas 6 character opinion bingo!!!!!! (characters are in the top left)
#ik no one follows me for these guys#but#i made these anyway 😭✌️#so here's my unorganized reasoning/yapping#tristan AOUGH my pookie he's my favorite of all time ever#i want to shake him around in a jar but also i never want anything bad to happen to him ever again#they're all haters my pookie deserves everything 😔#callum#this guy#i hate him but i love him so much#ugh this guy#i want him to be bullied but like in a im doing backflips rn type way ykwim#like him and tristan aough......... naur!! i can't with this fellow#i need him shaken around in a jar#LIBBY#MY QUEEN#SHE DESERVES A CRASH OUT SO BAD#PLEASE IK IT'S COMING LET HER CRASH OUT#she deserves better girl please i love you#parisa hmmmm#my queen needs to have bonds w ppl bc i am so sad she's close w like no one and ik why but girl please 😭 like tristan or libby 🙏🙏#im begging parisa pls they'll help you omg#reina........my pookie............#i feel so bad like my girl is unbothered and hot asf but#aough#girl stop repressing your emotions#form bonds#ppl care abt you#you know who she cares about..... NICO#i had so many tags here but when i posted they disappeared smh 😔 i think i yapped so hard i ran out of tags 😟 hehe silly
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Dick should be Romani. Jason should be Hispanic. Damian is half-Arab. I don't know where we fall on Tim, I guess he can be the only white boy in the Robins. /shrug
Tim's upper crust New Jersey rich class, he is white as hospital wall paint. Dick just is Romani, that's straight up canon at this point, I don't know whether they've made it so both of his parents were Romani but I know that at least John Grayson has been Romani for some time in canon, which would make Dick at least half. Damian's a bit harder to pin down because DC has flip-flopped a lot on exactly what the al Ghul heritage is, Ra's I believe is half Chinese and half Arab (where exactly? who the Hell knows apparently the entire Arab world is a monolith for this people) and Talia has that and I think her mom was Arabic so Damian is at least half-Arab with some Chinese ancestry and is, in fact, brown, just like his mom and his grandpa (those ugly-ass movies that made him painfully white are the Devil's work). Jason at least needs to be ethnically ambiguous enough that he was able to wholeheartedly believe that the top three candidates for his biological mom are a Middle-Eastern woman, an East Asian woman of mixed Chinese and Japanese descent, or a blond haired blue eyed white woman. I tend to go for biracial Hispanic because I myself am the child of one white parent and one Latin parent and I like projecting, but I've seen a lot of good stuff with Jason as East-Asian or Afro-Latino that I really enjoy. And Cass is also biracial, since her mom is, again, of Chinese and Japanese descent and I don't know what the fuck David Cain is, and she should be portrayed as such as well.
And if DC could just remember all of this and stop portraying them as just Bruce clones physically that would be swell.
#personal#answered#anonymous#batfam#'oh but some of them have blue eyes' yeah cuz sometimes when you mix genetics weird shit happens#i have my peruvian side's hair and eye coloring because both my hair and eyes are very dark#but EVERYTHING else i got from my dad's greek side (and he's not even full blood greek he's half on his mom's side) i am startlingly pale#some of y'all did not pay attention eighth grade/freshman biology but i did because i'm smart#anyway i really wish people in editorial would remember that the batfam has a wide variety of cultures and disparate upbringings#it just makes it so much more interesting#hell even the way religion has shaken out can be fun to play with#bruce is jewish jason has been hinted to be catholic (and i endorse it wholeheartedly because again projection)#tim is at most agnostic (honestly tim is just a WASP which tracks because tim okay i'm done) christian-adjacent#and damian absolutely should be muslim or at least multi-faith but that again requires dc to remember that damian is brown#which they so often don't
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Currently obsessively thinking about a silent hill from Mary's perspective. Starting in the hospital, the nurses replaced with doctors, faces blacked out except for white shiny gnashing teeth. She only has in her pockets a note written on hotel stationary that says I'm Sorry.
Escaping and meeting a young man, cute and a lil awkward, who says you look a lot like his girlfriend Maria, and shes missing too? Can we look for her together?
Hes... sweet, a bit quiet. He gets very close to Mary often, pushes her boundaries, but this is all weird and strange and maybe hes just scared. When she mentions it, however, he makes a rude remark abt Just Wanting To Help Her but backs off.
They get seperated when the Red Pyramid Thing, unchanged in this version, comes and attacks them both, but chooses to persue him.
Laura is still there, and when Mary and her meet they cling together. She talks about an awful, ugly man she met earlier, and to watch out for him. She helps guide Mary through a maze like area before the Other World sets in and separates them.
The monsters in Mary's Silent Hill are almost all larger then her, and many masculine in appearance. They attack her head, try and choke her. Certain ones cough and gasp, arms thrashing wildly and thrashing on the floor when knocked down. Some seems to have exposed, black lungs that stutter to breathe. If Angela and Eddie are the same in this version, then their boss fights remain the same. The Abstract Daddy just as horrifying to Mary as it is to Angela.
Every reunion with the man, hes different. Less nice, more haunted looking. He starts to call her Maria, and barely acknowledges her if she corrects him. Following his advice leads to darker and more dangerous areas. The Red Pyramid keeps coming and chasing him away, but shes always collateral damage when that happens.
Eventually, she makes it to the hotel. Hes waiting for her in the hotel room, haggard, almost unrecognizable from the man he was when they first met. He has a monologue about how she's been sick, and hes been trying his best to be there for her. She doesnt understand, she doesnt know him, shes NOT Maria! She never will be. She starts coughing.
He makes to leave but at the last second turns, and hes a monster now. Large, fleshy, imposing, always trying to suffocate her under thick hands. Upon his defeat, two Red Pyramids arrive and stab at the dying thing over and over until finally impaling themselves.
There are different endings still. She remembers her disease, and her murder, in most of them. In the best ending she leaves the town with Laura, likely still ill, but alive again. In one of the worst, she wakes up in the trunk of a car, as water begins seeping in.
#silent hill#silent hill 2#i have a few other ideas for this but wasnt sure how to work them into the prosey wording this took#i think Angela's story goes the same way but instead of James being flustered and kinda unsympathetic#Mary has kind words but no way to help#and their final meeting isnt as hostile as her and james but its still bitter#gameplay wise i also am imagining James Constantly being up on Mary and like pushing her into monsters while trying to atk them himself#instead of always trailing behind#Mary doesnt get her own PH bc hes a punisher and she doesnt need punishing (its why Angela doesnt have one but Eddie does yknow)#but im tempted to say she gets a prefinal boss that is Maria in some way#not like how we know maria but im thinking a mix of the Mannequins and the Flesh Lips enemies#its got the moth/butterfly motif still too#i do have a kinda clear scene in my head#of late in the game leading to this fight Mary has just shaken off James again and hes fully in the Youre Maria :) mental state#and she passes a mirror in a hall and sees herself as Maria. she turns back to look again and Maria smiles before reaching through and#grabs Mary by the throat as she transforms into the boss#crazee talk#i wrote this over the course of an hour and a half directly after waking up today#what was going on my sleep brain#took all day to post it bc i wanted to edit the tags on desktop and i had stuff to do
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the thought of kirk v riker is so funny to me. we can't watch tos or tng in my house because the only actor my mother hates more than william shatner is jonathan frakes
#people who don't understand the actor haterism my mother is capable of are always so shaken but honestly the general formula is pretty#simple: assume she hates all blonde women and any man you think is even vaguely charming. and also just guys who are shitty actors#cant engage w dw stuff on here because i am entirely rose indifferent due to never watching s1/2 growing up because again. my mother#it's really funny though because she is a middle aged white woman so she wants picard bad but she can't make it through an episode of tng#without the kubrick stare any time old mate riker's on screen
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The last family reunion of my mom’s family was wild, not because of the reunion itself, but because afterwards my brothers and i were like “is that how normal extended families act? Unironically where was the gaslighting and gatekeeping?” And that’s how my world view was shaken about how a big family reunion doesn’t always have to have a few “gaslight gatekeep” people who make things around them more complicated and awkward
#emma posts#it’s been what? one. two years?#still think about this occasionally and am shaken#at the age of like 25 or 26 I realized you can have dozens of family members in one building and not have to keep up with some weird#gossip and borderline bullying people#you can just. sit around and talk without certain people making you walk on eggshells when they join in#especially if you married into the family. especially as a wife#no idea why the aunt and my mom drauma was so tense#most of us were literally just there#and at least one uncle was like that too. he just didn’t form an almost clique#some aunts were chill. but at least two could be borderline mean girls but in a way that you would look weird for pointing out#my grandparents were so chill too so I have no idea what went on to create that#my grandma was the sweetest lady istg although she could sometimes be a bit of a pushover :(#I’m probably oversharing again
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I've gone back to carrying my camera everywhere I go and annoying everyone around me. it's awesome. easiest art form, honestly.
#writing is my first love but photography is the art form i am most reliably good at (according to my own idea of what constitutes 'good')#it's like....the least frustrating/most rewarding way for me to create. the ratio of effort in:joy out is soooo gooooood#i desperately need a wrist strap tho. the neck strap and i are NOT friends.#¶#(i stopped taking photos for so long because i was very poor and batteries are very expensive —#— and then i went so long not taking any that i forgot how much i loved it. my enjoyment needed to be shaken awake again.)
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Hi I know we don’t talk but I remember drama with rosenali fics years ago and it felt awful, I’m sorry for what you’re dealing with. Just know that none of this is your fault and you have the support here ❤️❤️
Thank you 💕 it’s reassuring to know other people have gotten through the other side of this (though simultaneously it makes me sad anyone else has had to go through it)
Everyone’s support here has been so vital and has meant the absolute world to me, I don’t know how I would have done this without the tumblr community being so sweet and rallying behind me 😭
#I am still kinda shaken up and shocked but I feel ever so slightly more hopeful today?#still figuring out how to move forward#but all in all it was resolved pretty quickly for the big issue and as long as it doesn’t break containment I’ll feel okay?#and again if she doesn’t want fic about her I’ll respect that but she has to like. say that.#but if this experience has taught me anything it’s how lovely the community is on here#and also to stay far away from twitter lmao#ask#asks#buffyathena
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Now that I think about it, my gut reaction to being In Love is just this
#new card got revealed and my husband looks gorgeous? pillow gets bitten and shaken around#accidentally fell in love with a blorbo-in-law despite the fact that I don’t have the means to play their source? GRRRRR BITE BITE BITE#that and repeating ‘I need that man DEAD’ over and over again#I am so normal guys trust me#lc screams
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