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straydogged · 4 months ago
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yeah okay I think I might be bigender.. I've been so deeply confused because I thought it would feel different, more clear, like the gender differences between myself and josie when we switch (she's part of my subsystem) but it's? both. I'm both but not necessarily 50/50. sometimes, but not always. it explains why I cannot let go of the deep desire to be butch wlw and the grief at not being "woman enough" to be wlw, but also feeling the exact same way about being mlm. I want to be both, I am both but I don't feel like I can call myself both. and it's just been a 4 year long gender crisis that I haven't been able to climb out of... but bigender feels like someone dropped a ladder down for me
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mypeggableromance · 28 days ago
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#hhhhh I'll probably delete this later but if i don't physically put these thoughts somewhere I'll maybe explode.#but fuck man. shit sucks fr! I highkey think I can't go to work tomorrow but yknow how it goes!!!!#I'm caught somewhere between finally being taken seriously about my health issues#and having the most wretched mental health crisis#like on one hand fantastic! I'm being taken seriously now its gotten to the point where I cant fucking walk normally#but on the other hand oh my god holy shit. i had to get this bad???? and I'm worried. i know theres shit so much bigger than me rn going on#but I'm worried about my health. especially when I've been trying to deal with it for the better part of like.... 5 years#since i was 19!!!!#I'm 24 and worrying about whether or not I'll actually walk about with 0 pain ever again isn't that fucked.#so that's bittersweet. ive got physio tomorrow. blood tests next week#an ultrasound coming up#its ultimately a good thing im being taken seriously. if not a terrifying acceptance that everything ive been feeling has been real and#well. bad.#and like with this right is the crash of my mental health. just a fuckin nosedive man.#i have a relatively stressful job i felt out of my depth about and thus guilty for but now its a role that I've approached in constant pain#for the last few months.#i can't deal with that actually! lots of stress! lots of pain! lots of mental pain over my physical condition! my job grinding my soul!#aaaaa!!!!!!!#like i dont WANT to be unemployed either#I'd much rather be uhhhh employed! and able to save money towards actually getting Help™#but I've got to admit that i hurt too much. and its consuming my whole fucking brain.#but I'll go on#ive got my first trip out the country solo next week!! im heading to san Fransisco!!! im excited.#but I'm worried for the inevitable moment where my pains catch up with me#ill surpress it while I'm out there. try and remind myself to have a good time. return to the uk and feel a weeks worth of pain#and even THAT sucks to consider#but i should stop#rambles
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27-royal-teas · 1 year ago
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leans over your shoulder. hey. one week until my show
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vonlipvig · 2 months ago
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WE NEED TO KILL HIM
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honeyhobbs · 7 months ago
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Keep banging out tunes little buddy!!
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sketchy-doge1 · 5 months ago
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Jedediah and Octavius wish yall a happy pride!!
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sunsestart · 6 months ago
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Quick doodle
I had to
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emilylovescookies · 6 months ago
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if you can’t own the anime figure, why not draw it (lol!)
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willgrahamscock · 2 months ago
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this is how your email found me
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s0ckh3adstudios · 1 year ago
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WE'RE GETTING THAT SEASON BABYYYY
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turboemmy · 3 months ago
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fisheem4mmal · 1 month ago
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If I draw them maybe the rng gods might bless me ;A;
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happyheidi · 1 year ago
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𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒 𝗅𝖺𝗆𝖻𝗌 𝖻𝗒 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝖼𝗈 𝗍𝖺𝗓 𝟩𝟣
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daftpatience · 2 years ago
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i see a convo w a character ai and i keep scrolling
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xsleepy-moonx · 11 months ago
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LOOK AT HERRRRRRR
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