#AARRRGHHH IDK

[crimsonkenjii-writes]

should I change my art blog to crimson as well so it’s not so confusing…..?

[that-wildwolf]

*crashes through the ceiling* Tell me about Del x Luke! 💜

Look I'm just I'm just saying If they're gonna have AN ENTIRE WHOLE MAIN STORYLINE QUEST about those two having A Connection and looking at each other yearningly and being all like... fucking. the homoerotic tension in that one quest was THROUGH THE ROOF. "There's always a choice. A choice to be good." Like fuck. God damn it. Hello!!! And then for the entire remainder of the game Del references Luke's words and goes back to that one random meeting they had when they saved each others lives I mean???? Aarrrghhh!!! What the hell! Excuse me but Del was so fucking smitten. He could not stop thinking about it, he uprooted his entire life because of what Luke said to him and what? I'm just supposed to act like that's nothing??? It's insane they didn't address it at all like that mission was so fucking gay

Idk I guess I just see the potential the writers didn't see 🙄🤷🏻

There are 2 fics of them on AO3. Why does no one else see this. I am plagued by visions.

[mera-mann-kehne-laga]

Yeah so........ive been reading and re-reading and staring and crying, trying VERY hard not to scream at this for almost an hour now. And I'm never gonna recover from this. No idea how to react. I cannot express how much this means to me.

I'm so so sorry. It................it kills me just the same yk. I'll- I'll try to be happy ok? I promise I'll try. So that you don't have to go through all this because of me. I swear I'll try my best. Oh god this is too overwhelming. It's too much to take in.

*takes a deep breath* Alright........Nothing has ever hit me so hard I swear. And yeah I have those urges too. They scratch and tear my insides all the time. I'm not mine anymore.

Mera na mujh me Kuch Raha. Hua kya?

It's like.........it's like......aarrrghhh idk how to say this. Just know that I'll always be there for you too. No matter what. You'll always be an inseparable part of me. Time and distance do change things but it won't change anything about how much you mean to me. I would never let it happen. No matter what. I'll always love you.

I love you too Kaleb

The urge to sit there with you as you cry on my shoulder. The urge to whisper sweet nothings like "It's going to be okay" and "I love you" into you ear. The urge to laugh with you and cry with you and hold you always. The urge to fly across the world to show you how much you mean to me. The undying urge to show you just how much I love you.

I can't express in words how much it kills me to have you there, blaming yourself for things that aren't your fault. Blaming yourself for living as if that's not a good thing. Feeling guilty for being true and honest. Feeling like you did something terrible. It kills me not to be able to tell you. I love you. Always. You are mine and I am yours. Forever.